deviantART: by:Lacy-Danielle

Nine Inch Nails... live!

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 25 Feb 2006 10:57:00 PST

So last night I got to see one of my all time favorite bands ever, Nine Inch Nails, in concert. I wasn't even planning on going originally but I got an e-mail yesterday morning from a friend of mine telling me he had an extra ticket and asking if I wanted to go. And it was so freakin great! Second only to Skinny Puppy as far as concert experiences go... and since I've seen them both live now I guess I can pretty much die happy.

Oh, and Trent Reznor is a very, very sexy man.

Launch!

~Lacy-Danielle — Tue, 14 Feb 2006 01:57:49 PST

Well, my personal website, babymonster.org, is now up for everyone to see. Wheeeeeee! I'm so excited, and yet, so absolutely exhausted.

Bed time, for sure.

2000 PAGEVIEWS BITCHES!

~Lacy-Danielle — Sun, 12 Feb 2006 21:49:22 PST

Seriously, thanks to everyone who watches me and comments and stuffs... I appreciate it a lot.

And now, for something completely different: [link]

Oh the excitement!

~Lacy-Danielle — Thu, 09 Feb 2006 12:00:11 PST

Well my DeviantArt subscription has been activated... yippeeeeeee! So far it really seems like a worthy investment. Just being able to search by a keyword instead of browsing pages and pages of stuff I'm not interested in seeing... that rocks hard.

Once I manage to motivate myself to take a shower and such, I'm going... LAPTOP SHOPPING! Yaaaay! I've been putting some stuff off until I get one so I don't have to transfer a bunch of half-projects over to another computer. I have so many freakin' ideas... the question is will I be able to set them all into motion?

I'm so bad at only half-finishing things and just walking away from them and never coming back. I'll start to feel like the idea was stupid or something equally as emo and give up... which is lame... it's a bad habit I need to break.

So, I actually managed to watch Gorillaz and Madonna open the Grammys last night, which I was pretty sure I'd miss. Now, I have a disdain for most pop music and I'm certainly not a fan of the idea of an award show that encourages these assholes to make more god awful thoughtless music... HOWEVER, I do happen to like Gorillaz, and it was a cool performance, so I'm glad I saw it. I didn't catch David Bowie recieve his lifetime achievement award, which I wanted to see, but oh well...

Anyway, time to get goin'...

Sick Sandy

~Lacy-Danielle — Thu, 09 Feb 2006 11:32:16 PST

I decided to post all of my Sick Sandy comics on this account, because Sick Sandy makes me happy. OLD SKOOL! They're also up at [link] and they will have their own special site when I launch babymonster.org on Valentine's Day. Whoooo.

Five months, eh?

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 04 Feb 2006 11:22:57 PST

It's been roughly five months since I last wrote in this journal. I took a fairly long absence from this site because I haven't been doing anything creative at all, really. I've been through a lot with my personal life... and I was working more than I wanted to for a while and I just haven't had the time or energy to devote to the things that were important to me.

So here I am... back again. Just cleaned up around here, moved a lot of things to scraps, deleted some things.

I think poetry is pretentious... and I don't want anything to do with it anymore. Ugh. Gross.

So... new stuff soon...

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Fri, 02 Sep 2005 02:36:50 PDT

been back in kentucky since 7:10pm august 31. feel like i never left. like i was in a long, weird dream.

nothing feels permanent anymore. i find this both relieving and unsettling.

i have no idea what i am doing or where i am going. i feel shut out of places that i felt i was once welcome, not all of them physical. i can't even find comfort in the lingering emotional attachments that i've trusted to hold me together (so foolish).

things are about to change yet i don't see it as a solution. i keep trying that change thing and it doesn't seem to do much good. i'm just not holding up very well... despite appearances.

SOON

~Lacy-Danielle — Mon, 22 Aug 2005 15:46:10 PDT

One more day of work and my vacation begins.

Wednesday is my birthday (+1 year anniversary at current job...wow). I will be twenty years old.

Thursday I'm going to Virginia... happy reunion...

Maybe....
I just won't be coming back.

( i f o n l y . . . )

Thanks.

~Lacy-Danielle — Tue, 14 Jun 2005 11:26:17 PDT

Well, thank you DeviantArt for giving me a free subscription for a few days. If I actually used this site as much as I should I would buy one.

I haven't really been gone, I've just been too busy/lazy to comment or submit anything.

There's been a lot of BS and drama going on around me that I am not involved in yet it's somehow effected me. I've also been really lethargic and not very talkative. Last night was the first time I had been social in a while, I went a friend's birthday party and I enjoyed myself.

But for the most part I'm in hiding, I spend my time between work and my family... including the family I live with. <3

Part of me really misses having an online family. I used to have a lot of friends I corresponded with this way and it seems that I've lost touch with them all. I try to strike up a conversation here and there and it's nice at first until it becomes apparent that we have absolutely nothing to talk about. But at the same time I'm glad to have actually acquired a lot of friends outside of the internet, despite certain social inadequacies I seem to possess.

Anyway, I hope to be around a little bit more...

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Sun, 17 Apr 2005 01:14:40 PDT

I hate that I can manage to be absolutely exhausted and yet still not want to go to bed at all. I hate sleeping... it's such a waste of time. I wish I could function on just a few hours a night like I used to back in high school... it's these late/early hours when I can actually manage to accomplish something creative... it's always been this way... It's just inconvenient... though my work schedule allows for me to stay up pretty much as late as I want to which is always nice.

I took some pictures tonight, and posted a few of them in my scraps... if tomorrow night goes by as it should, I will hopefully be posting some actual deviations.... which would be nice. I hate feeling like I'm not doing anything worthwhile with my free time. I wish writing didn't requre so much energy... I would be doing it all of the time... I'm just never in the mindset for it. I wonder if there will ever be a time when I will be, or if I'll always be waiting for a clear mind, time and silence to all occur at once.

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 02 Apr 2005 11:17:18 PST

Hope you all had a nice April Fool's... did anyone pull off any good pranks? I didn't... I wanted to but I sorta suck at that kind of thing...

Anyway, you should ALL go see Sin City... it's one of the best movies ever made EVER. Sneeriously.

Fuck...

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 19 Mar 2005 12:12:21 PST

Well.

My room mate's comptuer is fucked for the time being... that being the only computer between us means not as much online or Photoshop time for me... which means mini-projects halted and I just wanted to get them out of the way so I could get some bigger things rolling.

Everything has to be done in stages and some things must be done before others.

But at least Passenger Seeks Driver is finally getting started. This has been a work in progress since my freshman year of high school. It was in a very different form and had a much different direction at that time, and I shelved the idea for probably two and a half years, only to come back, salvage a few characters and throw away most of the rest.

I even found a home for some lost characters in other dead-end stories within PSD... and I think they are happy that they get a second chance...

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Thu, 10 Mar 2005 22:51:04 PST

Beautiful is not a synonym for "useful" or "interesting".
(a statement I could apply to so many people or things...)

99.9% of the stock on deviantart is absolutely useless. Particularly in any category where people are involved. Being hot doesn't mean you should take 10,000,000,000,000+ pictures of yourself at boring angles dressed like a wanna be amateur porn star...

And would someone please take the webcams away from the fourteen year old spooky kids? I would be happy if I didn't have to see any more high contrasted and grainy stock photos of girls with no nose wearing Eric Draven's make up and black angel wings...

Sweet...

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 05 Mar 2005 23:09:53 PST

Yeah bitches, I'm at 1,000 page views...

Click this or we won't be friends anymore...

Which is pretty lame compared to some people. And it's taken me six months to get this far. But that's okay... I'm flattered to know that there are a few people that actually appreciate and "get" what I'm doing... that's all I really want anyway.

From time to time her eyes get wide
And she's always got them stuck on me
Im surprised at how hot honey-colored and hungry she looks
And I have to turn away to keep from bursting
Yeah I feel that good

She slips from the stage
A foot no more
But it seems to take an hour for her to reach the floor
And the two chord cool still grooves
As she slides towards me smooth as a snake
I can't swallow I just start to shake
And I just know this is a big mistake
Yeah but it feels good...

Yay!

~Lacy-Danielle — Mon, 28 Feb 2005 12:15:29 PST

Well, I'm pretty much settled into my apartment now. Not everything is quite in order yet but I'm hoping that as time passes things will sort of straight themselves out. I can say with almost 100% certainity that I will be eating ramen noodles for the next two weeks, lol.

We finally got our DSL turned on so I should be online more often now. Sorry I haven't been around to comment or anything but you'll be seeing more of me now.

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 12 Feb 2005 00:26:01 PST

First of all... RIP Arthur Miller. I hope you are remembered for being more than one of Marilyn Monroe's husbands.

I signed the lease for my apartment on Thursday! Me and are going to be roomies! w00t! It's gonna be off da hizzle. Everyone is going to want to come and party with US!

I had the night off and I ended up watching three (good) movies (on cable... *sigh*) without realizing it... Lord of the Flies, Office Space and Lola Rennt (or Run, Lola, Run). I had seen Office Space before but not the other two (though I had read Lord of the Flies in high school). Lola Rennt I was particularly impressed with... Franka Portente is so HOT! She has one of the most beautiful faces... the whole shape of it... especially her jawline and her nose...

I was watching TV because I needed something going on in the background... I really just wanted to think about this story I've been really heavily focused on for the past few months. I have a hard time just sitting and thinking or lying down and thinking... it usually results in sleep and then I accomplish nothing. I want to start getting it down but this is the part that is always difficult for me (some of it already is written out but I did that a while ago and I've changed some of the events so what I have is sort of useless now). What's the best format, what's the best medium? From whose perspective should the story be told? I think I'm going to get a tape recorder and start blathering ideas onto it then start writing it out as a rough draft.

Well, anyway... I should probably start thinking about going to bed. I don't want to sleep 14 hours like I did last night... I guess I needed it...

Oh baby, why won't you answer me?

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 05 Feb 2005 19:55:35 PST

I saw a movie last night... Closer. It made me want to be alone for the rest of my life. It was just a reminder of the futility of all relationships (which just serves as a reminder of the futility of EVERYTHING), not just romantic ones... but especially romantic ones. It was a very honest portrayal of the way people work and the things people do to avoid being alone.

It just made me feel worse. I don't know what's wrong with me but the past... I don't know, two or three weeks have been so strange. I feel like I've looked into parts of myself that I didn't even know I had. Maybe they weren't there before, maybe they are new and want to be explored...

That describes how I feel very well... wanting to be explored...and that implies so much...

I face more reality in my dreams than I do on a daily basis and sometimes I confuse the two. I find myself wanting to sleep all of the time... and when I'm awake I just think about sleeping and dreaming or I think about memories or just the idea of memory in general. And I've been remembering things about myself... things that have just happened in the past two years that I unfairly disregarded and didn't confront. Now I'm having to look back and say, "why did I do that to myself?" and assess the impact it's having on me now and try to mold those experiences into something worthwhile and figure out how it works in regards to who I am...

As I told someone earlier today, I'm also bothered by feeling like I'm getting into a routine and that bothers me... and I don't know why because I want stability in my life so desperately but I never seem to capture in quite the way I want to... or maybe I don't want stability at all, I just think it's what I want because I've never had it or I think I've never had it.

I feel so removed... like I'm not even here... I try to do things to anchor myself into a moment... to give it significance because I want everything I do to matter. Nothing bothers me more than thinking I'm wasting my time but that's all I do... this is my third day off and I have to go back to work tomorrow and I have accomplished nothing. I don't know what I could have accomplished, I didn't have anything planned... and maybe that's part of it too. I don't have anything worth spending my time on... except writing... there is so much writing I need to do but I can't do it here because it's never quiet and I can't just find a place that's completely isolated where I can be alone with myself. This is all supposed to change soon... I'm going to move out and none of this is going to be a problem anymore.... I'll have more empty, quiet, lonely hours than I'll know what to do with...

Eloisa to Abelard

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 29 Jan 2005 22:32:57 PST

An excerpt from Eloisa to Abelard, as written by Alexander Pope.

Ah wretch! believ'd the spouse of God in vain,
Confess'd within the slave of love and man.
Assist me, Heav'n! but whence arose that pray'r?
Sprung it from piety, or from despair?
Ev'n here, where frozen chastity retires,
Love finds an altar for forbidden fires.
I ought to grieve, but cannot what I ought;
I mourn the lover, not lament the fault;
I view my crime, but kindle at the view,
Repent old pleasures, and solicit new;
Now turn'd to Heav'n, I weep my past offence,
Now think of thee, and curse my innocence.
Of all affliction taught a lover yet,
'Tis sure the hardest science to forget!
How shall I lose the sin, yet keep the sense,
And love th' offender, yet detest th' offence?
How the dear object from the crime remove,
Or how distinguish penitence from love?
Unequal task! a passion to resign,
For hearts so touch'd, so pierc'd, so lost as mine.
Ere such a soul regains its peaceful state,
How often must it love, how often hate!
How often hope, despair, resent, regret,
Conceal, disdain--do all things but forget.
But let Heav'n seize it, all at once 'tis fir'd;
Not touch'd, but rapt; not waken'd, but inspir'd!
Oh come! oh teach me nature to subdue,
Renounce my love, my life, myself--and you.
Fill my fond heart with God alone, for he
Alone can rival, can succeed to thee.

How happy is the blameless vestal's lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray'r accepted, and each wish resign'd;
Labour and rest, that equal periods keep;
"Obedient slumbers that can wake and weep;"

Ugh

~Lacy-Danielle — Thu, 27 Jan 2005 08:24:58 PST

I woke up yesterday to find myself very sick. I had a throbbing headache and the worst chest congestion ever... and later on, a fever. I just crawled under some covers for the rest of the night... and was very lucky to have someone to take care of me We watched some of the Disinformation convention speeches, played some Lord of the Rings Third Age, watched a few episodes of Carnivale and The Young Ones. When I went to bed I felt delirious and couldn't get my head to shut up. I've been getting up about once ever three hours or so. I'm feeling a little better now... I don't have a fever anymore... but I'm still really congested. I'll probably go back to bed for a little while...

Graphomania

~Lacy-Danielle — Sun, 23 Jan 2005 00:32:41 PST

I used to have a compulsive writing problem. Where I don't write much with pen and paper anymore it isn't as much of an issue but I used to write all over myself and on scrap paper and on napkins and on everything... even walls. That was something I never really grew out of. I had a closet in one of my old houses that I could have filled completely with writing... but I knew I would get in trouble for writing on the walls so I always washed it off. I should have taken pictures. I wish I had pictures of the wall writing I did as a child.

I want to get back into this habit. The urge is still there but I meet everything with a certain amount of hesistance now, even things I feel very compelled to do. I want to write on other people and on myself again and I want to fill entire rooms with my bullshit.

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 22 Jan 2005 06:16:24 PST

I just want to go back to sleep but the only comfortable way to sleep is partially on my stomach and I'm very nauseated right now and I'm not sure why.

I don't want to deal with today. I don't want to deal with last night. I want someone to knock me out and just be... unconcious.

I'm so many things I don't want to be right now.

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Tue, 18 Jan 2005 22:55:08 PST

At the suggestion of several people, I'm finally reading House of Leaves. I'm in love already... I can relate to the style in which it's written very well... it makes the imagery so much stronger. I'm really glad I know smart people with good taste ^^

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Sun, 16 Jan 2005 00:22:14 PST

So I got a digital camera... a Sony Cybershot.... so far I'm pretty happy with it. I've just played around with it a little here and there... I threw a couple of pictures I took and played with into my scraps... Hopefully this new investment will be as helpful as I'm thinking it will be.

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 15 Jan 2005 01:41:00 PST

I am returning to forgotten places, rediscovering old interests, trying to find a balance between who I was and who I am. There are pieces of myself I'm afraid of losing completely... so... there is a massive salvage effort in progress.

I went on a walk earlier. I got an idea for a really cool project that I hope I can motivate myself towards... because it could potentially be very difficult and time consuming but I think I need something like that.

On the whole I'm starting to feel better. I'm still sort of shaken by some of the dreams I've been having, but I'm trying to redirect that towards something creative rather than try to apply it elsewhere...

More dreams...

~Lacy-Danielle — Tue, 11 Jan 2005 10:14:18 PST

I had a dream last night that played out like a movie... in the sense that nothing took place in "real time" and everything was fairly concise... there was a distinct sequence of events that made sense... until the end. There were two other people besides me in the dream... one person I've never met (but who actually exists) and another I know quite well... and they were standing side by side and started taking on the physical charactertistics of each other until neither of them looked like themselves anymore... just a strange combination of each other. Then... one of them... the one that used to be my friend leaned in to my ear and whispered "isn't it beautiful how we can lose ourselves and become the same person?" And I hid my face and started crying and I FELT my heart swell up as I said that I wanted to, too... but I didn't know how to do it.

My friend then very coldly told me that he couldn't help me, I would have to find someone else... that they were already occupied, and had always been occupied with each other and that there was no room for me... and that I had always known this but wouldn't let myself accept it.

Then he asked me to sing a song, so I cleared my throat and kept trying but I couldn't do it because I kept choking up. He told me that I must have been lying all of this time when I said I had a pretty voice, because he had never heard it...

I left and started walking and the street became the house that we were all living in together but I was the only one there and I found all of these books lying in the floor... I picked them up and they were full with every story I had ever written or thought about writing... they were anthologies organized by periods of time... there were even books with stories that had pictures from when I was a child... I gathered them all and put them in a bag and started walking out of the door with the idea that I was leaving and going somewhere that no one could find me... because I was sick of everything that I was familiar with and I wanted to shed my skin and become the person that lies beneath the surface and is screaming for release... the person who has the pretty singing voice, the person who wrote all of those stories, the person who is better off finding something for herself than trying to take it from someone else...

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Mon, 10 Jan 2005 00:33:12 PST

I've somehow managed to avoid reflecting upon the past year up until last night/this morning, when it occured to me that I should go back and read my journal (one of my other online journals) for the same date a year ago. It was a private entry detailing all of the things bothering me at the time... it was so weird because I'm still occupied with the same problems and am in the same situations. I could have written that entry yesterday and it would have been just as relevant.

So I don't think I've made a lot of progress in the past year... but at least I have a job and that has to count for something.

The Zombie Whistle

~Lacy-Danielle — Thu, 06 Jan 2005 08:46:43 PST

I passed out at 8:30 last night and didn't get up until like 10:30 this morning... so I had a lot of time for some crazy dreams.

I dreamed that me and Christina (a girl I work with) went on a road trip together and we passed through Williamsburg, KY... which I've only been to once before with Callie. Anyway, our car broke down inside of Williamsburg but it was late at night so everything was closed (even their Wal-Mart) and dark. We started walking towards downtown and passed through a cemetary on the way (btw, everything LOOKED exactly like it did in Williamsburg, which is no surprise because when me and Callie stopped there I kept saying that the scenery reminded me of Night of the Living Dead)... but it was so dark we were having a hard time deciding which way to go (while still inside the cemetary). Then... this slow-moving horde of zombies starts coming towards us and I start freaking out... I'm like "WTF I DON'T HAVE ANY WEAPONS OR ANYTHING" and Christina's like "well... do you have any cheez doodles?" and I'm like "NO! THIS IS NOT THE TIME FOR CHEEZ DOODLES!"

I start going through my pockets to see if I can find anything and I pull out a whistle that Charles had given me before I went on the trip (I think it's supposed to be the rape whistle he got for Christmas) and I'm like "oh... maybe if I blow this it will wake up some redneck with a shot gun and he'll start blowing the heads off of these motherfuckers." So I blow the whistle and it doesn't make any noise at all and I start to really panic... until I notice that the zombies are all shaking their heads... I keep blowing the whistle until THEIR HEADS EXPLODE.

We still couldn't find anyone who was awake so we went back to the car and turned on the radio and it was talking about how zombies were rising all over the country... so we called her boyfriend on her cell phone and he came from Richmond to fix her car so we could travel the country and blow The Zombie Whistle.

Coolest dream ever.

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Thu, 30 Dec 2004 07:28:35 PST

I feel like I am in a constant state of exhaustion and irritation.

I want to go somewhere dark and quiet and sleep for a few weeks. I can't think of anything else that sounds better than that right now.

Someone mentioned lilies at work on Tuesday. I think they are hard to find this time of year but when I start seeing stargazers everywhere again I'm going to buy a bunch of them. They're one of few things that make me happy just by looking at them. I like their spots and the fringe on the outside of the petals, and of course the color.

I had a dream last night that I built a lab in my room so I could genetically alter aliens (as in the aliens from the Alien series). My goal was to make them so that their bodily fluids weren't corrosive anymore. I'm not sure why I wanted to do this, or why, in my dream alien embryos looked like squid, but it was kind of cool to have giant aliens walking around my house. I'm also not sure why it is that the aliens wouldn't try to kill me but they were always trying to kill my family. I'm just special I guess.

:)

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 25 Dec 2004 08:16:11 PST

I just wanted to say... Merry Christmas (or whatever) to everyone. I hope you all got some really cool stuff, because I did (thanks especially to Charles and my sister, Elaine, who gave me some of the coolest Christmas presents I have EVER gotten). I still didn't get that Red Ryder BB gun... maybe next year?

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Thu, 16 Dec 2004 06:22:21 PST

stolen from TEH MAN!!!!

A) First, recommend to me:
1. a movie:
2. a book:
3. a musical artist, song, or album:

(B) Ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want.

(C)Go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing so your friends can ask you anything

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Fri, 03 Dec 2004 01:21:22 PST

I have this fear that I am becoming a dull and boring person... maybe not even so much that I am becoming, or that I already am. I'm terrified that maybe there are people around me who are picking up on it and slowly but surely losing their regard for me as an individual. "Man that Lacy chick... she used to be pretty cool but she's kind of dull now".

I don't know why that I came to mind, or what it's even relevant to.

I think about my friends that are in college and I wonder, honestly... do they think I'm a fucking loser for not going on to school? And what do they think of me being basically unemployed and worthless for a year? Do they think I was being lazy and pathetic?

I felt lazy and pathetic, but I also felt depressed and unmotivated. Getting a job hasn't really helped and as far as figuring out what I want to do for the rest of my life, as a career, I haven't the slightest fucking clue... I can only eliminate making a career with WAL-MART.

I don't know why college seems so unappealing to me. I never liked public school, and with no specific career or ambition in mind I don't see much point in forcing myself into debt. Maybe later I'll figure it out... it'll just occur to me... I WANT TO BE (INSERT DREAM CAREER HERE).

There was radio broadcasting. It's still a consideration... it's something I could do, that would be fun and I think I would enjoy it very much but I still don't really feel passionate about it. I don't feel passionate about anything that isn't completely unrealistic as far as a career is concerned.

There's always been writing... which I've been doing since I was little. But what the fuck am I going to do with writing? Journalism? No... fuck journalism. I have no interest in writing about wordly affairs... it's always been fiction. There are hundreds of stories, millions of characters I've created (or maybe, rather, that have come to me) that exist only in notes and in my head. I want to get it all out in writing but I don't have the time... and when I do there is always some distraction around here to keep me from really getting anything done.

No one's ever read my fiction before. Most of my friends have read my poetry, which doesn't show a lot of creativity on my part... it's just a therapeutic release... takes as much thought as vomiting, really.

There's one story in particular I've been thinking a lot about lately... when I'm not thinking about Michelle, or moving, or how much I hate my job that's what I'm thinking about. I even have a little note pad I keep with me at work to write notes down on during my lunch break. The problem is the best format for this story would be comic book form and unless I can find an artist that a) likes the story and b) will totally be my bitch it would be a total waste of my time.

It's taken me an hour to write all of this shit... ugh.

Devious Journal Entry

~Lacy-Danielle — Wed, 24 Nov 2004 05:40:02 PST

As of last night I have seen every episode of Twin Peaks and the movie, Fire Walk With Me.

Seriously... best show ever.

Thankfully Charles has been around warning me since the beginning that the series ends with a lot of questions unanswered... the good thing about fiction is that you can always make up your own endings, and until David Lynch tells me otherwise.... Ed and Norma get married, and all of the characters that could possibly be dead aren't. Except Leo Johnson. I don't really care what happens to him.

As for the fate of Agent Dale Cooper... that I will have to leave to David Lynch...

Suggested listening/viewing/wtfever for 11/13/04

~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 13 Nov 2004 11:23:29 PST

I usually try to do these between the 1st and 5th of each month, but the early part of November was pretty busy for me, so I didn't really get around to it...

TV
1. Super Milk-Chan (even though it's weird as fuck and borderline obnoxious)
2. Drawn Together
3. Justice League Unlimited
4. Trailer Park Boys

Movies
1. Spun
2. Ed Wood
3. Alien (Director's Cut)
4. The Attic Expeditions

Music
1. Blonde Redhead - Equus (or the entire Misery is a Butterfly album, if you can manage)
2. Butterfly Messiah - The Circle
3. Black Tape for a Blue Girl - Am I So Decieved
4. Covenant - Helicopter
5. Wumpscut - Stillbirth
6. Junior Boys - Birthday
7. Captain Jack - Dream a Dream (because DDR Max 2 ROCKS!)
8. Skinny Puppy - Cult (yeah, I know, I put this on like every one of these I do, but it's my favorite SP song and I'm going to see them live on Monday! I couldn't help myself...)
9. Scarling - Baby Dracula

Sick Sandy

~Lacy-Danielle — Mon, 25 Oct 2004 09:07:07 PDT

Sick Sandy has her own DeviantArt page!

For those of you who may not be familiar, Sick Sandy is a web comic I started doing a few years ago. I had all of the issues posted on my old DeviantArt page but when I made this one I didn't add them. I guess I didn't really feel like she fit here... I don't know. Anyway... you should definetly go and check her out, she rocks!

I ::HEART:: PENIS

~Lacy-Danielle — Mon, 18 Oct 2004 11:14:42 PDT

(X-posted on MySpace, LiveJournal and DeadJournal)

Okay. All types of people shop at Wal-Mart, meaning if you work there, you will encounter every kind of trash imaginable.

Some trash is kind of subtle... like this girl I saw yesterday. She, fortunately, did not come through my register, she was at the one diagonal from me. She was below-average height (but not necessarily short), skinny with your basic just-got-out-of-my-kindergoth-phase dyed black hair wearing a shirt that says "I <3 PENIS"

Well. Good to know. I'm glad you clarified that for me, you stupid cunt. Otherwise, me and every other lesbian-inclined girl in the store would have pounced you immediately... because you are just THAT HOT. And being a female and all, it's NECESSARY to let everyone know you enjoy the genitals of the opposite sex. HEAVEN FORBID anyone assume otherwise.

I just don't understand. Had she been a gay dude, I would have been all about it... but no. Just some dumb twat who likes to advertise that she's strictly dickly, or at least enamoured with cock.

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~Lacy-Danielle — Mon, 04 Oct 2004 12:21:06 PDT

Music:
1. Le Tigre - Deceptacon *
2. Miss Kitten and the Hacker - Stripper *
3. Throbbing Gristle - Very Friendly **
4. Blonde Redhead - Hated Because of Qualities
5. Jeff Buckley - Lover, You Should've Come Over
6. Masumi Okui - Rinbu Revolution
7. Covenant - Like Tears in Rain
8. Switchblade Symphony - Dollhouse (Razed in Black Mix)
8. Kidneythieves - Spank (KMFDM Remix)
9. Wumpscut - Soylent Green
10. String Quartet Tribute to The Cure - Hot, Hot, Hot! (sounds absolutely nothing like the original, very beautiful)

TV:
1. Shin Seiki Evangelion (Neon Genesis Evangelion)
2. Twin Peaks
3. Shoujo Kakumei Utena (Revolutionary Girl Utena)

Movies:
1. THX 1138
2. 1984 (the version with John Hurt and Richard Burton, I haven't seen the other)
3. Adolescence of Utena
4. Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azakaban
5. Godzilla x Mothra x Mechagodzilla - Tokyo SOS
6. The Creature from the Black Lagoon
7. Drop Dead Fred

* Thanks Heather
** Thanks Larry

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~Lacy-Danielle — Sat, 02 Oct 2004 18:08:13 PDT

A is for - Age: 19
B is for - Beverage of choice: Apple juice, water... if we're talking alcohol I'll take anything with vodka
C is for - Career of choice: Well, if I had my choice, I wouldn't have a career. Who knows? Something creative.
D is for - Dad's name: Allen.
E is for - Essential item to bring to a party: Well... alcohol, really.
F is for - Favorite song at the moment: "Very Friendly" - Throbbing Gristle, "Birthday" - Junior Boys, "Deceptacon" - Le Tigre, that's it I think it...
G is for - Games: Final Fantasy VII, Sonic and Knuckles and DDR... (proof that I am eclectic or a freak for Japanese stuff... you decide).
H is for - Hometown: Lexington, Kentucky... same place I am now.
I is for - Instrument you play: Yeah... none.
J is for - Job title: Cashier at your local, friendly Wal-Mart.
K is for - Kids: Yeah... about that...
L is for - Living arrangement: One that I hope will change shortly.
M is for - Mom's name: Melissa
N is for - Name: Lacy
O is for - Overnight hospital stays: None
Q is for - Quote you like: "Why don't you come back to our place, David? We've got something rather special to show you."
R is for - Relationship Status: Pumpkin pie pussy?
S is for - Super Powers: I'm still waiting for those... it's been over a YEAR since my radiation exposure, WTF MAN?
T is for - Time you wake up: It depends on my work schedule, usually sometime between 10:30 and 1.
U is for - Unique trait(s): Curly hair, I guess... not necessarily unique, just my most distinguishable charactertistic. I think, anyway.
V is for - Virgin: Yeah? Where?
W is for - Worst habit: Oh I dunno... I can be pretty annoying.
X is for - X-rays you've had: Wrist, arm, chest, leg, mouth on several occassions
Y is for - Your Favourite Food: SUSHI.
Z is for - Zodiac sign: Virgo

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~Lacy-Danielle — Sun, 19 Sep 2004 23:42:45 PDT

I made a new layout for my site... it's up and running, you can click the banner on my main DA page or click here . Sign my guestbook

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~Lacy-Danielle — Sun, 19 Sep 2004 10:07:06 PDT

So... my grandmother and aunt decide to wait until the last minute to make up their minds that they are going to Savannah this coming weekend. Since they didn't give me any advance notice about this, I couldn't ask for time off and I can't go. I would love to be there right about now...

Anyway, they might not even go. A month or two back they said they were going to, and they didn't... at the last minute.

I encounter the most obnoxious people working at Wal-Mart. I mean, in general... most people are pretty nice and I don't have to put up with too much bullshit... but yesterday these two guys came through my register...

They were both kinda scruffy looking and they were wearing the basic mechanic style get up... so I assumed they had just gotten off of work. They were probably anywhere from about 21 to 27... it was hard to tell.

Cheesedick #1 asks, "So... do you dye your hair that color?"

I reply: "Yes."

Cheesedick #2 asks, "Oh, cool. Do you like metal?"

"No."

Cheesedick #1: "Oh, come on... why not?"

"I just don't."

Cheesedick #2: "What DO you listen to , then?"

"Stuff you've probably never heard of..."

Cheesedick #2: "Oh. Well, do you go to any local shows?"

"No, local shows blow. All of the good ones are 21+."

Cheesedick #1: "Hey, don't say that. I'm in a metal band called [insert cheesydicky metal band name here] and I play a lot of local gigs... all ages shows."

"I'm sure."

Cheesedick #1: "You should check us out sometime, seriously."

Cheesedick #2: "Yeah... they're REALLY good."

"Yeah... I'll keep my ears open..."

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~Lacy-Danielle — Fri, 17 Sep 2004 23:50:24 PDT

I had SUSHI tonight

I am in a dangerously good mood. I say that because usually when I feel this good, I end up crashing and feeling like ass.

Anyway! When I got on DeviantArt today I had a shit load of comments and favorites... more than I have ever had at one time on DA ever. If I didn't thank everyone for their kind words individually, I'll do it here: THANK YOU!!!!!!

Now... the only things that could make my night better would be alcohol and getting a certain blonde friend of mine to do his gay boy dance!

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~Lacy-Danielle — Fri, 17 Sep 2004 03:06:34 PDT

So tonight has been really productive.

I was supposed to go hang out with Aaron but he got tired and cancelled our plans so I thought I'd play around on the computer. I accomplished creating an ID for this account, a preview image for my scrap poetry and I've completed a new layout for my personal website. I haven't uploaded it yet, there are still a few things I'm tweaking here and there.

My DSL was out from about 12:30AM to 4AM which I was pretty bummed about, because I wanted to finish transferring all of my stuff over from my old DA account. I managed to accomplish that anyway... SO FROM NOW ON, ANYTHING YOU SEE ME SUBMIT WILL BE NEW... I PROMISE!!!! And for the record, I will no longer be putting Sick Sandy on my DA page... she can only be accessed from my personal website and my old account.

Thanks so much for bearing with me as I make my transition from one account to another. I know it's sort of a pain in the ass, but I just felt like I needed a change... as I often do.

I should probably get some sleep... I do have to work today but not until 5... I'm not tired at all and it's after 6 AM...

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Nine Inch Nails... live!

Launch!

2000 PAGEVIEWS BITCHES!

Oh the excitement!

Sick Sandy

Five months, eh?

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SOON

Thanks.

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Yay!

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Oh baby, why won't you answer me?

Eloisa to Abelard

Ugh

Graphomania

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Sick Sandy

I ::HEART:: PENIS

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