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Lost In The City Lights

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 19:17:31 PST

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..:: Personal ::..

Been a bit more going on lately then I think I like. Update on my mother's friend Barb: The tumor is more or less inoperable so they are testing to see if she can handle other options that may be available for treatment.

My Second Cousin Layla was also diagnosed with children's leukemia. Shes only 2 years old. It kills me to hear about this because Layla is part of my life I have yet to get to know. Her mother Sarah (my cousin) and me were very close when we were little until we were separated due to other family based issues. Only recently we have been able to re-connect. And now this....

IT JUST FUCKING SUCKS!!!

Things at home itself have been a bit stressful. Just everyone seems to be on edge about one thing or another... I'm kind of at a loss as to what to do about any of it. Guess we will just have to see what happens, huh?

..:: Work ::..

Work is good I guess. Nothing much to report on that front. Its work right? lol.

..:: Cosplay ::..

Nothing much new here either... been a bit to preoccupied with work and crap.

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Animinitimes 2010: [link]
July.17th/2010

Hal-Con 2010: [link]
October.29th-31st/2010

Animaritimes 2011: [link]
July.1st-3rd/2011

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New Beta AMV

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 21:07:03 PDT

Last journal for the night I promise.

Just got bored and made a really random, badly translated, amv.

url was messed up so please go to my page and click on "Fight Of Love"

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[[Update: Due to the copyright on the song... this vid is only available in some countries ]]

Dear Journal

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 13 Oct 2009 19:19:06 PDT

Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape.

He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as:
Knowing when to come in out of the rain
Why the early bird gets the worm
Life isnÂt always fair,

and maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (donÂt spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge).

His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place.
Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they themselves had failed to do in disciplining their unruly children.

He declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer sun lotion or an Aspirin to a student, but could not inform parents when a student became pregnant and wanted to have an abortion.

Common Sense lost the will to live as the churches became businesses and criminals received better treatment than their victims. Common Sense took a beating when you couldnÂt defend yourself from a burglar in your own home without the burglar suing you for assault.

Common Sense finally gave up the will to live after a woman failed to realize that a steaming cup of coffee was hot, spilled a little in her lap and was promptly awarded a huge settlement.

Common Sense was preceded in death by his parents Truth and Trust, by his wife Discretion, his daughter Responsibility, and his son Reason. He is survived by his 4 stepbrothers: I Know My Rights; I Want It Now; Someone Else Is To Blame; and IÂm A Victim.

Not many attended his funeral because so few realized he was gone.

If you still remember him, pass this on. If not, join the majority and do nothing.

(Printed in The London Times)
Copied from *KellyJane's journal

Feed The Rain...

~Ladicius-Flame — Mon, 12 Oct 2009 20:28:58 PDT

Happy Thanksgiving guys. (for those of us in Canada)

Been a busy few weeks.
WHOOT FOR NEW CAMERA BATTERY!!! lol

..:: Personal ::..
So here are most of the highlights....

-My mom has a really nasty cold. SHes been off work for the past few days to try and recover a little and avoid the spread of it.

-My sis killed her back at work and was off work for a week. She went back tonight but is already having problems... **Sigh**

-My mom's best friend (our neighbor) was diagnosed with Cancer this Friday. Shes been sick for a while but refused to go in and see a doctor. Turns out there is a tumor about 3cm in diameter compressing one of her lungs. She was admitted to the hospital and is on oxygen. They are running more tests and talking about getting her ready for a surgery to remove the tumor to make breathing better.

..:: Work ::..

Work is going well... sort of. This week is going to be hell. We are re-launching the Copy Center and now ever full service order will have a $2.00 service fee. For people doing huge ass orders this is going to save then tones of money... for those doing small stuff... its going to suck and they are going to be bitchy. :S ((sigh))

..:: Cosplay ::..

Working on a few of ~TwiggyTank 's cosplay props.
Costume: Jo [Burst Angel]
Prop: Guns (Example: [link] )
PICTURES TO COME IN NEW FEW DAYS

Costume: Sephiroth [Final Fantasy]
Prop: Sword ([link] )

Also, another convention has been added to our list
(( *The-Wall-flower please give me a call about this xD Room for one more xD))
My sister in law and my brother just made hotel reservations for Hal-Con 2010 [link] and it sounds like a blast. xD $125 a night for the hotel rooms and $45 registration fee (online price) Its easy enough to add a room on to their block because they have 3 rooms booked already. We have a year to figure it all out. I think it would be fun

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Yes, I am alive.

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 20:47:20 PDT

Hey guys, just wanted to let you all know that I am alive and well...just suddenly very busy. Working almost full time hours and when I get home I have too much to get done and sadly my online life takes the hit the hardest. But I am still here so feel free to say Hi. Just give me time to get back to yea.

So between work, stuff at home... and my new baby!! (PS3) Im kinda preoccupied. Miss you guys!!

-Ladicius

Updating out of bordem...

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 10 Jul 2009 20:34:48 PDT

So yea... really effing bored right now.....

..:: 4000 ::..

Again I have to say thanks for 4000 page views. Didn't think I would get that many... and it seems to be growing faster then before now. xD Thanks everyone.

..:: Personal ::..

So my sis ~TwiggyTank has left for a few weeks. Shes only been gone a day and I miss her. I don't know what to do with my time :S Its weird.

We're hopefully going to start painting my room this weekend. I can't wait to have my room back. Right now its this huge mess that I only use for sleeping and storing more mess. I miss my room and want it back.

My birthday went by a little while ago. My sis and me went in for tattoos. Which is healing nicely. Its on my leg... and I cannot wait to be able to shave around it. xD

Kiss concert coming up. xD That's gonna be a blast!!!! But before that I have more doctors appointments. I'm going to see a neurologist who specializes in migraines like the ones I have. So I get to take part in his study. xD Maybe we will figure something out. xD

Family trips coming up... you know what that means right??? PICTURES!!!!!! xD All I am going to say is "Zoo" and you figure out what will be coming up in August.

..:: Work ::..

Last week I worked night crew at my job for a week. 10pm - 7am for 5 days straight. Everything was fine till the last day. I was feeling sick because of my allergy shot. And at the end of the shift I was cleaning up out back with my sis, and fell down on top of a metal shelf. Long story short... ended up going to the ER and getting a doctors note saying that I wouldn't be allowed to work for a week to let my leg recover. Its been at least two weeks now and its still bugging me. I have some nerve damage and can't feel anything on one part. And my ankle is just hell and a half right now. But its slowly healing.

I have a chance to be climbing the ladder at work as well now. I'm not going to get the lead role at work. But two of my managers are doing everything they can to get me to be second in command. ((Basically someone who is 'art time' but getting full time hours)). So I am giving it my best to do what I can. xD

..:: Cosplay ::..

Most, if not everything is still in the planning stages. Final Fantasy and Silent Hill seem to be at the top of the group lists though. xD

..:: Other ::..

I GRADUATED!!!!
I hate the drama and BS that happened though.... damn mental issues.

last but not least....

..:: Survey ::..

10 Un-useful Facts About Me

1.) I have pinky toe nails that fall off periodically.
2.) I work at Staples and am scared to death of Back To School Sales...
3.) I use to have brases
4.) I can re listen to a song that I like over 20 times in a row before I get sick of it.
5.) I live in a 4 bedroom house.
6.) I can only draw about 1% of the time I try
7.) I am over emotional and frequently over protective.
8.) I live at night when I get the chance
9.) I am now 19 and have yet to drink anything....
10.) Fact 9 makes me very sad...

TAG:
*The-Wall-flower
~TwiggyTank
~Lezzy-Nova
~Liaiw
~IHideHere

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Vergessen Update Plan

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 21 May 2009 21:58:45 PDT

Okay, so here is the deal... "Vergessen" is actually being updated and working on regularly... I'm just too busy to sit my but down and edit the 84 pages I have written.... **cough LAZY cough**

So as I gradually get around to getting this task done it will be posted. It will not be posted as chapters due to the length of each interval. I will be posting them in "installments" instead. So it as a whole comes off more as a journal vibe. Each interval will be approximately three to 6 pages in Microsoft word. This way I have a better chance of getting them out.

Each interval has its own title, which is usually related, if not the title itself, of the song that inspired that section. Links to any related media will be posted in the authors comments.

Wish me luck

-Ladicius (jen)

SUMMER '09

~Ladicius-Flame — Sat, 16 May 2009 08:51:33 PDT

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Are you guys pumped yet???

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PS- I might have developed an allergy to the sun :S FUCK|!!!!

Diaspora....

~Ladicius-Flame — Wed, 13 May 2009 09:31:23 PDT

..:: Weekend ::..

So ~Lezzy-Nova and her friend Adrien came down to visit. I had to work for the most part. But Saturday night :devLazzy-Nova: , Adrien, ~TwiggyTank, *The-Wall-flower, and myself all went to go see X Men Origins: Wolverine

Adrien fell asleep. *The-Wall-flower and myself spent the whole time ripping the movie apart to the point I thought we were gonna get kicked out. The movie itself was...okay.... I was MAJORLY disappointed with the graphics. For such a hyped up movie the graphics sucked ass. But it was still a fun night xD

..:: Monday ::..

On Monday my mother, ~TwiggyTank and I all went in town to get a list of stuff done. ~TwiggyTank is looking to get a new guitar and sell her old one. So we hunted around and had issues with people wanted to only give her 80 bucks for a guitar worth 250. We finally found somewhere that had a guitar she could order in that she might like. So she did. xD. Plus side is when it comes in if she doesn't like it she doesn't have to buy it. xD I like places like that.

While on that hunt we also went looking for my prom dress. And believe it or not...found it. It was exactly what I was looking for. In my size. So I actually got to buy a prom dress. I love it to death!!! I will post pictures later today if I can.

After all of that we had to take the car in to get the transmission flushed and the oil changed. The car apparently needs a lot of work :S But we have the best macanic(sp?) in the world is its all good.

While the car was getting fixed ~TwiggyTank went and got her new Tattoo [link]
Its all scabby now but it still looks wicked. xD

Beyond that not a whole lot else happening... I've been really sick the past 2 days... Hoping that I will start feeling better soon.... I don't like being sick Then again... who does :S

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Just a few amvs that I really enjoy that I thought you guys might as well.

Resident Evil: Diaspora : [link]
A MUST WATCH!!! Best random amv ever!!!!

The Dream is Real : [link]
About kids in a city and what sides they are going to pick...

â¥ [KvS] : [link]
An anti soraxKariri video. She tries to kill him. Masking is beautiful.

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The Week-Long Journey....

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 28 Apr 2009 18:21:33 PDT

..:: Saturday ::..

So this weekend was like the family weekend. Saturday we went to west side with my mom and our neighbors daughter Julie and cruised through gamezilla. Didn't buy too much. ~TwiggyTank got a micro bug plushie of the black plague and I got one of the flu virus. xD

..:: Sunday ::..

We went to new river beach on Sunday. ~TwiggyTank has never been there before so it was pretty cool. Got some nice pics and found so really cool stuff like sand dollars, a random bone from something, starfish, a sea urchin, and still alive oysters [who I named Gregory and threw back in the water... figure he deserved to live xD]

I am now horrifically sun burnt though. Not peeling yet but give it time. xD
Once we got home we had a BBQ and me and ~TwiggyTank cleaned up a whole bunch of brush in the yard and had a fire. We roasted smores and listened to music. All in all, one of the best days I've had in a long time...

..:: Monday ::..

Worked most of the day but after work we went to play billiards for a little while. I won, 2:1 xD. Had a few drinks and then went home and had another bone fire. xD More smores. Why mess with what works right?? xD We also rented some movies and watched 2 of the 4 that night. Lakeview terrace [[[link] was damn good! And Midnight Movie [[[link] which was a good idea but was poorly done. :S

..:: Tuesday ::..

Relaxed most of the day and went and did some yard work. Matt and Jess came to visit. xD I miss them. Matt went to the black and white affair at the school and has yet to come back with ~TwiggyTank's clothes that he borrowed. :S

We went out for a little while and enjoyed the rain while getting supper and shopping for a new flat iron. lol.

It's been a really nice few days. I hope things continue like this. Talk of collage is in the air now. Both me and my sis are thinking NBCC and staying at home for a while. lol. But that's just general talking and shit.

My sunburn hurts like hell

I hope all is well with all of you. And I hope for more good days to keep coming. I'm liking this and I want it to stay this way... :3

PS- I MISS YOU CASSIE!!!

..:: Quotes From Sunday ::..

Jen: "My live-in boyfriend makes me smores!!!" [[referring to Brody and how my neighbor thought she was a guy I was dating for a long time]]

Brody: "....Whats this place called again??" [referring to the beach]

Jen: "AHHHHH GREGORY JUST PISSED ON ME!!!!" **is grossed out**

Brody: "hey look your mom is over there!!" **points* [[mom is little blip about 20 minutes away on the other side of the beach]]

Jen: "Fuck I look like Rudolf!..." [re: sun burnt nose]

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Random update

~Ladicius-Flame — Mon, 20 Apr 2009 13:40:27 PDT

..:: Personal ::..

So, back from the doctors yet again... I'm on more meds now to try and sort out infections and shit. Hopefully that works. I would be nice. lol. I've got another appointment this Thursday with they allergist to try and get that bullshit figured out as well. I'm more then likely going to end up taking needles for it. **sigh**

Things are more or less calm at the moment beyond doctors and crazy work schedules. Might be going to Moncton with ~TwiggyTank and our mom. xD That would be fun. I'm doing... okayish [cause I know someone is wondering lol] still a bit out of it but I think that I'm gonna be like that for a while.... nightmares about shit suck monkey balls.

But this dude here makes me happy and entertains the shit out of me xD
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..:: Cosplay ::..

Still in planning stages for everything new....
Maybe a photo shoot sometime soon with the girls in the nice weather??? xD

..:: Work ::..

PAY WENT UP!@!!!!! WHOOOOOOOOTTT!!!!!!

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thats all for now
peace
-Jen

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....well.....

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 17 Apr 2009 10:36:04 PDT

....there was an entry here....

but i removed it....

Cosplay of the Future

~Ladicius-Flame — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 18:22:05 PDT

So with one cosplay mostly done, naturally my friends and I have all been thinking about what to do next. I'm not mentioning the group things on here. They will be updated on the group page ~3piclulz

What I am going to begin is my own collection. It will be at LEAST 2 years before anything is seen on my body as an outfit though. What I am going is a Cosplay Songstress Collection. I'm planning on starting with Macross Frontier's, Sheryl Nome - Don't Be Late Video Version - [link]
Video is here: [link]
and moving between characters. Gundam Seed is in the works as well, as to what songstress from that group I'm still deciding on.

Its a work in progress as I want these to be as accurate as possiable. Reason behind the large time frame? Weight loss. That and the next large convention is in 2011 lol

so theres a new personal goal

-Jen

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AniMaritimes '09

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 08 Mar 2009 19:01:53 PDT

Whoot, finally back from one of the best weekend of my life.... too lazy to unpack yet though. lmfao.

So *The-Wall-flower ~TwiggyTank and myself all went to AniMaritimes this past weekend. A small [but growing] convention that is based for maritime fans. Vendors, Panels, Movies, Games, Cosplay, and anything else you can think of...

So much happened that I don't even know where to begin. xD
When we got to the Delta our rooms weren't ready.... so we actually had to wait for about 6 hours before we got one out of the two rooms and were able to start going to do stuff. Once we set off though it was a blast.

Being 19 and 18, ~TwiggyTank and myself got to go listen to the Yaoi and Yuri panels. We had a blast. Got some videos of that one to... its amazing to hear people so happy to talk about it. xD. Sadly we had one VERY disgusting thing happen. Towards the end of the Yuri panel, a guy wanted to ask a question "are we going to be watching any?" Once he was told no, him and his friends just got up and left. It was sick.

On a pleasent side, the costumes were AMAZING!!!! Got a ton of pictures and videos....which bring me to the point of this journal.... I WILL be uploading all of the pictures on here so that I can send them off to the con's webpage. Be for warned that there are A LOT.

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General Update

~Ladicius-Flame — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 17:57:32 PST

..:: Personal ::..

Sorry I haven't been to active...anywhere really. There has been a LOT going on at home and I have been spending most of my time with my family until everything is sorted out. Nothing life threatening, just some personal stuff that I'm not going to get into on a public journal.

I am proud to say that ~TwiggyTank and myself finished Jak 3, PS2 in under 3 days. With the stress of everything going on we had three, 5am nights of gaming and snacks. As well as MASSIVE movie nights. Just a way of distraction I guess, but it works

..:: Work ::..

So I started working at Staples in January and things are going okay. Having some issues with hours and one of my managers but its all going well beyond that. I LOVE the gals I work with and its just a nice place to be

..:: Cosplay ::..

The convention is right around the corner.. so naturally I am see everything that still needs to get done and wondering where I am going to get the time. My wig needs to be styled and I am freaking that I won't get it done cause I have to work so much the next week. FUUUCCKK!

..:: Movie Review ::..

So ~TwiggyTank and myself just got home from Friday the 13th remake. And let me tell you... FUCKING AMAZING!!! Ever see Jason run? No, well now he does. The whole film you are on the edge of your seat. I don't normally jump at stuff like that, but this movie made me jump every other minute and scream once. And I loved every minute of it.

The opening is the only spoiler I am going to give away.so....
SPOILER WARNING
At the beginning, its these teens out camping... and then Jason kills them all. Not by just stabbing either. Burning alive. Bear traps. You name it and it has come up. Well the opening took about 15 minutes for him to kill them all. Left us wondering, what happened?....THEN the logo comes up. It was a brilliant way of making you understand the background and tying it in with the rest of the film, which takes place 6 weeks later with another group of teens at a parents lodge, and a brother looking for his missing sister (one of the others that you think died already...key word. THINK.)

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SO whats everyone else been up to? How is everyone?? Good I hope

<3
-Jen

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Dance With Me Status

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 10 Feb 2009 18:57:48 PST

..:: Dance With Me ::..

Chapter 2 has FINALLY been started. I know, I'm lame. But since I have nothing to do then hopefully it will be up soon.
I have to work tomorrow but I think I will bring it with me in case there isn't anything to do there either.

..:: Cosplay ::..

Organization Jackets are well underway and near completion. If time allows me I will be getting supplies for the beading this weekend. My mom will hopefully finish the hem on both ~TwiggyTank's and mine this weekend too. I'm going to start working on my wig tomorrow if i can before work. At least get it brushed and ready to be styled. xD

..:: Personal ::..

Eh, not a lot to say. Been rather blah....

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3000

~Ladicius-Flame — Wed, 04 Feb 2009 14:26:29 PST

No...not 300... no epic battles.. (yet)

3000 page views!!!!! WHOOOT!!!!

There will be something posted for this.. but I don't know what just yet. :S Any requests???

Well, thanks guys <3 love you all

-Jen

Basically What Were Gonna Do Is Dance

~Ladicius-Flame — Sat, 31 Jan 2009 19:51:53 PST

So this is just a general Cosplay update and some other random crap.

Organization XIII Jackets: All that's left to do is detailing, the hem, and the beads.xD. We are getting the fabric for ~TwiggyTank's tonight and it will be started asap.

Organization XIII Wigs: Still need to be started. :S

Props: Way To Dawn (which was beautifully made by ~Niko-ru ) began its work with pain last night. We have one side done it its base colors. It needs a second and maybe a third coat of the primary and then we are gonna flip it and do the same thing with the other side before we go into the detailing. So far so go though.

[[UPDATE]]
AMV Contest Entry Okay, so I now officially have one of the two of them done. WHOOT FOR GETTING OFF HER ASS AND FINISHING IT!! x'D. One more to go....its mostly done... just around another 6 hours of work on it to go....er.... fuck.....

Personal:

-So we've added a new addition to our family. His name is Riley.
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He's deaf, but very cute. Sadly though the other ferret in the family is sick. Baby Jo has been sneezing like mad, so we are taking her to the doctors today. ^^

-Convention is coming up in roughly a month. xD I'm pumped xD

-I graduated finally. **is still having some issues with this area**

Last but not least is something random. My featured amv maker of the week. xD
Whispers Reloaded
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She has an amazing concept of timing, color, and beat. Her lastest amv, [link] , is crazy catchy. I highly recommend her stuff.

Thats all for now <3

[[UPDATE]]
Holy Shit... when did I get to be close to 3000 page views? When did this happen??????? xD I'm gonna attempt to have something to post for then.lmfao. If you know who you are and you are the 3000 pg view, let me know xD

Tonight we Growl [UPDATED]

~Ladicius-Flame — Sat, 24 Jan 2009 16:17:48 PST

hahaha, me and *The-Wall-flower are going to see Underworld: Rise of the Lycans tonight. I am SO pumped!!!

UPDATE: For a review please go read *The-Wall-flower's journal here ---> [link]

I have to go get ready soon but just wanted to update...again... **is bored** I have so much more energy now that I get up at 10am every morning. Weird how that works huh? xD. My chinny Gidget got out today :S we just found him a few minutes ago freaked out under a shelf :S poor little guy
Well I g2g. Have a good one! Remember to call the dogs tonight! LYCANS FOR THE WIN!!!!! **take that Twilight**

RANDOM LYRIC TIME::

stuck in my head due to *tealpirate 's new video... :S

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Open your eyes coz another day is dawning,
Children of the night , can you hear them all calling.
Stars open up and an angel starts falling,
Listen to their beats, can you hear them hollering

Start in the morning, through to the evening
Dance like youÂre the only one around
Move like you want it
Grove like you need it,
Dancing it up till the sun goes down

Free your mind coz tonight weÂre gonna break it down
Shake make it funky down
Get so high as the toxins in your body
Are the bass and the drums and the ra, ra, ra
WeÂre right on time, & all is fine
If youÂve lost your senses here have mine and..

Lose yourself in the time you awake wait till the evening time
Âtill the sunshine breaks.

Ahh Common
Open your eyes coz another day is dawning,
Children of the night , can you hear them all calling.
Skies open up and an angel starts falling,
Listen to the beats, can you hear them hollering

Stop in the morning, through to the evening
Dance like youÂre the only one around
Move like you want it
Grove like you need it,
Dancing it up til the sun goes down.

Till the sun goes downÂ

Go Come on for this makes for hysteria
You feelin what we bring to yÂall..
Peace and love find yourself gettin down tonight, tonight tonight, tonight

Fire is burning on and theres children in the forest playing
Just come forget this to forget the beats hunting for its prey
YeaaahÂ noo noooo ..yeaaaah eeyy..

Till the sun goes down
Till the sun goes
Sun goes down
Sun goes down sun goes down
Sun goes dooooowwn!

Open your eyes coz another day is dawning,
Children of the night , can you hear them all calling.
Skies open up and an angel starts falling,
Listen to the beats, can you hear them hollering

Stop in the morning, through to the evening
Dance like youÂre the only one around
Move like you want it
Grove like you need it,
Dancing it up till the sun goes down
(Till Fade!)

HOLY CHRIST IM IN TRAINING!!

~Ladicius-Flame — Wed, 21 Jan 2009 15:30:19 PST

**yawn**
Woah its been a long day...and yet I have barley done anything. :S Weird how that works, huh?

Anywho- Got up this morning for my only exam. I REALLY hope I did well. If I did good then that's school all done for me xD I managed to get done just before the bell to leave and got to game some before getting ready for the first day of work. Yea. first day. GAHHHHHH

If anyone EVER gives a Staples worker shit again I will personally punch them out. They don't know how much damn shit there is to learn. **dies** So... many... buttons..... like.... holy shit...

We (as in ~TwiggyTank and myself) didn't get to do to much yet. We got the run down of the store and the cash. I proved my worth with the photocopy thingy... xD I knew what I was doing. And we basically stood around for 5 hours. My feet hurt like hell.

Anyways, due to this I'm not gonna be able to update for a week or so... I know I don't do a lot as it is but I was planning on doing more.... Sadly my mother killed the camera battery today so I cant get any shots of the ice

How is everyone?? Good I hope.
<3
-Jen

For the Lulz of it all

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 13 Jan 2009 12:57:19 PST

THE KH SURVEY

SECTION ONE: The "Favorite" Questions

1. Your favorite KH guy?
God, looking at them all now they all seem so popular. Axel. Demyx. and Xigbar

2. Your favorite KH girl?
Larxene entertains me xD

3. Your least favorite KH guy? Why?
Jiminy. He bothers me.... i dont know why though. :S

4. Your least favorite KH girl? Why?
Kairi, but its meerly because she comes across as so weak.

5. Favorite World? (Includes both KH1 and KH2)
The lion King world is fun as hell.

6. Least Favorite World?
Trazan... kept getting stuck :S

7. Favorite Weapon? (Includes both KH1 and KH2)
Chakrams and the GLAVE! (inside joke)

8. Least Favorite Weapon?
Donalds staff...

9. Fav. Summon? (includes both KH1 and KH2)
Simba

10. Fav. Form? (aka. Sora's Forms)
....crap... **forgets what its called**

11. Favorite yaoi, Why?
...... Keeping THAT to myself.

12. Least Fav. yaoi couples,Why?
omfg. Sora and Roxas.... DO YOU MAKE OUT WITH A MIRROR OR SOMETHING?!

13. Any yaoi out of wack pairings you've heard of? List 'em.
a lot of them are bad...

14. Weirdest Pairing(s) You've Ever Heard Of?
......

15. Any "Kh-pet-peeves" you have?
no knowing where I am going in a world and running around for like 6 hours trying to figure it out...

16. Fav. Partner in KH? (includes both KH1 and KH2)
...no idea :S

SECTION TWO: Do you believe it, or not believe it?

17. Do you believe in the Xemnas/Saix theory?
....not sure really.... they both have some issues :S

18. Do you believe that Zexion is emo?
nah, just indifferent

19. Do you believe that Marluxia is gay?
depends on who i am talking to. lmfao jkjk

20. Do you believe that Kairi is the most annoying character in KH?
No. She just needs character development

SECTION THREE: Answer Yourself!

21. If Roxas had to choose either Namine or Olette, who would you root for? Why?
....neither.

22. What's your theory on KH: Birth by Sleep?
Should be interesting at least...

23. Was Chain of Memories a waste of time?
still working on it

24. If you had the choice of meeting ONE (and ONLY ONE!) KH character, who would it be?
Demyx

25. Which KH character do you relate to the most? Why?
thats up for debate

26. What's the most embarrassing moment that ever happened to you that had something to do with KH?
......no comment :S

27. Have you ever cosplayed as a KH character? If so, who? If not, who would you like to cosplay as?
the costumes are in the works currently for Axel.

28. The Funniest Moment in all of KH would be...?
"like this" **funny face**

29. The Hardest Enemy/Boss was...?
Demyx....

30. What was a good addition in KH2 that made it oh-so-addictive?
Orgy! Duh lol

SECTION FOUR: Decisions, Decisions...

Note: You MUST only choose one! "Both" or "Neither" or " skipping" in unacceptable!!

31. Hayner or Pence?
Hayner

32. Zexion or Marluxia?
Marluxia.

33. Riku or Roxas?
Riku

34. Roxas or Sora?
Roxas

35. Axel or Demyx?
Axel

36. Kairi or Larxene?
Larxene

37. AkuRoku or SoRiku?
akuroku

38. Namixas ( Nam Rox) or Namiku ( Nam Riku)?

39. Zemyx or AkuRoku?
zemyx

40. SoKai ( Sora Kairi) or SoKu (??)?

41. Sea Salt Ice Cream or Paopu Fruit?
Sea salt icecream

42. Cloud or Leon?
Leon

43. CloTi ( CloudxTifa) of Clerith( CloudxAerith)?
CloTi

44. Simple and Clean or Passion?
Simple and Clean

SECTION FIVE: The Last Section!!

45. List all the KH character you've fallen for. (This includes Final Fantasy charcter as well)
....WAY to many..

46. What crossovers would you like to see with KH?
donald vs. grumpy the dwarf

47. Does anyone in KH look like another character? List 'em all!
eh, not enough time

48. Which new KH game can you absolutely NOT wait for?
all of then

49. Do you like KH1 or KH2 better? Why?
KH2

50. LAST QUESTION! What makes Kingdom Hearts one of the best games in the world!?
the plot and characters and so entertaining

55 Days and Counting!!!!

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 11 Jan 2009 09:51:38 PST

So I thought I would update this bugger again cause I am bored and trying to kill time. **is waiting for a call from *The-Wall-flower to come over for a while but figures shes still asleep**

So the convention is slowly approaching. 55 days left until a weekend filled with Hotel-ing, costuming, gaming, and overall geeky-ness the likes I've never partaken in before!!

The cosplays are slowing taking form. Only another two pieces to cut out for my jacket and then I have to do ~TwiggyTank 's jacket as well. Beyond that is just the wig styling. lmfao. Hello hairspray!!! **lungs hurt already**

So anyways, I was tagged apparently. So here is a random survey thingy from *The-Wall-flower :

What do people call you? Do you like it?
Most just call me Jen or Jennifer. NEVER JENNY. Beyond that I've got nicknames that range from Scarlet to "you popcorn bitch". lol

If you could have any hair color, which would you choose?
I like what I've got. Its dyed a funky auburn red color

How would you style it?
HA! That involves learning how to style in the first place. Too much work. lol

Do you have any allergies?
Medications: ceclore (sp?) and then there is cats and a few other types of animals. :S

Do you have any other medical issues?
Latley, yes. I used to be epileptic but I'm not now. Now I am facing some hormonal issue or something and RLS.

What is the medication you take most often?
Tylenol and Nexproxan.

What do you think your favorite class is right now?
World Issues. Hands down. The class is well behaved. There isn't a lot of notes. Its done more in a controlled discussion manner. Its a blast! I love it and how intellectually stimulating it is.

What are you doing this weekend?
Not much. Some homework. Went in town yesterday. Today I am waiting to hear from *The-Wall-flower for when she is coming over.

Your dream job?
No idea. Something I like to do. I don't want to be stuck in a job that I hate for no reason. I want to enjoy my life.

If you could have any superpower, what would it be?
...er...... no idea :S

If you were suddenly given superpowers, would you use them for the good of mankind?
Hahaha! Fuck that. The villain ALWAYS gets more play views on YouTube!!! xD

How good is your eyesight?
It was really good for a long time but now I need glasses for distance.

What color is your mailbox?
Brown grey and red I think. With a little white. [looked up the road]

Describe your dream room.
Larger then the one I have now. With a platform bed. Walls a deep crimsion red with black, white, and purple accents.

What color do you wish your bedroom walls were?
A red of some sort. Or a dark purple blue..

What color are your sheets?
currently? Aqua with patterens

What color is the carpet?
blue. its so gross.

If you could be stalked by anyone, who would it be?
Steven Hawking. Why? Cause no one would expect that. lol

Okay, so you're knocked unconscious somehow. What would you most like to wake up to?
Reality: Me in my room fallin' out of bed. Hit my head on my bedside table.
Fantasy: **incert epic music** 3...2...1.... GO! "HOLY EFFING CHRIST I JUST PASSED MARIO!!!! I'M IN SECOND PLACE NOW!!!!Look out Yoshi... Im a coming for yea....

Did you like the last thing you ate?
hells yea. Beef-veggie soup FTW

Do you like your handwriting?
yes and no :S

What do you spend the most money on?
Friends. I like buying people stuff. Bwhahaha. 55 Days till convention. 20 Days till teh sis b-day.

What is the scent of shampoo you use?
depends. I like stuff that smells nice tho.

What are you listening to right now?
Random YouTube playlist. lol

What would you dream of wearing to a formal ball?
If I went to a formal ball. Something that made me feel nice. Soft fabric. Red or purple or green. OH or royal blue. xD.

Are you working on any projects right now?
School final projects. photoshoots. and cosplay costumes.

What was your favorite thing to do when you were little?
goofed off with the guys. Video games. Pokemon battles. etc.

Is there any song that instantly makes you cry?
Rainbow Connection by Kurrmet(sp?) the Frog

What's the saddest thing you've read within the last month?
....no idea :S

Would you...

AHHHHH boom

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 01 Jan 2009 16:06:48 PST

Well, happy new years to you all, hope you had a good one. I was lucky enough to bring in the new year with *The-Wall-flower. We crashed in my basement playing DDR, RE4, and so much more until midnight where we went to watch the ball drop on TV. Toasted with wine and then went back to the video games. xD

Before all that though, we started watching the Gundam Seed Movies. So many epic moments...so little time....The worst one being an officer of a shit and his monotone yell for 3 seconds before they crashed into something and died. We had to re-watch it and by the end of it we were laughing so hard we couldn't breathe. xD

Not only that but there were not one... not two... but THREE fan services in the first movie... all of which were random naked shower clips. But it was funny because with Kira and Athrun's clips they only showed chest and legs... with Cagali with was full body (which we call ass and angled boob [Angled Boob- More then side boob but not nipple]). It was lulzy. AND FINALLY the so called sex scene with Kira and Flay. No movement. Flay crying. Boob jiggle. End. It was entertainingly lame.

After that was DDR, then the countdown.

THEN came the first person shooter games... didn't last long though.
Sapnish Undead: "Idiotito!!!"
*The-Wall-flower : Crap.....OMFG!! IM OUT OF AMIO!!! **drops controler**
~Ladicius-Flame : Next game??
*The-Wall-flower **nods**

All of that was followed with her playing 2 hours of Mario Cart as I plaied 3-4 hours of Okami. Then to finish off the night was FFVIII (?) where we just ran around for the lulz.

DOUCHE B FTW!!!!!!!! xD

We finally called it a night around 6am on January 1st 2009. xD We were awake for the change of years and enjoyed it. xD

What's left? Well, I have the second part of a job interview tomorrow. I am praying that it goes well and that me and my sis both get jobs. xD. Then tomorrow evening is another New Years party that me and ~TwiggyTank are going to up at my bro's house. xD

So much to do...so little time.

Hello 2009. Please don't be a douche B to us. xD

-Scarlet

Latin Help

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 14 Dec 2008 14:37:01 PST

Okay, does anyone know how to properly translate Latin????

If so.... can you correct this?

"synthesis decuria"

Supposedly the two words mean costume group. Let me know <3

Festive Update

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 07 Dec 2008 09:58:56 PST

Hey everyone, so just a quick update. I am alive.

My 2nd surgery went well. I'm still really sore though. I have to go in to get my stitches out on the 16th.

I went to go see Death Note 2 - The Last Name with *The-Wall-flower . That was epic. Lots of funny people and even funnier comments. "GIVE HIM THE CHOCOLATE BAR!!!" xD

Costuming is slow simply because my arm hurts right now.

I have to finish up *Majin-sama and *kayleighloire 's christmas presents up tonight and send them off this week. As well as Autry's present. Autry apparently is going to call me and ~TwiggyTank sometime soon. OMFG! That's like having Gene Simmons call your house to chat!! **flail**

....

There was more I wanted to write but I am in a very mixed mood right now.So I'm gonna go now and clean and do the rest of the cooking by myself.

General Personal Update [Edit]

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 02 Dec 2008 13:00:13 PST

Lets start with this one... Its raining out side. And for some reason I am now totally relaxed because of this random weather...

So lets start with the main one. I've been undergoing medical testing over the past few weeks. Not really sure whats up but at least we have a starting point. When I was little, I was watched for my growth rate because I was so tall. Now apparently the same issue is taking place but they don't know why... so yea... tests....

Next on the docket. I'm going in for a minor surgery on Tuesday. I went for surgery before and turns out I am allergic to the dissolving stitches.. so now they are going to go back in and clean everything out... and then use a different type of stitching.

School is... well, school. My marks are a bit on the low side but I am going to work to get those back up so I'm not worried about them.

Home life? Its home. Nothing much more to it then that. I need to clean my room **writes down a reminder**

Death Note 2 LA movie is playing in town Dec 3rd. I'm going with my friend Cassie xD

CONVENTION IN 91 DAYS!!! WHOOOTT!!!!

But with that I have to go now. I need sleep for school tomorrow.

How are all of you guys? Well I hope.
Have a good one <3
-Scarlet

--------------EDIT--------------------------

So my surgery went well. Im really sore right now though. But I am alive and more or less well.
Hope your all good too

Welcome to the Red-light District

~Ladicius-Flame — Wed, 26 Nov 2008 11:09:10 PST

[link]

Further information to come. But for now its all a suprize.

FYI, the amv is not made by me but its is the insperation

Cosplay To Do List [UPDATE: Jacket]

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 25 Jan 2009 19:55:26 PST

I lost.

Animartimes: March 2009

Costume: Organization XIII Coat, Axel: [link] 50% done

[link]

Costume: Organization XIII, Axel Wig: 20% Done

Prop: Kingdom Key : 75% done

[link]

Prop: Mp3 Track w/voices: 0% Done

Costume: Turks, Reno: [link] : 80% Done

[link]

TwiggyTank

Costume: Lucy (Black Dress) [link] 100% Done

Personal Update

~Ladicius-Flame — Mon, 20 Oct 2008 18:40:50 PDT

So its been one long ass day.

My mom had her first day back to work today after 5 weeks off due to surgery. And when she got there she was notified that her position was no longer there. So in a sense she has no job title right now. Shes been home sense lunch time upset and crying. There really isn't much I can do for her and its driving both me and my sister ~TwiggyTank fucking nuts. I've lived with my mom my whole life and its still hard to deal with her upset because it happens so rarely.

Then, on top of all of that or neighbour called earlier this evening telling us that they are going to have to put there chocolate lab, Emma, down tomorrow morning. I have a picture of here uploaded here -->> [link]

So me and ~TwiggyTank go over to basically say goodbye to a dog that's been around for years. I've known ~TwiggyTank for almost 5 years now and the first week that she came over she met Emma. So I left there crying. It sucks.

After all of that me and my sis went downstairs to her room to chill for a while. And she decided to go through some of her piercings sense she just got her lip done a third time. And she had this small loop with and eyeball on it and asked if it would fit in my ear.... so we tried it. It was the next size up from the one already in my ear.... so there was a pop when it went through. lol. Kinda hurts a little now... we never did get the eyeball-ball on the loop. lol. I think its too small....or my ear is too fat or something. But it managed to cheer both of us up somewhat. So...whoot?

Anyways... thats been my day so far. I'm gonna re-post the cosplay journal just as a reminder thing to me after this one. I hate leaving personal shit on the front page of my DA.

Night Ya'll
-LF

You just lost the game... [UPDATED @ 2:20 am]

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 17 Oct 2008 17:59:55 PDT

Blame Demyx time and Luxord from Demyx Time... I go to youtube and remember the game... ITS SO NOT MY FAULT!!!

Anyways...This is going to be my last sane thought for the night....

Its 9:55pm. And I am about to start an all nighter to finish ~TwiggyTank 's Joker costume. We finally got the pattern for the blazer today so I have to make that now.

And It came to my sad realization that I don't know what I am dressing up as for Halloween. The Org Coat isnt gonna be done in time... so thats out. And I've been so busy working on that stuff, school, and other peoples costumes that its just slipped my mind. SO yea... I have to figure that one out :S

Nice knowing you all....
-LF

PS- Shameless whoring... go check out my new amv BETA...
[link]

UPDATE!!!!

Okay, let me start off by saying that overtiredness + creepy doll that does the jigsaw laugh = EPIC FAIL!!!!

Don't ask. ~TwiggyTank knows what I am talking about... and *The-Wall-flower will eventually but OMFG!!! If you get a doll with that laugh... word of advice...when not in use.... take the damn batteries out.....

Anyways.... I got 5 pieces out of the 10 cut out. I would have had more but the sheers have become dull and need to be sharpened... the actual good cutting space on them is about an inch and a half of blade.... GRAWR to the extream!

I was tagged...

~Ladicius-Flame — Mon, 29 Sep 2008 17:09:14 PDT

Was Tagged by:

*THE RULES*
1. POST THESE RULES IN YOUR JOURNAL
2. EACH TAGGED PERSON MUST POST 8 FACTS ABOUT THEMSELF
3. AT THE END, YOU MUST TAG 8 PEOPLE AND POST THERE ICON IN YOUR JOURNAL
4. DONT FORGET TO TELL THEM ON THERE PAGE THAT THEY ARE TAGGED
5. NO TAG-BACKS

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1. I have a crap load of stuff to do...
2. My best friend lives in my basement xD
3. I hate my journalism class...
4. I love cosplaying xD
5. I am a singer
6. All of my photos in my gallery are unedited unless stated other wize.
7. I suck at spelling
8. I am now done this quiz thing...

Offical To Do List [Updated]

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 02 Oct 2008 10:46:25 PDT

TO DO LIST

~~GET SEWING MACHINE FIXED!!!!!~~
Good as new xD
Make Brody a ~~new Otep-voodoo doll,~~ a cow, and **cuts out due to secrecy** tehe

STORIES:

Naruto: "Wait For Me" (Sasunaru): Chapter One

Kingdom Hearts II: "Dance With Me" (AkuRoku) O.S.

Kingdom Hearts II: "Protect Life" (SeiferxHayner) O.S.

Origional Piece: "Vergessen..."

Origional Novel: "Fallen Angels"

["Fallen Angels" Was started in grade 9 and was put on hiatus when I couldn't do the ending properly]

PHOTORAPHY/ARTWORK:

Suicide Girls: Brody's portfolio

Personal Protfolio

Kingdom Hearts II: SeiferxHayner pic for 's fic "Best Of You" [link]

COSPLAY RELATED:

Animartimes 2009

Costume: Organization XIII Coats [x4]: 10% done

[link]

Costume: Organization XIII Wigs

Prop: Kingdom Key : 75% done

[link]

Prop: Mp3 Track w/voices

Costume: Athrun Zala (casual: GSD)

Costume: Lucy (Black Dress)

Costume: Reno Turk

Costume: Tank Girl

Future Cosplays:

Costume: Kingdom Hearts II: Riku
Costume: Kingdom Hearts II: Sora
Costume: Kingdom Hearts II: Axel, Roxas, Riku, Sora (Street Stlye) [To Be Renamed]
Costume: Final Fantasy: Sephiroth
Costume: Final Fantasy: Summoner Yuna
Costume: Gundam Seed: Caguali U.A.
Costume: Eureka Seven: Anemone (w/ Gulliver toy)
Costume: Shugo Chara: Ikuto
Costume: Shugo Chara: Utau
Prop: W.T.D (<3 )
Prop: Yuna's Summoner Staff [[Progress To Date: [link] ]]
Prop: Larxene's Knifes
Prop: Chakrams
Prop: Marluxia's Sythe

Time escapes me...

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 02 Sep 2008 19:35:35 PDT

Okay, just wanted to make a post to tell you all that comment and journal replys are going to be rather delayed for a few weeks.

School just started and there is A LOT going on right now.

Love you all

-Ladicius

Cape Enrage

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 31 Aug 2008 19:09:32 PDT

Okay. So if you arn't into rants. Stop reading now.

Moving on.

This weekend, and myself were going to Alma in Cape Enrage to house sit/store watch. My brother's inlaws were having their 25th anniversary and their daughter (my sister in law) was throwing a huge suprise party for them. So we were asked to go over so we could watch the house and small icecream shop that her mom owns.

We got there and things were amazing. We went to the beach first and had a blast because the tide was out. I've got some really cool pictures that I will upload as soon as I can.

Then we backtracked and went to their house (which is really pretty I might add) and things were fine. But then Wes came home (Kirk's father in-law)......

He was acting rather strange and being kinda hostile towards me and But we knew that he is a rather old fashioned guy so we took the road of "we won't bother you and you won't bother us" thinking it to be the safest route. And rather then socialize... he left and mowed the law.

Then we had supper, which was odd because I'm not used to eating at the table anymore, and things were uncomfortable quiet. After dinner Kirk, Martha and Wes all began talking. Feeling kind of out of place I asked what the plan was for the rest of the evening -thinking that we would be shown how to run the shop and what not- and Wes starts to go off on how his house was always called "Camp Clark" by his kid's friends because they were worked so hard. And thats when things got bad....

Next thing me and know, we are being told that we have to do the dishes. Thinking he is just poking fun I snickered and he looks at me and says "Don't laugh cause I'm not joking" rather cruely. At that point we desided it best to go into the other room and work on other things.

After about 10 minutes the light in the hallway comes on and Wes comes thumping down the hallway, stands in the doorway, and says "I'm going outside, I want those damn dishes done by the time I come back. I like them washed in warm soapy water and rinsed in hot." Turns to leave. "I don't care if you hate me, I want it done or else." And then makes his leave.

**sighs** So we did the dishes and then went out and sat in the car for about 2 hours while I had a mental breakdown because I was so pissed off. Kirk came out shortly after we left and oftered to take us home.

After and I talked it over we took him up on the ofter. I felt like we were in danger by staying there and she felt the same. Not to mention that he had been talking about how he gets up at 4am to do work and the kids always had to help. Forshadowing of the morning? Maybe. Didn't want to find out.

The drive back is about 2 hours. But it took us 3-4. None of us like to travel at night and we took our damn time. lol. Example. If the speed limit was about 100km/h then we were going around 60km/h maybe less. The area is KNOWN for the wildlife cause its a national park. Moose espically. So My sis and Brother watched the road and I working on the song list for the party because thats all that was left for Kirk to do and we didn't want him up all night driving us home and then doing that. So we did it for him

Okay... Rant ended.

EDIT!!!

We also saw 4 porkipines (sp?) xD One tried to attack the car when we took a pic of it. lol

Thats it for now really.
<3
-Ladicius

Cape Enrage + CPU Updates + Cosplay

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 28 Aug 2008 11:42:28 PDT

------Cape Enrage--------------------------

Okay, so and I are leaving tomorrow for the weekend. xD Mini PAID vacation anyone? tehe My Brother's in-laws are having their 25th anniversary this weekend. And their daughter is throwing a huge suprise party for them. So I get to watch their house and work in her mother's ice cream shop till they get back. xD I'm making about $100 from it, so Horay for wig shopping!!!!

I'm gonna try and get some pictures too. So expect updates Sunday night or Monday afternoon.

------CPU Updates--------------------------

I'm not going to be on msn for a little while. My computer parts finally came in and I am upgrading pretty much everything. Its now Duel Core, and has a massivly upgraded video card. Plus, more memory and **drum roll** I am not offically out of the Windows Movie Maker world. xD I have Pinnical Studio Plus, and later tonight the download for Sony Vegus Pro 8.0 will start. New amvs, here I come!!!! xD

So if I am not online. thats why.

------Cosplay--------------------------

finally got her fabric for her Org coat yesterday. So WHOOT! We only have to get 's now and then we are set. I don't know what happened to Kyle :S Zexion died i guess :S **shrugs**

More updates later... I have to go pack. xD

Have a good one <3
-Ladicius

G.G.N. + Cape Enrage + Love for Nikki

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 24 Aug 2008 16:10:18 PDT

..::Girl's Gaming Nights::..

So the gals came over again last night. [ and ] Didn't really get too much done in the gaming department. I started a new KHII file in proud mode. lol. But I think we need a break from the PS2 and switch consoules for a while.

We had some very lulzy moment though. I was unusually hyper so I was dancing around the place to Maximum The Hormone and making fun of it what not. I think that maybe the mix of antibyotics and energy drinks caused the random amounts of energy.lol.

[link]
Thats the main song that we were making fun of... I was acting like the weird guy from bleach who does the "Bwahahahaha" thing with the top hat and what not. Anyways, take his stance and that was "Jen's screaming pose" as I made fun of the song. It was fun.

Then when we all finally got up around 1pm or so we randomly watched the Pokemon Movie's.... yes.... the first two. It was amuzing.

My line for the second one was after Ash got the last sphere I said to Cassie, "If I hit rewind they'll get back to the other island faster...." **all innocent** Tehe, I'm odd.

..::Cape Enrage::..

So next weekend I am going away for a few days to Cape Enrage to watch my friend's house and store. I'm getting $100 out of it and a free vacation with no parents. I'm excited. This also means that I can order my Wig(s) for my Axel cosplay now. SO I am uber excited. The only down side is I have no one to go with. Everyone already has plans so I am not sure what I am going to do all by myself for 3 days. :S **may go insane**

..::L4N::..

I send hugs to Nikki who was in a car accident with a moose last night. so.... **hugs**

..::Surgery::..

Things are healing but its all really itchy right now and it driving me mad!!!!

Anyways... thats all for now.lol

-Jen

Travel + Cosplay = Journaling [Update: Surgery]

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 21 Aug 2008 12:06:25 PDT

Okay, so I am really bored and looking at videos of some of my fave cosplayers online. And I have learned that with cosplaying and almost being free of school that there is a new urge inside of me.

The urge to travel.

I would love to meet some of the amazing people I have come to know online. And although most of them I don't know that well, I still would love to meet them.

Like Autry in Portland xD

I think it would be so much fun to travel all across the States and Parts of Europe and go to meet some of the crazy ass cosplayers I have seen online. They all strike me as kick ass people and even if we didn't get along, it would still be fun xD
& and their crew over in Germany.
, & and the whole Organization over in the United Kingdom.

And because I can... I think someday I might just do that. Go meet some of these people. Maybe if some friends can come with I will kidnap them with me. haha. But only and I think I could handle for long periods of time. tehe. <3 you guys.

Okay... so now that I have randomly rambled I am gonna go putter around and get ready for my surgery tomorrow. xD **is pumped to get it done**

Peace out
-Scarlet

-----..::UPDATE::..-----------------------

So I had my surgery yesterday and today I am sore as fucking hell. Gah! They have me on anti-biotics and T3's for pain right now.

I'm happy that its done and what not, but I will be even happier when I can sleep comfortably and on my back and side again. (inscision on my left arm, left shoulder, and forehead) so yea... **is tired**

Story Status + Current Projects

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 17 Aug 2008 20:41:09 PDT

Okay... so this is just a status update and what not....

..:: STORIES ::..

Wait For Me: I have to be in a certain mood to write this one and I have been working on it. I just don't like Naruto's mannerisims in Chapter 1 right now so I am just letting it simmer on the back burner for now.

Vergessen: Its only about 30% done. Why? Cause I don't know if I should finish it or just leave it as a story that just gives you minimal insight.

Dance With Me: Its like 79% complete, I have a bunch of scenes done... its just a matter of putting them all together and beginning the seemingly never ending process of editing.

Protect Life: A Seifer x Hayner fiction I am slowly working on. Not a top priority at the moment.

Blue: A Riku x Sora fiction I have recently started that was inspired by an amv I am working on. It was all started when I saw this amv ---> [link] and it gave me the idea of one where the idea is Riku's POV as Sora and Roxas battle it out for control. Don't get me wrong, I <3 Roxas, but in this case he is the evil one... so he gets to cool part of the song lol.

..:: PROJECTS ::..

These are just the ones I am currently working on that HAVE to get done ASAP
-Brody's rag doll
-Organization XIII coats
-Kingdom Key

Random Drabble...

~Ladicius-Flame — Mon, 11 Aug 2008 21:50:07 PDT

So today...er **checks clock** Yesterday ((its like 1:41am)) was the 6 year anniversery of when my sister passed away.

Now, for the past 4 years it hasn't been too big of a deal to me. But this year has really messed with my head.

I never really understood what people meant by how when someone dies, time freezes on who they were at the point of death. My sister was 18 when she died.

And yea, I understood, its just... to be the same age as her now... its weird. She should be about 24 this year... but in my mind she is still 18...

The whole day today has been one big self-induced head trip and one hell of a headache. I wanted to go out and get away today, but never really got the chance to. Everyone was busy doing one thing or another. So at one point I went for a walk... bad idea... Not gonna go into the details there... lets just say it wasn't pleasent.

Anyways, felt like blogging

<3
-Scarlet

Offical To Do List

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 29 Jul 2008 21:06:11 PDT

TO DO LIST

~~GET SEWING MACHINE FIXED!!!!!~~
Good as new xD
Make Brody a new Otep-voodoo doll, a cow, and **cuts out due to secrecy** tehe

STORIES:

Naruto: "Wait For Me" (Sasunaru): Chapter One

Kingdom Hearts II: "Dance With Me" (AkuRoku) O.S.

Kingdom Hearts II: "Protect Life" (SeiferxHayner) O.S.

Origional Piece: "Vergessen..."

Origional Novel: "Fallen Angels"

["Fallen Angels" Was started in grade 9 and was put on hiatus when I couldn't do the ending properly]

PHOTORAPHY/ARTWORK:

Suicide Girls: Brody's portfolio

Personal Protfolio

Kingdom Hearts II: SeiferxHayner pic for iconpsychorooster: 's fic "Best Of You" [link]

COSPLAY RELATED:

Animartimes 2009

Costume: Organization XIII Coats [x4]: 5% done

Costume: Organization XIII Wigs

Prop: Kingdom Key : 75% done

Prop: Mp3 Track w/voices

Costume: Athrun Zala (casual: GSD)

Costume: Lucy (Black Dress)

Costume: Tank Girl

Future Cosplays:

Costume: Kingdom Hearts II: Riku
Costume: Kingdom Hearts II: Sora
Costume: Kingdom Hearts II: Axel, Roxas, Riku, Sora (Street Stlye) [To Be Renamed]
Costume: Final Fantasy: Sephiroth
Costume: Final Fantasy: Summoner Yuna
Costume: Gundam Seed: Caguali U.A.
Costume: Eureka Seven: Anemone (w/ Gulliver toy)
Costume: Shugo Chara: Ikuto
Costume: Shugo Chara: Utau
Prop: W.T.D (<3 )
Prop: Yuna's Summoner Staff [[Progress To Date: [link] ]]
Prop: Larxene's Knifes
Prop: Chakrams
Prop: Marluxia's Sythe

"Vergessen..."

~Ladicius-Flame — Sat, 19 Jul 2008 14:39:33 PDT

Okay, so since I can't get this to post as a deviantaion I am gonna put it up here for now.

I was up REALLY late the other night writing. Like, I donno where the hell it came from. It all started when I watched this amv --> [link]

I greatly advice that you watch the first 34 seconds at least so you can see the vibe of the story.

I've heard the song may times before but how well done that Beta was inspired something in me and a story was started.

"Vergessen..." Is about a girl named Katie (age:late 20's) who lives alone in New York. Shes more or less a drifter and besides her on friend Mia (who still lives at home in Canada) she has no friends.

The story is based around a phone call that Katie gets from her sister Natialia. I'm trying to keep the style as if you were hearing what was going through her head. So it's a bit different from just first person perspecive. So keep in mind that Katie has a snarky sence of humor and is kinda twisted cause of everything in her past.

Any suggestions, questions, or comments are apresiated.((i know thats spelt wrong lol)) And remember... this is just the beginning of it. I am still going... and half of this isnt proofed yet.

Enjoy

---------------------------------

"Vergessen..."
by Ladicius-Flame

Ring

I never knew I could spend so much time just laying here on my bed staring at my ceiling, which at this point I have decided that it needs to be repainted. Sure, there isnÂt a lot in my room besides my bed and dresser, but I will not sleep under a dirty ceiling.

Ring

Yea, I can hear it. I can see the deep purple light flashing lucidly onto the ceiling. That ceiling that needs to be painted.

Ring

Hell, I even know who it is. Does that mean I am going to answer it? Ha! YouÂve got to be kidding me. I know exactly what she is going to say.

Ring

ÂYou should come back home.Â She always asks me that. But where is home? And for that matter what is ÂhomeÂ exactly? Is here, in this bland apartment in lower New York, any more ÂhomeÂ then that small house, on that one way street back in Canada?

Ring

They donÂt get it. Not in the slightest.

RingÂRingÂ

The light fades off to a dark blue when the answering machine finally does its job and takes the call for me. Seems ironic. Blue is always labeled as a sad color. So when I donÂt answer, is the other person sad? Is the phone sad? Or am I over analyzing something? Yea, thatÂs it. How can the little LED lights on my damn cell phone have any substantial meaning or influence on the inner workings of someoneÂs mind? Ha! I think IÂm finally losing it.

ÂHi, IÂm not answering at the moment. You know what to do.Â

Beep

Here we goÂ againÂ

ÂHeyÂÂ Pause. ÂLook, I know youÂre there.Â

ÂYea, so what? IÂm still not picking up the phone.Â I know she canÂt hear me, but who doesnÂt talk to their electronics at some point?

ÂÂIÂve got some bad news.Â

Her voice is shaking. ThatÂs new.

ÂItÂs about Mia.Â She pauses again. ÂFuckÂ I did not what to tell you like this.Â

Okay, now sheÂs got my attention. If you know IÂm here then spit it out already!

ÂKatieÂ Mia died last night.Â

ÂWhat?

ÂShe was in a car accident coming home from work. A transport truck swerved ahead of her and she ran right into it. She was gone before anyone even got thereÂÂ

ÂNo. No! I donÂt believe you. This is just some fucked up game to get me to pick up the phone. ItÂs got to beÂ

ÂIÂm so sorryÂ Anyways the funeral is next Thursday if you can make it out... Call me if you need anything or someone to talk to. I love youÂ ByeÂ

I can help but smile as the tears start to run down my face. ItÂs just too damn funny. Once the message is saved on my phone it goes quiet again. Like nothing ever happened.

Stupid phone.

My mind feels like its running an Olympic marathon. But for some reason itÂs stuck at the start line, like itÂs scared to actually move forward to the next thought. Although it makes since. IÂve avoiding thinking about things like going home for the past three years. And now, here I am. Thrown back into the race against my will.

I roll over onto my stomach so the sobs, that are now coming out uncontrollably, can be snuffed out by my pillow. I hate crying. It screws up your whole body. You shiver, but youÂre over heate...

holy shit....(consider this a check list...)

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 03 Jul 2008 20:12:39 PDT

man, my birthday is in like... 1 day :S creepy....

still so much work to get done **beats her head in** damn costuming making.... **sighs**

back I go....

<3
Wish me a happy b-day
and happy canada day!

-Scarlet

TO DO LIST

GET SEWING MACHINE FIXED!!!!!!!

COSPLAY RELATED:
-Cosplay Costumes: Kingdom Hearts
--Organization XIII coats [x4]
--Organization XIII wigs
--Riku (KH2 Style)
--Sora (KH2 Style)
--Axel, Roxas, Riku (Street Stlye) [To Be Renamed]

-Cosplay Props: Kingdom Hearts
--Kingdom Key
--W.T.D (<3 )
--Chakrams
--Marly's Sythe [future project]

-Cosplay Sound Effects/Voice Overs: Kingdom Hearts

-Cosplay Props: Yuna's Summoner Staff
[link]

Cosplay Costumes: Future Others
--Authrun Z.: Gundam Seed Destiny
--Kira Y.: Gundam Seed Destiny
--Lucy: Elfen Lied (update)
--Sephiroth: Final Fantasy
--Summoneer Yuna: Final Fantasy X
--Caguali U.A.: Gundam Seed
--Anemone(w/ Gulliver toy): Eureka Seven
--

STORIES:
-Naruto: "Wait For Me" (Sasunaru): Chapter One
-Kingdom Hearts II: "Dance With Me" (AkuRoku) O.S.
-Kingdom Hearts II: "Protect Life" (SeiferxHayner) O.S.
-Origional Piece: "Belief"
-Origional Novel: "Fallen Angels"
--Was started in grade 9 and was put on hiatus when I couldn't do the ending properly

PHOTORAPHY/ARTWORK:
-Suicide Girls: Brody's portfolio pieces (long)
-Personal Protfolio (long)
-Kingdom Hearts II: SeiferxHayner pic for 's fic "Best Of You" [link]

Tag! You're It!!!

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 26 Jun 2008 15:51:22 PDT

Level 1
( ) Smoked a Cigarette
( ) Smoked a Cigar
(x) Kissed a Member of the Same Sex

SO FAR: 1

Level 2
( ) Are / Been In Love
( ) Dumped someone
( ) Been Fired
( ) Been In A Fist Fight

SO FAR: 1

Level 3
( ) Had/have A Crush On An Older Person
(x) Skipped Class
( ) Slept With A Co-worker
(x) Seen Someone / Something Die

SO FAR: 3

Level 4
( ) Had / Have A Crush On One Of Your deviantArt Friends
( ) Been To Paris
( ) Been To Spain
( ) Been On A Plane
( ) Thrown Up From Drinking

SO FAR: 3

Level 5
(x) Eaten Sushi
(x) Been Snowboarding
(x) Met Someone Through Internet
(x) Been in a Moshe Pit

SO FAR: 7

Level 6
( ) Been In An Abusive Relationship
(x) Taken Pain Killers
(x) Liked/loved Someone Who You Cant Have
(x) Laid On Your Back And Watched Cloud Shapes Go By
(x) Made A Snow Angel

SO FAR: 11

Level 7
( ) Had A Tea Party
(x) Flown A Kite
(x) Built A Sand Castle
( ) Gone mudding
(x) Played Dress Up

SO FAR: 14

Level 8
(x) Jumped Into A Pile Of Leaves
(x) Gone Sledding
(x) Cheated While Playing A Game
(x) Been Lonely
(x) Fallen Asleep At Work / School.

SO FAR: 19

Level 10
(x) Watched The Sun Set
( ) Felt An Earthquake
( ) Killed A Snake

SO FAR: 20

Level 11
(x) Been Tickled
( ) Been Robbed / Vandalized
( ) Been cheated on
(x) Been Misunderstood

SO FAR: 22

Level 12
(x) Won A Contest
( ) Been Suspended From School
(x) Had Detention
(x) Been In A Car / Motorcycle Accident

SO FAR: 25

Level 13
(x) Had / Have Braces
(x) Eaten a whole pint of ice cream in one night
(x) Danced in the moonlight

SO FAR: 28

Level 14
(x) Hated The Way You Look
(x) Witnessed A Crime
(x) Pole Danced
(x) Questioned Your Heart
(x) Been obsessed with post-it-notes

SO FAR: 33

Level 15
(x) Squished Barefoot Through The Mud
(x) Been Lost
( ) Been To The Opposite Side Of The World
(x) Swam In The Ocean
(x) Felt Like You Were Dying

SO FAR: 37

Level 16
(x) Cried Yourself To Sleep
( ) Played Cops And Robbers
(x) Recently Colored With Crayons / Colored Pencils / Markers
(x) Sang Karaoke
(x) Paid For A Meal With Only Coins

SO FAR: 41

Level 17
(x) Done Something You Told Yourself You Wouldn't
( ) Made Prank Phone Calls
(x) Laughed Until Some Kind Of Beverage Came Out Of Your Nose
( ) Kissed In The Rain

SO FAR: 43

Level 18
(x) Written A Letter To Santa Claus
( ) Smoked a Cigarette
( ) Smoked a Cigar
(x) Kissed a Member of the Same Sex

SO FAR: 45

Level 19
(x) Crashed A Party
( ) Have Traveled More Than 5 Days With A Car Full Of People
(x) Gone Roller-skating / Blading
( ) Had A Wish Come True
( ) Been Humped By A Monkey

SO FAR: 47

Level 20
(x) Worn Pearls
( ) Jumped Off A Bridge
(x) Screamed "Penis" or "Vagina"
( ) Swam With Dolphins

SO FAR: 49

Level 22
( )Got Your Tongue Stuck To A Pole/Freezer/ice Cube
( ) Kicked A Fish
(x) Worn The Opposite Sex's Clothes
( ) Sat On A Roof Top

SO FAR: 50

Level 23
(x) Screamed At The Top Of Your Lungs
(x) Done / Attempted A One-Handed Cartwheel
(x) Talked On The Phone For More Than 6 Hours
(x) Recently stayed Up for a while talking to someone you care about

SO FAR: 54

Level 24
(x) Picked And Ate An Apple Right Off The Tree
( ) Climbed A Tree
( ) Had/Been In A Tree House
( ) Been scared To Watch Scary Movies Alone

SO FAR: 55

Level 25
(x) Believed In Ghosts
( ) Have had More Then 30 Pairs Of Shoes
( ) Gone Streaking
( ) Visited Jail

SO FAR: 56

Level 26
(x) Played Chicken
(x) Been Pushed into a pool with all your clothes on
(x) Been Told You're Hot By A Complete Stranger
(x) Broken A Bone (fractured a rib?)
(x) Been Easily Amused

SO FAR: 61

Level 27
( )Caught A Fish Then Ate It Later
( ) Made A Porn Video/got asked to make one
(x) Caught A Butterfly
(x) Laughed So Hard You Cried
(x) Cried So Hard You Laughed

SO FAR: 64

Level 28
( ) Mooned/Flashed Someone
( ) Had Someone Moon/Flash You
(x) Cheated On A Test
(x) Forgotten Someone's Name
( ) F...

These damn Chained Memories...

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:31:55 PDT

If you read this, if your eyes are passing over this right now, even if we don't speak often, please post a comment with a memory of you and me. It can be anything you want -- good or bad. When you're finished, post this little paragraph on your blog and be surprised (or mortified) about what people remember about you.

I wanna play a game....

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 20 Jun 2008 11:18:24 PDT

Leave a comment, and I will...

a) Tell you why I friended you
b) Associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, et cetera
c) Tell you something I like about you
d) Tell you a memory I have of you
e) Ask something I've always wanted to know about you
f) In return, you must post this in your journal.

Mad World

~Ladicius-Flame — Mon, 16 Jun 2008 19:09:49 PDT

"Dance With Me"
TEASER

----------------------------------

ÂAXXEELL!!!!Â Roxas screamed at the top of his lungs. The loud sound of the gunshot reverberated off the surrounding buildings. Like a memory it quickly echoed off into the night air. Time seemed to slow to a snailÂs pace as Axel began to fall back from the impact. Roxas could feel his pulse in his head as he jumped up to try and catch him. He slid on his knees under AxelÂs head just in time to catch it before it hit the ground. From this new spot he could now see how badly hurt the other man was. There were at least two holes in his chest, both bleeding badly. AxelÂs attackers had long since vanished.

Adrenaline.
Time began to speed up.

Roxas checked AxelÂs pulse. His heart was still beating, which was good, but it was irregular, which was bad. He quickly bundled up his extra sweater he had been carrying and placed in under AxelÂs head so he could get a better look at the injuries. It was times like these that he was glad he was in med school.

He double checked his earlier guess and was right, there were two bullet holes. The two holes were only about an inch apart on AxelÂs stomach. Taking off his jacket he placed it over the wounds. While he began to put pressure on the injuries he pulled out his cell phone and called 911.

Â911. WhatÂs your emergency?Â The operator coldly answered. In any other situation, Roxas who have made some comment about how she sounded like she was the type of person sitting there with a nail file. The ones who could care less about the person on the other end thatÂs in a panic.

ÂMy boyfriend has been shot! I need an ambulance quick!Â Roxas could feel his own heart rate quicken as he answered the questions and spat out addresses. Once she was gone the phone dropped to the pavement and his attention went back to tending to Axel.

ÂStay with me! You canÂt dieÂÂ Roxas was beginning to panic and hadnÂt even noticed that he was talking to himself. A hand reached up and grabbed his wrist in an attempt to keep him with the non-panicking, sane people of the world.

ÂR-RoxasÂÂ His voice was strained and near a whisper.

Roxas quickly brushed the scared look off his face. The last thing Axel needed was to see him freaked out. ÂAxel! ShhhÂ donÂt talk. Save your energy.Â He thought about how anytime someone had said that in the movies it always seemed so lame. But at this moment it was all he could think to say.

Tears were streaming down RoxasÂ face, and it looked like his hadnÂt even noticed he was crying. So overly focused on the task at hand. ÂRoxas!Â AxelÂs voice was more demanding the second time but lost some of its effect when he began to cough. ÂCalm down.Â He said once the fit had passed. He lifted his hand to wipe away the tears on the blondeÂs face.

The sirens could already be heard in the distance. And as Roxas looked down at Axel he noticed how pale he looked compared to his normally tanned skin. Then it dawned on him that Axel was already overly tired. He had mentioned that he spent most of his free time the past week planning the whole day for Roxas.

Some birthday this was turning out to be.

"Dance With Me" : Summery

~Ladicius-Flame — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 19:37:06 PDT

When a new dance club called "The Organization" opens up in downtown LA, no one expcet things to go as well as they did. The club became a big hit and the new 'it' place. Things began to get even more interesting when one of the club's regulars, Axel, meets the new kid in town, Roxas.

The two hit it off and Roxas finds himself going back to The Organization every night just too get to spend more time with the red head.

But on their first date, on Roxas' birthday no less, things go horriable wrong and the two find themselves set in a game. The stakes? Life or Death...

General Update Time

~Ladicius-Flame — Wed, 11 Jun 2008 18:08:47 PDT

Okay... so heres how things stand right now. Prom is comming up and I am right busy getting ready for everything. I just dyed my hair today xD....anyways.

As for updating? I will try and get some stuff soon.
My current projects consist of:

-Naruto: "Wait For Me" (Sasunaru): Chapter One
[having major writers block...srry guys]
-Kingdom Hearts II: "Dance With Me" (AkuRoku)
-Kingdom Hearts II: SeiferxHayner pic for 's fic "Best Of You" [link]
-Origional Piece: "Belief"
-Suicide Girls: Brody's portfolio pieces
-Kingdom Hearts Cosplay Costumes
-Kingdom Hearts Cosplay Props
-Kingdom Hearts Cosplay Sound Effects/Voice Overs

((wow... a lot more to do then I thought I would....WHERE THE HELL DID ALL OF THIS COME FROM!!!!! GAH!!! **mopes in dark anime styled corner**))

So there we go... I have a check list now. **sigh**

Anyways, for those of you who are waiting for the next chapter in WFM I will try to get it up asap. I promise.

PS- I finally got Windows Movie Maker Back too so I am trying to get some new amv's posted. xD

<3
Scarlet

An Interview with The-Wall-flower

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 30 May 2008 16:42:25 PDT

LF: So, how are you this fine tune filled day?

WF:**silence** what are you doing....?

LF: Are you refusing to answer the question?

WF: Yes.

LF: So you are admitting you are hiding something from your fans?

WF: Noooooooooooo....

**What is love starts playing**

**WF looks like she just died a little inside**

LF: So these people are crazy.... Do you agree?

WF: **watches Laura run up the hill**

Both : GO Curtis!!!!!! **epic race continues**

LF: Now that the contestants have left our viewing sight we have run out of things to type. Any last words from our guest before we kill--i mean say goodbye to?

WF: **silence and weird look** .....help

LF: Well thats all the time we have folks. We hope you enjoyed this random interview ((WF agruing with herself over coke and souls**
Ladicius-Flame OUT

...my knuckles are hurting....

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 30 May 2008 16:35:16 PDT

okay, long ass week and now me and are at Hanna's birthday and man... as much fun as this would be I am tired as hell. So its not as fun as it should be just because I am so damn drained. **sigh**

Now Crutis is dancing down the stairs. lol.

Anyways, I am DJ now so I am just gonna leave this at this.

BTW I have stuff to post and update but my computer at home sucks so its next to impossiable. I will get it all up as soon as I can but right now its not gonna happen.

Have a good one everyone.
<3
-jen

.....Don't kill me

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 13 May 2008 06:43:49 PDT

So yea, I am sorry that I have yet to update "Wait for Me". Kinda having some problems working out the scene with Naruto and Sasuke... The dilouge is kicking my ass. Like, I don't want the story to move along abnormally fast, but at the same time I am not sure what else to put in there.

Don't get me wrong. I have been trying to work on it and I have my sister to vouge for me. She has this weird way of comming in the computer room just as I am flipping out at the computer for freezing.

I am going to try my best to at least get a preview done for you guys of the first full chapter. Then maybe for my few readers out there, you wont kill me. **looks cute**

On a more pleasent note, I will be updating some this week, why? Because I am uberly behind. lol.

Blessed Be
<3
-Scarlet

wow.....we're bored....

~Ladicius-Flame — Wed, 16 Apr 2008 06:55:16 PDT

* dances to soulja boy**

So here we sit.... in cul tech.....at the computers (don't ask.... maybe we learned how to cook digitally BWHAHAHAHAHAHA)

Okay... some random guy in our class is playing with the DR Drive on his computer and it looks rather...suggestive..... lol..... Cassie..like, JUST clues in to what I was talking about. xD

Cassie: @___@ Harharhar. Lickety split. BULLOCKS I just spelt bullocks wrong.
Back to you, Jen. ;D *Dorky thumbs up*

**has mouthfull of crackers**
**chokes**
**dies**

Cassie:...*steals Jen's wallet--and goes to McDonalds for a big Mac. : D Whoopie!*

**jen comes back from the dead....**
"Must.... get...PICKLES!!! For the low low prices of $3.99...Per jar. **looks like a dead hopeful salesman**

((Cassie : You just described every salesman in existance **maniacal laughter** On that note, I'm, gonig to maul jen! >8D This is your only warning jen, as I'm writing this. CHARGE! OMFG OW

((Jen: I feel violated.......))

((Cassie: D:< YOU feel violated...?!))

((Jen: **hides in corner from Anime Cassie that gets taller with rage**))

((Cassie: >: D GWARHARHARHAR...<3 Oh for the love of bacon, are we bored...shit, now I want bacon. I HOPE YOU'RE HAPPY, JEN!))

((Jen: **grins as if she had it planned out all from the beginning**))

**Jen and Cassie both go: DUN DUN DUNNNNNNN...unnnn....**

END MESSAGE!!

<3
Byez

((PS- You have all just been mentally fucked by our high school shananigans. ENJOY.))

"Wait for Me" Notice//Update

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 03 Apr 2008 06:23:58 PDT

Okay, so the Sasunaru fic that I recently posted was just updated. There is a bot more to it now. And what is up there is more or less the first full chapter (i'm sorry its so short... they will get longer i promise)
I revised to the best of my ability for the time being until I get home. So if anyone notices anything that doesn't make sence or typos or something please tell me :3

----------------

Okay, so i am currently in my first period class. Because of some random assement thing our first period was extended by 30 minutes so I am really fucking bored.

I updated "Wait For Me" [link] and I hope you all like Chapter 1 in this story.

Not much else is really going on right now. Some personal crap that I am not posting on here cause its too inpersonal here.
okay, well class over

SOTC!!!!

~Ladicius-Flame — Thu, 03 Apr 2008 05:35:07 PDT

OMFG!!!!! WE BEAT IT!!! WE BEAT FUCKING SHADOW OF THE COLOUSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1 AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

**breathes**

Okay.... i'm better now

ZOMG

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 01 Apr 2008 17:37:49 PDT

Okay, let me start with the fact that my sister and me have been playing SotC (shadow of the colossus) sence we got home from school. I have beaten 4 of them in a row and we are now on number 16... THE FINAL FUCKING HUGE-ASS-MOTHER-FUCKING-COLOSSUS!!!! Pardon the swearing but its needed to gett this point across.... [SIDE NOTE: We found out the plural of colossus is colossi]

Anyways... moving on....

I know I havn't update my DA in a while with actual stuff like stories and pictures and shit. Simple reason: I have nothing sence my CPU died. has been bugging me about updateing so I am trying my best to get some stories and shit started... sadly they all suck ass

Hopefully (weather and other plans pending) I will get a chance to start SuicideGirls portfolio. EVERYONE SPAM HER... SHE ABUSES HER DA REALLY BADLY!!!!! lmfao. If I get those done I will post some on here too for my portfolio aswell.

((My chinchilla Gidget is making weird noises....))

On one other note I will hopefully be getting plaster, metal and all other needs to start making some cosplay props. is comming over this weekend to start working on some of the coreography for the skits (like Deep Dive fights and what not) So I am pumped for that xD

If anyone has any sugestions for how to start KH costumes I am open for hints before I start guessing on all of this. PLEASE!!! HELP ME!!!! XD

Okay, well I am gonna go start typing up this fanfic... yes I will post it eventually.

have a good one everyone

-Scarlet

PS- MY DOG HAD 5 PUPPIES!!!

"I collapse"

~Ladicius-Flame — Sun, 09 Mar 2008 12:41:34 PDT

GOD>DAMN>IT. lol

Anyone out there a Tegan and Sara Fan? Yes? No? Maybe?
Well I have "Are you ten years ago" stuck in my head.lol.

I want my computer back so badly... I cant do shit all with this one. **sigh**

okay... well, back to my homework...

"I collapse
This life looks like a sentence, though
A constant game of falling short
If you know, you know
If you know, you know
When I feel like this
When I'm just so sick of feeling less than perfect
Is it right for me
I never fight to see if coming clean would get to me
I feel myself, holding back
I feel the pressure, it's finally back
I'm taken
When you feel like this
When you saw it call come crashing down
Subtle but not underground
I was there
I saw the signs, I saw unfair
And so I write to you through other means
I let myself finally feel taken
Like I was yours"

-T&S

Much love
-Scar

FFUUCCKK!!!!!!!!

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 07 Mar 2008 19:27:11 PST

**shoots self in face**

Okay so here is the run down of the situation. I am currently not on my normal computer. Why? Because there was a power surge a while ago and my computer is dead. Like. TOTALLY!!! ***breaks down** I lost EVERYTHING!!! Including all of my writings, storys, and my WHOLE PHOTOGRAPHY PORTFOLIO FOR COLLAGE!!!...... and yea.... the motherboard and hardrive are literally burnt.... so we cant get anything back..... **sigh**

I am so tired..... but there is still so much to do.

Anyways... just thought I would let you all know why i am not online.
<3
-Jen

Update?

~Ladicius-Flame — Fri, 22 Feb 2008 13:37:22 PST

So, um, yea... what to write...what to write...

Well I guess I will just let you all know that my friends and me are starting to projects. Like, actual projects.

First off are some random ass cosplays. There is going to KH, and then we are doing some to Cassie's storys (WHICH YOU SHOULD ALL READ!!!!) The first story can be found here [link]

Also... I donno how she feels but I want to do a cosplay to her story "Black and White" (found here [link] ) Brody is going to have a top hat shortly too so that may or may not help. lmfao

Then, me and Brody are going to start doing some death shots again once we get some more time on our hands. And I will make sure to mention when we get some more videos posted on youtube for your viewing please xD. We only have two on the joint accound "Suicide High" but we are still really busy. [link]

Check out the preview video.

Well, thats all for now <3
-Jen

WHOOT! English Class!!!

~Ladicius-Flame — Tue, 05 Feb 2008 11:10:16 PST

So here we all sit...english...the end of the day.... Brody to my left...Nikki reading behind me. Yes...i see you.....

The day is almost over!!!! THANK FUCKING GOD!!!!

Hahaha!!! Our english class has laptops and We are more or less testing what works and what doesnt. So far all of DA still works except for chat. Facebook works except your wall and inbox and other features like that. Youtube works. ya da ya da ya da...lol

Already. 30 minutes left.

<3

Scarlet & jen

Ahoy Ahoy!!!

~Ladicius-Flame — Mon, 28 Jan 2008 10:24:59 PST

So just thought I would tell you all that:

1.) I finally got my damn thumbnail pic working!!! WHOOOT!!! **is proud**
2.) I am posting some more stuff hopefully before Wed.
3.) I added a link to my youtube account (well, one of the anyways) Go take a look and let me know what you think. I love constructive critisim xD I cant spell though.lol.

Hope all is well with everyone
<3
-Scarlet

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Update?

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Ahoy Ahoy!!!

AHHHHH boom