about recent lack of activity.

=LadyFromEast — Tue, 24 Nov 2009 10:45:14 PST

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As you may have noticed recently I've been less active here. It's partly because of school, where I have a lot to study.
The second thing is that I'm going to tidy my favourites folder a little- that is why I no longer fav things or I don't do that a lot like usually- When I'm done with the tidying I'll come back and see the art that is iny my message centre and waiting for review.
The final thing is that I've gotten ill. I have a heavy influence- My muscles and back hurts a lot, I have a high temperature and I own three rivers now- two take their springs in my eyes and the third one has its spring in my nose D: So in case you were worried about the delay in replying from my side- I will spend most of my forthcoming time in bed.
Keep away from diseases friends, you really don't want to get ill ^^'

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Jak ostatnio moÅ¼na byÅo zauwaÅ¼yÄ, jestem tu znacznie mniej aktywna. CzÄÅciowo jest to z powodu szkoÅy, gdzie nauki mam bardzo duÅ¼o.
Kolejnym powodem tego, Å¼e nie zaglÄdam do prac jakie dodajecie to to, Å¼e czyszczÄ folder z ulubionymi. Kiedy skoÅczÄ go porzÄdkowaÄ, zabiorÄ siÄ za przejrzenie prac, ktÃ³re czekajÄ w mojej skrzynce odbiorczej.
Trzecim powodem jest to, Å¼e dopadÅa mnie choroba. Jestem doÅÄ mocno zagrypiona- bolÄ mnie miÄÅnie i krÄgosÅup, mam wysokÄ gorÄczkÄ i mam 3 wÅasne rzeki- dwie majÄce ÅºrÃ³dÅa w moich oczach, a trzecia w nosie D: Z tych przyczyn nie bardzo widzÄ co oglÄdam, robiÄ czy piszÄ bez pomocy chusteczek.
Na wypadek gdybyÅcie siÄ zastanawiali nad powodem opÃ³Åºnionych odpowiedzi- bÄdÄ spÄdzaÄ wiÄkszoÅÄ dnia w ÅÃ³Å¼ku.
Trzymajcie siÄ z daleka od chorych, bo naprawdÄ nie chcecie siÄ takim czymÅ zaraziÄ ^^'

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My family always belonged to polish nobility (Mokrzanowscy, TargoÅscy, FloriaÅscy, KamiÅscy). By the time we lost our fortune, we managed to get in possession of many masterpieces of art. When my grandmother had to leave our previous house, a small-mansion-like-building, we had to leave the paintings there, in the basement. My uncle came there when we left and took them away, so've naver seen them again. I have a question for you. Do you know where the following paintings are kept? All are by Wojciech Kossak, a famous polish artist.

1. ZaÅlubiny Polski z Morzem [link]

2. UÅan i siostra/panna [link]

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Moja rodzina naleÅ¼aÅa do polskiej szlachty (Mokrzanowscy, TargoÅscy, FloriaÅscy, KamiÅscy). Zanim utraciliÅmy nasze majÄtki udaÅo nam siÄ wejÅÄ w posiadanie wielu dzieÅ sztuki. Kiedy moi dziadkowie musieli opuÅciÄ nasz dom zmuszenie przez wÅadze komunistyczne i przenieÅÄ siÄ do miasta, pozostawiliÅmy w piwnicy obrazy. Wuj wyniÃ³sÅ je kiedy odjechali i nigdy juÅ¼ tych dzieÅ nie zobaczyli. Moja babka i matka, ktÃ³ra juÅ¼ wtedy Å¼yÅa gdy jeszcze mieszkali w owym domu w ktÃ³rym te obrazy wisiaÅy, zapamiÄtaÅa tylko kilka dzieÅ. Mam w zwiÄzku z tym do Was pytanie: Czy jesteÅcie w stanie wskazaÄ gdzie mogÄ znajdowaÄ siÄ te dzieÅa? Wszystkie zapamiÄtane przez nas sÄ pÄdzla Wojciecha Kossaka.

1. ZaÅlubiny Polski z Morzem [link]

2. UÅan i siostra/panna [link]

Ech ._.'' Mam jednak przeczucie Å¼e nawet gdybym znalazÅa ich adres i nazwisko obecnego wÅaÅciciela, nie daÅoby siÄ ich w Å¼aden sposÃ³b odkupiÄ.. Jakie to smutne.

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=LadyFromEast — Fri, 06 Nov 2009 13:12:22 PST

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I absolutely adore JÃ³zef CheÅmoÅski's paintings. My personal favourite is "CzwÃ³rka" - it's the fourth image from the ones above.
CheÅmoÅski was one of Wojciech Gerson's students. By drawing in every free moment he mastered drawing the foreshortenings on a truly master level.
Back when he was a student, there were no cameras he could use to take a photo of a galloping horse, so all he could do is to observe the animals in their natural habitat or being ridden by humans. I used his beautiful example to show to those who keep complaining about their art skills (and for myself, to remember to keep drawing which I've left undone since I had a lot of studying ) that only hours, months and years of constant practice will give effects and nothing can replace them.
How do you like CheÅmoÅski's paintings?

Kocham obrazy JÃ³zefa CheÅmoÅskiego. Moim ulubionym jego dzieÅem jest "CzwÃ³rka" - czwarty zamieszczony nad tekstem obraz liczÄc od gÃ³ry.
CheÅmoÅski byÅ jednym z uczniÃ³w Wojciecha Gersona. RysujÄc w kaÅ¼dej moÅ¼liwej chwili opanowaÅ skrÃ³ty perspektywiczne na mistrzowskim poziomie.
Gdy byÅ uczniem, nie byÅo aparatÃ³w fotograficznych, ktÃ³re pozwoliÅyby mu zrobiÄ zdjÄcie pÄdzÄcego konia i go potem opracowaÄ na pÅÃ³tnie/kartce, jedyne co mÃ³gÅ robiÄ to wnikliwie obserwowaÄ zwierzÄta w naturze i bÄdÄce ujeÅ¼dÅ¼anymi przez ludzi. Na jego przykÅadzie chciaÅam pokazaÄ tym, ktÃ³rzy narzekajÄ na swoje niewielkie umiejÄtnoÅci w rysunku (a takÅ¼e zakodowaÄ sobie w gÅowie Å¼ebym rysowaÅa, bo ostatnio nie robiÄ tego wcale tylko siÄ uczÄ ), Å¼e tylko dni, miesiÄce i lata ciÄgÅych ÄwiczeÅ dadzÄ efekty i nic nie moÅ¼e ich zastąiÄ.
SwojÄ drogÄ, ktÃ³re dzieÅo CheÅmoÅskiego najbardziej siÄ Wam podoba?

*dream-club's contest winners:

1st place - *felina222

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I've overreacted too much ._. I'm sorry for being a tard.

Przepraszam Å¼e zrobiÅam tu takÄ histeriÄ ._. I przepraszam tych, ktÃ³rych mogÅam niechcÄcy uraziÄ tym journalem.

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please help my friend by voting on her :3 see her journal for more information: [link]

*dream-club's contest winners:

1st place - *felina222

2nd place - *IMPERFECTIONxxx

3rd place - *j0an4

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I just have to show you those bands:

Injection: [link]

Febus: [link]

Thorvi: [link]

I just listened to their music and I'm stunned

oh. and here's MY myspace: [link]
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Sorry for my lack of activity. School keeps me bust all the time, plus I've gotten ill recently. I need to visit a few doctors and get throungh few examinations to know what's happening.

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I again ask humbly for feeding my eggs :3

*dream-club's contest winners:

1st place - *felina222

2nd place - *IMPERFECTIONxxx

3rd place - *j0an4

Show me stunning & inspiring art.

=LadyFromEast — Sun, 25 Oct 2009 14:41:15 PDT

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Go on, go on. What do you find stunning & inspiring? Show me. I need to kill my giant art block D:

& click my dragon so they won't die ;_;

*dream-club's contest winners:

1st place - *felina222

2nd place - ~IMPERFECTIONxxx

3rd place - *j0an4

Irena Sendler- Righteous Among Nations.

=LadyFromEast — Fri, 23 Oct 2009 08:24:16 PDT

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Irena Sendler (nÃ©e KrzyÅ¼anowska, in Poland commonly referred to as Irena Sendlerowa; 15 February 1910 Â 12 May 2008) was a Polish Catholic social worker who served in the Polish Underground and the Å»egota resistance organization in German-occupied Warsaw during World War II. Assisted by some two dozen other Å»egota members, Sendler saved 2,500 Jewish children by smuggling them out of the Warsaw Ghetto, providing them false documents, and sheltering them in individual and group children's homes outside the Ghetto.
Sendler's story was brought to light in the United States when students in Kansas found it described in a magazine and popularized it through their original play Life in a Jar. On April 19, 2009, The Courageous Heart of Irena Sendler, a Hallmark Hall of Fame production written and directed by John Kent Harrison and starring Anna Paquin in the title role, was broadcast by CBS.

During the German occupation of Poland, Sendler lived in Warsaw (prior to that, she had lived in Otwock and Tarczyn while working for urban Social Welfare departments). As early as 1939, when the Germans invaded Poland, she began aiding Jews. She and her helpers created over 3,000 false documents to help Jewish families, prior to joining the organized Å»egota resistance and the children's division. Helping Jews was very riskyÂin German-occupied Poland, all household members risked death if they were found to be hiding Jews, a more severe punishment than in other occupied European countries.

In December 1942 the newly created Å»egota (the Council to Aid Jews) nominated her (by her cover name Jolanta) to head its children's section. As an employee of the Social Welfare Department, she had a special permit to enter the Warsaw Ghetto to check for signs of typhus, something the Nazis feared would spread beyond the Ghetto. During these visits, she wore a Star of David as a sign of solidarity with the Jewish people and so as not to call attention to herself.

She cooperated with the Children's Section of the Municipal Administration, linked with the RGO (Central Welfare Council), a Polish relief organization that was tolerated under German supervision. She organized the smuggling of Jewish children out of the Ghetto, carrying them out in boxes, suitcases and trolleys. Under the pretext of conducting inspections of sanitary conditions during a typhoid outbreak, Sendler visited the Ghetto and smuggled out babies and small children in ambulances and trams, sometimes disguising them as packages. She also used the old courthouse at the edge of the Warsaw Ghetto (still standing) as one of the main routes for smuggling out children.

The children were placed with Polish families, the Warsaw orphanage of the Sisters of the Family of Mary, or Roman Catholic convents such as the Little Sister Servants of the Blessed Virgin Mary Conceived Immaculate at Turkowice and ChotomÃ³w. Some children were smuggled to priests in parish rectories. She hid lists of their names in jars in order to keep track of their original and new identities. Å»egota assured the children that, when the war was over, they would be returned to Jewish relatives.

In 1943 Sendler was arrested by the Gestapo, severely tortured, and sentenced to death. Å»egota saved her by bribing German guards on the way to her execution. She was left in the woods, unconscious and with...

Contest winners feature + things

=LadyFromEast — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 14:29:49 PDT

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Would you be that kind and click my eggs? :3

I promised to feature those who won *dream-club's contest- take a look at those lovely deviations and show them some love

And from the other things: random question- who is your favourite villain?

I adore them (in no particular order):

Jack Spicer

Frax

Piemon

Elecman

Scratch (the rooster-guy)

Him

Kare

Skeksis (it's a race)

*dream-club's contest winners:

1st place - *felina222

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The Polish Hussars (Polish: Husaria) were the main type of cavalry of Polish Army (and later, the Polish-Lithuanian Army) between the 16th and 18th centuries. The Polish-Lithuanian Commonwealth had adopted the hussars from Hungary. When the unit type was first adopted, it was a light cavalry formation, and later it transformed into heavy cavalry. Until the 18th century it was the elite unit of the Polish-Lithuanian Commonwealth.

While light hussars were adopted by all European militaries to counter infantry and artillery, the most spectacular were the heavy hussars of the Kingdom of Poland and later, the Polish-Lithuanian Commonwealth, a state formed in 1569 after the Union of Lublin.

The Polish hussars were the leading or even elite branch of cavalry in the Polish army from the 1570s until 1776, when their duties and traditions by a parliament decree were passed on to the Uhlans. Most hussars were recruited from the wealthier part of the Polish nobility (szlachta). Each towarzysz (Polish for 'comrade' of hussars raised his own poczet or retinue. Several retinues were combined to form a hussar banner or company, (ChorÄgiew husarska).

from: wikipedia.

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*hits the enter button too early* aargh! I'm dumb. Whatever.

My imagination has become dry like autumn leaves. Therefore I ask you for suggestiong: Could you suggest me some interesting, nice and unusual names for different races? Suprised eh? Yah I've made myself many races in my story, but I had less ideas on how to name them and, like 95% of them is nameless. What.a.shame. I like fantasy-like names. The races look a little bit like a something human-like mixed with reptiles, birds, demons and canines. Yep there are a few that look more like a human. So, any suggestions from your side?

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Mistress of disaster znowu zepsuÅa journal, tym razem klikajÄc enter. Oh well.
Moja wyobraÅºnia i pomysÅy zdechÅy, wiÄc pytam WAs, czy macie jakieÅ pomysÅy na nazwy dla ras. LubujÄ siÄ w sÅowach egzotycznych, oryginalnych i interesujÄcych. Zaskoczeni? Tak, w swoim "opowiadaniopowieÅciczymÅtam" mam wiele ras, problem w tym, Å¼e 95% z nich nie ma nazw. Dlatego pytam tutaj, moÅ¼e ktoÅ zarzuci jakimiÅ ciekawymi nazwami kojarzÄcymi siÄ z fantasy. Te rasy wyglÄdajÄ jak ludzie skrzyÅ¼owani z gadami, ptakami, demonami albo psowatymi, albo wszystko na raz. Jest teÅ¼ kilka bardziej czÅowiekowatych. KtoÅ ma jakiÅ ciekawy pomysÅ (albo jeszcze lepiej pomysly?) ?

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"You are the winner as long as you keep fighting" . This quote would make a great motto. Why not use it then?

Things have changed in my life lately. I feel I'm becoming a different person. I understand much more, I feel the emotions in a different way, I almost think differently. The past month was a giant step in my life. I found out that even if your past is dark and gloomy you are not forbidden to see the good side of life. I have a person I can trust, I can talk about everything with. What was the biggest suprise for me, He became so close when I expected everyone would turn away from me. Such a person is a true treasure
I learned to not to care about problems that much. Rather than that, I just keep closing my eyes to those and laugh. Sounds like just a stupid thing, but for me it's very, very much. I feel the dark era I've been in is over, The bitter times have passed away and I'm finally permitted to feel how good life can be. Of course there are financial problems, of course there can be still many problems, but they will always appear, why not get used to them and be happy about what life gives you? Carpe Diem!. You are never sure what the tomorrow will bring, so why to worry about that earlier?
The studying isn't that terrible for me as it had been earlier. I find it easier to study now. It takes much time of course, and this is the reason I'm not active here almost at all. I don't even draw because I study a lot. I'll go to the art school again, to study the history of art and to learn the architectural style of drawing. (whoops I'm almost sure I made a mistake here ) I'm very eager to study, no matter what, I want to learn, leanr and learn more. It's so amazing that we can learn so much about so many things!

I've caught a cold lately, during the time I'll stay at home i'll try to get up to date with the things that are happening here. I'll try to reply to your comments, I'm terribly sorry I haven't done that earlier!

No matter what happens, no matter how the world may seem dark and gloomy, you are the winner as long as you keep fighting. And the victory consists of many smaller victories

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"dopÃ³ki walczysz, jesteÅ zwyciÄzcÄ". Ten cytat byÅby piÄknym mottem. Dlaczego wiÄc nie obraÄ go za motto?

Wiele rzeczy ostatnio ulegÅo w moim Å¼yciu zmianie. CzujÄ, Å¼e stajÄ siÄ inna osobÄ. Rozumiem wiÄcej, w inny sposÃ³b odczuwam emocje, chyba nawet myÅlÄ w innym sposÃ³b. Ten miesiÄc byÅ olbrzymim krokiem w moim Å¼yciu. NauczyÅam siÄ, Å¼e nawet jeÅ¼eli przeszÅoÅÄ jest ciemna i mroczna, to nie znaczy, Å¼e nie wolno ci widzieÄ jasnych stron Å¼ycia. Mam osobÄ, ktÃ³rej mogÄ zaufaÄ, z ktÃ³rÄ mogÄ o wszystkim porozmawiaÄ. To, co mnie zaskoczyÅo najbardziej to to, Å¼e staliÅmy siÄ sobie tak bliscy kiedy myÅlaÅam, Å¼e kaÅ¼dy mnie zostawi i porzuci. Taka osoba to prawdziwy skarb
NauczyÅam siÄ nie przejmowaÄ siÄ problemami tak bardzo. Kiedy dzieje siÄ coÅ zÅego przymykam na to oko i ÅmiejÄ siÄ. Brzmi gÅupio, ale dla mnie to bardzo, bardzo duÅ¼o. CzujÄ, Å¼e ciemna era w ktÃ³rej byÅam skoÅczyÅa siÄ, i nareszcie wolno mi poczuÄ jakie Å¼ycie moÅ¼e byÄ wspaniaÅe. OczywiÅcie, Å¼e wciÄÅ¼ sÄ problemy. Finansowe i inne, ale one bÄdÄ zawsze. Dlaczego wiÄc nie uznaÄ ich za pewnik i trochÄ siÄ od nich odsunÄÄ, nie myÅleÄ o nich tyle cieszyÄ siÄ z tego, co daje Å¼ycie? Ciesz siÄ dniem! Nigdy nie wiesz co przyniesie jutro, wiÄc czemu zawczasu siÄ tym zamartwiaÄ?
Nauka nie jest dla mnie ta...

your fav quotes?

=LadyFromEast — Thu, 24 Sep 2009 10:49:19 PDT

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It can be from anything. A poem, song, anything. I'm just curious.

Wasze ulubione cytaty? MogÄ byÄ z czegokolwiek. Jestem po prostu ciekawa.

My fav are, for example:

"No light in the darkness is too small to see, there's always a sparkle of hope, if you just believe" ~Within Temptation "deceiver of fools"

"poeta jest podobny ksiÄciu na obÅoku, ktÃ³ry brata siÄ z burzÄ, a szydzi z Åucznika, lecz spÄdzony na ziemiÄ i szczuty co kroku, wiecznie siÄ o swe skrzydÅa olbrzymie potyka" / "a poet is similar to a prince on coulds, who founds himself similar to a storm and sneers at the archer, but droven away to the ground and getting dogs sent on him, he constantly trips over his giant wings" ~ Charles Baudelaire

"zaszÅo sÅoÅce- woÅajÄ astronomy z wieÅ¼y, ale dlaczego zaszÅo, nikt nie odpowiada, ciemnoÅci kryjÄ ziemiÄ i lud we Ånie leÅ¼y, lecz dlaczego śiÄ ludzie, Å¼aden z nich nie bada" / "The astronomes are saying that the sun has set, but no one answers why it has set. The darkness covers the earth and people lay in a dream, but noone is investigating why they ar esleeping" ~ Adam Mickiewicz "Dziady cz III"

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JakiÅ¼ to chÅopiec piÄkny i mÅody?
Jaka to obok dziewica?
Brzegami sinej Åwitezi wody
IdÄ przy Åwietle ksiÄÅ¼yca.

Ona mu z kosza daje maliny,
A on jej kwiatki do wianka;
Pewnie kochankiem jest tej dziewczyny,
Pewnie to jego kochanka.

KaÅ¼dÄ noc prawie, o jednej porze,
Pod tym siÄ widzÄ modrzewiem.
MÅody jest strzelcem w tutejszym borze,
Kto jest dziewczyna? - ja nie wiem.

SkÄd przyszÅa? - darmo ÅledziÄ kto pragnie,
Gdzie uszÅa? - nikt jej nie zbada.
Jak mokry jaskier wschodzi na bagnie,
Jak ognik nocny przepada.

"Powiedz mi, piÄkna, luba dziewczyno,
Na co nam te tajemnice,
JakÄ przybiegÅaÅ do mnie droÅ¼ynÄ?
Gdzie dom twÃ³j, gdzie sÄ rodzice?

MinÄÅo lato, zÅ¼Ã³ÅkniaÅy liÅcia
I dÅ¼dÅ¼ysta nadchodzi pora,
Zawsze mam czekaÄ twojego przyÅcia
Na dzikich brzegach jeziora?

ZawszeÅ¼ po kniejach jak sarna pÅocha,
Jak upiÃ³r bÅÄdzisz w noc ciemnÄ?
ZostaÅ siÄ lepiej z tym, kto ciÄ kocha,
ZostaÅ siÄ, o luba! ze mnÄ.

Chateczka moja stÄd niedaleka
PoÅrodku gÄstej leszczyny;
Jest tam dostatkiem owocÃ³w, mleka,
Jest tam dostatkiem Åºwierzyny".

"StÃ³j, stÃ³j - odpowie - hardy mÅokosie,
PomnÄ, co ojciec rzekÅ stary:
SÅowicze wdziÄki w mÄÅ¼czyzny gÅosie,
A w sercu lisie zamiary.

WiÄcej siÄ waszej obÅudy bojÄ,
NiÅ¼ w zmienne ufam zapaÅy,
MoÅ¼e bym proÅby przyjÄÅa twoje;
Ale czy bÄdziesz mnie staÅy?"

ChÅopiec przyklÄknÄÅ, chwyciÅ w dÅoÅ piasku,
Piekielne wzywaÅ potÄgi,
KlÄÅ siÄ przy ÅwiÄtym ksiÄÅ¼yca blasku,
Lecz czy dochowa przysiÄgi?

"Dochowaj, strzelcze, to moja rada:
Bo kto przysiÄgÄ naruszy,
Ach, biada jemu, za Å¼ycia biada!
I biada jego zÅej duszy!"

To mÃ³wiÄc dziewka wiÄcej nie czeka,
Wieniec wÅoÅ¼yla na skronie
I poÅ¼egnawszy strzelca z daleka,
Na zwykÅe uchodzi bÅonie.

PrÃ³Å¼no siÄ za niÄ strzelec pomyka,
RÄczym wybiegom nie sprostaÅ,
ZnikÅa jak lekki powiew wietrzyka,
A on sam jeden pozostaÅ.

Sam zostaÅ, dzikÄ powraca drogÄ,
Ziemia uchyla siÄ grzÄska,
Cisza wokoÅo, tylko pod nogÄ
ZwiÄdÅa szeleszcze gaÅÄzka.

Idzie nad wodÄ, bÅÄdny krok niesie,
BÅÄdnymi strzela oczyma;
Wtem wiatr zaszumiaÅ po gÄstym lesie,
Woda siÄ burzy i wzdyma.

Burzy siÄ, wzdyma, pÄkajÄ tonie,
O niesÅychane zjawiska!
Ponad srebrzyste Åwitezi bÅonie
Dziewicza piÄknoÅÄ wytryska.

Jej twarz jak rÃ³Å¼y bladej zawoje,
Skropione jutrzenki ÅezkÄ;
Jako mgÅa lekka, tak lekkie stroje
ObwiaÅy postaÄ niebieskÄ.

"ChÅopcze mÃ³j piÄkny, chÅopcze mÃ³j mÅody -
Zanuci czule dziewica -
Po co wokoÅo Åwiteziu wody
BÅÄdzisz przy Åwietle ksiÄÅ¼yca?

Po co Å¼aÅujesz dzikiej wietrznicy,
KtÃ³ra ciÄ zwabia w te knieje:
Zawraca gÅowÄ, rzuca w tÄsknicy
I moÅ¼e jeszcze siÄ Åmieje?

Daj siÄ namÃ³wiÄ czuÅym wyrazem,
PorzuÄ wzdychania i Å¼ale,
Do mnie tu, do mnie, tu bÄdziem razem
Po wodnym plÄsaÄ krysztale.

Czy zechcesz niby jaskÃ³Åka chybka
Oblicze tylko wÃ³d muskaÄ,
Czy zdrÃ³w jak rybka, wesÃ³Å jak rybka,
CaÅy dzieÅ ze mnÄ siÄ pluskaÄ.

A na noc w ÅoÅ¼u srebrnej topieli
Pod namiotami ÅºwierciadeÅ,
Na miÄkkiej wodnych lilijek bieli.
ÅrÃ³d boskich usnÄÄ widziadeÅ".

Wtem z zasÅon bÅysnÄ piersi ÅabÄdzie,
Strzelec w ziemiÄ patrzy skromnie,
Dziewica w lekkim zbliÅ¼a siÄ pÄdzie
I "Do mnie, woÅa, pÃ³jdÅº do mnie".

I na wiatr lotne rzuciwszy stopy,
Jak tÄcza Åmiga w krÄg wielki,
To znowu siekÄc wodne zatopy,
Srebrnymi pryska kropelki.

Podbiega strzele...

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=LadyFromEast — Thu, 17 Sep 2009 12:37:14 PDT

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so I've been doing my rampage here for two years already. Oh my how fast those two years have passed! When I think about that only "yesterday" I've been signing in here and met my first friends- =geaannunziata & ~Asukari !!

I wanted to make a journal entry about my fav characters but y'know, I think you'd have die out of boredom if you read my babble. So just a shortcut! (Yes I will not have mercy on you)

I'm currently crazy about Kare

*gets krayzie even more*

And the 2nd and last part of the feature:

Feature #1

=LadyFromEast — Tue, 08 Sep 2009 06:54:59 PDT

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Only 54 people replied to my journal entry. Therefore I will not feature 100 people as I firstly planned, but the 54, in two separate journal entries.

From other things, I'm terribly busy lately and I cannot spend much time on dA. Not as much as I wish. Therefore forgive me if I do not comment on anything or just fav and run, it is the only thing I can do when I have little time for myself.

I'll be doing the art I owe & finished what I started slowly- I drae a lot at school.

Enough babbling, here goes the feature:

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yup, so here we go. you can either choose what to feature from your gallery or leave it to me

in return just feed my valenths plz :3

note that you have to be my watcher to get a feature

& cheer up ppl school ain't that bad as you think! :3

I'll reply to the messages in my inbox later ^^'

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=LadyFromEast — Fri, 28 Aug 2009 07:07:52 PDT

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Nothing new here, just like usually the school will start in a few days for me. 2nd grade of polish high school. I wonder how will it be. I just hope I'll feel allright after the 10 months of upcoming studying. It's not because I feel I won't make it because I will make it. I'm just afraid of the panic attack I used to have in the previous year. I wish my panic disorder I have gotten after some happenings in my life is away. Anyway, even if it's not (as I can't tell it now, because I'm away from school for two months) I just hope the panic attack will be shorter, and not like then, when they lasted 6 hours...

Two days ago I took part in a big happening in my city, as people from a sister school of mine from Israel, Raana, came to visit us, Majdanek camp and so on. They had me leading the festive celebration, all in english. It was the first time I did such a thing, but I hope it turned ok. I even managed to get filmed and the material was shown in the TV.. I weren't a gighlighted person, I was just standing behind my friends and teachers, but they caught me anyway. Now I have some strangers going behind me and asking for autographs O_o'

From the other things, I;ve become a test-admin of a bbrgp - [link] . As far as now my task is to keep the shoutbox clean and free of spam etc. The time will show if I go higher or not.

As you can see =IllegalHamster 's contest is over, the winners have gotten a feature from me and the prizes from other people. Go show them some love ~
Also my current art status is a part of my journal css now, so I may not forget about the things I owe people... But still it will be difficult. Geez I'm so slow.. During these vacations I have drawn only one thing- a present for *Smocza-wladczyni all the other things are left started but not finished...

Any motivation please? D:

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Ze szkoÅy nic nowego, tak jak zwykle zacznie siÄ ona za kilka dni. 2 klasa liceum. Zastanawiam siÄ jak to bÄdzie. Mam tylko nadziejÄ Å¼e po 10 miesiÄcach nadchodzÄcej nauki bÄdzie ze mnÄ wszystko dobrze. To nie dlatego, Å¼e martwiÄ siÄ czy dam sobie radÄ z naukÄ, bo dam sobie z niÄ radÄ. BojÄ siÄ tylko napadÃ³w paniki ktÃ³re miaÅam w zeszÅym roku czÄsto. ChciaÅabym, Å¼eby mÃ³j lÄk napadowy ktÃ³rego nabawiÅam siÄ po pewnych wydarzeniach z zeszÅego roku siÄ zmniejszyÅ. JeÅ¼eli nie (bo nie umiem tego okreÅliÄ kiedy nie byÅam w kontakcie z naukÄ od 2 miesiÄcy) to mam tylko nadziejÄ Å¼e ataki bÄdÄ krÃ³tsze i delikatniejsze, oraz Å¼e nie bÄdÄ trzymaÄ mnie 6 godzin, tak jak wtedy...

Dwa dni temu wziÄÅam udziaÅ w waÅ¼nym wydarzeniu w moim mieÅcie, poniewaÅ¼ przyjechali do nas Izraelczycy z siostrzanej szkoÅy z Raany, aby odwiedziÄ nas, obÃ³z na Majdanku itp. ProwadziÅam akademiÄ na ich czeÅÄ po angielsku. Pierwszy raz robiÅam takie coÅ, mam nadziejÄ Å¼e nie zepsuÅam i byÅo dobrze. Nawet ktoÅ mnie nakrÄciÅ i byÅam w telewizji.. Nie dawaÅam wywiadu ani nic, po prostu zÅapali mnie w kadrze przy nauczycielach i osobach dajÄcych wywiady. Teraz ÅaÅ¼Ä za mnÄ ludzie ktÃ³rych nie znam i proszÄ o autograf O_o'

Z innych rzeczy, zostaÅam prÃ³bnÄ administratorkÄ bbrpg - [link] . W tej chwili zakres moich obowiÄzkÃ³w i moÅ¼liwoÅci ogranicza siÄ do pilnowania porzÄdku na shoutboxie i wyzbywania siÄ spamu itp. Czas pokaÅ¼e czy awansujÄ dalej.

Jak widaÄ konkurs =IllegalHamster siÄ skoÅczyÅ, zwyciÄzcy dostali feature ode mnie i nagrody id innych osÃ³b. WejdÅºcie w galerie zwyci...

The Cursed Paintings

=LadyFromEast — Sun, 23 Aug 2009 13:39:45 PDT

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I've been reading some reviews and stories on sites about paranormal things, but the cursed paintings caught my eye more than other things.
I never thought about it more seriously until I saw a print of a beautiful painting with a crying boy. It was very tiny, like the palm of my hand. I was very curious why such a beautiful painting would be so small? I thought maybe it was too expensive to buy a bigger one, so I let go. But when I browsed the thread with cursed paintings, I saw the painting of the cute boy.

http: //foty.ifd. pl/sb.asp?w=520& p=5/images2004/20041224103203.jpg

get rid of the spaces to see the cute crying boy. DA made emotes of the link -_-''

I have never found an art to be dangerous, but sfter reading that the 1:1 print gave nothing but a burned home for each person who owned it I became puzzled. Maybe there really is something in those paintings?

The next one is "The Hands Resist Him". Right after I saw this one, even without reading about it, I started to feel funny. I felt very unhealnthy, as if I were to collapse or cry right away. A sudden feeling of panic. And all caused by a painting.
The rumour has it that many people feel like they were to faint after seeing it, others have nightmares.
What are your feeling after seeing this painting?

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After see it... I feel like.. emotionally unstable. Yeah, I think that's it. And I feel like I were surrounded by demons and couldn't move or run away.
The strange thing is, that I usually should read the emotions from the painting by following the composition etc. In this one, there are three things that hit me and leave half dead: the boy's face, the doll's face, and the hands. I think the contrast makes everything even more demonic. I can't even remember essential english words to write this entry now, it's an unpleasant feeling...

I feel like I were observed. o_o'' comfort me plz T__________________T

What do you think about the paintings that are said to be cursed?

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leÅ ze mnie, nie chce mi siÄ caÅoÅci tÅumaczyÄ- i gÅÃ³wnie wracaÄ do tych obrazÃ³w. Generalnie chodzi o to, Å¼e zobaczyÅam kiedyÅ Åliczne obraz pÅaczÄcego chÅopca, ale bardzo maÅy, jak moja dÅoÅ. Nie wiedziaÅam czemu jest taki malusieÅki, bo w koÅcu byÅ Åliczny i Åadniej by wyglÄdaÅ jakby byÅ wiekszy.

to ten obraz (wywalcie spacje bo dev robiÅ buÅºki) http: //foty.ifd. pl/sb.asp?w=520& p=5/images2004/20041224103203.jpg

okazuje siÄ, Å¼e obraz ma byÄ przeklÄty- jego reprodukcja 1:1 ma przynosiÄ nieszczÄÅcie wÅaÅcicielowi- jego majÄtek ma spÅonÄÄ. ByÅo tak wiele razy. Obraz jednak wychodziÅ bez szwanku.

co o tym myÅlicie?

kolejnym obrazem, ktÃ³ry zaskarbiÅ sobie podobne miano jest "the hands resist him". Sama go oglÄdaÅam (zdjÄcie) i dziwnie siÄ zawsze czuÅam. jakbym miaÅa siÄ zaraz rozryczeÄ, dostawaÅam paranoi, czuÅam jakbym byÅa obserwowana i sÅaba. PonoÄ dziaÅa tak na wiÄkszoÅÄ ludzi. niektÃ³rzy majÄ nawet koszmary.

kto chce moÅ¼e popatrzeÄ, ale nie jest to miÅe, przynajmniej dla mnie [link]

On od razu mnie uderza. Nie analizujÄ go jak zwykÅego dzieÅa- on uderza mnie niczym batem- najpierw twarz chÅopca, potem lalki, a na koÅcu rÄce. Kontrast jeszcze to potÄguje. PiszÄc teraz ten wpis, doÅÄ dÅugo po spojrzeniu na to dzieÅo, wciÄÅ¼ nie umiem zebraÄ myÅli, jakby coÅ za mnÄ siedziaÅo i ÅaziÅo.

Przytulcie mnie T_____________T

a wy co myslicie o przeklÄtych obrazach?

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=LadyFromEast — Wed, 19 Aug 2009 02:44:53 PDT

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I've been recently broswing throungh a polish forum I belong to and found a closed contest. The contestants made their works, were judged and eventually won prizes. It would not be any deal, EXCEPT:

a little girl, maybe new to Internet said she had 12 years and tried herself in the contest. She nominated THESE drawings to be judged:

People, not that I'm jelous, but I see these works were done by TWO or THREE different artists, but SURELY NOT by a 12 year old girl!

I have a big question to you- have you any idea who the real owner is? I may try to report her and talk with the one who held the contest about this thing. It isn't fair towards other people, who drew their own things, put effort in them and she won by just copying someone else's work...

I need to have those real owners found.

*Edit*
fixed the images. the site blocks those who are not logged in ._.

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Back!

=LadyFromEast — Sat, 15 Aug 2009 11:30:25 PDT

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So, I'm back from the seaside! My butt hurts me after like.. 10 hours of sitting in a tiny car? Aw whatever, those two weeks were worth of it!

I met up with *Smocza-wladczyni ! We had a great time with each other, including a little art exchange If you want to see what I drew for her, you can kindly ask her if she could scan the drawing for you, as it is now in possession of hers, thousands of kilometers from me Geez, we HAVE to do such little dev-meets more often really!

Now, hilarious things I managed to see in GdaÅsk, Stegna and Krynica Morska!

Bow before such amazing english skills!
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Now this is a genious and modern sign!
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One of many upside-down signs:
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No pissing and pooping in this area! XD
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If I forgot about something, I'll add it later

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leaving + anniversary

=LadyFromEast — Fri, 31 Jul 2009 06:47:08 PDT

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1st of August 1944. 17:00.
Sporadic fighting started in advance of "W-hour", notably in Å»oliborz, and around Napoleon Square and DÄbrowski Square.[46] The Germans had anticipated the possibility of an uprising, though they had not realised its size or strength.
That evening the insurgents captured a major German arsenal, the main post office and power station, Praga railway station and the tallest building in Warsaw, the Prudential building. However, Castle Square, the police district, and the airport remained in German hands.] The first two days were crucial in establishing the battlefield for the rest of the fight. The insurgents were most successful in the City Center, Old Town, and Wola districts. However, several major German strongholds remained, and in some areas of Wola the Poles sustained heavy losses that forced an early retreat. In other areas such as MokotÃ³w, the attackers almost completely failed to secure any objectives and controlled only the residential areas. In Praga, on the east bank of the Vistula, the Poles were sent back into hiding by a high concentration of German forces. Most crucially, the fighters in different areas failed to link up, either with each other or with areas outside Warsaw, leaving each sector isolated from the others. After the first hours of fighting, many units adopted a more defensive strategy, while civilians began erecting barricades. Despite all the problems, by 4 August most of the city was in Polish hands.

The Warsaw Uprising was a struggle by the Polish Home Army to liberate Warsaw from Nazi German occupation during World War II. The Uprising began on 1 August 1944, as part of a nationwide rebellion, Operation Tempest. It was intended to last for only a few days until the anti-Nazi Soviet Army reached the city. The Soviet advance stopped short, however, while Polish resistance against the German forces continued for 63 days until the Polish surrendered on 2 October.

Read more here

I wish I could write it tomorrow, when the exact anniversary date occurs, but I will be away by that time, so I chose to write it today.

I'd also like to thank you for your support and carrying under the last journal. Grampa's death was a great loss, but you helped me to carry on and comforted me a lot.

I will be away starting from tomorrow and until 14th of August - I will stay during that time at the seaside, and I will possibly have little or no internet connection. Cheers guys!

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Jutro wypada rocznica Powstania Warszawskiego. ChciaÅam napisaÄ ten journal jutro o 17:00 albo zrobiÄ news article z caÅym feature itd, ale niestety wtedy bÄdÄ w drodze. MoÅ¼e znajdzie siÄ ktoÅ wÅrÃ³d znajomych kto wpadÅ na podobny pomysÅ, ale go zrealizuje?

ChciaÅam Wam bardzo podziÄkowaÄ za wsparcie pod ostatnim journalem. ÅmierÄ dziadka to wielka strata, ale dziÄki wam i waszemu wsparciu udaÅo mi siÄ jÄ lepiej znieÅÄ

Nie bÄdzie mnie poczÄwszy od jutra do 14 Sierpnia- wyjeÅ¼dÅ¼am nad morze, gdzie albo bÄdÄ mieÄ kiepskie ÅÄcze internetowe, albo nie bÄdÄ mieÄ go wcale. Pozdrawiam!

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Grampa..

=LadyFromEast — Wed, 29 Jul 2009 08:30:05 PDT

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Grampa died a hour ago..

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Dziadek zmarÅ godzinÄ temu..

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The time of my vacations is getting closer. I'll try to reply to all comments under my last journals (YES I DOOO!! ...I hope..) and clean my message centre.

I can't wait until I'm at the seaside! Not because I'm going to sunbath, swim and draw all the time. It's because another thing, which I will mention later, maybe when I'm back, or it will be said by another deviant. Not sure yet, but one thing I'm sure of- I can't wait and I'm sooo eager~~
Shortly, I'm overexcited already.

I'm doing the painting comissioned by my teacher. Acrylics on canvas is a hard thing really especially when you're doing it first time. I hope she'll like it.

I've felt a sudden need to tell you that I love you all
Guess I'm tender sometimes...

I think I've forgotten to say something, oh well.

and go show the featured artist some favlove again~~
His art is awsum

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Vacations?

=LadyFromEast — Thu, 23 Jul 2009 13:12:57 PDT

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Any plans for these vacations? What about after them?

I'll stay here only a week long and then I go at the seaside as usual for two weeks *hopes not to get a zyllion messages* Oh geez, to late xD

I don't spend much time here recently, I often leave for a few hours at the nearby lake, like Krasne or BiaÅe.
I was at Krasne today and, well, I feel like I've suntanned too much ^^' I'm all red. I hope my skin won't hurt O_o'' This is what happens when you don't use any skin balm before sunbathing. But I've suntanned a part of my legs, which never happens :3 I just wish I would have suntanned my calves that stay white all the time.
Oh well, maybe next time But I won't sleep on my life-belt while swimming in water.

THIS: [link] is very beautiful! Listening is a must

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Macie jakieÅ plany na te wakacje? A co po nich?

ZostanÄ tutaj jeszcze tylko tydzieÅ, a potem jadÄ na wakacje nad morze, jak zazwyczaj, na dwa tygodnie *ma nadziejÄ nie dostaÄ tysiÄcy wiadomoÅci* o, za pÃ³Åºno :3

Na deviancie nie spÄdzam ostatnio za duÅ¼o czasu, czÄsto jadÄ na kilka godzin nad niedalekie jeziora, jak Krasne lub BiaÅe.
Dzisiaj byÅam akurat nad Krasnym i chyba przesadziÅam ze sÅoÅcem ^^' Jestem czerwona. Mam nadziejÄ, Å¼e skÃ³ra siÄ mÅciÄ nie bÄdzie O_o'' Oto co siÄ dzieje kiedy nie posmaruje siÄ ciaÅa balsamem do opalania. Ale jakimÅ cudem opaliÅam nogi, a raczej ich czÄÅÄ, co nigdy przedtem siÄ nie przytrafiÅo mi :3 Szkoda tylko, Å¼e Åydki zostaÅy biaÅe.
MoÅ¼e nastęnym razem Ale wtedy juÅ¼ nie zasnÄ na pÅywajÄcym po jeziorze kole do pÅywania.

To: [link] jest piÄkne! posÅuchajcie

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Just testing new css- be ready to see how I ruin it o_o''

=IllegalHamster is having a contest! Be sure to check her journal!

*edit- featured *olhgofg 's contest winners, as I promised

1st place gest a 3 week feature, 2nd a 2 week feature, 3rd a 1 week feature and other get a feature in only one of my journal entries

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=an3czka , the fact that after about an hour of my destructive activity this skin is still working is a true proof that everyone can use it, even having little konwledge about CSS!

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Why people act like this?

=LadyFromEast — Thu, 16 Jul 2009 08:49:12 PDT

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Journal-amok, beware -_-'' Too many things happening, too little memory to process it.

My "ount" 's activity really pisses me off now. I just eavesdropped the phone conversation. My Grampa isn't very well lately. He just got to the hospital with almost none life signs. It is horrible, like the only thing left to be done is waiting for his death. I have a feeling he won't make it this time, he's nearly 90 and actually can't even move without help from my uncle, who takes care of him all day and night. I'm going to visit him tomorrow.
Anyway- back to the "ount". I hate to call her like that, I wish she was a stranger for me and she remained like that, but I shall remember this biatch for the rest of my life.
After the whole drama she made in my family ( divorce, throwing shit at my family at the court and making slanders about not only my uncle, but also my cousins, my MOTHER, my FATHER and ME and constant trouble that actually led my grandma to death) She now wants a LOT more. It is not hard to guess my grampa may die soon. She got to know about it, of course. And you know what? She wouldn't even comfort her husband when his father is dying! All she said was: "We will rise the alimony, so you'll be forced to pay 1000 zÅ a month, and, you know, since your dad will die and you'll be left with such a big apartment (it is an partment in a very old block of apartments and thus it is that big) we want to get it, and you can go sleeping in the shelter for homeless or something like that"
Is this even normal?
I'd understand it better if he did something to her, but people!
He paid a bribe to help her to her a job! She earns over 2000 zÅ a month even if she didn't even GRADUATE from high school and working earlier as a mere kindergarten teacher! How come she has gotten a job where a high diploma is required?! How dare she to treat my family after that! After he helped her with job, after he gaver her money to build a house and helped with it?! It was not a mere sum, it was over 10 000 zÅ!
She got a house for nothing and a job for nothing! She earns as if after years of hard work, even if she never did that! She gets 2k a month and a next 1k from my uncle! Now she wants HIS and ONLY HIS house?! He will be left with no money for food if he pays what she wants!
I can't stand her connections with the best lawyers and judges in each court! Why is that, when she wants something she will always win the case even if she logically should not?!
Why is that, when she knows my mother has a job she will do everything to tell people that much lies about her that they stop talking with her and she gets fired or she has to leave? Now, when anyone hears my surname they stay away!
She keeps telling she has no money, but she goes sunbathing at Balaton Lake every thime she wishes! How come she came back preagnant after one of her holidays even if my uncle wasn't with her?! And now he has to pay for that brat! Even though he may not be his!
How dare she say her kids are delicate?! They had over 4 kilo when they were born! How dare she say that after seeing them eating out all food that was in my grampa's house and still being hungry? They steal food from innocent children in the kindergarten and lick all the plates so the cooks don't have to wash the dishes! Even the nurses at the hospital where t...

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My friends have recently opened comissions.

~SpiritOfTheFire needs money, she is eager of doing quite cheap comissions. I think it's worth the money, since she is very talented and won't disappoint you for sure! read more here: [link]

~iisjah has also opened them! [link]

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~SpiritOfTheFire potrzebuje pieniÄdzy, otworzyÅa wiÄc comissiony. MoÅ¼e cena na poczÄtku nie wyda siÄ wam niska, ale uwzglÄdnijcie poziom wykonywanych przez niÄ prac. WedÅug mnie naprawdÄ warto wiÄcej moÅ¼na przeczytaÄ tu: [link]

~iisjah rÃ³wnieÅ¼ je otworzyÅa [link]

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=LadyFromEast — Sun, 12 Jul 2009 14:43:59 PDT

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"he is homeless! he needs a home!"
"he is poor! he needs money!"
"he is an orphan! he needs a family!"
"he is only a member! he needs premium membership!"

Doesn't it sound strange? Doent's it sound insulting for some? Isn't it humiliating in a strange way? Does my premium access make me a god here and everyone else without a * or = are to be pushed around just because they are "only" members? For me, this funny litte quote sounds like that. Maybe it's just a shameless way to make money, as everything comes to it nowadays, but... sin't it going too far? Will it lead to paying before signing up here? What about those who have talent but have little money?
I'll have a long monologue now... it may be disturbing to some, so I advice no to take it too personally, just... try to understand aod broaden your horizons if needed. I don't mean to insult anyone.

So, if a premium member is "better" is the real, good critique required only for them? Will that forbid others to improve just because they didn't pay? In my opinion, the critique should be open for anyone, not only for premium members (earlier called subscribers). Does the lack of the critique option make you unable to level up your skills and get good feedback, other than "kawaiii!!!!111111137353436" or "omfg cuteeee!" ? I think everyone should be able to tur that option on.
You may tell me that someone may not want to be criticized. That's allright, they can always mention that and even if they forget that, they may politely thank the one who posted the critique and tell they didn't want to get it, but it is still appreciated.
It may be difficult, as I have seen many examples of loutish behavious against every, even most polite and delicate critique. It is a thing I cannot understand.
Hard thing to say and discuss, but I may try. If someone doesn't want critique- what is he for on an art site? Especially if mentioned person posts here art on a lever of 4 year old child? Where is the self-criticism? Where is the shame? They are gone, they are all gone and replaced with pride, even if there is nothing to be proud of... in most of the people's opinion. I know it takes time to learn. I'm still learning. But, well, I started posting my art here, when it has gotten to a certain level- when people would actually be able to look at it without frowning or being repulsed. Coming back to those "masterpieces". Won't it lead to a paradox, when you'll be browsing through DA looking for a certain thing and you'll find dozens of nasty scribbles instead of a thing you'd normally find here?

I still remember the drama about giving out the subby for people. One was eager to give it to many members and did that. Some people went angry, because "it shouldn't be given to this person or that". I wish people understood, that they have no right to tell others what they ought to do. If one gives someone premium access it is their and only their business. You may think what you want, but you won't change it. What? You want the subby to be taken away from one and be gotten to another, because they deserve it more? You can't.
Another thing: isn't it a bit like "you're not a premium member and I'm neither. I'm better than you so I won't let you get a subby if I don't...

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=LadyFromEast — Thu, 09 Jul 2009 02:37:39 PDT

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First of all, sorry for my lack of activity here. I try to catch up with things, but it's a hard thing.. I'm feeling a lot better since my last journal, I think it was because the weather changes I'm sensitive to. Anyways, I'm alwyasy scared when I feel like that O_o'' Too much reading about fatal diseases I think.
Nothing much has been happening lately. Just some tidying the house (both my dad's and mine). I've been trying to take out the jars from my fridge, but guess they froze into the ice. I'm talented enough to freeze a jar into ice O_o'' I'll have to melt it and take those little plantations of mould out of there..
I tried to play Impressive Title (yeah, I do play it) and I liked it! That is, until yesterday when I couldn't connect the server... Maybe they will fix it soon... I made a character looking like Hitler believe me or not! 8D I wish I has a preset but it seems I cannot use it. I wouldn't know how to use it anyway since I play it only a few days long.
I'm worried lately. I know I have my exam in 2 years, but I already feel I won't make it or I won't be able to learn all those things I have to. I'll be taking private classes, but I'm still not sure if they will do their job. I have to learn the history of art as well as I can, but I already feel it's going to be hard. I won't even have a school subject like that! I can't imagine that two hours a week or so would work as well as if I had those at school every day..
THe same goes with drawing- all those people from art schools.. They draw every day, numerous sketches, paintings and drawings.., How am I supposed to pass the exam with them around? Even if I do my best, their art will be a lot better because they know the basics perfectly, not like I do...
I have an unpleasant feeling I'm loosing my time and I will fail no matter what I do
I'd like to hear critique from you, no matter how harsch it would be- I'd like to hear what's wrong, why and how to fix it, what to focus on and what to pay attention to...
I have a feeling that no matter I choose from my gallery to my portfolio everyone will tell me to go away and stay away...

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Po pierwsze, przepraszam za brak aktywnoÅci tu. PrÃ³bujÄ byÄ na bierzÄco, ale to trudna sprawa, sporo siÄ tu dzieje. CzujÄ siÄ juÅ¼ lepiej od czasu ostatniego journala, to samopoczucie byÅo jednak spowodowane zmianami pogody, na ktÃ³re jestem wraÅ¼liwa. Zawsze denerwujÄ siÄ kiedy coÅ siÄ dzieje z moim samopoczuciem. Pewnie za bardzo naczytaÅam siÄ opisÃ³w Åmiertelnych chorÃ³b.
Nie za wiele ciekawych rzecz ma teraz u mnie miejsce. SprzÄtamy domy (taty i mÃ³j). PrÃ³bowaÅam sprzÄtnÄÄ lodÃ³wkÄ i pozbyÄ siÄ starych sÅoikÃ³w, ale okazuje siÄ, Å¼e wmarzÅy w lÃ³d i siÄ nie ruszÄ o_o'' WidaÄ jestem na tyle zdolna Å¼eby wmroziÄ wszystko w lodÃ³wkowy lÃ³d. BÄdÄ musiaÅa to jakoÅ wytopiÄ i pozbyÄ siÄ tamtych maÅych plantacji pleÅni z lodÃ³wki.
SprÃ³bowaÅam graÄ w Impressive Title (tak, gram w to) i mi siÄ spodobaÅo. To znaczy, dopÃ³ki serwer nie przestaÅ ÅÄczyÄ. Mam nadziejÄ, Å¼e to niedÅugo naprawiÄ.. ZrobiÅam postaÄ ktÃ³ra wyglÄda jak Hitler XD ChciaÅabym mieÄ preset albo lepiej go zrobiÄ, ale chyba w tej wersji nie da siÄ. Na razie uczÄ siÄ wszystkiego, gdyÅ¼ gram dopiero kilka dni.
DenerwujÄ siÄ ostatnio. Wiem, Å¼e egzamin zdajÄ dopiero za dwa lata, ale juÅ¼ wydaje mi siÄ, Å¼e albo go nie zdam dobrze albo nie dam rady nauczyÄ siÄ wszystkiego do tego czasu. BÄdÄ chodziÄ na prywatne zajÄcia z rysun...

how I hate it when the weather is changing...

=LadyFromEast — Tue, 30 Jun 2009 01:41:07 PDT

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I'm very sorry for this situation, but I don't feel like replying to some of the meassages I've gotten recwntly and those forthcoming too. I've been having a rather disturbing headache for a few days already, and now it has grown even worse. I've been looking for the source of this problem, but as far as now I'm noly confused.
The weather has changed a few days back from pouring dow litres of water to a desert-like heat. Normally I would be jumping around from happiness since now I can go swimming in the nearby lakes, but the state myself has gotten in since that change isn't a pleasant one. Constant blows of hot I feel in my body, dizziness, sultryness and the headaches. Not a lovely set for vacations It would be ok if it were from time to time, but it holds me constatnly. It doesn't matter if I'm sitting or lying or walking around- I still feel those things.
I thought it happens because I stop taking my medicine, but since I had been taking very small doses there is no chance I've gotten addicted to it. Therefore my organism wouldn't implore for it that way.
I've also been looking for possible things that could case those things in my diet, but it is rather not food poisoning. The things I have been eating are always the same and I've never felt after eating those like that.
I cannot expose my head for the sunlight due to the fact I've gotten over Meningitis when I was a child. Not I cannot go outside without a cap on my head. Maqybe I'll find myself one really thick, so no sunrays would get through it? O_o Or I'll block the sunlight from entering my room. If sun is the reason of my problems I can change my room into a cellar and sit there just to feel better O_o
I've measured my blood pressure today's morning, and I must say I'm suprised it's so low. 118/68. I've always had low blood pressure, but not that low..
I guess if all this continues I'll visit the doctor...

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Bardzo mi przykro, ale w najbliÅ¼szym czasie mogÄ nie byÄ zdolna do odpowiadania na wiadomoÅci, a przynajmniej ich czÄÅÄ. Od kilku dni trzyma mnie nieprzemijajÄcy bÃ³l gÅowy albo migrena, a niedawno nasiliÅ siÄ jeszcze bardziej. SzukaÅam ÅºrÃ³dÅa problemu, ale jak dotÄd nie mam nic, jestem w kropce.
Pogoda zmieniÅa siÄ doÅÄ nagle z dzikich deszczy na saharyjskie upaÅy. Zazwyczaj skakaÅabym ze szczÄÅcia, ale przy moim samopoczuciu to niemoÅ¼liwe. MajÄc nagÅa uderzenia gorÄca, zawroty gÅowy, uczucie duchoty i bÃ³l gÅowy raczej nie mam ochoty siÄ ruszaÄ. Gdyby to byÅo tylko od czasu do czasu bym wytrzymywaÅa, ale to trwa nieprzerwanie przez kilka dni. To bez znaczenia czy leÅ¼Ä, siedzÄ czy ÅaÅ¼Ä- czujÄ siÄ podobnie. Najgorzej jest przy wszelkich zmianach pozycji, w tym odwracaniu gÅowy -_-''
MyÅlaÅam, Å¼e to przez to, Å¼e przestaÅam braÄ leki, ale braÅam maÅe dawki, wiÄc mÃ³j organizm raczej sie od nich nie uzaleÅ¼niÅ i teraz nie powinien sie o nie dopominaÄ. Z resztÄ efekty byÅyby widoczne szybciej, juÅ¼ niedÅugo po zaprzestaniu terapii (ktÃ³ra skoÅczyÅa siÄ wraz z rokiem szkolnym), a nie teraz.
SzukaÅam w mojej diecie moÅ¼liwych ÅºrÃ³deÅ tego samopoczucia, ale nie jem nic nowego, czego bym nie jadÅa dotÄd, a zatrucie pokarmowe to nie moÅ¼e byÄ, poniewaÅ¼ organizm reagowaÅby krÃ³tko po przyjÄciu zainfekowanego pokarmu.
Nie mogÄ wystawiaÄ gÅowy na nasÅonecznienie z powodu przebytego zapalenia opon mÃ³zgowych, nie ruszam siÄ wiÄc z domu bez czapki. MoÅ¼e poszukam jakiejÅ grubszej, Å¼eby mieÄ pewnoÅÄ, iÅ¼ nic mojej gÅow...

Radio (pl)

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taka maÅa reklama mamy nasze wÅasne klasowe radio!
zapraszam do sÅuchania klubowej listy hitÃ³w "Clubs' best" w naszym radiu [link] w poniedziaÅek w godzinach 16-18 (powtÃ³rki w ÅrodÄ 20.30-22.30, piÄtek 10-12 i niedzielÄ 18-20) a juÅ¼ teraz moÅ¼esz zagÅosowaÄ na swoje ulubione kawaÅki na naszej stronie, klikajÄc w "Hit lista"!

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animal cruelty

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found by *Smocza-wladczyni

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I just couldn't watch this...

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=LadyFromEast — Mon, 22 Jun 2009 02:33:26 PDT

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So school finally got to its end, now I'll have two long months of freedom I hope the weather will be better than is now (it is very rainy in Poland now and a bit cold). I won't become lazy though. I need to draw all the time after I'll finally have some rest.
At the end of my free time I'll assist in welcoming the guests from Israel that are going to visit my high school at the end of the vacations. I'll help in translating things, since I'm actually one of not so many people that know english well enough to comunicate with those people ^^'
I'd love to meet some of my dA friends during the forthcoming two months Is anyone of you going to be near or in Lublin during these vacations?

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SzkoÅa wreszcie siÄ skoÅczyÅa, mam teraz dwa miesiÄce wolnoÅci Mam nadziejÄ, Å¼e pogoda siÄ polepszy (jest deszczowo i doÅÄ zimno) Nie mogÄ siÄ jednak leniÄ, zaraz kiedy odpocznÄ muszÄ zabraÄ siÄ do rysowania.
JakimÅ cudem mam pasek, ale niespecjalnie jestem zadowolona ze Åredniej. ZaÅapaÅam siÄ do wyrÃ³Å¼nienia ledwo ledwo, a w porÃ³wnaniu z tym co byÅ kiedyÅ jest tragicznie. Rok temu byÅo 5.57 na Åwiadectwie, teraz Å¼aÅujÄ, Å¼e nie ruszyÅam dupy bardziej i nie miaÅam stypendium, bo kasa mi jest niewiarygodnie potrzebna (matka nie moÅ¼e znaleÅºÄ pracy, bo po co komu prawnik z dyplomem w wieku przekwitania? Åliczna, cycata ale gÅupia studentka to znacznie lepszy wybÃ³r za posadÄ, mimo, Å¼e nic nie umie. Ojciec z kolei moÅ¼e i ma sporo zleceÅ, ale nie ma na czym ich robiÄ- windows, a jak nie on sam to office albo coÅ innego mu pada, a bez nich tÅumaczeÅ robiÄ nie ma na czym. SamochÃ³d dobiega kresu siÅ, aktualnie jest w warsztacie wujka, wiÄc moÅ¼e bÄdzie jakaÅ rodzinna zniÅ¼ka, ale i tak naprawa to wielki wydatek). Komiszy nie otworzÄ, bo moje prace do nich siÄ nie nadajÄ. Z resztÄ muszÄ porobiÄ, a raczej odwaliÄ zalegÅe rysunki zanim zacznÄ to rozwaÅ¼aÄ. Oto dlaczego nie przyjmujÄ juÅ¼ requestÃ³w- nie umiem zazwyczaj zrobiÄ czegoÅ na zawoÅanie, a odmÃ³wiÄ teÅ¼ nie potrafiÄ. Poza tym nie chcÄ naobiecywaÄ wam nie wiem czego a potem prÃ³bowaÄ siÄ z tego wycofaÄ, bo to wzglÄdem was nie fair. Ale wrÃ³Ämy do przyjemniejszych rzeczy.
Pod koniec wakacji przyjeÅ¼dÅ¼ajÄ do mojego liceum Izraelici, ktÃ³rymi razem z kilkunastoma innymi osobami bÄdÄ siÄ opiekowaÄ. BÄdÄ miÄdzy innymi tÅumaczyÄ i opowiadaÄ o naszym mieÅcie (koniecznie mnie chcieli bo umiem siÄ po angielsku doÅÄ dobrze dogadaÄ z ludÅºmi w porÃ³wnaniu z innymi xD)
Podczas tych dwÃ³ch nadchodzÄcych miesiÄcy chciaÅabym spotkaÄ siÄ z czÄÅciÄ moich znajomych z dA. CzÄÅciÄ, bo niekoniecznie bÄdÄ siÄ z Lublina ruszaÄ zbyt daleko a poza tym nie chcÄ Å¼eby rodzice nawtykali nosa w moje sprawy (a z kim siÄ spotykasz? ci z internetu to pedofile! nie pozwalam ci siÄ z nimi spotykaÄ! zgwaÅcÄ ciÄ i zamordujÄ!)
Kto z was bÄdzie w te wakacje w okolicy albo w samym Lublinie i miaÅby ochotÄ siÄ spotkaÄ?
Mam dziwne wraÅ¼enie, Å¼e zapomniaÅam o czymÅ napisaÄ..

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Today in our school we had a marvellous day :3 My art exhibition, a contest, karaoke, games and.. a concert!
You may not know this band as they are from my class, but I think they play pretty good and each time they do it the crowd goes wild
See for yourself: [link]
You can listen to their songs there!
And I made their logo ;3 Aww I was so amazed when I saw it on their drums today!

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So it has happened :)

=LadyFromEast — Sun, 14 Jun 2009 03:06:06 PDT

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You know, I just can't believe I hit 100k yesterday. I just don't deserve it. This number has nothing to do with my art, that is rather not any well done and has a rather maked up anatomy. I have a feeling there are people who deserve this much more than I do, but I still am thankful and will thank you all for this
It's just a plain number, a score, that is not going to change anything or help me improve, but it still somehow makes a person happy in some way..
Thank you It wouldn't have happened without you, as I would be no one without you. You give me the strenght to improve and sometimes slap me when I go crazy. I want to thank you for each time you made me realize I was doing wrong. I hope it will never change and you won't see me as someone who will have every word of yours in their ass. I don't want to be such a person. The number of views has nothing to do with my personality, I'm still the same person as when I first singed in and met you. I may just grow up and become wiser, but I still care about you

=Goldy-Gry caught the kiriban, so her art will stay in my journal's footer for a week long

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Wiecie, nie chce mi siÄ wierzyÄ, Å¼e wczoraj (dziwnym trafem o pÃ³Ånocy polskiego czasu ) stuknÄÅo mi 100k. Nie zasÅugujÄ na nie. Ta liczba nie ma nic wspÃ³lnego z moimi pracami, ktÃ³re nie sÄ ani jakieÅ wybitne, ani hiperpoprawne. Wydaje mi siÄ, Å¼e jest wiele innych osÃ³b ktÃ³re zasÅugujÄ na to bardziej, ale to nie zmienia faktu, Å¼e i tak jestem wdziÄczna i pragnÄ wam za to dziÄkowaÄ
To tylko numerek, liczba, ktÃ³ra nic nie zmieni ani mi w niczym nie pomoÅ¼e, ale jakoÅ tak dziwnie cieszy.
DziÄkujÄ To by bez was siÄ nie wydarzyÅo, tak jak i ja byÅabym nikim bez was. Dajecie mi siÅÄ do rozwoju i czasem sprowadzacie na ziemiÄ kiedy zaczynam wariowaÄ. ChcÄ podziÄkowaÄ wam za kaÅ¼dy raz, kiedy uÅwiadomiliÅcie mi, Å¼e robiÄ bÅÄd. Mam nadziejÄ, Å¼e to siÄ nigdy nie zmieni i nie bÄdziecie mnie postrzegaÄ jako kogoÅ zapatrzonego w siebie, kto nie znosi Å¼adnego sprzeciwu. Nie chcÄ zostaÄ takÄ osobÄ. Ten numerek nie ma nic wspÃ³lnego z mojÄ osobowoÅciÄ, wciÄÅ¼ jestem tÄ samÄ osobÄ jak wtedy, gdy pierwszy raz siÄ tu zalogowaÅam i was poznaÅam. MogÄ tylko dorastaÄ i nabieraÄ Å¼yciowej mÄdroÅci, ale wciÄÅ¼ mi na was zaleÅ¼y

=Goldy-Gry zÅapaÅa kiribana, wiec jej prace pozostanÄ w stopce mojego journala przez tydzieÅ

Some cuisines I'd like to share with you :)

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[link] Here you go, it's a list of Polish cuisines, some of them are not eaten any more, some may seem disgusting but they really are nice and tasty, if you ever come to Poland you should try some of those

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Not much text content this time.

Show some love to my unseen artistic friends

And I have to announce that there's less than 1000 views 'til the kiriban, the winner gets a week-long feature in my journal. The screencap is required.
Number of hits that should be caught to win: 100k

Jesus, that's sp fast. I'm getting dizzy @_@

aww my head hurts..

PL

ChciaÅabym pochwaliÄ siÄ moim nowym nabytkiem na smokach: http ://smoki. nightwood. net/ index. php?id= profil&kto=118457 (usuÅcie spacje, bo deviant robiÅ buÅºki i dzieliÅ linka, dlatego we fragmentach podaÅam ^^' )

Treningi bÄdÄ dopiero zaczÄte, ale juÅ¼ zadaje po 118 obraÅ¼eÅ w porywach

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Live Horror?

=LadyFromEast — Sat, 06 Jun 2009 11:57:42 PDT

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I just got out from nice hot water in my bathtub, where I was trying to wash away my nerves. Since I do that I feel better in body, but none of my mind has changed.
I've been really tired recently even if school is about to end and there is actually nothing to study anymore. Only the "pimp my grades" thing is left to be done during the forthcoming week, and perhaps helping Alex with german if he'll need it from me.
Maybe a start from the beginning will help you to imagine what is happening with me.
I feel all okay at school, I have a best friend and maybe a someone more to spend time with, I feel no longer alone when I see him and have him beside me. Only I feel sad because when school ends I won't be able to see him each day, watch him and talk with him.
I don't sleep well. I haven't told no one yet, but much of my dreams are about zombies- zombies eating me, zombies killing people, zombies being shot by me, zombies chasing me. Now I dream about them EVERY SINGLE night. Add to the utterly "amazing" influence of them animals attacking me, biting me and scratching me to blood and me feeling it all as of it were real, that is terrible. In my dreams I am also being pulled to the ground by some supernatural force, as if I were to stay there and die, or my legs were artificial. I cannot concentrate before sleep, beofre which I usually daydream. not I see only black void and faces- dead, decomposed and demonic... I do tend to wake up at night, actually every 2-4 hours of sleep, and when I wake up I am afraid to open my eyes, as I all the shapes around me look like dead bodies and those awful faces..
I'm not stressed suring the day really, all this starts when I'm about to fall asleep.. I don't know what may be the reason of this: The fact I'm worried about Alex who needs to pass german, or the lack of vitamines in my diet, or maybe the medicines I take.
As for waking up, I feel dizzy and sick when I'm about to get up. Just like a woman in labour, except of I'm 100% sure I am not preagnant.. This sickness stays for maybe even a half of hour, during which I cannot even open my mouth, and I can't think of drinking or eating. Just like someone was smothering me so hard I was going to throw up.
I feel like I should go to the doctor, but I'm not any sure if all of this is a health problem or some influence of my mental state- nerves and worries, which I don't feel at day and which come back at night..
And on a side note: I don't watch horrors for a long time, so it is not the source of the problem..

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moÅ¼e napiszÄ w skrÃ³cie to co napisaÅam wyÅ¼ej, bo duÅ¼o tego.. kto chce niech przetÅumaczy i przepraszam

Åºle siÄ ostatnio czujÄ, mam koszmarne sny kaÅ¼dej nocy- zombie zjadajÄce mnie, zombie goniÄce mnie, ja strzelajÄca do zombie, moi przyjaciele zamieniajÄcy siÄ w zombie, zwierzÄta rozdrapujÄce me ciaÅo na kawaÅki - dokÅadnie: dÅonie - oraz jakaÅ siÅa nie pozwalajÄca mi wstaÄ z ziemi, oraz uczucie, jakby moje nogi byÅy sztuczne. A uczucie to jest tak prawdziwe, Å¼e czÄsto mam wÄtpliwoÅci, czy napewno Å.piÄ. W szkole problemÃ³w nie mam, w innych sprawach teÅ¼ nie. Przeciwnie- wszystko ukÅada siÄ jak nigdy, ÅÄcznie ze zjawieniem siÄ osoby dziÄki ktÃ³rej juÅ¼ nie bojÄ siÄ chodziÄ do szkoÅy i Å¼ycie wydaje mi siÄ milsze. Jedyne co mnie trapi to to, Å¼e nie bÄdÄ go codziennie mogÅa oglÄdaÄ, rozmawiaÄ z nim i patrzeÄ na niego jak skoÅ...

sevmek

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Ben dÃ¶nerim etrafÄ±nda
HiÃ§ kimse farketmez
AÅk bu affetmez
IÅÄ±klarÄ±n sÃ¶nerse
Hep dÃ¶nerim etrafÄ±nda
AÅk bu gÃ¶stermez
RÃ¼yalarÄ±n biterse

Ä°yi dinle duyarsÄ±n sesimi uzaklardan
Dinle en kuytu acÄ±lardan
Kalbinde yoruldunsa yolculuklardan
VazgeÃ§ artÄ±k yÄ±ldÄ±zlardan

Aya benzer yÃ¼reÄim
E doÄal olarak takipteyim
Ah Åu kaderi Ã§Ã¶zersem eÄer
Bekle geliyorum aÅkÄ±m

Aya benzer yÃ¼reÄim
E doÄal olarak takipteyim
Ah Åu kaderi yenersem eÄer
Seni seviyorum aÅkÄ±m

I turn around you
Nobody notice
This is love,it does not forgive
If your lights fade out
I always turn around you
This is love it does not show
If your dreams end

Listen carefully you hear my voice from far
Listen from the most quiet and secluded pains
If you are tired of journeys in your heart
Give up stars now

My heart resembles the moon
E naturally I am following
Ah if I can solve that destiny
Wait I am coming my love

My heart resembles the moon
E naturally I am following
Ah if I can beat that destiny
I love you my love

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I know this sounds not any good to hear that from an internet friend that you may not have ever seen, but I'd like to ask you for help, as a friend of mine needs it and she has been in a bad situation recently.
Clarissa - =Digimitsu 's family is in a bad material situation, and since I cannot help her myself (because, actually, I have the same problem with money as far as now, but asking for comissioning my father for translating technical instructions and other texts like that would not work, I don't say anything) I thought I'd submit a journal entry asking for helping her.
Please see her journal to know more [link] .
and no, I don't urge you to donate money or anything like that, as I cannot tell people around what they ought to do, but if any of you is able to help her, it would be really awesome if you did

oh, and it is my nameday today :3

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Last things before vacations?

=LadyFromEast — Thu, 21 May 2009 23:34:34 PDT

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Okay, it's only 3 weeks left until school ends, but I still have many things to do o_o It's too sunny and warm for studying, oh please D: Anyway, my last things to do at school (I hope ;___________; )

1. Election poster for history
2. A poster about star's evolution for physics
3. 25th may- history test (Polish wars with Sweden, Russia and Turkey in the 17th century)
4. Today- chemistry test - pH, dissociation and laws about dissociation
5. Physics test- electricity, resistance, types of connections, power
6. next week- biology test - senses (smell, taste, visual perception, hearing and skin.
7. 27th may- english test
8. 28th may- trial math matura
9. 4 th june- expanded trial math matura

I'm nervous already ;__________________;

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I have done a poll about this movie some time ago. Many of you haven't watched it, so I thought I'd write something about it and put here a link so you can watch it for yourself.

You can watch it here: [link]

So, what is the Dark Crystal?
It is a film from 1982 by Jim henson, The creator of Muppets, Based on a novel having the same title. The main plot is to be found here: [link]

It is not the originality that makes me love it so much. It is the whole work put into the production, all the effects and details that make it a true masterpiece.
Although the film is really old, the entire habidad of the creatures seems so realistic along with the characters themself. The film looks so advanced as if it was made id the 90's, and not in the early 80's.
I like very much the characters from the film, as you could have known I lime the Skeksis most. I always found reptile/bird based creatures interesting and a skeksis, that looks like a combination of a bird, dinosaur and a mammal looks for me just beautiful.

I highly recommend this movie and hope some of you will watch at least a part of it

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Kiriban at 100 000 pageviews

The price will be a week-long feature in my journal. (yes I will replace my valenth herd with them so you'll not be forced to see that crowd xD) I'm sorry I cannot draw anything for you, I'm too busy

And please don't let me dragons die ;_;

I need your opinion on this! I have to make a poster that will make people vote in the elction for the European Union Pairlament

MuszÄ zrobiÄ plakat ktÃ³ry zachÄci ludzi do gÅosowania w wyborach do Europejskiego Parlamentu.

If I did a similar thing like this, but with an European Union flag in the background and saying "I go to the election" would it encourage you to do it? No shading is planned, I want to connect pop-art style with the effect of linocut. I'll change the pose of course, I want it to resemble a pose of a leader.

Gdybym zrobiÅa podobny plakat, w flagÄ Unii w tle, a w dymku napis "idÄ na wybory", czy zachÄciÅby was on do gÅosowania? Nie planujÄ cieniowania, chcÄ poÅÄczyÄ pop-artowy styl z efektem linorytu. Pozycja postaci zostanie oczywiÅcie trochÄ zmieniona, bardziej bÄdzie przypominaÄ pozycjÄ wodza/lidera.

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Nope, no one is trolling me yet (but since I managed to speak some of those tards up I think I'm gonna be their target for a while)
Anyway. Some of you may have heared about =bee072's case. It is not my role here to judge, but I observed the drama for a while. The girl, skilled btw, had to leave dA due to two trolls, who did their best to make her look like a thief in people's eyes. Man I hate trolls.
When she leaved, the trolls also disappeared. Since many people got to know about them they abandoned their accounts most likely.
Now I came to see a similar login as their, and another one, and guess what? Those are also =bee072's trolls! It annoyed me. I understand someone might have been bored one time, but again? As I managed to see from their activity there was hate art in at least one of their's gallery, but it disappeared, most likely due to policy violation.
I would understand it more if the reason was somewhat good (but trolling is still unforgiveable for me, actually), but they did that because.. her art. What precisely?
She, as they claimed, traced other artists' art, and those tracings are up in her gallery. I browsed through her art and I saw referencing, but not tracing. I could clearly see the effort put into her art, even if similar in some ways to another artist's.
I know this is actually not my case, but I became really really annoyed by those kids' behaviour

And hey plz don't let my dragons die : D

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I hate the new beta tester journal layout style. Yuck. I feel it's too difficult for me.
Anyway, I'm proud of getting through the deviation messages, which I had over 1400 to see. Now I have around 30 left. I'm happy.
I still have over 400 messages to reply to, but I will do that in the forthcoming time. Sorry for the delay guys, I simply lacked of time.
As for the other things, many happenings occured. My gran is in hospital again. She doesn't respect her diet and eats things she simply shouldn't. That is why she sees the doctor that often. She won't listen to anything, rather she'll claim we're trying to starve her to death. Well, it could've been much worse, could it?
When I get some time I'm going to do some paintings/drawings/sketches outside. I managed to buy mini canvas which I want to try out soon. Maybe I'll do some watercolours I hate so much. That is I love how they look, but I just can't get used to the technique and painting such stuff. Simply, I dislike paintings (besides pastels).
I met up with my old art teacher and we had a conversation about where should my art go to. I got to see a kinda sad ultimatum: I have to choose what to draw more: my usual stuff or architectural stuff. It's a dilemma for me. I want to focus more on buildings and such, but I don't think I'll be able to do that for a longer time. I just lome my usual stuff too much.
As for dA, well, it isn't a place I adore lately. I try to keep away from it as well as I can. Dunno why, maybe it's because the weather or something. Frankly, it began to repulse me, all those messages to get through, the monotony of seeing wolves around... I still love art, but I feel too tired to even look at it right now. Maybe it's about the spring influence on me. I feel tired and thirsty all the time no matter how long I sleep or drink. All in all, I don't feel well lately.

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what would you say 'bout this one? I'm a little confused. This got a DD, so theoretically it has to be ok as it comes to the policy, and the artist should have done it also by himself. BUT I have some objections:

1. The first and most visible thing is the outline. looks like it was cut out of another photo and blurred (download to see)
2. When you download the picture and make it bigger you'll see dots, as if it was sort of a mosaic/puentylism.impresionism effect added to a mere photo.
3. Only the nose and the eyes look painted, but as if someone used a simple smudge tool.
4. The lasy but NOT least. This picture is from 2008. Take a look at the deviant's gallery. Pieces from 2009 are MUCH worse.

My conclusion? I'm 90% it is fake.

Will someone expalin to me what's going on and hit me when I'm wrong?

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It was a long time since I made a feature, so bring it on
In order to get featured you should be my watcher, but if you're not and you'll be very kind I might consider featuring you, too ;3
But, let the thing you want me to feature be nice ^^'

Enough of this, now see those miracles :3

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pasuje to wam? oczywiÅcie, Å¼e nie. Podpiszmy petycje, pokaÅ¼my, jakie jest nasze zdanie!

For non-polish people: read this: [link] and [link]

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I'm back and I'm browsing through my inbox- don't be frightened by a huge flow of 's
I'll reply to the text messages and thank for watches soon.

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Have you teachers also gone crazy and urge you to write tests every day?

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Czy wasi nauczyciele teÅ¼ dostali pierdolca i teÅ¼ robiÄ wam codziennie dzieÅ w dzieÅ sprawdziany, kartkÃ³wki i odpytywania?

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=LadyFromEast — Sat, 25 Apr 2009 10:33:06 PDT

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Lovely, isn't it?

Sorry, the part about kittens is only in polish

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~precz-z-loginem okociÅy siÄ koty- ma teraz na zbyciu piÄÄ kociÄtek najrÃ³Å¼niejszej maÅci. Z wiadomych przyczyn musi je jednak oddaÄ, dlatego zwracamy siÄ o pomoc do Was. Ich tymczasowa wÅaÅcicielka mieszka w Krakowie, aczkolwiek transport kotkÃ³w do innego miasta (w granicach rozsÄdku, oczywiÅcie C: ) nie bÄdzie dla niej zbytnim problemem. O wiÄcej informacji proszÄ siÄ zgÅaszaÄ do ~precz-z-loginem .

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I'm sorry, but I cannot read all Your journals I have to delete them from my message centre. If You had written anything important or want me to read your journal content, please post a link below.

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Przepraszam, ale nie zdoÅam przeczytaÄ Waszych dziennikÃ³w MuszÄ je pousuwaÄ ze skrzynki. JeÅ¼eli napisaliÅcie w swoim dzienniku coÅ bardzo waÅ¼nego albo bardzo chcecie Å¼ebym przeczytaÅa jego treÅÄ proszÄ o podesÅanie linka poniÅ¼ej.

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I'll be replying some of the old comments and replies + commenting/faving stuff you've posted since.. like... a month and half ago 8D So don't be suprised when something like that happens.
And please try not to reply too much to me because I can't put up with the messages I have in my inbox ^^'

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BÄdÄ odpowiadaÄ na stare wiadomoÅci i komentowaÄ prace sprzed.. pÃ³Åtora miesiÄca, wiÄc nie zdziwcie siÄ jak napiszÄ o czymÅ co byÅo ponad miesiÄc temu ^^'
I postarajcie siÄ nie odpowiadaÄ za bardzo, bo nie radzÄ sobie z gÃ³rÄ wiadomoÅci jakÄ mam w skrzynce ^^'

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And thanks for the fabulous birthday dedications! *w* (I WILL comment on them, but in time... ^^' )

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Okay... Will anyone explain to me what actually happened with !ShadowKiro ? I was kinda away and missed the whole thing o_o Omg looks like it was a big drama...

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KtoÅ powie mi co staÅo siÄ z !ShadowKiro ? Nie zwracaÅam uwagi na wydarzenia na DA i chyba przegapiÅam gigantycznÄ dramÄ o_o

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14th od April. I turn 17 today.

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aww thanks for everyone who wished me a happy birthday, I just can't reply to each of you so I'll thank you all in one journal
I love you guys

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I just wish I had a better birthday. I know it's going to be tomorrow, but it is already obvious this day will suck. UTTERLY.
My parents are quarreling again. On holidays. Why? Money, as usual. My mother got to know about our huge depth, like 7000 zl. We'll have to pay it, but where to get the moeny from? I've been hearing rant all day from my mother "you have no moeny, you don't work, you don't help me to get work, you suck, you have no insurance, if anything happened to you we will not get any moeny etc etc.." All day long. I regret my father for he had to listen to all this.
And "don't tell that to our daughter (me), but there are going to be no holidays this year, less trips (which is the only time we actually spend together somehow) and ordering food (because no one in my family can cook anything eatable, each time my mother cooks I get piosoned by something and throw up all night long, just like today)
So my birthday is going to be a huge reminder of all this rant, and of course there is only a 1% chance I'll get any presents.
I want a normal family >__________>

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ChciaÅabym mieÄ lepsze urodziny. Wiem, sÄ dopiero jutro, ale juÅ¼ wiadomo Å¼e to bÄdzie wielkie gÃ³wno. Serio.
Moi rodzice znowu siÄ kÅÃ³cÄ. Nie mogli wybraÄ lepszego momentu >_> W ÅwiÄta. Czemu? OczywiÅcie o pieniÄdze, juÅ¼ tradycyjnie. Matka dowiedziaÅa siÄ Å¼e mamy dÅug na 7000 zÅ ktÃ³ry trzeba spÅaciÄ. Z czego? No wÅaÅnie. Ona nie pracuje, a ojciec robi tÅumaczenia na zlecenia, czyli raz ma taki dochÃ³d, raz inny. Raz zarobi sporo, raz wcale. NasÅuchaÅam siÄ aÅ¼ miÅo: "nie masz pieniÄdzy, nie pracujesz, nie pomagasz mi znaleÅºÄ pracy, jesteÅ do niczego, nie masz ubezpieczenia, jakby siÄ z tobÄ coÅ staÅo to nie dostaniemy Å¼adnych pieniÄdzy..." CaÅy dzieÅ. WspÃ³ÅczujÄ ojcu, Å¼e musiaÅ sÅuchaÄ tej paplaniny.
I "nie mÃ³w tego naszej cÃ³rce (mnie), ale zapewne w tym roku nie bÄdzie wakacji, bÄdzie znacznie mniej wycieczek (czyli w sumie jedynych momentÃ³w kiedy jesteÅmy razem) i zamawiania jedzenia (w mojej rodzinie nie ma nikogo kto umie gotowaÄ jadalne jedzenie, po wczorajszym obiedzie zatruÅam siÄ i nie spaÅam w nocy oprÃ³Å¼niajÄc swÃ³j Å¼oÅÄdek, tak jest zawsze jak ktoÅ z mojej rodziny gotuje).
Moje urodziny bÄdÄ pamiÄtkÄ tych dzikich wrzaskÃ³w i oskarÅ¼eÅ, a szansa, Å¼e dostanÄ jakiÅ prezent wynosi 1%.
chcÄ normalnÄ rodzinÄ >___________>

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~Mazakdupa potrzebuje waszej pomocy- ma maÅe szczeniaczki, ktÃ³re musi oddaÄ, jeÅ¼eli tego nie zrobi jej ojciec "zlikwiduje" pieski (o szczegÃ³Åy pytajcie jÄ.).
ZdjÄcia szczeniaczkÃ³w moÅ¼na obejrzeÄ w jej galerii.
JeÅ¼eli mieszkacie w wojewÃ³dztwie zachodnio-pomorskim i jesteÅcie w stanie przygarnÄÄ pieska piszcie do niej

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deviantART: by:LadyFromEast

about recent lack of activity.

The best way to improve your skills?

Show me stunning & inspiring art.

Irena Sendler- Righteous Among Nations.

Contest winners feature + things

your fav quotes?

Feature #2 & uh it has happened

Feature #1

Back to school & things & contest winners

The Cursed Paintings

Feature

Back!

leaving + anniversary

Grampa..

Vacations?

Why people act like this?

friends

next journal about crap

how I hate it when the weather is changing...

Radio (pl)

animal cruelty

feature

So it has happened :)

Some cuisines I'd like to share with you :)

Live Horror?

sevmek

Last things before vacations?

packaged internet?! urgent, please read

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