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                <title>Cheers to Thanksgiving!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 27 Nov 2009 10:45:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is a day belated, but HAPPY THANKSGIVING!! I love Thanksgiving, mostly because I get to see my family. <br />And the food.<br />Did I mention I love food at Thanksgiving? I ate so much yesterday...I woke up still completely full.<br /><br />This is something I do every Thanksgiving, which is make a quick list of stuff I'm thankful for, whether it's a person, place, event, or abstract emotion. <br /><br />Thank you for honesty and compassion, for realizing when you were wrong and having the courage to own up to it, for familly, for food, for 50,000 words in November, to hugs, to competition, to winning...and to losing. Thank you for giving, and smiling, and for everyone important in my life.<br /><br />*bows* I owe you all so much.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Poofs...I'm Back</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Nov 2009 18:30:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry for vanishing on everyone! I've been busy. But I'm back now, and hopefully some new stuff will be up soon. (I've got a portrait I need to put up...and an old Hollywood cornell box...and some ATC's)<br /><br />This is a bit off-topic, but I LOVE this piano piece:  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lt2ln9jhUJg">[link]</a><br />Mainly I love the drama it comes from, so I found the sheet music and I'm playing it obsessively.<br /><br />The brachioradialis flexes at the elbow and is called the "beer drinker muscle". Cool.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>What would you say...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Sep 2009 21:39:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...if I wanted to die.<br />...if I said no.<br />...if I said I was sorry.<br />...if I said I loved you<br />...if I couldn't trust you anymore.<br />...if you hurt me.<br />...if we could never see each other again.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>NEW HAIRCUT!</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 04 Aug 2009 19:26:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I got my hair cut today, and for me it's a big change. Before my hair was long and just parted down the middle-nothing fancy, but now I have layers and bangs! I feel so much more confident than I did before. Once I was done it made me realize why people do what they do: because it makes people happy. <br />I'll be posting a photo in scraps, so take a look!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>*Headdesk*</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jul 2009 12:11:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm such a dumbo. Yes, dumbo. I mainly used my digital for my Japan vacation (mainly because my dad was using the large one) and stupidly I didin't realize that my ISO was set ot 1600, so most of my shots came out with those annoying blue grains in them! AARGH! A mistake I'll never make again. <br /><br />Still cleaning up deviations...um, hope everyone is having a great summer!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Weeding the Cabbage Patch</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 24 Jun 2009 07:18:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm cleaning up my deviations and getting rid of the ones I really don't like. <br />If you have opinions on which ones to keep or get rid of, I'd appreciate the suggestions.<br />(I'll also be adding watermarks to all submissions I'm keeping.)<br /><br />On another note completely, I will be leaving for JAPAN on Saturday, so I'll be gone for two weeks. I hope to have many great photos for you guys when I return.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I have been commanded</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 Jun 2009 19:30:59 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ to redo this journal because it's "too depressing". <br />SO!<br />Not much new news, except that <br />1. I graduate from 8th grade on Monday! YAY!<br />and<br />2. I get my braces off (uppers only, I'm afraid) at the next available appointment!<br /><br />I'm in a bit of a jam for artwork, but I'll be submitting this scrap-like thing to see if anyone likes it or not. Maybe I'll listen to a song or something for inspiration. What songs do you guys listen to when you're stuck??<br /><br />I also feel confused.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Random Depressed-ness</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 May 2009 20:10:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My normal bouts of random depressed-ness (usually once a week, lasting an hour or so.) This one was brough about by the newest House episode (if you watch it and haven't seen it: beware SPOILERS!) It made me really sad that he hallucinated the one good thing that happened to him, and now he's in a phychiatric ward. I cried. <br /><br />Listening to Details in the Fabric (the ONLY Jason Mraz song I like) isn't really helping. <br />Wah.<br /><br />I'm going to go to bed.<br /><br />(PS. As you've noticed, I'm obviously back from Morocco and I'm slowly uploading some of my better shots.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Random Tag! Guys be Warned!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 09 Apr 2009 09:07:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Does your deviantart pasword have to do with a guy?<br />My password is a deceased guy, I guess. Some random philosopher. ^^<br /><br />2)Are you a girly girl?<br />I'm an inbetweener. <br /><br />3)small or big purses?<br />Don't really like purses--messenger bags! But if it HAS to be a purse, smaller is better.<br /><br />4)Do you sleep in a bra?<br />......00......no.<br /><br />5)If you had to choose: Coach bag or NFL game tickets?<br />NEITHER!! Gawd. Tennis tournament tickets.<br /><br />6)Do you enjoy drama?<br />I laugh in its face.<br /><br />7)Did you dress up on Halloween?<br />Yup, in this odd hot-pink off the shoulder, really short thing w/ black leggings. XD <br /><br />8)Do you call anybody by their last name?<br />Nope, but wouldn't that be fun??<br /><br />9)How many guys will read this because it says " FEMALE SURVEY"?<br />I know two guys who will read this...*cough bren/andy cough*<br /><br />10)Do you wear makeup?<br />Just a bit, but you can't really tell. <br /><br />11)Can you put on mascara without opening your mouth?<br />Don't know how to put on mascara...wah!!<br /><br />12)Have you ever been called a bad influence?<br />I take care to hide my creepy self from parents.<br /><br />13)American eagle or hollister?<br />EEEWWWW! Ew ew ew ew ew ew! Neither!<br /><br />14)Heels or flats?<br />Flats. I like my ankles thanks much.<br /><br />15)Jeans or skirt?<br />Jeans. Unless that skirt is something really special. <br /><br />16)Heels or sneakers?<br />Tennis shoes. <br /><br />17)Straight or curly hair?<br />Mine is super straight.<br /><br />18)Do you prefer light or dark haired guys?<br />Uh...doesn't really matter. Asian guys have hot hair, but they dye it most of the time so...<br /><br />19)Do you have a best friend?<br />Yup! We've known each other since preshcool and were born on the same day! Doesn't get any cooler than that.<br /><br />20)Have you ever thought of plastic surgery?<br />HELL NO!<br /><br />21)Do you like your life?<br />Generally. <br /><br />22)Ever walked into a guys bathroom?<br />Nope, but I've had to use a guy's bathroom in a restaurant when they were fixing the female one. (All the ladies did.)<br /><br />24)Have you ever slapped a guy in the face?<br />ZOMG yes! (Haha...Raykwon. He still hasn't gotten over that.)<br /><br />26)Have you ever not been able to get someone off your mind?<br />Yup.<br /><br />In a boy:<br />1)Cowboy or gangsta?<br />Gangsta. Cowboys are geeks. <br /><br />2)Preppy or punk goth?<br />Punk goth is cooler, but I'd date a preppy guy if he made me laugh.<br /><br />3)Well-educated or dropout?<br />An education would be nice, thanks.<br /><br />4)Contacts or glasses?<br />Either way, but if his glasses were dorky I'd make him get contacts.<br /><br />5)Funny or serious?<br />MUST MAKE ME LAUGH!!<br /><br />6)Romantic or dare devil?<br />I'm a romantic, so he better know what he wants and what I want and have the guts to go get it! *evil glare aimed at two certain people*<br /><br />7)Cute or hot?<br />Cute. <br /><br />8)Long or short hair?<br />Midlength shaggy. But I'd prefer it to be really soft because I love touching a guy's hair.<br /><br />9)Baseball or football guys?<br />TENNIS.<br /><br /><br />10)What type of guys are attracted to you?<br />The guys that don't fit into any catagory.<br /><br />Now tag someone!<br /><br />YOU ARE ALL TAGGED MUAHAHA!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Hosting</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Mar 2009 19:55:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If you were...<br />A 13 year old, "rich" Moroccan coming to stay in Chicago for a week, what would you want to do??<br />I'll be hosting a Moroccan girl next week before I go over to Morocco the first week of April, and I have little/no idea what to do with her (activity wise). <br />It'd have to be something with little reading involved since she most likely won't speak English.<br />IDEAS PLEASE!<br /><br />On another note, I'm in an art slump (as you've probably gathered by my obvious lack of deviations). HELP!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I Copied This...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2009 07:33:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ From zorala's journal because it seemed fun. ^^<br /><br />Info<br /><br />[x] I am shorter than 5'4.<br /><br />[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.<br /><br />[ ] I have many scars.<br /><br />[ ] I tan easily.<br /><br />[x] I wish my hair was a different color.<br /><br />[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.<br /><br />[ ] I have a tattoo.<br /><br />[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.<br /><br />[x]I have/I've had braces.<br /><br />[ ] I wear glasses.<br /><br />[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.<br /><br />[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.<br /><br />[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.<br /><br />[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.<br /><br />[x] I have freckles. <br /><br />Family/Home Life<br /><br />[x] I've sworn at my parents.<br /><br />[ ] I've run away from home.<br /><br />[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.<br /><br />[x] My biological parents are together.<br /><br />[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.<br /><br />[x] I want to have kids someday.<br /><br />[ ] I've had children.<br /><br />[ ] I've lost a child.<br /><br />School/Work<br /><br />[x] I'm in school<br /><br />[ ] I have a job<br /><br />[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school<br /><br />[x] I almost always do my homework.<br /><br />[ ] I've missed a week or more of school. <br /><br />[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years <br /><br />[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year <br /><br />[ ] I've stolen something from my job<br /><br />[ ] I've been fired<br /><br />Embarrassment<br /><br />[ ] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation. <br /><br />[ ] Disney movies still make me cry. <br /><br />[ ] I've peed from laughing.<br /><br />[x] I've snorted while laughing.<br /><br />[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.<br /><br />[ ] I've glued my hand to something.<br /><br />[ ] I've had my pants rip in public.<br /><br />Health<br /><br />[x] I was born* with a disease/impairment *(NOT BORN WITH, BUT I HAVE ONE.)<br /><br />[ ] I've gotten stitches/staples<br /><br />[ ] I've broken a bone <br /><br />[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.<br /><br />[ ] I've sat in a doctorÂs office/emergency room with a friend.<br /><br />[ ] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.<br /><br />[ ] I had a serious surgery.<br /><br />[ ] I've had chicken pox. <br /><br />Traveling<br /><br />[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.<br /><br />[x] I've been on a plane. <br /><br />[x] I've been to Canada.<br /><br />[ ] I've been to Mexico.<br /><br />[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.<br /><br />[ ] I've been to Japan. (NOT YET BUT I'M GOING THIS SUMMER!!!)<br /><br />[x] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.<br /><br />[x] I've been to Europe. <br /><br />[ ] I've been to Africa. (AGAIN, NOT YET BUT GOING THIS SPRING TO MOROCCO!!)<br /><br /><br />Experiences<br /><br />[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.<br /><br />[ ] I've seen a shooting star.<br /><br />[ ] I've wished on a shooting star<br /><br />[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.<br /><br />[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.<br /><br />[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator. <br /><br />[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts. <br /><br />[ ] I've been to a casino.<br /><br />[ ] I've been skydiving.<br /><br />[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.<br /><br />[ ] I've played spin the bottle.<br /><br />[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.<br /><br />[ ] I've crashed a car.<br /><br />[ ] I've been Skiing.<br /><br />[x] I've been in a play. <br /><br />[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace. <br /><br />[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. <br /><br />[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.<br /><br />[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.<br /><br />[ ] I've played chicken. <br /><br />[x] I've played a prank on someone. <br /><br />[x] I've ridden in a taxi.<br /><br />[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.<br /><br />[x] I've eaten sushi.<br /><br />[ ] I've been snowboarding.<br /><br />Relationships<br /><br />[ ] I'm single. <br /><br />[x] I'm in a relationship. (BUT I'M CONFUSED.)<br /><br />[ ] I'm engaged.<br /><br />[ ] I'm married. <br /><br />[ ] I've gone on a blind date.<br /><br />[ ] I've been the dumped more than the dumper.<br /><br />[x] I miss someone right now.<br /><br />[x] I have a fear of abandonment.<br /><br />[ ] I've gotten divorced.<br /><br />[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.<br /><br />[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.<br /><br />[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.<br /><br />[ ] I've kept something from a past relationship.<br /><br />Sexuality<br /><br />[ ] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.<br /><br />[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher. <br /><br />[ ] I am a cuddler. <br /><br />[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.<br /><br />[ ] I've hugged a stranger.<br /><br />[ ] I have kissed a stranger.<br /><br />Honesty/Crime<br />... ]]></description>
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                <title>PARTAAYYY!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 07 Feb 2009 16:18:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Held by my best guy friend Brendan (trooper392). And it was great, really.<br />But the GRINDING.<br />I mean, 8th grade girls grinding against boys.<br />It's disgusting. Like taking nude photographs just for the sake of being nude. Awful. <br />So I didn't dance (much) and played a lot of Guitar Hero. Which was for the best really.<br />But my dress looked good.<br /><br />-x-<br />THANK YOU GNOG FOR THE AVATAR...I LOVE IT!! *hugs*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Jan 2009 16:47:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Tagged by Gnog! (AWESOME!) If you comment on this journal I will:<br /> I'll answer with something random about you.<br /><br /> I'll dare you to try something<br /><br /> I'll say a colour I associate with you.<br /><br /> I'll tell you something I like about you.<br /><br /> I'll tell you something I always remember about you / a first memory about you.<br /><br /> I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br /><br /> I'll ask you something I always wanted to ask you.<br /><br /> If I do this for you, you must put this in your journal (don't worry about that part, you don't have to put it up)<br /><br />-x-<br />Edit: I'm also clearing out my deviations, deleting ones I don't think are up to par.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Pandora</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Jan 2009 15:39:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just found this site...www.pandora.com. For those of you who haven't heard of it before, it's amazing! You put in an artist or song you like and it plays other songs by different artists, but in the same style. I find myself liking almost all of them! Its with the Music Genome Project or something...anyhow, it's pretty cool. You guys should check it out!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>:3</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Dec 2008 10:25:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well...I have temporarily forgotton this site existed XD!<br /><br />Oops, hehehe. <br /><br />I'm on winter vacation now...gotta lot to do: research on Enrico Fermi and a story on child slavery in India to write. Joy.<br /><br />Speaking of joy, I wish everyone Happy Holidays! (I got my friends some pretty schweet gifts, so I hope they like them. ^^)<br /><br />So, I will now try to remember to get on. No new deviations, sorry. I'm in a bit of a funk.<br />But I'll get around to commenting/ faving etc.<br />^^<br /><br />I missed everyone. <br />Again, SORRY!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I AM GOING TO MOROCCO!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Nov 2008 17:50:06 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Casablanca specifically. My french teacher conducted surveys and I was one of the 15 lucky students selected for the trip, which will be sometime in the spring. Fundraising starts immediately. ^^<br />So I will have a boatload of new photos when that happens.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Filler</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Nov 2008 18:09:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah...sorry for the inactiveness...stressing over highschools...hope to be back on soon w/ more photographs...yeah. Sorry again. ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Urg..</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Sep 2008 14:29:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry I haven't been on...the shock of school caught up with me with several essays, a ton of tests, and a couple standardized things, but it should calm down now and I'll have more time to get on. Sorry 'bout that folks!<br /><br />Also...does anyone know where you can buy Nightcore songs? I love their music, but I can't find them anywhere.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>1K</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Sep 2008 19:21:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So...in the scheme of things it's a really small number, but I've finally hit over 1000 pageviews! Thanks everyone for your support!! *hugs you all*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 11:12:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yaay! I've finally turned 14 today, along with my best friend. ^^ (We were born on the same day.) I'm having a family party tonight with some close relatives. No big party though, I'm saving up my birthday "credits" for 16.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>IT'S MY BIRTHDAY!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Sep 2008 11:11:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yaay! I've finally turned 14 today, along with my best friend. ^^ (We were born on the same day.) I'm having a family party tonight with some close relatives. No big party though, I'm saving up my birthday "credits" for 16.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I've Lived Today Twice</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Aug 2008 19:50:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's true. Here's the story, and I'm going to make it brief since I'm falling asleep on my feet here:<br />I woke up 4:30 Aussie time to catch a flight from Melbourne to Sydney, which was an hour long. I had a five hour layover before my long fourteen hour flight from Sydney to San. Fran. It was on that flight that I crossed the international date line and am reliving the 17th twice. Then I had another two hour layover before a four hour flight from San. Fran to Chicago, where I'm collapsed on my computer typing fanatically away at this so I can go to bed.<br /><br />I'll be doing day-by-day journals of what I did and putting up the best pics from each day, so expect a lot of pictures within the next two weeks.<br /><br />I managed to crank through all my messages, but I have over 100 deviations to work through, so don't be annoyed if I don't comment on them and just glance at the previews. I'll try to comment on as many as possible. <br /><br />Ta! I'm going to bed.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>G'bye Mates!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Aug 2008 09:17:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YEAH! Today is the day! The day I leave for Australia, ditching the hot, humid weather of Chicago for the cold 40 degree weather! Not to mention spectacular photo opportunities. (I just found out that a guy who's going in our Yale group teaches digital photography! My eyes are going all sparkly right now.) <br /><br />So, I'm going to be gone for 2.5 weeks, and when I get back I'll methodically work through every message and deviation I get, but it may take a while. ^^ I look foreward to sharing my photos with you!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Photoshop</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 23 Jul 2008 17:27:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So! My old man gets the Digital Camera magazine that comes with a How-To photoshop CD each issue and today I played around with them, and learned some VERY useful techniques! Uwah, I'm so proud of myself. The two deviations I just submitted are the best ones I did.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Prologue...Zusa's Dreams</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jul 2008 16:37:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been trying to submit this all day, but my preview image won't load. So I'm posting it here.<br /><br />	My whole world is darkness; darkness and the muffled voices I can hear echoing all around me. Sometimes I think I can see something: something flitting through the darkness coming closerÂcloserÂcloserÂuntil it would find me and KILL me, like everything I knew. Everything wanted to kill me. I was the reason for all the death and destruction in the world, yet I was also its cure. <br /><br />	The voices are the reason I cannot forget who I am. They came from all around me, faintly like they were coming from a great distance. Sometimes I can pick out an individual word, or phrase. Sometimes I hear a scream, followed by a deathly quiet, where the only sound I can hear is my heartbeat thumping in perfect time with my breath: ba-DUMP, ba-DUMP, ba-DUMPÂ And sometimes the screams went on and on, coming from many people at once clashing together in discord, rising to a keening wail until I am brought to tears and my own voice joins the throng. Sometimes the voices yell at me: ÂItÂs your fault!Â ÂZusa, you caused this!Â There are times IÂve nearly believed them, believed that the entire war was my fault, that the world would be better off without me. Then I cry.<br /><br />	I have no sense of time in this prison. I donÂt know if IÂve been here one second, one minute, one day, one yearÂand what is a second anyway? How long is a second? And how many seconds were there in a year? I tried to count the seconds, and I got to 63,879,265,921 seconds before I lost count. I guess IÂve been here for a long timeÂa very long time. IÂm going to sleep. Maybe when I sleep IÂll forget the pain of the people, the pain of the Earth. Maybe if I sleep it will all go away. Yes, thatÂs right. IÂll sleepÂ<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>I'm Back!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jul 2008 14:16:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...from Lake Nebagamon, where I was for the past week. So that's why I haven't been commenting...or posting or responding etc. But I'm back now, (until August, then I leave for Australia!!)<br /><br />Anyhow, I have some new pictures of Wisconsin that I want to put up and my contest submission for Anna! It should be up this weekend. ^^<br /><br />On another note, I am now completely enthralled with Futhark runes. They're old Norse/Scandinavian runes and I bought a glass set form a little town called Port Wing. I love them...mostly because of the allure of divination/fantasy. I tried a rune drawing...and it works! So well actually, that it's uncanny! I highly recommend a set. ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Song I like</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Jun 2008 17:55:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry I haven't been on for a bit...here's a song I like: Mrs. Potter's Lullaby by the Counting Crows. (Wonderful band, I suggest you listen to this song, and Mr. Jones as well.) I also saw Walle today and it was GREAT! Walle is adorable, and so is Mo.<br /><br />Well I woke in mid-afternoon cause that's when it all hurts the most <br />I dream I never know anyone at the party and I'm always the host <br />If dreams are like movies, then memories are films about ghosts <br />You can never escape, you can only move south down the coast <br /><br />well, I am an idiot walking a tightrope of fortune and fame <br />I am an acrobat swinging trapezes through circles of flame <br />If you've never stared off in the distance, then your life is a shame <br />and though I'll never forget your face, <br />sometimes i can't remember my name <br /><br />Hey Mrs. Potter don't cry <br />Hey Mrs. Potter I know why but <br />Hey Mrs. Potter won't you talk to me <br /><br />Well, there's a piece of Maria in every song that I sing <br />And the price of a memory is the memory of the sorrow it brings <br />And there is always one last light to turn out and one last bell to ring <br />And the last one out of the circus has to lock up everything <br /><br />Or the elephants will get out and forget to remember what you said <br />And the ghosts of the tilt-a-whirl will linger inside your head <br />And the ferris wheel junkies will spin there forever instead <br />When I see you a blanket of stars covers me in my bed <br /><br />Hey Mrs. Potter don't go <br />Hey Mrs. Potter I don't know but <br />Hey Mrs. Potter won't you talk to me <br /><br />All the blue light reflections that color my mind when I sleep <br />And the lovesick rejections that accompany the company I keep <br />All the razor perceptions that cut just a little too deep <br />Hey I can bleed as well as anyone, but I need someone to help me sleep <br /><br />So I throw my hand into the air and it swims in the beams <br />It's just a brief interruption of the swirling dust sparkle jet stream <br />Well, I know I don't know you and you're probably not what you seem <br />But I'd sure like to find out <br />So why don't you climb down off that movie screen <br /><br />Hey Mrs. Potter don't turn <br />Hey Mrs. Potter I burn for you <br />Hey Mrs. Potter won't you talk to me <br /><br />When the last king of Hollywood shatters his glass on the floor <br />and orders another <br />Well, I wonder what he did that for <br />That's when I know that I have to get out cause I have been there before <br />So I gave up my seat at the bar and I head for the door <br /><br />We drove out to the desert just to lie down beneath this bowl of stars <br />We stand up in the palace like it's the last of the great pioneer town bars <br />We shout out these songs against the clang of electric guitars <br />You can see a million miles tonight <br />But you can't get very far <br />Oh, you can see a million miles tonight <br />But you can't get very far <br /><br />Hey Mrs. Potter I won't touch <br />Hey Mrs. Potter it's not much but <br />Hey Mrs. Potter won't you talk to me<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Art Camp</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Jun 2008 16:30:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So...now I'm a little happier! ^^ I'm going to a two week art camp at the Art Institute of Chicago and I am THRILLED!! (It started today. It's from 9-5) <br /><br />In the morning we had technical drawings...drawing with pastels and manequins, experimenting with shading and contour drawings. Then we drew "Joe" the skeleton. (Which is HARD). I like three of the manequin drawings I did, so look out for them in two weeks!!<br /><br />Afternoon was sculpture. We went to the museum and looked at African art, then we did a mask, using paper mache. <br /><br />Tomorrow is portraits and Calder mobiles.<br />In two weeks you are going to be flooded with work I've done. ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Thwarted Love</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Jun 2008 20:18:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...Normally I don't like talking about personal relationships, but I'm a little shaken, so I think I will. Bear with me this once, 'kay? Thanks.<br /><br />It was as good as a dump. It hurt a little, but I'll get over it.<br />It was for the best I guess.<br />Since it probably wouldn't have worked out. <br />I should have known that when stuff stopped progressing.<br />So, do I get rid of his stuff or not? I'm not mad...just a little sad.<br /><br />Lol, it was the first (and only) time he made me cry.<br /><br />Can you laugh and cry at the same time?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Right Now I am Obsessed With...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 04 Jun 2008 14:14:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oldies music. I always am I guess, but right now it's escalating out of control. I just watched Happy Feet again, and I (dumbly) just noticed that they only use Oldies...except for the really fat penguin Symore. <br /><br />So I really liked Gloria's Heartsong, so I looked it up on Youtube (most awesome website, excepting this one of course) and really REALLY like it.<br /><br />I am also going through my obsessed with Origami phase. I'm trying to photograph them, but I reeally need backdrops and lighting which I don't have the $$$ for. I'll keep trying. I've managed to make some pretty complex/beautiful models that I want to share with you guys. If all works well they should be up soon. *crosses fingers*<br /><br />Well that's about all.<br />Ta!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Tagged (again) And other Random Joy</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 May 2008 17:36:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1) Full Name: Anastasia Williams<br />2) Name Backwards: Smailliw Aisatsana<br />3) Were you named after anyone?: Not that I know of<br />4) Does your name mean anything?: regeneration, rebirth<br />5) Nick Name(s): Stasia<br />6) Screen Name(s): Selany, Laeoukka, Kisa, Ryss, Yuuyami, Yvandes, Darrow, Ikan, Icefire, Moonsong etc.<br />7) Date Of Birth: Sept. 7<br />8) Place of Birth: Chicago, IL<br />9) Nationality: Scottish/British/German/Italian<br />10) Current Location: Chicago, IL<br />11) Sign: Virgo<br />12) Religion: I'm still searching...<br />13) Height: Approx 5'1"<br />14) Weight: 93 lbs<br />15) Shoe Size: 7 to 8 1/2<br />16) Hair colour: Ash blond<br />17) Eye colour: Blue<br />18) What do you look like: Big eyes, long hair, short, skinny<br />19) Innie or Outie?: 0_o<br />20) Righty, Lefty, or Ambidextrous?: Lefty/ambidextrous ^^<br />21) Gay, Straight, Bi, or Other?: Straight<br />22) Best friend(s): I want to keep them to myself so I"m not telling.<br />23) Best friend you trust the most: I trust them all.<br />24) Best friend {your gender}: Not telling ^^<br />25) Best friend of the Opposite Sex: Ditto<br />26) Best Bud(s): Shh! It's a secret!<br />27) Boyfriend / Girlfriend: I don't know anymore...not unless he makes a move.<br />28) Crush: YES <br />29) Parent(s): Same as Nationality<br />30) Worst Enemy: Jack Newton<br />31) Favorite on-line Guy(s): shes_special <br />32) Favorite on-line Girl(s): All of 'em<br />33) Funniest friend: trooper392<br />34) Craziest friend: trooper hands down!<br />35) Advice friend: *singsong voice* Not telling!<br />36) Loudest Friend: trooper<br />37) Person you cry with: Shh!<br /><br />Do You Have...<br /><br />38) Any sisters: Nope<br />39) Any brothers: Yup<br />40) Any pets: Do fish count?<br />41) A Disease: Yep (want to know? ASK ME)<br />42) A Pager: Nope<br />43) A Personal phone line: Nope<br />44) A Cell phone: Yup<br />45) A Lava lamp: In the closet, unplugged<br />46) A Pool or hot tub: Indoor jacuzi<br />47) A Car: Not old enough to drive...wah.<br /><br />Describe Your...<br />48) Personality: Quiet, snappish, odd.<br />49) Driving: Can't drive (3 more years)<br />50) Car or one you want: Mini Cooper ^^<br />51) Room: Oodles and oodles of blue.<br />52) WhatÂs missing?: beanbag<br />53) School: Lots of crazy people, very small, across the street form my house (AWESOME!!)<br />54) Bed: Blue with a tempur pedic mattress. <br />55) Relationship with your parent(s): S'all good. We get along allright.<br /><br />Do You<br />56) Believe in yourself: Usually<br />57) Do you believe in love at first sight?: No<br />58) Consider yourself a good listener: Yes<br />60) Get Along with your parent(s): 50/50<br />61) Save your e-mail conversations: Depends on what they are.<br />62) Pray: No<br />63) Believe in reincarnation: Yeah. <br />64) Like to make fun of people: Did they deserve it?<br />65) Like to talk on the phone?: Sometimes.<br />66) Like to eat?: No<br />67) Like to drive: I CAN"T DRIVE<br />68) Get motion sickness: Nope<br />69) Eat the stems of broccoli: They're the only part I eat.<br />70) Eat Chicken fingers with a fork: Depends<br />71) Dream in color: Yes<br />72) Type with your fingers on home row: Yup<br />73) There is no 73. REALLY????<br /><br />What IsÂ?<br /><br />74) Right next to you?: Piles and piles of work<br />75) On the walls of your room?: Fairies, naruto poster, paintings...<br />76) On your mouse pad: Ad...the mousepad was free<br />77) Your dream car: Smart car/prius<br />78) Your dream date: Still waiting to be asked.<br />79) Your dream honeymoon spot: Japanese countryside hot springs<br />80) Your dream husband/wife: Don't have one.<br />81) Your bedtime: I usually stay up til 11:30<br />82) Under your bed: NOTHING<br />83) The single most important question: What is the meaning of life?<br />84) Your bad time of the day: 3 pm...I usually wash out then.<br />85) Your worst fear(s): Death<br />86) The weather like: Hot and muggy.<br />87) The time? 7:32 pm<br />88) The date? May 31st 2008<br />89) The best trick you ever played on someone: Everyone pretended they were invisible for the entire day.<br />90) Weirdest thing you used to like: Oranges<br />91) Theme Song: Aoi Aoi Ano Sora<br />92) The hardest thing about growing up: The actual growing.<br />93) Your funniest experience: Don't remember.<br />94) Your scariest moment: Time I was hit by a car.<br />95) The silliest thing you've said: ALL RIGHT NOOBIES, LET'S SKEEDADDLE!<br />96) The funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex?: I've given up on members of the opposite sex so I don't try anymore.<br />97) The scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friend(s): none as of yet.<br />98) The worst feeling in the world: lonliness<br />99) The best feeling in the world: happiness<br />100) 5 people to tag: umm...anyone who wants to do it really, I don't care.<br /><br />On the plus side...YAY for over 400... ]]></description>
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                <title>If I were...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 May 2008 07:47:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If I were a month, I would be: May<br /><br />If I were a day of the week, I would be: Friday<br /><br />If I were a time of day, I would be: 6.45 am<br /><br />If I were a planet, I would be: Mars<br /><br />If I were a sea animal, I would be: Seal<br /><br />If I were a direction, I would be: North<br /><br />If I were a piece of furniture: Desk<br /><br />If I were a historical figure I would be: Pocahontas<br /><br />If I were a liquid, I would be: Mercury <br /><br />If I were a stone, I would be: Topaz<br /><br />If I were a tree, I would be: Redbud<br /><br />If I were a bird, I would be: Perigrine Falcon<br /><br />If I were a tool, I would be: Powerdrill<br /><br />If I were a flower/plant, I would be: Orchid<br /><br />If I were a kind of weather, I would be: Thunderstorm with LIGHTNING!!<br /><br />If I were a mythical creature, I would be: Pheonix<br /><br />If I were a musical instrument, I would be: Violin<br /><br />If I were an animal, I would be: Gray Wolf<br /><br />If I were a color, I would be: Blue<br /><br />If I were an emotion, I would be: Empathy<br /><br />If I were a vegetable, I would be: Artichoke<br /><br />If I were a sound, I would be: Howling wind<br /><br />If I were an element, I would be: Water <br /><br />If I were a car, I would be: Mini cooper XD<br /><br />If I were a song, I would be: She Will Be Loved<br /><br />If I were a movie, I would be: The Full Monty<br /><br />If I were a book, I would be written by: Mercedes Lackey<br /><br />If I were a food, I would be: Sushi<br /><br />If I were a place, I would be: Tokyo<br /><br />If I were a taste, I would be: Sour<br /><br />If I were a scent, I would be: Mandrin Orange<br /><br />If I were a word, I would be: Thyroarytenoid (yes, it's a word)<br /><br />If I were a body part, I would be: Legs<br /><br />If I were a facial expression, I would be: You're kidding, right?<br /><br />If I were a subject in school, I would be: English<br /><br />If I were a cartoon character, I would be: Hinata<br /><br />If I were a number, I would be: 21<br /><br />If I were an item of clothing, I would be: Bubble dress<br /><br />If I were a piece of jewelery, I would be: Silver heart-shaped bracelet<br /><br />If I were a clothing accessory, I would be: Sunglasses<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>AAARGH!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 May 2008 13:53:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm having artist's block...if there is such a thing. NOTHING IS WORKING FOR ME!! I'm really frustrated and I feel shredding something. I think I"m going to take a break from (trying to, anyways) drawing wolves and try a drawing of Aziza. I think I'll do a drawing version of one of the pictures, since I"m better at copying what I see than drawing something from scratch.<br /><br />I need a good (free) online course in animal proportions/anatomy. Human too. Anyone know of a good one?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Finally!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 17 May 2008 13:55:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So I've finally got some new stuff up...my eye, my wolf drawings (haha, look for more of those soon!). I appreciate honest criticism on those drawings, because I need to get better and criticism always helps. <br /><br />My eye collage that I'm doing should come out sometime in the next two weeks...same with some pictures from this state park I'm going to.<br /><br />I also just realized that I've had over 200 pageviews...it makes me all warm and fuzzy inside, though I have a LONG way to go. (Great, now I sound like Ryoma Etchizen. Just great.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Sorry!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 May 2008 20:14:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry I haven't been on. About 5 things to memorize, three papers, another project...I'm swamped! But I have some nice pics of flowering trees that I should upload soon, plus some other stuff. I'm also going on a field trip to a state park in a week or so, so I should have some awesome pictures from that too. Maybe I'll upload a drawing or something...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Now I'm Depressed</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 May 2008 15:07:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate it when I have random mood swings...makes me feel like crap. So yesterday was one of the scariest days of my life. My mom calls up around 2 pm screaming for my Dad. Actually, I didn't recodnize her at first....I thought she was some psycho with the wrong number. Turns out she was in a car crash. This portable Garamond she had on her window to help her find her way popped of, so she swerved left, crashed into the cement center barrier and went careening over to the right shoulder. THANK GOD no one hit her. So she called up with a burn on one hand (her right one), a scratched left hand and a veery bad headache. She was in a panic. <br /><br />She came home asap needless. <br /><br />I never realized how close she came to dying. <br />It scared the hell out of me.<br />But she's ok.<br />She's alive.<br />I probably told her I loved her 100 times in five minutes.<br /><br />And here's an add in: (it makes me slightly less sad)NAME MEME<br />1 . YOUR REAL NAME:<br /><br />Claire<br /><br />2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)<br /><br />Claizzle<br /><br />3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)<br /><br />Blue Tiger<br /><br />4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)<br /><br />Wilcl<br /><br />5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink)<br /><br />Purple Tea<br /><br />6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)<br /><br />Llanreson<br /><br />7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)<br /><br />Eilene Scott<br /><br />8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)<br /><br />Black Faithful<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Comment Format:(And other random joy.)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 May 2008 19:55:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everybody who actually reads any journal entries I write. I love how many of you guys are collecting/favoriting/commenting on my photographs! Really makes my day, ^^. (F.Y.I. I do take requests, as much as my limited 13 year old self can do. Nature shots are best.) Anyhow, I was hoping to set up a comment format for my pics so when you're commenting it's more like "Wow, it's gorgeous!" <br /><br />Not that I don't appreciate comments like those, because I really do, (REALLY, REALLY DO) comments saying what could be improved, what you liked etc. will help me improve. So...I was hoping that when you comment on my pictures you would say:<br /><br />1.What you liked<br />2.What you didn't like<br />3.Overall rating on a scale of 1-10, 10 being the highest.<br /><br />Thanks! <br />This is just a test to see if it works...if you really can't think of anything, a WOW comment will still make me smile.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Frenchies are Gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Apr 2008 18:51:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well, I was hosting this girl from France named Alice and she's been staying here for about 10 days. She left on Monday and it's just really sunk in. She was nice, I guess, but since I'm a 7th grader she didn't really want to spend time w/ me (most of them were like that) and she just wanted to spend time w/ HER friends, which kinda defeated the point of a host...we were more like hotels really.<br /><br />So she's gone, I have my bed back, and I'm generally happy.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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                <title>Blah.</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Apr 2008 15:28:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I dont' really know what to say I guess. I'm just prattling on here, listening to Nickelback on my ipod, RP online as a wolf. (I LOVE ROLEPLAYING!) I play a wolf named Yvandes. She's blue-black, strong, and blind. She's a tough cookie though, no bets.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Laeoukka</author>
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