http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:LarcenNirvan&section=today deviantART RSS for by:LarcenNirvan en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 09:36:37 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/26827919/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/26827919/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 00:14:43 PDT (i'll squeal said she
just once said he)
it's fun said she

(may i touch said he
how much said she
a lot said he)
why not said she

(let's go said he
not too far said she
what's too far said he
where you are said she)

may i stay said he
(which way said she
like this said he
if you kiss said she

may i move said he
is it love said she)
if you're willing said he
(but you're killing said she

but it's life said he
but your wife said she
now said he)
ow said she

(tiptop said he
don't stop said she
oh no said he)
go slow said she

(cccome?said he
ummm said she)
you're divine!said he
(you are Mine said she)

- by e e cummings

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/25319469/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/25319469/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 23:22:28 PDT (:

-----

"london calling to the imitation zone, forget it, brother, you can go it alone.

london calling to the zombies of death. quit holding out, and draw another breath.

london calling, and i don't wanna shout, but while we were talking, i saw you nodding out.

london calling, see we ain't got no high, except for that one with the yellowy eyes.

The ice age is coming, the sun's zooming in. engines stop running, the wheat is growing thin.

a nuclear error, but i have no fear 'cause london is drowning, and i live by the river."

-the clash: london calling

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/23595596/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/23595596/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 16:19:37 PDT 1. Put your Windows media player, iTunes, etc. on shuffle
2. For each scene, press the next button to get your ST for that scene.
3. Do not cheat! You must write down that song (and artist) name, no matter how stupid or unsuitable it is!
4. Tag four people.

Opening:
admit it! - say anything ( how... odd. but it fits. )

Waking Up:
boogie woogie bugle boy- the andrew sisters ( ahaha, perfect! )

A Regular Day:
clumsy- fergie ( yuup, that's me! )

Work:
donde estas, yolanda?- pink martini ( wow. a song entirely in spanish. funny how that works out. xD )

Stress:
after we make love- whitney houston ( ahaha, what the hell? how did that happen? xD )

Hobby:
ready to fall- rise against ( this says something about my life. D; )

A Day Off:
under the sea- the little mermaid ( XD WOOOOOW! )

Sunset:
lovebug- jonas brothers ( DON'T ASK. )

Fullmoon:
dream- michael buble ( aww, what a perfect song! )

Fall In Love:
a whole new world- aladdin ( it's a good song, but dammmn, my movie would be really corny. )

A Date:
all of me- billie holiday ( fantastic; it'd be in some old jazz club. ;D )

Walking In The Rain:
i will always love you- whitney houston ( romantic. )

Fight!:
it don't mean a thing ( if it ain't got that swing )- duke ellington ( ahahaaa! that'd be a strange fight! )

Hassle:
guilty pleasure- cobra starship ( 0.0 )

Reconciliation:
blue skies- frank sinatra ( ;D i'd love to reconcile to this song. )

A Secret Love:
lovestoned/i think she knows interlude- justin timberlake ( ahaha, what a good song to fit. )

Heartbreak:
faint- linkin park ( PERFECT! )

Life Is Ok:
vamos- jesse cook ( aww, these song choices are just getting better and better! )

Party!:
ain't no other man- christina aguilera ( yeaaa, baby! )

A Happy Moment With Friends:
supercalifragilisticexpialidocious- mary poppins ( i'm pretty sure i spelled that wrong. XD )

Disappointment:
trouble sleeping- corrine bailey rae ( this just made me really sad and nostalgic. D: )

Holidays:
you can't stop the beat- hairspray ( xD ohmydeargod. )

Driving A Car:
u + ur hand- P!NK ( technically, it fits? xD )

Get-Together:
stand by me- seal

Memories:
hot stuff- donna summers

Happy Dance:
womanizer- britney spears ( ahahaa! i'm satisfied with this pick. )

Going To Sleep:
me & mrs. jones- michael buble ( ummm. o.o )

Sadness:
breathless- corinne baily rae

Succeeding:
that green gentleman- panic @ the d!isco ( odd... )

Oblivion:
candyman- christina aguilera ( if that's oblivion, then i'm sure glad it ends with chistina! )

Night With Someone:
i'll make a man out of you- mulan ( XD )

Long Night Alone:
i won't say i'm in love- hercules ( that's definitely saying something. )

The Last Fight:
the bird and the worm- the used ( that's pretty badass, not going to lie. )

Death:
walk through hell- say anything ( woww. that'd be a really sad death. )


-- SO i'm supposed to tag someone now --

so anyone who reads this and wants to do it,
feel free to(:
tag.
you're it.

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/21489851/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/21489851/ Fri, 14 Nov 2008 18:26:01 PST but i'm back.
and i'll try to stay.
(:

i missed DA.

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/16774490/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/16774490/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 18:02:02 PST
these words that i'm etching into my skin,
they mean more than just your petty friends.
i want you to love me for who i am,
take this broken scarred body and love it because you can.


tell me you love me or tell me nothing at all.

those looks your family gives me shouldn't change us at all.
so what if my skin dosn't match your tone,
my body was made to be unique on it's own.
these eyes watch you through a whole different view-
our perspective and theirs just can't compute.

tell me you love me or tell me nothing at all.

i don't care if they say i'm no good for you,
shouldn't you be the one to decide what to do?
sometimes this feeling of despair grows strong,
and when you're not there, i cannot help but think about the wrongs.

please,
tell me you love me,
or tell me nothing at all.
i can't take these lies any longer,
just kiss me or leave me,
that's all it takes.
you say that i need to find a new way to cope,
you can't leave me without knowing i won't hurt myself again.
you just can't take the blame.

baby can't you see?
you are my only way.


----

so once more, i've finally had the balls to return.
don't all say hi at once. xD

i love deviantart, and the people on it (you know who you are) and there was no way i ould leave i for long. <3

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/16215392/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/16215392/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 22:15:22 PST skip this please:
skip it like you do everything else i say. skip it like you do everything else i do. skip it just like you skipped by me when you saw my the other day. 'cause it doesn't matter. i know you don't care.

there's this hole in my heart, and you put it there. every time you walked away, it just became more spaced. there's this decaying soul in my body, and you caused it's death. every time you told me to shut up- yeah, that's right, you did this.

skip this please, like you do everything else. skip it like you skip over my life. one more passing shouldn't matter much. one more false smile couldn't hurt too bad. so skip this please, just like you skip everything else that you just can't comprehend.

and maybe by the time you pass me by, this gun will have already been aimed at my head.

---

bonjour. it seems i'm back. it also seems that once again, deviant art is my place of escape. because of recent family issues, i've been feeling self destructive again, and just plain depressed. so... forgive me if i write some pretty crappy shit.

i can't help it.

it just makes me feel good to vent, i suppose.

love you guys. and kacheron?
thanks for coming back. that made my day -no, that just made my life.
and to everyone else:
thanks for being there when i needed you most. you know who you are. you know that i love you.

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/14964790/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/14964790/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 02:37:14 PDT is to sit here and think of you.

I remember the parties at fourth of July,
Where you would entertain Bobby and I.
You told us stories and made us feel grown,
And when I was sick that night,
You made smiled at me and gave me a hug.

To think of life is to think of you.
I remember the days when you would throw us in the pool.
I remember being shy around you because you seemed so mature,
But now I wish I could've said more.
I could've have said, I love you,
or perhaps that you're 'cool'.
But I realize that I dont need to explain it anymore.
You're watching from above,
hopefully with a smile.
Manny, my cousin,I'll never forget your face.

Because when I think of life, I think of you.

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/14545396/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/14545396/ Sat, 08 Sep 2007 12:24:12 PDT I'd climb mountains,
and hike a thousand endless trails.

For you I'd cry,
I'd sell my soul,
for you
I'd do anything,
anything in this god forsaken world.

For you I'd take that simple little razor,
and etch your name into my heart.
For you I'd kill anyone you desired
gone from your sight.

For you,
my love,
my sister,
my friend,
I'd do anything.
Anything in this unforgiving world.

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/14155160/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/14155160/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 19:36:10 PDT sitting broken, torn, and a mess.

It's cover has been erased,
and all that is left is it's inner face.

But no one cares what's inside that book
when it's cover looks
completetely worn.

There's a beautiful girl by your side,
telling you of her beat up life.

Her face has been changing,
and her body has been scarred.

There's nothing left of her except her heart.

But nobody cares about what's inside that girl,
not when she doesn't look the part.

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/14017789/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/14017789/ Sat, 04 Aug 2007 16:43:59 PDT
That's what I wanted to say.

I won't be on for quite a while since I'll be DRVING back to California...

eh...

It won't be fun, but it's the only way home. Plus, I don't mind, driving back means going back through Washington and Oregon. I think I've fallen in love with Oregon. Honestly. I might move there when i get kicked out of the house. Of course, I said the same for Las Vegas and also Michigan dn don't forget New York. Oh, and I also added Vancouver to that list.

...

Now I'm sitting in a hotel suite in Vancouver, pondering on life and trying to find out why the maid hasn't come to clean the room yet.

Ciao for now, my loves.

I miss you:
&

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13783529/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13783529/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 15:10:40 PDT Something dying to be read.
There's something tearing at this edge,
Something dying to be fed...

Oh oh...
Whoah...

Can't you see this is not me,
Can't you see that this can't be.
There's just something underneath,
Underneath this all.

Sometimes I wish I could see,
I could see the better me.
I could feel the better you,
Underneath it all.

Help me now,
I'm losing my mind,
Drag me down,
I'm bleeding inside,
Tell me how,
I need to be free...

Whoah...

Underneath it all...


That's a song I wrote while talking to on the phone. She's very inspiring. I wish you could hear me sing it so you understood the tune, but I don't know if you're willing to trust me and call me...

Hmmm...

Note me if you'd like to hear me sing it. But that's purely YOUR choice. Don't expect me to be the best singer in the world, mKay?

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13621803/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13621803/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 13:42:39 PDT
&&That's All Folks! ]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13528868/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13528868/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 17:46:16 PDT inside my head,
Can you hear my heart beat
hanging on just
one thread,
No you can't,
because
You aren't listening.

Can you hear me protest
within my heart,
Can you hear me punch you back
with every thought,
No.

I don't think you can,
because
You aren't listening.

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13459420/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13459420/ Sat, 23 Jun 2007 12:08:31 PDT You or me.
They don't know about
Her or him.
They don't know about
Any of us.

They can't see what
You or me see.
They can't feel what
He or she feels.
They can't think what
any of use think.

Yet somehow in all of this
Unknowing world,
lies get told,
and rumors get spread.

And suddenly,
they assume they know what
He feels,
and what
She thinks,
and what
You love,
and what
I hate.

But they don't know.
They can't know.
Ignorance is key, in this tumbling sanctuary,
and
If they don't know,
neither do I.

Because according to they,
I am they,
and they are I.

-Larcen Nirvan
Um, yet another strange spontaneous poem I happened to stumble on while eating my chicken.
And in case you're wondering, my hand are clean, and therefore the keyboard is clean. I mean, I was wondering that, and I'm sure someone out there said,
'How can she type if she's eating chicken?'
It's because I'm eating chicken with a fork and knife. And yes, the chicken is fried...
:]

]]> ~LarcenNirvan http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13445271/ http://LarcenNirvan.deviantart.com/journal/13445271/ Fri, 22 Jun 2007 10:26:54 PDT she leads me on with one single sweet caress.

Serene, Blissful, Knowing, and Kind,
she gives no warning and once more
I'm left behind.

I'm confused know,
can't you see,
she just gave me sunshine,
her radiant smile clear,
and now she's giving me rain,
storm clouds definitely near.

She loves me, but punishes me,
and hates me, but pleasures me.
She my lover, and my fantasy,
my dreamer and my life.

Mother Nature, I love you.
No matter how much you fight,
I know it's for a reason,
You've had so many heartbreaks before,
I just want you to know,
I'm not like them.

I'm everything you want, and more.

-Larcen Nirvan.
That was strange, I know. But hey, I just ate a banana and it was strangely good and filled my stomach with tingly sensations of pleasure. I just had to write about how much I love Mother Nature.

]]> ~LarcenNirvan