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a little while back i started writing this story and i thought that i might up load a little part of it though i have to warn you. i'm not a good writer so you'll have to bear with me if you want to read


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umm does anyone one know how to unlock microsoft word?

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/27580736/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/27580736/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 14:44:23 PDT
Question 1 of 8: If somebody handed you a magic lamp and gave you three wishes, what would they be?
1. meet alice cooper and the whole of guns n' roses
2. become a sex goddess <3
3. have an endless supply of helens fox plushies because they are adorable and i want a mini army

Question 2 of 8: What is Chloe Russell good at? (like i said facebook so it picks randomly from my friends list)
making up very strange fairytales with me

Question 3 of 8: If you had to dedicate a song to Helen Mak, what would it be? (that would be on here)
it would probably have to be foxy foxy by rob zombie

Question 4 of 8: How much older/younger would you date?
i have never dated anyone younger then me. not even by a couple of months. its just something i won't let myself do but i won't date someone that have more then a 3 year age gap

Question 5 of 8: How did you become friends with Emma Rogers? (
we both joined a japanese club at school and we befriended over the topic of dandruff

Question 6 of 8: If you could travel back in time, where and when would you go?
to the sunset strip in LA in the 1980's of course! The Ritz baby!

Question 7 of 8: If you knew today was your last day on Earth, how would you spend it and why?
i've changed my opinion on this so many times but at the moment i would probably treat my last day like it was halloween

Question 8 of 8: If you had a snail that could talk, what would you name it?
blubby <3

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/27264445/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/27264445/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 14:49:22 PDT and decided to make a club of our own here on DA about fish because nothing exists apart from fish

please join and the intructions for joining are on the journal here

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26837531/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26837531/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 13:47:53 PDT )

[] smoked.
[x] consumed alcohol. [whoop whoop]
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex.
[x] kissed someone of the same sex.
[x] had sex.
[x] had someone in your room other than family.
[x] watched porn.
[] bought porn.
[] tried drugs.

TOTAL: 7

[x] taken painkillers.
[x] taken someone else's prescription medicine.
[x] lied to your parents.
[x] lied to a friend.
[x] snuck out of the house.
[x] done something illegal. [lol i help farm with my dad]
[x] felt hurt.
[x] hurt someone.
[x] wished someone to die.
[x] seen someone die.

TOTAL: 10

[x] missed curfew.
[x] stayed out all night.
[x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself
[x] been to a therapist. [for way to long....]
[] received a ticket.
[] been to rehab
[x] dyed your hair. [Yep i dyed my hair purple a little while ago but i'm bored with it]
[x] been in an accident. [i crashed into a 5 year old when i was trying to learn how to ride a bike and i flew into a car and the girl ended up with a broken collar bone]
[x] been to a club.
[x] been to a bar.

TOTAL: 8

[x] been to a wild party.
[] been to a Mardi Gras parade.
[x] drank more than three alcoholic beverages in a night.
[] had a spring break in Florida.
[] sniffed anything
[x] wore black nail polish.
[x] wore arm bands.
[x] wore t-shirts with band names.
[x] listened to rap.
[x] owned a 50 Cent CD. [my mum forced me]

TOTAL: 7

[x] dressed gothic.
[x] dressed girly.
[x] dressed punk.
[x] dressed grunge.
[x] stole something.
[] been too drunk to remember anything.
[x] blacked out.
[x] fainted.
[] had a crush on a neighbor.

TOTAL: 7

[x] had a crush on a friend.
[x] been to a concert
[x] dry-humped someone.
[x] been called a slut.
[x] called someone a slut.
[ ] installed speakers in your car.
[x] broken a mirror.
[x] showered at someone of the opposites sex's house
[x] brushed your teeth with someone else's toothbrush

TOTAL: 8

[] considered Ludacris your favorite rapper.
[] seen an R-rated movie in theater.
[] cruised on mail.
[x] skipped school.
[] had surgery.
[x] had an injury.
[ ] gone to court.
[x] walked out of a restaurant without paying/tipping.
[x] caught something on fire.
[x] lied about your age.

TOTAL: 5

[] owned/rented an apartment/house.
[x] broke the law in the police's presence. [haha relentless my arse]
[] made out with someone who had a gf/bf
[] got in trouble with the police.
[x] talked to a stranger.
[x] hugged a stranger.
[x] kissed a stranger.
[x] rode in the car with a stranger.
[x] been harassed.
[x] been verbally harassed.

TOTAL: 7

[x] met face-to-face with someone you met online.
[x] stayed online for 5+ hours straight.
[x] talked on the phone for more than 4 hours straight.
[x] watched TV for 5 hours straight.
[x] been to a fair.
[x] been called a bad influence.
[ ] drank and drove.
[x] prank-called someone.
[x] laid on a couch with someone of the opposite sex.
[x] cheated on a test.

TOTAL: 9
total of totals: 74

If You Have Less Than 10.. write [I'm a Goody Goody]
If You Have More Than 10.. write [I'm still a goody goody]
If You Have more Than 20..write [I'm average]
If You Have More Than 30..write [I'm a bad kid]
If You have more than 40..write [I'm a very bad influence]
If You Have more than 50..write [I'm a horrible person]
If You Have more than 60..write [I should be in jail] <-------LOL!!!
If You Have more than 70..Write [I should be dead]

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26623134/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26623134/ Sun, 16 Aug 2009 06:26:37 PDT
i'm just so drained from this week but my friends here on DA have kept me sane with the talks of toast and tarot and so many other great things.

thank you all

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26519368/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26519368/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 03:55:21 PDT on top of that they may have broken zachs FF12 but i'm not sure on that one unless i can try it on another PS2. if it is then i'll just replace it.

oh and to top it all off! my toe randomly started bleeding the other night and now it is still bleeding and its swollen!

FOR FUCK SAKE LET ME THROTTLE THE LITTLE BASTARDS TO DEATH!!!

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26496639/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26496639/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 02:12:51 PDT

he used to go to my school before we left and i had no idea that he liked to back logos and other graphic designs.

he hasn't got much up ut what he does have is pretty good so if anyone is looking for a logo design then you know where to go now.

be nice. he's new

peace out! xxx

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26354871/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26354871/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 09:02:21 PDT
it was a good holiday and i have many stories to tell but first i'm off to the shop to get a pork chow mein cos up north they don't have them.
dude i gave them a piece of my mind but then they didn't give us any rice as revenge

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26247301/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26247301/ Wed, 29 Jul 2009 04:03:32 PDT
man did i need a vacation. get away the normal life in this small town, the people i know and love and all the problems!

i haven't been on a holiday in years so this will be cool also i will be going to alton towers while i am there. EPIC!!!!

i have no money to take there so i can't bring back gifts for anyone unless you want a stone i found on the ground cos i have a habit of picking up stones whenever i go away.

and we get to have a paddle in a lake. yay for not being able to swim!

so yes i won't be on but if i can be on i will try my hardest. see ya tuesday!!!

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26038766/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/26038766/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 05:27:54 PDT

Basically, he wrote 5 words down that reminded him of me, and now I have to explain why I think he chose those 5 specific words

If you would like me to do the same for you, simply type "WORDS, HELLS YEAH!" into your reply.

So the 5 words I was given were...

1. Fallen - well i don't really know how to explain this one. does it mean fallen from grace or something? umm okay i do have a slight tendency to get slightly depressed sometimes so i guess this is true.


2. Sadistic - okay okay i do like seeing people get hurt for fun sometimes. especially if they really deserve it. if they deserve i will sit and enjoy them squirming in pain and agony. but then again, who doesn't?


3. Nature - i do love to be around nature. i'm not afraid to go for a swim in a river or walk barefoot in the woods. i love to play in mud and i love animals


4. Wolfie - i am a wolfie at heart. i run with the pack and i can bark, howl and growl with the best of them. its also this quality i use to lead people through woods. i have and excellent sense of smell

5. Dark - i guess i have a dark personality but my humour is darker. it annoys me when i have to explain my homour when someone hasn't got it. if i think something has lost all hope i won't make it sound of all happy. i'll make it seem dark, impossible and dismal


don't forget if you want me to write things about you put "WORDS! HELLS YEAH!!"

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/25840507/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/25840507/ Thu, 09 Jul 2009 14:05:09 PDT
1. i strongly believe in horoscopes and i read mine everyday as well as my friends in an order.
Cancer, Aries, Leo, Taurus, Gemini, Capricorn and saggiterius (hard spelling (>.>

2. i see ghosts so i believe in them and we have 6-7 ghosts in our house. i wouldn't mind seeing them and stuff but ours are quite scary. one screamed at me and tried to pull me out of bed. though my parents don't believe me they do say they feel something.

3. when i go places i like to try to take my dog because we are inseperable and he waits on our stairs for me to come home and i think that when he dies i will not leave the house for months.

4. i am not a virgin. tis true

5. i don't believe that people actually have an aspect of beauty. its the inside since i know plenty of people with rotten personalities and beautiful outer shells that i would rather smash then admire.

6. i hate change

7. i dislike my mum greatly

8. i sleep with my wrists facing downwards because i am afraid that someone might come in at night to slit my wrists of they aren't covered and facing down

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/25519421/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/25519421/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 14:24:49 PDT
for all the friends on her that go to my school,

SORRY! SORRY! SORRY! i did go to the last day but mr wilks frightened me off so i went to house instead and it was cool

beside why would i want to see a load of people crying? nope no point comes to mind though i did hear a lot of people was looking for me. oh dear.

anyways i went to the college open day again and saw some speech given by the department head and he was real nervous. so funny but yea
if you haven't of guessed i'm doing art and hopefully at entry level because then i get to stay there for three years and meet peoples

will also be in my department in the room next door no less so i won't be lonely when i have to sit next to chad. there is only so much of him a sane person can take and i'm insane. i can't take him for 5 seconds on msn let alone in person. HE FRIGHTENS MY FRIENDS!!!!!!

also there was this really cute guy. i sat there thinking 'get shit grades get shit grades'

we shall see shall we?

lets see if i get into college.

peace out

xxx

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24837136/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24837136/ Tue, 19 May 2009 10:18:01 PDT

anyhoo my friend from Marquee where i go saturdays is getting married and he has invited me to his wedding and engagment party. his name is David and he is also friends with 's older brother Richard so i will probably try to find the latest info about wedding and stuff from him.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24577316/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24577316/ Mon, 04 May 2009 03:07:31 PDT came too. omg she got wasted. actually we both did. i learned my lesson never drink while sick. i threw up about 4-5 times. i won't be drink for a while until i get my voice back and all signs of illness disappear.
saturday night we went to a pub cos sarah's mum works there and we sat at a table playing darts, talking and finally playing jenga.
we ended up going outside. getting into the car and fail sleeping until 2 am. people kept coming up ad waking us. it was so annoying

sunday we went down to southend-on-sea and went to adventure island and went on almost all the rides. including their newish Rage ride. it good but we were shitting it on the way up. i hate heights. but it was over in seconds.
it twas good

as i am writing this it is 11:06 am on monday morning and i shall be going home soon
WOOT!!!

coursework ahoy

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24478634/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24478634/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 11:17:09 PDT
today when i got hom from school my sister was in the living room and she said our cat Muffin had killed a bird and that my sister had tried saving it but it died in her arms.
she was waiting for me to come home so i could perform a ritual and then bury the poor little birdy in our garden.

as i was doing the ritual (i had to pluck the poor thing to keep a part of it in this world) i sang to it's body.
dead peopledon't bother me. if you are one of the lucky people i will greive for then i will greive for you for the rest of my existance (that is meant to make you feel good btw)
but with animals it is a different sotry. just the sight of a dead animal is enough to reduce me to tears.

anyway i thought it looked cold without any feathers. though i let it keep the feathers on its head. so i cut up one of my socks and placed it inside all snug like.
i sewed up the opening to keep it warm and then i buried it. i even gave it a headstone

now because of this inccident i have countless feathers in boxes aroung my room right now.
some are going to be used at my school cos i am donating them to my art department. well snowy is going to use them.

rest in piece mr. birdy

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24295894/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24295894/ Fri, 17 Apr 2009 18:16:19 PDT
Monday
get up
go to school
come back from school
linger about the house
pretend to do work
check DA
msn
go to bed

tuesday
get up
go to school
come back from school
linger about the house
pretend to do work
check DA
msn
go to bed

wednesday
get up
go to school
come back from school
linger about the house
pretend to do work
check DA
msn
go to bed

thursday
get up
go to school
come back from school
linger about the house
pretend to do work
check DA
msn
go to bed

friday
get up
go to school
come back from school
linger about the house
pretend to do work
check DA
msn
go to bed

saturday
get up
go town
meet
walk to first bowl
walk around pointlessly
have an extremely boring day i want to cry from boredom
go home
have time with confuzzled789
confuzzled789 go home
check DA
msn
bed

sunday
get up
linger
check DA
msn
bed

pretty much that sums up my week.
but today was different
an old friend named Samantha came for a visit with and we spent the day in the forest behind Asda's taking photographs.
we saw two kissing horses and they was so sweet that we took a picture. when we tried to take another it was just our luck they moved away from eachother so we moved on.
when we entered the forest there was a hill covered in bluebells and it looked like something out of a fairytale and we took a dozen of them just cos they deserved it
carrying on deeper into our dark fairytale forest, the ground got sticky and we sunk into the mud and slipped about everywhere. down hills, up hills
renarche and Sam were basically cursing my name and god for leading them into that place but we had fun.
we had landmarks where we stopped to rest and commemorated our journey with a photo of us.

when we reached the end of our journey we made it to a man made waterfall in the forest. it only ened cos it was too slippery for sam to get down so me and renarche had to climb back up but renarche just had to slip and i had to grab her arse to pull her back up.

we treked back singing that kung-fu fighting song and we didn't slip or fall. we marched to another opening and took some depressing pictures of us and happy one for our art.

we ended up going to the park on the other side of the woods and we pretened we were nature goddesses and hookers. i tucked my top in my bra and lowered the top and pretened to smoke a fag!!!

omg it was such and amazing day! i haven't had this much fun in ages and it is probably the only time i've smiled sincerely in a while so it was great fun.


me and Renarche will be putting pictures up so stay tuned and stuff.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24142034/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24142034/ Thu, 09 Apr 2009 06:37:46 PDT
i was listening to it in science cos mine run out of juice and shake it came on and i was like 'what is that?'
'its Miley Cyrus' older brothers band'
*evil look*
'no he is okay! he is her step brother and doesn't like her much anyway!'
'then i shall get along with this band fine'

anyway it is a great band but i don't think i'll buy the album unless i could be bothered to but i'm saving up again for something Ebay. now that my top hat has come through. i still need to get my drop dead stuff from my brother and pay for my Jonas Brothers tickets. i don't actually think they are cute nor do i like their music but i thought i'd go anyway.

but yea the item on ebay i'm gonna buy is for my sister for christmas but i thought i would get it sooner. she loves Yuna from ff10 so i am gonna buy her the summoner dress as she wanted it last year and the year before that. luckily it is only £54.52 for the one i am trying to get

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24052412/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/24052412/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 05:21:21 PDT
happy birthday to my BF for yesterday and his party was amazing. i have cuts and bruises everywhere!

he is now 16 which means he can now do these things:
You can leave school
You can choose your own doctor
You can claim social security benefit
You can work full time
You can leave home with your parents’ consent
You can get married with one parent’s consent
You can drink wine or beer with a meal in a restaurant
You can hold a licence to drive a moped
You can buy a ticket in the National Lottery
You can have sexual intercourse
you can be an usher at a wedding

wow 16 actually sounds quite boring.

anyway i hope you had a great time on your birthday cos everyone else enjoyed it. lets hope you survive to see your next birthday

love ya lots Zach

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23946283/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23946283/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 07:08:07 PDT

he is an amazing artist and friend and as a little sister i must tell you to look at his work as it is amazing.

i found him through and i still remember the first piece of his that i saw.
[link]

i have been in love with his work since and he has kindly made a picture for me that was inspired from one of my poems and it makes me so happy to look at it

[link]

and this one makes me happy also. go look at his gallery if you have nay sense because he is amazing and i am lucky to hve him a brother and a friend

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23794026/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23794026/ Fri, 20 Mar 2009 09:49:11 PDT
well i'm a Cloud Strife fangirl and i joined cos wanted to evolve my drawings


2. What fandom where you obsessed with when you joined and what are you into.

omg ermm....Absol and Cloud


3. How many watchers do you have now?
44 wow it has shot up


4. Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.

fuck it i'm doing four

[link]

[link]

[link]

[link]

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?

Both, but fav more often.


6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?

sometimes when i can be bothered


7. What is your most popular deviation?

well Toadsanime straight has the most comments
Moro has the most Favourites
and Draes Meme has the most views


8. What are your favorite non-anime TV shows?

Watership down cos its amazing but only the first film. BLOOD!!


9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?

people cos they are bloody annoying


10. Summer or winter?

i choose autumn


11. Rain or Sun?

what about that cold...horrible snow...okay nevermind


12. What's your favorite type of music?

well now i only like Guns n' Roses and BMTH so work it out for yourself


13. PC or Mac?

PC.


14. Anime or Manga?

both. manga better. it loads faster


15. Coke or Pepsi?

ewwwwwwwwww.....


17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?

2 hours maybe


18. Name a hidden talent.

i sleep


19. Flash or traditional cartoons?

i like tom and jerry ^_^


20. What is your favorite fast food restaurant?

lets go with macdonalds


21. What are your top 3 favorite books?

American Gods, The Sight and Alice in wonderland


22. Wii or Playstation?

both i guess


23. Name 3 of your favorite bands/artist?

Guns n' Roses, Bring Me The Horizon and Brokencyde


24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
i dunno


25. Do you like Denny's?

ain't that a fastfood place?


26. What is your favorite emoticon?

the one in my mood


27. What did you want to be as a kid?

a scientist in a faraway place known as miseriablii


27. What do you want to be now?

a pirate (no seriously)


28. If you could eat one person, who would it be?

Sophie Bean cos Alfie always said i could (dunno why he wants me to eat his girlfriend though)


29. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?

Alan from Escaflowne. i have evil plans for him


30. When is your birthday?

12 july 1993


31. Favorite type of ice cream?

Creamy


32. Last book you read?

American Gods


33. Which store would you max out a credit card at?

Tokyo Toys in London


34. Do you buy / sell / both on ebay?

nothing but i might be soon if the price is okay

35. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?

"are you a man"


36. Favorite all time tv show?

Clangers


37. What was your favorite show as a kid?

Escaflowne (me and my sister would sit through the Hulk for that)


38. What are you listening to right now?

nothing. my phone is dying


39. What is the last thing you ate?... ]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23589491/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23589491/ Sun, 08 Mar 2009 10:32:46 PDT [link]

it is done for now. i mean place wise until we get more RP people then i can put more places in. the people we have at the moment is me, and Annisa.

if you want to join then click the link, register and then write your characters profile in the character thread.

RPing is fun as long as the story keeps going so we need more characters.

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we are taking commissions that goes from plushies to models so come take a look

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23435895/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23435895/ Fri, 27 Feb 2009 15:44:29 PST
i guess i should write out the plot:

the humans of earth consider themselves advanced in their technologies and their way of thinking but what if they were to find out that running along side their world was another world in another time with the same technology but with slight modifications and the "humans" of that world can use the ancient art of soul casting (an ability that changes with each user).
they also have animals and creatures that are so far known as beasts that you can hunt, fight or tame.

it is up to you and it is a RP so you decide.



[link]


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[link]
we are taking commissions

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23400466/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23400466/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 14:39:19 PST
Abi, and I are setting up a shop that takes commisions, we will all combine our efforts to making your product. Mainly the commisions are animal based such as crossing animals (think of one animal and cross it with another). Think of it and we'll make it for you... but it will come with a price. don't worry, we won't steal your souls

We have not thought of a name for a shop and we will be making a catalogue where people can select the different styles and examples for their order.

Currently we have some possible orders and orders may be held due to the artists schedules cos we have 8 weeks before we leave our last year and go to college. will keep a status journal where commisions can be taken and the artists available.

Our art teacher/ photography teacher/ old art teacher. this teacher teaches me art and both me and Abi have her for photography but Helen used to have her for art and she is lovely) she came up with the idea of setting a little commision business. She would like a catalogue to select from so that will be cool.

Catalogue will be created and uploaded soon but due to substantial amount of coursework, it depends.

So please note/ drop a comment to commision.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23294758/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23294758/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 18:38:06 PST
i love this game and i bought one whole series of a stuffy. i think i'm getting addicted. i think i shall go play some more.

if anyone else on this site has an account come find me

my account name is kotakadras and my pet is a white artic wolf named Madain Sari

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23211522/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23211522/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 08:16:30 PST
valentines was fun and so was King du on friday. i had my normal and everyone else had glass noodles, noodles with tofu and some kind of total seafood ramen that smelt disgusting but then again i just don't like anything that swims or sits in water that you can eat. on valentines day i got some chocolate thingys for :confuzzled789: and he got me a card a CD. it was Bring me the 'Fuckin' Horizon! they are second only to Guns n' Roses and i've been listening to the CD all day since i woke up and i'm hooked to the CD so thank you my dear for the present and i shall get you a proper present when i get more money seeing as when i got my tenner on monday i spent 7.20 of it on doritos and a packet of buttons.

i found a brilliant track on the CD that reminds me of things going on at school at the moment and i would like to take this moment to show the lyrics:

Fuck you!

You, took what you wanted and left, like locusts,
Everything i gave to you, everything that we've been through,
You, bled me dry and then went, like leeches,
Go, you got what you came for now leave, like vultures

Ripped apert in minutes, what was built in seven years,
the ink scarred on your back, may as aswell of disappeared,
for as long as i remember you sold everything you owned,
but now you sold our friendship, your on your fucking own,

Sleep with one eye open
(because)

If i had it my way id slit your throat
with the knife that you left in my back,
all this shame, all this guilt, all this regret,thats me,
im inside of you
and this is your world fucking falling apart mate,
from the inside out, everything will fall apart at you feet,
you've got hell to pay, yeh you've got hell to pay,
you better fucking bow, bow down to me, you better beg for mercy,
get on your fucking knees, and cry me a fucking river

Sleep with one eye open
Sleep with one eye open

Best friends means forever
Best friends means forever ... cunt!

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23100440/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/23100440/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 11:18:12 PST we watched horror movies all night and ate great food.

Thursday was good too. me, and were making characters out of playdough for our media class so we are gonna have lotsa pictures for our stop movement film.

this week is gonna be good too. Thursday is mine and one year anniversary and I'm making him come to the Noodle bar on Friday to celebrate. and have been invited as well. Saturday is valentines day as you all know and i hope you all have someone to be with. whether they are friends or lovers. have a nice day.

ah and we have non-uniform day on Thursday also.




Lauren xxx

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22969619/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22969619/ Mon, 02 Feb 2009 17:34:15 PST
]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22936874/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22936874/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 06:43:15 PST and i'm sorry they're all Guns n' Roses songs but they are all the songs on the MP3


1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, ETC on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
4. Put any comments in brackets
5. Post this in your journal

1. If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Mr brownstone
(i think we're all taking cocain later)

2. How would you describe yourself?
Nightrain
(of course i'm a drunk on the go

3. What do you like in a guy/girl?
Sweet child of mine
(they must be sweet and caring)

4. How do you feel today?
Knocking on heavens door
(oh dear i think i'm gonna die today)

5. What is your life's purpose?
My michelle
(my whole life purpose is to get hooked on heroin and party all night. YEAH!!!)

6. What is your motto?
Welcome to the jungle
(what the fuck were you expecting!?)

7. What do your friends think of you?
Paradise city
(am i pretty on this green grass then?)

8. What do you think of your parents?
think about you
(i'm thinking about you all the time baby)

9. What do you think about very often?
Don't cry
(oh dear it hit the nail on the head)

10. What is 2 + 2?
November rain
(rain solves everything and broke my calculator)

11. What do you think of your best friend?
such fun
(Heh i have fun with my friends)

12. What do you think of the person you like?
Without you
(has someone rigged the shuffle system!?!?!)

13 is something missing?
Sympathy for the devil
(everyone lacks taste and respect these days)

14. what do you want to be when you grow up?
patience
(we all have to have a little patience in life i guess)

15. What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Rocket Queen
(yes i think of you as a prostitute)

16. What will you dance to at your wedding?
Out ta get me
(am i running from the police at my wedding or something?)

17. What will they play at your funeral?
Anything goes
(they want to sleep with my corpse!!?!?!)

18. What is your hobby/interest?
you could be mine
(picking up as many boyfriends as possible and breaking their hearts)

19. What is your biggest fear?
Live and let die
(ah yes how the past haunts me so

20. What is your biggest secret?
You're crazy
(why yes i am somewhat crazy)

21. What do you think of your friends?
Yesterdays
(oh dear)

22. What will you post this as?
Black leather
(bit kinky but okay)

Do it if you want, that means TAG

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22885974/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22885974/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 13:40:19 PST
apart from the net and laptop i started to draw in different styles and i found one i really like and apart from that i've tried my hand at drawing like Amano. that dude that does the Final Fantasy drawings. two hve been drawn so far and i'm working on trying to get them on the laptop. they came out well and are for two friends on here. Yuna is a and Beatrix is for i will get them to you soon and i'll put them up here too.

and now i'll distract myself with the bell i found on the desk

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]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22374667/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22374667/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 13:28:44 PST
]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22240150/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22240150/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 09:47:36 PST to celebrate this fact and a way of apology i willing to do requests for people.
this weren't a request but i'm gonna do it anyway for .

it feels good not to just stay in my room. i even stayed in there on christmas. didn't go down stairs all day. found out something good though.
get drunk or more so and then listen to Guns n' Roses songs. it's so fucking trippy.
i hope everyone had a wonderful christmas.
i got to hang out with all week so i weren't lonely and we cleaned Isabella Helena's grave in my garden.
i'm thinking of going to Ivy's at the Parndon Crem to clean her's soon too. that would be nice. i was afraid that Isabella would get afraid and lonely on christmas so i lit a candle next to her grave.

all my thoughts are with my family that have passed over. look after each other in Wonderland

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22044985/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22044985/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 07:34:01 PST ain't seen much of ya lately
thought i'd knock on ya door
no one answered

momma told me then
your sisters came ta get ya
they wanted to play
and that ya ain't comin' home

we dressed up nice in ya honor
funny, i didn't think you liked Frank
whats wrong honey ya don't look well
kinda pale. are ya sick?

gotta go darling. gotta go home
aren't you leaving too?

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22011046/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/22011046/ Tue, 16 Dec 2008 07:40:52 PST
i keep having the same dreams lately. well about the same subject and i'm losing sleep over it. not fun.

i'm being blamed for something i didn't even do and tomorrow i've got a funeral. i have 2 more aunts that are gonna die and one ain't even reached her 40's yet.

i want all the things around me to just slow down for a while so i can catch up with the rest of the woprld but i know that it can't do that. i'm sick of fucking smiling when i have nothing to fucking smile about.

i have so many memories of happier times that i wish i could just pick one and go back to it and stay there forever.

but enough of me being emo and pathetic. how are you all? 9 days til christmas. have you got all ya presents yet? i ain't because i'm lazy.

lots of love and christmas kisses

Lauren XXX

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21931690/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21931690/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 13:51:15 PST
oh yea isn't being looked at. take a look. leave a comment. make his day.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21691582/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21691582/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 02:25:52 PST AND I DON'T THINK I WANNA
EVER COME BACK TO THIS...WORLD AGAIN
KINDA LIKE IT IN A COMA
'CAUSE NO ONE'S EVER GONNA
OH, MAKE ME COME BACK TO THIS...WORLD AGAIN
NOW I FEEL AS IF I'M FLOATING AWAY
I CAN'T FEEL ALL THE PRESSURE
AND I LIKE IT THIS WAY
BUT MY BODY'S CALLIN'
WON'T YA COME BACK TO THIS...WORLD AGAIN
SUSPENDED DEEP IN A SEA OF BLACK
I'VE GOT THE LIGHT AT THE END
I'VE GOT THE BONES ON THE MAST
WELL I'VE GONE SAILIN', I'VE GONE SAILIN'
I COULD LEAVE SO EASILY
WHILE FRIENDS ARE CALLING BACK TO ME
I SAID THEY'RE
THEY'RE LEAVING IT ALL UP TO ME
WHEN ALL I NEEDED WAS CLARITY
AN SOMEONE TO TELL ME
WHAT THE FUCK IS GOING ON
GODDAMN IT!

SLIPPIN' FARTHER AN FARTHER AWAY
IT'S A MIRACLE HOW LONG WE CAN STAY
IN A WORLD OUR MINDS CREATED
IN A WORLD THAT'S FULL OF SHIT

HELP ME
HELP ME
HELP ME
HELP ME
BASTARD

PLEASE UNDERSTAND ME
I'M CLIMBIN' THROUGH THE WRECKAGE
OF ALL MY TWISTED DREAMS
BUT ITHIS CHEAP INVESTIGATION JUST CAN'T
STIFLE ALL MY SCREAMS
AND I'M WAITIN' AT THE CROSSROADS
WAITING FOR YOU
WAITING FOR YOU
WHERE ARE YOU?

NO ONE'S GONNA BOTHER ME ANYMORE
NO ONE'S GONNA MESS WITH MY HEAD NO MORE
I CAN'T UNDERSTAND WHAT ALL THE FIGHTIN'S FOR
BUT IT'S SO NICE HERE DOWN OFF THE SHORE
I WISH YOU COULD SEE THIS
'CAUSE THERE'S NOTHING TO SEE
IT'S PEACEFUL HERE AND IT'S FINE WITH ME
NOT LIKE THE WORLD WHERE I USED TO LIVE
I NEVER REALLY WANTED TO LIVE

ZAP HIM AGAIN
ZAP THE SON OF A BITCH AGAIN

YA LIVE YOUR LIFE LIKE IT'S A COMA
SO WON'T YOU TELL ME WHY WE'D WANNA
WITH ALL THE REASONS YOU GIVE IT'S
IT'S KINDA HARD TO BELIEVE
BUT WHO AM I TO TELL YOU THAT I'VE SEEN
ANY REASON WHY YOU SHOULD STAY
MAYBE WE'D BE BETTER OFF WITHOUT YOU ANYWAY

YOU GOT A ONE WAY TICKET
ON YOUR LAST CHANCE RIDE
GOTTA ONE WAY TICKET
TO YOUR SUICIDE
GOTTA ONE WAY TICKET
AN THERE'S NO WAY OUT ALIVE
AN ALL THIS CRASS COMMUNICATION
THAT HAS LEFT YOU IN THE COLD
ISN'T MUCH FOR CONSOLATION
WHEN YOU FEEL SO WEAK AND OLD
BUT IF HOME IS WHERE THE HEART IS
THEN THERE'S STORIES TO BE TOLD
NO YOU DON'T NEED A DOCTOR
NO ONE ELSE CAN HEAL YOUR SOUL

GOT YOUR MIND IN SUBMISSION
GOT YOUR LIFE ON THE LINE
BUT NOBODY PULLED THE TRIGGER
THEY JUST STEPPED ASIDE
THEY BE DOWN BY THE WATER
WHILE YOU WATCH 'EM WAVING GOODBYE
THEY BE CALLIN' IN THE MORNING
THEY BE HANGIN' ON THE PHONE
THEY BE WAITING FOR AN ANSWER
BUT YOU KNOW NOBODY'S HOME
AND WHEN THE BELL'S STOPPED RINGING
IT WAS NOBODY'S FAULT BUT YOUR OWN
THERE WERE ALWAYS AMPLE WARNINGS
THERE WERE ALWAYS SUBTLE SIGNS
AND YOU WOULD HAVE SEEN IT COMIN'
BUT WE GAVE YOU TOO MUCH TIME
AND WHEN YOU SAID THAT NO ONE'S LISTENING
WHY'D YOUR BEST FRIEND DROP A DIME
SOMETIMES WE GET SO TIRED OF WAITING
FOR A WAY TO SPEND OUR TIME
AN "IT'S SO EASY" TO BE SOCIAL
"IT'S SO EASY" TO BE COOL
YEAH IT'S EASY TO BE HUNGRY
WHEN YOU AIN'T GOT SHIT TO LOSE
AND I WISH THAT I COULD HELP YOU
WITH WHAT YOU HOPE TO FIND
BUT I'M STILL OUT HERE WAITING
WATCHING RERUNS OF MY LIFE
WHEN YOU REACH THE POINT OF BREAKING
KNOW IT'S GONNA TAKE SOME TIME
TO HEAL THE BROKEN MEMORIES
THAT ANOTHER MAN WOULD NEED
JUST TO SURVIVE

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21676527/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21676527/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 08:00:04 PST
i ain't gonna tell ya right now what that project is but it involves me getting my hair cut short and dyed.
i've been told my hair looks good short anyway but i've been thinking when to start it. i use my long hair to keep my ears toasty. short hair means frozen ears. not good.and i like the colour of my hair. it'll come out one day when i dye it but then. ARGH!

but then the plus side to all of this is that i get more stuff up and i look different.
hmmmm....maybe i'll get it cut tonight. i just need to get a picture of what i want to look like and then we'll see the results.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21676134/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21676134/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 07:21:41 PST
i am so pleased with myself because i bought Guns n' Roses new album "Chinese Democracy" on the first day it came out but no one else had bought any so i was like 'YOU FUCKING WHAT!!!???' i bought it. made the store clerk laugh and then went home to listen to the beautiful angelic voice that is Axl Rose.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21565089/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21565089/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 11:55:28 PST
David Bowie - within you

How you turn my world
You precious thing.
You starve and near exhaust me.

Everything I've done,
I've done for you.
I move the stars for no one.

You've run so long.
You've run so far.
Your eyes can be so cruel,
Just as I can be so cruel,
Though I do believe in you.
Yes I do.

Live without the sunlight.
Love without your heartbeat.
I..
Can't live within you.

I can't live within you.

I..
Can't live within you

David bowie - the man who sold the world

We passed upon the stair, we spoke of was and when
Although I wasn't there, he said I was his friend
Which came as some surprise I spoke into his eyes
I thought you died alone, a long long time ago

Oh no, not me
I never lost control
You're face to face
With The Man Who Sold The World

I laughed and shook his hand, and made my way back home
I searched for form and land, for years and years I roamed
I gazed a gazely stare at all the millions here
We must have died along, a long long time ago

Who knows? not me
We never lost control
You're face to face
With the Man who Sold the World


Guns n' Roses - the garden

YOU KNOW YOU'RE ALL ALONE
YOUR FRIENDS THEY AREN'T AT HOME
EVERYBODY'S GONE TO THE GARDEN
AS YOU LOOK INTO THE TREES
YOU CAN LOOK BUT YOU DON'T SEE
THE FLOWERS SEEM TO TEASE YOU AT THE GARDEN
EVERYBODY'S THERE BUT YOU DON'T SEEM TO CARE
WHAT'S IT WITH YOU MAN, AND THIS GARDEN

TURNED INTO MY WORST PHOBIA,
A CRAZY MAN'S UTOPIA
IF YOU'RE LOST NO ONE CAN SHOW YA,
BUT IT SURE WAS GLAD TO KNOW YA
ONLY POOR BOYS TAKE A CHANCE,
ON THE GARDEN'S SONG AND DANCE
FEEL HER FLOWERS AS THEY WRAP AROUND,
BUT ONLY SMART BOYS DO WITHOUT

YOU CAN FIND IT ALL INSIDE
NO NEED TO WRESTLE WITH YOUR PRIDE
NO YOU AIN'T LOSING YOUR MIND
YOU'RE JUST IN THE GARDEN
THEY CAN LEAD YOU TO YOURSELF
OR YOU CAN THROW IT ON THE SHELF
BUT YOU KNOW YOU CAN LOOK INSIDE
FOR THE GARDEN

I WASN'T REALLY SCARED
LOST MY VIRGINITY THERE,
TO A GYPSY WITH BLOND HAIR
BUT NOW NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE
LIKE A MOUSE INSIDE A MAZE,
BEEN WANDERING ROUND 4 DAZE
WITH A SMILE UPON MY FACE,
I NEVER WANNA LEAVE THIS PLACE
ONLY POOR BOYS TAKE A CHANCE,
ON THE GARDEN'S SONG AND DANCE
FEEL HER FLOWERS AS THEY WRAP AROUND,
BUT ONLY SMART BOYS DO WITHOUT
TURNED INTO MY WORST PHOBIA,
A CRAZY MAN'S UTOPIA
IF YOU'RE LOST NO ONE CAN SHOW YA,
BUT IT SURE WAS GLAD TO KNOW YA
BYE BYE
SO LONG, BYE BYE
IT'S GLAD TO KNOW YA
BYE BYE
BYE BYE
AW...SO LONG

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21531906/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21531906/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 09:57:28 PST
you see, me and 3 friends were down in the tech department at school working on next years fashion show (which i'm proud to be a model in) which is on friday the 13th febuary 2009. (oh noes). when without us realising (we were colouring in pictures) 2 bandits broken in and stole a teachers wallet. it had her drivers licence, house keys, car keys, credit cards, money and other important stuff. we decided we were suspects so we turned out our pockets and bags (everyone laughed at me cause it took 10 minutes to empty my bag and pockets ¬_¬
so me and Abi (she's Queen Bee Abi to you) are making posters to catch the wallet nappers and bring an end to their terror.

oh and for more advertisement. if you live in harlow come to our fashion show. it's to raise money for breast cancer research and wizkids

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21353496/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/21353496/ Thu, 06 Nov 2008 07:55:13 PST i think i might choose Art & Design, fashion design and (don't worry i ain't hit my head* hair dressing cos they tye in together really and i thought it would be cool. we were walking through and my dad goes "so do you want ta come ere?" and these fit lads walked past and i had to scream yes!!!!

oh! on the week we had off school from the 23 of october to the 3 of november was fun. me and my dad stayed in while my mum and sister went clubbing and we had a mini pizza and bacon sandwiches for dinner while we watch most haunted live!

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/20996842/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/20996842/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 05:20:29 PDT
Lauren xx

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/20648229/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/20648229/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 08:20:26 PDT i have my Creatures 3 research to do.
i have Art coursework to do.
i could spend time with my dogs. haven't done that in awhile i guess.
speak to some friends i haven't seen in awhile.

god there is so much to do but i always put things on hold. dammit.

can't put anything on here at the moment but i promise there is stuff to go up i just can't put it up.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/20553138/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/20553138/ Thu, 18 Sep 2008 13:18:50 PDT

i don't know why but i feel like people on here don't wanna talk. probably me just being silly but i don't know.

it's weird being in yr 11. i don't really have much to say on it but you know, i'm almost finished. i don't wanna say goodbye to all my friends i'm not gonna see again.
Luke's gonna get the biggest hug i know i won't wanna let go. dammit!

new pictures and stuff coming no worries

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/20302641/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/20302641/ Wed, 03 Sep 2008 05:56:45 PDT
hope everyone had a nice holiday and i put some new pics up soon!


Lauren xxx

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/19548286/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/19548286/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 02:49:01 PDT

ummmm....i'm in a mood right now that is kinda depressing and i haven't got much to do so...

um. i don't know what to write. bye?

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/19275119/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/19275119/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 14:02:12 PDT
sorry for the outburst. i felt it was needed slightly.but i have this to say as well. has anyone remembered this year? doubt it but i'm hyped anyway. for the friends i haven't seen for 2 weeks this message is for you. if you want to come to my party we are having a bbq. message sent.


but that won't get to sarah or chloe. damn should of asked on saturday last week. had a low point last week. thursday was Ivy's birthday and this thurdays is the day she died.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18995144/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18995144/ Mon, 23 Jun 2008 05:05:22 PDT and and to make the BBA game. normally i hate putting links in my journal but this is to help out so i don't mind. i'll link to the first page, the poster and figures they sell and the screen shot of the game. it's my birthday soon so anyone that knows me really well knows that i would do anything for any of this stuff. if anyone buys me any of it i would love you for like forvever.

POSTER
[link]
BLOODSPILL FIGURE
[link]
SWIFTKILL FIGURE
[link]
FIRST PAGE
[link]
BBA GAME
[link]

to be able to help in any way i can would be great. i am a big fan and have been since the begining

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18982464/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18982464/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 11:56:41 PDT
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on a lighter note i decided that i will go on the diet and now i haven't eaten since thursday. it's going well bhut i'm getting bored.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18894765/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18894765/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 14:31:00 PDT
closing date 12th july
i decided that to cheer myself up i'll hold a contest. right. all you have to do is draw my Wolf Character Kita or Mute along with one of your OC's. when you are finished with them send me the link and i'll add them to the list of entries.
the prize is gift art of whatever you want. as long as it's in my level of drawing experience.
for those who don't know them, this is Kita: [link]
and this is Mute: [link] and this is him too [link]
oh and a note to the people that are going to join in, please post and send me the link or i cannot count the entry.
Entries:

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18440625/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18440625/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 02:47:05 PDT
Dear Zach,
I don't know how to say this, but I'm joining a monastery.
I think I realised it when I threw up in your closet, and I saw you chasing out my Alovera plant.
I'm sure you're ashamed enough to understand That I have changed sex.
I'm sending back the pillows, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory.
You should know that I get sick when I think about pensioners.
Go f*ck yourself
-LaurenThorpexCloud –


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how to do it:
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rules:
1. fill in the gaps with the info.
2. post to da or myspace... or something
3. you read this... you're tagged!
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Dear- your partners name- (if you're single, write John)
I don't know how to say this, but __1__.
I think I realised it __2__ __3__, and I saw you __4__ __5__.
I'm sure you're __6__ enough to understand __7__.
I'm sending back __8__, but I'll keep __9__ as a memory.
You should know that I __10__ __11__.
__12__
-your name-

1.THE COLOR OF YOUR SHIRT:
blue- our romance is over
red- our affair is at an end
white- I'm joining a monastery
black- I hate you
green- our horoscopes doesn't match
grey- You're a perv
yellow- I'm on the streets
pink- Your nostrils are an insult
brown- the mafia is after you
no shirt- You're a loser
other- I'm in love with your sister

2. WHAT MONTH WERE YOU BORN IN?
January- that night
february- last year
march- when we were skinny dipping
april- when I was high on sesame seed
may- when I was shaving your legs
june- when you put handcuffs on me
july- when I threw up
august- When I saw the tiny head
september- when your dwarf bit me
october- When I was taking a walk
november- When I tied my shoes
December- When your dog went crazy

3. FAV FOOD?
tacos- in your house
pizza- in your van
pasta - in London
Hamburger- Under the bus
salad- while you were eating enchiladas
chicken- with Chuck Norris
kebab- in your closet
fish- in woman-clothes
sandwich- at the mental hospital
hotdogs- in trans
other- with mr and mrs Bush

4. WHATS THE COLOR OF YOUR SOCKS?
yellow- hitting on
red- insulting
black- ignoring
blue- punching
purple- pour syrup on
white- carve your name in
grey- tear the clothes of
brown- put leeches on
pink- steal the toupee from
no socks- sit on
other- chasing out

5. WHAT'S THE COLOR OF YOUR UNDERWEAR?
black – my best friend
White- my father
grey- john travolta
Brown- my whoopee cushion
purple- my pie
red- th cookiemonster
blue- my alovera plant
Yellow- my pen-pal from Ghana
Orange – my Carl Larsson-collection (whoever that is D8)
pink – my cat
no underwear – my Cartman-statue
Other- The crazy monk

6. WHAT DO YOU WATCH ON TV?
Scrubs - woman (if you're male) / man (if you're female)
O.C. - sensitive
One Tree Hill - open
Heroes - ashamed
Lost - turned on
House - cowardly
Simpsons - scarred
the news - Mongolian
American Idol – masochistic
Family Guy - senile
other - frost-bited

7.WHAT MOOD ARE YOU IN RIGHT NOW?
happy- how bad I've been feeling
sad- How boring you are
bored- that your Honda sucks
angry- that all your pimples are in the last stadium
Depressed- That I have changed sex
exited- that there's no solution to
nervous- the Middle east
Worried- that we're cousins
apathetic- that Santa doesn't exist
Ashamed- that I'm allergic to your hamster
Hugable- that the garbage-man turns me on
exceedingly happy- that I'm a clone
other- "Deal or no deal" sucks

8. THE COLOR OF YOUR BEDROOM-WALLPAPER/PAINT?
white- your ring
yellow- your love letters
red- your Darth Vader-poster
black- your pet rock
blue- the pillows
green- the pictures of Portugal
Orange- your artificial teeth
brown- your cellphone
grey- our matching snoopy-bibs
pink- the old toe-nails
other- your military service-memory-box

9. THE FIRST LETTER IN YOUR NAME?
A/B - Your picture
C/D - the oil-stock shares
E/F - My virginity
G/H - your neighbor Carl
I/J - The blood-test results
K/L- your left ear
M/N - Your suicide-note
O/P - my sense
Q/R - your mom
S/T - Your collection of butterflies
U/V/W - your crime records
X/Y/Z- your highschool grades

10. LAST LETTER OF YOUR LASTNAME?
A/B – shall always remember
C/D – never will forget
E/F – Always will try to forget
G/H... ]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18314445/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/18314445/ Mon, 19 May 2008 05:09:31 PDT 's and we went mad downloading stuff. saturday me, and went to cambridge and her dad was awesome and bought us food (you cool person you) then wehn i got back to harlow i went to stortford for my all nighter and it was sooo much fun. we camped out on a mound there, me Sarah and Dan. we ended up drunk, Sarah impaled her foot on a spike, we started walking to Sawbridgeworth at 4:00 am to Dan's and slept in his cellar. got home at 9:00 am had a great day sunday just sleeping. found out that as soon as i fall asleep i have a massive twitch. after went home my mum went through my phone and my pockets and found out about my all nighter. now she keeps stressing at me saying 'oh why can't you be like Emily or and how much i'm a failure like my brother terry.






okay i decided that to pass the time between doing things, i'm doing art request from my friends for free. all it's based on is the tattoo pics i put up. my assistant shall collect in requests via notes and i shall draw the design on paper, put it up and see what you think of it. if it is liked i'l put it on my body. take a pic , put it up then wash it off.
Requests so far:
- elements of fire and water clashing
- chinese dragon
- treble cleft
- his icon
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i decided that to cheer myself up i'll hold a contest. right. all you have to do is draw my Wolf Character Kita or Mute along with one of your OC's. when you are finished with them send me the link and i'll add them to the list of entries.
the prize is gift art of whatever you want. as long as it's in my level of drawing experience.
for those who don't know them, this is Kita: [link]
and this is Mute: [link] and this is him too [link]
oh and a note to the people that are going to join in, please post and send me the link or i cannot count the entry.
Entries:

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17953802/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17953802/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 02:01:52 PDT

i decided that to cheer myself up i'll hold a contest. right. all you have to do is draw my Wolf Character Kita or Mute along with one of your OC's. when you are finished with them send me the link and i'll add them to the list of entries.
the prize is gift art of whatever you want. as long as it's in my level of drawing experience.
for those who don't know them, this is Kita: [link]
and this is Mute: [link]
oh and a note to the people that are going to join in, please post and send me the link or i cannot count the entry.
Entries:

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17845195/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17845195/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 08:47:40 PDT i went up the walking centre and sat there for 3 hours to be told that they didn't know what it was and i was to have an emergency appointment with my GP.
emergency! yeah right i had to sit there for another 3 hours!
to then be told that they didn't know what it was and have to go back next month to get pemission to have a scan.
i keep refusing male doctors so far. i hate men. well not hate them just not trust them.
i told some of my friends and so far they were either like 'oh i'm sure it's not bad' or the more extreme. 'i don't want to lose you lauren!'
so i've had a pretty bad two weeks off school.
well one of my friends, Luke, said he's take me to a young health clinic he's that worried me but he wasn't the one that said he didn't want to lose me. he said he cared a lot. that reminds me i have to ask him tomorrow about going round his. if he's in the bath again i will kill him. i am not walking all that way to just to turn around again.
and well is next to me and she keeps giggling at the yaoi pics she's looking at and what we read earlier made me laugh to.
it went from buying a bag and it's price to 'throw your phone!'
we are translating things from japanese to english then japanese. telling the computer it's chinese, to english. i think chinese talk shakespearian.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17419992/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17419992/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 07:27:49 PDT Step 1: Put your iTunes or equivalent on random.
Step 2: Post the first line from the first 10 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Bold out the songs when someone guesses correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!

Also, for the winner of each song, that person gets one picture of their choice
If you guess one, i would prefer that you wait until someone else has guessed or a day has passed, so i don't end up owning 10 arts to one person.

1.
Cut my life into pieces, this is my last resort. Suffocation, no breathing, don’t give a fuck if I carry on bleeding.
papa roach last resort answered by

2.
I played doctor for 4-5 minutes flat. before I cut my heart open and let the air out. Three bugs, a pound of dust, some wine spilled before me in the strangest manner I had, broke away my tear spout.

3.
Alone for awhile, I’ve been searching through the dark. For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart.
Melodies of life answered by

4.
Since I was born, they couldn’t hold me down. Another misfit kid another burnt out town. I never played by the rules and I never really cared. My nasty reputation takes me every fucking where.

5.
Paul bought you a fur coat when you were fifteen. Wore it to the disco when everyone was in jeans.

6.
Bar fight, week night. You don’t look right, poor mite, no bite. Wake up first light. This is what we live and what we see.

7.
Please leave all over-coats, canes and top hats with the doorman and from that moment you'll be out of place and underdressed.

8.
Did you know, It was going to go so wrong for you? And did you see, it was all going to be right for me? Why did we tell you that you were always the golden boy and that you'd never lose the light in your eyes.

9.
Open your arms, let me show you what love can be like. It is all tears and will be till the end of your time. Come closer my love, will you let me tear your heart apart, when all hope is gone. We'll drown in this love.
it's all tears by HIM answered by

10.
wild men came from across the sea, he bore us pain and misery. He killed our tribes. He killed our king, he took our queen for his own need. We fought him hard, we fought him well. Our land of pain, we gave him hell.

11.
She walks the line into her deathbed's ring. They say she's all alone and begging for forgiveness. I won't teach her to lie or make a plan. That clairvoyant stare and grin. God forgive me for this I know. Tragedy unfolds tonight so sever my skin apart and take this sadness and close my eyes love.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17283603/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17283603/ Tue, 11 Mar 2008 09:09:11 PDT i ran around screaming for at least ten minutes.
at some point at school i decided to look for a Megadeth song and i found this, the lyrics to She-wolf




The mother of all that is evil
her lips are poisonous venom
Wicked temptress knows how to please
The priestess roars, "get down on your knees"

The rite of the praying mantis
Kiss the bones of the enchantress
Spellbound searching through the night
A howling man surrenders the fight

One look in her lusting eyes
Savage fear in you will rise
Teeth of terror sinking in
The bite of the she-wolf

My desires of flesh obey me
The lioness will enslave me
Another heartbeat than my own
Sound of claws on cobblestone

Beware what stalks you in the night
Beware the she-wolf and her bite
her mystic lips tell only lies
her hidden will to kill in disguise

lol. one day i wish this song to be me^^
people already have to beware of my bite anyway. i kinda bit my friend Cherice and she couldn't put her hand in water for a week. hot or cold. then i bit Michael and the teeth marks wouldn't disappear and i was with him the entire day.
Cherice has a scar and Michael will probably get one but i'm not sure. i wa in a rage and don't know how hard i bit him. no blood though.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17268101/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17268101/ Mon, 10 Mar 2008 09:04:11 PDT
- we play fight and it's fun to do that.
- she has good advice and she smells of ginger.
- she's in all my classes and looks after me^^
- even though he can be a bastard sometimes he is a good friend and i wouldn't swap him for anyone else.
- its good to know that you still think of me as a friend. i would never laugh at you either. well unless you wanted me to.
- he is nice to me and lets me use his work for my photography portfolio of artists for my class.
- she is like the older sister i never had. she looks after me and i feel safe just talking to her.
or - he is such a great artist and a great friend.
- ahhh....the resident pyromaniac. she set a firework off in her kitchen. and set her head on fire. and covered a tree in vodka then set it alight.
Neyna - my wolf sister and fellow howler^^
Emily - come back from the darkside. i'm being serious here. i saw her boyfriend and almost launched myself to take his eyes out.
Michael - he gives me music. yay!
Zach - my present boyfriend. i love him so much but i might have to kill him later. damn you rumors.
Luke - ha ha! he is one of my guardian angels. he looks after me in my classes. like to day for example. people were throwing things at me and making me sad so Luke went over the guys that were doing it and sprayed red ink all over them and poured glue over another guy screaming, 'WHY ARE YOU BEING MEAN TO LAUREN!'
Alfie - my other Guardian angel. he has a thing about trying to understand whats going on in his head lately. apart from that when i'm in trouble he says he'll kick the persons head in i wanted but i kindly refuse.

]]> ~LaurenThorpexCloud http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17112259/ http://LaurenThorpexCloud.deviantart.com/journal/17112259/ Fri, 29 Feb 2008 04:07:54 PST i can't wait till summer to get the next volume then i can have pups and call them after all my friends.
Neyna, Kathryn, Cherice, Keeley, Emma, Charlotte, Elliot, Sam and countless others^^

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