deviantART: by:Lavah

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/28117822/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 01:31:00 PST
Because the first thing i see when i logged into my bf's hotmail account (to check some issues about an account i have registred with my bf's mail...hahaha psyco gfff lol...kidding) was a paypal case opened against my boyfriend apparently.

Some guy has even put up a journal telling everyone he's a thief and this and that, and well, i will not say HE'S AN ANGEL because he has been quite disconnected from all his comissioneers but hes not a thief and i can assure that.

What upsets me is not the anger of his comissioneer (because i can understand why hes mad, apparently my boyfriend has been ignoring many notes because hes been so busy and so overstressed lately, not to mention he totally hates and he does ignores shamelessly the kind of mails the guy sends) but for the lack of patient....

i mean, art is not something we cant pull out of our fucking ass, like common shit...

i TOTALLY understand you (comissioners) guys put your money in our hands without questions, that's priceless and I really appreciate the trust,thats why when i take VERY LONG with comissions i allways try to give my comissioneers more than what they paid me for, because i somehow owe it and i do it gladly....but i'd like all comissioneers to be like the ones i have, ppl who have brain and understand the complexity of making art.

i dont know what would i do if i had a bunch of angry comisioneers bitching at me as if i was a fucking art machine, some ppl just dont understand we just can't be drawing all day, we have a life outside DA and if you dont trust the artist then why the fuck do you give him/her your money in the first place?

I allways try to make up for the time i took from all my comissioneers, there's this girl :megami-no-yorokobi: who paid me 10 usd to make a comission for her and she's been a pain in the ass the last 4 or 5 months? NO....at the contrary, she's been a totally sweett

of course i havent forgot about her comission, in fact i will turn that 10 usd b/w sketch comission into a bust uo /full colored and detailed one because I OWE IT to her.... because thats how patient gets rewarded, and i dont do it to wash out my guilt because i dont have any (of course im stressed because I DONT LIKE to take so much with comissions, i dont feel comfortable with having money in my power that isnt really mine still)...

I do it because its a way of telling my comissioneers THANKYOU for not being a pain in the ass...for understanding that i CANNOT make art appear from nothing, i cannot create pretty art if im feeling down, depressed...its a way of showing ppl that i really care and appreciate the trust they put on me.

I dont know why some ppl cant understand COMISSIONS are NOT to be taken as PROFESSIONAL WORK...is something (at least in my case) done from the heart.

Yes, for example sometimes i need money and i dont have a problem saying i took many comissions lately because i needed the money, but i also work on every piece with respect and love...if not it'll be easy just to work as a fucking machine and give everyone the piece of lifeless shit they paid for and TADA...i get the money, they get their insipid art.

No, i dont think so....
every comission i do is special because i DO try to improve with each (and i dare everyone to say im lying) and try to make them speciall, i try to make ppl proud of what they got, to make ppl feel like IT WAS WORTH THE LONG WAIT.

but apparently some comissioneers just care about their friggen money and their collection of art made of mercenary artists.

Thankyou comissioneers! THANKYOU FOR NOT BEING SUCH DOUCHEBAGS like this guy!

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If you want it FAST AND CHEAP it AINT be GOOD
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READ THIS GUYS!

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27953423/ Sun, 25 Oct 2009 04:55:38 PDT
Im having a hard time, and it is honestly gettin worse, im losing all my family, piece by piece...

will see you soon guys, please forgive me if i can't reply yet, is not like i enoy it but i really need a break.

Please just dont comment here, because i wont read it, not tomorrow or the day after, i dunno when, i know many of you wish me the best and i already know who cares about me and i really appreciate it, im ok and i know u guys will support me...i'll get back to you soon. soon.

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]]> =Lavah 5 FINALISTS ALVIN LEE CONTEST http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27717784/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27717784/ Mon, 12 Oct 2009 00:12:26 PDT [link]

go vote now!!! i didnt make it to the finals BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTTTTT im in the NOTABLE SUBMISSION'S SPACE

DDDDDDDD IM SO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!! it was totally worth the try!!!!!!!!!!!

i never thought i'd win anything cause i never win LOL but it was such a nice surprice to see my coloring there n____n im really really happy!

now go vote! PLEASE!!!!!!!!

[link]

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]]> =Lavah thankyou DEAR BOYFRIEND and ARTOFALINEA http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27588861/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27588861/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 00:47:50 PDT

first of all thankyou to my beloved husband who's allways spoiling me so much (he shouldnt because im beyond the brat-ness in the world)!!!...... he bought me my jacket!!!!

thankyou!!!!!!!!!!! i hope i can wear it soon and look like a retro funky girl version of the pink missing panter *cough*Javascough*

i love u husband u.u and not because of the jacket, because you allways care too much about me and everyone and u never ask anything in return (well...he wants me to give him stuff related to wrestling WWE for his SOON TO BE november birthday)

n_n

AAAANDDDDDD last but not least, thanks to Paolo too!

because he placed the order for me on that horrid place that doesnt accept paypaL (WHYYY LORD, PAYPAL IS TEH BEST WAY TO PAYYY WTFFFFF)

i wouldnt have that jacket if not because of u and ur kindness and credit card LOL
hahah n_____n

BTWWWWWWWWWWW thanks to all the ppl who wants to give me art for present ;_; you really shouldnt guys u're all so sweet u_u if you want to gave me an envelope with a petrified stone looking-poop inside i swear i'd be so happy ahahaha

its allways nice when ppl wants to give u at least a hug on ur birthday, it allways makes me feel really happy n_n

EXCUSE MY ENGLISHHH ;_;

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27570513/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 03:07:32 PDT and im sad cause im too old

btw, if someone wants to make me a present (

i can hear the *bitch! are u retarded???*)

THIS IS THE PERFECT ONE: [link]

cause i wanted

to give me his

(aint the coolest jacket ever?) but the pink panther is apparently missing u.u and i cannot tell him to send me his own jacket (lol)

............................................

BUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUTTTT

If someone wants to buy that jacket for me LOL

i'll made a fullbody no bg comission for that person

! (of course after i finish the shitload of comissions i have prior lol)

i'd buy it myself but i already transfered all my money to my bank account u.u saved in case im overwhelmed with current comissions lol i can refound moneys LOL (:/ paranohic bitch)

(((((((((((((((8

MY BOYFRIEND WILL BUY FABRIC FOR ME TOMORROWASPRESENTLOLOLOLO ANDIMSOHAPPYJEEZZZUUUUSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27528581/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 19:24:05 PDT

Feliz cumpleaÃ±os bishie! ahahahahaha te quiero u.u perdon por no haber ido a visitarte en tu cumpleaÃ±os pero aparte de que nadie podia ir a tu casa por mi, estuvo lloviendo toda la tarde y pues no pude ni salir con sergio a cuidar el video u.u

Pero tu sabes que te quiero mucho y que te admiros por ser tan talentoso e ingenioso diseÃ±ando, por ser mi amigo y por ser tan bishie siempre jojojojo

no encontre tu telefono y armanda no se metio al msn pa darmelo u.u snif asi que te dejo un journal pa tiiii y solo pa ti.

Hijo, te voy a decir lo que les digo a todos, QUE CUMPLAS MUCHOS MENOS oojojojojojjo CAUSE U'RE ALREADY TOO OLD BIASH AND I KNOW U DO UNDERSTAND THIS ENGLISH BECAUSE ITS FOR DUMMIES LIKE YE AAAAAAAHAHAHAH que groseriiii
NO TE CREAS LUIGIII

te debo la pizza, yo le dije a armanda que nos juntaramos otro dia u.u pero dijo que quiensabe que no aver si se podia y pues al final creo q no, pero tenemos q juntarnos para hacerte tu pizza porque soy muy buena baking this shit i swear.

ORAÂ´SI EN TI IDIOMELS ajajajaj:

JAPI BIRDAY TU YUUU----JAPI BIRDAY TU YUUUU

JAPY BIRDAY DIR LUIYIIII

, HAPI BIRDAY TU YUUUUUUU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!11!111 eleven twelve

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27255786/ Thu, 17 Sep 2009 17:04:58 PDT
BOYFRIEND!

10 usd fullbody or half body with details inked

2. AVAILABLE
3. AVAILABLE
4. AVAILABLE
5. AVAILABLE

NOTE ME OR HIM

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FRIEND

10 USD character/fullbody No background

12 usd Fullbody/pencil/really REALLY simple background

inked by

(8 usd more)

20 usd Fullbody/pencil/background

ONLY 5 SLOTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!NOTE ME!!!!!!!

1.- AVAILABLE
2.- AVAILABLE
3.- AVAILABLE
4.- AVAILABLE
5.- AVAILABLE

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27143660/ Sun, 13 Sep 2009 21:17:38 PDT MY COMISSIONS

Im planning to move and im quite scared because of the money, please guys help me promote comissions if you can n_n

im offering just 2 or 3 slots (FULLBODY, WAIST UP OR BUST U) since i have 3 already on the waiting list)---- Sketches and headshots unlimited (you'll just have to wait a bit more) at the same special price as the ones i offered before (since i have 3 already on the waiting list, it can take a while, you must be aware of this, 2 or maybe 3 months i dunno)

Im allways trying to improve my artwork, so, i promess the work u'll get will be better than the previous, i'll try my best.

THERE'S NO REFOUNDS! i repeat, NO refounds for any reason, unless im not able to finish it.

Fullbody
(85 usd plus 5usd of paypal fee n_n---normal rate is 140 usd)
(with simple background, like trees and lights and grass haha)

(this is a portraits, the rest of my work doesnt look like this style n_n)

Waist up, color/texture bg
(75 usd+ 5 usd paypal fee--- normal rate is 100 usd)

Bust Up color/texture bg
(45usd + 5usd paypal fee ----normal rate is arround 85 usd)

Sketchies (25usd + 3 usd paypal fee)

headshots (20usd + 3 usd paypal fee)

Unlimited slots

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I allways work with payment upfront, i hope u dont mind, is to avoid problems i've had before, im a person u can trust, i wont run and steal your money, and you can ask my comissioneers.

in order to be placed on the 2nd round list you'll have to pay upfront, and i'll ask you to be VERY patient, you'll be rewarded for it because i really try to improve with every comission i do, i allways try to give more than i recieve, and you'll be paying for example: 40 usd for a comission that's worth 80 and at the end u'll be recieving one that's worth 100.

remember, these are not my normal rates, im doin this because i need the money, please understand and be patient

----------COMISSION PRIORITY LIST (round 1):
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done: [link]
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=Lavah My boyfriend is offering comissions n_n http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27143659/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27143659/ Fri, 11 Sep 2009 02:10:07 PDT

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27018574/ Fri, 04 Sep 2009 16:05:58 PDT
Please guys, i trust so much in your judgement, so far i've recieved nothing but good critiques from almost all my watchers. I dont mind if you dont draw, or if you think u're not good enough to give a critique, i think everyone has something to say and sometimes the best critique comes from someone who doesnt really know about the subject.i eagerly look forward to it.

i'd like you to tell me what should i do, or practice to improve my style, to make it more realistic, i do know that i have to work LOADS in anatomy, but i mean small details, not stupid things like YOU SHOULD CHANGE THE WAY YOU DO EYES and stuff like that, you dont have to be the smartest person to figure it out by yourself, right?

sometimes i dont see small details, and sometimes i blind myself about what i do right and wrong.

also, id like you to tell me what do you think i do better and what do you think i should keep..what's the most awesome detail of my artwork or the one u like the most.

i know i dont have to say this to all of you, since you're quite good judges but for SOME PEOPLE (2 or 3 guys outhere) that allways like to critique my work in a very negative, rude, childish and unnecesary way (youknowwhoyouare):

critique as you'd like to be critiqued, this means, i dont ask for polite and respectful way if you just cant do it that way, its ok for me if you want to go to the point and tell me what's wrong im REALLY ok with it, but at least try to be FAIR, dont just come and drop off all your frustrations on me, i do know when to appreciate a good critique and im not retarded to notice when someone is just trying to piss me off. Please save it for yourself, enough with the bile.

To the rest of you, feel free to give me massive critique. n_n

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/27004928/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 21:17:34 PDT ANSWER: Im more afraid of a) Butterflies and Clowns
go give em some love!:

http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26968787/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 20:44:56 PDT ANSWER: #3 Puerquita Pop AKA Gorda awww
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A special journal to featue artwork of my watchers, go give some love to their awesome artwork n.n

:iconneosock:

... ]]> =Lavah SANTA IS A FAKE :ohnoes: http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26968069/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26968069/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 22:45:45 PDT

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about santa stuff

i dunno, this might be rant, but i've been thinking about it all day LOL

some evil bitch told me Santaclaus was a totall fake when i was 6 years old

do you believe in santa?
if not, why?
when did your parents/friends/family/ bitch like the one that told me--- told you santa claus wasnt real?

how did you felt?

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]]> =Lavah what's up with me. http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26705213/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26705213/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 02:29:43 PDT
I honestly feel so alone and discouraged

I have TONS of friends, i wont lie and say OH MY GOD I DONT HAVE FRIENDS because i do (and such good friends, im pretty lucky)...but i'd like to have a friend who would like to make a living of this, like me. i dunno, someone who understand why i feel pretty much alone.

on the other hand:
I have this idea of...doing things by myself, i have allways thought that i dont need/want any sort of relation with anyone to achieve what i want, not because i think im SO special...its because i just want to be known for who i am and for what i have done, not for the ppl i know or the social person im....i want to prove myself i can do it on my way, without the kissing everyone's ass part.

my mother says im stupid (and she's probably right)

i can't help it just find it so vain,so cold.... i can't stand it...it honestly makes me feel like crap everytime i try to do so...

for example:
i suffer enormus amounts of pain when my friends or family say:
"LOOK...she draws so pretty, LOOK AT HER DRAWINGS" and then:

"oh...do you like to draw??"
"can i see what you do?"
"bring your sketchbook and show me your work please"

it makes me so anxious and sick of my stomach.

another examples:

i used to go to DEVMEETS (like two) before, i NEVER EVER took my portfolio with me (it scares the shit out of me still), i was allways just hanging arround and saying "hello" to everyone i knew without even introducing myself to new ppl and if someone asked me what was my name i never said OH...IM LAVAH FROM DA...no, i was just Claudia and if they asked wich was my name i was just like: emmm....lavah... (suffering like you have no idea) with a big smile and pretending i was calm

i dunno.
i just want to dissapear from earth when something like that happens...i hate cons (first cause i dont really feel like i have something to show, second because i dont really like showing my work in real life, i dont take compliments (but i do appreciate em'

very well i guess), i hate devmeets, i hate ppl staring at me while drawing, i barely can stand a livestream session without having a panic attack.

by far i have done everything in my power to just stay away from all that shit. (i dont mean ppl, i mean the feeling of sickness because most of ppl isnt guilty of me being sick of them) and im sure that's why i feel so isolated.

so cut off from the community.

does anyone feels (or have felt) like me or i should probably go to the shrink?
i'd go for the second lol

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Here's some scenes from one of my fav movies "pride and prejudice"i've been working on just as color practice, dont expect the character to actually look like the actress keira knightley cause it just took me 1 1/2 hour to finish each :/ it wasnt my intention to made a copy of the scene..., its an excercise "from life" so to speak.

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ps:
Im off school! im so happy im not a student anymore n_n i'll show you pics of everything later n_n

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=Lavah Comission - CLOSED http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26394126/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26394126/ Thu, 06 Aug 2009 22:27:08 PDT thanks for being so supportive :3

Fullbody

(paid-confirmed)

(paid - Confirmed)

HALF BODY (bust up) simple background, detailed

(paid-confirmed)

(paid confirmed)

(Paid-confirmed)

----------COMISSION PRIORITY LIST:
1-

(paid)
2-

(paid)
3-

(paid)
4-

(paid)
5-

(paid)
6-

(paid)

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(not confirmed)

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26317406/ Sat, 01 Aug 2009 12:10:17 PDT [link] she's Christina de La Rosa (the third one) n__n

its a contest, Miss chihuahua n.n and i'd like you to go and consider to vote for my friend's

sister! i know her (not much) and she's very kind and cool n.n

Christina de La Rosa (the third one)
Christina de La Rosa (the third one)
Christina de La Rosa (the third one)
Christina de La Rosa (the third one)
Christina de La Rosa (the third one)
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]
[link]

VOTE!

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please dont come and say "U CHEATER" (because this has happened to me before) because im not forcing you to press the friggen button, if you dont want to vote for her then vote for someone else or if you think they're all fugly bitches who doesnt deserve your vote then just leave, and if you dont want to vote at all because u think its wrong then fuck off because im not in the mood to deal with two faced bitches and double standards.

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=Lavah still alive http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26140835/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/26140835/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 23:19:18 PDT

heh n.n i went to see Intersys play past friday and it was awesome n_n, i finished their album cover and they loved it.

I just got my tickets for free and Moshe and Omri (Intersys) gave me chocolates and cigarrettes as present too hahahaha LOL they were so nice with me...i got there at 9:00 pm with my boyfriend, sister and sister's boyfrienda and there was a HUGE line and i was like """ ;___; gosh i will have to wait like an hour to enter"""" but i didnt had to wait! n.n i just called "Monoparty" (the promoter, i mean the guy who makes all those "raves" and parties here) and he told me i could go to the entrance "i'll be there and you can enter" and i was like

watch me walk to the entrance door while you losers wait on line

heh, nah, im joking, i felt quite bad, but after all i was invited...so, who cares.

Anyway, i also meet Ella Doron she's very sweet and kind. I had a really good time an i danced till my feet started to hurt

n_n

i might made a new (and a good one, last and first sucked) livestream on saturday night, if i do i'll let you know like 4 hours before, i'll try my best

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=Lavah Comission lower prices http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25930972/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25930972/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 21:52:15 PDT
NEW PRICES:

Headshots (shoulders-up) No background

Price: 20 usd

Bust Up Portraits

-Full color
-Detailed
-color/texture background
Price: 65 USD
-50 USD extra head.

=Lavah Comission lower prices http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25889572/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25889572/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 20:30:34 PDT
NEW PRICES:

Headshots (shoulders-up) No background

Price: 20 usd

Bust Up Portraits

-Full color
-Detailed
-color/texture background
Price: 65 USD
-50 USD extra head.

=Lavah Livestream in minutes http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25640980/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25640980/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 23:16:30 PDT
[link]

i'll be there in 10 mins or so :f

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]]> =Lavah Livestream http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25605603/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25605603/ Sun, 28 Jun 2009 11:50:54 PDT ) but later i'll "livestream" me painting LOL if some of you are interested.

instead of recording a turorial (wich i find very dificult cause my comp starts to run very slow) i'll show you a live tutorial.

what would you like to see?
i dont spend many hours at the computer due to the problem i have with my hand, so...i can't really show you the whole process of an entire piece, i wish i could

but i'll take suggestions like Hair, faces, hands...i dunno.

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]]> =Lavah Rest in Peace, Michael Jackson http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25545694/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25545694/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 16:18:36 PDT

He was a king!
I mean, i still feel happy when i hear ABC from J5, or billy jean...
who can forget THRILLER? and the famous "walking on the moon" steps.

He rocked this world!

i wont get into the whole pedo issue, because i dunno if he acctually was a pedophile (i hope not but if he was...well, god forgive him) i just liked his music since i was a kid and i'll stay with that memory, of MJ, the singer.

*snif* how sad

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]]> =Lavah Im free http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25341051/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25341051/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 23:22:16 PDT im so SO happy, i just can't believe it, i couldnt stand it anymore, is not official yet but im NO LONGER a student (these are my last hollydays..vacations...whatever as student :3) :3 yay! ...now im goin to draw more :f YESSSSS im opening comissions really soon but first i must show you my new pieces (have like 3 or 4 there...still in the oven) so you can have an idea of what im offering this time (i promess i got a bit better

...im still shitty but not as much as 3 months ago XD)

anyway...im very very excited! i have been waiting this from so long and now im almost free (i just have to get a few things done and a stupid test i failed because im retarded) !!!

lets boogie :3

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]]> =Lavah ask me a question. http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25042404/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/25042404/ Sat, 30 May 2009 23:32:46 PDT so...ask if you feel like asking XD

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]]> =Lavah kiriban, artrades, gifts, comission http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/24872310/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/24872310/ Thu, 21 May 2009 11:47:10 PDT IF I OWE YOU SOMETHING PLEASE TELL ME (CAUSE I FORGET SHIT) AND I'LL ADD YOU ON THE RESPECTIVE LIST!!!!!

COMISSION

ARTRADES

GIFTS AND KIRIBANS

?
?
?(and so on cause this list is FRIGGEN LONG

i lost all my notes and i need yo to remind me u.u
plzplz?

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http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/24833413/ Tue, 19 May 2009 03:13:36 PDT i think i just replied almost all comments, im sorry if i havent replied yours, i'll soon, i promise n_n

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]]> =Lavah Im pregnant. http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/24687055/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/24687055/ Sun, 10 May 2009 13:16:10 PDT
yes...i know it sounds weird.

that's why im joking hehehe, i just wanted to see how many of you ppl are reading my journal and its entire text.

The truth is that i want to be a young mom...i mean i'd hate to see myself having kids at the age of 26..27 (for man its ok I guess)...is just...i dunno, i wont say what just cause i dont wanna get into this kind of YOURE WRONG discussion, i wont like ppl to say im wrong cause im too young and i dont understand that having a child is quite a big responsability and blah blah...so, please keep it, i dont really need someone telling me that i shouldnt be a mom at such an early age, or that im taking it all lightly... ur opinion will fall on deaf ears.

...i would like to have a kid while im still very young, i dont deny it might be hard, i know, but having one at the age of 23 or so sounds perfect for me (not now cause i dont have the money, patience or even time to take care (barely can take care of myself) of a kid but near in the future i'd like to be a young mother SO BAD.

I just can't see my self having babies older.
so many ppl say:

-oh, dont be stupid...you should party hard until you get tired and then you can have babies.

-babies are such a pain in the ass, you wont be able to draw later and shit.

-u're crazy, you will spend your life trying to give this kid all he/she needs and there wont be anymore time or money for yourself...u'll end up hating your own child.

and i honestly think that's bullshit. It might be some true on each advice ppl has given to me, yes...but more than a curse i think having a child is one of the things that makes you want to become a better person.

i look at it and think:

well...if i have a child i'd be allways working for him/her to have everything she needs, yes, but i have been blessed with a gift that allows me to work at home, plus i can work as freelancer graphic designer, also at home.

I'd like to play with my kids at this age (when i have all the energy) than being partying all night...i think its more productive to spend time in playgrounds with my kids than being drunk at parties and stuff XD

i dunno, the positive side of having kids at my age is so wide n_n

BUT...if life has something important prepared for me aside of having babies and taking care of em, i'll accept it, cause i think isnt fair for kids to come to this world when their mom or dad are having a period when their profession is in its peek...i want my kids to be the most important thing ever...thats why i must work hard to achieve what i want so i can feel proud of myself first.

i dunno, i dont want ever to feel that my kids were an obstacle once in my life... not even for a second...so, at the end i'll decide according to the moment, but i'd love to be a young mom, i just hope im able to.

and you?

: : B u r n i n ' F l a m e Z : :

http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/24627516/ Wed, 06 May 2009 22:40:09 PDT Many things have happened! broke up with bf/ hookup/breakup/hookup...im sick...i should be a fucking nun.

I pierced both of my nipples like...a while ago (it hurts like hell, i would NOT do it again)
and i did quite a long list of fucked up stuff i dont want to even recall, gosh!

I've been feeling like i hate everyone LOL, Im such a negative whore.

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Peace out

: : B u r n i n ' F l a m e Z : :

]]> =Lavah Life's quite a bitch. http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/24603587/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/24603587/ Tue, 05 May 2009 15:19:04 PDT Many things have happened! broke up with bf/ hookup/breakup/hookup...im sick...i should be a fucking nun, or maybe i should stay like... the fuck alone.

I pierced both of my nipples like...a while ago (it hurts like hell, if i could i would NOT do it again)
and i did quite a long list of fuckedup things i dont want to even recall, gosh!

I've been feeling like i hate everyone LOL, Im such a negative bitch.

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Peace out bitches

: : B u r n i n ' F l a m e Z : :

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, also you can check our past jobs at The Official Site and our daily doodles at The Burnin' Blog

Please take a look at all of our sites and tell me what you think, any comment is very wellcomed, we appreciate your support!

Now, im goin to introduce the whole crew (drums***** i shamelessly stole almost the entire journal text from ¢greatLP XD):

Leading us to the very hell itself is Pedro Delgado, our FhÃ¼rer

, the spaceship commander, the boss of we all: Space monkeys, the goodfather...enough! He works all kind of illustrations, character designs, mascots and ,from time to time, some comics

The big fish! As weird as only a 3D artist can be, Ed the Fish is a (sea)beast in all kind of environments.

Cause old stuff is and will allways be cool, here's Javas, who brings back all the flavour from retro cartoons...feel the vintage, bitch!

With a very own taste and a good balance between the brutal and the sweet, FooRay is our best character designer so far.

Dynamic lineart and hott characters! Need a comic guy? Get some Nema!

Full of emotions and feeling the Earth, Sergi Brosa will totally blow up your mind with his detailed organic

Coming from caricatures, and with some serious control in body anatomy, Alex Owens will give ya the best

Our dragon
guy, who can come up with any fantasy world you can imagine! Warriors, creatures, landscapes, there's no task Xab cannot achieve!

If girls are known for being sweet and stylish, for sure Vhea is an excelent proof of that. All kind of art and charms can be designed by this spanish girl!

And talkin' bout design, here's our graphic designer. From Venezuela, Alonso Espinoza is your elegant choice for all kind of photo manipulations or designs.

Because we like to think that scripts are a key piece in every project, Marcus Almand here is our very versatile writer!

Mexico! Such a colorful place! Zaratus is here to make it clear, taking any comic or mascots to the brightest

=Lavah wtf http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23997119/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23997119/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 02:02:36 PDT

g'bye bitches!
:3 i'll be updating soon, im so busy with school right noe :3
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insidejoke***
the pink panther is the most gorgeous panther ever :3
do not dare to touch THE panther or u'll feel my rage

waterkisstheworkingpanther asdfwachuwawachu is a busy panther
pantherpantherpantherpanther :3

]]> =Lavah devwatch list update. http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23813798/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23813798/ Sat, 21 Mar 2009 12:35:50 PDT DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
im so happy

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im ..."updating?" my devwatch list, i just dont have as much time as i used to have before, so...i decided to "update" it a bit, i'll stay with my closest friends and ppl i really REALLY really really admire or feel like i have something in common, because i admire so many ppl but not as much as the ones i really admire, and it just makes me feel bad to see those guys updating allways and im never able to reply them.
also, please dont take it personal if i removed you from my watchlist, most probably i did just because you and me have diferent paths and we have...nothing in common and i can't learn anything from you, not because i think im better, its because our styles just dont match, if i dont have anything to say about your art exept HOW PRETTY!! i think its better for me to shut up.

im doin this because i used to have friends here who removed me with no reason and i really felt bad (but now i dont because its logic, our styles were diferent and they just felt like they have nothing to say...at least thats what i (WANT TO) think LOL), and i dont want any of you feeling bad, is not like im the big shit but i think a watch is a compliment, and i dont take it lightly, as i dont take lightly to remove people from my list. That's the true reason.

thankyou for understanding ans im sorry for being such a bitch ;_; im not showing my friends list but you should know if i just dont comment on your work, fave it, whatever, or...you can just ask and i'll explain you why if its important to you.
;__; but please try not to because i already feel like a bitch

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[link] ]]> =Lavah n_n pullip http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23703236/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23703236/ Sat, 14 Mar 2009 22:48:16 PDT I just got a pullip...half present of my boyfriend XDDDD i wanted her since so long, im very happy, she's gorgeous:
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thanks to

for taking such a good care of her LOL and for the pockys

i love pockys n__n

yesterday i went to a bar with her and her friends (specially omar, i was very fond of him, he was quite funny n_n) and my friends

and

, we had a good time n___n)

////BOYFRIEND////
i love you very much n_n

u're my sunshine, u make me happy when the sky is gray LOL

/////////////dark stalkers tribute/////////////////
congratulations to all mexican artist who got in the book, is such a joy to see mexican deviants in it! i feel very proud!!!! *shakes hands of all artists*

i didnt make it to the deadline cause i was busy, and in the end i guess is not so important for me...cause i know i could have make it but..i feel inside of me that i didnt wanted it so hard...(im so wrong i know, its a once in a life chance), like i did with the Hide piece (wich is for a magazine too...i hope i can get in, i wont know until...god knows when...june?) anyway...this was my piece...its not even near to be finished...but...this is the sketch i was doin
[link]

blah.

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STUCK.
Im sorry guys, i dunno what the hell is happening to me, im trying to draw all ur stuff but i just cant u_u i feel soo useless lately, if any of you wants your money back i can return it, just tell me, if not i appreciate it im workin everyday on your comissions, and i promess i'll repay all the time it took me.

end.

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[link] ]]> =Lavah im slow like a snail. http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23619779/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23619779/ Tue, 10 Mar 2009 00:22:28 PDT regular comissions (

and Cliff Maden (bleach comission)) proyect for Intersys and other random shit i have to finish....

THAT'S why im taking so long! ;__; im sorry!

some wips, in case u wanna see.
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I dont know of what to talk lately (lately= 4 months).
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********************SPANISH**********************
Viene de visita

y la llevaremos dios sabe a donde, algun antro de perdicion de por aqui, donde seguramente terminare borracha, tirada y atacada de la risa.

lucy es una de las personas mas soaves qe he conocido de aqui de chihuahua, y no solo porque es honesta, sino porque es ella misma y no se hace para un lado si la cosa se pone fea, y pues eso es dificil de encontrar en prospectos de amigos ultimamente, en fin. :3

te cuidaremos lucy :f lo prometo jajajaja

PD. ella me trae una PULLIP que queria desde hace mucho tiempo

, una "tezca dal"

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[link] ]]> =Lavah DD http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23553696/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23553696/ Fri, 06 Mar 2009 08:39:06 PST ctJemm

ivka and i appreciate it n_n
thought i don't deserve it.

*several glomps for her heh*

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[link] ]]> =Lavah darkstalkers tribute http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23481194/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23481194/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 00:25:47 PST
couldnt make it u.u deadline was today and i did a QUEEN B, but coultnd finish it u_u

im not a productive person at all

this wont be my year if i keep being as lazy as i've been the past few years LOL
Anyway.

Im very happy because Omri Azran from INTERSYS ( [link] also Moshe Maman, both are psytrance DJ's) asked me to work on the cover and the whole art for their new Record, this is a video from when they came to chihuahua ahaha i was there...dancing...somewhere in the front LOL [link]

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from right to left: 'this be' Omri, then Moshe both on stage at the Equinoxio festival (Live performance) and Omri again, mixing.

im quite happy cause he's got this cyberpunk idea and i think its very cool, i hope i can do it right cause i love their music,

and its quite a big oportunity for me since they have fans all over the world and i could have my art seen worldwide.

u can see their myspace too [link] they're from israel n_n

BTWWWW....
i got my moleskine sketchbook, its very cool...and small....and unfomfortable LOL

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[link] ]]> =Lavah cuando hablan mal de uno... http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23443730/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/23443730/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 02:00:21 PST una cosa es que les caigas mal y hablen lo normal no? tipo asÃ de:

-fulanit@ me caga la madre. no l@ aguanto, es un@ culer@ cara de cola :3 porque me hizo tal y cual cosa y qe muera.
Pero.
Otra muy diferente es que vayan por la vida fingiendo que te conocen en persona y QUE SABEN Como es que actÃºas y lo que haces...terminan diciÃ©ndole a los demÃ¡s mentira y media Sobre ti y ASEGURAN, juran y perjuran que lo que dicen es cierto y que es la verdad mÃ¡s pura que nadie ha dicho jamÃ¡s.
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De mi han dicho mierda y media, toda la vida.
estoy bastante acostumbrada a que me den LA MIRADA y que digan cosas sobre mi, pero una cosa si no tolero, y eso es que me difamen.
a que me refiero con esto?
a que digan cosas sobre mi que no son ciertas, obviamente.
NO HAY COSA QUE ME CAGUE MAS, que alguien hable mal de mi SIN CONOCERME.
y lo que es peor...que reparta la ponzoÃ±a con sus amigos cercanos, conocidos, desconocidos,
el perro, el vecino...que se yo, que simplemente tenga ganas de hablar y le salgan las palabras
por la cola solo porque no tiene vida y cree que por eso puede meterse con la mÃa.
Yo hago y digo muchas cosas, y lo que hago no tengo reparo en reconocerlo.
como cuando dicen qe soy grosera, desdeÃ±osa e intolerante, claro que lo soy.

pero lo que si no soy es una mentirosa y una cobarde, cuando tengo problemas con alguien simplemente voy y se lo digo, o no le hablo y lo ignoro... usualmente no frecuento a esas personas.
yo podre decir que fulanit@ me cae mal si alguien me pregunta y podre decir hasta de lo que se va a morir, pero yo no me invento todo un plaza sÃ©samo donde yo resulto ser la luz en medio de la
oscuridad que son los que me caen mal.

yo no trato de arrastrar a alguien que no conoce a esa persona a mi lado a base de mentiras y engaÃ±os, sobre todo si no conozco realmente a la persona que voy a difamar.
una cosa es que alguien te caiga mal y lo expreses y la otra es que quieras que todos los que te rodean odien a esas persona solo porquÃ© tu no la soportas y para lograrlo te inventas toda una historia sin importar que tu Ã©tica como persona este involucrada (aunque bueno...esa gente para empezar no tiene Ã©tica)

asi que si alguna vez les han dicho algo sobre mi (que estoy segura que a dos que tres que lean este journal les han dicho), los invito a que recapitulen su vida y que no sean pendejos.....empiecen a pensar por si mismos.
Cuando me traten y lleguen a ser mis amigos (si es que llegan a ser, porque la amistad no se reparte
como dulces.....si son tan dÃ©biles de mente como para dejarse llevar por lo que otros dicen entonces ni lo sueÃ±en, porque no son dignos ni de pisar el suelo donde camino y mejor se me mantienen al margen, porque yo si no aguanto pendejaditas)
van a poder decir mierda y media de mi, solo entonces, cuando me conozcan atrÃ©vanse a decir cosas de mi.

y para quien se que seguramente leera esto:
ZEXION (que ni pondrÃ© tu link del deviant, no lo mereces, a quien SIEMPRE LE CONTESTE Y CURIOSAMENTE ME CAIA BIEN, guey, ni siquiera sabia que eras la misma persona.), que es quien abriÃ³ la boca para decir mierda y media de MI.
no te culpo, alguien tuvo que haberte envenenado tanto la cabeza en contra mÃa, pero de lo que SI TE CULPO es de ser tan idiota, eso si es crÃ©dito tuyo.

primero: yo no te conozco en persona (contrario a lo que tu dices, que si me conoces), tengo la fortuna de no conocerte.
segundo: si te quieres inventar un cuento sobre que tipo de persona soy entonces para la siguiente que me veas, pÃ¡rate, ve a mi stand o a donde yo este y hÃ¡blame a la cara.
tercero: yo no difamo a nadie en mi journal, nunca lo hice, pero esta vez lo hare y sabes porque? para que no te sientas tan frustrado y que al menos una de las tantas mentiras que dijiste sobre mi se te cumpla. QUERIAS ATENCION? bueno, pues para ti, y solo para ti. TÃº has estado haciendo este cuentito pÃºblico, o al menos de ti me entere, asi que honor a quien honor merece, aquÃ estoy, echÃ¡ndote a todos âmis watchersâ (que son como extensiones mias, osea son PENDEJOS que no piensan y les salen los comentarios por la colaâ¦segÃºn tu teorÃa) en todo mi esplendor, disfrÃºtalo.
El Ãºnico problema que yo he tenido con alguien de âla comunidadâ ha sido con marira y no, contrario a lo que tu piensas, no ocupa un lugar importante en mi vida, y si se para enfrente de mi yo no bajare la mirada ni la evitare, y no tratare mal a sus amigas, como tu dices que las trato, pleitos de a gratis se los dejo a personas como tÃº.. Ese pleito es viejo y a mÃ no me interesa para nada, si tu piensas que se muestra madurez fingiendo que nada paso pues estas muy equivocado, ella y yo, ni amigas ni conocidasâ¦y pienso que ninguna de las dos estÃ¡ interesada en lo... ]]> =Lavah Devious Journal Entry http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22966674/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22966674/ Tue, 17 Feb 2009 21:14:48 PST slots open:

1.-available
2- available

~gyltharis [Waist Up 30usd

Paid]

=zettaiyume [fullbody 40usd

Paid]

*megami-no-yorokobi [Sketch 10usd

]

Finished

~Ashuramaru [Waist Up 30usd

Paid---DONE]

~A-melio [Fullbody 40usd

Paid---DONE]

*Egadaba [Color comission 140usd

Paid---DONE]

*Zaratops [Sketch 10usd

moneyback-Hiatus]

Digital in process
Cliff Maden [color comission 180 usd

[10%]]

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im opening b/w detailed comissions cause i need to practice when im not working at the comp so:

30 usd: Detailed waist up (+5usd Original)
40 usd detailed fullbody shot, like the above but fullbody (+10 usd Original)

it doesnt matter if your character has a lot of detail and i can draw pretty much anything, exept for guys and girls with lots of muscles and old ppl...i just dont like those ;_;

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[link] ]]> =Lavah hey you all, bitches!/ BLEACH ANIME help? http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22875300/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22875300/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 21:05:25 PST i Was absent at first cause i had to work on some pieces i need to finish before the end of february but my wrist started to hurt again ([link] in case u wanna know) and i had to rest instead of working

im so sad, but now my hand is ok and i can draw and all that stuff.

SOOOO....yes.
i'll post some stuff soon.

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about the BLEACH subject, WELL i dont watch anime (i used to but now i dont), as many of you might know:
could someone please explain me some stuff about this anime?

-i want to know general facts about the personality of this two characters: Ichigo and kisuke, and how is their relationship (if they have one) if they get along or if they're enemies...i dunno, just tell me something about those two characters please?

i'd appreciate it so so much n_n

thanks

i'll try to reply my messages soon ;____; i promess

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[link] ]]> =Lavah i commited a crime ;__; http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22612365/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22612365/ Fri, 16 Jan 2009 10:48:26 PST

15 usd!!!...fucking expensive little piece of crap, i love it ;__;

noo, im not comming back, yes thanks for the comments i'll miss you more

;_; no...im not traveling (i wish i was), yes i wont be back again (i swear lol), i just had to take this out cause i can't believe i did that, i told my self i woultnd never ever, but im so week, publicity owns me.

Im leaving because i have a lot of work!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

;_; wont be back in at least 10-15 days, now its for sure! so please try not to comment cause i feel bad ;__;

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[link] ]]> =Lavah away for a while http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22588245/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22588245/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 00:00:07 PST soo...

take care!

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[link] ]]> =Lavah 2009 http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22407354/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22407354/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 04:02:27 PST and i didnt cause i dont really like to plan what i want to do, i think is just...worthless?, its not like i dont like people writting about this subject, is just i dont like plans XD, im pretty much an spontaneous person.

Sometimes i wish i had plans cause you know where are u goin right?, i never know where im goin...of course i have my goals and i know what i want but i dont really think about it...i just....do stuff?

---I just want to be better, thats all i know.
I want to grow as much as i can as an artist this year, and i think this MUST be my year, it must be. I need to have a proyect of my own, but i dont feel like i can publish something yet, im just not worthy, there's so much beautiful art outhere and i really want to be worthy of having my work printed professionally, so imust work harder than ever, i shall be better month after month. I just can't afford to be fooling arround

---I'd like to be able to leave home, and not because im not happy here is just cause i need to be alone...i need a space of my own and,i dont need an easy life...i feel like a need to say "im hungry and i dont have any money, i need to pay bills, i need a job"
u know? i DO need to stand up by my own, i need to taste the real world. and i need to feel like im not a fucking parasite to my parents (wich im not, they love me deeply i know).

---if possible i'd like to share a life with my boyfriend

, i mean as his wife, some ppl might be scared like "OMFG ure 20 and and yet u want to be married, are u crazy?" but i dont really see him as some kind of wall in my way...
he has supported me so much, he knows me better than my own parents if i may say so. he's just my best friend.

---i want to finish my career, i mean i love graphic design but i must be honest, i still love more to draw and i really wish i can get a job where i can draw all day...i really dont want to work as a graphic designer, it just breaks my heart to think that i might be forced to end up working as a full time designer if i dont level up my skills.
im not a graphic designer...i know im not.

---i want a DS lite or a Game cube
ahahahaha

yeah, those are basically my goals this year, and well i'll do my best to get to them.

what are yours?

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[link] ]]> =Lavah i can draw again :boogie: http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22384104/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22384104/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 22:41:18 PST
im so happy lol, i woke up yesterday, in fact i couldnt sleep at all cause it was 3:00 am and i was really drunk and i was feeling like drawing LOLOLOL i was in bed like:

i tought at first it was a really bad idea because it was already 3.00 am...but what the hell LOL, i woke up and ended up my comission work for

at 7.00 am i was so excited, it makes me so happy to feel like drawing again.

now i have to finish

's comission, im making something very special for *Egadaba cause my god, i owe that comission since 2 months ago and i couldnt do a shit because of my stupid artblock n_n im happy!

m replying coments today too

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[link] ]]> =Lavah My new year... http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22345831/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22345831/ Fri, 02 Jan 2009 01:50:38 PST
im not sure if i woke up with my right foot when i got out of bed, it was 2:00 pm when i did.

i know...LATE.
january 1st and i didnt get to see the morning. WRONG

I said i was goin to draw today "yess, it-ll be a great day, ill finish all my comission work and i-ll start this year so SO good"

and guess what!?
i couldnt draw a shit....

i havent been able to draw since i dont remember, i tought that if i had more comission work i-d be forced to draw...but no...i just can-t seem to gather enough strenght, im so sick of this artblock, for real...i must SICK.

I can-t even reply comments for christ sake, what-s happening to me? (and yes, my keybord is just...wrong)

im supposed to go out and make some excercise, im supposed to be on a diet but HOW THE HELL can i do that when im at home 24-7...

shit, i dont want the whole year to be like the first day.

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[link] ]]> =Lavah someone please sell me good hair extensions http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22211905/ http://Lavah.deviantart.com/journal/22211905/ Fri, 26 Dec 2008 15:08:57 PST
does someone here sells good hair extensions??

hahahahaha LOL

I-LL REPLY CHRISTMAS COMMENTS TODAY, THANKS n.n

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