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HOLY CRAP NEVER AGAIN. *eye twitch*

With that note, finally regained my PS and IR 7.0 DD!!!

Ah... good times, my tablet is finally out of storage too!

Now all I need to do is start drawing again.

P.S.: Yes my adv has my name on it. It's translucent and gets darker with time, and yes you probably cant read it AT ALL.

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/23350072/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/23350072/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 18:21:42 PST
]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/22597739/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/22597739/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 14:47:19 PST
For one, I'm now 21 years old. What does that mean? True, legal, freedom.

Also, true, legal, fear.

I have to start worrying about myself now... School, work, driving, housing, etc.

There's many things I need to finish and some I need to start... Basically, however, I need 2009 to be a new and fresh experience so that I can look into myself and see what needs to go, what needs to stay, and what need to be fixed.

So far I haven't even acknowledged the new year, I suppose. But then again, it's just a new year, a continuation of something we call time... An inconclusive version of growth...

So do I have any resolutions?

I asked myself this very question the other day...

No I don't think so, not just yet anyway.

I need to work on some things though.

I need to become more independent.

I need to focus on my education, a lot.

I need to become a healthier individual, mind, spirit, AND body.

I need to find myself a bit.

I need to start reading again, often.

I need to clear my head of things.

I need to break attachments with some of my past.

I need to make attachments with my future.

I need to realize many things I haven't even thought of yet.

I need to excel.

Overall, I can forsee myself accomplishing these things. All I have to do is follow that future as close as possible.

It may take me through dangerous situations, it make my life easier, or it may completely reduce me into the smallest thing a person can be; whatever it does, I MUST follow it. Now.

I love many people in my life... Hopefully they can love me with the changes to come. If not, I must continue on, they will realize; we all do, it just takes [time].

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/19303262/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/19303262/ Thu, 10 Jul 2008 02:15:18 PDT
Really, that's great.

I'm aforementioned.

So let's get to the things at hand, shall we?

I can't type at the moment, which is kind of annoying if you know what I mean? I am frantically addicted to House, and I believe it's a good thing, I'm enjoying it just because it's comforting white noise. I don't necessarily pay attention to every scene and every frame and every sentence in the show, but I can totally tell you what it was about. Hell, maybe even the disease the main person they were diagnosing had, usually.

So yeah, I'm addicted to House M.D.

Whateva.

I miss school and hate my job, also, just because I want to let people know, I am currently working at my local Target store.

They don't check the coinage in the registers, so if you work there too and want to steal you some quarters... Go for it. I'm not condoning stealing, lol, but I just know these things. I also have never stolen any money from Target, believe it or not, and don't plan to anytime soon.

What else can I talk about Target about... They told us not to ever reveal our job and the fact that we worked there, it's late and I'm enjoying myself.

Oh here's one:

This is our return policy as of NOW:

-You can return ANYTHING, used, broken, water damaged, etc., to the store with a valid receipt. (Which, is a receipt that hasn't expired, check the damn thing, it says it right on the top.)

-You can return anything UNDER 35 USD with your driver's license, passport, or state issued ID. Twice. Every twelve months.
That means, if you do a return with your ID in January, and then one in March. You won't be able to use the next one UNTIL March.

-Managers (aka: Team Leaders)have no overrides. None. Zip. Nada. Don't ask for one.
WE DON'T DO EXCEPTIONS.

-We can also look up your transaction (see: receipt) with your form of payment.
SO, if you payed with a Debit card, a Credit card, a Check, a Money Order, or a Gift Card, or Registry Purchase Log (print it at the kiosk) WE CAN LOOK IT UP.

However, not on the day it was purchased.

Also, a tip for returning things with a Gift Receipt, if you change the first number from a 2 to a 5 (receipt ID #) you magically get the original receipt number.

Comes in handy when you don't want to shop at Target but do want your money back from a double gift or whatever.

I'm tired and I have a good idea for a drawing, so goodnight.

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/16224627/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/16224627/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 13:21:56 PST
So apparently I'm sick again, no matter how much I like to deny it.

Also, I'm not too sure how I'm paying for college... o_o;;

Triple also, my mom is one of the most illogical beings I have ever met.

With that being said, she's more logical than most.

I'm thinking of trading in my new car; I love it to death, it's a 2007 Volkwagen (yes, I had to spell that out) Rabbit (aka Golf). I lurves it. However, with my current insurance/car bill/wages being earned.... I can't afford to move out. This is, a problem, a conundrum.

I want to keep my car, but it's holding me back (in some ways).

T_T

In other news, I'm looking for a better paying job, any takers? I can write! Design! Physical labor? >_> I hate you all and your industries.

Unless you want to give me a job, then you're awesome!

French is going well, I missed that language.

Somehow, it's also helping me with my Spanish, Japanese, and English all in one stone. With that being said, it's the salt mines, not the salt mills.

Phone bill, oh phone bill, why must you be so high? Can't you see that I can not be, responsible for these payments... why? So I got a new cell phone, big woop, I don't even have it right now. Confess, I must, for I lost the valuable thing at a friend's and have not seen, it, since.

That was really really bad.

I don't sing much.

Especially through blog...

I wish I had my dog back.

Damned unconditional love.

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/15865632/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/15865632/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 16:08:47 PST lol

Well, let's see; yesterday I had a couple of drinks with a crazy friend, overall I relearned that BudLight is fecking disgusting and should never ever be drunk. Ever.

Haha, with that being said, whiskey is much better and quite tasty w/ Dr. Pepper.

Besides that, school is almost over, which is okay I suppose... I'm going to have to retake a class or two because I just honestly lost interest in them around halfway through. Too many other things to try to focus on, I suppose. I do enjoy the fact that I'll have a couple of days of vacation, though mostly I'll be working.

I haven't been to church in like 7 months now.

Christmas is coming up and I'm basically poor... I'm thinking I might actually take the time to draw up a couple of presents for my friends, it might sound cheap but overall it'll probably be much more personal than just a randomly bought cheap present; unless of course it's lingerie

Mints are okay, Mentos are fun because they can be made into explosives.

Okay is not an actual word, just a bastardization of the English language much like many other words. (Then again, in the U.S. neither is colour, which I believe is stupid.)

I'm still trying to find a new girl friend, not sure why, it's just nice to have someone there that you know you can enjoy yourself around whenever, I suppose. I should start going to the gym again, no offense but I'm fat. :3 Fat people usually only date other fat people.

Or fetishists.

Fat people aren't really my type. I'm not being mean, it's just unhealthy, I know because I'm there right now and it's not in any way attractive.

I miss my friends a bit, I don't really talk much with them nowadays; always busy with something.

I've been wondering quite a bit lately, about myself mostly, not really so much my future, more along the lines of what I want to presently change in my attitudes towards things and life. Unfortunately, not much success just yet, one thing only leads to another, and eventually the only option is to opt or to change.

I used to adore orange juice.

I haven't drank it in months.

It's probably time I should develop my artistic abilities, naturally or otherwise, I've been stuck in a box for too long and it's getting dusty and spider-webby in there.

That's all I have to say today, I'm going to watch my Netflix movie, I've had it for over 3 weeks and I'm tired of paying 9 dollars a month for one movie.

A qué vida.

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/15584271/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/15584271/ Tue, 20 Nov 2007 00:53:05 PST
Lol.

That's basically it.

Yeah.

*Clears throat*

Gonna go study for my biology test.

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/15482652/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/15482652/ Mon, 12 Nov 2007 17:20:47 PST
Fucking anaesthetics are gone.

I hate Tylenol it never does shit so I'm not even going to take it.

I HAVE NO TOENAIL.

In other news, I don't really deserve one. :3

G'nite all I'm gonna go stab my nerves out.

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/15050692/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/15050692/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 22:16:31 PDT
]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/13528484/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/13528484/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 17:07:10 PDT
Individualism is loneliness.

Live, thrive, rejoice. Carrier of fate, giver of destiny.

Remembrance, never growing tired of those.

Love, battle, move; stupidity drives us.

Language. Porque solo usted puede detener sus sentimientos.

Changing ourselves is part of life, we intergrate our emotions and mannerisms to those around us. To those we care about, to those who care for us. Love is a driving force, a chemical reaction that lasts an eternity. We live in a way that leaves us with too many chances, live, be free, and enjoy anything you can; it takes too long to die and too little to live.

-JDG

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/13131652/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/13131652/ Mon, 28 May 2007 22:07:08 PDT
]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/11678885/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/11678885/ Sun, 04 Feb 2007 02:23:37 PST
So yeah, first things first, I almost died in a car accident this Friday. Or rather, I almost got into a car accident that would have killed me. The first sentence makes more sense though, I was driving my sis, mom, aunt, and myself home from visiting the good ol' town of -town name removed-, it was pretty dark since it was like 8ish, well anyway, all of a sudden there was one headlight-looking thing in front of us that didn't look like it was moving; apparently it was indeed a headlight. There was an accident on the road only a couple of minutes before we got there, the police hadn't gotten there and so the cars were literately still in the middle of the road, it looked pretty bad. So yeah, we almost crashed head-on with the car that was in the middle of the road. Still alive though, and didn't even get any whiplash so it's all good.

Now onto the other reason why I posted this.

I was tired of seeing the long list of movies on my front page . That is all. Heh, see you all later. Hope I can upload some pictures soon, I have a drawing class so I actually have to produce them nowadays haha, too freakin' bad we started with charcoal in this one, I -HATE- charcoal, I usually get along great with art supplies but charcoal is just not my thing... Anyway, 'nite/mornin' see you all later!

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/11593952/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/11593952/ Sat, 27 Jan 2007 23:43:15 PST SUPPOSEDLY if you've seen over 80 movies, you have no life. Mark the ones you've seen.
There are 169 movies on this list.
Put your score in header and repost:


(x) Nacho Libre
(x) Grease
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean
(x) Pirates of the Caribbean 2
(x) Orange County
( ) The Green Mile
(x) Willy Wonka and the Chocolate Factory (Both new and older)
(x) Neverending Story
( ) Blazing Saddles
(x) Airplane!
( ) Red Eye
( ) Stick It
( ) She's the Man
(x) 8 Mile

Total so far: 9

(x) The Princess Bride
( ) SNL's The Best of Will Ferrell
(x) Napoleon Dynamite
( ) Fun With Dick and Jane
(x) Saw
(x) Saw II
(x) Saw III
(x) White Noise
( ) White Oleander
(x) Anger Management
(x) 50 First Dates
(x) The Princess Diaries
( ) The Princess Diaries 2: Royal Engagement

Total so far: 18

(x) Scream
(x) Scream 2
(x) Scream 3
(x) Scary Movie
(x) Scary Movie 2
(x) Scary Movie 3
(x) Scary Movie 4
(x) American Pie
(x) American Pie 2
(x) American Wedding
( ) American Pie Band Camp


Total so far: 28

(x) Harry Potter
(x) Harry Potter 2
(x) Harry Potter 3
(x) Harry Potter 4
(x) Resident Evil 1
(x) Resident Evil 2
(x) The Wedding Singer
( ) Cinderella Man
(x) The Village (unfortunately, seriously)
(x) Lilo & Stitch

Total so far: 37

(x) Finding Nemo
( ) Finding Neverland
(x) Signs
(x) The Grinch
( ) Texas Chainsaw Massacre
( ) White Chicks
(x) Butterfly Effect
(x) 13 Going on 30
(x) I, Robot
(x) Robots

Total so far: 44

(x) Dodgeball
( ) Universal Soldier
(x) Lemony Snicket: A Series Of Unfortunate Events
(x) Along Came Polly
( ) Deep Impact
( ) KingPin
(x) Meet The Parents
(x) Meet the Fockers
(x) Eight Crazy Nights
(x) Joe Dirt
(x) King Kong (2005)

Total so far: 52

( ) A Cinderella Story
(x) The Terminal
( ) The Lizzie McGuire Movie
( ) Passport to Paris
(x) Dumb & Dumber
(x) Dumber & Dumberer
(x) Final Destination
(x) Final Destination 2
(x) Final Destination 3
(x) Halloween
(x) The Ring
(x) The Ring 2
( ) Surviving X-MAS
(x) Flubber
(x) Harold & Kumar Go To White Castle
( ) Practical Magic
( ) Chicago
(x) Ghost Ship
( ) From Hell
(x) Hellboy
(x) Secret Window
( ) I Am Sam
( ) The Whole Nine Yards

Total so far: 66

(x) The Day After Tomorrow
(x) Child's Play
( ) Seed of Chucky
( ) Bride of Chucky
(x) 10 Things I Hate About You
(x) Just Married
( ) Gothika
(x) Nightmare on Elm Street
( ) Sixteen Candles
(x) Remember the Titans
( ) Coach Carter
(x) The Grudge
(x) The Mask
(x) Son of the Mask

Total so far: 75

(x) Bad Boys 2
(x) Joy Ride
( ) Lucky Number Sleven
(x) Ocean's Eleven
( ) Ocean's Twelve
( ) Identity
( ) Lone Star
(x) Bedazzled
(x) Predator I
(x) Predator II
(x) Superstar
(x) Ice Age
( ) Ice age 2 The Meltdown

Total so far: 83

(x) Independence Day
( ) Cujo
( ) A Bronx Tale
(x) Darkness Falls
( ) Christine
(x) ET
( ) Scared of So Badly
(x) Children of the Corn
(x) My Boss' Daughter
(x) Maid in Manhattan
(x) Monsters Inc.
(x) War of the Worlds
(x) Rush Hour
(x) Rush Hour 2

total so far: 93

( ) Best Bet
(x) How to Lose a Guy in 10 Days
( ) She's All That
( ) Calendar Girls
( ) Sideways
(x) Mars Attacks
( ) Event Horizon
( ) Ever After
(x) Forrest Gump
(x) Big Trouble in Little China
(x) The Terminator
(x) The Terminator 2
(x) The Terminator 3

Total so far: 100

(x) X-Men 1
(x) X-Men 2
(x) X-Men 3
(x) Spider-Man
(x) Spider-Man 2
( ) Sky High
(x) Jeepers Creepers
(x) Jeepers Creepers 2
(x) Catch Me If You Can
(x) The Others
(x) Freaky Friday
( ) Reign of fire
( ) Cruel Intentions
( ) Cruel Intentions 2
(x) The Hot Chick
(x) Shrek
(x) Shrek 2

Total so far: 113

(x) Swimfan
( ) Miracle
(x) Old School
( ) K-Pax
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Fellowship of the Ring
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Two Towers
(x) Lord of the Rings: The Return of the King
~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/11357407/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/11357407/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 02:04:40 PST
for a new Journal entry.

I seem to have a lot of things to talk about, today.

First of all, I moved. Completely new city, it makes me hyperventilate when I think about it, but not really. I'm not that shy, on the outside, at least.

I'm glad, it's like a clean slate, time to regroup and reform myself, nothing old, just new. I shouldn't say that, there's still old, especially old that I appreciate being there. I wonder why, even though losing all old ties hurts, it is not at all painful in this type of situation. I keep telling people I'll visit. I probably won't. I'll see the people, but not on purpose. Not planned, it'll be like what everyone else does, really, wait until someone comes up to you, I wonder what the person coming up to you is like. Outstanding? Confident? Bored, probably. You're in a room 50 people with you, someone walks over and begins to talk, why?

I love many people, many whom I won't be able to see except by chance now, for a while, at least. Love, however, is not an exceptional thing, it shatters, completely, and though it is never gone, the shards can't be glued back together again the same as they were before. Sometimes a new form emerges, often, it falls apart before it can be completed.

I miss many people, I hope to see them. Though visiting, again, is something I won't do, not to my past, it's not worth it. I keep leaving like this, this is my fourth time, or something like that. I never have gone back until I was asked to. It's challenging, but better this way. Trust me, I have experience.

So, besides that. This last year was horrid, truly. I didn't expect much from it the year before, I got a mediocre representation of what it shouldn't have been. Meh, it was completely worthless. Nothing memorable, nothing. Harsh? Perhaps, true? Yes. Very. I made many memories (this is called irony) but I don't believe they're memorable. Enjoyable, that's the word. I enjoyed myself, many times. I enjoyed my friends, yes. I especially enjoyed the eventful stride my life took.

This year has been ridiculously glum, so far.

Death is not a subject I'm betting will leave my side anytime soon.

I'm not dying.

Depression is a silly thing, I am not in any way depressed, I hope no one thinks so.

That's about it. I'm going to go try and get some sleep, I have things to do in two hours' time, go figure.

Perhaps I shouldn't publish this, too many people will misinterpret it as me trying to get attention (something someone once said) while I'm not.

Well, if you read this, don't mind me, I'll probably do the unthinkable and delete it later, though the past is something that really shouldn't be thrown away. Good night.

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/10790306/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/10790306/ Mon, 20 Nov 2006 15:02:04 PST _> <_< seriously, last I remember I wasn't this old. Meh, another day another year, same ol same ol. Hehe, so yeah, it's my bday Another freakin' year and now I'm not a 'fresh' 18 year old, still I've always liked the idea of being 19, probably because of my love for the number 9.

So what did I learn my 18th year? Cars are awesome, but they suck when they die. Sand is dangerous. Wiis are harder to come by than you expect. I have way too many good friends, I'm glad though. Drama, oh oh oh oh drama, seriously, bleh. Hahaha, comma splices I need to draw more, much more. Some other crap. Oh yeah, telemarketers suck, but now I am one! Damn. XD

So yeah, I hope I can hurry up and make a new submission soon, until then I'll be vegitating and hoping I had a Wii to play with (If you know what I mean, lol)

See you all later! Don't get older kids, it hurts your hip.

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/10495585/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/10495585/ Tue, 24 Oct 2006 09:13:26 PDT
I'm tired ! But thankfully not sleepy at all for once :B Wowz yesterday was a long and fruitful day, and yet I got nothing done XD Shame on me, I know.

So yeah, why are shoes dangerous? BECAUSE THEY CONDONE WALKING! :B Hehe, let me elaborate. Lately I've been wearing sandals a lot because well... I'm too lazy to put on shoes, plus I love my feet when they're out in the wind; either way, yesterday I decided I'd be less lazy and avoid the sandals, so I put on my shoes and off I go to school, I had planned to skip a couple of ma classes and go to the library because I have a 'couple' of loose ends I have to hurry up and work on. So I was going to go to my first class then after that just work like crazy on my stuff. HOWEVER, yesterday was a nice day 9_9...

You know, one of those days where the sun is out but it's very windy and the weather threatens to be gloomy :3 I luvs it, such a nice day indeed... So I start walking and decide I'll go ahead and skip the first class too, as I see it I'm probably going to end up dropping that class this week anyway, so no go for that. Instead I walk around a little bit at the building with the theatre and stuffs (the fine arts one, yes) and then go on my way to the library.

Oh yeah, did I mention that my Jeep is at the shop? Apparently the fecking computer died and so there's no spark to make the gas... go >_> so yeah, it died on my like 3 times and I got angry so I took it to the shop. It took them 2 days to figure out the problem and it's been about 3 days more for them to order the computer and get it here. Apparently the stupid thing got lost so it should be here soon, hopefully today.

Anywya, back on topic, I haveta walk around at school because I have no other transportation. So yeah I was going to the library when it hit me that I was a tad bit sore from running the day before and today was a good day for a walk >_> <_< damned 'healthy' ideas. So I said "yeah I think I will, let's go for a walk! " I didn't really know where I was going until about 5 minutes into the walk when I decided I'd go to the coffee shop... which is down main... which is like 15 (I'm estimating, in reality I have no idea) miles away from the college. o_o

So I walked
and I walked
and I treaded
and I saw a couple of cute dogs that barked at me
and my sidepack got annoying because it weights a ton
and I kept going
and I finally made it after an hour and a half.

9_9 Jesus it was fun but now I have blisters on my feet and most of my body is sore XD shoulders from the bag and my feet from......... my....... walking? XD

So yeah, fun stuff, and I got to see lotsa crazy people I hadn't seen for a while, but I think I'm gonna give up the shoes for a tad x_x no more walking large distances for me, at least not till my darn feet heal up.

That's about it :B I have a lil' more to say but I gotta get to class, so I'll see ye'll later.

~"L"Chupacabras

]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/10105857/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/10105857/ Sun, 17 Sep 2006 20:52:31 PDT
I've been here for a while, so, my tastes have changed and overall I feel like I just have to let go to a lot of the older things I liked that I just don't very much anymore. I mean no disrespect to any of the artists that I deleted off of my faves and I did and maybe do still like your stuff... so yeah, don't take it as a big deal, because it's... not, really.

Just making that announcement, and that's basically it.

Besides that, I've been bored out of my mind o.o yes I've been putting up a couple of things here and there, which I'm glad I'm doing, because at least a couple is better than nothing. I am reallyyyy trying to draw more but with school and work I don't really have much time, still I'm going to see if I can use my free time to better my artistic skills, I'm tired of seeing other people's work and thinking "wow, I wish I could draw that well" because... I know I can... I just don't, because I don't practice enough to get good at it.

Well, that's basically it, now I kind of have to go study for my Japanese class... so, yeah... I'll see you all later.

"L"Chupacabras

P.S.: Oh yeah, if you guys add my pics to your faves or lol even visit them and kind of like them, try to leave some comment, especially some that'll help me get better. Don't worry, I can take hard critique. ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/9958091/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/9958091/ Mon, 04 Sep 2006 00:32:07 PDT
I went through the whole entire day like any other day and right now I just heard about it and... wow, just wow.

I loved watching this guys shows and yes I have to admit I've though "G'z I'm surprised he's still alive." But wow... this is just so wrong.

I'm not surprised he died doing what he loved, but I am glad. I hope his family will be okay... You will be missed Croc Hunter, and I hope that wherever you may be you will have no regrets.

Steven Irwin
1962-2006
R.I.P. ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/9647193/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/9647193/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 12:02:04 PDT

Anyway, summer's almost over, and I now have a job again (I quit Wal-*art) hooray for me, I'm a telesurveyer, so booya. I actually 'start' today, I mean i started yesterday (got trained and such) but today I get to actually call people 9_9 I'm kinda nervous... I'm not that great at phone calls, nor reading things off ._. wrrrw...

So, has anyone noticed I haven't submitted anything wortwhile in like... a long ass time?

Hahaha, it sucks ._. I haven't drawn anything in so long it's not even funny >_>... I'd really like to start drawing again 'cause the less I do the worse I'm gonna get with time o-o I dunno hopefully I'll have something at least sub-par up within a week, if I don't you're all welcome to complain your head off.

That's basically it, I need to go take a shower and brush my teeth so I'll see y'all later.

(Also, fuck you Mary Jane, fuck you.)

Latez
~"L" Chupacabras ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/8654202/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/8654202/ Tue, 02 May 2006 16:44:26 PDT Mood:
Listening to: ~One Night Carnival~

Two more weeks! Yay, college is almost over, I already finished one of my classes today (no more drawing class o_o) and yesterday I kind of finished my Macroeconomics class... I say kind of because I probably ended up failing that class, horribly.

Well, that and the fact that I ended up not going to said class... t'was an accident... hahaha, irony.

I still have that DVD! >_
I did watch it though ! And I even liked it, hehe, seriously, it was a really good movie and the songs in it were amazingly amusing Muahaha.

BOOGEY!

I've been on a movie-buying rampage lately, of course, to me that means buying two movies, which I... did. I bought Airplane (the "Don't call me Shirley" edition) and Pulp Fiction, they're both awesome movies, though they're completely unlike each other.

I'm hoping to not get shot in the face now... I'll tell whoever's pointing a gun at me to get it away from my face, you never know when those things'll go off. Actually I want to fire a gun, I never have... so it should be an experience, just like the little accident I had with my Jeep yesterday.

Today's basically my last day to ginish my english stuff, I work for the rest of the week and I can't really do anything about it... so, yeah. Hopefully I can get two of the three essays I have to do done today, the last one will have to wait for the rest of the week :\ which means I'll have to do it whenever I get the chance or cancel my sleep here and there.

Finals week next week... I don't feel great about that :\ Especially the trig one, I have to learn vectors in like a week, and the chemistry one won't be much better, I have to learn everything we've done this semester and everything we did last semester in a couple of days... bleh.

So hopefully I'll be able to get my cell phone (a SLVR) soon, like, next month That'd be awesome.

I'm getting somewhere in my job now, hopefully I will get transferred into the 1-Hr. Photo/ Connections center soon! That'd make me extremely happy; the other day it was going pretty nice and the weather was awesome (70ish) and that made me so happy, not to mention it rekindled my hope for my job, that went away faaaaast.

The day later, I mean. It got in the 90s T_T and I hate the sun/heat, so yeah, forget that. If I don't get transferred... Wallies will lose an employee. Heh.

I'm making 40 cents more, did I tell you guys already? Yeah, I got my eval and a 40 cent raise, which sucks because they dropped 20 cent off only about a month ago... XD so it feels like I only really got a 20 cent raise. Sob sob, weep weep.

When, in disgrace with Fortune and Men's eyes,
I all alone beweep my outcast state,
And trouble deaf heaven with my bootless cries,
And I look upon myself and curse my fate,
Wishing me like to one more rich in hope,
Featured like him, like him with friends possessed,
Desiring this man's art, and that man's scope,
With what I most enjoy contented least,
Yet...

Heh, I gotta learn that poem for english, I'm almost done learning it! Just gotta practice it a bit more...

Oh yeah, copyright of the poem goes to William Shakespeare

So I'm going to go ahead and leave now, draw for a bit and then we'll see what happens.

Oh yeah, I uploaded an oC convo I had with my friend Hurazan (who's on Devi, just look for him, he's real good) so that should be in my scraps in the next few mins.

Bye then. ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/8531439/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/8531439/ Thu, 20 Apr 2006 12:43:24 PDT
To all the stoners out there! Because I know this is a happy day XD

Anyway, is it ironic that I watched Hostel today? It does take place in Amsterdam for a bit... hmmmmmmmmmmmmm, interesting.

So I have this really nice friend that lent me a really kewl movie, right? And I started watching said really kewl movie. However, only 15 minutes into said movie I have to leave for work. This makes me sad. This occured two days after said movie was borrowed.

Now, it's been about 2 weeks (3 maybe?!) since I borrowed said movie, and I haven't seen it, STILL. Don't you hate that? If I had rented the movie I would've watched it by now just because I know I have to take it back, yet here I am with a BORROWED movie that I DO HAVE TO GIVE BACK, and my brain just doesn't feel like watching it when I have the time to do so! (lol... time)

So I've decided I have to watch said movie tomorrow for sure, after all, it is Friday. So yeah, I will watch it tomorrow, and return it sometime this weekend or next week. FOR SURE. Phew.

I've been using openCanvas online for like the last two days... procrastinating and making others procrastinate, somehow, you feel less guilty... Weird. Well, I guess I could upload one of our ocs... okay, I will, but a new one, the two I have saved on here I'd rather not share right now.


I got my 6th paycheck today! Which means I get a raise soon, FINALLY!, I hope it's the .55 one instead of the .40 ._. I really do deserve it you know, I work like crazy all day, if only I could do that with my school stuff when I have free time, instead I doodle or play video games or just look at my wall and hope I can catch it changing it's pattern.

Gah, I am so freakin' pissed at myself right now. Last semester I did so good, this semester I started off good for like the first two weeks then went downhill from there, right now I'm soooo snowballed. x_x I have macroeconomics homework (12 chapter's worth), two english essays (one of which is a research paper), a poem to memorize, and TONS of Chemistry labs that I don't even know how to do. T_T I am freakin' pisseeeed. I'm seriously going to finish everything this coming week, I HAVE TO. Gah.

Ooo, enchiladas. Latex.

-JDG ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/8359784/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/8359784/ Tue, 04 Apr 2006 01:58:38 PDT Mood: My neck hurts...
Reading: One Piece chapter... 365?


Apparently I can't sleep... Yeah. O.O

I was thinking of some stuff earlier, you know, those kind of things that you know you started got through with then they crept up again and you didn't bother to take care of them again? Yeah... I was thinking of those earlier today, heh. I have many.

*for shame*

My english class is going pretty dully, we're doing a literature analysis that I don't want to even start, it seems so damn pointless, especially since we have to pick the story we do it on from a list of stories... _-_ Merh...

We're also going to be memorizing poems which we'll eventually have to go in front of the class and recite. I'm too shy for this crap, heh. ^_^;;
Last time I had to recite a poem was my sophmore year in highschool... I don't remember what the heck the poem was, nope, I remember what it was about. But not how it went; something about a cliff and how the people of a village would rather have an ambulance at the bottom than a fence at the top. Stupid villagers.

I'm not really in the mood to type about anything right now, just ramble, I suppose. Today was my day off from work, I had a Macroeconomics class that I was supposed to attend from 6:30 to 9:30 (PM) but it was canceled, hooray.

Spent most of the day reading the One Piece manga... online; it's really good, I'm up to the Franky arc... it's getting pretty good, I left off at the chapter when the 'big' fight is just about to begin.

Oh yeah, I'm tagged to do something... I got tagged by NightKoala, the punk

I'll do it tomorrow, my brain's too mushy right now to really get into it @_@ plus I can't even list 10 numbers right now, less ten things about myself.

Random thought: Have you ever associated something with something else for no apparent reason?

For example, I associate the numbers 0-9 with colors. Yup, I sure do.

Here's what I think goes with what.

0 - Black (Duh)
1 - White (Also duh)
2 - Blue (Like the sky and the sea!)
3 - Pink (Because nothing else fits to this stupid number!)
4 - Orange (Like a carrot *munch*)
5 - Indigo (Royalty!)
6 - Red (Crimson!)
7 - Yellow (Kill Bill...?)
8 - Brown (Ew.)
9 - Green (Like the leaves!)

I wonder who else agrees...


Working's been a pain. I'm tired of my job, it's boring, pointless, and way too hot (in temperature). I'd rather do something like stock merchandise or help customers (a.k.a. idiots) find what they need.

I've got a funny idea for a bumpersticker, hopefully I'll make it and put it up here. Not right now, once I've gotten some sleep, and free time.

I think I'll stop here, see what happens tomorrow and go from there, nothing else to talk about at the moment and it's almos 2 am (my bed time ) So, good morning to all and to all a good night!

Hasta Luego
"L"Chupacabras ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/8202766/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/8202766/ Sat, 18 Mar 2006 23:57:00 PST
Every once in a while a gem scattered in between many stones shines bright enough for me to gain interest. These gems, are, and have been, the best films that I believe I have seen. There are not many, however, that throughout their entirety have made me feel every emotion I can think of and many more that cannot be felt through normal human interaction.

Tonight, I feel, I have been granted the pleasure of viewing such a film.

V for Vendetta is the name of this film, and I recommend it to anyone, anywhere, anytime. It is a true form of beauty that I have not seen in Hollywood for many awful years. From the way it was written to the way it was performed, it utterly shatters the standards set by the last decade of film.

I will not go into any details, you will have plenty of time to absorb everything you see once you’re in the theatre watching this great piece of art, but I will say one thing, the honesty it contains is overwhelming.

Praise is all I can give this Movie, so I’ll stop my post here.

Hasta Luego
“L”Chupacabras ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/7889409/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/7889409/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 00:08:35 PST
1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.
"...of war in Europe, the American mobilization in 1940 and 1941, and our eventual entry..." From my Economics book. o_Q

2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
Ahhh...

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
That's a good question... Um..., crap, I don't remember >_< OH WAIT! I saw some SpongeBob at a friend's house earlier today... I think that's it.

4. Without looking, guess what time it is?
1:14

5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
12:51

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The lights buzzing and the floor creaking.

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
I was last outside at around 9:40, because that's when I got home from my night class. (Macroeconomics)

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
I was looking at an msn messenger window, that just popped up.

9. What are you wearing?
A black shirt (w/sleeves), blue jeans, and blue sandals. Do I match?

10. Did you dream last night?
I think so, but I don't really remember. Oh wait, I remember, my mom was getting angry at me because I was late for class, t'was a weird dream.

11. When did you last laugh?
Today, when I watched Valerie -try- to make a pizza

12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?
A couple of posters, Yu-Gi-Oh one (o_o;, X one, Magna Carta one (Sooo purty), Full Metal Panic one, Blood Omen 2 one, Dragon Ball Z one, Mysteical Ninja one, Vertigo one, and a Zelda one. Also a few pictures, many cables, a blacklight, a sheet that covers my window, and a light switch.

13. Seen anything weird lately?
Not really lately, no.

14. What do you think of this quiz?
It's not bad.

15. What is the last film you saw?
I er... Umm... Some werid zombie movie where they had to sacrifice a mexican woman... Yeah, it was weird, and it was on the SciFi channel o_< (guess I lied about #13.)

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
Give some money to my mom because she deserves it, move out, and go to a university.

17. Tell me something that I don't know:
I have a bloody blister on the bottom of my left foot >_<

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
World Peace. , No wait, no. I'd give the Japanese about half of the United States, then I'd give the other half to Mexico. That'd be interesting.

19. Do you like to dance?
Um... sometimes.

20. George Bush:
Needs more pretzels.

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:
Este... o_o... my precious? Yeah, I'm horrible with names, seriously. So I have no idea.

22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:
Phish

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
Yup, I plan on it, actually.

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
I told you I existed.

25. 3 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:

Hurazan, Angela, and Corithias. ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/7199046/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/7199046/ Thu, 01 Dec 2005 21:39:52 PST Good night everyone, and have a good December.

lateX
-JDG ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/6310840/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/6310840/ Tue, 23 Aug 2005 21:40:47 PDT
So yeah, let's get to the updation.
College started! It's not as mundane as I was hoping (ok... so I was looking forward to it, except that one day I wrote my last journal... er, sorry about my depression?) and my classes are so far pretty interesting though none of them uber-fun or anything like that. Probably my favourite subjects right now are World of Art and English (wtf... english?!) and that's because the teachers are pretty kewl, besides that Chem lab seems like it'll be amusing and I also have psychology, trig, and chemistry to get through. Yesterday was my first day and for a first day it wasn't half-bad just the usual rules and pretests mostly but at least I got out early in most of my classes.

This semester seems like going to be tiering if not because of the classes then for the fact that I'm going to need to get a job soon, car's a coming! Yup I may soon have my own motor vehicle... get out of the streets boys and girls, heheheh. Also I took wellness because honestly I need to lose some pounds *doesn't want to die of a heart attack* so I'll be starting to go every day for at least an hour this coming week o.< oh the hurt!!!

New /good/ video games are trickling out but I recently bought a game for my DS, Kirby's Canvas Curse. Such a good game, if the DS had premiered with this it would've sold like hotcakes (even more than already, also do hotcakes really sell that well?) I've about beaten it, though the last boss is pretty hard so I'm still working on that, there's tons to unlock I think I've only got about 30% of the game unlocked and I already have 4 line variations and a bunch of medals!

Ah lesse, that's about it for right now... oh yeah! I almost forgot about the so called Game Boy Micro, thing's weird as hell but I'm thinking of MAYBE buying one once the price goes down a bit it's such a tiny little thing that if paired with the play-yan (or any other movie/mp3 adapter for Game Boys) it would make quite the sweet mp3 player... I could stop "borrowing" my sister's CD player... heh.

Well that's all for now you guys take it easy and don't be shy on comments!

Hasta Luego
"L"Chupacabras ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/6095673/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/6095673/ Mon, 01 Aug 2005 00:11:21 PDT
Let me explain, you see this last May I finally got detached from the mundane life of High School and well that was new. Many of the friends I had met in High School also graduated and so I figured times would change, we wouldn't see each other as much and my life would go on to the next big step and change would be imminent. However, I was apparently wrong, though I haven't actually seen many of my classmated change is coming extremely slowly to me, I'm going to attend a community college which is in the same town (and less than a mile away from) in which I only just finished my High School career. That may seem like no big deal and I completely agree, but my life besides the campus and classes I will be attending is going to continue to be completely dull and completely under someone else's control. Since the community college I'll be attending is rather close to where I live I'll be living in this same house with my parents, sister, and grandparent, like I did through the rest of my school years. Also, I still don't own or are license to drive a car. Therefore my transportation will be, just like in High School, provided for me.

So the fact that I'm still going to live at home and will not be able to go anywhere unless I have someone to transport me there is just lame. I didn't expect to move out of the house and get a brand new car, but this is pretty much the lowest expectations I had. I will be living exactly like I did these last four years, except for the fact that I will be studying relatively harder classes, also to add to the mix of unchangin-ness I will be studying general studies, so even the new classes will only be harder versions of the old classes I took last year and the year before back and so on and so on.

As I see it my life right now is completely stuck in a rut, and it will be for a while if it continues this way. I can't purchase any entertaining devices or products of any kind and I must save my money not because I want to because of some goal oriented thing but because I'm made to. Lame. I think of myself as a rational individual that can make rational decisions, so why must every decision that concerns my life and how I live it must be made by someone else, isn't that why I've been living up until now in a home that has taught me how to survive? Apparently not.

Besides my rant, I have other things to comment on today. I finally finished the book named "The Wind-Up Bird Chronicle" by Haruki Murakami, if you have any time or chance to read it, I highly recommend it. It's an extremely complex and yet simple story of a japanese, unemployed, man whose life begins completely normal, and after meeting certain people and plowing through certain events end up being thrown into a ver omnious and strange new way of living his life.

The whole book gives off a very peaceful aura that engulfs you into reading it chapter by chapter, yet some of the chapters and scenes can be very gruesome and graphic, altogether it's an extremely well written and narrated story that accomplishes everything it wants to and gives you a clean end.

Besides this book Haruki Murakami has written many other stories that have also been praised quite a bit, I hope I may read these and enjoy them as much as I enjoyed this particular one.

While we're on the subject of books, I read through the 6th Harry Potter book (the Half-Blood Prince) last week and I must say I quite enjoyed it, all except the ending which seemed much too dry and rushed. Next on my reading list I intend to read "The Last Samurai" (which is in no way related to the film of the same title) by Helen DeWitt, and "The Ultimate Hitchicker's Guide to the Galaxy" by Douglas Adams which has all of the books of the series in one easy to carry (okay I may be exaggerating on the easyness) novel. I've already read the first book and started the second of the series and so far I've quite enjoyed them though I intend to start from scratch in this new book after I've read through The Last Samurai.

Well, that's about all I have to post in this thing for now I doubt very much many people will see or read this, but at least I've got my thoughts out there for all to see.

Hasta Luego
"L"Chupacabras ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/5155514/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/5155514/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 06:20:44 PDT ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/4937623/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/4937623/ Mon, 28 Mar 2005 19:49:22 PST Well, back in school was today, we had a three day weekend with the easter holiday being Friday, and that's all we got off, wooptiedoo. Today was a pretty moderate day, I did some stuff at school, then hung out with my gf for a while and then came home and chilled since I don't have homework (for math anyway, the rest I don't do at home... then again I rarely do my math either but that's beside the point) so here I was and bleh I got bored as hell so I decided to post on this thing. Nothing really to post except for the fact that I have a small amount of anger reserved for my teacher in the back of my mind right now because she keeps telling me that I didn't turn in my journals when I DID on thursday, and that stuff is worth many many points that I can't afford to lose, I already failed that freakin' class last year and now that I have to retake it it's almost like she's TRYING to fail me again... bleh. Anyway, let's put that behind us because frankly I don't want to type about it and I doubt if you want to read about it. I'm really getting pissed off with my creativity it's like... I don't have any anymore, it's scary when you're an "artist" like me and like to draw and stuff, suddenly you can't think of anything to draw or write... it's weird. Maybe it's because I've been getting sleep lately? I dunno, but I've gone so low as to post a drawing I did when I was like 14 so... yeah... I want to break something, I've been wanting to for a while now, it's a deep feeling inside me that just wants to go all out and break some inatimate object, but hell there's nothing to break, too bad I don't have a punching bag or something, but I'm too easy going, so I know I won't hurt anyone, still annoying to not be able to take out this stuff on something... bleh.
Ah, school, yup I'm a senior in highschool so goodbye school for me hello community college, I STILL have no idea what I'm going to be... it's sad really, I'm supposed to be a doctor, but because my family decided I'd make a good one, not because I ever showed any signs of interest in the profession. In fact, everything that I have shown signs of affection or interest in have been "vices" according to most of my family, video games, computers, cartoons, heck even drawing always comes second after all of my -work- is done, I've even wanted to learn other things that seem less "stupid" and guess what all of them have been "a waste of time" like learning Japanese, and how to play Go, and photography, and Drama... maybe I'm just too dramatic but it's getting on my nerves how much my family wants to control my life. Seriously. I'm almost 18, okay not really, I'm almost almost 18, so I still have most of this year to be 17 and be controlled by my family, my mum is making me live at home and study at the college... bleh, I rally really hate that, I can never get stuff done as it is, how in the freakin' world am I going to get done with COLLEGE ASSIGMENTS if I'm being nagged at to go to bed early and shit like that... maybe I'm just in my so called rebelious stage phase or whatever, but I am so tired of living with the rest of my family, I just want to get away from them for a while, but since I don't have a car, a job, or a place, it's gonna be hard to do so anytime soon now won't it?

I'd like to go to that place again, the place where everything was bright, my eyes wouldn't burn with that light, no matter how bright it got, because that light was different. The sunlight, how I hate that compared to this nice warm and cool light, yet it's so much brighter, I'm almost surprised I can keep my eyes open... such a unearthly thing... My fingers now grip something, its an interesting feeling having your hand feel something, that you can't see almost like confirming your existence, really. This particular surface was very smooth, almost too smooth, it felt sort of like you couldn't get any kind of grip on it, like trying to grip ice that wasn't cold... a very interesting feeling... I suddenly felt a need to pierce the surface, my hand can't grip it, if I fall I know I will slip, but can I pierce it? I catch my thoughts from a minute ago, the feeling of something showing me my identity, and then I realize that I almost defiled a perfect thing because of a panic that I didn't need to exist, I was standing firmly on the ground, just because the soft brightness made me virtually blind didn't mean I should panic. My mind returned to the present and showed me the sin I had commited, my fingers, slightly twitching as the veins from my hand showed straight through my thin skin almost like cables that protruted from... ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/4875273/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/4875273/ Mon, 21 Mar 2005 18:26:41 PST I've got a few doodles for you guys that I did at school because frankly I'm sooo tired of it, it is not even funny, nonetheless I'm stuck in here for a few more months, but then I'm done with highschool forever!!! Muahaha hooray for seniorness... that reminds me that I need a job... crap. Anyway, since this has aparently become a random rant, I'm going to stop here, let's hope that I'm a bit more active here cause... I really need to be now comment on my stuff or PERISH! okay... I'm just kidding.

Hasta Luego
"L" Chupacabras ]]> ~Lchupacabras http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/3874241/ http://Lchupacabras.deviantart.com/journal/3874241/ Fri, 19 Nov 2004 20:19:50 PST _> I'm not sure if that's a good thing or not, seing as my skill for a 17 year old isn't as good as I'd hoped *sigh* but oh well, all I can do is keep on practicing. In other birthday-related news, on 21st the Nintendo DS comes out!!! I'm a big nintendo fan, so of course I'm super excited Well, that's it for now, I'll finish the rest of it later ^_^ (P.S.: Thanks for visiting my gallery!)

Hasta Luego
"L"Chupacabras ]]> ~Lchupacabras