http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:LeafNinjaTsunade&section=today deviantART RSS for by:LeafNinjaTsunade en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 23 Dec 2009 01:05:34 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/29050679/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/29050679/ Sat, 19 Dec 2009 22:39:05 PST Computer screens suck.

So, I stole this from C:

~~~~~~~~~EEVEE~~~~~~~
[x] You are cute [oshoar. I'm adooorable. no]
[x] You love to play
[x] You don't like getting into fights
[ ] You hate the darkness or you are afraid of it
[x] You have a best friend forever
[x] You love your best friend very much
[x] You usually don't lie
[ ] You don't say bad words [LOLFUCK]
[ ] Most people love you [nooouuu... not at all]
[ ] You are youngest of all your siblings
[ ] You like to wish upon a star
[x] You have a lots of stuffed animals [ojeez.]
------TOTAL: 7 lol

~~~~~~~~~VAPOREON~~~~
[x] You can swim [I loves dee watah]
[ ] You go to swimming pool at least one time a week [ohno I wish]
[x] You hate the racism [omgz yess. BUt.. that's kind of random?]
[x] Someone has said that you are hot [X_x gross. I'll never know why]
[ ] You are very social
[ ] You don't spend more than 2 hours on the computer or TV
[x] You enjoy sleeping [yupp. C: It's one of my top hobbies]
[x] You know most of your neighbors' names [I know their names, but I don't know them. Nor do I care to know them]
[x] You can speak in another language than english. [Oshoar]
[ ] You visit social places (such as concerts,theaters,etc.) more than 1 time a week. [There's no place to go in Zimmerman, and I'm broke.]
[ ] People call you a "smiley face" [ehh what?]
[x] You LOVE spending time in the water
------TOTAL: 7 [again?ohnoo]

~~~~~~~~~~~JOLTEON~~~~
[ ] You are a street kid
[x] You have been in an accident [ahaha we got rear-ended. 's not bad lol]
[ ] You usually get into street fights
[ ] Your favorite kind of music is rap [ew]
[x] You have been shocked by electricity
[x] You seriously need to get a life. [o yes]
[ ] People say you're too egoistic [or not.]
[ ] You have tried gangsta style
[ ] You try to be really cool
[ ] You really want someone [I don't need to want. C: I have ]
[ ] Last thing you did before you sit on computer was meeting with someone.
[x] You hate something right now [many things/people]
------TOTAL: 4

~~~~~~~~~~~~FLAREON
[x] You are kind of a hothead [depends on the people]
[x] people try to calm you down [not often, but it happens]
[x] When you want something,you won't stop until you get it
[x] You are seriously waiting for something right now. [um yes. My poor baby tablet died D: I'm waiting until my dad gets his money so I can get a new baby tablet :<]
[x] You annoy people [only because people are dumbass fucks]
[x] You like cartoon villains more than heroes [duh. they're badass!]
[x] You would like to have red eyes. [that would be so sexy c: LOL]
[ ] You are born on summer or spring [ohpooh]
[x] You can think of crazy things [can? really? You have to ask this? LOL]
[x] You have burned something [I'm a pyro]
[x] Things around you are stupid [duh. They're inanimate objects. They lack a brain.]
[x] You don't like your life at a moment ['s only cuz It's my period T^T]
----TOTAL: 11 [ohyes]

~~~~~~~~~~~~ESPEON
[x] You believe in magic. [sortofinawaysometimes]
[ ] Your first boyfriend/girlfriend dumped you.
[x] You really love someone. []
[ ] You believe in love at first sight [I believe it's bullshit... but sometimes I wonder if I didn't fall in love with Zach at first site >.>]
[ ] You haven't tried to smoke,drugs or drink alcohol [Oh. I think that whine excludes this one. Haha]
[ ] You are a goody-goody
[x] ......or average [wait, what?]
[x] You get injured easily [I'mma clutz]
[x] People don't really get you [nope. no one D<]
[ ] You MUST do something right now
[ ] You are like a psychic [ohhh totally! and I totally believe anyone who says they are... T.T]
[ ] You have a great sight [*sobs* I'm blind as a bat]
------TOTAL: 5

~~~~~~~~~~~~UMBREON
[ ] You love the dark.
[x] you like to wear/see/use the color black.
[x] glow in the dark stickers are cool. [Duh. Glow in the dark ANYTHING]
[x] you are sometimes thought of as evil by your appearance. [that's only when I've got all my makeup on LOL but I haven't worn much for makeup in... a long time.]
[x] you look out for yourself at times. [well duh. who doesn't? If you don't look out for yourself, no one will.]
[x] you have or would like... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/29049293/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/29049293/ Sat, 19 Dec 2009 21:02:25 PST Singing in German.
That makes my day....

[OMG LOL WTF. It won't let me change my mood O_o]

Mother is really pissing me off lately.
[Maybeit'sjustbecauseI'monmyperiodandI'mjustoverlyemotional.IDK]

She's such a bone head.
She never listens and ends up fucking things up T_T
She doesn't think.



Anyway...


Zach's going to be doing PSEO full-time next year [PSEO =... College stuff... during high school. Basically, you get yourself there and it's free college while you're still in HS].
And.. that means...
What would be his junior year of high school, He'll be a full time college student.

I was over at his house... Idunno, a week ago or something?
We were laying on his bed, listening to The Beatles and talking about college...
Then we were just kind of laying there, all peacefully and everything, and the "Let It Be" album was playing.
And then the song "Let It Be" started playing and I just started crying my eyes out and I don't even really know why...

Kind of out of nowhere...


Ugh.
So I think I'm basically set on Hamlin.
I mean... They've got majoring in lots of different art areas...
University of Minnesota Duluth does too, but from what I hear, the Duluth campus isn't as prestigious as the one in St. Paul.
And Duba won't let me go to an art institute, or so she says.. She said that they'll accept anyone at those places and something about me being able to do so much more and so on and so on...

So this means I'll need language credits in high school -_-
*wasn't planning on needing those*

So I'll be taking German my junior and senior year.
I'll be doing gym over the summer (laaame.)
I won't be able to take math and science senior year [well, I could, but I won't because I'd rather take other classes]
I'll do band throughout high school...
So jr year will be band and German I
Then sr year it'll be band, German II...
And I'll have two more hours open for: Painting I and Painting II
And Independent studies Drawing III.
And one more undecided class.
lol yuupp.
Got it all planned out....

The only thing is...
Since Zach's going to be... in college next year... and senior year...
It'll be like middle school again in the sense that I'll be in all AP classes [I was in the 'honors' classes in middle school] and I won't have any classes, for the most part, with people I hate and or don't care about T_T
And I won't have many classes with friends at all... well.. I think.
I'm really not sure what all is offered for AP classes for 11th grade...
I don't think there's any ap science classes other than AP bio, which I didn't get to do this year because of schedule conflicts with Wind Symphony T_T
And I'm not going to take ANOTHER BIOLOGY CLASS. Even if it is AP.
I already went through it once.

I know there's ap world history. That'll be sooo much fuuuun. [no, not really. Not that I dislike history, its, idunno... the history of the entire world? it just doesn't seem like it's all that wonderful].
Then, AP English.
With *sob* not Vetsch.
Mr. Fagballs [I only say that because I don't even have a clue as to how to spell his last name and last summer I declared his name would be Fagballs... Although, it turns out he doesn't seem so bad].

Oh, and math shall be hell.
[I can't say this enough: I should have been in Pre-calc this year. but anyway]
It's basically all the "smart" people of my grade and the "average" people of the grade above us.
[In reality, it's more like they might as well have put everyone in my grade in that level,, and all the grade above us is the dumbasses of the grade, or so it seems. I'm a grade level above in math, but I should be two. There's only like five people or something that is in pre-calc this year. It was all basically decided if you skip pre-algebra or not by a test we took in 6th grade... that I don't even remember taking. It's pointless that there's two years of Algebra. 8th grade was Algebra I for me, then 9th grade was Geometry, and this year is Algebra II. ALGEBRA II IS TOOO EASYYYY. I hate it. I absolutely hate how impossibly easy math is for me. ]

Basically. I hate 99.9999999% of the people in my math class -_-;
Nothing but obnoxious whiny dumbfuck whores.
No lie

Well, Matt, Jess, Shaylee, and Jordan are in my math class [but Matt and Jess have a different teacher this year, they were in my class last year].
But... next year, without Zach, math will suck. Drastically.

Other than the core classes, I will have band. If my friends in band stick with band through high school, that should be fine...
Wind Symphony's great. Hopefully not many of the grade below me gets in.... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28873401/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28873401/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 20:52:29 PST

. . . .. ...

I'm tired... and nauseous from eating Swedish Fish :I and nothing else.

Also my internet sucks.

Also I want to draw Ringo but I'm being lazy with it. xD
I staaarted iiit. :>

I'm in liek. Rabid fangirl mode [which hasn't happened in years]. You see, I was looking in *firewater409's scraps and she's got a bunch of Beatles thingamajigs in there and they make me happy inside....
[olordyamIaloserorwhut?NOPE]


OHBYTHEWAYIMIGHTWANTTOMENTION.
NOTHING INTENDED BY THE MOOD. srsly. >w>


Nik

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28871006/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28871006/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 18:39:40 PST

I'm sorry. I could not resist. They're so cute. LoL.



]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28870345/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28870345/ Thu, 10 Dec 2009 18:07:04 PST Oooh, how speciiific!

[When we ordered it, it told us 4-6 weeks and nothing more]







Here's something fun.

Stolen from ~MadameLady



Answer the questions using one word.

Where is your cell phone?: Nonexistent
Your significant other?: Zachary
Your hair?: Blonde [An' damn proud]
Your mother?: Psychotic
Your father?: Angry
Your favorite thing?: Art
Your dream last night?: Whipped
Your favoriite drink?: Coffee
Your dream/goal?: Survive
What room are you in?: Bedroom
Your hobby?: Sleeping
Your fear?: Driving
Where do you want to be in 6 years?: Earth
Where were you last night?: Home :\
Something that you aren't?: Stupid
Muffins?: Ugly
Wish list item?: TABLET [OTL]
Last thing you did?: Typing
What are you wearing?: Pink
TV?: Sucks
Your pets?: Un-normal
Friends?: Yessum?
Your life?: Unadventurous
Your mood?: Chill
Missing someone?: Zachy
Drinking?: Water
Smoking?: Umno
Your car?: December
Something you're not wearing?: Laughs*** [bra.]
Your favorite store?: No
Your favorite color?: All
When is the last time you cried?: Recently
Who will repost this?: Dunno
Where do you go to over and over?: School [no choice]
Five people who message me regularly?: Nonlifers
Favorite place to eat?: Livingroom [lol]
Favorite place I'd like to be right now?: Zachy's


Hitler

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28731469/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28731469/ Thu, 03 Dec 2009 16:01:45 PST Alright, Janu.
This is it.
You have pushed me well past my limit. Now it gets personal.

In a time where everyone else is giving up, I will rise up.

You are America, masked as "Land of hope and opportunity", but in reality "Land of corruption and lies"!
I am Germany, one who sees your treacherous ways and will stand up and fight.

Your reign of terror shall end. I declare war unto thee!

*Begins plotting*
- - -

We had a substitute today in English.
I was over-joyed.

The sub handed back the study guides for chapters one and two for "Of Mice and Men".
Well, the first three study guides had mistakes on them [the questions and all that; grammar mistakes and what-not], so on the first one, there was a question that read, "Why does George like telling story?"
I wrote on there: "telling story? Don't you mean 'telling the story'?"

She doesn't know how to read over her homework and tests, so there's always mistakes, and I always write comments on them.
Nothing too harsh, just simply pointing out the mistakes.

So on the chapter one study guide, because of my comment, she wrote, quote: "Gee, thank you... I can tell you enjoy editing - that's great! Now, perhaps you can carefully edit your own papers, too!! I still do not have a biography project from you -- it's now over 3 weeks late."

First of all, thanks Janu for that backhandedly rude comment. I was only trying to point out your mistake there, and you didn't need to make a war over it.
Second of all, I DO edit my own papers carefully. That you should realize from READING THEM.
Lady. I do my work.
I do nothing BUT work in class.
I ace my tests and quizzes. If it's not a perfect score, it's one or two wrong at most.

I'm still passing her stupid "pre-ap" class even missing that entire biography unit.
And you know what??? I have the information from it.
I did my work.
Then, I didn't get rest of my information until 3 in the morning the day it was due because the person I was interviewing for it [the only person of my family that would because my family hates me... Something about being a bad role model... T_T] was in SAN FRANSISCO THE WHOLE DAY BEFORE SO SHE COULDN'T ANSWER MY LAST MINUTE QUESTIONS UNTIL 3AM. [She lives in California].

Not to mention, I don't even think finishing that STUPID biography project would even be worth it by now.
I have all the information. I could easily -- EASILY -- write it out, edit it *carefully*, and type it all in about one or two nights.


THIS IS BULLSHIT [that's an idiom]!!!
NOTHING BUT BULLSHIT [Janu likes her idioms... T_T]


She's killing us all, and she's getting away with it.


I can't just sit around and let this happen anymore.
Everyone else has given up by now.
Even Zach's done.

Patrick is following his belief that "It's easier to suck up than to lose a hopeless battle".
But the easy way isn't always the right way.

Many people are getting screwed hard because of this.
Vetsch and all the *real* honors kids. The smart ones who could actually do something with their lives.
And instead of working towards something good, we sit around and learn NOTHING.
And Janu feels no remorse. None, whatsoever.
She doesn't care.

Like she gives a fuck about losing Vetsch all her high school AP classes, which she so dearly loves, shaming her down to *eighth grade English*.
Like she cares that almost half of the Pre-AP English 10 class should not be there because they're dumbass fucktards.
And like hell she cares that the truly smart people are getting ripped off big time and raped up the ass hard with her bullshit "teaching method".


Well, now it's on.
She hasn't got the last of my shit.
It's coming on full force now!

And... I'll think of things... and talk to the counselors...
And I'll exhaust every single tiny option before I even consider giving up and backing down!

BECAUSE THIS MEANS WAR.



Nikki: a dreamer and a fighter.

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28694424/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28694424/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 16:04:06 PST ***Project Information***

- - -
Mrs. Bickman, a very much loved English teacher [also my Speech Team coach] got a crazy idea while she was pregnant in 2009. The last month of that school year [which was ninth grade for me], she asked Erica, Courtney, and I to paint a mural on the walls of the room for her baby-to-be.
Over the course of June '09 we worked on it, and I believe we finished it that month as well.

I am now, finally, getting pictures of some of it up on DeviantART. I'm going to try and get only the parts that I did, for fear of copyright infringement, plagiarism, and what-not.
[Maybe not fear, really, but I don't know how Courtney and Erica feel about me showing their stuff to the world I suppose... However, I am in the process of uploading everything to Facebook.]
- - -


***Project "Bickman Mural Collab" Deviations***

- - -
Tropical Bird 01

Tropical Bird 02

Lemur and Tropical Bird 03

Tropical Bird 04

Lemur Close-Up

Far-Shot: Big Picture

Vagina Tree


- - -
Nikki Remington

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28690572/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28690572/ Tue, 01 Dec 2009 12:59:59 PST
*clears throat* MISSESSS JANUUUU IS A BIIIIIIITCH!!!!!!1!***

Yeahh, today was greeaat. Right up until sixth hour.

Pre-AP English with JaN00B. FML.

I was all happy all day and I was all ready to go to Zach's house and just chill after school.
Then sixth hour came around, and Janewb was being her normal bitch self.
And towards the end I was all "goodiegoodiegoodie-yeah!" and \"I-get-to-go-to-Zachy-pooh's-house-in-liek-five-minutez!\"
And then he's all \"Hey-could-you-not-come-over-today--srythx.\" and "I'm-not-in-a-good-mood-now" and something about English. T_T

Jan00b's out to get me.
It's not fair -- to anyone! Except Janu, of course, because she gets her way... She always gets her way. Period.



Kay-so. This chemical. PCT, it is called.
Certain people with certain genes can taste it, and others can't.
So in Biology today, we tasted paper with this chemical on it and *guess what* I'm not defective, yay!
It tastes like alcohol... like alcohol in whine. Cuz it tasted exactly like the whine I had on Thanksgiving (lol OTL), except a little less fruity [even though whine isn't even actually fruity... like at all. It's just.... aaaalcooohoooolll. That's what].



I think I should submit stuff today... The house is *almost* empty. I'm feeling lonely and need things to do......

[By *almost*, I mean: My brother's home. But... He doesn't leave. He's like a parasite that you just can't get rid of]


SOyeah. If my internet decides to cooperate, I shall submit some more today.
Dunno how much.



Guess we'll see.



Nikki-chan

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28652994/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28652994/ Sun, 29 Nov 2009 14:16:46 PST
Because it murdered my baby TT^TT !!!

So, Thanksgiving night, I was on the internet and everything was all fine and dandy.
Mom made hot apple cider, and that's where everything went to hell.

I went upstairs, ate some pumpkin pie and then brought a glass of apple cider down with me...
I set it on my desk...
And proceeded with my interwebbing.

Then I went to type something or click something, idk, and it went SPLOOOOSH all over Dx!
All over my tablet, all over (yes) the power strip that all my computer stuff is plugged into.
I was MORTIFIED.

It got a tiny bit on my keyboard and the bottom of my phone, but those were fine. It was just the bottom and it was easily wiped off.

So, I dashed madly for paper towels to save my baby [the tablet].
I cleaned it off as best as I could, then I cleaned everything else up, and started pressing buttons on the tablet... but nothing happened.
I tried to move the mouse around on my tablet, but the cursor didn't move.

Then my computer shut off T_T.
I'm liek OMGWTFBBQ.

Turns out, it went all over the cords under my desk and ALL OVER the power strip. So I cleaned that off like crazy and the cords. Luckily, nothing hit my computer [which is also under the desk, in the little open area where mah feet go].
I thought for sure I fried the power strip, but it was okay.
But, at first, the computer wouldn't turn back on, I tried plugging it into different slots, turning the power strip on and off, unplugging and replugging the tablet in... Then I plugged the computer straight into the wall [fearing massive electrocution]. It worked then, and when I plugged it back into the power strip, it worked again.
It was weird.

Then all sorts of weird crap happened.
The tablet worked [I tried it on the computer in the living room], or so it seemed...
There's a button on the tablet that switches windows, and that would go randomly changing my windows around.
So, then I brought it back in here...
And it seemed to be fine after a while, except that button just quit working even when I pressed it.
Though, I wasn't too worried about that.

Then my computer would do weird things, like whenever I would try to double click a desktop icon to open it, it would give me the options window for that program! And whenever I tried to move an icon, it would make a copy of it instead of moving it....

After a while of having the computer off, that stopped, but then I learned that I apparently "don't have enough RAM to run Photoshop CS4" which I just got put on here and it was working fine before....

But, apparently I actually don't have enough RAM and need to go back to CS3 :c

Then, like a day later or w/e, the tablet seemed to be working fine, but all of a sudden I got a message that said something about a USB device malfunctioning, then the tablet light would go off. So, ultimately, it was dead. I unplugged and replugged and plugged in different usb slots, but nothing...

So I went upstairs, crying my eyes out and told Mom about it and what happened.

We opened it up, cleaned it out real good, put it back together...
I tried it again.
It was working fine at first...

But, well, there's a circle at the top [it's the Wacom Bamboo Fun (small)] that makes pages bigger and smaller [ultimately, zooms in and out].
It was going crazy.
I opened Google Chrome, and the home page [which shows your bookmarks and everything] kept getting bigger and smaller randomly and like crazy.

So... It was haywire. :<

And dead.

So I was depressed and crying and then my dad was all "I'm sorry that happened, blahblahblah" and "In December, when I get my money, we can get you a new one, okay?"

So I am without my baby and unable to do digital art until December T^T.

I have to temporarily steal my parents' crappy ball mouse to use my computer now >.<

Uggh life sucks T_T


Nikki

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28593794/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28593794/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 15:45:36 PST
My totals:
-Anime Nerd: 7
-Art Nerd: 15
-Musical Nerd: 11
-Video Game Nerd: 10
-Computer Nerd: 11
I'm just an all-over nerd! LOL.

[Stolen from ~nailbnny]

ANIME NERD:

[x] You watch anime. [Very rarely anymore...]
[x] You read manga. [Ahaha, I need to get back into that]
[ ] You buy/collect anime DVDs or manga volumes.
[x] You own some other form of anime/manga merchandise.
[x] You have referred to an anime character as 'hot' before. [Before, yes... but that was before I grew a brain (lolsrygais) and realized what love is *w* (LoveYouZachy-Pooh)! I don't see guys (or girls, for the record, lol) as "hot" 'cept for Zach o3o]
[ ] You have cosplayed. [sometimes I wish I could... It sounds fun...]
[ ] You have done so in public.
[ ] You have been to an anime/manga convention. [Sometimes I wish]
[x] You have created/joined a fanclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have created/joined a hateclub for an anime/manga character.
[ ] You have squealed when you found out somebody had the same name as an anime character you knew. [I don't squeal. Period.]
[x] You enjoy drawing anime [I enjoy drawing liek EVERYTHING.]
[ ] People you know know you as the 'anime' person.
[x] You know that it is pronouced 'mawnguh' and not 'manga' like it is spelled. [yeah, and it kind of irritates me when people pronounce it wrong, but that's because mispronunciations irritate me in general T_T]

ANIME/MANGA POINTS: 7


ART NERD:

[x] You like art. [I love it with a burning steamy passion and it's my life.]
[x] You actually consider yourself an artist. [Duh. Look it up in the dictionary, bitches. T_T]
[x] When using art supplies, the brand of them matters to you. [That doesn't mean I can afford those fancy artist brands! But I like to believe :3]
[x] You have a favorite brand. [A few, yes.]
[x] You have asked for art supplies as a Christmas/birthday gift before. [That's all I EVER ask for :\ Giving gifts for me isn't easy, unless it's art supplies, cuz everything else in the world doesn't really matter to me, lol]
[x] You give people your drawings as gifts. [I'm poor and talented xD I have my excuses!]
[x] People actually ask for your drawings. [and rarely do I actually draw people things TwT Cuz it's annoying... all these people asking]
[x] You are known as 'the art person' at your school. [and nothing more than that :\ Well, sometimes, I'm known as a nice person upon first meeting, but that quickly gets shot down *shrugs*]
[x] Instead of just 'brown' or ' pink', you'd be specific; it's 'sienna brown' or 'blush pink'. Or whatever. [DUH! GET IT RIGHT!]
[x] You have taken an art class outside of school.
[x] You have considered a career as an artist. [Duh. that's whattum gonna be! *if I grow up*]
[x] Your school papers are always covered in doodles. [On the rare occasions I forget my name on my papers, the teachers automatically know it's mine. There's doodles EVERYWHERE.]
[x] You have a favorite artist.
[x] Your drawings have been framed.
[x] You carry a sketchbook with you everywhere you go. [I go into massive heart attack mode if I don't have it with me]

ART NERD POINTS: 15


MUSICAL NERD:

[x] You play a musical instrument. [Clarinet, ftw]
[ ] You play more than one instrument. [My family and I are too poor for me to play more than one :C but I would absolutely love to]
[x] You actually really enjoy playing your instrument.
[x] You've given your instrument a name. [at one point. But I don't remember it now... well, that and I got a new more " professional" clarinet ..made of WOOD. lol instead of plastic....]
[x] You've participated in an extracurricular activity for your instrument.
[x] You are known by what you play.
[x] You listen to classical music.
[x] You are wondering whether that refers to the classical music genre or the classical music time period. [I laugh]
[x] You have a favorite composer.
[ ] All of your friends are from your band/orchestra class. [actually, I'm not sure, but I think most of my friends aren't in band :\]
[x] You write music. [nobody knooows]
[x] You've had discussions with your friends about music
[x] You have considered a professional career with your instrument. [at one point...but I don't think I could handle the nerves :S]
[ ] You are never nervous playing for other people. [even in large groups I am! FAIL]

MUSICAL NERD POINTS: 11


VIDEO GAME NERD:

[x] You play video games.
[ ] You own more than 4 different video game systems. [I'M TOO POOR LOL]
[x] You've had debates over which system is the greatest.
[x] You play video... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28591022/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28591022/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 13:17:05 PST Well, you see, I downloaded -er, actually, I had Zach download it because he has REAL internet- the complete Beatles discography (all of their albums + live performances).
That's 594 or so songs.

The predicament is, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO FIT 3.14 GIGs OF BEATLES SONGS ON MY 4 GIG MP3 PLAYER LOL OTL.

I've already got 400-some songs on there TwT. or 500... I don't remember...

Lulz. :'3

Nik

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28590521/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28590521/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 12:51:27 PST
SSSSOOOO LAST SATURDAY I SLAVED. Well, the Saturday before that, I went to Mrs. Bickman's cousin's house. She had a scheme for me to paint large angel wings n a halo where the crib would be in her baby's room ('cause she's pregnant).
This scheme came to mind because Erica, Courtney, and I painted a huge jungly mural on the walls of Bickman's baby's room***

So, Saturday, the 14th, I went and got like 3 hours in of work.
Then last Saturday, I SLAVED FOR FIVE AND A HALF MORE HOURS.
(That's 8 hours total.)
Guess how much I made.

Yeah, $125. I was in shock. I'm liek "wow that's a lot for a small project that took only 8 hours" (in mah head.)
Then, that night I wasted $10 on Buffalo Wild Wings w/ Zach n some other ppl. Then, that same night again, I wasted $10 more on *things* at WalMart...
Then Sunday morning I wasted $65 on Zach's ass, getting him the new Call Of Duty T.T

But anyway xD.

I shall have to get a pickshah up.
They loved it. Maria (Bickman's cousin) went on and on about how amazing I am the whole way back to my house when she dropped me off afterward (LOL).
I was just like "oh ok." the whole time xD
I was just kind of overwhelmed by how much this lady talked, lolol.

I'm down to $45 left *fail* [I had the 5 before lol].
I just had to cave in to Zach's pathetic addiction, didn't I? Oh well, what is love for? xD
And anyway, I can't say he hasn't wasted money on me LOL. Cuz he most definitely has.

Whull that's all :3 (I think)

Tsunade

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28590115/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28590115/ Thu, 26 Nov 2009 12:32:14 PST .

The 18th marked my 2nd year on DeviantART :3
What a great two years it's been!

Tuesday was my birthday. I am 16 now. (Ick. LOL)
Wednesday I went over to Zach's house and we watched the first Lord of the Rings. (I was sad when Gandolf died D: LOL)
Now I have lots of extra cake b/c my mom made some on Tuesday, and then Zach's step-mom made some, too! Lol.

I will be getting a car in December; it will be a used Volkswagon Beetle :3 AND I WILL FALL DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH IT.
And January 2nd, I can officially get my license ^.^ (TO KILL--i mean drive >.> <.< ...)

Today is Thanksgiving (as you all may know!)

We kind of ate early today, haha, cuz mom put the turkey in really early, so it was done early...

I tasted alcohol for the first time today.
My parents had some White Zinfandel whine (I've never heard of it). Dad let my brother and I have a small glass. Whine isn't all fruity and delicious as everyone makes it out to be! Although, It actually wasn't that bad, to me [My brother hated it]. It's kind of like black coffee, in a way, either you like it, or you hate it. And it's kind of an acquired taste.
I drank my whole glass .
My brother took one sip, spit it out, complained about it, then dumped the rest in the sink .

My dad even said "If you want more, I can give you a little bit more", then my mom said "She has enough already." lol. My mom wasn't too happy about the whole idea (as I knew she wouldn't be), but she went along with it.

Later, my brother saw that they had beer in the fridge and he was like "You should let me have beer!"
My dad and I were just like "You didn't like the whine. Beer is worse." [For the record, I didn't actually know that one from experience, or anything. I just knew it because I know things and I'm smart like that.]

It was interesting... The food was great

We watched the Macy's Thanksgiving Day Parade earlier (and we watched all the singers lip sync terribly! It was sooo funny. They were worse than some of those old Bruce Lee movies [or that Kung Pow movie], if you know what I'm talking about).
I got to see the Pika balloon >D
My favorite part of all! Lol.
And none of the marching bands know how to play real marching songs. Those losers all played some weird non-marchy crap.
And we made fun of all the Disney star people singing.
It was great...


HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Have fun getting fat! And drunk! (I did! Minus the drunk part! LOL)

Leafy

PS. I will not become and alcoholic C:

PS. again: I laughed when I read "Squeezable balls (of the emoticon type)"

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28299020/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28299020/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 17:24:49 PST
She's an artist... and she has a ton of things in common with me.

In a way, I found that surprising because she's not really *directly* related to me.
Well, My dad's father's mother, My great grandmother, a woman by the name of Margaret Brown, married a man named Lloyd Emmett Remington, my great grandfather.
Lloyd, however, was a drunk (and on his death certificate, literally everything is listed as "unknown", even his date of birth, even though they had a birth certificate for him... that was all because he was a drunk, basically).

Lloyd died fairly early... He was 50 when he died.
So, Margaret Remington... remarried a man named Robert Fox Thomason.
Margaret had children with Lloyd, including my dad's father and my other great aunt, who is no longer living, Mimi.
With Robert, Margaret had Mary Thomason, my great aunt.

So... That's how she's related to me xD.

I've been talking to her a lot on Facebook and E-mail.
She's 61, and probably one of the coolest people I have ever met. It's too bad she lives so far away, though... She's in California. I'm in Minnesota.

She's got such a great personality ^.^
Almost childlike in spirit, or something... She's very imaginative and creative (well, she is an artist!).

Her husband, David.. He doesn't talk much (he's kind of shy, I guess?), but he's got a British accent. I think it's so cool . (but not in the obsessive fangirl "omg british accent" sort of way!). Idunno, it's just that... different accents are just interesting to listen to. And David has such a calm sort of accent... It's kind of... soothing?
Well, he is old, but.. idunno . It's just interesting.


Hmm... I wonder if Mary will be in town for any holidays anytime soon? c:
My aunt, Gail, is so amazing for getting us all together (on my dad's side of the family)!
I really first met Mary last labor day. We got together at Gail's house and Mary and David were there.
Mary had just been back from Japan (where she go A LOT! lol) and she had cool Japanese candy for all the kids, and me! (cuzz... technically I'm not a kid! I guess... I'm an adolescent lol~!)
Anyway, it was the first time I met her with any remembrance. Apparently, she had been around and I was with her when I was really little, but I was like infant/toddler so I wouldn't have any recollection of it all anyway.

Well, Idunno. There really isn't much to say for now.. just.. I have the coolest great aunt ever ~!

AND I CAN'T TYPE TODAY ALSDJFA;LSKDJFA;LSKDHG;ALKS.
haha :'D

Nik

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28278654/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28278654/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 19:30:11 PST
Hurrm... It gets dark too early now. I'm getting way to tired way too early .
But I suppose, that's okay because maybe I'll actually get sleep?

Well...

To be honest, I don't have much to say...
I mean, it's not like a lot hasn't happened, but...
I don't know, I guess I don't feel like talking about it. None of it's important, anyway.

Um, but I will say one thing.
I am so absolutely SICK of my English class. It's supposed to be a pre-AP class.
NOT a "wannabe art/everybody get's A's" class! CHRIST.

Janu hates me T_T
I know she does, and that's just fine because... I don't like her either.
Stupid bitch. She acts like she cares, but she doesn't, and only the few people in the class with eyes can see she's faking it. I'm surprised at how many people don't realize how truly sadistic she is... Or maybe more people notice it than I think, and they all just don't care. In which case, they're all ignorant punks.

Fff.

SHE'S JUST SO. UGH.

I had her first semester, last year. Hated her. Then I got to sit around and listen to all the "honors" kids complain about Vetsch being "too hard".
Fuck them all. T_T
Just... Fuck.

Then I was lucky enough to have Vetsch for second semester (however, it was still regular English, and I never got the chance to be in any of Vetsch's more advanced classes ). I loved Vetsch. And she liked me too.
She knows I'm smart. She realizes I get stuff.

Apparently, over the course of second semester last year and the summer, I have forgotten my hate towards Janu.
Well, now I'm rediscovering it.

I'm just so sick of her shit.

***AND I'M NOT THE ONLY ONE***
There aren't many, but there are more people who realize it all.

Ugh. Every other teacher I have this year is perfect. I love them all... If only Vetsch were still teaching her AP classes I could have had a perfect schedule this year... with all good teachers!

You know, the funny thing about this all is that Janu's on the school board or whatever it is.
She had a lot of input in her teaching the Pre-AP 10 class T_T

And now Vetsch is stuck with the bratty little 8th graders [including my brother].
I keep asking my brother if he'll trade English classes with me .
We both have English 6th hour... Hell, I'll gladly go back two years to 8th grade English just to have Vetsch again! x'D


Unfortunately, that's not gonna happen. lol...


I'm tired....

I don't know how much longer I can deal with this. I mean, seriously... Physically, emotionally, mentally, etc, etc, etc...
I'm not kidding, this is really wearing me down. It's not hard. Not at all, quite the opposite. It's like a first grade English class, or something T_T.

But... all of this, the terrible/bitchy teacher... the too easy class... the lack of sense/logic/relativity in all of the assignments...
It's all like 7th grade all over again. Like... some serious Deja Vu.

And... I think the worst part about it is that Zach keeps insisting that it's all going to end up the same as 7th grade did T_T.
I don't know what his deal is, if he's just that affected by the stupidity of out English class, or what... but he's seriously being an ass about it and.. it hurts :<

And he knows that.
And he should know that I know for a fact that this year is not going to be anything like 7th or 8th grade. Just like I told myself last year wasn't going to be like 7th/8th grade, and it wasn't.
Things got better...

He just keeps doubting me... Like "oh you're not going to do this" or "You're not going to finish that".
-_-


I don't know...

I hate my English class, I hate Mrs. Janu, and Janu hates me T_T.
And I'm sick of it all.


Hmmm... Zachy, love, I miss youu >< ~

I'm tired and sad and frustrated and full of all sorts of hormones and it sucks. T_T
and I'm bleeeeeding
...and I have a headache.

Uuugh. FML.



Nik

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28218050/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28218050/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 12:43:00 PST So you see, mum bought a new one :3
It costed (intentional spelling error) $99 and it works like magic. It's also a Kodak printer.
So I guess they are all what they claim and a bag of chips...

Anywho, I loves it~
And now, when I print a paper for school, the letters are actually black and not... some off grey color with pixely colors all around the edges :U
Haha yess.

Mom tested it by printing photos out on special 4"X6" photo paper and they looked just like you'd get them printed at the store and everything <3 It's amazing!


]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28217242/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28217242/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 12:03:43 PST
Nik

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28215219/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28215219/ Sun, 08 Nov 2009 10:27:59 PST
My dreams want me to do bad things [they have for the past two weeks or so] but I can't and I don't wanna! D:
I'm scared T^T

Nik













~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28135226/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28135226/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 23:29:24 PST
(Stolen from ~Sennie)

I am 52% Emo, 16% Slut, 12% Jock, 52% Nerd, and 20% Thug.
Lol Nerdy Emo~! XD
(O yah, cuz I'm soooo emo)
But I am a nerd :3

PART ONE

[x] you own at least 5 black shirts (Got a hell of a lot more than that!)
[/] you like skinny jeans (eh, I'm indifferent towards skinny jeans)
[x] you're listening to music right now (Always.)
[x] you have painted your fingernails black before (Lol, they're black right now....)
[x] You have more than 300 songs on your ipod/mp3 (475 AND COUNTING!)
[ ] Have attempted suicide (riiiight... T.T)
[x] Like the color black (I like all the colours!)
[x] hate girly girls
[x] have kissed the same sex before (Oh dear O.o" Truth Or Dare. OTL)
[/] Like to be alone
[/] hate popular music (I guess it depends... some music is popular because it's good, other music is popular because it's ANNOYING AND SOME PEOPLE ARE FUCKTARDS.)
[x] keep hair in front of your face (It just goes there. It goes EVERYWHERE.)
[x] give people evil stares (sometimes, yes :3)
[/] Hate your parents or one of them
[x] Life sucks for you right now (cuz I should be doing History homework, but idun wanna! LOL FFAIL.)
[ ] have been called emo ( O totally, cuz I'm sooo emo .)
[ ] Dislike the colors pink, green, teal and baby blue (I don't dislike any colours D:!)
[ ] own thick-rimmed glasses
[x] Complain a lot (fff, for good reasons! xD)
[ ] own a studded belt (I don't do belts T^T It's called buying pants that fit...)

Total: 13


PART TWO


[ ] own more than 10 minishorts (ew)
[ ] own more than 10 miniskirts (double ew)
[ ] have kissed more than 7 people (ummm... tripple ew?)
[ ] have been called a slut (noo, but Dan calls me a whore a lot and I really don't know why T^T I'm not the one sucking face every two seconds in public and getting people's attention so they see it.)
[ ] drink a lot
[x] You wear dark eye makeup (well... very rarely but it is dark..)
[x] wear low cut shirts (eh.)
[ ] have been called a tease (ohlordy lOl.)
[ ] Flirt with everyone
[ ] love the opposite sex (I don't love genders. I love the person... and that person is Zach <3)
[ ] Go to parties/sleepovers at least once a week
[ ] wear tight clothing
[ ] own 5 tube tops (another ew)
[ ] Like wearing swimsuits
[x] Sit on the opposite sex's lap (i'unno... Zach = opposite sex... sometimes, i guess)
[x] People hate you (Hey, that's not even a fair question....)
[ ] Its nice to be naughty
[ ] you cuss because you think its fun (no, I cuss because I think it's necessary, Christ, I'm not thaat low. LOL)

Total: 4


PART THREE


[ ] own at least 5 jerseys
[x] Have 10 or more trophies (pfff.)
[ ] Wear hair up almost everyday
[ ] Love sports
[ ] Own 5 or more sweatpants
[x] Don't wear makeup (Many times I don't)
[x] Have / had played lacrosse (ew.)
[ ] Play/played more than 2 sports
[ ] Play sports
[ ] Can play a sport if you've never played it before
[ ] On first string
[ ] You play/played Tennis
[ ] You play/played Basketball
[ ] You play/played baseball-softball
[ ] You play/played soccer
[ ] You play/played football
[ ] Been called a jock
[ ] Have set a record
[ ] are friends with your coach
[ ] love watching sports
[ ] can do 17 push-ups in 20 seconds

total: 3

PART FOUR

[ ] wear your pants above your belly button
[x] wear glasses/contacts
[ ] have/had braces
[x] In/have been in advanced classes
[ ] On Math team
[x] Have all A's
[x] have been called a nerd (and I'm proud <3)
[x] are bullied
[x] LOVE to learn
[x] Like your teachers (yeah, all except that robot/vampire/she-witch English teacher of mine... Janu. Ugh.)
[x] Watch history channel
[x] Never go anywhere on the weekends (for the most part. otl.)
[x] Have been called weird
[ ] Scared to talk to the opposite sex
[x] Don't have pics of yourself on myspace (I don't think I do... I think all I got on stupid Myspace is a drawing for my display pic xP)
[ ] You read on your last spring break (we don't get spring break, you JACKASS.)
[ ] Have your own website (don't have the money, but I would if I did )
[ ] wear pocket protectors
[ ] done/does test corrections when you got above a 90 on it. (it usually doesn't matter, cuz it's usually a perfect, over perfect, or damn near perfect score, anyw... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28134888/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28134888/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:44:45 PST :'3
Got this from *Green-Chaos's journal:

♥ To every guy that said, "Sex can wait"...
♥ To every guy that said, "You're beautiful"...
♥ To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town to see her...
♥ To every guy that gives her flowers and a card when she is sick or down...
♥ To every guy who has given her flowers just because that's how he rolls...
♥ To every guy that said he would die for her...
♥ To every guy that really would...
♥ To every guy that did what she wanted to die for...
♥ To every guy that cried in front of her...
♥ To every guy that she cried in front of...
♥ To every guy that holds hands with her.
♥ To every guy that kisses her with meaning..
♥ To every guy that hugs her when she's sad...
♥ To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all...
♥ To every guy who would give their jacket up for her...
♥ To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe...
♥ To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes...
♥ To every guy that would give his seat up...
♥ To every guy that just wants to cuddle...
♥ To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what...
♥ To every guy who told his secrets to her...
♥ To every guy that showed how much he cared through every word and every breath...
♥ To every guy that thought maybe this could be the one...
♥ To every guy that believed in her dreams...
♥ To every guy that would have done anything so she could achieve them...
♥ To every guy that never laughed at her when she told him her dreams...
♥ To every guy that walked her to her car and opened the door...
♥ To every guy that gave his heart...
♥ To every guy who prays that she is happy even if he's not with her...
________________________________________ ______________

Not many girls appreciate nice guys anymore. And because of this, there are not many left out there. I guarantee 90% of the men on your page will not repost this because they care more about their image.

- If you are a nice guy, repost this in your journal with the title: "Nice guys STILL finish last";

- If you are a girl that thinks every guy should treat a girl this way, repost this in your journal with the title: "To Every Guy".






...ZACHY-ZACH~<3 :///3 I LOVE YOUU (Aww, now I want to huggle himm~)

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28134654/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28134654/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 22:18:21 PST Who needs a few hundred necessary hours of sleep, when you can stay up all night drawing/interwebbing/etc and put off homework 'til mornin'?

Well, actually, I just have this tag... And I am working on homework =w=

Stolen from ~skittles-person~!

Answer the following then type up there "I'm a(n)....."
Then tag some one else,

What color/kind of socks are you wearing?
[ ] Red = loud
[ ] Green = stupid
[x] None = freaky
[ ] Fuzzy = gorgeous
[ ] Yellow = innocent
[ ] Purple = a little too happy
[ ] Black = emo
[ ] Stripes = funny
[ ] Gray = skanky
[ ] Pink = preppy
[ ] Light blue = sweaty
[ ] Other = hot
[ ] White = sexy

What kind of bottom half are you wearing?
[ ] Shorts = cutie
[ ] Skirt/skort = skank
[ ] Corduroy = faggot homosexual
[ ] Tight jeans = scene kid
[ ] Ripped jeans = emo
[ ] Cammo = cage fighter
[ ] Jeans = prep
[ ] Cargo = clown
[ ] Sweats = athlete
[ ] Boxers = brat
[ ] Booty shorts = female
[ ] Capris = Gangster
[x] Nothing = hoe
[ ] Dickies = weirdo
[ ] Bikini bottoms = tiki girl
[ ] Skinny jeans = beast
[ ] Other = sex addict (wow)

(What?? It's 12 AM. I'm in my pajamas Dx)

What is your natural hair color?
[ ] Auburn = that every one wants to make out with
[x] Blonde = with a broken heart
[ ] Black = with a sexy smile
[ ] Dark brown = with a hot boyfriend/girlfriend
[ ] Red = that likes to have fun
[ ] Brown = who loves to be different
[ ] Dirty blonde= with sexy eyes
[ ] Bald = with herpes
[ ] Other = with a nice ass

Pick the month you were born on:
[ ] 1 = who ate
[ ] 2 = who needed
[ ] 3 = who killed
[ ] 4 = who shot
[ ] 5 = who killed
[ ] 6 = who smoked with
[ ] 7 = who farted on
[ ] 8 = who ran shirtless with
[ ] 9 = who got stabbed horribly by
[ ] 10 = who cuddled with
[x] 11 = who slept with
[ ] 12 = who ran naked with

Pick the day you were born on:
[ ] 01 = the kool-aid man
[ ] 02 = a dog
[ ] 03 = a shoe
[ ] 04 = a toothbrush
[ ] 05 = Santa Claus
[ ] 06 = The Trojan man
[ ] 07 = Barney the dinosaur
[ ] 08 = a prostitute
[ ] 09 = a porn star
[ ] 10 = a bag of weed
[ ] 11 = a lover
[ ] 12 = a glass of milk
[ ] 13 = a horse
[ ] 14 = a lesbian
[ ] 15 = a stripper
[ ] 16 = a pickle
[ ] 17 = a jew
[ ] 18 = a homo
[ ] 19 = an orange
[ ] 20 = a dildo
[ ] 21 = a homeless guy
[ ] 22 = a whore
[ ] 23 = my crush
[x] 24 = an easter egg
[ ] 25 = a jar of honey
[ ] 26 = a condom
[ ] 27 = a bowl of cereal
[ ] 28 = a french fry
[ ] 29 = Micheal Jackson
[ ] 30 = Paris Hilton
[ ] 31 = YOUR MOM

Pick the color of the shirt you are wearing
[x] White = because I love marijuana
[ ] Black = because I'm sexy as hell
[ ] Pink = because the voices told me to
[ ] Blue = because I have AMAZING boobs
[ ] Red = because I'm a pimp and your jealous
[ ] Polka Dots = because I hate my life
[ ] Purple = because I'm gay
[ ] Gray = because I got dared
[ ] Other = because that's how I roll
[ ] Green = because I'm good in bed
[ ] Orange = because I smoke crack
[ ] Turquoise = because I have a noodle in my nose
[ ] Brown = because I had to
[ ] Shirtless = because I've got abs

Okay...

"I am a freaky hoe with a broken heart who slept with an easter egg because I love marijuana."
Uhh... no comment. O__o

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28133875/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28133875/ Tue, 03 Nov 2009 21:05:52 PST The twenty-fourth, to be exact.

I turn lucky number.... sixteen.

Ugh, I have school that day, too. It couldn't be on a weekend or something this year? Or... every year?
Because that way I wouldn't have to go to school... And I know, for a fact, (already, on the third of November, twenty-one days before the anniversary of the date of my birth) that this particular date, November twenty-fourth will be a terrible day.
It is every year, anyway.

I seem to fight with my parents/brother a lot more on that single day... Not sure why, though I have a theory that it has to do with them all wishing I were never born.


[Oh, also... Zach canceled Dungeons and Dragons. What a tard; he does that all the time. Get everyone's hopes up and plan for weeks and weeks for something, then right at the last minute, cancel it. Pff... anyway...]


My birthday. Sucks.
I don't see why other people get so hyper and excited over birthdays... Really, I don't. It's just another day of being alive... It's not like time stops, and everyone turns to worship you on the day you were born or anything. It's just another plain-old-boring day.
Like everyday...

Last year, I had a band concert on my birthday... I couldn't have cared less. (However, we sucked it up real bad. I'm so glad I don't have to deal with the losers in regular band this year!)
This year, the concert is on the twenty-third: The day before my birthday.
I still could not care less...

This year, on my brother's birthday, he had a football game. He whined and threw a fit about it...
I told him to get over it and that birthdays really aren't anything special.


In addition to this month being the month of my birth, it is also the month I signed up to DeviantART, many years ago...
Okay, it's two years ago, this month.
November eighteenth marks two years on DeviantART~! :3

How exciting, LOL
OTL.


OH-HEY.
I found a Torrent downloader...
µTorrent, it's called.
It appears to work fine.
I mean, I really couldn't say if it's incredible or amazing or total shit or anything; it works.
It seems to be pretty great...
At least I always have a good stable connection.

As soon as I got the thing up and running, I removed LimeWire from the existence of my computer...
I am fairly disappointed with LimeWire, although I hear Ares sucks now, as well.

Yess, I tried getting BitTorrent, but I couldn't download the program. I tried on three different sites: bittorrent.com, download.com, and filehippo.com.
I just kept getting the "error occurred something downloading something or another..." I dunno.
So, I searched around FileHippo for some p2p/Torrent programs and came across this µTorrent. Downloaded it, and it's great, and what-not...


(Now my problem will be, if and when Pirate Bay gets shut down because of whatever faggots out there, where am I to get torrents to download??? But... that's a question for later because as of now, PirateBay is still up and running [to the best of my knowledge] and it's all good...)


Yupp.


I am so tired T^T


I had... the most horrifying dream last night and it was to crazy to even attempt to begin to hint at explaining.
And because of said dream, I am now afraid of: cell phones, giant penguins, remote controls, hippos, yellow cars, clocks, large birds with long necks, red leaves, and blonde guys (excluding Zach and guys with obscure haircuts or slightly to extremely long hair; don't even ask because I don't know how to explain that either....).


See? This is why I'll never do drugs... My dreams are psychotic enough! I don't need the acid trips or the mushroom trips, or any of that... I just go to sleep, and BAM. Crazy ass crap.
Some people would swear I'm on drugs, I'll just bet... Probably because of my art/the way I act/the way I talk/what I talk about/etc...
But... Just because I'm abnormal... Well, it doesn't mean I'm on drugs. I mean rly ppl.

T^T

I just have... mental issues that are... as of now undetermined/unknown/undiagnosed... or w/e. xP
Oh yeah, I've probably got tons of mental illnesses going on... Paranoia, Schizophrenia, Depression, ADD and/or ADHD... (ADHD and ADD are made up, btw. Trust me. It's aaaalll just bullshit)
and many moooore...
Probably...

I've probably got a lot of odd phobias, as well... like fear of people, large open spaces, as well as small compact spaces... (my dad is actually claustrophobic...) human interactions, large groups of people, small groups of people, helicopters, doctors (especially pediatricians), the presence... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28081847/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28081847/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 08:26:14 PST Pixie Sticks = Crack for children.
Yes, and I am suffering a major sugar hangover! Lol.
I don't even really like pixie sticks... so why I ate so many, I'll never know.

Yeah... Halloween is a great day.
My parents have tons of candy left over, as well.

My mom bought three Wal-Mart bags full of bags of candy .
I don't even think we went through one of them.
THERE IS SOOO MUCH CANDY.

We don't get many Trick-or-Treaters here because it's a tiny neighborhood with a few families with really young children. The older children are either of partying or trick-or-treating in town with their friends...

I didn't go trick-or-treating this year because my friends are lame and didn't want to go .



I feel complete. Because... Last Thursday, after school and everything (actually, really late-ish) we went out for a few things... My brother decided he needed Halloween makeup... and I got a Beatles shirt~ lol.
I know it's lame, but now I have one, and I feel complete !

Huzzah~
Nik

*Currently in search of new source of internet theft. LimeWire and Ares died suddenly. Will probably try BitTorrent*

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28020891/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/28020891/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 21:45:15 PDT I cannot wait~! It shall be... well, sugary.
I bought a costume this year. Since... Well, its the first time in years, and I just decided I should~ For old time's sake, eh?
Sooo HAPPY HALLOWEEN, LUVS~! :3

Plus also, I have these things:

--Stolen from ~sydneyrose35

Q: What brought you to deviantart?
A: (sigh) This kid-> ... Well, that and my love of art...

Q: What does your username have to do with you? Is it a combination of your favorite things, or a character of yours?
A: Um, well, I think it's pretty obvious. It's Lady Hokage Tsunade from The Leaf Village.... and she's a ninja. Hence, Leaf Ninja Tsunade.

Q: What is your current icon of?
A: Well, Tsunade. And lots of colours and... a flashy leaf symbol

Q: How many watchers do you have and how many people are you currently watching?
A: Whell, letmehsee now... "LeafNinjaTsunade ... watches 136 people, while 147 people watch her."
Well, okay.

Q: Do you have more than one account?
A: Nope.

Q: Name 3 of your favorite artists on DA.
A: Uhh... I don't really do favourites..... to be honest.

Q: What deviant do you admire because of their personality?
A: Well... You really can't get much of a person's personality through the internet, now can you?


Anyway...

Next thing.


Got this from ~anime-4ever's journal.
BTW, I cried, too....

When you were inside your mom's tummy,
your mom suffered the pain that you gave to her,
and you thanked her by kicking her all day long.


When you were 1 year old,
your mom celebrated the first birthday of you,
you thanked her by crying all day long.


When you were 2 years old,
your mom started teaching you how to talk,
you thanked her by saying ummmumumumumamamama.


When you were 3 years old,
your mom brought you to the park,
you thanked her by running around the pond, and chasing the ducks.


When you were 4 years old,
your mom bought you some toys,
you thanked her by breaking the toys on the next day.


When you were 5 years old,
your mom bought you a story book and read it to you,
you thanked her by ripping it piece to piece.


When you were 6 years old,
your mom sent you to the kindergarten, so that you can start making friends,
but you thanked her by fighting with your classmate.


When you were 7 years old,
your mom made you a very nice lunch for the first day of school,
you thanked her by throwing your foods around the class.


When you were 8 years old,
your mom handed you an ice cream,
you thanked her by dripping it all over your lap.


When you were 9 years old,
she paid for piano lessons,
you thanked her by never even bothering to practice.


When you were 10 years old she drove you all day,
from soccer to football to one birthday party after another,
you thanked her by jumping out of the car and never looking back.


When you were 11 years old,
she took you and your friends to the movies,
you thanked her by asking to sit in a different row.


When you were 12 years old,
she warned you not to watch certain TV shows,
you thanked her by waiting until she left the house.


When you were 13 years old,
she suggested a haircut that was becoming,
you thanked her by telling her she had no taste.


When you were 14, she paid for a month away at summer camp,
you thanked her by forgetting to write a single letter.


When you were 15, she came home from work, looking for a hug,
you thanked her by having your bedroom door locked.


When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car,
you thanked her by taking it every chance you could.


When you were 17, she was expecting an important call,
you thanked her by being on the phone all night.


When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation,
you thanked her by staying out partying until dawn.


When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition,
drove you to campus carried your bags. You
thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm
so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends.

~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27997185/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27997185/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 15:22:45 PDT finelyartistic15

MY LIFE IS % WORTH LIVING

[X] You have a boyfriend/girlfriend
[x] You love music.
[x] You have your own room.
[ ] You own a mobile phone
[x] You have an ipod/ mp3 player.
[x] Your parents are still married.
[x] You have more than 1 best friend.
[ ] There is a swimming pool/hot tub in your backyard
T 0 T A L: 6

[X] You dress how you want to.
[ ] You hang out with friends more than once a week.not at school/college/work
[X] There is a computer / laptop in your room right now.
[ ] You have never been beaten up.
[x] You are allowed to listen to the music you want to. (If my parents knew what kind of shit I listened to, I wouldn't! LOL)
[x] Your room isn't too small for you. (Its hard to get a room that's "too small for me". Trust me.)
T 0 T A L S 0 F A R: 10

[ ] You have 400+ friends on myspace (ew. Myspace.)
[x] You have pictures on myspace
[x] You have a myspace (FFf. I only use it for messing around with HTML T_T)
[ ] You get allowance/wage/salary. (Fuck. I wish.)
[ ] You collect something normal (I collect many things... none of which are "normal". :\ ...)
[x] You sometimes look foward to going to school/work. (99.9% of the time, I guess)
[x] You don't wish you were someone else.
[x] You do something after school/college (sort of)
T 0 T A L S 0 F A R: 15

[ ] You own a car. (I shall soon, hopefully!~~~~!!!)
[x] You usually don't fight with your mom. (My mom's not the bad one...)
[ ] You are happy with your appearance.
[x] You do not have any failing grades.
[x] You have friends.
T 0 T A L S 0 F A R: 18

[x] You know what is going on in the world.
[x] You care about many people.
[x] You know more than one language.
[x] You have a screen name.
[x] You own a pet.
[x] You know the words to more than 5 songs.
[x] You don't have any serious enemies. (Not that I know of O.o)
[x] You’re generally a nice person.
T O T A L S O F A R: 26

Multiply your total by 3 to get your percentage
Then repost as: "My life is __% worth living

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27996277/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27996277/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 14:31:01 PDT
Soo anywhooo~

Really, honestly, not a whole lot to say... Just felt like updating T.T
It's only Tuesday and this week is already total hell.
FFff, it sucks.

I don't know; apparently everyone decided to be a total dumbass yesterday, and today... Well I think I might have to kick Wihlm's ass (even though I'm sure it's not totally his fault or anything). He told us all last week that our test would be 10/27 (today) and I just realized it last night (after reading it written on a sticky note) and stayed up all. damn. night. doing the packet for the chapter, and etc etc etc.
So it turns out, the test is tomorrow T_T

We have that stupid Plan test tomorrow, too. The practice ACT -_-
It's supposed to take 1st - 3rd hour.
UGH.

Soooo, Nov 13th = a Friday. It also = no school
AND ALSOOO
We (Zach, his nerdy friends, and I) shall be playing Dungeons and Dragons that day alsoooo~! (Haha. I can't wait! Srsly~ I can't xD)

It shall be fun and it shall be win~~~

Zach is going to be the Dungeon Master x'D
Sooo basically he gets to be the sadistic overlord playing us like pawns D8
LOL.
fun fun :3



Pff, I feel like I'm so incredibly lame for getting excited over D&D~ xD

butohwell


There be lady bugs in mah room O_o
LOTS of them.
I didn't even realize there were any alive anymore xD
It's been so cold...



I CANNOT WAIT UNTIL HALLOWEEN~! BEST HOLIDAY EVA! <3


Nik: Das Fuchs

P.S. I feel liek I'm gonna barf >m<

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27865691/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27865691/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 03:13:17 PDT ninjagirl878

Fear Tag

Rules:
If you get more than 30, get some counseling.
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 11-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are full of BS.


I fear ...

[ ] black people (omgomg that's so racist! O.o)
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[x] being a parent
[ ] being myself in front of others
[x] open spaces (open spaces give more places for evil to hide...)
[x] closed spaces (I guess you could say I have a hint of claustrophobia... which I get from my dad)
[x] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders (not anymore. Now I loves them...)
[ ] flowers or other plants

[x] being touched (by... people I don't know/ don't know very well...)
[ ] fire
[x] deep deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[x] the ocean (it's so... big...)
[x] failure
[x] success (i don't like the attention...)
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad (yeah, right, cuz he's sooo scary lol)
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[x] rats
[x] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[x] crossing hanging bridges
[x] death
[x] heaven (religion. ugh.)
[x] being robbed (it's kind of freaky, actually... the thought of some strange person, possibly armed, entering your house or w/e and going through your stuff....)
[x] falling
[x] clowns (THEY'RE DEVILS WITH PAINTED-ON SMILES. Irestmycase)
[ ] dolls
[x] large crowds of people (humans....)
[x] men
[x] women
[x] having great responsibilities
[x] doctors (they can't be trusted *shakes head*...)
[x] tornadoes

[ ] hurricanes (lol they don't come to Minnesota....)
[x] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks (I've never really ever been close to encountering them... so...)
[ ] Friday the 13th (yeah, right. Bunch of superstitious weirdos.. xD)
[ ] scary movies
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[x] school (there's people there... and failure and success)
[x] trains (I do everything I can not to have to drive over railroad tracks... I fear them with every part of my being.)
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[x] being alone
[x] becoming blind (as an artist, its a serious thing.)
[x] becoming deaf (as a musician, and a lover of music, that's a serious thing, too...)
[x] growing up (as real as it is, it sucks...)

[x] creepy noises in the night (as much as I logically know it's nothing... it still freaks me out)
[ ] accomplishing my dreams/goals
[x] needles
[x] blood

Total: 33 (But... I'm afraid of counselors......)

---

#2. Also stolen from ~ninjagirl878

Three Things Tag

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
1. Nikki
2. Nik
3. Shotgun

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD:
1. LeafNinjaTsunade
2. Artist Girl Nikki
3. KonohaPrincessSakura

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES:
1. Cried
2. Typed
3. flinched at things falling off my walls

THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. My eyes
2. My hair... I guess... well, at least Zachy likes it...
3. The fact that I'm different.

THREE THINGS YOU DISLIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
1. The fact that I'm shorter than the average sixth grader... AND I'M IN TENTH GRADE.
2. The fact that every possible natural thing that could go wrong with a woman does go wrong with me (esp. during that time of month)
3. my stupid ugly face T_T

THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS:
1. German -- 50%
2. Danish -- 25%
3. British -- 25%

THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF:
1. Loneliness
2. Human interactions
3. failure

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
1. a shirt
2. pants
3. underwear... no bra LOL

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
1. Water. (for drinking and cleaning myself! lol)
2. food
3. hugs x]

THREE IMPORTANT OBJECTS:
1. my sketchbooks
2. my tablet
3. my pencils/other art supplies...

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS:
1. (I have to choose?) Green Day
2. The Beatles (an' if I hear one more person say they suck or anything along those lines, I swear to god I will kill myself -_- FML.)
3. Hmmm... lets go with... *hits random play all on mp3 player* Gigi D'Agostino! Hey, that works :]

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY:
1. Drawing
2. being obnoxious in public (preferably with friends lol), esp. after having WAAAY too much caffeine
3. sleeping
~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27865685/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27865685/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 03:12:26 PDT Just thinking....
Stuff keeps falling from my walls an' it's freakin me out! lol.. I've got a bunch of my Drawing class artwork hanging around my walls and most of them have tag board borders... So they're too heavy for what I've got them up with at the moment -- sticky tac. Lol.
But... I can't just nail 'em up there! They don't have proper borders for that... It's just tag board D:

So, three things fell in the past five minutes
And it scared me each time, being it's like... 12:50 in the morning. Then again, it would have scared me anyway... I'm so... idunno. Afraid of everything?

Ughfml.

Hmmm... so.
A few nights ago, I had some weird dream that had something to do with Erica and I running around some park in, like, nowhere (well, nowhere I seemed to recognize) in poofy dresses... Idunno, there was a lot more to it, but that was the end of it...
Then I saw Zach.. He came out of nowhere... and I started running towards him happily and then I woke up...

So later that day... I was laying on the couch and kind of falling in and out of sleep (due to epic amounts of boredom)... And I was sort of laying there, fully conscious... and I remembered a part of that dream, where I was drawing random pictures of naked women (don't ask, ok? I don't even know ...)
So. I'm laying there remembering this, only... I didn't realize it was part of that dream. I was remembering it as a memory...
For whatever reason...
And I'm thinking "Omg. I have to get rid of those monstrosities!" (cuz they were really inappropriate or something... i don't remember it all very well by now)... So I literally ran down to my bedroom, threw open my door, and then stopped in my doorway and sort of realized/remembered it was all only a dream...

's weird, you know... Dreams...

Idunno...


I was thinking earlier... and now I don't remember what I was thinking about... hmmm...


Soo... Is it weird in any way that I'm so very anti-social, yet I cannot stand being alone?

Idunno.. I was home alone for about four hours last night.. I felt very lonely...

Although... I feel lonely when my family's home, anyway, but in a more... neglectful kind of way.. When I'm home alone, I just feel like it's me and only me, left there to fend for myself...
Most people love it when they're parents are away. There's a lot of freedom involved.. I guess I would probably be happier if I still lived in town and could walk out somewhere and maybe see someone, or even just walk around town aimlessly... In fact, being home alone back in town wasn't so bad... I miss those days...
and now I'm stuck here, isolated from civilization and human interactions.
And it's so damn odd that I yearn for human interactions because that very thing horrifies me ever so much.
People, being around people, talking to people.
I just... don't know if I have the right thing to say at the right time, or if there is anything to say.
And I don't even know what my problem is.

I mean, when I was younger, I was shy, sure, just like every little kid.. they have that little shyness and awkwardness about them...
And most people grow out of being shy. In fact, I grew out of being shy. I'm, for the most part, very outgoing.
I mean, I'm loud, obnoxious, etc... and I'm not afraid of letting people see me as me.

But... Maybe shy and anti-social aren't the same things, right?
I mean... when you're shy, it's just... that you keep to yourself more... But I don't do that.

and... it's sort of a new thing for me, or at least... I just recognized my anti-social-ness very recently...

I don't even know what it is... the thought of people in general just... not exactly freaks me out, but I get some weird feeling...
People T^T
and humans...
and interacting with humans...
It's all so overwhelming...

I like animals...
You can talk to them, and touch them... and they listen, but they can't talk back.
They don't know what the hell you're talking about, but that's okay because they listen...
and they have feelings... like people... but without the ability to criticize or cut you down...

People, they.. react to what you say, and reply to what you say... for the most part.
And they say things, hurtful things, and sometimes don't even realize how hurtful it is...
I mean, so many things... Things that never would have even entered my mind until they say these things...
and now they're stuck there.
Just.
Mocking me...

And they don't go away...
Stupid things, too. Thin... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27862866/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27862866/ Mon, 19 Oct 2009 20:56:02 PDT No, I just need to make it quick, being I have school again tomorrow!

Haha, where did MEA go??? *fail*
One minute I'm bored out of my mind with 5 days of break to go, then the next minute it's 10:30 at night and school is the next day... We get a two hour late start tomorrow... No third hour.
I have no feelings towards skipping third hour. It's Algebra 2. It's probably one of the only classes I get to think...
Letssee, there's... AP History... Algebra 2... Biology, sort of... Yep. That's all xD
I don't really need to think in Band... I never think in art classes, so Jewelry's a non-thinker. And. Well. Pre-AP English is a joke, as I've ranted on for many many hours already ;D A-hah.

Sooo anywhooo, Zachy came back on Sunday <3 lol and he called me... but he was tired so we didn't talk long BUT IT DOESN'T MATTER CUZ IT STILL MADE ME HAPPY LOL

He said "Well, I'm tired. I just called to say I love you and I'm still alive"

Yeah, him and Nick played Dungeons and Dragons ALL of break! What a nerd lol~<3

He's gonna teach me~ x]


so then I talked to him for a while today... He's getting sick or something. His stomach's been upset all day..

So now that I just got over being sick for the SECOND time in two months (lolfail) he's gonna get me sick again!
He's always getting me sick ;D lol~~


Hmm school... Conferences were today... I got to sit and listen to all my teachers talk about how much of a genius I am =]
HAHAHA.

Well, actually... that sort of, and I got to listen to the majority of my teachers talk with my dad about the Vikings/the Twins/hunting/fishing/etc. xD (I have all guy teachers except one this year, can you tell???)

Then I got to hear my brother's teachers talk about how he doesn't pay attention, talks to his friends, doesn't get homework done, etc etc etc... He's already failing English and Government -_-
He is SOOO NOT my brother.
Actually, government was just because he had to take some big test that he was gone for... so just English.
Cuz he doesn't finish his homework half the time and he can't spell worth SHIT.

He gets it from my dad.


My dad is 54 and he still can't spell "very".
No joke.


Then I got to sit and listen to half my brother's teachers say "Oh, Nikki, this is your brother?"
Because no one (except Vetsch, whom I miss dearly) could make that connection... Even though we're the only two Remingtons in the entire school LOL.

So... school tomorrow. 10:40 PM.
Night, all.

Nik

(haha, that kind of reminds me... My history teacher calls me Nik now, too... its just some random nick name that came out of nowhere [first being used by Zach's step mom] and now more people are calling me Nik xP 'Tis kind of funneh... dunno why. Nicole... Nikki... Nik... How much shorter can it get? )

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27813190/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27813190/ Sat, 17 Oct 2009 09:53:04 PDT Sleeping... iSketching... sleeping while watching TV.

Yeah. FML. Most boring break ever.
I don't even think I can talk to Zach at all being he's at Nick's house the whole break and I highly doubt he'd answer his phone... not to mention they're probably busy playing video games 24/7 or w/e.

*sigh*
I never thought it would be this painfully boring.
//wrist T^T



Pff, anyway...

I should probably get some homework done this weekend, eh?

Hmm... I wonder what we're doing for Halloween >.>

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27783538/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27783538/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 16:01:47 PDT
My suck-ass internet, which is dial up, connects at the highest speed of about 48 kbps. (I know, fail). However, sometimes (actually a lot of times) it likes to connect at a lower speed. Well, any speed lower than 48 kbps and I can't do shit online. Including check my DeviantART messages....

Soo, yeah T_T
I gotta keep disconnecting n reconnecting until it gets it right and connects at 48.

Then, sometimes the 'accelerator' thing (which, without that I can't do shit online either....) likes to have errors, so I have to disable that then enable it again...

Ugh.


So anyway, it's MEA break... We get today (Thursday), tomorrow (Friday), and Monday off. Then we have a two hour late start on Tuesday.. :\

It'd be all good except... I am sooo bored!
Zach is spending all of MEA at his bisexual friend Nick's house in Maple Grove... T^T
lol..

I miss himmm <3 Dx

Hrrmmmm... T_T


MEA's gonna be sooo painfully BORING. Dx

Five days and two hours left T.T

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27674199/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27674199/ Fri, 09 Oct 2009 18:32:19 PDT

Well, I guess I should have known better, but...

You know how on those kind of sites you always get random people you don't know friend requesting? Happens all the time.

And, due to lack of better judgement, I just accepted them thinking "Oh, there not gonna talk to me anyway, who cares, w/e..."

But I was on there today, and this random guy who randomly friend requested me... randomly... who, btw, I don't know,,, randomly (on fb chat) said "Hi Nikki"... (as if he fecking knows me, for fuck's sake.)
I'm lyke... "hi......"
and he's lyke... saying something about how we met on facebook like six months ago and I friend requested him... When I didn't. I don't f/r random people I don't know ('specially on sites like fb where you've got a lot of personal info.)

So I'm like "no. I'm pretty sure I didn't"
and he's all trying to get me to believe I did...
Then he's all "Where you from?"
an' I'm like "Uh, the Earth?" (cuz I'm not gonna tell him! Sheesh! I don't even know him!)
So he's like "haha, what city you from?"
I'm like Fuck dude... "One on land."

So he keeps talking and asking questions an' I'm just saying random shit to hopefully make him leave me alone T^T

He was really creepy... So then, I found out how to remove fb friends (thank you Google! lol) and I decided that I'm not going to have any friends on fb except people I actually know in real life... well, except but,, she's the one and only exception,, cuz... she's cool like that xP


But yeah... I've had more than enough from creepy internet stalkers and pedo's... you can't go anywhere online without running into them! D8

I'zscaredplz.


_for some reason or another, DeviantART is not letting me view my messages at all. I'm sort of pissed about it._




Mehh...

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27586295/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27586295/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 19:37:03 PDT Lets start off on a bit of a happier note...
Who is this imposter: !hitler
Also, here's another poser: ~adolfhitler
And another: ~adolf-hitler
Psh, everyone knows that I am the true Hitler!

Hmmm...

There's also a lot of Stalin impostors! :U
!stalin
*JosephStalin
~Joseph-Stalin

Yepp.

----------------

Anywhoo.
You know what's more than irritating?
Well, you see, I was checking my stats for reasons I remember not at the moment. Though, I believe I was curious about which of my too many deviations was most fav'd or something...
It said I was watching something around 151 people, while 145 or so people watched me.
Well, that got me more curious, because there happened only to be one or two people that I ever watched that didn't watch me back...
(I'm not very active in ways of searching out people to watch; most of my watchers are people who've come to me. You see, I'm a very lazy person. )
I thought, "No way are there that many people I watched that didn't watch me back."
And sure enough, there weren't -_-
There's those type of people, here on DeviantART, who watch people, then people watch them back, then after a while, they delete them...
And more than a few people did this horridly irritating thing to me T_T.

I'm more than sick of people who are on here only for the pageviews/watchers/faves.
It's kind of like... Grow up people, that's not what this site was made for! Horrid people such as you, thinking life is nothing but a big business where you must. be. the. best.

Psh, but anyway... Though sad, as I thought these people were my friends, if they're going to do this shit to me, I can (and will) unwatch them right back.
I will NOT become some victim in this immature game of "who's the best on DeviantART"
Especially because art is not a competition... It is a form of expressing one's self.
I don't believe in "who's the best". Everyone has their own styles and means of expressing their feelings and opinions. AND IT'S A BEAUTIFUL THING AND SHOULD STAY A BEAUTIFUL THING!


So, yeah,, I've been looking through my friends list... T_T
I wonder why people think that other people don't notice when they all of a sudden take them off their watch list.
Well, obviously, I notice... And I guess, let that be a warning to all you watcher-hungry punks out there -_-

'Nuff said.

Sorry for the ranting. :\


Peace,
Nikki. Das Fuchs.

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27575498/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27575498/ Sun, 04 Oct 2009 10:19:19 PDT This "fake friends" thing... xP

I only had about.. one million of these in my messages because I was gone so long and finally came back =w=

And... The sad thing is, it's true... But the even sadder thing is that even though a million and one people post this, these "fake friend" people being described aren't going to change -_-;

Some people just get a bunch of pageviews and decide that all of their watchers (who, by the way, got them as far as they are publicity-wise...) just don't matter anymore... (They get the big business attitude about it. You know, the couple who decides to own a small family business, then after a while, makes a million+ $'s, expand a billion times and decide their workers/supporters are just worthless pawns on their chess board, owned and controlled by them... and they're only in it for the money any more...)

and even though I'm getting up there in pageviews/watchers/people I'm watching/etc.... I still try to comment/reply/view/etc...
Lol, I struggle sometimes (especially when I'm gone for three months! lol) but I do try TwT <3
Cuz I love you guys! I really do.
DeviantART is such a great place because not only does it make me feel special (lol), but its so much fun to see other people's art and their styles, and a lot of times its so inspiring, knowwhatimean? :3

So anyway, here this thing is:


No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me. They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it. If you are a real friend, one who cares for their friends, copy and paste this.

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27568649/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27568649/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 23:15:32 PDT
A - Available: Nooo ;3
A - Annoyance: Eh, it depends. I get annoyed sometimes by some things very easily T_T

B - Bestest Friend[s]: lol, I gots those, yes.
B - Birthday: November 24th, 1993

C - Crush: I don't do crushes.
C - Candy: CHOOOOCOLAAATE!

D - Day or night: Don't care xD
D - Dream Car: SMAAART CAAAR! xD

E- Easiest person to talk to?: My Baby Zachy Love :3
E- Eggs: I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT THEM!! lol, does that make me odd? I have them for breakfast like EVERY DAY.

F - Favorite Month: October?
F - Favorite color(s): I don't discriminate. I like ALL the colours c: Also, you spelled coloUr wrong ;D lol
F - Favorite Memory: I can't decide... ^///^

G - Gummy Bears or Worms: lol worms
G - Giver or taker: um, both? We can't live without taking, cuz if we give everything away, we'd have nothing left to survive... Though, giving is very good too.

H - Hair Color: Blonde N GODDAMN PROUD U FUCKERS!
H - Height: 5' 3"
H - Happy: most of the time

I - Ice Cream: coffee flavoured c:
I - Instrument: Umm, I play the clarinet

J - Jewelry: Eh, the most I usually wear is ear rings...
J - Job: sort of
J - Jail: no D: I have not been

K - Kids: ARE DEMONS! >O
K - Kickboxing or Karate: Eh, Karate
K - Kindergarden: my teacher was a bitch.

L - Longest Car Ride: Over 10 hours... except, it was a bus;;

M - Milk Flavor: CHOCOLATE <3
M - Most missed person: well,, Zachy, but I sees him every say :'D um, and now that Erica's off to college D: M - Movies: I DUN REALLY WATCH EM.
N - Number of Tattoos: zero : o


O - ONE WiSH: umm? dunno
O- ONE Regret: eh, too many to remember?

P- Pet Peeves: I'ma have to go with Kasey on this one "OVER WHELMING PEOPLE WHO SHOVE THEIR BELIEFS DOWN YOUR THROATS"
P- Part of your appearance you like best?: Ick, nothing T_T -- my eyes, I guess?

Q- Quick or Slow: FOR WHAT??? O.o *thinking sexual thoughts* -- *shot*

R - Reason to smile: my Zachy baby <3 and all of my awesome n messed up friends <3
R - Reason to cry: um,, lots of things

S - Song Last Heard: Uh, don't remember now xD (and I was just listening to my mp3 player like two minutes ago! FAIL)
S - Season: Spring/Autumn
S - Shoe: ones that fit.

T - Time you woke up: liek... 11 xD
T - Time Now: 1:10 AM (fail)
T - Time for bed: I SHOULD HAVE BEEN IN BED HOURS AGOOOO


U - U love someone: My Zachy-Pooh Bear Muffin Cake Love Sugar Pie Honey Face
U - Unpredictable?: Yupp.
U - Underwear: Um. I'z wearing those, yes.

V - Vegetable you hate: Ehh, none that I really hate, but not many I will eat cooked =w=
V - Vacation spot: I'VE NEVER BEEN ON VACATION, YOU ASS HOLE! //wrist

W- Worst Habits: Once again, going with Kasey on this one "Staying up late to draw/talk on DA and what not :3" lol
W- Where are you going to travel next?: Nowhere? ):
W- Weather right now: dark

X - X-Rays: taste bad.

Y - Year you were born: 1993
Y - Year it is now: 2009
Y - Yellow: is not the colour you paint a vehicle with!! FOR THE LOVE OF FUCK.

Z - Zoo Animal: Eh, dunno. There's like NEARLY EVERY ANIMAL IN THE ZOOOO... or not.. Lets go with Penguins?
Z - Zodiac Sign: Sagittarius

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27568212/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27568212/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 22:35:35 PDT

Can you honestly say that looks don't matter?
Yes, actually, I can. Cuz I couldn't care less about how a person looks...

Have you ever been 'the new kid' in school?
Nopes. Been living in this tiny unheard of town all meh life.

Do you say 'fuck' a lot?
HAHA. Do you even need to fucking ask? Yes.

How many people have feelings for you?
Ick, too many T^T. Or, at least, they think they do -_-

What are you saving your money up for right now?
Uh... dunno, college, a vehicle? I don't really have any short-term saving goals...

When did you last consume alcohol?
I've... never had alcohol... in my life. Like.. not even a tiny sip...

How did you start off your day?
tired,, then happy cuz my dad made eggs :]

Do you want anything?
Mmhmm... Who doesn't?

Have you ever felt like you weren't important?
Everyone's unimportant... We're all just some insignificant part of this entire huge universe....

Do you always answer your phone?
Pretty much... Unlike some people who NEVER answer their phone -cough- ZAAAACH xD

You have to get a piercing, what do you get?
I'd just get another ear piercing,, cuz I'm weak xD

How old will you turn in 2010?
um... 17

do you want to lose your virginity?
I WILL NOT DIE A VIRGIN!!! (Hey, I could have said I already have.... which is untrue for the record! O.o)

Do your parents trust you?
I think they do a little too much,, or it's the opposite and they're afraid to show it...

Whats one thing a relationship needs in order for it to work?
Well, love...

Forever 21 or Hot Topic?
Ick, neither

How many pillows are on your bed?
toooo many.

What are you going to do this weekend?
die

Favorite person to run and tell your problem to?
Zach <3 He's really the only person I can tell my problems too, since.. .my parents never listen/talk to me T_T

Where is the person you are thinking about at the moment?
At home... either sleeping or playing video games xD

Do you have a brother?
Ick, yes

In a good mood?
NO I'm soo tired.

Are you shorter than your mom?
I'm about an inch taller

Who are all of your texts in your inbox from and what were you talking about?
Umm,, I don't have a cell phone T_T

Do you have a YouTube account?
It won't let me D:

When is the next time you'll see the female you can tell everything to?
Ehh... I don't really have anyone I tell everything to except Zach. But I tell most things to my girl friends... so Monday at school, I guess...

the male you can tell everything to?
Umm, probably Monday at school, also x] I've got a lot to get done tomorrow...

Do those people mean something to you?
yes. Why else would I tell them everything!? Duhr. You don't just tell random people everything about your life! ... Actually, knowing this one chick in my art class, I take that back xD Some people do...

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27543360/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27543360/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 16:55:50 PDT ---------------------------------

O, then I see Queen Mab hath been with you.
She is the fairies' midwife, and she comes
In shape no bigger than an agate stone
On the forefinger of an alderman,
Drawn with a team of little atomies
Athwart men's noses as they lie asleep;
Her wagon spokes made of long spinners' legs,
The cover, of the wings of grasshoppers;
Her traces, of the smallest spider's web;
Her collars, of the moonshine's wat'ry beams;
Her whip, of cricket's bone; the lash, of film;
Her wagoner, a small grey-coated gnat,
Not half so big as a round little worm
Pricked from the lazy finger of a maid;
Her chariot is an empty hazelnut,
Made by the joiner squirrel or old grub,
Time out o' mind the fairies' coachmakers.
And in this night she gallops night by night
Through lovers' brains, and then they dream of love;
O'er courtiers' knees, that dream on courtsies straight;
O'er lawyers' fingers, who straight dream on fees;
O'er ladies lips, who straight on kisses dream,
Which oft the angry Mab with blisters plagues,
Because their breaths with sweetmeats tainted are.
Sometime she gallops o'er a a courtier's nose,
And then dreams he of smelling out a suit,
And sometime comes she with a tithe-pig's tail
Tickling a parson's nose as 'a lies asleep,
Then dreams he of another benefice.
Sometime she driveth o'er a soldier's neck,
And then dreams he of cutting foreign throats,
Of breaches, ambuscadoes, Spanish blades,
Of healths five fathom deep; and then anon
Drums in his ear, at which he starts and wakes,
And being thus frighted, swears a prayer or two
And sleeps again. This is that very Mab
That plaits the manes of horses in the night
And bakes the elflocks in foul sluttish hairs,
Which once untangled much misfortune bodes.
This is the hag, when maids lie on their backs,
That presses them and learns them first to bear,
Making them women of good carriage.
This is she--

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27542662/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27542662/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 16:17:02 PDT .

HOW MENTALLY ILL AM I?

[x] You have screamed at an inanimate object for “hurting” you.
[x] You have ran into a glass/screen door. (Hell, I've run into wooden doors too!)
[x] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks. (Also, sometimes I think of something funny and laugh.. and no one else is around >.> )
[x] You have run into a tree/bush
[x] You have been called a blond (Um. Fuck you. I am blonde.)

TOTAL: 6

[x] you know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. (Hey, Jason comes insanely close...! So it must be)
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow (...)
[ ] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star had the same melody (I've been asked this millions of times by now)
[x] You just sang them to make sure (Oh. Well... Not to make sure, but I just sang them T_T)
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. (I've even tripped on air.)
[x] You have choked on your own spit. (as well as air....)

TOTAL: 11

[ ] You have seen the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[ ] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire. (I'm so pyro)
[x] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling. (lol.)

TOTAL: 14

[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. (It's creepy, cuz I'll be sittin' in class or something, watching and listening to the teacher then all of a sudden I'm... like literally not there. And a few seconds later, I snap back and realize I don't even remember the last few seconds of my life -- what the teacher was saying or anything... cuz I wasn't thinking ... AT ALL! It's horrifying)
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about (Most of the time it's someone else's fault though, cuz people like to interrupt T_T)
[x] People often shake their heads and walk away from you (Only cuz they're losers)
[x] You are often told to use your ‘inside voice’. (Pff, parents.)

TOTAL: 19

[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. (It's... a habit....)
[x] You have eaten a bug accidentally (not fun D: )
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important (homework... but I've got all weekend for it T^T)
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it. (heh.)
[x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. (or on my head or in front of my face... yeah, all the time.)

TOTAL: 24

[ ] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don’t. (lol only losers do that.)
[x] You break a lot of things. (I'm horribly clumsy)
[x] You tilt your head when you’re confused. (that was... ONE. TIME.)
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before (all. the. time... also my bed. and Zach's chair and Zach's bed )
[x] When you’re lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling. (Hey, that's boredom.. not insanity D: ...I look for pictures in EVERYTHING. I'm an ARTIST. It's what artists DO.)
[x] The word “um” is used frequently. (only on slow days.)
[x] You don’t know what “um” means (um... huh, now that I think about it...)
[x] You say “what” and “huh” a lot. (uh.)
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin (ummm.. I was, but I can't find my calc T^T -- so I shall use paper and a pen! *fail* )

TOTAL: 32
NOW, take all of your totals, add them together, and multiply by 4.

RESULTS: 128% Mentally Challenged.
Eh. Whatevz. It's an artist thing, and I'm cool with it.

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27541240/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27541240/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 14:54:42 PDT .

This week has been... busy. I haven't been sleeping well -- staying up late, etc.

I've got a lot of homework related things to do this weekend. It's a two chapter week this coming week for AP History, and these next two chapters are painfully long, so I'm hoping to get a good head start this weekend on it. I've got quite a bit of biology homework to finish up; our next test is next week some time. Also, there's some stupid monologue things I need to write for Pre-AP English T_T.

*Sigh* I had three tests today. AP US History, which we have every Friday (well, technically the weekly Friday "tests" are quizzes, then eventually we have a unit test). I didn't do so hot on that test, but I did better than the first ones. xP... Algebra 2, which was fairly simple... It's still basic Algebra stuff. Then Pre-AP English... Which was... waaay too easy.

But now it's the weekend, and I can rest :]
Happy, happy.

Damn. I was gonna bring my instrument home for the past... every weekend since school started! I keep forgetting D:!!
I'll have to find some way for me to remember...
Eh.


Hmm... school.

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27531657/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27531657/ Thu, 01 Oct 2009 23:37:10 PDT
Red or Blue: Red

Mountain Dew or Root Beer: Do the Dew!

Lions or Tigers: BEARS. Oh my!

China or Japan: Japan

Scene or Emo: Eh. idk?

Anime or Manga: Manga

Blonde or Brunette: Blonde xP

McDonald's or Burger King: Ish.

Walmart or Target: Walmart

Xbox Or Playstation: Oooh, uh... probably XBox

Land or Sea: I wanna be a fisheeee

Rainbows or BlacknWhite: Rainbows <3

Pencils or Pens: Pencils

Long hair or Short Hair: Loooong

Rap or Rock: Rock

Cats or Dogs: dogs

Pokemon or Digimon: Pokemon

Guitar or Drums: Guitar

School or Summer School: School

Tape or Glue: Tape

Bottles or Cans: Bottles

Lizards or Amphibians: Amphibians

Boys or Girls: Um... that's so sexist xD

Octopus or Squids: Oh no, don't make meh choose D: I loves them both so much... I guess squids

Old School Pokemon or New School Pokemon: Old school Pokemon FTW

Nintendo or Sega: Nintendo

Jackass or Viva La Bam: Eh?

Christmas or Halloween: Halloween

iPod or Zune: um. Creative Zen Mozaic

Rain or Shine: Rain

Loud Music or Quiet Music: In the middle xP

Parties or Social Gatherings: Parties (that way I can dance around like an idiot and don't have to interact with people as much as at "social gatherings" ... I'm kind of anti-social...)

Nerd or Geek: Oh noes, I love them both D:

Video Games or Reading: Videos Games

Being Punk or Being Crunk: um? Oh... Punk, I guess

Flo Rida or Kanye West: HAHAHA no.

Disney World or Disney Land: I haven't been to either....

Guns or Swords: Swords -- they're sexier :3

Cartoon Network or Nickelodeon: Ehh, Nickelodeon has sliiightly less crap.

New York or LA: neither. >m<

Soccer or Baseball: Baseball...

Blue Eyes or Brown Eyes: Blue Eyes

Internet Explorer or Firefox: Firefox -- IE sucks major ass.

Punching or Kicking: Kicking

Purple or Pink: Pink

Math Class or English Class: Oh... Well, I guess I'm better at math, but it's so close and too hard to choose xP

Middle School or High School: High School -- MS SUCKS.

Giant Pandas or Red Pandas: Red Pandas

Lip Piercings or Ear Piercings: Uh, ear... or none. My body lacks the physical ability to withstand piercings due to the fact that I'm extremely prone to infections. T_T

Nintendo 64 or Nintendo Entertainment System (NES): Nintendo 64

MySpace or Facebook: Facebook

Obama or Bush: Obama (Lol. funny question)

Summer or Winter: Summer

Spring or Fall: Fall

Freddy or Jason: Umm. I guess I wouldn't know.

Sparkles or Glitter: There really isn't .. a difference... They're both twinkly things.

Family Guy or American Dad: Family Guy

Zombies or Ghosts: Zombies can be pretty sexy sometimes....

Crab or Lobster: Uh, I haven't had lobster... So I wouldn't know

Tornado or Hurricane: Tornado

Stars or Hearts: Stars

Love or Fame: Love

Hot or Cold: Cold

Spending or Saving: Saving

Big House or Small House: Big House

Car or Truck: Car

Digital Art or Traditional Art: Digital, I guess... but it's insanely close

Ducks or Chickens: Chickens

RPG Games or Shooter Games: RPG Games <3

Asking Questions or Giving Answers: Ick, neither! I. HATE. QUESTIONS.

Jocks or Preps: Ugh, I hate them both so much... ><

School Sports or School Clubs: School Clubs

Colored Pencils or Crayons: Colored Pencils

Laptop Computers or Desktop Computers: Desktop Computers

Science Class or Social Studies Class: Science... Things just go together logically and make sense, whereas with Social Studies, there's a chronological order thrown in there that you need to remember....

America or Canada: Canada

Karate or Kung Fu: Kung Fu

Sweet or Sour: Sweet

Easter or 4th of July: 4th of July -- Let's see explosions or a tarded fluffy bunny? Yeah, I'mma haveta go with explosions xP ...Though I'm not too into patriotism...

Eminem or 50 Cent: Gross

Stripes or Checkers: Checkers

Chocolates or Flowers: Chocolates - they generally taste better...

Sketchbook Paper or Notebook Paper: Sketchbook

Gold or Silver: Gold ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27513809/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27513809/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 23:39:09 PDT
First Name: Nikki

Middle Name: The Fox... Oh, my real one? RaeAnn

Last Name: Remington

Age: 16 in November

Gender: Female ... I think. Wait, yeah xD

Eye color: Blue

Hair color: Blonde

Nickname: Nikki (well, technically my name's actually Nicole, but it's gross because it's waaay to common of a name), Shotgun, Broccoli (don't. ask.), Broc (short for Broccoli LOL.), Nik, aaand I used to have Coe-Tar and Coed. Lol...

Birthplace: Coon Rapids

Birth date: November 24th

Time of day you were born: 6-something PM

Height: 5'3-ish

Shoe size: 7 1/2 - 8

Right or left handed: Right

Zodiac sign: Sagittarius

Job: Eh.

Single or taken: I'z takin giez.


Family
Name and age of father?:
Ron 54 (I'm beginning to wonder if the creator of this is a stalker...)

Name and age of mother?:
Jan 45

Are your parents still together?:
Yes

Do you get along with your parents?:
Uh. no. Not usually.

Which one is more strict?:
They're both dumb... T_T

Names and ages of siblings?:
Demon Ass Hole Punk from the Depths of Hell, aka Vinton - 14

Do you get along with your siblings?
YEAH FUCKING RIGHT.

Pets?
2 dogs - yellow and chocolate lab

Education
What school do you go to?:
Zimmerman High School

What grade are you in?:
I IZ A SOPHOMORE. You know, it's pathetic how many people misspell sophomore. T_T

Do you want to go to college?:
yeah.

If so, where?:
Oh...

Are you...
Good at reading people?
Of course. Well, its easier the longer I've known them, obviously... I don't like to but I can...

Too nice for your own good?
Sometimes

Stubborn?
Yeah, kinda

Shallow?
No.....

A pansy?
LOL yeah right...

Arrogant?
Noez... I don't know the first thing about being arrogant D8

Short?
yes....

Freakishly tall?
If I'm short, then am I freakishly tall? NO.

An atheist?
Uh. Well. Technically I'm agnostic.

Always mad?
no

Always happy?
No

Lazy?
Yepp

Friendly?
It depends. I refuse to be nice to excruciatingly stupid people T_T They get on my nerves....

Strong?
Not really

In love?
Yes :3

A health freak?
Hellll no

Loud?
Yeah, kinda XD

Quiet?
Sometimes...

Intelligent?
Yes.

Talkative?
xP Yaaah.

Outgoing?
depends, but most of the time yes

Organized?
Yupp.

A vegetarian?
No, lol, though I'm not really a big fan of meat... It kind of creeps me out occasionally.

Forgetful?
*sigh* yes... and I just lost The Game thanks to this question T_T

Lactose intolerant?
No

Athletic?
NOOOO xD

A pain in the ass?
Tch, yeah.

Ticklish?
Ummmm yes >.> Everywhere. Extremely.

Favorites
Color?: I don't discriminate. I like ALL the colours

Movie?: Well, I don't really see many movies... but I'll go with the last one I saw because it was actually good: (500) Days of Summer

TV show?: I don't really watch tv...

Animal?: fox.

Food?: pasta n... pizza :3

Drink?: Coffee, Mountain Dew, Orange Juice, Chocolate Milk

Car?: Eh, smart cars I guess...

Day of the week?: Ick, I hate them all >.<

Season?: Autumn

Song?: Tooooo hard to chooooose

Sport?: uhh, I guess baseball and hockey aren't so bad... and football sucks to watch, but it's actually kind of fun to play... not seriously, just... with a group of friends just for fun, you know...

Radio station?: 91.1! YESSUM! NATIONAL PUBLIC RADIO FTW! *NERD.*

Restaurant?: Eh, idunno. I don't eat out much.... (wow my life is soooo lame)

Holiday?: Holloween.

Book?: Idunno... I can't think of one off the top of my head, but I bet you anything I'll hit submit and think of one xD

Flower?: Umm. Not really a flower person... I just like to see and smell them...

TV channel?: Ick.

Number?: 13, 18, 25, 34, 72, 69

Type of music?: Anything but rap... and, well a lot of country sucks... especially all the new stuff they got which isn't even country, it's like... pop.

Candy?: chocolate candy

Scent?: vanilla mmmm sexi stuff

Letter?: Q

Ice cream flavor?: Hmmm... I like the coffee flavoured ice creams...

Toothpaste?: Eh. mint?

Band?: Oh, it's too har... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27513215/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27513215/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 22:29:26 PDT
Soo... Its late, I'm tired and disoriented...

AND LOOK, I'M HIGH:

rofl.




Hey, look, I'ma !!


Oh. Shit. I just lost The Game. T^T See what happens when you try to defy the laws of math!

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27511042/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27511042/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 19:40:20 PDT 's journal xB


◆Your name?
Nikki. Yeh.

◆If possible, your age?
15 -- 16 in November

◆When did you start drawing?
When I was exactly one one-hundredth of a millisecond old.

◆Which hand do you use for drawing?
Right, yo

◆Which is easier to draw - male or female?
Well, you see. I'm a girl, so I know what they look like better than guys......... You know,,,.

◆Which is easier to draw - long hair or short hair?
Um, neither. They're both just as easy as one another.

◆Is it easier to draw the head facing towards the right or the left?
Once again... neither.

◆Is it easier to draw the side view of the face or the front view?
Um... probably front view..

◆What do you have problems in drawing?
Eh. Probably just male anatomy. You see, guys have a peeeenis and that throws me off... lol. Well, that and they're not quite as curvy as girls... except when you do children, neither are curvy, so I guess that part doesn't matter........

◆What do you like to draw?
Um, liek, everything.

◆Are you a traditional artist or a digital artist?
Both, biatch!

◆Where do you start drawing from?
uh... if we're talking people, the head. Only weirdo's like Joe Pittsley (lolsorry) start from the feet, or... whatever the hell it is he does...

◆What is your drawing habit that you are aware of?
Habit? What kind of shitface question is this? One does not develop a "habit" in art, one develops a style!

◆What do you keep in mind when you do lineart?
lineart.. Um. Keeping in mind? Uh, nothing. I don't keep anything in mind when I make art..... This is a dumb question!

◆Any tips for coloring/shading?
Don't be dumb! There's mah advice! ^-^

◆How long does it take to finish a piece of art?
Gawd, this is liek one of the stupidest art questions ever. First of all, it's not a race. Second of all, like hell I'mma keep track of how long something takes me! I barely keep track of normal everyday things that normal people automatically keep track of without thinking T_T

◆What music do you listen to while you draw?
All of it.

◆How long does it take you to come up with an idea?
That's a dumb question, too! You can't sit down and after a length of time 'come up with an idea'... they just come when the feel like it.

◆Your favorite drawing utensils?
Imagination

◆Your favorite color/the color that you use a lot?
pink

◆Your favorite style(s)?
Ehh

◆Are you satisfied with your current art?
Yeah, but no matter how good one thinks they are, there's ALWAYS room to improve. ALL-WAYZ.

◆What kind of artist are you aiming for?
A Nikki kind of artist, I don't know. This is a stupid meme.

◆Thank you. Anyone else you'd like to see this from.

FUCK.


Erm, I've decided I'm done with answering stupid-as-hell questions for the night.......

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27507873/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27507873/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 16:58:58 PDT Anyway, I've got a couple of stolen tags. ;3

--

First one stolen from 's journal:

Go to: [link] if you feel like having a good laugh~
Put your name in, and generate slogan after each question.


1. What do you say to yourself every morning?
Double The pleasure, Double The Nikki.
(Wow, egotistic much!)

2. What do you want other people to say about you?
Please Don't Squeeze The Nikki.
(Please don't... Nikki's fragile )

3. Someone asked you out, your answer is...
Only Nikki Can Prevent Forest Fires.
(Uhh, I don't think so...)

4. How would you answer a booty call?
It's Nikki Time.
(OMG lol)

5. How would you introduce yourself to someone you really like?
I'm A Secret Nikki Drinker.
(Cuz... that's not messed up at all.... )

6. To someone you dislike?
The Science Of Nikki.
(Hmmm... what a great science!)

7. You're in a conversation and you suddenly feel the need to pee, how would you excuse yourself?
Solutions For A Small Nikki.
(O.o)

8. Your parents ask you why you got home late, you say...
Fall Into The Nikki.

9. You're failing a subject, you say...
Nikki Unscripted.

There's no numbah ten??

11. Your bf/gf is breaking up with you, you tell him/her...
Tense, Nervous, Nikki?
(Uhh wha? xD)

12. Someone told you you're an asshole, you tell them...
Get The Nikki Habit.
(Actually, I'd say something more along the lines of "That's right" lol)

13. What are the best words to describe you?
My Doctor Says 'Nikki'.

14. If you're going to have a movie about your life, the title is...
Fresh from the Captain's Nikki.

15. Your last words before you die...
Come to Nikki, and Let's Get It Done.

16. Your message to a special someone..
Let Your Nikki Do The Walking.

17. Title of this post will be...
Melts In Your Nikki, Not In Your Hand.



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Second one stolen from

Girl Tag

1. What color is your bra?
Light blue and black with skulls on it... Or,,, well, that's the one I'm wearing now

2. Do you ever lie about your age?
I'm 15. Why would I lie about my age?

3. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or "tough guys"?
Zachy-Pooooooh *pokes*... *Zach starts crying* Oh. Sensitive, I guess (lolzjk.)

4. Do you prefer blond or brunette guys?
Uh, it really doesn't matter. Really.

5. Are you currently single?
Noes >w>

6. How many things in your past do you regret?
Eh.
A lot.

7. Do you have a best friend?
Uh, yeah.

8. What do you want to be when you grow up?
A SPACE MAN. NO. A FIREMAN. NO. AN ACTRESS. NO. A SINGER. NO. A VET. NO...
duh. I want to be what I already am. An artist.

9. Have you ever kissed two people in one night?
O.o no

10. Where do you shop to buy most of your clothes?
Uh. Khol's, I guess...

11. Who was the last person you hugged?
My Zachy-Pooh

12. Have you ever had your heart broken?
I... guess....

13. Have you ever thought about suicide?
UHMmm.

14. Have you ever wanted someone but you knew you couldn't have them?
No.

15. Have you ever felt like killing somebody?
HAHA almost all the time. But I wouldn't actually kill someone. Srsly.

16. If you could change anything about your past, what would you change?
I wouldn't.

17. Do you like your life?
Eh, it's... complicated... but it's good.

18. Do you shop at Hollister?
ISH. NO. Fuck that shit.

19. Has one of your friends ever stolen a boyfriend from you?
No.

20. Did you forg... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27503999/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27503999/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 13:27:19 PDT Those of you who do not... Well. It doesn't matter! You are sooo out of the loop, in that case...

But... on a different note...

I just got back from school today, and apparently "they" (not knowing who "they" is) found three explosive devices in a school in Princeton today.
They had to evacuate the building, buss all the kids home, bring in the bomb squad and everything... I don't know which school it is, and they'll probably talk about it on the news tonight or something, but I'm assuming it's the high school. But who knows, it could be the elementary school for all I know.
Angry parent, psycho teacher, who knows...

It's pretty scary, being Princeton is only nine miles north of us; they're the next town over.

Zimmerman has had their share of bomb "threats" at the middle/high school (since we're not just a high school, you know... it's both in one building). I use the word threat very lightly because all it was was some moron writing shit on the bathroom walls and no one ever actually brought in a bomb... It's the type of thing where someone wanted just to start shit, because... I'm pretty sure if anyone was serious about bombing the school, they would not write a warning on the bathroom wall ahead of time and get the school administration and the police ready and everything...
But... I guess Princeton does things a little differently O.o"

I'm not sure of the details, since I heard it from my dad who heard it from the barber guy up town who heard it on the radio after my dad heard tons and tons of sirens rushing north on 169... but, there were apparently three "mysterious looking packages" placed in different areas of the school, and I'm guessing a teacher or someone came across them...

I don't know if they were on a timer or they were just there to scare people or what the deal was, like I said, I don't know the details...
It's pretty scary though....



Soo... They were talking about it on WCCO earlier... and later my dad was in Princeton buying food at the grocery store, and the cashier lady said there were at least three different news station reporters there, so I'm assuming it's going to be all over the news tonight or some time soon.

I guess I'll learn more then.


In other news: I AM SICK OF BRETT FAVRE!
I'm hatin' him and small children with a burning passion at the moment. And you know what? He doesn't even know how to pronounce his own last name and neither do MILLIONS OF OTHER AMERICANS!!! OBVIOUSLY the "V" comes before the "R"!!! Come on, people! ;
Lol...
But really, what's up with that name? I refuse to pronounce it "Far-ve". I'm always going to pronounce it "Fav-er" instead! And whenever someone says his name, I'll correct them! Lol!
I'm serious, I'mma make so many people hate his name just cuz of my assholishness!

(Also Brett Favre is a fat-headed full-of-himself egotistic ass hole punk. Yupp. *nods*)

MWAHAHAHA!



...


Hey.



Did you forget about The Game yet? ;3
Yeah, I'm a prick.
I know...


Oh, so... I've been talking to a friend who lives in Princeton and...
apparently there were FOUR bombs :S

"One at the high school front door, the back door to the post office, the back door to some other building and one in Mark Park"...

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27416577/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/27416577/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 19:42:02 PDT
Long story short: I'm alive.

Buuut... barely. I mean, in a way of time, barely. I've got AP classes this year, so there's a lot of homework.
Well, I've got... AP US History, Pre-AP English (which is a joke... but I've ranted enough about this already and don't need to go into details.), and should have AP Biology but that class and Wind Symphony (the better band class) are the same hour and... I can't stand the tards in the regular band class! Not to mention all the freshmen this year... 99.9% of the freshman class this year is made up of obnoxious bratty sluts. That's not even an exaggeration. At all. I do have some friends in the freshman class, but no lie, the rest of them are demons.
I can't even begin to explain how horrible they are T^T
Hmm. I'm also in Algebra 2, but... that's not really an AP class. I'm just a grade ahead... but it's pretty common, I guess... (Though I should be in Pre-Calc this year because math comes naturally to me. I understand it right away. Numbers just fit and make sense and it's basic logic... But you see, the thing that determined if you skipped pre-algebra or not was all based on some stupid test we took waaaay back in 6th grade which I still don't even remember taking, you know, rather than going by gpa, or grades, or anything... T_T)

Sigh... the school system sucks... but anyway.

I MISS DUBA.

...


I'm in the process of uploading/updating and shall continue when I have a break from homework or something, which will probably mostly be only on the weekend.

History homework is going to make me fat xD
The chapters are so long and drawn out that I find I have to eat something sweet and sugary (like candy... something easy and fast to eat like m&ms) in order to sustain the ability to continue reading, lol. But... its the same way with stippling...
Shit. That reminds me........

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/26826186/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/26826186/ Tue, 25 Aug 2009 21:33:32 PDT
Well. Summer came and went. I got NOTHING done. Almost literally!
As you can tell (cuz you're probably wondering 'who is this chick?' lol) I haven't been on pretty much all summer...
DA hasn't been working for me or something. I think it's just because my internet can't handle it, lol.

dialup. sucks.

Anyway...

School starts September 8th! I can't wait... and...
I want my schedule D:
They haven't sent them out yet >O
arrr.....

and also... my computer is mega crap
It... should not take 10+ minutes just to start the thing up. T_T

and my hard drive is dying... but that's okay
Cuz i have a 500 gig removable hard drive that Zachy Zach is going to install Windows XP on when this one dies xP
And I already have all my files backed up on the removable drive ^^

So that's another reason I haven't been on xP

Windows explorer (the little bar with the start button and everything that lets you do anything on the computer.....) doesn't automatically open on startup... so I gotta Ctrl+Alt+Delete and open Task Manager and run explorer EVERY. TIME. I. TURN. ON. THE. COMPUTER.
then i gotta wait about 10 more minutes until everything comes up xD




soooo yeah...

school's coming. I should really get to bed xP

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25485623/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25485623/ Mon, 22 Jun 2009 23:54:37 PDT Nrly... Yeah, it's been a few days.
I've been slaving D8 Gimme a break..lol
and I haven't been through all my messages yet...

So anywho, kidlets and peoples of all ages and genders, race and religions (or no religions)

Yes, yes, I support you all...

I'll tell you something. I've been in Driver's Ed for 6 days now and here is what I learned:

DRIVER'S ED IS BULLSHIT.

Yep. You heard me. Loud and clear, in text and everything. T_T

And I'll tell you why in a second here....
(prepare for rantyness)

You see, life isn't apples or oranges and cherries or lemons.
It's not all happy and super duper, but it's not all evil either.
And you're not going to make it through life on ignorance and denial (trust me, my mother's been trying that for years now....)

Sometimes, some things in life are stupid. You need to realize this and learn how to deal with stupidities in life.

Driver's Ed, much like Health class, is one of those stupidities.
You see, the goal in this class is not what you think. You may be thinking: "Driver's Ed is here to inform me on being safe and teaching me how to correctly drive a motorized vehicle"
Well... that's not entirely true. The goal of this class, much like health class, is simply to scare people out of living and driving. Or, simply being on the road where vehicles might be near... or near the road... or near any place that may be near --
On second thought, just never leave the house.

Health class:
Basically, don't have sex EVER or you WILL get AIDS and die a horrible painful death after living a painful meaningless life.
If you get so much as a cough or sniffle, GO TO THE MEDS. Cuz if you don't take medicine for everything, you could die. like. srsly.
Also, wash your hands EVERY TWO SECONDS or more often if possible because germs are always around you and on you and you don't want to get something as serious as the common cold or anything -_-

Oh and, don't forget when taking those medications, you will almost certainly automatically become addicted if you don't take these medications EXACTLY THE RIGHT WAY.

Never hang out with people who smoke. LIKE EVER. Never even be around people who smoke because second hand smoke is something that can never ever be avoided, you will die on spot, and you can NEVER get it out of your clothes (cuz apparently the 'specialists' have never heard of a washing machine before....).

Also, no matter how old you are, if you take even one sip of an alcoholic drink you will become addicted and probably pass out.

Oh and you must must must exercise at least 30 times a day for an hour each. Make it as extreme and body harming exercise as possible because automatically, the harder you work, the better...
Oh, but don't not eat food. Cuz like, if you skip out on one meal at all... you're automatically anorexic and will never be the same...

In fact... why don't you just live in a bubble all your life? Make sure you de-germify it every two seconds though, and run in place as much as possible... Have a trusted, clean adult bring you healthy healthy foods (but avoid sugar or fat at all costs because they're hazardous and you will drop dead on spot) -- and be sure to disinfect after coming in contact with that other human being.


Driver's Ed:
Ok, this is srsly bullshit. Like I've said, been in the class for 6 days now and, well... If not for previous lessons with my dad, I wouldn't know how to work a vehicle at all! Or damn near it.

I could probably tell you how many people died from car crashes from in the year 2000, 2004, and everything in between.
I know that alcohol contributes to 40+% car crashes and that 50% of all crashes are single-vehicle crashes...
I've heard almost thousands of stories about the horrors of car crashes and people being morons -_-
but you know what... they hardly teach us shit about driving...
put key in slot, turn. go.

Here are other bullshit things I learned in driver's ed:
automatically, all teenagers, no matter their intelligence level or anything, think they're invincible. Even I think I'm invincible and I don't even know it yet T_T

Automatically, half the new drivers absolutely WILL crash within the first five years of driving.. no matter how safe and careful you are, if the kid sitting next to you doesn't crash, YOU WILL.
Oh, but you also have to remember to have confidence in your skills but apparently that's not important....

Also, all teenagers are stupid. They're obnoxious and ignorant and don't obey rules and are always rebellious and think they can't die... like I sa... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25302961/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25302961/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 05:09:46 PDT
which I'm sure you've all heard cuz I use it everywhere

BUT WHATEVER, HERE IT IS:

"I maintained abstract art was easy and chucked paint everywhere, and they all said it was rubbish. I said, ' Prove it, ' and they did." -John Lennon



I like it cuz it's funneh...
He was talking about some experience at the Art College in Liverpool that he went to....


So anywho:



stolen from 's journal:


HOW OLD DO YOU ACT?
[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee.
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar. (lolsortof)
[ ] You own a credit card.
[ ] You know how to change the oil in a car.
[x] You've done your own laundry.
[ ] You can vote in an election.
[x] You can cook for yourself.
[x] You think politics are interesting.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[ ] You show up for school late a lot. (not anymore! : D)
[x] You always carry a pen/pencil in your bag/purse/pocket. (and my sketchbook! >O )
[ ] You've never gotten a detention. (Ok, listen, my third grade teacher was an ASS HOLE!)
[ ] You have forgotten your own birthday.
[x] You like to take walks by yourself. (but mostly with pplz)
[x] You know what credibility means, without looking it up.
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week (*eyetwitch*)
TOTAL SO FAR: 9

[x] You know how to do the dishes.
[x] You can count to 10 in another language. (a few other languages)
[ ] When you say you're going to do something you usually do it.
[x] You can mow the lawn.
[x] You study even when you don't have to. (I NEVER have to study)
[x] You have hand washed a car before.
TOTAL SO FAR: 14

[x] You can spell experience, without looking it up.
[ ] The people at Starbucks know you by name. (lol)
[ ] Your favorite kind of food is take out.
[ ] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need.
[x] You understand political jokes the first time they are said.
[x] You can type pretty quick. (I type like a crazy speed deeemin >D)
TOTAL SO FAR: 17

[ ] Your only friends are from your place of employment.
[ ] You have been to a Tupperware party.
[x] You have realized that practically no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job. (sigh... and even then....)
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay.
[x] You have been to the beach. (half this stuff has nothing to do with age O.o)
[x] You use the internet every day. ()
[ ] You have been outside of the united states 3 or more times.
[ ] You make your bed in the morning.
TOTAL: 20

Wow, son of a bitch D:
20?
I'm only 15 x_o

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25302831/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25302831/ Sun, 14 Jun 2009 04:52:12 PDT Nikki's here to make it all better....
erm...

So, I've been scanning in my sketchbooks and I'm almost done!
Not sure when I'll actually get things uploaded cuz, well, you know, I'mma lazy bitch...

But it shall be soon....-ish.... yeh.


INOTHERNEWS--

Today I shall be painting with Erica and Courtney
So there's this teacher, Mrs. Bickman... I haven't had her yet but she's the speech coach so I know her a lot...
And she's pregnant (seems like a lot of teachers decided to get pregnant this year...)
And today around 9-ish (which is only a few hours away....)
We're going to be painting a mural for her baby's room :3

Fun stuff...

I've also got a dog stippling drawing one of Zach's stepmom's friends wants done... soon it's sounding... scary scary

And my neighbor wants me to draw their horses
lol.

Yeah, and it sounds like I'm getting payed for all three of those... it's pretty great.


INMOREOTHERNEWS---

Speaking of getting payed, my dad got me a summer job (SCORE!!!)
Its... mowing for some 60-yr old man (lolyah...) and.. I have to cooperate with my brother cuz he's in it too -_- (sonofabitch.)
But yeah, its every week and we'll be making $65 for each mowing (5 goes for lawnmower gas, and 30 each for me and my brother)

Its pretty awesome and stuff...
Plus I get to drive the riding lawnmower once a week! xD
***hardcore fail***




INSOMEMOREOTHERNEWSES----

I got the results back from the GRAD writing test (which sucked like hell cuz I had to write about the qualities of a good friend... How can I do that when all of my friends are bad influences? xD)
I got... 4 out of 6 (its a scale of 1-6. you need 3 to pass or else you gotta take it over... you gotta pass it to graduate and stuff.)
T_T
I SPELLED ONE EFFING WORD WRONG... that I used like three times -_-
So I'm surprised I even passed.
I don't remember the word, but I remember seeing it right after taking the dumb test and hitting myself......



YEAHSOMORENEWS-----

Not really, but here's the thing:
Freshman year is over and...

GOODBYE FOREVER MRS. LEBLANC! (Geometry teacher)
I hated you, you were a bitch >O

GOODBYE AT LEAST UNTIL SENIOR YEAR MRS. OLSON! (Geography)
You were an epic bitch! And you're stupid as hell!
Meh, I heard her senior year government class is better than freshman year geography... but idunno.

It kinda sucks I don't get Mr. Hamlin again until senior year... (Hamlin does Social Studies -- American History, Econ.. stuff like that)
He's a pretty awesome teacher.

I'll miss Mr. Koenig (science)
His class was the best science class I've ever had (so far...)

I HOPE TO HELL MRS. VETCSH (i could never spell her name xD) IS STILL THE AP AND PRE-AP ENGLISH TEACHER NEXT YEAR AND FOREVER!
Yeah she was amazing...

I had Janu first semester and... she's a great person and all, but she's not really my type for teaching...

Why, oh why did you have to get pregnant and move to Iowa, Mrs. Juhl!? (one of the band teachers)
Her and Mr. Smith have been doing the band class here forever and all of a sudden she gets knocked up and heads south T^T
I'mma miss her...

Lolz I won't be needing to miss Mrs. Kryduba (art teacher) cuz I'll make sure to take plenty of art classes throughout highschool ^w^


Freshman year definitely had its ups and downs and I'mma miss some parts and try to forget others....


As for next year...
AP Biology
AP History
Pre-AP English
Wind Symphony (which is like... higher than the regular band class, Smith picks the top peeps in freshman year for this...)
Algebra 2 (I hope to hell this teacher isn't a bitch like LeBlanc... I don't know anything about her....)
Zero Hour Health (NOT looking forward to that AT ALL)
Takin' clay next year...
And getting my first gym credit (also not looking forward to that xD)


Crazy... I know xD
Yeah, I went for all the AP classes, plus a zero hour class D:
I'ma be so busy next year it won't even be funny xD

But I can do it...
Cuz Ich bin Das Fuchs.
And no one can catch the motherfucking fox : D!!!

It'll be great...


(Also, tomorrow I start Driver's Ed! yay... >.< )




I... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25248768/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25248768/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 06:05:12 PDT Very depressing season for me T_T



Um...so please try to bear with me as I survive these next few months x_o

It'll get really bad towards the end of each month I assure you xD
lolsrysry....



but um... so my dad seems to be concretely stuck to his belief that I'm a useless bitch and that my brother is an angel or something...

I'd like to think I'm not, however...
But... Idunno...

I'd like to believe I make people happy? D:
Sometimes...maybe?...no...?


Yeah, so I'm a bitch T_T
But I'm not .. useless, right?
I mean... I do more than him! He just sits on his lazy fat ass all day and watches sports >O
Or sometimes when he's feeling really active, he'll go downstairs and play video games or something....




This whole... creation vs evolution thing is tearing me apart...
Because I've been on both sides of the argument in my life and I don't know what to believe anymore...
And I know this is going to get a lot of angry comments or something and whatever and that's fine......

With my parents being so religious... I often wonder what would happen if I came home one day and told them I am an atheist... or... agnostic... technically more agnostic I guess...

And this is what I would assume to be their reaction:
either
A) shock, disbelief, ignorance, oh its just another phase
or
B) Label me as the antichrist, shun me forever and either kick me out on the streets or start making me go to church on Sundays again (idunno which would be worse...)


Sigh... Life can be so confusing... And the worst part of it is...
Is that nobody really knows for sure! There is no solid absolute proof towards anything (ok, now i'm leaning towards the beginning more than evolution vs creation, btw evolution is the basic fact that things change over periods of time to adapt to their surroundings and such...)
We don't know...
And I don't care what people believe in...
Go ahead and tell me you believe that a giant purple fuzzy unicorn barfed up all existence... I really don't care

Its just... when we have our theories and beliefs on how things were created and whatever... everyone states their personal belief as a fact. Not a fact, the fact. And when you have a million and one religions and beliefs out there, all claiming to be ///the one truth///
its... hard... i guess

especially because we don't know....


and so... i'm a little torn right now...

The fact I don't know the beginning haunts me... but i refuse to defy logic and believe some thing written in a book...

I'm... not trying to insult anyone's beliefs or anything...

idunno i'm just confused and torn...
Summer's depressing and it's 8 am and I didn't sleep last night...



Guys are abusive...
Or.. at least the ones I know -- for the most part...
Kinda sucks...


So as far as art goes... Idunno when i'll get things scanned in... I've still gotta clean my room *glares down the hallway*
It... really needs it...
=///=
It... really sucks


um... sorry for the epic journal abuse lately... Bear with me, okay?
Things'll get better...
I kinda feel lonely cuz Zach's helping his dad build a shed so I haven't been able to see him or talk to him much...



I need sleep... but I don't wanna sleep.... I really really do not want to sleep...

I'll probably... take a long shower..... and try to survive the day...

I guess.

Idunno...
Maybe I'll be on later, maybe not.. but Idunno


-Das Fuchs

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25248143/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25248143/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 04:42:13 PDT
"All art is pain expressing itself. I think all life is, everything we do, but particularly artists - that's why they're always vilified. They're always persecuted because they show pain; they can't help it. They express it in art and the way they live, and people don't like to see that reality that they're suffering.
When you're a child you can only take so much pain. It literally blocks off part of your body."
-John Lennon

I really love that quote... because... it's true, don'tcha think?


So last night... around 10-ish or so, maybe 9...
I took some random facebook poll:
Creation or Evolution?

Right... and I left a comment... and somehow got tangled into a heated debate over science and religion.... and it's been going on all night now and is still somewhat alive xD (it's like 6:40 AM here now)

Yeah, it's pretty great.

Of course I realize both sides are stubborn as hell and nothing has or will get accomplished by this... but it's just fun to let out what you know about things and rant on and on and on.....
Plus.
Debating is so much more fun than talking to someone who agrees cuz it's like:
PersonA] Soo, Zebras are lyke the coolest animals, right?
PersonB] Totally
then it's done...

But when you have a stubborn opposing force that's got just as much knowledge and facts on the matter as you do, it goes on and on and on! It doesn't end!
It's amazing xD
and orgasmic... er...
>.>
lol

But yeah, it's pretty great.
People can be epic fucktards sometimes and you gotta reexplain everything sometimes... but it's pretty awesome...


Well I had fun anyway...

It was like... me and probably six other people at some point. One guy put up a damn good fight... I could tell he knew what he was talking about and stuff... You really don't get that much intelligence in a debate over science vs religion in Zimmerman usually ...



yeah....
I had a blast.


-Das Fuchs

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25228063/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25228063/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 01:18:40 PDT Just one...


Stolen from:

1. Would you bang your neighbour?
If my neighbour was Zach THENYES!
Currently no....

2. What describes your relationship status?
Um... sexy?

3. Where are you?
IN UR CLOSETZ >O

4. What's the last movie you've seen?
Actually... I just saw Grand Torino (idunno how to spell it... AHHHH it's a car name Dx) and... liked it O.o
It was sad and awesome and sad and death and... yeah, it was good.

5. the last person you held hands with?
My Zachy<3

6. Girl or boy?
Wait... me? or... ?

7.Do you sit or stand in the shower?
who sits in the shower?
well... actually... sometimes when I'm really tired in the morning I lay down and end up falling asleep for short periods of time...
Is that weird?

8. Do you carve pumpkins every year?
I think so......

9. Color of your underwear?
White...... who wants to know?

10. Color of your shirt?
Pink with tinkerbell D:
It's a pajama shirt.....

11. I'm always...
O:< that's none of your business...
erm...
sleeping

12. Who's on speed dial 2? 4? 6?
Zach, Zach, and Zach?
I dun gots a cell phone TT^TT

13. Honestly, how many people do you have feelings for?
MY ZACHY

14. Whats your favorite season?
autumn

15. Good advice if you ever go camping?
I've never been camping! *SOBS*

16. Are you a bad influence?
Fuck, do you even have to ask?

17. Do you like your name?
FUCK NO

19. Would you do anything for someone else?
well maybe...

20. Have you ever been called a bitch?
yes ;^; ...it hurts...

21. Have you ever been called a slut?
um...

22. What is your ringtone?
I DUN HAVE A DAMN CELL PHONE NOW QUIT MOCKING ME >O sonofabitch...

24. Are your grades good?
yes damn you

25. Do you ever think people hate you for filling these out?
Tch, yeah. But like I care

26. Does your best friend(s) have a nexopia?
a what?

27. Whose page did you visit last?
no ones?

28. Last time you went out to lunch?
forever ;-;

30. Who is your favorite character from Friends?
I uh.. Don't watch that show

31. Do you have a tattoo?
I wish

32. Do you want one?
Fuck yeah >D

33. Do you have one or more Britney Spears CD?
Ew no

34. What did you do last night?
Do you reaaaally want to know? ;D

35. Are you a LOST fanatic?
NO. I never understood that show! (who did?)

36. What's your name spelled backwards?
ikkiN
wtf?
or...
elociN

37. Do you have a song by Ozzy Osbourne in your library?
Yeah :'D

38. iPod or Zune?
um neither
... iPods suck, and I don't know much about Zunes besides they cost as much as iPod

39. Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
no. TV irritates the fuck out of me

40. King of the Hill?
I agree with Amber: "That show is gay as hell"

41. Do you read trashy romance novels often?
Hahaa no

42. What's the last thing you bought?
Umumum... headphones D:

43. What's the last thing someone bought you?
razor blades.......

44. Do you ever sing obnoxiously in the shower?
FUCK YAH

45. What's in your CD player right now?
nuffin.

46. What's your favorite movie?
movies irritate me....

47. Another favorite movie?
god fuck you >.<

48. Do you believe everyone has a soul mate?
uh.... sure?

49. Can you sing?
kindasortaiguess...soivebeentold?

50. Do you play any instruments?
yes.

53. Are you ever a freak about cleanliness or organization?
haha fuck no. I'm an artist x... ]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25227875/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25227875/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 00:50:53 PDT (I guess deviantart does that to me lol)
I just hope it lasts.......

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25227611/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25227611/ Wed, 10 Jun 2009 00:16:48 PDT Or maybe its just me...

But it sucks.
No one's ever home (and when they are all we do is fight all day long), it's boring as hell... and lonely... there's absolutely nothing to do! I can't just go out and go for a walk... yeah, a lot of fun walking in a little circle off the highway is T_T
It's not even a beautiful neighborhood or anything! I don't know wtf my parents were thinking! WERE PRACTICALLY RIGHT ON THE HIGHWAY FOR GOD'S SAKE!
The house sucks too. Everything keeps breaking or falling apart or leaking T_T
Sure, I could get on my bike and ride into town and see someone, watever... but it gets kinda tiring riding 4+ miles down a highway when it's like 100 degrees out @_@ (plus i'm lazy... you all know that xD) and I can't just hop on my bike and go. I gotta call ahead of time and whatever because it really sucks if you go all that way into town and it turns out no one's home or something -_-
I could sit on the computer all day... but that sucks.
I can't play video games cuz we have a ps2 which has no good games whatsoever (and even if it did I have no video game skills whatsoever)
In town Zimmerman is nice... there's lots of streets i could ride bike on or something and it's a beautiful town D: (or... at least i think so....)
I could actually get away from my parents and my brother more often if I lived in town T_T

It sucks... cuz I try to talk to my parents about how much life sucks... and they just laugh at me! I don't get it... I'm trying to tell them about a serious matter, and they just laugh... like its nothing.
They do that a lot...

and my brother always hurts me and calls me mean things and says mean things to me... and my parents don't care....
I was literally on the floor crying a couple days ago because of my brother and my mom comes downstairs and I try to tell her about how much of an asshole my brother is and she just walks away giving me some shit about how I'm a bad person....
My brother's an ass because of my dad T_T who pretty much does the same as him....
And my mom doesn't care. She's just lost in some other world, where apparently nothing bad ever happens and my brother's mr. golden child -_-


I just wish they would see the pain I'm suffering because of them...
People wonder why I'm so jumpy... and why I flinch so much

Well, its because of my dad and my brother.... mostly my brother... who is 2 years younger than me but my god is that kid huge... and mean....
and lazy and ignorant and asshole-ish...


My mom... is so out of it.
She just has no clue as to what's going on around her...
I missed playing at graduation for band because I went home right away after school, fell asleep, and she "didn't check the calendar"
I only told her a thousand and one times the week before that "wednesday is graduation and the band has to play for it".... yeah, 'oops i forgot to check the calendar' isn't gonna cut it... especially since that kind of shit is part of our grade.
She just doesn't have a clue -_-

And the only time she ever acknowledges me is when I do something amazing... That's when she gets to come in and try to take credit for everything -_-
Its as if, some how, by me being her daughter, everything good I do is directly because of her.
Yeah, so.. some stippling drawing of my dog gets me like 3 awards... and stuff.. and she goes into some epic state of arrogance because somehow that was because of her.
She wants to bring it into work and show her co-workers... Idunno if I trust her bringing it in to show anybody T_T
We were in South Dakota a little while ago and she's talking to some family members about my artwork... "Yeah I had a great talent with art, I just wish I had the resources she has"
Pff, resources my ass... As soon as I'm out of highschool I'm fucked.
I don't have any money... and neither does she and my dad's out of work. -_-
And I don't have a job, nor do I have transportation to a job if I could get one....
Gee... If i lived in town, I could get a job and WALK TO WORK! dumb stupid fucktard parents... I could walk to school too... which I really wish I could do... relying on the bus is not fun at all.


I hate them..... I hate them all so very much!
And I'll bet a lot that if we hadn't moved out of town my life wouldn't be as sucky as it is now...
First of all, I wouldn't have missed so much school in 7th and 8th grade because of missing the bus, cuz i could just walk to school... I could also get more sleep...
Then my grades wouldn't have sucked and I wouldn't be in such depression all the time.
I would have been in honors English this year and had a chance to be in Vetcsh's honors class... ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25189519/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25189519/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 23:57:35 PDT

Bah, it's 2 in the morning... Good night *falls over*

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25186266/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/25186266/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 19:39:56 PDT
Um... MY BABIES, I'VE COME BACK FOR YOU! :'D
Lol, school is out and it's summer once again and I have...

"1,594 Deviations, 1,249 Messages, 2 Notes"

Ouch. Thaaat should be fun xD


Well... What's up? O3o
I see da is still continuously changing... cool cool -w-


I slept all day today and it felt nice... except now I'm not going to be able to sleep tonight -.-
Oh well...
I've got lots to do this summer
SO hopefully I won't be too bored...

Me n Erica are gonna paint a mural for Mrs. Bickman's baby's room... She's pregnant xP
There's a lot of preggo teachers lately xD
Well... one already had her baby and now she's moving to Iowa... Why? I don't know...

I gots sort of... commission drawings to do also xD
My neighbor wants me to draw her horses... and Zach's stepmom's friend wants me to draw her dog...

I've got a lot of cleaning and organizing to do also this summer xD

And I has to save my computer from a horrible death My mom got a new anti-virus program so that should help me and my quest...



lol Mrs. Vetcsh gave me a hug on the last day of school.... I'm really gonna miss her class D:
There's all sorts of shit going on and administration can't do anything right so there's a huge possibility that Vetcsh will be teaching 8th grade next year -_-
SHE'S THE GREATEST fricken English teacher on the planet and their totally screwing her. It's just not fair... (she's the AP English teacher now, or.. was... idunno)
We've been petitioning and everything... lol

I hated English before her class... I was in honors English in 6th and 7th grade but not 8th grade because my 7th grade English teacher was a witch. I wasn't this year either, but I'm more than 100% sure I'll be in pre-AP english next year.

I was in Janu's class first semester but Vetcsh's 2nd sem.
Before Vetcsh, I could not do English. I hated it with all my hating powers! I just couldn't, idunno... understand some things.
Vetcsh's class taught me a lot, and it taught me that I have somewhat of a talent for writing... My first essay in that class, I got 200 out of 180 xD (yeah, I mysteriously get extra credit in her class.... lol)
I learned more in that one semester of her English class than I've learned in any other class... In. my. life!

She's been teaching for a long time and has a loooot of experience. And she's really strict, but she's nice. She doesn't take shit.
A lot of kids hate her but that's because they're obnoxious fucktards T_T (GEE I WONDER WHY YOU GET IN TROUBLE IN HER CLASS)

Some people really piss me off with their "oh she's failing so and so on purpose and she's so mean. she gets all her work in and does good on tests blah blah blah"
Obviously, miss so and so does NOT do her work OR do good on tests if she's FAILING THE CLASS.
I'm sorry, but Mrs. Vetcsh is also the most honest person I know...

It's kinda funny because in class she's all business but if you ever talk to her out of class... idunno, she's just great xP
She jokes around a lot and everything.

I respect her a lot... and I honestly can't say I respect any other teacher as much or the way I respect Vetcsh...

I always felt so good about myself when she'd compliment my writing or say good things about my skills and what not because when she says something she means it. And... idunno, she really challenges you in class and such... If you do good in her class you're REALLY doing good. I had a good solid A in that class and I'm really proud... lol
People complain that her class is too hard... but that's just because, once again, they're obnoxious fucktards! If you just shut up, pay attention, and do your mothereffing homework, you wouldn't be failing.
And it's just sick and wrong to complain about her honors class being too hard because IT'S AN HONORS CLASS! It's NOT supposed to be EASY! For god's sake if you're that stupid you shouldn't be in the class... (but if you took the kids out of that class that shouldn't be there, there'd be like 5 kids in my whole grade that would be in honors -.-, including me xP)

Idunno... lol sorry about the ranting, but the way people criticize her just makes me so mad D:


There's still hope for her still being the ap teacher.... And I really really hope she is because I cannot rightfully call any other english teacher an ap english teacher after being in her class... Lol I don't think any other teacher (especially in Zimmerman) could live up to those expectations.......




Well anyways... on to check some of those messages xD

-Das Fuchs

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/24592815/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/24592815/ Mon, 04 May 2009 21:26:02 PDT
I uh...

Just yikes xD
It's been a loooong time and I've got....
1,006 Deviations, 865 Messages, 1 Note

Haha fuck...

Well... It should only be a little longer and I'll get my deviantart life back, I promise D:
These past few months of school have been pretty busy... especially artwise! I've got one project that won ppls choice at our school's art show (which also, i found out earlier today, it won ppls choice at the district art show at the arts alliance in elk river@!!! zomg)... I've got art competitions and so on xD
I feel so... full of myself right now, I'm sorry xD

But anyways the last couple months of school are here... and will also be very busy >_<
busy busy year... busy stuff this high school is... wow.

I'm exhausted and can't remember the last good night's sleep I have had...

OMGGGz I FECKING HAAAAAAATE FACEBOOK AND ALL IT'S EVIL MIND-CONTROLING POWERS Dx
Zach's fucking addicted and i mean it -.-

like.... srsly.... addicted
24/7

Oi... The boy's worse than i am... with ANYTHING xD

But i digress.....



Well... sigh... not much more to say xP

i've been... reminiscing again

not goood.... not good xD

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/24010991/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/24010991/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 17:51:13 PDT My life... is over. Done. I can't believe it's possible.
Well.. you see... I- I let it go too far... I'm.. no longer a virgin... in fact... I'm pregnant... It's horrible. My life, gone... so much responsibility! I let it go too far and I didn't stop him! Why oh why didn't I stop him!

I've actually known for about a month now... maybe a bit longer. I still haven't told my parents... I don't know how... my mom would never see this coming... I. didn't see it coming... I just... lost control, and now I'm going to pay for it! Big time

This is by far the stupidest and most irresponsible thing I have ever done. And... I've cried myself to sleep for the past month, every night...
Until now only Zach has known... And now no one will ever see me the same way... I can't even look at myself in the mirror anymore.
I just see.... some. stupid. whore.

And I hate it! My life is ruined! Any chance at anything is... ruined!

But what can I possibly do? What? Abortion's not an option... so, I just... have a kid? AT FIFTEEN? It's too damn young! I'm just a kid myself! )':


I strated into drugs... smoking....... I know, probably not the best idea with... this .. thing.. growing in me, but I JUST... can't live with this burden! It's too much!


I can't do this... I can't....




It's not possible....








and... there's one more thing......












I was kidding guys... Haha... gotcha, didn't I? xD No?... Oh well, whatever. April fools... lol.... Annnyway xD



Not funny, I know...



So... not much going on lately... Except... my dad's work place is shutting down... there shipping lines out all over the place and stuff, and it's only a matter of time...
And unfortunately that is.... not an april fools joke...

Idunno what he's gonna do, what we're going to do... He's like 53 and not exactly in the best possible shape... I doubt anyone. would hire him.... sigh. Idunno...


so anyway... not much... and I know I haven't been on in a long time or.. lately...... school's almost over though... sort of... soo... yeah

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/23528704/ http://LeafNinjaTsunade.deviantart.com/journal/23528704/ Wed, 04 Mar 2009 17:33:33 PST
LULz so... art club stuff xD

Erica said "Nikki, do you want to see my pot?" making it sound like her clay project pot... but meaning her pot as in... drugs xD
but she doesn't actually have pot... >.>
So Mrs. Kryduba was wondering what the heck we were talking about... and I'm like "Pot... '' as in....'oop'.... 'o' as in....... 'otter'................... 't' as in......... 'truck'.." and Erica's like "Haha, Poop Otter Truck" x'DDD

So we were laughing over that for a while and everyone's like "wait,... why poop?"
I just said "well... I couldn't think of anything that wasn't... appropriate..." and Kryduba looked at me with a look of both surprise and 'oh, it's nikki... i expected that'
and she laughed xD
...and we all laughed... a lot.

Come to think of it, I could have said something bad for each letter.... Penis... Orgasm.... Tits O.o"

I'm sorry, I'm sorry x'DDDD


But yeah... it was funneh xP

I love my crazy art friends xB




Soyah... fun fun stuff...


Why do I have a sudden urge to draw sexy ladies O.o" (I've been hanging around Erica too much lately x'D)

...Want some candy?






-Das Fuchs

]]> ~LeafNinjaTsunade