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                <title>Depression Inc Pty Ltd</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Jul 2007 05:09:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Weeeellll. Um yeah has been a while since i even put a journal entry up. At the mom im thinking im pretty depressed. My ex and i have been good friends since our break up 2 months ago, some would say a lil to close and we thought so to. She got a bf and well as if that cant make it hard for me. So yeah we decided that we should try and just be friends and nothing more. Christ i never thought id have to tell her not to do so many things just so i can try and suppress my feelings. No more hugs, no kisses on the cheek, no talking bout old times, no fun. Im just hidding my feelings for her in the hope that maybe she can get along with her life and live a lil bit better. I just hate the fact that ive had to give up so much in life..... sigh FCKN CUNTS! I wana cry, i wana scream out at the world and judge it for wat its taken from me. Im sick of pain, hurt, sick of love and the bad feelings it brings. Im so pissed and angry and looking for someone to blame when i think i have only myself. who knows. fuck it im gunna write a couple of emails and go to bed. Peace all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life ETC</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 24 May 2007 04:36:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey, has been a while. Life has'nt been that great l8ly. Ive lost or more given up the love of my life for the better of others. Sacrafice sux. So yeah, thats the basic update on my life. Quite depressed atm. Um... so yeah, WOHO LIFE ETC.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>sheite</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Mar 2007 05:08:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ God. Seriously, why do we bother with realtionships ?? Fckn drives u up the wall some times. Kinda starting to question my own. Just get the shits with all the world and at 210km/hr those trees and power poles look mighty tempting. Ive already thought of and almost gone through with it twice. Maybe 3rd time lucky. pfft who knows... maybe im not made fo relationships.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Death.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Mar 2006 06:15:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What do u do when the two things that you love most in life are taken away from you. When the thing that calms you down cannot perform, when the one you love wishes to cease to exist? How can u go on survivng, questioning every decision you make and wondering if it will affect the outcome. My car, my sanctuary that keeps me goin is damaged from my negligence, and the one i love is torn from the torment of others who speak only lies and no truth. I fight for them to survive but it seems like an un-ending battle that i cant seem to win. How do you pull someone from the ineveitable downward spiral that ends with death when all they see is the negative? When all their life they have been selfless but all that has returned has been pain. My spirit is tearing itself apart trying to understand the vast depth of their life but is only half way there. 5 days to comprehend and stop the worst from happening. A trial for myself and if i fail, a life is lost. can i be selfish to make them survive???? ]]></description>
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                <title>Return Of The Mack</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jan 2006 21:50:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well good ppl's of the deviant kind. I's is back and i gunna get dis fat bleck orse of mine ina gear. Time for some new poetry. Can we all say "HAY"........"HOO". ]]></description>
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                <title>OMG !!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Aug 2005 02:29:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ NINE INCH NAILS !!! no word can describe the concert. So much energy. Unbelievable. Just aaahhhh. CHrist it was good. ]]></description>
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                <title>Ignorance is bliss</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 07 Aug 2005 05:21:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Damned memories. Playing tricks on my mind, infuriating me as i try to throw them off. Never seem to leave me in peace. There's always something lingering. and as always. It takes anything to trigger them, and they always, ALWAYS come in pairs. There is a cure, but at to high a price. Maybe there's a cheap substitute? ]]></description>
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                <title>Life after sleep.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 28 Jul 2005 06:10:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ When i go to sleep. I can never stop thinking. My mind just go's into an endless swirl. It never stops, it just slowly wells up inside of me. I cant help it.  I mean fuck i wana start over, but christ how do teach yourself to forget ??? Why does it have to be so hard ? I dont feel like the preson im supposed to be and im not sure if what im looking at is what i have been looking for. ]]></description>
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                <title>A Point Of Authority</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 17 Jul 2005 03:47:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Wtf is the point in it  ? why bother to exist when all we manage to do is destroy ourselves. Its always said to be for the better of others, serve others. If every1 does then we end up with a big circle of perfection. i guess thats y we are meant todo it, because he knows ppl wont thus we will exist as we should, human. God i hate this world. Everything negative far out weighs the positive. I think im close to being ready to leave.... i think...... im human...... ]]></description>
                <author>~Legal-Tender</author>
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                <title>Miss you Love</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Jul 2005 06:29:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A song im sure many of you will recognise. Reflects how i think i feel atm. I feel i've gone and done something i shouldnt have, and for once, im probably right.<br />
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Millionaire say <br />
Got a big shot deal <br />
And thrown it all away but <br />
But I'm not too sure <br />
How I'm supposed to feel <br />
Or what I'm supposed to say <br />
But I'm not, not sure, <br />
Not too sure how it feels <br />
To handle every day <br />
And I miss you love <br />
<br />
Make room for the prey <br />
'Cause I'm coming in <br />
With what I wanna say but <br />
It's gonna hurt <br />
And I love the pain <br />
A breeding ground for hate but... <br />
I'm not, not sure, <br />
Not too sure how it feels <br />
To handle everyday <br />
Like the one that just passed <br />
In the crowds of all the people <br />
Remember today <br />
I've no respect for you <br />
And I miss you love <br />
And I miss you love <br />
<br />
I love the you love <br />
But I hate the way <br />
I'm supposed to love you back <br />
It's just a fad <br />
Part of the teenage angst brigade and <br />
I'm not, not sure, <br />
Not too sure how it feels <br />
To handle everyday <br />
Like the one that just passed <br />
In the crowds of all the people <br />
Remember today <br />
I've no respect for you <br />
And I miss you love <br />
And I miss you love <br />
Remember two days I've no respect for you <br />
And I miss you love <br />
And I miss you love <br />
I love the you love <br />
But I hate the way <br />
I'm supposed to love you back ]]></description>
                <author>~Legal-Tender</author>
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                <title>In all its Ugliness</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 04 Jul 2005 05:12:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ welllllllllll. *long sigh*. 24hrs, such a long time, yet very short. Well the tally is @ 5. and im sure Incubusion knows wat im on about. sigh ]]></description>
                <author>~Legal-Tender</author>
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                <title>A Crying shame</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Jun 2005 05:09:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What motivation is there? What reason to continue when all you do is fail ?? *sigh* i dunno anymore. I just cant think straight. I taken my own sanity and thrown it away. God only knows where i'll end up next.... ]]></description>
                <author>~Legal-Tender</author>
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                <title>Torn between two worlds.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 22 Jun 2005 05:48:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why cant i just say it? Why cant i just come out with it. Im pretty sure i know the answer, im 95% sure i know the answer. And thats what scares me. The 5% is the good but virtually impossible. Thats what i think anyway. I cant tell that for sure, cant tell untill i ask the question and receive the answer. ]]></description>
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                <title>Reality Bites.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Jun 2005 07:58:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As alot of people know i am a cutter. Its kinda sick yes but now i've started carving things of meaning into me. i guess its a tatoo mark that i make for a reason. 1st meaningfull cut is "Sinner". Its just something that i am, thus a description of what and who i am. A definition i spose. Will keep you updated i spose. ]]></description>
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                <title>Majority Rules</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jun 2005 05:53:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If a majority says its wrong, does it mean its wrong? Does this mean that i do wrong unto myself, even when its my own to do, when its mine to damage, is it still wrong ?? ]]></description>
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                <title>empty</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Jun 2005 05:20:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ what more do i want in life ?? what do i really want to experience? i dont know where i am or what im feeling. time to find the door........... ]]></description>
                <author>~Legal-Tender</author>
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                <title>Drunk</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 01 Jun 2005 06:43:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so many feelings goin through my head  atm. its like being intoxicated only i  havent drunk anything. kinda....well i  dunno wat it is. dont know how to  explain it. alot of things have happend  in the last 8 days. And well yeah, got  a phone call that was quite interesting  actually. but yeah, just alot of things  happening. well..thats all. ]]></description>
                <author>~Legal-Tender</author>
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                <title>.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 May 2005 05:34:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hmmm LIFE IS FUN AINT IT PPL!! yes fun.  thats what they said, enjoy it while  you can. and im really enjoying  it..yeah enjoying it....... ]]></description>
                <author>~Legal-Tender</author>
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                <title>Heat</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 May 2005 02:13:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ why does it just get harder? why cant  it just ease up so it can leave. why  must my feeling get worse? why must i  be set upon in this way? Cant i just  take a break from all this pain ?  lately nothing, and i mean absouloutly  nothing is going my way. as soon as  something looks good, POW its turned  crap, and something hits me that i  would never see comming. So many things  to think about that i dont want to.  Thoughts that just plague my mind. no  matter what i do or say, i just cant  lose them. Im just bein pushed so hard  atm and damn i dont know how much  longer i can stand up to it. i think  that soon its just gonna be to much.  and .. naybe i will do something  stupid. i cant tell, cant see  anymore..... ]]></description>
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                <title>OK lets try again ??</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 May 2005 04:46:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok so i know alot of you disagreed with  my decision to leave so im giving u  guys the chance for me to start my work  again. Alot of things have happned  lately that some people know about, and  so far i have only found one other  thing to vent my anger on in and some  people have found it :Qoute ~Moimit  "sick". I dont mind what has been  labeld sick but yeah neway. if u guys  want me to, just say the word and i  will try to resume my work. ]]></description>
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                <title>No More.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Apr 2005 23:37:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its now that i end my work. my pencil  is put down, my paper is torn. i have  no more to write. i leave my poetry  here so that to someone, to even maybe  one person it may be an inspiration.  there are any things that i have said  and done and now i regret many of them.  and so.. i stop now...... ]]></description>
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                <title>The New Journey.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Apr 2005 20:00:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AS u guys can see, life lately has been  well, up and down. things have been  happn that have caused me to think alot  and question myself. particualy withing  my family. My realtionship with my  parents lately has been one of, more  hate and just crap. And, well after  looking back @ my life so far, i have  found that they were the reason, or the  cause for my hatred and my not wanting  to spend time with them. But it was a  fault with myself and the person i am  that made our relationship how it was.  i slowly drifted further and frther  away, and now i've seen what effects it  has on other parts of my life. And now  that i've realised that, i've decided  to change my ways as they have been  effecting my whole family. not just my  parents but my brother and sister as  well. And i would just like to thank a  good m8 "scott" for helping me realise  this. dude you probably dont realise  the how you made me see this but u did,  and i jst wana thank u for it. Now the  only thing im afraid of is that this  situation will affect my DA work.  Mainly because my poetry was a way of  escaping, and ventng my frustration, my  anger. I just hope i dont lose my way  with my poetry. And last of all  just  wana thank all u ppl 4 your support. ]]></description>
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                <title>Week of wtf.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Mar 2005 04:02:03 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ FFS! nothing ever goes the way you want  it. i had a quote. "You who are still  youthful, follow the desires of your  heart, chase them with everything you  have". yeap been there done that F$%KN  DOESNT WORK!!!! Maybe i should pursue  driving my car at a tree @ 160km/hr  again. that could work. that might be  something i cold F$#KN SUCCED AT !!!  YEAH how bout death! huh you F#$KN  P#$$Y! HOW BOUT I BEAT YOU TO IT AND GO  EARLY! HUH!! THAT WOULD REALY STUFF  YOUR WHOLE F#$KED UP LIL LIST UP! what  doesnt kill us just makes us stronger?  yeah right. try "what doesnt kill us is  F#%KN WEAK!!. yeah neways DA fans,  there's ya new journal entry from yours  truly. Now im goin for a quick hoon  round town. not @ 160km/hr though. ]]></description>
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                <title>SHITE! FAILED AGAIN!</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Mar 2005 02:24:15 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well damn im good aye pple. FAIL FAIL  FAIL! seems to be the only thing im  good at. ffs if i could go back in time  would i change things. even though my  poems say otherwise, your too F%*KN  right i would. Some things have come up  in the last few days and its been  difficult but always, Rhys F*$KD UP!  DAMN NIGGER! U 1 GOOD F$*KER UPPER RA!  ne ways. i think i might write a poem.  prolly an angry 1. just fckn  hm..........how to put it...... hows  about F&$KN  RRRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHH HHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>NEw seires</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jan 2005 02:10:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i decided that the new series has  come to an end. to much cars, to much  of the same and not enough comments!  yay FAIL!!! ]]></description>
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                <title>Midnight.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 15 Jan 2005 04:55:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well im juz sitting here thinking and  damn, ITS FCKN HOT! air con dont do  shite 4 how hot it is. all i can think  about is how once again i got stood up  YAY i missed out on a great party @ a  m8's juz to get stood up! how great is  that aye !? life cant get much better  than this. *cuts self with sword again*. ]]></description>
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