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IM GOING ON HOLIDAYS AT THE GOLD COAST!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!! beach!
yea ill be back in bout 3 or 4 days

dont cry!!
haha
jks
i doubt anyones reading this lol ^^

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oh right
i went to my sisters engagment party yesterday, im pooooooped. not literally. dirty mind
aaaaaaaanywho... i was epically booored
i spent most of my time on the swing (yes... i had to wait in the line... damn lil kids kept pushing in >.< )
i ate so much that i felt horrible, damn all the yummy foooood *drool*
i did basically allllllll the decorations while my eye felt like it was on fire!!!!
OH GOD!! EEET BUUUURNS!!
GAAAAAAAH!!
*rolling on the ground screaming for bout 10 minutes*

okies, im gewd now. where was i?.... ah balloons

anywaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay, nighty night

oh btw

When you go to sleep at night you eat 2 spiders.

its been proven!!

HAHA!!

oh while on this fact thingy

every Chocolate Bar you eat, you eat 1 COCKROACH LEG

BWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAAAAAAAAAAA!!

okies, bbl


]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/28681941/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/28681941/ Mon, 30 Nov 2009 22:14:19 PST
freaky... lol, btw, the sites not dangerous if ur wondering

[link]

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/28519838/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/28519838/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 22:45:34 PST 2. Nickname: Nat
3. Birthday: 6 June
4. Place of Birth: Australia, Queensland
5. Zodiac Sign: Gemini
6. Male or Female: Female
7. Education: Graduated
8. Schools you went to: Birkdale State School, Wellington Point State High School (shit hole)
9. Occupation: Check Out Chick at Woolies
10. Residence: Australia, Queensland
11. Screen Name(s):Lessen-the-life

__Your Appearance___
12. Hair Color: Brown
13. Hair Length: shoulders
14. Eye color: Brown
16. Height: short: Average
17. Braces?: Nope, but the bastard orthodontist gave me head gear for a year
18. Glasses?: Not anymore, might need them again tho (booo)
19. Piercing: Just one in each ear, planning on getting more
20. Tattoos: Maybe
21. Righty or Lefty: Righty

___Your 'Firsts'___
22. First best friend: Hmmm... hard one... I think it would be Simon
23. First Award: Winning a race in preschool?
24. First Sport You Joined: Soccer, didnt like it, eventually joined net ball
25. First Pet: First pet when I was born was a German Shepard, dont make me list all the pets ive had, it would take me a while
26. First Real Vacation: No idea
27. First Concert: Never been to one, want to tho
28. First Love: Grade 5 lol, i never got to tell him bc i was too shy. He left at the end of the year, before i could confess haha.

___ Favorites___
29. Movie: V for Vendetta
30. TV Show: AVATAR: The Last Airbender
31. Color: Red
32. Rapper: Rappers are annoying
33. Band: Change every few days, discover some one better lol, so unfaithful ^^
34. Song Right Now: Within Temptation ~ Stumme Schreie
35. Friend: Ive got one true best friend, but things are getting hard to deal with, some... issues
36. Candy: I love lollies, specially chocolate and mints (tic tacs)
37. Sport to Play: Net ball
38. Restaurant: Hogs Breath Cafe
39. Favorite brand to wear: Something that fits
40. Store: Who cares?
41. School Subject: Art
42. Animal: Any and all
43. Book: Scrimshaw
44. Magazine: once again... who cares?
45. Shoes: preferably thongs (flip flops for the other folks)

___Currently___
46. Feeling: Neutral meh
47. Single or Taken?: Single
49. Eating: Nothing
50. Drinking: Bubbly (Champagne ~ White)
51. Typing: This?
52. Online?: I am, but appear offline
53. Listening To: Within Temptation
54. Thinking About: My problems
55. Wanting To: Ice Skating
56. Watching: Sweeney Todd
57. Wearing: Jeans and baggy shirt

__________Future__________
58. Want Kids?: Not particularly, maybe
59. Want to be Married: Maybe
60. Careers in Mind: Animal Carer
61. Where do you want to live?: Somewhere not too far away from my family, although they are messing things up for me
62. Car: White?

__Which is Better With The Opposite Sex___
63. Hair colour: Doesn't matter
64. Hair length: Short ish?
65. Eye colour: Doesn't matter
66. Measurements: Doesn't matter
67. Cute or Sexy: Either?
68. Lips or Eyes: Eyes
69. Hugs or Kisses: Hug
70. Short or Tall: Doesn't matter
71. Easygoing or serious: Needs a even amount of both
72. Romantic or Spontaneous: Both
74. Sensitive or Loud: Sensitive
75. Hook-up or Relationship: Relationship
77. Trouble Maker or Hesitant One: Does it really matter?

___Have you ever______
78. Kissed a Stranger: Yes
79. Had Alcohol: Yes, and loved it
80. Smoked: No
81. Ran Away From Home: Almost did
82. Broken a bone: No
85. Broken Someones Heart: ...
86. Broken Up With Someone: Yes
87. Cried When Someone Died: Yes
88. Cried At School: Yes...

___Do You Believe In___
89. God: God is just a made up existence to calm the mind of weak minded people
90. Miracles: Not miracles, luck, coincidence or the correct choice
91. Love At First sight: You cannot fall in love with someone the moment you see or meet them. You may have an attraction to them but it takes time and interaction to develop a more in depth relationship and feelings
93. Aliens: Theres bound to be something
94. Soul Mates: Sure
95. Heaven: No
96. Hell: No
98. Kissing on The First Date: Depends on the person
99. Horoscopes: No

___Answer Truthfully___
100. Is there someone you want but you know you can't have?: Yes

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/28321430/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/28321430/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 19:39:17 PST [ ] You drink a lot of tea
[ ] You know what a brolly is
[ ] Deal or No Deal has taken over your life
[ ] You wanted Ben to win X Factor
[x] You use the word "bugger" or the phrase "bloody hell"
[x] Fish and Chips are yummy
[x] You can eat a Full English Breakfast
[ ] You dislike EMOS!
[ ] It's football...not soccer
Total = 3


Australian
[x] You wear flip flops all year
[x] You call flip flops thongs not flip flops
[x] You love a backyard barbie
[x] You know a barbie is not just a doll
[x] You love the beach
[x] Sometimes you swear without realizing
[ ] You're a sports fanatic
[ ] You are tanned
[x] You're a bit of a bogan
[x] You have an Australian something
Total = 8

Italian
[ ] The Sopranos is a great show.
[ ] Your last name ends in a vowel.
[ ] Your grandmother makes/made her own sauces.
[x] You know how a real meatball tastes like.
[ ] You know Italian songs.
[x] You have dark hair and dark eye color
[ ] You speak some Italian
[ ] You are under 5'10''.
[x] Pizza/spaghetti is the best food in the world.
[ ] You talk with your hands.
Total = 3


Mexican
[ ] You say member instead of remember
[ ] You speak Spanish or some
[x] You like tacos
[ ] You like Chihuahuas
[ ] You are dark skinned
[ ] You know what a Puta is.
[x] You talk fast occasionally.
[x] You have had highlights or dyed your hair.
[ ] You know what platanos are
Total= 3

Russian
[ ] You say villian as: Vee-lon
[x] You get short tempered
[x] You know of sombody named natasha
[x] You get cold easily
[x] Rain is fun for you.
[ ] You get into contests all the time
[x] You can easily make do with the cold weather
Total = 5

Irish
[x] You like to drink
[x] You have a bad temper.
[ ]Your last name starts with a Mc OR Murph or O' or Fitz or ends with a ley,on,un,an,ins,ry, ly, y.
[ ] You have blue or green eyes.
[ ] You like the color green.
[x] You have a family member from Ireland
[ ] You have blonde hair
[x] You have/had freckles
[x] Your family get togethers always include drinking and/or singing
Total = 5

Asian
[ ] You have slanty/small eyes
[x] You like rice a lot
[ ] You are good at math.
[x] You have played the piano
[ ] You have family from asia
[ ] You laugh sometimes covering your mouth
[ ] Most people think you're chinese
[ ] You call hurricanes typhoons
[ ] You go to Baulko
Total = 2

German
[x] You like bread
[ ] You think American Chocolate is good
[ ] You Speak some German (Learning)
[ ] You've listened to Rammstein
[x] You went to Pre-school.
[x] You're over 5'2"
Total = 4

Canadian
[ ] You like/play/played hockey
[x] You like beer
[x] You say eh
[ ] You know what poutine is
[ ] You speak some french
[ ] You love Tim Horton's
[x] At one point you lived in a farm house
[x] You watch/watched degrassi
Total= 4 (wasnt a fan of it, the remote was broken and i couldnt have been bothered getting up to change the channel)

American
[x] Hate foreigners
[ ] Hate non-Christians
[x] Lazy
[ ] Not cultured
[ ] Love McDonalds
[ ] Love American Idol
[ ] Don't read
[x] Shop at Target
Total = 3



WOOOT!! IM AN AUSSIE!!
...wait... i already am
meh

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27692460/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27692460/ Sat, 10 Oct 2009 17:48:38 PDT [ ] One of your parents is dead
[ ] You are expected to do a lot of chores
[ ] You love to dress up
[x] You love animals
[ ] You are waiting patiently for your Prince Charming
[ ] Your mom is really strict
[ ] You have sisters who seem kind of jealous of you
[x] You’re afraid to speak your mind sometimes
[x] You have left your shoes at a friend’s house before
[ ] You have blonde hair
TOTAL: 3

Belle:
[x] You’ve kissed someone your friends didn’t like
[x] You’ve been lost in the forest
[x] You love to read
[ ] You are not shy at all, and not afraid to speak your mind
[x] One of your family members is a bit weird -- more than one, but this works
[x] You have done volunteer work
[x] You have a wild imagination
[x] You love to take care of people in need
[x] You’ve had guys like you only because they think you’re pretty
[x] You’ve rejected at least one person when they’ve asked you out
TOTAL: 9

Jasmine:
[ ] Your dad is very rich/important
[ ] You are very clever
[x] You’ve been with someone way different from you
[x] You’re unique and different from everyone else
[x] You’d never marry someone just because they were rich
[x] You have set a lot of goals for yourself
[ ] You don’t have a lot of friends
[ ] You’re independent
[ ] You are wealthy
[ ] Your parents try to control your life
TOTAL: 4

Ariel:
[x] Your parents expect a lot from you
[ ] You really try to follow the rules, but it’s hard for you
[x] You’re a bit of a trouble maker
[x] You’re the youngest in your family or in the last 2
[ ] You have a lot of sisters
[x] You collect something
[x] You have/had long hair
[x] You have/had a pet fish
[x] You believe everything people tell you/you’re a bit gullible
TOTAL: 7

Snow White:
[ ] You know that you’re beautiful.
[ ] Sometimes it seems like your mom is jealous of you
[ ] You’ve almost been killed
[ ] You have at least seven good friends
[x] You’ve had food poisoning
[x] You have/had short hair
[x] You get along with almost everyone -- sorta kinda
[x] All of your friends are different
[x] You love to have a good time
[ ] You’re happier when you’re out of the house than in
TOTAL: 5

Mulan:
[x] You can be a tomboy sometimes
[x] People wish you could be a bit more girly
[x] You’ve pretended to be someone you’re not
[x] You’ve had a physical fight with someone
[x] You have/had considered running away from home
[ ] Your parents try to plan your life out
[x] A lot of your friends are boys
[x] You sometimes find yourself in bad situations
[x] You love your family so much that you’d do anything to protect them
TOTAL: 9

Aurora:
[x] You live/have lived with someone other than your parents
[x] You almost died at a very young age
[x] You are gentle, loving, and/or thoughtful
[ ] You have a decent singing voice
[x] You like to sleep in late on the weekends
[ ] You spend most of your time outside
[ ] You’re adopted
[ ] You’re very romantic
[ ] Pink is one of your favourite colours
TOTAL: 4

Pocahontas:
[ ] You love to walk around and explore big cities
[x] You are more spiritual than religious
[ ] You’ve been in an interracial relationship
[x] One of your family members is dead
[x] Your parents are very protective of you
[ ] Someone you know has been in war
[x] You love nature
[ ] You have/had black hair
[x] You would love to move somewhere exotic and beautiful
[x] You’re very adventurous
TOTAL: 6


so apparently i am either Mulan or Belle, (id like to think Mulan, i love her ^^)and then its Ariel
meh

you guys are free to do it too

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27421310/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27421310/ Sat, 26 Sep 2009 03:09:34 PDT )
just an update
im alll gewd. nothin much has been happening. just got a few things to think about. but, i mean. who doesn't? ^^ anyway, im in my school holidays now, yay! well actually it was the holidays last week but ive been working so i consider today the first day. lol
i found out one of my work friends i talk to a bit, ditched me boo hoo. (nah) hes just going to New Zealand for a week and then he will be back and i can annoy him again. (texting is soo fun ) i hope he enjoys his trip

oh i want every one who doesnt know about THE GAME! to learn about THE GAME! THE GAME is awesome. heres an explanation of THE GAME!
(by the way, brandon, yes. im doing this to make you lose THE GAME!)hehehehe @.@

The object of the game is to not think about the game.

You all just lost the game.

[link]




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GAME!!

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27273282/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27273282/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 00:25:43 PDT
I went to a Driving course today, and now im a certified defensive driver, yay!!
it went through the whole day, we swapped from driving the cars (by ourselves!!) to the talks, when we first started i drove a drift car, it steered reaaaaally good, i want that car. soooo much. lol we had to drive about 70km and then plant our foot on teh brakes on the wet bitumen. A few ppl did a bit of a fish tail, i did pretty good, i thought i was going ewll, but that was at the beginning of the day. We then swapped cars, i got in the ute after taht, i stalled it straight up lol. (so did everyone else) We then went inside to go through one session of the powerpoint. some of the stuff hit home for me. They showed us some clips of car crashes, and not the small stuff either. Trucks with motor bikes, sort of thing. Train and car. Car and tree, etc...
They explained everything perfectly and if you still didnt understand you could ask and they would go over it in more detail if you wanted. (we had a specific time limit, crammed alot of stuff in a session) we then went out again and did some steering (moving around cones) i hit a few this time lol, not as bad as kate, she ripped one in half with teh car ) We then went back and had lunch and more sessions etc... and then we went down and did teh defensive drive. they set up the cones and you had to drive at them as fast as the car could go in that span of road and then the instructor will say left or right and you have to brake and turn the way they said and NOT hit any of the cones. i took out all the cones on the left hand side the first time round (whoops) i forgot which way was left and right haha plus driving at something like that scares the shit out of me lol.

we did that for a while before heading back up to the building again where we did the last of the powerpoint. thats where we saw the horrific things, mangled bodies, and i mean mangled. there were not hands, feet, or head, the back was ripped up and you could see the spine sticking out of the skin, the bones in the legs were crushed, and thier were peices of the car scattered around the body, as well as a bit of it sticking into them.
the worst one was (i think personally) the roof of the car had been torn off and the front of the bonnet was crushed in, keeping the peopled trapped inside. as the roof had been torn off, a ladys head got ripped off half way. leaving the jaw and a few teeth, blood everywhere. worst bit was her son who was only 10 by the looks of it, was trapped next to her, and he was staring at her body.

that really sunk in, you have to be so careful when driving, you are driving a weapon, and if you dont treat it right i will end up killing you and anyone in the vicinity. scary shit, but i learnt so much from it and i wish to go back some other time, to another course. i think all drivers should attend this training, you dont really thing about the damage you can do until they show you and tell you and even let you experience it.

I didnt tell you guys much about it because if i did, it would be sooooo freaking long and im tired, im running on coffee and i need to restock, thanks for reading and you guys should try and go for the sessions, they are really good.
(i wanna say so much but i dont kno wht to say first lol)

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27237136/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27237136/ Tue, 15 Sep 2009 22:04:54 PDT 1. Nat / Natalie
2. Evil Midget
3. Crazy

THREE MOST IMPORTANT DATES IN YOUR LIFE (i really dont know...)
1. 8th
2. 15th
3. 7th

THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 30 MINUTES
1. Read my emails (or lack of)
2. Listen to my music
3. Eat

THREE WAYS TO BE HAPPY
1. Writing
2. Watching comedies or horrors
3. Being with my friends

THREE GIFTS YOU WOULD LIKE TO RECEIVE
1. Anything from a special someone (i have no idea who tho lol)
2. Be featured would be cool
3. idk any more ^^

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES
1. Writing
2. Reading
3. Cooking
(one more, staring off into space, it makes me calm)

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO FOR VACATION
1. Gold Coast again
2. New Zealand
3. Farm again

THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. Coffee
2. Watermelon Punch
3. Water

THREE THINGS FOUND IN YOUR HANDBAG/BAG
1. pens
2. Wallet
3. Lolly Wrappers ^^

THREE FAVORITE COLORS
1. Red
2. Black
3. Blue

TOP THREE WHO YOU THINK WILL ANSWER THIS SURVEY
1. eeeerrrr...... Death-is-my-Angel
2. LycanThropicEmo
3. other ppls

TOP THREE "THINGS" SPECIAL TO YOU
1. Family and friends (they are of the same circle, part of your family)
2. Animals
3. Sleep

TOP THREE REASONS THAT MAKE YOU HAPPY LATELY
1. My family
2. My close friends
3. The new dog next door (blood hound cross with something biiiiig, only 6 months and is bigger than me already when standing on hind legs)

TOP THREE REASONS WHY YOU ANSWERED THIS SURVEY
1. Cuz I could
2. Cuz I was bored
3. Cuz its a good way to kill time

THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. Waitress (restaurant, cafe x2)in the cafe i got locked in the freezer twice!! so very cold....
2. Check out chick
3. Cleaner

THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. Mainly at my house, havent moved at all
2. Tazzi with my grandparents for a while
3. Bundaberg for holdiay

THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. Lasagna
2. Fish and chips
3. Passion fruit

THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
1. Cat 3
2. Dog 2
3. Mice 8
(bird 1, fish 200.. or over i dont know anymore, red back spider under the house, Bearded dragon that lived under the rock outside etc....)

THREE FAVORITE SPORTS TO WATCH
1. Diving
2. Javelin
3. Swimming


I TAG:

and anyone else who wants to do this.

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27163081/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27163081/ Sat, 12 Sep 2009 04:19:05 PDT
ive been working a lil bit and i hate it.
all day ive been feeling like im gonna vomit.
Im tired.
Im sad.
I talked to Jack a few minutes ago on MSN, he was angry and i wanted to help him. i wanted him to talk to me. Maybe im pushy... he got angry with me and told me to fuck off... im really worried... im not positive but i think he was drunk at the time.... I told him i still care about him, and that he needs to sort out his shit... he just swore at me more and logged off... i think im gonna cry...
You gys dont prolly know, but ive liked him for years. literally years. I thought i was over him and i did help him out when i could, i wouldnt go out with him anymore, i promised myself a while ago. but it still hurts... deep down i hope he didnt mean wht he said, but i think he did... i guess ill try to talk to him again some other time and if he hates me... then...i guess theres nothng i can do...
i guess i fuck up everything i try and help....

im gonna go to bed... theres ppl over and i dont want them to see me cry...

bye...

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27042366/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/27042366/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 20:00:25 PDT just doing an update of my life.... whooo!
oh damn... i dont kno how to start. ill prolly remember wht i want to say once ive posted this lol
ok, just a few things i remember. my bro had his bday party yesterday even though its on the 8th, he had fun, so i guess thats good, but bc he invited too many people to the movies in victoria point i had to drive the remaining guests there myself. geeze, and i was hoping for a day where i could sleep in. but nooooo. i had to drive all the way down there for him, listening to his lil shit head friend talk about how rich his family is. (eg. if i pass all my subjects excluding music and english i get $100 bucks each. if i pass or get an A on english or music i get $1000, fucking spoilt brat.)yes he is only 12, he doesnt even know the value of money, his parents are so stupid. but i guess there was a few things, they saw district 9, good movie (not enough gore tho, and it took a lil while for the plot to get moving.) i didnt see it, i watch it with them, i watched it a few days b4. and i went shopping for work shoes bc my others are dead, they are being held together with sticky tape and staples. (and thats not working very well)

yea ive got new shoes, thyey are really comfy, i also bought some clothes, i dotn normally like shopping but i guess this was in the urgency so i had to lol ^^

yea later on once the movie finished i had to drive back with the same kid as well as another, (god i wanted to rip his head off) in the glaring sun, so i literally was driving blind and pissed of and couldnt concentrate properly bc they were yelling in the back., yea i have to work soon so i have to go, i didnt get much sleep last night bc they were fucking around until 1 in the morning, im soooo freaking tired. stupid lil shits. most of them are gone now, which im happy with but if they comer over tomorro, i am gonna kill someone. im nearly finished school, and i have nooo idea what i want to do. every one is stressing me out, telling me i have to think about wht i want to do in my future. I HAVE NO FUCKING IDEA!! OKAY!!??
all my friends at school are fucking up each others lives and im just over it. i wish they could eal with it quietly instead of making me listen to it alllllllllllllllll the time.

Brandons coming back from New Zealand today, which im really happy about but i wont be able to see him today bc i will be working..... i was really looking forward to it. i guess i can meet up with after school tomorro, i guess if its ok. no one told me he was coming back, no one ever tells me anything (i have to find out on my own.), which gets quite annoying

b4 i go (to work.......booooo)
i realised last night i have over 30 ppl i kno, and i can only really talk to one person about my problems, and some of them ive known for years and i cant trust them with the information. thats kinda sad.

anyway, bye

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/26950209/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/26950209/ Tue, 01 Sep 2009 04:02:44 PDT ive been deading work lately. well more than usual. i just hate going. i work at the registers so that should explain it there, but other ppl prolly have worse jobs. the only entertaining things when working my shifts is when i have to get cigarettes, computer stuffs up, item doesnt scan or the customers act like a dumb fuck.
lately, i dont know why, but ive just been feeling, depressed and tired all the time. its wierd. but i like it bc thats pretty much teh only time i can write stories. sad isnt it.

for a while now ive been drawing some little comic strips of my work (that have happened to me during my shift) and im gonna put them up later, if i remember or if i actually get off my ass to do it. walking to my bedroom is so far unless im going to sleep lol.

talk to u later then, (whoo, one sided conversation)

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/26157935/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/26157935/ Fri, 24 Jul 2009 19:25:52 PDT well anyway, ive got the formal coming up. U know, dress up in something fancy and finish school.
but to tell you the truth, i really dont give a fuck about it. But because my mum has gotten so excited about it, id feel bad telling her i didnt want to go. we havent hung out like this in pretty much years, i kinda avoid her, though i do love her. It makes her happy, so i want to go along with it i guess. when and if i find a dress ill put up a photo of me, and hopefully i wont look like complete faggot with short hair and boobs.

lately at work ive actually been looking forward to going bc there is this guy there that i like. its embarrassing, but its true. whn i first met him i seriously thought he was 14-15 ish. i asked him and he 18. wow
hes really cute, and nice but he is a little quiet. i muk around with him during work a bit, when the managers arent looking and he opens up a bit. ....then i get in trouble for ignoring the customers. like i care, thier all dicks. way too stupid for thier own safety. it amazes me. HOW THE HELL DO THEY SURVIVE IF THIER ALL LIKE THIS!? i actually saw the other say a little boy come up to me around 10 years old and ask me where the lolly isle is! HOLY SHIT!! HOW DOESNT HE KNO?! when i first started working there, id never been there before i already knew where the lolly isle was. god

most of my friends from school are either leaving to work or they are moving to another school. which sucks, theres really no one i can talk to. the ones i can i dont want to bc at the moment thier all fucking up each others lives. and im the peace maker and im fucking sick of it. ive been playing this role for about 12 years now and ive herad it all, i wish they could figure it out themselves instead of pulling me into the middle of it. i always lose a good friend when that happens. so i never take sides. its the best way. but anyway. two of my friends are having a fight at the moment because let me say. AMY IS...was going out with CONNOR. KATHLEEN who is one of my best friends likes CONNOR and ends up breaking the relationship up and CONNOR starts going out with KATHLEEN. for me, i consider that wrong, but as i said before I DONT TAKE SIDES ANY MORE. AMY is really upset and is angry with me bc i hang out with both of them. so fucking confusing. and i truely dont give a flying fuck anymore. im always so exhausted when i get home after school bc im always playing the happy stupid one. believe me, its so hard to be like that all day. at the end of the day i get majorly depressed . but i dont show it bc i dont want to worry my friends and family. So i end up doing alot of ani-social stuff bc it makes me feel better and no one really disturbs me anyway.

For some reason lately when i sit down of a short period of time my foot will begin to ache and then progress into a feeling of a knife stabbing through my foot, if i continue to sit down it will move up my leg and eventually my back. it hurts so bad and i dont know why. right now its moving up my leg and its fucking hurts.

One last thing, do you know of Youth Allowance? well if you dont its for people that reach the age of 16 are given money every month from the government, but if you begin working then the money will decrease, which makes sense. be for me. i havent seen any of my money. apparently its about $5000 atm. my parents are keeping it. they say its for my board. shit. thats alot of rent. apparently if i decide i want to receive my allowance then i have to pay the board which 1/6 of the bills. which is approximately $300 -$600 a month. so bloody gay.


welp, thats about all i can think of at the moment in my life. but there are bound to be more taht i havent thought of yet.
but if you read this, thanks, i needed to let off some steam, i feel like im in the shit hole atm, though there are bound to be others with a worse situation than mine.

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/25551283/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/25551283/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 19:37:42 PDT
i went to school 2 day to apy a levy just like any one else would, and it would only take me maybe 5 fucking minutes to finish. BUT as the school is so fucking stupid, cant get a thing through their heads, and are utterly rude to the younger ppl like me they make everything so slow and it makes me so fucking mad.

ok
i went in to pay, i weaited probably 10 minutes before someone reacted to me. they were doing nothing. just talking.. then they notice me then keep on talking. i start getting mad and they act like im getting frustrated for nothing fucking idiots.
they tell me im busy and say i should wiat a few minutes, they "wont be long", i wait 30 mintues. nothing. a parent walks in and they stop everything they are doing, (talking) and help them out. then they go back to what they were doing. they do this another 4 times.
FOUR FUCKING TIMES. they know im there.

they finally tell me that i can pay. i go outside, and im starting to calm down when there is another parent standing out there for maybe 2 minutes and i was first. they said to me "oh, ill just take care of them first, they wont need much."
FUCK YOU!
STUPID CUNT!
they work thier stuff out, it takes another 10 minutes. im still standing there. when thier finished she doesnt even apologise. douche bag.
i pay, she treats me like an idiot all the way through
"and how are you going to pay this?" uuhh. its on the fucking sheet, why dont you READ it
"oh there it is, haha" "ANd what are you paying?"
ITS ON TEH FUCKING SHEET!
READ IT!

this went on for a while, finally she finished fucking around and i left
i drove home, i swear if i was any angrier i would have driven my car straight into the office building.

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/25247818/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/25247818/ Thu, 11 Jun 2009 03:57:57 PDT it goes away most of the time, if not i have some ventilin, but ive been coughing up alot of flem lately and i dont kno if i should be worried. this hasnt really happened to me before

schols getting harder now, everyone expects more from me, and i just want to give up, none of my friends REALLY kno me, they just think the smiling, laughing natalie they know is the real me. But it isnt... I cant tell them anything without them thinking its a joke or somthing, they just dont take anything i say seriously....

my relationships arent going very well either, the guy i like tells me he likes me to, but hes always ignoring me now, he said he likes me but he doesnt want a relationship right now. Im worried that i dont really know him very well, ive known him for 2 years now
also, one of my close friends left my school and went somewhere else, and i cant talk to them anymore, hes already got a girlfriend (first day of his new school) he was the only person i could talk to about my problems and he wont pick up the phone anymore
i dont kno wht to do...
these problems dont seem like much do they?

this will sound emo, but, my life sucks and i just want to die

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/25151722/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/25151722/ Fri, 05 Jun 2009 21:16:44 PDT ITS MY BIRTHDAY 2DAY!!!
SOOO HAPPY!!!
i havent done much today, just hanging out with my sister upstairs, i got some dvds from my lil bro (horrors, my fav kind)
im not real good with accepting gifts so it was kinda hard to do that

so far ive only opened one pressie as i want everyone to be with me, tradition. pity not all of my family can come
buts i know thay looove me

aaaaanywho, ill talk to ya later
someone just got back, yay!!!!

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24989986/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24989986/ Thu, 28 May 2009 00:47:08 PDT I just started reading another manga called Kuroshitsuji
The butler is the meaning of awesome!! He ranks with CHUCK NORRIS!
LAWL ^^

dont have much to say today, ive just been doing some work experience for school ths past week at a cafe at a private hospital, sooooooooo effing busy all the time!!!!!
im sooo tired

not much more to talk about but you guys need to start reading thta manga
soooo very coooool!!!!! ^^

its not much at the beggining but as it proggresses it is sooooo cewl~!~
HE CAN DO EVERYTHING!!
E.V.E.R.Y.T.H.I.N.G!!!

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24816598/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24816598/ Mon, 18 May 2009 04:52:26 PDT only 2 days ago did i get the correct size for jeans, ive pretty much only every had hand-me-downs, so they have always been baggy
on the Saturday i walked into the Jeans West store to get some jeans (duh) and i finally found a pair that i liked (im a very picky person), i go into the stall and try them on,OMG, they were TIGHT!
i walked out and the ppl said it looked good on me and i was very happy, i was about to buy them when they came back with the smaller size.
"try these on they said"
okay...?
very tight jeans, they said it fit me, i was pretty happy with them and they left and came back with the next size down again (at this point im just thinking WTF is going on?!)i fit into them and they got the next size down, (my bladder was beginning to suffer a little now lol ) it went on for a little while, i found myself jumping up and down to fit into the jeans lol ^^
they brought the next one out and i just said no, it wont fit, fer fucks sake it wont fit, thats a size 6!!....*siiigh* they got me to try it on and it didnt make it past my ass....(wide hips and big ass ha-ha) boo hoo lol
......way to destroy self confidence haha... ^^

oh well i now got 2 pairs of jeans which i loooove and adore, and i want to show them off
ive still got to break them in tho (cant bend over without it pulling my undies down with them )

At work on sunday it was veeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeery booooring........ my mind melted from the idiots it had to deal with throughout an 8 hour shift, you would not believe me if i told you how many idiots i come across each 10 minutes. its just shocking...... well anyway, an hour before i could finish and go home we came across a hardcore shoplifter. i mean, if she could pick up the shop, she would have. this lady tried to get out of the store just by walking through the regesters. we called teh cops and was taken up stairs to the supervisors room. i had the wonderful job of unpacking and packing every fucking item she attempted to steal which was over 300 items at the amount of $1,124.95...
that lady looooooved mandarins... she filled the entire trolly with products, meat, sheese mandarins, clothing, mandarins, fruit and vegies, more mandarins, magazines, mandarins (got the picture?)

yea the cops too a lil while to get there but when they did i just looooved thier expressions of how much it cost all up, thier jaws just dropped and thier eyes nearly popped out of thier sockets haha ^^
later on i ws stocking shelves and i was keeping an eye out to see her taken away in handcuffs, but boo hoo hoo, poor me, i missed it, even though every time i put one thing away (the almost stolen stuff .... stupid bitch more work for me)i would run up the isle to see if she was there yet
*siiiiiiiiiiiigh* i missed it, i was soo sad.....
i wanted to laugh in her face.....

well anyway that was a very interesting way to finish off the night and i was energised after taht incident, i guess ill tell u guys more if anything comes up ^^

ta ta

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24488702/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24488702/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 21:16:35 PDT that about sums it up....
so boring

i have work, i may be at the register for your convieniece but i am not the weather man, im not ur therapist, im not the punching bag to let out ur anger, im as angry as you, so, get the fuck over it, if u tell me ur opinion, ill tell me mine, u most likely wont like it.
for the people out there that think taht glaring and insulting me will make me work faster ur wrong, its more likey taht you get home and find ripped bags, cracked eggs at the bottom of the bag, squashed bread and vegetables witht eh raw meat. come back complaining, ill say sorry, but u do NOT want to kno wht im thinking of u, it wont be pretty
ppl taht demand lower prices because they choose products that are broken, fer fucks sake, go back get another 1 or leave it behind, dont make me do it ya fags, im too tired for all ya stupidity and shit, just buy the products and leave me the fuck alone
k?


thanks for letting me express some of my anger

people are so stupid

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24433733/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24433733/ Sat, 25 Apr 2009 19:17:41 PDT
im back!!
my old computer died a few days ago so i couldnt put up any journals but my dad ^^ fixed another 1 we had and gave it to me
sooo happy

(technically mine and brothers.... boooo )


guess wht!!!
guess wht!!!

i think i have a boyfriend!! holy crap!!
....bad thing is, ive never really dated b4 so i dont kno wht to do
hes weely cuuute/hot ^^ and we've liked each other for ages but havent done anything about it. he came over to my house the other day and met my parents, they seem to like him and r teasing me a bout when im gonna go on a date
god!! i wish they would shut up lol ^^

mooooving on



ok.... this is for the girls cuz i dont think boys would..... no should read this

ok, so

when girls mature u grow ur boobs right? right
well....

ive already gone through taht stage
but for some reason, just a few days ago they started growing again....
just to tell u guys their almost DD
and they have been getting really tender as well and i have no idea why
do u guys kno?

that sounds kinda weird doesnt it?...

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24334399/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24334399/ Sun, 19 Apr 2009 21:27:14 PDT
this really sucks....


]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24052253/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/24052253/ Sat, 04 Apr 2009 04:58:50 PDT i just want to update everything taht has happened in my life that i remember as my memory is crap.
to tell you how very crap it is, you can tell me your deepest and darkest secret and 5 mins later i will have forgotten.

i got a job finally, im a checkout chick at woolies lol
i have to say, you need alot of stamina to do taht job, might not think it huh? god damn you get tired.
any way, ive been working there for 3 weeks now, and they have called me in for shifts many many times, and im quite used to the place now. i still feel like breaking someones nose now and then when they yell at me (the customers) btw, their mainly old loney crazy stupid farts of women that have probelms with thier crappy lives so they take it out on me. the job is sooo repeditive. so fucking repeditive. i love my job, but i also hate it lol, if u get that.
anyway, the woolies staff made a whole month without getting hurt so the bosses bought us lunch!! yay!! haha, and a huuuuuge bowl of chocolate, i DONT want to see chocolate for a while, i still want to eat is, but not right now, thinking of it makes me feel queezy.

ive nearly finished the forst semester, just 4 more days till a whole week of holidays (easter) then i go back to school..... yay ugh... i hate school.

ok i dont really kno wht to talk aboput now, its nearly 10pm, ive worked all day on a saturday (very busy at store) then we had a party and so im very tired.

if i think of anything else ive missed which i bet i have i will either tell you later or forget to tell you again

gewd night

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/23739804/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/23739804/ Tue, 17 Mar 2009 00:46:20 PDT Rimfrost, i just wanted to do something for a change, have a problem with it? cry a river, build a bridge and get over it

A
- Available: Yes.... i think so?
- Age: 16 almost 17, yeesh, im getting old.... boo hoo

- Annoyance: when people dont show me the same respect as others.

- Allergic: YAY!! IM ALLERGIC TO THINGS!! cockraoches, dustmites and something i ate or touched in the house or the garden when i was little lol

- Animal: i cant just love one animal, but id have to say snakes and bats interest me a bit, i just click with them lol

- Actor: Have to be James McAvoy

B
- Beer: hnn....i do like beer, but id have to say that the sweeter stuff suits my tastes more ^^

- Birthday/Birthplace: June 6, AUSTRALIA!!!

- Best Friends: Sonya, Jordan, Storn, just close friends i suppose

- Body Part on opposite sex: hands and tummy lawl

- Best feeling in the world: when i kno ive made another animal friend ^^

- Blind or Deaf: both are important to me but i would like to see so i can do many more things, write for example. plus u dont have to listen to ppl bitch all the time haha

- Best weather: i love the rain, it makes me feel safe

- Been in Love: I really dont kno

- Been bitched out?: I have no idea...

- Been on stage?: sigh.... sadly... yes, effing primary school, I CANT SING FOR CRAP!!!

- Believe in yourself?: i guess sometimes, when i feel alright or after i work, but other than that, not really

- Believe in life on other planets: no, they probably did the human thing and effed themself over ^^

- Believe in miracles: no, theres been no great miricle for our family, i give up on that bull shit.

- Believe in Magic: no, if its real, prove it

- Believe in God: theres no god, and if there is, what a great job thier doing.

- Believe in Satan: Not satan specifically, but i believe that you will suffer if you do something horrible

- Believe in Santa: found out he wasnt real ages ago, lost interest

- Believe in Ghosts/spirits: Yes, i used to see a little girl all the time when i was younger, my bro saw the little boy and my mum say both of them. that was until an 'exorcist' or James, my sister bf moved in. he got rid of them

- Believe in Evolution: duh

C
- Car: car, yes, i drive

- Candy: i love my lollies, either mints or sour

- Colour: Black, dark things comfort me

- Cried in school: Yes. thank you bullies

- Chocolate/Vanilla: Chocolate tastes sooo much better

- Chinese/Mexican: Chinese, they all look the same

- Cake or pie: pie, hate cake

- Countries to visit: none, want to stay in a place i kno

D
- Day or Night: Night, like i said. dark things comfort me

- Dream vehicle: i really dont kno, and really dont care

- Dance in the rain?: i just like to watch it

- Dance in the middle of the street?: maybe when i was little

- Do the splits?: does falling awkwardly on wet floor count?

E
- Eggs: eeeww... i hate eggs, yes i hate alot of stuff....

- Eyes: brownish hazle

- Everyone has: a child interior, just need to bring them out once in a while

- Ever failed a class?: No

F
- First crush: i liked a boy in primary for a few years then he left for no reason at all.

- Full name: Natalie Cailin Blanch

- First thoughts waking up: i wish i could keep sleeping, real life sucks, its so much better in my dreams

- Food: pie

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- Greatest Fear: to drown in an enclosed space

- Giver or taker: almost all the time a giver

- Goals: to finish my books and hopefully get them published ^^

- Gum: mint allllll the way

- Get along with your parents?: yea i guess, there are some times that we dont tho

- Good luck charms: My necklace from my two awesome sisters sherryn and sammy

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- Hair Colour: Brown

- Height: approx 155 cm

- Holidays: go to a beach and not do much, just rel... ]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/23354288/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/23354288/ Sun, 22 Feb 2009 23:11:25 PST
True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it."

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/23183934/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/23183934/ Fri, 13 Feb 2009 21:49:56 PST
im just gonna write the happenings of my life for all to read again lol ^^

ive just gone back to school, and i have remembered why i loath it. the teachers are so arrogant and rude, the students are worse, they think they can do anything. some of the kids that i kno from grd 9 were close friends of my brother and i, and yesterday i went to say hello and they swore at me, and said horrible things to me. i shoulda expected it, since its wello. its a breading ground for gang members and bullies. i think it all started when our old principal left, he was so caring and he treated us like adults not stupid little children. every one respected him, it was a great school until he left. since hes left, its gone downhill so fast.

well got that out of my system now.

my bros gotten really sick, im kinda worried about him. hes getting better tho finally.
it started last week, just some coughing and then it became vomiting and asthma attacks, and if you have never expereinced an asthma attack, you never want to, it has to be the scariest thing, i have mild asthma and my brother had severe asthma, and when i suffer from one, it feels like someone is crushing my lungs and sqeezing my chest close, making it impossible to take in enough air, your lips go blue and face goes white, youll be panting and wheezing but still cant get enough air in your lungs, if it gets really bad you will begin to feel dizzy. it has to one of the most unpleasent expereinces of my life.
and my brother has suffered from one of these ever single morning for the past 10 days.
the doctors came by and told us that he has a bad ear infection and he is suffering from nimoniya, hes been to the hospital at least 3 times and to a gp and the local doctors. but tehy have given him a few tablets and puffers and hes getting alot better, hes running around alot but hes still coughing.

i think thats about it for now....
the other thing is im looking for a afull time job or a trainee ship so i can leave school. hopefully i get one soon *crossing my fingers*

thanks for reading ^^

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22793399/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22793399/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 23:48:54 PST
Put an x in Every box that applies to you then add them up, and thats your age!

[x] You know how to make a pot of coffee (coffee geeeewd)
[x] You keep track of dates using a calendar
[] You own a credit card
[] You know how to change the oil in a car
[x] You' ve done your own laundry (FIRST TIME EVA!!.... yesterday, pretty sad lol )
[] You can vote in an election
[x] You can cook for yourself
[] You think politics are exciting

TOTAL: 4

[] You show up for school late a lot for classes
[x] You always carry a pen in your bag/ purse / pocket
[] You have forgotten your own birthday at least once
[x] You like to take walks by yourself
[] You know what credibility means , without looking it up
[x] You drink caffeine at least once a week (its a necessety haha)

TOTAL: 7

[x] You know how to do the dishes (CHILDREN ARE JUST SLAVES ARENT WE!!)
[x] You can count to 10 in another language (...how i hate school...)
[x] When you say you're going to do something you do it (most of the time)
[] You can mow the lawn
[] You study / do important work when you have to
[x] You have/ hand washed a car before (once again... SLAVE!!)

TOTAL: 11

[x] You can spell experience without looking it up
[] The people at Starbucks know you by name
[] Your favorite kind of food is take out
[] The first thing you do when you wake up is get caffeine
[] You can go to the store without getting something you don't need (i wish)
[] You understand political jokes the first time they are said
[x] You can type pretty quick (GO MSN!!)

TOTAL: 13

[] Your only friends are from your place of employment
[] You have been to a Tupperware party
[] You have realized that no one will take you seriously unless you are over the age of 25 and have a job
[ ] You have more bills than you can pay
[x] You have been to the beach
[x] You use the internet every day (it helps me live)
[x] You have been outside of the united states 1 or more times (does living in Australia count?)
[x] You make your own bed.(when i was 6 ... I think)

TOTAL: 17


OHMIGAWD!!!
IM A YEAR OLDER!!!
HELLS YEA!!
LOL

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22707014/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22707014/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 04:03:55 PST when i was in grade ten, i found out this boy liked me, he was a year below me. so year nine for him
aparently he has liked me longer than 3 years
he left school last year, i dont kno where he went. he was such a nice boy, really sweet and caring
but now....

every time i go to pick up the phone i fear that its him on the other line
i dont even kno how he got my phone number....


i like one of his best friends (jack), and he cant accept that....
hes been ringing me up really late a t night like 12 pm or 1 ~ 2 in the morning
demanding me to go out with him or he will stab jack.
i cant take this anymore

im really scared

mum said that if he calls me again we should report him to the police


i dont think that will work....

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22567628/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22567628/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 19:45:06 PST
so here it is

what would you do if i happened to die?
figeratively speaking.



you dont have to answer, i was just curious



]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22565549/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22565549/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 17:51:43 PST out of all the camping experiences ive had, id say this was the worst. it was so dull there, every one was so arrogant and the owners were accusing me and my brother of stealing and he was literaly trying to run us over with a drive on lawn mower when i asked him the reason why he is accusing us for something we didnt do.

i was trapped in a shitty caravan park for 8 whole days, with only a pool which i would suspect kids would piss in every chance they had, and feed the birds. thats bout it, we got some fishing rods from a shop and they were broken, so we got new ones, we went to the pier, caught nothing, as usual, the kid that came with us (Jayden) was being a lil prick the whole time, ignoreing me when i had to look after him, lying to me and my parents and even his grandparents, and most of all, he kept stealing.

i think this will be the last time im going to go camping with my family. i think im getting a little bit to old for it anyway, im not really interested any more.

i hope i didnt bitch too much, just needed to get it out of my system.
thanks for reading

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22383309/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22383309/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 21:47:35 PST im not really looking forward to it ,but im going anyway. i hope i have fun

soooo....
anyway, i guess ill talk to you guys later then. ^^

be safe every one
dont do what i wouldnt do
love ya

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22367047/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22367047/ Sat, 03 Jan 2009 03:46:03 PST
okay i just have to say that my brother is being a big useles piece of shit. if u dont kno me completely then i have to say im very stubborn, and so is my brother
the difference is that, in more than nearly every occasion im right, and the stupid fuck is wrong, and he never admits it. he does the most dumbass things to piss me off, but its really entertaining, the only thing that agitates me is that he knows hes wrong and he still fights to show that hes right. faggot....
asshole of a brother

im glad i got that out of my system,i just needed to say that bc if i didnt i probably would have hit him so hard he would have a black eye. and i probably wouldnt stop there.
even after saying this, i still want to do it.

ok

bye

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22273275/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22273275/ Tue, 30 Dec 2008 04:46:56 PST I just want some one to know.

When ever my friends are in trouble, thier hurt, they need someone to comfort them or to just be thier for them. I am always there. Im ALWAYS there for them. I would do anything for them. But what really hurts me is that I know that they would never do the same thing for me. That makes me so sad... Dont think Im someone that depends on people, because Im not. Its just that, when my life turns to shit. No ones there for me. Thats why I cry. Thats why I act the way I do.
I pretend that Im happy so I can make everyone else happy.

Im sick of no one caring.

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22110116/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/22110116/ Sun, 21 Dec 2008 20:06:19 PST
just three days ago my dog (shadow) just disappeared, we couldnt find him anywhere. I got so scared. bc lately ive been having the same dream over and over. where my dog dies...
we looked everywhere but couldnt find him, eventually we went home and then i found him
he was locked in a closet, i think he followed someone in when they were looking for somthing and closed the door behind them. hes such a good dog, he hardly ever barks, so thats why we couldnt find him, no matter how many times we called him he wouldnt answer lol ^^
i was so relieved that i just started crying...
A few days have passed and hes ok now.

I went water skiing and those buskit thingies 2 days ago, (this is a really really shitty model of the boat and the ring is where we lay down on, the aim is to stay on as long as possible, and when u do fall off, and u will, FOR GODS SAKE DONT SNORT THE WATER!! IT HUUUURTS!!
___
<___>-----O

my arms feel like lead and my face is soooo sunburnt and everyone is saying that it must hurt, but ive never felt the pain of a sunburn lol, i jut go red then i tan hehe sooo lucky

yesterday we went over to this big mansion thing, to look after the pets there while the owners are away. they have this massive german shepard , hes bigger than the average dog,hes the size of a great dane!! hes really playful. and theres this cat there, shes pretty old, shes really nice too, its really cute watching them eat cus they eat out of the same bowl and when the dog wants to eat by himself he pickes her up like a toy, by her back and carries her around, and the cat doesnt fight back, u can see that shes used to it, she gets covered in drool and she still sits there, but u can see that she gets pissed lol ^^
.....u guys may not kno this, but i love animals soo much, i adore them... but when ever i went near the cat... the dog would snap at me, and u remember how big that dog is? fucking scary, he bit me, i was more upset that he didnt trust me than that i got bitten...
when i got home i realised that i was bleeding a little bit, just a little scratch from his teeth, nothing serious

well thats bout it
thanks for reading

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21859675/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21859675/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 06:20:11 PST I borrowed this from


RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc., on "Shuffle".
2. For each question, press the "Next" button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Tag 6 people.


Describe yourself!


What do people feel when they're around you?
"All Fall Down" by One Republic

Describe your current relationship.
"Things I dont understand" by Coldplay

Where would you like to be now?
"Na Na" by Superchick (.....oookay)

How do you feel about love?
"Its far better to learn" by Saosin

What's your life like?
"Its not over" by Secondhand Serenade (damn...kidding)

What would you ask for if you had only one wish?
"Rap Party" by Saosin (sooooooooooooooo not what i want lol ^^ )

Say something wise.
"Animal I have become" by Three Days Grace (erm....)

If someone says "is this okay?" you say:
"Your no angel" by Saosin (ooooh!! burn ^^)

How would you describe yourself?
"Goodbye Apathy" by One Republic

What do you like in a guy/girl?
"Soemone to save you" by One Republic

How do you feel today?
"Anywhere but here" by Sick Puppies (wow, cewl)

What is your life's purpose?
"Teenagers" by My Chemical Romance (ITS NOT WHAT IT SOUNDS LIKE!!!)

What is your motto?
"Beautiful World" by Coldplay

What do your friends think of you?
"Hopeless Believing" by Saosin

What do you think of your parents?
"May it be" by Enya

What do you think about very often?
"Broken" by Secondhand Serenade (soo true...)

What is 2 + 2?
"Pitiful" by Sick Puppies

What do you think of your best friend?
"So far away" by Crossfade (you have no idea how true that is...)

What do you think of the person you like?
"Cant stop" by Maroon 5 (no comment....)

What is your life story?
"Welcome to the black parade" by Maroon 5

What do you want to be when you grow up?
"You said no" by Busted (well that doesnt make sense )

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
"I belong to you" by Superchick (wow.....it makes sense )

What will you dance to at your wedding?
"Way away" by Yellow card (that doesnt seem good)

What will they play at your funeral?
"I can tell there was an accident here earlier" by Saosin (.....WTF?)

What is your hobby/interest?
"Suddenly" by Superchick

What is your biggest fear?
"Stay close, dont go" by Secondhand Serenade (...)

What is your biggest secret?
"Wishes" by Superchick

What do you think of your friends?
"Nobody said it was easy" by Coldplay (lol)

What will you post this as?
"Deliverance" By Sick Puppies

I TAG EVERYONE!!!!!!!
do it if u want
^^

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21826429/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21826429/ Fri, 05 Dec 2008 05:27:22 PST ive just been applying for jobs, going to interviews, driving, and getting my hair cut
ive applied to alot of jobs, but hardly any have answered back, the ones that did i havent gotten an answer from yet...
im getting used to interviews, so i guess thats a plus...but the minus would be meeting ppl that just creep me out
i went into a small pizza shop, not dominos or anything like that, one of a kind thing.
We talked for a bit, that man does not kno the meaning of personal space. im serious, i could literally hear his breathing, he would yell in a calm conversation and when i went to leave he kinda grabbed at my lower back
now that freaked me out
i had to go back the next day at 5 but didnt bc i really didnt feel safe there

ive asked for other jobs like subway, cafes, pretty much any hospitality industries.
im looking forward to working
specially as its comeing close to christmas

and yeash
i gots my hair cut
boy hair cut short lol ^^
probably shorter than most boys i think haha
i should take a photo and post it
my head feels soooooooooooooooooo much lighter hahaha ^__^

OH NEARLY FORGOT TO PUT THIS IN!!

u know how small those drivers licence card things r?
well i was looking around my room for my other shoe and i knocked my licence down, then i went to pick it up
i was just thinking
aaahhhhh... what a pain....
and my finger taps it and it just disappears into my floor!!!!!!!!!!!!
im thinking WTF?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
i check to see if i just imagined that
nope, its gone alright
weeeell..shiiiiiiit....
i look at the crack it feel through
it was thinner than this!!
_______________

NOW HOW UNLUCKY DID I HAVE TO BE TO HAVE THAT HAPPEN TO ME!!!!???

well anyway my mum crawled under teh house and after maybe....15 ~ 20 mins we finally got it out!!
...it was jammed inbetween some wood, mum sat there prodding it with a stick till it fell out lol
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaand thats about all i can say
i got it back
yaaaaaaaaay ^^

my drivings going good, i havent hit anything yet lol
yaaay


one last thing
i got this from a friend, they said it was great but i think its just at the OK level
go check it out if u want

[link]

thanks for reading

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21760299/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21760299/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 04:20:40 PST some of you may not

I, for a loooong time have loved manga
and so i have collected some that i think are cute, and i hope you will go look and read them for yourself ^^
one thing
if you do choose to read these, you have to read it from left to right ^^
so here they are:

Pixie Pop
[link]

24 Colours
[link]

this one isnt so much of "cute" as insane, its funny (very long) is serious in bits but there is a teeeenie weeeeenie bit of cuteness i suppose

Tokyo Crazy Paradise
[link]

this ones also long
SOOOO CUTE THO!!!

Hana Kimi
[link]

Inuyasha
[link]

well
tahts about it for now
ive got others, but u read these first lols

AND THE OTHER THING!!

I SWEAR TO GOD IM BEING HAUNTED AGAIN!!
i keep hearing the loud heartbeats from the walls again
but hte new thing is that im hearing a scartching noise wherever i go
its kinda freaking me out
i wish it would go away

now thats all!!
thanks for reading!!
bye bye ^.^

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21639601/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21639601/ Sun, 23 Nov 2008 22:13:12 PST i can talk and smile...kinda
today i was gonna go out 4 a little while to i went to brush my teeth
and
forgot that i had stitches in my mouth
ur probably thinking
oooooooooooooooooww

yea
i scrubbed those so bad
i think i bled alittle
waaaah
huuuuurt!
just thinking bout it hurts me lols

im gonna be going to an RPG game soon, hopefully i can stay awake as well as stand the pain
i dont think it will be bad but mums worrying soooo much that its makeing me worry lols

TODAY IS THE FIRST DAY I CAN EAT HOT FOOOOOOOD!!
YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!
FOOOOOD!! HOW IVE MISSED YOU!!!
lols
...... *cough*
i missed eating pies...
IS THAT WRONG?!!!!

nothin else has really happened,

just listened to music,
watched a few dvds...again
ate
slept
repeat


ohh
ive been wondering this 4 a while
do u guys get dajavu? like allll the time?
cuz 4 me
its kinda getting worse
i guess
each day im doing somthing and then i remember doing it b4
BUT I DIDNT!
AAARG!!!
its really pissing me off now

well thaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaats all folks
ty for reading
love ya all!!

kiss u all
*smoooooch*
lols


]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21574437/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21574437/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 22:36:21 PST

ok guys, ive been working on aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaall of the assignemts that i have gotten.......fuuuuuuuuuuun
im soo stressed out, i finally finish one and theres a shit load more!!
today i had to do a coffee shop function and i worked my ass off, most people did the same, but the people who didnt, i had to pick up the slack
im so tired, upset, angry, stressed and truly PISSED OFF.
then the bloody school says that i have to get all the teachers to sign off a sheet so i can get my report card, which is just bull shit!!
y would we do that if we dont want it?!
...idiots
well anyway, mum and dad want the report card so thats another thing that i have to put on my load. im almost finished getting the sheet signed off, but one of the F***** teachers signed in the wrong spot so i need to get it all signed off again
I CANT BELIEVE THE STUPIDITY OF THESE PEOPLE!

i swear, im so angry that im going to cry, and if grade 11s like this, i dont want to start grade 12
i dont think i can deal with this, i dont have the patience for this shit

i have to go get the operation as u kno tomorro but i still have to finish off all these assingments and hand them in and get the sheet signed off.

do u think thats fair?....

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21560260/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21560260/ Wed, 19 Nov 2008 01:49:52 PST THEIR ALL AWESOME!!!
PLEASE! if you have the time, check them all out!!

also, with the deviations, i tried to get a variety of them.


Of Death and Broken Promises
[link]
Loss
[link]
unsee,undo,usay,unhear,untouch
[link]


random vampire short
[link]
Angel of Death
[link]
The Birth of the Beast
[link]


Purple Grass
[link]
Five Yards From The Trench
[link]
Black And White Bird
[link]



Forever Gone
[link]
Elegance and Eloquence
[link]
Fantasy Vs Reality
[link]


In my arms
[link]
When i will be gone
[link]
Can I Be An Angel
[link]


God
[link]
Her eyes were like shadows
[link]
Gloomy
[link]



Blacksmoke - kiriban for SilaZ
[link]
Glass Feathers
[link]
Flaming: Black Thorn Burning
[link]


Hilary Duff 2
[link]
The Coming of Death
[link]
Gwen Stefani
[link]

http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21495337/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 04:14:12 PST if u want to kno a bit more about the lovely me, just ask me a question, ill be happy enough to tell you, jsut as long as its not creepy lol

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21494952/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21494952/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 03:11:46 PST
I'm sorry that I still havent posted your birthday present yet, I have found the camera, but sadly it doesnt work...
I hope that you're still ok with it being so late.


Nothing has really happened lately, ive been going to school like normal, working on assingments, and posting up my written work. I will be finishing this years grade one week early. I'll be at home re cooperating from the operation, getting my wisdom teeth removed. fun fun ^^

Christmas is nearly here again, time goes so fast... It kinda makes me sad... It makes me think about how little I have done in my life...
All I can do is try to do something during my life.

At the moment I think I've gotten sick again... I've got really bad headaches and my body feels so hot...lol
I dont feel so good

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21256233/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21256233/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 21:34:01 PDT

i at school, bludging through ICT again and one of my friends said that he had a DA account so i got it from him, we shared accounts and i looked at it today and he may not have that many deviations (4) but their peeeeerty awesome, so i wanted allllllllllllll my friends to go look at it, hes only had a few views and i want him to try and submit some more.
atm in ICT were making games as i have said in my last journal and hes making some sort of shoot up, and im hoping that he will put it up on DA when hes finished, please cheer him on. ty



]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21196820/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21196820/ Tue, 28 Oct 2008 04:01:57 PDT its a simple, pretty boring maze game, theres enemies (birds), ur herbert (a mouse)and ya just gotta collect the food and progress to the next level, until u reach the last 1
i have made sure this game is possible to finish
...tho... lol
i tried it b4 and i couldnt beat it, lol
how sad is that?
so itll b pretty easy 4 u guys
love ya

hope you tell me if i should try and finish it and try and put it up on DA.

tyvm ^^

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21161318/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/21161318/ Sat, 25 Oct 2008 20:00:06 PDT
On thursday i had this huge digusting blister on my index finger.... which also has a wart under the nail, its disgusting too (if u look closly u can actually see the viens its grown and the root thats grown around the bone
and anyway, i was at school, daydreaming in class like normal and i hit the blister with the side of some paper and it literally BLEW UP!! my book was covered in puss and some green stuff that i have no idea wht it was ^^ lol
i told the teacher that i needed to clean up my finger and she asked me why lol *sigh*
she saw my finger, saw my book and then looked at me funny....
I DIDNT DO IT!!
...not on purpose anyway

so yea... i cleaned it up and the whole day it kept leaking some sort of watery liquid out, it was gross, but everythings ok now lol

yesterday, saturday, i went to my sisters bf house for his b-day party. sposed to b a pool party but it rained and rained and rained, and i woulda just hopped in the pool but i wasnt allowed bc of all the lightning... damn storm *grrrr*
yea so we just stayed inside and played wii, and i kinda tried taking some of the alcohol that james got for his birthday
....htey caught me .... *siiiigh*
he has enough bottle of whine to last him a life time!! why cant i have some?!! lol
later on we left, after we helped clean up the house and say goodbye for the hundredth time and get anthony off the Wii and dad off the computer and sherryn off james and mum away from the baby... lol

ok and the last thing, today Sunday, i kept getting this clicking noise in my ear everytime i touched my ear, after three days it really began to piss me off
i told mum and she got up went down stairs and got some sort of acid and then poured it into my ear, lol
it didnt hurt but i get itchy reaaaaaaaaaaally easy so the bubbles began to tickle and then itch and then i was squirming all around the couch trying to stop myself from scrathcing lol (i think i looked retarted )

so yea... thats all thats been going on lately

love u guys

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20819400/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20819400/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 04:24:45 PDT

ok so lots of things have happened since i left a week ago
so i guess ill start from the top

---

so,

i got up around 5 am, got ready,...listened to anthony (my brother) bitch about EVERYTHING...
i typed up my other journal while mum and dad were yelling at anthony ^^ then we left!!

so were all in the car, anthony is eating those wierd ginger bears (for carsickness, BARF!!) and i was nearly asleep lol

oh forgot to tell u guys that we were travelling with my parents friends, so there was Roy (royce), Joy (joyce) and Jayden.
(yes yes i kno about the irony of the names.. ^^

anyway we fiiiinally get to the camping site where our other friends r, theyd been camping there for a while already. we set up camp and its not even 11am and even in the shade we were cooking!!
so we decided to go water skiing and use those flyer things.(cuz were at a dam) we go, we have fun,...get sunburnt...on sunburn...lol
but no matter how much i tried
no one would play with me, let alone talk with me, i got very upset and kinda went into a depressed like mode. so i decided that it would be best if i went for a walk and write some of my poetry... it helps me cool off

and to cut it short i was gone a VERY long time, i didnt notice (and if i didnt mention it before we were in the aussie bush, u can get easily lost and die out there) .....aaaaaaand....... >.>

mum and dad sent out a search party to find me, i didnt even kno!!
i was so upset then....

when i got back every 1 just stared at me, aparently they looked for me
i think i was gone for like 3 hours

the other days after that got better and the days seemed to just mould into the next
really weird

we got back on friday and had to go to the dentist...
i was soooooooooo tired.....but we went anyway
and aparenlty i need to have an operation to remove all of my wisdom teeth(all 4 of them) because they were growing under my other teeth and pushing them together and overlapping each other, its not as back as it sounds, doesnt look that bad lol, and anyway i have to go to hospital for them to cut my gums open and then cut all of my teeth in half so they can pull them out, and if my front teeth dont go straight then i might need braces...lols fun fun

so really thats about all that happened since i was gone

if i bored u
IM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORRY!!
well im gonna put up that peom i wrote b4

love u guys ^^

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20716904/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20716904/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 04:40:01 PDT
its a place called summerset dam
if u dont live in australia u prob dont kno bout the water shortage so last time we went there it was ....well let me say "once upon a time there were trees standing there, then the water came and filled it up,
THEN THE DROUGHT CAME AND WE WENT WATER SKIING AND NEARLY DIED FROM HITTING THE LOGS!!


well yeah, its kinda full now, we might be able to go skiing

well i gots to go to be now or dadll kill me lols
i got to get up early (5:30 am)


Im a sleep in girl!!

well gewd night... good day... then good night again... ect ^^

love u all

talk to in a while!!

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20646290/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20646290/ Wed, 24 Sep 2008 04:20:45 PDT
first off, as u kno
i have gotten my learners licence and are now legally allowed to drive (with person to has a complete licence) and in those few days i have already driven more than
*counts on fingers* 3 hours, and now, my mum has gotten me to drive at night, now i can tell u guys
THATS SCARY!! lols
what made it worse was that there were alot of cars that were behind me, and kids without helmets infront of meeee!! when i was driving i was slightly scared then the cars were behind me and i thought to myself "oh sh*t", then the kids came into view on the road and i went crazy lols
im so scared to hit anyone(or any thing )

ok that over with

just yesterday i got to go to see one of my fave comiedians "Bill Bailey"
sooo freaaking awesome!!
hes sooo funny
if u dont know him got to youtube and type in
"Bill Bailey Part Troll"
it has one of his shows recorded
I KNOW ULL ALL LOVE IT!!

and hes also in an american series called black books , his character is called Manny
lols his personality on black books is pretty much the same as his own!

gyehehehehe
"Jam jam jam... *bite* urgh... *throws onto roof"
hehehe if u havent seen the series u wont know wht that is about ^^
SOOOO SEEEEEE ITTT!!!

oh and almost forgot for the first time ive been invited into a club
HOW AWESOMES THAT?!
its a writers club im sooo happy i could blow up

FRIENDS





CLUB



]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20578909/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20578909/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 03:54:52 PDT im lazy... thats just the person i am lols ^^

well i guess ill tell u what i wrote the last time....before it was pretty much deleted
*shitty computer* grumble grumble

well.... i got my learners yesterday! i did the test and passed i only got one question wrong ^^ whats even better is that it was the fist time id ever done that test!! i think i got through it bc i got my hands on some of that "rescue remedy", if u dont kno what that is ill tell ya
its some sort of liquid that tastes a bit like brandy ^^ *yummy* and it calms you down ALOT!!
and ayways back to the story we were having some problems (the government is always a pain in the ass)aparently we needed more identification to show that i was me,
so i had my report cads there,birth cert, blue cards ect..
and they still wouldnt let me take the test, mum was getting really angry and looked like she was going to rip this ladys head off (thats really scary watching her yell)but i wasnt bothered at all actually i think i was in my own little world at that time, i think that rescue remedy did somethin to me ^^ funny *had the rescue remedy, like 10 times lols, only really need it once, i was that worried*

so mums yelling at this lady
the lady is glaring at me like its my fault, saying she should have a bank card or somthing, mum yells back "her father lost her school card a while back so she cant give it to you! plus she doesnt have a bank card" which was true
so we left got my school teacher to sign it saying that i was me *sooo annoying*
i wasnt allowed out of the car bc i was supposedly sick ^^
its end of term pretty much
we go back and im finally allowed to take the test after the lady rings up the school to see if we actually did do that
the school told them that we did and then all of a sudden they were freakishly nice to us *shudder*
i pass the test, i get my picture taken for the licence and i look stoned bc i was blinking when she took it ^^

later on i drove the car around the block and i didnt hit anything
ok well i wont talk any more
wow.... longest journal yet!!
hehe >.>

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20460575/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20460575/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 18:57:57 PDT left my school
everything has been going fine, the tests as always are a pain in the ass tho lols

I found out new things i didnt want to kno about my friends which has made going to school kinda awkward...
if u were suz was there shed kno wht to do lols

ok not much more complaining to go now lols

at home when my cat walks past us, this horrible smell comes as well lols
at first we thought somthing had died in the roof but then we grabbed the cat and shoved her in the shower. amazingly, the smell went AWAY!!!
YESSSSS
....later on the cat got outside, still wet and rolls in the dirt.... we have to wash her again lols
shes going to hate me for life haha

love u guys!



]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20332553/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20332553/ Thu, 04 Sep 2008 21:38:54 PDT im trying out some new stuff!
like putting my friends on!!
..if i forget one of u please tell me lols!

soooo any way....

suzie or is leaving my school!!! so i cant talk to her!!! waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa we will miss uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu!!

My bro crashed his bike a few days ago and grated his face over the cement owch lol
hes getting a new bike now, the other 1 is completely smashed haha, so its kinda a win lose situation i guess.

oh and i think my cat ate somthing...weird.....
shes sticking her head in places where i cant fit, and her eyes r BLACK!!!! SHE HAS GREEN EYES!! WAHTS GOING OOOON!?

weeel thats all i can think of atm

FRIENDS!



and i just put up the name i thought of first so dont feel unloved, if i forgot u then......
REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY SORRY!!

love u guys!!

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20118608/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/20118608/ Sat, 23 Aug 2008 18:55:37 PDT and i mean REAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAALLY dumb sentences lol

heres just a few of them ive collected ^^

Dressage(horse) commentator, olympics:
'This is really a lovely horse and I speak from personal experience since I once mounted her mother.'

Boxing Analyst, olympics:
'Sure there have been injuries, and even some deaths in boxing, but none of them really that serious.'

Softball announcer, olympics:
'If history repeats itself, I should think we can expect the same thing again.'

Basketball analyst, olympics:
'He dribbles a lot and the opposition doesn't like it. In fact you can see it all over their faces.'

Soccer commentator, olympics:
'Julian Dicks is everywhere. It's like they've got eleven Dicks on the field.'

Tennis commentator, olympics: 'One of the reasons Andy is playing so well is that, before the final round, his wife takes out his balls and kisses them... Oh my God, what have I just said?'

gyehehehehehehe ....imbarrasing!!

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i do ICT for one of my subjects (computer stuff)
its the new term and my teacher is acting vice principal atm
i have this sub, he walks into class tell us his name, lol no-one hears it, and then told us we had an assingment, to make a one minute movie in a week.we have 3 lessons a week, 70 mins each, were not going to b able to finish it. then draw the pictures on the comp (DO U KNO HOW HARD IT IS TO DRAW PICS ON THE COMP?!!!) make a believeable story line (like thats ever going to happen) every one in my class is just drawing stick ppl completely murdering other stick ppl.... its fun
maybe ill put the movie up if i finish it
would u like that? its retarted so dont expect much lol

also....yes yes lots of writin compared to b4

every kid in school has a group no matter wht "type" u are, i guess i would b in the group of losers, rejects, goths, and many many ppl who really dont give a shit bout anything lol. im in grade 11
well anyway, today at school the bloody grade 8's bought a fart bomb, if u dont kno wht a fart bomb is , its a lil packet with smelly liquid inside, when u pop it the gas pours out and spreads FAST!. my god it stinks. and the worst part, the kids tried popping it down my shirt!! GROTTY!

yeah so the smell spread like 100 maybe 200 meters in diameter, u kno when ppl start yelling, how it gets louder and louder? well everyones grones from the smell got louder and louder, it was funny...in a sick sort of way lol

i think the ppl who are making these are getting better it took like an hour to get rid of the smell, poor poor mel, it was popped right next to her bag,....hehe

thats all for now ty for reading

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/19191509/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/19191509/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 20:41:34 PDT
i guess ill tell u guys about whts been happening lately


i have new nieghbours, there are 5 kids and the parents of course
the kids are prety young, so they get annoying some times. they ALWAYS want to play, goddamit their mouths never close lols

ok, i ate heaps of lollies yesterday and i found out somethin new about me!!
lols this is really weird
i get the hicups when i eat lollies

oh yeah almost forgot
ive gone to the mvies to see get smart , its a really funny movie
EVERYONE WHOS ANYONE HAS TO SEE IT!

BYE BYE!

]]> ~Lessen-the-life http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/18281044/ http://Lessen-the-life.deviantart.com/journal/18281044/ Sun, 11 May 2008 21:12:28 PDT im a waitress, cept not so good at the talking to ppls yet

well ive gotten heaps confident, and a looooooooooooot happier
so im not going to put up soooo much depressing stuff up

hope u like the new me
i like the new me
so u should like the new me too ^^

yeah well
i dun kno wht to put now
luv ya all! <3!!!

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