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                <title>Done</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Oct 2009 01:55:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's done I will no longer be posting here or replying to anything on this account! If you want to follow me my new home is here <a href="http://murasaki-doragon.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/default.gif" alt=":iconmurasaki-doragon:" title="murasaki-doragon"/></a> Thanks everyone! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Change...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 15 Oct 2009 02:16:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay It's time for a change... In the near future I will be changing deviantART accounts. I just need to start fresh or something... I have tons of new pictures to post and will be dumped into my new account. I'm pretty sure I've settled on the name Murasaki-Doragon (purple dragon in Nippon-shiki RÅmaji- romanization of Japanese) and you know like one of those bad ass netherwing dragons not the Asian dragons, because I said so hahahah >> XD ~random<br /><br />thanks for reading, hope you follow me to my new home.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Free Sketches</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 05 Sep 2009 23:05:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ From the lovely <a href="http://kandee-cane.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/a/kandee-cane.png?3" alt=":iconkandee-cane:" title="kandee-cane"/></a> Here's my part hehehe<br /><br />The first ten people to comment here, will get a free sketch each.<br />But.<br />~~~You must do ten free sketches in YOUR journal FIRST (If you do not sketch and are a photographer or writer you can do your medium!), and link here with it. Then I'll make your sketch~~~<br /><br />Edit: Okay I give I'll just do 10 free sketches!! You don't have to do nothing lol. But if you feel like doing an art trade with me for the sketch it would be much appreciated.. Thanks <a href="http://kia-arra.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/i/kia-arra.png" alt=":iconkia-arra:" title="kia-arra"/></a> for getting me started! Any other takers?<br /><br /><br />1.<a href="http://kia-arra.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/k/i/kia-arra.png" alt=":iconkia-arra:" title="kia-arra"/></a><br />2.<br />3.<br />4.<br />5.<br />6.<br />7.<br />8.<br />9.<br />10.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Blah blah blah Costco Blah blah Comissions...?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 18 Jul 2009 06:31:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey all j00 people out there who watch me! Just letting you know I am still alive and doing well. There are definitely a lot of things that are going to happen that are extremely exciting for me! First big news is that my sister-in-law is almost due... That's right, Auntie Jenna will most likely be my title to come in the next few weeks! We don't know the sex of the baby it's going to be a surprise so Nugget, as we have so fondly dubbed the embryo, is due August 2nd but my sister-in-law may have him or her early cause she's no longer growing (she actually lost 2lbs at her appointment) and the babies head is down and in a proper position so here's hoping little Nugget will come out into the world to see us! I wish I could post an ultrasound pic or something on here but I have strict instructions that no one is allowed to post Nugget's picture anywhere in case it gets stolen, especially on Facebook since they can do as they please with your pictures!<br /><br />CAMPING 2009! That's right we head out on Aug 16th for a 5 day trip. We shall be smelly and greasy eeewwww hehe. I'm super excited though because we're taking a camper so even if it rains we won't get rained out like last time! Which was a total bummer you know? We only did 3 days outta the 5 in 2008. Much drawing and sketch booking will happen in the that time :3<br /><br />My job is going so freakishly GOOD! I can't believe how well I'm doing with everyone and everyone likes me!! I've never had that before anywhere else. I'm working my way to the top asking to take on more responsibility and my manager said with a smile "The squeaky wheel gets the oil" lol I know he meant that I he was glad I was pipping up but that saying is usually used if you're complaining XD ah well he's an awesome guy.. The most metro sexual person I've ever met LOL<br /><br />Commissions!!! I've already done several freebie's for a few people and now I'm wondering if I should just open up commissions to myself though I don't feel like I have enough watchers to really get going.... I know the people who are going to even respond to this journal wouldn't buy a commission cause I know you irl and that would just be silly! So everyone who is watching me I really hope you read my journal and not just toss it aside if you're one to pick through everything. I really need an answer for weather or not you're going to commission me. Thanks for reading and I'll keep you updated for sure! <img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Wut?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 13 May 2009 01:58:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey I know I do these like what... 4 times a year? haha sorry for everyone that watches me I must be boring lol. Yet I am on here everyday... How's that for lazy!? <br /><br />Kidnappings happened and I was beat up and thrown in the river and I'm typing to you by my haunting ghost of DOOM! jk... I was actually taken to a wicked Henna class by my friend <a href="http://felinephire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/felinephire.png" alt=":iconfelinephire:" title="felinephire"/></a> for my birthday where we doodled on eachother and made our very own henna! It was an awesome experience. I really love culture! <br /><br />Lets see... I got a new job and it's working out great! Everyone at work likes me or at least respects me which is a very nice change! I'm not making as much as I'd like to be but I'm workin my way up to the top! I am so motivated when I'm there hehe.<br /><br />I haven't drawen ANYTHING in like over a month..... I feel really bad but it's not like I can upload it anyway lol. Again note to self BUY A FREAKING SCANNER *sticks to forhead* when I get paid of course.<br /><br />I guess I've just been super busy with my new job and my friends and I are just getting an X-Men RP site up and in the works online.. go check it out!!!!!! <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://thereaping.proboards.com/index.cgi?">[link]</a> Things are still in the works but it's really coming along! I also have a new determination to learn Japanese. I have some basic stuff down but I wish I could afford some classes like tomorrow! Bah I'll have to wait for monies first I suppose.<br /><br />If anyone of you few people who watch me speak or know some Japanese please reply with some tips for me!<br /><br />Thanks!<br /><br />P.S. I lost a pant size woot!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>21 Years Old!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Feb 2009 10:31:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Jeeze I know that sounds small but I feel like thats an old number. I've lived 21 years through life. And I still have potentially 60 more to go! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/eek.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":O" title=":O (Eek)" /> Well Today at 1:00pm I will be offically 21 years old huzzah! This is going to be a short journal because I'm busy and stuff. I'm going to Annie tonight with my family (the sun will come out tomorrow..) and then gunna party for the rest of the weekend.<br /><br />Then after that I'm being kidnapped by <a href="http://felinephire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/felinephire.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconfelinephire:" title="felinephire"/></a> in March. Who know where she's taking me....... but we intend to find out REBOOT! *is a nerd*<br /><br />Love you all!!!<br /><br /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons... ]]></description>
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                <title>Condescending</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 03 Feb 2009 21:44:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It's that time for a major job change. It's not the actual job in it's self it's my manager whose getting my knickers in a twist! She's very condescending which can get really annoying after two years D: I have tried everything to try and further myself with the company with no prevail. Then I come to work one day I've been written up for 3 different things!! WTF!?!? One was I was two minutes late last sunday so I had to sign for that, another was I was taking too long on my breaks (I've actually been taking an extra five minutes on my breaks on purpose because the smokers get at least two extra five minute break through-out the day to go have a cigaret to make a point) so I had to sign for that, and lastly for sending an e-mail to myself of a piece of furniture I liked from the store ("The computer is for work use ONLY") so again I signed away for another stupid reason. My manager has actual mail sent to her personaly from family and she e-mails pictures of her Cats and Dog for everyone to see. Now whose not using the computer for work only!? As a result my key has been taken away from me and I went from the only one being aloud to type up furniture orders and put them away in the binder to not being aloud around the computers at all except to look up stock or print out sheets for clients!<br /><br />     I really think the reason why I'm getting into so much unfair crap is because my sales aren't as high as some of the other girls. Well I've caught at least two of them stealing my sales and guess who also steals? My bloody manager! Again WTF!? So gee I wonder why my sales aren't as high? So I think she's using all these excuses to Fire me in the long run. *Rant rant rant*<br /><br />     In light of this I have been constantly looking for a new job. I'm waiting for a call back from Cost-co who said they'd 100% call me for an interview this week. Here's hoping!!! (Top cashiers make $23.00/hour) <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":D" title=":D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br />     And also It's my birthday on the 20th!!!!! *Dances* I will be 21!<br /><br />     New Year, new opportunities, new look on life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Snow -Rolls in it- XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Dec 2008 12:18:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Huzzah for like 40cm of snow *smile* I am absolutely lovin it... Nothing better then waking up and your car seems twice as tall and somehow you've lost the dog... With a snuggley blanket and someone you love.... Yep! Nothing better... except *jumps head first into snow* except that!! Burr!<br /><br />Anywhooooooooo<br />Things are going well as I'm putting together a portfolio to apply at tattoo shops in the hopes someone will take me on as an apprentice. I'm working hard to try and get this and am lucky enough to have a local Tattoo artist who is going to help me make my portfolio. I've started a small project asking my friends what they would want for their next tattoo and drawing it out. I've also takin a recent liking to tracing paper to make over my mistakes hehe... Wish me good luck for the next little bit!<br /><br />Also Stay tuned I might be doing a Major scanning session at my parents place (Finally I know!) and posting it soon!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Washed out..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 30 Aug 2008 14:54:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soo we got totally rained and flooded out of our camping trip and had to cut it off 3 days early <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=(" title="=( (Sad)" /> At least we had fun right? lol<br /><br />Anywho TWO of my new sketch books were in the tent and got completely destroyed.. The good news is that they we're new and I didn't really have much drawn in them thaaank god.<br /><br />There's nothing like a hot meal after spending like 45mins in the rain packin up soggy tents! Best meal I've had to this day lol.<br /><br />I bought a new monitor!! I know what happened to the "new scanner" right? *flop* I just couldn't resist because my old one was making funny colors every now and then and driving me nuts! I really love this new big one I have. 22" flatscreen *snuggles it* The really good news is I now have desk space because my old monitor was BIG and acient so No way could I even get a piece of paper up here but now.. Now I most definatly can finally work at my desk without having to lay on the floor for a flat surface lol. Huzzah!<br /><br />In other news has anyone else tried the spore creator yet? It's only like 10 bucks and loads of fun I'm tellin yea. You should see the things I make O.o I suprize myself sometimes haha<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Camping!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Aug 2008 08:15:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey ho! I'm going camping for a week then coming back and spending sometime with my mom. So I prolly won't be back on here until the 28th ish.<br /><br />For you sparse watchers... I'm sorry I haven't posted anything!! I still have no scanner to my dismay D= but I promise I'll get one soon! I've done so much that your eyes haven't seen lol. Some of my best works for this year... <br /><br />Okay well I must be off for my 3 hour car ride... Joy! nothing like a mix between Tool, Disney, Soundtracks, System of a down, and Off Spring!<br /><br />lol.....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Disney World</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Apr 2008 23:06:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well You get one of these every 8 months I guess XD I'm terrible at writing them... So!<br /><br />I'm going to Disney World in a month and I'm very excited I went to Disney Land about 10 years ago so it's been a while since I've had a Disney adventure! I'm really looking forward to it.. I mostly excited about animal kingdom... Everything looks so amazing! <br /><br />I finally hit 70 on WoW and did my first Karazhan run on the weekend and wouldn't you know it.. My tier 4 head piece dropped! Must have horse shoes up my arse or something... lol. At least it's one small step to black temple... right? >>''''''<br /><br />My lack of art posts is rather pathedic and disapointing I know, but in my defence I moved and now I have a lack of scanner so thats next on my "things I need to buy" list lolz.. 'cause I do have new art *sigh* no lies...<br /><br />Anywho until Next time I suppose!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Life</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 24 Aug 2007 01:00:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey hi! Not many of you probably even bother reading my journals let alone look at my art but meh what the heck here's one anyways.<br />
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So over the months a lot has happened to me. Most of it extremly good. First of all I fell in love with the most wonderful person. We're a happy couple =3 and plan on moving out together in the near future along with <a href="http://drunken-wasp.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/drunken-wasp.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icondrunken-wasp:" title="drunken-wasp"/></a> yay!!!!<br />
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I started a new job about 5 months ago and since then staff has come and gone and now I'm senior staff XD also my manager said If I keep it up for a couple of years I would be excellent for asstant manager. I'm not sure if I'm willing to stay with the company that long and put that kinda stress on myself but we'll see 'cause it means loads more money and savings to help towards my future <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/razz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=P" title="=P (Razz)" /> (Which hopefully involes marriage and babies!!!). *tee hee* We'll see >> <br />
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Other good news I lost another 10 pounds!! wOOt!! that means if I loose another 6lbs I will have lost 10% of my body weight. Yays. I hate not being able to wear what I like because of my size *sigh* Getting there though! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Whats wrong with being a mom!?!?!?!?!!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Apr 2007 23:24:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Okay I'm sick of everyone trying to tell me how my life will turn out or how it is. I know whats going on in my life thank you and I don't need anyone calling me irresponsible or telling me I'm making stupid choices! Their my choices and I know their consequences... I'm not dumb! Everyone is just trying to tell me that "oh you don't know what real life is like" and " You'll never make it on your own" Well then fuck you if thats how you want to look at me. I make the choices I make for me and what I want! Not for what you want! Why aren't I ever asked what I want!? It's always the other person who gets what they want and rarely do I even get acknowledged.<br />
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And you know what really gets me? When someone asks me what I want in life or what I want to do when I'm older and I tell them I want to be married and have six children. Every single fucking time I say that I get reactions like " Are you Crazy!?" Are you Mormon!?" even Are you Catholic!?" The answer is no. Why must I be labeled like that? Is having six of my own children a sin or something? What is so god damn wrong with wanting to watch something I created grow into their own world? Thats all I want... Even if I only end up having just one child... I just want to watch them grow into their own space... I want to watch and see what they'll become or do in life and say "Hey thats my kid! I'm so proud! I don't get why I get shut down for wanting just that simple thing.<br />
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(This is not directed at any of my friends... Just mainly my Family and the Odd person I talk to.)<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Plans</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Feb 2007 11:58:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Soo I never really type much in these things eh? Well not very often anyway lol.<br />
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Here's the scoop. I quit Montanas (around new years) and just been working now at Home Outfitters. I miseed one day because of Girl problems (Ladies you understand) and got fired because of it Oo like wtf XD all the management were girls too. You'd think I'd have more sympathy from them but nope. I was whisked away to the back office and they sat me down and told me "I'm sorry but today is going to be your last shift here at Home Outfitters. Please change back into your clothes and give back out uniform." I was like Oo WTF DID I DO WRONG!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?! Meh oh well they were a couple of bitchs anyways lol.<br />
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Now I'm Jobless and freaking out about it too. I was going to move out in a couple of months but now thats not looking very hopeful. Darn it I was looking forward to it so much too!  ARRG!!<br />
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In other news (the good kind now XD) My Dad called me Randomly the other night (He doesn't call very often *sad*) And decided to ammit to me that he has a drug addiction problem (I knew this already but he didn't Know I knew) and that now he's in a treatment center getting help. Well I can tell you that I musta cried forever and ever after that conversation because I was so happy for him.  I love my Dad a lot and now the future looks a bit brighter. ^^ <br />
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In other other news My parents just left this morning for Florida for 8 days. They went to Disney World with out me!! *cries in a corner* lol actually my choice not to go because I'm going later with my cousin XD lol. So now I have the entire house to myself for roughly a week!!!!!!!!!! Yays! Yes I am having a party lol buut for my birthday and not the bad kind of party either XD.<br />
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So yep thats whats been going on. Hopefully I either get hired at the mall or hospital depening ^^   <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Stupid People  &gt;&gt;''''' RANT XD</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Nov 2006 23:06:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well long time no journal eh?<br />
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Well here's whats been going on... The summer is over and thank god because work was super busy during that period but now christmas is coming and we're in for another push. I love my job at Montana's to bits and pieces but man some people really get on my nerves sometimes. People I usually get along with seem to be pushing their limits with me lately and I've snapped back a few times from the remarks.<br />
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First of all I'm a cook in a resturant, I've been working there 4 months now... When staff want a meal we have to make it. So a server put through a meal (Allison) and it was for my station so I made it which was a larger ceaser salad. She didn't come to get it for quit sometime so by the time she did show up the salad was looking a little soggy... She picked it up and looked at me with utter disgust and asked if the salad was for her. Just her expression looked like she was holding a servered limb or something. I told her it was but before I could say "would you like a fresh one?" another server jumped in (Jordan)and said "I'll make a new one!" He grabbed my salad bowl, mixed it up, and gave her a new salad. Number one thing that bugged me was that she was rude about her meal and instead of asking for a new salad she was just plain rude to me. Second thing that bothered me was that Jordan just decided to jump in and do my job.. I was so mad I said<br />
"Jordan if you want to do my job then you can fucking help me clean my station"<br />
He looked at me like OO''''''''''''''''''''''  I don't feel bad saying it either >>'''<br />
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Second thing thats bugging me was last night one of my manager's, Kelly, told me that I need to be faster when I'm cleaning my station. I don't take critisim very well at work. With art it's different but at work I get really worked up and tears start to form from being told to do something faster when I already do so much for them that other co-workers don't even bother with. Fine I go home then the next day I come into work hoping that it will be better a better day. Well it was for a time being. I'm really like the only girl in the kitchen besides another chick who doesn't work that often. So all the boys we're fooling around for like ever and a day while all I did was work work work doing orders and preping the things that they failed to be doing. This made me mad but I decided to shrug it off and focus on making the food. After dinner rush is over I got an oppritunity to start closing down my station early so I could be faster at getting things done like my manager wanted. I finish my station and ask if I can go home. It's about 8:30 so I've been there already for a good 9 hours. But no my manager now tells me I have to go in dish pit to help them get some of the dishes clean and stuff. I was mad about it but I had no other choice... I was in dish for an hour before she let me go home when people who had only worked 4 hours today we're probably watching the news at their own houses or whatever. <br />
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My basic statement here is that I'm tired of being walked all over at work from peope who think they can take advantage of me just because I try to be nice to them. I cleaned my station super fast today and my reward was dish pit.. WTF I worked so hard while everyone else was fooling around. fuck. *sigh* I know this all sounds extremly childish but is it so wrong to seek approval every now and then????<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>New Job~</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 01 Jul 2006 22:40:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well My best friend Nicole <a href="http://felinephire.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/f/e/felinephire.png" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="felinephire" /></a> just celebrated her 19th birthday yesterday. Since we are long time friends I came to her family dinner at her baba's (her grandmothers) and ate an awesome peroggie dinner with cottage cheese. (Which I thought I wouldn't like because I don't generally like cottage cheese, but I loved it.) After the dinner we headed back to her place and played Mario Kart double-dash and Mario Party to our hearts content, then headed to bed. *Sigh* I love playing Video games.  ^^  I got Nic the new Seethers CD a long with two bath bombs from lush. I really hope that she loves the gifts XD   And I know she'll probably read this journal so HAPPY BIRTHDAY (again) NIC!!!  lol<br />
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In other news I quit my job on tuesday at Panago pizza. I was heart broken to do it and I almost cried when I went to hand in my uniform but I made it out okay. My Boss was not a happy camper about it though let me tell you that but I'll miss the people there! (except Josh... he was no fun >> at all oh and Phillip. I most definatly will NOT miss him because he hadn't a clue on how to wash dishes Oo come on now, don't you aquire that skill at an earlier age then 14!?).  So after I quit I need to still be in the working world but as a full time girl. So I went almost next door and handed in my resume at Brewsters(A restruant/ bar) then Went across the parking lot to another restruant/ bar called Montana's. I handed in my resume there and filled out an application. When I went to give the app. to the Manager he sat me down right in the waiting area (no customers were around of course) And did a little interview right there. After he was done asking questions he stood up, shook my hand, and told me "Okay well orientation is tomorrow at 3:00pm." to say the least I was pretty shocked that I had only been job hunting for maybe an hour and I was already hired,full time,at a popular place,making $10.00 an hour and starting the next day! So now it's Day 4 of my new job. I Love it a lot and the people are awesome! They put me on Pantry (So I basically make Salads, deserts, and some appitizers.) tomorrow is my day off *wOOt* so I'm going to be cleaning my room all the live long day >>' but hey it totally needs to happen XD looks like a tornado had a tantrum in there.  ^^''''''<br />
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Anyway I hope you enjoyed my little story if you were bored and decided to read it. XD I will try to post more of these things I swear XD  Anyway over and out!<br />
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                <title>OO I've Been Tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jun 2006 14:42:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ List ten thiings that bring you joy, then tag ten more people to do the same. (Doesn't need to be in order.)<br />
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1. Drawing<br />
2. Playing music<br />
3. Being with my Friends<br />
4. Listening to Music<br />
5. Computer Art<br />
6. Reading<br />
7. Making others around me Happy<br />
8. Watching Anime<br />
9. Playing Bored Games<br />
10. Watching Favorite Movies<br />
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Well I was tagged by <a href="http://azulshiroi.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/a/z/azulshiroi.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="azulshiroi" /></a>  XD and I might tag you! Here are the people I'm tagging  ^^<br />
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                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>eh</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 May 2006 14:47:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://www.geocities.com/crestfallen181/Journal_Pic.JPG"></img><br /><br />Yo! I've been really busy lately hence why no new art is up at all. I do have good news though! I am working on a new piece that should hopefully be done during the week. It's going to take me forever to do though because I have roughly like a thousand frigging skulls to draw and shade OO. okay so not a thousand but sure does look like it. I'll count and tell you later XD. Also I have a Chalk pastel that I might get around to putting on here but it may not happen because it's really REALLY to big for my whittle scanner lol. *pats the scanner fondly*<br />
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On other news I'm soo freaking close to be to playing WOW I can taste it... I miss it so incredibly much you have no idea! My characters are just sitting there not being played or anything... rotting away in my computer... DAMN YOU PARENTS AND GROUNDING! DAMN YOU! ahem. World of Warcraft is really a fabulous game and if you into fantasy then you should most definatly invest in the game  ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 May 2006 20:13:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://www.geocities.com/crestfallen181/Journal_Pic.JPG"></img><br /><br />OKay I found my grad dress and I'm very excited for the event to come. Though finding it wasn't the easiest thing in the entire world... we must have when to 3 or 4 store until we found it. Why so many stores? Because none of them fit. It really hit me hard not being able to fit into a size 20 dress. The average person would only need 10 or smaller depending on the dress.. but mine in the end will be a size 24. Do I feel sorry for my self for letting my body get this way? I haven't a clue really but I certainly am regretting it. My boobs are like DDD now. It's disgusting honestly. So with all these thoughts in my head while attemping to fit into these dresses I had a break down and started crying in the change room while my mom was there. I couldn't believe this was me. 250 pounds of dead weight with no life... I think now though I'm going to take control more and try and loose some weight. I be just an average wieght I have to loose like lets see... 110 lbs. Thats a whole nother person! This has really been causing me to be depressed and looked down upon and stressing me out so now it's time to do something about my weight problem. I'm sick of being teased at school and sick of no one ever noticing when I try to look my best. Pray for me 'cause I'll need your love over the next probably year or so to get through this. <br />
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~ Love Jenna  <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/roseblack.gif" width="15" height="18" alt=":blackrose:" title="Black Rose" /><br />
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                <title>Stuffs Oo   *shrug*</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Mar 2006 22:13:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://www.geocities.com/crestfallen181/Journal_Pic.JPG"></img><br /><br />Yo! Whats up all? I'm doing alright. Just had a big Band festival and got two superiors from the adjudicators (highest marks) In Wind Ensemble. So My week is going pretty good I supose. I also got high marks on my art project in school. A lot of good things going on here yet for some reason I feel a bit depressed. I hate that lol. Everything is peachy and I'm mentally just down. Bah I say, Bah! So I'm listening to REALLY sappy Sailor Moon Music to more so inspire me to draw something. So therefore my next pic will most likely be a sad one XD  <br />
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On another note I Visited my Dad on the weekend. I haven't seen him since christmas and things went alright. I love my Dad to pieces but he's just so messed up!! he smokes 2 to 3 packs of cigarettes a day.. Who's going to walk me down the Isle when I find the right guy? I want it to be my father but God only knows if he'll be around for much longer. It's really not just the smoking either... He has type 2 Diabetes. It's the one where you have to take shots in your stomach to get the proper amount of Insulin in your body so you don't die basically. He's eats Fast food for almost every meal and thats not good with his sensitive diet! I'm scared he's going to die. I know he will soon if he doesn't start to take care of himself! Doesn't he want to be a Grandfather? Doesn't he know I love him? I tell him everytime I talk with him. I say "Love you Dad, Bye!" It just really breaks my heart you know?<br />
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On another note... One of my bestfriends, Natasha (<a href="http://drunken-wasp.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/r/drunken-wasp.gif" width="50" height="50" alt="" title="drunken-wasp" /></a>) Just moved a whole deal closer to where I live! I very excited to see her new place since we're now only a fifteen minute walk apart. It means a lot to me that she'll be closer to where I am. lol. I'm so corny XD <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" /> but yesh I'm happy for that.<br />
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Thanks for reading my little Rant there XD bye! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dygel.gif" width="28" height="22" alt=":dygel:" title="Dygel" /><br />
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Check out my Friends!<br />
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                <title>Contest</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Nov 2005 16:43:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If I had a contest say.... right now would you participate? The prize would be a free comission from me. It'll be a kiriban thingy. Let me know a.s.a.p.  ^^' ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Teachers</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Oct 2005 13:12:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate it when teachers put you on the spot! Esepically in Spanish class when you don't know what he's talking about and all you can spit out is ?que? and look dumb. Don't get me wrong here I like spanish when I'm there... Senor Lopez reminds me of robert from every body loves Raymond. You know with the spiffy deep voice thats ann unique like? Yea kinda like that. So Spanish is fun and dandy but teachers just love to put you on the spot because they know. Oh god I know that they know that I don't know the answer! Thats why they put you on the spot and it's pissing me off. Do they really want to make me look like an idiot? because they did a fine job! I swear teachers are just out to get students because they can. Pfffffffffftt. That why school sucks most of the time. <br />
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On another note I'm going absolutey crazy! I feel an art block coming here and I can't stop it. I have this awesome idea to make up a new character then when I go to draw it it looks like a five year old's drawing! It's crap and shitty! So yea.. I'm super discouraged at the moment but meh. At least I get to see my good friend tonight. wOOt for N64 and not having another gaming system XD *hums bond music* BANG! I win! Buwahahahahha >>'  So in the near future I'm annoucing a contest Kiriban I think it's called... yea for 888 page views because 8 is just my favorite number and so forth. You will get a free comission from me! wOOt. Not that I can really draw or anything though ><' But hey if you like me then great! I'm off to go check other things and such now so yesh.. ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Comissions / Prints</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 09 Jul 2005 00:09:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Just a question because I'm not to sure I can get a pole up here.. If I started doing comissions and/or prints would anyone buy them? Would you buy one? Oo (Probably not, just thought I'd ask) ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Sorry!</title>
                <link>http://Lexi181.deviantart.com/journal/5787318/</link>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 29 Jun 2005 01:42:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ If anyone is wondering why I didn't reply to their comments I'm really sorry but I click "select all" then delete by mistake.. I almost cried when I did and I'm extremly sorry. I'm not being mean or anything... ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Bye!!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 17 Jun 2005 21:50:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yes I'm leaving again >=3  For a private part of an island I like to call Hernando. I'll be away for 10 days. *is going to be mobbed by Deviants >> * I'll have lots of work to post when I return. I'm trying out water colors! I'll talk to you all when I get back. Bye! ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Jobs</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Jun 2005 21:20:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know what I hate? When someone is talking about their fun trip to the store but they couldn't find that item on their own, so they ask an employee. The person tells them their out of stock of that item and that their terribly sorry maybe you could try one of their other locations? Then the main character here tells you all about how they bitched at this person, talked to their manager, and got right down to the root of the problem and that employee was so stupid and didn't know anything.<br />
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Has this ever happened to you fellow employees of customer service? Doesn't it hurt? Get you right there? I hate that! People think that their right and everything should always be there for them in the own personal f***ing little world and if it's not it's your fricking fault. I think people just don't understand that your human too and your as nice to them as possible shouldn't you be treated with the same respect you show? You'd think eh? Doesn't happen and it's just sick I say. People are f***ing sick..  Just thought I'd rant here >> ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Wisdom Teeth</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 May 2005 15:44:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ MY god I just got my wisdom teeth out.  *pokes cheeks*  I feel like a balloon.  And it hurts  *whines*  felt like she  wanted my jaw and my tooth. All the  yanking she did.  ><  Oi ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
                <link>http://Lexi181.deviantart.com/journal/5289194/</link>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 06 May 2005 22:28:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ New Orleans ^^<br /><br />Well I just got back from new orleans!  well on tuesday that is. I had so much  fun. I bought gator heads and jerky and  beads and dolls and stuff. It's so much  fun and the Oak Ally plantation is so  awesome. And six Flags! I went on the  batman ride and it kicked ass man *ish  excited still* Well we sure don't get  all that in Canada eh? Spectacular fun  though. You should go sometime, that is  if your not in my band already and went   ^.^'   *pokes meh gator head* And  other exciting news is I have 300 page  views! yay. *dance*  Not a big number I  know but exciting for me lol.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>230 Pages Views</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 11 Apr 2005 19:04:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have 230 page views! WOOT!  I dunno  but I felt like celebrating ^^ I like  that number too.. It's spiffy  230..  But My all time favorite number is 8  yep 8 8 8 8 8.... XD ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>New Orleans</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 08 Apr 2005 16:03:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm getting excited here because I get  to make a trip with my band for 6 days  down to New Orleans!! I can't wait to  go. I leave on the 27th here. *squeals*  I looove travelling so this is going to  be awesome. I just went to England in  the summer and it was an enjoyable  experience so I just can't wait. ^.^   Em, Tasha I promise to buy you lots of  presents!! Mabye I'll buy you guys an  alligator head. *grins*   ><img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/biggrin.gif" width="15" height="15" alt="=D" title="=D (Big Grin)" /> ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Oi</title>
                <link>http://Lexi181.deviantart.com/journal/4917407/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Mar 2005 15:36:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ You know, I feel so misunderstood all  the time. And not with just friends and  family, everyone. I mean Whas with  that. I feel that I can't be accepted  for who I am and the dicissions I make.  I'm always being judged! People should  grow up and learn some fucking  respect... Everyones different. It's  just how it is. ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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                <title>Beyond</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Feb 2005 21:43:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sometimes ever wonder whats more to  life? Like whats the point? Is being  here worth the simple little  pleasures...? I feel trapped and I need  to express myself but my mother is  supressing me. What to do.   *Reads  Some HP to calm down* ]]></description>
                <author>*Lexi181</author>
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