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deviantART: by:LiLBlueHorse516 http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:LiLBlueHorse516&section=today deviantART RSS for by:LiLBlueHorse516 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sat, 28 Nov 2009 02:27:42 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png No, I'm not a Twilight Fan...back off. http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28452872/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28452872/ Thu, 19 Nov 2009 15:07:22 PST

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Not a rant! Just an FYI, and I'm sorta done with the topic in the last journal.

I see Twilight stuff EVERYWHERE, and it's starting to peeve me. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not an anti-fan that wishes everyone involved would shrivel up and die, I'm just not a fan. I suppose my dislike of it is fueled by the fact they shove it in your face everywhere you go. It's on tv, my hall mates have a poster, it's on MSN's Wonderwall on a daily basis, it's on Facebook, it's on Youtube. It's like I can't escape.

Sometimes I don't want to get sucked into some mindless fad. There's nothing wrong with liking it, but don't go crazy! This whole team Edward, team Jacob mess for example. I hope people out there aren't really that insane as to get into fights and stuff about which is better, there are more important things in life you can fight about. And personally, I don't think either one of them is that attractive. But that's just me.

Now even though I don't go around advertising my disinterest, people seem to be pretty ambitious about ripping my head off for saying I don't care about Twilight. That's what I think is wrong. If I can respect your like of it, why can't you respect my dislike of it? All I want to do is agree to disagree, other people practically want to burn me at the stake. You can't tell me there isn't something wrong there.

I figure it would be safer to express my thoughts here rather than my facebook. People would see my status and go ape shit.

Oh yeah, I hope to have new arts up this weekend.

Lil Blue

2 Days till Ninja Assassin!

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 The Things Men Say Sometimes... http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28405997/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28405997/ Mon, 16 Nov 2009 23:42:53 PST

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I'm not sure whether I want to call this a rant journal, but I wanted a place to express my thoughts. Curtis found this ridiculous quote on the NICO Forums (Nissan-Infinity Car Owners Forum). It's a bit much, so I apologize if it offends anyone after reading it, I'm not exactly a fan of it either. Here it goes:

"The best engine in the world is the vagina, it takes any size piston, its self lubricating, starts with 1 finger, and every 4 weeks does its own oil change. It's just a pity the management system is so f***ing temperamental." - some douche on NICO Forums

I tend to raise an eyebrow when men want to make jokes about a woman's cycle because they don't understand what it's like. Believe me when I say I do NOT under any circumstances enjoy what happens to my body every month (but I'm thankful, because I know I'm not pregnant lol). It's obnoxious, causes me pain and gives me the worst headaches. If you expect me to be cheery as it goes on, you're terribly confused. So of course we as women get cranky around that time, because it's not fun. I'm pretty sure if men had a period, they wouldn't be smiling either.

Let me continue. I find it highly ironic that men want to poke fun at us about this, but don't really consider the importance of it. If your mothers didn't have a cycle you wouldn't be here, and everyone just loves their mommy oh so much, isn't that right? So think of who you're insulting when you say that: yes I'm going to go there, your own mother. Next time you wanna crack a joke, think about your mother. Hell, think about any women close to you in your life: your sister, cousin, daughter, girlfriend, wife, best friend etc. They all go through the same pain every month, whether you want to acknowledge it or not. Would they find it funny you were insulting them for something they cannot control?

Another thing worth considering is that classic situation of how relieved you are if the girl you've been sleeping with ends up getting her period that month. You know damn well you were scared shitless she was pregnant, and when she tells you, everything is right in the world. As I said before, it serves a purpose that should not be taken lightly. Not only does it tell us we're NOT pregnant, it also tells us if we are (by not showing up). An bit of information I believe both parties highly value.

This is not directed at anyone in particular, it's more like food for thought. Although this happens to be the main subject, what I'm saying applies to other situations. My point is, be more aware of what you say. If a dude cracked a joke like that around me, he probably wouldn't get laid.

I'll leave you to chew on that.

Lil Blue

P.S. - Here's a fantastic article ~Silharai sent me, a little payback if you will. [link]

7 Days until Ninja Assassin!

<... ]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Who wants to make me a CSS? You'll be compensated! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28379000/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28379000/ Sun, 15 Nov 2009 16:02:20 PST

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I have a top secret mission for someone up to the challenge of making me a new Journal Skin. If you know how to make 'em and you're interested, let me know! We'll work out the details about what exactly I want later, but be warned, I'm very specific. I won't be a harpy, but I'd love for it to be as close to what I ask as possible, so give it your best! In return I'd be willing to make some art for you, and or a HARPG breeding if you like (exempt from my breeding preferences)! Think of it as a trade.

I'd really appreciate the help.

Lil Blue

9 Days until Ninja Assassin!

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Auto Tune is Teh Lulz http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28356017/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28356017/ Sat, 14 Nov 2009 14:50:02 PST

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Yesterday I discovered a hilarious video on Youtube! Some genius group of people took footage from the VMA's, Charlie Bit Me, Banana Kid, and Balloon Boy videos are AUTO TUNED them! I nearly fell off my chair because I was laughing so hard.

The sad part is, I can't stop watching it! Even when I watch it for the 18,000th time it will STILL be funny. This is something I simply can't keep to myself, I wish I could show the whole world this video! Go watch it! After you do, please vote on my poll and tell me what you thought of it!

Auto Tune has been used commercially in songs for the last 10 years or so, before that it was only used to correct the pitch of someone's singing. It was something taboo when it was first used in studios, but now artists create entire songs with Auto Tune. Think of how famous T-Pain got, ALL his songs are Auto Tuned! Now people on the web have taken it one step further and started using it for our viewing pleasure. For some reason auto tuning stuff makes it that much funnier

Wouldn't you agree?

The link to the video is in the poll, so just hit it from there

That's all for now, I should get my to my artwork. I've been itching to upload something new but still haven't finished anything yet. Hope everyone has a good weekend!

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 I can has a subscription? YES. http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28323035/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28323035/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 21:22:13 PST

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I have done the unthinkable and purchased a three month subscription!

I'm very excited about this, and I think I may very well renew it after the time is up. I've only had the thing for about ten minutes and I'm already loving it!

As you can see, I've already made some changes to my page, and JOURNAL

I haven't the faintest clue how to do coding to create my own CSS, so I might ask for help at some point. If I do decide to ask, I'd be willing to trade artwork for the CSS as "payment". I'm a broke college student so you understand.

For now, I'm trying to add my HARPG journal and art policy as a link up top with the others you see, how do I do that? I tried but messed up the coding TT_TT

I bet I'll spend the next few days messing with all the new features and getting used to my subscription. I never knew I'd like it this much from the beginning! If anyone has any suggestions for my page or anything please share! And thank you very much to the people who comment the last journal, you'r advice was very helpful and I'm happy with my decision.

Lastly, I have posted my first poll! Please go take it

New art will be up hopefully sometime this weekend, I'm working on three different things at once to get them done faster (One of those is a new ID

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That's all for now my lovelies!

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Subscription Users, Advice Please? http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28184437/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28184437/ Fri, 06 Nov 2009 18:10:35 PST [link]
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I'm thinking about getting a subscription now, but I'd like so advice on a few things before I make a decision to subscribe. Please read about my concerns and tell me what you think

Payment Plans
I'm not sure what payment plan to choose. Mind you, I'll be paying with my debit card, so I have some concerns. The options that say "bill every x months" make me kinda nervous, does that mean dA will automatically bill me? What if I no longer want my subscription? Is there a way to notify them so they stop billing me for it should I choose to end my subscription?

Journal Skins
I heard the whole CSS thing is sort of a pain in the butt if you want to make a custom CSS for your journal. Would it be better to pick a pre-made skin or ask someone to make one for me? If so, know anyone would be willing to do it for free? I'm a broke college student here.

Newsletters?
Do you have to have a subscription to publish a newsletter?

Other Benefits
What are the best things about being a subscriber? Is it really that much better than being a regular member? Is it worth the cost?

I appreciate any information you'd like to share with me on any of these subjects. Trust me, you'll be helping me a great deal in deciding one way or the other.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Scanner HELP! @_@ EDIT http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28107194/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28107194/ Mon, 02 Nov 2009 16:02:57 PST [link]
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*EDIT - So I got back from class about 45mins ago, and I have good news! After beating the scanner and cussing it out, it decided to work!

I couldn't believe it. The thing's been acting totally posessed since I got it but for once it did what I asked it! NO FREAKIN WAY. Now I credit some of the cursing (for some reason I have to insult my electronics before they want to work) but I also tried a different program. Instead of using one of the HP programs, I opened up Image Capture, and that did it! YAY. I can scan my pics now and get them colored.

I love the irony here, it works AFTER I tell everyone what a horrible mean printer it's been to me. LOL

Just a quick journal to see if anyone might be able to help me. I have an HP Printer/Fax/Scanner that I synced with my Macbook Pro. It prints and copies just fine when I hook it up to the Mac (via USB), but every time I ask it to scan it gets stupid on me. I press the scan button and it starts to go, then it says error. It won't tell me what the problem is though, so I have no idea how to fix it. I tried uninstalling and reinstalling the software but that didn't change anything.

Any idea what's going on with the scanner? I'd love some suggestions/advice as to how I fix the problem. I've got at least three sketches I'd like to get scanned so I could COLOR them, but the scanner is being a buttface.

Please leave a comment if you have any idea what's going on here.

That's all for now. I actually have Econ Class in about 20 minutes.

Lil Blue

P.S. - Hope everyone had an awesome Halloween, I know I did. And did anyone see Michael Jackson's "This Is It"? Saw it yesterday, LOVED it. R.I.P. MJ

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Windy Windy Weather :O http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28012484/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/28012484/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 13:43:55 PDT [link]
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Well hulloooooo my lovelies!

I'm very bored at the moment so it's journal time

Since I've been down here, it has been ungodly HOT nearly every day. Then we get about a week of cooler weather, then it heats right back up again. Today is one of those particularly cold days. It's 74F! If that wasn't enough, the wind is gusting every few seconds. Even knowing that, I'm sitting outside at a table in the SHADE, and my fingers are nearly frozen so I'm having trouble typing. BRRRRR. :cold:

I've been doing some sketches and they all look awesome. I think I'll be uploading some new stuff very soon so look out for that! Call me butter, cuz I'm on a roll. I know bad joke LOL

Anywho, I'm off to Econ lecture now, then it's home to nap! Yays. I know this journal is silly ramblings but sometimes these things brighten your day neh?

I hope people paid attention to the last journal! If you entered the contest and want compensation, please note me, you get ONE free request. Keep in mind it may take me awhile, but you WILL get it.

Tah

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 The Verdict PLEASE READ & COMMENT http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27891766/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27891766/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 15:49:15 PDT [link]
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Thank you so much to everyone who left me a comment or sent me a note about the last journal. I really appreciate how honest you all were about how you felt. Your comments and thoughts have led me to a conclusion.

In general, most people had actually forgotten about the contest until I reminded them, others had been waiting patiently and silently for something to happen. What I found most interesting was that although I was told that a few people were a bit upset, the majority didn't see it as a big deal and were willing to forgive me. I thank you for that, and apologize again to the people I disappointed. Like I said, I had good intentions but I got very busy. So as a result I've decided how I'm going to handle the mess I created. I'm not going to post winners, BUT if you still want some sort of compensation via artwork by me, you get a free request! (for contest participants and prize givers only) If you are interested send me a note, but I warn you it may be quite awhile before you actually receive the request. Even still, it's a good idea to get it on my to do list now rather than later!

I hope this somewhat resolves the problem...

I'm going to try absolute best from now on not to make such a big commitment if I have any doubts I'll be able to fulfill it. Once again, I'm terribly sorry for any trouble I caused anyone, I really didn't mean to. All I can do now is make up for it if people are willing to let me.

I've got a busy end of the week/ weekend a head of me but if I do receive any notes I'll try to sneak them into my free time to at least start sketching.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 An Important Apology...PLEASE READ & COMMENT http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27596912/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27596912/ Mon, 05 Oct 2009 13:08:49 PDT [link]
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Ok, I've decided to address an issue presented to me via note from another deviant. I'm not entirely sure how people will take this, but I'm just going to put it out there.

A very long time ago I intended to hold a contest, though my intentions were pure in picking winners, I never got around to it. There are many factors that contributed to this, namely things in my life that were more important to attend to, and the fact that I just plain forgot about it. I didn't mean for the contest to never be judged, it just sort of happened that way. I want to apologize to everyone who was involved: the contestants, and the prize givers, and anyone else who had a stake in it.

Apparently the sender of the note found the situation upsetting, they made their point very clear. I want to know what everyone else thinks. Is anyone else really that upset about it? Or did it slip your mind too until just now when I mentioned it (and if so, does it bother you)?

I suppose this is yet another example of how I get too busy for things on dA. Like I said, I have good intentions when I say I'm going to do things, but I admit I have a tendency to get sidetracked and leave things undone. I promise, in the future, I will try my best not to let this happen again. I don't mean to lead people astray, but it seems I have been for quite some time.

Based on your thoughts, I'll decide what to do at this point. If people still want me to judge the contest I will, but I don't know how my so-called prize givers will feel about me asking them now. I may just have to take care of this whole thing myself. And if that's the case, I can't promise the winners will receive their prizes as soon as they'd like. I'm not like other people here who seem to be able to upload things almost every day. I'm in college now. I have work to do, personal things to take care of, etc. It's not an excuse, it's just fact. I will not apologize for that aspect because it can't be helped.

I'm sort of relieved to get that off my chest. Now, it's very important, if you care one way or another, that you please leave me a comment and tell me how you feel about this. I want to see just how many people are shook up, if any at all.

I hope you all can forgive me.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Thanks for Ruining My Childhood http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27563577/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27563577/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 17:44:25 PDT [link]
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We all know how disturbing images can be on deviantART right? Even though by now I shouldn't be surprised when I stumble upon such things, it still freaks me out. Tasteless images are bad enough, but tasteless images featuring cartoon characters I used to watch the shows of as a kid!? That just takes the frickin cake.

Sometimes, when I'm feeling nostalgic, I watch old cartoons on Youtube, then search around dA for some fan art I can fave. You honestly wouldn't believe some of the stuff people post! Doesn't matter if it's the Chipmunks & Chipettes, Sonic, Mario Brothers, Disney Princesses, whatever.

I'm really curious about why people draw cartoons in that manner. Do you have some kind of weird fetish?

Thanks for ruining my childhood you perverts.

TAKE NOTE - this is a personal opinion. Duh.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 I feel like I have no friends... http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27510001/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27510001/ Wed, 30 Sep 2009 18:44:31 PDT [link]
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The damn moods are broken again, so ignore that.

This journal may come as a surprise to those of you who know me. But for some reason I feel like I don't have friends at the moment, I couldn't tell you why, just that I do.

I find myself tagging along with others rather than spending time with my own friends. Like, the people who I've been hanging out with these past two weeks weren't my friends, if that makes sense. They've been my room mate's friends, my friends' friends, and somehow I didn't belong in the equation. I have fun with them, but it doesn't seem right. They don't get me.

I need to hang out with people who get me, unfortunately, they're not with me anymore. We've all gone our separate ways since we started college, and though we keep in touch, they're not physically present anymore. It feels weird not having them around, it forces me to make new connections in an attempt to find a place where I fit in better. It may seem ironic that someone like me, who's usually confident and proud, can suddenly feel like stepping back.

For example, I had arranged to eat dinner with my friend Jay, but she said she was with her friends already, but I was welcome. I met up with them and felt so out of place. I said hi to her, and they all glared at me, like I didn't belong and had no business there. I miserably sat by myself at another table next to theirs and felt stupid and ignored. I don't think I'd ever felt so glad to be by myself when I walked out of there. On my walk back to my dorm it hit me...I don't have my own friends here yet. I feel like I'm mooching off other people's relationships, and it doesn't sit well with me.

The solution seems simple, I just need to make new friends. But for once in my life, it seems easier said than done. I think I'm right back where I started where I'm intimidated by college life. I can handle the academics, but when it comes to being social, I'm suddenly inept. This may just be a passing mood, but right now it's weighing heavily on me. So much to the point where I wished I could go home, back to the way things were in high school. I know that's not possible, so I have to pick myself up, but I just don't know how.

Why do I feel like this...

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Yay for Feature Time! You'll Want to Read This. http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27412360/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27412360/ Fri, 25 Sep 2009 15:49:01 PDT [link]
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This is probably only the SECOND feature journal I've ever made, that should change neh?

Especially with all these awesome artists that keep popping up. They deserve our recognition, friendship, and support. That being said, FEATURE TIME!

Our first feature is...*cerona!
I just found her gallery about a week ago, and I have to say I'm blown away by her work. It's truly amazing and encourage everyone to visit her gallery and say hello! Check this stuff out!

Wild Spirit [link]

Apollo and Shay [link]

At World's End [link]

Even Romance [link]

Need I say more? She uses lots of color in her backgrounds, which are usually nature themed. The horses have these glossy coats that make them gorgeous, and there's a sense of magic in her work. This is all of course my opinion, but CMON!

Our second feature is...*Baby-Blue-Bell!
Another artist I just recently discovered and loved right away! Her work is bright and happy, it will definitely lift your spirits when you see her gallery! Examples of her work:

Merpony [link]

Phoenix [link]

Symphony [link]

Fire MLP Anthro [link]

Her work mainly features MLP style horses, the classic long flowing manes with curls and swirls. Although the MLP style is very popular, she gives it her own personal touch with unique characters and dazzling colors. No two ponies in her gallery are alike! She also does human works, and some dragons. It's all good.

Our third feature is...*WickedCritterzz!
And let me say, she does have some wicked critters

If you like those awesome funky unique HARPG horses, then stop by her gallery to get your fill! Have a look at these guys:

Public Enemy [link]

Flamer's Wild Card [link]

Aztainium [link]

Souther Sun Trot [link]

See what I mean? Wicked's got some beautiful HARPG horses, and I bet they make some gorgeous foalies

I don't know where she comes up with their colors/designs/patterns, put someone should point me in that direction! I'm so impressed by her horses I dare say they're as amazing as the ones we see from *moonfeather's Clear Water Windrinker Stables (that's right, I went there

).

So there you have it, three awesome artists all in one feature. That's a pretty sweet deal, yeah? Go check them out, say hello, comment/fave things and go back often! They're always cooking up something new to wow us with. Congrats on the features to you three! I look forward to seeing more great things from you all.

*LiLBlueHorse516 So this is COLLEGE? http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27339067/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27339067/ Mon, 21 Sep 2009 13:37:56 PDT [link]
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Yay for my first journal in COLLEGE!

I moved in yesterday and I love love love my dorm and my room mate! Rather than bore you with a long paragraph to describe my room, I'll upload a pic so y'all can see it.

I'm glad it's big enough for all the crap I brought with me, it's not easy taking your life and hauling it 400 miles to a new home!

The drive down wasn't even that bad, just a bit hot, but it's SCORCHING down here. Apparently it's going to be 103-104 the next two days, I don't know how I'll survive it.

I hear you either get used to it quickly or you never do!

My classes haven't started yet so I'm just bumming about this week. They're supposed to start on thursday but there's talk about a walk-out, that would suck on my first day of classes! I hope it doesn't affect me, but since the teachers are leading it, I may not have class until monday of next week! I suppose I'll use this time to finish getting settled and finding my way around.

It didn't hit me until this morning that I'm on my own now. My parents left yesterday and I told them I had it all under control, but now I find I'm a bit intimidated by this whole thing. It's a daunting thought I have to take care of everything by myself, I'm entirely responsible for what happens to me here. I don't doubt I'll step up and adjust to this new way of life, but right now I'm a bit shaky on it. I'm sure I'll get the hang of it in no time.

Even though my parents are gone, Curtis is just an hour away from me in Long Beach, we plan to see each other pretty often. We've already decided we're going to hang out this weekend for his 18th birthday.

It's great that he's nearby, but he has to drive to UCR! I don't have my own car yet, so I can't drive to Long Beach and see him sometimes

I hope that changes within the next year.

That's all for now, I'll keep you guys posted. Hopefully I'll get some time at some point for art but I can't make any promises!

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 I'm A' Leavin http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27291828/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27291828/ Sat, 19 Sep 2009 01:24:41 PDT [link]
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I figured I should write this journal now because I doubt I'll have time in the morning. I'm getting up super early because I'm leaving for college tomorrow!

We have to get the rental car and pack everything up and then we'll be heading out. I'm really excited but also a bit sad. I can't take Speckles with me, I'm really gonna miss him TT_TT Gosh I hope my mom takes good care of him for me.

Pray that my mother and I make it down there safely without making each other crazy, we have about a seven hour drive a head of us, not to mention it will be HOT AS FRACK. That is why god invented ipods and A/C.

Not much else to say for now, maybe there'll be updates or something once I get settled on campus.

Laters,

Lil Blue

P.S. - I get to see Curtis on sunday! He's gonna help me move all my stuffs into my dorm.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 I can has a Macbook Pro UPDATE* http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27220103/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27220103/ Wed, 16 Sep 2009 18:41:38 PDT

I finally figured out where all my stuff went when I did the transfer! I had created a new user and logged out to activate some new settings. When I did, there were TWO users, one of which happened to be my old account from my Macbook. I logged into it and found EVERYTHING. This is what happened...

When I made the transfer, the old user was moved, but didn't immediately show up on the Log In screen. When I logged into the new user, I panicked because it looked like the transfer didn't work. The Genius at the Apple Store didn't tell me I'd have to wait for the old user to become available. Once it finally did show up again, everything was exactly how it was on the Macbook: my desktop, my apps, my folders, my pictures, MY MUSIC, it was all there.

I was seriously relieved because I can't live without my music, I was already showing signs of withdrawal. Thank goodness my precious music is safe.

The new user has been deleted and everything is back where it's supposed to be. I just love a happy ending.

Lil Blue

P.S. - Snow Leopard is TEH SECKZ.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 No More Heart Attacks Please -_-; http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27084879/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/27084879/ Mon, 07 Sep 2009 21:44:22 PDT [link]
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Speckles just scared the living shit out of me. Somehow he managed to get his toe stuck between the bars when he was climbing on top of his cage. He started flapping around wildly and screeching so I panicked when I saw him struggling. First I had to put his cone back on so he'd stop biting at his foot, then keep him from twisting around so he wouldn't break his toe. I was too scared to know what to do and my mom rushed in after she heard me calling for help. She managed to get a hold of Speckles while I pushed his toe up and out from between the bars. Luckily, there's no break, he's just got a little cut. The bleeding stopped pretty quick and I put some medicine on it. I'll keep an eye on him the next few days to make sure no complications come up.

This is about the third time he's done something like this. First he chewed his ankle and earned him self a cone, then he had a blood feather fall out and bled all over the place, and now his toe. The bird's a mess and he's making me a nervous wreck. I'd really hate to have to take him to vet again, it's getting expensive for just a cockatiel. Now I'm a bit worried about what else might happen after I leave for college in two weeks.

No more heart attacks please, I don't think I can handle it...

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 SHENANIGANS at 3AM! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26997056/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26997056/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 13:46:32 PDT [link]
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Someone HELP ME! I have a serious problem....

Thanks to my friend Jessica, I CANNOT stop playing the games at OMGPOP.com. They're seriously addicting. I even signed up and created an account (if you're on there my account name is MiSSxEMS, friend me! but tell me who you are). For the past two days I've been on there for several hours partaking in the fun, staying up until 3am.

I'm sort of glad I'm no longer obsessed with playing Tetris Battle 2p on TetrisFriends.com, but is this any better?

I guess I'm just super bored and don't have anything else to do. I really ought to go draw something...heh

I've started cleaning out my room since I leave for UC Riverside in about three weeks, but I'm too lazy to do any more work today. You'd think I'd at least have the decency to remove the ginormous pile of recycling from my floor, but I don't.

I just step over it because I don't care.

I hope you enjoyed my mindless ramblings.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 ADOPTABLES OWNERS! 3 HORSES UP FOR GRABS! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26922150/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26922150/ Sun, 30 Aug 2009 22:03:19 PDT [link]
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*NOTE - Thank you so much for your comments on my last journal, that really helped me out guys. I think the short answer is my sister and I just need to try our best not to get on each others nerves and do a better job of handling things like adults. I won't be seeing her for awhile since she moved out and I'm leaving in a few weeks, so hopefully we can use that time to do some growing up! Thanks for all the advice, I love you guys.

I'm SO SORRY for taking so long to do this! I have a terrible habit of saying I'm going to do something here and then take a thousand years to get it done. I get sidetracked and distracted or busy and things just fall through the cracks TT_TT And now that I'll be starting college in month I REALLY can't make any promises I'll get anything down when I say I will. That makes me a big fat liar because I'm always saying I'll do something and it either takes forever of never gets done. SORRY GUYS.

And now what you've been waiting for...ADOPTABLE OWNERS!!!

Series 1 [link]
2

1 & 6 ARE UP FOR GRABS!

Series 2 [link]
1

(she originally asked for two but I think it wouldn't be fair to give her two and everyone else only gets one, sorry dear)
4

6 IS UP FOR GRABS!

*If you are interested in any of the leftovers, NOTE ME IMMEDIATELY. They ARE first come first serve, I want to get rid of them. But they better go to a good home! Be sure you tell me the series and the number!

*NEW OWNERS - you need to DRAW your horse within the next month and send me the link! If your horse is not drawn by Oct. 1st I will take them back and readopt them out to someone else!

So how did this go? Does anyone think I should keep making adoptables?

Congrats to all the new owners! Take good care of your new horses

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Feeling Like a Stranger... http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26745551/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26745551/ Fri, 21 Aug 2009 23:57:14 PDT [link]
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I feel like a stranger in my own home right now. Everything's fine with my mom, but my sister and I had an argument about three days ago, and I haven't talked to her since. I'm not mad anymore, just a bit annoyed I suppose, but it's enough where I still don't want to talk to her. On the other hand, it feels weird ignoring each other's presence.

I guess what I'm doing is taking a brake from her. On a good day, my sister and I get along great, but sometimes we get into these intense fights and I get very frustrated. Our personalities are so different that when they clash, it could shake the earth. I'm tired of arguing with her about little things. If I try to diffuse a situation by saying I don't feel like talking about something or we can discuss it later, she continues to talk about it and won't leave me be. At that point I get irritated because I feel she's not respecting my wishes, so why should I sit there and listen to her after that? It's like she feels like she has to have the last word. That stuff makes my blood boil.

When I was younger, I would bend to her will, but now I'm too old to get pushed around anymore. I stand up for myself and that leads to these fights. There's been a few that got completely out of control. We even argued in public once, and my mom had to treat us like we were children and separate us. I felt so horrible because I knew better than to let my sister get under my skin, especially in public, and I apologized to my mom for embarrassing her. My mom keeps telling me to not let her bother me but for some reason I keep getting sucked in.

I have theories as to why she picks at me all the time, but I won't go into detail. To be brief, she does it because she's upset about other things. I don't know if that's true, but given the circumstances it truly feels that way.

I guess I'm asking for advice as to how I should handle the situation. Should I continue the hiatus from her? Or should I try to talk to her about it (which won't really get me anywhere)?

Lil Blue
P.S. - I'll be posting the owners of the adoptables in about a day or two.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 LAST CALL FOR THE ADOPTABLES http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26656476/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26656476/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 18:17:34 PDT [link]
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People, this is the last call for the adoptables I posted a little while ago. I think I'll announce the owners at the end of the week. If you're interested head over to the deviations and fill out the form! Does anyone think I should make some new ones once those are gone?

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Macbook Emergency Pt. 2 & A Peculiar Poll http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26560108/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26560108/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 00:38:13 PDT [link]
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Ok, so I replaced my keyboard with an external one I bought today. So far, it seems to be working out. I tried to sit it on top of my laptop but it appears some of the keys still work, so it confuses the system. I have to sit with the new keyboard in my lap while I type, but it's ultra thin so It's comfortable. I guess this will work for now.

The extent of the water damage is not quite as bad as I first thought. There's only a few glitches, but the computer spazzes out a bit every once in awhile. Is water damage something that progresses over time, or have I seen the worst of it? I'd like to know exactly what I'm dealing with here. As long as I can still get things done and it doesn't crash on me, I can use it until it's replaced.

Looking back, I probably overreacted a bit, but my Macbook is my baby. I really can't afford to have something go wrong because I use it for school. I type so much faster than I write it's ridiculous. Thanks for everyone's help!

Uh oh, Lil wants to cause trouble!
On a side note, how many people saw =Littlekirara's poll? Don't even get me started. The sad part is, his page says he's a 98 year old man, which makes the situation even more disgusting if that's true. Not only is his work inappropriate, it's perverted that he draws it at his age. Someone's not getting any and fills the void by drawing boobs.

Some may find that cruel, but it's the internet. If he has license to draw that stuff, I have license to say what I want. I dare someone to challenge me on that. I could write an entire journal about my opinion of artists that get away with drawing that crap here and become super popular because of it, but I'll save it.

Leave me a comment, I'd love to keep talking about this issue, it amuses me. I even invite those who disagree to leave a comment. If you'll respectfully argue your side, that is.

Love y'all

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 IMPORTANT PLEASE READ - Macbook Emergency! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26515954/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26515954/ Mon, 10 Aug 2009 22:03:06 PDT [link]
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WARNING: some strong language ahead.

I'm frickin pissed right now. Some water got into my Macbook through the keyboard and now it's fucked. When it first happened, it was tripping out, but now everything seems to be fine EXCEPT the keyboard. None of the buttons work except the one that powers it on. The keyboard's like one of most important parts. If I can't enter text, it messes up a lot of things for me. No AIM, facebook, youtube, searching on the web, email, comments or notes on dA, no Word, no Powerpoint, you get the idea.

I'm writing from the craptastic Dell computer my mom uses, and I don't want to be on it too long because it HATES me. Every few times I'm on it something bad happens. I guess I have to pray it wants to be nice to me for now.

I've gotta get my Macbook fixed before I leave in September or I'm screwed. I do everything on my computer, including school stuff, so you can imagine this is not good. Plus I'm terrified the water might make it crash, so I already saved the important things on a flash drive.

If anyone has any advice on how to save my computer please leave me a comment! HELP.

A very frustrated Lil Blue.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Bite Marks & Important Note! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26412871/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26412871/ Wed, 05 Aug 2009 22:29:37 PDT [link]
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Bite marks...I actually just left bite marks on my phone because I'm so frustrated with it. It's a piece of shit (pardon my french). I can't send text messages in my house half the time, because it never gets a decent signal. Then it starts to send and aborts half way through.

But wait, that's not all! The outer screen is cracked and the liquid crystal leaked all underneath it. It has sucky battery life. When I make a call, I can barely hear the person on the other end, or I hear MYSELF but not them. It drops calls. It freezes. If I get angry enough to throw it across the room, the damn thing keeps working even after it hits the wall or floor.

I've been saving up for a LG Neon, but I won't have enough until I leave for UC Riverside in September. Until then, I'm stuck with the "Samsung Crap" (my name for it). Sadness.

NOTE - People interested in the adoptables, I'm waiting a bit longer to decide owners, some of them still don't have potential homes to go to, TELL YOUR FRIENDS!

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 She's a BOY!? http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26138770/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26138770/ Thu, 23 Jul 2009 20:52:45 PDT [link]
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It's quite possible my cockatiel Speckles is actually a BOY. All these years I swear I had a girl, even the vet thought so but I think I have solid proof now.

I was doing some research and got curious, how exactly do you sex a cockatiel? I didn't know so I read up on it. I found this website that tells you characteristics of males and females of particular colors. Not only does Speckles have the physical appearance of a male, Speckles also has typical male traits. Males will bang their beaks against the cage to get attention, are louder, learn to whistle sooner, and open their wings up to make a little heart shape when they whistle. Speckles does ALL THAT STUFF. I suppose that can only mean one thing right?

My conclusion, SHE'S A BOY!

Anyone else who has cockatiels, please help me determine if that's correct (though it seems to be). I'm so weirded out right now. FOUR YEARS I've had this bird and thought it was a girl, FAIL.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Adoptables! Get Em While They're Hot! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26075138/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/26075138/ Mon, 20 Jul 2009 20:54:43 PDT [link]
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I'm sure people have noticed the adoptables I posted littel while ago? These guys [link] (remember #5 in the first batch is not available SORRY) [link]

If you think you missed out on them, ITS NOT TOO LATE! They aren't first come first serve. Anyone interested needs to fill out the form and submit it as a comment on the adoptables deviation. I will ultimately choose who gets which horse.I really want to make sure they go to good homes, so please have a look at them and fill out a form! I'll decide as early was Aug 1st. You've got about ONE WEEK.

Nothing else is really going on. I've been playing WAY TOO MUCH Tetris, someone help me fight my addiction.

Um, Curtis is SUPPOSED to be here this weekend, jeeze I hope I don't jinx us by saying so.

Quick HARPG Note - ~noblestallion has given me her stallion Shenti! His ref will be up soon.

Ciao Bellas

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Stoned Wallabies Make Crop Circles http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25804911/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25804911/ Tue, 07 Jul 2009 20:13:54 PDT [link]
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Believe it [link]

Remember crop circles? Those mysterious patterns in fields that were supposedly created by aliens. The ones in Australia are made by wallabies ingesting opium and hopping around aimlessly through the fields under the influence

I have to say I'd never suspect that was the real reason behind crop circles. Who knew? What's the world coming to when wallabies can get high?

Next I suppose they'll tell us the pyramids were made because the Egyptians were getting high off the papyrus plants down by the Nile. Yeah right.

Lil Blue
P.S. - Anyone watch the MJ Memorial at the Staples Center, I watched it earlier. It broke my heart when his daughter got up there to speak and started to cry....RIP MJ

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 100 Truths http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25632435/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25632435/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 15:20:01 PDT [link]
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I stole this from a friend who posted it on Facebook

Looked like fun so I gave it try. Get ready for 100 Truths!

WHAT WAS YOUR:
1. last beverage = water
2. last phone call = Curtis <3
3. last text message = Curtis <3
4. last song you listened to = Off The Wall by Michael Jackson
5. last time you cried = like three weeks ago

HAVE YOU EVER:
6. dated someone twice = nope
7. been cheated on = yeah, it sucked
8. kissed someone & regretted it = yes and no
9. lost someone special = yes
10. been depressed = yes
11. been drunk and threw up =no

LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS:
12. blue
13. purple
14. red

THIS YEAR HAVE YOU: (2009)
15. Made a new friend = yes
16. Fallen out of love = no
17. Laughed until you cried = yes
18. Met someone who changed you = no
19. Found out who your true friends were = yes
20. Found out someone was talking about you = yes
21. Kissed anyone on your Facebook friend's list = yes

GENERAL:
22. How many people on your fb friends list do you know in real life = All
23. B========================================

= um what??
24. Do you have any pets = my cockatiel speckles, my dog passed away about a month and a half ago

25. Do you want to change your name = no
26. What did you do for your last birthday = went to prom with my boyfriend, had a kick ass time!
27. What time did you wake up today = um 1pm LOL I was up late

28. What were you doing at midnight last night = IMing, watching a movie,
29. Name something you CANNOT wait for = the next time I see Curtis
30. Last time you saw your Mother = last night
31. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life = the distance between me and my boyfriend
32. What are you listening to right now = Without You by Rain Bi
33. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom = Yeah, my friend, talked to him last night actually
34. What's getting on your nerves right now = being bored out of my mind @_@
35. Most visited web page = deviantart & Facebook
37. Nicknames = tori, Miss Ems, spearzes, spurrz,
38. Relationship Status = married lol
39. Zodiac sign = TAURUS
40. Male or female? =

41. Elementary? = Crocker Highlands, The Academy
42. Middle School = Head Royce
43. High School = Head Royce
44. Hair colour = auburn (red-brown)
45. Long or short = short
46. Height = 5'2"
47. Do you have a crush on someone? I still kinda crush on Curtis, even though we're TOGETHER

48. What do you like about yourself? = pretty much everything
49. Piercings = ears
50. Tattoos = none
51. Righty or lefty = righty

FIRSTS :
52. First crush = my friend Gage in like kindergarten
53. First piercing = ears
54. First best friend = Rori C.
55. First sport you joined = soccer
56. First vacation = San Diego, CA
58. First car = hopefully a Mustang GT

RIGHT NOW:
59. Eating = nothing
60. Drinking = water
61. I'm about to = watch more QAF
62. Listening to = I Kissed a Girl by Katy Perry
63. Waiting for = Curtis and I to reach a conclusion about who's going to visit who haha

YOUR FUTURE :
64. Want kids? = I don't think so, but SOMEONE may trick me into it
65. Get Married? = Yes
66. Career? = veterinarian/ president & CEO if my own company

WHICH IS BETTER :
67. Lips or eyes = eyes
68. Hugs or kisses = both

69. Shorter or taller= taller
70. Older or Younger = we're 4 months apart
71. Romantic or spontaneous = both
72. Nice stomach or nice arms = both
73. Sensitive or loud = sensitive
74. Hook-up or relationship = relationship, duh
75. Tr... ]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 MICHAEL JACKSON DEAD!? http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25548065/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25548065/ Thu, 25 Jun 2009 17:30:10 PDT [link]
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It's not a joke, Michael Jackson died today - [link]

I'm so shocked! I'm a huge fan of his music, and all of a sudden he's gone! Apparently he was rushed to the UCLA medical center because of a heart attack or somethin. He was only 50. I can't believe it. We all know he got kinda creepy later in his life, but his MUSIC was so amazing, there's nothing else like it. I mean, "Thriller" is the biggest selling album of all time, he wasn't the King of Pop for nothing. What he created will always be classic.

It's strange how things like this happen.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 How do I use this thing? MORE BAMBOO FUN HELP PLZ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25376309/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25376309/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 15:33:45 PDT [link]
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*Thanks for the feedback on the last journal! I've made my decision*

Yesterday I went down to the Apple Store and bought myself the small silver Bamboo Fun tablet, and I gotta say, it's pretty sweet.

At first I was worried about its size but it corresponds to the entire screen so I can work with it. I really wanted blue, but seems like you can only get them online, and I don't have the patience to order one. I have a general idea how it works, but I'm still wondering about a few things (for PS questions, remember I use Elements):

1) How do YOU create your lineart? Is it on its own layer? Do you use the brush tool or the pencil tool?

2) I've seen people color outside the lines and erase it without messing up the rest of the image, HOW DO YOU DO THAT? Does it have something to do with layer/eraser settings?

3) When should I switch to a new pen nib? Once I'm out, how do I get more, from the Wacom site?

4) Do you have a travel case for your tablet? If so, where'd you get it?

5) Any general tips for taking care of my tablet?

Like before, write as much as you need, I'll read the whole thing. I appreciate all the advice you can give me.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Graduation & WACOM BAMBOO FUN USERS HELP!!! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25340106/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25340106/ Mon, 15 Jun 2009 22:15:40 PDT [link]
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WHOOHOO I'm a high school ALUM! My graduation was saturday, I had lunch with my family, went to grad night, and had a party at the Elephant Bar. I've had lot of fun all weekend, eaten plenty of yummy things, and gotten some MONEHS! I've stacked up about $500 from all the graduation gifts, not to mention beautiful flowers and this gorgeous silver snow globe specifically for a 2009 graduate! It plays "Pomp and Circumstance" and ROTATES!

I'm very excited to be done with high school, but I will miss all my friends! But I know I'll see them around. I just have to get through the summer, then it's off to UC Riverside

So now to business. I've been looking at the Wacom tablets, and I've decided to purchase the Bamboo Fun tablet. Before I do though, I have some questions. If you're a Bamboo Fun user, PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT!

1) What size do you think is best? Why?

2) What COLOR do you have? Do you like it or wish you picked another?

3) How do Photoshop Elements & Corel Painter compare with Photoshop? What versions do you have?

4) Is this a good tablet to start with? I've never had one before

Answers will be much appreciated! I don't mind if you have a lot to say

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 SHIFT_The Frankenstein Project http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25208281/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25208281/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 23:34:18 PDT [link]
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Curtis got himself a car today!

I'm so happy for him, he's been looking for one for quite some time and now he's got one! I put the shift thing in the title because it's a NISSAN! He bought a black 240sx which he now calls "The Frakenstein Project" because he's going to acquire new parts for it over time. The name seems so fitting doesn't it? It looks something like this [link]

Obviously there are some personal advantages to this. When we hang out we won't have to worry about his mom needing the car anymore! Plus, he said he'll teach me how to drive a stick, and he'll let me drive once I do

I'm still trying to decide whether I'll get a stick or automatic when I get my own car. I'm a fan of the 240sx, but I'm a bigger fan of the 2010 mustang! Someday, I will own one of these [link] in THAT color blue. Until then, I don't mind riding with my sweetheart in his car

I promised arts, when I feel better I'm going to upload some things, including new horses for HARPG, so look out for those.

I now return to Utena on Youtube and tea in my cup.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Lil Blue's GIRL CONFESSIONS http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25170334/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25170334/ Sat, 06 Jun 2009 22:45:44 PDT [link]
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I stole this from

! XP Be careful! ITS LONG! All the girlish things you need to know about me:

1. Do you sleep in your bra?
I used to, not anymore. It's actually HEALTHIER if you don't. (a med student told me that)

2. Do you enjoy drama?
Nope, SAVE THE DRAMA FOR YO MAMA!

3. Are you a girly girl?
I'm not all that girly, I'm comfortable burping in front of friends and then laughing about it.

4. Who was the last person you hugged?
My friend Natalie, we hung out two days ago.

5. Small or large purses?
Medium - They're just right

6. Are you short?
I'm not short, I'm fun-sized @ 5'2"

7. Do you like somebody?
I LOVES my Curtis

8. What would you do if someone smacked your butt?
Depends on the person, only Curtis can do it and LIVE.

9. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Not unless I can see gray on the bottom of white socks. Until then, I'll keep wearing them.

10. Do you dress up on Halloween?
I haven't in 2 years, but in college I plan on dressing up SAUCY

11. Are you double jointed?
Not at all, it's kinda creepy.

12. Where is the weirdest place you have slept?
In the mosquito net part of a tent, it was friggin freezing. My parents were idiots and didn't get us a tent big enough (one of the reasons why I no longer enjoy camping).

13. Has anyone touched/smacked your butt in the past 24 hours?
Nope, it's been 2 weeks now...lol

15. Do you call anybody by their last name?
A few people, because I know multiple people with the same first name.

16. How many guys will read this just because it says "Girl Confessions"?
I don't if any guys will, a catchier title for them would be, "OMG BOOBS"

"X" Marks the Spot:
[ ] I do wear make up- NEVER! I'm a natural beauty, even my boyfriend doesn't like when I have make up on.
[x] I have cried at a movie theater - cute/touching scenes always get me *sniff*
[ ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth - N/A but my friends ALWAYS have their mouth open...lolz
[x] I get jealous. - If my boyfriend starts talking about those hookers @ car events, I get protective but never jealous. Who wants to be a skinny bimbo who can't get a job that doesn't involve being half naked for men? Pass.
[x] I love to laugh. - laughter and happiness go hand in hand, since I laugh a lot, I'm usually happy

[ ] I like death/grind/black metal.- No, it scares me to do be honest.
[x ] I like rap. - I like the beats, but usually the lyrics are GARBAGE. The songs are all the same - money, cars, clothes, guns, hoes. No wonder urban kids have it all wrong.
[ ] I like country - No, I respect Tim McGraw and Toby Keith though.
[x] I carry a purse. - Yes, I need my comb, brush, gum, sunglasses, camera, ipod and phone at all times!
[x] IÂd be lost without my computer. - My macbook contains my entire LIFE. If it ever crashed I'd be screwed.
[ ] I own a Spice Girls CD. - a few songs, on my itunes
[ ] I own a Britney Spears CD. - " "
[ ] I own a boy band CD.- " "
[ ] I get bored watching football. - I really only watch college football, GO CAL BEARS! And UCLA Bruins!
[ ] IÂve never been called a spoiled brat. - Hehe, I do have a lot of stuff, but I EARNED IT or bought it myself.
[x ] Guys are confusing. But I still love them! - They're not confusing, they're just stupid

[ ] IÂve been called a bad influence. - Quite the contrary, my friends' parents appreciate my maturity
[ ] I have/had a piercing other than my ears. - If I can't see it, it probably shouldn't be pierced.

1. What color is your bra that your... ]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Amputation Surgery & Blue Sutures http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25043460/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/25043460/ Sun, 31 May 2009 01:50:28 PDT [link]
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Hope the title doesn't freak anyone out too much, but perhaps it will snag your attention?

I'm talking about things at work of course. You'd be surprised what I've seen at the vet hospital this week: a chicken, a bengal cat, blue sutures, and an AMPUTATION SURGERY!

This cute little stray pitbull named Uno came in with a messed up leg. X-rays revealed he fractured his right hind leg in three places, and it had been injured for a while so he limped around without using the leg. The doctors decided it was better to remove it before it became infected. I was curious, so I watched the surgery, which was very interesting. I won't go into the gory details, but there was a lot of blood and lots of stitches! Some would be totally creeped out, but I never felt even remotely grossed out or sickened. Makes me feel like I was cut out for this sort of thing from the very beginning. Once the leg was removed, the doctor sewed him up quite nicely.

As you know, I love anything blue, so naturally I was amazed when the doctor used BLUE SUTURES! Sutures are the stitching material used to sew up incisions and what not. After the amputation surgery, the doctor asked her assistant for sutures, and she got BLUE ONES! They were this pretty ultramarine blue, I thought it was so cool. If there was ever a silly reason to become a veterinary surgeon, I've found it!

I wanna be able to ask for blue sutures too! Though I'd share that

Sadly, there is still no arts

I'm a lazy muffin...lol

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Back from Long Beach :) http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24970851/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24970851/ Tue, 26 May 2009 22:30:08 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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I'm back from Long Beach

I got home last night after a god awful flight >_< I got stuck between a rather large passenger and a woman who wouldn't shut up...

I had a great time with Curtis! His prom was way more fun that my own, with a DJ who was actually involved! If you want to see pictures they're on Facebook

He introduced me to his friends and they were all awesome people. The next two days he drove me around Long Beach. We went to visit some of his friends, saw Night at the Museum, and went to Little Tokyo to do Karaoke!

I've never done it before, but it's so fun! Curtis can sort of sing, but not really

Now that I'm back I suppose I should try to get some artwork done neh? I have HARPG stuff to take care of. Speaking of which, remember ALL BL HARLEQUINE BREEDINGS ARE POSTPONED UNTIL FURTHER NOTICE. There's ONE with Soleil that I've already cleared but the rest aren't gonna happen for the time being.

Also, my Senior Project is going quite well. There have been lots of interesting cases coming in lately, if anyone wants to see where I work or some of the animals I've worked with, check the facebook album.

Hope to have art up soon!

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Leaving http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24897366/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24897366/ Fri, 22 May 2009 20:25:54 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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That's right I'm leaving you guys. I'm sorry but something came up and I can't stay here so I'm going away for awhile. I'll be away from dA for a bit. You're probably wondering what would drive me away from this place when I love it so much, rightfully so. Everything's been fun up until this point, but something HUGE is happening...

IM GOING TO LONG BEACH THIS WEEKEND!

Sorry for giving you a scare, but I knew it would catch your attention!

I'll be down there from tomorrow morning until monday evening to hang out with Curtis

I'm super excited! He's gonna show me around and take me to his prom where I'll meet all his friends.

I've never been to Long Beach before, I'm going to take LOTS of pictures if I can.

If anyone is my friend on Facebook, try taking my "How well do you know me" quiz. It'll be interesting to see how you score.

Here it is [link] Leave a comment.

Tah for now!

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 18 & Loving It! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24813866/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24813866/ Mon, 18 May 2009 00:55:05 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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Hey guys, I'm 18 now!

I shall use my newfound legality to buy cigarettes and porn!

KIDDING. (it's a continuous joke I have with my friends). My birthday was yesterday, and man did I have blast!

I started my day by getting up in time to see the clock say 9:29am, which is the exact time I was born. I got a few presents, Vera Wang Rock Princess perfume, a giant bag of Swedish Fish (cuz I love 'em), and a pair of Dereon jeans I have been dying to have for 3 months! Then I got a manicure and pedicure, I now have purple on my toes and silver nails with purple tips on my hands

Prom was AWESOME! Curtis looked great in his tuxedo, and everyone loved my dress and tiara! I hope everyone looks at the pic(s) I upload. Dinner was delicious, and the limo was freakin awesome. We had a stretch excursion to fit all fourteen of us, and we blasted music the whole time we were in the thing. Prom was pretty fun, but it took a while for the party to get started. Once it did, everyone was dancing and having lots of fun. Curtis said he couldn't dance but he picked it up pretty quick.

After prom we went to Jessi's house and stayed up until 5am talking. There was no way anyone was gonna get any sleep, so I took Curtis home and I got back about 6am. The minute my head hit the pillow I was OUT. I slept until noon then Curtis and I hung out again a little today before he left. I always hate to part with him, but I'll see him again next weekend for his prom in Long Beach

I've had an awesome weekend and I'm quite pleased. Now I can start my week with a smile and hopefully get through with ease. I guess I forgot to mention I'm working at the vet this month for my Senior Project, but that's what I do every day. When I get the chance, arts will be up soon.

Ta for now!

18 year old Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 WATCH THIS! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24670760/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24670760/ Sat, 09 May 2009 14:48:01 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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I just found a youtube video of my class' Senior Lip Sync! [link]

Every year during spirit week, each class has to organize and perform a lip sync for assembly. After each performance the judges (who are actually teachers) give a score out of ten. The sync with the most points wins, which is the senior lip sync of course

It's an entire medley of songs and I think it's very well done. Watch and enjoy! Comment and let me know what you think of them!

P.S. - ONE WEEK TILL MY 18TH BIRHDAY!

Gift arts welcome!

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 FINITE INCANTATEM http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24548286/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24548286/ Sat, 02 May 2009 12:56:23 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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I know it doesn't mean finished, but finite sounds like finite, which DOES mean done, which is what I AM! Yesterday was my last day of school! I'm now free to do my Senior Project and I'm excited! I'm be working at the vet all this month. I gotta say, it's been a long road, but I've finally come to the end! NO MORE SCHOOL!

I'm also excited because I'm starting to realize how close my birthday is, JUST TWO WEEKS! I've been waiting all school year long for my 18th birthday, and what better way to celebrate it than with PROM! It's the most awesome thing ever that prom is on my birthday. I've got my dress and accessories, I just need to get the dress altered and have my hair and nails done the day before. Plus I get to spend my special day with a special person, my guy I love

Now that I've got all this free time, I intend to upload more work. I've got lots of stuff I'm working on, I just have to crank them out one by one. There's mostly HARPG stuff on the way, but there will be some other things as ideas come to mind. I appreciate that no one's harassed me for taking so long, and I promise to make everything look great.

On a random side note, my Sony Ericsson phone broke. The piece of crap just fell apart. It has a flap on the outside that flips open, it broke off without me even touching that part. Then the stupid thing LOCKED ITSELF. Fed up, I took the SIM card out and put it back in my old Moto Krazr, which isn't much better. Curtis is going to give me one of his old phones until I get a new one. If that crap wasn't enough, my macbook's acting up too. It right-clicks by itself and clicks when I don't tell it to. Why is my stuff acting STUPID? Oh the frustration...

The last thing I wanna say is very sad. Last night, Taj was put to sleep. Earlier this week he stopped eating and seemed to be in a lot pain. We had already been talking about it because he was so old and sick, but we were going to wait until monday. I wasn't around when it happened, so I guess he must have really been in bad shape. Taj didn't actually belong to me, but I helped take care of him like he was my dog, so I miss him a lot. I'm somewhat relieved that he's not suffering anymore, but I'm upset because I didn't even get to say goodbye to him. At least now he can rest.

That's it for now. In the meantime, keep an eye out for new stuff from me.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Kaplan's at it AGAIN >_<; http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24473552/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24473552/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 00:56:20 PDT
You would not believe the email I just got from Ms. Kaplan. As you know I've been butting heads with her on nearly every assignment. After a series of emails back and forth over the course of the semester about grading, specifics for projects and what not, she gets butthurt. The following is an exchange of emails between her and myself regarding a group project due thursday:

Me
That sort of helps. Last week I'm certain you said our powerpoint was
sufficient as our visual aid, we included all the information required, so I see no reason to do the additional work of making a poster just because
that's what all the other groups did (do). There wouldn't be enough time
to even do it by thursday with all the final assignments we have.

Kaplan
What I said at that time that you all asked to do a power point, and then I
repeated to the group on your presentation day was that a power point was
great *if it included the information that would be on a poster*. Yours did
not. I am not asking you to do it because the other groups did one. As I
explained to your group, the poster was a presentation of your comparisons
across your readings, both from the book and on your outside myths. It was
an act of comparative mythology, and it was important. Your power point did
not include that exercise. Your power point was a very nice way to present
the information contained in your introduction section. It was your way to
teach the content, as the assignment required.

At this point, I would like you to consider your tone in the
emails.

First of all, I went back to read the assignment and see I made a mistake, my bad. BUT, did you catch that last bit? The bolded part, was the kicker. Do I sound like I was taking a tone with her? I think not. If anything, she was taking a tone with me. I write all my emails like that when addressing teachers, I want to sound mature and be straight forward with my points. Even though I was wrong about the powerpoint thing, I made a legitimate point about the poster. Seniors have no more classes after this week, we're out for Senior Projects, but the teachers want everything in no later than friday.

I'm not sure what to make of it. I think she said that because of two things: 1) she has little experience with a student like me who will challenge a teacher when something doesn't make sense. 2) She's sensitive and or somewhat intimidated by "stronger" writing. I've been told I sometimes come off a bit stern, but no one's ever told me to "consider my tone", like I was being disrespectful or cruel. None of my teachers have EVER said that to me about my emails. Therefore, I believe she's just too god damn sensitive.

I've only got THREE more days with this woman, think I can survive? God forbid she tries to catch me in the hallway about this. I may have difficulty controlling myself. I'm going to just do a good job on these last assignments so she'll stop bothering me. I haven't the time for people like her. Honestly, I sometimes pity her for being so dense...

Hope her butt gets well soon.

I'm tired and going to bed. Feh.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Good News & Bad News http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24449794/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24449794/ Sun, 26 Apr 2009 16:50:47 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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Is anyone reading these things lately?

Just a quick check in journal. I have some good news and some bad news.

The BAD NEWS is I won't be doing any artwork for at least another week. I've got some sketches for HARPG, but right now I am swamped in final assignments and don't have time to get them colored and uploaded. I also have been running around getting things ready for prom. We're in the process of finalizing limo reservations, dinner reservations, and I need to get my dress altered still. I also have no idea what to do the day of my birthday up until prom that evening.

The GOOD NEWS is I WILL be getting art back up after this week. Although I will be working at the vet every day during the week, I won't have any homework, which means oodles more time to draw!

I'm also super excited there's only THREE WEEKS UNTIL MY BIRTHDAY AND PROM! WOOT!

If you're my friend on Facebook, you'll see me start the countdown on May 1st.

I will be EIGHTEEN! No more stupid restrictions on my license, and I can stay out ALL NIGHT if I want because curfew with no longer apply to me! HELLZ YEAH!

For my birthday I'm trying to bamboozle my parents into getting me a new phone because my sister knocked mine into the toilet (there was nothing in there thank goodness). It seemed fine at first, but now it drops calls and doesn't receive them sometimes. All because it took a swim in potty water

I want the new LG Xenon [link] Spiffy no?

Just wanted to pop in and tell you guys what's going on. I hope everyone is well

There's been some crazy things happening around here lately.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 SORRY GUYS... http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24254984/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24254984/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 11:08:10 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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I want to apologize for my laziness slash lagging behind with my art. Even though the school year is almost over, there's a lot of things I have to do in a short period of time. That being said, I don't have much time to draw anything, or I'm just not in the mood for it. I promised to do HARPG pics, and some things I owed others, and post the results for the contest I held all the way back in DECEMBER (remember that?) but there's too much stuff going on to get it all done. I'm SUPER SORRY, but I suppose I should've seen this coming and warned you all sooner. I'm still around dA practically every day, but don't expect art from me for a bit. Hope nobody wants to murder me...

On a lighter note, CURTIS IS HERE!

He's been here since Saturday actually, and will leave Sunday morning. We've been having lots of fun together. We went to see Fast & Furious (which is AWESOME by the way), yesterday he came to school with me and will again on friday (everybody LOVES him), and we're planning to hit Bay Street and San Francisco this weekend. Good stuff neh?

Much love my dearies!

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Curtis is Coming? XD http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24182279/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24182279/ Sat, 11 Apr 2009 12:32:00 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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Ah yes, it's that time again when Curtis tries to come up and visit me!

His spring break started yesterday and since he has nothing else to do, he's supposed to be coming up today. Thing is, I don't know WHAT TIME. He said he would've left yesterday evening but he wanted to stay for the Formula D competition. For those of you who don't know, it's a drifting competition held in long beach every year. I wanted to go with him, but my mom said either I went to Formula D or a went to his prom, guess which one I picked?

I'm thinking I'll call him and see what time he's coming, we're supposed to go see Fast & Furious tonight

I freaking LOVE those movies. Streetracing FTW!

Although my break is over monday, I've had a good time! I was only at home for two days out of my entire week! Three of those days I went shopping for a prom dress, and I found it!

I can't wait for prom and be all sparkly!

I also hung out with Natalie and Jessi for her 18th birthday, we went to dinner. Then later Jessi decided an awesome thing for her birthday would be to do mean things to Kevin's car. They wrapped it in seran wrap, toilet paper, wrote all over it in shaving cream, and put tape on it. Kevin never said anything, I wonder if he even knew who did it?

Yesterday I was at my friend Rori's house, we hung out and played with her spazztic dog and fat cat. Overall, it's been fun, I can go back to school in high spirits.

I'm kinda bored, but I suppose I can do some homework until Curtis decides to show up

That's all for now, maybe I'll post some pics of us later neh?

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Curtis Iz iN Ma AIMz http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24004798/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/24004798/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 11:17:38 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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Recall that I have a Macbook, which has its own built-in camera called iSight. Recall that Curtis has a PC and lacks such a device. Upon my mention that he doesn't have a webcam a week ago, he promptly went out and BOUGHT ONE yesterday. So guess what happened next? We hop on AIM and THERE HE IS

I've never videochatted with ANYONE before, but I knew it would be fun with Curtis, cuz I don't get to see him! So now we have a way to actually see each other every day! YAY It was pretty freaking hilarious when the little videochat thing popped open. I swear he gets cuter every time I see him

We were just talking like normal but this way I can see him and he can see all the faces I make when we talk. The best thing was that he could hear my music, and I was listening to Single Ladies, which he proceeded to start SINGING LMAO. I didn't really have much else to say, just thought you guys would find it funny.

It has been AGES since I've uploaded anything good, but I'm working on a new HARPG mare. I'm still working out her color scheme but MY GOD I love her patterns! I've also got a name in the works, but I'll not reveal it yet! Also, I may revert back to doing half traditional and half digital (i.e every other work will be traditional). I hope none of the HARPG people mind, if you have a preference please let me know. That's all for now.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Bad News...EDIT HOLY CRAP! O_O http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23925365/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23925365/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 18:34:04 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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EDIT* I just got home, but not too long ago I witnessed something incredibly terrifying. I was in the car with my mom in a bit if traffic near an overpass. All of a sudden, this car comes skidding towards us from the wrong direction, the guy behind the wheel looked like he had fallen asleep or something. He was headed right for us, but luckily the car went to the left instead of hitting us head on. We tried to get through the underpass and circle back around to make sure someone was calling for help. There was debris everywhere, and a broken street light, maybe it hit the guy's car? A fire truck was nearby and got there pretty quick so we didn't need to do anything else. We don't know it happened, and we're super lucky he didn't hit us. What got me was the car was completely fucked up - the windshield shattered, the rear bumper was gone, the front one was hanging off, the sides were smashed and dragging the ground, it was ridiculous. The guy inside didn't seem to be injured too badly, the airbag deployed and probably saved his life. I'm too terrified to think what would've happened to us if he had hit us. It could've been a lot worse. I really hope that guy is ok...yikes!

Bad news. Curtis is coming up this weekend, but I won't even see him. His dad bought his plane ticket but didn't communicate with him on when he wanted to arrive and when he wanted to leave. Basically, he's only going to be here for a number of hours tomorrow. He'll be in the Bay Area around 11am and he's leaving around 8pm. His family wants to talk to him about college stuff and then they're having a dinner for his grandma.

I can understand he needs to be at the dinner, but he doesn't even want to talk about college stuff with them. They're essentially trying to pressure him into going where they want him to, and he's not excited about it. They wanna take him on a "tour" of the colleges around here and convince him he should go to college up here. He's not buying it, and he feels like it's a waist of his time, it's keeping him from seeing me even for a little while. I'm really disappointed. It's not his fault, but it sucks his dad didn't talk to him about it. Even if they kept him all day tomorrow, we could've hung out sunday. It's so lame.

I'm hoping he can at least come up again for spring break and stay for a few days. We'll see what happens. I'm off on break in another week so I'll pray he can make it work. Nothing else to say, scuse me while I go stuff my face with ice cream while I sulk (that's not a regular thing when I'm upset, I just happen to have ice cream at the moment).

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Kaplan is KILLING ME >_< http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23885202/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23885202/ Wed, 25 Mar 2009 15:16:40 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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LOOK OUT, IT'S A SEMI-RANT!
Who has a class and or teacher they can't STAND?

ME ME ME!

I'm not sure if I ever mentioned it, but I HATE my mythology class. I signed up for it because It thought it would be fun and interesting, that might've been possible if it weren't for my teacher Ms. Kaplan. She's not one of those teachers that's out to get me or anything, she's just sort of a scatter brain slash airhead. She seems very out of it at times, even some what hippyish. If I thought spanish was frustrating before, mythology has replaced it as my new worst enemy for the second semester. How about a dandy little list of the things I find wrong with the class?

I'm sure people get tired of my winded journals, neh?

1) Mythology has a lot of reading, which wouldn't be a bad thing if the material weren't so boring. I literally fall asleep every time I have to do a reading assignment.

2) The writing assignments are very long, essentially busywork. Ms. Kaplan claimed she was going to lighten up on the homework last week, so why was I up until 12:30am last night working on an assignment FOR HER and did none of my other homework?

3) As a said before, my teacher is a scatter brain. We were watching V for Vendetta and trying to tie it to mythology stuff. As we were watching the movie, she would pause it at random times and tell us to take notes, ON WHAT GENIUS? We didn't discuss what we should have picked up on, she didn't even give us a hint.

4) Ms. Kaplan's grading is ridiculous. She tried to give me a B/B- for my first big assignment, her reasoning was I didn't know what I was talking about, I should've led the class differently, and the reading I was supposed to assign them was late. I sent her an email pointing out the material was difficult and I spent hours combing over it, that I used the EXACT same format she used as an example, and I emailed her the reading two days before it was due. I said I should at least get a B on the assignment. She changed it, but I just got back yet another assignment with a B- on it. She told me I did a good job overall, but still gave me a low grade, WTFH? Stuff like that pisses me off, I can't stand the incompetent, especially when they're supposed to be teachers. We can't have stupid people teaching other people to be stupid now can we?

As you can tell, I'm pretty frustrated with her and the class. My mother suggested I talk to her, but if I confronted her in person I'm afraid I'd lose my temper. I've been raised in a family where we do not tolerate stupidity, especially when it affects us personally. I'm stuck between a rock and a hard place, because if I make a regular habit of emailing her to argue my grades she might call my mom again >_< (she called my mom about something so stupid and I almost got in trouble because of it) but I really want to see a change. Should I hang on for another month? Lord, Buddha, somebody, give me strength...

The last thing I struggle with is being positive in class. It's kind of hard to put on a smile in a class where your teacher is screwing you over at every turn. Somehow I manage to fake it to her face, but as soon as I leave the room I make a big fat growl out of frustration. God forbid I have a professor like this at Riverside, at least not the first year. Someone HELP ME

The good news is, CURTIS IS COMING! He'll be here this weekend. I believe some well deserved time with him will help take this off my mind. I hope I don't start ranting about her to him

If we take any super cute pics I will put them up in leu of my lack of artness.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 I is a COLLEGE STUDENT! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23762704/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23762704/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 12:13:43 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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BWAHAHA! I'm happy to announce that Im IN COLLEGE! ZOMG! I've gotten into three so far : UC Riverside, CSU LA, & CSU Dominguez Hills. I'm still waiting on CSU San Marcos & Cal Poly Pomona. I hope I get into Pomona, because they have a kick ass vet program. However, it's looking like I'll be going to Riverside, since it's a UC vs. a CSU (don't tell anyone, but UC's are kinda better than CSU's

)

We're only two weeks away from spring break so I'm hoping the workload will ease up so I can some art done. I aplogize to people I'm going HARPG with, I've been super busy! Thanks for being so patient. Also, I never did post the results of the contest I had way back in December. I promise to take care of that soon.

Thanks to everyone who commented on the prom dresses in my last journal! I appreciate the input, but I think I'll go with #3 if I can find it [link] I just love the style and that it's knee-length. It's sort of an oximoron for a short person to wear a long dress

and I'm terrified I'll trip on that darn thing. Now nobody laugh, but I'm eating SALAD for dinner during the week over the next two months. It's not that I feel like I'm fat or something, I just want to look sassy in my dress. If anyone has any other tips about how to do it, please share

Tahh

Lil Blue the COLLEGE STUDENT

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 I Has a Sheepy..And Shark Attack Cupcakes http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23653234/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23653234/ Thu, 12 Mar 2009 00:38:05 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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*THANKS FOR ADDING ME ON FACEBOOK! YAY FACEBOOK BUDDIES!

Hey guys,

Been a week since I put a new journal, but I have some awesome random things to share! First off, have a look at the amazingly funny Shark Attack Cupcakes! [link] Aren't they great?

Secondly, I was super excited when I got the mail today because I finally got something Curtis sent me a week ago. It's a phone charm with a SHEEP on it! It's on this colorful string with a little bell. The sheep is so freaking cute, and now my phone jingles when I hold it or pick it up. I'm trying to figure out a name for the little guy, right now he is called Sheepy or Man Sheep (technically he's a ram, but man sheep is funnier). I'll upload a pic so you can see for yourself and help me name him!

Third thing I wanna tell you is about PROMNESS. We just found out the date today, and guess when it is? MAY 16th! For those who don't know, THATS MY BIRTHDAY!!!!

clap: Basically, Prom is going to be my 18th birthday present, how many people can say that happened to them, neh? I wonder if I can have a cake...

Even better, I'm pretty sure Curtis will be coming to my prom with me, I'm SUPER EXCITED because I'll get to show him off! It's still about 2 months off, but i've already started looking at dresses online, I want purple but I've also seen some nice blue ones. Below's what I've liked so far.

DRESSES - don't freak about the emoticons in the URL's, the links still work!
1. [link]

=4&s=6353 This one's my absolute fave right now
2. [link]

=1&s=6215 My 2nd fave
0455|68514|68531
3. [link]

age=6 Love that color

What do you guys think? Just say which number you like best! I'd love your opinions.

I'm heading to bed after I call Curtis and wake him up, he fell asleep on AIM again

Later my lovelies

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Facebook Lil Blue! DO IT! XD http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23577064/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23577064/ Sat, 07 Mar 2009 15:25:26 PST Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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Yes, I have one. Don't most people?

I'd love to add my dA peoples on there! If you're interested, note me with your name, and I'll give you mine (once you know my real name SHHH! It's a secret). When you friend request me, send a message saying "Hi Lil Blue, it's (username here) from dA!" or something like that. Then I can be sure I know you. You shouldn't have trouble finding me since my name is very unique, but just in case, look for this picture [link] , it's my profile pic.

Once we're buddies feel free to leave me a wall post or whatever! I don't really need more Facebook friends, but the more the merrier I say

I'm sure someone will be astonished at how many I have already. LOLZ Cmon, ask me how many I have, I dare ya

Concerning artwork, I've got SO MUCH STUFF to do. I have HARPG breed pics/foals and some personal work. I think I'm getting lazy with the ref sheets so I'm gonna cheat by creating a general lineart and doing a mass ref sheet, it's faster.

I've got a three day weekend so I hope I can get something accomplished.

That's all for now. I demand you add me on facebook...or I'll take your cookies!

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 No More http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23460637/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23460637/ Sat, 28 Feb 2009 23:05:20 PST Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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I've decided I'm not going to be doing any trades/requests/collabs unless I initiate them personally or have special interest in the ones I get. I love doing that stuff with all my dA buddies but I can never be sure how long it will take me to get the piece done, and I hate to keep people waiting.

I mean well when I accept trades/requests/collabs, but my art schedule is completely unpredictable. Sometimes I get super busy, I hit an artistic slump, or I just have no interest in doing the work I promised someone because I'm too occupied with my own art stuff. It's pretty straight forward, please don't ask me to do any of that stuff! It's not that I don't want to, it's just it usually doesn't work out how I'd like. I apologize to anyone who had in it their head to ask me, but I just can't do it.

I know I owe two people for catching my 20k, and I promise I'll eventually get them done. I've got them sketched and mostly inked but I'm having a few difficulties getting them ready for scanning. Once I finish those, I probably won't bother with a kiriban for a long long time, or at least not offer to do prizes for catching. If you want recognition for catching it that's totally fine, I'll let everyone know when the next one is, I'm thinking it'll be 50k

In the mean time, I'm working on SEVERAL deviations at ONCE

Including HARPG stuff and some other junk. I hope I can get some of em up in the next few days! Be on the lookout for some spiffy things from me

That's all for now,

Lil Blue

P.S. - Did you hear CHRIS BROWN AND RIHANNA ARE BACK TOGETHER!? I'm so confused. I'm pretty sure I couldn't stay with a guy after he did that to me...

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 My Jaw Grows Tired...LOL http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23395680/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23395680/ Wed, 25 Feb 2009 09:15:13 PST Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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NOTE -I just found this AMAZING ARTIST, ~Dauntless-Gothika! Go check out her gallery, she's AWESOME!!

Well, just thought I'd share that I can actually CHEW MY FOOD now

I'm so happy I've been snacking on just about everything in the house that one could snack on. In the past two days I've had a bagel, a sandwich, sweet and sour shrimp stir fry, chips, granola bars, everything.

I think I've been overly enthusiastic about it though, because my jaw gets tired really quickly from it. I think it's funny because I haven't actually been able to chew for almost a week and my jaw is just now starting to shake off the stiffness. I was eating some junk last night and I realized my jaw was starting to hurt, then it made me sad

Think I should risk chewing gum? I'm so tempted...

While it's awesome I can chew again, I had to go in for a check up yesterday morning. They said I'm healing up quite nicely and a bit faster than expected, but they gave me something to help keep the sockets clean. It's this funny looking syringe-shaped thing, but instead of having a needle at the end, it's just a plastic tube/nozzle bit. I have to fill it wit water and rinse the sockets so I get all the food out after I eat. It's sort of amusing...I'm such a weirdo for thinking that

I didn't really have anything important to say, I just like telling y'all silly stories. Hopefully I'll have some art up soon.

Tah

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 HARPG Breedings in Progress IMPORTANT PLEASE READ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23364286/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23364286/ Sun, 10 May 2009 16:31:32 PDT Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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IMPORTANT - Due to certain circumstances, all BL Harlequine breedings are postponed until further notice. ~moonfeather and *life-d-sign are having a difficult time tracing bloodlines because some people are ignoring the rules. I don't want to complicate the situation by continuing to breed my BL's. I apologize to those who were expecting a breeding, but I feel we need to be considerate of the issue at hand. Hopefully it will get sorted out soon. Pathos will be the only Harlequine available for the time being. Please note he is a CL and unable to pass on the Harlequine genes, his foals were NOT bare harlequine markings.

This is the Breedings in Progress Journal, here you will find all current breedings as well as those upcoming. I will do my best to update it regularly so it is as correct as possible. I need everyone I'm discussing breedings with to let me know the information is accurate! It will help me keeps things organized let me know who's doing the breed pics and who's designing the foals!

Caelestis Nemia
~noblestallion's Fievel - I'm on breed pic, she's on foal.

Trick Master
~evilwildmustang's Nightcry - she's on breed pic, I'm on the foal - NightCry is in foal
~moonfeather - working something out, I think she's designing the foal and she'll let me know when to do the breed pic and which mare it will be with.

Soleil
*joelieisqueen's Eurika - I'm on breed pic, foal is BORN - Cirque De Luuna!
~BrindleTail's Shogun - nothing specific yet

Jester Breedings POSTPONED
~~~Hawkshadow743 's Doom - breed pic's done, I'm on the foal~~
~Rafica's Harley Quinn - she's up next!
=Dusty73085's Rose Fire - up next after Harley Quinn
=Queen-of-Randomness's Leased Adhara
Jester will mostly be retired after these breedings are completed. From this point on, you may appeal as to why Jester should be bred with your mare, but I will ultimately make the decision. Please be respectful if I deny the request.

Ladybird
~Ixi-Da-Pixie's Khelendros - she was on breed pic, I'm on the foal - Ladybird is in foal

If there is anyone I missed, please send me a note IMMEDIATELY so I can get you on here! Anyone else, make sure you leave me a comment and let me know this information is correct.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Still Toothy, but not so much Doom! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23296857/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23296857/ Thu, 19 Feb 2009 20:44:32 PST Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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Hey everyone, just checking in to let you all know I'm doing much better than I was monday! It's been about three days since my wisdom teeth were actually removed and I'm slowly recovering. I hope you all enjoyed the pictures!

Someone said they mistook them for HORSE TEETH!

I have admit they are much bigger than I expected, kinda grossed me out honestly.

The pain's been slowly ebbing as the days go by, thanks to the ibuprofen! I'm glad they didn't give me vicodin, I told them I refused to take a narcotic and Curtis said he'd "shit a brick" if they did.

Nice to know he's worried about my health. I've been talking to him on AIM every night since I can't talk too much, it makes my stitches hurt. My jaw's a bit stiff and it throbs and aches, but it's a lot less painful then it was monday, plus tonight I actually managed to CHEW MY DINNER! YEAH! I had ramen and a grilled cheese sandwhich, I was so happy I could chew! The only obnoxious thing is food keeps getting stuck in the sockets so I have to wash my mouth out alot. On the bright side, I get to eat yummy things, I've had cake and ice cream!

That's because yesterday was my sister's birthday so she bought herself a cake, but the ice cream I've had just for my teeth

I really want to draw, but I don't think I'm well enough for it yet. Between the ibuprofen and the amoxicillin, I get pretty groggy after I take them. I can only be up and romp around for awhile before I have to lay down. Hopefully I won't have to take the pain medication much longer. The Amoxicillin, on the other hand, I have to take it until it's all gone, and even though it's a capsule it tastes SO NASTY. I won't complain though, it'll keep the stitches from getting infected. Does anyone know how long it takes dissolvable stitches to go away? Just curious. Thanks for all you guys checking up on me, I appreciate it! Hopefully, this weekend I'll get out of the house since I've been in bed all week.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 PRAY FOR ME *EDIT* http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23230163/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23230163/ Mon, 16 Feb 2009 14:08:05 PST

*EDIT*
Well I'm back home now, and I'm doing better than I thought. I barely remember anything from the surgery. They gave me laughing gas and I went to sleep. Didn't feel a thing after they put the IV in my arm. When I woke up, I was in another room and my mom was next to my bed. I was pretty disoriented, so she helped me to the car and I went to sleep in the car. When I got home, I immediately put some my pj's on and laid down again. I had to take three pills - antibiotic, pain killer, and one for swelling. It was hard cuz my mouth was pretty numb. After I swallowed those, I immediately dozed off.

I woke up around 1pm and decided I wanted to change the gauze and rinse my mouth a bit. I only stood up for a minute before I nearly fainted. Good thing my sister caught me and got me back in bed. I figure it's from the meds and the blood loss, I'm still a bit lightheaded. Once I got back in bed I was better. Basically, I'm bedridden the rest of today. So I'm writing this journal from bed! The only good thing about this is I get cold food today, and I have ice cream and yogurt!

While I am feeling better, I don't think I can sit up long enough to do any artwork, so I won't try that for maybe 2-3 more days. And thank you guys so much for the support. Things like this are so much better when you have friends to cheer you up!

's to everyone. I'm going to rest now.

LiL Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Ask Lil Blue! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23140649/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23140649/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 23:35:13 PST Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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The Chris Brown Incident [link]

I'm in the mood for it, so you may ask me ANY question(s) you want! It can be about me, my art, my boyfriend, my music, WHATEVER. Just keep it appropriate neh? I'm generally willing to answer personal questions, but keep in mind I may not if I feel the answer is no one's concern. ASK AWAY.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 HALFAVERSARY YAY!<3 EDIT GOOD NEWS PLZ READ! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23094184/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23094184/ Mon, 09 Feb 2009 00:15:51 PST Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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CHRIS BROWN HOW COULD YOU!? [link]

Today is Curtis and I's halfaversary! Meaning we've been together for six months, isn't that exciting? It counted at midnight exactly because thats when we actually declared our relationship official, way back on August 9th 2008. I remember exactly what was said that night that lead up to us getting together. AWWW It makes me all warm and fuzzy inside. Just though I'd share that with you guys, I know how you're all obsessed with my love life

I plan on getting some art up soon, including something to celebrate the halfaversary so be on the lookout for that stuff.

Anyone else think it's weird the six month halfaversary is five days away from Valentine's Day? Does that mean I get two gifts? LOL I'm so terrible.

EDIT - IMPORTANT NEWS!
Ladies and gentlemen, after weeks of waiting, I have an announcement to make: FORTE IS COMING BACK TO HARPG! I talked it over with the other owner and she decided to change her stallion's name so I get to keep Forte in the game! Isn't that great? I thank her from the bottom of my heart because she didn't have to do what she did. Turns out her horse had been in the game longer than mine but she was still willing to make a change. I can't thank her enough. *snuggles Forte*

Much Love

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 Chris Brown Incident *PICTURE SURFACED* http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23093425/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23093425/ Fri, 20 Feb 2009 00:27:51 PST
ZOMG! - The Articles
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5. [link] This one's the most shocking. Details about exactly what happened
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7. [link] NEW This one is also a little hard to swallow

NEW - Rihanna's injuries! [link] This is pretty brutal, not gonna lie, you might wanna sit down before you click this I can't believe it, she looks awful, how could he do that to her? It's such a shame because she's so pretty.

I like Chris Brown as an R&B artist so I was SHOCKED to see this on the MSN homepage! He always seemed like such a nice person. I'd never expect this from him. I guess I can't be too surprised after the Michael Phelps incident...Even famous people are still people who make bad decisions.

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 The Tumor is GONE, The Macbook LIVES! http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23000327/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/23000327/ Wed, 04 Feb 2009 10:59:23 PST Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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Good news everyone - THE TUMOR IS GONE and MY MACBOOK IS ALIVE AGAIN!

So the swelling has gone down in my gums and the tooth feels much better, it doesn't even bother me when I chew on that side

Turns out all I had to do was swish some really hot really salty water around it ONE TIME to make it feel better. For future reference I know what to do should it swell up again. I'm getting my wisdom teeth removed on the 16th, I'm sure I can hold out until then. Thanks for all the advice about dealing with it, and I sympathize with anyone who has the same problem.

Regarding my Macbook, I got a new battery over the weekend that costed $129 (thanks to my student discount). I brought it into the Apple Store and had a tech check it over. He plugged it up and checked the condition of the computer and battery. Turns out I had recharged it 640 TIMES over the course of a year and a half, when it was only supposed to be recharged about half that many times. Oops

. Basically it was just old and tired, but so was the adaptor. i managed to charge the battery before it completely burned out two days ago. A day ago the new battery was dead and I couldn't recharge it because the adaptor was DONE. Last night I went BACK to the Apple Store and got a new one of those for $80. Why are computers so expensive?

While I was in the store, I noticed they had both the Bamboo AND Intuos tablets for sale. I squeed with delight and checked them out. The earliest I'd get a tablet would by my birthday in May, but I still wanted to have a look at them. If anyone has advice about which one I should get, please leave me a comment! I want to know your opinions, especially if you have one, you can speak from experience!

One last thing, I'll try to get some art up soon. I'm working on more references and junk. Yeah. Laters.

Lil Blue

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 There's a Tumor in My Mouth... http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/22921852/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/22921852/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 11:23:13 PST Indigo Star Stables - [link]
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No, not an actual tumor, nobody panic! It's just that my wisdom teeth won't be out for two more weeks and the gum is swollen over one (it's impacted). It's painful sometimes, but not intolerable. I don't get why it's just the one though. I have all four, but the bottom right one is giving me trouble.

A week ago it was perfectly fine, I take care to keep the gums and teeth as clean as I can. I brush them carefully, I floss, I use mouthwash (all at least twice a day). And yet I've got this swelling. It seems like NOTHING I've done can relieve it. I've tried Orajel, warm salt water, and cold water but nothing seems to work. It's not infected, because there's no abscess and it doesn't look infected, it's just swollen! Does anyone know anything that might help it go down? It's really obnoxious because it's gotten so fat I don't like to chew on the right side of my mouth in case that irritates it >_< Even poking it slightly hurts. HELP MEH.

Also, anyone who's had a Macbook before, did it get to a point where it wouldn't charge? About a day ago I started having trouble with that. If I plug it up, it won't recharge. I'm certain is has something to do with the battery or the adapter since I've had it for a year and half. Are they just old and need replacing? I hope not, an adaptor is $80 this broke high school student doesn't HAVE. I can use the Dell when I'm home, but I NEED my laptop at school, it has all my notes!

]]> *LiLBlueHorse516 I Want OUT... http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/22839788/ http://LiLBlueHorse516.deviantart.com/journal/22839788/ Tue, 27 Jan 2009 09:12:05 PST
I figured once I got to second semester I could finally drop that god awful spanish class, not that easy. The academic dean tells me I can't drop the class unless I switch into something else. I have to have five classes to graduate. If I make the switch into another senior elective, I'll be about a week behind. If I stay in spanish, I'll have to suffer through three more months of it when i can't stand my teacher or how childish the atmosphere of the class is. I can't get any C's, right now I have a B-. If I let my disdain for the class take over, my grade will drop me right into the shark pit.

Even though I'll be 18 in about 4 months, my mom still treats me like a kid. Explain to me why a 17 year old who gets her work done, gets to school on time, and is basically on top of things is told to go to bed? Sometimes I stay up for the hell of it, or because I want to keep talking to Curtis on AIM. Even though I'm up, I'm quiet as a mouse and I make sure everything is ready for the next day. So you can understand my frustration when my mom yells for me to go bed. For god's sake, I'm 17, I'll go to bed when I want to! It has no affect on when she goes to be or anything so why not leave me alone? If I'm super tired the next morning, that's my problem. My mom is also constantly nagging at me over stupid things. She gets mad if I'm on the computer for hours after I've finished my work. She yells if I leave the heater on for Speckles in my room but I'm not in there. Scuse me if I don't want my bird to freeze to death in this cold weather we've been having. She just finds little things to pick at and yells and yells, completely overreacting. I've gotten to the point where I just block her out and I want to hop in the car and just take off, not come back.

Maybe from the outside it doesn't seem like I have it so bad, but to me I feel like I'm in hell. I keep thinking it'll all be over soon, but honestly college won't start until late august or early september (depending where I go). I won't be completely free until I get out of here. My mom won't be around to tell me what to do because I'll be a legal adult and have the ability to do what the hell I want, I'll take classes I actuallly enjoy so I don't have to suffer through them, I can go where and do as I please. I'm so sick of all the kid stuff, I'm too old to put up with the bullshit. That being said, I call it when I see it, right now I see it EVERYWHERE. I'm trying to hang on until then, but I feel my grip slipping every once in awhile. If I don't find a way to pull myself back up, I'll fall for sure. I just want out...

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