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Happy Holidays DA!

-FUNK

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Hope everyone is eating well and having a good daY!

-Funk Out

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/28472495/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/28472495/ Fri, 20 Nov 2009 16:34:35 PST Middle School.

When's the next time you will see the person who absolutely takes your breath away?
I don't know... I saw them not to long ago.. but I miss her already..

How many times have you kissed the last person you kissed?
Many, many times.

What were you doing at 7:45AM this morning?
Taking to people in the cafiteria

What will you be doing tomorrow?
Sleeping in and weekend

Would you be mad if your best friend dated your crush?
She would die. lol

Whats going on with you right now?
I am upset, depressed, crying, and about to blow something up with a clicky pen. What do you think?!

What are you listening to at the moment?
Addicted by Saving Abel

When was the last time you cried?
I am currently crying.

Person you last sent a text to?
No texing

Ever been kissed on the leg?
lol yes

Plan on seeing a movie any time soon?
Hopfully, next weekend with my love and his mother and father. <3

Has anybody on your top ever admitted to liking you?
Yes

Who were you with yesterday?
Katie and my grandpa

What were you doing at midnight last night?
Sleeping. Zzzzzzzzz...

Are you jealous of one or more of your friends?
No.

Have you known any of your friends your whole life?
Yes

Do you enjoy drama?
FUX NO

Has the last person you kissed met anyone in your family?
Yes.

Who is the first person you see in the morning on school days?
My dad

Is the last person you kissed more than 2 years older than you?
He is 6 months older than me

Could you remember the last time you sincerely liked someone a lot?
I do right now, I love him very much, more than the world itself, more than music, breathing, anything..

This time last year, do you remember who you liked?
Unfortunetly but he is a douchbag and shall remain unamed because I want him out of this school and state. FOREVER> lol

What's one of your sisters names?
Amanda

Are your nails painted?
No

What the first thing that pops into your mind when you think of last summer?
Flowers. lol

You're stuck on an elevator with the last person you kissed, for 24 hours?
Lovely, simply heavenly. Greatest 24 hours of my life. <3 :3 <3

Have you ever made someone cry?
Unfortunetly..

Have you ever lost something that was your favorite?
Stupid lawn knomes!!

Do you have something to say to someone right now?
Yes..

Ever stolen an item from a store?
Nope

Why did you last chew gum?
I am chewing gum currently

Do you want someone back in your life?
No

Would you prefer a kiss on the cheek or neck?
Cheek

Do you think you can go a day without a computer?
Yeah

Did you ever kiss someone with a tattoo?
haha, yes.

Whose car were you in last?
Katie's mom's van

Your best friend has sex with your crush, what happens?
1. that wouldnt happen, 2. he wouldn't wake up the next morning, 3. I would die of a broken heart from my own suicide.

Who was the last person you hung out with?
My sissy, Kelsey. <3

How long was your last phone conversation?
31 seconds.

Are you allowed to eat meals in the living room?
Yeah

Do you enjoy Farmville on facebook?
No, its stupid

Ever played Sims?
I like dressing the people up. XD

What's the first text in your inbox?
N/A

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/28089104/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/28089104/ Sun, 01 Nov 2009 14:20:26 PST Happy Holidays DA!

-Funk Out

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/27996983/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/27996983/ Tue, 27 Oct 2009 15:12:16 PDT Nikki Funkhauser

AGE.
16

SEX.
Female


SEX LIFE
VIRGIN.
Yes

WHEN WAS YOUR 1ST.
Never

WHERE WAS YOUR 1ST TIME.
No where

KISSES/HUGS.
Both

SEXUAL ACTIVITY.
No

POSITION.
None


FRIENDS
BEST FRIENDS..
Cassie Brannan, Dylan Nicksich, and Katie Muller

HAS YOUR BACK REGARDLESS.
Cassie Brannan

FUNNIEST.
James Stanton

CRAZIEST.
Katie Muller

CRUNKEST.
N/A

SMARTEST.
Sammi Kane

BUDDIEST.
Tommy Hendrix

BEST DRESSED.
Krista Wiese


LOVE LIFE
1ST LOVE.
Josh Moran

ARE YOU STILL WITH THEM.
No

WHY.
He is an ass

STILL THINK ABOUT THEM.
Sometimes

HAVE YOU FOUND SOMEONE ELSE.
Yes

DO YOU LOVE THEM.
He is my life

WHAT DO YOU LOVE ABOUT THEM.
Everything..


SCHOOL
EVER SKIPPED.
Yes

GOT SUSPENDED.
No

BEEN EXPELLED.
No

WROTE ON THE SCHOOL WALLS.
No

EVER HAD CONFERENCE.
Yes


THIS WOULD BE THE END
WAS YOU HONEST.
Yes

DATE TOOKEN.
October, 27th 2009

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-Funk Out

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Good-bye

-Funk Out

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-Funk Out

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-Funk Out

P.S HAHAHAHHAHA I wasted another 15 seconds of your life

P.S.S HA!

P.S.S.S MUAHAHAHA!

P.S.S.S.S Okey, I think I'm done now..

P.S.S.S.S.S Hahahaha you thought I was done wasting your time but indeed I am not!!

P.S.S.S.S.S.S Okey, I'm seriously done

P.S.S.S.S.S.S.S Ya know, I would love to stop but this is just to much fun because you know no matter what you do your gonna keep reading my random sentences until you know I have finally stopped for good.

P.S.S.S.S.S.S.S.S Okey, I am really done because my hand is starting to cramp and Nikki no likey crampeds.

P.S.S.S.S.S.S.S.S.S By the way... I I just wasted One Minuet and 9 seconds of you your time. Have a nice Labor Day Weekend.

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]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/26998468/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/26998468/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 14:59:55 PDT He was my hero growing up. I grew up listening to him.
He was my inspiration for 16 year's and now forever.
Rest in Peace, Michael.
We miss you.

-Funk Out

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/26979912/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/26979912/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 15:16:42 PDT
Homecoming is on September 19th, I has dress and it tis prettyz. Ill put a picture up soon. Promise.

Have a good week guys!

-Funk Out

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/26839613/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/26839613/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 15:32:16 PDT
-Z'Funky Funk

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-Z'Funk

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]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/25911057/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/25911057/ Mon, 13 Jul 2009 00:45:55 PDT 1.) Full name: Nikki Marie Funkhauser
2.) Sex: Female
3.) Birthday: 04/21/1993
4.) Astrological Sign: Taures
5.) Siblings: 1 sister and 2 dead brothers
6.) Hair Color: Brown
7.) Eye Color: Gray
8.) Show Size: 8
9.) Any Birthmarks? Where: on my leg.
10.) Ethnicity: White, possibly Latino. We aren't sure cause my grandma was adopted.

Annoying Questions
1.) Who are your best friends? Kelsey Conner and Dylan Nicksich.
2.) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend?
Yes.
3.) Did you send this to your crush?
Nope
4.) Is this crush physically hot?
He's my boyfriend I think he is.
5.) Who would you date, if you could?
I am now. XD

Fashion
1.) Where is your favorite place to shop?
K-mart.. lol
2.) Any tattoos or piercings?
I have 5 ear piercings. No tattoos yet.
3.) What’s your dress style?
Uhh.. Random. XD

Random Questions
1.) What are you most scared of?
Having a paralysis spell and not coming out of it
2.) What car do you wish to have?
None, I good.
3.) Who is the last person you called?
Kelsey
4.) Where do you want to get married?
On a hill when the leaves are changing color.
5.) If you could change anything about yourself, what would it be?
Hmm.. My suicidle attempts..

Favorites
1.) Color: Red
2.) Number: 15
3.) Food: Italian
4.) Boys name: Jeremy Martan
5.) Girls name: Delilah Anne
6.) Subjects in School: History
7.) Animals: Bats and Lemurs
8.) Drink: Dr.Pepper and Sprite
9.) Movie: Hairspray
10.) Celebrity: Michael Jackson
Name the first thing that comes mind when these words are said
1.) Black: Bear
2.) Cow: River
3.) School: Work
4.) Love: Kelsey and Pierce. <3
5.) Family: Messed up. lol XD

More Random Questions & Favorites:
1.) Do you like filling these out?
Its 2AM, Ill do anything. XD
2.) How many people are you sending this too?
Nobody. they can find it themselves. XD
3.) Who will send it back? Not many people I’m estimating
4.) Gold or Silver? Silver
5.) Where did you get this survey from?
Some random guy.. thanks random guy! haha
6.) Nicknames: Huh...
Funkhauser, Funk, Funk, Z'Funk, Da Funk, McFunk, Funkinhauser, Nik, Nikka Marie, Kitten, Nikita, Nancy, Nikky Kitty, Babe, Mistro Funk, Dictator Funk, Proffesor Funk, and omg I cannot even go on there are WAY to many..

7.) Location: Omaha, Nebraska
8.) School: Millard South H.S
9.) Mascot: Patriot.. uhhhge... Im a commie!
10.) Parents: Matt and Deanna
11.) Do you want to get married?
Yes.
12.) Phrase: "I plan to love him for eternity, if eternity exists."
13.) Place to hang out: Kelseys house or my room
14.) T.V. Show: Ghost Hunters
15.) Song: Caribean Queen by Billy Ocean
16.) Fast Food Service: Micky D's. XD
17.) Stuffed Animal: White kitty cat. Meow.
18.) Prized Possessions: Kelsey, Dylan, my sax.
19.) Sesame Street Character: Big Bird of course
20.) Looney Toons Character: Bugs Bunny accept
21.) Type of Flower: Lavender's
22.) Radio Station: 94.1
23.) Band: Warren Hill Band.
24.) Type of Music: Soul Jazz, Swing, and Blue's.
25.) Day of the year: January 30th. kelseys birthday and I get to spoil her with gifts and lots of love!
26.) Day of the week: Wensday
27.) Type of Cookie: Fresh Chocolate Chip
28.) Video Game: To many..
29.) Place to be Alone: My room
30.) Cereal: Cheereos
31.) Ice Cream: Cookie Dough
32.) Vegetable: none
33.) Fruit: Banana
34.) Magazine: In Tune Mag.
35.) Book: Ill plant you a Lilac tree
36.) Cartoon: Family guy
37.) Candy: Airheads
38.) Holiday: Hate them all.
39.) Girls Perfume: Japanese Cherry Blossom
40.) Guys Cologne: None
41.) Name Brand: Route 66

**Last person who…**
1.) Yelled at you: Little Sister
2.) Slept in your bed: Me
3.) You went to the mall with: Kyle
4.) Saw you cry: Kelsey
5.) Made you cry: Me
6.) You went to the movies with: Kyle last night.
7.) Spent the night at your house: Katie
8.) You shared a drink with: Kyles mom.. XD

**Have you ever…**
1.) Given anyone a bath: Yes
2.) Smoked: Nopers.
3.) Bungee jumped: not yet
4.) Broken the law: Just small stuff like curfue.
5.) Made yourself throw up: nope
6.) Gone... ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/25757346/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/25757346/ Sun, 05 Jul 2009 16:24:57 PDT Noon.

2) Diamonds or Pearls?
Diamond's, they is shiny!

3) What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
Drag me to hell

4) What is your favourite TV show?
Ghost Hunter's

5) What did you have for breakfast?
Banana

6) What is your middle name?
Marie, how original.

7) What is your favorite cuisine?
Hot pockets. lol

8) What food do you dislike?
Chinese and Mexican.

9) What is your favorite potato chip?
Lays

10) What is your favorite CD at the moment?
Love Life by Warren Hill

11) What kind of car do you drive?
Don't drive

12) Favorite sandwich?
PBJ

13) What characteristics do you despise?
ignorance, religion-based ignorance, and Selfishness.

14) What are your favorite clothes?
Jacket, Shorts, and t-shirt's.

15) If you could go anywhere in the world on vacation, where would you go?
Israel. lol

16) What color is your bathroom?
Uhhh.. White??

17) Favorite brand of clothing?
Route 66

18) Where would you want to retire?
As long as I have Kelsey by my side, anywhere will be okey as long as I have my best friend.

19) Favorite time of day?
night

20) Where were you born?
Omaha, Nebraksa

21) Favorite sport to watch?
marching band

22) Who do you think you will tag?
anyone who wants to do this

23) Who do you think will respond to the tag?
anyone who wants to do this

24) Coke or Pepsi?
coke

25) Are you a morning person or a night owl?
Night!

26) Any exciting news you'd like to share with everyone?
I am in love with the most amazing man in the world and If I wouldn't have shoes thrown at me, I would yell it from the roof-tops!

27) What did you want to be when you were little?
Artist

28) What is your best childhood memory?
Spending time with my grandma... before she got sick

29) What different jobs have you had in life?
Perfessional Saxophonist, that's it.

30) Nicknames?
Seriously? WHY DO I HAVE TO DO THIS ONE?!?!
-Funkhauser, Funk, Funky, Fire Z' Funkhauser, Z'Funk, McFunk, Da Funk, Nika Marie, Nik, Nikita, Kitten, Beauty, and I don't even want to go on. You get the big picture. lol

31) Number and location of piercing?
Have 3 piercing's in my left ear and 2 in my right.

32) Eye colour?
Gray normally, but they change depending upon my mood.

33) Ever been to Africa?
nope

34) Ever been toilet papering?
nope

35) Been in a car accident?
Yes

36) Favorite day of the week?
Wensday

37) Favorite restaurant?
mcdonalds

38) Favorite flower?
Lavender

39) Favorite ice cream?
Vanilla

40) Favorite fast food restaurant?
mcdonalds

41) Which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
The music store.

42) Bedtime?
whenever i pass out from tiredness

43) Who are you most curious about their responses to this quiz?
I really don't know.

44) Last person(s) you went to dinner with?
Kelsey and Dylan techniclly. lol

45) What are you listening to right now?
Warren Hill.

46) What is your favorite color?
Black and White.

47) How many tattoos do you have?
none yet

48) Who was the last person to text you?
N/A

49) How many people are you gonna tag?
whoever wants to do this

50) What time is it now that you finished this quiz?
6:23PM

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/24844397/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/24844397/ Tue, 19 May 2009 17:53:59 PDT [ ] I think I'm ugly
[x] I have many scars. (Well only some are from my old cats, some from me being stupid and running into things, and some from slitting my wrist's. It's all good. XD)
[x] I tan easily.
[] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ ] I have a tattoo.
[] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[]I have/I've had braces.
[x] I wear glasses. (Not like I am supposed to though)
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[x] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings.
[x] I have piercings in places besides my ears.
[x] I've got one scar

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents. (XD sometimes, and they swear at me)
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together. (yessssh)
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x] Have a spoiled sibling (DEVIL SISTER!!)

School/Work
[x] I'm in school.
[X]I have a job. (Musical Performer babeh!)
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school. (OHYEZ. goodtimes)
[x] I almost always do my homework. (I have still yet to actually attempt my math homework.)
[] I've missed a week or more of school.
[ ] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years. (HAHAHA)
[] I've stolen something from my job
[ ] I've been fired.
[ ] Do home schooling.

Embarrassment
[XXXXX] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation, And pronounced it "lawl", not "El-oh-el" I have been doing that lately and frankly I am starting to freak out. XD
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried. (all the time XD)
[x] I've glued my hand to something intentionally (I super glueded my hands to my camera while trying to fix it last year. haha XD XD XD)
[x] I've had my pants rip in public.
[x] fell down on my face. (Fell down the stairs the first day of school freshman year)

Health
[] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[]I've gotten stitches/staples.
[] I've broken a bone.(NEVER HAVE! HA!)
[x] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctors office/emergency room with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[x] I had a serious surgery. (Crushed my skull in and got a concussion at the same time from slamming a cement heavy Band Practice Room door on my head. I think I have writen about that one... Hmm. TO THE OLD DEVIANT-ART JOURNAL ENTRY'S!! XD)
[x] I've had chicken pox. (MY birthday and easter) ahhh.. Oatmeal baths. XD)

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ ] I've been to Japan.
[ ] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[] I've been out of my home country.
[ ] I've Been in Thailand
[ ] I've been in Phillipines

Experiences
[ ] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x]I've wished on a shooting star.
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas by accident
[x] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[] I've been to a casino.
[ ] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been Skiing
[x] I've been in a play (naturally)
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue. (every winter)
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken. (I did when I was in Miami... it didn't turn out very well, I was forsed up into the air... a collapsed back down to earth. XD)
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[x] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show. (LEEETS DO THE TIME WAAARP AGAAAAIN!)
[] I've eaten sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[] I'm single
[x] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[x] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back. (am I missing something?)
[ ] I've told someone I loved them w... ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/24640051/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/24640051/ Thu, 07 May 2009 17:56:36 PDT
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So I haven't been at school for a whole day this entire week, I have been having these weird dizzy and sick spells. I ended up going to the hospital today and retaking my Potassium level, hopeing my disease isn't progressing any further.

I am 16 now too and it is kida cool to say that I am this old but you know it is also very weird. I don't know why though.

A few days ago I changed my religion back to Concervitive Jew therefore I am no long the German MESSIANIC Communistic Jew. My (I)Rabbi thinks I change my mind too much. haha

At our school we have this thing where bands made by the highschoolers compeate. My freshman friend and I created a last minute band and entered it into the contest. Another One Bites The Dust is the name of the song we are playing. It sucks though, pretty much all of the bands are garage bands... we are a small Swing Band Consisting of 6 people. lol

Last of all, to my best friend Kelsey. I love you more than anything in the world. You keep my day shinning and bright and you take care of me more than my own parents do. You are my sister for life.

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/24412192/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/24412192/ Fri, 24 Apr 2009 14:35:06 PDT LightSpring93 has no reference to anything except for the 93 which is the year I was born.

2. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined and what are you now?
I was obsessed with Inuashya and now I am just obsessed with music, not anime anymore.

3. How many watchers do you have now?
lots and lots. Yays!

4. Name 3 of your favourite artists on DA.
Got2lovethatfire, Violetrosepettles, and !MRCR.

5. Do you comment, fav, or both?
Both

6. Do you participate in clubs' contests here on DA?
No I do not.

7. What is your most popular deviation?
I really do not know, I think it is one of my prayer bead pictures.

8. What are your favourite non-anime TV shows?
Mythbusters and GHost Hunters.

9. What are the things you wish you could draw better?
Faces beyond far and bodies.

10. Summer or winter?
Winter!

11. Rain or Sun?
rain

12. What's your favourite type of music?
jazz

13. PC or Mac?
PC

14. Anime or Manga?
Neither

15. Coke or Pepsi?
COKE!

16. Read or TV?
Read something exciting!

17. How many hours a day do you spend on DA?
I used to be on about 6 hours a day but now I am on about 2 or 3 times a week, maybe.

18. Name a hidden talent.
Forensics

19. Flash or traditional cartoons?
Traditional please.

20. What is your favourite fast food restaurant?
MCDONALD'S!!!! or long john silvers. XD

21. What are your top 3 favourite books?
I will plant you a lilac tree, harry potter 1-7, or Ghost Sitter.

22. Wii or Playstation?
Playstation

23. Name 3 of your favourite bands.
Cherry Poppin Daddies, Nickelback, and Papa Roach.

24. Are you a fast, slow, or medium typer?
medium.

25. Do you like Denny's?
never been.

26. What is your favourite emoticon?
XD or

27. What is your favourite type of pie?
PUMPKIN HOE!! XD NOM NOM NOM!

28. Have you ever stayed up for 24 hours?
several times

29. Do you go on YouTube a lot?
constantly

30. Are you a member on any other sites besides DA?
Myspace, Playlist.com, and Facebook.

31. Do you cosplay?
Nope.

32. Fruits or sweets?
WHAT DO U THINK??! NOM NOM NOM!!! lol

33. Buttered, plain, or salted popcorn?
Buttered pwease. ;O

34. Have you skipped school?
Yessssh. XD

35. Have you been on a plane?
NEVER EVER EVER EVER GOING ON ONE!! lol So no.

36. Have you swum in an ocean?
I did this winter in Miami with my best friend, Kelsey.

37. Have you been ice skating?
Yes.

38. Favourite vacation spot?
Miami

39. Ever been on TV?
yup

40. Favourite salad dressing?
ewness

41. What do you do to relax?
Cry or call Kelsey.

42. What is the last film you saw in the theatres?
Monsters V.S Aliens

43. Favourite Sandwich?
Cheeseburger, Ketchup only.. nommmmy

44. If you could go anywhere in the world...
Russia.

45. Favourite time of the day?
Night time.

46. What did you want to be when you were little?
An Artist or a baseball player. XD

47. What do you want to be now?
History teacher or Middle School band Director.

48. If you could eat with one person, who would it be?
Vladimir Puttin.. XD haha

49. What character would you hate to be stuck in a room with?
Neji, Kelsey would break through the wall and eat my face. XD

50. When is your birthday?
April 21st. Oh look at that, I just turned 16. Yay me.

51. Favourite type of ice cream?
Vanilla

52. Last book you read?
CatS Cradle

53. Which store would you max out a credit card at?
Target... or Walmart. haha!

54. Do you buy / sell / both on eBay?
Buy

55. What is the most annoying thing people ask you?
"Are you okey?" Kelsey is the ONLY pe... ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/23472068/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/23472068/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 14:21:48 PST
-Nikki

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/23418701/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/23418701/ Thu, 26 Feb 2009 15:47:22 PST
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In other news I am going to Districts on Saturday in Lincoln for Forensics and ya'll she wish me luck. Then March 7th is NLF Qwals. I am stoked for these two tournaments. If I break at Districts I go to State and if I break at NFL Qwals I go to Nationals. Wish me luck ya'll! Thats enough rants for now. Peace out.


-Z'Funk

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/22893852/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/22893852/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 20:25:27 PST Oh yeah so remember my nerve test? It apparently isn't until FEBUARY 26th.. TICK ME OFF!!! GOOOOOOOOOOOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was a crazed maniack for a week, making my self sick from being so scared all for the information that I will have to go through it again!!?! WHAT THE HELL!!!? XD Ill have Kelsey with me again. OFFICIALLY, THAT WILL BE ALL......................You think I was serious didn't you? haha suckers.. GO DOWN!!!

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ALSo.... HAPPY 17th BIRTHDAY KELSEY CONNER!!!! I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE!!!!!


Seriously that will be all.
Peace Yo.

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]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/22162821/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/22162821/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 10:16:22 PST
This journal is mostly written in dedication to my friend from school, Amanda, who died in a car crash yesterday. My prayers go to her and her family. God Bless her. Merry Christmas Amanda.




---------------------------------------------NEWS REPORT---------------------

A | A | A A 16-year-old Omaha girl was killed in an accident involving two SUVs near Lake Zorinsky Tuesday morning.

Amanda Castonguay was a 10th-grader at Millard South High School. She was a passenger in one of the vehicles, sitting on the side of impact. Amanda was taken by helicopter to the Nebraska Medical Center where she was pronounced dead.

Investigators believe slick roads may have been a factor in the crash at 180th and Van Camp Drive around 9:15 a.m.

"We think it's weather-related at this time,” said Douglas County Sheriff’s Lt. Richard Lally. “It really is difficult to tell whether or not speed played a factor or if it was just the conditions on the road."

The driver of the SUV Amanda was riding in, 37-year-old Stacy Fleener of Omaha, was traveling southbound on 180th Street approaching Van Camp when the vehicle spun out of control in the ice and slush and struck an oncoming SUV.

Fleener was taken to the hospital in critical condition. The Douglas County Sheriff's Department has not said if she will face any charges.

Fifty-five-year-old Barbara Lilley of Omaha and two children, ages six and nine, were in the other SUV. They were all treated at Lakeside Hospital and released.

Lt. Lally said it was the kind of scene deputies dread. "It is difficult, especially this time of year, around the holidays when families are supposed to be together and something like this happens. It's not easy on anyone."

Castonguay's life was not easy. She was a ward of the state with a mentally challenged mother and a father in county corrections.

Her MySpace page appears as if she was in a happy place. Nicknamed “Twichy,” she logged on last Monday, saying she was "really excited for Christmas."

Tuesday, she became an unwitting reminder of the weather's grip on our roads. The melting snow, Lt. Lally said, can appear harmless, but that can be deceiving. "Especially when there's buildup of the slush and snow."

“With the plows coming through, they leave big tracks of snow sometimes and it's difficult once your car hits it," he said.

"It can grab the tires and move you to either side of the road pretty quickly so it's just safe to say go slow and approach cautiously."

----Merry Christmas Amanda-----
We miss you so much. Your in a better place now.

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/22085892/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/22085892/ Sat, 20 Dec 2008 13:32:49 PST is gonna be with me all the way there! I will have a ton of new pictures and probally stories and poems to add.. bordum will catch up with us both. haha
Woot! Hanukah starts tomorrow and I cannot wait for it! Its the only holiday I actually like... Well I hate holidays but I dunno.. It will be my 2nd holiday season that my grandma won't be with us so... But anyway, thats about it..



Happy Christmahanukwanzuka!

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/21702262/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/21702262/ Thu, 27 Nov 2008 15:54:22 PST
Also if you would like to make contributions to the "Nikki is Awesome" fund then please don't hesitate to send me a note to get the address. (50's and 100's are most excepted) Now have a happy holiday season my dear chaps! ta ta!

-The Red Blooded Communist-



lol

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/21065472/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/21065472/ Sun, 19 Oct 2008 14:49:23 PDT
life is falling even more... it was good but now... its just falling... I might be diagnoised with MS, for now I wait until I have the tests. My best friend is hurting and I can't doing anything... another funeral to relize... why is my family dying?

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/20705161/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/20705161/ Sat, 27 Sep 2008 12:39:50 PDT
Dear Kelsey,
I really don't know how to tell you this, but I dislike you. I think I realized it when I tripped on sesame seeds under a bus and I saw you sit on my father. I'm sure you're scarred enough to understand that there is no solution. I'm returning the pictures of L.A to you, but I'll keep your suicide note as a memory. You should also know that I always wanted to break my passionate intrest to mice. Greetings to your freaky family.
-Nikki-



Heres how to do your own meme!
Dear (the last person who left a comment on your Journal).
I don't really know how to tell you this, but ___1___. I think I realized it ___2___ ___3___ and I saw you ___4___ ___5___. I'm sure you're ___6___ enough to understand ___7___. I'm returning ___8___ to you, but I'll keep ___9___ as a memory. You should also know that I ___10___ ___11___.
___12___,
-Your name-

1. What's the color of your shirt?
Blue - Our romance is over
Red - Our affair is over
White - I'll join the monastery
Black - I dislike you (oh crap)
Green - Our horoscope doesn't match
Grey - You're a pervert
Yellow - I'm selling myself
Pink - Your nostrils are insulting
Brown - The mafia wants you
No shirt - You're a loser
Other - I'm in love with your sister


2. Which is your birth month?
January - That night
February - Last year
March - When your dwarf bit me (wow.)
April - When I tripped on sesame seeds
May - First of May
June - When you put cuffs on me
July - When I threw up
August - When I saw the shrunken head
September - When we skinny dipped
October - When I quoted Santa
November - When your dog ran amok
December - When I changed tennis shoes


3. Which food do you prefer?
Tacos - In your apartment
Pizza - In your camping car
Pasta - Outside of Chicago
Hamburgers - Under the bus
Salad - As you ate enchilada
Chicken - In your closet
Kabob - With Paris Hilton
Fish - In women's clothing
Sandwiches - At the Hare Krishna graduation
Lasagna - At the mental hospital
Hot dog - Under a state of trance
None of the above - With George Bush and his wife


4. What's the color of your socks?
Yellow - Hit on
Red - Insult
Black - Ignore
Blue - Knock out
Purple - Pour syrup on
White - Carve your initials into
Grey - Pull the clothes off
Brown - Put leeches on
Orange - Castrate
Pink - Pull the toupee off
Barefoot - Sit on
Other - Drive out


5. What's the color of your underwear?
Black - My best friend
White - My father
Grey - Bill Clinton
Brown - My fart balloon
Purple - My mustard soufflé
Red - Donald Duck
Blue - My avocado plant
Yellow - My pen pal in Ghana
Orange - My Kid Rock-collection
Pink - Manchester United's goalkeeper
None - My John F. Kennedy-statue
Other - The crazy monk


6. What do you prefer to watch on TV?
Scrubs - Man
O.C. - Emotional
One Tree Hill - Open
Heroes - Frostbitten
Lost - High
House - Scarred
Simpsons - Cowardly
The news - Mongolic
Idol - Masochistic
Family Guy - Senile
Top Model - Middle-class
None of the above - Ashamed


7. Your mood right now?
Happy - How awful I've felt
Sad - How boring you are
Bored - That Santa doesn't exist
Angry - That your pimples are at the last stage
Depressed - That we're cousins
Excited - That there is no solution to this.
Nervous - The middle-east
Worried - That your Honda sucks
Apathetic - That I did a sex-change
Ashamed - That I'm allergic to your hamster
Cuddly - That I get turned on by garbage men
Overjoyous - That I'm open
Other - That Extreme Home Makeover sucks


8. What's the color of your walls in your bedroom?
White - Your ring (...)
Yellow - Your love letters
Red - Your Darth Vader-poster
Black - Your tame stone
Blue - The couch cushions
Green - The pictures from LA
Orange - Your false teeth
Brown - Your contact book
Grey - Our matching snoopy-bibs
Purple - Your old lottery coupons
Pink - The cut toenails
Other - Your memories from the military service


9. The first letter of your first name?
A/B - Your photo
C/D - The oil stocks
E/F - Your neighbour Martin
G/H - My virginity
I/J - The results of your blood-sample
K/L - Your left ear
M/N - Your suicide note
O/P - My common sense
Q/R - Your mom ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/20505718/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/20505718/ Mon, 15 Sep 2008 13:09:27 PDT
I am sitting in Forensics class at school right now. haha. My besti Kelsey has turned me lez.. haha! It is a long story. Darn you and your sexiness Kelsey!!

Your DA Commie,
Nikki

RAWRNESS ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/20389515/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/20389515/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 11:07:32 PDT
I was doing a project last night for my Ethnic Studies class and I was working with Sharpie markers right next to my face for like an hour and I guess I breathed in to many fumes and got High.. The room was spinning and I could barly walk and I was over the toilet for like 2 hours gaging almost vomiting my lungs out. I is still high.. damn.. now I can say I have been high... haha

Love your DA Commie,
Nikki

RAWRNESS ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/20222385/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/20222385/ Fri, 29 Aug 2008 16:43:19 PDT
I get to go to the two rivel schools football game tonight with my bestist friend Kyle(besides you Kelsey)and yeah. Cannot wait!! Wearing all MSHS colors.. hee hee Red and White.. COMMIE COLORS YAYNESS!! Okies I done spazing nowz. XD

Love your
DA Commmie
Nikki

Wootness!!! ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19985573/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19985573/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 10:31:06 PDT
Huh.. Well I mean I am kinda in the middle of two differen't moods. Happy and Disipointment. I am quite happy that I have a new wonderful boyfriend. I haven't taken my meds for like a week and I am actually pretty content without them which is really strange because I usely ofter become like super mean. I don't know.. Okey I am like super mad and upset right now cause I was supossed to be in O.I.D in forensics this year and they replaced me with someone who hasn't been in the class for a while and I was promised to be in it. I am about to cry right now but really can't because I am writing this while I am at school and my coaches are preforming a piece for Lauren and Cassie. I am on the breaking point of quitting the team but only like 3 people care. I hate my Forensics team sometimes. Huh.. I am still desiding if I wanna quit.

*Sniffle ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19776331/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19776331/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 17:45:42 PDT
Should have: Gone to band tonight but I am really sick.

COuld have: if I really wanted too.

Would have: if I wasn't sick and I had my voice.

I has an STD. (Saxophone Transmited Desease(however it is spelled))

*Sniffle ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19719645/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19719645/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 13:47:51 PDT
Quizzy time!

- Name: Nikki Funkhauser
- Single or taken: Single.
- Sex: Female
- Birthday: april 21
- Sign: Taurus
- Hair color: Brown
- Eye color: Grey
- Height: 5 ft 0

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

- Favorite place to shop for clothes?: K-mart
- Favorite designer?: Rout 66
- What is your sexiest outfit?: >> I don't have one you perv!
- What is your most comfortable outfit: My, "I hate everybody shirt."
- What do you usually wear?: T-shirt, Black shorts, and slip ons.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

- What kind of shampoo do you use?: WhiteRain with the Cocenut smell.
- Who is the last person that called you?: Cassie
- How many buddies are online right now?: 3

-------------• × • F A V O U R I T E S • × •--------------


- Food: Chicken
- Girls' names: Allison
- Boys' names: Seamas
- Subjects in school: American history
- Animals: Fruit Bat.

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

- Given anyone a bath?: My grandma cause she couldn't.
- Smoked?: Nope
- Bungee jumped?: Nopers
- Made yourself throw up?: Umm by thinking of something icky. lol
- Ever been in love?: Yes
- Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: totally. :3 (lol)
- Cried when someone died?: tons
- Lied?: Only to get me out of trouble for messing with my sister.
- Fallen for your best friend?: Yup. ><
- Rejected someone?: Nope. That would be mean.
- Used someone?: Um nope.
- Done something you regret?: Who hasen't

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •--------------

- Clothes: Red band shirt and black shorts.
- Desktop picture: My doggy
- CD in player: Papa Roach
- DVD in player: Hide and Seek

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

- Hugged: Alysha Urbanic
- You IMed: Don
- Talk to online: Andrea.

---------------• × • A R E | Y O U • × •---------------------

- Understanding: yes
- Hungry: yesssss.. 0.o -drools-
- Open-minded: OH YEAH
- Arrogant: I don't know what that means.
- Insecure?: Yes
- Random?: Every moment of my life.
- Smart: nope.
- Insecure?: Didn't you already ask that?
- Shy: Until I get to know you.
- Difficult: Sometimes
- Bored easily: Most of the time

---------• × • W H O | D O | Y O U | W A N T | TO • × •--------

- Kill: MARY MARCUM!
- Slap: Mary..
- Get really wasted with: Kelsey. haha
- Get high with: KEEEELSEY.. lol
- Talk to offline: Tom
- Talk to online: Tom and everybodeh.

------------------• × • R A N D O M • × •---------------------

- In the morning I: Have an afro the size of texas.
- Love is: wonderfun!
- I dream about: Things that you shall never know about. MUAHAHHa! Lol
- What do you notice first in the opposite sex?: Height. lol XD
---------------• × • W H I C H | I S | B E T T E R • × ---------------

- Coke or Pepsi: Coke
- Flowers or candy: GIVE ME CANDY
- Tall or short: tall.

---------------• × • W H O • × • ---------------

- Makes you laugh the most?: Cassie
- Makes you smile: My friends.
- Gives you a funny feeling when you look at them?: Umm I don't know anymore. lol

--------------• × • D O | Y O U | E V E R • × •-----------------

- Sit on the internet all night waiting for that someone special to IM you?: Yes actually.
- Wish you were a member of the opposite sex?: Never ever. lol
- Wish you were younger: Hell noz! lol
-Cry because someone said something to you?: I used to do that but instead I just get pissed. Pills aint a working anymore. hehe.

-----------• × • N U M B E R • × •--------------

- Of times I have had my heart broken: 2
- Of guys I've kissed: 7 I think? XD
- Of girls I've kissed: Oh those lonely sleepovers of 2. hehe.. LOL JKJK
- Of CD's I own: Like 30-36?


I tag whoever dares to do this! MUAHAHAH!

TEE HEE ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19650391/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19650391/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 21:16:49 PDT
I am back from camp. it was a lot of fun and work too. Love being back. Parents are gone and I am home alone. Yes.

TEE HEE ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19532380/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19532380/ Tue, 22 Jul 2008 07:37:23 PDT
I am leaving until the 26th which for those who can't count is this saturday. lol I iz going to band camp at UNL!!! I am in the Shrine Bowl so watch for me. Alrighty. byeness.

TEE HEE ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19505073/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19505073/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 18:18:01 PDT
I am majorly hyper right now so I am talking weirdly and making Mac n' cheese.. mmmm mighty tasteh. XD

TEE HEE ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19416438/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19416438/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 19:46:29 PDT
Cause I can be. Word to yo.. yo.. Pancakes! HAHA!

Please... ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19302004/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19302004/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 23:34:38 PDT
I just got done having a cry fest over a conversation I had with my old boyfriend. We started talking again and then just fucked it up. He says he borrowed me, that the Hotties love the bad boiz which he thinks is him. Then he tells me he loves me and then goes, "not!"

12:37amNikki
hi

12:38am
hi

12:38amNikki
I am bored so therefore I must bug someone and that someone is you apparently.

12:39am
WHY ME

12:39amNikki
Okey then..

12:40am
no seriously... why

12:41amNikki
As I said I am bored/strangly awake..

Fine then you still hate me..

12:41am
let me put this in a nice way

12:41amNikki

?

12:41am
i am cold

cold HEARTED

12:42amNikki
Apparently...

12:42am
i dont care for others feelings unless they are close to me

12:43amNikki
All I did was try to be nice and talk to you.

12:43am
i cannot trust ANYONE

12:44amNikki
What does this have to do about trust

?

12:44am
and i like to be left

ALOOONE

this is the real me

sorry

12:44amNikki
Fine then

12:44am
you hate it

i luv it

12:44amNikki
Why?

12:45am
the HOT ladies luv it

it turns them on somehw

12:45amNikki
why are you doing this?

12:45am
is it a crime to be myself

12:45amNikki
When I met you, you were a sweet young man but now?

12:46am
ha sweet

thas funnee

lol

12:46amNikki
Why did you change?

12:47am
hmmm

i didnt change

i am only sweet to those who are close to me

12:47amNikki
yes you did.

12:48am
and you and i

were definetely not close

12:48amNikki
not anymore

we were at some point

12:49am
we're farther apart than sun and pluto

12:49amNikki
We were close.

12:49am
no we werent

12:49amNikki
YES WE WERE. WERE!

12:50am
not the way i saw it

12:51amNikki
Then who was the man that when we were going out, would always say he loved me. That wasn't you?

12:52am
it is billy

who i am now

i am billy

not will

nobody frikin gets it right anymore

yes so i can be friends with you

if you mention this relationship you speak of anymore i can be a real nightmare

it was all a huge mistake and i was jacked up on something that night i said yes and i let it drag on to long

so goodbye

12:55amNikki
fine then.

whats the point of this..

So you used me!?

12:57am
no i borrowed you

12:57amNikki
For what? Just a quick kiss?

12:57am
eww no

sick

((gag))

12:58amNikki
thats all you wanted!

12:58am
your a nice chick

but i wouldnt kiss you again

my eyes have opened

i love you

12:59amNikki
?

What?

1:00am
i luv you

1:00amNikki
Why are you saying this..

1:01am
cuz i do

...

NOT!!!

1:01amNikki
You are a fucking ass

1:02am
well thats what they do

1:02amNikki
Why would you do that?

why are you so mean to me?

1:02am
i am not being mean

1:03amNikki
then whats that!

1:03am
my new friends would find this hilarious

and so would my most recent ex

1:03amNikki
Well I don't. Sorry..

1:03am
this is why i dont like you we dont click

1:04amNikki
I am sorry..

1:04am
too late

i have to go now

1:05amNikki
bye..

Thats still not funny.


That is the conversation. his name has been taken out though.

Thank you kelsey for being such an angel and helping. I loves you my gardian angel.

Please... ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19280341/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19280341/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 19:34:53 PDT
Sometimes I think that I just want to die.. I thought that after not having my meds for 4 days was why I felt this way but apparently not. I am a bit more chipper but only at certian moments..

Please...
Stupid mood isn't working still.. dammit. ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19198476/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19198476/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 08:36:59 PDT
I hate holidays expessialy the 4th. I at least get to hang out with my friend Kyle and go to his house for a party with his family. That should be fun I guess.. Ill be gone July 22-26th for band camp at UNL.. Ill be playing with the Shriners so if your a fan then watch dammit! I guess that's it.. Not like anyone actually gives a damn.. Happy 4th.

Please... ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19173986/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19173986/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 21:33:52 PDT
Lately I have been feeling a bit un-normal. I have been really happy during the day but once night dawns upon me and everyone is asleep I start thinking.. Thinking about things that I try to hide so hard. I am crying myself to sleep again. I haven't for a while now but sudenlly I just have such depression inside of me wanting out into the world. Sometimes I wish to die even when I know thats not what I want. Even then I still wish.. Wish for that car to miss that certain turn or for that lightning bolt to strike me down.
I am hearing voices again. I haven't heard these voices since I was young, they are taunting me now, telling me what to do. I don't want this again. I don't know what to do anymore. I am so scared and just plain out mad and upset at the world and the people around me... Someone please help me.

Please... ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19128447/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/19128447/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 13:26:32 PDT
Well I just got back early sunday morning from Illinos. Band Camp was so awesome, I made lots of new friends and learned a lot. I got to work with my hero's Rick Condict and Jeff Rupert. Also known as world renowned saxophonist. That is about it. What happens at band camp stays at band camp. lol J.K

Communist Comrads



]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18791242/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18791242/ Wed, 11 Jun 2008 19:55:33 PDT
O.o they changed the setting things.. yayness.. anyway..

I was downstairs for 2 hours because of Tornados... AGAIN.. huh.. Anywho I am leaving Saturday for Minnisota.

So from the 14-28 I won't be on. i might be on the 21st when I get home from Minnisota but that next morning I leave for Illinois for BOA Band Camp. If you need me for something or just wanna talk note me and Ill give you my cell number. I must like you know actually talk to you soooo yea... Anywayz.. ByeBye now..

June 14-21 - Minnisota
June 22-28 - BOA Band Camp
July 22-28 - UNL Band Camp
July 29-31 - Calmus

Communist Comrads



]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18738481/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18738481/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 21:09:50 PDT
I am gonna get up early tomorrow and go down the street to Bakers and Volunteer around Omaha at 8AM.. I just hope my mum says yes.. Damn you dad for making me have to ask her.. Whats the point if you already said yes huh!? lol Ranting. So tired from cleaning neighborhoods.. Sprained my wrist and hurt my back so ouch.. ehh.... That is all..

F*** summer I want Winter! ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18726474/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18726474/ Sun, 08 Jun 2008 07:49:48 PDT
Well we had a Tornado last night around like 2Am i wanna say over in the county next to us. Went from Chacho through Sarpy and I guess part of Douglas. I woke up at like 2 or 3 and what the fuck, my roof over meh room started to get pulled off. I was dead tired but it still scared me shitless! Then the wind stopped and I guess it set it back down or something I dunno. My room was shaking. I ended up falling back to sleep right after and awoke this morning to the damage. My dad and I ended up having to clean our yard, half of our tree is gone.. Blaaah, stupid tree. Now I have to go clean my grandpas yard.. But at least teh computer is okey.. Ahhhh.. -sighs with relife-

Happy Summer To All And To All A Good Sunburn ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18609469/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18609469/ Sun, 01 Jun 2008 12:04:51 PDT
Woot Summer is here and epic as eva! Happy Summer DA!

Happy Summer To All And To All A Good Sunburn ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18510929/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18510929/ Mon, 26 May 2008 12:53:17 PDT
Today it is a year that my grandma has been gone. She died yearly morning a year ago today. Memories flood back to me today and the hell is relized finally.

Sad.... ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18493751/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18493751/ Sun, 25 May 2008 11:38:06 PDT
I just wanted to say that I found it ironic that outside its 90 and my avatar is a penguin... XD

So freaking hot outside! ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18477125/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18477125/ Sat, 24 May 2008 10:09:47 PDT
Damn.. On Wensday, thursday and Friday I have finals to do.. Blaaah!

Wensday: Computer Tech
Thursday: English, Math finals.
Friday: Science, Computer Tech, Gym, and American History.

I has to study.. crap maybe I should be doing that right now.. Oh well.. XD

Also my head is doing better, suffering with some memory loss though. ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18370965/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18370965/ Sat, 17 May 2008 17:43:26 PDT
Well I aint going to the Stanely Hotel in July which really pisses me off... I wanted to go really badly but nooo! We don't have enough money for it.. Fuck that yesh we doi its just my mum is a bitch and doesn't want to go.. AHHH! Well at least I don't have to leave band camp early so thats good.. Well that is about it. Check out my new deviations peeps! Peace out!

-Nikki-

Also my head is doing better, suffering with some memory loss though. ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18295899/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18295899/ Mon, 12 May 2008 19:41:10 PDT
Dammit all... Ouch! I smashed my head between a wall and a extreamly thick door today so now I have a fractured Skull and a bad concusion. It sucks really badly. I hate it. I cannot keep my head up. It flops to the side and my headache is killing me. My own stupidity though. I was in a band practice room and opend the door to talk to someone. My short term kicked in so i didn't realize my head was in the doorway and slammed it shut. Dammit ouch!

ouch ]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18232245/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/18232245/ Thu, 08 May 2008 18:48:46 PDT
Sometimes I dunno, I just wanna die.. I don't know what to do anymore.. I just feel so much sadness and hate towards people anymore. I have hardly any friends, the ones I have stab me in the back, I am not even looked upon in our socitey anymore. I don't wanna live like this anymore. Iv tried numerous times to overdose on medication, pain killer, inhaler, and such. Please help me. I am scared of these thoughts. I don;t want them to come back again. Please just know more pain.

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17947603/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17947603/ Sun, 20 Apr 2008 16:21:51 PDT
I am so happy I get to go to the Stanely Hotel this summer! I have to go to Colorado for my Aunts wedding so we have to stay at a hotel. So we chose the Stanely and this is the most Haunted hotel in the United States so I am so excited!!! I cannot wait! While I am there I get to go to Rocky Mountian National Park because that is where the wedding is!
Then before that I get to go to band camp and Minnasota. This is going to be a pretty epic summer...

Anyway I got to go to prom last night and post prom, which kicked ass! It was absolutely epic!!! OMG!!!
Last thing is that my 15th Birthday is tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cannot wait!!!!!!

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17834802/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17834802/ Sun, 13 Apr 2008 15:29:45 PDT
Well nothing major to report. Tired I guess and tomorrow is the first day back from Spring Break so that should be hell getting used to, but oh well. I am actually glad to be getting back into the swing of things which will do me some good. It will sucks though. My leg has an infection up the back of it from these weeds that scraped acrossed it a few days ago and now it is bandaged up to keep it from getting any worse. I mean it's not like oozing puss and bleeding or anything like that. Its a scar like scrach, deep of course, but the back of my leg is unable to be felt and I limp a lot now. It should be fine though.
I am not really sure how I am going to be going back to school tomorrow though. Am I going to talk to anyone? Am I going to be silent and hide from the world? I have no clue yet but I guess I will have to wait and see. Well that is about it. I will stop babling along about myself. Well have a good week everyone!

~Nikki~

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17744709/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17744709/ Tue, 08 Apr 2008 08:49:54 PDT
Allergies and an Ear Infection... Omfg... So gonna die.. Its spring break too! Come on!!!!!!

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17672081/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17672081/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 18:02:42 PDT
Alright well I just got home from a band contest from Bellvue. Well my boyfriend and I were on the bus and he was just holding me and I had my uniform coat over my legs cause I was cold. Well now half the band is saying, "Collins Fingered Funkhauser." They apparently announced that and yelled it out in the dressing rooms when we got back. WE DIDN'T DO A GOD DAMN THING SO FUCK OFF!!!!!!!!! Sorry not youz, only people in my band.. Anyway I am so pissed at the moment.

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17610971/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17610971/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 17:38:46 PDT
So I gets to go to Prom and am like so freaking excited!!! It's like two days before my birthday so I am having it count as my b-day present because of my parents geting my a new instrument.

I gots a busy week. Play practice, band concert and contest. April is gonna be a hard month. Woot! lol
I am so weird.

Omg we had a fire drill today!! Of course when it is cold and raining. We had another earlier this year when it was the coldest day of Winter... We are so cursed.. Thats about it. Byebye.

]]> ~LightSpring93 http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17547807/ http://LightSpring93.deviantart.com/journal/17547807/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 19:39:19 PDT
-dies laughing-
my sister, my mum, and I are talking like vally girls. When I get my camera to work I am going to put a link up so you can watch us be idiots. Well like bye!! XD

24 more days until my b-day!!!!!

Got Jazz band practice at 7am tomorrow and Jazz setup after school! Gots me a compotition at schoopl saturday! Will hopfully get some pics! BYENESS!!

I also got my C melody(kennie C) back from the music shop and she works and sounds pwnsom!!! Yes I refer to instruments as He's and She's. Got a problem wit it?!?! HUH HUH!!?!!? XD Alright bye now!

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