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kbye

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ATTACK OF THE FURRY FACE THINGS

-licks -

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6:30 am... X_X Damn school.
and hi

I love you

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]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/16709561/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/16709561/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 15:21:17 PST Three Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1.) Get married
2.) Be the best DDR player in the world
3.) Eat three boxes of mac n cheese in 20 minutes

Three Names You Go By:
1.) Rau
2.) x
3.) Dei

Three Screen Names You Have Had:
1.) Deireun
2.) Bob the builder
3.) [link]

Three Physical Things You Like About Yourself:
1.) HAND = KEYBOARD
2.) MOUTH = CHEESE
3.) My Stepmania Skills

Three Parts Of Your Heritage:
1.) Czech
2.) French Canadian
3.) German

Three Things That Scare You:
1.) Nightmares
2.) The Dark
3.) Being alone

Three Of Your Everyday Essentials:
1.) Mah girl~
2.) DDR
3.) Food

Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now:
1.) Shorts
2.) The Lion King
3.) A spoon

Three Of Your Favorite Bands/Musical Artists:
1.) Ceebz
2.) dj TAKA
3.) RhapsodyOfFire/DragonForce (They're so identical it's not even notable.)

Three Of Your Favorite Songs:
1.) AA
2.) OMEGA
3.) 300 THIS IS SPARTA -TECHNO REMIX-

Three Things You Want In A Relationship:
1.) Love
2.) Dedication
3.) To be there for you when you are hurt or sad.

Two Truths And A Lie (in no particular order):
1.) I've had rapist in my name before.
2.) I've been banned from two IRC servers.
3.) I like Peanut Butter.

Three Physical Things About The Preferred Sex That Appeal To You:
1,2,3.) Physical things have no influence on me, I love a girl (or guy) for what they are on the inside.

Three Of Your Favorite Hobbies:
1.) Being with mah girl
2.) DDR/Stepmania
3.) Reading.

Three Things You Want To Do Really Badly Right Now:
1.) See Ceebz.
2.) Get a job so I can save up money. (To get to Ceebz.)
3.) Play Stepmania with someone irl.

Three Careers You're Considering/You've Considered:
1.) Computer Programmer
2.) Daycare Care provider
3.) Anything that doesn't keep me away from Ceebz.

Three Places You Want To Go On Vacation:
1.) Hawaii
2.) Czech
3.)

Three Names You Like:
1.) James
2.) Jack (from the dragonback series by timothy zahn.)
3.) Satoshi

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Girl:
1.) I am often self-concious of my appearance.
2.) I hate spiders.
3.) I like pink.

Three Ways That You Are Stereotypically A Boy:
1.) I am a boy.
2.) I'm a gamer nerd.
3.) I like to eat 10 taco bell tacos.

Tagging... (you don't have to if you don't have the time Arti) and pretty much anyone else who wants to.

]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/16637458/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/16637458/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 00:49:25 PST but actually getting a job will be problem.

Next would have to be my parents. =.=; They won't stop arguing with me about the computer because "OH LOOK SOME FREE ANTI-VIRUS PROGRAM FLAGGED MY SYSTEM AS INFECTED" All because of our airhead friend. I have the professional version of avast! on the main comp.(i'minmyroom)

Hopefully I get another snowday tomorrow 8DDDD This is a break i've needed. Have some alone time. ect.

I love you with all I am, and always will. <3

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]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/15613460/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/15613460/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 23:38:50 PST I wonder when it has begun
How far do...
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Stars in your eyes
-Stars in your heart
Stars in your heart
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of sin and commit 8th sin
your unrequited existance will turn
everything into sin
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If you're a ddr freak who's played superNOVA you should be able to guess this song. Don't scroll down if you want to guess though, because thats where the answer is.
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Xepher, Tatsh. Dance Dance Revolution Supernova, and some beatmania game i dunno which never played it.

]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/14941512/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/14941512/ Sat, 06 Oct 2007 13:18:07 PDT BEST FAD EVER

]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/14910507/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/14910507/ Thu, 04 Oct 2007 09:38:59 PDT even if she doesn't like me lol

How are you feeling today?
Happy face - Destiny's child
rofl i'm gonna put on my happy face ^_________^

Will you get far in life?
THE POWER OF ONE - pkmn movie 2 soundtrack
I guess lol since i'm gonna be SMaRT :0

How do your friends see you?
Graduation - Vitamin C
Dependant

Will you get married?
Dangerously in love - Destiny's child
Uh, duh?

What is your best friend's theme song?
Bleach second op. :0
Works quite fine with Jeremy and his geeky runescape and bleachness

What is the story of your life?
Through Fire and Flames - Dragonforce
Hell

What is high school like?
Delimma - Nelly
DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA OH LOOK AT THE GIRLS THAT GOT PREGNANT

How can you get ahead in life?
Take it on the run - R.E.O. Speedwagon (I love this classic)
o_o I guess I just need to work with what I get?

What is the best thing about your friends?
Amish Paradise - Weird al yankovich
LOL WE ALL LIVE IN AN AMISH PARADISE.

What is in store for this weekend?
Turn me on - Vitamin C
... o mai

To describe your grandparents?
PARANOiA Disconnected - Naoki Maeda
Totally disconnected from life. u_u

How is your life going?
Starfire - Dragonforce
Pretty straightforward and pieceful, no obstacles.

What song will they play at your funeral?
The one - Backstreet boyslol
THE ONE THAT KICKED THE BUCKET

Will you have a happy life?
Legendary Tales - Rhapsody
I hope mine will be Legendary. rofl

What do your friends really think of you?
Ridin' Dirty - Chamilliionare
LOLOL

Do people secretly lust after you?
Operation Ground Pound - Dragonforce
I'd say yes. LOL

How can I make myself happy?
Graduation(Vocal Mix) - Vitamin C
u_u I need to have my friends or else I'm sad.

What should you do with your life?
The March Of The Swordmaster - Rhapsody
I SHALL MARCH INTO THE MONEY AND LOVE. 8D

Will you ever have children?
Vertex Alpha - Silvia
Depends on what I do. c:

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First of all, school is going fine, no? A's and b's, one c-(mathlol) but other than that, i'm doing pretty fine. And I need to take driving lessons at school but thats gonna cost an arm and a leg so I need to come up with money for that. THEN there's homecoming next week, which means I get to dress up if I find the proper clothes, I don't plan on going to the homecoming dance anyway, got more important things to do and people to see.
Class Schedule lol:
A Day.
First Period: English 10 (spec) = retarded version of the class
Second Period: Study Skills = BEST CLASS EVAR TO DO HOMEWORK\
Third Period: Earth Space and Science Directed Study=State test prep
Fourth Period: Work Experience with the weirdo spec ed teacher
B Day.
Fifth Period: U.S. History = GOOD GRADELOL but eh boring
Sixth Period: English 10 Support = Still retarded, no?
Seventh Period: Physical Education = FUNNEST CLASS I HAVELOL
Eighth Period: Intergrated Math 0.5 = LOL omg 6th grade math ftw! 8D
Then the bus ride home which I often walk in the rain ect, with my friends on the bus. And when I get home I sit on the computer often playing Emperor battle for dune or Stepmania. o.o hmm... running out of things...OH YEA PIZZA BRB.

*(30 seconds later)*

Kay, not ready to be put in, anywayyyyy. --- *puts pizza in* --- ANYWAY. Yea, school website if yer interested: [link]

I'm done for now kiddos~

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Name: Zale
Species: Vaporeon

Eyes: Teal
Headfins: Teal(different shades)
Body: Varity of greys, ranging from almost pitch black(shadowed) and moonlight grey(light direction)
Personality(Adds to expression.): Show off, flirt, silent, often bored, likes to be with others.
愛 google translate it rofl [link] Aremedii.

AND SORRY FOR THE LATE REF RIZA LOL

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]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/14317731/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/14317731/ Fri, 24 Aug 2007 10:54:43 PDT TAGGED ME O_O DAMN YOU lol j/k

1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?
Someone offering me a million $. 8D

2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?
yea or else i'll get yelled at by my parents D=<

3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?
Listener

4. Do you take compliments well?
Not exactly xD some are nice some tick me off o.o

5. Do you play Sudoku?
yea

6. If abandoned alone in the wilderness, would you survive?
If I have the supplies

7. What song are you listening to right now?
J-E-N-O-V-A by The Black Mages (Final Fantasy VII)

8. Did you ever go to camp as a kid?
Nope

9. What was your favorite game as a kid?
Sonic

12. Could you date someone with different religious beliefs than you?
I'm atheist so yea

13. Do you like to pursue or be pursued?
persued

14. Use three words to describe yourself.
Mischeveous, cuddly and smart. 8D

15. Do any songs make you cry?
yea not sayin XD

16. Are you continuing your education?
till i get a phd


17. Do you know how to shoot a gun?
HELLZ YEA

18. If your house was on fire, what would be the first thing you'd grab?
my family heirlooms

19. How often do you read books?
here and there

20. Do you think more about the past, present or future?
my future with someone important

21. What is your favorite children's book?
...POKEYMANZ LOL

22. What color are your eyes?
dark brown

23. How tall are you?
6'3

24. Where is your dream house located?
dunno yet xD

27. Have you ever taken pictures in a photo booth?
Nope o.o'

28. When was the last time you were at Olive Garden?
never been there

30. Where was the furthest place you traveled today?
uhh. kitchen for breakfest

32. Do you like mustard?
only on hotdogs and hamburgers

33. Do you prefer to sleep or eat?
both

34. Do you look like your mom or dad?
I have my mom's ears and there rest is my dad

35. How long does it take you in the shower?
40 minutes. (I LIKE TO SCRUB CLEAN)

36. Can you do the splits?
I'M CLOSE

37. What movie do you want to see right now?
Final Fantasy VII Advent Children

39. What did you do for New Year's?
ALMOST BLEW MY HAND OFF DOING FIREWORKS O_O

40. Do you think The Grudge was scary?
neversaw neverwill

42. Do you own a camera phone?
No

44. Was your mom a cheerleader?
No

45. What's the last letter of your middle name?
D o.o' (Richard

46. How many hours of sleep do you get at night?
varies

48. Do you like care bears?
*Grabs his shotgun* Sure if they're dummy targets

49. What do you buy at the movies?
drink

50. Do you know how to play poker?
yea sorta

51. Do you wear your seatbelt?
yep

52. What do you wear to sleep?
boxers o.o

53. Anything big ever happen in your hometown?
uhh not that i can remember other than me almost getting in a carcrash but thats what happened to me so does that count? XD

54. How many meals do you eat a day?
5. breakfest. snack. lunch. dinner. desert

58. Do you like funny or serious people better?
Funny.

59. Ever been to L.A.?
Never been outta washington not counting canada

60. Did you eat a cookie today?
OREO

61. Do you use cuss words in other languages?
I can cuss sometimes in czech XD

62. Do you steal or pay for your music downloads?
no i torret

63. Do you hate chocolate?
I like it in moderation

64. What do you and your parents fight about the most?
How us kids are annoying 8D

65. Are you a gullible person?
Very

66. Do you need a boyfriend/girlfriend to be happy?
this is kinda hard. i'm sure the someone understands how I feel about it. :3

67. If you could have any job (assuming you have the skills) what would it be?
Entrapanure

68. Are you easy to get along with?
depends on my mood

69. What is your favorite time of day?
evening though morning

70. Are you Easy to fall in love with?
I dunno cause I can't... ]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/14291399/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/14291399/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 16:28:48 PDT
#1

I was great friends with this person. She helped me through various situations, I admired her, and betrayed her trust. I've been through a lot with her and means a lot to me. I said some bad things about her and someone else; I deeply apologize for what I said. Everything I did was uncalled for and inexcusable. If you still blame me, you have every right to.

#2

This person ment a lot to me in the past, I've done unexplainable things undeserving to her. Even though I've done these things, she's always forgiven me. I'm sorry for what I did.

I don't expect these people to reply but if they do, tell me exactly what you think. Please

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Edit: And i'm moving so i'm not gonna have net for a month after august 15th. and to answer the common question of "Where i'm moving", The answer is: Down the road two houses. XD

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The day after their experience, they snuck into the town at the east side of Zerin to “Pick-up” some necessities. They arrived in black cloaks covering their faces. When they reached the antique weapon shop, the symbols on Shina and Dei’s arm started to faintly shine. Dei and Shina hid until the light faded enough to where it couldn’t be seen through the cloaks. Shina noticed that she still had the orb she obtained from the place where she encountered those ‘figures’ and remembered what the voice had said, “Take the orb to the top of the mountain to the Zerin temple.”, “Dei, remember what that voice said?” Shina asked. “Something about taking that orb you have to the temple of Zerin?”, Dei replied. “What are you two doing here?!” said a voice from behind them. It was Captain Tarkya Ceros. Dei and Shina were both startled by his sudden appearance. “You two are not supposed to be here!” said Tarkya. “We just came to get some food and fresh water” Shina said in a shocked manner. “Meet me outside of town at the foot of the Zerin Mountain in a couple hours” Tarkya said silently. --- They finished what they were doing in the town and started to head out. When they arrived at the place Tarkya said they would meet. About 20 minutes later Tarkya finally showed up. “About time.” Shina said smugly. “Wipe that grin off your face, Shina.” Tarkya said in an irritated tone. “You know you two shouldn’t be in town, but that’s not the reason I’m here.” Tarkya explained. “The reason I’m here is because of that orb you have in your bag, it’s an ancient artifact used to keep the land from sinking in to the ocean from below, and those marks on both your arms are marks of an ancient race able to practice certain magic’s we can’t, your parents had them too.” Dei and Shina stared at him blankly. “What I mean is, you two hold the orb that can save this land from sinking, the orb was protected by the previous holder, Icarius Zerin.” Dei was confused. “So you’re saying now that we have the orb, we have to save Zerin?” Tarkya gave a grim face. “It’s not just Zerin, its Xion, Lunis and Solaris also.” Shina got an idea of what’s going on. “So we have to use this orb to save Zerin, Xion, Lunis and Solaris” Tarkya shook his head. “Not exactly, you hold the orb to Zerin, you still need the Sphere of Zion, The Diamond of Lunis, and the Crystal of Solaris.” Dei interrupted him to ask “How will we get there”. Tarkya pointed at the top of the Zerin mountain. “Go there, and take the orb with you. The top of the Zerin temple is where you need to take the orb, once you finish that task, a path shall open to Xion.” Tarkya stared blankly at them then asked “How are you going to get up the mountain, there are dangerous creatures living on it.” Dei and Shina pointed to their emblems and Tarkya nodded. “I see, so you figure out how to use them already. I wouldn’t doubt it, your parents mastered it’s ability at your age.” Dei and Shin agreed to go. They finished their conversation with a few questions then started to head back to their cave.

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----------Chapter one. Discovery.

“Dei!”, yelled Shina Solisa, “Where are you!?”, “Over here” Deireun replied. Deireun & Shina Solisa are orphans living in the south tip of Zerin, they are in the middle of a training exercise in self-defense. They both specialize in one weapon. Deireun uses a sword-shaped wood piece and Shina uses a wooden poll. “I’m getting tired and I’m starting to smell” Shina groaned. “We’re almost---“. Dei was cut off as he fell in a hole in the ground crashing into the floor below. Shina was just standing there still registering what was going on. Dei got up and looked around, seeing a dim-lit passage and the hole above that he fell through. Shina yelled at the tip of the hole but Dei didn’t notice. The ground below Shina crumbled and she fell through hitting the ground. Dei noticed a small piece of metal on the ground and bent down to pick it up. Shina was in a daze as she got up and stumbled around trying to get her balance. Dei held the piece of metal in his palm and it started to vibrate and by the look of it, regenerate. When Shina regained her balance, Dei was holding some sort of blade. “What happened” Shina asked, “Dunno” Dei Replied. Dei held the blade up in his left hand and stared blankly at it; Shina gasped and stared at it. “I don’t know what happened; I just picked it up and it started vibrating and now I have this.” He said. “Well, we aren’t going to get anywhere by standing here, lets move it.” They started down the passage and came into a room with 3 other hallways and a star-shaped emblem on the floor. Shina mumbled something indistinct and the emblem lit up. A cold breeze flowed throughout the room now as a strange noise was heard. “What’s that noise?” Dei wondered. A strange figure approached them. Shina screamed and fainted, The blade Dei “Restored” started to vibrate again and lifted itself at the figure like it was trying to challenge it. Dei noticed something he had never seen, some sort of emblem was on his left arm, and there was an eerie faint green light coming from it. The figure raised its arm showing a sword, lacking a left arm. Dei whispered to himself, “it only has one arm...” then the figure started walking towards him. Dei’s blade was starting to vibrate violently then seemingly took control of his arm and raised it up. The figure swinged its blade at Dei, just barely missing him. He jumped back and noticed a strange sensation throughout him, he noticed some sort of metal forming around his body. Shina woke up, dazed and trying to figure out what was going on. She didn’t even recognize Dei till she saw his face, all she could think of is Where did he get that armor? The figure swinged at him again and left him no choice but to fight back, Shina was up now, looking for something to defend herself with, when she saw a strip of something shiny next to her, she lifted it up in her right hand and noticed a glow, Dei was dodging swings from the figure, occasionally using the sword to defend himself. Shina noticed a faint red light from the side of her arm; Dei was starting to tire when he finally forced himself to swing his blade and cut the figures shoulder off. The figure fell to the ground and sparks flied out of its severed arm. Shina was grunting at a slight pain in her right arm as the strip started change shape into a long metallic-like pole. Dei’s “armor” disappeared in a dim flash and he dropped the sword on the ground, staring blankly at the emblem on his left arm. Shina regained her control and noticed that the pole she was holding was like the one she trained with. She ran over to see what happened, and saw the emblem on the side of Dei’s left arm, then looked at the one on her right. They were the exact same. When they calmed down, they went down the passage the figure came out of and ended up in a room with a floating gem on a pedestal. Dei looked around to see if it was safe, then continued into the room and checked the pedestal out. When Dei tried to pick it up, Dei was blown backwards and smashed into the floor. The room started to grow a light green. A voice flowed throughout the room. “You have intruded on sacred grounds, A test will be administered to you both to see if you are worthy of setting foot on these sacred grounds.” The voice boomed. “What test?!” Shina screamed. The light dimmed as 2 figured appeared at the other side of the room. Both of them came alive and the emblem on Shina’s and Dei’s arms started glowing again, brighter than last time. In a flash, they were both in strange battle suits. Dei was holding the same blade he used to defeat the figure from before, Shina was holding that staff she found. The figures started rushing towards them. “Again!?” Shina yelled. Dei said nothing and rushed towards one of the figures, Shina sighed and followed. Dei took advantage of its one arm weakness and make quick work slicing its arm off, sparks flying out. Shina was blocking bl... ]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/12945254/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/12945254/ Sun, 13 May 2007 18:19:57 PDT ------------------------Break the silence--------------
------------Come crashing in--------------------------
------------------------------------into my little world-
------Painful to me------------------------------------
------------------------Pierce right through me-------
------------Can't you understand----------------------
------------------------------------Oh my little girl-----


--------All I ever wanted-----------------------------
------------------------All I ever needed------------
-------------------------------Is here.. in my arms--
------------Words are very, unnecessary---------
------------------------They can only do harm-----

@music@

----Vows are spoken------------------------------------
------------------------------------To be broken--------
------------Feeling are intense------------------------
-----------------------------Words are trivial-----------
---------Pleasures remain---------------------------
----------------------------------So does the pain----
---Words are meaningless------------------------
------------------------And forgettable------------


--------All I ever wanted-----------------------------
------------------------All I ever needed------------
-------------------------------Is here.. in my arms--
------------Words are very, unnecessary---------
------------------------They can only do harm-----

--------All I ever wanted-----------------------------
------------------------All I ever needed------------
-------------------------------Is here.. in my arms--
------------Words are very, unnecessary---------
------------------------They can only do harm-----

--------All I ever wanted-----------------------------
------------------------All I ever needed------------
-------------------------------Is here.. in my arms--
------------Words are very, unnecessary---------
------------------------They can only do harm-----

------------Enjoy the Silence------------------------

------------------------------------Enjoy the Silence--

--------Enjoy the Silence------------------------------

------------------------Enjoy the Silence------------

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I AM -DONE- MOVING.

I AM REALLY BUSY.

I AM RANK 377 ON TS ONLINE.

HENTEI FANATIC.

PERVERT.

I AM REALLY HYPER AND HAPPY ATM.

OKAY NOW WTF, THIS WAS A WEIRD MOVE
I CAN'T EVEN DO MY OWN SH!T PROPERLY, MY INTERNET CONNECTION IS ALWAYS BEING AN ASSHOLE SO WTF AM I SUPPOSED TO DO. LOL I'M DUN TTYL

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d00d, where's my car

]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/12068674/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/12068674/ Mon, 05 Mar 2007 14:16:33 PST Things I hate:

1. People who ignore me.

2. People who don't appreciate my help.

3. Having my head messed with.

4. Losing 100000$ on pokemon MD XD

5. Losing the trust of my friends.

6. Not being able to trust my friends.

7. n00bs.

8. n00bs who admire you.

9. n00bs that stalk you.

10. People who think they know you but they just assume.

11. school.

12. People who critisize me over stupid things. (Cat is exempt.)

13. Getting socked in the face by my father.

14. Being bored.

15. People who discriminate against my PRPR icon.. I'd change it to the updated version but I can't. XD

16. People who insult me for no reason.

17. Cat typing faster than me.

18. People who hate being perverted from time to time.

19. Having to go home while typing this journal.

20. Parents.

(List to be updated XD!!!!)

]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/12020032/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/12020032/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 21:44:47 PST
WHEN I ACT SHY
-SAY I LOVE YOU


WHEN I RUN AWAY FROM YOU
- CHASE ME


WHEN I PUT MY FACE NEAR YOURS
- KISS ME


WHEN I KICK & PUNCH
- HOLD ME TIGHT


WHEN I AM SILENT
- IM THINKIN OF HOW TO SAY I LOVE YOU


WHEN I IGNORE YOU
- I WANT ALL YOUR ATTENTION!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHEN I PULL AWAY
- GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND NEVER LET GO


WHEN YOU SEE ME AT MY WORST
- TELL ME IM BEAUTIFUL!

WHEN I SCREAM AT YOU
- TELL ME YOU LOVE ME AND MEAN IT

WHEN YOU SEE ME WALKING
-SNEAK UP BEHIND ME GRAB ME BY THE WAIST AND GIVE ME A KISS

WHEN IM SCARED!!!!!!!!!
-HOLD ME AND TELL ME EVERYTHING WILL BE OK CAUSE I'M WITH YOU

WHEN I LOOK LIKE SOMETHINGS THE MATTER
- KISS ME AND TELL ME NOT TO WORRY


WHILE I HOLD YOUR HANDS
- PLAY WITH MY FINGERS

WHILE I'M SLEEPING
-PLAY WITH MY HAIR

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]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/12018255/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/12018255/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 19:00:23 PST

MARCH 15th BISHES I TURN 15

]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/11920890/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/11920890/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 12:20:18 PST

On another account my birthday is next month on the 15th which is also ironic because its a special day for me x2 LOL The reason you people will find out soon enough.

The backstabbing issue still pisses me off though since i'm at school RIGHT now and people still talk behind my back since there are only 2 people I can talk to who I really trust here. I mean, i'm the only person here that has very few friends.

The most annoying thing currently for me is living with 6 other people since my friends family moved in for a while which means I have to share the computer with them and one of them has a myspace and the other one has e-mail, e-bay and a bunch of other shiat. It's really starting to tick me off. o.o Also since i'm being annoyed by them about how I look i'm going to start posting Photo's on DA so I can have other peoples opinions, so when I start to post them please insert your opinion

Rau.

]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/11842039/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/11842039/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 12:25:40 PST
Rau.

]]> ~LilRau http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/11214906/ http://LilRau.deviantart.com/journal/11214906/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 18:50:59 PST




Edit: Oh yea, most of my art is (C) of Pokemon and Sirus (Perpetr8r the Perpet8ur)






o.o

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