http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:LilithResurected&section=today deviantART RSS for by:LilithResurected en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 03:50:37 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/13913110/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/13913110/ Sat, 28 Jul 2007 11:13:07 PDT no matter where you read it
or who has said it,
not even if I have said it,
unless it agress with your reson
and your own common sense.

--Buddha

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/8179981/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/8179981/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 15:38:25 PST Mood: idunnoanymore
Listening to: Bear vs. Shark

yay it twas my birth tues. *jumps up and down*

so seriusly people hows life? *pokes* common im curious

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/7998607/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/7998607/ Sat, 25 Feb 2006 11:29:46 PST Mood: homesick
Listening to: Supergrass-Rush Hour Soal

I miss these two pple so so much, but neither of them are talking to me. One is across the ocean and the other I don't know what. I guess I was (and still am) too stupid to understand. I wish they would say something or at least tell me if there is any chance of them ever being my friend again.

I hope everything is going amazing for everyone. tell me something new

love love love
heather

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/6351899/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/6351899/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 15:02:22 PDT I feel so much better now. Bording school is pretty awsome.
its so weird to think that im building a new life here. I never htought i could do it.
At first is was so horrible. I hated it with a passion, but now its amazing.

I hope it stays this way for a bit.
it has been so bad for awhile now
its just go to be happy again

hapy with myself and in love with life again.

i cant wait till next summer when Dede comes back and she and i will hike half the apalchen (cant spell) trail.
It always felt so fake when people said you can do anything if you set your mind to it and right now

it really feels that way.

if only i could spread wings and fly. then it would be perfect

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/6263757/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/6263757/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 16:47:25 PDT Mood: urg

I have to leave for my Bording school tomrow at five AM. Ive managed to put evertything off to the very last second and now i have to pack everything and read three books in a day. oh well.
i think im just being over dramatic, but i cant help it.
i feel like this is the end of my life here, in this room, and in this house. and its not even the house ill miss but the woods and that garden, and the sun. it makes me hurt just thinking of leaving it all. i know how it will go. ill be here for the summers, but asides for the next four year i'll be at school and then collage and then the rest of my life.
i feel like im drinfting away from shore, but my heats still on land and with every wave i feel a string break.

away...

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5927904/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5927904/ Wed, 13 Jul 2005 22:28:47 PDT no matter where you read it
or who has said it,
not even if I have said it,
unless it agress with your reson
and your own common sense.

--Buddha

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5915336/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5915336/ Tue, 12 Jul 2005 15:34:26 PDT Mood: I hate the world
Listening to: Danzig-I'm the one

Do you ever gets so encredably angry for no reson. I just hate everyone and everything right now. I went and banged on my drumset for an hour and broke to sets of sticks. WHY AM I SO ANGRY. anyway sorry to bother you gys with this stupid shit. i hope everyone is doing well.
with love
heather

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5755351/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5755351/ Sat, 25 Jun 2005 17:02:19 PDT Listening to: As I lay Dying-confined
Reading: 1984_George Orwell

OMFG i am so happy!!!

Ive never been this happy *jumps up and down*. my dads letting me fix up his old carrera 4 targa
and im so happy
i think im going
to explode *runs off*

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5709209/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5709209/ Mon, 20 Jun 2005 22:42:38 PDT Listening to: Saul Williams_I am that nigger
Reading: 1984_George Orwell

so you want to be a writer?

if it doesn't come bursting out of you
in spite of everything,
don't do it.
unless it comes unasked out of your
heart and your mind and your mouth
and your gut,
don't do it.
if you have to sit for hours
staring at your computer screen
or hunched over your
typewriter
searching for words,
don't do it.
if you're doing it for money or
fame,
don't do it.
if you're doing it because you want
women in your bed,
don't do it.
if you have to sit there and
rewrite it again and again,
don't do it.
if it's hard work just thinking about doing it,
don't do it.
if you're trying to write like somebody
else,
forget about it.


if you have to wait for it to roar out of
you,
then wait patiently.
if it never does roar out of you,
do something else.

if you first have to read it to your wife
or your girlfriend or your boyfriend
or your parents or to anybody at all,
you're not ready.

don't be like so many writers,
don't be like so many thousands of
people who call themselves writers,
don't be dull and boring and
pretentious, don't be consumed with self-
love.
the libraries of the world have
yawned themselves to
sleep
over your kind.
don't add to that.
don't do it.
unless it comes out of
your soul like a rocket,
unless being still would
drive you to madness or
suicide or murder,
don't do it.
unless the sun inside you is
burning your gut,
don't do it.

when it is truly time,
and if you have been chosen,
it will do it by
itself and it will keep on doing it
until you die or it dies in you.

there is no other way.

and there never was.

By Charles Bukowski ]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5689183/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5689183/ Sat, 18 Jun 2005 20:47:33 PDT Listening to: AFI-Silver and Cold
Reading: my suicide note

my whole worlds falling apart and i can't stop it.
I wish they would let me be.
but now that theve tried to stop me
theres no going back
and i will do every wrong
and comment every sin
so that they will know
i will not stay
in this cage any longer.

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5648386/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5648386/ Tue, 14 Jun 2005 16:41:35 PDT Listening to: Foo Fighters-best of you
Reading: Blood, Tin, Straw-Sharon Olds

Ask me something that i wont live to say
Ask me a question that no one plans to answer
Ask me how to speak and breathe in the silence.


Just had the most awsome day...i dressed up in a wet suit, put on a ski cap, and and jumped on a trampolean to classicle music waving round a red cumberbun...then vidio taped it

Is it bad to live without hell: aren't we able to reconstruct it?
Why does the professor teach the geography of death?
---Pablo Neruda ]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5521433/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5521433/ Wed, 01 Jun 2005 12:50:00 PDT Listening to: Beastie Boys-Brass monkey
Reading: The Antichrist-Nietzsche

The human canvas...

whats your favorite scar...tell me i need to know

]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5423472/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5423472/ Sat, 21 May 2005 20:21:03 PDT ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5409511/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5409511/ Fri, 20 May 2005 06:59:11 PDT ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5395647/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5395647/ Wed, 18 May 2005 19:47:45 PDT
also ill have some stuff up soon just as soon as i get rid of all this stress.
and thankz paracentric. i really needed that ]]> ~LilithResurected http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5293515/ http://LilithResurected.deviantart.com/journal/5293515/ Sat, 07 May 2005 12:45:10 PDT much lurve
He Fr ]]> ~LilithResurected