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but to those that know me, know I refer to myself as ridiculous.
and that I have enormous boobs ( this is suprisingly enough, relavent)

today was a swell example.


I outgrew, yet another bra. and out of frustration decided to torch it and a few other things in my basement sink.
well the bra was large enough..and it burned for a good couple of minutes...giving me time enough to pop some Jiffypop.

it was ridiculous.

like me.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/20767183/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/20767183/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 20:13:34 PDT

Step 1: Put your playlist on random.
Step 2: Post the first lyric from the first 25 songs that play, no matter how embarrassing.
Step 3: Let people guess what the song is, then mark them when they have been guessed correctly.
Step 4: Looking them up on Google or any other search engine is CHEATING!
Step 5: Post this to your own journal, and see who has the same taste in music as you do.

1"5 Am, Friday morning, Thursday night, far from sleep, and still I am driving...cant go home obviously"

2"When I was younger, just a baaaad little kid, my mamma noticed funny things that I did..."

3"I'm over it, you see I'm falling in the vast abyss, clouded by memories of the past"

4"And if I died today I'll be a happy Phantom,and I'll go chasing all the nuns out in the yard"

5"I wont suffer, be broken, get tired, or wasted, surrender to nothing"

6"hey sugar how you doing, your pretty face dont match that attitude, what do you mean where's my girl, probably with your man, Can we fuck?" I bet none of you will get this one.

7"I need someone, a person to talk to, someone to care, to love, could it be you, could it be you, situation gets rough, I start to panic, its not enough, its just a habit"

8"Hey Miss Murder Can I?" this is way obvious.

9"so go ahead and ask her for happy ever after, because no one knows whats coming, so why not take a chance of loving?"

10" she doesnt deserve to be in no place like this, all alone, she's underage and so very very brave, a fake ID lends her credibility.."

11"beauty sits, the childs kiss, of laughter I ammend, can you her if she runs, with this I will share with you..."

12"wake up you sleepy head, put on some clothes, shake off your bed,put another log on the fire me, I made some breakfast and coffee"

13"I've got you under my skin, I've got you deep in the heart of me, so deep in m heart, that you're really a part of me, I've got you under my skin"

14"Avalanche is sullen and too thin, the starves herself to rid herself of sin, and the kickers so divine when she see's bones beneath her skin"

15"Hold on To me Please, dont let go of me,think it over, roll on over, I just need to feel you breathe"

16"You're so hott, teasing me, So you're blue, but I cant take a change on a kid like you"

17"Now, dont just walk away, pretending everythings ok, and you dont care about me,and I, know its just no use, when all your lies become your truths and I dont care..."

18" Im just a poor boy, though my story's seldom told I have squallored my existence for a pocket full of promises"

19 " Remember Me,when you're the one whos silver screened, remember me when your the one you've always dreamed, Remember me whenever noses start to bleed. Remember me.."

20" Shes lost in Comas where its beautiful, intoxicated from the deep sleep, the deep sleep, do you wonder whats its like, living in a permanent imagination, sleeping to escape reality?"

21"Well you wonder why I always dress in black, why you never see bright colours on my back,and why does my appearance always have a somber tone"

22" Make me over, Im all I wanna be, a walking study in Demonology"

23"Free, little bird, sat on my window, and told me I dont need to worry,some kinda sentiment, so sweet, little girls double dutch on the concrete"

24"Nights in white satin, never reaching the end, letters I've written, never meaning to send..."

25"tonight you're mine, completely,you give your love so sweetly, tonight the lie of love is in your eyes"

26"The first breath of summer in warm morning rain
Where crimson flowers covered the ground
The world faded 'round us
We fell to our knees
Amazed at the love we had found"

26, because I added numbers at the end.TAKE THAT.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/20685326/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/20685326/ Fri, 26 Sep 2008 11:48:23 PDT
I don't really know how to tell you this, but Your nostrils are insulting. I think I realized it when I changed tennis shoes In your apartment and I saw you Castrate my Avocado Plant.I'm sure you're Scarred enough to understand that I get turned on by garabage men. I'm returning our matching snoopy bibs. to you, but I'll keep your left ear as a memory. You should also know that I told in confession today about your eggplant fetishism.

Greetings to your frog leonard,

Lindsay.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/17685016/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/17685016/ Fri, 04 Apr 2008 14:59:02 PDT

I think my bestest friend (since 2nd Grade?) is mad at me. And I dont know what I did. I really wanted to take part in her movie...but I have to work and I have to ask for days off a minimum of 2 weeks in advance-not my fault....


A close family friend died recently, who also was my ex-assistant principal. He was a great man. Let him rest in piece.

My car has a leaky tire thats likely to burst anytime now because I keep having to over-refill it with air in order to get places..

My father is passed out now...*sigh*

I saw some old friends yesterday. I still get butterflies when I see *cough* one of them.
anyways time for me to drive 20 minutes to let a dog urinate. Tah.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/17380826/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/17380826/ Mon, 17 Mar 2008 14:30:27 PDT
small and deviod of function......

but for your amusement...

a video a close friend did for a class.

[link]

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/17239144/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/17239144/ Sat, 08 Mar 2008 11:31:17 PST [x] Black = $100
[ ] Blonde = $50
[ x] Red = $75
[] Brown = $15
[ ] Bald = $5
[ ] Other=$2


total so far:$175

Eye Color:
[] Brown - $150
[ ] Green - $75
[x ] Blue $50
[ ] Hazel $100
[ ] Other - $15


Total so far: $225

Height:
[ ] Over 7' - $200
[ ] 6'8" to 7' - $175
[ ] 6'0" to 6'7" - $150
[ ] 5'5" to 5'11" - $75
[x]4'9" to 5'4" - $50
[ ] Under 4'9 - $45

Total so far: $275

Age:
[ ] 41 to 50 - $150
[ ] 31 to 40 - $100
[ ] 26 to 30 - $75
[ ] 21 to 25 - $50
[ ] 19 to 20 - $25
[x] 0 to 18 - $100

Total so far: $375

Birth Order:
[ ] Twins or more than twins - $300
[ ] First Born - $300
[ x] Only Child - $250
[ ] second born - $150
[ ] Middle child - $100
[] Last Born - $200
[ ] third born - $100
[ ] fourth born - $100
[ ] fifth born - $375

Total so far: $625

Drink?
[x] No - $400
[ ] Only Holidays - $250
[ ] Sometimes - $215
[ ] YES - $200
[ ] only weekends - $300
[ ] Every other day - $50
[ ] Once a day - $15
[ ] I live from the bottle - BANKRUPT back to zero

Total so far: $1025

Vision?
[ ] perfect vision - $300
[ ] need or have glasses/contacts but don't wear them - $200
[ ] No correction - $100
[x] Glasses - $50
[] contacts - $25
[ ] Surgical correction - $135

Total so far
$1075

Car Color [or familes' car(s)]:
[] White - $2,000
[ ] Maroon - $800
[ ] Gold - $700
[ x] Gray - $600
[ ] Blue - $900
[ ] Pink - $475
[] Black - $450
[ ] Red - $400
[ ] Green- $350
[ ] Silver - $300
[ ] Purple - $250
[ ] Metallic - $200
[ ] Yellow - $100
[ ] Primer - $75
[ ] Tan - $20
[ ] Rusted - $15
[ ] No Car - $0

Total so far: $1675


Shoe Size:
[ ] 13+ - $300
[ ]12 and a half to 13 - $250
[ ] 11 to 12 - $700
[ x] 7 to 10 - $600
[] Under 7- $550 (a 4 to a 5 )

Total so far: $2275

Favorite Colors (three):
[x] Green - $750
[x] Black - $600
[x] Red - $800
[ ] Yellow -$475
[ ] Brown - $50
[ ] Purple - $225
[ ] White - $400
[ ] Aqua - $350
[ ] Orange - $300
[ ] Blue - $300
[ ] Pink - $100
[ ] Other - $ 50

Total so far: $4425

Did you use a calculator to add it all up?
[ ] Yes - $0
[x] No - add $1000 (I use a pen & paper !!)
[ ] On some - $750

Total so far-$5425

How many people are you going to tag?
[ ] 100 - 150 =$250,000
[ ] 90 - 80 = $100,000
[ ] 70 - 60 = $50,000
[ ] 50 - 40 = $10,000
[ ] 30 - 20 = $5,000
[ ] 19 - 10 = $1,000
[ ] 10 - 1 = $500

none XD

Total so far: $5425

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/16660708/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/16660708/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 15:02:39 PST Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's
playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the
next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
just type it in man!
7. Make a new journal entry & try it out

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE
SOUNDTRACK BE?

Opening credits: AFI-God called in sick today


Waking up: All that Jazz- Take off with us (final version)


First Day at School:MSI-Retard song !!!!


Falling in Love: Evita soundtrack-Another Suitcase (now thats depressing)


Losing Virginity: Come to Daddy(Pappy Mix)-Aphex twins


Fight Song: Orgy- Fiction(dreams in digital)


Prom:Calvary Boys-(Souilja boy cover[I gots me some bathing apes!])


Life:Cute is What we Aim For- Risque


Mental Breakdown: type o negative- we hate everyone


Driving:Rage Against the Machine-Fuck the Police


Flashback: Green Velvet-La La Land

Getting back together: Spock's Beard - She is everything...(hmmmmmm)


Wedding: Sublime-Date Rape (WTF>!)


Birth of Child: Elton John-You'll be blessed


Final Battle: dir en grey-agitated screams of maggots


Death Scene: Marilyn Manson-Love song


Funeral Song: 1776-Mama Look Sharp

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/16492209/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/16492209/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 15:03:09 PST
Its been hard, helping my dad, and dealing with loss, I just... I dont know. It's been confusing.

and hard. I've been debating over calling people, but then it's like people ask "how are you" and I dont feel like raining on peoples parade...but then I dont want to lie and be like "its been great!"

I fucking hate where I am. And I hate whats been going on.

But I suppose now that I've said it I dont have any excuses. I'll start calling you all tommorrow. ( I spelled it right!!)

I do love you all.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/16180710/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/16180710/ Mon, 31 Dec 2007 09:04:11 PST
which has been good. I got my industrial piercing done, and its sweet.

by the way it does hurt.

if anyone says it doesnt they are lying.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/16085953/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/16085953/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 23:23:19 PST
but tonight, we tried an intervention.

and I dont think we got through, at all.....

oh well,

merry fucking christmas.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/15605574/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/15605574/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 13:07:28 PST
I thought I had alot more friends then I apparently do.
I have only had 3 people from Paw Paw call me since I've moved(which I remind you was MONTHS ago), or email me. Or just try to keep in touch in general.


I understand that people are busy but, I moved in May....

I guess what Im trying to say is that Im done making friends. and Im done trusting people.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/15116732/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/15116732/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 14:46:12 PDT


so........LIFE IS FECKING FANTASTIC!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/15031118/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/15031118/ Fri, 12 Oct 2007 15:15:17 PDT
and in other news.......

I passed my drivers test today.



]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14844011/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14844011/ Sat, 29 Sep 2007 16:23:45 PDT
but I can't hide from it anymore....



I miss my mommy...

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14800093/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14800093/ Wed, 26 Sep 2007 12:54:30 PDT

MANY THANKS TO POOKIE DEAR.

for those of you that don't know, that is ~sweetsnow73 .


its kinda tight, but then again, its a corset.

I luff it. Now I just have to get some black tulle and s'more lace and make a pretty skirt to go with it.

which I intend on doing.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14505306/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14505306/ Wed, 05 Sep 2007 16:17:12 PDT Im in another sort of extistential funk. I like Norrix, kinda.

I know what I want to be when I grow up.
But the little shard of life in my heart can't keep me going forever.

I know you all love me. You don't have to tell me. The knowlege is beaten into all those fine meniges in my brain.

Tomorrow I go to the doctor again. Because the damned lump is still there. Ugh....I dont even want to think about it.

One of my favourite dogs at the shelter has heartworm....
And no one has taken any of the sick cats to the vet.... I wish I could.

3 months till Im 18...
It feels strange knowing that I could be sent overseas if a draft happens[ There is great debate over this in congress, about letting women get drafted.].

It just feels so wrong today, everything.


But I suppose I'll get over it.

But I know there is something wrong. Usually Im an insomniac and Ive been going into these odd coma like sleeps.
_{But its better then nothing, now all control is gone, It's so unreal she's dreaming in digital....} Orgy-Fiction.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14197345/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14197345/ Thu, 16 Aug 2007 14:11:47 PDT
and my interview went great.



]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14171219/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/14171219/ Tue, 14 Aug 2007 20:42:43 PDT

Micheal Vick is going to jail for YEARS for dog fighting.
and I am thrilled, because he's a dog fighting bastard.
and I wish that every thing he did to those dogs,

which includes
poisoning, electrocuting, beating to death, burying alive and hanging

should be done to him.

so I am happy.

I'm no melodramatic whore. Though today it was claimed. Believe it or not I dont mind the sun some times, though rarely does it show.
( haha I stole Butthole Surfer Lyrics.)

Working at the SPCA makes me happy. Lindsay Loves the Animals.
I work with cats, and I want to start fostering soon. Though I doubt I'll be able to. But, I have a cat that wont eat, come out of hiding for, let touch , or medicate him.So it's dangerous, because he's only eating a little bit ( about a cup of food 2 days a week, and he's a decent sized cat...) and then hididng under a couch.... Until I come back. and I only work 2 days a week there. Monday and Tuesday, and then I work at the Pet Resource Network for Saturday Adoption Events.

AND I have an interview Thursday. At Pet Supplies Plus, after my doctors appointment. Which keeps getting moved. Which is irritating, especially with what Im going in for. Which is for my arthritis and the other erm. problem. Which Im not sticking here, because well, it would worry too many people. You want to worry, ask me in a note. If not, I'll be giving the news Thursday, be it positive or negative.

and no, it has nothiing to do with a baby, Im not pregnant.

I reckon I'd have to have to have sex to worry about that.

SO I AM HAPPY. Because I want a job, and I am well qualified. I have had and loved alot of pets, that led long happy lives.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13794303/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13794303/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 11:31:58 PDT Name: Lindsay Marie McMullen
Birthplace: Borgess in KZOO
Birthday: 12/13
Gender: female, but I make a good man.
Eye Color: Blue Grey
Hair Color: Reddish Blonde with Pink in it.
Height: 5'2"
Righty or Lefty: Righty
Zodiac Sign: sagitarius
Elemental Sign: water I think.
Chinese Zodiac Sign: snake

LAYER TWO:
Your heritage: Im a mutt. Latvian mainly.
The shoes you wore today:Converse green coverse
Your fears: Being Forgotten
Your perfect meal: Hummus wrap and chai tea.
Goal you'd like to achieve: finishing my graphic novel

LAYER THREE:
What is…
Your first thought waking up: hmm. guess I better find some pants..
Your best physical feature: umm? depends on who you ask...
Your bedtime:Whenever
Your most missed memory: I miss being a kid...life is too complicated.
LAYER FOUR:
Do you prefer..
Pepsi or Coke: neither.
McDonald's or Burger King: I like McDonalds coffee.
Single or group dates: depends on the boy Im with. And how long we've known each other.
Adidas or Nike: Payless flats.
Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea:ick. neither.
Chocolate or vanilla: Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: coffee

LAYER FIVE:
Do/Did you...
Smoke: no
Cuss: Yes
Sing: yes
Take a shower: Yes
Have a crush: mhm
Think you've been in love: I am in love
Want to go to college: Yes
Liked high school: Its okay
Want to get married: it's not important to me.
Get motion sickness: yes, something terrible.
Think you're attractive: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder
Think you're a health freak: hell no
Get along with your parent(s): somewhat.
Like thunderstorms: Yes
Play(ed) an instrument: flute and vocal cords.Im trying to learn guitar...
LAYER SIX:
In the past month...
Drank alcohol: Yes
Smoked: no
Done a drug: No
Had Sex: no
Made Out: hmmm
Gone on a date: Yes
Gone to the mall?: no.
Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No
Eaten sushi: yes
Been on stage: sort of
Been dumped?: no
Made homemade cookies: yes
Gone skinny dipping: no answer.
Dyed your hair: yes 3 times.
Stolen anything: no

LAYER SEVEN:
In a guy/girl...
Best eye color?: hazelish or brown
Best hair color?: meh..
Short or long hair?: long
Height: taller than me
Best weight: I like not skinny and not athletic boys.
Best articles of clothing: ppffft. like I care.
Best Qualities: committed, loving, funny. Someone that loves just me.
LAYER EIGHT:
Number of...
Number of drugs taken illegally: errr none?
Number of piercings: 6 I think.
Number of tattoos: None
Number of times name was in newspaper: 3-4
Number of scars on my body: Im not gonna count. over 100.
Number of things in my past that I regret: no use in it.
Number of things I hate myself for: Im a tad clingy sometimes.
LAYER NINE:
If I were...
If I were a month I would be: october
If I were a day of the week I would be: Monday- love me or hate me
If I were a time of day I would be: twilight.
If I were a planet I would be: Neptune
If I were an animal I would be: A moth.
If I were a direction I would be: left, east
If I were a piece of furniture I would be: a bean bag chair
If I were a sin I would be: Lust
If I were a historical figure I would be: Elizabeth Bathory.
If I were a liquid I would be: wine
If I were a tree I would be: hawthorne
If I were a flower/plant I would be: lily of the valley
If I were a kind of weather I would be: cold rain
If I were a musical instrument I would be: A piccolo
If I were an emotion I would be: angst
If I were a color I would be: grey
If I were a vegetable I would be: spinach, an aquired taste
If I were a sound I would be: african drums
If I were an element I would be: water
If I were a car I would be: a beater.
If I were a song I would be: Time in a Bottle-Jim Croce
If I were a movie I would be directed by: Norman Jewison (directed jesus christ superstar)
If I were a book I would be written by: Camus or Vonnegut.
If I were a food I would be: hummus
If I were a place I would be: by running water.
If I were a material I would be: concrete.
If I were a taste I would be: pepper
If I were a scent I would be: patchouli
If I were a word I would be: lozenge
If I were an object I would be: a stylus inkpen
If I were a body part I would be: eyes.
If I were a facial expression I would be: confused.
If I were a cartoon character I would be: Gir from invader zim.
If I were a shape I would b... ]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13773340/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13773340/ Tue, 17 Jul 2007 18:01:50 PDT garden chair,
because I cant afford a real one,

sitting, reading, wanting,missing

thank you for making me feel pretty,
The blush?
I actually had facecolour

blushing beauty, beauty?

its hard to type that word,
covered in kitten scratches,
and with another headache.


Kiss my headache away?

I wish, wait and hope,

Vist me someday....



please?

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13695582/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13695582/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 12:42:01 PDT Im sorry Im such an emo.

I dont mean to be.

My gardens getting larger.

I have 34 potted plants. I love them.

They're all pretty. Especially the purple shamrock.

and Im getting fish soon, because I have to give back the snake Im well..snakesitting.



But Im going to put some Javelin( spelled wrong, its a type of plant, not the weapon, you violent silly people) in some water with a coyfish. or 2, so he doesnt get lonely.

Im going to see Harry Potter, and get the book when it comes out.
BecauseI am a nerd.

I went to the first showing of Ratouille. I loved it.

and thank you all for your kind words, I really appreciate them.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13623285/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13623285/ Thu, 05 Jul 2007 16:00:25 PDT
forgive the lack of me.

I love you all.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13503022/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13503022/ Tue, 26 Jun 2007 19:28:19 PDT
I name:


The Unicorns The Magnetic Fields
Im not as familiar with them, but everything I've heard I like.

Oldies but goodies-alt stuff _{( I hate the title, but Im too lazy to categorize all of them)}
Swamp Thing
The Butthole Surfers ( many genres)
The Cramps ( old punk, garage punk)
The Misfits (meh...)
They Migth be Giants
X ( the real X from the 70's, not X Japan. the real old 70's punkband. Two entirely different bands. [[I like them both]]
Jesus and Mary Chain- older heavier stuff
The Violent Femmes ( folky punky stuff from the 70's and 80's)
And of course....
VELVET UNDERGROUND THE PIXIES <---- I LOVE THEM. I LOVE THEM I LOVE THEM

there are many bands not mentioned and genre's not addressed this was just the stuff requested.

Believe me, I would have addressed Rock , J rock, Classical, Metal, and all that Jazz alright?





_{Be kind to me.}

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13473910/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13473910/ Sun, 24 Jun 2007 15:48:06 PDT I did manual labour with a guy selling purses, so I could afford a purse.

I still feel like I came out on top.

Island fest is great for me, the food is heavenly.
They say that every person has a music that can move them from their toes up.

<sub>I believe Reggae may be mine...
I danced...

I'm working on some new work, a book. (having to do with my cinderella scrap)

and a comic book.
andanother comic book.

Im doing some big murals in my room.
and Im painting my room. Pretty tones.

Oh. and I was tagged.

6 strange things about me.

1. I have 17 novels started, that I've never finished.


2. If I could find more earthy clothes, I'd probably look like a hippy.


3.no matter what colour I try to dye my hair it ends up being reddish.


4. I have a strange obsession with Musicals.


5. I have a polka dot fetish.

6.</sub>

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13421465/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13421465/ Wed, 20 Jun 2007 15:37:11 PDT
and I am happy, see the smile that graces my lips in it's upturned splendor.
Everthing vibrates in harmony, my eyes will close.

And maybe, I'll be able to sleep again.

Who will dream of starshine and cool raindrops with me?

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13404833/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13404833/ Tue, 19 Jun 2007 09:24:49 PDT
[] Push me into a wall and kiss me?
[]Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill?
[] Slap Me?
[] Slap me if i asked you to?
[] Kiss Me?
[] Let Me Kiss You?
[] Watch A Movie With Me?
[] Take Me Out To Dinner?
[] Take A Shower With Me?
[] Take Me Home For The Night?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed?
[] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed (With You)?
[] Take Me Anywhere With You?
[] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions?
[] Lock Me In Your room And Take Advantage Of Me?
[] Let me lock you in your room and Take Advantage of you?
[] Let Me Make You Breakfast?
[] Make me breakfast?
[] Tickle Me?
[] Let Me Tickle You?
[] Stick Up For Me Uf I Was Being Put Down?
[] Instant Message Me?
[] Greet Me In Public?
[] Hang Out With Me?
[] Hold my waist from behind while we are out?
[] Bring Me Around Your Friends?


Do You...
[] Miss Me?
[] Think I'm Sexy?
[] Think I'm Cute?
[] Think I'm Hot?
[] Think I'm Ok?
[] Think I'm Ugly?
[] Want To Kiss Me?
[] Want To Cuddle With Me?
[] Want To Date Me?

Am I...
[] Smart?
[] Funny?
[] Cool?
[] Loveable?
[] Adorable?
[] Great To Be With?
[] Attractive?
[] Mean?
[]ugly?


Have You Ever...
[] Thought About Hooking Up With Me?
[] Found Yourself Wanting To Kiss Me Non Stop?
[] Wished I Were There?
[] Had A Crush On Me?
[] Wanted My Number?
[] Had A Dream About Me?
[] Been Distracted By Me?

Are You...
[] Happy You Know Me?
[] Thinking About Me
[] my friend?


Answer the question & send it to me and
post as the following..................
if ur a boy---post as GIRLS WOULD YOU???
if ur a girl--- post as BOYS WOULD YOU??

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13228698/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13228698/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 14:05:33 PDT
Due to cut backs, the light at the end of the tunnel, has been turned off.

Thanks for understanding,

-God

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13093596/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13093596/ Fri, 25 May 2007 20:44:43 PDT tagged me.

Screen Name: I have a ton of them.=Lizzie Lector= is my favourite.


Time Zone: EST

Favourite Power Ranger: The first ones. I love the pink ranger
Shoelace Tying Style:single knot the lengthy bunny ears routine.

Favourite Pencil: mechanical.

Favourite Computer Error:

Scruncher/Folder?: neither, organization is for squares.BAG FTW!

Favourite shape: square.(ironic after my last answer isnt it?)

Preferred type of light: that pretty pinkish purple twighlight, light.

Favourite Tree: Hawthorne or dogwood. (interesting combination,no?)

Favourite brand of underwear: Hanes her way-hipsters. size 6 for those that want to by me a practical gift.

Sock Drawer Contents: I have no sock drawer I have a basket. and it contains socks and stockings.

Dog's tail: in existance. and fun to play with.

Favourite Washing Machine brand: energy efficient.

Preferred type of chicken salt: Chicken salt?

Blackboard or Whiteboard?: Black Board

Most Respected Facial Hair: ~DrWombat for the sake that it's an AMISH BEARD!!!!!!!
>>
<<
forget this ever happened.

Preferred Chinese Food Dish: the hott kind adobo

Attack pimples or leave them be: attack

Can opener or Ring pull?: can opener the old fashioned kind that can slice your finger off.

Would you try Haggis?: yess'm

Heads or Tails: both

Do you has a flavour?: Cherry

I tag:


<--------------- MY mommy.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13058916/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13058916/ Wed, 23 May 2007 04:32:46 PDT

I dont give a damn.



]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13035449/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/13035449/ Mon, 21 May 2007 08:16:30 PDT
or checking his deviantart.

I love him, but...it seems...I dunno what it seems like.

I ran into an old friend today, I missed him.
he was there when I went throught alot of my problems a little over a year ago. He was a firm shoulder to cry on, and run to.
and now I've moved, he's dropped out, and we dont see each other...

Not to mention the only things I want I cant have..

I hate to wait, when what I want is right there before me, but I cant have it. I could reach out and touch what I wanted right now....but, alas.

life's to short to wait.

mmn. I've been randomly loosing and gaining 10 lbs. its strange.

2 days till I get my pants back from the tailor.

and I started my quilt.

what quilt?

ha. ask me.

I love you.

I really love you.

I really really love you,

especially if you read all of this terrible journal.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12961684/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12961684/ Tue, 15 May 2007 05:37:26 PDT
as long as Im happy.

because I'll never be perfect.

and I know it.

Im in love.

And if any one isnt happy, they can fuck off, like "fer sure".

got it?

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12911731/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12911731/ Thu, 10 May 2007 14:19:04 PDT
I found this interesting... though something tells me this journal is gonna spread like wildfire so my apology if you already seen this before


1. Sex is a beauty treatment. Scientific tests find that when women make love they produce amounts of the hormone estrogen, which makes hair shine and skin smooth.

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2. Gentle, relaxed lovemaking reduces your chances of suffering dermatitis, skin rashes and blemishes. The sweat produced cleanses the pores and makes your skin glow.

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3. Lovemaking can burn up those calories you piled on during that romantic dinner.

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4. Sex is one of the safest sports you can take up. It stretches and tones up just about every muscle in the body. It's more enjoyable than swimming 20 laps, and you don't need special sneakers!

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5. Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being.

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6. The more sex you have, the more you will be offered. The sexually active body gives off greater quantities of chemicals called pheromones. These subtle sex perfumes drive the opposite sex crazy!

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7. Sex is the safest tranquilizer in the world. IT IS 10 TIMES MORE EFFECTIVE THAN VALIUM.

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8. Kissing each day will keep the dentist away. Kissing encourages saliva to wash food from the teeth and lowers the level of the acid that causes decay, preventing plaque build-up.

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9. Sex actually relieves headaches. A lovemaking session can release the tension that restricts blood vessels in the brain.

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10. A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever

I found this interesting because they backed up all the statements with health facts so I actually believe it... It's kind of refreshing to see an ad like this, because today sex ads are either "DON'T DO IT, YOU'LL GET PREGNANT AND HAVE AIDS (at the same time)" or it's some obscene ad of how hot, and dirty it is. But this one actually makes me think, have sex cause it's healthy for you. I don't know why but that struck a cord in my head.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12896000/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12896000/ Wed, 09 May 2007 05:33:42 PDT





Taken from ~Xeil's journal

I am the boy who never finished high school, because I got called a fag everyday

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

++I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

I am the man who fears that I will never be able to be myself, to be free of this secret because I won’t risk loosing my family and friends.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the woman who died when the EMTs stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didnt have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don’t believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person ashamed to tell my own friends im a lesbian, because they constantly make fun of them.

I am the boy tied to a fence, beaten to a bloody pulp and left to die because two straight men wanted to “teach me a lesson”

—IF YOU BELIEVE THAT HOMOPHOBIA IS WRONG … REPOST THIS ON YOUR BLOG/JOURNAL

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12889679/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12889679/ Tue, 08 May 2007 15:31:05 PDT
Im having a breakdown right now.

crying.

now it is officially unglued, my life that is.

I had a short story, but I dont want to post it anymore.

I dont want to do anything.

But of course, I have to fucking pack.

alone, because my mom had the balls to leave me here by myself, when she KNEW I was crying, and upset, but no. Dennis and moving are more important.

Fuck this.
Im tired of it.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12884636/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12884636/ Tue, 08 May 2007 06:31:50 PDT
going out tonight.

packing. packing. packing.

Lizzie misses talking to her big brother.

Some one asked me what Im afraid of...I didnt know so I really thought about it... I only have one fear/phobia...

Athazagoraphobia - Fear of being forgotten or ignored or forgetting.

so no one forget me, ok?

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12831163/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12831163/ Thu, 03 May 2007 17:42:15 PDT
thats why Im not calling anybody. thats why I wasnt at school.

yeah. I hate being sick.

throat hurts.

talking= no way.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12800553/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12800553/ Tue, 01 May 2007 08:19:10 PDT
]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12691991/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12691991/ Sun, 22 Apr 2007 13:08:46 PDT
and my friend sam went.

They didnt seem to have much fun.

but y'see...
YOU CANT WAIT FOR PEOPLE TO ASK YOU TO DANCE. I AM PROOF.
Only once did someone ask me to dance. And it was with 3 other girls.

*ahem*

yeah....you have to take the initiative to ask. otherwise youarent going to dance much.
>>
<<

I was a dance whore. I danced with like....20 people.

But it was loads of fun.

I'll post some pictures from prom soon.
*looked good*

I was kinda down at the begginning of prom...the slow dances and such. but y'know I cant waste my time being sad about not having a date to prom.

I went with my big brother. and he ditched me
so it was alot of girl on girl dancing
maybe next year :iconthephantomofanguish: will come with me, unlike this year...

but hey.
I had fun.

thats all that matters.





---------------People Lizzie Misses talking to-------------------











:iconeveryoneelsewhosenameLizistoolazy to typenow:

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12562644/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12562644/ Thu, 12 Apr 2007 04:32:16 PDT
I dont want to think about it.

My parents are getting a divorce.

I may have to move.

My mom has a cyber boyfriend she refound on myspace.

She's moving to North carolina. supposedly.

Its my junior year. I dont want to move.

So Im going back to my dads.... a recovering alcoholic.

He now has a girlfriend. Shes 13 years younger.

Im at school...I dont want to be.

I just want to die like everything else in my life.

but I wont.

because I cant break any promises.

I think I'm leaving dA.

for breathing room.

I need alone time.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12459465/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/12459465/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 16:28:08 PDT

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE, WHAT WOULD THE SOUNDTRACK BE?
So, here's how it works:
1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool..

Opening Credits


Waking Up
lying is the most fun a girl can have without taking her clothes off -Panic!At the disco

First Day At School
Kill the poor-DK wtf?


Making Your New Best Friend
She fucking hates me -puddle of mud (oh noes!)

Falling In Love
lovesong-the cure.

Breaking Up
Blurry- Puddle of Mud

Prom
Sex is not the enemy - Garbage ( dont get any idea's)-

Graduation
Social Enemies- Orgy

Life's Okay
La La Land-Green Velvet

Death of a Close Friend
Sleeping with ghosts- placebo

Mental Breakdown
Prelude 12/21-AFI

Driving
Flogging Molly - Get Drunk and Fight

Flashback
Me and a Gun-Tori Amos

Getting Back Together
Love is a battlefield-Pat Benatar

Birth of Child
heroes -David Bowie

Wedding Scene
30 seconds to mars - Beautiful Lie

Car Accident
The Scientist-Coldplay

Final Battle
The fight song _ Marilyn Manson

Death Scene


Funeral Song
Le Onde

End Credits
Bohemian Rhapsody-Queen

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11952114/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11952114/ Sat, 24 Feb 2007 19:08:07 PST
Im posting this to..apologize.

I havent been myself.
Ive been in trouble..real trouble.
But I think Im better.

I think I'll be back.
Wont I?

I seem to hurt you. I dont make you happy (no one does do they?)

And if I do, you lied to everyone else.

Lies, lies lies. Lies.

either way you lied.
either way...

but lately...its odd.
Ive been looking further down my road, my future.

I see you smiling at a girl, that certainly isnt me.
Her hairs longer. And vivid carrot orangey red.
Shes prettier (very much so.).
Drinking Coffe...and listening to Spocks Beard.

I wonder somedays if we'll end up that way...
and then you smile ( I think) and tell me you love me.
and I get confused.
I love you.
I love you?
I do.
I still wear that gum ball ring on my left ring finger.
I took off the dead boys....
but then..I never told you about that.
Should I?
maybe...after I feel better, and I figure out how I feel.
What I am.
If I changed will you still love me?
Yes?
Im rambling, worried.

Ive been gone alot.
How many girls in have (tried to) lure you into love?
I trust you.
But not them.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11877008/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11877008/ Mon, 19 Feb 2007 04:49:38 PST
do you miss me yet?

I think Im ungrounded today?

hmmmm. I dont know. I guess I'll find out later.

How much do you miss me?

How hard has it been?

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11840759/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11840759/ Fri, 16 Feb 2007 10:21:25 PST

1- I am terribly afraid of parking garages.
2- I dont sleep
3- I Cant stand pencils. I always use pen
4- I like space, but I hate being alone
5- I love people I hate. I hate people I love. you get it
6- no matter how bad something hurts I'll never let go.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11736403/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11736403/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 14:51:34 PST
I lost it...I do that so often...Lose these pieces of my heart, letting them so carelessly drift off (into the wind?).

It displayed.as they do exactly how I feel. Now I must deal with strangers..worried. At my words.

It makes me feel....bad.

I dont mean to be an attention whore....seriously.

I love.... Everything.
Everyone.
But I love you Better.

Just lately..I have so many questions....that Im afraid to ask...( do I want to know the answers?)

heh. another question.

I dont know why Im writing. spilling my guts most bluntly into a place on your computer...in a place you wont comment.

So...whats the point in telling you how I feel?
I dont know.
But Im naked...Im naked for you. here. now. in this journal.

with your silence. with my sighs.
With only the clicking of the keys to make it all better.

See? I sound like an attention whore...again.

Maybe I should give up. Maybe you should be with someone that makes you happy all the time. Instead of worrying you like I do.

How many times a day do you worry about me?

*sigh*

too many.

But I love you. and you love me.

maybe my head will clear up in a few days.
Maybe I'll be able to sleep again.

Maybe my night mares will stop.

But the again...maybe not.

~ the incredibly emo attention whore. Liz.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11711075/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11711075/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 14:26:30 PST align=left>
I adopted a cute lil' dragon fetus
from Fetusmart! Hooray fetus!

So =SorrowBurn tagged me.

Yes I love you anyways. I needed something to keep me busy.


Ok 6 semi-weird things about me.
1.Im really a nice person, until you get to know me.
then you get exposed to bitchmode. I have several people you can ask for reference. Want them, ask.

2. I cook non-american foods better then american foods... I make a mean tofu stir fry.

3. penguin stuff in my room out numbers anything else in my room. . The penguin made me do it!!!!

4. I have more people come over when Im grounded; then when Im not...although grounding me is pointless ( I dont go anywhere)
I also cook more when Im alone too.

5. If my dog bites me I'll bite it back, well I dont think its weird....is it?

6. I have a thigh high sock fetish. especially red and white medically looking ones, , and masks, and top hats. especially top hats.

yeah. Im weird in general. but you all knew that.
byes.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11651425/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11651425/ Thu, 01 Feb 2007 18:17:53 PST And I hate, and I hate, and I hate,
And I hate elevator music, the way we fight, the way I'm left here silent...
Ooh... these little earthquakes, here we go again.
Ooh... who... these little earthquakes,
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces.

Yeahya.
We danced in graveyards, with vampires 'til dawn.
We laughed in the faces of kings, never afraid to burn.
And I hate, and I hate, and I hate,
And I hate disintegration watching us wither.
Black winged roses that safely change their color.
These little earthquakes, here we go again.
Ooh these little earthquakes, doesn't take much to rip us into pieces.
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces.

I can't reach you. I can't reach you.
I can't reach you (yeah, yeah).
I can't reach you. Can't reach you.
Give me life. Give me pain. Give me myself again.
Give me life. Give me pain. Give me myself again.
Give me life. Give me pain. Give me myself again.
Give me life. Give me pain. Give me myself again.

Oh... these little earthquakes, here we go again.
These little earthquakes.
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces.
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces.
Doesn't take much to rip us into pieces.

________________________________
these words arent my own. but they sum up my feelings so well.

Im nothing but a headcase.

But you love me.

So..I guess Im not completely lost yet.

Im way behind on checking my account.
Be patient with me please. I'll check and comment all deviations.


Love.
SO much love.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11478010/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11478010/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 04:33:13 PST
which is good....because I like having someone home with me...
but its bad that Im able to get online ..


My mom has a serious infatuation with [link]

its kinda scary.

But I'll be online tonight. I promise.

3.30 my time.
8.30 UK time. I think....

and yes. I got my hair cut. Its not bad. but they cut my bangs too short.

and the is for everyone.....I never meant to worry you...

Im fine. I was fine then. I just....get into my dark moods.
But youve all noticed that Im sure.



LOVE TO ALL.

off to learn all.

but Im still think of you.
ALL of you.



even Puff the Magic Dragon that lives in my pocket.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11443162/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11443162/ Mon, 15 Jan 2007 04:36:14 PST
It's a struggle to find balance.

I dark out my light. There is no proper balance. Today.....its like...I turned up the contrast. No blending, no slight shadow. black and white.

The Black wins.....its always wins.

Ask my shadowed eyes. Blackened. To scare the rest of the world away.....


Singing hymns of hate in memorandum, singing hymns of love in times of hate and war.

I think someone tore off my wings. But not my feet.

who needs to fly, I'll walk.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11394328/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11394328/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 04:20:41 PST
But anyways...I'll probably be leaving school early. which means I'll probably be banned from my home computer tonight.

sorry!

*runs off to find a trashcan*

I hate being sick.
And I miss everyone. And being sick and delusional. I get random questions.

Like, Why is it at a resteraunt when they tell you "THE PLATE IS HOT DONT TOUCH" you have to touch it....?
I cant figure it out, though Im guilty of it EVERY time.

Why is it that Garbages CD "Bleed like me" is flagged (you cant buy it til age 17) for mature content while Prince's Greatest hits isnt.........
"Cream!!! GET ON TOP!!!!" is pretty dirty......or "Little Red Corvette"...I mean....It's seems America is the Land of the Hypocrite...( thats a song by the Femmes too)


Anyways....Im gonna go try and find somewhere to sleep.
I love you all.
:snooze:

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11358442/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11358442/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 05:21:13 PST
But I take the medicine I sleep a minimum of 13 hours.

I miss you all.

love, hugs and kisses

-Liz Marie.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11312340/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11312340/ Thu, 04 Jan 2007 11:25:18 PST
I figured its been a while since I posted a happy journal. And..well I am happy so...yeah.

Life goes well for me. I find myself smiling and thinking. reading, painting...

I went to the mall *cringe* and I bought books. What a strange child I am.

I wanted to find a bustier =3 but they dont make them in my size there. cursed ample items.

Ive been really...artsy. Tons of stuff. *pokes the heap*

And poetic.

Maybe its due to making new friends. maybe it's getting my life in order.

I dont know. But I feel like dancing.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11136219/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11136219/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:55:56 PST
Ok that aside. Im still not dead.

ummm I wont be online very much the next week or so
Due to excessive homework.



I have new pictures. I may or may not submit them. they arent good. I took them of myself. But I may submit one in scraps...

but anyways... you all.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11136189/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11136189/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 08:52:42 PST
]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11123632/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11123632/ Wed, 20 Dec 2006 04:34:19 PST Im having a funny reaction to my cold medicine but Im not dead.
I get yet ANOTHER form for completing Segment two of Drivers Ed.
>>
One step closer I suppose.
GAH. My cold medicine is making my heart all racey.And jittery.
Maybe I shouldnt take it? But I dont have anything else.
But anyways. Im not dead.
And FINALLY it appears my writes block is going away.
>>
So I may be able to submit something decent.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11047283/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/11047283/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 04:27:09 PST
]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/10864344/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/10864344/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 05:04:51 PST
I havent been online for...4 days I think...
and I havent slept in 78 hours...so If I make any typo's or any stupid grammatical errors. Fix them in your head.

Im going to winter formal...but I question whether or not I want to go..or whether or not I even want to go to school anymore... I hate going....as much I love to learn..it makes me lonely..

I see couples all day, holding hands, kissing...all that crap..

I makes me sad...It makes me lonely..

I know I have people that love me... just ...I dont know...
I have a guy that doesnt call me anymore... a guy that told me he loved me and witha blink of his eye dissappeared.
but thats over...thats been over...

I just I guess Ineed to ramble...and I have no one else to ramble to. My bestest friend I never see..and it seems like Im always busy or her phone rings busy....

I try and call people...and now the people I want to talk to I cant..because my cell phone is gone...

I Am firmly in love with someone I shouldnt be someone I think most of you have met...well depending on how many of you talk in dAU.

Im confused. I think Im being used. Im frustrated. Ineed sleep, but I cant get any... and I need music.

But I got an A on my self portrait..Ill submit a picture of it soon... maybe...or maybe not..

I keep saying that I'll submit the poems Ive been writing..but I never can muster up the nerve to submit it/them...

I guess I dont want to poison you guys with my bitter words... And I dont have the courage to tell him I love him... Well he knows I love him.But he doesnt know how I love him...If that makes sense....

The Ramblings of Liz Marie on this fine November day are over...



ttyl...in like 7 hours.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/10708147/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/10708147/ Mon, 13 Nov 2006 04:31:02 PST The pounding in my ears.
I ache.
This body is always ill.
Im in love.
But Im always in love.

I live.
Whats the catch?

I dont understand life somedays.
But even the wise elders have questions?

Will I end up being a wise elder someday?
I dont know.
I think Im too sick....

But anyways....

I love you all.
Some of you in more then one way.
Some of you I...I just cant figure out my feelings towards you yet.
I just want to give in somedays.
To tell you whats on my mind I suppose
but...Id rather not risk my friendships with you all...
ok emo rant done....

So how is every one?
I dont see alot of you on messenger anymore...
Or when I do we dont talk, I loathe the awkward silences.
But...I just dont know. I feel these emotions .
But the person I relate to most....
I dont know.
Im confused.
Didnt I say the emo rant was done.

comeon Liz Marie...stop.


Ok at risk of starting it back up. Im going to end this journal.

]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/9389282/ http://Lillith-Sweetblood.deviantart.com/journal/9389282/ Sat, 15 Jul 2006 21:22:32 PDT [link]


do it you know you wanna!! ]]> ~Lillith-Sweetblood