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DA Portfolio is awesome.

You can find mine here - [link]

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A question to all my friends and watchers from the great city of London!!

Since I visit it pretty often, I've finally decided to ask for a little bit of your help.
What places in London would you recommend to visit?
I don't mean the usual tourist places like the Londow eye, or British musem.
Maybe some small museums? Art exibistions? Night clubs? Pubs? (especially near Aldgate East or Liverpool street stations))) Favourite parks? Maybe even shops?

I'd be grateful for any information, especially about the places that are still opened after 6 p.m.


Thank you

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/26105109/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/26105109/ Wed, 22 Jul 2009 09:52:54 PDT
Since I visit it pretty often, I've finally decided to ask for a little bit of your help.
What places in London would you recommend to visit?
I don't mean the usual tourist places like the Londow eye, or British musem.
Maybe some small museums? Art exibistions? Night clubs? Pubs? (especially Aldgate East and Liverpool stret stations))) Favourite parks? Maybe even shops?

I'd be grateful for any information, especially about the places that are still opened after 6 p.m.


Thank you

_{p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!} ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/22649718/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/22649718/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 09:55:54 PST <sub>Wow, I really haven't updated in quite a while.

Hope you all have had lovely Christmas and New Year's holidays.
I know I did. For a change I didn't visit any crazy parties, because I'm done with excessive drinking, so everything was calm and peaceful. I found a lot of interesting books, I remembered that we have a lot of amazing museum here in Moscow and met with some old friends.
I finished another semester in university without any bad marks and I'm currently working through my winter holidays, which feels really good, 'cause I started to feel I was getting a little too spoiled.
In point of photography I'm also experiencing some new ideas and views and hoping to be able to turn my ideas into life (well, digital photos in my case)).

I'd be very flatted if you'd tell me what you think about my experiments with the square photo shape.

(more to come very soon!)

Thank you very muich for stopping by!


p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!</sub> ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/21166260/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/21166260/ Sun, 26 Oct 2008 06:13:33 PDT I joined the site on Octpber 16, 2003, aged 14.
God, I can't believe it...
I have 67,000 pageviews and 1,249 deviations.. So many things have changed through the years...
There were times when I stopped taking or submitting photos at all, there were times when I uploaded 20 a day..
I'm gld that in the end (for now)) I've finally understood that photography is something I love, care for and that it is a major part of my life.

I've come from this


to this


and then that
http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/18891488/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 11:43:21 PDT Congratulate me, i've finished this year in university without any trouble and without any bad marks!
I'm free as a bird until september (:

I'm not uploading much again since I've recently become more and more critical about my own work. I browse my favourites and feel that I am just not the same level. And I start thinking that maybe I'm just not talanted? I've been into photography for many years now, I do see some improvement but still find myself boring and amateur.
The worst part is that I want to be both: photographer and model. Taking selfportraits is really hard, it's not the same as usual photography in my opinion. And I don't really have any, you know, typical girlfriends to hang out with everyday and practice on (as I see many photographers do).

I might be going to Paris for a few days, maybe I'll find some inspiration there.
If you have any advice on some places to visit (maybe night clubs?), I'd appreciate it very very very much.

here's a few of my favourites again to make this entry less boring:







_{p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!} ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/18167169/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/18167169/ Sun, 04 May 2008 15:17:02 PDT I've been very naughty.

This is how I celebrated my Birthday on April 24th.




<sub>a proper update is coming soon.

p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!</sub> ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/17020195/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/17020195/ Sat, 23 Feb 2008 05:16:03 PST I haven't updated in a while, but I guess I'm still in a creative/writer's block, I think it's simply always with me (the block), it just disappears sometimes for a few hours.

I don't have any interesting news to be honest.
I went to France which could have been awesome if I went by myself, but I didn't. It's a wonderful place though - with all the crazy weather conditions nowadays there's still snow there since it's more than 2000 meters above sea level.
The university it so-so, I just learned to deal with it.
I practically haven't been socializing with anybody recently so I have no one to take pictures of. That makes me a saaaad panda.
I also became concerned with my photography level. I don't think I suck, but I think I should really try to be better. Which is pretty hard when you mostly take selfportraits in a small room with very little free space.
I see some pictures that are completely crap (imho) in the "most popular photography" category, so I guess maybe I should whore myself out in some communities or smth? Because I feel I'm rather boring. Just many many pictures, and nothing special. And seriously - I don't think I'll change my view on that before I get a DD or at least be featured somewhere. Yes, that’s my goal. I said it.

I also would like you to leave some love in ~gosh87's gallery, he took some sweet pictures of me last fall.



And I decided to try sharing some of my favourites with you,
I wouldn't call it a "feature", just some photographs I find beautiful.





_{p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!} ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/15979374/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/15979374/ Mon, 17 Dec 2007 20:47:54 PST
I think I'll start with a rant one more time.
You know, dear readers and friends.
I've never ever said that americans are stupid, the english are ugly, the french are gay, the germans are all nazis and.... see, i'm even out of stereotypes! i don't even know enough of them because i think they are ridiculous.
But still I keep getting idiotic question about Russia. "I didn't know people speak English in Moscow", "Is it -30C there?', "Is it true that if I come to Russia I'll get robbed?" and etc.
At first I wanted to write about how i would like to scream some defending things in their faces, but now that I think about it.... just know, my 'dears'. You are pathetic and miserable.
(I was talking, of course, only about those people who ask those kind of questions. People who encquired about my conutry because they want to visit do no count also)
So.
I don't really have any interesting news to tell you..
The University has been.... so-so. I guess I just have pretty high standards.
I completely lost contact with my ex-friends, haven't made any new ones yet.
No plans for the New Year so far (read: Christmas. in Russia we celebrate the New Year like most of you celebrate Christmas, it's a tradition since the times religion was banned during the USSR).
Me and by man have celebrated 1 year together last month. That's pretty sweet, because I've been in a lot of stress lately, but he tries to help me even when I'm screaming at him or behaving like a hysteric bitch (that happens sometimes, i need to see a doctor).
I am now having some exams so I hope they are the reason I'm not going out at all, not the fact that I'm becoming a looser.
Well, I guess that's gonna be me my goal for 2008: get a better life
Yeah, and taking more pictures

_{p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!} ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/14682828/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/14682828/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 04:08:40 PDT
Things have been going mostly well lately.
Out trip to Portugal was fantastic, I love this country so much, the climate is simply awesome.
Because of the lack of time I didn't do two version of the pictures (for blog and bigger ones for here), so if you are interested in the pictures please check them out here [link] (part 1) [link] (part 2).

My new university is great. Good location, very nice old building with a classis university atmosphere and people and teachers are not so smug as in my pervious one.
Although it's hard to study with those who have just graduated from high school, because they are so irresponsible and so childish sometimes. Haven't met anyone interesting yet (we do have interesting people, i just never got to knowing any fo them), but that's ok, because this time I do to university to study and I have my personal life separately.

In bad news I have been feeling no so good lately, my health problems are starting to show themselves more and more often. Like today. I'm writing this because I just couldn't go to the uni, I felt too sick. No need to worry now (at least I hope so), I'm gonna visit a doctor really soon.

Well, what else can I say.
It's autumn and I feel good, because I feel like my soul is alive and I feel like I reborn every autumn.
I'm sitting at home most of my time and suffer a artist's block though, but I hope some of my friends will help me get out of this and I think that when the leaves will become yellow, I'll just have to start at least going to walks with my camera.

Sorry for not being interesting.

With hugs, Marie.

_{p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!} ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/14183301/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/14183301/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 16:21:06 PDT
Summer.
Freakin' hate summer.
Oh how i wish for it to be gone already. I can't stand the heat. Hate it with all my heart.
And besides that I always have nice plans for summer. But they always stay only plans. I say to myself "I will have picnics, sunbathing, laying on the grass, laughs, smiles and all that sunny positive stuff".... instead of that I spend 95% of the summer @ home.
Although now I play WoW, so I have smth to do (that's the main reason for no new pictures or updates. i'm instantly addicted. i hate other games online or not, but i simply l o v e WoW)

In other news....
.... I got into a new university!!!!!!
^_^
myself. it was the one I, MYSELF chose. i'm proud of myself. gonna study advertising.
DD feels good.

I'm also going to Portugal in a few days, so hopefully I'll take some nice pics. pics so nice you'll all HAVE to comment, bitchezzz.
take care.

xoxoxox, marie.

_{p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!} ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/13279708/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/13279708/ Sat, 09 Jun 2007 15:27:04 PDT
I actually have no idea what to write here... I mean.. no one probably reads this stuff, or if they do, it's probably boring as hell

I'm very bored and depressed because I have nothing to do. All of my friends are having exams and I'll have mine in july only. So I sit on my ass in front of the pc, get fat and read tons of junk.
I have no models to photograph, no friends or photographers to take pictures of me and every time I try shooting self-portraits I only get pissed off because it's not even 10% of what I want them to be... tripod and timer are simply not a real, alive photographer with a camera... dammit, I wish I could clone myself.
I also got too damn lazy in the last couple of months. I mean... last year I also had a "i'mbooored" problem during summer, but I at leat had some wishes, plans, aims.. you know, like smth to live for. Now I'm kinda waay too much relaxed, don't really care about anything and feel like a complete worthless nothing.
I slooowly try to 'rebuilt' my goals... oh how I wish to live a normal life. To study, to hang out with friends, to go out with my man, to be busy with simple stuff like washing dishes and cleaning the room... I want_to to moan about how hard are the winter and summer exams, how I really don't have time for internet.. you know, to live a normal life.

I guess I can add a 1000 more words but it will still be about the same problem.
whatever.


and how are you, my dear readers?

xxx, acidrain.

_{p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!} ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/12936915/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/12936915/ Sun, 13 May 2007 03:08:19 PDT
Well, actually, there isn't many news..

First of all, thank you all for the Happy Birthday wishes, i really appreciate them and you made my day)

Second, I came back from London a few days ago (I apologize if there a some people here who would have liked to meet me, i was on a trip with my mother, who had every minute planned and I'm having problems with her already).
I took lots and lots of pictures but I think I'm submitting only those I like most. It may sound smug, but I feel underappreciated... I feel like I can create some really good art... an though I don't want to try to be "popular", it Is something, that shows how good the artist is (example: come one, can you imagine Lithium Picnic being here without a single daily deviation?). So I reallly want to try to improve.
I also got myself some new awesome lens - Canon 24-70mm 2.8L. I feel like it's the first day I've ever got a real a camera in my hands - I want to take photos of everything! And hope the lens would help me.


I also have many things to study for the university and have lots of problems at home, so, as usual, forgive me if i'm not answering your comments or notes - i'm not ignoing any of you, i really love all the people who watch me, you make me feel me and my art are not worthless.

<3, AcidRain.

_{p.s.: if you have any critisism on my art, please, do tell me!} ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/12582760/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/12582760/ Fri, 13 Apr 2007 16:04:50 PDT
My parents are getting a divorce. Awesome. Because I was the last one they informed. I'm actually more sad about the fact they didn't tell me then about the divorce itself - my father has been living with us just to carry heavy stuff from the car and do some things mother didn't really want to do herself. Although having a shitty family somehow feels better than having an incomplete one.
I have several dozens of friends and only one (!) of them lives with his real father. Oh what a nice world we live in.


I need (and want) to get into a new university, but I'm scared (yes, scared) that I'll fail the exams. I'm just that kind of person who can't force himself to study. I know it's my and only my fault, but i guess that's pretty hard to understand for people who haven't experienced smth similar.


DeviantArt doesn't want to upload my new pictures. Hope the staff will fix it soon.
I'm still pretty addicted to sharing my life with you.


In general: I'm okay and I hope you, my friends, are all doing well to.
Hug ya, Marie.

p.s.: i still remeber about doing a blushing photo i promised for one really nice person. i'm just waiting for a moment to feel it, the fake one is just not the same.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/12384329/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/12384329/ Fri, 30 Mar 2007 04:17:06 PDT Spring... spring is good. It came to Moscow incredibly early this year.
The weather is awesome, although i don't go out as much as I'd like to.
(damn, i think i'm forgetting english... forgive my mistakes if you see them)

Need
to take
better
pictures.

But good full body selfportraits with an idea are incredibly hard to shoot.
And i have no models to take pictures of.
+ my Birthday is soon, and i need to study for a new university.

damn, i started the entry and now i forgot what i wanted to write...
well, anyways, i'm alive, i miss some people's notes, i'll start commenting again when i get myself a credit card and a subscription.
i guess that's the news..

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/12022789/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/12022789/ Fri, 02 Mar 2007 06:03:11 PST Actually I wear high heels and pink stuff very rarely... try thinking you're watching an exclusive))
See the video here -> [link]

I also have a creative block.
I need ideas for new pictures to take with having only my room, daylight and a tripod.

Maybe someone here can recommend me some light equipment.
What would I actually need to take portraits at home at any time of the day?

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/11916796/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/11916796/ Thu, 22 Feb 2007 04:20:16 PST You also might have noticed that i'm not lonely anymore. My dear Llama takes 90% of my time and althought i miss my friends (both in real life and here), i'm happy. We've been together for 3 months now, and we know each other since 1st grade.
Because I'm not that type of girl who thinks "this is forever" every time she falls is love, I'm enjoying the moment now.

My photos have become a little more boring because grief and loneliness used to be my inspiration. Not it's all completely different, but i still try to come up with something interesting and i hope you all will still enjoy it.

With love, Linat.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/11253919/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/11253919/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 05:34:38 PST If you don't like me writing blod-style stuff, you can kiss my hot ass.
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Happy New Year everybody, especially my fellow countrymen!

Have fun, don't drink too much and enjoy life at least while we have holidays!!



...and i'm off to a new year party with my beloved friends.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/11052028/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/11052028/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 14:34:35 PST -----------------

My body hates me and brings me great 'surprises' right on the 'most appropraite' time.

I'm also sick and have nothing to do because cheap porn and political crap are probably the only websites i haven't visited yet. No new movies to watch. No books to read. Don't even ask about tv.

The weather here SUCKS so much you wouldn't believe it.

Quiting the university and having no ideas for a new one (+ an empty head with no brains to pass the exams there) is also great.

DA being more shitty every day with all the PRINT! BUY PRINT! ORDER PRINT! SHOP HERE! NEW SHIT TO BUY! BUY BUY BUY!... i guess they should make a couple more Shop buttons, do a "SPEND YOU MONEY ON DA!" backround for the entries and descriptions and upgrade the site with an even worse version of DA design and system.


Helllllo spirit of Cristmas!!

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10735787/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10735787/ Wed, 15 Nov 2006 15:46:06 PST I wish I wasn't addicted to DA so I could leave.

Seriosly, all the "allow download of original image" ticks and stuff during new sumbission piss me off.
Just like the people who submit in .png.
I just don't watch those who do, even though they are sometimes fantastic artists.
I save all the pictures i like to my pc. For me being able to save pictures is probably the most importrant thing.
Now what, I'll have to take fucking snapshots, paste them in photoshop and same them myself? Bullshit.
This isn't going to stop art theft. Copyrights and watermarks will.
I seriosly just want to go and ripp some art, even though i'm a copyrights-are-importrant-respect-the-artists whore.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10724183/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10724183/ Tue, 14 Nov 2006 14:37:11 PST Nedzumi made a picture of me!

Check it out! -> [link]

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10485640/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10485640/ Mon, 23 Oct 2006 10:15:23 PDT As you might have noticed, I get pissed off easily (see previous entry), but I actually calm down in a few minutes.

I just wanted to say that I lost my remote for the camera, so don't be surprised by seing only still life and other boring stuff here.
i guess that was a sign from the higher power for me to stop being a camera ho.

p.s. current "jealous" mood emoticon describes me perfectly....
(i originaly wrote "pervertly", ha-ha).

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10465815/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10465815/ Sat, 21 Oct 2006 12:57:34 PDT If you don't, it's ok.
IF YOU'RE A FUCKING ANTI-SMOKER GET THE HELL AWAY FROM ME AND NEVER SPEAK TO ME AGAIN, YOU PIECE OF SHIT!

You know what, we, smokers, are not the ones being brainwashed, YOU ARE. We make our damn choice. We respect other people's opinion by not telling other people that smoking is "good", by not smking near children or in crowded places. And you listen to your pussy hippie little activists and programms, which say that they know better what is good for other people.
Well you can go fuck yourself. You still drink. You still fuck. You still wank off to the goddamn porn. But smoking is BAaaaaD. Right.
This is just ridiculous.


You all should go and watch South Park episode 713 - Butt Out.
I sometimes feel that I have one mind with Tray Parker and Matt Stone. I'm veeeery modest.

p.s. i'm not going to comment or discuss. this is my opinion and it's final.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10403076/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10403076/ Sun, 15 Oct 2006 15:53:20 PDT
-I'll probably be expelled from university. I don't like it. I'm having tons of problems at home. But I fucking hate math, jerks, assliсking money-whores and the 12-hour work day idea in general... what's the point in doing smth you don't like? money? Fuck_you. especially that this job (manager or whoever i'm supposed to be) means 1) no time for spending this money on smth you like 2)not being able to do what you like (maybe i want a fuckin tattoo on my face?)
3) money does_not buy happiness.
*insert 3 more hours of explanations*

-I can't go to a designer uni or smth. reason 1: parents. reason 2: no one fuckin' needs designers with a diploma here. tons of people are thousand times more skilled that me, who the hell will want to employ someone with a diploma?, this means more money to pay him..
there are tons of photographers too. + they don't need me to be original or to have style. nah. just boring snaps for minimum money.
need to stop dreaming of becoming the new mr. lithium picnic...

-no personal life. at all. f u c k. i hate this. i have so much tenderness in me that i want to share...
all the people i like are either taken or fictional or 35-year-old rockstars...

-i've been recently looking at some people's galleries (not here, in smth. like a livejournal, but it's closed, so i unfortunately can't post a link) and i don't feel like submitting anything at all.
i fail at expressing things/feelings/emotions i want to express in my art.
it sucks technically. i mean, sure, canon eos and all this shit... but i don't have the proper light, i don't have appropriate models, i don't have... anything positive in my life, really.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10356685/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10356685/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:38:14 PDT

Usually when you tell people "everything is bad in my life right now" they always think that They for some reason know better. They either just don't react at all, thinking it's just something stupid, or try saying banal things like "it can't be that bad, things will work out, etc."

When I tell what is happening with me life right now, just tell the facts... people don't know what to say.
Because there is nothing to say.
There is no exit with a positive end.

I don't know why I'm writing this.
Probablu another excuse for ignoring you all.
Because I really don't care about anything now, even about the people I love..
everything is just worthless.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10132661/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10132661/ Wed, 20 Sep 2006 13:25:05 PDT

Please help me find a part of my life that does not suck.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10037798/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/10037798/ Mon, 11 Sep 2006 10:14:02 PDT

I accidentally deleted all messages from my message centre.
I had almost 100 comments to reply.
Fudge.

Official announcement
I have new icq number, it's 230-798-230.
If you're interested in smth you've asked in a comment which i didn't reply, feel free to message me. I'd also love to chat, although I'll only have a couple hours a day.
p.s. i have a bad habit of going somewhere and forgetting to switch "online" to "away". please be patient.
p.p.s. if i'm "away", "n/a", etc., i mean it. don't message me with "hello, are you here??" every 5 minutes please.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9976431/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9976431/ Tue, 05 Sep 2006 12:16:40 PDT

I may sound like a little wussie prick or like a lazy bitch pretending to feel sorry..
but yep, this another entry about me apologizing for not being able to reply to your comments and +favs.
I don't really like answering with a boring "thanks", this looks like those signature stamps for big bosses, you know, the ones to use for hundreds boring documents.
Anyways, please don't take any offence, it's nothing personal, I'm just really busy and tired.

University started at 1st of September.
Just to remind you, i study at a faculty of management and marketing. It's pretty hard so I come home exhausted.. and it's just the beginning of the year.
The program in my university is different from all the others.. it's too long to explain, but believe me, we Have to study, there’s no fuck-that-i'll-skip-a-few-classes, unless you want to say bye-bye to the place.
People have been giving me weird looks.. there are a lot of glamorous dipshit blondes. Same with the teachers... But now i have the stimulus to study better. Just to prove that having blue hair doesn't mean I'm an idiot.

I have some more "photoshoped and ready to be online" photos to upload here, I guess one or two pictures a day works perfectly.
Feel free to comment if you disagree, I'd love to take your opinion into consideration.

sleepy and worn out, but still alive, Marie.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9791896/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9791896/ Sun, 20 Aug 2006 10:59:27 PDT

It feelslike i've been away for a month.
All I do is update, update, update. Update diary, livejournal, sg, flickr. Read and download everything i missed in those 8 days I've been in Portugal.

Anyways. The trip was... ok. The problem is that I didn't manage to have a rest at all. I usually go abroad to the sea/ocean for 2 weeks. This time it was only one and it's horrible... I mean, when you've just started to relax.. you have to leave already.
I wasted all summer for nothing. I feel tired and depressed. Really depressed.
I need people around me.

I took some pictures. But thanks to my freakin' luck i forgot my 10-22 lens (the ones i bought especially for the trip, with a filter for bright sun). So only few of them which turned out nice are about Portugal.

p.s. oh, and i hate the new layot less now. but it still looks.. not so good on my 1024*768 screen.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9637530/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9637530/ Tue, 08 Aug 2006 01:55:01 PDT

I hate the new layot.
And i forgot to take screenshot of the previos one.
cane someone send or upload into their scarps a few for me?

upd: damn... it's so ugly... narrow, boring and all the tables' changing plases.. it sucks.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9375687/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9375687/ Fri, 14 Jul 2006 12:59:56 PDT

I'm tired....
I'm bored...
I'm working...
I'm a freakin' looser.
I'm tired.
And I always miss the rain.
Fuck.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9354589/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9354589/ Wed, 12 Jul 2006 13:11:19 PDT

Errr.. how do I report people here? o_O

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9267216/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9267216/ Tue, 04 Jul 2006 03:22:09 PDT

Eeeerr...
Happy 4th of July?








]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9231028/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9231028/ Fri, 30 Jun 2006 11:05:07 PDT

Sometimes I really want to say smth like
"I think someone *cough* gives blowjobs for every +fav".
And I've seen people blaming the top-faved artists.

But it's actually about the community.
The People are fuckin'h banal. The People love the same crap. The People give tonns of +favs to the same boring cloned pictures day after day.
arrrrrgh, i truly hate you all.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9148310/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9148310/ Thu, 22 Jun 2006 12:56:23 PDT

I'm just back from the Deftones concert!
I still can't believe I was there, it was totally spontaneous...
o_O
Even though I'm not fan of Deftones (not because I don't like them; i love them, i just can't take my lazy ass to the music store or i forget about buying their cd when i'm in one),
the concert was awesome.
And although it's incredibly hot in Moscow now (about +35 centigrade (or even more); eat that, motherfuckers) and we all were literally Wet, I still loved it.
I was screaming my head off, my neck and back hurt because of... I don't know the word for chaotic moving people do when they feel The Music inside them...
Anyways, it was something i really needed.
This winter I was hanging out with slightly different (a.k.a. glamorous and stupid) people. Some of my friends changed, but I found some really nice new ones.
I'm back to myself, I gained more experience, and I'm happy

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9124740/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/9124740/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:46:35 PDT

AAAAAAAARRRRRRRGGGGGGGHHHHH!!!!
I hate my tan!!
Get it off, get it off, GET IT OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I want SG help to write me back!
I want to make a final decision on my pubic tattoo!
I want another awesome picnic!
I want to take awesome pics with awesome models!
I want to move outta here!
I want to be surrounded by people I like!
but most of all...
I want to get rid of this fucking tan!!!!!!!! ><


]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8965405/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8965405/ Sun, 04 Jun 2006 04:24:21 PDT

Update for the people from SG who may look for me here, because this page is mentioned in my profile:
I'm alive, I'm just having some problems activating the account, I'll be back soon.
I miss you all.

_{sorry, DA people.}

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It takes me about 6 hours to feel comfortable near the person I've never seen before (e.g. meeting friend from the internet)

Sometimes when some things I don't want to think of come to my mind I start doing some really weird things like making stupid funny sounds or saying smth completely pointless or doing something strange, just to distract myself.

I used to be a glamorous r'n'b chick for a few weeks i think (hanging out in the clubs with ex-classmates). It sucked so much, bleh.

I use this method from the Ghostbusters movie: divide t-shirts to dirty, clean and the ones that you can hang out of the window and then wear.

I wish I was a man.

I want to move to States even if I get killed there in a few weeks (this is a real story btw).

I laugh at baby goths on the streets. I love when gothic people are beautiful, like razor_candi and winter_skin for example, but when it's only about getting as much black eye shadow on your eyes as you can.. this is just ridiculous.

I hate the way I look and I probably will have plastic surgery, at least to make my breasts smaller. I wish they could make the bones more narrow though. (I don't think that full-figured people are less beautiful, but I, for example, can't cut my hair short because it makes me look ugly and I've been called baby face and doll face numerous times and I hate it.)

I want to (and will) cover my body with tattoos because I think that it's incredibly beautiful.

I figured out that Jesus died for our sins by watching South Park.

I love cyber stuff.

I wish I could shave my head and be bald, but again, I would just look horrible.

I wish I could draw good enough to draw comics and cartoons.

I need to go now.

Oh, wait, one more. I hate people who are fuckin’ selfish, who never listen, say that they are nice and all they think about is themselves. FUCK_YOU.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8912480/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8912480/ Mon, 29 May 2006 14:41:17 PDT

Ok, sorry for one more completely stupid entry, but
Check out my new avatar!

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8899233/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8899233/ Sun, 28 May 2006 06:21:58 PDT

Ok, I usually never 'advertise' other people's galleries,
but these emoticons r simply awesome))




]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8879506/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8879506/ Fri, 26 May 2006 01:19:00 PDT

GO AWAY YOU F-ING CREATIVE BLOCK!!

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8797625/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8797625/ Wed, 17 May 2006 11:56:24 PDT

Errr... ok, I guess I need to update.

I'm having exams. Damn all the teachers who are pissed off at me for no reasons. There's probably so much sand in their vaginas you can make a private beach already.

I'm filled with apathy and indifference to almost everything.
And i hate my pictures. They suck, seriously. Ok, maybe they don't, but I consider them boring.
And most of all I hate my bad luck. And I have tons of it.
Like yesterday, when I tried to dye my hair blue. I spend one and a half hour and in the end I only got my skin blue.
I seriously wanna smack someone's face against the wall. Not only for the hair 'accident' but for you know, some other stuff I've already mentioned in past entries.

Want to get more tattoo work done by the end of the exams (probably in the middle of june).
And I want to kill myself every time I visit This Link.
And I want to move, but it's not as easy as it look. I have shitty marks in my school certificate, I'm a girl (that means if i move to the country and get pregnant there, they'll have to support me financially and nobody wants that; boys r usually more welcome), my health sucks and etc.
And one of the reasons that I fear most - I want it like nothing else in my life. Plus I'm getting older each year and I want to move for the chance to live at least some of my teenage years interestingly (since I had almost no childhood). And with my f'ing luck... yeah, i have like a billion chances *sarcasm*.

Well, ok, I spent 20 minutes and wrote a bunch of bullshit.
New pictures will appear as soon as my mood get a lil' better so stop hating them.
ba-bye.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8662841/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8662841/ Wed, 03 May 2006 14:06:20 PDT

Holy f'in sh*t!!
I have 73 comments.
I have i-dont-remember-how-many notes which I didn't reply to...
Damn, I wish I was paid because I feel like a corporate person working 8 hour a day sorting out all these things.
But I guess that's the price I have to pay being an internet addict and hanging out on so many websites at a time.


I also have exams now.
Don't want to say anything... not to evoke evil by making evil prophecies or whatever this is in english, but being realistic I wouldn't count on passing may exams. Although I'll have a second chance in july. We'll see what will all this lead me to.
To be honest I don't really want to study there that much. I want to move to the US. I've already mentioned some of the reasons and I'm ignoring comments like "it sucks" and blah-blah.

Err.. what else can I add...
It's hard to write anything interesting because my life is just university, school, studying and sitting at home browsing the internet. So yeah, nothing really interesting.
I'm desperate for a holiday and for good time with interesting people/friends...


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upd: Ok, I'm a chick and I'm bastard so I'll not be conscience-stricken if I'll be bitchy and whine a lil' bit.
I hate hate Hate people getting a Daily Deviation only for having a pretty face. I Hate the fact that some people who r popular can submit a totally shitty picture and it will still get hundreds of +favs.
I'm not saying I'm jealous and I'm not saying my work sucks or anything else.
I'm just being bitchy, because sometimes I just need to; don't take it too serious.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8567826/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8567826/ Mon, 24 Apr 2006 05:13:01 PDT

I'm not usually into celebrating these things,
but my friends made me feel great today, so I'll change the 'tradition' a lil' bit)

Happy F-ing Birtday to me!))
I'm never telling Anyone how old I am (i'm suuuper ooooooold )

I wouldn't be what I am now without DeviantArt and all the people here.
Thanks, guys

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8487292/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8487292/ Sun, 16 Apr 2006 09:25:48 PDT

I have nothing to do, se here's some facts about meh:

I’m totally bored and I’m slowly going crazy because I mostly spend time in the internet and the only person I speak through the day is myself.

I hate coffee but I still drink it sometimes and then I want to puke.

I have some friends, but none of them shares at least one third of my interests, so it’s kinda hard not to hate everyone around and feel like shit.

I sometimes want to kill all the skinny people, because I envy them, especially girls for having small boobs and good metabolism.

I mostly don’t think I’m pretty. Sometimes I do, but I’m still not ‘my type’, I wouldn’t like me if I was someone else, or at least I wouldn’t consider myself as “woah!” person, or an ‘interesting person” which is my main criteria for people.

I want to live in the US. If I don’t succeed I will loose faith in good things in life. And after that I’ll try to live in Canada, Australia or England. I personally think that the people there are ‘better’, and I don’t give a shit if you disagree. Plus I love speaking English and I prefer celebrating Christmas… and ok, there are thousands reasons more.

I dream of getting a tattoo by Nick Baxter.

One more dream is to become a freelance photographer and to open a music store or a tattoo shop. You know, not being a super business woman and stuff, just a nice store to able to pay my bills and needs, I don’t need much luxury, I tried living a glamorous chick life and it wasn’t for me.

I actually don’t like the photos in my gallery and although I appreciate your words about how good it is and I’m really grateful because you inspire me to go on, I still think (and know) that my ‘art’ sucks comparing to my favorite photographers’.

I eat at least 2 pomegranates a day.

When people talk shit about Russia and say things like “I didn’t know people speak English in Moscow” (that’s a real quote from a note I received, btw) I really want to break their fucking face and give them AIDS. (And that’s not only about Russia; I also hate to see Eastern Europe and some other countries being shown as a complete uncivilized piece of crap in some movies).

I think I hate my tattoo, but I’m not sure yet.

Ok, I’ve ran out of facts.
Oh, and I was interested in your opinion: Is it better when I upload a whole series at one time, or is submitting a few pics a day is nicer?

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8237081/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8237081/ Wed, 22 Mar 2006 13:40:31 PST Fuck me, I'm famous!

M'kay I think I should say thanks or smth...

I heart all the people who comment, devwatch and +fav me, I really appreciate it guys, thank you. Here's a Hug 4 all of you


That's the 100th time I say I'm busy.
I have some stuff to upload (photoshoped and everything) but when I look at it and compare with the things I Want to see in my gallery...
I'm really trying to improve now. DA is huge part of my life, I'm inspired by so many different people (even those who just comment, so if you read this, you're probably one of them)...
I want Me to like my art. That's what I'm trying to do now... But being so busy and having a lack of support from real-life people... doesn't help me much.

Anyway, thank you for making my life a little more pleasant thing with your attention and sorry for not being able to reply to all of you comments. Oh, and once again I remind you - if i ignore you at msn or icq, it means that the pc is used by my parents. I always reply, dont' feel offended or anything

xoxo, acidrain.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8175557/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8175557/ Thu, 16 Mar 2006 06:38:48 PST omg, omg, omfg, I'll explode now!

I'm going to dye my hair tomorrow.
Unfortunately it won't be blue (dammit!) and my dreads will have to wait a few more months (sh*t!).
Anyway, I'm sooooooo happy. I hate my current haircolor. It sucks so much. (It's so conformists, duh , like I'm 12 again )

My B/day is April 24th...
And I think of getting some metal on my face. Yay for piercing!

Ok, I'll just go and jump on my bed now, because I'm so fucking crazy now.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8074432/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8074432/ Sun, 05 Mar 2006 12:53:24 PST I'll break their fuckn' face!

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8044027/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/8044027/ Thu, 02 Mar 2006 06:18:58 PST I just wanted to say (damn, i start every entry with these words)
that it's kind of a insane time for me now with university and all that stuff.
So come on, don't be offended if I haven't posted a hug on your DA page for your +favs or comments.
I've also just figured that i accidentally deleted almost all of the notes I had, so if you send anything to me, please forgive me.
As I said thousands of times before, I have very little time to spend in the internet, so I waste most of it to writing e-mails to administration of one web-site which f*cked up my account. (I just love to moan about it, caz i'm so pissed of).
p.s. oh and one more thing: my parents sometimes use my pc when i'm away, so if i ignore you at msn or shut it down after your messages then it's probably not me.


]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7819091/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7819091/ Mon, 06 Feb 2006 13:20:23 PST I have my usual problem - my DeviantArt and SuicideGirls accounts are expired.
I'm not asking to buy me the subscriptions, it makes me feel giulty and everything, because I can't repay you.
But I do need your help.
I can't send a money order or cashiers check to the sites and they don't accept Russian credit cards. But I can send you money by WesternUnion and you can use your card to help me out if you can.

if you can help, please note me, i'll be eternally grateful

upd: problem mostly solved. thank you.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7657369/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7657369/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 12:29:42 PST I have to study, study and study some more.
I want to apologize to a lot of people - I promised to send pictures and videos 2 some of you, but my e-mail has gone crazy and while I thought that everything was delivered, everything just failed to send.
I have a lot of photos to upload, I have some really great news.. I also have tonns of comments to answer, but now it takes more time with opening links, and, as I said, I have very little time.
Just want to say that I remember about all of you, especially about the people who send me notes, I promise to answer every one of it in a few weeks.
Love and Hug you, Linat. ]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7484385/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7484385/ Sun, 01 Jan 2006 23:48:30 PST
Thank you for watching and commenting.
You support and inspire me and make me smile.
I love you all.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7398837/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7398837/ Sat, 24 Dec 2005 04:04:17 PST
Merry Christmas everyone!!!

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7201289/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7201289/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 07:37:05 PST If I saw a picture in the internet and want to get a tattoo with this picture, I need to..
just ask the author?
buy the copyright?
just talk with the author and pay him/her some amount of money?

I really need to now it.
I want to get a tattoo but I don't want to hide it on my photos just because I stole the copyright or smth...

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7140834/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/7140834/ Fri, 25 Nov 2005 11:52:08 PST I have MSN!! You can search me by email (tosh(@)comtv.ru) or by nickname TiAm.
Bad news: As I said, my camera died. I bought Lumix Lx1 which was descrbide as super-cool-and-super-great in most of photo magazines.
Don't believe them, it sucks! The quality is so shitty, I can't even upload a 500*500 image caz it looks horrible. Even my phone cam is better.

So now you can cheer my up, caz I know a lot of people asked me about msn.
Bring it on, I'm ready!

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6969033/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6969033/ Sun, 06 Nov 2005 07:03:45 PST Tired.
Angry.
Needing a new camera..
Sitting at home at watching EMA. Btw can somebody explain the point with all the Kazahstan theme? I really don't get the humor there..


]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6950419/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6950419/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 03:07:50 PST

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6889428/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6889428/ Fri, 28 Oct 2005 08:33:20 PDT

The reason for making this entry is the link to video where I'm trying to Hug Sator. Nothing interesting actually, but I just I want it to be here in case I loose it.
It's 2,43 mb so I reccomend you to full view some pictures instead, seriosly =]

[link]

p.s.: If you still want 2 download it, i want 2 let you know that 1) my accent is on purpose 2) I always scream "Endorama" when I run after Sator, because in about 9th grade we were trying to remake this video

don't even try to enjoy

p.p.s.: kick my ass, I'm too lazy to upload all the stuff i made.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6868348/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6868348/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 20:44:31 PDT And all we get is just some coustume parties in some of the clubs.
Caz it's not an official holiday and stuff.. bastards.
Life sucks.

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6773665/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6773665/ Sat, 15 Oct 2005 09:53:41 PDT I have no other explanation why they dissapear

]]> *LinAt http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6748070/ http://LinAt.deviantart.com/journal/6748070/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 12:14:08 PDT Yeah, I know they still have their art on other sites, but..
Not everyone has enought time, not everyone knows the site, not everyone sometimes has acces 2 the site and ect., etc., etc. ...
I mean, yes, I love the art.. but that's the point id DA imo - to have all the great artists in one site, to watch all the new awesome art in your message center..

I hate it when people leave.
And I hate when others say "those who leave and come back are soo uncool".
I actually partly agree with that, but words like that really make the artist leave with no return.
bullshit.

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