http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Liofin&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Liofin en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 21:41:12 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/25188925/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/25188925/ Sun, 07 Jun 2009 22:52:28 PDT

School:

I had my commencement for graduating class of 2009 on May 30th, I'm proud to say that as long as I PASS Socials 11, I will officially be a graduated! If I fail, I'm screwed... Sorry But hey, maybe I can make a deal with my teacher for him to pass me cause you know I'm special and I've had a lot of difficult times recently.

Health:

Once again, up and down, but what's the difference? Sometimes we get sick, sometimes we're healthy. Honestly, I envy and pray for the times when I am healthy, it's much funner to be healthy and out and about than to me stuck in bed or at the toilet puking or whatever it may be all day, don't you agree? It hasn't been that bad though, no Swine Flu yet, but hey everyone here has forgotten about swine flu now! It only took about two weeks of constant panic and none stop talking and people bitching about how all you gotta do is wash your freaking hands to get it to stop! Thank goodness for those of us that bitched about how you gotta wash your hands!!! Just a few simple flu's, a few doses of bronchitis and some pneumonia and the love was spread far and wide!

Friends:

Have come and gone. It's quite sad really, but in the end I really don't care, it just goes to show who the real friends were since a lot of them have become friends with some of the worst people in our school to be friends with. But, honestly, I don't care. It's their lives. If they fuck up, why the hell should I care? It's not like they listened to me in the first place, right? Right.

Boyfriend:

Still sticking around, I can't believe he has survived EIGHT months with me and wishes to survive more. Haha, I love you very much Shawn. Thanks for always sticking with me through the good and the bad, the up and the down, and allowing me to know that you'll ALWAYS be there for me no matter what even if it's not in person, in spirit. I really hope everything we've planned happens soon, I'd be so much happier, honestly... We've made it this far baby! We can do it

So, this wasn't much more than an update, but I hope you all know and realize that I'm still alive.

Love,
Liofin

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/22934897/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/22934897/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 03:13:42 PST
So. I'm 18. Cool, who woulda known I would make it this far? It's pretty shocking, really.

I've suffered one death, every month, for 4 months now... One of natural causes, two car accidents and one suicide [ouch... I miss you... all of you]

I've made friends. Lost friends. Debated who my true friends are. I always end up realizing the only person I can really truly trust and call my friend is my boyfriend, Shawn. [For those of you that didn't know I HAD a boyfriend, I do.] It's been a long hard road, with some wins and some losses.

Old, close friend Michelle [ravynsfaery] came for a visit at Christmas. I must admit, for me it was nice to see her and talk to her again for the first [real] time since before I moved at the end of grade 10, although I don't know if she felt the same...

I've become stricken with dementia and paranoia. The depression getting worse, it no longer really sets with the sun and rises again with the sun, it now is just always there... It's getting more apparent and visible to some people, but most people are pretty oblivious, but now I've said it in this so people will probably start to catch on soon...

School is interesting. A new semester starts tomorrow, which means all new classes, new teachers, possibly a few new friends here and there, or at least people that I can talk to to help pass the time, since I won't have another class with Shawn [boyfriend] till Term 4 [Heathly Lifestyles ftw].

Let's talk about Shawn. The boyfriend. Friend. The one I trust and know cares about me. He's always there for me when I need him [even though it's usually over text cause it just so happens the bad stuff happens during exam week or at times when his parents decide to be anal and not allow him to come visit me] but either way, he's always there. He makes me laugh when I feel like I could never smile again. He makes me smile when I feel I could just die. He makes me sing when I don't even want to talk. He lights my life when times get dark and he picks me up when I fall, or when things get rough. He's a man. He's in touch with himself, both masculine and feminine sides. He knows how to be sensitive [sometimes a bit to sensitive... but he was drunk, so it's ok]. And no matter what he always show's me, and proves to be, that I am his one and his only. I am the only one that he wants to be with, the only one that he wants to see. If there was no Ashley, there would be no Shawn. If he had to choose between me or everyone else he knows, it would be me [but I'm not mean enough to make him choose, since I do get along with a few of the other people he knows...] And as much as some people say it's not true, I love him and he loves me.

Life? Is tough. I'm paying rent, and unfortunately don't have my money to give to my landlady cause no one was able to take me to the bank, greeeat... So, now I've gotta wait till someone can get me to the bank to get my landlady the rent, I hope she's okay with that...

Well, I've probably bored you all the death by now... So, see yah.

With love,
Liofin.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/21527814/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/21527814/ Mon, 17 Nov 2008 00:19:53 PST Haha.

So, I've put up a few new but old pieces, seeing as they're from early 2008 and now the year is nearly over! Haha. I was just going through my old poetry and all that jazz and found them though, so I was inspired to share them with all of you, my dearly beloved watchers.

I'll try to put some more up at a later date, but as for now, I'm getting quite tired and have school in the morning. (Oh joy.)

... I might as well give a life update ...

Um, I'm doing well in school, all A's and B's so far. Woot! (Shocking, actually, usually my grades aren't that great...)

Uhm, 30 days till my birthday you guys! Let's celebrate together! December 17th - I'm stoked, I'll be EIGHTEEN! That's right, for those of you that forget, EIGHTEEN! (Also shocking...)

Bah, I can't think of much else! So peace out kiddos!
With love,
Ashley

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/20085605/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/20085605/ Thu, 21 Aug 2008 20:29:22 PDT ) So here I am! And I actually posted something too!! I have some other stuff to post from the last semester of last school year.

I grad this year! Yay, congrats me! It's going to be a stressful year, but I believe that I can do it as long as I work hard enough to do everything without stressing myself out to much, if you know what I mean I have a full two semesters as well as I'll be working 40 hours trying to afford my rent (ah! who woulda thought? )

As of this moment, I'm at home sick and knowing that I have to work tomorrow (not caring either). My summer so far has been exciting! (I wish to hear about all of yours by the way...) It started off with me breaking my ankle (on the first day too!) and it all went from there, had some fun times with my friends, gotten in some random fights, quit my job, got my cast off (yay!), started working at my new job (also yay!), and before school starts (Sept 2nd! AH!) I'll be working more and hanging out with one of my closest gal pals Hah.

I have some belated birthdays to mention, such as ~Oxymoron-Domino, sorry for the belated birthday here bro Yah know I love you still though! And south--of--heaven.

I send my love and regards to all the rest of you, with sincerest apologize for my lack of being around on dA.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/18282045/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/18282045/ Sun, 11 May 2008 23:15:05 PDT
Victoria? Lived here for 10 months! Woot. Work? I've been at Tim Hortons for 10 months! Woot! Boyfriend? Been with Kevin for *nearly* 8 months! Woot! (finally, something thats not a 10...)

1 Month and 6 Days till I am 17.5... Oh the joys of growing up. Hah. One day I'll have a good job that'll give me money that is better then $8.50 an hour (hurray for the fact I should be getting my pay raise sometime soon... and the fact that I'll get another one quickly after)

Random 10 quiz thingy, stolen from the one and the only Oxymoron-Domino.

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10 people who shall remain nameless, and what I cannot say to them in person.

1. You, the one that hurt me in so many ways that you will never even realize. Do you even realize what you do to girls or do you just do it subconciously? Do you *know* the difference between love and lust? No, I don't think so. If only I could ever tell you how much you are disliked....

2. I can't believe you, or anything that you say. Do you even know how much of a bitch you are? Sometimes I'm surprised you even *have* friends anymore with how you treat them and talk about them behind their backs. If only some of them knew the shit you say...

3. You... Okay, I must say. I love you more than anything and you'll never realize it. I miss you and I know you'll never even realize that either... What can't I say to you? Everything... What do I say to you? Lies, I can't tell you the truth because it hurts me too much...

4. It seems every year I get older and nothing changes. You're still not there and I still don't celebrete some of the days that I could celebrate, but that I won't celebrate right now and that I don't think I ever *will* celebrate until years from now... Maybe someday you'll know how I feel about you...

5. You are an ass... A bastard... You deserve no one and you deserve nothing. Who the hell do you think you are? Putting people through living hell isn't going to get you ANYWHERE. Just keep that in mind.

6. You lie constantly... To customers, employers and to co-workers and you will never know how sick of you we are until you are gone and we are all happy... You are a fake. Get over yourself hun, no one cares anymore.

7. I can't remember the last time I talked to you... or the last time I saw you either, for that matter... Doesn't mean I don't care about you though... You're family to me. You always will be.

8. Oh my oh my... Stealing from us at work? What do you think you were doing? Were you even thinking when you did it? Obviously not because you got told the first time you stole from us that if you EVER did it again that you would be fired, and now look what you've done. But no worries, everyone is happy that you are gone.

9. Live? Die? I'm getting so sick of you and how you *always* try to make me feel bad for what *you* do. I didn't make you do it and I am *so* tired of trying to get you to stop doing it because you never listen...

10. Okay, listen to me hun... I love you. Whether you want to believe it or not, I don't give a fuck. Think what you want. I'm trying so hard but I don't even think you realize half the time how hard I try and how stressful it is sometimes for me... Maybe someday you will realize though.

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Okay... so yeah, totally random. None of the people are the same even though it seems that some of them are continuations... But none of them are, I just have similar feelings towards some people... No worries!

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/17082078/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/17082078/ Tue, 26 Feb 2008 23:20:32 PST
So, I just transfered schools (yet again) at the end of semester. What did I get for final grades in first sem? I haven't a fuckin' clue cause I haven't gotten my report card from my old school yet lmao! But I THINK I passed everything... It's funny cause my cousin and I live in the same house yet we are in different school districts now

I switched schools and am about 40,000x happier at my new one than I've been at any school I've gone too...
I'm taking Writing 12, English 12, Photography 11, and PM 10... as well as side activities such as Key Club (Community Leadership, etc run by Kiwanis) and GSA (Gay Straight Alliance for those that don't know what GSA stands for)

My Writing 12 class is awesome, It's a lot of fun and my teacher is really nice and she's also freaking HILARIOUS! (I will be getting around to posting some random shit I've done in this class so far... assignments, freewrites, etc)

English 12 is pretty fun, the teacher bugs me but the kids are awesome. I've got a huge project due in May for this class.... Lol! And I've been reading myself to death because I feel like it and we just finished a unit...

Photography 11 is FUCKING BORING! Lol! no other comments

PM 10 isn't as bad as I thought it would be and the kids don't make fun of me for being a registered grade 11 that should be graduating that year and is still taking math 10. Lmao, but they are all also really immature and annoying sometimes

Key Club is insanely amazing and thankfully I don't actually get graded for this because it's not an actual class. We're going to Seattle in April and i can't waiiiiit! It's gonna be hella fun.

GSA is okay, we've only had one meeting so far though and about 11 people showed up which is actually a great turn out for the first meeting!

I've been horribly sick with a lung infection but all is well, I will survive. I officially turned 17 on December 17th 2007. Now my 18th birthday is slowly approaching and it's actually freaking me out a bit. I'm still with my boyfriend (don't know if I've mentioned him before) his name is Kevin and he's 19, goes to UVic and he works with me. I work at Tim Hortons for those of you that didn't know.

Roll Up the Rim for the win <3

But over all, Victoria is actually pretty damn good and I thought it'd suck. I've kept busy in the nearly EIGHT months that I've lived here (and worked here!) and I plan on going to UVic after I graduate and taking multiple random courses and then going into Faculty of Education in second year (no first year entrances allowed) to become an elementary school teacher... If that doesn't work then maybe I'll try to become a counsillor?

Anywho, onto the song quiz!!!

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1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp,
Media Player, iPod, etc)
2. Put it on shuffle
3. Press play
4. For every question, type the song that's
playing
5. When you go to a new question, press the
next button
6. Don't lie and try to pretend you're cool...
just type it in man!
7. Make a new journal entry & try it out

IF YOUR LIFE WAS A MOVIE WHAT WOULD THE
SOUNDTRACK BE?

Opening credits: Jet - Cold Hard Bitch (...)

Waking up: The Beatles - The Inner Light (Lol, this song is awesome)

First Day at School: Dashboard Confessional - As Lovers Go (wtf?)

Falling in Love: Bullet For My Valentine - Four Words To Choke Upon

Losing Virginty: Evanescence - Call Me When You're Sober

Fight Song: Three Days Grace - Let It Die

Prom: The Doors - Touch Me

Life: The Proclaimers - I'm On My Way

Mental Breakdown: Ten Second Epic - Count Yourself In

Driving: Real McCoy - Another Night

Flashback: The Beatles - She Loves You

Getting back t... ]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15885073/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15885073/ Mon, 10 Dec 2007 23:53:19 PST Oh my, I can't believe it...

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15613316/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15613316/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 23:20:16 PST
This week, has sucked yet rocked. On Sunday, I will be leaving at 5:30 AM to go to Vancouver with my band class to march in the Rogers Christmas Parade. Won't be arriving home again till 8:30 that night but anyways!!!

I found someone that makes me happy. No matter what, even when I've just cried he can make me smile. He's been there for me through the many breakdowns I've had in the last 2.5 months and he's been an amazing friend. I met him when I moved to Victoria, he was the first person that I talked to in Victoria and the first person that I considered a friend. The first person I allowed myself to get close to and the first person I've actually REALLY cared about. I thank you, Kevin, for being there for me and for continuing to be there for me even though I can be really stressful sometimes. Thanks for realizing that I'm trying my best and that I've had a lot of changes recently and that my life hasn't been all that great. You are AMAZING and I am SO happy that you are a part of my life! You play a major role in my life and even with all the crap I've told you about me, you are still there. Thank you. <3

As for someTHING that makes me happy? I got my report card today and oh my... I nearly CRIED I was so happy! I managed to somehow get an A in Math, I'm not sure how but it happened! AND I have a GPA of 4.3333 (best I've ever got) and I've earned an Honor Roll standing in my school for the grade 11's. I wish to celebrate, but am unable to at this point and time, but sometime soon I will be celebrating. I am very proud of myself and many others are proud of me too. Once again, a thank you goes out to Kevin cause he's helped me to believe in myself more. Thanks!

So what is happiness? I think we all have different perspectives on what happiness is. We all think differently and different things make different people happy. Happiness to me, is when you find joy in something that you do, even if it's something that someone else finds stupid, boring or dull. You make your own rules with happiness, you can choose what YOU think/know makes YOU happy even if it doesn't make others. Happiness is something we all feel, but we feel it in different ways.

Don't let others get your mood down this week everyone! Have a great week!

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15324463/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15324463/ Thu, 01 Nov 2007 22:30:58 PDT [x] Ever been in a School play?
[] Have you ever seen a Broadway/West End show?
[] Seen more than 10 shows?
[x] Have you ever been/are you in school shows?
[] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[] Want to end up working in/for theater?
[x] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[x] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[] Do you like the Sound of Music?
[] Did you like the Broadway show?

~Redneck~ 2/10
[] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[x] Do you like to get dirty?
[] Do you like country music?
[] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[] Do you live on more then 1 acres?
[x] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy movies?

~Goth~ 8/9
[x] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x] Is most of your clothing dark?
[] Do you think about often?
[x] Do you want to die?
[x] Are you a social outcast?
[x]Are you pale?
[x] Do you own something from Hot Topic?
[x] Do you enjoy Tim Burton movies?
[x] Are you mean?

~Punk~ 7/11
[x] Can you skateboard?
[x] Do you wear Vans, dcs, converse, ect.?
[x] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[x] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[] Do you watch the x-games?
[x] Do you have any piercings?
[x] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[x] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[] Are you a rebel without a cause?
[] Have you called someone a poseur recently?
[] Does it you off when people say poser instead of poseur?

~Prep~ 1/10
[] Do you say the word "like" alot?
[] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[] Do you laugh alot?
[] Have/do you watch LAGUNA BEACH?
[x] Do you like pop music? (sad I know)
[] Do you want/have a little dog?
[] Do you smile a lot?
[] Do you hang out with your friends alot?
[] Do you always carry a purse/wallet.

~Hippie~ 6/11
[x] Is your hair long?
[x] Do you own a tie-dye shirt?
[] Do you want to save the animals?
[x] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[x] Do you like classic rock and trippy music?
[x] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[x] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[] Do you play a ukulele or os?
[] Do/have you ever smoked the peace pipe?
[] Do you wear a peace sign around your neck?
[] Do you just sit in the grass with your friends and play guitar?

~Gangsta~ 2/9
[] Do you act ghetto?
[] Do you wear do-rags?
[x] Do you like hip-hop?
[] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[] Do you believe he's alive?
[] Do you like afros?
[] Have you ever said "Fo Shizzle"?
[x]Do you like to dance? (YES!)_
[] Do you own any Baby Phat or G-Unit?

~Emo~10/10
[x] Do you cry often?
[x] Do you wear hoodies?
[x] Do you like hard music
[x] Do people not understand you?
[x] Do you write your own poems?
[x] Ever dyed your hair red, black or dark? (blue.. purple... black... red)
[x] Have you ever cut yourself?
[x] Are you LONELY?
[x] Do you like Ohio is for Lovers by Hawthorne Heights?
[x] Do you think a lot?

~Surfer~ 0/8
[] Do you surf?
[] Do you wear flip flops year-round?
[] Is your hair shaggy?
[] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[] are you tan?
[] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[] Do you tourists?

~Geek~ 5/10
[x] Do you wear glasses?
[x] Do you get good grades?
[x] Do you use an Inhaler?
[] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[] Are you on the computer often?
[x] Do you ever get picked on?
[] Do you look forward to going to school?
[] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[x] You play video games?


~Theater Kid~ 4/10
~Redneck~ 2/10
~Goth~ 8/9
~Punk~ 7/11
~Prep~ 1/10
~Hippie~ 6/11
~Gangsta~ 2/9
~Emo~10/10
~Surfer~ 0/8
~Geek~ 5/10

Hmm.. interesting...

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15266140/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15266140/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 23:26:53 PDT People can ask you to rate THEM. And you MUST comply. (Damn. And it has to be honest too.)

1- School?
8.5 School sucks, especially my school... Can't wait to switch to a diff one!!

2- Work?
1.5 Work is okay... I like the people I work with which is good Hah.

3- Facebook?
3.5 Gets irritating when I get like 45 emails in one day from it but I still luvs it

4- Family?
9 My family shucks!

5- Friends?
Varies... 1-10 for me... Depends on the person. THe 1's know who they are but that's about it (Ask me if you wanna know if your a 1 or not..)

6- Your computer?
Mah laptop is a 0
Mah house computer is a 3

7- Pizza?
3 I can't eat it much now cause I had to much of it...

8- The Moon?
0- I LUVS YOU MOON!

9- This Quiz?
10. You shuck!

10- Anything of your choice
Mine is - MSN
0 MSN ROCKS!


Tag 5 people!

...Oxymoron-Domino...
...south--of--heaven...
...wow-its-me...
...Liamlala...
...shadowchiller...

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15209325/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15209325/ Wed, 24 Oct 2007 22:41:45 PDT
Anywho, ello all, it's me your hostess, Ashley.
Mwuah.

I am tired and stressed... I never stop going lately and I'm going through a major lack of sleep lately. I need about 3 weeks of sleep, probably more, before I start to not be so fackin tired!!

Had a Biology exam today, which I passed. Yay go me. I'm passing Biology with flying colours (after I failed the Biology unit in Science 10 ahahha!! Wish you could see be now Isenor!!!)

Have a Biology presentation tomorrow... Had a Leadership presentation today... Had an English presentation yesterday... Biology and English I've done all the work on, Leadership was done by some amazing group! Whoho.

Had a major breakdown last night... Friends got worried and were comforting me and I was in tears at the computer... My boyfriend ended up chatting with me via text messaging for hours...

<3 him muchly.

Blah, I'm sick and tired and gonna stop typing.

Just thought I'd let you know I'm alive and drop a few lines.

Adios babes!

Oh gawd help me.

Night everyone.
Adios.
Au Reviour.
Sayanora
<3

Your tired hostess,
Ashley

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15051164/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/15051164/ Sat, 13 Oct 2007 23:14:51 PDT
Victoria is going well, I'm starting to really like it. I hate my school and want to go to the other highschool so I'm gonna try to switch for grade 12...

I work a lot, which is fine with me, I loooove work! I work with nearly all my friends, which is really cool and it makes shifts go by a lot faster and makes work seem so much easier!

I got a boyfriend, his names Kevin... He turned 19 in September and he goes to UVic... Great guy, I like him a lot. But I'm gonna try not to jump headfirst into a lot of this, I gotta sort myself out a bit as well as well as he's never had a girlfriend before

Umm... I really can't think of much else. My Aunt Theresa and Aunt Laurie's birthdays are comin up along with mine and Chrismas (oh gawd)

But yes, I dropped a few lines, so enjoy.

Adios,
Au Reviour,
Sayanora,
Ciao,
Goodbye,
Ashley

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/14538362/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/14538362/ Fri, 07 Sep 2007 23:03:07 PDT
Birthday News

September
HAPPY BIRTHDAY UNCLE GLENN!! (As of yesterday)

Happy Birthday Andrew (in multiple days)

Happy Birthday Derrek (in a few days)

Okay, that's my whole birthday section for September

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October

Happy Birthday to Kaylan (the 2nd)

PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOUR BIRTHDAY IS IN OCTOBER!

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School Updates

Okay Kiddo's, School's in. I don't know what's up for you but there's a hell-of-a lot goin on at my school here in Victoria! I've (thankfully) got a spare, seeing as I'm taking Biology, Math and English right now, I haven't had any use for my spare yet though so... Yea...

First Pro-D Day is... *grabs a date out of a hat* SEPTEMBER 24th! (Or at least that's the first one here in Victoria kiddos!)

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Friend News

To those of you that think I've forgotten about you, I haven't, I've just been busy trying to hang out with some of my new friends from school. I still love you all very much!

I've got a few new friends here, they are all pretty dang cool people and I'm hoping to be able to hangout with them more in my future spare (hopefully) time.

DON'T FORGET I STILL LOVE YOU!!!

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Me News

I'm doing alright, better then before. Still working at Tim Horton's and just got a babysitting job that will be every second Sunday night for awhile....

That's all for now.

Ciao

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/14111638/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/14111638/ Fri, 10 Aug 2007 21:21:06 PDT

Anywho... How's everyone doing? I have kinda been slow on my journal and haven't done birthdays but that's fine... I'm going to start off right now with special events for SEPTEMBER.

-----------------------SEPTEMBER-----------------------

BIRTHDAYS

Uncle Glenn - September 6th
Andrew R - September 16th

That's all I can remember right now... Notify me if your birthday is in September, please!

ANNIVERSARIES

September 13th - Andrew and I - 6 Months.

Unsure of all others. Please notify me.

OTHERS

September 4th - First Day back at school kids!

ME

September 14th-16th - I will be in Comox, yay! I shall make a weekend long appearance. I will not be appearing till about 11:30 PM on Friday the 14th so I won't actually be seen till Saturday.

Can't be bothered to dish out much more information seeing as I don't remember anything else... Please let me know if there is anything I've forgotten!

The rest of my life: On BC Day I worked which causes me to get time and a half. Woot. I should be getting over $99 for that day alone! Woot! My next pay cheque comes out a week from today and I can't wait to see how much it is worth...

In other news, I nearly had to get stitches in my big toe.... This was due to one of the kids that was staying at my house for a few days pushing me and causing me to slit my toe open and get multiple rocks/pebbles/stones stuck in the toe as well as a nice deep cut that I couldn't be bothered to go to the hospital with. Thankfully I am starting to walk properly again.

Anything else? I had strep throat and am now having some other problems, I have hints of pneumonia but I'm sure I don't have it so it's all good. I've been put on some other medications though to help me get better faster.

But, that's all I can think of...

Snot Sister, Rhubarb, Brother and The Amster: I have some pictures that you will all be recieving at some point in time... Rhubarb and Brother you can wait till I come down in September... Snot Sister and The Amster: you've got to give me your new address when you move so I can send you yours.

Au revior.
I shall be back.

With love,
Your mistress,
Ashley.

(That's right bitches, your mistress)

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13800859/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13800859/ Thu, 19 Jul 2007 21:26:27 PDT
So yeah, lets see what should I Start with?
I was in the Emergancy room in the hospital here till 1:30 this morning and we have found out that I am officially sick with some shit case of the flu... It fucking sucks and all I do is sleep my day away and when I wake up I have nice clear fluids as my food. No real food It's sad...

Andrew came up to visit me on the 16th! It was soooo much fun! Excluding the fact that my annoying little cousin ended up coming to the mall with us and sorta pissed us off a bit.... >.< Ummm..

When I make enough money I will be getting a train ticket to go down to Comox for a weekend... I probably won't be going down till September for Andrew's birthday though... I miss you all very much and can't wait to see you... Especially you Andrew, everything sucks without you here It's to bad you couldn't of stayed in Vic with me when you came to visit me

I missh you and can't wait to see you again... I love you so much... Come back to me Please
<3 Andrew <3

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13750371/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13750371/ Sun, 15 Jul 2007 22:44:56 PDT
Okay... What to talk about? I lived here in Victoria for maybe 2 days before I got a job? I now work Fulltime at Tim Hortons (that's right biznatches, Tim Hortons!!!) Once school starts my hours will go down to those of a parttime employee's... Currently I am well liked by all the managers and supervisors, and I've only disagreed with two staff members.

Anywho, At work I've know learned how to do:
1) Till (woot! go me!)
2) Tandom (*yawn* Booooring...)
3) Stock-up (erm... I donno what to say..)
4) Clean-up (...I donno again...)
5) Closing (wooot! Go me yet again!)
6) SANDWICHES!!! (so easy)

Here's a bit of a description of them:
1) Till - Gawd awefully easy.. People tell you what you want and you punch it in...
2) Tandom - Oh gawd no... Basically it's what I do when I'm not doing 3, 4, 5, 6 or 1... It's the person that gets coffee/tea/iced capps for the person working till when it's busy...
3) Stock-up - Self explainitory but basically I just stock up creamer/milk/sugar/sweetener/butter... Make more coffee/steeped tea... Pour more Iced Capp mix in the machine and full up all the cups and crap...
4) Clean-up - Yet again, self explainitory. I clean tables in the lobby and I clean the counters behind the till and all that...
5) Closing - So much fun... I get to close down tills and help with reports!!
6) Sandwiches - OMG! SO MUCH FUN! YET SO EASY! I just put stuff on a bun or fill a bowl with soup or toast a bagel and put butter or cream cheese on it.

I think that's good enough for my Tim Hortons part...

Life on the side...
Is okay... Kinda boring sometimes... I miss all my friends back at home (Comox) I probably never will call Victoria home... Seeing as I'm only here for 2 years then I'm FREE! That's right biznatches, I'm freeee! As a bird!

OMG! ANDREW IS COMING TO SEE ME TOMORROW! OMG! I MISS YOU SOOO MUCH <3 Love yah forever and ever and ever. <3 *hugs and kisses*

That's all for now... Au Reviour.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13599774/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13599774/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 23:09:00 PDT
So you all know: I still refer to Comox as home, so yeah... I probably always will seeing as I lived there for practically 12 years of my life and I'll only be in Victoria for 2.5ish years...

Today I got to go see the school I will be going to in September. It just had $5.5 million done in renovations and it is four floors. There is OVER 1500 students (as the office staff told me today) and I am friggen TERRIFIED! We thought showing me the school would make me feel better but it made me wanna run away to Comox and hide in Andrew's closet!

As for me and my writing and such: It'll be awhile till I get more art and stuff up again cause I've got writers block and I'm still very stressed out from everything that's going on.

Comox friends: I will be back on... Thursday the 5th and Thursday the 11th, I believe. So yeah, hopefully I'll see some of you in that time period, Andrew I will be seeing for sure (i've got to see you Andrew!! Got to!!! I love you!!)

As for practically everything else, I'm DYING of heat here I've already managed to get heat and sun stroke and I've been here for a day and two hours. I've also managed to have to go to the doctors (about my neck) and get a perscription. Nearly got car sick as well today on my way back to my aunt and uncles place after my aunt and I went grocery shopping. Which reminds me: I haven't ate meat since 7 PM last night, maybe that's part of why I don't feel too well??!!? Or is it just the temperature change and the stress???

Anywho, I miss you all, can't wait to see you all again.

Snot Sister: I love you so much.

Fiancee: I can't wait till I get to see you agaiiiin!!

Brother: OMG! I MISS YOU! Keep Andrew busy for me, please

Amy: Rwar. Miss you Amy ]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13545790/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13545790/ Fri, 29 Jun 2007 23:23:20 PDT
I have no choice but to get sent away to live with my Aunt and Uncle in Victoria so as of Monday July 2nd I'm gone to Victoria. I'll still be able to come online and all of that, but I'll have to start over at a new school, make new friends, or I can be loner girl in the corner. I might choose to be a loner. I don't wanna forget the friends I have already. It's gonna be hard, and it's gonna hurt, but in 17.5 months I'll be able to come back to where I am because I'll be 18! Hopefully these months will pass quick and I will be able to keep all the things I've got. All my friendships and my relationship.

To those of you that live around me: We are having a "See you later, Ashley" party on Monday... Talk to me on MSN for more details. I love you all and I hate that I have to leave. I wish I could stay, but I can't. I'll miss you all terribly.

I love you Andrew, I always will and I will NOT let me going to Victoria, and I mean I will NOT let it ruin our relationship at all. You've always been there for me and I'll always be there for you. You'll know how to contact me and I'll still be able to come online. I'll visit as often as I can and maybe you guys will come visit me sometimes.

I don't wanna leave... But I have to... I love you all and I will be hoping to be able to see you all as often as I can.

Forever and always,
With love,
Ashley M. Anness.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13479199/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13479199/ Mon, 25 Jun 2007 14:58:10 PDT

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Birthdays
So, as you all know I've been doing birthdays lately... Birthdays coming up are:
July 1st - Mark
July 2nd - My father
July 9th - Ian
July 28th - Nikki
July 31st - Graham
They will probably get a birthday journal when it gets closer to the date.

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Weddings
Random addition to the journal, just being added today because I just remembered.
On July 28th My friend, Ian's mom will be getting married. Congratulations!!

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Farewells
A farewell to Katie and her sister Amy. It's going to be sad to see you guys go. We'll all miss you and I'm sure we will all keep in touch. I'll make sure we all keep in touch for that matter... It's to bad you couldn't stay for a bit longer. We'll miss you guys.

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Friends
A great big thank you to my friends who have been there for me for the last little while. Major things are going on and I'm glad to have you guys there for me. Sadly: I am starting to go through yet another identity crisis so I hope you guys can keep helping me out. No worries, nothing big will happen it'll mainly be me trying to fix some of the crap in my life. Thanks for being there, I love you all.

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Me
Now it's time for a bit about me again... At this time we are still unsure of where I will be living. Hopefully I will find somewhere in the Valley to stay for the next 17.5 months of my life. I recently injured myself and was in a sling for approximately 2 weeks, I took the sling off and talked to my doctor, I am all good now! Yay!

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Exams
I haven't had any exams yet. Today (Monday) is my first exam and tomorrow (Tuesday) is my last exam. I have a Math 10 exam today (Monday) and my Science 10 exam tomorrow (Tuesday) both of these exams are provincial exams and I'm scared I'll fail even though everyone has reassured me that I am smart and will pass. *wishes self goodluck* As of Tuesday at noon, I am out of school!

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So, that's about it for this morning... I kinda can't think of much else to type though... I'll be sure to let you know if anything else new happens.

With love,
Always,
Liofin
Ashley.





<3 I love you so friggen much, Andrew D. Robarts <3

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As for me: I can't type much so I'm out. Will give a new journal when I got two arms. <3
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]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13233967/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13233967/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 22:05:40 PDT If you open this you GOTTA take it

Rule # 2:
You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone
messages you and asks

Rule #3:
Only answer True or False

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends (on DA)? True
Q: Been arrested? True
Q: Kissed someone you didn't like? True
Q: You like someone? True
Q: Held a snake? True
Q: Been suspended from school? False
Q: Been fired from a job? False
Q: Sang karaoke? True
Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? True
Q: Laughed until you started crying? True
Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue? True
Q: Kissed in the rain? True
Q: Sang in the shower? True
Q: Sat on a roof top? True
Q: Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? True
Q: Broken a bone? True
Q: Shaved your head? False
Q: Played a prank on someone? True
Q: Had/have a gym membership? True
Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry? True
Q: Shot a gun? True
Q: Donated Blood? False
Q: Had your heart broken? True
Q: Broken someone's heart? True
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"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthful
LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with? Andrew
2. Last person you texted? Barrett way back when
3. You were in a car with? ...urmm... Mrs. T
4. Went to the movies with? Andrew - PotC3
5. You talked to on the phone? My uncle...
7. Made you laugh? Andrew
8. You hugged? Andrew
9. You cried with? Kirk/Andrew/Me
10. Talked to on AIM? Don't have..


WOULD YOU RATHER...

2. Be serious or be funny? A bit of both

3. Drink whole or skim milk? Whole

4. Die in a fire or get shot? Die in a fire...
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ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon? Moon

2. Winter or Fall? Winter

3. Left or right? Right

4. Sunny or rainy? Mix of both

6. Where do you live? Canada

8. Do you want to get married? Someday, yes.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it up? Twirl

10. Do You Cook? Mhm.

11. Current mood? Worried..

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IN THE LAST 72 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone? Yup

2. Sang? Yes!

3. Been hugged? Yes

4. Cried? Yup

5. Like someone you can't have? Nope. I like the person that I have more then enough, thankyou.

Repost this as, "Who was your last?"

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13228307/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13228307/ Tue, 05 Jun 2007 13:34:40 PDT
Birthdays
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Noah
Noah is my little brother. It's his very first birthday today and I still remember the day he was born. I was there when he was born. Happy Birthday lil bro, I love you <3 (June 5th)
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Tsuki
Tsuki, my best friend forever. Friends since grade 7. Happy early birthday considering your birthday is tomorrow. I'm always there for you. Gimme a call, 339-9920. <3. Happy Sixteenth. (June 6th)
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Alex C
Alex C, happy sixteenth birthday, hope you have a great day even though I know you as well as Noah can't read this journal. Hope you have a great day. (June 7th)
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Ana and Austen
Ana and Austen, my twin brother and sister. You turn 5 in a few days. You guys will also be unable to read this but that doesn't mean much. Sometimes you are irritating but I'll always love you guys, I'm here for yah. Happy Fifth Birthday kids. <3 (June 8th)
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Mr. T
Mr. T, my foster father person. Lol. Happy birthday, hope you have a great day.. I donno what else to say... So yeah... (June 9th)
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Okay, so theres the birthdays for Today till Saturday. I will be making another journal for another birthday later on. From now on I will try to recognize birthday's here in my journal so lemme know when your birthdays are so I can include you!!!
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My Life
Thought I'd include this little section on what's goin on in my life. Which is a lot. Thank you so much to those of you that have been trying to help me and have been offering your time for me to rant at you and much more. I'm thankful that I've got you guys as friends. I love you all very much and I'm glad that I've met you guys. Thank you so much everyone for being there for me right now. <3
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Movies
POTC3 = AMAZING.
It's the last movie that I've seen and it's great, I loved it. So many people have told me it's horrible but I think it's good. Go see it if you haven't already!!!!
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Quizzes
I haven't been tagged lately so there are none of these for you guys right at this moment.
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Friends
This is just a random part for my friends, thanks for being there for me. It's great to know that there are people that love you and I want you all to know I love you. Thank you.
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Well, that's all for now. I'll keep you guys posted on what's goin on. Adios.

Love,
Ashley
Liofin
Marshmellow
Smartie.

<3

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13195618/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13195618/ Sat, 02 Jun 2007 22:51:55 PDT
I got kicked out, got arrested, went to jail, lived with my ex and am now back with my old foster family from awhile ago... So yes... This will be interesting to see how it turns out...

I died on Friday June 1st (yesterday....) and ended up in the hospital after being at school for about 10 minutes... It wasn't fun... At all...

My foster family people won't lemme talk to my best friend for some odd reason, I'm sorry Michelle, we'll figure it out, hopefully but I still believe that's VERY wrong of them...

Umm.... Yeah, I'm not sure what else to say... School is out soon, only about 2.5 weeks or less left! Wooooot! Can't wait. We get out on the 19th but then I have to go back on the 25th and 26th for my exams... (Science and Math) Lol.

So ur, yeah, that's it for now... Ciao...

With love,
Your hostess,
Ashley,
Liofin,
Marshmellow,
Smartie.

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<3 Andrew <3 I love you so much. I hope you know that. We can make it through anything, or at least I hope we can. I have hope in us and I'm very sure we will make it through everything together and we will be together in the end. I promise not to hurt you or to leave you. I can't wait till I can see you again tomorrow when you come back home. I love you with all my heart <3
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]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13053064/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13053064/ Tue, 22 May 2007 16:07:33 PDT Gavners-avenger )

Now you'll fill out both of these whether you're a guy or girl. So everybody, answer BOTH the Guy part and the Girl part.

GUY PART

(x) You love hoodies
(x) You love jeans
(x) Dogs are better than cats.
(x) It's hilarious when people get hurt
(x) You've played with/against boys on a team.
(x) Shopping is torture
( ) Sad movies suck
( ) You own an XBox/360
(x) played with hotwheel cars as a kid
(x) At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
(x) You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
(x) You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. )
(x) You watch sports on TV
(x) Gory movies are cool.
( ) You only go to your dad for advice.
( ) You own like a trillion baseball caps.
( ) You like going to football games
( ) You used to/do collect baseball cards.
(x) Baggy pants are cool to wear.
(x) It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
(x) Green, black,red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors
(x) You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
(x) Sports are fun too.
(x) Talk with food in your mouth
(x) Wear Boxers
(x) Sleep with your socks on at night.

total: 20

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GIRL PART (no matter if you're a girl or a guy)

(x) You wear lip gloss.
(x) You wear eyeliner
( ) You have some of the same shirts in different colors
( ) You wear the color pink
( ) Go to your mum for advice.
( ) You consider cheerleading a sport.
( ) You hate wearing the color black.
(x) You like shopping or just hanging out at the shops.
( ) You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
(x)You like wearing jewelry. (bracelet's, rings and necklaces)
( ) Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
( ) You don't like the movie Star Wars.
( ) It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accesories.
( ) You smile a lot more than you should.
( ) You have more than 10 pairs of shoes/sneakers.
( ) You care about what you look like.
( ) You like wearing dresses when you can.
(x) You love, LOVE movies
( ) You wear girlie underwear.
( ) Used to play with dolls as little kid
(x) Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it
( ) Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone when you're bored.

Total: 6

Now add the numbers up and multiply it by 5...

Guys: 5 x 20 = 100%

Girls: 5 x 6 = 30%

So that makes me 100% male and 30% female.

Now... I add a tagging part... Tag however many people you want.. But I tag...
....
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Wait for it....
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*ravynsfaery

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13032541/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/13032541/ Mon, 21 May 2007 00:22:50 PDT
... Okay, that was just a BIT random... Anywho... >.>

*fades in and out of her little world of headaches and music* Woot, Linkin Park <3

Zomg. I went to a BBQ yesterday (aka: SUNDAY!) it was at my dad's house... Mhm, but Rhubarb went with me... And my lil sis was JEALOUS. Yes, that's right, my four year old sister was jealous. >.< *giggles* It was interesting actually...

Urm.. So you all know, this journal is out of pure 12:20 AM randomness... So don't worry about the slight oddness of it

Umm... What else happened... Saturday was also an interesting day... I went to the base and hungout with Kirk and Rhubarb. Lol. My family (aunt/uncle/cousins) came up on Friday and I literally did anything I could to escape my house without my cousin freaking out cause I wasn't spending time with her *sighs heavily and rolls eyes*

Oh gawd, my head HURTS SO FUCKIN MUCH!

Got home last night around... Nearly 9ish... and hungout with Rhubarb... Then we went and got Michelle and hungout with her for a bit as well... Then she went home and Rhub and I came back to my house and then he got a ride home cause by then it was 10 PM...

For those of you that haven't figured it out: Rhub = Rhubarb = Andy = Andrew = ~Fallen-Angel-Lord = boyfriend.

Hopefully that clears it up for those of you that are going "Wtf is she goin on about?"

Anywho, Ima shut up cause I'm rambling.

Adios,
Ciao,
BBFN,
Liofin

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12989702/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12989702/ Thu, 17 May 2007 13:44:08 PDT

How is everyone doing right now? Things are going OK here, I guess. I know some of you have been fairly busy lately. I can't think of much to say today, so you all know.

Penny for your thoughts but a dollar for your insight

I got a new CD! Yayayay! I got the new Fall Out Boy CD (Infinity On High) and it's amazing!

I'm planning on getting a tattoo around the end of the month, probably after my next paycheck which is on May 24th, depending on how much money is in my bank account and how much money I get on my paycheck

I've also recently sort of got another job... Kinda... I mow my own lawn and get paid $40 a month for it because of the fact that I'm allergic to Fresh Cut Grass and am putting my health at risk by mowing the lawn...

My mouth to fast for you to figure it out. It starts eyes closed.

Yes, sorry for the random song lyrics every once in awhile Haha.

My dad and family have moved away to Campbell River, I'm slightly upset by this. Only cause it means seeing Noah a lot less then I recently have. Btw: Noah is nearly a year old!

Haha. My house sucks. There's a spider on my bathroom ceiling, living room ceiling and kitchen ceiling... And the big problem about that is: I'M TERRIFIED OF SPIDERS!!! So now I get all scared whenever I walk into my bathroom/house/kitchen... >.>

I don't think I have much other news right now so yeah... Tis all for now, I'll be sure to come and update again soon! I promise!

Oh: I'm going to try to do dedications once in awhile now so keep an eye out on my gallery for a dedication for YOU!

Adios,
Au Reviour,
Sayanora,
Ciao,
Good-bye,
Liofin

[I miss you so much, and I know you won't be reading this. I can't wait till you get back home. I miss you <3]

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12854856/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12854856/ Sat, 05 May 2007 17:27:41 PDT
I'm still a bit swollen around my left eye and it's sorta looking like I've got a shiner, which is a bit annoying but oh well it'll go away soon. And I've been stuck on two more medications, both of which I was given in the hospital that I didn't have an allergic reaction to. But yeah, that's what my day has been today. Waking up with a swollen face, being in a hospital for just over 3 hours which coulda been more, and going to the pharmacy to get my 3 other new perscriptions... So yah, that's all.

Adios.
Ashley

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12839902/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12839902/ Fri, 04 May 2007 12:53:08 PDT

1.What is your deviant-art name and what does it mean?
Liofin. It's a nickname I was given because I would always say "Rwar! I'm a LION!" and my friends would go "No! Your a MUFFIN!"..

2. Why did you join this site?
Got showed it by a friend and decided to join because I wanted to have somewhere to put my art..

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
None..

4. How many watchers are currently watching you now?
Urmm... Do you expect me to know?

5. Your first gift ever was to?
On the site? Don't think anyone... Not on this site? Urm... My.. ur... Grandma Great Gloria >.<

6. List four fandoms you have?
Harry Potter, Vampires, urm... can't think of two more....

7. Have you ever slept in the back of the car?
Mhm. Many times.

8. List four people you look up to the most?
My aunt Theresa, Michelle (*ravynsfaery), Andrew R (~Fallen-Angel-Lord) and my dog

9. How many pets do you own?
1 dog and 1 fish. Lol.

10. Who is your most played character?
I donno...

11. What do you prefer, white or black?
Depending on what you mean. Ima take it as colour though so: Black!!

12. Name 3 aspects thet tell who you are?
Freak
Irritable
Funny?

13. If you could have a power what would it be?
The power to fly!

14.Who was the last person you talked to?
My grandma

15. Who was the last person you said "i love you" to?
My baby brother!

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
Tickle
Giggle
Monkey
Ass
Penis

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
Dance. Yes, I'm not a very good dancer. Lol.

18. Do you like who you are?
Sometimes yes, sometimes no.

19. Summer or winter?
Summer... Tis nicer to take walks outside at midnight in the summer...

20. Rain or sun?
Sun preferably..

21. List 2 odd things about yourself?
I can roll my tounge and I can touch my chin with my tounge >.>

22. Now tag 6 other people.

...Andrew G (ThePieMan), Alex V (oxTsukixo), Amy (south--of--heaven), Katie (wow-its-me), Kirk (Oxymoron-Domino), FlameJohnson.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12818582/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12818582/ Wed, 02 May 2007 16:54:07 PDT
Hello all. It's me, your wonderful, erm, hostess Liofin?!? I really donno what I am right now

So, my body decided to hate me. Like usual, and I've ended up sick with what? No one knows! I went to the doctors finally today after spending like 4 or so days starving myself and attempting to eat once in awhile but throwing up each time I tried. The doctor put me on some random medication that gave me a killer migraine, hives on my stomach and chest pain (not good!) and he told me if the medication didn't work I'd be getting blood tests for "Mono and many other things" what the other things are? I do not know so do not ask me. I won't find out till I get the blood test. The doctor is sure it's not Mono though cause I'm not showing most of the usual signs that most people would show such as swollen glands. The signs/symptoms I've got are: Exhausted, Dry Cough, Congested, Dizziness, Vomiting, Coughing up Blood, High temperature, Not eating and a few other things. Hopefully things will improve.

Haven't been at school lately so when I get back I'm probably gonna have a ton of work to do to catch up with the class, unfortunately. Haven't even left my house much cause I'm not supposed to go out if I don't go to school. I'm getting pain in 8 days Can't wait for that even though I know it's gonna be a small paycheck...

In other news: I dyed my hair again. But it's no longer blonde. I left the blonde altogether. I have gone Dark Brown (even though it can be mistaken for Black at times) I'll be sure to get some pictures up on here of my new hair colour I hope you guys will like it. I do but I'm still used to my blonde hair. Considering I was naturally blonde and lived with blonde hair all my life till now, 16 years later!

School will be out in just over a month! Yay! Can't wait to get out for the summer Although I'm sure I'll miss school not long after the holidays start... I'm supposed to go swimming eventually with my friends but that has been delayed till I get better...

Hopefully I am better by this weekend cause I movie that I have been waiting to be able to see since Friday the 13th is coming out here on Friday!! I will cry if I cannot go see... oh my gawd... DISTURBIA!!!! *is excited* Oh gawd, the excitement of Disturbia coming out on Friday has gotten me exhausted again...

Anywho, I should probably let yah all go... Especially since I don't have much else to tell you... Oh yea: Ima be getting a tattoo soonish! And another job...

Lmao, that's all I can think of. Honestly.

Adios everyone. Hope you are all doing fine.
Which reminds me: How is everyone doing and how are your lifes treating you?

Heh. That's it this time. I promise.

Adios.

Liofin.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12681934/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12681934/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 15:07:33 PDT
I've had an interesting last week, I guess you could say. Saturday I went to the movies with Rhubarb (we saw Meet The Robinsons <3) then we went and walked around the Mall for like 10 minutes, got cinnamon buns, called my gran, went to my house then walked to Michelle's house and dragged her out... Went to Husky's gas and ate food and took some pictures then walked to Village Park and fooled around then we went home and Andrew came with me to my place and then I went to work..

Sunday was pretty much the same... Went to the movies with Michelle and Rhubarb, we saw Blades Of Glory, twas amazing. After we walked around the mall and went to Cinnaplus (again..) We eventually left the mall and went to the Jean Warehouse and looked at clothes... On the way there we all took turns piggybacking each other, which was hilarious, we've got pictures of it, the only one we don't have is Rhubarb piggybacking me... And we saw a really cool yellow car (i will post the pic when I upload them >.< Then we walked to 5th Street... We got there and it was hilarious cause Rhubarb asked "Where's 5th street?" and we told him we were on it and he went "Oh.. I thought it was a store.." Which made us laugh... Then we ended up getting picked up in front of the Sid...

Monday I didn't go to school but around 3:30 or so Rhubarb and Michelle showed up and we walked to Brooklyn Elementary (and we picked Tom up on the way) and hung out there for about half an hour ish cause we only had an hour, then we all walked back to my house (tom deserted us when we got to his house) where we hung out on my front yard and blasted music... We did cartwheels and other random things like that, I'll post pics when I upload them... We have pics of us cartwheeling and just lying on the grass laughing our asses off. Twas fun There's even pictures of my stomache

Tuesday we went to Rhubarb's house on the base after school and went to teen night at the base rec... Twas interesting. I got sent to get a movie with another kid and we chose "Tenacious D - The Pick Of Destiny" it was pretty good. A lot of people enjoyed it. We also got a snack of Oreos and all of them were gone within about 5 minutes when we got back

Wednesday after school Rhubarb came to my house around 5:00-5:30 and we went to youth group after my doctors appointment that we made that day because of my knee (I screwed it over on Tuesday...) and I was on crutches (which I soon after ditched due to my disliking for them)

Thursday I didn't go to school cause I had stuff involving work to do and had to go to the hospital and get X-Rays on my knee... Rhubarb felt guilty for making me get hurt, twas also interesting...

Friday I didn't go to school due to pain and Rhubarb left and I was upset, but I got to talk to him later that day which was good And Michelle and I got in a fight then she showed up at my house and we walked to Little Teasers and got some pizza and coke and came back to my house to eat it... We never got pictures though...

Then theres today... I've done next to nothing today and I miss Rhubarb I want him to come back home and spend time with me cause I'm bored and he did hurt me after all And I think Ima go walk to the drug store and get myself some black nailpolish and some new black eyeliner... Not sure if I wanna go right now though...

So... There's my update... Hope you enjoyed it despite how it was slightly long...

I will keep calling you to see if your sleeping are you dreaming if your dreaming are you dreaming of me? I can't believe you actuall... ]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12352096/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12352096/ Tue, 27 Mar 2007 15:54:07 PDT

Anywho, unless you couldn't already tell, I'm kinda in a badish mood. While in a good mood to. Haha. Go me! I'm in pain right now though, my neck is killing me and I have a nice (horrible actually) migraine.

I hope you enjoy the story, I'll be posting a chapter two to it soon. So hopefully you'll keep reading. I'll try as hard to keep working on it, considering I lose concentration a lot.

As for school: It dragged on today, unfortunatly. But in Science we got to mix different chemicals and such, it was quite fun really... I managed to get some of it on my hands so I had to wash them quite well to get it off cause the container said it could cause skin irritation, so yes...

Anywho, my journal is no longer fancy. Maybe one of these days I'll make it fancy like for you all again! I shall contact you all again later through this journal for those of you that I do not talk to on a regular basis via phone and msn

Adios
Au Revior
Ciao

===The Bus Stop Prostitute and Cookie Whore Lover===

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12324062/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12324062/ Sun, 25 Mar 2007 14:03:01 PDT I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.

I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.

I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.

I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.

I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.

I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.

I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.

I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.

I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.

I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.

I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.

I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.

I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.

I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.

I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.

I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.

I'm JAMICAN so I must smoke weed.

I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.

I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.

I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.

I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.

I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.

I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.

I'm NATIVE AMERICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.

I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.

I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a stuck up whore.

I'm on a DANCE team, so I must be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.

I wear skirts a lot, so I MUST be a slut.

I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.

I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.

I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.

I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.

I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.

I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.

I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.

I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.

I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.

I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.

I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.

I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.

I'm ITALIAN, so I must have a big peter.

I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.

I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.

I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.

I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention. (you should see some of the colours I've done mine)

I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS so I MUST be looking for attention.

I'm INTO THEATER ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.

I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.

I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be fucking them all.

http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12258450/ Tue, 20 Mar 2007 13:09:49 PDT
SATURDAY
Okay, so Michelle and I hung out on Saturday. We went CLOTHES shopping but we ended up not being clothes... Instead we both got a *dundundunnn* WEBCAMMM! Lol. It was interesting...

SUNDAY
Another day spent with Michelle... We went to McDonalds and had another cold meal A picture of this will soon arrive once I get all the pictures on the computer... But we both got randomly hungry at the same time while on MSN so we went to McDonalds...

MONDAY
This was an interesting day... I got up at 7:30 AM and got ready to go to my interview on the base... and guess what? I HAVE A JOB! Wootness... But since it's only casual on call my grandma said I could get another job...

After my interview I went to the Comox Firehall for Valley Idol Auditions, I didn't make it the first time but I got a call back so I can try again on the 28th! Hopefully I'm not as nervous.

After all this Michelle and I were talking on MSN and I was talking about dying my hair and invited her to come with me, and she did. We both ended up getting black hair dye... Hers came out purple, black and brown... Mine came out brown, black, purple, red and pink... Now it's more purple though because I washed my hair this morning...

TUESDAY
This is today. I was supposed to babysit but my stepmom took an LOA (Leave of Absence) from work because my step brother and step sister got kicked out of daycare and they are trying to find another one...

I also had plans to hangout with Ian but this didn't work out either, sadly. But I'm sure we'll hangout eventually. Lol.

WEDNESDAY
This is gonna be a fun day. Another day hanging out with Michelle, not only that I get to hang out with a ton of my other friends as well... There's a dance Wednesday night at the base rec centre which a lot of us are going to... Michelle is going with Shane, I'm going with Ian (as friends "for *now*") But before the dance I'm having my hair frenchbraided by my stepmom and I'm going to be doing Michelle's hair in corkscrews (if it works, it should)... But I cannot wait for this dance!!!!

THURSDAY
I have a dentist appointment at 11:40 AM on this day This will mean me getting a full teeth cleaning (again).. Hopefully I have no cavities Knowing me I'll probably end up hanging out with Michelle once again here... If not then probably Ian... or Kirk... I donno yet...

FRIDAY
Considering the fact on Wednesday I left school with a small amount of homework I'll probably start to try to do it her... But I'm not making any promises... I also have an orientation probably at 9 AM on this day, which I get paid for. Yay!

SATURDAY
I'll probably be dying by this date. Lol. I wouldn't be surprised. But we'll judge this by what happens in the next few days and if any new plans come up suddenly... Lol! I kinda hope something might happen so that I'm not bored...

SUNDAY
On this day I'll be going "Oh shit! I've got school tomorrow!!!!" I'm betting that's what I'll do Haha. Whatever though. It's a Sunday... Michelle and I will probably end up hanging out with each other, like usual...

RIGHT NOW
So, right now I'm kinda sitting here bored outta my mind looking for something to do... I'm making food cause I'm starving and I'm drinking Hot Chocolate, it would be a smoothie but I couldn't find the blender base Haha. I'm also kinda watching TV while talking to Michelle. As you can tell, most of our Spring Breaks have involved one another in some way or other... Just check her latest journal and you'll be able to see that Haha. Have fun.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12213485/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12213485/ Sun, 18 Mar 2007 00:13:59 PDT
Currently, it's Friday, the now first day of Spring Break... and I have lots of plans already... Lets start with tomorrow, tomorrow I'm going shopping with ravynsfaery! Woot *dances*

Sunday, I WAS supposed to go to the movies with Ian but this plan is now not there because Ian's parents want him to stay home... Instead I think I'll go help michelle go box diving in the shed

Monday, welll In the morning I have an interview on the base and if I get the job I'll be working evenings in the kitchen (I think) doing parties and such... Woooot! Monday afternoon I have my auditions for Valley Idol (which I'm still nervous about) but I'm sure I'll be fine...

Tuesday, I might be spending time babysitting my baby brother Noah...

Wednesday, So Wednesday night is the dance at the base... i'm going to this along with many other people... Such as Ian, Michelle and Shane... I'm going with Ian, but we are only going *as friends* but I think it'll be fun, possibly...

Thursday-next Sunday, Not sure yet... Ian and I are going to hangout in here, Kirk and I are going to try to hangout in here, Michelle and Andrew G and I are going to try to hangout in here as well...

So from my point of view, things look busy. Especially if I get the job and I start working right away...

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12159454/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12159454/ Mon, 12 Mar 2007 17:18:29 PDT
Here's how it works:
1. Open your music library. (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, iPod, PSP, etc.)
2. Put it on shuffle.
3. Press play.
4. For every question, type the song that's playing. (Artist/band - song name.)
5. When you go to a new question, press the next button.
6. Don't lie.
7. Tag 5 people.

Opening credits: Benny Benassi - Leili (Arabian Remix)

Waking up: System Of A Down - Nuguns

First day at school: Fredo Starr & Jill Scott - Shining Through (Remix)

Making Your New Best Friend: Evanescence - My Immortal

Falling in Love: Bowling For Soup - Summer of 69

Breaking up: Hollywood Undead - Knife Called Lust

Getting Back Together: System Of A Down - Shame On A Nigga

Prom: Linkin Park - Runaway

Graduation: DJ Tiesto - Urban Train

Life’s okay: Linkin Park - Cure For The Itch

Driving: Nine Inch Nails - Sadness

Flashback: Benny Benassi - Hypnotica

Fight Song: Breaking Benjamin - Forget It

Final Battle: System Of A Down - Chic N Stu

Death Scene: System Of A Down - Aerials

Funeral Song: Disturbed - Forgiven

End Credits: Papa Roach - Scars

I tag... wow-its-me, shadowchiller, south--of--heaven, SpikeCalloway, xobeautiful-starox

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12043367/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12043367/ Sat, 03 Mar 2007 17:26:08 PST
TYPE YOUR FIRST NAME WITH YOUR...

1. Fingers = Ashley
2. Chin = azhloedhy
3. One Finger, Eyes Closed = ashley
4. Elbow = ashgkley
5. Nose = ashley
6. Palm = asnhj,l dehny

1.) List Four fandoms you have:
a. Friends
b. Smallville
c. HEROES!
d. How I Met Your Mother

2) Have you ever slept in the back of a moving car?
More then enough times...

3) Have you recently cut/dyed your hair?
Nope... Last cut was 5 months ago and last dye was just over a year ago

4) List Four People You Look Up to the Most
a. Michelle
b. Ian
c. My grandma
d. Michelle... again

5) How Many Pets do you own?
Two... A dog and a fish

6) Which do you prefer; White, or Black?
BLACK ALL THE WAY!!

7) Who is your most played Character?
...The fuck?

8) Choose one or the other;
A) Being stuck on an island with your best friend
B) Being stuck on an island with 5 acquaintances
A, B would suck.

9) Name three aspects that tell who you are;
a. Freak!
b. Apathetic
c. Shy

10) If you could have any power what would it be?
The power to know how other people think about me

11) Who was the last person you talked to?
The bestest person and bestest friend ever, ravynsfaery!

12) Who was the last person you said "i love you"?
...RAVYNSFAERY! <3 Loves you!

13) Write down the first five words that pop into your head;
a. Love
b. Hate
c. Hurt
d. Pain
e. Emptiness

14) Whats one thing you wish you could do better?
Umm... Not take things personally?

15) Do you like the way you are?
Nope!

16) Choose; Summer or Winter?
...I like both....

17) Choose; Rain or Snow?
Rain, I hate snow!

18) Water or Ice?
Water..

19) List two odd things about Yourself;
a. I'm to scared to ask someone if they like me
b. I can't stand up for myself but I can for other people

20) Tag'd;
...EVERYONE! Except those that have already done it

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12016776/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/12016776/ Thu, 01 Mar 2007 16:57:05 PST
1) I had a dodgeball thrown at me by my exboyfriend. He was raging and I guess he decided to try to hurt me. Thankfully I can dodge!

2) I got raged at, again, by Duncan and I was blamed for all the stuff going on in his life right now.

3) I skipped school today because I was pretty much raging and I was scared that I'd rage at my Spanish teacher and get suspended or something like that.

4) Oh, Duncan, I have some famous last words for you and hopefully you get to read them: FUCK THIS SHIT! WE ARE NOT FRIENDS ANYMORE AND WE NEVER WILL BE AGAIN AFTER ALL YOU'VE DONE! FUCK YOU!

Well... As you can tell I'm still angry... So I'll leave this journal where it is... Ciao.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11939572/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11939572/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 19:48:14 PST
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

BOLD the ones that fit you even if they aren't true

I'm a FEMALE GAMER, so I MUST be ugly or crazy.
I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist.
I'm SKINNY, so I MUST be anorexic.
I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST carry a gun.
I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty.
I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart.
I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser.
I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy.
I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS.
I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape.
I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch.
I'm OVERWEIGHT, so I MUST have a problem with self control.
I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat.
I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world.
I DON'T HAVE A RELIGION, so I MUST not have morals.
I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people.
I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible.
I'm JAMAICAN so I MUST smoke weed.
I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay.
I'm SOUTHERN, so I MUST be white trash.
I TAKE ANTI-DEPRESSANTS, so I MUST be crazy.
I'm a GUY, so I MUST only want to get into your pants.
I'm IRISH, so I MUST have a bad drinking problem.
I'm INDIAN, so I MUST own a convenient store.
I'm AFRICAN, so I MUST dance around a fire screaming like a savage.
I'm a CHEERLEADER, so I MUST be a whore.
I'm PREPPY, so I MUST shun those who don't wear Abercrombie & Hollister.
I'm A DANCER, so I MUST be stupid, stuck up, and a whore.
I WEAR SKIRTS A LOT, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm a PUNK, so I MUST do drugs.
I'm YOUNG, so I MUST be naive.
I'm RICH, so I MUST be a conceited snob.
I WEAR BLACK, so I MUST be a goth.
I'm BLONDE, so I MUST be a stupid ditz.
I'm a WHITE GIRL, so I MUST be a nagging, steal-your-money kind of girlfriend.
I'm PRETTY, so I MUST not be a virgin.
I'm CUBAN, so I MUST spend my spare time rolling cigars.
I'm MEXICAN, so I MUST have hopped the border.
I'm NOT A VIRGIN, so I MUST be easy.
I FELL IN LOVE WITH A MARRIED MAN, so I MUST be a home-wrecking whore.
I'm a TEENAGE MOM, so I MUST be an irresponsible slut.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST wear my socks with my sandals.
I'm ITALIAN, so I MUST have a big cock.
I GOT A CAR FOR MY BIRTHDAY, so I MUST be a spoiled brat.
I'm ALWAYS SMILING AND LAUGHING, so I MUST have a great life.
I HAVE STRAIGHT A'S, so I MUST have no social life.
I DYE MY HAIR CRAZY COLORS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I DRESS IN UNUSUAL WAYS, so I MUST be looking for attention.
I'm INTO THEATRE & ART, so I MUST be a homosexual.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be a crazy political activist.
I'm a VEGETARIAN, so I MUST be skinny.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GUY FRIENDS, so I MUST be sleeping with them.
I HAVE A BUNCH OF GIRLS WHO ARE FRIENDS, so I MUST be gay.
I HAVE BIG BOOBS, so I MUST be a slut.
I'm COLOMBIAN, so I MUST be a drug dealer.
I WEAR WHAT I WANT, so I MUST be a poser.
I'm RUSSIAN, so I MUST be cool and thats how Russians roll.
I'm GERMAN, so I MUST be a Nazi.
I HAVE GAY FRIENDS, so I MUST be GAY TOO.
I'm BRAZILIAN, so I MUST have a BIG BUTT.
I'm PUERTO RICAN, so I MUST look good and be conceited.
I'm SALVADORIAN, so I MUST be in MS 13.
I'm POLISH, so I MUST be stupid.
I'm HAWAIIAN, so I MUST be lazy.
I'm BLACK, so I MUST love fried chicken.
Im a STONER, so I MUST be going in the wrong direction.
I'm a VIRGIN, so I MUST be prude.
I'm BI, so I MUST think every girl I see is hot.
I'm a COSPLAYER so I MUST like NOTHING unless it is anime.
I'm an ANTHRO ARTIST so I MUST have sex in fur suits
I'm CANADIAN, so I MUST drink beer and call people a hoser, eh?
~Repost if you wanna~

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11870502/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11870502/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 16:10:23 PST
I passed out on Friday here at home after school... Went to the hospital in an ambulance... That's where I've been lately. Last night I had surgery, I had an ovarian cyst rupture and it turns out I had another hernia...

So guess what all! I've got stitches and I'm dying of pain. My whole time in the hospital I was drugged up on morphine so if you come see me, then you better be careful cause if you hurt me at all then I swear, you will be in the hospital with something broken. This means no ticking me, poking me, glomping me or anything.

THAT MEANS YOU TOO KIRK! YOU ARE NOT AN EXCEPTION THIS TIME!!!!!!

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11725421/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11725421/ Wed, 07 Feb 2007 17:38:42 PST
======9 firsts=====
First best friend- Rachel
First imaginary friend- Ashkey I guess (my current and only one)
First pet's name- Sparky
First piercing- My ears when I was 5...
First crush- Coady
First car- Haven't had one yet
first school- Ecole Puntledge Park Elementary School (I think... theres so many)
First kiss- Umm... This ones hard, first kiss was a dude that sexually abused... other then that... I donno... I forget

======8 lasts======
last time you smoked- Long ago...
Last food you ate- 3 Muskateers Bar...
last movie you watched- Hoodwinked
last phone call- Ian
Last CD listened to- The Fray - How to Save A Life
Last song listened to- Fully Alive - Flyleaf
Last fight- Today, about 5 minutes ago... with myself

==7 HAVE YOU EVER?==
Dated a best friend- Yup... Persons still my best friend too
been arrested- Yup...
skinny dipped- Yup... More than once too...
Been on tv- Yup, a few times for multiple different reasons
cheated on gf/bf- No, never have never will
been on blind date- Nope, hopefully never will
left country- Many many times

==6 things you did today==
1. Gone to school
2. Been sick
3. Got attacked
4. Ate food
5. Hurt my collar bone
6. Smashed into locker

==5 things your wearing==
1. Red sweater
2. Watch I got awhile back
3. Black shirt that has flames on it
4. Jeans
5. Necklace that I got for Christmas

==4 ppl you trust most==
1. Kirk
2. Andrew R
3. Duncan
4. Myself

====3 choices====
Tea or coffee? Either or...
Freaky or normal? Freaky
Fame or friends? Friends

==2 things to do before you die==
1. Get married to someone I know cares about me
2. Graduate and get a decent job

==1 person you want to see==
My BIOLOGICAL mother


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Hope you all enjoyed that, anyways, earlier I realized that I didn't say anything else and do any real current update...

1) Things are about the same as they were on the date of my last journal entry (the 31st)

2) I'm in a lot of pain... Multiple reasons for this though

3) We're getting rid of our Guinea Pig! My D-Dimer Western Blot test came back, and we got told that if we have rabbits or guinea pigs or any other rodents that we have to get rid of them cause they are building up anti-bodies which is causing my D-Dimer (basically a blood clot test) to go sky high... So my friend Ian is probably gonna take the guinea pig... Hopefully... if not, then we have to find someone else to take him...

4) I'm sick sorta again right now... It sucks

I am not afraid to keep on living, I am not afraid to walk this world alone, Honey if you stay I'll be forgiven

I see you lying next to me, with words I thought I'd never speak, awake and unafraid, asleep or dead

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11641121/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11641121/ Wed, 31 Jan 2007 21:07:51 PST All your lies
Just pretend you love me
Make believe
Close your eyes
I'll be anything for you"
Anything For You - Evanescence

Blah... I fucked up but oh fucking well. That doesn't even matter cause I doubt many people care.

Lemme see, I've lied to so many people lately about how I feel. I say I'm fine and fake a smile, and not many people see through it unless I tell them. "Nothing left to make me feel anymore" (Also from Anything For You - Evanescence)

I'm depressed and I know it but, but not much can change how I feel. I know there are things that could but I'm not even gonna bring them up cause I know that they won't happen, so why bother.

I'm hating life right now, might for awhile... I donno. I know that nothing is going to change and things are just going to get worse at this time. Hopefully someday everything will be alright again, but that may take awhile...

I'm getting around to posting a song I wrote a few days ago... I might post it later tonight or some other day. I guess we'll find out later though...

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11484620/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11484620/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 16:31:48 PST
Okay, I'm bored, so what? I'm making dinner right now... and I'm working on my resume right now. Just made a few phone calls so I could get a few extra references on there.

Some things are happening pretty fast right now, like the fact that exams are coming up... I'm scared! I hope I don't fail. I found out today that I failed both my tests in Socials (I told you that I'd fail, Kirk! Why didn't you believe me? )

I'm doing okay in most of my classes by what I know of... I've got an A, a B, a C-... and I donno what else really...

Hehe, I like my mood... I'm so hot that I'm on fire, okay, really, honestly, truthfully, I'm not *that* hot, I just thought it was kinda interesting.

Whee! I'm bored and I think the spaghetti sauce should be defrosted by now... I donno if it is though... and if it is then we can eat soon! Yay!

Menu next Thursday might be Lasagna! And apparently my Lasagna is amazing... So who knows, it just might be Lasagna.

*waves goodbye* Ciao!

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11407750/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11407750/ Fri, 12 Jan 2007 08:54:12 PST
I haven't been on as much as usual cause at home I am currently grounded... About 2 days left of my grounding I believe, can't remember though.

How's everyone doing? I'm doing alright... Life is being interesting... I should be getting another late birthday present soon... *dances* I can't wait...

I'm probably boring you all to death by now... Haha. Lemme think.... I've got Provincial Exams coming up *panics* I'm really bad at Exams...

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11287791/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11287791/ Tue, 02 Jan 2007 12:05:50 PST
What did I do? I went to a party...
How did my New Years start off? I got injured and had an asthma attack... (Note to self: Do not fall off the trampoline!)

I hope you all have an amazing 2007 and I hope it was better then last year for everyone.

Don't ask about the mood...

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11211043/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11211043/ Wed, 27 Dec 2006 12:10:58 PST
AWESOME NAMES...

1. YOUR ROCK STAR NAME (first pet and current street name):
Sparky Salmonberry

2. YOUR MOVIE STAR NAME (grandparent on your dad's side, your favorite candy):
Ruth Snickers

3. YOUR "FLY GIRL/GUY" NAME (first initial of first name, first two or three letters of your middle name):
Ama

4. YOUR DETECTIVE NAME (favorite color/shade, favorite animal):
Black Dog

5. YOUR SOAP OPERA NAME (middle name, city where you were born):
Marie Barrie

6. YOUR STAR WARS NAME (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first name, first 2 letters of mom's maiden name and first 3 letters of the town you grew up in):
AnnAsRaCom

7. TERRORIST NAME (middle name spelled backwards, your mom's maiden name spelled backwards):
Eiram Yelpar

8. SUPERHERO NAME ("The", your favorite color/shade, favorite drink):
The Red Coke

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11195340/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11195340/ Mon, 25 Dec 2006 23:27:29 PST
I got quite a large amount of presents. Mostly all clothes and jewlery, which is fine. I also got a movie (The Devil Wears Prada) and a Wal*Mart gift card. Oh, a Coles gift card as well.

The boys got an X-Box 360 from Santa and the whole family got a router from Santa so now we have two computers on the main floor hooked up to the internet... Both of which are being shared by the family. One of the computers is the main one and the other one (the new one) is mine.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11139666/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11139666/ Thu, 21 Dec 2006 14:26:12 PST Yay! Donno how I'm doing in English 10-1 or Socials now though...

I've taken my L test two times now, and I've failed it both times It's kinda sad but I'm gonna wait a week now before I take the test again though, study some more during that time.

I won't be going to school tomorrow, neither will either of my brothers unless they manage to piss off the parents. Haha. Instead tomorrow morning I'm going to do the rest of my Christmas shopping with my grandma...

I just listened to an argument... the whole thing was if French with the exception of a few words... It was quite interesting cause I actually managed to understand most of it which is slightly unusual for me.

Only 40 minutes left of class now... Oh yeah, in English 10-2 we started watching the new version of Romeo and Juliet, it's really odd... They have real guns! And they shoot each other! And theres a big fire!!!!!!! I think that was my favorite part so far (the fire that is) and yeh.

I just got told a quote on a piece of paper on the wall that says "If you can make a girl laugh, you can make her do anything." Hmmm, that could be true...

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11104464/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11104464/ Mon, 18 Dec 2006 11:31:04 PST
Anyways, my birthday was this weekend. I am now offically 16 (can you believe it? I barely can!) My party on Saturday went well and my dinner with my family (and Kirk) last night went well.

Kirk rocks!!

I'm going for my L test today after school, my dad is going to take me for it. I hope I pass, I'm not sure what I'll do if I don't... I guess we'll find out later though

Kirk rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Yes, I know, that's the THIRD time I've said that now, but I don't care Kirk knows (I hope) why he rocks Not to mention I'm bored. Did I tell you I'm in L.A right now?

Kirk, what the hell do you want for Christmas? I need to know!!! And thanks for the CD's, they are amazing

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11056479/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/11056479/ Wed, 13 Dec 2006 21:43:30 PST
My birthday is getting closer *jumps happily* I can't wait And no, I don't know what I want yet *pouts* Anything will do I've just finished out typing replies to emails... Only 4 days though... 3 days till my party I'm so excited!!! I can't wait...

Hey Kirk, guess what!!! Hah, I'll tell you anyways... I miss you!!!!!!!!!!!! I'll stop by and get you in the morning for school, be ready!!!!!

Added on the 14th (Don't feel like making new journal):

I'm bored... Feel like I'm grounded, when I'm really not. I can't leave my house, just cause we were decorating but now we aren't. I think I might go crazy if I can't go out soon and if I can't go out tomorrow then I *know* I'll go crazy.

I can't stand being stuck in anytime of building for any amount of time. I start to feel like I'm in a cage and the walls are closing in on me. It's not good. Not fun either. I need to get out of my house. I'm very very slowly going insane in here.

I hate Christmas. I know, everyone is gonna say I'm being a "grinch" but I can't help it. One of my best friends died the day after christmas a few years back and now around christmas I usually get really sad and start to get upset because of it. It's not easy to lose someone you were really close to right after christmas, it's hard and it hurts.

Only 2 days till party, 3 till birthday and 4 till I go for my L. Wish me luck, I hope I get my L. That'll make me happy. Oh, and hope that on Christmas Day I won't get stuck having to spend all my time with just family and not be able to see my friends. Cause christmas is apparently also about being with friends.

I miss Kook.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/10984613/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/10984613/ Thu, 07 Dec 2006 14:23:17 PST
KIRK ROCKS! I've got another 40 minutes of school till I get to get on the bus, get off the bus and walk over to Kirk's (yay!) to pick him up. KIRK ROCKS! Lol. Kirk rocks Haha, Kookie and Marshmellow (I'm odd, I know)

I don't know what else I'll be doing tonight yet though. KIRK ROCKS! I do know that it's my turn next week to bring in food for my AG... Lol...

COUNTDOWN!:

9 days till my party, 10 days till my birthday, 17 days till christmas. *dances*

KIRK ROCKS!

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/10938740/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/10938740/ Sun, 03 Dec 2006 16:10:24 PST
14 days till my birthday! Omg! I can't wait! Haha. We are no longer having Nachos for food at my party. We are now ordering 6 large pizza's from Panago with the Birthday Party special ($10 a pizza plus tax) so it'll cost us approx. $64.66 for all the pizza... The colors for the party are crimson and blue.... Haha, thanks to Michael helping me choose the colours.

I'm bored. Nothing to do. I'm kind of rambling. Wee! I'm so excited... My birthday is getting closer now! *grins happily*

EDIT: 12 days till party, 13 till actual birthday, and 20 till christmas... Wow lots of countdowns.

]]> ~Liofin http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/10916562/ http://Liofin.deviantart.com/journal/10916562/ Fri, 01 Dec 2006 18:05:50 PST
In other news, my time working at McDonald's is nearly up. Only 5 more days. I'm supposed to work this weekend though (I really don't wanna go though!) Umm.. Umm.. I can't think of anything else to say...

Oh, my birthday is coming up! Yippee! Go me! I'm happy, can't you tell My party is coming up too of course... and I leave soon... 15 days till party, 16 till actual birthday, 17 till I leave... COUNTDOWN!

Man, I can't think anymore... What about those all dressed chips? Oh: Do you like to eat out? (directed to all reading this)

]]> ~Liofin