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deviantART: by:Little-Midori http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Little-Midori&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Little-Midori en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 30 Dec 2009 16:56:41 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png ++ <3 ++ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/27543810/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/27543810/ Tue, 29 Dec 2009 08:07:24 PST Photobucket

I'm happy to say,

are A.OK again. ^_^

We had a long chat on the phone and we both said sorry for things n' such. Now I'm just looking forward to visiting him and trying not to let travelling get to me. x) Luckily I can get a train straight down to Manchester Aiport and then get a taxi from the Airport to Brian's house! I was terrified of having to swap trains, ect. But luckily I hopefully won't have to! That eases my worries a lot!

I came to the conclusion I'm just missing Brian a lot and being apart has made me worried and paranoid. I still want to make the most of what time we have together but I know at least meeting more will make us sure about our future regarding engagement n' such. I know it's too soon and it's fine. I've just been looking for some reassurance that Brian still is serious about me. Just went around it the wrong way... xD

So...

YAIEEEE!!! I LOVE YOU, BRIAN!!! @_@!

~~ Decided to change the idea for the Christmas idea I had and just offer seperate chibi Belli drawings for everyone. I will however need to know some things such as::

Fave HG Character, Fave room in Belli Castle, Fave color, chibi or normal style of art.

So you can pick between either a chibi version of your OC or a more realistic one. The idea I had before was to draw you's all as chibis in a border style around myself and Riccardo but now I just believe it's a bit too late, never got to do it in time and now offering seperate pics. So you's can all note me if you are interested. If you don't have a fave room, ect. I'll pick one for you as a background.

Anyways, I better go... I hope you are all well. Love you. ~â¥

Sarah Belli secret outfit mini contest is still up! No deadline as of yet!

~ Draw Sarah Belli in an outfit you would like to see her in as a secret outfit! ^^

If anyone is interested, they'll get a drawing from me in return! (Yes, someday! lol!)

Outfits so far ~

http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/26299517/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 07:25:48 PDT Photobucket

Urgh, it's ashame when good friends of mine end up in fights over small things and I just wanna say, everyone is entitled to their own opinion, yeah? RESPECT peoples opinion, it doesn't have to be the same as yours! And at the same time, don't listen to any nonsense from ANYONE!

I'm not letting it bother me but when some douchebag comes along, telling me what should be in my scraps and what shouldn't! This is MY account! I'll post whatever I want in my gallery or my scraps! It's only up to DeviantArt itself if it shouldn't be there or not. There is many many MANY different art forms and everyone likes to express things in different ways. I'm just fed up with DA at the moment. Just not the same as it used to be or how I remember it. *sigh* I'm starting to think, why do I bother?

Everyone needs to learn to get a long... especially us Haunting Ground fans. Bullying and fighting over silly things is just pathetic.

I love Sarah x Riccardo right? I don't like Fiona x Riccardo. But I don't go around yelling it to everyone who supports the pairing that I don't like it!! That is called having respect for others! I'm just genuinely not happy today. Because of this nonsense, because of trolls online, ect. People who think they are right about everything? FUCK OFF! Brian went and stood up to the little brat and now he apparently has been reported! lol! Brian not bothered though, he'll just make another account no doubt!

He was in, "No one messes with my Princess! Grrrr!" mode.

I love you, Brian! You're such a silly sausage at times! I love you for it though! ^_^ Also Brian kisses... I get lost in them.

!

Anyway...!! Back to ranting! >:3

I am on DeviantArt to share my artwork and other media of art I wish to upload. I'm not here to show off or any of that. I don't believe I am stuck up like some people think, I'm just here to share what I enjoy and also be here for my friends when I can! I'm tired from babysitting today though... -_-;

So just please everyone... just don't fall out over silly things, yeah? People like us need to stick together!

I am very aware of all the art I have to do on my list, please be patient everyone! You know me, I tend to get a big batch of them done all at the same time so I can upload them all at once!

I think it's cooler that way! I cannot stress enough that I need to be in a certain mood when drawing, I can't force myself to do so sadly. However I don't take cash for what I do so I hope that makes up for it at least!

http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/22754909/ Thu, 30 Jul 2009 12:35:51 PDT Facebook l Myspace l Gallery l dA Portfolio l Watch Me l Note Me

My mouth tastes like a building site... xD

YEEEUK! >_<;;

I'm tired, sorry guys... x_x; but I got my pic for lovely Mori done! YAY!

! :3

One thing at a time... yesh...

Sarah

Trades/Requests.

For Mori x Lorenzo. FINISHED

For Yiyo x David. FINISHED

Birthday pics for

Haunting Ground ID's.

http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/22008456/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 11:19:40 PST
UPDATE ~ Hi guys! ^_^ I'm going to get working on an, "Addam's Family" project staring the Belli's no doubt and some others! I was wondering if anyone had a good idea for a plot or you think I should base it on the movie? We are going to need voice actors and also I'll need help with who is who! xD Me and Riccardo have taken ownage over Morticia and Gomez I'm afraid! So I'll put down a list of the cast and if you can think of more, let me know. I'd love to put all my family in it but it does increase more hard work in my part hence you have a limit of people you can have in the Sims 2. You can use a hack to have as many but it slows the game a bit sadly! Anyways, I'd love some help everyone! And also, please if you have ANY trades or requests for me to do, note me so I can keep on top of it! I'd be grateful! ^_^ Oki so here's the list! SHAWBANG!

Cast ~

Gomez - Riccardo.
Morticia - Sarah.
Fester - Debilitas.
Wednesday - Jemima. (Although Jemina & Ralph aren't in Haunting Ground, I believe they would be ideal for the kids!)
Pugsley - Ralph.
Grandma or Grandpa in this case - Lorenzo.
Lurch - Daniella. lol!
Cousin It - Andrew.
Thing - I think Fiona should be Thing! xDD
Wife of Money bloke. (forgot his name!) - Midna.
Debt collector money bloke! xD - Alfred Ashford! lmao!
Bad lady/man who makes Debi think she is his mum/dad - Wesker since the idea of Debi calling him dad would be epic!

I'm planning to put my close friends in the party scene and Ashley Graham as the girl scout in the lemonade selling scene! xD If anyone can remember any other cast I should add, let me know!

I'm determined to MAKE this work since it has been so long since I made a project! Also, if you're up for doing any voice acting, let me know! I'm sure my big bro, Andrew will be happy to help me! x3 WE SHOULD TOTALLY MAKE A CLOCK TOWER FIRST FEAR SPOOF AS WELL WITH US GUYS!!

YouTube Page ~ [link]

I BE WANTING POKEMON PLUSHIES!! !

List of PokÃ©mon plushies wanted!

Dialga.
Tentacruel.
Squirtle.
Cranidos.
Umbreon.
Pachirisu.
Staraptor.
Giratina.

They be my faves. :3 !

Animal Crossing Friend Code: 3953-1603-2927!

Sarah !

ChÎ¹Î²Î¹ PÏÎ¸jÎµct *Little-Midori Hmph... http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21990683/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21990683/ Mon, 15 Dec 2008 01:27:21 PST

Just sick of this shit. I wish idiots would give me a break. If it's not on here, it's YouTube. I'm beginning to consider leaving these sites for good.

People think it's funny to make fun of me just because I don't have perfect skin, perky breasts, not slim, ect. I'm ONLY human! That's all I can ever be. I have lost weight and people never seem to believe me. I have no reason to make things up. I just can't stand how shallow this world can be... it makes me feel physically sick, it really does...

~Sarah.

]]> *Little-Midori Trolls. http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21989167/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21989167/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 21:58:26 PST &

I'm off to report them.

]]> *Little-Midori The Truth. http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21437978/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21437978/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 12:40:29 PST
I still do come online often, I just lurk you could say... I try to talk myself into getting back into my old routine on here and everywhere else but I just can't make myself do it. I can't really explain why, I don't know myself but my gut feeling tells me I just simply have lost interest in spending my life online.

Whenever I think of going on MSN to chat, I can't. I just dread it, and I feel stressed when a few people talk with me. It's nothing against them, I just don't have it in me to go on there anymore. It's not because I don't give a shit, it's hard to explain... I just don't feel the need to anymore.

Not just that, I'm struggling very badly at the moment. I don't have to remind you of my situation with Graeme. I've been trying to get over him for months now and having no luck. I know in my HEAD he is bad for me and so on but I think my heart just won't let go of him. I hate myself for not being able to get over him, I really do. The truth is, I lie awake every night thinking of what could have been with him and end up crying myself to sleep. I've never cried over someone as much as I have cried over Graeme. He said I'm pathetic for not being able to move on and he's right... I am completely pathetic and weak. So weak I have been suicidal for weeks now, only telling my mum about it a couple of days ago since she found me crying. I love Graeme so much. Something about him I just can't place... but he leads me on at times, and it fucks me up. So I told him I would give him the space and respect he deserved and leave him be. I never leave him alone. I always want to know he is oki, ect. and that is not something to be proud of. It's been barely 2 days since I haven't kept in contact with him and I'm struggling so badly. I don't know what to do anymore, I really don't. I've turned into this horrible person that I never wished to be. I've rejected all of you and I'm so sorry... I've even done some very stupid things recently that I regret... made myself look stupid and a complete whore...

I keep a false hope for Graeme and I need to let go. I just don't know how to... something holds me back. If only he would tell me straight that he didn't love me then I would have the will to move on. But he won't tell me and it's so frustrating. He said I've never done anything wrong yet he ignores me? I don't understand and it breaks my heart... I just want to die because I can't handle all this pain I'm feeling over him. I feel everyone is better off without me too. Worried for my mum too since she just had her eye operation. I'm hoping it will make her sight better in time... It's slightly better so far. I'm going up to the Hospital with her for a check up sort of thing.

What I'm really trying to say is, I'm very sorry I have not been here. I tried meeting new men as well to get my mind of Graeme, all they do is hurt me. One wants me for sex, one can't make up his mind what he wants and just used me since his wife fell out with him... I don't really think my, "ideal" man is out there. Well he is, but he just doesn't love me in return. I know it sounds silly thinking Graeme is perfect to me, but I really do think he is. He is far from a bad man. He has had every right to block me out for being so obsessed. I don't want people thinking bad of him just because he would prefer being on his own.

I don't know what else to say... have major headache so just going to go to bed I think... Thanks for listening.

Sarah. Ïâ¥Ï

]]> *Little-Midori NEW MOVIE IDEAS!! x3 http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21073174/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21073174/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 01:43:24 PDT

I've decided it's time to start up the good ol' Sims 2 and work on a new Haunting Ground movie spoof! All I need is a theme!

So what have I done in the past? Western, Grease type theme, Vampire theme, James Bond, ect!

Some new ones I was thinking was...

Arabian theme.
Old school Star Trek theme.
Tarzan theme.
Mythical Lord of the Rings type theme.
Austin Powers theme.

Anyone think of anything they'd like to see me create?

And I need a storyline. I tend to go for the Sarah x Riccardo based storyline! What do you guys think? x3 I really want to work on something and keep myself busy! *pose!* OMG LOL! I should make a Wayne's World using Riccardo and Debilitas. xDD Or Ricc and Lorenzo or Debi and Lorenzo...whatever way! I can just imagine them dressed like Wayne and Garth! EXCELLENT!! xDDD Ahaha! Or maybe even Riccardo and fucking Corroder!? The possibilities are endless! That's why I would like to hear all your ideas and thoughts, guys! ^_^ I'll give you a little brainstorm what I wanted for the main themes!

Arabian - Something like I'm kidnapped by Saddler (the great arabian king! wtf!) and Riccardo ventures to find me with the help of the crew and of course you guys! depends who I can fit in! geez! xD Just think of Lorenzo on a camel... or Debilitas dressed like Aladdin! EPIC!

Star Trek - The Belli Family in STAR TREK! DUN DUN DUN! We get to go to dodgy planets and meet weirdos and it would be hilarious! Debi is so gonna be the scottish guy: WE JUST CAN'T DO IT CAPTAIN! I DON'T HAVE THE POWERRR!!

Tarzan - Makes me think of Ricc as Tarzan, myself as Jane, Debi as a big gorilla friend, Fiona, Dani and Lorenzo as others! Either that or we make a Jumanji movie! xDD

Lord of The Rings = Well me and my bro, Andrew had a good talk about doing something like this before! All the Belli's as heroes with their own special powers! Lorenzo in a viking hat and wheelchair! On the quest to find the... Well I'll need to think of something other than ring! x3

Austin Powers - I don't really have to say much about this but I know Riccardo would be perfect for Austin! lol! x3

*squeel!* I'm so excited about doing something!! @____@ *dead!!*

]]> *Little-Midori ++ Gaia Avatar Commissions! ++ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21068344/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/21068344/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 11:46:52 PDT [link]

Don't worry. Requests and Trades here on DA will get sorted soon!

Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori +~+ Haunting Ground ID's! +~+ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20886575/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20886575/ Wed, 08 Oct 2008 08:50:44 PDT

If you have drawn your own Belli outfit for the ID's I plan to make, please can you leave a link to them here? Going to get started on them and would appreciate having the references all lined up on here! ^_^; Would be a great help!

Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori Hi Guys... http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20819325/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20819325/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 04:08:53 PDT

Darling, I'm not sure what you mean when you say that you promise to do your best. Do your best for whom? You come first, remember, so you do your best for yourself not for anyone else. That is the way forward, baby.

Love you,

Graeme xXx.

The rest are kinda naughty... x_x lol! And most are just about meeting up..but I swear I never made any of this up. Graeme did say he loved me and I'm on the verge of doing something I regret... I'm sorry if I worried anyone. I just can't cope with how I'm feeling and every time I ask Graeme why he did this to me he ignores me... I dunno what I have done to deserve that but I feel I deserve an explination...*cries* I love him so much and I am sorry that he is all I talk about. I'm heart broken and I wish every day I didn't rush into things like I do with fucking everything... I just wanted to say I love you guys and also grateful to my buddy Mina for letting you all know I was oki. I believe she told Graeme but he blocked her... shows how much he cares... *cries* That e-mail makes me laugh saying I come first and whatever. I just don't know what to do anymore. I really don't. And all that YT shit as well. Just got to me. x_x,

I don't know if I can cope being online just now... not when I feel this low. Just remember whatever happens, I always love you every single one of you...

Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori Pathetic Little SHIT! LET'S KILL HER!! >:D http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20763706/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20763706/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 16:57:20 PDT [link]

LilMissPrincess66 (1 hour ago)
ur so ugly and fat i hate you ur a bitch fat cow neva could be a supermodelll like meeee *dances*

fucking hell... as I said back to her, I am really ill with the cold and burning up n' such... and I can't believe I actually got out of bed to read this FUCKING PISH!!

People like that should fucking be put to death for being so FUCKING STUPID! URGH! I thought some of you would like the opportunity to mess around with someones head. Better get back to bed, feeling like shit...

Love you, guys. x!

]]> *Little-Midori ++ Idea! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20605057/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20605057/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 15:47:30 PDT
Sarah !

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Update. ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20400771/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20400771/ Tue, 09 Sep 2008 00:59:13 PDT
Apart from that, I have the doctors on Thursday. ~_~;; Urgh... I am having personal problems... too embarrassing to mention... I might have to get a, "Ricc chopstick time!" from my doc. o_O;; Oh if only my doctor was Riccardo... mmm... x3 ....ANYWAY! Enough daydreaming!! :3 I am obsessed with Super Smash Bros Brawl right now. Although do not be fooled!! I've still sold my soul to Haunting Ground!

Just feeling a bit grumpy to do much since my personal problem is a bitch... trust me, when you are a diabetic, you get so much shit going wrong with your body, just if your sugar goes high! I have lost count from all the urine infections I have had from it and once it was even that bad, I had HUGE pains in my stomach, had to go the hospital worrying it was something bad... found out it was just a urine infection gone bad. o_O;; Not just that, you get tired, ect. And to be honest, I don't feel up to doing anything at the moment! *epic fail!* So probably just going to get my morning medication and then fall back into bed.

OMG! I had this weird dream too!! There was this scary looking spider with this big ass on it but it was full of white stuff! Like poison I suppose and I had to kill it! First it landed on my head and started biting me, then I killed it in some toilet paper and while doing so, all that poison shit sprayed out of the paper and somehow ended in my mouth. o_o And then it was coming out my ears!! xD lol! Then I was coughing and spitting this shit out as quick as I could and then I woke up... saliva on my pillow like I actually had been trying to do it in reality! xD Would have loved to have seen someone come in when I was doing that! heehee! Fucked up dream... also dreamt about finding this gold piece... looked like a giant ring and I started eating it. And was like to my mum, "hey mum, hope you don't mind but I just ate that gold! I'm gonna have gold poo!" LOL!!

I have no idea WHERE dreams get these ideas but some just make me laugh! Apparently if you dream of getting gold, you will marry a handsome and wealthy man.

Riccardo: *poses!!!*

xD

See you all later!!

Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori Please let Lisa be oki... http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20373225/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20373225/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 10:59:29 PDT
]]> *Little-Midori Jizzle Me Shizzle! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20360911/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20360911/ Sat, 06 Sep 2008 16:15:51 PDT
Lots of love,

Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori :( http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20088260/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/20088260/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 00:48:19 PDT
You know I'm really sick and tired of being lonely and being on my own. I need someone in my life to keep me positive. I look at so many people online, so gorgeous, beautiful looking, and I look at me. Covered in marks, scars, and hideous. I just don't think there will be anyone out there who will fall for me. Will I ever find my Riccardo? I doubt it... I can see why Graeme and others don't like me... I just have no appeal on me whatsoever. I guess I am feeling sorry for myself, but I just wish someday I'll find that person who is right for me. Or else I might lose my sanity. I hate being on my own... I just feel like crying my eyes out right about now but I'm trying to be strong. I'm stupid for hoping someone will love me...but I am lonely and I can't help how I feel. If only Riccardo was real... *cries* I would do anything for him... *slams head off desk* -_-, Why do I have to be so fucked up!? I'm in love with someone I can't have, and it's never bothered me before. I have a picture of Ricc above my computer so when I look at him, I just feel that my heart sinks, wishing he could comfort me and tell me everything is oki. But he isn't, so I don't know what to do. So envious of beautiful people who get whatever they want. I'm sorry, I think I need to go cry for a bit. x_x Love you guys.

]]> *Little-Midori Super Smash Time! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19992185/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19992185/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 17:59:01 PDT
4382-4169-1912 :3

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ OC's! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19956155/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19956155/ Thu, 14 Aug 2008 16:39:28 PDT
I've been thinking of redesigning myself for Haunting Ground! You know, since I have changed my hair and so on! I also wanted to make a character based on myself for Zelda! I think I would be a Twili! :3 I might make a Resident Evil & Clock Tower one too as it's fun to make OC's! ^__^ I think we should all have a go, basing characters on ourselves! Lotsa fun! I'm just capturing the beginning of Resident Evil Remake for a dubbing and recording some Twilight Princess as well! As usual, I've gone astray with my requests, trades and contest entries! I'll get back to them! I'm sorry! x__x; It's just pretty stressful for me since I want them to look good.

Right, I'm off to capture more vids for YouTube! See you all later. ^_^

~Sarah !

]]> *Little-Midori Good News!! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19943487/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19943487/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 22:25:53 PDT !!

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Feeling Positive! ^-^! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19934815/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19934815/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 13:12:00 PDT

Stupid story but Graeme left some of the ciggie paper he uses to make up his cigs and I had kept it, thinking I'll give them to him next time we meet. Of course, that will never be so my mum was like, THROW THEM OUT!! BURN THEM! xD She also said I should write down how I feel about him and burn them. x3

I want to tell you all the story of myself and Graeme. Because some of you don't know much and I don't give a shit about keeping things secret anymore! I'll let whatever I want out in the open! ^_^ Well you know, I met Graeme on YouTube while looking for a Gary Numan song and he sent me copied cd's of a few of his albums and so on and we became wee friends! Of course, me having a HUGE thing for older men, I flirted a bit with him! It was then, we decided to meet up... although we did so in secret.. We met, we got on really well, and things took off. Graeme did call me his girlfriend, whatever he says or denies, he DID say I was so I always thought I was. He sent me flowers with a lovely note for christmas which was Gary Numan lyrics. I was swooning like a mad woman! It was then he started to say it was too soon for us to be in love which I did accept at the time, it did hurt but I understood and did agree. But we still stayed close and he would always hold my hand and kiss me goodbye, ect. We even went to see Gary Numan together.. ^^ which was great! And then I stayed over with him, had a great time also. We ended up sleeping in the same bed together... although we did nothing. Graeme had said he didn't think us having sex would be good for me, which I believed. By the way, he did used to be naughty with me as well... x_o Like he had a little thing for my... cave of wonders. xDDD *cough!* But I knew he preffered slimmer women which hurt. x_x And then me being a clingy soft woman, I told him that I was in love with him and no doubt that was what scared him off... and he has never been the same since. To something that was great to being nothing, it's really hard to accept. I hope you guys understand that. I have had so many good times with him and he did say he loved me... but now I suppose he never meant any of it. I was always too shy in person to make a move on him, so maybe he thought I wasn't interested anyway. I doubt that! I went on to everyone that I loved him! lol! Oh well, it's all in the past now... I can't keep remembering the good times when he has been so cruel to me. He had his chances, if he doesn't want me in his life, I am not going to stop him. So I do feel a bit better that I have chatted with my mum. I also brought up how I was worried about her and of course, she told me not to. I can't NOT worry about my mum! I love her so much!

We had a look for Wii-Fit and it's sold out all over the place... @_@, So I guess I won't be able to get it yet... *whine!* Maybe I'll buy Brawl instead! x3 I feel like shit today. I couldn't even finish my exercises because I felt so shitty! I let myself down cause I did try but just couldn't finish it. x_x; Think there might be a bug going around!

Rightio! I think I'll get an early night! I'm exhausted and crying tires me out as well! See you all later! ^_^ *waves!*

~Sarah !

<... ]]> *Little-Midori ~~ WHY!? ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19922486/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19922486/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 19:25:02 PDT [link] Although don't leave mean comments or anything, alright? As much as I am moving on, I don't like to hold grudges. Anyways! I'm playing some WarioWare darts! xD Thats fun! I think I'll make a vid of it! Oh boooring! x3 Well I find it fun! I feel like drawing but not sure what. >_<; Oh and if you wanna see new photos of me, you can watch the lil video slideshow here: [link] Bye Bye lovelies! ^.^

~Sarah !

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ DA Meet Up! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19915625/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19915625/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 12:20:08 PDT Of course family business I can't help but I will be online much more if you guys would like that! I think I'll go and take some new photos and what not! ^_^; I said to I'd take some pics of my piercing and my hair anyway! ^^

Sarah !

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Dickasaurus! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19907756/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19907756/ Tue, 12 Aug 2008 00:06:59 PDT
Say what you think of him, whatever! I wanna hear it! I need to know I can do better! Yes sir! I'm very lonely in love terms. I hope someone out there will love me... @_@ one day.

Graeme is a dick. And we all know, once a dick, always a dick! Amen! lol!

He ignores me, thinking that will stop me liking him! Doesn't work that way you ponce! But nevermind! I have had it up to HERE with him and his shit! I will go Jemima on his ass! ^.^ *giggles!* I have been wanting to say so much mean shit to him but just leaving it! *giggles!* So yesh! Anyone up for finding me a date? ;3 lol!

Riccardo: *COUGH!*

8D *goes on date with Riccardo!* Where shall we go?

Riccardo: Lets let your friends decide... and then you can draw it, hmm?

Yeah, sure! x3 Oki guys, just for fun, where would you like to see me and Riccardo going on a date? The best idea will be drawn! I'll get back on track soon with contest entries, trades, ect! Just having a hard time and slowly getting my sanity back! Also been working out and eating fruit till it comes out me ears! I hope it will all pay off! ^_^; Love you all so much! Always remember that! !!

~Sarah !

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Haunting Ground: Under Threat Update! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19830846/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19830846/ Thu, 07 Aug 2008 16:15:57 PDT
Firstly this will be a HUGE help to me! All the people who are taking part in Under Threat, could you please comment here, please? I have a good idea who is, but I just want to be sure and get a list up on here! ^_^

Secondly, here is the task I would really like all of you who are taking part to do:: The main idea of this movie is, every character gets their own scenario. A bit like RE4, Leon gets his own, Ada gets her own! I am leaving it all up to you guys to create your own scenarios! You can use any of my OC'S, any of the HG characters and even characters out from the HG project. As long as it's nothing over the top! Like, and example would be... you wouldn't exactly see Sonic coming to Belli Castle, would you? xD And the main idea of the scenario's are you can either rescue myself or stay behind at the castle to protect the others. If you have another scenario idea you would prefer, let me know. What I suggest is writing your scenario out like a short story! A brief description of my own scenario would be that I have been kidnapped by a gang of sinister thugs who seem to know quite a lot about Belli Castle. It is my role to escape their hideaway before it's too late!

If you have no idea what you want your scenario to be about, then I will do my best to make one for you! I hope thats clear to all of you who are taking part! ^_^;

Also, I am going to draw every character in their own reference sheet! So that is why I need a list of who is taking part! Some of you already have a design, but if you wish to change anything, let me know! I have a limit as I am using Sims 2! (and my sims 2 creative skills suck!) So if you are just newly interested, let me know what character you wish to use, ect! I prefer it to be yourself though! ^_^

If you wish to be part of this, there is still time! Sadly I can't take too many new characters in as I already have a good few! The more, the more work for me! xD

So everyone, can you all help me out? Once I get everyones approval of who is taking part, I'll start on reference sheets! ^_^ I think I'll work on the the HG characters and the bad guys reference sheets in the meantime! phew! Right! Off to beddy land! I will be staying at 's tomorrow so I won't be back until Saturday evening I would think! :3

And I'll leave my Wii code here again in case anyone wants it! (I have & so far! 8D !)

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori Wii Address! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19796154/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19796154/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 18:40:23 PDT

]]> *Little-Midori WII! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19794504/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19794504/ Tue, 05 Aug 2008 16:53:07 PDT ! I got my Wii today!! I only have Wii Sports for now but I love that anyway! Having much fun playing baseball! x3 I have no idea how to get the internet working on my Wii, don't you need a cable for it or something? @_x I have no idea. x3 I am just so happy I have my own Wii! WOW! !

Well I'm off to play more baseball. :3 Love you all! If you need me for anything, let me know! I'm going to be playing Wii boxing till I pass out tomorrow since that is the most energetic game. x3 Will have to do until I get Wii Fit! *pose!*

Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori Hi! ^^ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19756592/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19756592/ Sun, 03 Aug 2008 17:17:38 PDT Sarah here!

I'm planning on making a silly Sims 2 movie about myself as a superhero! xD But I need a sidekick! You know, someone from Haunting Ground or another game. I thought of using Daniella but not sure! Can't wait to get my Wii on Tuesday!! Going to save up for Wii Fit after I buy that too! ^_^ Need to get in shape so I can feel better! *pose!*

Gah! My parents are going to Egypt at some point! o_O I want to go somewhere! *pouts!* Always wanted to hire like a cabin and chill out with friends....sadly all my close friends live far. >_<;; Anyways, it's late, I'm tired and going to sleep! Oh and I finally completed Twilight Princess! ^__^ *smiles!* Such a fantastic game! The boss fights are so much fun! I plan to get: Wii Fit, WarioWare, Mario Kart, SSBB, Tomb Raider Anniversary, Umbrella Chronicles and much more for my new Wii! Lots of saving to do! :3 Shall have no money forever! lol! I plan to focus on getting back in shape, playing on Wii Sports till I get Wii Fit and then using them daily! So I'm sorry if I won't be on much! I want to concentrate on getting my health in a much better state, then I'll be focusing on going back to college! As much as I love you all, I need to do this. For me! But for now, I shall be my usual self and go sleep till my brain is dead! *snore!*

Love, Sarah. x

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Flyff is Love! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19581073/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19581073/ Thu, 24 Jul 2008 21:49:51 PDT My name on it is SarahBelli and if anyone wants to meet up on it, that would be swell!

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ An Idea! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19554488/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19554488/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 18:24:02 PDT [link]

I couldn't stay away for long as per usual!

I have a idea for a movie project and I would appreciate everyones help!!

Oki! So we all know of the, "Big Brother" reality shows right? It's about time I made a spoof of it and I want it to be based on survival horror characters! I'm going to limit it to::

Haunting Ground/Demento, Resident Evil Series, Clock Tower Series & The Silent Hill series!

The thing is, we can only have a limit of 11 house mates! Personally I think sticking Riccardo, Corroder & Saddler in the house would make some epic stuff! But I want all of you to tell me who you'd like to see in the this Big Brother spoof! ^_^

I'll put down a little list and whoever you all decide you'd like to see, I'll add to the list!

1. Daniella - Haunting Ground/Demento.
2. Fiona - Haunting Ground/Demento.
3. Leon S. Kennedy - Resident Evil.
4. Pyramid Head - Silent Hill 2.
5. Alyssa Hamilton - Clock Tower 3.
6. Riccardo Belli - Haunting Ground/Demento.
7. Lord Osmund Saddler - Resident Evil 4.
8. Corroder - Clock Tower 3.
9. James Sunderland - Silent Hill 2.
10. Ashley Graham - Resident Evil 4.
11. Luis Sera - Resident Evil 4.
12. Lorenzo Belli - Haunting Ground/Demento.
13. Albert Wesker - Resident Evil.
14. Ada Wong - Resident Evil. (Oh come! Think of what she'll be like if anyone hits on Leon! !)
15. Heather Mason - Silent Hill.

And lets make 5 new house mates who can be added in later on when people are evicted! Alfred Ashford is SO GOING IN THERE!

1. Alfred Ashford - Resident Evil: Code Veronica X.
2. Ramon Salazar - Resident Evil 4.
3.Jemima/Scissorwoman - Clock Tower 3.
4.Alexia Ashford - Resident Evil: Code Veronica X.
5. Vincent - Silent Hill 3.

Presenters::

1. Myself - Sarah Belli!
2. Merchant - Resident Evil 4.
3. Dennis - Clock Tower 3.

OKI! Anyone interested in helping with the voices? I know myself and my big bro, Andrew will be doing some!

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori I'm Off! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19520796/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19520796/ Mon, 21 Jul 2008 15:03:24 PDT
So all the best everyone.

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Arrr! Me Hearty's!! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19461145/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19461145/ Fri, 18 Jul 2008 08:59:41 PDT
I don't want to let things get to me. Life is for living after all!

I am listening to the Ending Theme of Hack I believe, called "Yasashii Yoake!" I might use it for a Sarah x Riccardo movie! Not really sure why! The lyrics are nice and it's a gorgeous song! ^_^

I'm going to be busy the next few days as it's my brother-in-laws Birthday on Monday! We're having a party for him tomorrow and then Monday we are off to a Mexican place for dinner and Bowling afterwards! I'm going to make Tony a card, just not sure what to put on it! xD I might put our, "Willy Salad" RE4 joke on it for a start! Is it the Bella sisters in RE4? (chicks with the chainsaws!) One of them kept on saying something that sounded like, "Salaaad" when she got up and then Tony was yelling Willy Salad! xD Not sure why he added the willy part but he is is fond of the crude words! I love just making up what the guys say in RE4! x3 GOLLIWOG!!

Anyway! Yes, so be busy and tonight be getting some stuff done for and hopefully getting started on my trades! ^_^;

Salaaaaad.... x3 lol!

Anyone think of a theme for my Sarah x Riccardo movie at all? :3 *thinks hard* hmm... I can't really think of anything nice at all... -_-

Anyways, I'm off to nibble on a sandwich! :3 HUR!

Sarah x Riccardo Contest Entries! ~~ [link]

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Fuck Them! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19452060/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19452060/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 18:48:07 PDT People are SO TWO FACED!!

I seriously might KILL someone...

To all those genuine fans of myself and Riccardo as a pairing, I want to draw a thank you gift. The ones who "pretend" to like it, can FUCK OFF! Seriously, there is one thing I hate in this world and that is FALSE people! People who suck up your ass when they don't really give a shit! Well if you don't like the pairing, fuck off! I don't care what you think! I'm entitled to have that choice like everyone else! If someone has a problem with me or doesn't like me, TELL ME! Because I hate hate HATE HATEEEE people who are two faced like that! URGH!! Like I said in my recent journals, I'm TIRED of being nice to everyone but I do apologize for being so angry, everyone... -_-;;;

Sarah x Riccardo Contest Entries ~ [link]

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori Trades/Requests! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19384676/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19384676/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 05:53:04 PDT

So if I've missed anyone, please let me know! I'm terrible with remembering my projects!

Thanks!

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ AIEEE! x3 ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19370895/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19370895/ Sun, 13 Jul 2008 11:38:21 PDT Got big hugs from them and very happy to see a smile on my mums face! First thing she said, "now thats too short!!" talking about my hair! xD So she can see a bit better too! YAY! My mum always says what she thinks! Ahh she'll get used to it! She said she wouldn't like my hair when I dyed it bright red and she did! x3 I love my mummy so much!! @_@ *wants to cry she loves her that much!* !!!

I was hoping to have enough cash to see tomorrow but low on cash and won't be able to make it... I'm sorry, dear. ;_; When I get payed, it will be a promise that I will come out! I don't want Shak to think I'm making excuses...because I REALLY DON'T HAVE MUCH CASH ON ME! Thats what I get for spending Â£50 on copic markers! @_@;;

I'm sorry for not finishing my trades and so on yet! I will do so soon! I really did need this break after all those requests I did!

Things on my mind right now:: Riccardo...Tom...sleepy time... x3

I have wanted to literally tackle the comments I get from Tom because I love them! x3 They make me squeeish!!! And his voice.... __ I chatted on the phone to him last week and I think I melted... x3 English accents do that to me... and he talks like a lovely gentleman! <3 *swoon!* Everything about him is sooo....!!! I'm just glad I'm not rushing into anything because I know thats my downfall. ^_^; Take each day as it comes... although I want Tom to know, he really has got my heart going ba-boom! !

No contact from Graeme since I told him off about the whole, "earing my friendship and trust!" thing! x3 Aw well, his loss!! He really DOES owe me so much, I doubt he could keep up!

And I am sorry for my lack of talent the last few days! I just have enjoyed scribbling on paper with not much effort! My doodles actually are something I enjoy! :3 I am having Haunting Ground & Resident Evil 4 withdrawl symptoms! Clock Tower 3 too! I was planning to do a voice over of one of the scenes, just haven't got round to it! ((You know what my voice overs are like! Completely crazy and random!)) I want to do a RE4 one too but not sure what scene to do? x3 Any suggestions are welcome!! And that goes for drawings too!

So I guess, being in a bit of a downer about lack of money and letting down one of my dearest friends yet again, I'll go sulk and doodle some more before bed. Love you all very much.

Sarah x Riccardo Contest Entries! ~~ [link]

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ ^_^;; ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19302715/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19302715/ Fri, 11 Jul 2008 13:54:57 PDT

I've been really stressed and upset this past few days so I'm sorry if I have became quiet. My mum is partially blind in one eye and is in danger of losing sight in her other eye... so things have been quite upsetting for us all to see my mother in such a state. She is a very independent woman, who likes to do things on her own... but now she can barely see and needs help, it's really getting to her and I can only imagine how that must feel... I love her so much, and I am so sad there is nothing I can really do... Also my dad has moved up to Paisley with his wife and never told us. It just happened that my sister met him while she was out. Fuck them I say. I hate him. He is utter selfish...

My DVD, "The Laughing Target" arrived today! I'm going to put up on YouTube for everyone to watch if they wish although there is a dodgy section of the movie that is fucked up... it's fine on the tv but on the dvd recorder, it's all weird. @_@ So sadly I can only upload to YouTube with this odd part at the bottom of the screen. Hopefully it will still be watchable... I'll update this journal later once I have at least the first part up on YouTube if anyone wishes to watch. ^_^ ~~ Here is the first part of the movie! [link] The main girl, Azusa reminds me of me too much! (although she is utterly much more gorgeous than I!) You'll see what I mean if you decide to watch! No copic markers yet... hoping they'll arrive tomorrow. On my own till Sunday since my parents are down south to be at my cousin's Graduation. ^_^ So yeah... LOUD MUSIC TIME!

So I'm sorry for my lack of time on here... I'm still upset for my mum and so on. And some other issues that I'd rather not go into... *sigh* I suppose I can mention what the other thing is... I recently been in contact with Graeme but I told him if he wants to be friends again, he is going to have to EARN my trust and friendship back. How he will do that? Well he just has to make it up to me for being horrible! If he does that, I'll consider being friends with him again...although the chances of him even TRYING to make things up to me are very doubtful so pretty much means we can't be friends. It's all up to him I suppose. I'm not going to kiss his ass like before. And if he isn't going to try for my sake, well I want nothing else to do with him. He said he cares about me, in a friends sense of course so I'd like him to prove that to me and show he isn't a complete ass all the time. I hope I'm doing the right thing. I'm not letting him or ANYONE for that matter walk all over me anymore. I'm going to stand up to anyone who treats me badly! I bet some of you will still think I'm being soft for even giving him this chance to owe it up to me... but honestly, he won't do it. I don't see him doing so, so don't worry about that!

Love you all so much.

~Sarah

Sarah x Riccardo Contest Entries ~ [link]

( Heres a little picture of Azusa! Isn't she lovely? )

]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Haunting Ground Quiz by Ari! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19297243/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19297243/ Wed, 09 Jul 2008 17:52:54 PDT !

1: Hi there! Who are you and why do you like Haunting Ground?

Ello! I'm Sarah! Widely known as Sarah Belli! I believe being a HUGE asset to the HG fan community would be enough to show I love it! What do I love about it? EVERYTHING! It's just Godly!

2: Okay; well who is you favorite character? and of course, Why?

Riccardo Riccardo Riccardo Riccardo Riccardo... why? I'm madly in love with him! He is just... *turns to pile of mush!* ^__^

3: To show your level of geekdom, do you own a Haunting Ground Original Character?

Well yes! Myself! I really do feel the Belli Family ARE my REAL family!

4: If so, what do they look like and what are their roles in the game?

They look like me but a bit slimmer! I'm not drool material in reality! I am Riccardo's lovely wife, and we have many kidlings! (I actually DREAM that it was true!)

5: What do you think when I say; "You may touch it..."

I think of Riccardo sitting with his pants down, showing his ding dong and giving me an alluring stare while saying that! ....what? You did ask!!

6: Do you kill Debilitas or let him live? If so do you visit him afterwards?

Depends what mood I'm in! lol! Nah, I save him cause' he's a big cutie and I believe he is partly innocent, thinking Fiona is a walking doll!

7: What is your favorite Hiding Spot?

Hmmm... I tend to hide behind doors to fuck the stalkers minds up! ^.^

8: Do you hide from the stalkers? Or Do you fight back and chase them when they run?

FIGHT! FIGHT! FIGHT!! Makes things SO much more interesting! And well if Fiona dies, she can just come back again, so all is well!! ^_^ Fiona: o__O I STILL HAVE TO FEEL THE PAIN!!!

9: Do you have a favorite song? Or favorite chase music?

Bonus Remix-Sly hunterï½Chicago-Awaza Mix! And Sly Hunter of course!

10: If you could've saved one character from death; who would it have been?

Riccardo!! ;___; I would kick Fiona over the Water Tower, see how she likes it... Â¬_Â¬; *glares at Fiona!* Fiona: o_o;; *steps backwards verrry slowly...*

11: Favorite Debilitas Line? of the few he has..

LOL! All of them are epic! I do like the one that sounds like he is saying, "I LOVE YOU!" Not sure what he is saying though!

12: Favorite Daniella Line?

"Miss?" Simple and sexy!

13: Favorite Riccardo Line?

All of them! __ I do love when he says, "Go to sleep" and "It's all over" in the gameplay... like they turn me to mush every time!

14: Favorite Fiona Line?

"Wait up, boy!" xD

15: Favorite Lorenzo Line?

"Is that you, over there!?"

16: Favorite Hewie Thought from Hard Mode?

Gah! Now you ask when I don't really remember too many! I do like, "Fiona and I are soulmates! ARF!" I think it's something like that! ^__^

17: Favorite Room?

Anywhere Riccardo is...

18: If offered the chance; would you live in Belli Castle?

Is Kirb... ]]> *Little-Midori ~~ Sex Talk! ~~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19249213/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19249213/ Mon, 07 Jul 2008 07:38:21 PDT

So yeah... lets just say I am having MAJOR sexual frustration at the moment. Hell no sex for like 3 years will do that to you! ^_^; And relying on a vibrating plastic dildolino is hard work! xD *cough* ahem! I'm lucky to know what I like in that department but still, try longing to be intimate with Riccardo! It sadly isn't going to happen. -_-;; And yes, there was Graeme but he never liked me THAT way... The closest I got with him was a kiss and a cuddle! Oh yes, because I am a big girl! I turned that erection upside down! xDD *cough!* Well I guess I did anyway......!!! xDD If she is reading this, she will know what I'm talking about!!

So yeah, I had a good cry this morning about being lonely, now I'm sexually frustrated. x_x What is a girl to do!? Concentrate on something else I suppose... or take it out on my drawing. I wish I felt sexy... do I really need to lose weight to feel sexy? I guess so. I can't stand my body at the moment. Believe it or not, I LOVE meat on someone! Just not on myself! xD Example = Saddler bulkyness! Another example = is no doubt one of the sexiest ladies around! I really think it's all to do with how confident she is about herself! I really admire her for that! If only I could be that confident!

I'm not picky at all though! I would never judge anyone for looks! My sis always teases me about that! "That must be true if you have the hots for Riccardo!!"

lol! She baaaad! Ricc is lovely! @_@ It was so funny when I mentioned to her that I had a RE4 crush! She guessed who it was right away!! xD She was like, "I knew it! He was uber wrinkly and totally your taste!" LOL! I love my sis loads!

So yeah... the closest I have been to a man or woman in such way was sleeping in the same bed as Graeme! That was it! Ahhh... guys just DON'T like me... I come off uninterested I suppose because of my shyness and how quiet I am in person. And well you know what guys are like, "omg she is fat! RUN!" -___- Not all of you of course, but the majority! Some of you guys are swell! Bearing in mind I DO like girls too... @_@ I'm new to that though. Never been with a girl like that properly... I dated Britt but we never got to meet. *misses Britt!* :3 KA HURRR!!!

I guess I need to stop whining and just be patient! It will come unexpectedly as they say... but I'm so fed up waiting! RAWRRR!!! Riccardo!! On the bed, NOW!!! >__<;;

Riccardo: ...o_o not in front of everyone, my dear.

*tackle rapes him!!*

Well I'm off to go eat cookies and maybe draw some in bed. Still feeling crappy from my fight earlier. Just glad me and my mum are oki again! I think I might draw Peach for :3 Since I recently found him again and added! Me and him go way back! I believe I was one of his first watchers back on my first account! And if you want a picture, let me know and maybe I'll move my lazy ass and get them done. ;3 I still have trades to do though!

Love you all so much! Marry me!! *Little-Midori ~ Contest Entries! ~ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19181358/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19181358/ Sun, 06 Jul 2008 23:57:17 PDT

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Other thing is, since they are VOB files, I have to convert them to work on Movie Maker! I only have a converter that converts up to around 3 minutes which isn't too good to be honest. If anyone knows any good converters, please let me know! It's hard to find a decent free one! They either have text on the converted videos, or will not covert the whole video! Argh! It annoys me! -_- Apart from that though, It's awesome!
Any advice would be grateful! ^^

So yeah! I'm going to go for a nap since I'm yawing every two seconds! See you's later!

Contest Entries For Sarah x Riccardo! ~ [link]

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]]> *Little-Midori Rant again sort of! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19150488/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19150488/ Tue, 01 Jul 2008 16:19:15 PDT because us two would no doubt make stuff 24/7 together!! Ahhh... -_- Feeling really crappy again today. My mum works late on Tuesdays and I missed her so much. I just like cuddled into her all night since I just feel lonely, you know? I'm so used to being on my own. I fancy drawing some stuff tonight, still delaying trades and so on just now but I promise to get back on track with them soon! Just need a little break. ^_^ I might draw myself as a RE 4 character since I pretty much love that game just now! Fave boss has to be Saddler in Seperate Ways... obvious reasons. You know, apart from that, I just need something in my life to keep me going! Something that excites me and motivates me to do stuff! A lot of the time, I am just sleeping because I'm bored. I don't always feel up to drawing so I think working on cosplay would be a good idea! I don't know... anyone have any ideas? ^_^;

I've been loving the whole idea from my last Deviant of Ricc, Corroder, Saddler and the Merchant fighting over me! Although in real life, the chances of that happening, are zilch! I mean who would fight over me!? x3 But that is the whole fun of fictional ideas and fantasies! I just can't imagine any of those men giving me the eye, all like... "ohhh baby. your place or mine?" Mainly because they wouldn't say stuff like that and because I'm far from a sexy beautiful lady with loads of talent and personality! Well I don't think I do at all... I'm really fond of yet I'm scared that I will frighten them off or something... I am a natural worrier, sad but true. The majority of men I start to go for either are taken or are not interested... *sigh* but anyway!! I wanted to draw maybe the guys fighting over a plush of myself! d'aww! x3 And also The Merchant selling Monopoly to Leon! x3 ( always has the funniest ideas!)

If anyone would like to see anything else, let me know! I feel like drawing for myself just now if that makes sense! *pout!*

I better get to bed before I start crying or something! Toodles, lufflies! :3

~Sarah .

[link] ~ Trades/Contest!

]]> *Little-Midori Sweet Sweet Cosplay! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19135947/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19135947/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 21:12:52 PDT
[link] ~ Trades/Contest!

~Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori *zombie noise* -_- http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19130503/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19130503/ Mon, 30 Jun 2008 15:26:09 PDT
Yes, lonely! You know how it feels if you are single. You have friends and family to be there for you but sometimes you just need a little more than that. Like someone to hold you and love you, making you feel safe. I think I need that in my life because of how fragile I am. Sadly, I don't see any takers rushing to my feet and well, I've learned my lesson recently that rushing love is no doubt the worse thing you can do. With the whole Graeme thing, it went so fast. He really made me think he loved me. Well you know, he said he loved me then became this cold insensitive moron! It was no doubt my fault, although I don't actually see what I did wrong... well not too much. I grew really fond of him, loved him... that grew into obsession and I was so desperate for him to return the feelings to me during this cold period he took on me. Because I wanted to be loved in return, I grew needy and annoying I guess! So thats pretty much what scared him off... most men HATE needy girls. But sometimes I can't help it. I'm lonely, full of fucked up mental health problems... It can be hard!

When he told me that he didn't love me, I said I would stop texting/e-mailing him so much. I tried my best and I thought I was doing pretty well! One slip of the tongue, he said I was being obsessive again... and said he was not even replying to me... which obviously hurt me deeply. So that was that! I WAS trying to change but he just wasn't even caring! He didn't care about me! Not even as friends! So he can fuck off out of my life for good! I've had it up to HERE!! *tries to smack the ceiling!!* I'm not the one who went on about how fat I was, how "fucked up" in the head I was, how I was doing fuck all, not really understanding my situation! URGH!! I'm sorry guys, I have to get this off my chest... -_-;; He made it out I had the problem when I think it was the other way round. He lectured me like a dad and trust me, I get lectured by my real dad, the prick that he is and I HATE IT! Like here is example:

Dad: Sarah, you should get out! Come work at the church with us! You can sell stuff for us!

Sarah: ... I dunno, dad. I'm not exactly the social type.

Dad: What are you on about!? You ARE social!!

Sarah: ...ummm no... o_O;; (I think he forgets about the depression, agraphobia, paranoia and all other sorts of shit! I AM NOT SOCIAL AND I HATE PEOPLE LIKE HIM WHO THINK THEY CAN TELL ME WHAT TO DO WHEN HE IS ONE OF THE MAIN REASONS WHY I'M DEPRESSED!!!) >___<;; *deep breath!* Sorry guys... x3

If you don't know, my dad used to drink all the time, beat up my mum, steal our money to gamble, cheated on my mum more than once... he was just NOT what you wanted your dad to be like. Then he went and left us like the day before my 16th birthday which pissed me off, then months later he tells us that he was cheating on my mum with her best friend! I mean, my mum LOVED him even after all the shit he did to her! She was so distraught, she tried to kill herself... and I was there on my own, not knowing what to do. Luckily we got my mum to the hospital but that whole thing haunts me till this day. People lecture me, especially my dad about forgetting the past. I have tried and I can't. Last time my dad contacted me was like the week before Fathers Day, obviously making sure we'd get him something. Me and Lisa ended up just posting him a card and a voucher, not really wanting to even go near him... Haven't heard from him since. Not even a thank you! He is the one who doesn't contact his kids for months on end! He doesn't even care about his grandson! He just makes me sick and I really hate the world for having people like him here and even more sickening is the fact I have the same blood as him... that he is my fucking dad! -_- So on that note, you can tell Graeme and my dad are really not in my good books!! xD

I wanted to rant this here because I know many of you are real friends, genuinely care and you know I didn't actually realize till recently how much of you cared about me... Thanks. I just found myself annoying...!! Thank you.

Right off to bed I suppose... Not much else I want to do. Maybe play sims 2 some but I don't even think THAT will change m... ]]> *Little-Midori W00T! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19101274/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19101274/ Sat, 28 Jun 2008 23:03:28 PDT

But I do have some art trades to work on! So oki, if you wish for anything, let me know! Although I'm taking a short break after all those! I hope thats understandable! lol!!

Trades

Art Trade with !

Art Trade with !

Art Trade with !

~~ If you wish to do a trade with me, let me know! ^_^ Also going to draw a cheer up gift for :3 *lovey dovey sigh!* ... >_>; ANYWAY!!

CONTEST!!! :3

Sarah x Riccardo Contest!

Oki rules are::

If you decide to take part, the subject is myself & Riccardo! ^_^ You can do whatever you please, Art, FanFic, whatever you fancy! There isn't really any limits! I'm all up for sexual stuff, cute stuff, humor stuff, the whole shebang! ^_^

Deeadline:: Oki so I don't do deadlines so take your time!

Prizes::

First Prize: Well for first prize I was thinking, whoever wins will be sent a parcel full of GOODIES from yours truly! Including drawings! Of course you have to be alright about giving out your postal address or else I can't do so! ^_^

Runner Ups! Get a drawing of their choice! :3

I hope that keeps people interested! xD

Enjoy and have fun whoever wishes to take part!

Apart from that, Graeme is now out of my life for GOOD! He is being a dick! ^.^ So yes, GOODBYE TO THAT BUMHOLE!! The side of my face is in alotta pain... I have an ulcer like at the back of my tongue at the bottom, it rubs against my back teeth and is ouchy... -_- Going to my sisters tonight! ^_^ YAY! I can annoy her with Resident Evil again and also can play Smash Bros Brawl since my sis bought it! x3 KIRBY FTW!! I best attempt to get some sleep... thinking about someone and the pain in my mouth is distracting me. Urgh. See you all on Monday! ^_^

~Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori I Am A Oddball! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19077835/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19077835/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 14:53:50 PDT What is wrong with me!? Why do I get drawn to the odd ones!? No offence, Riccardo!

Riccardo: none taken, my dear.

Urgh... surely I'm not the only one! ^_^; I will give an explination on why I like Ricc, Corroder, Merchant and Saddler!

Well with Riccardo, he is just my dream man... nuff said!

Corroder is more of a lustful thing, like, "wouldn't mind a bit of his acid!" type thing! lol! x3

The Merchant, I'm just really fond of him! He is just a total lovable character with his usual, "strangah'!" You just wanna squish him and say, "Ello Luv'!" lol! Well I do! x3

Saddler...urgh geez I really don't know! Just strangely attracted to him. I guess I admire his leadership and all that even though he is a complete bastard! I also had a dream last night I was kidnapped by him and he planted the plaga's into me, plotting for me to become his wife. o_O And the thing is, I found it strangely pleasant!

I guess that is what our fantasies are all about! Things that wouldn't actually happen! Different from reality! I mean, if Saddler injected plaga's into me in real life, I'd hate him for it, you know!? It's much different. The only fictional character I would TRULY want to be real is Riccardo...

Riccardo: How sweet of you, my darling. *smirks*

Gah, don't give me that talk!! *blush!* x3

Yeah so hopefully I'm not the only one with odd crushes. I mean I even find Nemisis kind of sexy! xD Not completely serious there!

I think lots of you will disown me now... x_x,

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori Riccardo is still being mad! xD http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19045191/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19045191/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 19:20:15 PDT
"Oh Riccie! I taste like sugar!"

At this point he walked out the door, ran back in, laughed and ran back out the door again! xD LMAO! And he always laughs near the cage now... I should never have mentioned the "cage fun!" o_O

*giggles!!* Another Ricc story! He is fictional yet I can tell stories about him as if he was real... it's so weird. I REALLY think he can hear me now! lol! I tried it on Daniella but she doesn't do anything I say, only Riccardo it would seem!

Oh yeah! I wanted to say a HUGE thanks to all of you who left adorable comments in my last journal! ^__^ I'll get replying soon and what not! Just relaxing and watching my lover run about! Fun!

Also finish off the requests soon! :3 Been busy today with my nephew staying! And I ordered a video capture/DVD recorder! Will want a wee shot of that when it arrives! Aimy, it's the dazzle one! x3 I hope I can get it working without throwing across the room!

Aw well! Speak with you all later!

~ Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori Question! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19030483/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/19030483/ Wed, 25 Jun 2008 00:13:33 PDT

The question is simple as a slice of cheese on your toast!

"What do you like about me?"

And what I mean by that is you know, what good qualities do I have, ect. You can say I'm dangerously hot too if you like! lol! Although I think I look like a hippo's arse...! A hungry hippo! (Geez you gotta like kinder chocolate to get that one!)

Ahh, got tags to do but they can wait... And about another billion things!! I'm taking a little chill from the colouring but get back to it soon when I'm feeling more awake. *sips milk* ahhh... gotta love that special moo juice!

... I just have to ask! Anyone up for a contest? Sarah x Ricc one of course! *cough!* I don't have much to give as prizes but I thought of a cool prize to give to the winner! x3 Thats if you all would like me to make a new contest! @_@ I was thinking perhaps I could make a parcel full of goodies to send through the post to the winner! ^_^ Full of doodles and what not! *giggles!* Runners up would no doubt get a drawing of their choice! Ahhh, I don't know... I'll see if anyone is interested in a new contest first. :3 I just can't get enough of Sarah x Ricc art!! I also love CONTESTS!

Over & out, me lovelies!

~Sarah .

]]> *Little-Midori YAY! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18940000/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18940000/ Tue, 24 Jun 2008 01:52:04 PDT Then I'll be colouring them and BAM! MANY UPLOADS!! xD

]]> *Little-Midori Riccardo is mad! O_O lol! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18902386/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18902386/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 22:42:55 PDT

Then I was ranting on and mention Ricc raping me.. (don't ask! I was tired and rant when I am!) and I said, "you can't rape the willing" and he laughed again! __ When was chatting to Andrew earlier he also did some spooky things... x_x I think I'm going insane! I think Ricc can actually hear me!! IT HAPPENS TOO MUCH TO BE A HUGE COINCIDENCE! *dead!* x___x;;

Trades/Requests! ~ [link]

Trades/Requests list is closed for now! I have a huge pile already!!

Sarah ~

]]> *Little-Midori Who Is Your Ideal Partner? http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18863539/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18863539/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 22:08:33 PDT

Well we all know if Riccardo was just to wander in, everything would be GREAT! Sadly that isn't going to happen but he will always be my dream man! ^_^ If I find someone like him, I'll die happy! xD

Well firstly I have strange loves! (no surprise there!) I'll tell you a few that I can think of! Well firstly lookwise, anyone who looked like Riccardo would be ideal!! But you know, I've never been fussy! *giggles!* But you know, shaved head, rough facial hair, gorgeous english accent... ___ *dead!* I also would prefer someone a bit older than me. Not really sure why, just attracted to older men it would seem! (RICCARDO!! <333!) I think I like that mature side to older men! I also enjoy the feeling of being protected! ^^ I guess thats what I liked about Graeme, he looked after me. *curses and swears, thinking about Graeme!!!* I also have quite a thing about men who have musical interest! Like Riccardo yes, if I met a male who had quite a thing for some good old classical music and what not, I'd probably squeel! I also love attention! (don't we all?) To be felt like I AM something... which half the time doesn't happen anyway.

So the lesson today is...

I think Riccardo is NEEDED!!! __

Trades/Requests ~ [link]
Trades/Requests list is closed for now! I have a huge pile already!!

]]> *Little-Midori Just A Question... http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18760353/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18760353/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 03:12:47 PDT I'm not proud of this, it's not something I want to be stuck in for the rest of my life but I have to build my confidence first before I can start my career again. I feel very ashamed and I don't blame you if you think I suck!! But I have many MANY issues with myself and I can't go outside without getting paranoid... So what was I thinking? You know, Graeme, right...? Do you all really think I deserve better than him? I'm actually getting over him believe it or not! And he sent me an e-mail that hurt my feelings a little. I think I mentioned my sex life to him... I said something like, "there is only 3 men I would have sex with. 2 are fictional and the other 1 doesn't even like me!"

"He said something like, "If you want to have sex you're going to have to go out! But you could always try the postman."

Urgh, it's so hurtful when he says such things. He doesn't understand HOW HARD it is for me to go out... *cries* I don't want anyone to be annoyed at him. Thats just Graeme for you! But I'm starting to feel glad I'm getting over him... I don't know anyone who would date me otherwise though. Like I said, I have many issues... -_-, Um, thanks for listening everyone!

My Tegaki Page! ~[link]

Requests/Trades ~ [link]

My Stock Account ~

Sarah x Riccardo Fan listing! ~ [link] (I need to update this big time!)

My LiveJournal! ~ [link]

My Hentai Foundry Page! ~ [link]

~ Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori Art Requests! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18508628/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18508628/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 19:03:45 PDT

For now, I'll write down all the requests n such that I remember! Please inform me if I have forgotten any!

Shak & Wesker in bloody STARS uniforms!

Shak x Wesker: Knife to Shak's throat.

Shak x Wesker contest entry!!

Adina x Jizabel: Having Dinner as Cain annoys them!

Adina x Jizabel: Bloody!

with our men! ^^

Ulquiorra!

Herself and Vash! ^^

Herself and Acheron!

http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18504374/ Mon, 26 May 2008 02:40:30 PDT I think he'd look like an average bald guy to me! lol! I'm planning to draw up some new unlocked outfit ideas for Haunting Ground & Clock Tower 3! ^_^ If anyone has a request from an outfit they'd like to see any of the characters in, let me know!

Been busy as usual, lack of money too. It sucks... but thats life, eh? I also might get down to writing my Corroder dream down for those who were interested... also very interested in writing some new Sarah x Riccardo work. YAY! And I can't stop drawing Jemima... @_@;;

I'll tell you all about my Corroder dream here. Just a tad! I believe I was out with the family, having a nice lunch together, BAM! Corroder bashes into the place, laughing like the loon he is! Why he barged into a public place like that, I have no idea! He did the usual, spraying random people, telling them to burn and what not! Then I caught his eye and his reply was, "ahhhhh..." xD

Something about me of all people caught his eye and he reached out, grabbing me, forcing me into almost a headlock! My family and everyone else were all like, OH NO!! And Corroder was still laughing, "I'll be taking this pretty young wench along with me!" then he teleported. We ended up back into one of the rooms that are in Corroder's scenario. It has a bunk bed, it's like in the sewer area? xD He then began ranting on to me that this was now my new home and I would belong to him forever! Of course, I refused, wishing to go home. I already knew who Corroder was I believe since I did know what he was like, eventually giving in. He left saying he has some business to attend to and locked me in the room. Hours went by and I fell asleep on the bottom bunk. He came back and began to take off his equipment and undress... then it was that laugh again! His arms gripping me and throwing me against the table, pinning me down and undressing... x_x;; Now to me, that is very KINKY and I don't think I'll finish the rest! *droooool!* xD Violence and sex =

So yeah... ^_^;; Riccardo is fuming in the corner now. xD

Riccardo: AM NOT!! >_<;;;

]]> *Little-Midori ^.^ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18048592/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/18048592/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 04:18:39 PDT Random Girlie News!

Going to dye my hair... :3 YAY!

What colour, is a secret for now! ;3 But I am going to bleach it ALL too! *snigger!* Blonde Sarah!? o_O I need to take a pic of that for the scary memories! lol! Also going to get some thick lens glasses since I have to get some new ones and hey, I could do with nice ones. ^_^ WOO WOO! I'm gonna look different... but no pictures of me until my hair is done which could be a while since I ordered the dyes far from Europe. xDDD *run!*

~Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori Thank you!!! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/17728365/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/17728365/ Mon, 07 Apr 2008 08:53:23 PDT for the beautiful picture to celebrate my return!! It has myself, Cherry and loads of my close female friends here on DA! Thank you so much, darling!! I am putting it as my YouTube background!! x3

~ Please have a look!! [link]

Also just found out that dear drew a party related picture for me! Thank you so much, Jen!! I love it! You really are improving with your work!!

~ Go have a look! NOW! [link]

Thank you pics on the way for you girls!

]]> *Little-Midori An Idea!! :D http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/17555353/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/17555353/ Fri, 28 Mar 2008 10:36:57 PDT
My darling friend, mentioned that we should have a party for my return... >:3 Well why don't we all have a go at drawing us celebrating my return to DA! I am going to do so myself and anyone else who is interested, that would be great! Heres for a new start! (again! lol!) Love you all loads! I'm off to go hug my little Nephew! ^.^

Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori wOOsh! http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/17534727/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/17534727/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 01:07:18 PDT

It's been a while, but going to try and get my butt back on here!! I still have requests to finish! @_@, *cry!* Things have been hectic for me lets just say. But lets get back on the road shall we?

My Sarah x Riccardo love!!! It still lives on so ha! It always will. *smiles* I feel so bad for well... making it die down! *will have to go make some HG piccies!* I'll upload what I have for now and get down into drawing again! ^_^ Lots of love everyone!! !

]]> *Little-Midori :) http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/16323351/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/16323351/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 23:04:54 PST
Lack of sleep, excited about seeing Graeme today I suppose!
Meeting him for dinner and drinks so shall be good! Will get some drawings done tomorrow after tonight. Feel like being a bit more creative. Still not sure what I've to draw for everyone again, will have a look for the list I wrote down a while back! *Watches old Superman cartoon* Ohhh big monkey!!

I'm going to take pictures of me and Graeme today, so I'll let you guys decide if I put them up or not! For now, I'm going to watch some more crappy TV or play some Guitar Hero III.

Sarah

]]> *Little-Midori First Journal! :3 http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/16233195/ http://Little-Midori.deviantart.com/journal/16233195/ Thu, 03 Jan 2008 00:25:33 PST WOO WOO!

Fresh start... yet again! If you don't know I have been & in the past! Just tired and felt another fresh start on Deviant Art was needed. Mainly because my interests have changed and so on. No, I still fucking LOVE Haunting Ground! I still LOVE Riccardo! BUT, I have more going on in my life than I have ever had. New boyfriend, newborn nephew and so on! ^_^

Oki so firstly, to my closest friends such as , , , & ... All the requests and such I owe you, will you leave me a list? I still want to get them done... but I was stupid enough when I was "in the moment" not to write down what I had to do. You guys are MOST important...

Well not sure if I will be on as much as I usually am BUT I probably will be on now that the holiday season is pretty much over!

Thank you!

Sarah x

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