http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Little-Sorceress&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Little-Sorceress en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 06 Dec 2009 07:50:49 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Little-Sorceress.deviantart.com/journal/27556855/ http://Little-Sorceress.deviantart.com/journal/27556855/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 11:10:36 PDT With my back against the door I slowly sank down to the ground and cried.
Every time, every time again I needed to be confronted with the fact he totaly didn't saw me.
But today was diffrent.
I was andry.
Very angry, with my father, with the girls from my class, whit HIM...
But the person I was most angry with, was myself.
Angry about how childish I was, about my stupid looks, about how I hated my hair and clothes, I hated how ugly I've became. And I hated myself because my father hated me.

I went crasy whit al the emotions in my head, crasy from the pain in my heart that pressed against my body and what I could not deny.
The pain that I could not touch or remove to a part negative engery outside my body.
I had to get rid of it. I had to contole it.
The first thing that came in to my mind what a knive. But what would I do with it?
I stood up and walked shaky trough my room. My sight foggy with tears.
I leaned againt my desk wich made it bend over and because of that my mirror felt on the floor. It shattered completedly against the floor so I dropped myself to my knees and went to remove the splinters.

Stupid as I was I cut myself in my forevinger with a sharp piece of glass. Astonished by the drop of blood on my finger I smiled.
The burden from my shoulders released it self trough my arm and finger and droped in the liquid form of blood to the floor.
Fascinated I looked to my face in the tiny piece of mirror and without any more thoughts or human scence I cutted myself in my arm.
I smiled and repeated it.
It didn't hurt, it felt great. I had controle about the pain I felt. This was my own choise, it was mine. Nobody could take this away from me, as they had took everything else.
Five minutes later, my hand trembling, I dropped the piece of mirror who broke in two.

]]> ~Little-Sorceress http://Little-Sorceress.deviantart.com/journal/16922577/ http://Little-Sorceress.deviantart.com/journal/16922577/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 00:49:22 PST Whut? You dunno?!
My problem, ofcourse... (About the boy with a girlfriend and the other boy I dind't know I liked him...)
Ah, you know again?! Great!
Hmm, well; ofcourse you wanna know how I figured it out.
Hmm, you don't wanna know?
Well okay then I will tell you later :3

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I'm in love you know... But he is 21... And I'm well, I'm actually 15. Not that's the big problem, it's a problem he has a girlfriend for 3 years now O__o.
And yeah, there is another boy... Who is a 19 years old, no problem; but Am I in love with him? I dunno!~

And ofcourse there is the annoying ex-boyfriend. He've dumped me some 3 months ago, and now he wants me back; but I don't! Hello. I'm not that stupid. _o_

RAWR

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