http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/18697353/ Fri, 06 Jun 2008 12:50:25 PDT
- Catharina

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/15160024/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/15160024/ Sun, 21 Oct 2007 14:44:32 PDT It's been awhile and I know that seems to happen alot, but school and work takes up most of my sparetime. Lately I've been into some huge assignments, and one of them is still going and should be done by the end of this week.. So much stress, but you just got to hang in there and give it your best. Even though I've been photographing more than ever lately, I rarely consider my pictures "qualified" for my DA gallery. It's really strange, 'cause I feel I'm getting better at what I do with every shot.

I've still managed to upload some pictures. One from the summer, and two from last week:



Hope you like them. Comments are appreciated!

- Catharina

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/13819476/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/13819476/ Sat, 21 Jul 2007 10:28:17 PDT It's been awhile, but I'm officially back!

I've updated my hardware with a brand new Canon EOS 400D that I got for my 18th birthday, and I'm generally more motivated to work with art than I've been in a long time. These days I'm enjoying my summer vacation with my boyfriend, and we spend most of our days in front of the computer or outside in the woods. I also survived Roskilde'07, and will soon be heading off to Seljord.

And so I've also updated my gallery with some new work, and some new revision of older pictures. Comments and advice will be greatly appreciated! Here are some previews:





I hope everyone's OK! And thanks in advance.

- Catharina

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/11742932/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/11742932/ Fri, 09 Feb 2007 03:29:42 PST Coming Of Ages





Fullview is recommended!
Feel free to comment or .

- Catharina

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/10864175/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/10864175/ Mon, 27 Nov 2006 04:35:15 PST Some of the top favourites from my gallery has become available as prints!
All of them are 20x25cm prints, but I have new pictures waiting for submission at home and these will have a higher resolution.

Still don't know what to do with the frames and the signature.
Any ideas please?
It has to be "fit for sale".

- Catharina

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/10441118/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/10441118/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 03:10:59 PDT I'm still very busy, so I haven't had the time to post new pictures yet.
These days I'm working with a cover and a logo for my band, and two giant assignments at school. Next week I'll be busy every day with practice, school, and work. I started taking lessons in bassplaying yesterday, so that's going to take up a lot of my time as well.

I hope that you're doing well!
I'm keeping up with the new deviations, but I haven't got the time to comment,
so I want you to know, especially those I watch, that I think your art is improving.

Keep up the good work.

- Catharina

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/9803884/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/9803884/ Mon, 21 Aug 2006 12:14:51 PDT Mood: Stressed
Listening to: Röyksopp - In Space

<sub>Oh Dear.
I got A LOT of catching up to do.

*R E S T A R T*

My plan is to start to submit prints from now on,
and overall just become more active in here (in general).
Vacation was great, but now it's over.

I'll be busy all of tomorrow, but I'll probably start submitting later this week.
I'm having some problems with the new signature I've made, and as a result
of this problem all my new pictures have been saved without any signature at all,
delaying the submission.
Hopefully it'll be ready and as flexible as I want it soon after
I've done the last adjustments.

- Catharina</sub>

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/9467020/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/9467020/ Sun, 23 Jul 2006 10:51:25 PDT Mood: Summerish
Listening to: Eco - Changes
Reading: One Flew Over The Cuckoo's Nest


<sub>Hello everyone!

As you may have figured out by now I've taken an artistic break, at least when it comes to submitting things here.
I have many new pictures ready for submisson, but I haven't found the time or the will to upload them.
Things are OK with me. I'm enjoying the summer as much as I possibly can, and tomorrow I'm leaving for Spain with my family to visit my aunt and uncle once again.
The annual trip to Spain has always been the big event of the summer, and every year I look even more forward to leaving this place for the joy found in white beaches, oceanwater, late nights, and low prices.

Last year I came home with a lot of great pictures, so of course I'm bringing my camera this year as well.
I think the theme though will be different this year. Last year I was more focused on different architectual styles, this time I will probably aim higher than for the buildings.

I'll be gone for almost 4 weeks and during that time I will probably not be online,
but I'll come by some days to check out new deviations and such.

I hope you're all enjoying your vacations!
Until next time.

- Catharina</sub>

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/9211376/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/9211376/ Wed, 28 Jun 2006 14:21:58 PDT Mood: Satisfied
Listening to: Massive Attack - False Flags

<sub>When it comes to photography at the time I find myself becoming more and more fascinated by skyscapes. We've had a lot of rain here in Norway lately leaving me with some wonderful clouds to capture, so here's my latest photos for all you cloudlovers to enjoy.

"Industrial Silence"



"The Descent



"Nightly Disease"



"Toxicity"



"Infernal"



"Blank Point"

All comments and s are appreciated!


Catharina</sub>

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/9124654/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/9124654/ Tue, 20 Jun 2006 09:37:31 PDT Mood: Empty
Listening to: Röyksopp - Eple
Watching: Chocolat

<sub>Everything is on hold for a little while.
The next days will be spent making a scrapbook, I think.
Someone came up with the idea of making one with pictures of my birthday in it,
and it sounded like a good idea. Unfortunately we haven't got any photopaper left so
I think I'll have to print the pictures on regular paper and just make the best out of it until later.

Or I might just buy some photopaper, tomorrow.

- Catharina</sub>

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8976706/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8976706/ Sun, 11 Jun 2006 23:54:55 PDT 0 days left until my 17th birthday!

Mood: Partyish!

<sub>!COUNTDOWN!
0 days left until my 17th birthday,
which means I'm 17 today!!



Still.. I'm continuing countdown:
Only 6 days 'til my birtdayparty!!</sub>

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8909017/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8909017/ Wed, 31 May 2006 05:32:20 PDT 12 days left until my 17th birthday!

Mood: Creative
Listening to: Rob Zombie ft. Ozzy Osbourne - Iron Head

I'm following up my last submissions with another sky series!

Enjoy!

"Different Times Ahead"




All comments and s are appreciated!


Catharina

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8719819/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8719819/ Mon, 15 May 2006 02:44:49 PDT Mood: Loved
Listening to: Röyksopp - Only This Moment

I have a new load of pictures to show you!

"Lost Times Still Linger"





All comments and s are appreciated!


Catharina

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8709181/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8709181/ Mon, 08 May 2006 10:30:45 PDT Mood: Uncomfortable
Listening to: Nine Inch Nails - Right Where It Belongs
Reading: Lunar Park [at least I'm trying]

<sub>After I got my subscription I've been trying to modify my page and my journal,
but it seems it's like one of those tasks I just can't get satisfied with or even done with..
I'm quite pleased with my ShoutBoard though, but I don't know about the poll.
I want a logo in the journal itself as well, and I want to post small thumbs of pictures I like etc.. but I have no clue how to do it. I know some basic HTML, but I haven't got the slightest idea how to use it for this purpose.

Is there a kind subscriber out there that could take some time to help me out?
It would've been appreciated greatly 'cause I feel like the biggest n00b ever right now.

Life, on the other hand, is going on as always.
My mother and the rest of the family is spending their days planning my mother's upcoming wedding in January 2007. She's been engaged for almost two years now, so I couldn't be happier knowing she finally decided to get married. I'm stressing my days away at school and work, and sometimes it just doesn't seem to be an ending to anything. Luckily I've been having the best time ever with my boyfriend lately. We've been together for almost 9 months now, and it isn't ever getting dull or cold between us. He's the best thing that has ever happened to me, and every weekend with him is just pure bliss.. And now summer is coming up, making it all even better. On the artistic side I've got many projects going, but almost all of the pictures need some post-processing before I submit them. I'll let you know when they are ready.

That would be it really, I hope you all are enjoying the upcoming summer!

Catharina</sub>

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8636419/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8636419/ Sun, 30 Apr 2006 23:37:08 PDT Listening to: Muse - Unintended

_{I finally got myself a subscription, thanks to my beloved ~FrostWinds..}



]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8579065/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8579065/ Tue, 25 Apr 2006 08:22:34 PDT I've been tagged!

6 strange things/habits Catharina has:

1. Sometimes I find myself looking at mirrors for a long time without really knowing what I'm looking at, or for.
2. I have to sort of build a "wall" of pillows around me before I'm able to sleep.
3. When in a conversation I often forget what the topic is, even if the other person is still talking.
4. My skin automatically starts to itch when I'm in uncomfortable situations.
5. I have a birthmark at the exact same spot as my 6 year younger brother.
6. I'm afraid of handicapped people..

I tag: ~PoisonGirl89 ~FrostWinds *joejoesmoe
~yellowdragonfly *Mejenta ~Jimbob-walton
~Eldeen ~julicka ~duister
~togol ~Tasmine ~zaya ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8369692/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8369692/ Wed, 05 Apr 2006 01:54:24 PDT I was a boat
without wind..
You were the wind..
Was it this way I was headed?
But who asks direction
with such a wind.. ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8138517/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8138517/ Sun, 12 Mar 2006 10:47:36 PST Insomniac

Part I:[link]

Part II:[link]


When Time Stood Still

[link]

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8117485/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8117485/ Fri, 10 Mar 2006 00:33:36 PST Last night I was on my way to bed (actually) when I figured I wanted to take some new pictures. I mostly take my portraits with a blitz and macros without the blitz, and get satisfied with the outcome, but this time I wanted to try something new. I've had my camera for almost a year now but I've only been looking at the advanced functions, leaving the most simple ones unseen until yesterday. Seriously.
I took some really surprising macro shots WITH blitz(but they will not be posted here) and turned OFF the blitz when I took the other pictures. The only source of light I used was a regular desklight, but the images turned out surprisingly well! It was really fun to see what effect the combination of brightness and darkness on my face did.

So.. What I have to do before submitting them is to download them to my PC and to a little bit of editing. I assume they will be ready for submission tomorrow or sunday.

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8042584/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/8042584/ Wed, 01 Mar 2006 23:29:21 PST I submitted a lot of new pictures yesterday!
So check them out!

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7912544/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7912544/ Thu, 16 Feb 2006 05:10:50 PST

_{I've joined this club.
It's a newly founded photo club
for anyone with less than 100 watchers..
They can submit work there
to get some extra exposure that way.}


]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7890301/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7890301/ Tue, 14 Feb 2006 03:01:05 PST It's Valentines Day today!
And..
I'm NOT single this year!
Soo..
I woke up to a "Happy Valentines Day my love!"
And..
I'm really happy and in love..
Still..

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7828059/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7828059/ Tue, 07 Feb 2006 12:10:34 PST Sometimes I wish..
I don't know really..
I wish I could get better at so many things..
Like life, or love.
Even art, or school.
But I'm working on it..
Will you be there?

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7777120/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7777120/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 02:22:07 PST I've been ill, busy, gone, and occupied for quite some time now. The trip to Poland was great, apart from the fact that most of the food was crap and that I had a hard time getting used to constantly being social. When I came home I got ill, and I still am. Even though I'm going to Oslo today to meet with the lady I told you about in my last entry.

Lack of sleep is wearing me out. For the last two days I've slept no more than 3 hours altogether and it's not working very well at all.. I have no problem with being awake but I feel dizzy and confused, so I hope I can get some sleep tonight to catch up.

Submissions, you say? Well.. I'm sorry.. I haven't got to submit anything in a months time either, and I feel a bit dissappointed over myself for that. I have some pictures ready for the gallery and they're all nature pictures shot in either Aurskog/Norway or in Poland. A LOT of snow, and a spoonful of sunshine! I might even make a new ID for myself since the one I have is getting a bit old. Not that I've changed so much, I'm just in for a change.

And ~FrostWinds and me has past our 5th month anniversary!
Still going strong! Still in love!

Until next time..

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7571513/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7571513/ Wed, 11 Jan 2006 07:31:20 PST I've made contact with an actress/director from Poland who wants me to take/edit pictures for a play she's gonna have in April. Her name is Joanna Magierecka and the play is "Alice In Wonderland" with a dark, mysterious, and maybe scary twist to it. There is included elements from "Dracula" and "Madame De Sade" also, so I think the whole thing can become quite interesting and exciting! I'm going to meet her next week to get some more information and to exchange ideas regarding the pictures. What I've heard so far is that my pictures will be projected onto 3 large backgrounds covered with strawberrynets. For inspiration I've received the manuscript, and I'll start reading it more closely after the meeting.

I'm really looking forward to this! In the end the work I do will be evaluated by the lady herself, and by the person who's going to evaluate the play. And my contribution will be put as a nice note on my CV.



Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7550994/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7550994/ Mon, 09 Jan 2006 05:25:22 PST No energy whatsoever, and I can't tell where I'm headed.
I got support, I AM support, and.. I'm trying to be creative regarding ways to distract myself.
Lately Martin has been trying out his new camera too. A Pentax Optio 60. Maybe in a future not too far away he will start uploading photos to his account..



I have to make a collage before friday, and go to work tomorrow.
My plans beside that is nothing but sleeping and trying to relax a bit.
My sleep has been rather poor lately.

So.. Are you guys still followers, or what?

Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7486771/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7486771/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 08:24:09 PST Martin's/~FrostWinds father died last night, and all I can do is put my arms around him and tell him that we will still live on in each others company even though he's somewhere else. It hurts, but I'll stay strong for him and hope that my love can heal some of the pains he has ahead of him..



R.I.P Kai Sletner ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7420412/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7420412/ Mon, 26 Dec 2005 07:01:25 PST ..to everything..

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7350744/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7350744/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 01:21:23 PST [link]

It's the very first time in my life that happens!
I'm SO grateful! Thanks to *likeNEON!



And btw! Christmas photoshoot today + work on 3 christmas letter and a commercial I'm writing!
Wish me luck please!

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7306249/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7306249/ Wed, 14 Dec 2005 03:33:57 PST These are the new submissions I have!
I shot the macros last sunday, and the other one is an old picture from March this year.
Comments and advice is appreciated on all pictures!

Enjoy!

Old Re-newed Picture:

Dishonesty Suits You
[link]

Eye Macros:

Eye Paranoid
[link]

Eye Disappointment
[link]

Eye Fright
[link]

Eye Tired
[link] ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7261183/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7261183/ Fri, 09 Dec 2005 01:50:43 PST ~FrostWinds is coming over to stay over the weekend today, and we have planned a photoshoot!
Some of the photos will be used for a commercial I'm making, but some of the other ones will be edited and submitted into my gallery..

Christmas is coming up! And so is the snow, finally!
It has been raining here for many days and since my camera doesn't like the rain I've been unable to take pictures outside, but now it's REAL snow everywhere and that'll put my camera to good use!

I'm really looking forward to it, and I think it'll be great!
So keep your eyes open for new submissions around sunday or monday!

Have a nice weekend everyone!

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7225541/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7225541/ Mon, 05 Dec 2005 01:46:12 PST Yes, I've got some new pictures to submit! Finally!
At least it's a start!



So check in on me later on today and I will have the links and the images ready! ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7182308/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7182308/ Fri, 02 Dec 2005 02:27:41 PST "..My body, my mind, my soul, and my life..
So far, so near, so hard, so clear..
My body, my mind, my soul, and my life..
Too far to go, too high, too low.."

Frustrated.. Tired..
I want to be creative, but I haven't got any time..

Thanks to:

for being very supportive to my art over the past month(s)
It's very appreciated!

I'll be back with something to show you as soon as I manage.
'Til then, read this great poem and please comment on it!

Oh Ice Queen:
[link]

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7026057/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/7026057/ Sat, 12 Nov 2005 10:15:15 PST No sheets on their bed
but lovers lie
No peace of mind
As safe as the blank point
before she pulls off
and disappears in her head
He stands the silence
speaks no words
His eyes rolls backwards
and crosses the room
into her soul
He cannot see
She grips his neck
and pulls him close
so he can be
As gone as her
As madly angered
with the one true world
the one true life
it craves her sense
so she turns him around
'til she's perfect again
In a sheet without bed
he twitches in pain
how come the blindness
the drown in self-pity
Every day just the same
and you pushed it on her
A longer way to fall
when relief comes setting in
So what gives will take
when the blast goes off
and the boy without sheets
will be be lost in his thoughts.

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6925158/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6925158/ Tue, 01 Nov 2005 11:17:20 PST The world is just too grey these days, and the rain just won't stop falling.
A good thing is that my creativity is on top, and that it cheers me up to photograph and edit pictures.

All of these images are shot in my own garden, and all of them are greyscaled.
No further editing done!
All of these submissions have a kind of apocalyptic feel to them.
I hope you can take the time to comment and maybe if they prove to be of interest and liking to you..



Web Of Changes:
[link]

Twitch Of Thorns:
[link]

Deeply Weathered Part II:
[link]

Deeply Weathered Part II:
[link]

Drips:
[link]

For Those Rainy Days:
[link] ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6864232/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6864232/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 12:59:29 PDT I must say that fullview is highly recommended on all of them!
The framework and the signature is brand new..

Seasonal Burial
Part I:[link]
Part II:[link]
Part III:[link]

Will Enlighten A Dark Night
[link]

The October Charm
Part I:[link]
Part II:[link]

Comments and constructive critique is very wanted on these!

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6861621/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6861621/ Tue, 25 Oct 2005 06:20:41 PDT I've been quite active with my camera lately, but not in a very professional way.
I've been experimenting with lighting/shadowing, posing, and angles, so I'm very glad that ~FrostWinds has contributed with his help!
But still, those pictures can not be featured here..



It started to snow here in Norway 2 days ago, so I've started some new projects.
I went out earlier today and shot some, by my opinion, quite beautiful macro pictures with snow in them.
Some of the pictures will be slightly edited before I submit them, but I have also planned to manipulate some of them in a conspicuous manner to create something alike the "Spirit Of Winter" picture, just with more textures etc..
It'll take some time, so I'll get back to those later..

Stay tuned for winter imagery!

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6815061/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6815061/ Thu, 20 Oct 2005 01:15:39 PDT It's Kim's birthday today.
Too bad he's not alive to celebrate it..
He would've been 22 today..

R.I.P

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6797905/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6797905/ Tue, 18 Oct 2005 04:29:13 PDT
Things happen all the time.
People change, times change, seasons change.
And I'm getting tired.

In this one line you got all the things I want to do.
In this other line you got the things I actually do.
In the third line you got what I'm thinking of every day.
And in many other lines spread around everywhere there's responsibility, wishes, love, fright, and school.
All the lines stretch themselves into different directions,
and some of them can't be combined in any manner.

I think I'm falling behind with everything at times,
but I seem to handle everything quite well even though.
I'm being patient and tolerant, I'm being a good listener,
and I'm being helpful.

But today, I'm just nervous.
AND, I've posted "The Ghost Of You" over again..

Comment on it please.. ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6726971/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6726971/ Mon, 10 Oct 2005 04:40:41 PDT FrostWinds..

I am very pleased with the outcome, so I'd be very happy if you could take your time to look and comment..

Eye Doubt

Eye Shock

I See The World In Grey

Thank you!

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6676025/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6676025/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 08:11:04 PDT So, now is the time for some new submissions again!

I went with my mother and a couple of friends to Copenhagen, and of course I had my camera with me!
So when we walked around there, I was sure to bring it with me!

Copenhagen Pictures:

A House For Every Color
[link]

The Everyday Street
[link]

The Spiritual Corner
[link]

Look To The Sky For Insight
[link]

Not Yet The Original Love Story
[link]


Photo Debute:
The very first succesfull photo I shot in my hometown, February '05..
Was put up where my stepfather lives and given a lot of compliments!

Before They Flew
[link] ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6631546/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6631546/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 05:57:47 PDT I've run dry on energy..



I uploaded "Surrendering To Autumn" today, besides that I have been sitting in front of this computer all day thinking about nicknames, communications, my beloved boyfriend, reading, and sleep.. ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6577867/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6577867/ Thu, 22 Sep 2005 23:57:16 PDT
Yesterday I ran around with the Canon EOS 350D at school, since it's not entirely my camera I watched over it as much as I could, and I was the only one to use it.
My mother would've been so proud..
But on my way home, after being a good girl to my all time favourite camera all day,
an angry old man on the bus lifted up my backpack and dropped it, with the EOS in it in, straight into the floor.
It went BOOM! Really hard..
I said politely: "I'm sorry, but you could've asked me remove the backpack myself, I got all this luggage with me you see, and I didn't have enough space for it, so had to put the backpack in this seat.."
"You should've fucking know to remove it yourself!!" the man shouted..
People all around us was smiling..
I wanted to scream and yell and cry, and he just sat down next to me and didn't mind the backpack at all..
He almost refused to move when I had to get off the bus..

I cried. I cried when I got off the bus, I cried on my way to my grandmother.
I cried, but I didn't dare to look at the camera..

When my grandmother opened the door I just sat down on the couch as fast as I could and opened the backpack.
I grabbed the photobag inside and opened it carefully while taking the camera out.
The lense was smashed.. The glass was intact, but the whole thing was smashed into a diagonal angle, and when I tried to turn the zoom and the focus, it would not turn.

So granny called my mom, and she got quite angry.
She's calling the bus company today, because that is indeed one expensive camera,
and one expensive lense..

I'm going away today. I think it'll do me good.
This has been a shit week and I want out of this shithole..

He'll save me..

]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6553677/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6553677/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 10:22:41 PDT Some autumn themed, others not..
If you like me to I will upload links to all the new pictures, like I did before..
Let me know..
(I probably will anyway, when I get off work today)



So I'm tired, and my blood pressure has been kind of low lately..
But life in itself is pretty great! My parents have just bought themselves a new 42" Plasma Screen TV, and PS2 Singstar!



I'm going away this weekend again to visit Martin and take those pictures I didn't manage to take last weekend because my camera was out of power.. Do-oh..



So what's the real news??
Well.. I'm doing a commercial!!
A commercial at school really, for something cinema related..
That means that I will be running around with the EOS 350D again!!



I have a thousand ideas, and I've already fixed appointments with two "models"..
Haha.. They are two handsome guys I happen to know..
Arman some of you already know from the "Detector" picture, but Truls, he is a new one..

So wait up, it will probably be uploaded here when it's finished..
Probably within the two next weeks..

Have a great day!

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6508459/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6508459/ Thu, 15 Sep 2005 02:16:59 PDT What am I to do?
Someone is really unhappy..
Put myself on the knife..
It seems I never got through to you,
so I'll wear myself out slowly..

I believe, I believe, I believe..
Everything's out to see..
I believe, I believe, I believe..
I believe it's the way it should be..
I hope you feel the same..

Everyone is dying..
Stop crying now, here comes the sun..
I don't mean to hurt you..
It takes time to see what I've done..
So I'll wear myself out slowly

And now is seems that
we are no longer apart..
And I hope I see the good in you..

Come back again,
I believe in you..

/[Blur - Sweet Song] bit edited../

<sub>I'm OK..
Still with ~FrostWinds, and things are going better..
School is great! Funny, exciting, interesting.. It's perfect!
The only thing is that I still have my concentration issue going, but I think I'm doing quite well if you overlook that!

When it comes to my pictures, I've just been too busy.
I will try to shoot some this weekend, and probably the next.
I'm going away for these two weekends, so it'll probably be neat..
Meanwhile, take a look at the last ones. Little Spetacle v.2 and Girl Intimacy, are the two newest images, and I'm very pleased with the outcome.. So please, take a look and comment! Thanks!

It's the KoRn concert tonight!! I can't wait!!
I'm going home at about 4 pm to get dressed, and then my mum will drive me and two friends to Oslo to see them!

DAMN!

This week has been great! I hope your week has been great too!

- Catharina</sub> ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6456063/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6456063/ Fri, 09 Sep 2005 03:49:29 PDT

Maria came over to my house yesterday to be my model, so we shot some pics down in my basement..
The other pics are mostly places I've shot on my way home from school, except for the yellow flower in "Flower Power"

Feel free to comment on any piece, it's very appreciated..

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6428945/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6428945/ Tue, 06 Sep 2005 04:34:16 PDT
Hope you like though..
Give me some feedback when you've seen them.. ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6368857/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6368857/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 12:24:09 PDT

<sub>[link]
All I Wanted To Say

[link]
Billy Got Trouble

[link]
Gothdolls

[link]
Urban Youth part I

[link]
Urban Youth part II

[link]
Little Cachorro

[link]
Martin <3



Scraps:

[link]
Glare You To Sleep

[link]
Martin 2

[link]
Martin 3</sub> ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6366249/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6366249/ Tue, 30 Aug 2005 05:28:47 PDT There will be a few new submissions today!
But I haven't got the opportunity to upload the images now, so I will have to do it when I get home..

Stay tuned? ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6350618/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6350618/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 12:14:06 PDT I don't recall being so happy in about a year!!
OMG.. It was great yesterday, absolutely great! And now, me and ~FrostWinds are officially a couple!

*sigh*

I have SOOO much energy! And SOOO much new music to run through, and even more time to kill..

There will be a new pic of him uploaded soon:!:

And BTW, it's his 18th birthday today!!

"I just don't know what to do with myself!" ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6339158/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6339158/ Sat, 27 Aug 2005 01:48:14 PDT I've slept for the past 12 hours. So I'm not tired at all today.. For the better I think, cause it's today I'm going to see Martin.

There will be photos taken..

And what more..

Well.. A very special friend of mine's father has gotten lung cancer..
I met him in the end of June if I'm not mistaken, and then his father was hospitalized already.
I don't know when they diagnosed him, but I understood something was wrong 'cause his son pulled away from me.
I got the message a week ago.

"Sometimes you're sorry, sometimes you're sorry for being sorry.
Sometimes you're sorry because you can't help,
and the worst times you're sorry because you're helpless.."



Time to go soon. I think.
I have to do my hair first.
*sigh* ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6320982/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6320982/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 01:22:43 PDT

School is wearing me out, but I'm having a great time!
I have to get up at 5.30 AM and leave home at 6.25 AM. The bus leaves at 6.50 AM, and school starts at 8.00 AM.. It's stressful alright, but I've gotten there in time every single day.
Exept for yesterday.. The busdriver said to me and Maria that we had time to buy a bus-card at the station, cause she wasn't leaving yet. We got caught up in a queue, and when we came out, the bus had left, WITH OUR STUFF IN IT!!

We had to wait an hour before it came back, and luckily, our stuff were still there..

I've started working with commercials tuesdays and wednesdays again, and I notice that my energy doesn't serve me very well. I finished as I should, but after it, they day was done for me..

I've slept only 4 hours over these past three days.. Yesterday I finally fell asleep earlier after uploading music to my new mp3 player.

I'm trying to get some time to take some photos, beside school, for my own projects, but it seems I have to wait until saturday and sunday.
I'm meeting ~FrostWinds then, 'cause it's his birthday!
Give him a nice greeting when the time comes!

It'll be spiffy! ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6286758/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6286758/ Sun, 21 Aug 2005 09:53:47 PDT Mood: Emotional
Listening to: Coldplay - Talk

<sub>I've just read the whole °jark thingy, and I got so totally pissed off!
I will not get all fanatic and involved in it, but it's so amazingly unfair what they've done to him!!

I'm tired today, and all out of energy.
Nothing gets done, 'cause I'm just poking around here..
Not that I've actually had anything to do..

I resent this emotional thing I have going on right now, but I'm glad my body works normally.. *lol*

Seems I'm going to start studying tomorrow! New school, new people!
It will be 2 years with Media & Communication, and then Photo the third year.. And more photo studying at another school after that, if I'm lucky and talented, that is..

Så pappa, hvis du leser dette.. Så ser du at jeg har klart meg gjennom ungdomsskolen med 4.6 i snitt uten anstrengelser, og jeg har klart å komme inn på den linja i Norge som er aller vanskeligst å komme inn på. Jeg er ett skritt nærmere drømmen min om å bli fotograf, for det er det jeg skal bli.
Helt på egen hånd har jeg klart det. Helt på egen hånd.</sub>

6 days left 'til Martin's birthday! ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6262386/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6262386/ Thu, 18 Aug 2005 13:56:02 PDT Mood: Emotional
Listening to: Zeromancer - Gone To Your Head

<sub>I miss so many things, and now when school has started, I will miss more things, more people..
I have gotten hold of so many memories these 3 years in my last school, and I've gotten to know so many people who have had an effect on my life.
It was written in the newspaper today: "2 of 10 first year students suffer from mental issues due to the all the changes high school brings.." I sort of understand why now.. Not meaning I will become one of those.. But it's strange.. Your leaning on people you barely know just because you know their faces from the last school you went to.

In additon, other people you have known from other places may seem more distant.. It's like the history you had with them becomes unwritten, or just forgotten. Time passes slowly, no one can stop that. But not all changes in life is guided by smooth transitions. Any person with some experience in life would understand what difference the different transitions have for the future, and many other things regarding one self.

I don't regret anything though, not a thing, 'cause all I've experienced, all the people I have gotten to know, mean ones, good ones, and those inbetween, have given me something of great value. Unexplainable value.. But I feel it.

A lady named Catarina, who I've met ONLY ONCE was the one who convinced me to keep my artwork going, back in December when I was nothing.
I knew no one, I knew almost nothing, but she said I had talent and ripped my pictures into a CD and brought them to her boss, the head of a photo-shop in a city not too far from here.. When she said that the pictures were shot and edited by a 15 year-old girl, he did NOT believe her.. He complimented my pictures and told Catarina to tell me to proceed.

I met her ONCE, look at me today..
I wish she could see it for herself, but she was just randomly passing by our house with her sister..

Some people can make a big difference without even knowing it..</sub>



10 days left 'til Martin's birthday! ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6242457/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6242457/ Tue, 16 Aug 2005 10:57:40 PDT

Mood: Bored
Listening to: Zeromancer - Die Of A Broken Heart

I'm bored.. So I think I'll surf around DA looking for some emotive portraits.. I'm starting school on Thursday, really not looking forward to it.. Oh well.. It'll be exciting..

And by the way, woud anyone want to join sort of a "DA Family" with me? Would be cool.. Just note me with a yes and what you will like to be.. And that's about it..

~FrostWinds

12 days left 'til Martin's birthday! ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6224795/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6224795/ Sun, 14 Aug 2005 12:31:23 PDT

Mood: Superhappy!
Listening to: Sevendust - Xmas Day

I've gotten a free one week subscription!!
Why?!



]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6213967/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6213967/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 06:32:50 PDT And pictures are being uploaded in this very instant.. Unfortunately(?) I don't have the time to keep scores of all the links, so please, take a look in the message centre or click on the gallery to see the new images.. DA seems to be faster now, so they are already registered.

More to come..

- Catharina ]]> ~LittleSpetacle http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6177438/ http://LittleSpetacle.deviantart.com/journal/6177438/ Tue, 09 Aug 2005 10:13:55 PDT I'm ill today.. But I've taken some awesome photos, delivered some photos to the photostore, and bought a present for ~FrostWinds ..

Went to Calella yesterday and met some folks I've known since I was a little girl..

Not much more to say really..

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