http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Liv-one&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Liv-one en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 23:58:38 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/28785367/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/28785367/ Sun, 06 Dec 2009 11:28:32 PST Soon I will have survived my first semester at college!! It's flown by!

****Also, I'm doing an amv for Khazia, and I would like to get ya'lls opinions of her artwork/stories to use as quotes in it. Please note me if you want to help me out!!*****

Just thought I'd let you guys know I'm still alive, lol. Studying for finals today and this coming week!! They start wednesday and go until next tuesday for me.

Wednesday- history of fine arts
friday- english
monday- geography
tuesday- algebra

Not really worried about any except algebra, but I'll study study study!!

Hope you guys are doing well!!

Happy late Thanksgiving!!

BTW: Listen to the song; it's awesome!!

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/28289109/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/28289109/ Wed, 11 Nov 2009 09:55:11 PST
So, this is what I want to get done:
write chapter 5 of caged lark and get it posted.
post chapter 2 of Three seconds too late
write to a soldier
email Lin13 back, my grandpa, my aunt, and my cousin.
have a social life
SLEEP!!! and NOT miss class haha.

This is what I have to get done:
a 4 minute video for dance.
catch up on about 4 weeks of Karate that I still don't know well
do My Math Lab for Algebra
keep up with Geography...because things are about to get HARD
study for Dance
Write that stupid paper for Dance (the teacher is insane)
stay active in Hall Council
SLEEP
get good grades

In two weeks:
23rd of November: Dance video, Dance test, English paper due
24th of November: Karate final exam, Algebra test, and I can't miss seminar to study for those cause I slept through it by accident yesterday)
@.@

The classes I'm taking NEXT semester:
History
Communications
English
Philosophy
Intro to Environmental Geography
Canoeing

And You-know-who and I worked things out. It's all good now

So if I seem a little late in doing things/emailing people, please understand that I want to but I've been busy. I got ooVoo recently but I've only been able to get on it once or twice because my schedule is eating me alive. @.@ But if you want my username tell me and I'll message you

~Olivia
Go out and support your veterans today!
~-~-~

Cool amv's I've found:
[link]
[link]

Now off to dance. ARGH!

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/28025837/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/28025837/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 09:04:17 PDT
I had a friend talk to him to see if he liked me.
Answer: No. She's just a friend.

Worst part? He could tell I liked him.

F---!

This is my first time being rejected like this. And yes, it does suck. I hate this, but I know I will come out of this a stronger person.

And maybe we can stay friends. :hopeful:


Any advice?

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/27979397/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/27979397/ Mon, 26 Oct 2009 14:48:14 PDT
Okay, a couple of explanations are in order I believe:

1. He's not an ex. Just a friend. Number 2 and 4 will explain more about my outburst....
2. He doesn't know I like him
3. He's going through some stuff right now and has been distracted lately.
4. T.O.M. is here. I hate hormones


He's a sweetheart and I love him (as of now, just as a friend). I explained to everything and she understands how I can't drop him, but I really don't feel like explaining it all again.

But basically he's one of those really rare guys that only comes around every once-in-a-millenia and whichever girl gets him will be the luckiest girl in the history of the world.

I know it may not sound that way from my journal post last night, but...
It's the truth.

Again, sorry about that. Hormones make me overreact to everything so even the smallest stuff seems HUGE.
Now that I've had over 12 hours to think about it all, I've calmed down a lot and have seen I was in the wrong to assume stuff.

You know what they say..."when you 'assume' you make an ass out of you and me". I reaaaaaallllyyyy did that.

Please don't hold what I said against him.

<3 Thanks, guys

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/27289392/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/27289392/ Fri, 18 Sep 2009 21:17:57 PDT

Five Things You Should Know About Me


5 people I can’t live without:

1. Allie G.
2. Alli W.
3. Saundra
4. Kristina
5. Mom, Dad, and Garland (does that count??)

5 things I can’t live without:

1. M-U-S-I-C
2. Laptop
3. iPod
4. iLuv (like an iHome)
5. my pillow

5 CDs I could listen to over and over again:

(I don’t listen to CDs, so I’ll do artists)
1. Nightwish
2. Within Temptation
Breaking Benjamin
Rurutia
the Veronicas

5 shows I watch every week (and some everyday):

(we don’t have a t.v. in our room, so I’ll do the shows I used to watch everyday)
1. Bones
2. House
3. Code Geass
4. Munto
5. Avatar: the Last Airbender

My top 5 shining moments:

1. earned a 4.0 GPA all four years in high school
2. Graduating with High Honors from high school
3. receiving the “most improved” Handbells award
4. moving into my dorm
5. in 9th grade when an editor called me about a book I sent to her

My top 5 shining moments of idiocy:

1. “Is the University of St. Louis in St. Louis?”
2. “Why are there always bridges over islands?”
3. I drove through a stop sign in a neighborhood, realized it halfway through the stop sign, stopped in the middle of the intersection and in a panic, questioned myself whether I should back up so I could stop at the stop sign.
"Ugh, I hate chocolate skittles! Because I can't chew, I have to suck on them for at least ten minutes and then I want a new flavor...!"
“THAT...IS...WHAT...SHE...SAID!!” -Katie L.
5. I fell off my tricycle at age 3 and busted my chin open--I had to get stitches

(there have been MUCH MUCH more than this, most of it happens every day)

5 scariest times:

1. Hurricane Rita after Hurricane Katrina
2. almost drowning when I was a kid
3. first weekend with Kristina gone
4. my dorm breaking out in H1N1...as well as my entire campus
5. going through a tornado warning while home alone

5 happiest times:

1. after any Handbells performance that went well (PIRATES)
2. I just completed my first fifteen seconds of my amv Productions bumper
3. I got my laptop
4. I got my iPod
5. Graduation

5 favorite places online:

1. Youtube.
2. Facebook.
3. Wikipedia.
4. the college’s email.
5. Deviantart.

5 emoticons I use way too much:

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.

Last but not least, 5 people I want to see complete this list:

1.
2.
3.
4.
5.



ALSO:::
http: //www.youtube.com/watch?v= q58iQSHhZGg&feature= player_ profilepage

~Liv

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/26644927/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/26644927/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 08:03:07 PDT I move into my dorm in TWO DAYS (wednesday) and today I'm PACKING!! I'm so afraid I'm going to forget something. Anything you kids in college can think of for me to take that when you got there you thought, "I should have brought that!" ? I have two suitcases, but I'm still not sure how everything is going to fit.
Basically I'm cleaning out my room.
And my parents have gotten so weird and clingy lately. It's so odd!!!


OMG I can't believe college is finally here!! O.o
And don't worry, I will totally post pics of my dorm here for you guys to see. Our room theme is brown and white, so we don't have matching bedspreads, but I think it will look better this way. My bed spread is more of a geometric print and hers is more like a quilt- both from JC Pennie's. That store =AWESOME

-
Other news!
I finally have figured out Final Cut Express (enough that I can actually work on it for hours, now) and I've decided to enter a contest one of my subscriptions is hosting so I can be part of a MEP (multi-editor project). So I need to make an amv that's at least one minute long. And I need your help with something. I can't decide if I want to:


1. make an amv with "Soma" by the Age of Information [link] <2. make an amv with "Shattered" by trading yesterday [link] <<3. make an amv with "With Me" by Sum41 [link] <<

I will eventually make all of these, but I just need something to show my talent (what little I may actually have).
To keep up with my amv making, I will be posting a journal here about the amv's I plan to make, and you can follow me on my youtube site: [link]

By the way, If you haven't already seen Munto, GO SEE IT!! It's only 9 episodes long!!! It's on youtube!

Please comment!
~Olivia

PS. OMG THE MOOD EMOTICONS ARE WORKING!!!!!!

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/25691134/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/25691134/ Thu, 02 Jul 2009 09:13:40 PDT
[link]

Go read!!!!! Please??? I know it's soooo good! I hope you read it and realize that too!!

Summary:
SEQUEL TO ONE NIGHT For Kabira, it's been over three years. For Zuko, it's been 6 months. When they meet again, Zuko finds out Kabira has lost all memory of him. Destined to be together, does Zuko have enough strength to protect her from fate?

PLEASE READ!!!!?

I will love you all forever!

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/25654916/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/25654916/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 15:34:19 PDT
**DETAILS*** (the squeemish can just pass over this)
So 6 months ago I had oral surgery to put screws into the bone of my jaw (two, actually- I have two missing crowns). So, it's been six months since and during all that time I've been on a no-chew diet to ensure that the screws would fuse with the bone. I'm talking about implants here, so the screws would be an equivalent to a root on a normal tooth. So yesterday I had surgery done to put healing caps in the blank spaces over the screws to expose them. In essence, the healing caps push the gums away so I can put the crowns on later.

Haven't been in a whole lot of pain yet, but I have had a small temperature.

**END DETAILS**

So what's a girl to do with a TON of free time on her hands and absolutely no work for the next 2 weeks????

You may wonder and I may tell you. XD

I got an Apple Macbook Pro on sunday and I've spent all day getting it hooked up and stuff!!! I LOVE IT!!
I'm on it now.

Seriously??? Anyone who's looking into getting a college laptop, look at one of these puppies. So Sweet!!! But it's all about what kind of person you are. If you're not very art-sy and will mostly be using your laptop for school and not cool projects, look at something else. I mean it. If you're like me, you'll want to take a definite look at this. I can't write a full review on it yet because I've been using it for less than 6-12 hours, but so far I reccommend it!

And I installed PAGES today so maybe I can get 3 Seconds Too Late typed up tonight so ya'll can read it soon. I won't be posting it on here, but my ff . net site. I'll post a journal here when I publish it online.

THought I'd give you an update to what I've been up to these last few days...


OH YEAH!!! TRANSFORMERS WAS SPECTACULAR!!!!
And I don't say that about every movie I go see.
Best movie I've seen in years. Better than the first in my opinion. However, I did go with my dad and it got REALLY awkward during some parts. LOTS of crude sexual humor for those of you who haven't seen it yet. However, GO SEE IT!! NAO!!!!!

And when I went I got to see the new Avatar trailer.
I screamed.
Totally unlike me, but I wanted others to know to check it out and to pay attention.
People looked at me.
SLightly embarrasing,
But it was all good.....
GOD I CAN"T BELIEVE I DID THAT
Not like me at all!!!
But I'm still glad I did it. I knew I would regret it if I didn't.

GO SEE TRANSFORMERS!


~Liv

and QUESTION!!! :
how do I manually transfer my iTunes library from my old desktop to my new mac????!?!?!?

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/25449724/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/25449724/ Sun, 21 Jun 2009 09:14:26 PDT YAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAY!!!

I has graduated. Congrats class of 2009...we made it ♥

Which means college is around the corner. I wish I could post which one I'm going to here, but it would be too much info. It's in Texas, though...still...if anyone comes down, let me know!! It'd be awesome to get together (I'm talking to everyone I know OUTSIDE of the state; you know who you are...or should anyway) I'm going to be deep in the heart of Texas for the next four years

If you haven't noticed yet, I posted a grad picture and a prom picture. And for you stalkers, NO I will NOT tell you who I am!!!

So with college comes laptops...and I have a question: anyone who is into art (practically everyone on here) could probably anser this. I'm planning on getting a MACBOOK PRO for my laptop choice (I'm going to be putting Windows on it..long story will be told in a minute) Will it work? I will be a photography major, so would it be sufficient in the programs I will be using, or should I look towards another computer?? As I *will* email*ed* my future professor, "Will the Mac have the capabilities necessary for anything required in the photography courses??"

*this journal has been a work in progress, so …a few days later: *

I AM OFFICIALLY A COLLEGE STUDENT!!
I have registered for my classes and gotten my ID and email. For those people I know, I have emailed you with my address, but I think that’s only and If you know me personally and want to have it, tell me on here and I will send you my email.

Schedule:
Monday
English: 10-10:50a
Geography: 11-11:50a
History of Dance: 12:30-1:50p

Tuesday
University Seminar: 9:30-10:20a
College Algebra: 12:30-1:50p
PE Karate: 3-3:50p

Wednesday
English: 10-10:50a
Geography: 11-11:50a
History of Dance: 12:30-1:50p

Thursday
College Algebra: 12:30-1:50p
PE Karate: 3-3:50p

Friday
English: 10-10:50a
Geography: 11-11:50a

And this means I’ve also been confronted with the dreaded urge to skip homework and stuff and thousands of questions has flooded my mind. I’ve had a few answered, but if any of you can give me advice, it would be much appreciated. ALSO! I have a question: I live about 3 hours away from my college and so if I didn’t take a car, my parents would have to do two round trips to take me there and bring me home every semester or every time I wanted to come home. So, should I take a car??? Everything is within walking distance otherwise. And I've started having nightmares about being late to class or having my schedule messed up. Orientation just finished FRIDAY!!! I don't start school until the end of AUGUST!!!

AAAAAnd! I got a job! It’s only with my neighbor…kid sitting (no, I don’t sit on kids XD ) but I make some good money every day I do it (about 2-3 times a week).

ONE NIGHT FANS::
I have deleted ONE DAY from my fanficiton . net account. You will have gotten a PM about it if you had favorited it or if you had put it on your Alerts tab. This is the message if you didn’t get it (so I don’t have to re-type and explain it all again. Dear “ONE DAY” reader, This is a message to let you know I will soon be deleting ONE DAY. However, there will be a new story posted in its place. It is the official sequel to ONE NIGHT. Nothing in ONE DAY will be in it; it is a story created apart from ONE DAY (no father coming to get Kabby, etc.). This message has been sent to you because you subscribed to be alerted when ONE DAY was updated. I am sorry for the inconvenience and I thank you for your patience. I hope you read and enjoy the new story, 3 Seconds Too Late.

3 Seconds Too Late will be published on my ff . net account as soon as I sort a few things out. If you want the link: ... ]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/25441390/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/25441390/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 19:56:20 PDT [link]

and: [link]

GAGAGAGAGAGA!!!


DOGNSDOIGJENGSOI DJSIF IDSG SDGIOSDNRO!!!!!!!

OH MY GOOOOOOOOOD!!!! 0_0



I know a lot of people aren't looking forward to it because "Aang aint white" but that looks freakin awesome!!!!!





An actual journal entry later...

YAAAAY!

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/24476584/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/24476584/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 08:23:25 PDT
Two: Prom is in 5 days (counting today). I'll try posting pics after the fact on this account.

Three: Watch this amv. It's Avatar and this girl is awesome. It actually looks like a real trailer, no lie. :cheer: [link] And watch it in HD, please. Soooooo much better!!

Four: Last night I was able to get another chapter of Caged Lark done so I'm hoping I'll be able to get Chapter 5 posted today since....

Five: THERE's NO SCHOOL!!!! That's right. We got MAJOR storms last night and the entire city is flooded. (It's a big place,too) So, they closed down *most* of the school districts. Meaning I got an extra day off.

But there's still an eco test friday. :vomit:

BUT THERE's NO SCHOOL!!!! *happy Sokka Dance*

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/23490255/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/23490255/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 13:45:54 PST
I got contacts. Yes! Finally after years of having glasses I have switched over to contacts. I like them so much better...so much better I don't take them out even when my eye starts to bother me----like now. It'll get over it.
Does anyone know why my contact might be burning my eye whenever I put them in?? I use Aquify solution daily.

I was in my school's prom extravaganza. I won't be putting up pics cause they show my face, but if you have facebook, I will-hopefully- be putting them up soon. As well as much-overdue football shots. Some of those are really good and I can't wait to get them up!

Watch this!!!! ----> [link]

I went on my first date one month ago this saturday.
I asked the same guy to sadie (2 weeks later)
He is now my boyfriend.

Tomorrow is TAKS ELA day. Which means SENIOR SLEEP IN!! iHop, oh yes!
In two weeks, Spring Break begins. During which I really want to go searching for a prom dress. I found on in a magazine I think I like, but I really want to try on. It's so prettyful!
I graduate either June 5 or 6. Three months!!!
I cannot get the room assignment link to work at my college's website. :worried: I'm hoping to try again today.
My implant diet is going good. I'm getting REALLY sick of pasta, though...

He's so cute. And I love spending time with him, too.

That's mostly my life as of right now. What's up with you guys???

~Livy

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/22159963/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/22159963/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 08:10:34 PST Right now I'm doing pretty darn good. My face looks like I just put on about 15-20 pounds (all the swelling), but I'm hoping this is the peak and it is going to start going down soon.

Let's see...yesterday I had enough pain meds in me that if you took down a rhinno it wouldn't feel it. XD And I wasn't even on the vicodin yet. Today, I am kinda edging away from that medicine. It's children's motrin and tylenol which means a TON of sugar. *shiver* yuck. I really REALLY don't like that stuff. Blech.

On to Caged Lark. That may take until friday or saturday to get out. See, what I'm trying to do is write one chapter for every chapter I get out so the story continues to move forward. And right now I'm starting the part of the story that needs references. And if I look at a computer screen for too long, then I start to get dizzy. Well I've found some bleach eps on iTunes so I'm getting a few of those so I can at least watch something and when I'm done watching I can write. Needless to say it's a slow process, and i have to pay for the eps, but my mom and my sister don't know I still watch anime and if they found out....they wouldn't be mad per say, but I don't like it.

What i really can't wait for is when I get my own laptop (wireless) so I can have it up in my room and be able to read manga, too.

They know I haven't watched anime since last January. What they don't know is that every night since about August I've been reading it online after they go to bed. I'm going to have to figure something out...

If I don't talk to you guys until after Christmas, have a happy and safe one!!

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/22047000/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/22047000/ Thu, 18 Dec 2008 10:28:23 PST But anyway. I've been working on this fanfic "Caged Lark" since about September. Well it's finally ready to be viewed by eyes other than my own and I was wondering if I should post it here.

I'll already be posting it on my fanfiction dot net account (o-dragon), but I wanted to see if any of my friends here would read it (since barely anyone strays farther than this or facebook these days). If I do post it here, I actually want people to read it so it won't be a wasted effort.

There's some (not a lot. only a few chapters!) of romance in it and the rest is mainly action/general (I'm using the ff dot net genre titles). And this is the tag line I'm using for ff dot net:

There is no way she can turn back. Not anymore. Even if it destroys her in the process.

if you read it on ff dot net and think of something better, please tell me. That's all I could come up with. :S

It is an IchimaruxOC, KiraxOC fic, and there are NO self-inserts.

PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE tell me if you would read it if it was posted here. Thanks much!! ♥♥♥
~Liv

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20828738/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20828738/ Sat, 04 Oct 2008 16:45:20 PDT

Now that my birthday was in this past week, I am finally legal. Therefore I believe a new account is in order.

I could just use this one, sure, but I wanted it to be in my name and I didn't want to completely clear out my gallery in this one (which is what I would have to do).

My gallery in ~shutterbugluv is ten times better than my gallery here. I have been saving up works I have taken for about the last 6 months, and I only put my best photographs on shutterbugluv. Which means you can expect excellence. I really hope all of you go look at everything there, add me to your watches, and follow my journey into the working world. This is my first step into my career and I hope you take it with me.

When you arrive at shutterbugluv, please read my journal!!!! I have written all the info I can think of there about my new site and my policies.

It is likely I won't update much here anymore, however I may update some "lesser" pictures that I still like and want people to see, just not on sBL. sBL is my "unofficial professional" site. I want it to be good. And it is more than likely I will continue to use Liv-one for my journals for updates on my life. sBL is strictly directed towards getting my name and talent out in the field, and I want to keep it as professional as possible, but still have fun with it. It's a new experience. And I'm so excited...!!!

Please visit!! I can't wait to see you there!!!

~ /

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20599624/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20599624/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 10:23:01 PDT

--
So I was watching bleach amvs yesterday when I should have been working on my ROOTS project for Creative Writing (she has us do more projects than any of my previous teachers!!), I found this awesome amv. A bleach amv. And I have to share it with you.
http : // www. youtube.com/ watch?v= p2RXQ- BnZyQ
TAKE OUT THE SPACES!!

I'm thinking of doing a journal with my fave amvs of all time, but for now, watch that. You won't regret it.

~Liv

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20527564/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20527564/ Tue, 16 Sep 2008 18:59:54 PDT
Usually, I just have one spiral where I write all my fanfictions and stories and such. Something no one will ever see. Well, this year I'm taking Creative Writing and my teacher wants us to keep a "Writer's Notebook". At the end of the 6 weeks, she will go through the notebooks and see what all we've written in them. Well, I kind of started a story in in that isn't like my usual stories.

Now, I've downgraded it a lot than how I originally planned it (think of Stephenie Meyer's Forever Dawn- she never thought it would see daylight), but I'm afraid that it's over the limit of "School Appropriate".

Could you PLEASE tell me if it is over the limit??? I've posted the parts in question at the bottom of this message and you would be an angel sent from God above if you would tell me if it's okay, or if I should tear the pages out. Please help me on this!!!
I will be forever grateful and you will earn yourself twenty cookies!!


Part A

The slight breeze raised goose bumps on my arms. Looking up at the starry sky, I couldn't see much. I could see the light of the moon, but its shape was distorted by the many branches between myself and it. Barely any light made it through to light the ground beneath the thick forest branches.

After stripping down to the bare essentials, I walked over mossy rocks and earth covered in grass to a small lake. Gin was there already, waiting for me in the water.
...
I came to the edge of the pool and dipped my foot in slowly. A shiver ran up my body from that point, but it wasn't an uncomfortable cold. I continued to wade in until I was walking along the bottom of the lake towards him.
...
"This is nice," I said quietly. I knew my eyes would likely give me away. The impending wedding date was back on my mind.

"So that's what's been botherin' ya?" Gin asked, a sly smile playing across his face.

My eyes widened. He could tell I was upset? I spoke my internal question and he replied, "Of course. Ya've been lookin' like ya were 'bout to cry all night."

I remained silent, looking into his eyes as I tread the water around me. "But I can fix that." I was sure what was coming next, almost wishing for it to come. To take me away to the place where only he and I existed.

He neared me, a grin stretching across his face. My face remained motionless as he pressed his lips softly against mine.

They were soft, and his breath hot. I immediately wrapped my arms around his neck, while his hands found my neck and pulled my face closer to his. My left hand found his hair and I pulled my fingers through it, locking them so his hair was caught there.

He kissed me passionately, soft and gentle at first, and then it slowly turned. I could feel stress and impatience through his lips. I kissed him back, hoping our happy place would come quickly. One of his hands stretched back against my head where he began to run his own fingers through my hair.

In minutes I was breathless and gasped for air. In that few seconds where the cool air around us cleared my mind, my conscience kicked into full gear. 'I shouldn't be doing this.'

Part B

Without warning, Gin leaned down and pressed his lips to mine. They were harsh, harsher than the first kiss that night, as if they were determined to convince me to stay with him.

I tried to fight back. This was wrong; it would only cause more pain later. My hand rose to push against his chest in defiance, but Gin paid no mind to me. He continued to kiss me passionately, leaving no holes for escape. What was the point in protecting him if he wouldn't let me protect him?

I quickly gave up and let my hand merely rest where it lay. My lifeless lips became animated, and, to his glee, I kissed him back. The irrational part of my brain won.

This kiss, this final kiss between us- I knew it would be our last; we were out of time- broke all the rules. All the strictly-enforced rules Mother had set for me to follow, it broke them entirely. And as my lips moved with his in unison, I felt free. It was a different free than whenever I was in his presence. It was the kind where I could laugh and run and not worry about what tomorrow would bring; the wedding was a lost thought. This free took all the rules and restrictions I had set while being with him and threw them out the window.

I chuckled softly as I breathed in. I knew he was smiling, too. He could feel the same freedom I felt. We were whole. One, together. Divided, but united.

We were one.

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20443359/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20443359/ Thu, 11 Sep 2008 17:34:06 PDT Bad news is a -possible- category 3 hurricane is headed straight for us. Only like half of the city is leaving; after Rita I don't think we're too worried about what all is happening.

Think about this: 3 years ago (nearly to the day, I might add), I was writing One Night and Rita was about to strike. Now, I'm focused almost entirely on my photography and Ike is headed straight for us.

I might add, that this storm has postponed our Homecoming game and dance. IT'S MY SENIOR YEAR FOR CRYING OUT LOUD!! I think the great forces of nature just don't want me to go to that dance. This will be the first time I've ever gone and this happens.
Oh well; more time to work on my overalls

Speaking of my photography. I've got TONS of stuff to upload, but it's all good stuff. Which leads me to say that I have decided to get my "official" account later this month/early next month where I will be posting all my good stuff. That will be where important people that might hire me can see my actual work rather than pitiful drawings of angels. ([link]) OMG that was bad *hides face in shame*

And from there, it leads me to say that youtube is stupid in only letting you favorite a max of 650 videos. -.- So. I'll be getting a new account so I can keep on favoriting stuffs. ^-^ yay!! As well as another site so I can post my videos and the long-awaited amv that I owe ~Khazia . That's taken MUCH MUCH too long to make and upload. *apologiesapologiesapologies*

I got an 86 on my Pre-Cal test!!! Hopefully this will be my last year of math. Ever.
I'll be taking military science next year, but no more science for me either!! Thank the good lord above us I don't have to wory about a science this year, too. Whew!!

I think that's it...for now.

Oh and check out this awesome amv I found: [link] I want that song so much!! It's so good

~

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20100488/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/20100488/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 17:39:52 PDT [link] (does anyone know where I can find the instrumental-choir song from during the second-half of this trailer??? I it!!)
[link]

Here's the first 6 min of the movie:
[link]

The DDR (yes, i know. lol!) will be out in japan on sept. 2 or 3, so look for the subbed versions soon after. If you wait too long, though, youtube will have erased the parts.

DUUUUDE!! Can't wait!!

I really have no idea if I still like anime or not. O.o

I'm over being sick, too! Just in time to school! Can't wait!
~Liv

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/19937056/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/19937056/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 15:17:33 PDT
Still sick, and it has *unfortunately* progressed since I wrote my last journal like a week ago.

I went to the doctor's today to get a shot and we told the nurse about it. Apparently something is going around. So if you start to feel sick off certain foods and then one day you're just lie-in-bed-no-moving sick, you've got it. But no worries, you're not alone.

I don't know how long this will last- I've already indured it for a little over a week. It's just worse now. So I'll be off until it's completely gone. The keyboard is a breeding ground for germs.

If you do happen to get sick like I've been, I've got a few tips for you:

-Eat ice chips. I've been feeling sick off water (not good!!) but keep pumping yourself with the stuff. Go with ice chips. It helps. A lot!! (it's like a snow cone)
-have two wet washcloths when you're feeling sick: one for the face, and one for your neck. Holding the cool cloth over my mouth helps to calm your stomach too.
-have a trashcan near just in case.
-Originial Premium Saltines work wonders!!!! If you're feeling sick, eat some of them (slowly) to calm your stomach.
-BRAT: bannanas, rice, applesauce, toast. ...And...chiken noodle soup ^^
-keep pumping yourself with fluids!!!


That's all the important stuff I can think of. I hope everyone stays well and healthy.

See you when this is gone.
~Liv-one

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/19805989/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/19805989/ Wed, 06 Aug 2008 09:52:16 PDT
Then on Saturday, I barely ate anything, but that usually doesn't have a big effect on me. I ate some wheat thins before we went to dinner with my grandmother, but I ended up just about ruining the entire dinner because I became sick. Again.

Then last night my body rejected all dairy products. So, mom wants me to stay off peanut butter (which I've been doing since last friday), as well as all dairy products (milk, cheese, yogurt, chocolate, etc.) for the next few days. Which means til Saturday. And dairy is a bigger part of my diet than I realized. Meaning, when I took inventory of the fridge and pantry today, I found that I'll be surviving mainly on fruits and stuff like that. ...I don't like dry cereal...

Wow, all this sounds a lot worse than it actually is. Sorry. But I don't feel like typing all that again. :3

Oh! And I updated my ff.net account! No stories *gets food thrown at me*, but I've updated my info and icon and such. I'm so proud; I made my icon myself!

On another note, I'm not going to be on from now until I am able to get my copy of Breaking Dawn and read it. It's getting dangerous with all the spoilers for the people who have yet to read the book. I think I might be getting the book today, though. Yay!! So while I starve, at least I can starve happily ^-^

Tis All!
~Liv

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/19694701/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/19694701/ Thu, 31 Jul 2008 07:14:18 PDT Copied from 's journal
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PLEASE SPREAD THE WORD ABOUT THIS! COPY AND PASTE THE CONTENT OF THIS JOURNAL INTO YOURS!


No freaking joke. There's a predator stalking DeviantArt. And he's going under different names in order to hide his true identity. I was asked to copy and paste this to my journal. If you are a member of DA you MUST do the same!

Here is the copy from 's journal

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THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT! PLEASE READ! THIS INVOLVS YOUR SAFETY ON DA!

I am begging you to read this, there is an online stalker (Jere1234, Caeruleum, Kyakuchuu, all the same person) who recently attacked a dear friend of mine, . DA has resolved the situation, but this situation is something people need to be cautious and aware of. He has been blocked but theres always a chance that he'll make another account. Im going to post what's in her journal and if you notice any patterns of similarity, please contact DA IMMEDIATELY. This guy has gone thorough great lengths to contact my friend such as making new accounts and pretending to be other people who he's not. If you would, PLEASE copy this entire message and let other DA members know about this threat. the more people know, the better chance users have of not becomming a victim. So please,read, copy and post this again so this information can spread and no one else gets hurt. There is safty in numbers and this sort of thing needs to be stopped!

Read on to see whats in her journal and if you have any questions, contact her here . She'd would be more than happy to answer any questions you may have so this can be prevented. Please let this word spread.

:iconkaysellebell: 's Journal from this morning-

"I am begging you to read this, it will explain the last journal and also warn so this won't happen to YOU.

Jere1234 IS
Caeruleum IS
Kyakuchuu.

This man is most likely a serial killer or sexual predator of some sort. Deviant art staff is handling this for me right now. The man originally added me as Jere1234 and then he notified me that he would be switching to Caeruleum. He asked that I add him. Thinking he was just some nice man who liked my artwork I said "Sure, why not?" On this account he began writing some poems about and TO my girlfriend Kayla, and I. I began to find this odd but being an overly naive and trusting person I was polite about it, commented the poems, thanked him, so on. He wrote a poem about a lifestyle choice that I thought he spent alot of time critisizing for being different than his own and I believe I posted a comment as simple as "Gosh, what have you got against that, anyhow?" The man literally flipped out. He not only wrote two journal entries condemning me and calling me things between immature and evil, but he also sent me notes telling me how "disappointed" he was with me. A man that I don't know in real life, have only talked to online for a few days, is "disappointed with me." He blocked me, and I blocked him back.

Not long after I began to get several favorites and then a watch from the account Kyakuchuu. I noticed the similar style of poetry and similar interests but I hate people who make assumptions and I'd rather not be one of them, so I just figured it was another poet with similar interests. "Kyakuchuu" soon after began calling Kayla and I "muses" and writing poems about us as well. 2KL he called them-- and informed me that this meant "To Kayla and Ellie" There is a numerous list of them in his gallery. He favorited absolutely every work of mine with Kayla in it along side of me and also any of my pictures that showed my feet. (foot fetishist, obsessive personality: bad sign) He wrote me notes telling of his extensive admiration for Kayla and I, his plans for other poems about us, thanking me for being his "inspiration". All of this seemed very creepy, but I was always thinking, what if this is really just some eccentric old man minding his own business, and he just hasn't got anything better to do. I would hate to just hurt some innocent old man by lashing out at him for no reason. HOWEVER upon talking to Kayla about this, she has taken criminal justice classes. She said that many of these traits sounded like BAD traits and BAD signs. She told me about a type of serial killer called "collecters" Who will collect information, pictures, anything about their subjects, and obsess over them, for a long time before they make any move. She told me that alot of the time these men will be too smart for the... ]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/19433456/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/19433456/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 18:33:50 PDT Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
And then that word grew louder and louder
'till it was a battle cry

I'll come back..
When you call me
No need to say good bye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before

All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light

You'll come back when its over
No need to say good bye
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say good bye.

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stonger and stonger
'til they're before your eyes

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say good bye

[link]

"The Call" copyrighted- Regina Spektor

Maybe I'll tell you why I posted these lyrics one day...maybe I won't. In the meantime, just savor the words.

~Liv-one

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..::Clubs!!::..



..::TotallyAwesomeArtist::..



if you know someone who should be mentioned here, please leave a comment with a link to his/her page. thanks!

..::Notes::..

>>Does anyone know what's wrong with the 'mood' button? It won't change from *DA love* ... >.<... ]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/18231507/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/18231507/ Thu, 08 May 2008 18:04:17 PDT
Tis awesome my friends!! <333333 Edward FOREVA!!!
[link]

~Liv




http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/18051752/ Sun, 27 Apr 2008 09:36:18 PDT [link]SRiyR_JyqI&feature=related

It seems- according to Wikipedia that a few episodes have already been released, however, I was unable to find them. But, I didn't really look too hard. Here's the site if you want to take a look:
[link]

http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/17344766/ Sat, 15 Mar 2008 09:58:07 PDT [link]

Hope she comes near you. I'm definately getting tickets. All info there

~Liv-one

fan club



* <3 *

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/16718034/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/16718034/ Mon, 04 Feb 2008 04:45:14 PST
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1. Guys are more emotional then you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer then you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.

2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.

3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.

4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're goin for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.

6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.

7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.

8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch-- Goodbye.

9. Giving a guy a hanging message like "You know what?!..uh...nevermind.." would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.

10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.

11. Guys are very open about themselves.

12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.

13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.

14. Guys love you more than you love them.

15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.

16. No matter how much guys talk about asses and boobs, personality is key.

17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.

18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.

19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.

20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.

21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.

22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, "Please come and listen to me."

23. If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.

24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.

25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.

26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.

27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.

28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.

29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.

30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.

31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.

32. Not all guys are assholes. Just because ONE is a jackass doesnt mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs.

34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually

35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.

36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.

37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38 EVEN IF YOU DUMP A GUY MONTHS AGO, AND HE LOVED YOU, HE PROBABLY STILL DOES, AND IF HE HAD ONE WISH......IT WOULD BE YOU COME BACK INTO HIS LIFE ! --------(--@

---Girls, if u don't repost this within 1 hr then you will lose the guy of your life

---Guys if you don't repost this in one hr then you will lose the girl of your life.

post this as:
38 things a girl probably doesn't realize

]]> ~Liv-one http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/16598089/ http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/16598089/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 13:55:12 PST <3 [link] <3

All you have to do is donate $30 to the animal of your choice, and the National Wildlife fund will send your money where it is needed. In return, you'll recieve a plush of your animal, certificate of adoption, and a screensaver of your animal. I myself am going to adopt; a polar bear in fact, and I might even donate to the other animals in the near future.

Please help save these animals today
~Liv-one



http://Liv-one.deviantart.com/journal/16377923/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 19:47:04 PST
Why you ask? Simple, really. No, not the rents. This is my own desicion. Someone hacked into my sister's AIM account which meant they were able to see her profile as well as her friend list.

But what on earth does that have to do with me deleting all my past entries?

Well, to put it simply, I'm afraid of people finding out too much about me and putting myself, friends, as well as my family in danger. You can't really trust anyone on the internet. Even the people you think you know and are talking to, but they're only hackers pretending to be someone else.

I like my safety, thanks, and I don't want a stalker. Someone who knows everything about me, my life, and my friends. Thus, I'm taking down my journals.

I may be being paranoid, I know, but I've decided
Thanks for understanding.

~Liv-one