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Anyways.
This morning fucking sucked. This entire vacation just sucks now.
My mind is off of school as of now.


That would be my update.

Good day.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/27902130/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/27902130/ Thu, 22 Oct 2009 08:13:30 PDT
Warning! This is absolutely the most pathetic piece of bullshit you are ever going to hear from me. I have not bitched such a stupid topic since middle school.

Damn, this sucks! I started this relationship-ish thing with this guy one day and now I feel retarded.

Week 1- He wanted to date me and whatnot and I told him that I didn't really want a relationship because I needed to know more about him. (i don't trust people not to fuck me over) and he started taking me on dates and we hung out so much. after work, he would show up and we would drive to the beach and sit and talk until midnight.

week 2- Nobody had ever treated me so great. He opened up about his life and told me everything. he seemed pretty fit for me i guess. Tall, good-looking, has a job, great hygiene, confident. He kept telling me that he liked me so much and how nobody made him feel like this blabby blah blah. I opened up to him and gave him my heart. (That sounds dumb as hell)

week 3- He took me on this big trip/date thing. Seriously, the best time I had in a while! Went home that night, woke up, he was just different. He stopped hanging out with me. Strange. He invited me over to his dorm one last time. It was on a Friday. I came over, he was kinda weird but i didn't think much of it. Then randomly he kicked me out at a weird time and told me that he had to go home.
on monday i asked him why he was being weird. he said he was not being weird. Then i asked to talk to him later that night and we met up in my car in the parking lot. He said that he actually was acting weird and the reason was because i told him i didn't want to date 3 weeks ago and he took that as "i just want to be friends". Huh?? that was 3 weeks ago. Then why was he taking me on dates and holding my hand and that dumb shit if he was keeping it just friends? I didn't get it.

so i told him that this was making no sense. So he said that he wanted to sleep on it and talk to me the next day.

The next day comes, I figured he would ask to talk. I asked, no answer. So, I kinda got pissed at him for deciding not to talk to me after all. ( i got pissed through text. that was dumb of me.)
he flipped out and told me that he just wanted to be friends (funny how the tables have turned since the beginning)
he just yelled at me (through text...)

that was 4 weeks ago and he refuses to talk to me at all o_o What? Did I miss something?
i tried last week but he just brought up the fact that i questioned him and he admitted that he's avoiding me. That ended horribly.

Now, i feel like the biggest idiot for giving a shit in the first place. I feel like a moron for telling everything to this person.

I wish he could act like a normal person and try to figure this out instead of deciding that one TINY bump in the road makes all of this completely worthless.

I wish I could go back in time. But, I can't. I keep hoping that some day he's just going to show up and say, "Hey, I'm willing to explain myself." But, obviously that's not going to happen.

I would have rather been treated like shit this entire time than have been treated amazingly and THEN like shit.


Sorry. I needed to vent because personally, I don't get any of this.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/26930055/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/26930055/ Mon, 31 Aug 2009 06:06:33 PDT
Scared..

Wish me luck!

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/25974748/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/25974748/ Wed, 15 Jul 2009 22:46:49 PDT
I went to see him live at Hampton Beach with Katie and Tom.



Other than meeting god... xD

Im going to Baltimore tomorow for Otakon



See ya

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24985822/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24985822/ Wed, 27 May 2009 18:49:25 PDT
I had received a commission last year, the kid gave me $20.
He had gotten into an argument with the girl he was dating (my friend) and hurt her feelings. She had told me, which made me mad, so I spent his money out of anger and didn't do his commission.

I kept seeing him in school... I felt bad over time about it. I know it's not alright to do something like that. I was just mad. I wad planning to make it up to him. We got a class together recently. I really felt like I made an immature decision. I was rude to him over the year. I was a bitch. And I always felt stupid for it.


This kid got hit by a speeding car Monday and was killed.


I feel like he never deserved to be treated the way I treated him. I don't think that he deserved it based on what he said to my friend. I mean, people say things they don't mean...


I can't say sorry now. I just feel bad. He was never a mean person.


Just... watch what you say...

To all of my friends who were friends with him.... I'm sorry for your loss... I really couldn't imagine something like that happening to me.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24837113/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24837113/ Tue, 19 May 2009 10:15:59 PDT
But apparently, according to my mom, I am pretending to be sick So I'm grounded.


Okay so according to my school, any senior who participates in the senior skip day coming up is going to loose their chance to go to graduation.

o___o.....

I'm a senior... I think everyone is still going to participate.





ANIME BOSTON NEWS
I WILL BE THERE! At an artists booth in the back of the artists ally (apparently).
I will be doing digital commissions at the con.
I also will be selling jewlery.

GO. FIND. ME.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24479397/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24479397/ Tue, 28 Apr 2009 12:19:00 PDT Commissions anyone?


ALL THE MONEY GOES THROUGH PAYPAL!

<sub>I can draw almost anything you want. Note me with your ideas and I will tell you if I can do it for you.


Digital is generally what I do, but you can commission me to do watercolors, colored pencils and pencil sketches. Although, I would advise you to stick to digital when commissioning me.</sub>


PRICES
_{The price depends on what you ask for. Note me with your ideas and I will give you an estimated price. After you recieve my estimate, you then have the option to ask me to lower the price if you feel the price is not what you are willing to pay.}


Available slots

1. open
2. open
3. open
4. open
5. open

NOTICE!!
If you are going to ANIME BOSTON, you can receive your commission at the convention and give me the money at the convention

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24465725/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/24465725/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 15:33:20 PDT I NEEEEEEED your help.

I am going to be at Anime Boston selling art prints with ~kfad and I don't know what pictures to sell. Can you guys give me links to my gallery of what pictures you think I should sell?

And check out my new art and let me know what you think. I have been trying to reach out and experiment more.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23943692/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23943692/ Sun, 29 Mar 2009 00:50:55 PDT Naruto.
BATTLE ENDS NEXT WEEK.

Why does it have to be 7 days....."

Shit is about to go down....

House
Where can i watch season 5 online?! Anyone?! Any place to download?! I can't watch it on tv and there isn't a dvd for it yet, obviously.

The Gays

[link]

Crazy church leader vs Fox news lady.

Fox News lady 10 points

Crazy Chruch lady -10 points for FAILING so HARD

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23857433/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23857433/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 20:55:40 PDT

I haven't touched photoshop in ages...... I do traditional art.... and i has no scanner. xD


But now to something more interesting...

Apparently I am a lucid dreamer. I actually don't find it that fun. You may want to learn how to do it... but I think it sucks.....

Why do people want to learn to do it?! It's awful! It makes nights longer and I feel freaked out.

Most of my dreams are this way. Ill be walking around and my feet feel numb so ill press my nails on my wrist... I fell no pain, thus I realize that im dreaming. It pisses me off....

So normally, I will sit on an imaginary chair in my dream and put my head down and fall asleep again.

Ill wake up from my dream then....


OR NOT!!

Ill have a dream about waking up from that dream.... oh my god it's AWFUL! Then I realize that I am still sleeping and I will TRY TRY TRY to stay non dreaming or wake myself up.

But it normally feels like hours until I can wake up or get to a sound sleep.


You want to learn how to experience this? WOW GO YOU. But me? I would rather be normal and not now how to do this in the first place!

I never really knew that there was a name for what I was going through..... fucking awful! Although it generally happens during the summer only.... (i hates the heat)

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23736912/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23736912/ Mon, 16 Mar 2009 20:01:03 PDT
She is half the size of me and she thinks I am going to fight her. xD

Truth is, I have never been in a situation where I have ever wanted to hit someone. And this situation is no different.......

Honestly, If she hit me, I would take it, not hit her back and be perfectly fine with it. Because, I know that I would not be the one looking like trash and acting like a child.


Do people seriously think fighting gets them anywhere? Oh....please.....

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23495569/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/23495569/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 18:12:20 PST

I am years behind in the manga, and I am about to catch up and you load my damn journal with spoilers? SERIOUSLY. THINK FIRST.


Think before you comment. That is not fair to me or anyone who is watching the anime.


I was refering to the latest chapter in naruto. The thing about hinata.

If you know what I am talking about, DO NOT COMMENT SAYING WHAT IT IS. That is not fair to everyone who hasnt read it.



I deleted my last journal because I refused to read your comment.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/22934199/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/22934199/ Sun, 01 Feb 2009 01:38:18 PST
Randomly I wondered if she was still making music, and she is.

Remember the days back in the 90s and so on... Lizzy Maguire? Yeah...

[link]

Her new video is like...
100% sex sex sex... i mean shes sucking on a mans thumb suggestively.. and talking about wanting someone to touch her...

LOLOLOLOL!!!

My reaction was

Its not a bad video or song... its just... LOLITSHILARYDUFF

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/22238212/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/22238212/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 06:50:24 PST I have internet back...

and i got a wii for christmas and i just bought animal crossing

2922-3328-9067 is my friend code.
if you have animal crossing, come visit my town!

I also bought a wii speak

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/21464443/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/21464443/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 04:32:50 PST
yeah


end of story.

nothing much going on. need to use internet at school.... xD
talk to you when i get a new one

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20839338/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20839338/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 09:55:39 PDT ""Love" is the most searched for word on deviantART. A lot of people don't know that."-Spyed


I admit to being somewhat bitter about the community here... but, I would like to start all over.

I used to be here every day, making art, making friends..... but now I don't find interest in this place anymore.

Truth is, I miss all of you. I miss the fun, the events, the learning experience. I remember learning all of my photoshop skills here. My friends from deviantart taught me pretty much everything I needed to know. I have met so many great people here...

DeviantART is black and white now.

Lack of community it seems.

What happened to the love? Not the "omgyourartisAWESOME!" i mean, the relationships. The people who you actually get to know and develop a friendship with.

What happened to the honesty?

What happened to DeviantART?

Maybe you are all still here with me. Maybe you get what I am saying. All I am saying is that I miss this place.

Maybe you just see me as one dumb faggot sitting on her computer all day nerding out.
AWESOME.
If that is what you see, so be it. I'll take it.


So,
Let's start from scratch.

Hi there,
I'm Lolli.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20608962/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20608962/ Sun, 21 Sep 2008 19:49:58 PDT 's house today for her birthday.

She had work in the morning and her sister, our friend Andrea and I babysat her 3 year old cousin.

Her cousin started saying weird things. He said that police came to his house and that "mommy and daddy are sad" and that "Kyle(his older brother) is sleeping for a long time.."

we were freaked out but figured he was making up stories.

a couple hours later, she came home from work crying and we got news that her cousin had fallen asleep at the wheel without his seatbelt on and had died....



and I accidently freaked out on 's dad when i was fighting with tom....

so i now feel stupid...


so i just broke down.... i am bad with stress

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20377718/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20377718/ Sun, 07 Sep 2008 15:18:22 PDT
I hate it....

schools back....



Senior year...


awww fuckk...





essay due tomorow....


and...



I hate Megan from "I Love Money" and I hope she gets eliminated....

Thats all...

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20097947/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20097947/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 19:33:59 PDT
So apparently i have to watch Air Gear, finish the magical shopping arcade bullshit xD, welcome to the NHK (sp?), finish reading Naruto for once and other shit...

I am excited to start Air Gear I guess... xD

What else to watch/read? Any ideas?


AND BY THE WAY...


Apparently A lot of my friends are on dA... I never realized how many...


Here are people I am friends with in real life...

Sam
Katie
Tom
Joey
Blake
Jordyn
Rachel
Andrea
Mycayla
Brianna
xD; Sorry I forgot you!

If I forgot anyone... let me know..

Hmm.. That's a lot.... WELL


OFF TO WORK!!!!!

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20008694/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/20008694/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 17:16:23 PDT
What is this bullshit?

[link]

Are you kidding me?

For god sakes, that is the most horrible thing i have read in a while! I can't believe people are like this!

They are calling the day of silence a distraction to schools and they say that a lot of the time it even cuts into tax payers money. What?!. Also saying that this day is "tainting the youth" ALSO RECOMMENDING THAT PARENTS TAKE THEIR KIDS OUT OF SCHOOL ON THAT DAY

This was someones responce to the removing kids on that day...

"Garcia stated, "These people sound like they'd be a perfect fit for Nazi Germany." He continued, “Let's burn books so our perfect children are not tainted ... Not our kids, well they are your kids. If they [parents] think they're going to keep their kids from gay people or a discussion of homosexuality anywhere, they are delusional."#,

GOOD FOR THEM! whoever wrote that is my friend

and the website was SHOCKED that someone said that!

their responce was,

Stephen Bennett of NotOurKids.com responded, “How can Garcia – a homosexual activist – demand an end to name calling and so-called bigotry, when he clearly doesn’t practice what he preaches?”
Stephen ended, “This is what America needs to see: the real groups who are guilty of the hatred, the bigotry, the name calling and the intimidation. Mr. Garcia’s statements are the perfect example why NotOurKids.com opposes these tactics of homosexual activism – especially within America’s public schools – and is calling upon all parents nationwide to pull their children and youth out of school on April 18th if their school is allowing this disruptive ‘Day of Silence’ protest to take place.”

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19987810/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19987810/ Sat, 16 Aug 2008 12:59:50 PDT
my boyfriend is coming over so we can go out to eat...

that means i have to change my clothes... i dont want to!
I just got my amazing plaid lolita dress in the mail... so i have been wearing it all day.... i need to change out of it now... gawww

and yesterday i got my paycheck with my boyfriend (he works at my parents restaurant now too) and so i have been on the computer all day flipping through various lolita websites trying to find a coat to buy xD

so far im stuck on this coat from metamorphose.... i highly doubt i can afford it xD sadly, i probably will still attempt to buy it... xDDDD


you guys! help my find a cute dress coat!!!

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19888311/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19888311/ Sun, 10 Aug 2008 23:27:59 PDT



and i heard this
a lot..

AND CARAMEL DANSEN....


AND I WAS RICKROLL'D BY A GHOST BUSTER.
and...

and...

and...

and...































I OBJECT!

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19770784/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19770784/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 12:24:00 PDT
going to otakon in maryland


wont be back for a while

ill be with and my friend rachel

ill be in lolita if my dress comes in time...
if not, fuck it..

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19502440/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19502440/ Sun, 20 Jul 2008 15:25:05 PDT
i don't think i will be on for a while... i figure im grounded
i guess i fucked up big time with my parents.


i quit my job, i quit my parents life. that goddamned piece of shit restaurant. they life at that piece of shit, 7am till 1am, every goddamned day. They come home to change their clothes at 9:30pm... yeah, that when i see them...


I'm kinda jealous of a lot of you guys..

Do you have parents who talk to you when you need help? Can you tell them when your in trouble? Does someone say hi to you when you get home? Is there breakfast, lunch or dinner on the table for you? Do you hear good morning from anyone? Do you hear good night from anyone?

you must take it for granted. To see someone everyday.

i live with my brother, thats it. most of the time, he's not here.

I don't know what to say... i just really miss it.
I miss it so much.. you have no idea!! It sucks... it sucks a lot....


sorry for this emotional rant, i don't feel great at the moment.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19484142/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19484142/ Sat, 19 Jul 2008 14:38:46 PDT HAND!
....

AHH!!



i have 2 rants!

well we had a hurricane like thing yesterday... EDIT. Apparently, according to my dad, its called a "Microburst"
LOLWUT. No kidding...
so my family business lost 5k in sales and 1k worth of damage... oh my it was quite a night. we lost power at like... 4pm and it came back on at 4am. We saw at least 7 trees fall!! The flag pole for our restaurant SNAPPED in half! The 300 pound picnic tables FLIPPED causing the moderately expensive umbrellas to be CRUSHED by the picnic tables. Then, a HUGE tree fell on top of the cable right above employee parked cars! It was absolute madness!!


rant 2..
i was walking down to my parents restaurant for lunch and i walked under a tree and a spider apparently fell on me and i didn't notice until it bit me T______T

30 mins later...
I LOOK LIKE I HAVE A TUMOR ON MY HAND.
T_______________________________________T
EDIT I failed to mention that I am most likely having an illergic reaction to the spider

*needs to go to the hospital*

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19436998/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19436998/ Wed, 16 Jul 2008 22:39:05 PDT
Thank you for everyone who responded to my previous journal!
was really happy when he read all of the great comments you guys left him!

I mean,
you guys didn't even leave those crappy "cool" or "i like this" type comments... you actually left awesome comments! a bunch of you even left very in depth comments :]




THANK YOU!

Every artist has those days when they feel crappy about their work.



I owe you guys something awesome...

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19415417/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19415417/ Tue, 15 Jul 2008 18:42:58 PDT


I promise some epic art if you do this,



is my boyfriend and I think hes an incredible artist!

He is just kinda sad that he cant color his art... he doesn't know how to. He thinks that the only way to be a great artist is to know how to color. That just isn't true!

His gallery is NOTHING compared to what he can do in real life. He is defiantly a better artist than I am, believe me!!

I just wanted to know if you guys can check out this [link] and tell him what you think.

If you like it, tell him. If you have advice, he was LOVE THAT so much you have no idea.

he just wants to get started on deviantart and he really likes that pic.

He can do much better than that. So... if you guys do this, ill tell him to put some more stuff up.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19272243/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19272243/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 11:21:53 PDT

so i might sell jewlery.
Would you buy it???



oh and, im about to submit epic win...

yes sir..

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19186563/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/19186563/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 15:07:33 PDT and are are setting up a lolita meet in boston.


is anyone interested?

We are bringing cookies, cakes, candies, and other sweet treats to the meet.

Also, we may travel to china town and the mall after that.

This is about getting to know people with the same interests.


Come even if you are a lolita noob.
^___^


Please note or if you are interested in comming! ^_^



We do not have a set time yet due to some schedule planning issues. Please tell us when would be the right time for you to show up.


We are trying to plan this on a weekend

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18992327/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18992327/ Sun, 22 Jun 2008 23:12:25 PDT


i bet you all just went hulk on me.


it happens.


i havent been on because i am having interweb problems...
and im still in school xD wtf



i get out monday!!!

i wont be around for the first few weeks of summer really.
im going to be out a LOT and i will be working AND im going to NJ with


so yeah....


AND MAX KILLED THE PONY.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18670677/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18670677/ Wed, 04 Jun 2008 21:44:17 PDT
DO
NOT
WANT.
My brother was talking about the pain olympics and how insane it is. i searched for it .... and repeat....

DO
NOT
WANT.

I mean... i dont even have a penis... and i would never watch that!

anywho...


being sick also fails
i had this horrid cough and shit...
it sucks...

the only good part of my day was playing Rock Band with

The rest of my day was spent sleeping...

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18597585/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18597585/ Sat, 31 May 2008 17:40:54 PDT
ADMIT IT!


well i drew samus from metroid....
and im happy about it...


SO I DEMAND YOU LOOK AT IT...

BE NICE TO ME!!
IM SICK!

xD

xD


The colored version will be up tomorow

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18467559/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18467559/ Fri, 23 May 2008 17:44:11 PDT
NOTE!!!!
The girl I am referring to is a 8th grade middle schooler and her brother is a sophomore. I am not going to use the girls name or her brother's name. i will refer to them as "he" "she" "her" "him" you get it. This is true though

i pissed off some girl on my bus today. i have never liked her brother.

this girl gave some other kid a blowjob on the bus. i did not see it but my friend amanda did.

so, amanda and i got called down to the office a couple days later and i told them what i saw. Nothing. I said that i was listening to music and i was half asleep the whole time. and they questioned amanda and she said, yes, she saw it.

but anywho, so this girls brother comes up to me and demands that i stop lying. i freaked out and told him that i said that i diddnt see anything. so hes like BLAH BLAH U TOLD THEM YOU SAWWWW...

i dont care... i hate that kid. so i was like.... whatever kid..

and so he starts spreading rumors about me. I dont care.... he can say whatever he wants about me. big friggen deal. he told everyone on the bus that i walk around my house naked and shit in front of people xDDD!! LOL WUT? everyone just called him an idiot and told him to shut up because... well.... nobody cares...

so randomly, he starts a rumor about amanda who saw the incident on the bus with the kid's sister.

so yesterday, they were getting off the bus and the kid looks at amanda and he says "she knows what you said!" (she is his sister)
and his sister says "yeah, fuck you bitch" then gets off the bus and flips us off.

WE FUCKKING LOLed in CONFUSION. it was funny, but i was pissed at the same time.
Like i said, i dont care what he says about me.... but he was saying stuff about amanda... who hasnt done a thing. she is not the type to start any trouble. shes pretty quiet.

so, the next day (today) i was at the schools ice cream social thingie when i saw him.
i told him to come here and i told him that he is to leave amanda out of this. i remember saying "If your sister has an issue, tell her to stop speaking through you, stop being a pussy and confront me instead of bitching about us to everyone else"
and i also said "I know you going to run to her and start saying lies again. so im going to give you something to tell her. you can tell her that i said that she is the definition of adolescent trash and you both need to grow the fuck up"

we get on the bus to go home a few hours later and my brother's friend comes up to me and says "oh yeah so i heard what you said. she said "tell that bitch Julia to grow some balls and fight me""

LMAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
FIGHT HER?!! LOL!!

yeeeahh! me in a fight! HAHAHA
YEEAAAHHH RIIIGHTT
A fight? Reeeaaally? Thats so fucking immature. xD
Reinstating my "adolescent trash" comment, yes?


So, that happened at 2pm.... it is 8:47 pm and.... I HAVENT GROWN WOMAN BALLS YET! YAY!

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18390873/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18390873/ Sun, 18 May 2008 21:53:42 PDT YOU ARE NOT GANGSTER IF YOU ARE RICH, WHITE AND LIVE IN NORTHERN NEW HAMPSHIRE. End of Story.


I DID NOT TAKE A SHOWER.

now i have to take one in the morning and that means WET HAIR for school and itchy skinnn! *gasp*


anywho...



so, dA is not letting me resubmit my shower picture unless i add FULL clothing to each character.

I never thought I would have a picture removed from deviantart and the reason being child porn...... xD it's horrible that I find this so funny.... I really miss that pic... but... LOL.


ANYWHO...
I HAVE 3 UNFINISHED DRAWINGS ON THIS MAC.
WHY CANT I FINISH THEM?! I will! This week!

IF I DONT FINISH 3 DRAWINGS THIS WEEK.... DEVIANTART GETS SHIRTLESS MAN PICS. It's a deal.




ONE MORE THING.

If Oprah and Bill Gates had an epic brawl, who would win?
a. Oprah
b. Bill Gates
c. Chuck Norris

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18343341/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18343341/ Thu, 15 May 2008 20:44:28 PDT
I had asked my computer teacher to take a look at it..

and he did and said that the innards must have fried :[

and i came back to pick it up a couple months later after and I decided to sell it for parts...

and my teacher was standing around my computer when I walked into his room during study hall....

it was plugged into the wall..... i was like "...what are you doing..."

and he moved his hand towards the mouse pad and i was like "!!!"
AND IT WOKE THE FUCK UP.

OMGLOLMYBFFJILL.

I HAVE MY LAPTOP BACK.

the effing battery was placed inside wrong o_o...
which was weird.... since i had replaced the battery 2 weeks BEFORE it broke...

IN OTHER NEWS...


MY SISTER IS ENGAGED.
WOO.
She called me in the middle of the night... drunk... xD and told me that she was engaged XD

dont worry, she got engaged when she was sober ahaha
Her boyfriend just got back from Iraq and asked her :]!

YAY

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18268951/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18268951/ Sun, 11 May 2008 07:34:52 PDT ILL GET PICTURES LATER

so prom was awesome!

i showed up at 's house and he had pink roses for me :]!!
i gave him his man flower boutonniere thing.. xD

so yeah, we drove to downtown wolfeboro at 4:30 and got there at 4:45.... so i diddnt want to wait in the car for 15 mins.... so i asked my mom if she could get me donuts aha....

so i ate donuts in the car for 10 mins WIN.

so, we got out and saw some of our friends and waited for the boat with them.
the boat arrived around 6:30.

we had to get there earlier because they were announcing all the seniors with their dates and they were getting pictures taken.

is a senior and he was my date.... so we got announced ^^


so, when we got on the boat, i attempted to stay on the upper deck to watch the boat go... but that failed! I was epically cold xD

The boat was gorgeous! and the meals were pretty great. We were served beef, salad, good friggen lazania, fruit, desert and moreee !

the music wasnt great at all... but... i expected that xDD
they had techno... but it was mixed in the rap...

BUT..
THEY HAD "I LIKE BIG BUTTS" XDD

the prom ended at 11pm and my feet KILLED... EPICALLY...

^__^ cant wait to go again.

cant wait for the next partttyyy!


im having a party next month... oh ho ho...


PICTURES LATER

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18186745/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18186745/ Mon, 05 May 2008 19:03:10 PDT Just dropped my Cirque du Soleil bucket thing on my effing foot.

ANYWHO..

PROM IS SATURDAY.

I am scrambling to get ready this week... It's ridiculous.

I can't wait!
It's going to be on the mt. washington cruise ship thingie in wolfeboro, nh.

yyeeeaaahhh
nice.

I HAVE THE ABILITY TO MAKE MY BOYFRIEND WEAR PINK TIES.

And what an ability that is!
Its cute. xD!

Funny, my dress is white, my shoes are white, everything is white white white.... BUT my nailpoilish is pink... SO.... Tom has to wear pink to match me xD

WIN.

I get to look epic.
I get to wear white pumps.

WIN.



And apparently my friend, Roy, is supposed to have an epic entrance...
That is a scary thought. xD

MY DIGITAL CAMERA BROKE.
FAIL.

HAAY KFAD.
CAN I BORROW YOUR CAMERA?
please...?
pretty pleaaseee...?
PLEASE.



MKAY. ALL SET. NEED SLEEP. PROM.
(im hyper.)

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18137012/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18137012/ Fri, 02 May 2008 17:19:53 PDT
COME ON!

their reason was that the charcters apeared underage!

what
the
FUCK!


I made this as tasteful as possible

i got a note from deviantart that told me that it had been deleted and the reason was

"characters depicted in a nude or erotic fashion in this deviation are established as being underage. Removed as violation of policy."

ALL FUCKING ANIME CHARECTERS LOOK FUCKING UNDERAGE!

Besides, this is drawing, not photography. This is NOT illegal and this is not child pornography. There is no reason why this deviation was banned. There are more "erotic" actions displayed in artistic nudes (no offence to them, they are mostly beautiful and well done)

This is absolutely ridiculous!

Do they even flip through their own website??
This is like a cop talking down someone going 10 over the speed limit while others are going 30.

Please.






RULES SAY...

Submissions of a non- photographic nature which clearly depict a minor, fictional character or otherwise, either nude or in a sexually driven manner will be removed and deleted without notice as they come to the attention of the staff.



SO,
EVERY chobits art should be gone, Ichigo %100 art, Love Hina or EVERY OTHER ANIME/MANGA LIKE THIS SHOULD BE BANNED.


Bull.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18089836/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/18089836/ Tue, 29 Apr 2008 16:56:02 PDT

Im back...WITH ARTS!!!



I am not grounded anymore.... so i got the computer back!

So i have SUBMITTED EPIC WIN


[link]

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17955800/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17955800/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 08:33:48 PDT Here telling you that is away on vacation at her request



We all wish you a good vacation Lolli, Love you

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17870042/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17870042/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 18:43:10 PDT
but...

I woke up with conjuntivitis in both of my eyes and i have a horrible cold...


So i spent the day alone watching tv and at the doctors because i am highly contagious.

I wasnt allowed to see anyone today because of my illness.

My day got better towards the end. My parents got me an Ipod Touch and an icecream cake.
Also, funny thing is that called me saying that he had conjuntivitis too.

Later on, I got a phone call from and i answered the phone and she said, "Julia... I have pink eye"
XD.....;;
this sucks...
but its kinda funny XD;

I will be back when i get better

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17667400/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17667400/ Thu, 03 Apr 2008 13:12:25 PDT EDIT
APPARENTLY.... this was an April's fools joke...... AWWWWWWWW...

LAWLERSKATES!?

WHAT?!?!?!



THIS

IS

EPIC
A
[link]


So incredibly cheesy but i will so go see it...



WATCH IT OR I WILL BEAT YOU WITH RUSTY SPOON!

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17630716/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17630716/ Tue, 01 Apr 2008 11:57:58 PDT


...wut?!

XD


I signed online in the library with 's laptop and we were like "SOMEONE CHANGED OUR ICONS MUTHAFUCKKA"



XDDD nice one dA



SOOOOO...

Im grounded so i havent been on in a week. My friend is posting random study hall sketches....


they are all being scrapped XD ^^

I will finish colored work when i get ungrounded...
Dont ask why im grounded.... its a long boring story that i dont want to repeat...











<3

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17479603/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17479603/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 17:41:43 PDT


WOW

FIRST...
I developed an allergic reaction to something on my lips friday afternoon... so my lips were cracked and blistery on one side..

when we got to the con saturday...

Okay so we got in line for registration at 12:30 am and....


5 HOURS AND 45 MINUTES STANDING IN A FUCKING LINE TO GET IN THE FUCKING CONVENTION

-_-

We ended up missing BOTH concerts and pretty much EVERYTHING ELSE!

The only good part about the line is how we randomly saw in line near us.

We went to the dealers room to buy some things when we finally got in and the lady at the door said that the room was closed for the day... O_O

I looked at her and said "We just waited in a 5 HOUR LINE and your going to KICK US OUT?! ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!"

So, , , and I walked around wondering what to do.
We ended up going to the Artist's Alley to meet some artists.
I saw so many artists there who I knew on deviantart and hated... XD i was like "LOLOLOLOL i know her! shes a bitch!" XD...;;;;

XDD yeahhh...

We ended up meeting one awesome person! We ended up meeting :]!
She absolutely sweet! She had a big smile on the whole time she was talking to us. She was the nicest artist we met that day :]

After that, we went back to our rooms and changed for the dance. I was in the bathroom and i bit my lip and somehow split my lip open where I had developed my allergic reaction and THEN i had a nosebleed... I actually started crying when i was in the bathroom with getting ready. I was just really sad that things were not working out and now i was standing at the sink with blood going down my face. All these issues... just really suckked....

When i felt better, We went back to the con and went to the rave. went to the video game room until 2am, and i stayed at the rave until 2am and went to the masquerade and then came to the dance after. I had a lot of fun at the rave. I always really enjoy the raves with . She is the BEST person to go to raves with ^__^

So, the rave made me feel a lot better.

I ended up falling asleep in the con hallway at 1:30am and i woke up to people leaving at 2am

So, we went back to our hotels at 2am. my brother() and I shared a hotel and we let come in to hang out for a while at 2:20 am
My parents would never let in our hotel... but they were staying on the other side of the hotel... so they never knew... ^__^ XDDD

But http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17413903/ Wed, 19 Mar 2008 16:41:35 PDT

That is why i have been gone. Don't ask why... it is a meaningless bunch of utter nonsense that shouldn't be repeated. ^^


Anywho!!

I was in class and it was announced that Mtv's show "MADE" is going to be filming at my school.....



wow....


We live in the middle of nowhere! Why us?! jeezee....



Well, auditions are soon and i keep seeing people with applications for it.

This should be interesting :]!



ANYWHO ABOUT ANIME BOSTON...

I AM NOT GOING FRIDAY

I am going saturday :]

See you all Saturday!

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17263799/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17263799/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 22:01:00 PDT
Honestly... WHY CANT IT BE THE 21ST OF MARCH ALREADY?!


Ehh.



Okay, so my plans for Anime Boston are all set. My dad got the hotel this morning and i just have to finish some small details in my cosplay.

I will be up the 21st skippin school and shit because it will be 's 18th birthday.


Anywho, I will be there with , , my younger brother, Joey and a bunch of random other people.

My parents are going to be bringing us to register on friday.... so... if you see me registering, you get to see my dad's priceless face when he sees all the "freaks" !!!!

His face will be the definition of Epic Win.


and I were considering walking around on sunday with signs that say "Press B for more options" or something along the lines of that.
This spawned from a ctl-alt-delete joke ahaha!

THIS is what I need help with

What should our signs say if we make one?
Whoever comes up with the best one get a spot on our signs :3!

-They have to be computer and or video game related



GO!

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17183815/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17183815/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 17:14:32 PST


XDDDDDDDDDDD
noob



im sick of all the little photobucket shit and the myspace camera photos

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17167488/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17167488/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 16:05:32 PST HEYYY Hillary,

Isn't there an "O" in country?
------------------------------------






:] Cookies for Obama, yes?

Good times with ~kfad xD
(wow i got bored)

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17155074/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17155074/ Sun, 02 Mar 2008 19:16:44 PST for 5 months today, March 2, 2008
gasp!
(he gave me coconut chocolatesssss)

I got to go see him today and make sandwiches in his kitchen


It was a good day indeed!
<3

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17046204/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/17046204/ Sun, 24 Feb 2008 17:31:22 PST my sister or my parents are driving me. but im going


i am going to be there friday, saturday, and sunday as far as i know.

i dont know if i will be cosplaying on friday the 21st
's birthday is friday march 21st!!
a wonderful start to Anime boston!!!

i will be with and a bunch of other freaks !!

is cosplaying Itachi and i am cosplaying Deidara
is undecided and i doubt my brother, is going to cosplay.

IF YOU WANT TO MEET.....

i will have my CELLPHONE on me and if you want my number, send me a note
for some people, calling people they never met before is... weird XD
if that is the case, you can text me or i can call you.
if you are not comfortable with either one, you can just find me if you still want to meet.

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16933296/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16933296/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 17:15:47 PST

now you hate me for that hah



no, i just wanted to ask you guys to check out my recent deviation and tell me what you think. [link]

i dont get as many comments as i used to. <3

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16863249/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16863249/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 12:16:50 PST

there is 50million feet of snow outside and im effing bored...



PS. im going to anime boston next month...

i might be going as zelda one of those days if i finish my costume.... but im definatly going as deidara....

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16801303/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16801303/ Sat, 09 Feb 2008 13:38:05 PST 's going away party
it was awesome! its lame that shes moving..



anywho,
the charger for my ibook died.... XD
my computer teacher says that he will give me one of his.

i havent been submitting art because of this...


gave me his mac mini to borrow for a while

i will be doing more art soon






i need a macbook...

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16601734/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16601734/ Sun, 27 Jan 2008 17:57:30 PST before i start,
my computer isnt working at all! i may not be back on for a while T_T
no digital art for a whole

sketches will be up soon

so i recently dicovered that i enjoy politics.
well... this new discovery is beyond annoying...


for some reason, i give a shit about america? wow! me?


america is going down the drain and i find this incredibly interesting?

sadly, yes.

another thing is my new interest in that new movie "Atonement"
.... for some reason. i have to see it.... there are amazing reviews on it and it looks beautiful.... i suppose i will beg to take me to see it.
in my head ill call it.... "feeding my movie craving" but i will openly call it a "date" so "icontom321: is still happy.
XD jk
its both.
XD

i love youu tom... XDD


last night was hilarious and full of "LOL"
so my sister came up from massachusetts and she was watching my brother and i while my parents were at some resort for the weekend.
my mom thinks im going to throw mad parties and do shit.... so she called in my sister whom she believes to be an angel who would never do anything wrong. she trusted my sister to let nobody over and blah blah blah...

soo... she asked me if i wanted to come over..

LOL

but mom wouldnt want my boyfriend to be at my house when she wasnt home....


so, i love my sister...


we had him over and everything was great...

until...

my sister said that our mom called the family buissness a while ago....
so i told my sister to go down and ask the people at our resturaunt why she called...

she diddnt want to but i eventually made her go...

so i went into the bathroom and 5 mins later my sister comes flying in the bathrooom and shes like "SHIT. WE ARE LEAVING NOW"
i was like "wut?!"

apparently at our resturaunt, the toilets overflowed and they called my parents to come back and my parents were apparently on the way home..


haha..... shit..


so i ran into my room and tom had his shoes and jacket on and i was like "we have to.."
hes like ".. i know!"
and we ran out the door and into my sisters car to bring tom home.
we laughed about the whole thing on the way there XDDDDD


at least i got an hour or 2 with tom

it was so funny
my parents diddnt end up comming home because they fixed it before we even left XDDDD

but it was worth the "LOL"


haha
imma go back to watching CNN

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16386324/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16386324/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 11:04:20 PST my laptop charger basicaly burnt appart...dont ask
i wont be on so much and until i get it fixed, no art
i have 3 paintings 90% done on the computer

i guess im stressed... i dont find interest in the things i used to love

i get up at 5am ever weekday for school and i get home from school at 5:10pm
i have drivers ed, TSA, clubs to do and homework alll after school for 2 hours

also, i have to drive with my teacher on fridays and saturdays for 2 hours

and my mom came up to me and told me i was working at our resturaunt for 5 hours on sundays every week for now on

and i just fell apart
i cant take it, i have no time for anything


i had a bad day the other day...

i was sitting in my computer class working on editing a video project my partner amanda and i were doing...
my phone started vibrating and i picked it up and it was my best friend texting me and telling me she was sad last night
and i replied "im sorry"
and she said "i couldnt sleep... im sure by now you heard what happened"

and i said "what??? no"
and she said "you diddnt here what happened to roscoe?"


roscoe is 's dog and she wasnt at school the other day

well, it turnes out something seriously wrong happened to him and he had to be taken into surjury. apparently the surjury only had a 50% chance of being a success and he died..

so, i put my phone away and i was silent for a little while. it diddnt really kick in until i went online and read 's journal about it. i turned off my monitor, stood up and sat in the corner of my classroom and put my head on the desk.my partner came up to me and asked me if i was alright and i started to cry really bad. it sucked a lot

he was a good dog. deformed, but awesome
we will all really miss him


[link]

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16311520/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16311520/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 06:10:44 PST


if another hilary clinton telemarketer person calls,

i will kill




my parents are racist


and they love bush



here is a lovely quote from my dad
"how dare you support terrorists like muslims and japan"


lolwut?
japan?

i just peed myself laughing

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16032667/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/16032667/ Fri, 21 Dec 2007 16:58:19 PST
i got my best friend the most expensive gift of all my friends. i got her sterling silver pink cubic zirconia drop earrings.... thank god all this stuff was on sale.. XD

i got a cute japanese styled manga bag and a flavored tea set

i got a 14kt gold small cross necklace. i really liked that one

i got my friend sam a journal and a few bracelets :]

i got my boyfriend, that zelda arrow wii attachment because he found out hes getting a wii for christmas


oh yeaaah, i never told deviantart that i was dating :]
yess sirr....
hes just amazing..

well i think i got the biggest suprise this year...

Tom, , had given me a box and i wasnt supposed to open it until i was at home. So, when i got home, he called me and told me to open the gift while he was on the phone :] yayyy
so, i open the box and its stuffed with tissue paper. inside was a poem at the top of the box. it was so sweet.. i cried a bit haha.
well...i pulled out the tissue paper and there was a small white box at the bottom.
while i was on the phone with him, i opened it up and there was a note inside that said "To Julia, the love of my life. I promise" and inside the box was an amazingly gorgeous sapphire promise ring and i started to cry
i diddnt know what to say.... its the nicest thing anyone has ever done for me...

:] this really means a lot to me...
i love you, tom

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15868964/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15868964/ Sun, 09 Dec 2007 20:16:57 PST

it sucked
but i had time to color major art


so yeah i have two pieces im currently coloring






so lets see...

i beat zelda Phantom hourglass so lonnnnggg agoooo....
such an easy quick game but such a great one
a few days ago i dug through my brothers room and found out N64.... only the best gaming counsel haha
sadly for myself, im not joking XD
and i found Zelda: Majora's Mask and Ocarina of Time. since ocarina of time is my favorite game of all time.... i cant wait to find all the cords to the N64 and beat it again... along with majora's mask...

i have the gamecube version of both games...
but i always refused to play any N64 zelda game on any system BUT the N64 haha

i still need to beat twilight princess...
i barely even played that game... tis saddd



anywhooos

today i went to the mall, it was awesomeness
i bought a death note tshirt of L in hottopic im using the shirt for pjs
other than that, i bought a few cute things including cute winter boots


im happy

so i have decided what i want for christmas


i keep having to use my little brothers DS to play games... so i want a pink DS

also...
i have been raiding the Apple website nonstop because i want a mac mini or an iPod touch or an iPhone

i will never get the iPhone OR mac mini for christmas so im going to ask for an ipod touch




i still want that mac mini...
or better yet... an imac.... but that will never happen XDD

reminds me of computer classs...... when this girl amanda and i huggle the imac we work with ever day because its possibly the most gorgeous thing we have ever seen....

especially with leopard.....ahh... the reflecting dock on the amazingly crystal clear screen...



its 's fault that i loves teh apple...
oh jeeze... wud he do?

something good i hopeee....



ONE MOAR THING

i had been watching FMA for the first time recently in japanese with english subtitles...

just finished the last episode the other day...
DUDE..... O_O


WHY DID I NOT WATCH THIS SOONER....?!?



amazing.


all i need to do is see the movie....

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15431750/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15431750/ Fri, 09 Nov 2007 09:05:39 PST







and about 15 other people are going to my house saturday for a late late late halloween rave party !

(remember? the one i postponedd?)


effin awesome










GAWWWW

i have to go now and play zelda phantom hourglass...
then take a shower
then play moar zelda ...
then go get some blacklights at walmart and crap...
and on the ride to walmart i will play zelda...
and then on the ride home i will play zelda..
and when we get back i will decorate our barn for the party
then probably play zelda...
then tom will call and i will be on the phone with him... while i play zelda..



and i will probably fall asleep while..
playing..










zelda...



IM OBSESSED

]]> ~Lolli-Chan http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15349210/ http://Lolli-Chan.deviantart.com/journal/15349210/ Sat, 03 Nov 2007 16:41:48 PDT
your my friend! why am i always somehow hurting my friends?
i must be such a bitch because this always happens when i find something to make me happy...

did you hate me inside?

you diddnt hate me on the outside...

i diddnt know..... i diddnt know you knew...

i just feel like you hated me...your wont tell me formaly..


your afraid to tell me formaly, arent you?
i dont know what to say...

all i can do is apologize...for hurting you...

im so happy... and the reason im happy hurt you..

i dont want to lose you..

i dont think you quite feel the same way now..
but if you did ever.... im sorry

you are my friend...

]]> ~Lolli-Chan