http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Loserdisplay&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Loserdisplay en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Mon, 14 Dec 2009 17:45:51 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/26526408/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/26526408/ Tue, 11 Aug 2009 12:06:11 PDT regarding adding my pictures to collections

i'd highly appreciate it if people don't add me to weird collections like "fetish art"

because that's the kind of thing that makes me weary of posting my photograph on here

it makes me very uncomfortable and i prefer people ask me first

i don't like or want to be associated with galleries like that.

not that any one reading this has ever done that, it's other people.

i don't like most of my old photographs so i often avoid coming on here and seeing myself, i don't delete them though because some have lots of favs
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i have a lot on my mind right now

and there's a whole bunch of things wrong with my classes already


i'm gonna upload my art work from last year
because i feel bad that i never upload anything, it's just such a hassle

random shit: i dyed my hair black but now i want to bleach it
i got my mom to let me get a second earlobe piercing
that's about as far as she will go
i found out my great grandfather was a
professional level painter and i found a set of like, 70 brushes of his, a whole bunch of old paint and a few of his old paintings
my grandma was a painter too
so now i know where i get it

i took dance classes over the summer and i'll be signing up for fall. probably lyrical or ballet if you want to know
my best friend got married
my cat had four kittens
i gave my best friend one
i type too much about my self

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/24462828/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/24462828/ Mon, 27 Apr 2009 13:02:35 PDT

[01] Do you have the guts to answer these questions and repost as The Controversial Survey?
absolutely


[02] Would you do meth if it were legalized?
no

[03] Abortion: for or against it?
i think only in certain cases

[04] Would our country fall with a woman president?
maybe, women tend to be a little impulsive to their emotions sometimes, but i don't think we would "fall"

[05] Do you believe in the death penalty?
i believe it should be used in high discretion

[06] Do you wish marijuana would be legalized already?
no

[07] Are you for or against premarital sex?
for, but i don't think people should be stupid or careless about it

[08] Do you believe in God?
i think so

[09] Do you think that same sex marriage should be legalized?
fuck yeah

[10] Do you think it's wrong that so many Hispanics are moving to the USA?
not at all

[11] A twelve year old girl has a baby, should she keep it?
that's COMPLETELY up to her

[12] Should the alcohol age be lowered to eighteen?
uh...no teens are impaired as it is

[13] Should the war in Iraq be called off? The first answer that comes to mind?
i don't know

[14] Assisted suicide is illegal: do you agree?
no

[15] Do you believe in spanking your children?
no,i was spanked and it didn't change my behavior, just made me fight more. i think there are much more effective ways

[16] Would you burn an American flag for a million dollars?
no, i think it would be like a slap in the face to our soldiers

[18] Who do you think would make a better president? McCain or Obama?
Obama, i can't stand to live under another white christian homophobic authority figure

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/24071689/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/24071689/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 08:38:12 PDT
okay






How often do you reapply makeup?

uhhhh, like once








Is there anything currently hurting on your body?

no








What's the last song you sang along to with a friend?

"best friends" by aqua



Did you get to see your boy/girlfriend/crush today?

i don't have any of those




Have you kissed more than one person in the past 5 days?

no










How old were you when you stopped sleeping with a night-light?

don't remember





Last person you gave a hug to?

my friend






Whose car did you ride in last?

my mom's






Last person you shared food with?

my friend







What was the last clothing article you purchased?

tank top







Ever kissed someone with blue eyes?


no







Who was the last person that made you cry?


my mom








Was the last person you flipped off someone you knew?

yes
and then i almost flipped off this guy at the fair b/c everytime we'ed walk by his booth he'd make fun of me and my friend's haircuts through a megaphone. jerk






The last thing you wanted to buy?

hat









Who do you plan on going with to Prom?

i'm not going






Describe a funny moment you had within the past week:

can't remember








Are any of your top friends gay/bi/lesbian?

haha yeeeah like 60%






Do you think you will have a Valentines this year?

it already past







Do you believe once an cheater, always a cheater?

not really






Have you been a happy, angry, or sad person lately?

happy!!!! it's spring break!!!




Do you think you have made anyone happy recently?


i KNOW i've made people happy lately






Are you an emotional person?
yes sometimes extremely but i'm a girl that's to be expected






How fast do you get over a relationship?

never had too








Where was the last place you peed at?

my house, i'd rather die than use public restrooms








Have you ever gone to court?

no








Would you ever get a tattoo?

probally








Do you hate when people smoke around you?

HELL YEAH!








Does anyone disgust you?

not specific people i know








What's something you can't wait for?

i'm going to the movies today!




Is tomorrow going to be a good day?

hopefully







Whats the weather like outside?

no clue but it looks nice







Can you do a push-up?


yes






When was the last time you received a hug?


yesterday




What were you wearing when you last kissed someone?

no clue



Do you hang out with that person anymore?


no






Do you sleep with your door open or closed?

open







Do you know any mechanical stuff about cars?

uhhh, i don't know





Are you close with your mother?

kinda





Do you still talk to the first person you kissed?


no




Would you ever want to swim with the sharks?

no






Did you speak with your father today?

no





What do you want for your next birthday?

idk






Ever given a cop an attitude?
no






What's a recent... ]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/23488760/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/23488760/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 12:26:52 PST above 40 = girly .
above 55 = paris hilton

[ ] My fingernails/toenails are almost always painted.
[ ] During the summer pretty much the only shoes I wear are flip flops.
[x] My favorite toy as a child were barbies/bratz
[ ] My favorite color is pink or purple.
[x] I did Gymnastics.
[x] I love skirts.
[ ] Hollister is one my favorite places to shop.
[ ] Tight jeans are the only jeans I'll wear.(i don't wear jeans that much)
[x] I love chocolate.
TOTAL: 4

[ ] My hair is mostly always straightened
[ ] I usually go shopping once a week.
[x] I love to hang out with friends.(kinda)
[ ] I have a piece of real diamond jewelry.
[ ] I've gone to a tanning salon.
[ ] I've gone to the beach to tan - not to swim.
[ ] I have at least 10 pairs of shoes.
[ ] I watch Gossip Girl
[ ] change my profile picture weekly.
[ ] I wear a shower cap.
TOTAL SO FAR: 5

[ ] I would NEVER set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] My cell phone might as well become a part of me.
[ ] I wear mascara everyday
[ ] Bathing suits are adorable.
[ ] I don't know the difference between a sheep and a goat.
[x] Big sunglasses are awesome.(on some people)
[ ] I have gotten my nails done.
[ ] I own over 10 purses.(zero!)
[ ] MuchMusic is my one of my favorite channels.
TOTAL SO FAR: 6

[ ] I love to have other people do my hair.
[x] I like to give and receive hugs from all my friends.
[ ] I hate bugs.
[x] Carnivals are fun.
[ ] Summer is THE best season.
[x] My swimsuit has 2 pieces.(but the bottoms are guys shorts and i never go swimming anymore)
[x] Musicians are hot.
[ ] You write me a poem and tell me I'm beautiful and I'm all yours.(you better have more going for you than sweet talking)
TOTAL SO FAR: 10

[x] I'm self-conscious.
[ ] My room smells like vanilla.
[x] My dishes get washed more than once a week.(but my mom does dishes)
[x] I don't do sports.
[x] I HATE to run.
[x] I squeal when I am surprised or angry.(who squeals when they're angry?)
[x] I eat dried fruit as a snack.
[ ] I love romance novels.(i love yaoi)
[ ] Drew Barrymore is so cute.
TOTAL: 16

[x] I dance randomly around the house.
[x] I usually spend over an hour to get ready to leave my house.
[ ] I only have like 5 billion hair products.
[x] I love to get dressed up.
[ ] I talk on the phone at least once a day to my friends.
[ ] I would love to have a photo shoot of myself.(depends)
[ ] My parents buy me everything I want, whenever I want it.
[ ] I apply lip gloss 50-a million times a day.
TOTAL: 19

[ ] I wish I could meet Paris Hilton.
[ ] R&B is the best music.
[ ] I pop my collar.
[x] Horses are beautiful (thougfh i wouldn't put it that way)
[x] Kittens are adorable.
TOTAL: 21

[ ] I write my own music.
[ ] I would love to visit Hawaii
[ ] I wouldn't be caught dead in all black.
[ ] My closet is STOCK FULL of clothes.
[x] I hate beards
[x] I love to read magazines. (depends)
TOTAL: 23

[ ] I love to gossip.
[x] I had Lisa Frank folders/posters as a kid.(folders)
[ ] I love Celine dion.
[ ] My baths are 2 hours long.
[ ] My wedding only needs a groom because it's already planned.
[x] I'm all about being vegetarian.
[x] I refuse to eat at McDonald's.
TOTAL: 26

[ ] I LOVE life!
[x] I have a lot of jewelry.
[x] I buy some jewlry from Claires.
[ ] My screen name(s) has or had x's in them.
[x] I have more than 3 pillows on my bed.
TOTAL: 29

[ ] You like the color pink.
[ ] You want to BE Paris Hilton
[x] You scope the room for hot guys.
[ ] You love the mall.
[ ] You love the beach.
[ ] You modeled as a little kid.
[x] You love receiving compliments.
[ ] You've been to a wedding and loved it.(i was 6 i can't remember)
TOTAL SO FAR: 31

Total Score: 31

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/23487117/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/23487117/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 10:41:53 PST Most favorite anime:
Full metal alchemist,Naruto, Ouran High School Host Club, Gravitation, Death Note

Least favorite:
sailor moon, dragonball z,...?

Fav male character(s):
edward, roy, alphonse(FMA) Naruto,Sasuke,gaara,kankuro,iruka,itachi,...alot (naruto)
shuichi, ryuchi,hiroshi (gavitation)
L matt mello (death note)
kaoru,hikaru,kyoya,nekozawa,tamaki,hunny (ouran)

Fav female character(s):
Riza kicks ass (FMA)
Anko,Temari, (naruto)
Rage(or reji,from gravitation)
haruhi (ouran)

fav animal/creature character:
Black hayate,lust,wrath(fma)
KYUUBI!!!!(naruto)
Kumagoro! (gravitation)

How long have you watched anime?:
uh, couple years?

Why did you become a fan?:
i started sneaking out to watch adult swim after my mom went to sleep, so at first it was like "haha i'm doing something i my mom doesn't want me to"
but now it's cause anime just frigging PWNS!!

Will you be a fan forever?:
unless my memory is erassed, but i think i'd become a fan again anyways

Do you think any anime characters are hot?:
Mello!! naruto with his jacket off! sasuke.
and who doesn't love a man that can control fire? ROY!

like yaoi?:
looooove yaoi

like yuri?:
not as much as yaoi

like hentai?:
eww yaoi's better

own a lot of hentai?:
no

you're a big pervert right?:
that's what she said lol

like bishounen?:
aww!

like bishoujo?:
uh, like lumier?

read manga?:
yeahs

have any untranslated manga?:
no cause it would frustrate me

fav manga:
gravitation!

what anime magazines do you own?:
aww, none

how much manga do you have?:
uh, not a lot, 8 vol.s

how many anime DVDs or VHS?:
7?

own any fansubs?:
no

make your own fansubs?:
no

do you draw anime?:
yeah ^^

good at it?:
i hope ^^

do you use software like Photoshop?:
not on drawings

ever use Oekaki applets?:
i don't know, have i?

have any doujinshi?:
aww,no

ever make your own doujinshi?:
tried once, failed once

do you write fanfics?:
only all the time

read fanfics?:
you have no idea how many

what anime merch do you own?:
posters! ninja headband a death note uh and other little things i shouldn't have spent my money on

Does Japan is general interest you?:
of course it does!

Do you like other Japanese stuff that's not anime?:
RAMANE! and candy and...RAMAN!!

Ever eaten Pocky or Pucca?:
POcky!

Want to visit Japan?:
of course i do!

fav anime quote or phrase:
"Damn right, i am a ninja genius!"-Sasuke


character you most relate to:
um...sasuke or naruto which is pretty pathetic

ever cosplay?:
yeah!

cosplayed as who?:
Fakir(princess tutu)naruto sasuke kiba kakashi(naruto)

gone to anime conventions?:
YES!

how many?:
4, but i'm still young in the convention world...and broke

fav convention:
megacon and Floridasupercon

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/23483045/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/23483045/ Mon, 02 Mar 2009 05:21:07 PST (please read this b/c it's the only journal i've uploaded in forever and i read all of you guys' journals and deviations)

only we got this net zero shit which is kinda slow and makes images look blurry and won't play videos from youtube which really sucks

so i will be updating more now that i ahve access again i'm going to upload stuff now

oh, i went to Megacon on saterday as Fakir and my friend was duck from princess tutu so once i find people with pictures of us i shall give you the links,

unless i look more horrible in that wig than i thought then you'll just have to deal without not that you care that much anyways

edit: and thank you to all my viewers and favers and commenters cause you guys are the best <3

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22639137/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22639137/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 18:23:39 PST
*W*H*O*
who is your best friend? amanda
who do you like? gaara
who is your mom? my mom
who owns your house? my mom
who bought you the clothes your wearing? my mom
who is at your house? my mom and sisters
who loves you? my best friend
who said hey to you today? no one
who are you talking to right now? no one
who was your ex-boy/girlfriend? no one (this thing is awfully redundant..or i'm just that boring)

*W*H*A*T*
what town do you live in? a stupid one
what are your pet peeves? spitting
what are you wearing? pjs
what do your teeth look like? braces are working
what are you doing in an hour? how should i know?
what is your middle name? somthing dumb
what is your deepest secret? it's my deepest seceret for reason stupid
what are you doing tomorrow? uh i don't really care
what is your boy/girlfriends middle name? shut up!
what is in this for you? nothing, no one reads them
what is your favorite thing(s)yaoi
what are you sitting on? chair


*W*H*E*R*E*
where are you at right now? home
where were you at at 12 noon today? home
where is your toothbrush at? bathroom
where do you sleep? my room
where do you live? here
where were you at at 7pm yesterday? school
where is your boy/girl friend? oh my god
where are your parents? my mom is here
where did you put your bookbag? i don't remember
where do you keep your socks? my drawer


*W*H*E*N*
when was your first kiss? getting or giving?
when are you getting a job? when i'm 16
when did you graduate? 2011 hopefully
when will you grow up? never
when are you going to call your friend? when my mom pays the phone bill
when did you get home last night? 5
when are you going to stop taking surveys? you can't make me
when was the last time you had a fruit smoothie? a while ago
when are you getting married? before i get wrinkles


*W*H*Y*
why are you taking this? why not
why are you weird? i feel like it
why are you wearing what you're wearing now? it's saterday
why dont you have friends? i do
why cant you get a boy/girl friend? cause of the weirdness remember
why do you live where your at? i'm being held against my will


*H*O*W*
how do you fix your hair? haispray
how are the kids? who was this written for?
how many hours do you spend on the computer? not enough
how many TV shows do you watch? too many to keep up with
how did you find this survey? same as all my others
how do you like it so far? it's actually annoying me
how do you make sharpies? i'm sure there's weed in it
how many sharpies do you own? a lot
how often do you say I love you? never

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22638708/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22638708/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 17:59:17 PST - Available: hai
- Age: almost 16!
- Annoyance: lots of things...mostly my mom and peers
- Animal: are not food!
B
- Beer: hate the smell
- Birthday: noo... okay 3-7
- Best Friends: Amanda
- Body Part on opposite sex: ha.ha
- Best feeling in the world: pride
- Blind or Deaf: uh no
- Best weather: slightly cold, enough to wear pants, or sitting inside in pjs while it's dark and stormy!or hurricane weather!that's the best
- Been in Love: puppy love?
- Been on stage?: ohmigeez yeah
- Believe in Magic: not even sure what magic would be
- Believe in God: yeah, not that i listen to him
- Believe in Santa: no

C
- Candy: skittles!
- Color: orange (my naruto obsession)
- Chocolate/Vanilla: vanilla!!
- Chinese/Mexican: chinese is awesome!
- Cake or pie: cake ^^
- Continent to visit: asia! or europe
- Cheese: yummy

D
- Day or Night: night of course, what happens in the daytime?
- Dance in the rain?: sometimes
- Do the splits?: like leg splits? cause i've tried and failed horrible

E
- Eggs: eww, only rarely scrambled with cheese
- Eyes: blue
- Everyone's got: skinny jeans? i don't know what you want from me!
- Ever failed a class?: due to 3 straight months of absences?

F
- Full name: sexual predators?
- First thoughts waking up: shit it's 5 am and i have school, or thank god it's the weekend!!
- Food: pasta

G
- Greatest Fear: frogs
- Goals: finish all my fucking projects
- Gum: addict
- Get along with your parents?: depends, what day is it?
- Good luck charm: uh...necklace

H
- Hair Color: brown, hoping for purple blue orange or pink!fuking dress code
- Height: average-short "fun-sized" as i've heard it put
- Happy: well my mom's not here so yes!
- Holiday: christmas
- How do you want to die: i've been asked this before..uh, a rollercoaster crash would be awesome, but truly... when i'm super old without pain

I
- Ice Cream: not in months
- Instrument: violin but that's 3 years ago! stop asking you stupid tests

J
- Jewelry: not much
- Job: child labor laws?

K
- Kids: adoption is the best
- Kickboxing or karate?: karate of course!
- Keep a journal?: and all the ones since 5th grade

L
- Longest Car Ride: going to Anifest when my mom got lost for 2 extra hours(plus the 3) cause she wouldn't listen to me. oh, and here to Pennsylvania
- Love: anime, wait even better, yaoi
- Letter: i should wbe writing to my aunt
- Laughed so hard you cried: a lot, especially when i had a mental break down in sewing class

M
- Milk flavor: no milk, vanilla soy milk
- Movies: formula 17,BBM boys don't cry, cowboys and angels, dark night, okay i'll stop now
- Motion sickness?: no way
- McD’s or BK: bk, has veggie burgers

N
- Number of Siblings: 2
- Number of Piercings: 2, there shall be more!
- Number: 6, has turned out to be a very lucky number

O
- One wish: unlimited wishes

P
- Perfect Pizza: mushroom and olives or mushroom and spinach lol
- Pepsi/Coke: neither, i don't really drink soda

Q
- Quail: should not be eaten

R
- Reason to cry: reason not?
- Reality T.V.: sucks..the real world brooklyn, but i'm not alowed to watch it
- Radio Station: real rock 101.1, or 107.1 A1A,( they changed my techno station to spanish!!)
- Roll your tongue in a circle?: can't,which is actually a mutation
- Ring size: those are annoying!

S
- Song: sooooooooo many
- Shoe size: haha
- Salad Dressing: italian
- Sushi: without the meat is wonderfull!
- Skipped school: at least 2x a month
- Slept outside: i was 8 and freaked going back inside
- Smoked?: eww
- Skinny dipped?: no
- Shower daily?: die if i didn't
- Sing well?: i guess
- Sing in the Shower?:if my mom wasn't here!
- Swear?: somtimes
- Strawberries/Blueberries: strawberries

T
- Time for bed: wheneer i want!!i wish
- Thunderstorms: wonderfull

U
- Unpredictable: yeah

V
- Vacation spot: california, or japan

W
- Weakness: umm? i don't know..
- Which one of your friends acts the most bipoler: umm, all my friends are pretty waked out at times
- Who makes you laugh the most: my sister, or [person who's name will not be written]
- Wanted to be a model?:no, i like eating
- Where do we go when we die?: i don't know yet
- Worst Weather?: 84+

X
-X-Rays: of my teeth from before are horrible
-... ]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22635685/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22635685/ Sat, 17 Jan 2009 14:57:48 PST Outcast
[x] You don't have very many friends.
[ ] Often times, teachers forget your name.
[x] You were always picked last for kickball.
[x] You don't like to talk a lot.(unless it's 4th per)
[x] You tend to avoid mass social activities.(unless its cons)
[x] You don't participate in any extra-curricular activities.(gsa doesn't count)
[x] All you wish for is to move away or get a fresh start.(again)
[ ] Your friends have blown you off before.
[x] You sit alone in most of your classes.
[ ] You have a feeling that once you leave high school or college, nobody is going to remember you.
[x] You hold interest in activities that other people find strange.
[ ] You have a large sexual background.
[ ] People don't find you friendly.
[x] You hold extreme hate towards another high school stereotype.(well certain types of people in them, cause not everyone is the same)
[ ] You eat alone at lunch.
Total = 9

Party Girl/Boy
[ ] Let's face it: you like to party.
[ ] You party every other weekend.
[ ] Or every weekend.
[ ] You've been going to frat house parties since early high school.
[ ] You're the defending beer bong champion.
[ ] You know the best hook-ups in the state... world.
[ ] Everybody who's anybody goes to the same parties you go to.
[ ] You've hooked up at parties.
[ ] You spend time getting ready for parties.
[ ] You've passed out from being too drunk.
[ ] You've partied all night.
[ ] You've sneaked out of the house to party.
[ ] Actually, your parents really don't care if you party or not.
[x] You're pretty much nocturnal.
[ ] You like to go clubbing.
[ ] You and your friends always party hop.
[ ] You've crashed a party before.
[ ] One way or another, you've wound up naked in front of everybody at a party.
[ ] You've thrown up from drinking too much.
[ ] You've done something that you regret at a party.
[ ] You can dance.
[x] You're friends with a lot of people older than you.(umm compared to the amount of people i know...and including DA)
Total = 2

Scene Kid,
[x] You know what sXe and hXc actually mean.(i do now)
[x] You have/had a obsession with dinosaurs, robots, and Pokemon. (well dinasours but that was when i was, like 10?)
[ ] You idolize Jeffree Starr.
[x] People have called you scene before.
[x] You spend at least an hour getting ready to take pictures of yourself for your MySpace.(but not for myspace)
[x] You have a mirror pic.
[x] You listen to bands that most people have never heard of.
[ ] You enjoy going to shows.(i'm not alowed!)
[ ] You only go to shows for the sake of going to shows, not the music.
[ ] Your hair is multicolored. (still not alowed!stupid dresscode)
[ ] You accessorize your hair with kiddie barrettes and bows.(my hairs waaaaay too short)
[x] Fashion is one of the most important things that define you.
[ ] You mosh.
[x] You often mix vintage with modern.
[ ] Your MySpace picture captions are sad lyrics to sad songs.
[ ] All of your friends are scene.
[x] You don't know many of the people on your friends list in person.
[x] You take angled pictures of yourself.(but usually delete them)
[x] You enjoy photography.
Total = 11

Prep
[ ] You pop the collar.
[ ] You won’t go near the Goths.
[ ] You own at least one thing from a designer store.
[ ] You are very clean cut.
[ ] You are squeamish.
[ ] People have called you preppy before.
[ ] You never leave the house without putting on cologne/perfume
[ ] You have a lot of money.
[x] You know who LC is.(laruen conrad?)
[ ] You watch shows like The OC, The Real World, The Hills, and Laguna Beach.(i'd rather rip out my eyes)
[ ] One of your favorite stores are Abercrombie & Fitch or American Eagle Outfitters.
[ ] You're afraid to set foot into Hot Topic.
[ ] (Girls) You carry a purse wherever you go.
[x] You need to wake up at least an hour before school so you can get ready.
[ ](Girls) You do not leave the house without make up.(on or with you?)
[ ] You are content overall with how your life is going.
Total = 2

Band Geek
[x] You have played an instrument before.(but that's orchestra!)
[ ] You still play an instrument.
[ ] You are/were in regular Band.
[ ] You are/were in Jazz Band.

[ ] You are/were in Marching Band
[ ] Most of your friends are in band.
[ ] The band room/band hall is your second home.
[x] You enjoy listening to classical music on occasion.(if it's tributes to other songs)
[ ] You aspire to be a Drum Major.
[ ] You've made out with somebody on a band bus or at a band competition.
[ ] You have trouble getting yo... ]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22562953/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22562953/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 15:42:30 PST
YOU CAN ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS:
1.
2.
3.
4.
5.
6.
7.
8.
9.
10.

or less, and please nothing really perverted

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22532844/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22532844/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:44:12 PST
"One True Pairing": narutoxsasuke(in that order please!)
"One True Threesome":ItachixSasukexNaruto
"One True Foursome": HikaruxKaoruxKyoyaxTamaki!
"Canon" Ship: Narusasu
"Not quite canon but should be":NarutoxGaara it's so cute!
"If this happens I'll stab my eyes out with a spork": SasukexSakura(then i'll kill myself)
"You are one sick bastard": HikaruxKaoru
"I'm one sick bastard": EDxAL!!!
"I dabble a little": MaesxRoy(fullmetal alchemist)
"It's like a car crash": (is that good or bad!?)HashibaxFujimori(from sukisyo or sukisho)and YUKIxSHUICHI of course!!
"Tickles my fancy but not sold quite yet": NarutoxSai
"Makes no canon sense but why the hell not": KankuroxItachi!!!
"Everyone else loves it but I just don't feel it": NarutoxHinata
"When all is said and done": NarutoxSaskue
"Guilty Pleasure": MattxMello
"I can't believe I read it and liked it" ship: KankuroxItachi,GaaraxSai,...okay i admit it:spongebob and patrick in human form, blame Bradsgurl
Favorite "Older/Younger": RoyxEd!!!!!
"My first, I could never abandon you": royxEd(well, technically CosmoxTimmy, yes them, no really, the girl who drew them got me started on yaoi, she's on here)
Favorite Devotionship: NaruSasu
Favorite Never-metship:besides kankuroxItachi?...tayuyaxTenten i guess...
Favorite Abuseship: MattxMello
Favorite Rapeship: woah uh foreplay wise? MattxMello
Favorite Pervyship: mattxmello(not to be redundant)
Favorite Dominance!Battle: narutoxsasuke! and mattxmello


for the record there is one straight pair that i like
RoyxRiza(royai) cause they are just the best
in that anime EdwardxAlphonse is next and then RoyxEd and then HughesxRoy XD

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22532059/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22532059/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 19:00:08 PST no

2. Do you close your eyes on roller coaster?
no way!!!

3. When's the last time you've been sledding?
never, how deprived

4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone?
alone

5. Do you believe in ghosts?
ummm.. unexplainable events

6. Do you consider yourself creative?
yep

7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife?
i was not old enough to know about that when it happened...or didn't ..apparently..?

8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie?
neither!!!! celebrities suck!

9. Can you honestly say you know ANYTHING about politics?
yes

10. Do you know how to play poker?
No

11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight?
no

12. What's your favorite commercial?
the one where the gory body pops out at the end and screams

13. Who was your first love?
love is a very strong word

14. If you're driving in the middle of the night, and no one is around you, do you run a red light?
i can't drive.

15. Do you have a secret that no one knows but you?
duh

16. Boston Red Sox or New York Yankees?
like i watch sports

17. Have you ever been Ice Skating?
yes

18. How often do you remember your dreams?
not as much as i'd like

19. What's the one thing on your mind?
school is tomorrow! nooo!

20. Do you always wear your seat belt?
the car beeps if i don't

21. What talent do you wish you had?
uhhh do social skills count?

22. Do you like Sushi?
without the fish

23. What do you wear to bed?
shorts and my old gym shirt

24. Do you truly hate anyone?
maybe

25. If you could sleep with one famous person, who would it be?
like i'm gonna answer that

26. Do you know anyone in jail?
people who were?

27. What food do you find disgusting?
meat

28. Have you ever made fun of your friends behind their back?
not seriously

29. Have you ever been punched in the face?
my sisters

30. Do you believe in angels and demons?
sure

[ ] I think I'm really attractive.
[x] I prefer winter over summer.
[x] I am a geek.
[ ] I am a shopaholic.
[x] I am reasonably intelligent.
[x] I like British accents.
[ ] I smoke regularly.
[ ] I smoke socially.
[ ] I drink socially.
[ ] I drink regularly.
[ ] I get drunk easily.
[ ] I do "drug(s)".
[ ] I brush my hair at least 50 times a night.(my hairs to short to brush that much)
[x] I am religious.(but not really)
[x] I am not religious but have morals.
[x] I lie frequently.
[x] I am impulsive.(sometimes)
[x] I am hardworking.(when i have to be)
[ ] I loved Eternal Sunshine Of The Spotless Mind(what?)
[ ] She's All That is one of my favourite movies.
[ ] I am good at History.
[ ] I speak more than two languages.(i wish)
[x] I enjoy taking pictures.
[x] I like spending money on myself.
[x] I like spending money on others.
[ ] I have a regular income.
[ ] earn money on a job-by-job basis.
[ ] I pay my own bills.
[x] I rely on my parents for money.
[x] I can cook.(spaghetti!)
[x] I enjoy cleaning.(only somethings)
[x] Tidiness is a must in my life.
[ ] I like clutter.
[ ] My idea of good music is Britney Spears.
[x] I am fashion-conscious.
[x] I have good taste.(i hope)
[x] People tell me I have good taste.(not exactly)
[ ] I am told I have yet to fulfill my potential.
[ ] I am good at sports.
[x] I am good at certain sports.(i think)
[x] I couldn't do sports to save my life.
[x] I am creative.
[x] I am extremely artistically inclined.
[x] I want to be an artist when I grow up.
[ ] I want to be an engineer when I grow up.
[ ] I eat when I'm upset.
[ ] I cannot adapt to change.
[x] I am interested in politics.
[ ] I have shoplifted.
[ ] I download MP3s.
[ ] I have done underage drinking.
[ ] I have gone underage clubbing.
[ ] I can dance reasonably well.(i've never really tried)
[ ] I can dance extremely well.
[ ] I dance like a cardboard gorilla.
[x] I can sing.(but that's a secret, shh)
[ ] I sing like someone stepped on my foot.
[x] I can swim.
[x] I enjoy surveys.
[x] I enjoy surveys when I'm bored.
[x] I keep a journal.
[x] My teachers don't like me.9from last year)
[x] I enjoy controversy.
[x] I can be a bitch/bastard.
[x] I have a thing for bad boys/girls.
[ ] I have tattoos... ]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22531056/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22531056/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 18:08:32 PST "or game controller" from pcs for dummies
2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.
air...

3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?
law and order

4. Without looking, guess what time it is:
8:50pm
5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
8:47pm

6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
my mom watching extreme home makeover

7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
today to clean my guinea pig cage

8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
journals

9. What are you wearing?
painting smock (is that even how you spell it)
well actually i lied it's just "get messy" clothes

10. Did you dream last night?
yes

11. When did you last laugh?
when i thought about the dream

12. What are on the walls of the room you are in?
nothing, we just took down all Christmas paraphernalia

13. Seen anything weird lately?
yes, a hillbilly car commercial, straw hats missing teeth overalls banjo and all

14. What do you think of this quiz?
well it hasn't insulted me so so far i'm fine

15. What is the last film you saw?
uhhhh....uhhh...uhhh...oh! Cowboys and Angels!
about a gay fashion student who helps his friend become hot.mostly

16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?
breakfast, and then to the bookstore for the yaoi!

17. Tell me something about you that I don't know about.
well you don't know anything about me cause you're inanimate but hypothetically...i like to state the obvious

18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?
what does that mean? reagardless or guilt or poloti- OHH!! legalize gay marriage!duh!

19. Do you like to dance?
that depends, is someone watching me?

20. George Bush:
free at last!no more christian conservatives!(no offense to anyone *cough*mom*cough*)

21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?
something japanese, or real different, but not ridiculous/weird different

22. Imagine your first is a boy, what do you call him?
Gabe or Elliot

23. Would you ever consider living abroad?
is it Japan?

24. What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?
congratulations! it's all a joke! you get to start over! yey!

25. Tag six people who must also do this in THEIR journal.
i feel bad tagging people
not that they read my journals anyways

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22412852/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22412852/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 11:44:40 PST
this is kinda long but it's about

Tower of Terror (mostly)
Rockin' Rollercoaster


note: i'm changing my sister's names, my 10yr will be MeMe (maymay)
and my 12 will be Kami

Kami is afraid of heights and drops, she's rather reluctant to go on things and she's only recently been getting over her fear of rollercoasters and other rides

Meme will go on anything with me


then fri we went to Hollywood studious
...by some MIRACLE i got kami to go with me and meme on TOWER OF TERROR
oh my god.
we were so freaked out by the time we got on, first of all, there's almost nothing to hold on to except a little bar between seats, then you go through like a hall way and all you can see are stars and spinning things and everybody is freaking out , then they show these people who were in the elevator when it got hit by lightning and then they get hit again and the ride moves foward and everyone's like "OH MY GOD!" "HERE WE GO!" OH MY GOD!" kami's next to me screaming "NO!NO!NO!NO! I WANNA GET OF I DON'T WANNA DO IT! NO NO NO!!!" and i'm freaking out like "oh my god oh my god oh my god" and you go into a pitch black room and pause...
then they shoot you up and everbody's llike "AHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!"
then you stop and they drop you and everyone is screaming bloody murder (i'm cracking up right now)
when they throw you up windows open and you can see outside how high you are, this thing is 13 stories high okay!
they do that a bunch of times, and no one stops screaming
then you stop and the stars come back and a spinning mirror comes closer and closer to you and then there's a huge sound as it shatters and you're shot ALL the way to the top and then dropped one last time
XDDDD
i went on it again with meme and we were holding hands so in the picture ihave both hands up, one holding meme's, and from the force of the drop she's being lifted out of her seat XD
it was better than sheikra XD
we also went on the rockin' rollercoaster, wich starts off shooting you from 0 tp 60mph in 3 seconds,which feels kinda like freefalling, the rest was okay i guess, it was fun

cookie for you if you read all this
if not i don't care
------------------------------------------------------------
a while ago i was scribbling pic ideas in my sketch book and i drew kind of a puppet standing over a dead sea lion/dolphin crying

well we got to do what ever we wanted for our next painting in art, so i chose that
the first week i started on it everything was fine
the next week my gerbil died, so i thought well maybe i'll do this for him
the week after that my other gerbil died
the next week my dog's stomach flipped and we had to put her down
so i'm like okay THIS is creepy i think i'll do it for my dog
then today i went to my room to get the stuff to finish it and i found one of my guinea pigs was dead
i REAlly REAlly REAlly don't want to finish that picture

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22221314/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22221314/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 06:11:43 PST except for dinner with "the family"
[there are youtube links at the end for amvs unrelated to this rant]


i'm gonna rant now you don't have to read it if you don't want to
and i kept waking up the night before and then at 7am my lil' sis' comes in and wakes me up, which i already was,
then later i had to go to my aunt's house for dinner...at frikkin 3in the afternoon!!
we lost track of time so we ended up getting there 40 min late, by the time we got there, we had just walked in the door and my cousin had to leave to drive back down to miami, everyone else was almost finished dinner, and there were people at the table i didn't even know, apparently they were my aunts boyfiend, and his 19 yr old son, and 17-year old daughter and other daughter about...10? so we were sitting at the little table at the end of the real table (which we call the kiddy-table because the grownups would sit at the real table and the kids would sit on the end)
not only did nobody greet us when we walked in, or even introduce us to these mystery people, but for a full hour and more, as everyone sat there,
not ONE person said anything to us, my grandparents hardly even talked to us, well actually my mom, nobody talked to me and my sisters for 2 hours! we sat there at the kiddy table and nobody even acknoledged us, no, "what'd you get for christmas?" no "how's your christmas?" no "how are you? how's school?" not even "hi"
so we sat there completely ignored. like an outcast
my mom said it was cause my aunt was mad at her, but that's still no excuse to ignore your family, or at least your niece's
i was just trying not to breakdown and scream something like "SO MY GERBILS DIED AND THEN OUR DOG DIED THANKS FOR ASKING AND A BIG THANKS FOR IGNORING US FOR 2 WHOLE HOURS!!!" and then running out the door. even though i had it all planned out in my head
i didn't even eat dinner cause in the begging i felt like we were wrong for being late but then i just started getting mad at my aunt for making dinner at f*cking 3 'o clock and then acting like we weren't there all she did was talk to her boyfriend and his preppy little teenage girl and stupid son
so that pretty much killed the rest of my christmas *grumblegrumble*
and walks away fuming
i don't want to see them again for a long time, and if they get married i'm sure as hell not attending the wedding.
anyways, i'm going to animal kingdom monday cause we have passes from the summer

cute live asian yaoi movie amv:
[link]

sad elric brother amv with kind of chessy song
[link]

emo boy/anime yaoi:
[link]

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22037281/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/22037281/ Wed, 17 Dec 2008 17:41:53 PST
i haven't updated in a while
well my very long *cough*years*cough*
artist's thought stunt bubble cloud block thingy is gone...i think


i'm working on a whole bunch of stuff right now and i hope to update before christmas!

i'm finishing and have finished a bunch of pictures and i'm trying to actually practice now instead of trying to make every picture perfect and therefor playing it safe, and let's face it, boring

so maybe my pictures will be better

2 more days of exams and i'm done!!!!

go see "Milk" in theaters if you can
i get to go christmas shopping friday!

i went christmas shopping last weekend at the mall near me (which i never go to anymore for fear of people) and it was crowded but i actually had fun
i can't explain this

i'm getting better at sketching so i might be posting some of my stuff in scraps i'm not sure yet.

i'm going to MEGACON 09 next feb. and i have no costume my friend want's me to cosplay princess tutu (fakir)
of tokyo mew mew but i don't think i have time to make OR buy either one

watch this (pink-sober) [link]

and this (sukisyo[yaoi]better than drugs)
[link]

so thank you for reading into it this far and Merry almost Christmas
and don't run anyone over in the midst of your holiday shopping panicing!!

bye!

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20726183/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20726183/ Wed, 22 Oct 2008 15:19:01 PDT 100% going to update this week with like... 5 new pictures
*gasp!*


yeah, yeah i'm such a procrastinator



my sister's alarm woke me up this morning and i tried to sit up and smashed my head into the wall like a battering ram
i don't know how....hmmm

i just wanted to tell some one that
i'm gonna draw more stuffz
finish my cosplay
make skirt
make ouran cosplay
make kiba cosplay
make gaara cosplay
cut hair short and dye it red
maybe make vampire knight of bleach of kiddy grade cosplay


and i know you guys are sick of reading my frigging retarded journels
so i will go upload my pics to my computer now...
okay


the end

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20478721/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20478721/ Fri, 19 Sep 2008 15:00:40 PDT
naruto:

naruto (shippuden
sasuke (shippuden
kiba (shippuden
gaara ( ?

fma:

roy


Death note:

matt
light


wooo
--------------------------------------------------
oh my god someone watch these:

sasunaru/itasasu:
[link]

velvet goldmine:
[link]

naruto yaoi(you have to log in and "be 18" 4 this one)[blame flaggers]
[link]

fma royai:
[link]

narusasu: the music, real cute
[link]

death note of awesomeness:whispers in the dark:
[link]

hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha

i had to tell my mom i like yaoi...8D
it was pretty funny
...still frikkin awkward as hell though

any ways my mom's out right now so i am trying to get more pics up

i still can't find my pics off that cd from the comp guy, i don't think he saved them which really really really really pisses me off!
i can't find them!
i don't have any other copies of them, so i have to at least rescan the drawings that i had on here

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20205457/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20205457/ Thu, 28 Aug 2008 16:46:03 PDT [x] You love hoodies.
[ ] You love jeans.
[ ] Dogs are better than cats.
[x] It's hilarious when people get hurt.
[x] You've played with/against boys on a team.
[x(murder)] Shopping is torture.
[ ] Sad movies suck.
[ ] You own an X-Box.
[ ] Played with Hotwheels cars as a kid.
[ ] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter.
[ ] You own a DS, PS2 or Sega.
[x(i had the costume when i was 5)] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers.
[ ] You watch sports on TV.
[ ] Gory movies are cool.
[ ] You go to your dad for advice.
[ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps.
[x(for my friends)] You like going to football games.
[ ] You used to/do collect baseball cards.
[x] Baggy pants are cool to wear.
[ ] It's kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people.
[X] Green, black, red, blue, or silver are some of your favorite colors.
[x(sometimes)] You love to go crazy and not care what people think.
[ ] Sports are fun.
[ ] Talk with food in your mouth.

Total: 9

Your Girl Side
[ ] You wear lip gloss.
[x(for anime stuff!)] You love to shop.
[x] You wear eyeliner.
[ ] You have some of the same shirts in different colors.
[ ] You wear the color pink.
[ ] Go to your mom for advice.
[ ] You consider cheerleading a sport.
[ ] You hate wearing the color black.
[ ] You like hanging out at the mall.
[ ] You like getting manicures and/or pedicures.
[x] You like wearing jewelry.
[x(kinda)] Skirts are a big part of your wardrobe.
[ ] Shopping is one of your favorite hobbies.
[ ] You don't like the movie Star Wars.
[ ] You are/were in cheerleading, gymnastics or dance.
[x(more)] It takes you around 1 hour to shower, get dressed, and put on make-up and accessories.
[ ] You smile a lot more than you should.
[ ] You have more than 10 pairs of shoes.
[x] You care about what you look like.
[x] You like wearing dresses when you can.
[ ] You like wearing body spray/perfume/cologne.
[x] Used to play with dolls as little kid.
[ ] Like putting make-up on someone else for the joy of it.
[ ] Like taking pictures of yourself with your cell phone/camera when you're bored.

Total: 8


wow

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20025677/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20025677/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 15:38:05 PDT start first


2.) Do you read the labels on the shampoo bottle?
yes

3.) Do you moan in the shower like the people on the herbal essence commercial?
no

4.) Have you ever showered with someone of the opposite sex?
no

5.) Have you ever been forced to shower with one of your siblings?
bath when i was little

6.) Have you ever brushed your teeth in the shower?
no

7.) Have you ever dropped your soap on your foot?
duh

8.) How old do you look?
16

9.) How old do you act?
depends

10.) What is the last song you sang?
red "breath into me"

11.) Have you recently become a member of anything?
no

12.) What are your plans for the weekend?
be with my friend!!!

13.) Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull?
watched

14) Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating?
no

16.) If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be?
uhhhh

17.) Have you ever called anyone a slut?
yes

18) Have you ever been called a slut?
yes

19). Have you ever smuggled something into America?
you have to have left america to get something in

20.) Does playing guitar make someone attractive?
maybe

21.) Do you live in a city with a good sports team?
no?

23). How many people do you think would come to your funeral?
no clue at least my family, 30?

24). How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead?
uhh,none

25). Do you have more enemies or more friends?
friends

26.) Have you ever sent an anonymous letter?
tried

27.)Can you fix your own car?
no, and i have no car

28.) Have you ever turned someone down for a date?
never had to XP

29.) Are you smarter than your friends?
not really

30.) Have you ever stolen anything from your friends?
no

31.) Have you ever been to jail?
no

33) Do you like the smell of beer?
no

34.) Have you ever died or killed someone in a dream?
yes, i die a lot

35.) Have you ever given to charity?
yes

36.) Would you kill a dog for $1000?
no way!

37.) Do you sometimes get depressed?
uh,yeah

38.) Do you get along with your parents?
(parent)sometimes

39.) Do you have plans for your future?
kinda

NOW TIME FOR...
X MARKS THE SPOT

You are:
[x]short, under 5'4
[ ] 5'4 -5'6''
[ ] 5' 6- 5'7
[ ] 5'7" - 6'0
[ ] tall 6'1 and up

NATURALLY
[ ] blonde
[ ] redhead
[x] brunette
[ ] dirty blonde
[ ] brownish
[ ] dark brown
[ ] black
[ ] i really dont know what my natural is

[x] blue-eyed
[ ] brown-eyed
[ ] green-eyed
[ ] hazel-eyed (brown and green rock)
[ ] gold/gray-eyed
[ ] silver/gray- eyed
[x] blue/green-eyed
[x] blue/gray-eyed
[x] they change colors

You wear:
[ ] glasses
[ ]contacts
[x]neither

You have:
[x] short hair
[ ] medium hair
[ ] long hair

Your favorite color(s) are?
[ ] red
[ ] khaki
[ ] aqua
[ ] pink
[ ] hot pink
[ ] yellow
[x] black
[ ] green
[x] lime green
[x] blue
[ ] white
[ ] turquise
[ ] silver
[x] purple
[ ] brown
[x] orange
[ ] gray
[ ] maroon
[ ] gold
[ ] teal
[ ]clear
[ ] bronze
[ ]don't really care too much though..
[ ] I don't believe in favorite colors

Some things you've done?
[x] ice skating
[ ] hiking
[x] kayaking
[ ] rafting
[ ] water skiing
[ ] camping
[x] horseback riding
[ ] bodysurfing and skim boarding
[ ] snowboarding
[ ] skiing
[ ] danced
[x] skateboarding/longboarding
[ ] cheerleading
[ ] lacrosse
[ ] street hockey
[x] gymnastics
[ ] martial arts
[ ] baton twirling
[x] swimming
[ ] wakeboarding
[ ] kneeboarding
[ ] tubing

Your personality is sometimes...
[x] talkative
[x] shy
[x] funny
[x] serious
[ ] laid back
[x] strict
[x] hyper
[x] weird
[ ] ditzy
[x] sarcastic
[ ] slow

you like listening to?
[ ] pop
[ ] country
[ ] ska
[ ] christian
[ ] classical
[x] techno
[ ] oldies
[ ] opera
[xsome] 80's
[x?] disco
[x a little ] rap
[ ] classic rock
[x] punk
[x] metal
[x] screamo
[ ] reggae
[ ] Hawaiian
[ ] hardcore


The pets... ]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20009567/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/20009567/ Sun, 17 Aug 2008 18:14:09 PDT and i was like "no, really? for real?"
cause a security guy said that to me earlier but then said just kidding so now i thought this guy was joking so then he just like took it out of my hands and handed it to another security person, and of course it's dark so like i'm just standing there like "WHAT THE FUCK?"
and then i go out trying to find it cause like i wasn't just gonna let them take my art!
and this security lady is holding it and some other signs and i'm just so flustered i can't hide how pissed off i am
i go up to her like "Can i have my sign back?" with an attitude of course
she's like "yeah, are you leaving?"
"..." with my mouth opened "uh, i..."
"is this your sign?"
"yeah!"
"you can't have it here , here bye have a nice night" so she gives it to me and tells me to leave basically
i was soooooooooooo angry i wanted to cuss her out
so i'm just standing in the corner and i tell my sister to go get my mom and she comes out and i tell her and we leave cause i did not want to go back there
well next day and there wasn't much to do everyone else was late getting ready so i missed what i really wanted to see then we watched the costume contest
then a couple hours later was the amv contest and right after that was the closing ceremonies which were the 2 things i really wanted to go to
6 vids into the amv contest ,and granted some were kinda bloody or inappropriate, my mom gets up and leaves then she comes back and says we're leaving
i was so mad!!! it wasn't even half over and i was having fun!
so she makes us leave and we get outside and i'm like "WHY?!"
"why?" why? why are we leaving?!
she's all "i think you know why."
i didn't have the slightest clue!
i'm like why!?
she says something along the lines of "i don't think some of those were PG-13 or even PG
if i'm so offended that i have to leave the room [wait that's why she left!!?] i'm not gonna let the 3 of you sit there and watch it"
and then naturally i had to argue for my free rights
and she's like" i draw the line you are under my authority"
and we didn't even leave the room and go back for the end! no, she led us straight to the car and we went home and now i have to get ready for my 1st day of school tomorrow at a new school all pissed of, today was supposed to be a confidence boost but you can see how that backfired
the point is i refrained from looking at or browsing or drawing or buying or cheering for anything "yaoi" this weekend
and i endured all the hours of listening to her christian music in the car[including the ride home for which i was so mad i plugged my ears] and hearing her scoff at any mention of gay marriage and stuff like that cause i'm "not aloud" to be offended
but she can't endure a few videos full of blood? every thing is "so offensive" to her i'm sick to death of it and like i tell my best friend all the time i can't wait till i'm 18 and can leave

seriously

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19936708/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19936708/ Wed, 13 Aug 2008 14:58:21 PDT i can't add avatars!
don't know how XP




HOW SHY ARE YOU?
[x] You don't like public speaking.
[ ] You find it hard to talk to strangers.
[x] You don't like to look people in the eye.
[x] You hate to go shopping alone.
Total 3

[x] Being introduced to new people makes you nervous.
[x] When you're in a group of people, it's difficult to think of what to say.
[x] You have a lot of trouble talking to the opposite sex.
[x] You hate to be teased.
[ ] You hate answering the door.
Total 4

[x] You can't stand people watching you.
[x] One on one conversations make you nervous.
[x] You don't like to ask people for help.
[x] You hate to read out loud.
[x] You don't like answering questions.
Total 5

[ ] you dread ordering food at restaurants.
[x] You are uncomfortable at parties, unless you know everyone well.
[x] You don't like to talk, because you're afraid of being embarrassed by what you say.
[x] You wish you were more outgoing.
[ ] You hate being in the center of any room.
Total 3

[ ] You don't know how to react to compliments.
[x] You prefer reading, writing, or listening to music than being around too many people.
[ ] You blush easily.
[x] you don't like singing in front of a lot of people.
total 2

add up the X's and multiply by 4

17x4= ...68

it's pretty sad

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19804354/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19804354/ Fri, 08 Aug 2008 07:15:26 PDT sat and sun:16,17 aug

which means more free hugs pictures are to come
and my other friends might be there this time

the only thing that sucks is the after hours (18+ only) yaoi panel thing

why 18? XP

so ...yeah
---------------------------------------------------------------
well i got my classes for this year set up and since i failed 2nd semester last year due to absences *cough*3months*cough*
it's made so i'm making up those classes this year, and earning 10th grd credits and i only have to make up hope after that (pe + health class)

but on top of making up those classes i also got 2 electives!

Drawing and Painting 2
Principles of Design which is a fashion class XD omg what have i done

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19719494/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19719494/ Fri, 01 Aug 2008 13:38:42 PDT
so i went on youtube and i looked at a couple naruto yaoi vids
and then i went through a whole bunch of yaoi *cough*graphic*cough* amvs from yaoi shows... like they didn't exactly "show" anything but.... ouch ,yeah

so i get up this morning and my mom is on the computer then a little later she's calls me into her her room and tells me to "sit down we need to talk"

so at that point my stomach dropped out 'cause i knew what was coming

i didn't know she had seen the naruto ones until now when i looked back at the history so she probly knew 'cause only i watch naruto amvs,


so i sat there for an hour listening to her say how absolutely shocked she was and how it was like porn and guys kissing guys
(which by the way she strongly hates any gay stuff)
and using her own ideas i may or may not have convinced that
a person on youtube said there was a cute anime and told me what the characters looked like and i then searched that and that's what came up and i was merly a victim of trusting a stranger on the internet

but now that i know she saw those naruto yaoi vids i really don't think she believed me
i couldn't even go to my room and hide

which COMPLETLY sucks cause i'm not gonna be able to draw pictures of guys or like do anything remotely yaoi-like in the near future

i already got out of a bunch of boyxboy videos i forgot to erase from the history like a year ago, and then a bunch of sasunaru amvs
but i doubt that she believes that any more...if she remembers...

i knew i should've deleted the history cause i kept having dreams that i did that and got cought , but i woke up and was like "thank god"

that wasn't the case today

great going DUMBASS!!!

the morale is that "dreams do come true"

lucky me...

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19455217/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19455217/ Thu, 17 Jul 2008 22:28:46 PDT

SasuNaru: 26,932
SasuSaku: 19,353



Google search results:


SasuNaru: 563,000
SasuSaku: 636,000

still, catching up


bwa ha ha ha ha!!
sasunaru shall rule!!
hopefully...
okay okay, so we lost google, that's okay, we rule the fanart, and youtube i think
... hang on

Youtube search results:

SasuNaru: 21,400
SasuSaku: 36,700

okay well that sucks


my god okay after 1 am, going to sleep

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19376106/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19376106/ Mon, 14 Jul 2008 11:36:54 PDT
...

[edit:today]tomorrow is special

it means i will have been a vegitarian for exactly 1 year


blah blah blah

here is some stuff for people who bother:

KentuckyFriedCruelty.com

blah blah blah blah baa blacksheep

i have a picture to put up soon
it's Gaara ^^

cutting my stupid hair tomorrow[edit:today]

spppppppppllllllllllllllooooooooooooooooodd

dog just jumped out my window

cosplay options:

Sasuke [shippuden]
Naruto [shippuden]
Kiba [shippuden]
Gaara [1st]
Kankuro [shippuden]
[edit]Hinata [1st]
---
Roy
---


i have to start at a new school next year
...sucks

i have no one to cosplay with D:



it's too hot here

i went to Disney's Magic Kingdom

and went on
-Splash Mountain
-Space Mountain
-Thunder Mountain
-Haunted Mansion
-Pirates of the Carrebian
-It's a Small World
-and all that other boring stuff
and got elbowed by a pushy chinese lady

blaaaahhhhhhhh

yeah

THE DARK NIGHT comes out this friday,
with HEATH LEDGER <3

which cosplays do you guys like?
[edit: too slow you lose
it's gonna be sasuke and kiba]

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19279308/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/19279308/ Tue, 08 Jul 2008 18:25:53 PDT
Madonna, yes, the Madonna

shot the video for her song "Jump" in Tokyo, Japan

and....

SHE COSPLAYED AS MELLO!!!!!!

YOU CAN'T DENY IT!!!! TAKE A LOOK IT'S TRUE!!
AND SHE MAKES A DAMN GOOD MELLO!!

okay, yeah, i discovered that from googling cosplay on wikepedia , yes i know what it means, but i was bored...i searched yaoi too hehehe
anyways here is the link!!!

[link]SW0l4LeQkk&feature=related

any related nose bleeds from imagining Mello dancing as such are not my responsibility

AND YES I REALIZE IT WAS LONG AGO-ISH BUT I JUST FOUND OUT.XP

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/18909885/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/18909885/ Wed, 18 Jun 2008 11:05:31 PDT
my face fucking hurts!!!
i thought she was joking when she said my cheeks would swell like a chipmunk!!

they're all swollen and red, i can barly even open my mouth 'cause it hurts so much

fucking ice packs aren't working

and i've been swallowing all my food


UHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FUK!


--------------------------------------------

i just took my pain medicine and i feel weak and dizzy... duuuuuuuude...

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/18850963/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/18850963/ Sun, 15 Jun 2008 08:19:46 PDT i have a load of pics i'm working on and i will upload them this week


Okay um... oh, I might be going to Anime Festival Orlando which is in august and I'm getting the shippuden outfit for sasuke XD

i want to dye my hair but then i can't cosplay Kiba anymore... but blue or purple hair is awesome!!!!

i'm getting two wisdom teeth and four baby teeth pulled tuesday which sucks cause i'm gonna be in pain but they're putting me to sleep for it so that part won't hurt

blahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblahblah


tagged by kai22430

~1. Post these rules.
~2. Each tagged person must post 8 things about their self on their journal.
~3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
~4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
~5. No tag-backs.

1.i'm a vegitarian
2.i hate frogs since i accidentally squished one in the sliding back door XP
3.i still have my "blankie" in a draw
4.i'm a perfectionist which makes me procrastinate
5.i can't watch "disturbing images" or graphic violence that has to do with the eyes
6.i'm "unhealthily" obsessed with conventions and anime
7.i only have 1 guy friend in the offline world
8.my first female friend ever was my closest, only i haven't seen her since 4th grade and i still miss her everyday

I TAGG:
animelover8D
Sad15
yaoifanboy6
atomic-teddy
sleva10
gaarafan55
never-to-die-again
bangbangputemup

that's a lot
if you've been tagged previously u don't have to do this

[amanda: #8 was true at the time, because of the stuff we did and we even lived at eachothers houses
but present day your the closest <3]

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/18525235/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/18525235/ Tue, 27 May 2008 10:41:45 PDT

For those of you who didn't go, i made a free hugs sign with a tie-dye looking background, me and my friend stood across from the bathroom and held the sign up all day.

For those who did go, you probley saw us, i was the one with the short hair.

SO I'D LIKE TO THINK EVERYONE FOR ALL THE HUGS!!

Well, we left friday and my mom got lost so it took 4.5 hrs to get there and by that time they weren't selling tickets anymore cause it was like 9pm so we just got the sign and kinda walked around

the first hug i got was from a girl in purple in the bathroom lol
and then this random guy outside

we started tally-ing them on the back.

when we first went down there me, my mom, my sis's [10+12], and my friend took the elevator. we got to the 1st floor and we're waiting...and waiting... the door wouldn't open!! we got stuck for 5 min we had to press the emergency button and they had to come pry it open!
it was cool! i've always wanted to get stuck in an elevator XD

so basically saterday we stood there all day with the sign

at the end of the day we each hugged...

OVER 300 PEOPLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i hugged:
roy
ed's
maes
rukia
orochimaru
itachi's
kakuzu
tobi
ninjas
pacman!! which kinda hurt
lots of L's
Light's
misa
Hinata
lots of old people
kankuro!!
a little girl
a 2 yr old boy
a few guys who like yaoi
a zombie (who bit me)
lust
a guy in a box
a lot of people came by and hugged me multiple times thoughout the day
an awesome girl w/blue hair and dark blue shiney outfit
i hugged a guy who tried to lick me
and a guy who wouldn't let go
an old guy i had to explain "free hugs" to
a guy with his shirt open in handcufs (3 times)
i hugged this guy in black and puple that went to the shounen-ai panel several times and he glomped me
i glomped this other guy i had hugged earlier and the next day he ran up, hugged me and ran away
i hugged Obi-one {one? don't know how to spell that}
OMG!!! I HUGGED A STORM TROOPER!!!!!!
i hugged security and press personal
had my picture taken by press and guests
and videos

once a guy had me sit on his shoulder and then PICKED ME UP!!!
i was like 'oh my fucking god'
i also got picked up and spun around a few times

we saw CHRIS CROCKER!!!!!!!
you know? "LEAVE BRITTNEY ALONE!!!"

a lot of little kids wouldn't hug us, they'd glare and keep going

sunday this guy who kept hugging me came and stood next to me for a while with a sign that said
"totally free yaoi hugs" i was like 'oh my god yey!'

saterday we went to the shounen-ai plushie show thing
it was funny
then we went to the yaoi sim dating game
one of the contestants was Shuichi in the school girl get-up!!!!!!
we were supposed to meet my mom at 12 but i wanted to see the rest of the yaoi
(she doesn't know, wouldn't approve therfore i'd never tell here)
so i couldn't go out and tell her 20 more min cause then she'd follow me back to see what it was
so we "lost track of time"
she got real pissed and made us go back to the room
so we never got to go to the rave
but i thought it was well worth it!!
my friend was pissed though
sunday we saw the skits
i loved them!! except for the cell phone guys and the two that sang
I wanted to scream for the death note yaoi so bad!!! but my mom was sitting next to me so i just screamed extra at the end

i saw the official naruto playing rockband
i got a death note that came with a necklace and a poster for it
and a naruto belt XD

so yeah, it was fun and i might be cosplaying next time so...bye

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/18443469/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/18443469/ Thu, 22 May 2008 07:40:02 PDT i have a huge list of all the songs i wanted to hear on youtube (youtube=best buddie) that i have to go though
i'm still trying to find all my pictures that were on the computer so i can't submit anything yet but i have lots of good stuff including two new original characters [Arata and Avdima]
you guys left me so many comments, journles, and deviations, it was rediculous but i went though them all *pant pant*

i got my hair cut...it's like 2 or 3 inches long! but it looks cool and now i can spike it at the convention

i got blk & wht striped gloves from hot topic at the Florida mall [i don't go to my local one cause a girl i don't like goes there]

i'm leaving for the convention tomorrow!!! [counting down minuets]
so i have to clean my guinea pigs' cage and my gerbils' cage today

one of the day's i'm wearing a black skirt and purple and black striped stockings[XD $7 at the party store]

oh if any of you are vegetarians, Burger King now has Veggie burgers from Morning Star done up like a whopper
my mom is happy cause her and my littlest sis can get real burgers and me and my oldest lil' sis can get fake ones, instead of always getting fast food from subway lol
and i heard from a reliable source that McDonalds has real beef flavor in their French fries so if you're veg or vegan stay away from mcd's

so happy days and i will upload when i find my pics!

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/17958761/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/17958761/ Mon, 21 Apr 2008 12:18:33 PDT

it's official the hotel is booked!

2 days, 2 nights at the
Hyatt Regancy Bon Aventure
May 23-25th
for

FLORIDA SUPERCON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3<3

D D D D D D D D D D D



okay, my second convention first one in a hotel where it is
not only that but the first vacation i get to go on with a friend!!!!
yup, my friend amanda [the one in the pictures with me]
is coming with us, i'm so happy!!! even though i'm supposed to be doing make up work i made a paper chain to count down the days, it's only 32 but it's a fucking long chain D:

i'm afraid i might die of anticipation X(
i get really excited about stuff like this: like fairs, theme parks ect...
so yeah,
my mom just bought a new sewing macheine so me and amanda are gonna try to make our own skirts XD LOL
if they're crappy we can wear them friday[with the least time and people]
if they are beyond awesome then we'll wear them saterday

i discovered that i can not upload my videos from megacon because of the vidcam type[made me super pissed]
so when we go i'll take video, and my friend can use my reg camera, so i'll have pictures to upload

i have new drawings to post but it's being stupid and making me use a preview. so i have to start all over again and load them differently i could be lazy but it'd annoy the hell out of me >.< so i will redo it.
toodles, and if anyone else is going please tell me!

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/17763482/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/17763482/ Wed, 09 Apr 2008 12:41:55 PDT [x(who doesn't)] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[ (i burn easily)] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[ ] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[ (i want one)] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x(31 more months)]I have/I've had braces.
[ (20/20)] I wear glasses.
[ ] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[ ] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[ ] I have more than 2 piercing.
[ ] I have piercing in places besides my ears.
[x] I have freckles.
[x(i don't know)] I hate my dad.
[ ] I hate my mom.
[ ] I have a brother.
[x(two younger)] I have a sister.
[ ] I've sworn at my parents.
[ ] I've run away from home.
[ ] I've been kicked out of the house.
[ ]My biological parents are together.
[ ] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x(adoption)] I want to have kids someday.
[ ] I've had children.
[ ] I've lost a child.
[x(i don't wanna be)] I'm in school.
[ ] I have a job.
[ ] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[ ] I almost always do my homework.
[x(7 days in a row and counting)] I've missed a week or more of school.
[x] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[ ] I failed more than 1 class last year.
[ ] I've stolen something from my job.
[ ] I've been fired.
[x] I've slipped out an "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[ ] Disney movies still make me cry.
[ ] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x(ALL the time)] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something.
[x(in my yard jumpin my fence)] I've had my pants rip in public.
[ ] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x(right above my eye)] I've gotten stitches/staples.
[ ] I've broken a bone.
[ ] I've had my tonsils removed.
[x] I've sat in a doctor’s office/emergency room with a friend.
[(i have to get 4 removed)] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[ ] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.
[ ] I was born in a different country.
[ ] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[x] I've been on a plane.
[ ] I've been to Canada.
[ ] I've been to Mexico.
[ ] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[ (i really want to!)] I've been to Japan.
[ (universal studios)] I've celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[ ] I've been to Europe.
[ ] I've been to Africa.
[x(my mom was driving)] I've gotten lost in my city.
[ ] I've seen a shooting star.
[ ] I've wished on a shooting star
[ ] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[ ] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator.
[ ] I've kicked a guy where it hurts.
[ ] I've been to a casino.
[ (i want to)] I've been skydiving.
[ ] I've gone skinny dipping.
[ ] I've played spin the bottle.
[ ] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one day
[ ] I've crashed a car.
[ ] I've been Skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[ ] I've met someone in person from myspace.
[ ] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[ ] I've seen the Northern lights.
[ ] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[ ] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[ ] I've ridden in a taxi.
[ ] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[x(veggi)] I've eaten sushi.
[ ] I've been snowboarding.
[x(since i was born)] I'm single.
[ ] I'm in a relationship.
[ ] I'm engaged.
[ ] I'm married.
[ ] I've gone on a blind date.
[ ] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[ ] I have a fear of abandonment.
[ ] I've gotten divorced.
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[ ] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[ ] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.
[ (lol)] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex.
[ ] I'm bi.
[ ] I'm gay.
[ ] I've had sex.
[ ] I've had phone sex.
[ ] I've cybered.
[ ] I've had sex in public.
[ ] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[ ] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x(glomp fest megacon 08)] I've hugged a stranger.
[ ] I have kissed a stranger
[x] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x(only to the woods)] I've snuck out of my house.
[ ] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x(duh)] I am keeping a... ]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/17332317/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/17332317/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 14:21:43 PDT
and i hugged
1 sasuke
1 naruto
1 girl in green
1 guy in a box
2 L's
1 roy mustang
1 girl in all black
1 awesome guy in all black

and i saw two guys take off their shirts and "make out"

and i saw two girls kiss

then i saw 4 girls makeout

(then my mom relized what was going on and pulled me away, we left soon after b/c she said that things were crazy now she didn't wanna be here when they got really out of control..she didn't know i was enjoying that, so despite begging she refused to stay another 1hr and 45min till the dance party[cries]

and i was in a YAOI/YURI battle...3 times

and i got video i'm gonna upload

and i saw a glomping fest

and i got a gravitation cd

and a poster w/sasuke and naruto

and i got a shirt that says " GLOMP ME! "

and i saw the joker kiss superman..or batman i forget

and i saw maes and ed and gaara and light and an awesome misa and riza and havoc and hunny-sempai and the twins(kaoru hikaru) and itachi&deidara dancing and shuichi and kakashi&sexy-no-jutsukakashi and akatsuki and anbu and superheros
and i saw lotsssssss of YAOI!!!!<3<3<3<3<3

and me and my friend ate pocky while we rode up and down the escalators outside XD

]]> ~Loserdisplay http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/17195988/ http://Loserdisplay.deviantart.com/journal/17195988/ Wed, 05 Mar 2008 14:01:51 PST

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MEGACON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg!!!!!!!!!

i might have a video and i'll definatly have pictures me and my friend are going as orochimaru and sasuke
and all though one of my friends got reeeeeeeeaaaaaaly pissed off at me and made me cry at school i'm gonna enjoy myself and for once just let go and live up to my username so i'm sick of being so nice and polite to everyone all the time so you know what!? for once any one who doesn't like it, i'm not gonna stop to make you comfortable and happy you can just go f*ck off!! *feels sooooooo much better*

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