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                <title>i'm leaving... please read</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 31 May 2007 16:44:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well... lets see.... my ex-boyfriend deleted my entire gallery... I'm so sorry about that. i would strangle him.. but I'm not allowed<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /> anyway... I'm deleting this account. i am now at artisticlimabean17    <link>www.artisticlimabean17.deviantart.com<link>   I'm hoping to upload all the NEW stuff i WAS going to upload onto lost-soul-finder... but, now the account will be well organized. and have all GOOD art...>.<<br />
<br />
much love<br />
lost-soul-finder<br />
artisticlimabean17<br />
and as always:reilly quinn<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>summer</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 May 2007 17:10:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I GOT ACCEPTED TO THE SAVANNAH COLLEGE OF ART AND DESIGN'S SUMMER PROGRAM!!!!!!! WOOOOOOO HOOO!!!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>woo hoo happy times!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Apr 2007 13:37:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ attention.. i seem to now have a fetish for emoticons^.^ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" /> well here are the updates... Prom.. was amazing! daniel was very sexy in(and out) of his sea cadet uniform.. haha i completely blew my tennis match at the championship>.< <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/depressed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":depressed:" title="Depressed" /> but.. oh well... rafting trip!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" />i'll take pictures!    love love.. so bored.. off to draw... bu buies! <br />
<br />
-reillykins<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>updates galore</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Apr 2007 13:33:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well my up and coming PHOTOGRAPHY segments seem to be catching quite a few peoples interest... <br />
<br />
    the bay:  <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/52666864/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
   building(my favorite) <a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/52667899/">[link]</a><br />
<br />
  and quad of tulips that was entered into the flower~club <br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
my 'kitten' Sarah is now a cat... depressing.. <br />
<br />
if you make a family of <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/community.gif" width="57" height="24" alt=":community:" title="Community; what deviantART is all about!" />'hippi sims'<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/community.gif" width="57" height="24" alt=":community:" title="Community; what deviantART is all about!" /> ... they ALWAYS end up killing each-other... and i don't know why...<br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" />PROM<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/r/rose.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":rose:" title="Rose" /> is this THURSDAY<br />
i got the job at <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" />OUTBACK stake house  and a manager-ish position at Holister Co. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bounce.gif" width="40" height="25" alt=":bounce:" title="Bounce" />   Well i was able to win my Tennis match<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" /><br />
<br />
<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/finger.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":finger:" title="I am unintelligent and resort to petty name calling to get my point across" /> to all of those who were shit ass friends growing up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/finger.gif" width="35" height="16" alt=":finger:" title="I am unintelligent and resort to petty name calling to get my point across" /> you WISH you'd be wid this chika :-P well... next week we have the tennis competition for two whole days... and when we get back, i get to go on a rafting trip for the remainder of the week... with me and ONE OTHER GIRL... and the others are guys.. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/faint.gif" width="18" height="17" alt=":faint:" title="I think I've fainted." /> : relax: :<br />
<br />
i tried sushi <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sushi.gif" width="21" height="17" alt=":sushi:" title="Sushi" /> again.. and <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/bleh.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":bleh:" title="Bleh" /> once again.. I HATE SUSHI... i don't even like fish!<br />
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i know this is long... <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clueless.gif" width="52" height="22" alt=":clueless:" title="*looks around cluelessly*" /> oh well <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shrug.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":shrug:" title="Shrug" />    scholls almost over<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/party.gif" width="50" height="20" alt=":party:" title="Party" />    wait.. NO! I LOVE SCHOOL!!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" />  <br />
<br />
this new iPhoto system my dad has SUCKS! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/p/pc.gif" width="38" height="24" alt=":pc:" title="PC" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/furious.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":furious:" title="Furious" /><br />
<br />
<br />
WHY is senjiya still on american idol??? he can't SING!!! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/sing.gif" width="29" height="20" alt=":sing:" title="Singing" /> he doesn't even look good...my friend got suspended for <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weed.gif" width="20" height="19" alt=":weed:" title="This is your brain; This is drugs; This is your brain on drugs!" />weed<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/weed.gif" width="20" height="19" alt=":weed:" title="This is your brain; This is drugs; This is your brain on drugs!" /> no suprise there.. trust me...<br />
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<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tmnt1.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tmnt1:" title="Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tmnt2.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tmnt2:" title="Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tmnt3.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tmnt3:" title="Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/t/tmnt4.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":tmnt4:" title="Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles" /> TMNT CAME OUT IN THEATERS!!! has anyone seen it?? is it good?? <br />
<br />
we get to see <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>hello again</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 14 Apr 2007 13:02:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>reflection challenge</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Apr 2007 07:49:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ in the past few years... we have all changed to the point where some of us are unrecognizable... I'm putting forth a challenge...<br />
who has changed the most?, or has learned the most and made the best out of it? who has the oddest recollection of time? <br />
<br />
story<br />
picture series<br />
poem<br />
art<br />
 <br />
any of these, or all of them combined<br />
repost this, and see everyones differences, and how they have made it to the kind of person and artist they are now.please try to.<br />
you won't know where your going.. unless you know where your coming from.<br />
thanks<br />
<br />
-Reilly/Meghan/Vailient pearl/ Lost-soul-finder<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>hello again</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Feb 2007 15:39:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well well well... how have you all been doing? well... i lost my camera.. so i am having to work with some verry off means of transporting material.. i miss not being able to add all of my progresses... i will get to it eventually...love yall<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>happy new year!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 05 Jan 2007 06:30:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ happy new year <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/e/excited.gif" width="23" height="19" alt=":excited:" title="OMG! I can't contain my excitement!" /> hahahaha tee hee this year is AWESOME!! aresft with friends   getting closer with friends   and i feel pwitty<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>newyear...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Dec 2006 18:01:01 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this has been a crap ass year... emotionally.. skills have both been lost.. and gained... lives have been forgotten.. and lost...though the pain remians..another year means a new beginning to make something that matters... my hope? to find a guy who has compassion.. who is both fun to talk to .. and joke around with.. not just sexually... but everything else.. to find myself.. to gain back artistic will... and to start up new pieces.. to heal.. so i can start again in 2007... who else agrees that 2006 has been one of the ODDEST and crappiest years....within recent history...<br />
<br />
 much love..<br />
 ..::Reilly::..<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>so.. picitures</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Sep 2006 15:58:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[  ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>FALL TIME</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 03 Sep 2006 10:33:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so.. its now fall season...and with that.. i'm going to be cleaning up my gallery and placing in it more fall-type pieces..including also some more well thought out syle.. other than my more scrap-like work... also.. i am hoping to work on a new ID, and icon as well as...I'M GETTING A PRINT ACCOUNT! mwahahaha as soon as i convince my dad to let me use my own money for it...so yes.. indeed... so tons of things going on.. i belong to the bright colors club "Deadly-orange "  you (if you enjoy bright colors at times) should join.. it rocks... AND. they are a new club! mwahaha!<br />
<br />
much love! ..::LSF::.. ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>Hello Again!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Jul 2006 20:43:04 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello Again!!! well i'm back! i have a BUNCH of things to add!and as you can tell, i am puttin gup a fantastic drawing up as my ID for now ^^ i'm so proud of it, i have alot of drawings i have been working hard on comming here so ..hold tight.. i also have stories, and poems and photographs, and scrapbooks! hope u like! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>amung other things</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Jul 2006 13:23:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ not only will i be writting and submitting more stories... i have decided to deal with the upcomming story i have been writting outside of DA, illistrations...i have imagines...yet.. have not been able to maefest...if anyone in the state of Georgia...can help me out here with illistrations.. i would be truly gratefull...it has to do with cats, goldfish, hamsters and other such critters, along others of my imagination, that i can indeed draw, but need help perfecting them. NOTE me if you would  like to help...or know anyone who could...hoep you enjoy<br />
!   much love-Lost-Soul-Finder ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>i'm back</title>
                <link>http://Lost-soul-finder.deviantart.com/journal/9398265/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 16 Jul 2006 19:30:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ hey... i'm back...<br />
<br />
lovely<br />
show me<br />
how to be<br />
to know me<br />
touch me<br />
kiss me<br />
hold me<br />
wield me<br />
use me<br />
oh god<br />
love me<br />
<br />
i miss the<br />
love the<br />
dream about<br />
those things<br />
you told me<br />
i think about you<br />
constantly<br />
i need you<br />
to go on<br />
living<br />
i need you<br />
like breathing<br />
you are within me<br />
i can't imagine<br />
living<br />
without the<br />
<br />
~*~LOVE ME~*~ ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>hehe</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 11 Jul 2006 13:07:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok.. well i am currently estatic..y? because John(my boy friend) let me borrow his uncle's old camera.. and i must say... i have been able to take some amazing pictures here... and its amazing how different it is than my other camera(which i lost the charger to >.&lt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" /> so... e3xpect a shit loat of photograhy comming your way when i get back... and i mean a shit load... i have aready used about 5 rools of film in about two days now... and one roll is now filled up on the camera itself .... so yes indeed when i say a shit load of stuff mwahahahahahaha<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":evillaugh:" title="EVIL Laughter!" /> yes well... i miss John a bunch... i think i might have gotten sunburned... and of course... i was able to get the some of the cool things i usually end up finding here at the windmill (which is kind of like a farmers market and an art fair) so yes.. much much fun and i will take pictures of the things that i got which include some porciline dolls and some pottery and such so yeah! ok.. well.. within my happy mood.. i have manages to mangle my legs.. and somehow bruise the mess out of my chin............ yes.....well... vack to the happiness ecause while here i have been thinking about someof the shitty things that have gone on in the past... anbd... lets just say... my blood red jurnal is now half full with two entrys.... ecause of memories i just needed to put somewhere and emtions i couldn't post on DA so sorry... but inseed.. alot of stuff when i get back and my fifteen min are up on the dial up connection so i will talk to yall lata! much love.... bu bui...your fav random addict... lost soul finder ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>a list?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jun 2006 12:51:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i heard of a list of a hundred words... and for each word... you create a drawing or poem or story about it...so... here's my list...<br />
<br />
Love-<br />
Lust-<br />
Heartbreak<br />
Faith -<br />
Longing-<br />
Time<br />
Hope<br />
Forgotten<br />
Safety<br />
Marraige<br />
Dreams<br />
Fate<br />
patience<br />
fruit-<br />
water-<br />
flowers<br />
reflection<br />
pain<br />
remember<br />
boys-<br />
girls<br />
children<br />
the Lord<br />
self-esteem<br />
self worth<br />
prayer<br />
truth<br />
friendship<br />
crucifiction<br />
wealth<br />
shoes<br />
(30)<br />
doorways<br />
imagination<br />
candles<br />
technology<br />
church<br />
windows<br />
patterns<br />
hats<br />
homes<br />
orginazation<br />
(40)<br />
games<br />
cultures<br />
religion(different than faith)<br />
photographs<br />
memories<br />
morals<br />
forgiveness<br />
passion<br />
trust<br />
honesty<br />
(50)<br />
drugs<br />
poison<br />
harm<br />
healing<br />
waiting<br />
boxes<br />
chains<br />
lost<br />
loneliness<br />
wishes<br />
(60)<br />
illness<br />
painting<br />
landscape<br />
mountains<br />
trees<br />
birds<br />
fountains<br />
movies<br />
skating<br />
bowling<br />
(70)<br />
heaven<br />
hell<br />
peace<br />
war<br />
salvation<br />
kisses<br />
sex<br />
hunger<br />
suffering<br />
books<br />
(80)<br />
makeup<br />
dresses<br />
wood<br />
stones<br />
cars<br />
hands<br />
leaves<br />
pots<br />
iron<br />
harmony<br />
(90)<br />
cats<br />
eyes<br />
desire<br />
openmindedness<br />
soul<br />
power<br />
strength<br />
care<br />
youth<br />
old<br />
(100..omg...i thought my head would explode...)<br />
<br />
well there will be one or two for each.. mostly poems and photographs most likely.. i'll come back and check off the ones i have done.. i should be done.. i duno.. by december haha wish me luck!and it won't be in order but in parenthasis the name of the word will be beside it or if the title is the word, in parenthisis will be (100 words)<br />
<br />
with me luck! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>proof</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Jun 2006 09:07:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ CB: what i do when i'm down...<br />
is i think .. no matter what, tomorrow will come, what happends now, will soon be history,<br />
you have to choose if you want to be here to remember it..<br />
<br />
<br />
that broke me...<br />
<br />
<br />
soon<br />
i will burn papers and objects.. that are keeping my mind in shackles... to not livein what has been<br />
but to live in the now.. and what could be..a happy ending...eventually...<br />
<br />
i will have tons of poems, and pictures and stories explaining this event...the background.. the thoughts... everything...this is proof that i needed help... but he most likely was the cvure that i never thought about ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>the thing called love</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Jun 2006 19:05:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ love...is like a picture... it means different things from person to person... but always says more than what they think<br />
<br />
love you much JCB!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>love?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 21 Jun 2006 20:08:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ truths<br />
the quietness of a lovers heart<br />
the demands of a seakers soul<br />
the persistance of a lovers mind<br />
the trembles of delight<br />
when truth is told<br />
when all is known<br />
of how we felt<br />
and how we saw<br />
one another<br />
from a distance<br />
from a sight<br />
we loved one another<br />
in our dreams<br />
we huged ever so tight<br />
the future<br />
ever so bright<br />
much adue<br />
goodngiht ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>pain</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Jun 2006 12:44:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yeah... you're going to see some rather interesting stuff...i'm having flashbacks from the time back in january when jenny died... i'm feeling the grief i missed at my garandmothers funeral...mostly because her stuff has showed up at our house... i'm also still having issues accepting the whole curt thing... also things are just wierd... pictures...drawings...poetry...even prose acctually... expect it all to come flooding out.. i'm not holding back this time, because utr only makes things worse when i do... i'm letting it all out.. emotions and all... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>gone</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 03 Jun 2006 20:25:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i'm gunna b gone for the next week and a hlaf to two weeks! cya! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>new segment</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Jun 2006 10:16:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ k..you remember when i said i would be adding more 'segments' of photographs...well.. i was liooking through some really old types of photography and ran accross shoes(don't remember who) but...it was so beutiful, the shoes paired off in sections and setups with objects that complemented the use of the shoe(s) so..if you haven't guessed allready... my segment commiung soon...is 'shoes' hope you like it! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>o..m...g...</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 31 May 2006 13:12:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ lol this was from ravenstear 's jurnal..it was halarious and wanted more ppl to read it!!!<br />
<br />
<br />
"Lord, I have a problem."<br />
"What's the problem, Eve?"<br />
"I know that you created me and provided this beautiful garden and all<br />
of<br />
these wonderful animals, as well as that hilarious comedic snake, but<br />
I'm<br />
just not happy."<br />
"And why is that Eve?"<br />
"Lord, I am lonely, and I'm sick to death of apples."<br />
"Well, Eve, in that case, I have a solution. I shall create a man for<br />
you."<br />
"Man? What is that Lord?"<br />
"A flawed creature, with many bad traits. He'll lie, cheat and be<br />
vain; all<br />
in all, he'll give you a hard time. But he'll be bigger, faster and<br />
will<br />
like to hunt and kill things. I'll create him in such a way that he<br />
will<br />
satisfy your physical needs. He will be witless and will revel in<br />
childish<br />
things like fighting and kicking a ball about. He won't be as smart as<br />
you,<br />
so he will also need your advice to think properly."<br />
"Sounds great," says Eve, with ironically raised eyebrows, "but what's<br />
the<br />
catch, Lord?"<br />
"Well ... you can have him on one condition."<br />
"And what's that Lord?"<br />
"As I said, he'll be proud, arrogant and self-admiring ... so you'll<br />
have to<br />
let him believe that I made him first. And it will have to be our<br />
little<br />
secret ... you know, woman to woman." ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>...sadness...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 30 May 2006 10:11:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ to the guy i honestly could have spent my life with...<br />
<br />
lust... at one time...was a young hearts cure for the lonely<br />
i felt it once... he threw me aside...cursing my blood...<br />
making my life a twisting torment of horrid fate<br />
wishing to be set free<br />
from what he cast upon me<br />
hoping that who ever i am now...will dissapear...<br />
and that when i reapear...<br />
i will be cured<br />
i pray oneday i'll be more than 'that girl i dated'<br />
or 'the girl who was only looks'<br />
i wished for someone like you.....<br />
i prayed for someone like you...<br />
when you asked me...<br />
i almost drowned<br />
in myself<br />
and then<br />
you pushed me under<br />
as you tore off<br />
what ever was left...<br />
of myself...<br />
<br />
<br />
i aparently...am stil the same person i was.. and my answered prayer... asked me out because i was 'nice' ....honestly... i think it was deeper, at least on my end... i will always love you... remember that... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>summer!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 26 May 2006 21:41:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yaya its summer!!!!look forward to seeing ALOT of different kinds of stuff from me! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>hmmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 May 2006 17:49:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ life is excitting<br />
a new adventure<br />
a way to see<br />
whats new<br />
in the forever<br />
the spand of time<br />
stretches befor eus<br />
like flowers in a field<br />
we can exlore all we want<br />
until we fall asleep<br />
and dream of the vastness not yet <br />
explored<br />
but reasurred<br />
that its magnificants<br />
is far better<br />
than anything else<br />
we have ever seen ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>thinking about...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 May 2006 08:17:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ why when you love someone...it hurts...<br />
why when you tell someone how you feel after they wanted to know... they look at you as if you should never have told them in the first place...why when you are around one person... you feel close to them... then you talk to  them... and you are farthur away than the sun and pluto...?why does life challange our pritits like this? why do we creat conflict with our lives? why don't we love everyone, and accept everyone...no matter what...why don't we all get along,.help eachother,comfort one another...care for one another... there once was a time... when people lived like this..why don't we take a look...at not what could happen,with technology and science and such... but a look at the past, because though technology and money wil;l profit from the futuree... our souls and mind... were richer in the past... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>dreams(random)</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 20 May 2006 08:13:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dreams... hopes...faith... sweet dreams... passages to our fantasys... highways to our imaginaries... ways to get to our most faithfull fanatsys.,... were we hope to be... what we wish to see... thats where i'll be... come join me.. in my fantasy... come be with me... i want you here with me...beside me... with me... you and me.. in my dreams fantasy... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>death...and explination</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 May 2006 17:26:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ neering the end of our existance<br />
the meaning of life takes pressenece<br />
the well being of our mind is watchfull<br />
the meaning of our hearts desires<br />
are inevitable<br />
the thoughts on others when we leave<br />
are unforgettable<br />
unknowing is unbearable<br />
quitting on life is unexeptable<br />
to love everyone is a virtue we all should hold as our own<br />
to see the good in everything is a sight we should all see<br />
to believe in ourselves and others...is a gift<br />
to believe in your past present and future is what we leave behind<br />
it doesn't matter the money<br />
it doesn't matter the fame of your carrer<br />
it doesn't matter the achievements<br />
its how you suceeded in life...<br />
as a person<br />
as a human<br />
as a gift to everyones soul<br />
death is the end of what we started<br />
death is a five letter word for 'the end' at the end of your guide to life book for the rest of us...<br />
your faith<br />
your hope<br />
your faithfulness to yourself<br />
and your values<br />
will remain in my heart<br />
your faith in me will forever burn in my soul<br />
<br />
<br />
my grandmother passed away this morning...my first funeral...my first ever crying into a guys shoulder... wow...  so much has happened.. my grandmother was fiull of life, fiull of faith and knowledge i never quite saw in her until she got sick.. we fought until i saw her playing rummy... wow... that woman...good grief.. is like a wild fire with a deck of cads... i wish i could have gotten to know her better...i love you grandma pinkham! you will allways be in my heart! i will bring back pictures of some events when i get back... don't worry... and poems... will be very very promenant... for those who knew me of my earlier work dealing with poerty wirth deepness to them mostly dealing with losss,helplessness and such... you know what to expect... for those who have read only my sap-filled poetry filled with wise(ish) words and patie nt melodies... your in for a suprise...of my more forbidden side to my art...<br />
<br />
     with much adue...<br />
            Lost-Soul-Finder<br />
                 the soul filled torch for the rest of us... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>bathtub...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 15 May 2006 17:59:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ in a tub...alone...unknown...water...around...the seering steam...pulsing...my body...yerning...to be held...in your arms...again...to be kissed...again...to be loved..again...sometime...a bath.. is sensual..sexual... emotional... its a gateway...for your mind...to drift...for your body to say...what needs to be said... to feel.. what needs to be felt... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>sunday...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 14 May 2006 07:47:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ someday..<br />
is sunday..<br />
a day of grace..<br />
a day of dressingup for your creator<br />
a day that some have forgotten<br />
a day the some wish<br />
they could go<br />
but they can't<br />
because of sleep...work...family problems...<br />
sunday...<br />
blessings day..<br />
prayers do say..<br />
i wish i was there...<br />
<br />
<br />
today is sunday...i'm not there...today is mothersday...and today i have work... happy sunday everyone.,. ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>sixteen</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 May 2006 10:56:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sexteen<br />
so sweet<br />
no defeet<br />
bare feet<br />
forked path<br />
where to go?<br />
what to do?<br />
i'm at a cross roads<br />
where i am with you<br />
theres one way<br />
where i never see your face<br />
light up again<br />
theres the other one<br />
where i see you<br />
over and over again<br />
in love forever<br />
always together<br />
which way to go?<br />
i think you know<br />
its the one were you are in the picture<br />
the one where i'm happy alltogether<br />
when i'm sixteen<br />
i'm going to be new<br />
ad free<br />
but with you<br />
i will be<br />
and with you<br />
i'll be happy<br />
and with the path i've chosen<br />
you'll wee me<br />
<br />
<br />
i'm sixteen soon everyone!!!!! Curt, i'll see u later today! mwahaha love you everyone!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>live:love:learn:then remember</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 May 2006 17:59:23 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the birth<br />
of the heart<br />
as we take part<br />
in the instinct<br />
in the ability<br />
to use our hearts<br />
as something<br />
other than<br />
to use as jst a pulsing pulmanary <br />
functions<br />
to keep us living<br />
keep us wanting<br />
thiersty...<br />
for the lust<br />
the love<br />
the desire<br />
the want<br />
the feeling of love<br />
of living passion<br />
encarsenating<br />
invigeratting<br />
unimaginable pleasure<br />
in your mind<br />
just tonight<br />
unseen faces<br />
of paradise<br />
for days at a time<br />
e-mails exchanged at midnight<br />
daydreams in the daylight<br />
imaginations running whild in the moonlight<br />
dancing with you held tight<br />
no knowledge of fright<br />
so amazed<br />
by your sight<br />
your love<br />
fir me<br />
i will always remember<br />
how i live with you<br />
i will always treasure<br />
how i learned to love who i am<br />
i will always recover<br />
hopping the memories will never fade<br />
of the good times<br />
and the bad... can be laughed at<br />
and be looked over<br />
and bring us closer<br />
for love is a bond<br />
life is just as strong<br />
to learn is a gift<br />
not everyone can master<br />
and you have let me forgive<br />
and forget<br />
and relive<br />
and remember<br />
and just relive<br />
the memories<br />
of you<br />
and i<br />
forever ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>confused</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 May 2006 22:30:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ is this my body<br />
is this all mine?<br />
is this mind<br />
inside my head<br />
where<br />
it shoudl be?<br />
what am i doing?<br />
who have i become?<br />
am i the person i'm suposed to be?<br />
and i doing all the things<br />
i'm suposed to be doing?<br />
am i loving?<br />
the right people?<br />
amd i hating?<br />
the wrong people?<br />
whats going on<br />
why am i so confused<br />
my world upside doen<br />
my heard all dizzy<br />
my mind in confusion<br />
like the light blew a fuse<br />
my soul tearing in two directions<br />
who am i suposed to be? ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>why</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 02 May 2006 15:49:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ why me<br />
why you<br />
why us<br />
together, just we<br />
<br />
alone<br />
that night<br />
you loved<br />
me so<br />
you felt<br />
my flesh<br />
so slow<br />
<br />
you won<br />
my heart<br />
my soul<br />
discovered<br />
my desires<br />
unvieled<br />
in your arms<br />
you held<br />
a girl<br />
once suffering<br />
from<br />
sickness of the soul<br />
sickness of the heart<br />
sickness of the mind<br />
and she fell apart<br />
you holdering her there<br />
placing her piecees back together to hold her there<br />
her whole beeing<br />
begain to repair<br />
the damage once done<br />
to a girl so fair<br />
<br />
but now<br />
i fall apart<br />
my tears flood back<br />
my soul<br />
is lost<br />
my faith is drowned<br />
my mind is swimming<br />
in thoughts of why<br />
why he would try<br />
to kill me<br />
why he would try and ruin<br />
this small happiness i've tried re-building<br />
i hope<br />
you stay<br />
and<br />
never stray<br />
because i need<br />
someone to keep<br />
my pieces together<br />
together oh please<br />
let me be<br />
for you<br />
eternally ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>love IIV</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Apr 2006 20:20:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you know love is real... when you feel it touch your skin...when you breathe it in...when they kiss your neck...when he winds your heart...when you go crazy away from them...and when you think about them 24/7/365...you know love is real...when love finds you ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>sets</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Apr 2006 21:30:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as you've noticed... my ohotographs come in siries... i've done my flames/grotesque series...my botanical... what should i do next... any ideas? ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>Photography</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Apr 2006 20:46:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as yo might have noticed... for those who were some of the first to be to my site... i have WAY more photography...than poetry... and my photography is just about anything at the moment.. what ever i feel could be useful in portrying something ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>boarding school</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Apr 2006 16:19:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am going to boarding school... I am going to pay for it... i am going to work my ass off for the 12,000$ per term... and the 36,000$ for the year... i'll think about that when i get there.. if anyone needs a job done.. or knows where a sixteen year old can get a really good paying job(without sex involved...*cough cough FRANK...cough* ) i'm willing to do ANYTHING to go out of the country to a boarding school.. i will love it to dreath... the one i am lookign at is big in the arts^^ if you know anything... let me know! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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          <item>
                <title>are</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 20 Apr 2006 17:58:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I really want to attend a Boarding school.. not only would my school work be better off... i would be able to submit some different flavored things on DA for you guys!Opposite of SOME persons beliefs... I would and WILL do extreamly well in a boarding school environment...i wanted to know what peoples opinions on boarding schools are, and which ones they have heard of... because i can't think of any that i could even reserch ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>arge...excuse my bitchiness</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Apr 2006 16:49:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i want to apologize for my bitchy habbits lately...i have been under alot of stress having to do with my health lately...(if you want details... e-mail me...) also... i made a bad(ish) grade on something that me and over half of my classmates believe that it is an unjustly low grade...homework.. and its spring... the season where anything and everything both good and evil happen at the same time every year.. and with that... comes memories of what has happened...which puts me at a verry sensitive, vounerable , unstable state of mind...so anything can put me off...its like PMS mixed with bad hormons mixed with mental horrors... yeah... such an odd discription... but... all i could think of...and if health, mental, and emotional  issues were not enough... my mom and i have been bitching back and forthe(if you had read my previous journal.. you know why,kind of)and some of my friends are spazzing out because i have been being such an anti-social freak...so I'M SORRY <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/depressed.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":depressed:" title="Depressed" /> <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/crying.gif" width="20" height="17" alt=":crying:" title="Crying" /> just wanted to let everyone know that... well i'm going to go play sims... love you all!<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/b/blowkiss.gif" width="35" height="21" alt=":blowkiss:" title="Here's a kiss for you, my love!" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>MY RANTS...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Apr 2006 19:00:47 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ you know what i freaking can not comprehend? why my mother can't just relise that the world does not have an alarmclock.. not everything ENDS when the 'thing said it would'.. why my mother can't TRUST me enough that when something is DONE and i have freaking SHONEit to her.. she STILL doesn't believe me that i have done it... how when my father find out i have a boyfriend.. he automatically says "so... when are you going to dump him?" or when a guy and i have broken up... he says "whos next" i am NOT like that.. and the fact that my own parents and grandparents would think that is obsured...how my mother thinks i'm having sex and doing drugs... how she thinks that i can not really have real friends because aparently i'm not 'stable' ... or i have 'issues' or i'm always doing things that are stupid.. hell she says i'm stupid and a moron and a jackass to my face! and if ANYONE knows my mentality from middle school and 9th grade... you will know why that pisses me off and get to me so easily... I don't want my mom to do everything for me.. i will do it when i fucking do it... i will NEVER do fucking drugs, and i will not have sex until i am married.. WHY CAN SHE NOT FUCKING UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPTS BEHIND WHY AND HOW I HAVE TO DO THINGS? WHY I CAN NOT LEAVE A PLACE THAT SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED... THAT I CAN'T JUST DO SCHOOL WORK(NO CLUBS, NO PEOPLE, NO WORK ECT.) I THINK THERE IS A POINT BETWEEN WANTING TO HELP... AND WANTING TO JUST BUG THE FUCKING MESS OUT OF YOUR KIDS TO THE POINT WHERE THEY DON'T EVEN WANT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE BECAUSE EVERY TIMES ITS ALWAYS A FIGHT OR A CONVERSATION WITH "DID YOU DO THIS" " WHY DIDN'T YOU DO THAT"  " WHOS THIS" SO ON SO ON BLAH BLAH BLAH...I AM FIFTEEN YEARS OLD.. AND YET MY MOTHER TREATS MY 11 YEAR OLD SISTER WITH MORE PERSONAL RESPECTTHAN ME!  DOES THAT WIERD SOME PEOPLE OUT ASIDE FROM MYSELF?!?!?! ANYONE?!?!?! <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/shakefist.gif" width="24" height="18" alt=":shakefist:" title="CURSE YOU!" /> i cry when i'm pissed off, because things from earlier come into my mind and cut everything off... i'll draw something depicting what it look slike... not so pretty... just PLEASE...  i can freaking walk to school...i can walk everywhere i need to go... i can buy my own food... just...i'm human... i'm a young woman who has more responsibilities than the adverage 15 year old girl... its just... i'm fumin gin my room... had to vent somewhere...without punching Teddy G. Wellington(my teddy bear) and without upsetting lee... because i already have quite a few times...*sigh* my [arents are SO not seeing or talking to me very much here-after... i'm tiered of fighting with them... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>love(II)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 14 Apr 2006 17:07:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the last time that i wrote on this subject as a journal... i think it had to do with necer finding it... that only the 'better' people ever find it...well... this is a different one...<br />
<br />
when you see the one you love: <br />
your heart seemes to tripple its beats<br />
when your hugging them, <br />
or so close you can smell them...<br />
your heart is twittering so fast its almost like it is one long beat<br />
almost letting you feel the moment last...<br />
your mind always has them in it<br />
your stomach does flips when they touch you<br />
because you just want to giggle because you never want them to stop<br />
<br />
you notice:<br />
how when you BOTH fall asleep opn the phone... the one who falls asleep first... can tell you all the wierdo things they heard you saying and doing in your sleep the next morning.<br />
you can both act like idiots, and wont care<br />
you can act like best friends and mess around...<br />
but when you are alone... time seems to be spotlighted on you both... and you act like lovers have<br />
<br />
how they smell in the mornign when they are half asleep(coffee and shampoo and t-shirt<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/letters/=p.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":P" title=":P (Lick)" />) <br />
you notice what they think about you, physically and mentaly<br />
you get to know how they react, and what they are like<br />
you notice how theywear chlothes that you just want to pet because its soo soft...<br />
or just how they react when they hear you laugh<br />
or how they light up when they see you smile or come up to them with a hug<br />
how you can see in thier eyes they want to hold you close and never let go, and maybe kiss you<br />
but even when you wish you could... and your heart makes you crave it day and night...<br />
it stays as a craving... never satisfied, because of rules, and age, and the place we're in...<br />
Lee i just want to hold you tight, and be held in your arms, i want to be able to be with you under the stars at night, laying next to you just looking at the sky... with my head on your shoulder... your arm around my waist ... to be so close my heart races to one long beat, and my breath is filled with laughter that stays inside... filling my lungs with a happy gas that makes you feel like nothing will ever go wrong... and be able to run my fingers through your hair, or on your cheek... i love you so much! I didn't think i would ever find love that made me feel this way... i thought it was only in fairy tales... where the pretty girl(so not me) and the price get married at true love at first sight and everyone lives happly ever after... well... i may not be a pretty girl, and lee might not be a prince... but to you lee, i'm beutiful, and to me your my prince,to me your wonderful... i love you always. <br />
<br />
     ~love always, Reilly ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>ok.. try and tell me this is not a cool idea...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Apr 2006 11:59:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Deviant soul-mate matches...try and replay filling out this.:<br />
<br />
YOURSELF-<br />
1.Name: __________<br />
2.DA name:__________<br />
3.Age:___<br />
4.Where I live:_________________<br />
5.Fav. place to go(or want to go to):__________<br />
6.Fav. colour(s):_________<br />
7.Fav. food:___________<br />
8.I do ____________ on DA.<br />
9.I smoke:Y/N<br />
10.i drink:Y/N<br />
11.I am ____tall<br />
12:I am ____lb<br />
13:my haircolor:________<br />
14.My hairstyle:_______<br />
15.my style:________<br />
16.eyecolor:________<br />
17.Perfect date:_________<br />
<br />
I WANT TO FIND-<br />
1.I want to find a deviant that does ___________ on DA.<br />
2.Age:______<br />
3.Lives in:____________<br />
4.smoke:Y/N<br />
5.Drinks:Y/N<br />
6.Height:_____<br />
7.Weight(?):______<br />
8.Haircolor:_______<br />
9.hairstyle:_________<br />
10.personal style:_________<br />
11.eyecolor:___________<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
<br />
i will see how well this goes.... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>hmmmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 06 Apr 2006 12:50:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is to all of my guy friends...<br />
<br />
find a woman who loves you inside and out<br />
find a woman who makes you smile<br />
find a woman who knows when your lieing<br />
find a woman, who knows whats wrong...when you can't be crying<br />
find a woman who makes your days worth while<br />
who makes your heart feel light and warm<br />
and makes you want to dance and sing<br />
and makes you feel like nothing could ever go wrong, and as it seems<br />
when you and her are together, everything is how it should be<br />
<br />
to all of my girl freinds...<br />
<br />
find a guy who loves you inside and out<br />
find a man who makes you smile<br />
find a man you will hug you tight<br />
find a man who kisses you goodnight<br />
find a man that wishes you and him never had to be apart<br />
find a man who can tell when yu are lieing<br />
find a guy who makes everything better when you are crying<br />
find a guy who makes your stomach turn into butterflies of joy<br />
find a guy who makes you fel like nothing will be wrong again<br />
just as long as you are with him<br />
find a guy who loves you so much<br />
you could live with his words<br />
as your everlasting light<br />
<br />
hope you guys are havng a FANTASTIC spring break!i love you all! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>ode to my beach</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Apr 2006 09:26:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ the shells<br />
lay in shatters<br />
accross the crumbling sand<br />
the whole ones in laughter<br />
as the shatters<br />
unnoticed by man<br />
as wewalk accross them<br />
all they want is love<br />
as the shatters are the majority<br />
as are the broken hearts of man<br />
as the whole ones are rare<br />
as are the whole lives of women<br />
as we seek to fill our cracks<br />
we are left with mitchmated patches<br />
for our wacked out cracks of time<br />
<br />
<br />
love you all from me and my sunburnerd bum! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>SpRiNg fOrWaRd So yOu DoNt fAlL BaCk</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Mar 2006 21:39:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ REMEMBER! SOMETIME DURRING SPRING BREAK.. WE ARE SUPOSED TO SET OUR CLOCKS ONE HOUR AHEAD!!!while some are stuck here for spring break... i will be on DA a bit while at the beach working on new stuff!!! yay!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>'ello</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Mar 2006 16:50:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow... so much is going on... well Lee and I will have been dating a month on tuesday!!!! the play was amazing! my grandmother has terminal cancer(as it has now been deemed) next year i might be transfering schols... but you bet that will make there be ALOT more commign to all of you including photos as well as writing stuffs(poetry and prose) well i love you all! toodles! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>hey</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Mar 2006 20:12:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ this is my random" OH MY GOD I HAVE TO WITE SOMETHING DOWN" jurnal entry so bear with me!!!!! pok well eddy is being a jackass... he got the cousolor involved and everything and not to mention now everyone in cast is actiung wierd and added to that my boyfriend lee is freaking out because manager and the cast is driving him INSINE!!!! oh my godf... if you want details about all the crap eddy has done... ask me... if you would like to know who my boyfriend is and just why i am datig him... ask as well... COME SEE THE RHS(Roswell High Stage) at Roswell high school performing 'a midsummernights dream' i'm a fairy!!! and its AMAZING! i love you all and i am heading to bed!bu buis ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>trip</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Mar 2006 11:29:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well... to all of you who i told that i was going to FL... my messed up directions... strike again.. i was goign to augusta GA... not  florida.. heh... sry bout that... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>love II</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Mar 2006 19:09:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ love is a warmth in my heart<br />
love is the pain i feel when we are apart<br />
love is the sadness when i see you go<br />
love is the feeling i want you to know<br />
love is the emotion of which i speak<br />
love is the thoughts i wish to teach<br />
guys loveing girls<br />
girls lovign guys<br />
no matter the shape or size<br />
or our minds<br />
beauty within<br />
keeps us together<br />
looks outside<br />
keep our eyes<br />
and minds and hearts of gold<br />
make us know<br />
that who we've chosen<br />
is who we ought to know ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>tomorrows yesterday</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 05 Mar 2006 18:13:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ tomorrows yesterday<br />
was a day of sadness<br />
a day of shame<br />
a day of regret<br />
a day that matters<br />
a day that haunts us in our sleep<br />
a day that make us want to weep<br />
the days that makes the hours creep<br />
the kindof days i've had this week<br />
<br />
<br />
I met a guy, of one of old, the one i met at church so bold, he is handsome, he is charming and sweet, but as i look on i seem to find, this gentleman of a bit more time than i... :to be continued: ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>today</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 02 Mar 2006 19:03:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today<br />
was yet another way<br />
to prove my worth<br />
to pave my way<br />
to say my words<br />
to say my worth<br />
to ove my family<br />
to love my friends<br />
to pray for others<br />
to learn from mistakes<br />
to make some along the way<br />
to learn about you<br />
the one i met<br />
the one who said<br />
i'll like you yet<br />
the one to looked<br />
like someone i'd wanted to meet<br />
the one like you<br />
thats right<br />
ok<br />
please<br />
just stay awile<br />
let me talk to you<br />
get to know the real you<br />
be a part of you<br />
let me know you<br />
i love you ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>valentines day</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 14 Feb 2006 17:52:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ wow... today was valentines day, the scool was decked in pinks and reds<br />
cupples filled the halls with love<br />
and the ones left out with dread<br />
dread of the unwanted day<br />
the unlove and the untrue<br />
the unseen and the ever so blue<br />
some got flowers<br />
come for cards and baloons<br />
but all some wanted<br />
was to be close to you<br />
someone to tell them'i love you'<br />
for some the words never come<br />
and the dread encompasses ther souls<br />
draining thier sould<br />
and killing thier hearts<br />
the pain of a loveless life<br />
is one of loneliness and scorn<br />
one that keeps us awake at night<br />
wishing we knew the unknown<br />
the what ifs<br />
and the what should i have done's<br />
but when the day has come and gone<br />
and all the love has gone<br />
and the day becomes a memory<br />
and remembered within a sweet song<br />
a dark memory<br />
or a lovers promise<br />
wish for those who don't know love<br />
and dread the day of pinks and reds<br />
dread the day of chocolate and flowers<br />
and the day cupples make thiers<br />
<br />
<br />
today i got two flowers, but not from someone who i wished it to... i wish i had someone to call my own i wish i had someone like you... someone that would hold mne tight, someone to talk to me at night, someone to tell me everythings goign to be alright... but it turns out there is no one who will love me and take care of my heart and soul the way i want them too, nor will i find someone to kiss goodnight, and will last forever all our own... i wish you would find me... i wish i only knew... oh just how close i am... to meeting you... and wondering if i have and sent you away, if i did i'm sorry, and it makes me bluw... and i miss you even if your are here, because my heart is sick from your vacancy... come back to me, i need your love... come back to me... i need you... ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>LOVE</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Feb 2006 08:08:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ alas... unrequited love... if love doth not find me, my heart will surly wilt and wither amungst the untouchables... lord watch over my heart doth not to have my heart die of loss of love, for right now i am a woman whom is loved by many ... and thus in return love a many, but when one loves one or two the same, what must she do? must she cast her stones at one when she loves him just as much as the other? and likewise, should she love them both and risk loosing them both to hearts entanglements burned?...-Meghan Reilly Quinn ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>BOYS!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 20 Jan 2006 16:56:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ARGE!!!! YOU GUYS DRIVE ME INSANE1 WITH YOUR HOT BODIES, SWEETNESS AND KINDNESS AND GOOD SMELLING SHIRTS AND HAIR! THEN ACT LIKE YOU LIEK A GIRL... then... the girl finds out that you have a girlfriend... what... a party pooper...:\ marious... if your reading this... you probrobly arn't... but... just in case... i think you are the COOLEST 14 year old EVER! and you are OH SO SEXY!!!!!!MWAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>church</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 18 Jan 2006 18:08:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i know that somee of you know me far better than anyone should have to... you know my deepest regrets... my worse fears... my saddest moments... and my most deadly times... but one thing that i have found.. is prayer.. and not only prayer... but a church.. a house of God, and of God worshipers, and people who don't care about who you were, but who you are  and who you will become...most people will say "oh... well... why go to a place on a day out of your way when you can do the same at school?" the sense that you set apart a time and place to worship, it gives you a sense of security, of cleanliness , of spiritual wholeness, it is the most amazing feeling ever. ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>hmmm</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 17 Jan 2006 18:03:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my world is fallign apart around me... i'm having to keep my family from strangling eachother, work, atempt to stay intact with my relationship with God, work, and keep my grades above 80%... so there is goign to be alot of poetry comming your way in the next few weeks maybe months ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>the "birds and the bees..."</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Sep 2005 16:43:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ guys always say that GIRLS are confusing... well here is some news... guys, you are not much better... and u know what? you guys for the morst part confuse me or hurt me or love me... so you confuse me that way by being confusing! ARGE!!!!!!!! ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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                <title>emotions</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Aug 2005 13:37:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ if you love someone, can you always love them with ALL your heart? ARE friends forever ? do all kids grow up if in this world some kids do not even get to see thier fifth birthday?or even thier 16th birthday. in a world where forever and always can not always be backed up with truth, mean what you say, when you say it. watch what you do and what you say. because it may be the only last thing you say to them. because it could be the difference between being with someone forever, and stoping it from happening. ]]></description>
                <author>~Lost-soul-finder</author>
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