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Mood: ...>.>... <.<
Listening to: World of Warcraft Installing
Reading: Skinwalkers
Watching: Havent had much time for movies.. hm

I'm not really here.



>.>



<.<






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]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/7697296/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/7697296/ Tue, 24 Jan 2006 17:05:03 PST

Mood: weeeewoooo
Listening to: something
Reading: or
Watching: other

I'm here.. x.x.....

My reason for being gone for so long... yes..... school. -_o

I iz teh backz.. but.. I'm afraid I won't be doing much creating unless it's something that's life threatening. Ex.


*man walks up with a grenade launcher in his arms that's pointed at me* "MAKE ART FOR ME OR DIE!" "Yessuh.."


yeah.

Because you know THAT happens all the time.... -.-







Someone get me a carne asada burrito. T.T

...or some pie..

and llamas..


Ftw

Btw.. I started playing WoW again.. not like you guys knew I quit, you poor, poor, I-dont-know-anything-about-Asikas-life-anymore-because-shes-supah-busy-with-all-the-things-that-are-being-thrown-at-her-like-pies-and-monkeys-and-freecars



..minus the last one.. my life isnt too good right now.. but.. i have one thing to say.

.........Just let it whip. >.>


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]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/7178719/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/7178719/ Tue, 29 Nov 2005 16:58:28 PST

Mood: GANHEKA IS A COUNTRY
Listening to: The Pet Peeve Song. >.>

You know what annoys me?

Whenever someone IM's you and says "Who's this?" You know, without even saying hi or anything like that. Without even chewing the fat. Just.. straight to the point.. who's this.

YOU IMed -ME-, foo'! -I- should be asking -you- who -you- are... >.<

I shouldn't talk, though, I've done that before... but at least I said hi and introduced myself and stuff afterwards, and made proper salutation and made closure to the convo and stuff. I'm not RUDE about it. GAH! :forkstab:

The next thing that annoys me is.. well.. just plain out rudeness. If you ask a question, say.. "How are you?" "How do you THINK I'm doing?" I mean, that can be tolerable if it's from a friend who you can actually SEE, or if it's from a friend who has chronic bad luck. But on the internet? With someone you barely talk to anyways? Gosh.

And another thing.. it says in one of my avatars that I hate the sound of scratching on jeans..

I really do. >___< It's the most irritating sound in the world, makes the hairs on the back of my neck stand straight up. Guksdfngksdfnugreso. I got the chills just thinking about it. o.o

Winter Break...... please come. I'm dying for some "me" time.

T_T

I WANT SOME POCKY!13N2J121isONETWENTYONE(am)THEWORLDWILLEND12132!!!1!!

..kay.

<3

Oh..

I also get annoyed when you're driving down the road, coming near a stop light.. and a guy behind you drives faster than you just to get to the stop light that's YELLOW turning RED faster than you. It's not like it's going to change green as soon as it's graced with your presence, guy.

Oh.. and people who ride horses. This is the twentieth century.. they're called CARS, people. xD

(I don't care if it's not a direct quote.. because I'm a rebel xD)


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~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/7097705/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/7097705/ Sun, 20 Nov 2005 14:48:32 PST

Mood: WEEEE~
Listening to: Deftones - Passenger

Tee-hee. I iz teh back~! And I'm feeling 100 times better than I did the last time you talked to me or saw me. I know I wasn't the best commenter ever, nor was I the most.. well.. hm.. the best favoriter? Faver? Favor? I dunno. >.> I lost it.. but.. I'm back. I'm so happy to be back, too!! I missed everyone at DA. But the question is..

Did you miss me? I've downloaded so many new songs it's teh crazeh! I'm appreciating LIFE now.. and I got accepted to a CSU, I'm waiting on the other admission letters. I applied to ah.. 3 other colleges, too, and they're all CSU's, so I'm hoping they have good news too. I've kept a 4.0 without TOO much hassle (meaning without just breaking down and yelling at all my teachers.. lol) So.. yesh. I'm good now.

<3 How has everyone else been!? I miss..you..all.. I'll be working on visiting everyone's pages and seeing what new things they have.. everyone on my friend list is so effing talented.. I can't wait to see what you guys have gotten that's new. ^_^

....


LAFFOLROTFLAOGMZ.. you won't believe how many new pictures I have. o.O It's crazeeeeyyuhh~

I pity da foo that don't say hi to me... cause I miss yew.. lots.. x.x

I need new pictures for my header/footer.. things.. o.O


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http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6833173/ Sat, 22 Oct 2005 01:43:15 PDT

Mood: Meh
Listening to: Coldplay - The Scientist

I'm sorry, you guys. I know I've been promising all of these things like trying to get back to commenting and such on DA, but I've been terribly busy. Scary busy, actually. Everything is piling up on me at once, rushing at me, and I get upset when things get like this because I can't normally handle it. I can't take a break because this is life, you don't get to take vacations in life, you have to suck it up and deal with it. I feel bad for those that I upset when I'm like this, but.. there are just so many things going on with me that I don't even think about this. Well, that's all hard to explain anyways.

When you try to deal with it as best as you can, you will always have things that you wish you could do more of or be more of this kind of person. Like me with DA or with some personal flaws I have. I'm going to try to change those things as best as I can as well as additional ones, and better myself as a person.

In other words, I won't really be back until I can get all of this straightened. And that may be a while. I love you guys a lot, you are all so supportive of me even if I can't necessarily comment back on all of your comments. I do care, trust me on that.. I do.. I just can't find the time to show it anymore. And I suppose that's one of my flaws.

Until then, everyone, the llama will be retreating back into it's natural habitat to discover who it really is.




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http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6757573/ Thu, 13 Oct 2005 12:55:04 PDT

Mood: W00t
Listening to: People.. typing.. o.O
Reading: I dunno, I finished The Stand. Great book!

I've been busy. T-T I'm sorry I didn't comment, the only time I really get to is during school, and that's only if I'm done with HW or not looking up stuff for college..

I swear to god, college requirements and admission requirements and crap can just go to hell. I hate all of it, it confuses me so. x.x

Class now. Bye my lovelies. xD


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]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6675735/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6675735/ Tue, 04 Oct 2005 07:17:41 PDT

Mood: All the people.. o.o
Listening to: System of a Down - Prison Song
Reading: The Stand.. gosh this book is long

It's my birthdayyyyy. I WANT COOKIES. ><


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]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6637497/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6637497/ Thu, 29 Sep 2005 19:40:38 PDT

Mood: WHERE DID IT GO?!
Listening to: Yasunori Mitsuda - A Distant (AKA Far-Off) Promise
Reading: The Stand! :D

Okay, so for the past.. well.. as designated.. for the past 2 weeks I have been extreeeemely busy with school. The week before last I was studying for my final exams (they happen every 6 weeks, at the end of the third 6 weeks it's the final of EVERYTHING over the past semester.. 3 6-week periods are a semester at my school), and last week I took my final exams. I am proud to say, that... I currently have..

A 4.0 grade average. Yes, yes. But! I have done so good I rewarded myself with more hobbits under my desk and in my bed.. and in my new printer!!!1114ornmtsdao OMG I CAN PRINT STUFFZ NOW! ^^ Before I had to hold a paper to my monitor and trace it, then color it in as best as I could.. and that would be my print.. but now! Oh, the possibilities! Anyways, I've been listening to a ton of songs, but I haven't had the time to avatarize them up. I sowwy, people.. I am starting to listen to a ton of powerpop.. and some swing music. I guess I just wanna be in that bouncy mood. I'm still trying to find songs that just make me wanna get up and dance, but coming across good songs is like... trying to... find a specific cow that has no teeth but one buck one... out of a field of cows, many cows.. you just don't know which one is which until you've looked at every single cow, but once you find that buck toothed cow, you cherish it. Or just.. do whatever you were gonna do to it. Only God knows why you would want to look for a buck toothed cow anyways. Do they have teeth? Nah. They have gums. But they're hard gums. I think. I dunno. You know, for living in a dairy all my life, I suck at cow knowledge. Someone inform me about cows. All about them. Write a report. Cause I don't go jamming my hand down a cow's mouth every time. I did used to kind of have a pet bull. I would go see #258 in the corral every day, and he'd pet me and lick me. He almost ate me once. >.> But that's a different story. He was really nice, considering he was a bull. But then he got transferred to a different dairy. Don't worry, our dairy MILKS the cows.

Kay, bye bye now.

P.S.
Forgot to tell you that what sucks is that I'm right on the 90% mark in almost all my classes. If I'm not there I'm above 100%. Damn right. Represent, foo! BOOGIE! But for those 90% classes, I have to keep getting A's... on every single thing I do.. any B will bring me down. Then again, for that 100%, so will any A. I'll keep going down until I'm back at 100%, but until then, I will remain at 105%! Or 110%. I'm hoping to get the Business award this year. What I reallllly am dying for is the English award. I'm going to assassinate whoever gets that infernal English award, because whoever does... destroys my dream since Freshman year. That's right. I made a vow while watching the Senior Honor's Assembly Freshman year. "That English award will be mine... oh yes... the award will be mine." Sure I had just finished watching Wayne's World, but can you blame me? I'm in love with English classes. All my English teachers have loved... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6516787/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6516787/ Fri, 16 Sep 2005 00:23:43 PDT

Mood: MY EYYESSS!!
Listening to: Tsunami Bomb - Mushy Love Song

AJ: You are so cool, too cool for me
Me: I'm not too cool for you, though
AJ: I dunno, you're pretty cool..
Me: I know.. sometimes I question my own presence in my presence. "Wtf am I doing in my room? I'm too cool for my room!!"

{different part of convo}

AJ: true to the MC hammer situation, i have touched it once again
Me: MC Hammer's gonna like, jump in our windows and kidnap us and warn us to never ever touch 'it' again
AJ: i know
AJ: and diddy too, because we know he is going for the remix
Me: the r-r-r-reeeemiixx! with him just saying, "yeah, yeah, what, what, yeah, you know we had to do it again" in the background forever
AJ: haha, i know
AJ: im going to do a remix on a song that hasnt yet been relesaed
AJ: *released
Me: lol
Me: beat him to it
AJ: yeah!!!
AJ: ::SHAKES FIST::
Me: He will rue the day when he started making horrible remixes and getting paid millions for it! Cause AJ is in the howwwseeee
AJ: exactly, and ill be able to write the easiest lyrics ever and get paid millions for it
AJ: "what? what? yeah? huh? que? como? RRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEEEEEMMMMMMIIIIIIIIIXXXX XXXX!"
Me rotfl
Me: QUE?! COMO?!/
Me: you should look up how to say what in chinese and yugoslavian and just start going on and on
AJ: yes
AJ: i know dude
AJ: german, italian
AJ: ancient greek
Me: oooh, and then do hieroglyphics
Me: describe how to say what to everyone
Me: "LION! BIRD! BEAR! WHAT WHAT?!"
AJ: HAHA
AJ: sandal strap-sun-man doing walklikeaneqyptian!

AJ: i was kicked off
Me: its okay ^^
AJ: sweet
AJ: as long as its okay...i can sleep at night again

Me: Aw.. I want to hug a grandma now
Me: when are they not cute, really?
Me: besides when they're really senile and need to be changed..
AJ: when they have guns

AJ: cat hair gets into my soul
Me: cat hair gets into my bloodstream and makes microscopic baby kittens that act like me
Me: o.O
AJ: wow
AJ: thats awesome
Me: I know
Me: I feel bad for them whenever I'm sick or if I have to go tinkle
AJ: poor kittens
Me: I know, but at least they lived out their lives
AJ: word
AJ: my cat hair soul needs a soul lint brush

Me: you should see fitty sents movie
AJ: fitty has a movie?
Me: yeah, it's comin out soon
Me: i saw the poster for it when I went to see emily rose
Me: AND... to top it off..
Me: he's making a game
Me: a 50 cent game
Me: hah, that goes on two levels, im smart
AJ: jesus the jew...
AJ: not only is he bulletproof, now he is alive in CYBERSPACE?!
Me: yep, it's crazy cracka stuff
AJ: goodness...
AJ: we have to find a way to stop him
Me: well we can't shoot him, he's proven he's immune to bullets
AJ: like the borg
AJ: what if we cryogenically froze him until we find his one weakness?
Me: you mean his mojo?
AJ: no...you dont remember the great fitty mojo heist of 04?
Me: oh! damn, how could I let myself forget.. thats one of the most important things that ever happened in my life
Me: moreso than 9/11 and george dubyah governing my life for 4 years
AJ: we lost five men that night...
AJ: ::crosses self and salutes::
Me: five men and some boots..
Me: those weren't just any boots, AJ.. those were MENS boots..
Curious Conduct (8:21:24 PM): MENS!
Curious Conduct (8:21:36 PM): I still have nightmares about it
AJ: good god
AJ: ::violin music::

AJ: i need 4 toothpicks, half a tube of MINT toothpaste...and NOT whitening(this is crucial), and a kilo of jello from south america
Me: we should write macgyver too
AJ: he would totally be down
Me: give him a rubber band, a paper clip, and a straw... he'll know what to do
AJ: we'll have a rocket launcher built in no time
Me: and we need a hamster on a wheel to make it run... just because hamsters on wheels = efficiency
AJ: i know!
AJ: i tried to runon a wheel before, but it didnt work
Me: i never got to run on a wheel, but I did have a ton of hamsters
AJ: did you ever put them to work
Me: i tried to assort a hamster army
Me: but it turns out you need more than just one at a time to make that happen
AJ: i know
AJ: i had a gerbil
... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6425468/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6425468/ Sat, 10 Sep 2005 13:40:27 PDT

Mood: BITCH PLEASE! Word.
Listening to: Morningwood - Jetsetter
Watching: The Exorcism of Emily Rose.. o.o;

I'm a LOT better than I was during my last post. I was just really angry at all this work I had to do, but it's better than having that anxious feeling, that "senioritis." I've just been indulging myself moreso into my music, schoolwork, and my avatars. As you can see I've actually been doing designs, haha. xD I'm just experimenting with these things in my head. o.o; My smexy head, with my sexy brain. Harhar~

I don't really know what to do now though, because when I try to relax, I get maybe 10 minutes of it before I have to do something else. I have chores, I have schoolwork, I have more schoolwork, I have more chores.. sigh, by the time I'm done with all of that, I have enough time to socialize with my friends and then go to sleep. I mean, I know other people's lives are more hectic, but in my spare time when I'm not doing anything I tend to start worrying. -.- I have MANY things to worry about, which is why I keep up my DA page. You guys make me happyyyyy. ^_^ Aw, big hugs.

There's this rising band calling Morningwood that I can't stop listening to.. I've only heard a few songs from them but I'm already a huuuuuge fan. ^___^ They're just this band that gets you back into the groove, the funk, the SOUL. o.o THEY ARE MY SOUL BROTHERS AND SISTER. Cause there's only one girl in there. >.> They get really riled up about their music, and I love that, cause then they get me riled up and next thing you know I'm bouncing in my seat going, "YEAH! YOU GO GIRL!"

Expect way more avatars this week, and actual updates and commenting. One: Because I got a ton of new music, and Two: I'm MAKING room in my life, dammit. >< I need my outlet of emotions, or else it's just gonna bottle in and then explode and spill all over someone's nice new outfit, and when I get confronted about it I'm gonna feel really bad because they had just bought that outfit, and it's hard to get Nikki out of your clothing.

VOTE ME FOR THE NEXT PRESIDENT! My vice president will be this lovely french fry. <3 I love you french fry...



{edit}
Did anyone else see Emily Rose (The Exorcism of Emily Rose, to be more exact) last night? I was sooo freaked out by it. I stayed on the phone with my friend Ashley until I could fall asleep, and we promised if we got woken up by someone pressing us into the bed or started hearing things we'd call each other crying or something, lol. I get really freaked out when I see religious movies, especially ones based on a true story. I'm scared to see ALL of the Exorcist. You let yourself open to more dangerous things. >.>


... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6327047/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6327047/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 17:06:41 PDT

Mood: YOU GO TO HELL.
Listening to: Bright Eyes- First Day Of My Life

I'm too tired to do anything anymore.

I'm tired because...

I have had many grueling school days.

I have short hours to do my homework.

My PILES of homework, that is.

Hard keeping up with my classes.

I have to do the long task that is straightening my hair before I sleep.

I have to keep cleaning around the house and outside every day. Practically like work, except no money.

Gotta keep in touch with people to maintain that social life. Social lives do save you. It's true.

So I have to keep talking with people in general.

I've only been in school about a week and already I feel like things are just going to be so monotonous and difficult like this. I have dark circles under my eyes from lack of sleep, although you'd THINK I get a good nights sleep from the hours in which i go to bed. No more slacking. I'm going to bed at 9 tonight, and I am waking up at 6. And things will be good. God damn tomorrow will be good if I have to make it good.

I'm angry. Sue me. -.-


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]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6275694/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6275694/ Fri, 19 Aug 2005 23:54:13 PDT

Mood: People here suck.
Listening to: Sublime - Santeria

I know. I finally got around to getting all the comments and deviations commented on, I think. I think... >.> <.< Ho hum. I'm sorry guys, I've been busy for the last week or so getting ready for school again. I'm back in it, by the way, past 3 days. It seems like just yesterday I was hating it, and I probably will for a while.

I walked in this park we have at school to get to where I usually hang around at, and this entire table of people just turns and looks at me.. and one person says.. "She's definitely not punk rock. No, she's not goth either. What is she?" And I just kind of shook my head and kept walking. I was -right- there. For crying out loud. I hateeee itttt when people stereotype. Even my Adv. Business Comp. teacher looked at my lil' gloves ( love them to death) and said "Are you trying to be a rebel? *chuckle chuckle har har you're so good at coming up with fresh jokes teacher man *" "No, sir, I just like what I like and I wear it. This just happens to be what I like." He said nothing. Then later on he took face pictures of us for the seating chart... and he said he just -had- to get my gloves in there. Like it's so special. Like the gloves represent me. He did this last year to me too. Geez. I swear, everyone I meet thinks that I'm some kind of satanist, rebel, stoner, or something bad because I dress in black. Hate it.. to.. death. I mean, yes, I can wear colors, it's not going to burn my flesh off and eat my cartilage and bones if I wear pink. I just prefer black, you can't go wrong with it and you can't see anything if you spill ketchup on a shirt or somethin. Yes.. i'm that messy. o.o I mean you know, I'm a very nice person. People are intimidated on how I dress because it looks like I'll bust a cap in their ass with my spiked metal choker of pain and depression and teen angst and agony. If they took the time to know me, they would see.. that I am indeed, a nice person.

Damn stereotypes. -.-

[end rant about clothing]

My classes aren't so bad, I got my old science teacher back from last year. I <3 her, but the class is filled up to the brim. We have kids sitting on each other's laps. Well, not really, but I'm sure some girls wouldn't mind in that class. Damn whores. >< I sit right behind the most.. annoying.. girl.. I have ever had the displeasure of meeting. Ugh. "That's so hot." .....

I'm going to stab whoever else says that. Really. Just stab them right in the eye.



Uhm.. my Government class has a guy who graduated high school in the year 2000 teaching it. I think that's quite an accomplishment. He's 23, going on 24. So, he's only 5 years older than most of the kids in my class. So that means that it would be cool if one of the girls decided they wanted to DATE him. Fortunately, he has a girlfriend. That would be too weird if he dated a student. Isn't that illegal anyways? Meh. Forward. My math class was the best class on my B days.. (block schedule, A day = 3 classes, B day = 3 classes) Took drawing and sketching.. probably going to drop out or have to drop out of that class to make up another science class. Yeah, I know.. i'm a huge slacker. I love the teacher for that class, though. He's an awesome drawer, I wish he had a DeviantArt account so I could link him. He did some 3-D animation while in college or something of the sort, but.. you know I forgot what he said about that. Plus he's a avid gamer, so.. that's always good too. ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6213474/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6213474/ Sat, 13 Aug 2005 04:30:21 PDT

Mood: I've been gone. >.>
Listening to: Greenday - Wake Me Up When September Ends
Watching: That new Deuce Bigalow (Bigalo?) movie ^^;

I know, I still support Jarky jark.. but I can't resist uploading stuff to my gallery. I have all these avatars I've made while on strike and not submitting anything.. but I can't do any good jark avatars. -.- I don't have as many options to work with, and I can't do pixel by pixel animations, as we've seen already. I feel just as strongly as I do about the whole situation, but I haven't been on so I don't really have any updates on anything. -_o But, I'm sure tomorrow when I go sniffing around for bits and pieces of updates on the site I'll find some new stuff that will either strengthen or weaken my standpoint on it at the moment. If anyone doesnt know my standpoint, just read my previous journal entry. ^_^

I've been going out a lot more, I suppose that's why I haven't been submitting or even been on to answer comments as well. I check out all your deviations, I have no time to fav or comment though.. I'll browse through everything soon, I have uhm.. 490 messages right now. -.- It's nice to get that last bit of summer, squeeze every memory you can into those last few days because then, school takes your life over, and you're once again stuck inside those bars (with barbed wire on top of ours, nonetheless.. they think we're animals) and longing to get out and run around again.

Yeah. I'm very thoughtful at the moment. o.O

Bite me.

Kthx.



I promise.. I shall tackle the task that is tickling the tickler for a stickler that's a fickler for a stickler.. so she's a stickler.. you're not a tickler for a stickler.. not a tickler for a stickler.. stickler ticklersticklertickler..

>.> I watched Family Guy again.

Damn that show and it's habits of having weird quotes stay in your head.

........................

..........

You wanna popsicle?

xD


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http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6110286/ Tue, 02 Aug 2005 08:28:56 PDT

Mood: <--- <3

Nah. You don't have to if you don't want to or feel neutral or whatever opinion you have to all this. All I have to say...

Is...



Saw this on 's gallery, I decided to post it in my journal and keep it there until questions are answered. I know it's illegal to say why he was fired in the first place. Companies can't say why. I'm not sure on the rules when it comes to Jark saying why he got fired, but they can at least tell us what changes have been made to DA to make it so that so many people would get kicked/resign from their status as an administrator.

I personally just really, really don't want to see such a good community go down the drain. This has been my home for 2, almost 3 years now. It's always been good to me, I've made great friends on here, and I especially love to see great, insightful comments.. or even the odd ones. "Omerewacdngdgsafsao DEMONIC RINGTONES RAHWWRR!11!1onee!12" Just, you know. If you feel the same way I do, please check out the below people's galleries and join . Thanks.

I liked Pu-Sama's idea on what to do when it comes to gallery work...

"After reading `brazensix's last journal, I have decided.

there will be no new prints through the Deviant ART prints system. I will pull my current prints out after the current term is up. I will NOT subscribe again... but I will continue to use the gift given to me by those who gave me a subscription last. I will OFFICIALLY cease ALL UPLOADS of original character artwork.

I will post only harmless, useless fan works in this account. Meaning, this gallery will become a backburner gallery. I will host "real" (not to insult fanart as I luv it to bits :< ) art elsewhere. And if DA pulls an elfwood and suddenly makes fanworks a taboo, then there will be no new work by me on this site. That is the condition.

I will continue using my DA journal to interact with the community and hope to make new friends I made some very good friends here and I do not want to leave the community."

Good move. Also, you people might want to read this journal, if for anything but gaining some more enlightenment on the subject.

[link]

That is all.



On August 7th, DA turns five years old. Five years for a website like this should be a grand affair, one big event.

So don't submit anything on August 7th.

I'm talking a print, a deviation, a scrap...nothing.

Instead, just leave a comment. Visit a user's page and just say hi.

If someone wants to buy a subscription that day, I'm all in favor or it. It'll keep the servers going, and anything that keeps the hamster running is a good thing.

BUT...I think folks shouldn't buy any prints. No print subscriptions. That goes against the COMMUNITY theme for the day.

We want to put the COMMUNITY back into DA.

If you're in favor of this, if you believe in the power this COMMUNITY has, then join me. Post this in your own journal. Spread the word to everyone, with a and a .

We might be touting at windmills like Don Quixote.

But if enough of us do it, we might be able to remind everyone that this is a COMMUNITY first and foremost.

Join me. On August 7th, let's take back DeviantArt."

----- `Onestar.

~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6057460/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6057460/ Fri, 29 Jul 2005 15:58:11 PDT

Mood: "IT'S GON RAIN!"
Listening to: Prodigy - Smack My Bitch Up
Reading: Wolves of the Calla.. I really.. need to finish it
Watching: Spirited Away after I type this journal <3

Really. Whatever happened to having original songs? Britney Spears re-did Bobby Brown's "My Prerogative," and all these little girls who think they know what she's talking about are all of a sudden jumping on Britney Spears version of the song instead of Bobby Brown's. Now, when I was little, hot damn, I heard this song so many times, and I loved it. No one else knew who Bobby Brown was when I tried to tell people at school about that song. NOW I talk about that song, and everyone just says "Oh that new Britney Spears song? Ya, it's off da HOOK! SHIZZLE!" And I'm just sitting here... staring like so.

All these songs nowadays are for record sales only. I swear, the media and the world are all insanely gullable people that buy into whatever is popular at the moment. I even start to think that Gwen Stefani is slowly giving in. I heard some of her other songs from her new CD, and... wow. She sounds just like every other pop girl out there, I'm sad to say, or at least she's getting to that point. I LOVED Gwen Stefani since her first album. Been with her through No Doubt, and even when she did her own thing on this CD. I liked Rich Girl.. Hollaback Girl was a club song, I suppose, and I like to dance. ^^ But then I hear her new song "Cool".. eh.. she has the same kind of lyrics, I suppose, if not twisted into some kind of weird, off, gangsta punk style.. but the beat, omg. >.>

I know people are having a hard time coming up with new beats that please the ears, but please.. good grief. I hope Gwen recovers from this, it's making me feel sad that there's no good music out there. I don't like any new songs because they're not really NEW, they all sound the same, every single damned band sounds the same, which is why I'm just starting to go backwards in time instead of forward. Yeah, there are SOME new songs that I like.. like the Gorillaz, Feel Good Inc. OR, even though I'm not much of a fan of them, Staind's new song Right Here is average. Coldplay is doing good, but their songs are always overplayed so it takes me a week or two to be able to listen to them again without hearing them during the duration.

There's other songs that are good too that I can't really think of right now, but I'm sure you can tell from my avatars what new songs I like/have in my head/think are catchy.. >.>

I dunno, I'm just mad about how there's maybe one or two songs a month, if even that, that are actually good. There must be thousands of songs produced each month, and the ones with an artist that everyone loves are featured repeatedly on the Top 10 Countdowns or something. Ugh. -_-

My thing on liking the more... bland.. unoriginal types of music, like My Prerogative or something.

If you truly like it... I mean, really, really, really like it, and you're not just liking it because you want to talk to all the beautiful popular people who are asses anyways because they backstab and talk about you behind your back (I had my taste of popularity back in elementary, it was gross and I spat it back out and covered it with dirt), then you go ahead and like whatever music you want, because you are one of the rare people I would LOVE to talk to, because you like what you like. You don't take offense to someone bashing your music because it's what YOU like, not what they like.

Btw, the Pussycat Dolls make me throw up. In a bad way. ;(

OH. AND I CANNOT BELIEVE THE BACKSTREET BOYS ARE BACK. W...t...f.. mate?! They're actually good again?! Harhar. No one I knew said they liked the Backstreet Boys when they were sucky and people were making rude flashes of them. But now, the truth is revealed: All the people who liked the Backstreet Boys didn't want to be shut out from their more popular friends who didn't like the Backstreet Boys.

Okay, enough of music now. I'm getting irritated. -.-

I need some food. I got used to the heat. Plus it helps to have a ton of fans on. xD I'll be able to make avatars tonight, without the air conditioner it seems that all I can do is just sit here on my LEATHER chair and... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6039838/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6039838/ Tue, 26 Jul 2005 23:29:19 PDT

Mood: ...well this sucks
Listening to: A Perfect Circle - Magdalena



..who are you and why are you in the same bed as me?

*rolls over*

mrh..

*lays on her side*

mh..

*lays on her other side*

....rar..

*lays on her back*

...meh..

*lays on her stomach*
*buries her head in her pillow*
*muffled whining sounds*

*throws the pillow off the bed*

*lays in silence*
....


My AC broke..
I'm hot..
my dogs are extra heat added to me..
My fan doesn't work..
It's 102 degrees or so outside. ><
Even my water is hot..
Man, summer heat gets to you sometimes. ¬.¬

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[Edit] I got colder, at least to the point where I'm not dying. I got a fan. The AC will be fixed on Thursday, so really I shouldn't be upset. I can at least be irritated, though.

I'm trying vector art again.. -.- I think I'm just gonna move every vector art piece I do to scraps until I can finally see what I'm doing wrong. It's nice to have DA for that. Look back at your old artwork to see if you're improving, if not, go back and see what changes need to be made, what other people thought about what changes needed to be made, etc, etc. Yay for DA!

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6016075/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6016075/ Sun, 24 Jul 2005 08:31:42 PDT

Mood: HIPPIE FOR LIFE
Listening to: DJ Mystik - Butterfly



Aiyaiyai, aiyaiyai, aiyaiyai
Where's my samurai?

I've been searching for a man
All across Japan
Just to find
To find my samurai!
Someone who is strong
But still a little shy
Yes I need
I need my samurai!

Aiyaiyai! I'm your little butterfly
Green, black, and blue
Make good colors in the sky
Aiyaiyai! I'm your little butterfly
Green, black, and blue
Make good colors in the sky

I've been searching in the woods
And high up on the hills
Just to find
To find my samurai
Someone who won't regret
To keep me in this net
Yes I need
I need my samurai

Aiyaiyai! I'm your little butterfly
Green, black, and blue
Make good colors in the sky
Aiyaiyai! I'm your little butterfly
Green, black, and blue
Make good colors in the sky

Aiyaiyai, aiyaiyai, aiyaiyai
Where's my samurai?
Aiyaiyai, aiyaiyai, aiyaiyai
Where's my samurai?

http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/6002901/ Fri, 22 Jul 2005 08:42:15 PDT

Mood: THE COLORZSZ OMG
Listening to: Nirvana - Suicide Samurai

omg why didn't I think of it before.. ninja.. llamas.

genius.

I'm very tired.

I should go to sleep.

Or should I?

Mhhrrr.

559-936-7598.

There you have it.

Call me if you want to talk.

I'm not scared of prank calls.

>.>

<.<

Yes I am.

DON'T DO THE SCARY BREATHING THING OMGGGGG.. that would scare me. I'd just go silent and slowly close the phone and pray you don't call back. Then attack you on DA. o.o

Btw. Have fun with this image.



Buahahaha! PH33R MY NEW AIM ICON! As soon as I saw this floating on the internet, I knew I was going to make it tiny and make it my AIM icon. I -WAS- going to do the Bloodhound Gang's song.. The Bad Touch.. because he thrusted perfectly to the beat.. haha. But I couldn't get it right because I'm tired. I'll do it later, probably. Who do I credit for this?

Image: "...the internet?"

Hmm.

Yep.

I'm probably not going to be asleep after all.

Maybe.

I don't know.

I need to stop pressing the enter key after all my sentences.

Weeee.

Z.

Heeh. That was fun.

Why does no one use the letter 'Z'? It's fun.

Okay. I'm going now. I need to slap myself together.

Good-byeeeee. By the way, if anyone at all can figure out what the lyrics on my webcam pic thing are from.. I swear.. you'll be in my cool book forever. I LOVE THAT SONG. xD

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5988674/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5988674/ Wed, 20 Jul 2005 17:19:23 PDT

Mood: meh
Listening to: The Pillows - I think I can

[link]

First of all, look at that link up there. Read. Cherish. Hold. Feel. Pine. Squeeze. Love. Passion.

Obsession... Calvin Klein.

xD Yeah.. had to somewhat quote again. If you figure what that's from, you must remember really odd scenes, and I shall bestow upon you a single, once in a lifetime, whoa-does-that-go-there hug because you're such a geek and so am I. ^_^ I'm waiting to upload anything right now, because I want my 200th deviation to be awesome and superb and just "WOW SHE DID THAT OGMASD ASDFAIE I FELL IN LOVEA".. yep. <3

-.- I got off-topic... look at this link. [link] and tell me you didn't just fall in love. I want that keyboard! LOOK AT THE GAMING KEYBOARD! But you know, it's not like I can't use my mouse to play games too.. or a controller, for that matter, but still. That's just awesome. And there's buttons SPECIFICALLY for photoshop! As soon as that keyboard comes out, I'ma get it. And then take a picture of me typing on it.. spraying it with compressed air to get nasty dirt particles out from underneath.. switching keys.. ohhh. Man. That keyboard is like.. my baby.

xD Maybe I'm a little too overboard on this, but I don't care.

You know what I really want?

Wallet-sized photos.

I have the grand total of 2. I want it to where.. I can flip out my wallet.. and it just hits someone in the face with how many pictures there are. Or scrolls to the ground majestically and fairy powder comes out along with a red carpet so my pictures don't get scratched or dust on them. And people will come from miles around just to see my pictures! WHOA! o.o; ... I also need to just go shopping... maybe I can find random people to take pictures of. Then when people ask me who they are, I'll just go.. "Oh, her? *giggle*" And people will wonder what adventures we have gone on! When really all I did was take a picture of her.

..........

................I just re-read that.

...............................

I'm going now. -_-

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5964134/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5964134/ Mon, 18 Jul 2005 00:38:42 PDT

Mood: Zzzzz
Listening to: Coldplay - In My Place

I'm tired. -_o But, I did promise everyone I would update on my journey this weekend.. today. On Friday, a friend and I went to the mall and had fun. <3 We just walked around for a while, some creepy guy stalked us. -.o It was okay. We just ran outside and waited for her mom to come pick us up. xD

Saturday, much more eventful. A few friends and I went to go stay over at one of their houses, we played Hide and Seek in the dark.. not fun when you jam your damned pinkie into the wall and break the silence with a loud "CRACKKKKKKK".. then get tagged it. -_o

That night I finally watched the Matrix.. the third part of that.. the ANImatrix.. Team America.. and Tomb Raider, the first one.

Gotta love that. xD The saying on my shirt on my daID is from that movie. Where the people in black (o.o) raid her house and get that artifact from her.. and the postman comes inside and just says "Damn, what happened here?" and lara sees him looking around at everything all messed up and glass on the floor and says.. "I woke up this morning and I just hated everything." "Yeah.." "Yes."

..xD <3 I stayed up all night watching movies, went to church, came back, stayed at a different friends house, went home..

yeah. actually my weekend was all in all.. boring.

we did drink the most sodas ever though. and we fought for otter pops. >.>

They need to make 300 of those in a box. -.-

Goodnight everyone, sorry to make this journal.. somewhat.. brief.. o.O Icon making tomorrow!

BECAUSE I GOT A NEW MONITOR, BABY! W00T! COLOR FOR ME! (and a feeling my desktop screenshot on my userlookup is so screwed up)

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5954458/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5954458/ Sat, 16 Jul 2005 21:01:03 PDT

Mood: x_X
Listening to: A Flock of Seagulls - I Ran
Watching: I SAW CHARLIE AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY

Good god I loved Charlie and the Chocolate Factory. xD Some will probably say it still doesn't amount to the original.. and it doesn't.. nothing beats the Oompa Loompa song.. but it is one of my favorite movies of this year. maybe the only favorite movie I have this year. o.O

I shall be away this weekend! Starting right now. >.>

Goodbye, lovelies! I will update everyone on my weekend.. on Monday. o.o Or sunday night, you know.. whenever.

I LOVE YOU!

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5930799/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5930799/ Thu, 14 Jul 2005 08:12:28 PDT

Mood: Weeeeeeee!!!!11!o1ne
Listening to: The Pillows - She is Perfect
Watching: Charlie and the Chocolate Factory on Friday xD

First of all, I would like to dedicate this next set of emoticons to <3<3<3<3




xD FIX IT DOWN OR UP! o_O NO ONE KNOWS! Boogie oogie~

The reason this all came to be was cause I commented on a rant of hers and sent her a note.. and now.. I have this lovely piece of art that is me xD Even though I'm not lovely. ¬_¬ >>>>> [link] <<<<<

^_^ I'm having a good day today. I talked with someone I haven't talked to in years, and was one of my greatest friends back when I used to play Neopets (didn't we all?). I got this gift xD And I'm playing FF3 again! AND.. well.. there's really no and. I wish there was though. It'd be nice. "Lost5oul just won ONE MILLION DOLLARS! And a llama plushie!" Omgz... too much to take. >.>;

Or a keychain. I have an obsession with keychains, patches, and pins. ><.... and I steal the stickers that say "Special" when you make special orders at places and stick them on me. <3333 One time I got one that said "Bacon" by mistake. But I kept that too.

".................You guys got any crack?"
"I got some weed in my backpack."
"HELL NO! I NEED CRACK CAUSE IT'S EXTREEEMMMEE!"

xD ...anyone watched that flash yet? The bugs bunny extreeeemmmeee flash? I'll give you guys the censored version. >.> [link] It's the third one down, called "A New Bunny." If you're feeling adventerous, go to the uncensore... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5907552/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5907552/ Mon, 11 Jul 2005 19:09:38 PDT

Mood: SQUEE!
Listening to: Hoobastank - Running Away

I watched Ren and Stimpy. Man, been forever since I saw that show. I miss it so much, I watched it when I was little. I remember Ren getting really buff


Wow. o.o 5000 pageviews. So the fancy headers and lines of emoticons DID work, eh...

Thank you guys so much for supporting me and helping me continue my avatar design. I have my bad moments with avatars, but everyone has those when it comes to designing things. Unless you're a dog. Damn them.

>< I got a song stuck in my head now.. I have made it official that there is secret crack everywhere. helped me discover it. <3 Thank god for people that help you find out the secrets in life. And songs that are awesome and everyone should bow down to. [link] YOU TOO, WILL BE SUCKED IN!!!!!!12ONE


o.O As a celebration of 5000 pageviews.. my featured deviation, [link] The Unknown Continued (1).. is extended by a lot. o.O It used to be 5 minutes long. I added about 160 frames, making it 383 frames, longest I've ever done. xD I still don't know how long it is exactly. I think I timed it at around 7 1/2 minutes? Maybe? x.x I don't know.

Thank you, guys. I love you. <3333

By the way...

*squint*
I'm going to get a llama toy. ^_____________^ Thats how much I love everyone here. o.o;

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5894234/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5894234/ Sun, 10 Jul 2005 11:22:09 PDT

Mood: Joy!
Listening to: Blink 182 - Always

Chris: So what are you wearing? Hahaha, wow, I bet you can see right through that...
Lois: Chris, who are you talking to?
Chris: Grandma!

Meg: Aren't I beautiful?
Peter: Aw, Meg, I always thought you were... AHA, AHAHAHAHAHAHA!! Oh, man, couldn't do that with a straight face!

Adam West: Oh, I love this song! And I love when amateurs sing it! ....but I -hate- baseball cards.. *shakes fist*

Stewie {eating pancakes}: Oh, god, this is better than sex!

xD Geez I love Family Guy. I finally watched American Dad from a stream on Winamp, I love it. <3 xD I just love the Dad's power. The CIA can get rid of anything. The dad is a hardcore conservative. I love the Alien, Roger. xD I watched the episode where Roger impregnates Steve. Lol. I don't think it's as great as Family Guy yet, but maybe I have to watch a few more episodes or somethin.

So awesome. Hahahaha. And the studio audience that moved in, so many things about Family Guy just make me laugh my ass off.

^_____^

I pinched a nerve in my neck or I did something to it.. I may have pulled it? I don't know, but I woke up this morning and it hurt to even swallow. I'm so paranoid, I get freaked out over the weirdest things.

I need more random numbers from people in my cell phone. I like to have people to call when I freak out.

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5882377/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5882377/ Sat, 09 Jul 2005 02:17:47 PDT

Listening to: Whose Line is it Anyway.. sounds. o.O

You know those creepy calls you get where no one talks when you pick up... they just breathe really creepily?

.....
.....
.......
............
.............
.....
....


That's me.

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5873210/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5873210/ Fri, 08 Jul 2005 01:32:39 PDT

Listening to: Green Day - American Idiot

Hm. I wonder if those images make up for the lack of smileys in a row. I have an obsession with Lara Croft again. It's all because I found Tomb Raider Chronicles in my huge game case. I remember when I was little I loved her, cause she kicked ass and had cool guns that shot everyone. Not the ones on her chest. -_O Woe to the person that even makes a Lara Croft chest comment. WOE! I SHALL SMITE YOU!

....
.........
..........
.....
..

Ahhhhhh. Much better. ^____^ Ode to all boyfriends! Lalalalala...why the singing and celebration, you say?! I got a subscription for a year by my dear, dear Will, because my mom and dad would tell me "Screw that" if I asked them for a subscription to DeviantArt... plus I have no income, unless I become a beggar. Hell, they make more money than some people WITH jobs. That's sad. I should become a beggar. You will see me on the streets wearing rags! RAGS I SAY!

Why make one billion when you can make................one million? <3

I need a job/life/better kitty because Won-Ton (my cat) likes to poke holes in me to see if I deflate or not. o.O So I'm a cat person.. but I love dogs too. Am I a dat person? A cog? A catog? Dogat? Goat? o.O Geez I'm tired. AND IM EXTREEEEEEMMMMMEEEEEE! xDDDDDDDD Hahahaha! Has anyone else seen that flash, it's floating around the internet. "A New Bunny?" It's funny as all can be if you enjoy random obscene things. It's a parody of that whole "Loonatics," the revised Looney Tunes, made to be meaner! Yeah, they cancelled it, but that flash is so Michael Jackson-ish. Nothing against him. I like his music. He just has a nice little public image with little kids. O.O

Everyone go look at the rainbow that made for me! Awwwwww. [link] Okay. I think I'm going to go with 's idea and do some icons in greyscale. At least I know what color I'm using. I found out I can't do yellow, purple, green, pink. I think the only colors available are any shades of black and blue. And orange, but who really likes orange? Really? Who's favorite color is orange that's reading this?

o.O Goodnight, everyone. Icon-making tomorrow! I think... x_X

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5851801/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5851801/ Tue, 05 Jul 2005 21:57:00 PDT So, I guess, this is a retirement until I get a monitor?

I sowwy.. x.x I'll comment though, just gimme a day to recuperate. o.o

This sucks.. because by the time my monitor is replaced all these songs I downloaded won't be any inspiration anymore, they'll just be old. ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5770458/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5770458/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 10:08:50 PDT
Thank you for the quiz of thefting!

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A - Age you got your first kiss: I haven't gotten one yet.. so.. it could be age 90 or something. o.o Or maybe I have and I was asleep.. like Sleeping Beauty. Does she know she got kissed? That could be molestation.

B - Band listening to right now: RHCP. Suck My Kiss. Oh yeah ^_^

C - Crush: William~~~ Lolz, I don't call him that, now that I think about it. Will. There we go.

D - Dad's name: MR. T!

E - Easiest person to talk to: That's not fair to limit it to one person... Few people on the internet, three buddies IRL, and Will.

F - Favorite bands at the moment: Every single song I have on Winamp right now is my favorite song. That's 304 songs. Goodie~ Or you could say every artist on my playlist. Yep. So cut that down to about 150 or so. Ish.

G - Gummy worms or gummy bears?: Gummy worms, cause they're always sour. I love sour candy.

H - Hometown: Tulare, CA! DON'T LOOK OVER TfHERE OMGzdfsa A COW MIGHT EAT YOU ALIIIIIVEEEEUH!s

I - Instruments: My fingers against the desk.

J- Junior High: Liberty. o_O You know, these questions are getting too personal...

K - Kids: As long as they're old enough to tell you what they want... I just don't want to pop them out just yet. xP

L - Longest car ride ever: California --> Texas. Wow. Yeah we stopped, but technically we still drove, so.. hm. California --> middle of arizona?

M - Middle Name: NO ONE SHALL KNOW! ; ; I don't want anyone to know.. it's sad. Doesn't match me at all.

N - Nicknames: Asika, Navi, Ariana once upon a time, Asskika (FFXI, lolz), Boo boo.. the rest I'm not saying -.-, and Nikki! And Treespanker. o.o

O - Obvious fact about yourself: I have a computer. o.O I love movies, music is my life, I like to express myself through avatars and the intarweb and how I dress, I'm a gamer.. and I'm weird. x.x

P - Phobia[s]: Stepping on a frog again... and.. being in a tub while the toaster drops in or something. Worst way to die. Ow. And like the person I took this test from, I don't want to be alone for the rest of my life. ; ; <3???

Q - Quote: YOU GOT A REACTION! YOU GOT A REACTION DIDN'T YOU?! YOU TOOK A WHITE ORCHID! YOU TOOK A WHITE ORCHID AND TURNED IT BLUEEE! <333 You want a real quote, go look at my personal quote on my profile.

R - Reason to smile: Life, family, friends, love, little rays of sunshine that, once they hit the earth, make rainbows and have soft baby kittens rain slowly down on the earth while playing "What a Wonderful World" by Louis Armstrong. .............or not. o.O Probably just the first 4.

S - Song you sang last: Sugar Pie, Honey Bunch.. Blue Orchid, lol.. Little Sister.. and the "It's A Small World" theme song from Disneyland.

T - Time you woke up [today]: 8:30 am.. I fixed my sleeping schedule! Yay! But it's gonna go back to that in about a week. -_-

U - Unknown fact about me: I'm contradictory to myself... I eat Onion Rings but I don't like Onions. I eat ketchup but hate tomatoes. o.o

V - Vegetable you hate: I don't know what'a vegetable and what's a fruit. I'm lame. x.x

W - Worst habit(s): Biting my nails.. biting other people's nails.. (ONCE, okay?!) and making the flirty face on here too many times. Aww.. look at her! SO CUTE! O_O

X - X-rays you've had: None? o.o I'm not dangerous enough. ; ;

Y - Y... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5730754/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5730754/ Thu, 23 Jun 2005 06:27:38 PDT

Mood: (Yeah.. my mood is pie.. and what?!)
Sitting: In a chair~
Doing: Looking over the blueprints for the bank down the street..

Okay. So. I haven't updated. But now I'm backkkkK! AND I HAVE PHOTOSHOP OMGGGGGGGZZZZZ!!!11!1onegndsdas23eI@3!ieatyourchildren3i12!
o.o I think it's time that I got some actual sleep. Does anyone recommend any brush sites for Photoshop? I have 7.0. I already know angelic-trust, but she started charging?! Omgz. ; ; My best brushes came from there. I know Fifth Muse too. Ah.. anyone know any others that they like a whole lot?

A friend said I can take a course at the local adult school and get a job working for the IRS. 12 bucks an hour, but I'm not sure of the hours.. after 3 years though you get full benefits, so that's cool. I might go. You take a 4 week course, and after that you're certified to go work for them. But should I even go? Does the Asika really need a job? I think my friend said you worked every weekend or something. I'd only get maybe... 96 bucks a month. Crap man. That's not enough to feed my family on. Not even my animals, really. Pitiful. If you add on at least ONE more day, that makes 144 total, taking into conclusion there's 4 days in a week.

Oh. I'm playing Bloodrayne 2. Addicting game, but I can't get used to the pistols. I keep dying. I'm not as l33t as I used to be. T_T OHHHHHHHHHHHH sdfnasdji.!@312i#!!! I'm getting a Monty Python shirt. It has a knight on a horse, and it has a text box like in the comics that pops out that says, "Ni." LoooooooOooOoOOOooosaooool. o.o Knights who say Ni! COME BACK HERE! I'LL BITE YEWR LEGS OFF! Gwahahahaha.

^.^ I'm a happy camper. A tired happy camper.



http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5636209/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 11:45:08 PDT

OMG.. hi. I'm alive. Omg.. teh hi. I love you guys. I missed you guys. I'm sorry, I know, it's been a lot longer than "Countdown to Thursday," but! I do have a present.

I come bearing a child! ........ okay... hm. A big babeh. Actually.. no one would want a kid, really. Unless you're ready to have them. Then it's cool. But I know there's little kids on here themselves. They can't handle a kid that craps out more poo than my dogs. Hell, I can barely handle my dogs. o_O Kids are evil little creatures until they can talk. Then they're the cutest things ever. Because then they can just tell you what they want.

Llama kids. Hmm. I wonder how a baby llama looks? I haven't seen a baby llama before. I'll google it if I can remember it after I'm done typing this.

I'm so tired. ; ; I've been staying up late, my shoulder has been absolutely killing me.. it's pathetic. I whine and twist in my bed, and talk about Vietnam... even though it was way before my time.. I think I was like.. a squirrel involved in the war during Vietnam in my past life.

OH! I ALMOSTN FORGOT ETO TLELL YOU.. I GOT A CELPPHONEAO JONOW!!1n!O2!*21!!4eleventy

o.O If anyone wants my number to talk with the master avatar artist... well, you gots to be speshul. Plus you should be on Cingular or else you're paying me for any minutes I get over my plan. What sucks is that I thought I could access the web to be SUPER DUPER OMGZ cool and chat online ON MY PHONE (WOWensrfsdjan) ..... but I can't. The bastards charge me for minutes and the internet combined, so it's like... death in a tiny box.

Uhm.. I can't check my notes.. it's not refreshing or something.. but.. did I get a daily deviation, or is someone screwing with my head? >.> <.< ....O_O;;;

POWER TO THE LLAMAS AND SQUIRRELS IN THE VIETNAM WAR!

I love you. Have my babies. Kthx. Lewwwwwllll = lol = laugh out loud = bai~

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5516947/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5516947/ Tue, 31 May 2005 23:37:07 PDT
One cookie, some pocky, and a pint of chow mein and broccoli beef. .... and an egg roll.

All that I need is a paper clip, a yoyo, a cardboard box, and some gum wrappers.

WITH THIS.. I SHALL RULE THE WORLD... and you too of course. Plus I'll have chow mein, cookies, and pocky.

I love you guys.

Countdown:

To Thursday. THURSDAY! After that, school is out for me, and I am one relaxed llama.

<3

Ftw.

This is Agent LlamaLover. Over and out.

Yada yada IwishIhadmoreofalifesoIwouldnthavetorest orttocheapthrillslikethis.

>.>
<.<

....o.o ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5442834/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5442834/ Mon, 23 May 2005 20:47:32 PDT
I am.

Please.

Help.

Me.

; ;

Dying..

End of school..

So close..

Yet so far..
Finals..
Scared..
omgz..



]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5333522/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5333522/ Wed, 11 May 2005 20:15:46 PDT

Well. I've been unstable for a bit now, it seems like every time I get over something, something new happens... I don't want to get into details, but it involves my family. -_- I know, I know. Today has been the absolute worst day though. I was shaking, crying, the works. It was crazy. I took a day off from school today to rest and get everything out of my system, but it just added more, lol. >_<

On the bright side.

I got a plush llama doll. I'll try to... scan it.. or shove it in my computer or something. In other news though.. I do have a ton of great new songs that I'm planning on making into avatars as soon as I can get a grip on myself, emotion-wise. Then I can just channel any emotions I've been feeling into one avatar so it can be teh parfeckt. <3

I love you guys.
I ever tell you that?
....I do.
Really.

Now get in the kitchen and make me some PIE!

....bitch.

.....no I'm kidding.

Make that coffee~

/turnedintoaguy?

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5270119/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5270119/ Thu, 05 May 2005 00:09:59 PDT

OMG LOOK. I don't have to put my mood and everything in brackets anymore. It's like I'm the one millionth visitor. o.O I got a free one week trial to DeviantArt. God knows why. Maybe I secretly assassinated an enemy of DA's.

*Lost5oul.

Awwwwww. It's nice to have an asterisk instead of that tilde. Tildetilde~~. I love that name. <3

Plus, on WoW news.. I got my troll rogue to 40. She's halfway into it. Meaning I got my mount. Meaning I am now a kick-ass troll rogue riding a violet raptor that will kick YOUR ass (whenimlevelsixtyandicanpwnj00easily).

Oh. Laryngtis is still there, but I'm getting better. I have a voice now. Admittedly, it's not a good one.. I can be mistaken for a man or a rough old woman if you listen hard enough.

I swear.. on my cat-kitty Won Ton.. that there will be a day when I shall just go through every single comment I have. Which isn't much, really, compared to what I had a while ago. But! The crazy thing is, that day is tomorrow.

Zomgz. So happeeee. <34uallz.

Don't make me gank you. >< Give me love! LOVE I SAY!

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5255720/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5255720/ Tue, 03 May 2005 11:57:16 PDT

Mood:
Temperature: HOT
Throat: Clogged?
Eyes: Aching
Head: Aching
Feet: Working

I'm back. I've been sick for the longest time with laryngitis... but it's not being sick that made me quit DA (but it's sucked not being able to talk or sing that good). Honestly, I don't want to discuss why I did leave. o.O So lets just all do a happy dance because I can talk to all of you now. ^_^ I'm thinking about taking requests, but I'm not sure if I'd be able to handle it...

I'm at my 300th avatar, by the way. avatar300. w00t. Hurrayyyy! I just gotta upload it. o.o

I'm glad I'm back. But right now, I can't really talk... every time I even try to open my mouth, I cough up a lung and a baby. x-x

Back ftw~

Father of mine,
take me back to the day,
when I was still your golden boy,
before you went away

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5169889/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5169889/ Sat, 23 Apr 2005 18:09:29 PDT


Sorry.. but everyone needs a break when the going gets tough. -_- ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5161921/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5161921/ Fri, 22 Apr 2005 20:26:02 PDT
>< Goodness! You people comment too much! x.x The only things I have time for is uploading maybe one of my new avatars a week and trying to keep up with comments, but I can't, so I'm gonna stop uploading for a bit and try to work on getting you guys some comments.. I may not live up to my word, because I get all tingly when I don't upload..

Then I bloat up like a balloon, so do the llamas.. poor things. x.x They're like little puffs of fluff. Like a furry wonderball. Full of surprises! And pretty. Iono about tasting good though. o.O

Okay. So. Summary.

1. Stop uploading my damned avatars.. for teh now
2. Return comments on my deviations
3. Comment on others deviations (300+ deviations from you guys right now.. geez)

Llama llama cheesecake llama~ ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5029900/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/5029900/ Thu, 07 Apr 2005 22:11:14 PDT [subject] whinnneeee
[complaint] whine!
[drink] wine? o.O

This will be the shortest journal I've ever done in like.. 2 months. x.x Whoa!

You people comment too much. ; ; I'll try to keep up with my oh-so-daily (sarcasm) commenting tomorrow.. school and sleep are my two top priorities right now, seeing as how neither are really being accomplished right now. ¬_¬

Damn high school! ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4987898/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4987898/ Mon, 04 Apr 2005 22:18:21 PDT

[Mood]:
[Song]: Zapp And Roger - I can make you dance
[Inspiration] : Llamas!
[Book] : One with pikturez
[The] : Lawn. o.O

Hmm.. I don't know, I'm once again baffled. I make another useless icon and everyone goes nuts over it. Is my humor really that laughed at or not.. here.. in the world? x.x Man.

I can make you dance, if you want, me, to.. <3 Anyone ever listen to Zapp and Roger when they were little or at least younger? Or still do? When I was little this was all I heard. Well, this and Chaka-khan and who knows what other kind of freaky deaky names... *coughartistformerlyknownasprincecough* o.O Prince was cool though. This is what it's like.. when doves cry! Haha. I should make that into an avatar.

But, do people actually like Prince still? I like that song, I probably like other songs by him, I just don't know who sings what most of the time.

My dogs have major fleas. This is what I get for living in the country during spring time. My dogs are short haired chihuahuas (yeah yeah, I know)... and we leave the AC on to like.. 50 degrees already.. and they get cold.. and we have the blinds closed, so the first thing they do when someone opens the door is they run outside. And I'm usually sleeping or at school, so I can't prevent this.

It's making me itch just thinking about their fleas. I'd have to give them a bath every night, and they're not exactly activists-for-water.

At least my llamas are. ; ; et:

Oh, btw. If anyone has a little extra cash on them, you know.. and is feeling generous.. you can get me.. a.. uhm..

...you know, something that isn't TOO costly *coughpspcoughhacklung*.... o.o

I want one. ; ;

Kenny beat off Hell's demons and saved the 10 people left in Heaven with a PSP... xD I love South Park. Anyone watch that one recently?

Muahahaha.

LLAMAS PWN YOU!

\\\\\\Edit//////

[link]

Look at those corporate sell-outs. Where's the spiked hair? Where's the dog collar and leather studs? Punk is about image. Don't they understand?

That's not punk lyrics. Punk isn't about big words and complex phrases. Punk is 'fuck the rich.' Fuck the government. Fuck you. That's punk.

That's not punk. That's politics. What does politics have to do with anything? (Greenday: American Idiot)

. I mean, it sounds punk, alright. If you like the Offspring, you might like this CD because Bad Religion sound almost as punk as the Offspring. But it's way too musical, if you know what I mean. Punk shouldn't be about being... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4921572/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4921572/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 04:51:38 PST and ||||]\/\/\tirednesssoIcan'tdomymoodsands tufflikethat
correctlyok?ok.\

I'm incredibly tired. It's what, 5 am? I can't sleep, I don't know why? I think WoW is getting to me, I can't seem to stop fiddling around on my rogue. She's for teh win.\|

Horses are better than motorcycles, btw. No lie.
\\f1||
Hmmm. I don't know what else to say. I won my competition (so I tell you a week later, hah). I've been staying up late, sleeping til noon every day.\{]}|

Ohhhh, how I love thee, Spring Break. \/



no decorations today, guys. my journal today is like.. the equivalent of grunge in the 90's. I should add little scratches all over it so it looks real grungy. ]\\\]|\

there. Virtual. Grunge.

Crap. Now you guys know what I'm like when i'm tired. Don't get me drunk, I beg you. I don't EVEN want to know what I'm like when I'm drunk or on speed or something. Then again, at least I'd shed a few pounds when I was on speed. Not that I'd consider it.

You know.

I'm not a drug person. Although I am a victim of second-hand smoke since.. I was born.. I am not a drug person first-hand.

The llamas are tired and will now form a cushiony bed for me to lay on. They will read me a bedtime story.. and bring me cocoa. And give me warm sweat pants to walk around in, cause I'm cold. And maybe even give me breakfast in bed. With toast, and optional jelly.

Goodnight, people.

I'm sorry I haven't gotten to comments lately. I think I commented on some peoples' deviations, I promise I'll get to the other 100+ when I get well again, lol. I just need a good day of sleep. Good.. day.. of sleep.

*yawns* Can't sleep.. must.. be awake..

Zzzzzzzzzz.... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4824954/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4824954/ Wed, 16 Mar 2005 00:07:29 PST

[Mood: ]
[Subject: English!]
[Date: October 4th]
[Animal: Llama!]

Llamas like fairies.

Mhmm.. well, today I guess was pretty good. My spanish class only had 5 people in it, due to the High School Exit Exam.. and that class being filled with sophomores. Doesn't it just plain suck when you're one of the only juniors in a class? Huhmm. Well, just makes me wish I had replaced keyboarding last year with Spanish 2, but... beggars can't be choosers, and computers > spanish. By far.

And I'm Mexican. Pfft.

My competition computer thing that I was complaining my ass off about last journal entry is totally relieved from my shoulders, I have until this Saturday, the day of the competition, to get everything ready. Just need about 5 more sources to add on to my bibliography and I will have a winning Website for my competition!

Oh, and, I know I'm going to have a ton more avatars for you guys, and they won't suck. Buahaha. I've received many new songs that I would've never thought of, were it not for my sister's CD's that I burned for her about 2 years ago when we had hundreds upon hundreds (but not thousands) of songs on my computer. Get ready for my comeback, because this next week.. not this week.. next week.. is SPRING BREAK!!

You know, I should really update my LJ instead of update this journal, but... people actually read this journal (hah).

.....or DO they?

>.>;
<.<;



LLAMAS!

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4785478/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4785478/ Fri, 11 Mar 2005 12:03:28 PST


[Mood: ]
[Cause: COMPUTERS ]
[Effect: ]

Okay, I can understand running into a FEW problems on the day that a huge, huge huge huge big humungous omg-it's-the-end-of-the-world-if-I-don't -turn-this-in project... but! I did not expect to not even be able to start on it.

I wrote this folder from my own computer AT HOME to a disc. I then take it to school, because my files for my bibliography, THE LAST THING I NEED.. are there. So, I burn it, take it to school, and then I expect that yes, during Web Design, I can edit it because I'm very far ahead in that class. I put the CD in. I open the folder inside the CD.

I right-click on bibliography.htm, and click edit. I first choose, simply Edit. It takes me to frontpage. I open up my COMPLETED bibliography file from school, copy and paste it, and put it into the CD bibliography.htm. I try to save. It does NOT let me. It says that the disc is in read-only.

SO... I choose the other option. I go back to the CD folder, I right click the bibliography file, and I click "Edit in Dreamweaver MX." It takes me to Dreamweaver. Then it says, I need admin. permission to save this file to the CD. The Administrator is my teacher, and I don't think he would know how to let me save it.

.....the world is going to end.

My llamas will be on your doorstep. Those that have been nice to me, will be carried away to Llama-land. Those that have been mean to me... will be eaten and further tortured by myself... and the llamas.

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4744430/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4744430/ Sun, 06 Mar 2005 15:55:15 PST

[Temperature: Sweating to death]
[Showered: Yes]
[Ideas: Many!]

Yes. I'm back. Unfortunately I don't have many new avatars for you in the time I was gone, I didn't have a picture/image update, and I couldn't browse any sites while my internet was taken away, so... haha, I think I have maybe one or two new ones, but that's about it. =X I'll be busy for the next week or so, maybe two weeks, so there won't be too many updates or avatars.. but I could just be lying to myself or something and I'll update everyday.

Contradicting personalities. ; ;

I have a big web site deadline, and I haven't even started it, haha. -_o

Oh, and I was right, I did take off some weight in a week. WOO! Time to get it all back. -.-

Need to go shopping badly.. need money. I want to get a part-time job, but then that means that I'm away from my computer all the time, and my parents refuse to let me work! I have to stay in school, and they said I'm not good at handling more than two things at once. -_- I'll let one or the other slip, and I suppose they're right?? Hmm, I don't know, lol.

Sweating to death. It's in the 70's today, and last night it was about 39-40 degrees, what a change!! >< I came home shivering and cold and dressed in sweat pants and a nice warm shirt and socks.. and I woke up dying. o.o;

The llamas are hot today too.. ; ; Poor things.

BEWARE THE LLAMAS!

[edit]
People on DA are assholes sometimes. -_o

~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4701228/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4701228/ Tue, 01 Mar 2005 10:43:28 PST

[Mood: ]
[Lake: Superior]
[Ocean: Pacific]

Wow, you guys are just busy bees aren't you. 64 deviations from my friends in about 3 days! You're all INSANE.

In other news... I got cut from the internet. Yes. I did. I don't know when I'll get it back, but right now the only time I can actually contact ANYONE is via my web design class, or during lunch or after school if I'm not too busy. Even in this class I still need to be doing my work, or else it'll all just go flat.

It might take another week or two, but I'll be back, my lovelies. Gimme a hug or e-mail me, BUT NOT ON MY AOL ACCOUNT. (bolditalicsunderline) E-mail me at rhapsody2ooo@yahoo.com, because I can't check my AOL accounts at school, and the only way I can is at home, and I have no internet connection at home so please heed my warnings. ^-^

I MISS YOU GUYS SO BAD. I miss just randomly going on WoW and then alt-tabbing and seeing if I have any deviantart messages or favorites.. man.. I am so bored at home now. It's that whole "wow all I really did was stay on the computer all day" realization. When I get my internet back, I will be fit, strong, and flex for you all so you may fall at my knees because I flexed so good. ^-^

But, like I said, it'll be a while. So, please, I'll try to respond to comments and post comments on your deviations, but don't expect constant constant attention for now like you could all count on before. ; ;

I you all~!

http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4664027/ Thu, 24 Feb 2005 16:14:40 PST

(OMGZITZSTARTINGZ)

Okay, you don't have to know how I feel or what I do/what I'm thinking. I'm slowly heading back to non-conformity. Yay for rebellion!

I'm insanely happy today. I missed one, count it, ONE question on my Chemistry test, when Science is my worse subject!!!114321tilde~ Maybe this isn't such a big deal to you people, but last semester I had a horrible grade. I'm so proud of myself. Glomp para yo from yo. Glomp yourself~

PLUS, on top of that.. yes.. yes my lovely friends..
~Lost5oul
Another Wandering Soul


* is a Wise Ass
* is Female
* is a deviant since Dec 9, 2003, 6:53 AM
* has 2,503 pageviews

Awesome. Totally awesome, I didn't think I'd get this far or even get above 2000. I'm so happy, I'm going to make you guys an awesome animation/avatar and make it all pretty. No stick figures.

Today is such a good day. The llamas are happy with you all. Worship the llamas! For they will give you fluffy love and bunnies and rainbows.

Oh, PLUS, on top of all this, I get extra credit in English and US History. You know, not like I need it or anything. /flex~

(EnDz)

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4649439/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4649439/ Tue, 22 Feb 2005 22:00:31 PST

[Title: The conformity continues.. because I like this emoticon]
[Mood: Happy!]
[Song: Norah Jones - Don't Know Why]
[Last went to the bathroom: About an hour ago]
[Thinking: Why does everyone need to know these things?]
[Doing: Swiveling in my chair like a happy woman]

Okay. Now that the interrogation is over, I'd like to update everyone on how I am.

Yes. I'm alive.

Okay updating done. o.O

You know, I watched Fahrenheit 9/11. He's biased, but some of the points he makes gets you wondering. I suppose there's logical reasoning behind everything he says, or at least they'll make it seem like that. Man, the government makes me so mad. Don't we have the right to revolt if we don't like the system right now? Huhm. I should just go and kick a fire hydrant over or something. REVOLT! KICK YOUR NEIGHBORS FERRETS!

o.O Or just stay inside and read this, you know, either way.

And as for the journal layout atm, made me do the flirty set of emoticons, cause of their fake eyelashes being so incredibly long.

This journal is in dedication to the llamas out there that suffer day and night because llama haters.. hate.. on the llamas.

Don't hate on the llamas. They didn't do anything but be a llama. Isn't that what being one is all about?

Hoo, boy. I need a life.

Sleep. Now. Kthx. Goodnight, my lovely people, I will talk to you tomorrow during Web Design because I have nothing better to do in that class.

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4641950/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4641950/ Mon, 21 Feb 2005 23:32:26 PST

[start]
[music: No Doubt - Spiderwebs]
[mood: Bitch, it's my cookie!]

OMG CONFORMITYZ. Ja. I did it. I am now one of the statistics in DA of how many people do up their journal all pretty and smiley-emoticon-stylez. I should add a nifty comment from the 20's or something.

Badgerbadgerbadgerbadger, mushroom, mushroom! SNAKE, SNAKE, OH IT'S A SNAKE! It's a... badgerbadgerbadgerbadgerbadgerbadger.. lather, rinse, repeat.

He was drinking a hooch in the lounge with his girlfriend. There's your 20's vocab for the day.

Huhm. My internet has been screwy. I got cut off at 12 pm or so PST, I got on at 8:30-9:00 pm that night. 9 hours of NOTHING. I made about 5 new avatars total in those 9 hours. Man, I am lame.

Got some No Doubt music back, I found some of my old CD's of her. ^^ Time to make no doubt avatars! I have NONE of her. T_T Poor Gwen.

I AM YOUR LLAMA QUEEN.

In other other news, I am a llama queen. Tralalala.

Okay, okay.. so I'm bored. Damnit I'm always bored. >_<

[end]

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4633956/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4633956/ Sun, 20 Feb 2005 23:53:05 PST
I upload an avatar, and it doesn't even show up on my main page, and no one else can see it either. I upload another avatar, and the previously uploaded one shows up, but not the new one.

I hate this, I can't show anyone my new avatars at ALL. >_<

Plus, I'm sorry, I can't see any of your comments... some of the comments don't go through, so I don't know who commented on what, but some don't show up. ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4625753/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4625753/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 22:53:59 PST
Ohhhhhh yeahhhhhh.

Or at least have one of those journals that are decorated with smileys everywhere. Like.. a whole line of smileys. Like so.



Like that. Huhm. I should get some kind of journal thing going. And get a better siggy. Latin just doesn't work, methinks. Maybe I can add some emo phrase in there. "I feel and look so BlAkcz." Ohhhhohohoho, that's good.

Man, I am so bored. Someone give me a cookie, preferably chocolate chip. I'm on a chocolate raid tonight. ;_; You try to resist it and it just pops up more and more.

I don't EVER use these journals for anything important. I need some action in my life. Maybe spiderman will visit me. >.> Or better yet..

The Men in Black.

Even better. ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4623388/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4623388/ Sat, 19 Feb 2005 16:28:21 PST
sigh. -.- ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4597373/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4597373/ Wed, 16 Feb 2005 11:09:43 PST
Plus I got myself a notebook to write in, maybe I'll post some of my frantic, emotion filled, emo, hardcore, Gawth (goth.. lol), straight pimpin, fo sho, {insert stereotyped sayings/people here}.

Or else, you know, I'll just not.

Either way.

I see a rainbow. o.o;;;;

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4594025/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4594025/ Tue, 15 Feb 2005 22:16:36 PST
To the most depressed, sad, lonely piece of CRAP that exists in this world.

Congratu-fucking-lations, GOVERNMENT. ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4586136/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4586136/ Tue, 15 Feb 2005 01:05:27 PST
I need to start drawing or writing again IRL, I can't allow myself to do any more sad animations like the egyptian thing. Nope.

]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4568986/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4568986/ Sun, 13 Feb 2005 11:03:06 PST
You people make me sad inside. ; ; ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4558732/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4558732/ Fri, 11 Feb 2005 23:40:07 PST
; ; ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4293791/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4293791/ Tue, 11 Jan 2005 12:33:03 PST

School is fun sometimes, currently in web design at the moment... only class I can actually be myself in without having to talk to anyone or do anything. ^^

By the way, everyone.. I need someone to aid me in the ways of the woman. o_O I am not a girl!! Psychologically, not anatomy wise. -_- Sick people. I don't feel like a girl. I mean, sure, I don't watch football as much or drink beer (drink at all for that matter) but really. Show me a new pedicure or manicure and I'll -try- to be even vaguely interested. Clothes are nice, I guess, but I hate shopping and taking forever in a store. Pick what I want, get some chinese food at the food court, then leave. That's it, all, done, vamos por favor. I want to at least know about make-up. I know nothing. Someone teach me.

Anyways, off of the make-up girly girl topic. I need more christmas gifts for myself. I want to lavish myself. I think I did a good year last year, now that I think about it. I mean, sure, I didn't get A+'s all year, but... I think I at least deserve some stuff to really personalize myself and my room. I'd like my room to say my name instead of whisper it with a raspy voice.

Damn the nagging conscience and it's whispers about me not getting A+'s all year.

I want a stuffed animal, at least. Those huge ones that are bigger than you. o.o I loved them, always wanted one when I went to Toys R Us.

I need to confide in more people and not be so anti-social. o_o Someone hug me. T_T

But I did stick with my new years resolution. I am not drinking soda. ^-^ It'll probably wear off and I'll rot my teeth out even faster, but.. hey.. what can you do? ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4243114/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4243114/ Wed, 05 Jan 2005 02:42:41 PST >> name: You shall never know!! Unless I like you~
>> Age: Still deciding
>> Birthday: October 4th~ bring me presents I say!
>> School: I go to school? I thought it was prison with the barbed wire fences..
>> Eyes: Dark dark brown, almost black. o.o
>> Hair: eh.. I dyed my hair once (big mistake, I loved my hair before) with red streaks, then they faded out and turned into a light brown. so, i guess, streaked with many colors of brown/black?
>> Height: 5'4"
>> Shoe Size: 30
>> Who lives with you: Everyone on the whole damn earth, it feels like.
>> When is your bedtime?: When I say so. ^^

(***HAVE YOU EVER***)
>> Flown on a plane: Goodness.. no.. I'd be afraid of being sucked out of the toilet
>> Ever been so drunk you blacked out: Never drank, never will~
>> Missed school because it was raining: ....no? >.>;;;
>> Told a guy/girl that you liked them?: Yeah.. it has never worked out well.
>> Put a body part on fire for amusement: Yes. My eyeballs.
>> Had a crush on a friends girlfriend/boyfriend: I'm mean but I'm not that mean.
>> Been hurt emotionally: Mmhmmm
>> Kept a secret from everyone: I can't say that cause then everyone would know if I was or not. =o
>> Wanted to hook up with a friend: What's with this friend business?!
>> Ever thought an animated character was hot?:
>> Cut your hair: Yeah, I did when I was little.. I cut my sisters hair too, and gave my barbies crew cuts. Belle looked luke butchelle. I tortured those things.
>> Had crush on a teacher? Ugh, all of them are 70+, no thanks

(**SOME FAVORITES**)
>> Shampoo: Any kind that's purple or smells good.
>> Fav Color: PURPLE!!
>> Day/Night: Night.. even though it's scary
>> Summer/Winter: Winter. ^^
>> Lace or Satin: lace is nasty, it feels gross on my skin.. satin..
>> Cartoon Character: Miyu from the Vampire Princess Miyu series.
>> Fave Food: CHINESE FOOD AND PIZZA!!
>> Fave Advertisement: This is meaningless and should not be answered. X -- crossing it out
>> Fave Drink: Water, now. ; ; Soda scares me. >.>
>> Person to talk to online: Will!
>> Fave sport: Volibol for teh win~
>> Fave Car: Lamborghini Diablo.. golagfafg. o.o
>> Fave sports stars: Eh.. not a sports fan

(**RIGHT NOW**)
>> Wearing: You just want to get off on this, dont you? Too bad. So sad. Not telling.
>> Eating: are you saying I always eat, therefore I'm fat?
>> Drinking: I'm not a camel!
>> Thinkin bout: Why this questionnaire is so personal. >.>; Wondering who reads this.. <.<;
>> Listening to: The TV on some random channel. I think it's Full House. I hear the Olsen twins. Someone save me.

(**IN THE LAST 24 HRS**)
>> Cried: I stubbed my toe hard and cried like a sissy girl.
>> Worn jeans: I don't like the feel of jeans on me either, like lace.
>> Done laundry: You must think I do work. xD
>> Drove a car: I can't drive. T_T
>> Talked on the phone: Yessss. I love youu loml~
>> Kissed someone: Yes. ^_^ /kiss
>> Said "I love you": Yes. <3<3<3

(**DO YOU BELIEVE IN**)
>> Yourself: Does -anyone- believe me? o.O
>> Your friends: Who said I believed them?
>> Santa Claus: I figured out the big secret in the 2nd grade, big whoop -.-
>> Tooth Fairy: I used to until the 4th grade.. funny how santa evaporated, though
>> Destiny/Fate: Yes. <3
>> Angels: Yessss. <3<3
>> Ghosts: Yes. T_T
>> UFO's: My goodness yes. ><
>> God: Yes. ^_^

(**FRIENDS AND LIFE**)
>> Do you ever wish you had another name? Eh.. I like my name. Which none of you shall know except for the select few.
>> Do you like anyone? No. I -love- someone. ^^
>> Which one of your friends acts the most like you? I have friends?
>> Who have you known the longest of your friends: Read above~
>> Who's the loudest: Damnit you must think I'm some social butter... ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4186520/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4186520/ Wed, 29 Dec 2004 15:42:09 PST
It's disastrous. I was on there making money for my cousin (10) while her net was down.. and.. I come across the boards to see how my old chat board was. It is the worst thing you can ever see for typing ettiquette. Here's one subject that I had to post on.

Current Topic: wut iz afavatar?
Esoteric_Angel - ppl kep tukin aboot dis afavatar. WHAAT iz it??????????
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Then some girl tried to rationalize that I was indeed, not my age, (16) but I was 10 years old. Yes. She tried to show me up. I calmly explained to her my situation, with a hint of sarcasm. And I say case closed, thank you very much afterwards~

Then while playing a few random games on there, I get a mail. From her! Ohh, she won't let it go.
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Subject: Your wierd.
Folder: Inbox
Message:


I am sure your 16.. Your 10. It's alright little one.
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Me: Are you that insecure that you need to have the last word in the insignificant little quip we just had? Ah. Okay. Just making sure. I'm 16. Deal with it. Plzkthxu.
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devilisheyez Wrote:

Please and thank you**

Spelt it wrong.
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Me: Ahahahahaha. ^^ Plzkthxu. I don't think you've had a real experience with the internet, have you? Poor thing. Your intelligence makes me cry for you.

A little. Goodbye, dear.
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/block.

^_____^

Man. n00bs and noobs are fun. ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4179382/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4179382/ Tue, 28 Dec 2004 17:39:54 PST

...they deleted another 5. I cannot upload without having them taken down. Digital, I can understand being taken down. Ones that are properly sourced I HAVE NO IDEA WHY YOU WOULD WANT TO TAKE THEM DOWN.


....-______-;; ]]> ~Lost5oul http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4163388/ http://Lost5oul.deviantart.com/journal/4163388/ Sun, 26 Dec 2004 17:17:41 PST

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