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i have a baby on the way, i am about 5 months right now.
been really stressful with all the going ons and the true reality of it all hitting me and my lack of support. seems like i am loosing friends all the time and things are getting worse for me every day

]]> ~LostNALie16 http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/14951735/ http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/14951735/ Sun, 07 Oct 2007 07:31:14 PDT
i am kinda sad right now.
i could see her teeth and everything. its like...something took a baby chainsaw to her. but theres no blood anywhere
*shudders*
Feeble ate it...and maybe the new baby too.

*faints*

]]> ~LostNALie16 http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/14256863/ http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/14256863/ Mon, 20 Aug 2007 13:35:21 PDT

working on everybodys stuff...i have everything drawn out just need to get it worked on.
my birthday was friday...i am now 18 and i feel no different. i got no gifts either, but thats ok. i got a 40$ bill so that sucks...but ya.





Trades: open
1. ~iamPURPLE Cali and Haila together
2. ~Ceata
3. *tigereyeTW Flare...subject to change(OVERDO)
4. ~wild-catgirl-washu (OVERDO)

Requests: CLOSED
1. ~Nimbus-Cloud feral Nimbus [link]
2. ~Alala-Vera Jha
3. ~JoshaphineXkissX Joshaphine ref sheet

Collabs: open

Gifts: as i see fit
1. ~Ceata long overdo sea coyote and lava wolf
2. i owe phoenix a phoenix...drawn to my best ability...haha <3

Contests entered:
1. ~MageSahara [link]
maybes
1. *Kitty-lynn [link]

]]> ~LostNALie16 http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/13999118/ http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/13999118/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 05:15:05 PDT
a kid apologized for making fun of me 5 years ago....wow...i ignored it then and so i found it funny he apologized.

i get to take home an animal every weekend for a class...ill be between the albino chinchilla, the lop earred rabbit, and the rat. im not aloud to bring snakes home

i have math homework.

i have an essay about me due tomorrow for english.

i drew a picture that i really liked on a "about me" sheet and i had to turn it in. sadness.

i have to go to work now...ill be catching fish and taking some new ones home with me tonight...yay! lol



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would people want to see pictures of my fish? i have a dev for it but ya...never upload.


Trades: open
1. ~iamPURPLE Cali and Haila together
2. ~Ceata
3. *tigereyeTW Flare...subject to change(OVERDO)
4. ~wild-catgirl-washu (OVERDO)

Requests: CLOSED
1. ~Nimbus-Cloud feral Nimbus [link]
2. ~Alala-Vera Jha
3. ~JoshaphineXkissX Joshaphine ref sheet

Collabs: open

Gifts: as i see fit
1. ~Ceata long overdo sea coyote and lava wolf
2. i owe phoenix a phoenix...drawn to my best ability...haha <3

Contests entered:
1. ~MageSahara [link]
maybes
1. *Kitty-lynn [link]

]]> ~LostNALie16 http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/8933848/ http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/8933848/ Wed, 31 May 2006 19:09:58 PDT :.~




now...pictures of Vein or other chars of mine that people have done.
(in order made. i think thats all...ya...)

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http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/8890142/ Sat, 27 May 2006 06:16:58 PDT [link]


ok so read that. I would take part in it but i have no scanner and cant draw on the computer. so ya...blah. But if anybody wants to take part in it and be a helpery person you should. So many think DA is about showing off your art and getting comments and a lot of people use it as a popularity contest. But there are some, many of the people i know and watch, who care more about the people and meeting new people and making friends.
Ok just thought i should share that. tata

<3



trades: (open)
need to color
done. looking forward to seeing my baby done!!!
Velvet. thinking
Flare. need to color
thinking


collabs:
thinking

gifts:
completed
completed
Lexus need to draw

chrysanthamum. need to color.

need to color
thinking

Comissions
Joshaphine Ref sheet and Unicorn

contests entered:
Dinenson. done

Lieutenant Morrath (only if i have time. will try though)



Clubs:

]]> ~LostNALie16 http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/8450413/ http://LostNALie16.deviantart.com/journal/8450413/ Thu, 04 May 2006 05:54:50 PDT
anyways, i hope to have her life placed up on here piece by piece. first...i will tell you some about a wolf dog in whom she loved. the wolf dog represents my family. and when she dies...(spoiler for a pointless thing! yay!) its representing how my family life has gone to shits. she was beauty...in a old mutts body. she was love...in silence. she was mother and father. she was Vein's breath, her soul, her sanity.

so what happens when she looses it...she looses herself.

which leads to another char who shows her the path to finding that all again. this char represents the person who showed me life from the other side of the fishbowl.

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(edit May 29, 2006)
Vein (age 1-5)
I opened my eyes to see the old wolf dog lying beside me. She was a beautiful
creature…if you didn’t notice her slight deformities. Her maw was grayed and
her face scarred. She had 3 metal braces on her left shoulder and 2 metal ribs
on each side that showed slightly through her thinning coat of fur. She had her
head down, tired from the long day.
The old wolf dog had been a blessing that day I stumbled upon her. I was new to
this world of mistreatment and abuse. She was old to it…she had no fear, but
no compassion, either. We shared no conversations about our past or about what
we had inside. Anger. Pain. Hate. Sometimes, though, I could see it in her old
tired eyes. They flickered with a shine as her pupils widened. As if she had
seen some terrible memory in the dark corners of our cage. Maybe she had. She
was gentle, though, and as long as I stuck by her side she was protection enough
from the other dogs and wolves here. Some, though, insisted on attacking me. I
don’t know why. Maybe it was because of my misshapen appearance. But the old
wolf dog was always there. She stood taller than most and her years and scars
made her feared among the other mutts here. She was careful in how she fought.
And even though she moved stiffly with arthritis diseased joints, you could not
tell from the way she danced to the tunes of the fight. She moved swiftly and
she was quick to kill or discipline.
I watched her fight. As she did I learned. I learned from her mistakes and
learned from the blood staining her maw and chest. The beatings became worse and
the blood became more that was spilt from my veins. The cuts became deeper and
the beatings longer. Eventually I no longer felt them as blood filled my mouth
and the warm flesh beneath my teeth became what I dreamed of. Even after my
opponent had fallen, I would linger over its corpse and bite deeper until I was
beat off of it and dragged away. The men were careful around me. And I learned
why the old wolf dog was what she was. Man. After each beating by their whips
and chains, after each curse I received, I became more of a monster. I lusted
after the men and attacked them as much as I could.
Only the old wolf dog would come near me. The others would come near if they
thought they could fight me and win their lives. But they died; their blood on
my name. Then the time came when I killed a man. What a wonderful thing that had
been. The feel of his dieing gasp in my jaws. His racing heart giving me a high
I would never forget. My punishment, though, was nothing I could stand. Solitude
from the old wolf dog and the light. Without her by my side I felt as if I had
nothing. I paced my tight, dark cell and howled to whoever would hear me. My
soul became lost and when they brought me out, my rips were plastered to my thin
skin. My coat was dull and my eyes were empty of everything. Chained heavily it
was a labor to walk. I was weak from lack of food and my muscles were tight from
lack of exercise. The old wolf dog’s eyes lit up and she growled at the men as
she saw me. I was released from the chains and I went to her, to take in her
motherly grief. Something I had never known.
But there were days she was not so lucky. I remember one. Her last one. I was
older now. I had known her for nearly two years. She had become my family, even
if we never spoke. We both knew what I had become. What they had done to me.
Each other’s comfort was enough to give us the will to live on and... ]]> ~LostNALie16