http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Lotix&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Lotix en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 08 Dec 2009 03:47:21 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/28775935/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/28775935/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 21:33:40 PST
BLAH

Anyway, I've been doing better, got some work hours for about 8 hours a week. Money is still tight but I'll be working on it. When I get back from my Christmas trip I'm looking forward to getting more hours. Finals are lurking and I've been trying to hide with the inevitable knowledge that they are catching up to me....

Shhhh don't tell them I was here... >_>

<_<

]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/27746937/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/27746937/ Tue, 13 Oct 2009 15:15:21 PDT
So I'm not sure how many people read this but it is important, spread the word is all I can ask and beg for... As of yesterday afternoon it has been confirmed that EVERYTHING on my desktop is gone, music, my artwork that I've been working on for years and never posted on here to pictures, memorabilia, my stories. The OS corrupted itself, I had no viruses, no spyware, windows just decided to crash. I was stupid to never back up things that were so important to me...because well... my life is all on the computer... Also my mp3 player has started to go, my cell phone was hosted on the DANGER! servers for T-Mobile if anyone else had that problem recently...I lost everything on my phone as well, luckily I still had my photos but I lost all my numbers.

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The point I'm trying to make is please, anyone, I need help. I need phone numbers, I need pictures, if I ever shared artwork with you on MSN tell me. I'm asking for donations of music, donations of silly pictures, donations of what fucking ever you feel like sending me. I'll be doing commissions, anything, I will draw anything. Even if you tell your friends and have them message me, I'd appreciate it. I'll be honest, if you do want to give me money, if you want to pay me for artwork, it's going towards an external hardrive or my bills that I need to pay off... I'm not trying to goat people, I'm not trying to make anyone feel bad, I understand I made a mistake.

Money is hard, the economy is rough and considering my personal weekly income is around 40 bucks I know how hard it is to keep up with things much less give your money to someone else.

If anyone is interested in art commissions or sending me anything, pm me and I can send you my private email address.

]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/26345789/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/26345789/ Sun, 02 Aug 2009 20:11:53 PDT
So things have changed, the puppy is all grown up, 7 months I believe. I've been doing quite well, have a few things I've been working on, annnnnnnnnnd I went out of town recently. I went to Wisconsin and Iowa. Iowa was the best part and I had such a great time I could not even express the gratitude to everyone that was so nice to me and welcomed me with such open arms, I was amazed. I went for ten days, 6 and a half of which were spent with Derek, whom I met on World of Warcraft loooooooool

His family was really nice and his friends were awesome. It was like meeting someone I've known all my life and the amount of comfort I felt was overwhelming. It was beautiful, I love green and plants and wild flowers <3 Lots of corn though, not bad over all hah. The mosquitoes loved my forehead, greedy little bastards.

So I'm back home and dawdling around before school starts, in fact I register tomorrow, oh joy of all joys.

Hope everyone has had a wonderful summer <3

]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/21596345/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/21596345/ Fri, 21 Nov 2008 11:42:16 PST
OK whatever, so I uploaded some stuff.

Wheeee

]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/19647281/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/19647281/ Mon, 28 Jul 2008 18:01:27 PDT
READY


SET



GO!!!

]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/15836426/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/15836426/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 15:27:29 PST

As for everything else that's been going, on, life is good, happy but always stressful XD I seem to be bad luck for every single guy I date lol
Bad me, bad me. But I'm really happy with stuff, I've drawn a few things but I have yet to post them because I've been too lazy to fix my printer.... I will I promise x.x*

]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/11029299/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/11029299/ Mon, 11 Dec 2006 14:17:30 PST to be my favorite flavour. It's strange though and I don't know why
but I can't put my finger quite yet on why it's been so crazy.

But I've loved every minute of it and im enjoying myself.

I haven't felt this good about my art since middle school and I feel like
I'm getting back into the groove of it all. Life is tasteing good, I wake up
and I feel like nothing could go wrong and if something does I pass it by like it was
nothing.
I've grown and I can't quite put my finger on it...
I need more time, more art, more work.
Gosh this holds no relevance to DA, but shit
I don't have a journal and I feel so... happy.

I can love my life, my artwork and who I am.

It's time to rest.

]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/9815635/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/9815635/ Tue, 22 Aug 2006 12:12:32 PDT
You see, I have this natural fear of things flying at me, I can't help it. For one when I was little I was on my dad's shoulders and some creeps thought it would be funny to knock me off with a foot ball. I HATE FOOTBALL! Then there was the time after that that my substitue gym teacher decided to get me over my fear by having the boy who constantly teased me and ridiculed me day after day throw large gym balls at me.

So, that's why I have a fear of not only balls but anything that flys at me

(spoilers I guess?)
l
l
V


Anyway, back to MOTHER FUCKING SNAKES!!! D:

The move was just so ridiculous all the way through I hardly stopped laughing, it was like a really unintentional comedy. Plus the fact that everwhere I go on the internet I see something making fun of it. You get to see a lot of gore, a lot of foaming at the mouth and nipple attacks, heh. Then you'll get to see the poor snake get peed on and have him look up at the guy like 'WTF man!?!'

Overall there was complete unneccesary gore but I guess it fit. Though if you're already afraid of snakes, I'd highly suggest you don't see this film, I'm not kidding when it shows gore, lots and lots of snakey gore. Though if you see it, I'm sure you'll cheer when Samuel L. Jackson brings out his tazor.

Oh also, everyone who sees it will WANT the mother fucking British dude to just DIE! He is an asshole from the very beginning and nothing feels better than seeing some jackass being (blank due to you not seeing the movie) and having blood come out of his eyes.

So even though it has a horrible title, and a bad idea, I'd highly suggest you see it, it was worth the 20$. It's great for if you just want to laugh your ass off and be afraid of snakes for a few hours after the movie

ENJOY THE MOTHER FUCKING SNAKES ON A PLANE!

]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/8594238/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/8594238/ Wed, 26 Apr 2006 17:01:55 PDT

The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things about yourself" and people who get tagged need to write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their page comments and tell them to read yours!

1. I sing and dance around my house when I'm alone.
2. I kiss my cat and call her my bunny.
3. I wear scarves during the summer and spring.
4. I talk to all three of my cats as if they were people.
5. When I sit anywhere I spread out all my stuff out like I'll be living there for the next 20 years.
6. When I eat I peel things away then stick them in my mouth, I don't bite my food unless I have to. ]]> ~Lotix http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/8279912/ http://Lotix.deviantart.com/journal/8279912/ Sun, 26 Mar 2006 23:29:05 PST Bleh, I'm starting to sound like some cheesy movie quote.
Anyway, time really has flown and my scanner has been down,
but when it was up, nothing was keeping me from scanning what I had.
It doesn't really matter, I guess what really matters is that there is a life out there beyond DA.
A lot of people treat this place like it's their life, like they own the fucking place.

No offense....

So I got a little tired of posting things, feeling embarrassed by standards of how bad my art was comparatively to others.
It brought me down, instead of thinking about how I could make things better I just couldn't draw anymore, it was silly and when I figured that out, it wasn't so bad to draw anymore.
Though my problem is that I have so many ideas that I don't want to draw ones I know I can't do which happens to be 90% of them, instead of drawing them and practicing, I deprive myself of hands on experience because I fear failure. I've stuck myself in a rut and I'm going to get out of it.

So this is my fare-well for a while longer, maybe someday after I've dug myself out of this rut I so happily put myself into, maybe I'll come back and show some art. I regret not doing a lot of things, not practicing a lot, and feeling ashamed of what I did moments after competition which was wrong. If any inspiring artist reads this, don't be discouraged, don't get yourself tangled up like I did., you'll just dampen your abilities, rather than reaching for your highest potential.




Reach for the Stars
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Lotix ]]> ~Lotix