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]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/18421976/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/18421976/ Tue, 20 May 2008 19:52:46 PDT No talent is flawless. We're only human. Hey, does that work? Being human? Fufufu.

2. A new food/ tasty thing you have recently discovered:
Haven't tasted any new food lately, sorry.

3. Name a few guilty pleasures you have:
Obsessing over people, things, objects much too easily.

4. Something that has been bothering you lately:
The fear of never being able to meet Vincent again.

5. Something that made you happy recently:
Going to MYV's San Francisco concert at Slim's. (4/18 Sunday show.)

6. What are you listening to now, in terms of music? (if there is no music what did you listen to last?)
Japanese Rock. MYV to be specific.

7. On the subject of music, what kind of music seems to have peaked your interest lately:
Japanese Rock.

8. How often do use Japanese phrases?
Every day. I'm taking Japanese language class, therefore I am justified.

9. What do you plan on doing with your life:
Living. Obviously. Following my dream, perhaps. I need to be ambitious, you know? I need to follow my heart.

10. A burning passion you have:
Love.

11. Cutest couple you know here on DA!
Akira and Mint.

12. Did you ever own a Neopets account, and if so what was your user name?
Yes I have. Username witheld. NO HACKING ME.

13. What do you think of when you look at a sunset?
Even now, we're looking up at the same sky. Can he see the splattered paint upon the horizon? If you reach your hand out, you can almost feel the pink and gold still dripping, like the sand on that warm summer afternoon...

14. What is one thing you have really been itching to do lately?
Becoming serious. Serious about something... and having support in it.

15. What element would you consider yourself?
Water. It always finds a way.

16. Something that has made you very sad/ nervous:
Vincent.

17. What is one thing you ALWAYS keep track of?
AIM.

18. Favorite number EVER!!!!
13. 27. 333. 382. It's hard.

19. Do you consider yourself to be a genius in any field?
No. Not at all, no. There's always someone better out there.

20. A hobby you have that not everyone knows:
Cross dressing.

21. The ideal age of a person is:
A babe. The warmest years of your life. Innocence reigns.

22. Your room is...
Bare and empty with that feeling of loneliness.

23. Describe your mood, now, in one word:
Confusion.

24. What do you think of fangirls?
Rabid ones must regain sanity. Sane ones must join in the fight to return that sanity.

25. Your favorite word/phrase:
I don't use phrases much. I'm more of a physical type, but if it had to be said...
"I love you."
I love my friends. My family. Singers. Those bums on the street. Everyone needs a little love.

26. Your ideal place to be...
With Vincent.

27. What is your favorite reality TV show?
Reality? Hrm. Not sure.

28. Something you have always hated with a fiery passion:
The Devil.

29. Any last words before you tag 3 people?
Enjoy.

I tag:
~Everyone I know and anyone who, by happenstance, fumbles upon this page.

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/16263965/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/16263965/ Sat, 05 Jan 2008 00:41:46 PST
02) Your nickname in DA: It depends? .___.; Felicity/Fii/Felic/Sachi/San/Kohai/etc...

03) Birthday: March 13th (Friday)

04) Horoscope sign: Pisces

05) Birth town: San Francisco, land of earthquakes!

06) Religion: Roman Catholic

07) Nationality: D:< I WAS BORN IN AMERICA, SO MY NATIONALITY IS AMERICAN. -pout- Can't fool me! Haha, but seriously, by blood, my ethnicity is Chinese. By nationality, I'm a child of two who denied their Vietnamese Citizenship even though they spent their whole lives in Vietnam... until coming over to the states to escape from the war. <.<

08) Parents: Daddy, Maukiet Mommy (deceased), stepmother/stepmom/mom/Doris.

09) Do you love them: Yes'm, Yesh'm, and yes, although I'm reluctant to admit it to her face.

10) Brothers or sisters: Older brother, ten years my senior.

11) Do you like the place where you live: The house could be better, and it would help if we all weren't expecting a big earthquake soon, accompanied by a tsunami. e.e;; Eugh. Other than that, it's fine.

12) Hair color: Black

13) Color of your eyes: Brown

14) Height: 5'5"

15) Weight: 101~102.5 lbs... I NEED TO GAIN 11 POUNDS. D: Anyone know a good way that won't kill my arteries?

16) What school/grade are you going to: Junior year (high school) in the fall...

(18) Do you work anywhere: Yes'm. Beta testing for EA games is fu~n.

(19) What do you want to be in your life: I don't really know. I know I want to have kids, who will in turn, have their own kids, thus making me a grandma. I want to be the cool type of grandma, the type who can bake, which is why I've been learning how to be a good wifey since I was little. Job-wise, I don't know... I'm considering becoming a psychiatrist or marketing editor, since they pay well and have good benefits and all that stuff. I don't know. Also considered going to art school and then working my way up the ladder, but hey. Let's face it. My parents would kill me, I would starve to death before making any real money, and there are way better artists out there. Still, I've gotta be ambitious, so my dream is to one day be able to produce a memoir in the form of a manga... and write a few books and plays.

(20) Your life: Uncharted.

(21) Personal quote: "Because I love you."

(22) Lucky number: 382, 13...

(23) What are you interested in: Too many things to name. Music, fashion, anime, manga, doramas....

(24) Good side of your character: I'm open-minded.

(25) Bad side of it: I'm indecisive.

(26) Is your life happy: It's balanced? XD Can't have the good without a little bit of bad to make the contrast burst.

(27) Do you think that you are crazy: ...Yes.

(28) What is the time: 12:04 AM

(29) What is the date: January 6th 2008

(30) What's the weather like: The calm AFTER the storm.

(31) Favourite day in a week: Friday

(32) Favourite music: Well, I really like Japanese rock, you know. (笑 <---This means lol, basically.

(34) Band: X Japan (R.I.P. Hide...); S.K.I.N. ; Duel le Quartz ; Moi dix Mois ; Malice Mizer ; Luna Sea ; The Gazette ; Kagrra ; so many more...

(35) Song: MYV (Miyavi) - Girls be Ambitious, or DEAR MY FRIEND, or Itoshii Hito or... (Like I said, I'm indecisive TwT;; ) ...Then again, his new works are good as well...

(36) Best concert you have been: I wish I could say I saw S.K.I.N., but I didn't. ;-; So: Nightwish at Slim's in San Francisco, November 2nd, 2007.

(37) Actress: PRIDE

(38) Actor: MYV (Miyavi)

(39) Film: Oresama or Titanic...

(40) TV series: Just about anything that I can get my hands on.

(41) Theatre play: Never seen one before... TwT

(42) Film director: MYV (Miyavi) and Tim Burton

(43) Do you want to be famous: Slightly. Yes.

(44) Do you want to be an a----: A what? What? o.o

(45) Do you want to be a singer: That'd be nice, but one thing: I can't write sheet music or read sheet music. I don't remember the scales~ ;-;

(46) Book: The Bible. But all religion aside, it's a tie between: Snow Lady and Kitsune Woman.

(47) Colors: A shade of blue that doesn't exist on the computer! It's the color of the night sky, dark as black, but once that first sparkling silver star comes out, it's illuminated to a beautiful deep blue. But that's a bit hard t... ]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/15368495/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/15368495/ Sun, 04 Nov 2007 20:23:56 PST [link]
Haha...
I'll make a better, non-rushed version next time. D'8

For now, a lazy version of the song that I love. Haha.

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/15248632/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/15248632/ Sat, 27 Oct 2007 19:49:55 PDT 1. Put Your itunes, windows media player etc on Shuffle
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS
Put any comments in brackets after the song name

If someone says "is this okay?" you say,
Rape Me-Detroit7

How would you describe yourself?
Happi Endo no Uta-Miyavi

What do you like in a guy/girl?
Itoshii Hito-Miyavi

How do you feel today?
Please, Please, Please-Miyavi

What is your life's purpose?
Ashita Tenki ni Naare-Miyavi

What is your motto?
Aishiteru Kara Hajimeyou-Miyavi

What do your friends think of you?
Coin Lockers Baby-Miyavi

What do you think of your parents?
Are You Ready to Love?-Miyavi

What do you think about very often?
Dear My Love-Miyavi

What is 2 + 2?
Boku wa Shitteru-Miyavi

What do you think of your best friend?
McDonald's Girl-Backstreet Boys

What do you think of the person you like?
Crucify My Love-X Japan

What is your life story?
Rock no Gyakushuu ~Super Star No Jouken~-Miyavi

What do you want to be when you grow up?
Jiko Ai, Jiganjisan, Jiishiki Kajou (Instrumental)-Miyavi

What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Crazy For You-Changin' My Life

What will you dance to at your wedding?
Shindemo Boogie Woogie (live)-Miyavi

What will they play at your funeral?
Houki Boshi-Younha

What is your hobby/interest?
Shouri no V-ROCK!!-Miyavi

What is your biggest fear?
We Love You -Sekai wa Kimi ni Aishiteru--Miyavi

What is your biggest secret?
-~*Asterisk (Romantic Ver.)-Orange Range

What do you think of your friends?
Sukki yanen MYV `MYV Man Koushiki-Miyavi

What will you post this as?
Territorial Pissings-King Brothers

[Everything's right on the dot but number one. >__<
Stupid psychic test.]

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/13546356/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/13546356/ Sat, 30 Jun 2007 00:43:04 PDT
DAMMIT, ELIZABETH, WHEN YOU GET BACK FROM AX, NATALIE AND I ARE SO GOING TO DRAIN YOUR MEMORY BANKS! D:<

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/13518848/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/13518848/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 23:12:33 PDT

1. Have you ever changed your clothes while in a vehicle?
Yes, especially if I rushed out the door to a place where I need to be in costume. -cough-Danceconcertsandconventionis-cough-

2. Who was your last received call?
I got called by someone? o_o Usually, I call them. Hm, let me think... It'd have to be yesterday, then, when Megumi-sama called me up on her cell phone just because I don't know it. (I call her home, then she calls me back. Unlimited minutes FTW.)

3. What's your relationship status?
Single? Or taken? I don't know, somewhere in between. (=A=; )

4. What's one thing you will not eat?
Bird's nest soup. ;-; Think of the torture those birds go through! TB with no meds, people!

5. What color is your underwear?
Caramel with camo. o-O;

6. When is the last time you went out of state?
Back when I was in middle school. Sixth grade, I think. First (AND LAST) time going to Mexico on a crappy tour bus with no open windows or bathroom. =.=; I had to piss in a bag.

7. What's something you MUST do before you die?
Find Vincent/Binchento.
8. Have you ever drank milk straight out of the carton?
Do the school milk cartons count? =X If so, then yes. If not, then no, because I buy milk by the gallons.

10. Can you hula hoop?
Yesh ^w^

11. Have you ever crawled through a window?
Just don't look down. ;D

14. Was today better than yesterday?
No, because it's one day closer to my emo day of doom. ;-;

15. Is anyone getting on your nerves?
My stepmother? =X

16. Do you talk to yourself?
The voices in my head are mine. ALL MINE. O_O YOU STAY AWAY.

17. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
Yes... if I can ever meet him again. -headdesk-

18. Do you collect anything?
Autographs. @.@ They're so addicting. <3

19. Ever waxed your eyebrows?
Not yet...

20. Earrings or necklaces?
Both? >w<;

21. Are you mad at anybody?
Not at the moment.

22. What is your favorite color?
Silver, Darkbluethatlookslikeblackuntilyoushinet hesun/somesortoflightsourceonitlikethenightsky illuminatedbythemoon, pink (OH NOES THE WORLD IS ENDING), black (Because it's all the colors of the world mixed together=SUPER RAINBOW), white, and every other color there is in exhistance. XD!

23. What are you doing?
Taking this survey... and listening to musicals off Youtube. Oh Marius, you blind, blind man...

24. Do you use smiley faces on the computer a lot?
<.<; Perhaps... >.>;

25. What are you doing tonight?
Hopefully escaping insomnia (like last night). Yesterday night was happy/scary... which made it awesome.

26. What time is it?
10:56 PM

27. Are you loud?
DOES THIS ANSWER YOUR QUESTION?

28. What are you looking forward to?
A fulfilled promise. ^w^

29. Do you watch Family Guy regularly?
Not much anymore. (Curse you, Korean doramas on Imaginasian!)

30. Have you ever watched a little kids show?
Oh god. Take the "BRANDY AND MR.WHISKERS AWAY!" -cries in horror- CROSSBREEDING NO WANT! D':

31. What does your last outbox text say?
SouLjax21: kk :3

32. What's your zodiac sign?
Pisces, March 13th (FRIDAY )

33. Are you wearing socks?
Only because my feet are cold and my fuzzy slippers are too small. ;-;

37. What's your favorite smell?
Ocean spray mixed in with the light scent of soap on a male figure. (HAH. XD)

38. Have you ever been on a rollercoaster?
Rollercoasters, and ONLY rollercoasters. I'm never getting on a "drop" ride again. >.<; Tower of Terror was my first and LAST one. ;-; So scary.

39. Do you care what others think about you?
Sometimes... Depen... ]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/13197897/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/13197897/ Sun, 03 Jun 2007 06:00:42 PDT
For once, I am thankful for my insomnia. o.o It keeps me awake for doing my homework.

One day I'll draw a pic of me doing my hw at the computer...

Suround-sound Headphones of DEWM. D; They're smexyful and keep me from going crazy. >.< Too many random noises in my house at night---scary.

Anyway, I are procrastinating for five minutes.

And those five minutes are almost up. Poo. GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRRRRAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA-SAMAAAAAAAA~ D: L-SAMA! My fellow insomniacs! Join me to kill those who cause us this paaaaaiiiiin!!

Gaara-sama: Thrust! Thrust at the Shuukak---no wait. Nevermind, you'd die.
L-sama: Develop a plan to kill that which keeps you awake! Kill that which has spited you! Kill... uhm... what IS it that makes L-sama an insomniac....? @.@
As for me... ;-; I have no power to kill the school system nor society's ways.

Edit;;5:26 AM The sun is rising while I am at the last few questions. It's a beautiful sight. The colors paint the sky, rays outstretched like a newborne babe. Ah... If only I were that sky. If I was that ocean... that stretches to hug everyone. Held close in warmth... Sweet warmth.

This is my favorite shade, right now. A beautiful dark navy blue that appears black... but when the sun shines the tiniest of rays... it becomes beautiful and deep blue. It slowly increases in time. Lighter and brighter. Shining like the star he is. Sing, o wind. Tell me a story once again. Ocean, reflect your lover. Sing together. Dance and intertwine. Live together for eternity... for when you die, the other dies with you. Always together forever.

It's a beautiful sight, the sunrise.

Edit;; 5:42 AM The sky is periwinkle blue now. How nostalgic.

Strange, I don't feel the least bit tired or fuzzy... Last question of homework. Then later this afternoon, tumbling practice. Then church. (I'll kick them out) Then extra credit project. (I just have to draw and write an essay) Essay will take about 1 hour. Picture will take more time.

I hate school.

Edit;; 6 AM I am going to take a shower. It will be around 7 AM when I get to sleep. If not, then I will not sleep because it is too bright. (It's just my way of sleeping; only when it is nice and dark and quiet with no noise but my breathing as seven blankets smush me.)

The sky looks like a pale blue... as if it were a foggy morning. No wait. This is SAN FRANCISCO. XD Of COURSE it's a foggy morning.

This has been Furishichi/Hachi with your weather forecast, fellow Frisco-ers! 8]

I've been awake for 20+ hours.

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/12719647/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/12719647/ Tue, 24 Apr 2007 15:33:43 PDT
+SAKURA FESTIVAL WAS TOO SHORT. D': I want more conventions and less school. (NERD. )

+Thinking of quitting MS... School's turning crazier, and crazier...
+I keep changing my mind on whether to cosplay as Tomoe Yukishiro or Yuuko -headdesk-
+I have to think of a cosplay name... Erm... My favorite character in manga/anime is Yuuko-sama from xxxHorriku, so "Yuuko" + "Felicity"=Fuuko? But then, that's the name of a character in Flame of Recca. Dx -le flamed- So then, only the first couple of characters? @.@; "Fuu?" Sounds a bit rude though, since it's the noise one makes when exhaling... <.< And I do/will not smoke. Evar. What about "Yuu" then...? Sounds a bit too much like "You," who's one of my favorite J-rockers... GAH! Felicity stop being so picky and choose one! -headdesk- Then again, I've been considering a variation of my name in Hiragana: Furishichi... BUT THAT'S TOO LONG! Maybe just "Furi?" Eh, reminds me too much of FLCL. "Shichi?" Reminds me of "Nana." "Shi!" ...Too much death. "Chi!" Tis a swear word! -hides- Hrm.. -goes off to search random words on a Japanese-English translator site- YATTA~ I found it! The perfect name! "Sachi!" Felicity=happiness=Sachi @.@; And finding a name took me only... ... <.<; 3 hours. :angst:
+I got tagged by Haru-chama

Rules:
1. Create a new journal entry.
2. List 6 random facts about yourself.
3. Tag 6 People to carry on the randomness!
4. Leave a comment on their page to let them know!
5. Give away freebies to the first 6 people to comment on your journal.
6. Make....freebies? O.o;;

6 Random Facts:
1. I fear fanboys. (Yes. FanBOYS.)
2. My older brother is hawt, smexy, and dripping wet with OXY! LAWLS. (You know I love you onii-chan~)
3. Those whom I repect with the upmost importance get a "-sama" or "-chama" after their name. Those are the ones who I just want to please as much as I can. >w<
4. My favorite fruit is the watermeLONG. Nice and LONG.
5. I went to about 4-5 years of therepy for depression. (Whoo, hypnotized.)
6. You didn't see ANYTHING.

I tagged:
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Freebies to:
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]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/12174378/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/12174378/ Tue, 13 Mar 2007 21:00:36 PDT nothing much to say

tomorrow we celebrat t-chan
...maybe I'll get her some anpan...

...nah I'll stick with the drawing
cause waiting in line is boring.


Happy 15th birthday to me.

-Furishichi-desu

Aishiteru zo.

-Furishichi-desu

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/11981466/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/11981466/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 22:46:05 PST [link]

Title speaks for itself x3

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*ahem* Anyways... I'm bored. .-. *siiiiiiiiiigh*

...Maybe I'll go take a shower.

Yeah, that's what I'll do.

*walks off whistling with yaoi paddle*

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/11575063/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/11575063/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 11:06:08 PST
D: Sorry if I worried/pissed off any of you guys yesterday... Kinda went through a little episode. <.<;

>.< Gomen!

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/11571394/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/11571394/ Fri, 26 Jan 2007 00:25:09 PST
The words on my screen are a blue, and not because I'm not wearing my glasses; I can see the computer screeen just fine without them. It's just...

Lately I feel like I've been drifting away from my friends... and I'm being carried out by the tide, washed away into the sea. It's.... kind of ironic really...

The amount of friends that I feel like I'm losing touch with. Three. And they're all the best of friends...

A lot like KH... but perhaps my mind's train of thought is too strange. I tend to relate things that're only linked by a simple thin chain, which most other people can't find... or think it doesn't work... Darn. I'm rambling....

My friends... whom shall not be named... have been getting along so well without me.

The first has gotten a boyfriend, I'm so happy for her for that. Love is a great thing and is to be treasured. Always. I wish you luck in your endevors.

To the second, she is fragile, more delicate than she gives off. I---... Just please. Take care of yourself... I might not be, to you, a best friend, but... I---forget it... Opening up to me... it's something impossible; nothing like the bond you have with the former...

To the thrid... the one whom I met by chance. We've been drifting away lately... I am saddened by that.... but I can't seem to find a way to talk to you naturally. Thoughts swarm my head... of the ties between you three.

To the first, I introduced the third... and now, they're become great friends... and ties greater than mine, sullieed with despicable lies and fears. Clingyness...

And the second, a bond with the first that is greater than any other's can break. The best of friends, they are, since elementary.





Tears falling onto my keyboard right now... and my body is shaking while I type this.





I love you guys.
Truly... thank you much, for caring.
Thank you...
Thank you.



But I feel small when I'm around you.
Jealousy comes over me.
I don't know what to do.
My head spins...


At school... at school, yes, another pain.
My friends, I've rarely classes with.
Different schedules.
Alone. Always alone when traveling the hallways...
and in resource.
So lonely...

And I feel pangs of pain... in my chest.
So hurtful lately; like the ones I got when I was little.
They last for hours.
But I will bear the pain, and put on a smile.
Screams erupt in my head, and my knees go weak.
I feel like stumbling, falling onto the floor, break out into tears, scream.

Scream so loudly, until my voice gives out.

Until someone out there hears me.



This entry... is conceited, I understand.
I'm conceited.
That... will always be a truth.

Feli-
city is...
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n
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i
t
e
d.

...and even my brother thinks so...
my family.

it hurts...




I can't type anymore. Tears fall too quickly now.
And it grows late...

]]> ~Loveislifeless http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/11535879/ http://Loveislifeless.deviantart.com/journal/11535879/ Mon, 22 Jan 2007 21:49:05 PST [link]

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