http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:LuciferLuscious&section=today deviantART RSS for by:LuciferLuscious en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 17:46:32 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/16053829/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/16053829/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 06:03:33 PST ! Uff ya casi no me meto aca u__u! De verdad me gustaría remontar todo esto, pero como que ya no me llama =/, no sé que pasa conmigo, espero que sea uno de esas etapas en blanco...aun que la mia ha durado mucho. Es gracioso mirar esta galería porque hay trabajos que son de cuando tenía 16 años, ha pasado ya bastante desde aquel entonces.

En fin espero que esten todos bien, gracias por los comentarios que me han dejado, los leo de vez en cuando, siempre son apreciados!

Saludos! Y felices fiestas! Mis mejroes deseos para el 2008!

ENGLISH: I wasn't dead, I was just hanging arround ! Uff I almost don't longin to DA u_u! I would really like to submit work as I used to , but I don't get the motivation to do so, maybe is one of those blank moments, no inspiration at all...tho my "blank" moment has taken reeaaaaly long. Its funny to look at my gallery since there are works that I did when I was 16, Ive changed so much since then.

Anyway, I hope that everybody is okay, thanks for the comments, I check them time to time, they are always appreciated!

Greetings! And Happy Holydays! My best wished for 2008

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/12869514/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/12869514/ Sun, 06 May 2007 22:04:05 PDT
!!!


Happy B-day to meeee, I'm now 20 :B


>D you little kids, obey me!!!!!!!!!!!

Who's ya dady?!

lol xD.

*____* I already blew my candles...and :B I'm waiting for my presents.

so....

give me my DeviantaART presents !!

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/12818301/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/12818301/ Wed, 02 May 2007 16:31:56 PDT
sí damas y caballeros, dejare se ser una adolescente en 5 días mas y lo unico que quiero es salir corriendo xD, no quiero cumplir 20!! que feu .___.'''' me hubiese quedado de 17 toda mi vida...y me cuesta, me siento tan pendeja <_< y miro a las tipas de veititantos y se ven tan mujeres y yo...bleh pendeja po o__o, no quiero madurar no quiero nada *se chupa un dedo*.... T__T quiero a mi mamá...me acomplejo por todo xD no se como habla o se viste una veinteañera...debe hablar con voz roca?? usar tacos? preparase a tener hijos en unos años mas.........NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHH TwT.

xD me siento mas inmadura que nunca....y para peor ultimamente se me han venido puras ideas apocalipticas a la cabeza....

No he tenido tiempo de photoshopear ni nada, estoy cero creatividad...asi que si alguien desea usar mi cuerpo (ejale xD) bueno mis habilidades...no se photoshopeame esto..o este (eso noooo >o< ) adelante *w* si quieren les hago sus trabajos de colegio universidad, trabajo, you name it

>_o tengo que seguir trabajando....aun que es tentador seguir acomplejandome por todo aca xD.

;___; y pensar que solo tenía 16 cuando me inicié malevolamente aca

:B 20 te odio.

o__o demas los 40 sean peores.

xD..........MAMAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAH.

pd: quiero un abrazo >o<.

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/12460759/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/12460759/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 18:11:58 PDT Have you ever wondered if it was the right decision?

Anyone?


:B how have you been guys?! want to hear more news about you. I'm just tired of just talking of myself, what are you up to?

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/11966545/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/11966545/ Sun, 25 Feb 2007 19:51:59 PST
Ya Ya! Usaré mi journal de descarga, ya que mis amigos están lejos, me descargaré en línea....¡Porqué esta de moda! ¡Ay mira tengo blog!, y bueno tu lees si quieres...

Hoy día hablé con mi hermano mayor, y una vez mas me hizo darme cuenta lo muy encerrada que estoy en mi mundo personal. Y rayos, ya hace tanto tiempo que no me preocupaba de encufarme más con la realidad (ENCHUFA! como dijo el sabio Benni)...¿Qué quiero para mi vida? ¿Lo que pienso que me gusta realmente me gusta? ¿Va a funcionar? ...soy una controladora del ass, claro como en mi universo yo lo controlo todo, afuera, solo que mi ropa interior este en su lugar....mi concepción del mundo esta erronea.

No estoy segura de Diseño....será el miedo de entrar a la U?, igual le voy a dar un chance, porque, no se...supuestamente "me gusta"...

tal vez en el camino se me va a aclarar mas lo que "realmente quiero".

en blanco.

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/11779926/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/11779926/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 22:37:34 PST
*__* my iPod is charged and full of music, so everything should be fine lol....~

I'll bring back cool photos

and maybe a new boyfriend :B!

Take care!!!!

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/11475150/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/11475150/ Wed, 17 Jan 2007 20:12:43 PST

and I need you to wish me the best.

I'm having a horrible time. Anyway, I'll make it. I have to.

It's not the end, just a rough begining...

Anyway, life would be quite boring without problems like this....

And it makes me realize, how much many people care about me.

Thanks

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/11258910/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/11258910/ Sun, 31 Dec 2006 13:23:37 PST


My best Wishes for you all, thanks for your support! I've been pretty lazy on submiting here on DA this year, anyway next year, hehehe I promise lost of surprises!. Since I'm going to be a Graphic Design Student

My Special love and best wishes for my real life DA friends! Thanks guys! You rock!.

x*************!!!




]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/10971674/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/10971674/ Wed, 06 Dec 2006 12:09:34 PST Una pequeña historia que escribí. Quien se quiera dar la lata de leerla, deborarla con la vista, le deseo mucho provecho, y de antemano estaría agradecida, ojo es solo de aficionada, casi nunca escribo cosas como estas, tened compasión.
____________________________________

Juntos saben rico, porque el café solo es muy fuerte, y la leche muy suave, pero juntos alcanzan aquel equilibrio entre la sutileza y la intensidad.

A pesar del tiempo, el café sigue mezclado con la leche. Creo que habiendo llegado a este punto, después de tantos años, ni el ni yo tenemos claro porque siguen así. Será que cuando pequeño leyó en algún libro en la escuela que el café y la leche debían estar juntos, que ello seguía la norma, que supuestamente unidos sabía bien. Que ser una taza de café solitaria, era tener una existencia áspera, a la cual le faltaba mucha azúcar, y agua. Demasiada agua en realidad y aquello era algo arriesgado...podía ahogarse. Habían pasado tantos años, que ya ni se acordaba de como se sentía estar solo, no sabía de qué color era originalmente, ni de su consistencia y sabor, estaba tan condimentado, que volver a sus raíces ya le era imposible. Era una identidad perdida...A pesar de que al ser ingerido y interactuar con él se sentía su presencia, nada volvería a ser como en principio, no tenía protagonismo, estaba perdido, pero en serio, dime..¿Qué más perdido podía estar?

Ella es tersa, adorable a primera vista. Pero no te dejes engañar, no todo es como te lo venden. Dejando de lado aquella imagen, al calor la leche hierve como nadie, y puede llegar a quemar tus labios de forma severa. Con su color perla, le gusta la vida lujosa, no le agrada verse muy pálida, es por eso que esta con el café, para tener aquel tono tostado, ¡¿Te imaginas lo que sería verse tan blanca en frente de amigas?! Parecería una enferma, sin vida, desganada, ¡NO! ¡Que terrible! Cada día con temor a esto, le pide más y más intensidad al café, le exige y le vuelve a exigir, y saca de su composición lo que ella desea para su vida. Pero a veces se cuestiona todo esto. Continuamente ve a sus compañeras pasteurizadas, que no necesariamente optan por el café, como quien viste bellamente de vainilla, otras de frutilla, y a la que mas envidia por su intenso color y acompañante es a quien tiene junto a ella al chocolate. Pobre café, a pesar de las exigencias de su pareja nunca será tan dulce como el chocolate. Día y noche, la fascinación de la leche se vuelve más intensa, creo que tiene algo con el chocolatado, pero no indagaré en aquello, es su vida privada, todos tenemos derecho a desear ser algo más ¿No? El pasto por ley siempre se ve más verde en la vereda de enfrente...pero de nuevo, en serio, dime ¿Cuál es el límite? ¿Qué te hará finalmente feliz? ¿Cruzar la calle?

¿Y yo? Yo comparto con ellos diariamente, me disuelvo en ellos, los hago más unidos, más dulces, así pueden seguir siendo consumidos, y aun que se agoten, siempre va a haber alguien a quien se le antoje un café con leche, así que la historia seguirá perpetuamente, te guste o no.

Porque a pesar de todo, se necesitan. Tal vez algún día se lleguen a querer y respetar.

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/10417394/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/10417394/ Mon, 16 Oct 2006 20:41:08 PDT "Como no sabías disimular me di cuenta enseguida que para verte como yo quería era necesario empezar por cerrar los ojos..."

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/10384885/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/10384885/ Fri, 13 Oct 2006 21:25:18 PDT I need people who know PHP or flash

;____; I have some doubts and I would appreciate your help!!!!!!

Erm well that's it....

em yeah and too fill this out...



************************

random things about you.

- I HATE, when people say that my hair is red....F*CK IT'S PINK....P-I-N-K!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ;___; get your eyes checked out by some doctor.

- I have an obssesion for shoes....like skater and black and white/pink, and general for clothing.... yeah im a sort of shopaholic o__o.

- I hate when you are doing something fun and you feel the NEED to go to the bathroom, specially when the best part of a TV show is comming.

- I'll dye my hair red .

- I lost my LJ password....and they woun't give it back to me ;___;. need to think of a new user name, crap.

- Today rained, and I discovered I had 4 leaks in my bedroom!.

- ~LadyMorrigan doesn't like me when I'm wearing make up o_o.

ERMM.

XD I can go on forever so I'll just stop

kisses!.

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/9956063/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/9956063/ Sun, 03 Sep 2006 22:37:25 PDT Who gets my 10,000 pageviews... gets a kiss :0!


XDDDD!!!

erm, or well, a photograph, a photomanipulation, erm you name it o__o.

A present from me


it will be fun ^^U, always wanted my 10,000.


Ps: I'm doing this because no one will catch it

[EDIT]

[link]

!!!!!!!!

Belive it or not.... =InCOUM got the 10,000 pv

xD....I thought no one would get it...and so...quick O_O.

o.o te debo algo~.! ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/7781299/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/7781299/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 13:38:23 PST
Tomorrow I'll give my driving test.... D :


^__^, well that's it...I suppose that I'll remain as a ghost in this community


lalalalala~~

Sometimes you want to express and say so many things, but your brain juts woun't let you

omg study. ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/6349434/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/6349434/ Sun, 28 Aug 2005 09:34:43 PDT
I'll quit doing photomanipulations, I'll quit updating my gallery.

I think I got fed up of it. My photoshop addiction continues but I'm more focused on doing websites...Maybe because I feel they are more useful, I feel I can interact with more people through them that what I did through my art...

I don't feel any motivation to continue over here.

I'll keep checking DA, there is a lot of people I do care over here...

But really I'm also fed up of DA. So, I don't promise to comment. Just If I feel like.

I thought about erasing my gallery, but I then I realized that it was just dumb to do so, since I spent so much hours working in all my photomanipulations...

Anyway, I had fun.

Thanks guys ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5776106/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5776106/ Mon, 27 Jun 2005 21:16:55 PDT Rain!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm loving it!!!!!!!!!

NO CLASES TOMOROW BECAUSE OF IT !!!!!!!!!!!

xD Can't explain how happy I am, I had an art proyect due for tomorow, BUT NOT ANY LONGER!!!

*dances*....

I still feel sorry for all the people that are getting their homes full of water....Santiago is such a sucker city when it rains....o_o it colapses with 2 rain drops...

*keeps dancing*



]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5637289/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5637289/ Mon, 13 Jun 2005 14:00:07 PDT
I got 20 minutes after going to see the doctor, So I was wondering what do do during this time and I had the idea of updating my journal xD *such a genius! give me my novel!*
Um well not much to tell really, just school is driving me crazy. Today we had a conference of a very well known university here in Chile..(si la Católica xP), and it all was "blah blah, we are the best, you have to score sooo much to get in and blah blah" and I was so bored since they don't have the subject which I want to study...and well, ummm....I'll never score enough (she is a dork!)
Anyway, since I was so bored and nothing was usefull for me I took out my liquid paper and started to smell it xD

lucifer's friend: that will kill your neurons
lucifer: xD whatever!.

It smells so nice as well as gasoline!

omg I'm a drug addict!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Hahaha. hm well that was my super day x ]...

I'm already late to the doctor O_O

*RUNS*



]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5494533/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5494533/ Sun, 29 May 2005 16:04:11 PDT
Hmmm, the doctor came today and gaved me a certificate to stay at home until wednesday, anyway I'll just take monday since I've been missing school too much : x

*snif*

I want a hug....



]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5407322/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5407322/ Thu, 19 May 2005 22:26:02 PDT
I can't sleep, and got school tomorow....

A few hours ago I was feeling a bit down....but I guess a chat with mom and saying some anoying stuff to the wall helped me to calm down...

I just sometimes feel so out of this world.


Guess I'll hit the bed...O_O I'll be dying tomorow


PS: OMG, tomorow I have Biology with the handsome and fucked english man Mr. Rowcliffe...and I'm going to look so ugly because I haven't slept. He won't marry meee!!! *shots herself*

xD just joking, he stinks O_O;; ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5288809/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/5288809/ Fri, 06 May 2005 21:31:57 PDT
I'm 18 years old!!!! legaly an adult O_O

I yet I feel like a child!!!

My mom and dad took me to have dinner in the Sheraton Hotel, so awsome!! I could see the whole city, and tonight I'm having a party, everyone is going to get trashed LOL!

Dam I'm so happy yay x ]

PS: Why I'm subscribed to DA until may 12?? O_o anybody knows???



]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4922645/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4922645/ Sun, 27 Mar 2005 08:17:20 PST

I'm quite sick...I have a mac obsesion LOL Need help, I'm dreaming about mac XD lol.

Maybe this winter holidays I'll go to the USA, and have a week at NY....muhahahaha I'll get an ipod and cool stuff...

I need some holidays!!!

By the way, I'm doing webdesing for free, if you want a art page desing + html I can do it If I feel inspired by your work. I'm doing this since I feel quite frustrated with photomanipulations, and webdesing is my thing now....

So just ask or send me a note, you have nothing to loose really ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4896323/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4896323/ Thu, 24 Mar 2005 01:09:18 PST _>;; It's something in their brain that doesn't work oki doki

_-_ damm I'm hungry and bored.

Well see ya! ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4888847/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4888847/ Wed, 23 Mar 2005 08:28:11 PST
T__________T

I hate school...hate it hate hate hate hate ....

I rather be on the other extreme of the world, free! I been having sucker days at school. Errr. Guess I'll take pills again yay! *sarcastic*.

I'm not really in the mood of doing anything.

I rather be on the other extreme of the world. ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4500286/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4500286/ Fri, 04 Feb 2005 21:42:35 PST
I'm bored! nobody is online

>_< any ideas of what to do in moments like this?

XD I'll log in a dragqueen chat and make dragqueen friends

no.

seriously I'm bored ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4452580/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/4452580/ Sun, 30 Jan 2005 11:16:43 PST We bought a new computer, and the stupid machine got tons of problems, I couldn't use it for a whole week ><, but now that's solved...
I know I'm not that active on DA, but if you want to know more about my boring life, just check out my LJ: lusciouslucifer

Well that's all take care and have fun... ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/3735217/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/3735217/ Tue, 02 Nov 2004 15:57:51 PST
A lot of stuff has been going on in my life...so much that I can hardly remember them LOL....right know I'm busy in school, I haven't got any time really....I think this is the first time during this month that I can sit down a write this journal. I have a lot of proyects in mind, like doing my personal site and my fansites to Mana-sama and Lucifer Luscious Violenoue ~. I really want to work hard on those, anyway I woun't have any free time till december, so they'll have to wait. Apart of that...em I think my work has begining to be very repetitive, I really like the planet thingy, but i guess I've been repeting it to much because I have this idea stucked on my mind, and I don't really have enough time to think on another....but I promise I'll try to leave behind that.

Well I guess that's all for now....




WANT TO SEE REAL TALENT? VISIT HIM! ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/3392119/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/3392119/ Sat, 18 Sep 2004 13:53:16 PDT

Thanks for all ur support!


Judith ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/3242242/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/3242242/ Sun, 29 Aug 2004 19:41:51 PDT
Lucifer is gone to england! I'm pretty nervious, I'm leaving on tuesday and I haven't got anything ready. Anyway I'm leaving for 2 weeks, so I guess i woun't be arround for a good while. I'll miss my family and my beloved ones, anyway I guess this will be a new experience that I'll maybe never forget.
I'll try to post some pictures when I come back, arround September 15...


Wish me a lot of luck, and please take a lot of care!

My best wishes!

Judith ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/3036315/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/3036315/ Tue, 03 Aug 2004 17:58:19 PDT
It has been over a month since I submited my las work and it's really sad for me to see this, and i haven't opened photoshop for anything else rather to do some stupid image edit....but nothing serious....I'll try to do something during the next weeks, anyway even if i want i can't promise a great work of art, first of all because I'm still unexperienced...and secondly....I have no time.

My life during this weeks has ups and downs...sometimes i feel like dying...other times i love it. Anyway, as I told, my life is now arround school and there isn't almost anyother time left for fun.

hate this.

In 3 weeks I'm going to england...I'm pretty excited, but also sad, I'll be leaving people I love for a while...and I'm very sentimental.

Well that's all....I promise something soon...I'm searching on my pc for some unfinished or never shown work!

*sigh* take care!!! thanks for all the devwatchs and comments!

Judith

Talented deviants!:



stock ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2857374/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2857374/ Sun, 11 Jul 2004 16:51:07 PDT I'VE BEEN RIPPED...again .... look they stole my work "The Muse" [link] it's the blue one in the top of the page, there is like a billion rips, so better check out, I've seen works of almost everyone, thanks to ~Viscosity for telling me about this

I hate to be sick, specially when you aren't totally sick....you feel bad but you can't get real excuses to miss school etc etc...
I hope this little virus decides if he is going to consume me or just mess arroun with me for somedays....

The pills thingie has gone...emm so so....somedays they really give me results, and others...they just suck.....One day i got really drug with the sleeping pills, and i threw up without even noticing or reacting....now i know how drunk people feel...arg.

On the other hand I'm really happy since this week because of an influenza virus (i has killed 3 little babies ) classes are going to be shorter, just from 9 am to 2 pm, so it will be more relaxing.....I hope this little virus isn't that influenza, if not I will start feeling worst....

I've been working on webdesing, and....no proyects in PS...so I don't know when I'm going to submit something new, i hope you can see something new in less than a month

ohhhh you must be very bored soo hehe i leave you...take care!


You Shouldn't miss....



stock ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2797909/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2797909/ Sat, 03 Jul 2004 21:05:45 PDT

Hehehe that's smile is fun...I just the situation in wich I am....
I hate to take pills, it reminds you how sick you are I wish I was naturaly able to dream at night....
This stuff, makes me chemically happy!. I'm taking a pill that helps me to activate myself and another one to sleep (the fun about this one is that it make me loose my memory...), also one to control my insuline and other one for colesterol!

I'm an old lady!. yack

Anxiety has been attacking me lately....my father creeps me out, he is always so rude to me....I'm scared. I have cried a little bit and I'm happy about that it helps me to release my emotions, but i rather lock my door an do it on my own


I'm just starting my pill treatment, so I hope in one week I'll be happy....I want a smile!

Give Smile and shiny days, don't let me so sad and lonley


Amazing People



stock ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2749646/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2749646/ Sun, 27 Jun 2004 18:19:37 PDT
the air is fool of cigarret smoke and my neck hurts so much....
last night i went to hang out with some friends, and I think I wasn't physically prepared to do it....I feel so tired and I might be getting a very nasty influenza....

And i have still to read my dear "Madame Bovary" with 450 pages long and I'm on 200 I have ahead 70 pages more and I'll die for today.


It's curious....Madam Bovary was written in XIX century, and it narrates the story of a victorian woman who gets married and it's disapointed about it because she thought that love was different....she starts being unfaithfull to her husband who is a very happy man with a simple life, next to her he feels complete, and he doesn't need anymore....instead, Madame Bovary is a passionate woman who wants to have fun in life...go to parties, and have a social life.

I mean this is exactly the relationship between my parents....

My dad is a person that is totally anti-social and that follows a rutine all day....and it's happy with it
On the other hand, my mom is more passionate, she likes having fun going out...and of course as Madame Bovary she is unfaithfull to my dad, searching what she doesn't find in him with other men.

When we where eating at the table i described to my mother how Madame Bovary was....and infront of my dad she told me that was her story.

I don't care anylonger, about them anyway I was curious about it

at the end of the story Madame Bovary commits suicide

let's see how my real story ends....

People I Appreciate



And cha chan!

I present you my unuseless stock ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2668932/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2668932/ Tue, 15 Jun 2004 18:51:11 PDT
fool people.....there are so many....I can't stand them.....


One of my bestfriend has almost been raped the other day and her fucking parents don't belive her....I mean what kind of sick people they are?....I mean there are certain type stuff you just can't let them pass....
The other day I call her and her parents where shouting at her, her brother insulting her....she is such a beautifull person, so inteligent and precious inside and outside....but she is going crazy. I tried to invite her to my house today but her parents didn't let her....they told her that her social life was over....that she was fool....they are the fool ones.....
They ask them for good grades and when she tries to study they shout all the time....when she ask them to get quiet they say that she is stupid, and that she woun't be able to do anything doesn't mater if the shout or not....
I want to kill them I'm seriously hate them....fool people as that should be dead....as many other that I have met.....anyway you have to live with them...wanting or not

My parents wheren't at all good with me but I learned to be strong and ignore them...I'll try to do that with her...she needs help such a beautifull person suffering that way....I can't stand it.

Ha

Talking about fools, my art teacher rejected my work again....isn't this about selfexpresion of HER expresion?

Anyway I'll have to take it over....I need that grade....

This weekend....

Art and read Madam Bovary....arg ....

I Them....so go and check their magnific art....




If i forgot I loved you, or you want me to love you...just ask ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2636698/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2636698/ Fri, 11 Jun 2004 13:37:23 PDT
Fuck Fuck Fuck

I hate hate my life, I hate everything about it I'm not fucking happy in anyway....all the aspects of my stupid life are horrible I hate it....I hate to be alone, I hate it....

My world is so small, and it falls so easily apart...all my dreams all my wishes where they are?....where have they fucking gone....

I can't stand it, neither school, my hole fucking life, my family .....I feel I can't continue...there is so much to say, but words woun't come out of my mouth....

why should I continue....

Ahhh...my silient suffering, only I can feel you....no one else realises about it....I can't stand my self....

I've got no one to trust....I feel hostigated...although I'm sorrunded by lost of people I deeply feel alone....

I don't want to continue...I don't know how....

I'm so sad, so lonley...anyway my sadness stays with me...

I can't cry

I'll go to rest

.

sorry for the nasty journal....I need to take this out of me in someway... ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2627447/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2627447/ Thu, 10 Jun 2004 08:45:35 PDT Listening to: Jack Off Jill - Strawberry Gashes


Hi to everyone (although ^^ maybe no one reads)....

I really tought that during this holydays I was goint to be able to do something, anyway seems that my creativity and skills flew away from me. On monday I'm going back to my sucker school, I really don't want to find me again surreded by all this stupid and superficial people, anyway I'll try to find my way....I hope that school gets totally burned...or distructed by alliens ....



Apart from that I've tried to work on my webpages, anyway all my proyects, dreams etc...end up in the bin and I have to face reality....anyway nobody cares...

I think I'll just focus on school....arg...

I'll do some shoping today....I'll buy some sadomasoquist stuff...lol....just joking....I'll just check what's up....

see ya, take care you all

PS: about my diet it went ok...I've lost some weight...anyway still not enough

S T O C K ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2558122/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2558122/ Tue, 01 Jun 2004 12:34:58 PDT

Well I'll pray that this work, next monday I'll update my journal to tell you how it went

S T O C K ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2498558/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2498558/ Mon, 24 May 2004 14:30:20 PDT
I never can get them updated...Although many stuff happens in my life...many situations and strange feelings...I just can't get them written down...
Well I'm finishing my class trimester, and I happy to say that my grades are just fantastic...my average went up! and I'm so fucking happy because I almost lost all my sanity working on all the stupid works at school...time to rest now!...my holydays start this wednesday....well actually on thursday... but I don't have any intention on getting up at 7am to see a bunch of stupids celebrate the school day....no need of celebration for me....just burn the hole school down...lol
I have a great idea on mind for a manipulation, and I'm going to have a photosesion with my friends...some of those works I'll put them up here....It's my first time taking professional photos, I must admit my skills are a bit low, anyway I'll give it a try....
OK maybe you will be seeing some new work comming up next week, thanks for waiting I know I'm almost dead in DA ...

Take Care

Judith ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2377314/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2377314/ Fri, 07 May 2004 07:30:44 PDT !

yeah pretty pathehic anyway it's my b-day today


I'm turning 17....uhg, I still feel like a little girl....in about a year more I'm moving to an university...damm it I feel too little...yet I'll have to do it since I can't stand school

Anyway Let's see what interesting presents I get I want money to spent...anyway I always recibe pijamas perfumes and stuff like that .... Yet my father is paying me about 2500 dollars for my study trip to the UK, so I really doubt that he will be able to give me any presents at all... I want money....

Ark...I'm too fat....I'll stop eating...

Happy B-day to mee

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2160235/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2160235/ Mon, 05 Apr 2004 19:19:59 PDT I wasn't her friend at all...I don't evern know his name but I new that maybe if I had the opportunity to listen to his words...gosh don't know...maybe he would have done it anyway...I just look arround me and I see all these jerks trying to make their self look depresive and bad and blah blah...hate them all....

On the other hand, about school I can't stand it....hate them all....my art is sucking more than ever, and I don't know...
I'm thinking about starting photography....so I'll see what's next....

Have fun... ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2116074/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2116074/ Tue, 30 Mar 2004 13:43:08 PST
*screams to death*

The problems is school!!!! I have homework for everyday, and I don't have time to spent 5 hours in the computer doing a devation, I'm not even capable of sleeping and seeing my boyfriend...it's all about school school homework homework....aaaaark!!!! hate this....sorry for everyone to whom I haven't answerd messages, and I actually haven't thank all the people that has devwacth me this week I give you all my apologies...I'm really sorry, but I do appreciate everything you do for me, thanks thanks!!!! take care and I hope you can see something new from me soon!!



My stock --> ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2048094/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2048094/ Sat, 20 Mar 2004 09:07:12 PST

I don't know

the thruth is that I joined art classes at school, so I'll have to work more in PS...so some new works are comming...

short vacations ne?

nice to be back! ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2018962/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/2018962/ Mon, 15 Mar 2004 17:15:32 PST

-I just went back to school and I'M REALLY TIRED

-Want to focus on other proyects i have...

-Inspiration is failing me....

I love you all guys, and I want to thank you for all the nice comments, and devwatchs, DAM! I don't diserv them, seriously you are the best. I truly thank every person who has put my icon or name in his or her journal, that has taken the time to look at my work and try to understand me....to find the beauty and darkness on my work, love you all....I will continue to be online...I alway keep watching, but I don't know If I'll be able to answer all your messages....Maybe I'll do some works during this time, but I can't assure anything...My apologies to everyone who I'd promised to do some colab or help you with something....things just aren't going the way I want, and well I need some rest, hope you understand....

Thanks again for all your suppor, I wish you the best!

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1914634/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1914634/ Fri, 27 Feb 2004 08:36:30 PST
Thanks for all the people that has devwatched me during this time, I really need your support, art is the only way I can express myself without hurting anyone...

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1860609/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1860609/ Tue, 17 Feb 2004 11:03:39 PST
I also started a new stock account with some of the pics I got from my journey I've only uploaded 5.... but It will be really interesting when I finish uploading the 100 pic I've got....they include some desert shots, old houses shots and sunsets...

you cansee my stock here ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1814714/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1814714/ Sun, 08 Feb 2004 19:12:11 PST Anyway, I hope when I return I'll be happy...with a new camera, and video cammera....maybe an mp3 player...well see ya on a week....thanks for all your comments and support



*I'll survive, I'll survive* ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1699335/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1699335/ Sun, 18 Jan 2004 07:00:44 PST .

My father started building a swiming pool some months ago, and now is ready so it's time to get some friends and get the party started...no, just joking is not my style...well, yes invite some friends...and relax...

Currently I'm working in a Mana-sama fansite...I had always wanted to do this fansite, but I kept on saying..." yes, no, err tomorow...never...oh well maybe". I've done the layout, something that took me a while since no fucking inspiration came to me >_<, but well it's now done, and I hope you like it.

Lately there have been far to much thieves here in DA...that scares me and makes mad at the same time...sick people, I hope they don't take anything away from me or I'll kill u ¬¬

Oh well I guess that's all.....

yes, I'm bored so What? LOL....

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1627487/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1627487/ Sun, 11 Jan 2004 09:16:38 PST

I would also love to thank evryone for the over 1,000 pageviews!!! I really appreciate them ^_^.

I've got many plans for 2004, I hope everything works out just as I'm planing.

Thanks again to you people who make all this posible ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1576480/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1576480/ Wed, 24 Dec 2003 17:13:20 PST

Have fun you people!!

My Best Wishes to:





And to evryone who has supported me!!

Sorry if I forgot somebody!! Don't Kill me ^^U ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1559880/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1559880/ Sat, 20 Dec 2003 21:51:33 PST

Dam!! T_T I want to have the new DVD...

I saw a preview of it, which you can take a look here [link]

T_T and they are singing their new songs....that rocks!!

but I also want the LLV, videos...


I'm sure that I'll find the M10M DVD soon online so I can download it, but anyway I want it now >

For Christmas I asked for a new computer for myself, I hate to share it with the rest of the family . And some spare money to buy j-rock!!...anyway I want more xD, But you can't have absolutely all the things you want....anyway, I must feel happy with all the things I'm reciving... ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1498522/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1498522/ Sat, 06 Dec 2003 14:30:27 PST ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1495955/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1495955/ Fri, 05 Dec 2003 20:12:49 PST

you all


Well I'm done...


I need some sleep

Good Night!

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1486730/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1486730/ Thu, 04 Dec 2003 11:38:40 PST

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1480894/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1480894/ Tue, 02 Dec 2003 16:11:48 PST

I have submited some wallpapers, hope that you like them...


Dam!

Another virus on my pc!!! My mother and father are so stupid...since we have xp and they have their own sesion, the pc is full of shit...they recive an e-mail that says "Open Me" and the open it ¬¬ ....An they they say it's all my fault....

The anti-virus archives had been deleted.....

!!!!

Hell!!!!

By the way thanks to my friend for being so sweet with me...I have dedicated you 2 of my new wallpapers, those are the ones I most like so far....

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1439877/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1439877/ Sat, 29 Nov 2003 08:32:53 PST
New icon ---->

And a New ID ^_^

Over 300 pageviews, Thanks to all who appreciate my art

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The doll named Lucifer

embraced by your arms, you watched over my sleeping face.
heigth: 39 cm, but really 165 cm.
my name is lucifer.
dressed in devil's clothes, your pleasing,
embraceable doll.

I hid my pain and tears
just a doll to be held by you,
theres no other way. i endure it...
according to your wishes i've become an object.
somehow, please hold the real me too.

can i have you? can i not?
because to you i'm not a human, right?
ever since the day you decided I was your bisque doll,
blood won't flow from my wounds, and on sad days I can't cry.

do I, with a face like a mannequin, not have a heart?
ah, i might as well not have one at all
with this kind of pain.
and so, your established rules:
"don't talk, don't eat, don't move, don't even breath.
my cute lucifer.."

since the day you threw me against the wall, my heart has been in pieces.
but as you see my broken heart, you feel bad.
wow, with just some glue you heal me
so won't you love me a little? your lucifer.

tonight as well, embraced by your arms, you silently watch over me.
heigth: 39 cm, but really 165 cm.
my name is lucifer.
to be held by my beloved, just for this i've become a doll.
foolish little lucifer.

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Just Joined ~~ ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1433659/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1433659/ Fri, 21 Nov 2003 17:57:56 PST

I have 200 pageviews...



Nice...





PS: Thank you so much ~ ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1432073/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1432073/ Fri, 21 Nov 2003 10:55:18 PST
But yeah!!!! Finally It has ended!!!!....

By the way...Thanks to evryone for the almost 200 pageviews (199....)

See ya...

~Great Friends and Artist:


]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1424203/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1424203/ Wed, 19 Nov 2003 16:22:55 PST
I just had enough...

I still go plenty work to do so....


...

neee thanks to evryone who has supported me...! I promise you will see soon something new going in this almost dead place...

love u guys...

peace... ~~ ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1403564/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1403564/ Sat, 15 Nov 2003 18:55:22 PST "LuciferLuscious has 100 pageviews "

Yeah xD....

Well I've been working on the LLV wallpaper and on other Mana wall....So I hope that next week or this weekend you can see something new going on here....

On monday I go on my last days of classes, and between this 2 week I'll be full of homework and exams...so yes It sucks...Maybe I woun't be able to submit....*I hope I've got some time left U_U*.... ....so don't think I'm dead *well actually I am*, but emmm I'll be a dead person with a lot of stuff to do...

Anyway Have fun ^^!!

Ohh I almost forgot!!! Thanks to all of you guys who have given comments on my work

And speciall thanks to those of you who have selected my work as your favs

]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1397060/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1397060/ Thu, 13 Nov 2003 17:14:32 PST

yeah me mIsS sTuPiD I closed the window in which I had the wallpaper, and put "Do not save"....


Which as you can see...It wasn't a really smart thing to do...


But tomorrow I will try again....


Today I'm a bit tired and frustrated about what I did

xD anyway!!! Thre is always good things in life ne??

Like my 2 dearest friends who always comment my work and are such great artists....



I you guys , thanks for all!!! ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1390983/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1390983/ Wed, 12 Nov 2003 10:39:38 PST
*Red Scare*

xD....


Well I've done A little banner for this account ^^ Is the first one I do, and I'm really happy with it...Maybe today or tomorow I'll also change my avatar...^^...


Well That's all...


More wallpapers so come soon...

*Hope soo....this days have been so so for me...* ]]> ~LuciferLuscious http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1387264/ http://LuciferLuscious.deviantart.com/journal/1387264/ Tue, 11 Nov 2003 14:50:16 PST

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..cut cut... ]]> ~LuciferLuscious