http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:LuffSasodei&section=today deviantART RSS for by:LuffSasodei en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 00:06:29 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/28340625/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/28340625/ Fri, 13 Nov 2009 19:49:43 PST The beginning of the film I was very intrigued. The entire layout of the film is something like an Indie film, but with a Blockbuster budget. You may think that... that really isn't possible, but in this that's the first thing that I thought.
The beginning of the movie made me cry. Quite a lot of things happened to me in my childhood, and it hit me far too hard. I felt tight in my chest the first moment, when Max breaks his sister's trinket her mother made for her, realizing that I too had lived through that, or rather what I found that to be a metaphor of. When Max bites his mother and she screams at him, I began to cry. Small tears at first, nothing too bad. A tug at the heart strings. As he runs away from his home I began to think, "that little boy is me." Everything about my childhood... building forts, having my stuffed animals as my best friends, even the line, "mom! I rebuilt the fort! Come quick before the lava comes! ..... Want me to save you a seat?" Got to me. My mother was and is everything I've ever looked up to. A long while after the certain traumas in my childhood, when my mother began dating again (and good for her) I too felt the same as Max.
When he runs into the woods and comes across the boat, I had stopped crying at this point, but again my heart strings were tugged. Alone in the open ocean was what I felt quite often as a child. Alone with nothing but myself to amuse me. When he wrote "MAX" on the boat I bit my lip. Drawing has constantly been an outlet of my feelings and this somehow reminded me of it. Max facing the storm as he approaches the island made me tear up again but I managed not to cry. I wanted to enjoy it, but the storm he faced reminded me of the childhood as well.
When he approaches the fire and sees Carol smashing the homes and joins in, it was the first bit of true elation from the movie. Real elation that made me want to cry and smile at the same time. Like Max, Carol could have been a representation of myself as well. Not to mention the fact that every single character design in that story is completely amazing. I loved seeing them all for the first time, animated like I could never have imagined. When the humor begins with Judith I started to smile more, and saw the childish imagination Max put forth to convince them not to eat him really got to me, in a good way this time. Imagination was the one thing I had always relied on to escape the reality of my childhood and nothing more than that. I could completely and utterly relate to Max throughout theentire film.
The happy parts of the film were so amazing. The "wild rumpus" was completely magical to me as I completely remembered loving that part in the book. Them designing the fortress was so adorable, as well as them making it. "That's a wonderful post there Douglas!" "Well you know, it's just... how I always make posts." The pure innocence of the movie was just... uplifting.
When Carol shows him his mini world (quite like Max's globe at the beginning of the film) was so.... I would do that constantly as a child. Through drawing, with my stuffed animals, with my fortresses. The magical moment where Carol puts the water through and Max watches from in the middle of the river made me... I smiled so brightly. It was beautiful. I keep using the word "magical" but that's the only way I can explain it at all. It was nothing but pure, innocent magic.
Then things begin to go downward. Max tries to bring the Wild Things together by having KW bring her friends Bob and Terry and everyone seems happy by Carol. He and Max's conversation, "I couldn't even really understand what they were saying, just squeaks." "You know... I couldn't really understand either." Was pure and wonderful truth. They weren't pretending like the others. They were completely honest at this point, even if it doesn't quite turn out the way a child's mind should have. At the beginning of the film when Max tells his mother about the vampires and buildings we realize he isn't one for happily ever after, but one who understands that perhaps there are no happy endings, and his imagination reflects this.
The turning point in the film for me was when KW offers to hide Max in her own belly, and argues with Carol when he can't find him. "You're going to eat him." "No I was... I just said that." His temper reflects my own. After Carol leaves and KW says a few words, Max just gentle says, "he loves you." Once he's out of KW's stomach, h... ]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/27876510/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/27876510/ Tue, 20 Oct 2009 17:27:53 PDT
and [just feels the need to use her subscription abilities for once OTL]

I made Tara and I matching Icons >w< <33 And Kat one, too!



ALSO I GOT MY DRIVER'S LICENSE FICK JAAAAA

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Stupid thing.

I'll continue tomorrow, my hand hurts anyway.

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I took SATs last Saturday and I think I did pretty good. I'M GOING TO BE 18 IN THREE MONTHS OMG OTL I feel so old and out of place.

I'm... not really sure how to cope with the fact that college starts next October. I dunno... I'm sort of afraid. And I'm not sure what I want to do.

I really want to major in History. UPJ has AMAZING History courses! I want to.... gah I can't even decide.

Well, I have until next summer I suppose.

Any ideas for me you guys?

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Anyone want to rp?

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/27470357/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/27470357/ Mon, 28 Sep 2009 15:27:21 PDT
I'm such a masochist.

I'll be doing this.

But probably with fanfiction.

Because I'm a bum.

THE LIST:
1. Introduction
2. Love
3. Light
4. Dark
5. Seeking Solace
6. Break Away
7. Heaven
8. Innocence
9. Drive
10. Breathe Again
11. Memory
12. Insanity
13. Misfortune
14. Smile
15. Silence
16. Questioning
17. Blood
18. Rainbow
19. Gray
20. Fortitude
21. Vacation
22. Mother Nature
23. Cat
24. No Time
25. Trouble Lurking
26. Tears
27. Foreign
28. Sorrow
29. Happiness
30. Under the Rain
31. Flowers
32. Night
33. Expectations
34. Stars
35. Hold My Hand
36. Precious Treasure
37. Eyes
38. Abandoned
39. Dreams
40. Rated
41. Teamwork
42. Standing Still
43. Dying
44. Two Roads
45. Illusion
46. Family
47. Creation
48. Childhood
49. Stripes
50. Breaking the Rules
51. Sport
52. Deep in Thought
53. Keeping a Secret
54. Tower
55. Waiting
56. Danger Ahead
57. Sacrifice
58. Kick in the Head
59. No Way Out
60. Rejection
61. Fairy Tale
62. Magic
63. Do Not Disturb
64. Multitasking
65. Horror
66. Traps
67. Playing the Melody
68. Hero
69. Annoyance
70. 67%
71. Obsession
72. Mischief Managed
73. I Can't
74. Are You Challenging Me?
75. Mirror
76. Broken Pieces
77. Test
78. Drink
79. Starvation
80. Words
81. Pen and Paper
82. Can You Hear Me?
83. Heal
84. Out Cold
85. Spiral
86. Seeing Red
87. Food
88. Pain
89. Through the Fire
90. Triangle
91. Drowning
92. All That I Have
93. Give Up
94. Last Hope
95. Advertisement
96. In the Storm
97. Safety First
98. Puzzle
99. Solitude
100. Relaxation

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/25374516/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/25374516/ Wed, 17 Jun 2009 14:03:12 PDT 2) What is your current fandom?
3) Where are you from/Where do you live?
4) What does your username mean?
5) What do you want me to draw the most?
6) Okay so... You can ask me a question if you want.

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I'll sketch something for the first five people to comment. I need practice~

AmeriRuss for

AU_Hetalia Gilbo for

China/Japan for

Nikolai and Lucy for

Hospital Italy for

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2. I want to _____ Dollfie.

3. Dollfie is _____.

4. Dollfie and I are_____.

5. If I was alone in a room with Dollfie we would probably _____.

6. I wish Dollfie could ______.

7. Dollfie should ______.

8. Dollfie reminds me of _____.

9. If Dollfie was an animal, she would be a ________.

10. One day, Dollfie and I will ________.

11. If Dollfie leaves I will ________.

12. If Dollfie stays I will ________.

13. If Dollfie was a hooker I would ________.

14. If Dollfie dies I would _______.

15. If Dollfie asked me out I would ________.

FILL IT OUT GUYS~

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North Italy

[x] You were bullied a lot in your childhood
[x] You adore pasta, pizza, cheese, and fruit.
[] You're very happy-go-lucky
[] You constantly have a dozy look on your face as if you're always away with the fairies.
[] You have a long curly strand of hair that always tends to stick up.
[x] You're a good artist [Or so I've been told.]
[x] You can be clumsy at times
[] You have a friend you always depend upon if you mess up something
[] If your life was in danger, you would do the typical Italian thing and say: "PLEASE DON'T KILL ME! I HAVE RELATIVES IN YOUR COUNTRY!"
[] You would surrender in a war situation
(4/10)

Germany

[x] You're very stoic and serious
[/] Sausages are your favourite foods.
[x] You like to walk dogs/your dog
[] Your boss/principal/tutor/home-room teacher is a nut-case.
[x] You love rules and think they should always be followed to a T
[x] You think the world would be better if everyone played by the rules
[x] You work very hard
[x] Your alone time is your 'happy time'
[x] You can appear tough but be very considerate towards people
[x] You've had issues with money once or twice.

(8.5/10)

Japan

[x] You're very mature.
[x] You think everything over before saying it.
[] You believe in ghosts but aren't phased by the experience when you see one
[x] You isolated yourself during childhood.
[] You became very successful in a short amount of time
[x] You are somewhat inexperienced when it comes to the outside world
[x] You can seem cold/aloof to other people
[x] You're good at practical tasks
[x]You need time to adjust to new people

(7/10)

The Allies

The United States of America

[x] You love hamburgers
[x] You think you're awesome
[] You love to invent things
[] You love going to the cinema/watching films/making films
[x] You can seem to be very brash to other people
[x] You have a tendency to stick your nose into other peoples' business.
[] You're terrified of ghosts
[] You know aliens exist
[] You tend to wear a bomber jacket all the time
[x] You wear glasses

(5/10) [I AM A HORRIBLE AMERICAN. ;A;]

The United Kingdom of England, Wales, Scotland, and Northern Ireland

[x] You like ICED tea
[x] You were quite tough and troublesome as a kid
[x] You're very sarcastic and cynical
[] Your cooking is awful
[x] You love spiritual magical stuff, such as fairies, ghosts...
[x] ...But you refuse to believe in aliens.
[x] You have tried doing black magic before
[x] You get drunk quite easily.
[] When you are drunk, you tend to be very unhappy
[x] You're good at embroidery

(8/10)

France

[] You're very affectionate.
[x] You think you have a great fashion sense
[] You like wine
[] You're the master of whispering romantic things into peoples' ears
[] You love red roses.
[x] When it comes to l'amour, you don't mind men or women.
[] You're very proud of yourself
[x] You love culture and the arts
[x] You're very flamboyant
[] You say you're a gourmet

(4/10)

Russia

[x] You had a very sad childhood.
[] You're very tall
[x] You have a tendency to switch between personalities
[x] You wear a scarf all the time (I actually do, if it's not too hot XD)
[x] You love sunflowers
[x] You love vodka
[x] You can seem intimidating to other people
[x] You're very strong (with adrenaline, yes.)
[] You have a big nose
[x] You have a strange laugh that can scare people

(8/10)

China

[x] You're very mature
[x] You're very superstitious
[] You're very religious
[x] You love pandas
[] You love cooking so much that you nag if food has a certain pattern of tastes
[x] You love Hello Kitty
[x] You try to be a role-model for your brothers/sisters/whatever, but are never taken seriously.
[x] You work hard
[x] You're good at drawing (Apparently)
[x] You like sweets

(8/10)

And now for some other countries!

Austria

[x] You are very well-raised
[x] You're polite
[x] You love classical music
[x] You like cake
[x] You have a mole on your face
[x] You dedicate your time to your hobbies rather than what needs to be done right away [Homework? What homework?]
[x] You are a virtuoso/play very well on at least one instrument
[x] You've composed music before
[x] You tend to call people 'morons'
[x] You wear glasses

(10/10) HOLY SHI--

Canada

[x] You're often ignored by people
... ]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/24669095/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/24669095/ Sat, 09 May 2009 12:55:26 PDT [x] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, and then people gave you weird looks.
[x] You have run into a tree/bush.
[] You have been called a blond.

TOTAL: 4


[x] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow.
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle, Twinkle Little Star had the same melody.
[x] You just sang them to make sure.
[x] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen.
[x] You have choked on your own spit.

TOTAL: 9


[x] You have seen the Matrix and still don't get it.
[x] You type with three fingers or less.
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling.

TOTAL: 13


[x] You have fallen asleep in class.
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking.
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you are talking about.
[] People often shake their heads and walk away from you
[] You are often told to use your 'inside voice.'

TOTAL: 16


[x] You use your fingers to do simple math.
[] You have eaten a bug accidentally.
[x] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important.
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it.
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time.

TOTAL: 20


[] You have posted bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen if you don't.
[x] You break a lot of things.
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused.
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before.
[x] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling.
[x] The word "um" is used frequently.
[x] You don't know what "um" means.
[x] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[x] You plan to use a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.

TOTAL: 28


NOW, take your total, and multiply it by 4.
and re-post as: I am --% Mentally ill.

... I'm 112% Mentally Ill? ... uh...

Another meme because I felt like it....


-----------• × • A L L | A B O U T | M E • × •--------------

Name: Dollfie
Gender: Female
Birthday: 15th January 1992
Sign: Capricorn, Ram
Hair color: Dark Brown
Eye color: Golden
Height: 5'

-----------• × • F A S H I O N | S T U F F • × •--------------

Where is your favourite place to shop for clothes?: Wal*mart, the mall.
Favorite designer?: ...?
What is your sexiest outfit?: My French bikini~
What is your most comfortable outfit?: Shorts and a cut off tshirt.
What do you usually wear?: Skinny jeans, a tshirt, maybe a hoodie and accessories.

--------------• × • S P E C I F I C S • × • -------------------

What kind of shampoo do you use?: Head&Shoulders
What are you listening to right now: C'mon Sea legs - Immaculate Machine
Who is the last person that called you?: Franky
How many buddies are online right now?: 5

-------------• × • F A V O R I T E S • × •-----------------

Foods: Subway, watermelon.
Girls names: Anitchka, Lenore, Annabelle, Annette, Anastasia.
Boys names: Willheim, Mihail, Mikkel, Jao, Dmitri.
Animals: THE NOBLE AND MAJESTIC UNICORN

----------------• × • H A V E | Y O U | E V E R • × •-------------

Given anyone a bath?: Yep.
Smoked?: ... yes.
Bungee jumped?: No.
Made yourself throw up?: Yes.
Skinny dipped?: Not yet.
Ever been in love?: I thought I was.
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: Yep~
Pictured your crush naked?: ... yes.
Actually seen your crush naked?: No. :c
Cried when someone died?: Yes.
Lied?: Yeah. TO YOUR MUM.
Fallen for your best friend?: Yes.
Rejected someone?: Yeah.
Done something you regret?: Yes.

------------• × • C U R R E N T • × •---------------

Clothes: Eeyore sweats, Vacation Bible School top, panties.
Music: Livin' la Vida Loca - Ricky Martin
Smell: Fried chicken
Desktop: Sweden and Finland putting laundry out to dry, with Sealand and Hana Tamago "helping" aww <3
Cd in player: ... People still use CDs?
DVD in player: My Neighbor Totoro (SHUT UP)

----------------• × • L A S T | P E R S O N • × •----------------------

You touched: My grandma.
Hugged: My grandma.
You IMed: Becca.
You yelled at: My little... ]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/24261974/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/24261974/ Wed, 15 Apr 2009 18:09:01 PDT
It's been my fault. I've been under so much stress... I lash out at everyone.

Please, forgive me.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23933017/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23933017/ Sat, 28 Mar 2009 11:44:00 PDT My grandma is getting sicker and sicker every day.

I don't know what to do.

I'm sitting here, crying. If she dies... I don't even want to think about that.

I can't stop thinking about it...

Why am I allowed to plan my future and have fun and look forward to things, while she's so sick? It's not fair. I'm so angry and upset and confused...

I talked to my mom about it.

I feel a lot better.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23769617/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23769617/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 18:54:15 PDT 01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Odd Skills/Skills in general
08. Last Amusing Escapade
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23471642/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23471642/ Sun, 01 Mar 2009 13:58:31 PST 002. Nickname → Dollfie/Nemo/Toast/Mud
003. Status → *cling*
004. Zodiac sign → Capricorn
005. Male or female → Female
006. Elementary → RCS
007. Middle School → RMS
008. High School → DCS
009. Smart → Dip.
010. Hair color → REDBROWN
011. Long or short → SHORTTT
012. Loud or Quiet → >:
013. Sweats or Jeans → Neither XD
014. Phone or Camera → CAMERA PHONE
015. Health freak → Pfffftttttt
016. Drink or Smoke? → Neither.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yar <:
018. Eat or Drink → SUBWAY
019. Piercings → Ears.
020. Tattoos → WANT.

FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → Ear lobes.
024. First best friend → Nao-Nao
025. First award → ... D:
026. First crush → Andrew.
027. First pet → Uh...
028. First big vacation → YELLOW STONE : D
030. First big birthday → Uh...

CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → Yer mum.
050. Drinking → Dr. Pepper.
052. I'm about to → go to church D;
053. Listening to → Avatar.
054. Plans for today tomorrow → School ;A;
055. Waiting for →

YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → FUCK NO
059. Want to get married? → .....yes.
060. Careers in mind → Psychologist.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH GIRL/BOY?
068. Lips or eyes → Lips.
070. Shorter or taller? – Tallers.
072. Romantic or spontaneous → spontaneous!
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Stomach.
074. Sensitive or loud → Middle.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Relationship.
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → Middle.

HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Pffft yes.
081. Ran away from home → Nah.
084. Broken someones heart → ... uh idk?
085. Been arrested → Nope.
087. Cried when someone died → Yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → NO.
090. Miracles → Also no.
091. Love at first sight → Eh...
092. Heaven → Eh...
093. Santa clause → YES /shot
094. Sex on the first date → Don't see why not.
095. Kiss on the first date → " "

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → No.
099. Do you believe in God → Maybe?
100. Post as 100 truths and tag → TAGGING IS FOR SQUARES

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1. Joshua
-- He loves playing Gin Rummy.
-- He secretly thinks pets are adorable.
-- He always wanted to be a famous singer, but was always way too shy. (He can sing like woah<3)
-- He was originally going to be for a fantasy-set story.
-- He's too boring to have a fifth fact.

2. Alan
-- HE IS BATSHIT CRAZY
-- He loves to swim
-- He is also a manwhore
-- He can be triggered by ANYTHING
-- He hates him mamma : D

3. Killian
-- HE HAS NO BELLY BUTTON
-- He is an observer.
-- He is horribly protective and loyal over his mistress.
-- He is sexy.
-- He wants to win an Olympic medal in swimming.

4. Kasey
-- He's a pothead.
-- He writes and draws yaoi manga.
-- He's a jackass.
-- He's never seen without a beanie hat.
-- He loves kissing random people.

5. Yukio
-- She loves doing make up.
-- She hates plastic surgery and those who get it for no reason.
-- She can shoot people with a completely straight face and not care.
-- She can't stand it when people yell at her.
-- She has intimacy issues.

6. Mentaru
-- He sucks at math.
-- He hates bugs, any kind at all.
-- He talks to himself.
-- He loves flowers, but is allergic to them.
-- He hates being cold.

7. Tylar
-- He was originally meant to have no gender.
-- He is blind, but can see with sonar.
-- He can only remember what the sky looks like, and birds.
-- He loves sculpting with clay.
-- He secretly wishes he had never lost his sight, he hates being blind, and the fact he's treated delicately for it.

8. Kristov
-- HE ALSO HAS NO BELLY BUTTON
-- He is in the army.
-- He has the poison of a brown recluse spider, but his is a lot more potent, considering how much bigger he is.
-- He would rather fight for Lydia than let her fight for herself.
-- He feels safer in high, enclosed areas, and impulsively climbs up things.

9. Mikkel
-- He does have a compassionate side, and is a doctor before anything else.
-- He loves eating sweets.
-- He hates it when people don't place their tea cups/coffee mugs/glasses/etc in the exact center of coasters/saucers/etc.
-- He is horribly curious about everything.
-- He is incredibly weak and depressed, but covers this up with his cynical, cold demeanor.

10. Damien
-- He has an oral fixation.
-- He can't stand being in a neat environment.
-- He's horribly dominate when it comes to a sexual relationship.
-- He can't be serious about anything, really. xx'D
-- His dad is a homophobe and doesn't know he's gay D; (His mom does, though, and is okay with it.)

11. Annette
-- She can walk through walls.
-- She's very curious.
-- She compulsively steals things.
-- She's cuddly.
-- She loves small animals, but is afraid of anything larger than a small dog.

12. Annabelle
-- She collects odd looking dolls.
-- She can stay calm in almost any situation.
-- She can play the organ.
-- She's very clingy to Ester and loves her more than anything.
-- She hardly ever cuts her hair.

13. Mihail
-- He's a perfectionist.
-- He hates his human limitations.
-- He's always wanted to be able to play the piano, but never had the motivation.
-- He could care less about other people, unless he's really close to them (Like, Lillian or Christopher.)
-- He hates animals.

14. Artemas
-- He has a horrible temper.
-- He's a romantic at heart.
-- He loves shoujo manga.
-- He needs attention to be happy.
-- He hates not having his way.


[More will be added later, prolly.]

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23272787/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23272787/ Wed, 18 Feb 2009 14:28:02 PST
Yeah.

My day's been wonderful.

(ILUAubree)

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23220360/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23220360/ Sun, 15 Feb 2009 16:57:34 PST
And sick D;



]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23041788/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23041788/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 14:15:16 PST
MOM ILU

;;;;;A;;;;;

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23022645/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/23022645/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 15:01:55 PST , this is all your fault XD

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22986099/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22986099/ Tue, 03 Feb 2009 15:06:41 PST

Everybody wonders "what if?" once in a while.

1. I died:

2. I kissed you:

3. I lived next door to you:

4. You found out I was married:

5. I told you I was madly in love with you:

6. I was hospitalized:

7. I refused to leave my home:

8. I got naked in front of you:



WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY

9. Personality:

10. Eyes:

11. Hair:

12. Family:



WOULD YOU

13. Help me hide a body?

14. Keep a secret if I told you one?

15. Hold my hand?

16. Try to solve my problems?

17. Love me?

18. Date me?



HAVE YOU EVER

19. Lied to make me feel better?

20. Wanted to kiss me?

21. Wanted to kill me?

22. Broke my heart?

23. Kept something important from me?

24. Thought I was unbearably annoying?


AND MORE

25. Who are you?

26. Are we friends?

27. When and how did we meet?

28. Describe me in three words:

29. What was your first impression?

30. Do you still think that way about me now?

31. What reminds you of me?

32. If you could give me anything, what would it be?

33. How well do you know me?

34. When's the last time you saw me?

35. Ever wanted to ask me something ,but didn't?

36. Are you gonna repost this to see what I say about you?

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22927208/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22927208/ Sat, 31 Jan 2009 16:48:31 PST
I slept all day, I won't sleep tonight. D;

Ohwell, I'm staying up late writing /o/ I'll write that oneshot you wanted to night Miku, maybe. c: <3333

To do:
Picture of Yuuka and Mentaru for
OpheliAlan for
MihaiLillian, MikkelMiriam, and KristovLydia for

Anyone else I'm forgetting? D; Please let me know.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22830459/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22830459/ Mon, 26 Jan 2009 18:22:59 PST
Clare Fader (and the Vaudevillians)
Hungry Lucy
Harlequin Jones
Zombie Girl
Beat Circus
Vermillion Lies
Circus Contraption
Ego Likeness
London After Midnight
Switchblade Symphony
The Tiger Lillies
Johnny Hollow
ThouShaltNot
Flipron
Blackcat Revival
Jill Tracy
Alacartoona
Jack Off Jill
Rosin Coven

Ones I've rediscovered:
Amanda Palmer (with or without The Dresden Dolls)
Angelspit

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22784217/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22784217/ Sat, 24 Jan 2009 14:37:14 PST

Sleep over at 's was epic.



]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22742872/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22742872/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 17:48:32 PST
-w-

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22736149/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22736149/ Thu, 22 Jan 2009 14:16:59 PST

So my new phone takes better pictures than my camera XXXD

I HAVE AN IPHONE OMG I'M SUCH A SPOILED BRAT XDXDXD

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22718912/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22718912/ Wed, 21 Jan 2009 17:24:43 PST


Yes. That is Awesome EXTERMINATING my phone while I was talking to Aubree.

My new hair, as well:



I had a better picture before. D: But it didn't save my my camera. I'll have a better one again later.

I'M GETTING A NEW PHONE TOMORROW |D

AFTER SCHOOL

Like this:



: DDDDDD

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22670813/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22670813/ Mon, 19 Jan 2009 10:34:44 PST Aubree and Miku, for yesterday. It meant a lot.

I love you both so much. *hugs*

EMO JOURNAL BEGONE YAY

I cut my hair today : D I feel so pretty.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22651661/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22651661/ Sun, 18 Jan 2009 11:43:00 PST
You say I don't care. I know it's late but when I was at the mall I bought you a fourty dollar hoodie that I know you'll love. It took me that long to find something perfect for you.

Then you go off on me because I don't seem like I care?

Sorry if I'm not expressive enough, or comforting enough. I am not a cuddly person, I never have been. I was raised not to be.

I don't know how to comfort other people, it's why I seem selfish.

I'm sorry, but I need a little longer than a few months to change something that was literally beaten into me for years.

I'm sorry I can't live up to your expectations.

I love you so much and you won't believe it.

I don't know what else to do. I express my feelings through writing, hence this journal. I won't use any names because obviously this is between me and you, and you yourself should know who you are I'm talking about.

I'm sorry I can't be who you want me to be. I'm sorry I'm so full of flaws.

All I can give you is my love. That's it. I don't know what else to give.

We've both been hurt by people. We both understand what that's like, but you can't just shove me out. You have to be willing to trust me with things.

I can't take much more of this.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22605066/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22605066/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 21:16:52 PST :

But sleepover toniiiight.

Liza, note me your phone number or something so I can see when/how you're coming tomorrow o:

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22593381/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22593381/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 10:22:36 PST
My doctor's (lul doctor) appointment went alright, no worries there.

Awesome hates watching this but I keep telling him he can use it as a study .-.

XXXD

I still think I got the retarded Dalek, Aubree. He wobbles when he rolls forward too. XXD

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22589874/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22589874/ Thu, 15 Jan 2009 04:42:59 PST birthday~~

I'M SO EXCITED.

Also I got my MICRO DALEK FIGURE WITH MENACING DALEK MOTION in the mail last night |D

It's so much fun |DDDD

I love it. XD His name is Awesome. No lie.

SO GIMME BIRTHDAY PRESENTS LOVE

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22563494/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22563494/ Tue, 13 Jan 2009 16:09:48 PST
PARTY AT MY HOUSE AND ~~~ |D

<33

/o/

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22526461/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22526461/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 13:53:38 PST


SO HAY GUYS MY BIRTHDAY'S THIS THURSDAY (January Fifteenth) *HINTHINT*

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22523160/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22523160/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 11:06:24 PST Aubree inspired me to do this. <3

You've been one of my closest friends lately, I love every second I'm talking to you. You're one of the few people I can go to and know I'll get complete support. I love you so much.

I love you. You've been there for me so long and I know you'll be there for even longer than that. Sweden here I come.

How long has it been? Isn't it going on like five years we've know each other? I love you so much, you were my first real online friend and I know no matter what happens we'll always be awesome.

YOU. I LOVE YOU. You're one of my best friends and I don't know what I'd do without you hon. <33 I hope we'll always have tea parties and the whole world will overflow with our love.

You are so cute. I just want to eat you. Omnom. You're always there to talk about relationship problems and you know exactly how I'm feeling most of the time. Love you.

We've only been friends for a short time but I know going to the same school will get rid of that. TEACH ME YOUR SKILLS YOU'RE AMAZING. You're awesome.

We've had our ups and downs but through it all we've been good friends. I'll always be your kitty.

I'd also like to thank all of my watchers and those who comment on my stuff. You guys are amazing.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22522348/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22522348/ Sun, 11 Jan 2009 10:21:29 PST this game so much fun?

Also I just lost the game.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22505709/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22505709/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 12:25:23 PST :

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22502344/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22502344/ Sat, 10 Jan 2009 08:53:46 PST
I bought myself one ;3;

I'm so happyyy

XD

Now I just gotta figure it out XXD


]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22420027/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22420027/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 17:37:18 PST LJ dA Journal about their ten things and post these rules. At the end of your entry, you need to choose ten people to get tagged and list their names.


1. I model in front of my mirror in pretty dresses to make myself feel better about my legs.
2. I'm a terrible liar.
3. I've had such a horrible craving for wine ever since New Years and I don't even like alcohol.
4. I want to move in with Kuzu and just eat pancakes and Coke forever. <3
5. I sometimes wonder whether I'll ever be able to truly "get better."
6. I want so much to "get better" but what happens once I'm,... normal?
7. I want to just pick Aubree up and keep her in my pocket. She needs so many hugs all the time D: WE NEED TO BE HUG BUDDIES SRSLY WE'RE BOTH SO GFDJKHSA <33
8. When I'm upset I go on Playlist and listen to all of Aubree and mine character soundtracks. Christopher's always cheers me up the most x'D I dunno why.
9. I love love love love wearing dresses and stockings/nylons/tights/panty-hoes/whatever you call them personally. It makes me feel so pretty and elegant. And stockings make me feel so... sexy. I love how my legs look in them.
10. I'm terrified of uncertainty.

Tag:
+ who ever is reading this.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22417894/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22417894/ Mon, 05 Jan 2009 15:54:12 PST

Years roleplaying: Like... it's going on seven years now I think?
Least favorite muse?: Well, if I didn't like the muses I wouldn't have them. xxD But most of the time Killian is the toughest to play. Emotionless bastard D|
Male or female muses?: Mostly male, I'm building up female ones lately though to balance it out.
Oldest character played? As if I could remember this.
Longest muse played?: Alan.
Newest muse?: Annette.

Which muse of yours would be most likely to...
Jump off a bridge?: Alan.
Kill somebody in a very unorthodox way?: Alan.
Be far too hyper for their own good?: Alan.
Be raped?: ... PROBABLY MENTARU. Sad to say. Or Annabelle.
Get lost and refuse to ask for directions?: Joshua.
Get lung cancer?: Yukio.
Star in a horror movie?: Alan.
Star in a whore movie?: Yukio.
Star in a video game?: Alan.
Make the world a better place?: Killian. He'd make it all environmentally friendly and nice and pretty. A JUNGLE PARADISE ROFL
Have a torrid gay love affair?: Alan.

Relate each word to a character of yours:
Love - Alan.
Hate - Joshua.
Money - Yukio.
Seduction - Yukio.
Lies - Alan.
Tragedy - Alan.
Manipulation - Joshua.
Violence - Alan.
Politics - Joshua.
Fire - Alan.
Ice - Yukio.

Would you ever...
Play a prostitute?: Yep. His name is Artemas (Matt).
Play a musician?: Mentaru.
Play a pilot?: I can see Alan flying a plane. XD
Play a homosexual?: Duh.
Play a pedophile?: WELL I DO PLAY ALAN BUT >>;;;
Play a politician?: I can see Joshua all DA bitchy but he's already the GODDOM BATMAN so... XD
Create a muse for the sole purpose of smut?: Nope. All my characters are my precious brain children <:
Play a character who commits incest?: Only if it really made sense.


To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

==================================

Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Character Sound Tracks :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Aubree ♥ Mistress ♥

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22270907/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22270907/ Mon, 29 Dec 2008 23:28:59 PST 1. Choose 10 of your OCs, or friends if you don't have that many. (NO READING THE QUESTIONS AT THIS STAGE)
2. Read the little blurb.
3. Answer the questions below.
4. Tag 3 people.

1. Yukio
2. Joshua
3. Lemon
4. Mikkel
5. William
6. Alan
7. Annabelle
8. Killian
9. Lenore
10. Matt


Your OCs move into your neighborhood in late August.
When you realize this you also notice that you've all signed up for the same school and take the same bus.

With this, answer the following:

Number 1 comes over to share the news. Your reaction:
"... Oh shit it's a bitchy Asian, GET IN THE CAR-- oh shit I don't have a car D|"

Number 2 calls and asks if you wanna walk to the the bus stop together. You say:
"Lol hay Josh! Sure! Is Alan coming too? |DDDD"

Number 3's locker is right next to yours. Is this okay?
YES. I'd mess with his hair every morning |D

Number 4 and Number 7 are in almost all the same classes. Will this end well?
... Oh god Mikkel and Annabelle. I think he'd kill her D:

Number 10 asks Number 6 out. Where will they go and what will they do?
Matt asks Alan out... WELL THEY'RE BOTH MANWHORES SO >>

Number 5, Number 8 and Number 9 will form a club. What will it be?
William, Killian, and Lenore? What a group. XXD Uhm I dunno. Something concerning animals.

Would you join?
Yes |D

You all meet after class to exchange phone numbers and email addresses. You give yours to Number 2, will they call or message you?
Probably. If he's not lazy.

You see Number 5 and Number 7 hugging as they walk out of school. What does this mean?
It means William is suddenly a pedophile.

Number 10 throws a party, will number 3 come?
If he's not angsting, yes.

You attend Number 10's party and see Number 6 sitting in a chair, away from everyone. Why?
Alan's probably being emo about his mum again /:

Number 8's house burns down, will Number 1 let them stay at theirs?
Killian let Yukio stay at his house... WELL she does love snakes... But he'd probably end up feeding her to them.

Number 5 moves away, will Number 10 cry?
Matt does not know William, but probably found him hot, so yeah. XD

TAGGING:




]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22240986/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22240986/ Sun, 28 Dec 2008 10:50:09 PST
]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22195097/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22195097/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 16:34:34 PST
Is the fact I don't draw much fanart anymore the reason for the lack of nice comments?

Or because they've been (mostly) crappy pencil sketches?

I just want to know. Really. I don't want to seem selfish like "OMG GIMME COMMENTS D|" but...

I just like some constructive criticism sometimes. .-.

To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

==================================

Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Character Sound Tracks :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Aubree ♥ Mistress ♥

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22184052/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22184052/ Thu, 25 Dec 2008 07:40:34 PST
AND MY TABLET

AND

AND

AND I'M SO HAPPY ;w;

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22162433/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22162433/ Wed, 24 Dec 2008 10:00:04 PST
JOUEX NOËL

:D

WELL ALMOST

YAY

I'm so happy. c:

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22140428/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/22140428/ Tue, 23 Dec 2008 11:45:46 PST
I was in a psychiatricward <': For a whole week D:

I'm sorry Franky, Kuzu, Saur-chan, and... anyone else who was worried D:

I had no way of contacting anyone but my immediate family. ;;

<3

To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

==================================

Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Character Sound Tracks :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Aubree ♥ Mistress ♥

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21945650/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21945650/ Fri, 12 Dec 2008 11:06:57 PST "When the chips are down, these uh... civilized people, they'll eat each other."

I feel so... elated as of late. Like everything suddenly fell into place.

Now I just wait for it to crash again.

To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

==================================

Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Character Sound Tracks :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Aubree ♥ Mistress ♥

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21931854/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21931854/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 14:00:29 PST
And don't ask what that is XXXD I don't even know how it started.

I feel empty inside.

Like something's swallowing me up. Consuming me whole.

Nothing is left.

Nothing matters, one monotonous day after the other, on and on for a lifetime of hate and fear and worry and ache.

The void may close briefly, but I know it still remains.

Nothing can close it, it will never relent.

I sit and stare out of the window, watching cars and time (and oh time why do you never stop?) pass on as if I don't exist. I cannot see the point in this endless image. Time won't open up or even slow for me.

It rushes by in an endless fashion, everything blurring together all at once, nothing ceases. I cannot see much, the blur of the cars and time molding together as one.

I wake up in the morning from the peaceful escape from reality that only sleep brings to me and am pulled from my bed by the blaring sound of time hitting me hard in the face.

A shower brings a clean, wonderful feeling but the itch starts as soon as I remove myself from either scalding hot or freezing cold water and creeps over me ending in spirally insanity at the end of the day when I must once again reduce myself to the illusion of sleep and peace.

I dry and dress, despite the slow feel of the itch consuming me, and am forced out into the cold every morning, and wait for my ever present fear to come steal me away.

The bus is an evil place, overly crowded and full of the diseases I fear. I cannot cope with the demons crowding into me, shoving passed me to reach their seats, and disrupting my thought process, keeping me from meditating out of my slow hysteria.

Everything I fear is brought upon in the school building, my last sanctuary the long walk of concrete leading me to my gallows, where I blast voices of angels saving me from my despair into my ears with just the turn of a dial. If I do not see my guardian standing behind the glass doorway I slowly begin to panic.

I only calm myself in his usual spot, waiting in desperation as long as possible to see if he will appear, if he is merely late. Those days when he does not appear my soul slowly dies as I take the long bent hallway down to my books.

Each class is torture, nothing new. Each classroom is filled with more of the demons who torment me each morning, and my only solace is working with my hands and losing myself to illusion once again in art. The feel of paper or clay or ink beneath my fingers distracts me from the persisting itch though most would assume it would just aggravate it further.

The end of the day slowly mutes to nothing but a whirling wind and a steady beat of moving bodies as I approach my salvation once again, only having to endure those demons one last time. They're louder and more frightening than in the early morning, now that the illusion is completely gone and their jeers are only quieted once again by the angel's song in my ears.

Opening the door once again to my resting place I conceal my world into a device where my paranoia and distress no longer apply.

It is a never ending cycle that I will never find my way out of.

I will wait until the void swallows me whole and I will have nothing left.


{This is just a ramble I dunno. I'm happy today :D}

To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

==================================

Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Character Sound Tracks :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Aubree ♥ Mistress ♥

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21865397/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21865397/ Sun, 07 Dec 2008 13:06:11 PST Oh you should've stayed home,
You should've known better,
Yet I melt in your mouth like liquid sugar.
You thought you were gonna throw it back in my face,
But tell me how do my leftovers taste?

I'm addicted to this song, seriously. It means so much to me right now.

...

Is it possible for one of your original characters to become your role model...?

To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

==================================

Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Character Sound Tracks :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Aubree ♥ Mistress ♥

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21802186/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21802186/ Wed, 03 Dec 2008 15:50:01 PST now.

Since my college is basically paid for (besides books) my mom said she'd pay for at least half of the plane tickets/expenses.

AND AUBREE SAID SHE MIGHT BE ABLE TO COME VISIT NEXT SUMMER.

AND POSSIBLY BRING MIKU I can only hope.

I just have to get through school ;kghfdskalhglkads

I just want to get on with my life, y'know? Ugh, two more years of useless high school. /:

To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

==================================

Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Character Sound Tracks :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Aubree ♥

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21699624/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21699624/ Sat, 06 Dec 2008 10:15:38 PST In no particular order:

Alan
Joshua
Mentaru
Shinikaru
Mikkel
Yukio
Meredith
Miriam
Kett
Christopher
Etsu
Devan
Draven
Devan and Shinikaru
Mikkel and Miriam
Christopher and Yukio
William and Meredith
Kett and Mentaru
Alan and Etsu

EPIC BONUS SOUND TRACKS: Pebbles, Jasper and Yoshi

All characters belong to either me, Aubree or both. <3

BE WARNED;; EPIC AMOUNTS OF DISNEY, EMO, AND BIPOLAR MUSIC CHOICES |DDDD


To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

==================================

Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Character Sound Tracks :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Mistress ♥ Aubree ♥

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21681326/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21681326/ Wed, 26 Nov 2008 13:09:13 PST
I finally talked to my mom about it--

I can finally get help.

I'm so happy.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21617410/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21617410/ Sat, 22 Nov 2008 16:25:32 PST
I'm sorry Christopher. <3

--

I'm pretty sure I have bronchitis again. Dx

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21579120/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21579120/ Thu, 20 Nov 2008 09:50:58 PST
STEP ONE

** Make a post in your journal. The post should contain your list of 10 holiday wishes. The wishes can be anything at all, from simple and fun ("I'd love a Snape/Hermione icon that's just for me") to medium ("I wish for _____ on DVD") to really big ("All I want for Christmas is a new car/computer/house/TV.") The important thing is, make sure these wishes are things you really, truly want.

** If you wish for real possible things, make sure you include some sort of contact info in your post, whether it's your address or just your email address where Santa (or one of his elves) could get in touch with you.

** Also, make sure you post some version of these guidelines in your journal, so that others can join in and participate to spread the holiday joy!


STEP TWO

** Surf around your friend list to see who has posted their list. And now here's the important part:

** If you see a wish you can grant, and it's in your heart to do so, make someone's wish come true. Sometimes someone's trash is another's treasure, and if you have a leather jacket you don't want or a gift certificate you won't use--or even know where you could get someone's dream purebred Basset Hound for free--do it.

** You needn't spend money on these wishes unless you want to. The point isn't to put people out, it's to provide everyone a chance to be someone else's holiday elf--to spread the joy. Gifts can be made anonymously or not--it's your call.

There are no rules with this project, no guarantees, and no strings attached. Just...wish, and it might come true. Give, and you might receive. And you'll have the joy of knowing you made someone's holiday special.

NOW LET'S SEE IT!

Sent me this. c:

1. I want to see Aubree, Miku, Saurien-chan, and Kuzu. Really badly. It would be awesome if they could all come over for Christmas, or summer vacation.
2. I want someone to cuddle me this Christmas. =o=
3. I can't wait for after I graduate, so I can fly to Sweden and see Kuzu. I wish it could happen sooner.
4. I'd like to get a subscription here, or a paid account on LiveJournal.
5. I'd like inspiration for my own story. The one with the mental institution. My Mentaru muse just isn't as strong as he used to be.
6. I want a kiss. A really, really good first one. (Because sadly, Franky doesn't count.)
7. I want Naomi back. I miss her.
8. I want to have a tea party with Saurien-chan and Kuzu. =w=
9. I want an electric tea kettle for up in my room. So I could have it all the time.
10. NO DRAMA NEXT YEAR. PLEASE. D:

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And it's no guess which character I am~ ;D


To Do
19k Kiriban for *saurien [Yuuka and Mentaru by the river, drawing cookies >w<]

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Homophobia is GAY D: :: Stereotyping :: Bishie Club :: Mentaru Info

Original Character Info :: Alan Sound Track :: EPIC MSN QUOTES

♥ Ragdoll ♥ Saur-chan ♥ Miku ♥ Husband ♥ Mistress ♥ Aubree ♥

<sub>"Except when they d o n t.
Because, sometimes, they w o n t.

I'm afraid that some times
you'll play lonely games t o o.
Games you c a n t win
'cause you'll play against y o u.

All A l o n e!
Whether you l i k e it or n o t,
Alone w i l l be something
you'll be q u i t e a l o t."

- Oh, the Places You'll Go, Dr. Suess</sub>

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!!

!

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21468993/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21468993/ Thu, 13 Nov 2008 12:39:59 PST
She didn't help at all. I felt even more depressed after wards.

She wants me on more drugs. Not therapy, not an official diagnosis.

I don't want drugs. I want someone completely unbiased to talk to. I want to be able to let out everything without someone judging me or the opposing force.

That's what I want.

I won't get it.

]]> =LuffSasodei http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21456280/ http://LuffSasodei.deviantart.com/journal/21456280/ Wed, 12 Nov 2008 15:25:47 PST
Like this one!!

I'm so excited. I took some pics but the camera won't od to the computer. D:

..

I'm really nervous about tomorrow.

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