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deviantART: by:LyricaBelachium http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:LyricaBelachium&section=today deviantART RSS for by:LyricaBelachium en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 17 Dec 2009 01:58:44 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Preparing for the holidays http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/28974754/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/28974754/ Wed, 16 Dec 2009 13:13:57 PST SWEETPRIMUSINACHESSESTAKE!!!!
I just got the result of my second semiology test!(the subject I've been having a really really hard time studying and that was slowing my work down- not to mention killing me with nerves).
I PASSED!!!! holy...I was expecting a 0! I made up every single word! I dont even know what I wrote! and I passed the minimum plus one point x.x *relieved*

Yay! nearly there! >.< *excited*
I have so much stuff to take I have no idea how I'm gonna get my trunk there...oh well..I'll figure it out.
and HOLY SLAG! HOW DO YOU GUYS STAND IT?! The cold weather finally came, and this is one of the few places in my country where it actually snows.
Now I think it snowed last night though not enough since most melted into a light cover of ice. I'm freezing to death here!argh...how do you people live with snow is beyond my comprehension!brrr...

Thankfully I shall leave on the 18th back home where I will spend the entire night preparing my own b-day party (yes my mom insists in doing one).
Anyway, I WANTED to finish the first chapter of the comic book still this year but according to my teacher's recent...assignment I shall not be able to complete it so early.gr!
Of all things I have to make a large storyboard...*heavy sigh*
plus I intended to finish an animation for the

...damn...

And yes I still have the drawings for the competitions I entered in this season. hm...*bitting bottom lip* where am I gonna fit all this in two weeks? I'm allrady behind on the comic book... plus the script too...but I can make a 10 minute script easily in two hours so...I hope...

So for the time being PLEASE don't ask more requests or art trades, at least until I can sort these out.
Heres my list of urgent things to do:

schoolwork:
script
story board
an essay about Polansky's drama "the pianist"
study history of cinema for the test
study semiology (YET AGAIN)

TFA fan Comic book work:

more drawings to be done (I'm around 25-30 by now out of 151)

Finish script 2
start and finish script 3
start and finish script 4
reference sheet of the rest of the decepticons and 4 more autobots AT LEAST
animate a few sequences.

Contests I'm in:

's oc christmas swap

's holiday contest (if I manage)

cheers for work overload!lol

]]> ~LyricaBelachium And I'm officially 21... http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/28946560/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/28946560/ Mon, 14 Dec 2009 16:46:56 PST I'm the type of person that does what she wants when she wants.
its going to be a looonngg and depressing birth day by myself here...well except perhaps the company of the cop car...good or bad its still company I guess...

]]> ~LyricaBelachium TFA fan comic book, decisions and looking for ocs http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/28069401/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/28069401/ Sat, 31 Oct 2009 15:49:03 PDT Okies, thaught I'd update my progress on this.
Well I finally finished the script for chapter one part 1 (three days late but HURRAY) and it has 21 pages, which equals to around 20-21 minutes in animation.
Also finished its storyboard which has a total of 151 pictures and I'll have to animate some for the comic book.
Ah... I must be crazy lol
Oh and my allspark almanac finally arrived so I will soon be making the transformation sequences for some characters!yay! as soon as I get it from home (which is on the week end)

yo, sup?
I just finished devising the main line of action for the entire comic book series, but as practice I want to write the script like it was made for an actual animated series.
as such I have yet to find a suitable title. I need a few suggestions from you guys, so here's the basic synopsis of the story:

A group of fresh rookies who were nothing more than troublemakers and failures at the autobot academy are sent on a mock mission to find rogue decepticons hidding in space, even though the war is over and megatron is captured. However, in their departure, they are accidently cought in a transwarp from a hidding decepticon ship and engage in battle.
The damage to the ships is so intense that the autobots loose all communication systems with HQ and their transwarp engines are damaged beyond repair.
During their attempt to capture the decepticons that got them in trouble in the first place, they come to posess a most valuable item that can change the fate of all cybertronians.
As such it is now their duty to protect it from cons and get back to cybertron as soon as possible. But what can you expect from a group of drop outs?

anyway, so thats the initial story, the characters will stop by several sectors and autobot colonies finding various new characters that can either help them or dificult their journey, these characters in special I wanted to be OCs, so if anyone wants to get their OC in the story please to tell me and I shall see if I can fit it in.
I'm looking for both decepticons and autobots, or even neutrals, but if you can please avoid as much as possible and relationships with characters from the actual series as it will complicate the plot. if they do have it, keep it simple, like a former trainer or just an aquaintance.
Also if there is ANYONE that is interested in helping me out and can draw with ease tfa style, I'd be glad to hear them out since I have around 88 drawings to do just for half the first chapter ^^' its taking a lot of my time.

Oh! one last IMPORTANT NOTE:

I intend to send the script to the guys that worked on tfa plotting and design as a thank you for the wonderful 3 seasons they gave us. so ur OC can be a part of that thank you if you want to and credit to the oc will be given accordingly and mentioned.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Third Stage http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/27792342/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/27792342/ Fri, 16 Oct 2009 05:47:56 PDT what am I talking about you ask? Well a friend and myself entered this funding contest where you propose up to 3 dreams, if they like the situation+idea, they will fund you. out of so many ppl only 3 dreams will be made.
At the first stage we simply had to write about our project, of course we passed with our 3 ideas (one animated movie, an animated series or a cinema/animation company).
At the second stage we had to pick out various selections such as the type of support we needed etc and write about our idealism in short lines.
we passed it too! and now finally! we're down to 50 projects, and we are at the third phase! weee! So, now we have to fully describe our idealism of why what and how. this is really an amazing thing and we hope to win the funding for at least one of our projects! so please give us your moral support and cheer on!

for those interested, the animated series is indeed my project Shijinjuu.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium NUUUUUUUUUUUOOOOOOOOHHHHHH!!!!!!!T.T http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/27551192/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/27551192/ Sat, 03 Oct 2009 03:25:25 PDT
I can't believe this *sobs*
theres going to be a transfromer toys exposition. AND I CAN'T GO!!!! argh! finally there is something close by! AND I CAN'T DAMN GO!!!! My parents won't take me TT.TT
I can't believe this...does anyone know HOW often an oportunity like this crosses me?! NONE!!!! my country plainly SUCKS at promoting entertainment! they hate anything to do with comic books, cartoons, etc! so no go with festivals or expositions.
and now our NEIGHBOOR COUNTRY has one and I can't go see it! I even had a holiday prolongued weekend! it was perfect!
god...I feel so depressed...
sorry about that lil rant.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Fear of Human Contact Help http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/27389020/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/27389020/ Thu, 24 Sep 2009 09:17:52 PDT Well I started classes, for now I'm a little disappointed, I was expecting more of a challange...anyway its only the first week, lets wait and see what comes.
I've been having problems with my Haphophobia has been getting worse becouse of all the noob welcome cometee (if you can call it that).
For those that do not know, Haphophobia,Thixophobia and Haptophobia mean fear of touch, or in my case, human contact.
I was met the other day by three seniors that wanted to do the usual pranking welcoming to students onto me (mostly throw flour, or water, or make you do stupid things in the middle of the street).
It happens I signed up against this stuff so they suposedly can't touch me, but the guys were totally drunk, and wouldn't let me go to class.
Eventually I managed to run away and stay safe, but ever since then my fear increased again.
over the years I managed to put it down but with just that it all came back. I've been avoiding to touch people and can't look at anyone. heck I barely speak! my voice felt strange in class today...
so, any of you guys have any good tips to solve my lil dilema? thanks for the atttention!

FANFICTIONS:
Ashbringer spotlight
[link]
brand new, very emotional, centered on my oc ashbringer, will be accompaned by Cliffstrider spotlight and goes along with blurr spotlight

bring on the tissues. Becouse its a tough race.

Sneaky Little Bot
[link]
The autobots recieve a distress signal from saturn and head out to help, what they find however is a young sparkling femme.
There are strange connections between her and some bots, and they found out she came from the femme ship, the one Elita-one was comanding. Only to seem it had a fatal end.
If your a fan of sparklings, daddy prime and family stories with hurt and comfort, adventure and lots of fun this is the story for you.

anyway, I'll show you guys pictures once I clear everything up. going to shop for some furniture tomorow.
also I want you guys to watch this short stop animation by my friend

its totally worth it
[link]

FANFICTIONS:
Ashbringer spotlight
[link]
brand new, very emotional, centered on my oc ashbringer, will be accompaned by Cliffstrider spotlight and goes along with blurr spotlight

To fill an empty soul
[link]
A young teenager with a somewhat hard life gets dragged behind with the transformers due to her own misfortune. She eventually finds fortune in this misfortune and finds a family, only to see that she'll have to leave it and become an empty soul once more.
beexoc prowlxjazz

ART:

Shijinjuu animations (obviously)
shijinjuu visuals
shijinjuu script
two book illustrations

Sparkling series:
Ironhide braiding anabelle lennox's hair.
Ashbringer sleeping in Prime's hand.
ashbringer's and BBB's upgrade.
Hatchet is on the loose.
wheeljack mug

other tf work:
transformers-Halo concepts (2 of them)
a few speedpaintings maybe.
tf ahsbringer spotlight pages.
two tf ocs for my cousins,
movie blurr
movie ashbringer
an art peice called "Unconditional"

]]> ~LyricaBelachium University of Cinema http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/26973527/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/26973527/ Wed, 02 Sep 2009 08:53:10 PDT Well once again, I am heading to a new school, alone, knowing absolutly no one XD I have a habbit to do that...
hopefully it will be allright o.o. I'm entering Universidade da Beira Interior's cinema area for the next three years and hopefully get a degree as film director which is my dream.
So far... no luck getting an appartment to stay at... I'm beggining to worry about it, everything is allready full.
I hope I can continue working as much as I have this summer but I will at least get you guys posted from time to time

wish me luck

FANFICTIONS:
Ashbringer spotlight
[link]
brand new, very emotional, centered on my oc ashbringer, will be accompaned by Cliffstrider spotlight and goes along with blurr spotlight

To fill an empty soul
[link]
A young teenager with a somewhat hard life gets dragged behind with the transformers due to her own misfortune. She eventually finds fortune in this misfortune and finds a family, only to see that she'll have to leave it and become an empty soul once more.
beexoc prowlxjazz

ART:

Shijinjuu animations (obviously)
shijinjuu visuals
shijinjuu script
two book illustrations

Sparkling series:
Ironhide braiding anabelle lennox's hair.
Ashbringer sleeping in Prime's hand.
ashbringer's and BBB's upgrade.
Hatchet is on the loose.
wheeljack mug

other tf work:
transformers-Halo concepts (2 of them)
a few speedpaintings maybe.
tf ahsbringer spotlight pages.
two tf ocs for my cousins,
movie blurr
movie ashbringer
an art peice called "Unconditional"

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Going crazy and rpg forums http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/26838868/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/26838868/ Wed, 26 Aug 2009 14:56:04 PDT Urgh I'm dying of stress here.
My grandma's maid wakes me up every morning either with her loud talking on the cell phone or with ***MY*** tv full volume at early hours in the morning! then she steals my food and URHG I need an escape.
I've been writting fics non stop but its not satisfying me.
So if anyone knows of an rpg site PLEASE I BEG YOU tell me XD or if u wanna do a tf rpg thats just as fine with me too

FANFICTIONS:
Ashbringer spotlight
[link]
brand new, very emotional, centered on my oc ashbringer, will be accompaned by Cliffstrider spotlight and goes along with blurr spotlight

To fill an empty soul
[link]
A young teenager with a somewhat hard life gets dragged behind with the transformers due to her own misfortune. She eventually finds fortune in this misfortune and finds a family, only to see that she'll have to leave it and become an empty soul once more.
beexoc prowlxjazz

ART:

Shijinjuu animations (obviously)
shijinjuu visuals
shijinjuu script
two book illustrations

Sparkling series:
Ironhide braiding anabelle lennox's hair.
Ashbringer sleeping in Prime's hand.
ashbringer's and BBB's upgrade.
Hatchet is on the loose.
wheeljack mug

other tf work:
transformers-Halo concepts (2 of them)
a few speedpaintings maybe.
tf ahsbringer spotlight pages.
two tf ocs for my cousins,
movie blurr
movie ashbringer
an art peice called "Unconditional"

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Kidnapped.....AGAIN http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/26542716/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/26542716/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 07:16:55 PDT should take a day or two. but thats when the bad news come, one of my grandma's is coming for a few weeks. and she is...sort of senile, not the crazy type, more like the er... how to say this? its like her brain became a baby's brain. it scares the crap out of me. first time it happened she thought my bedroom was the bathroom. and would often come into my room in the middle of the night in a creepy white nightgown or allready naked. I never got over that. so I'll be taken from my work many times and will probably take longer to update and post work, sorry about that!
I'll try my hardest to keep up though. thanks. heres the list of on going projects:
FANFICTIONS:
Ashbringer spotlight
[link]
brand new, very emotional, centered on my oc ashbringer, will be accompaned by Cliffstrider spotlight and goes along with blurr spotlight

To fill an empty soul
[link]
A young teenager with a somewhat hard life gets dragged behind with the transformers due to her own misfortune. She eventually finds fortune in this misfortune and finds a family, only to see that she'll have to leave it and become an empty soul once more.
beexoc prowlxjazz

ART:

Shijinjuu animations (obviously)
shijinjuu visuals
shijinjuu script

Sparkling series:
Ironhide braiding anabelle lennox's hair.
Ashbringer sleeping in Prime's hand.
ashbringer's and BBB's upgrade.
Hatchet is on the loose.
wheeljack mug

other tf work:
transformers-Halo concepts (2 of them)
a few speedpaintings maybe.
tf ahsbringer spotlight pages.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Staff & Cast List :) http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/26040916/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/26040916/ Sun, 19 Jul 2009 09:02:09 PDT
First off I allready picked the voice actors for two of the charaters.
The spots still open are: Kina Kaido, Jubey Takoan and Fira Fuusha.
Also like I posted earlier I am looking for artists to help me make this story possible meanwhile I have been doing some of the animations and will post them once they are done.
The script is (hopefully) nearly done and will be handed in to the voice actors soon.
There are TWO MORE voice acting spots open though. Both are mythological creatures.
We need an old golem who in this story is injured and weak, and we need people to talk as Moltures (bat like moles).
To apply please head to the voice acting journal:
[link]

Should anyone know people who have the skills to participate I'd apreciate the information or you warning those people

thank you

Now for the open positions and people working in them:
Animators (2d, 3d((for sets)), special effects)
background artists
concept artists
creature design
general NPC character designs
props designer
architectural designer
animation colourists

and if there are any bands out there looking for publicity on a song of theirs or so they could try and get it into the intro or ending of the episodes. depends on what the song is about and if it has anything to do with the series.

to apply please send a note to

if it is for auditioning please WRITE audition in the title tell me the character your going to try out as and ask for my email adress so you can send me the files via EMAIL.
as for the other positions please send a note with the category your applying for.

People already working or trying out:

Currently working: Animation, character design, script, storyboarding, organizing the project, character reference and model sheets, scanning, animation colouring, layout, line testing, animatic.
work done: size comparisons, (Kina, Rhan, Fira, Jubey, Lyrica), half the script.

currently working: trying out for the Molture's Creature Design
work done: ---

David Kincaid
currently working: main theme song and music box song (sad and happy version).
work done: ---

Cast:

Lyrica Ousen:

Rhan:

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Harry Potter and the half blood prince http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/25989811/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/25989811/ Thu, 16 Jul 2009 16:32:45 PDT

As I'm writting this (having just arrived from the cinema) I can't keep my hands from shaking so don't mind if I make any typos.
god I'm still crying, not just for dumbledore but for the whole beauty of the movie! I haven't seen such a beautifull movie in SO long!
I fell in love with it, I was allready in love with Harry Potter, having written rpgs for it since I was around 10 years old.
I remember when the first film came out, I had a very crappy old PC who couldn't even show the image of the first trailer, but I could HEAR it! and I spent days just listening to uncle vernon "theres no such thing as magic!" and then the music starts!
Omg ...this movie suceeded all my expectations, sure there were made up schenes but I think they only fortified the whole idea and feel of the story, the weasley's house for example at first I thought it was just a reason to justify harryxginny. IT WASN'T! I felt such grief for the weasleys! it was to show the constant fear and suffering of the wizarding families, and it was just touching!
I love the fact that they managed very subtle changes between drama, normal and funny. it was VERY well balanced! I actually felt chills when we got to riddle's beach cavern!
Note for all hermionexron lovers! YOUR GONNA LOVE IT!
and omg... the schene where slughorn is talking about the fish...that actor made my jaw drop and my heart clench! he did SUCH A GOOD DISPLAY! I could feel all the grief of the character!

anyway after all these years I can finally say: I have no regret from ANY second in this movie!

this is a must see for all HP fans out there!

maybe it'll encourage my rp char allsnitch to show up once more after so many years.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium News update - final exam, auditions, Shijinjuu http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/25855011/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/25855011/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 07:43:12 PDT [link]

I might add a few new characters to the try outs so keep your eyes open on the journals.

also I am posting a link to a temporary version of my final animation from school:
[link]

SHIJINJUU:
note that it is temporary becouse three schenes are missing there and theres a temporary music which will be replaced by the custom made one created by David Kincaid. I'm trying to finish installign the programs to edit the video better since my lap top is near crashing zone.

also, Production on Shijinjuu is starting allready, meaning I started animating but I am still trying to find artists who have a similar work capability or better to help me out.
I am mainly looking for set and layout artists, creature design, aleatory character desgin and colourists.
If by ANY chance there are animators out there interested in participating I'd be more than glad to see your work! I could use with some help on that but for now I'm the only one working on that.

The script is nearly finished and will be handed in to the voice actors as soon as I pick them out and its finished.

On a very FINAL note I'd like to comunicate that I am interested int taking comissions and might take a request or art trade if I'm interested in the subject at hand. I am still trying to figure out how the comissions thing works so if anyone can give me a short summary about that I'd be thankful!
Once again, thanks for reading, don't be afraid to talk to me and enjoy the summer

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Voice acting http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/25621498/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/25621498/ Mon, 29 Jun 2009 04:52:47 PDT I'm looking for the 5 main characters for now (more will come)
If you want to try out just record your voice (the best quality you can manage please!) saying the required phrase for the character/s you want to try out.
the next step will be noting [link] or posting here to ask for the email so you can send me your recorded file.

the summary of the series can be found here:
[link]

so here are the characters:
the first three are in this image and by order: [link]
Fira Fuusha:
Wind type demon, she's mostly a shy character and the one who constatly tries to keep the group together, she doesn't stand out too much until she flies. she's basically the pacifist of the group and her specialties lie in speed and flight.

try out phrase:
" Everyone should stay together, fighting won't get us anywhere!"

Lyrica Ousen:
Usually the thorn in the group becouse she's a loner, she doesn't like to share too much information, and is much of a tomboy. there is very little gentleness in her the only time that happens she's usually sad. so most of the time she's either quiet or agressive.
She's a shapeshifter with fire capabilities, relies on speed and her senses mostly, her attacks are usually vicious and unforguiving even though she hates killing and is against it.
try out phrase:
"If you can't understand my silence, then you won't understand my words"

Kina Kaido:
An elf from a high class family of sun elves. She's the heiress of her clan and so tends to sound well manered but can be quite rude at the same time, she dislikes the training she had to undergo and likes to loosen up now that she's travelling with the others. She's an earth type so her skills lie in earth manipulating like growing plants or molding rock, her other skill would be singing, with which she can comunicate with animals, so who ever picks this character preferebly should know how to sing.
try out phrase:
"its all about balance, if you can't go with it, then be with it"

Rhan Fuusha:
Image-
[link]
Rhan is also a wind demon but cannot use his powers because he has too much force. He is the older brother of Fira Fuusha, hence overprotective and also the leader of the group, unlike the other 4 he doesn't have anything special but he has mastered skills in swordsmanship that no one else can hope to compare. He goes along worse with lyrica Ousen but thats just a cover up for what he really feels. over all he is the leader type, allways has his heart in the right place and tries to guide everyone.Also he tends to get lost very easily.
try out phrase:
"We're not lost!We're just...misplaced..."

Jubey Takoan:
image-
[link]
Water type spirit, Jubey grew up away from his family and acts anything but what how he should. He loves music dancing and just lazing around, likes to look stylish but usually fails to in a comical way.
Usually the ice breaker of the team and a bit of a cheerleader.has a bit of a gangsta/jazz like accent.
try out phrase:
"chill man! The world won't stop spinnin' just cuz your head took a break"

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Transformers : Revenge of the Fallen http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/25514738/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/25514738/ Wed, 24 Jun 2009 10:44:33 PDT I kept gawking at the movie! Its beyond impressive!I coulnd't control myself and also bought 4 action figures (Optimus Prime, Bumblebee with Sam, Ironhide and Sideswipe.)
I WASS going to buy Ratchet
but I don't really like his movie model and these four were allready expensive.
I spent years as a lil kid asking for these things, instead everyone gave me barbies and stuff
out of frustration I'd rip their heads off and pretend they were chicken.

I was such a nice kid.
anyway back to the movie...I can't describe it, even if I try I'll be like: and when he- and then they-and did you see that-
I can't even finish my thoughts, just pure awesomeness!
There were however a few details that I think should have been more worked on, but if your a fan of pure adrenaline and a massive special effects and 3D then this is defenetly a movie for you.
pure 3D art.
Now if you don't mind since I finished school yesterday and just bought these toys I shall now resume to playing with them. MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Updates http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/23763556/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/23763556/ Wed, 18 Mar 2009 13:09:48 PDT

doing the character Perceptor from the transformers series.
then theres also a 3d Transformer I'm creating, still under way, but looking pretty neat!
as a fourth update and probably the best: NO MORE CLASSES!HELL YEAH!- er... I mean, at least the theoric ones...I still have to work for my animation exam. and I have school training in a few weeks as well, looking forward to that. Hope no one messes it up for me this time.
I'll be updating more now becouse of these news until then, have a nice time.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Nuuuuoohh! Come back scanner! I luv yuz!!!TT-TT http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/22884916/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/22884916/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 12:38:09 PST Sorry about this

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Reflection http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/22486851/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/22486851/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 12:25:36 PST Today, for the first time in 20 years we had the first snow.
I was born 20 years ago on the first snow as well.
That made me look back from the very moment my memories started, I looked through my whole life and started making conclusions here and there, many of them which I think are better now, but I don't know how to solve them, or how to react to them anymore. Again its like my reflection in a mirror, I'm looking at it, but I can't do anything about it. Its just a relfection after all.
But amen't I suposed to reflect who I am? there are some people I want to apoligize, some whom I want to be with again, one or two of them are like brothers to me even, a thing I sort of didn't or wouldn't figure out before...maybe becouse I didn't want to believe it I don't know...I'm being a little selfish about wanting them back just like that, but its unavoidable. I'm not suposed to know everything from the beggining nor am I suposed to know exactly how to react. So I don't know what to do about these thoughts and self discoveries.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium lil rant, don't read if you don't want to http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/22452697/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/22452697/ Wed, 07 Jan 2009 13:32:32 PST
Well, my PAP exam is still in progress, we're doing ok so far, though my report on some quizes is going to suck becouse hardly anyone in the public was serious about it. plus, since I broke up with my x-bf afew months ago, he gave up school, and rumours are spreading that thats my fault (mainly my animation teacher is spreading those and my classmates are screaming it around to tease me) so rumours started, I've heard of everything allready, excessive kissing in public, drama, even public sex.
People's lives must be REALLY REALLY boring these days...
the most I did was kiss him once or twice, and I didn't even like it, I'd allways push him away.
Also I'm having a really hard time with history of art, which is literally killing me with work! I feel like I should just scream my lungs out and bang my head on the wall till it bleeds.
I'll eventually clean it up, but right now everytime I hear my classmates scream the phrase "its your fault he quit school" I just want to cry and scream and probably dig my own grave.
I even started thinking of quitting school, but for half a year left I don't think thats worth it, plus I'm not the quitter type.
my x-bf whom I hadn't talked to in ...I don't know how long nor do I care, started noting me about this subject (becouse I deleted him) and I just feel even angrier becouse he doesn't remember saying I had mental problems, calling me otÃ¡ria (freak) and burra (stupid).
Becouse I kept saying I didn't have any mental problems and didn't want therapy which he was literally trying to convince me (and half forcing me to).
right now, anger is at its max, and do you know that feeling? the one when you think: oh if I had ability to control fire I'd be burning right now?
Right now I would have covered the world in molten lava...

anyway, sorry for this lil rant, its not much considering some other ppl's problems but I need to get it out somehow and this was the best place for me to write...
thanks for reading if you did anyway

]]> ~LyricaBelachium When your evil - what waits you in hell http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/21502011/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/21502011/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 13:44:58 PST Go meet the lovely fella that awaits everyone that goes to hell

[link]

]]> ~LyricaBelachium voice actors needed for polar bear movie trailer http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/20904975/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/20904975/ Thu, 09 Oct 2008 12:13:08 PDT all voices must be spoken in english.
So I'll start describing them:

Siku the small polar bear cub.

Siku is very young, a bit naive, typical ten year old. if you happen to have any little brothers or something that want to try out heres a phrase for you to record and send me:

"and....why are we going there?" a curious tone to it, for he is having a conversation with his mother, wanting to know where they are going and why.

Sakari the mother polar bear.

Sakari has a sweet and motherly voice, with some experience in it though.
For try outs please record the following phrase:

"to a place where the bear king awaits us...along with all of the remaining bears..." some kind of awe in her tone, as she explains to her son where they are going. her voice is usualy allways affectionate.

Inul the Polar bear king.

Inul is a mighty and intimidating bear with the worse luck a bear can have.
His voice should be deep and strong, but soft at the same time. I am specifically looking for this one, for I have a very good idea what I want, but can't find anyone that has this voice, so try your luck!
phrase for Inul:

" We do not know what is the cause for our land to change...but..we have our guesses..." he sounds somewhat worried, though little, it also has a litlle bit of anger, but very subtle.

and for the last one I need a narrator!
phrase for Narrator:

" Lost...alone... and with very little hope he goes on..." should sound a bit dramatizing,not overly though.

thanks for the help. please inform me and don't be afraid to try it out!

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Animation Classics I - Lion King http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/20451305/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/20451305/ Fri, 12 Sep 2008 08:07:58 PDT just to spread out the information, some of you might be interested, others won't so if not just skip this

Today I'll talk about "The Lion King".

I believe most know about this film? Hard not to know.
Well I'll start by talking about some curiosities:

Did you know that from apart what we've seen there were many more schenes planned that were deleted? including one on Nala running away from scar's rule over the pridelands, King Scar's Madness a longer Morning report schene from when Mufasa teaches Simba to pounce on zazu, and a longer version of Simba's first time seeing the Hyenas.
The songs for these parts can be found on Lion King's broadway soundtrack, and trust me they are well worth it!

Another point I'll indicate is the sightings of some 3D in this film, you can find this in the stampede schene where the wilderbeasts run down the ravine.

It also won 2 oscars, 22 awards and 22 nominations! most of them being very good awards.

and finally a fact my country in animation is very proud of, apparently we won an award for best translation

yep thats the Portuguese version, honestly I've heard it in many langueges by now and I sincerely agree, I just LOVE scar's voice!
Much more to do with his character!

If you wish to check it out yourself see the video on the song "be prepared" in portuguese ("Preparados")

[link]

]]> ~LyricaBelachium The white wolf spirit http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/20289258/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/20289258/ Tue, 02 Sep 2008 12:23:23 PDT I haven't managed a thing for days, and all of a sudden today I just fell on bed, and rested for a while, my eyes were hurting becouse of the screen so I closed them, but I was wide awake.
all of a sudden I see a pair of glowing milky white eyes move around something, and I realise that something is none other than vegetation, I look up and see its night and I'm in a forest probably, but my focus was mostly on the white (slightly greyish) wolf wondering in circles around me, sniffing anxiously as if it was trying to find something.
I was both scared, and excited about it, I felt safe in front of the wolf however. even if it was intimidating, and I realised I was seeing my guidding spirit. of all the creatures I sure wasn't expecting the wolf to show up.
It stared at me after a while and the lights from its eyes moved over to its ears which morphed into a bat.
I came out of it and found myself standing in the middle of my room.

Now I'm 100% sure I wasn't day dreaming or anything, I can still feel that odd presence it gave off.

anyway what was I thinking when this started to happen? I was asking for help, guidance becouse I'm really confused on an exam thats coming up and I have no help.
so could this possibly be that spirit helping me?(sounds kinda silly for a spirit to come over and help me on a exam -_-' )

I tried translating the dream trying to understand it.
But I wanted your opinion on it please?

BTW according to a site my native american symbol is NOT the wolf, its Owl.
which just makes things odder...
anyway please someone give me their opinions?plzplzplz?

]]> ~LyricaBelachium News I guess http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/20034571/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/20034571/ Tue, 19 Aug 2008 03:16:06 PDT well I'm working on my portfolio to prepare for universities next year, plus a presentation of a project for this year's exam (which is related to shijinjuu).
Other than that, well I've seen brother bear for the first time and loved it, so I tried drawing some of those and I think they came out pretty well, so I decided that as exercise I should try making some other disney fan art (though I might limit myself to animal only. I don't really like to draw the humans).
I'm not an expert yet, but I learn quick, so if anyone wants a disney animal done say so, its free for now. since I'm practecing (PLEASE DON'T ASK FOR CHIPMONKS! I can't for the life of me draw them!) XD

so yeah. feel free to ask, you can see the development I made in a day on brother bear sketches.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Back from Holand but no uploads http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/19675802/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/19675802/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 07:43:23 PDT I was allmost ran over by a byke a couple of times, in one of those times it was totally matrix style, with slow motion and everything XD.
anyway, had loads of fun.
drew some stuff but I can't post it becouse now I'm finishing my holidays somewhere else and I don't have a scanner! ;_;
never fear though!I shall keep drawing and swarm you guys with updates when I get back!(on the 9th)

]]> ~LyricaBelachium A trip to Holand http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/19554103/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/19554103/ Wed, 23 Jul 2008 11:32:32 PDT ) and it probably will manage to inspire me! Hopefully...
While I'm gone though, I'd like to know what you guys want to see from me? pretty please? I need guidance >.> what do you want me to do? note, reply to this whatever just tell me! XD
I'll be back in 4 days to see your answers.
Also, congratz to me!I passed the year! with average grades I'm afraid due to a certain teacher that gave me two subjects >.> grrr.
I'll have to improove my grades next year so that I can go to some university outside of the country(probably england or canada or maybe america I'm still trying to see good schools)
So if anyone knows any good film and movie university please do tell me! I really want to improove!

]]> ~LyricaBelachium A turn of events http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18796202/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18796202/ Thu, 12 Jun 2008 05:10:53 PDT also I'm quite angry at the moment becouse I was up late last night doing brigadeiros for some IDIOT who ended up not showing becouse he fell asleep! so yeah, really angry.
But anyway! I'm not here to talk about that.
I'm here becouse as some of you might have noticed I have been working on storyboards!yes storyboards!
Well now that means I've been working a lot for you guys

though I cant say it in a splicit way yet.
but heres some stuff coming up:

- Shijinjuu: "Winter time" (at the begginig)

- Shijinjuu: "The Snow Ball King" (techneckly done but I will try to colour it)

- Shijinjuu: small animations for Casting voices. (in progress. see the end for more details)

- Shijinjuu: chibi Rhan stop motion animation. (Finished)

- Personal: "Things no one sees"(nearly done)

- Shijinjuu: Flash site(should be done in about a week hopefully)

- Paintings: probably some more takoru paintings since I like those the most (I'll do them when I'm bored)

- Shijinjuu: Set concepts (I don't know how much it'll take, but I wana work on them real hard.)

- Fan work: Naruto, Harry potter, who knows?( I'll do it for breaks)

- Shijinjuu: "Traveling days" (nearly finished)

Well and I won't say more than that for now.
Now, some may have noticed the casting bit of animation I've talked about.
Well, I'm planning on doing some animations with some characters, in order for try outs in voices.
Mostly I'll do: Portuguese, English and Japanese.
Portuguese I can probably get the cast easily, since thats my country, as for english...well lets say I'm looking for people >.> same with japanese, if anyone is interested please note me.
the first castings will be of the five Main characters:

Lyrica Ousen:

[link]

A Feline Shapeshifter with afinity in fire abilities. Uses ropes as her weapon.
Shes a bit rude and defently a tomboy. She usually hates girly stuff. she lived alone most of her life(since she was three). so shes very independant, just like a feline's nature tells her to be. Howver she can have her soft moments.
Ousen mainly intends to mean a fire that never dies, describing well her kind of character.

Fira Fuusha:

[link]

A very shy wind demon(something not very ordenary of her clan), she lives with her older brother and her grandfather becouse her father(presumingly dead) disappeared in a war when she was three years old. shes very insecure and shes terribly frightned by lightning and any bird like creature. Apart from Wind manipulation she can control certain types of tissue, mostly magic infused ones, shes very girlish and does most of the work at her home.

Rhan Fuusha:

[link]

Also a wind demon, though his the eldest of the group, his the older brother of Fira, he resembles a lot like his father who for him, is his idol.
Rhan unlike most wind demons of his clan, cannot be allowed to use wind manipulation, becouse his power is too great for his body mind and soul the clan had to seal it, making him only able to do meager control over tissue and no ability over an element at all.
However he tries to compensate this by beaming a swordsman, managing to be one of the best fighters in the country.
Rhan is usually calm and rational, well except when his either arguying with Lyrica or Jubey (mostly Lyrica). When that happens he can easly become hysteric and frustrated and incredibly childish.
Even though his power is sealed he is probably the best fighter. which is why he was assigned to guard the four shijinjuu companions.

Kina Kaido:

[link]

Kina belongs to a clan of very rare elves, the sun elves.
They posess the ability to congtrol the earth and rock, and the most advanced of them can actually even control pants. though for that they would need the help of a water elementist.
Kina is the typical girlish girl, who loves sweets and everything fluffy and cute. She has a very good sense of hearing and although she can't undersdtand exackly what animals or plants say she can feel their intentions.
her weapon is still unknown, but I'd say shes mostly bare fist type. in otherwords no weapons. since shes not agressive.

Jube... ]]> ~LyricaBelachium possibility of a new big delay or even end http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18561859/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18561859/ Thu, 29 May 2008 14:49:55 PDT so its basically a 50/50 chance. sorry, I'm really not myself lately, I don't have the courage to work and I can't get excited about it either now. On the other hand, thanks, thank you very much for your favourites and wonderfull comments, they encouraged me a lot until this afternoon I'm afraid, but thats not your fault so don't worry. I know I will eventually come back, but...not right now....right now I just feel like I'm digging my own grave, very deep down in the deepest and damnest pits of hell. so yeah. we'll see what happens...
thanks again guys. it means a whole lot to me that my work is apreciated(so much I'm actually letting out tears for two reasons rather than one

)

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Thank you the Universe :) http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18458715/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18458715/ Fri, 23 May 2008 06:28:19 PDT Thats a major relief!whhewww! I was very scared o.O
So I'm really happy, and I'm renewed to work!muahahahaha! we shall see we shall see when I give my work to thee!

]]> ~LyricaBelachium really really bad news... http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18442824/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18442824/ Thu, 22 May 2008 06:31:25 PDT so yeah, thats going to be a major delay... I'm very sorry, I'm still trying to recover the files. I'll try to work even faster and better to compensate on this. I promise even if I kill myself I'll do it.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium 3000 reviews and The news http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18300172/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/18300172/ Tue, 13 May 2008 05:11:07 PDT But, that is the hardship of beggining! and I do not wish to earn popularity with fan work, that would be depending of another artist to get popular(I do fan work just for fun, not for popularity). I want my own style to be seen, heard of and known for itself, for who I am as an artist.
Secondly, this journal is also to put you guys up to date with the news on the same project: Shijinjuu.
I'm happy to say that scripts and story boards are nearly at its end!(woot woot) which means, production time, and end of pre-production!I might get some help in some animating I'm planning to do, the thing is, expect a lil something very soon

like in some weeks time(for animating thats soon so yeah : D)
also, I will soon be looking for voices, english voices, so that the animation can be understood by the majority.
This is to say I may consider people on the internet sending video files of their voices, so if your interested, pick a character from shijinjuu which is on my gallery, name which it is, and send me the voice file so that I can check it out to see if your voice is compatible.

once again thank you all! for watching, faving and leaving comments, I especially thank the comments, its good to know what people think and it improves my work.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Planning and Plotting http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/17603901/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/17603901/ Mon, 31 Mar 2008 10:32:06 PDT I'm seriously reaching my bottom, and I feel like I just want to run away back in here and hide. so I'm dedicating my remaining days of my life probably, to the Manga and Anime Shijinjuu.
I will start working a lot harder on the pages and I allready started making the first episode!
so I had some time to think about it and I think I'll do it like this:
I'll start making the series of manga and anime, on my own account and completly under my own budget.
The thing is, these things obviously dont get out for free. So I'm making the first episode (a double episode) will be entirely free, and avaiable online for anyone to see. the rest however, will only come out if I get a certain quantity of money from donations(which actually I dont need that much, just for buying paper and pen.)
According to the aumont I'll be getting I'll release a new episode, and I'll be making the manga too. so basically think of it as if you, the public as the buyer of the episode, direct buyer, rather than a company that puts it on tv. those following episodes will also be free to download after their sold.
This is mainly becouse I know how strong piracy is these days, and honestly. I don't intend to fight back. this is my way of doing something I like without feeling robbed of it.
So I'll be off then starting my work.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Your own ninja http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/17129036/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/17129036/ Sat, 01 Mar 2008 06:59:27 PST My grandma had an attack, we were told it was a thrombosis attack, but it turns out to be worse, something about the veins in her brain or something, internal bleeding of the brain, shes alive, but the next 48 hours are critical. I can't really do anything decent in this state.
But, I still need to do something, I need to get distracted, otherwise I'll go insane.
what does that mean? well I'm thinking of doing some naruto OCs, mainly, getting pictures of my friends and classmatse, and basing on them, making them ninjas. it'll be good for clothing training(which I btw suck), and anatomy control, which I still haven't mastered... should anyone want themselves as a ninja too, you can try me out, send me a photo of yourself (full body). and I'll try it, won't guarantee much. you can even try to describe what you want yourself as a ninja to wear. Naruto based.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium open for requests http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16992849/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16992849/ Thu, 21 Feb 2008 12:45:54 PST choose a character from my manga( you can see them in my gallery) and tell me a situation you'd like the character to face? and in response I'll have to know how they react, for example:
imagine someone asks me to make one of my characters to unwillingly(although they may like it in the end) see a porn magazine.
depending on the char I'd have to draw it.
So, choose your char, and make a request

also if you really really want to I guess u can make other types of request for my manga chars.

plz plz plz plz plz participate?I'm so bored -.- I need this.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium when is it true love? http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16962464/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16962464/ Tue, 19 Feb 2008 13:34:10 PST How do people tell? is it when you loose that person that realise it? is it when your upmost happy?is it when you need care? is it becouse you loved someone else and this someone tries to make you feel better?
What do you believe?
should there be many cases? are all wrong? are any right?
do we not know becouse we are afraid sometimes to actually know? or are we confused becouse we think we're afraid? are we just desesperate? I've been wondering that a whole lot lately...
what do you guys think?

]]> ~LyricaBelachium My first experience to school training, and hospit http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16944374/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16944374/ Mon, 18 Feb 2008 11:15:07 PST I'm suffering. I can hardly breathe, I'm allways coughing, everything but smoke seems fresh air right now!even mcdonald's restaurant!(I thought that was impossible!)
So, becouse its paining me so much(to a point I'm trembling like crazy and can no longer move correctly) I have to go to the hospital now, isnt that nice?and whats worse? I have to go back THERE tomorow!and for a longer period of time!I'm doomed! ;_; these three weeks are going to suck. If I survive that is, I'll probably end up in the hospital by the second week.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium The New Shijinjuu site http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16769692/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16769692/ Thu, 07 Feb 2008 12:54:13 PST [link], we're all portuguese animators( I think XD) so what you'll want to see is the images and videos XD for now I think theres only my teacher's and a classmate's link there, but he has some other work there such as a friend of mine's cone jumping off a building(oh the excitment!) I know its tedious -__- believe me its even more tedious to do it. Anyway, onto the link for shijinjuu site!

[link]

Enjoy

Oh! two more things before I leave:
1. I got a few more days to finish the manga so I still dont have it ready.
2. I'M TAGGING A FRIEND!MUAAHAHAHAHA!-cough cough- I mean...yes...well...lol she still doesnt have anything, but she will soon, I hope. heres her account:

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Manga Marathon at its end http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16749299/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16749299/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 05:03:45 PST .<
Also, thank you for 1000 pages! I'll put the drawing to celebrate it soon, I just need time to scan it. But first! *Goes back into a frantic attempt to finish the manga on time, which I won't*

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Manga Marathon http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16655432/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16655432/ Thu, 31 Jan 2008 08:09:40 PST now I dont have to reallllyyy worry about the paper o.o its the manga that worries me, I have ONE week to do it! Something tells me I'm gonna spend a good few nights without sleep >.<*groan*.
On the bright side(ahem, your bright side -.-) a lot of the pages are going to come into the net soon! lol poor me!
*sniffle sniffle*
hope to get your opinions on those pages!cya soon!

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Shijinjuu the beggining of the story http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16389464/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16389464/ Sun, 13 Jan 2008 14:33:15 PST
Before the sun rose, before the moon fell, before life even had a chance to exist, there were the gates. These four gates represented the evil that could stop any life from existing, thus, four mythical creatures, with power as strong as theirs, and as evil as theirs was, were created, and cursed onto the gates, each creature represented an element: Fire went to the gate of destruction that would have been Dhuma the flying panther, cruel and mercyless...
Earth went to the gate of envy, a salamander capable of slythering into one's hearts and change their companionship into remorse for another.
Water went to the gate of hatred, stopped by an acient water creature uknown to many due to it being under the water, but they did know that it could make anyone feel pure hate towards anyone else.
And finally wind, the gate of vengeance, which was stopped by the king of all gryphs, who could swiftly and coldly make any one regret ever doing a harm to another before they saw the last bits of light in their lives.

For many years since then, life developed, and the world evolved, many suns and many moons circled the planet, and it came to a time when certain beings, more intelligent than others attempted to open the gates and take control over their power, however none had ever suceeded to do so, until the day, an abnormal being arrived to try his luck, this being, was so powerfull, many dared not cross his path, however, there was one country which knew of his plans to open the four gates and awaken the creatures from their acursed and eternal slumber, for it they awoke, the gates would open once again.
Having known his plan they sent an army after him managing to stall him for a while.
In that process their backup plan didn't go as well as they had hoped, they intended to make a third connection, they were going to connect both gates and creatures each to a child from special clans, who had better chances of suceeding survival.
However, Valkar had managed to open one of the gates for short seconds, and those short seconds were enough to make one child go beserk. It so happened that this gate, was destruction, and the final result was the entire child's clan, murdered.
But eventually the gate was closed off again by the army sent to stall Valkar and he was forced to run away, the damage however was now done.
Years later we start our story, following a young shapeshifter who still can't manage to control her abilities completly and who by accident or maybe even fate, meets with the remaining shijinjuu, and their adventure will start from there on, discovering who they are, what they mean to the world, and trying to create their own fates.

Well I hope you enjoyed that "short" summary, I haven't written in english for a while (I actually haven't written in a LONG time o.O) so I'm a bit rusty, but for now that is all I can tell you, the trailer I'm making at the moment is mainly about this summary, we're going to show essentially Valkar and the other army led by Cizel Fuusha, Valkar's good soul half.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Tired and hurt http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16344527/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16344527/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 14:09:42 PST I feel terribly sorry for those I've hurt, but I guess, this is either my nature, my bad luck or my lack of social skills(most likely the third) to all those people, I give my deepest apologies, but this is really all that I can manage, I'll stay away to avoid this from happening any more.

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Turns of life http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16010309/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/16010309/ Thu, 20 Dec 2007 06:06:31 PST Give a wave of cheer for mah buddy rhan(yes his the one I dedicated that char to) for saving my tedious life!XD HURAAYYYY

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Restarting http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/15793366/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/15793366/ Tue, 04 Dec 2007 13:04:15 PST but for that you seriously need to proove yourself, I'm sick of slackers. seriously...
anyway, christmas is allmost here, so is my b-day yay!^.^ anda I have tons of homework to do -____-
on the bright side...er...um....which was the bright side again?lol never mind that!
Well I'll try to post up another page but it probably wont be after 15th(my b-day).
Ja ne!

]]> ~LyricaBelachium Shijinjuu might end before it begins http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/15733572/ http://LyricaBelachium.deviantart.com/journal/15733572/ Fri, 30 Nov 2007 11:08:51 PST Why? Some of you might ask? Well, for starters at school we had a dead line to do certain turn arounds expression sheets and story board, not to mention the story in text.
So, what went wrong? Well basically some of the people who CHOSE to work here (note I said CHOSE) came with the crappy excuse that they didnt do a damn thing becouse it wasn't their style of drawing. And they didnt say anything about it until it was past the time to hand in the project, which means I got allmost nothing from it, I am speaking of course, of Cecilia and Giselle, "creators" of two other main characters of this manga. Although basically what they created was: " I want mine to be an elf!And she has to be pretty!"
or " Mine is a demon! She grows horns okay?"
apart from that?
Well lets just say I've been working on this project (the whole thing not just this mini project) since last october 2006 and they NEVER said if anything was wrong, or if it was allright nor asked me anything about it, so lame excuse number two?"we don't know the story nor the characters" there were three other boys that joined our group and knew more than they did and asked more than they did! and they did their part of the job even though it was on their style!(becouse I had said it didnt have to be my style right away since we only had to give the idea of the project) so um.... what now?
we argue
we call each other things?
they say they dont want to tell me things they shouldnt?
they dont want to get mad
I'm allready insanely furious becouse they wont say it to my face
and probably starting next monday we will never talk to each other ever again.
There you have it! Life's great isnt it?
My first "true" friends in my entire life end up betraying me, blaming me and tell the teacher I'm missing class so I can finish the project.
seriously, after being allmost beaten to death for most of my life(till I was 17) I thought there was no more ways to hurt me, becouse I'd hold up against it. Apparently I'm wrong, and now, people shall see me turn into a ghost once again, never speaking to anyone else unless strictly necessary, nor sitting by anyone.
I'm back to my old life except people don't hit me here, but I bet that is a matter of time ne?
Thing is, I'm allmost more than certain they'll quit the manga now, so, I want you guys to tell me
you want me to continue working on this and start telling you the story?(becouse from now on time wont depend on them, it'll depend on me.)
Or should I just quit it?
I really don't know anymore, I'm alone in the open sea drifting and my strengh is going so I'll drown soon unless some miraculous helicopter(you ) saves me XD
ah dang it, I'm allready getting to be a rock, I joke with my pain, thats the first sign. well I hope you went through the trouble to read this lame journal page, cya.

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