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                <title>Woah!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Dec 2009 21:16:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Holy Enormous-Influx-of-Poetry-You-Probably-Won't-Read, Batman!<br /><br />Sorry about that :/<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2009 16:09:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I can honestly say that my world would be a better place if DeviantART would stop trying to sell me things. I don't care if its dA merchandise or the newest movie, I don't want it advertised all over my deviantART world. I would also appreciate not having an aneurysm every time I see that the "Most Popular Deviations" page is littered with amateur photographs of kittens and puppies. This isn't LOLCats, guys.<br />Remember when DA used to be about art and stuff? That was nice.<br /><br />omfgthisjustin: I don't actually want a "premium membership," deviantART, so cut it out with the hints.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Ugh - Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Apr 2009 14:37:16 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So yesterday I found out that five separate teenie-bopper girls have stolen my poetry and passed it off as their own on their blogs or whatever.<br />I am <i>ridiculously</i> appalled and angered by this situation. Seriously, who DOES that?<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>hmph</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Oct 2008 05:39:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Apparently, I don't write anymore<br />Because, apparently, I did something to piss off Baby Jesus.<br />Or<br />I got what I asked for and realized I want it all.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Sep 2007 16:17:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Nothing,<br />
In so long.<br />
I'm drowning here.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Audio</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Apr 2007 14:19:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Those of you who wanted sounds for "Ready, Go" be aware, it is up, in artist's comments.<br />
Thank you for all those comments and favs, too, by the way.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>something new</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Mar 2007 16:35:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ which i am hurting to share but keeping a secret.<br />
Friday, Backdoor Cafe, Nyack New York.<br />
Meet it.<br />
if you know the place, be there.<br />
<br />
thank you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Away with these nightmares.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 12 Jun 2006 20:08:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <br><br><br><br><br />
<br />
Everything is being recycled into poetry<br />
For the sake of saving face or<br />
a <b>saving grace</b>.</br></br></br></br> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Apologies</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 28 May 2006 08:16:50 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've been sucking a lot lately, and my message centre is filling up hardcore.<br />
I'm going to try my best to comment on everything and reply to all the comments that have so graciously been given to me.<br />
Before monday, i swear.<br />
i <i>swear</i>.<br />
<3 ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>So</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 12 Feb 2006 23:23:04 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've taken to writing entirely in the third person.<br />
i think that that's absolutely hysterical. ]]></description>
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                <title>Holiday Love</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 24 Dec 2005 17:11:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Merry Christmas<br />
And Happy Hanukkah<br />
And Happy Kwanzaa<br />
<br />
And Happy Festivus, for the rest of us.<br />
<br />
<br />
Basically, i love every single one of you, and have a great holiday, whichever holiday it is you celebrate <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>As Weeks Went By...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Dec 2005 17:44:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Cheese and crackers for dinner<br />
and im down on my knees<br />
and realizing this is the way it's always going to be.<br />
<br />
<br />
Merry Christmas, early.<br />
I'm always early or always late. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Have you seen me lately?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Nov 2005 17:34:57 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ But i feel like all i can realize is this: How many times am i going to tell myself and everyone that i give up before i really do?<br />
And i feel like i need to carry around a list of reasons why it will never be worth it just to believe in that reality, like i cant come to the conclusion on my own. And what is that supposed to mean?<br />
<br />
my head is wearing holes in my walls.<br />
i hate mondays. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>:)</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Oct 2005 03:58:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ today is my birthday <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>This has been said so many times</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Aug 2005 23:06:49 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Another month of summer is gone.<br />
id mention when school starts, but id rather not think about it<br />
RENT IN ELEVEN DAYS, TWENTY TWO HOURS, SEVEN MINUTES (thanks marty <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/a/aww.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":aww:" title="Aww" />)<br />
thats going to be fantastic.<br />
<br />
i actually did most of the things on my list<br />
except for getting my belly button pierced (im sort of waiting till my mom stops being mad at me for calling her a child "we're going out" "okay. hey mom, are you driving, or will you be taking the Big Wheels?", a bad move). i also havent married Jared Leto yet, but it'll happen eventually. Oh yeah, still havent beaten eric at laser tag -.- but that needs to happen too.<br />
<br />
Been feeling hardcore Blech. you'd think it would lead to something useful being written, but no. not at all.<br />
<br />
Still staying up till seven and sleeping till six<br />
God, im so predictable.<br />
<br />
I have fallen completely in love with The Honorary Title.<br />
<br />
you know if you go to google and type in "miserable Failure" and hit "im feeling lucky" you get a picture of George W. Bush? i laughed a little at that.<br />
<br />
I'm all moved, but not out of town which is good. we managed to move everything in two days. picture me carrying air conditioners at one in the morning. it was a blast.<br />
<br />
i made a new deviantID, the other one was really old, and i was heinously bored last night, so i tooled around in photoshop for a while. however, i cant stand it being in two places on my page, so i hid it, and it is uncommentable until i actually write something.<br />
<br />
<i>Keep on telling me "time is no enemy",<br />
a worthless struggle to step back.</i> ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>OOH LOOK, a Journal Update!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Jul 2005 21:49:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Goody!<br />
i have this little notebook, and i write at the trainstop. nothing good enough though, so i guess it doesnt really matter.<br />
<br />
Im moving. so thats pretty exciting.<br />
<br />
Summer's going good! I love summer and all its summertacularness. i have slept a lot. my usual schedule is something like this:<br />
7:00 AM: go to sleep.<br />
6:00 PM: wake up<br />
6:00-7:30: tv/computer/tooling around<br />
7:30-8:00: Dinner Number One.<br />
8:00- 1:30AM: tv/computer/ more tooling around/ Latenight walk to the trainstop.<br />
1:30-2:00: Dinner number Two.<br />
2:30-5:00: MORE tv/computer/tooling around<br />
5:00-6:00: My So-Called Life; one of the greatest things to ever come out of the nineties (and there is a very long list)<br />
6:00-7:00- tossing/turning/thinking-normal presleep activities.<br />
<br />
it is a very lovely schedule, really. i love summer.<br />
<br />
been playing laser tag, because laser tag is the single greatest game in the entire world (other than Aquatic Basketball). i kick ass at Laser Tag.<br />
<br />
my list of things to do this summer:<br />
1. find a way to make money without having to get a job (ie: prostitution)<br />
2. eventually do summer reading.<br />
3. get my bellybutton pierced, dispite the fact that "it's so clichéd" and my Wife's boyfriend, who seems to think hes my father, doesnt want me to. (oh mike, <3)<br />
4. Beat eric at Laser tag.<br />
5. Kill the bug that is PERPETUALLY CRAWLING ON MY FEET.<br />
6. Get rid of bertha, my very unwanted,very asian second head.<br />
7. Marry Jared Leto.<br />
<br />
so yeah. thats my update. hurrah for updates. I offer congratulations and apologies for those of you who actually read this entire thing, hoping or expecting to find something interesting. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>ABWAH!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 May 2005 12:57:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <i>So please forgive what i have done,<br />
No you cant stay mad at the setting  sun...</i><br /><br /><strong>Mood</strong>: <img style="vertical-align: middle" src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/d/dead.gif" alt="Dead" title="Dead" /> dead<br /><strong>Listening to</strong>: Play Crack The Sky<br /><strong>Reading</strong>: Lord of the Flies<br /><br />Woo look at me, i have a subscription  for a week<br />
Im impoooooooortant!!<br />
<br />
Update coming, soon as i find the words  onmy page full of jumbled up letters.<br />
<br />
uh yeah...<br />
<br />
/journal<br /><br /><i>...Because we all get tired, i mean  eventually<br />
There is nothing left to do but sleep.</i> ]]></description>
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                <title>Sunday best and broken glass.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 02 Apr 2005 19:32:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i want to walk. all the way to where  the road builders gave up, and follow  the trend. past everything that hurts  and everything that temporarily  doesn't. i want to amble by all the  falling stars i wished on once, saying  "yep. i remember that one" and labeling  them all "void" i think ill walk until  the answers all appear. and not subtly,  no, ill wait until they jump into the  road and scream "Boogleyoogleyoogley i  have the answers" i dont want to go  looking for them, thats not my job. So  i'll walk until i get to the end of  everything, no cell phone service, no  pretending, no clocks or necklaces or  stars or anything. just music and me.  and simplicity.<br />
<br />
God picks bad days to make it rain. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Devious Journal Entry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Mar 2005 12:23:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Self Injury Awareness Day - March 1st<br />
1st March is Self Injury Awareness<br />
Day.<br />
<br />
SIAD is a global awareness day, and yet  it is not supported by any<br />
nations' governments, because it is a  grass-roots idea. Somehow, in the mists  of<br />
time, the date was set as the 1st of  March, and organizations around the  world<br />
make extra efforts to raise awareness  ready for SIAD.<br />
<br />
The color for some<br />
reason is orange. Some people wear an  orange ribbon, but in the past SIAD<br />
bracelets have been worn:<br />
<br />
- Orange beads if you self harm;<br />
- Orange<br />
and white if you used to;<br />
- White if you have never self harmed  but<br />
understand.<br />
<br />
If you agree that people should be made  aware of this issue<br />
and this day, re-post this in your  journal. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Le Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 23 Dec 2004 13:26:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Karen: but seriously...I admire my own  self-control. I sit RIGHT next to  Lauren in my art history class. The  only thing keeping me from ripping out  her jugular is the fact that I'm  failing and need to concentrate xD; ]]></description>
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                <title>"My Castles Are Falling"...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Dec 2004 15:32:02 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ and this is what comes<br />
from the comfort of insanity<br />
and the soft fade that's born when  theres nothing left to hope for.<br />
this dull throb of monotony:<br />
the truth pushing through<br />
and the music holding back<br />
leads to see-saw arguments that never  answer this question i've always asked:<br />
Why does it have to be this way?<br />
nails bit to the bone,<br />
and this is what comes from the  mourning relief<br />
of knowing that theres nothing i can  do.<br />
the exhausted helplessness of knowing<br />
that next month, it will be harder to  make it.<br />
this frantic state of lassitude:<br />
this is what comes from the solace of  my reality.<br />
<br />
Sorry to be wasting your time ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Nov 2004 22:32:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I Should Just Die.<br />
<br />
Im such a fucktard.<br />
<br />
someone fucking shoot me. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Just Lyrics, you dont have to read this...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 05 Oct 2004 14:57:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I couldn't change him if I tried<br />
I couldn't be his doll even if I wanted  to<br />
'cause I'm me not you..<br />
<br />
I couldn't be a little girl<br />
I couldn't walk around like I had no  clue<br />
'cause I'm me not you..<br />
<br />
Look where you've got me this time<br />
I'm up against the wall like I commited  a crime<br />
<br />
Take care, I hope never to see you  here,<br />
bye, bye,  promise not to cry, bye,  bye..<br />
<br />
I couldn't lead them on like mice<br />
i couldn't fool them all, that's not  something I do<br />
'cause I'm me not you..<br />
<br />
I couldn't hide my purple eyes<br />
I couldn't swallow them and not even  chew<br />
'cause I'm me not you..<br />
<br />
Your disguise is not fooling me<br />
your embrace is not comforting<br />
and I can't follow you around<br />
'cause I see your evil ways<br />
and it kills your innocence<br />
But I still followed you around...<br />
<br />
Take care, I hope never to see you  here,<br />
bye, bye, promise not to cry, bye, bye.. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>...But I Am Free.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 20 Sep 2004 19:18:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ dreams are insanely interesting. and  insanely NOT including people you all  think they may include. so dont worry  about that.<br />
<br />
<b><33 Maria Mena:</b><br />
<br />
Maria Mena, is my hero. and to relieve  you all of my emo, i shall post some  AMAZING lyrics, that definately apply  to me...i think:<br />
<br />
I've been walking around all day  thinking<br />
I think I have a problem, I think I  think too much<br />
I've been taught to hold back my tears  and avoid them<br />
but you've made pain into something I  could touch<br />
<br />
I've been walking around all day  laughing<br />
Think I'd be better off without you  here<br />
And I bet you're sweet and hard to get  over<br />
So I'll cry and people will stop and  stare<br />
Now that's ok, let them stop and stare<br />
<br />
Cause I am fragile<br />
I am hopeless<br />
I'm not perfect<br />
But I am free<br />
<br />
I've been walking around all day  waiting<br />
And waiting is all I seem to do<br />
Cause I never get it unless I'm fed it<br />
But this time I'll just have to<br />
Yeah, this time I'll just have to<br />
<br />
And I'm fragile<br />
I am hopeless<br />
I'm not perfect<br />
But I am free<br />
<br />
Say you're not around, am I finished?<br />
If you're not around that's too bad<br />
Hope you're safe and sound, not alone  now<br />
Cause you know I believe in you<br />
<br />
I'm still fragile<br />
I'm still hopeless<br />
I'm not perfect<br />
But I am free<br />
<br />
And I'm fragile<br />
I am hopeless<br />
I'm not perfect<br />
But I am free<br />
<br />
Cause I'm fragile<br />
I am hopeless<br />
I'm not perfect<br />
But I am free ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>And She Swears There's Nothing Wrong...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 29 Aug 2004 21:11:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ and too many Ellipses have replaced too  many reasons, hidden too many tears.  and ive trailed off too many times,  forgotten too many moments, remembered  too many years. same old story,   singing the same old song, well isnt  that what they say? well i can only sit  and fake my smile through another bad  day.<br />
<br />
yeah, im emo. i know. dont bother  pointing out the obvious.<br />
<br />
-Goodnight everyone.-<br />
<br />
And By Nothing, I Obviously Mean  Everything. ]]></description>
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                <title>Sweet Jesus, What Have I Been Doing to my LIFE!?!?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Aug 2004 22:26:08 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh My God. You're ABSOLUTELY RIGHT. i  could just smack myself right now. i  cant believe i was being so shallow, so  rude, so inhumane. Why oh WHY didnt  anyone tell me of this sooner!?! oh im  staying home ALL day tomorrow so i can  make sure i get a chance to call and  apologize to everyone!!!!!<br />
<br />
....or....not.<br />
<br />
<br />
Whats that? do you hear that? wait-  wait- is it? Why yes, i think it is! <b> Sounds Like Hypocrisy!</b> <br />
<br />
OH PLEASE!<br />
<br />
if you dont like our sarcasm, our  bitter remarks, our cynicism well then  thats just FIIIIIIIINE but for God's  Sakes keep it to yourself!!<br />
First of all, no one is making you be a  roadsign or a building or a bridge or  whatever you call yourself.<br />
<br />
Dont start problems, and then tell us  we should all be friends. <br />
<br />
GUESS WHAT!!!!!<br />
Telling us to stop fighting<br />
and being mean<br />
and being vindictive<br />
and having our own opinons and  interests<br />
IS NOT GOING TO WORK<br />
when youre starting fights<br />
and being mean<br />
and  vindictive<br />
And forcing upon us your own opinions  and interests.<br />
So Sorry<br />
NOT GOING TO HAPPEN.<br />
<br />
-that is all-<br />
<br />
Comment All You Wish, Self-righteous  Bothers me none<br />
Just work on Your own faults before  Criticizing us for ours. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Holler??</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 19 Aug 2004 00:56:44 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My sweetie Pie cousin, Leysuh, Wrote  Something, and since I Love Her, i want  everyone to read it, kay? kay:<br />
<br />
In the end, Im Still Lost.<br />
Im Lost because there is no end.<br />
Theres no end <br />
to the problems thrown at me.<br />
Theres no end <br />
to the pain that comes with it.<br />
And it seems Like the happy people<br />
Shove it in my face.<br />
Because theyre Happy, And im in pain.<br />
Because theyre rich,  and im poor.<br />
Because they have better lives, and im  here,<br />
Lost. <br />
Lost because i cant do anything right.<br />
Lost because my problems wont go away.<br />
Lost because, in the end,<br />
I Have Nothing.<br />
<br />
Yay for my cousin. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/clap.gif" width="25" height="25" alt=":clap:" title="Clap" /> <br />
Everyone, join me in the boycott of  Jeff XP because he's got more pageviews  than some of us, and its only because  he has too many journals and he replies  to every comment. XP<br />
<br />
kay, ive done something productive with  my day. thats it. im done now. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Kay then.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 02 Aug 2004 21:26:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Done with the lyrics game, cause, due  to my intense originality, no one ever  figures out the lyrics i give them,  therefore making my participation in  the game asinine.<br />
<br />
My kitty's missing.....my brother let  her out this afternoon...havent seen  her since. aaannnyyyyway.<br />
<br />
my poorness has left me to be the only  one i know who remains without a  vactation all summer long. and of  course, because the entire world hates  me and wishes i die, most of my friends  go and pick the same time for  vacationing, so im left near alone.<br />
<br />
The Hound of the Baskervilles=death. a  lot.<br />
<br />
you're crazy if you think i'm done. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>The Yellow Fruit Stands Alone.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 31 Jul 2004 10:32:20 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Someone. is going to kill me. for that  title. this is me, not really caring.  well....caring....im just a risk taker  like that.  Anywho. its kind of  depressing no one knew the movie. it  was from <b>Hardball</b> <br />
<br />
Next: <br />
This is not a circus,<br />
So don't you play me for a clown.<br />
How long can emotions keep on goin' up  and down?<br />
<br />
I dont expect anyone to get this  (without cheating) concidering i just  found the song yesterday.<br />
<br />
--fin-- ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>My Circles Are Circles Once More</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 28 Jul 2004 21:15:54 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The Answer: Evanessence, "You" Next  Line: "I Never Thought I Would Say  That. I Never Thought There Would Be  You"<br />
<br />
Im not keeping score, at all. this is  just something for me to do. so if  youre that into this little game, you  may wanna write your score down.<br />
<br />
Next:<br />
<br />
"Have You Ever Ever Ever In Your Whole  Whole Life<br />
Seen the Things that ive seen or lived  the life?<br />
People dont know what i go through, <br />
or imagine what it's like being  misunderstood."<br />
<br />
Truthfully, This is from a movie, so i  dont know the title or the author, so  just tell me the movie its in, and you  can have all 3 points or something like  that.<br />
<br />
                    -Fin- ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>When You Look You See Right Through Me...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jul 2004 18:27:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My Turn. Same rules, whatever. (this is  me, way too tired to write any more  than i have to) i know of maybe one  person that knows this, and thats it.  cause im 1337 like that. Anyway::<br />
<br />
"So Many Nights, I've Cried Myself To  Sleep. Now That You Love Me, I Love  Myself"<br />
<br />
<br />
-fin- ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Ay Dee Aych Dee</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Jun 2004 20:29:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I took my science assessment today....i  swear to you all it was -the- most ADD  filled hour and a half of my life. the  enite test went something like this:<br />
<br />
Question:<br />
On this map, name a low pressure area.<br />
<br />
Me:<br />
Low pressure....it sure is a good thing  we didnt do anything in my fifth grade  class but talk about weather. weather  shouldnt change, it'd make everything  so much easier. and i wouldnt have to  hear Mr. Bemben talk about it all  year...fifth grade, like i want to know  about weather. hey, in fifth grade, i  remember that girl lilia used to teach  us spanish whenever the spanish teacher  was absent. i used to be her friend,  but we dont talk anymore...thats cause  shes a bitch now...hey how come the  spanish teacher was absent so much? we  shouldnt have had the spanish teacher  come to our class, that was strange.  HEY look, my hand is shaking a  lot...maybe its cause im hungry, i  should have eaten breakfast this  morning...i have to wake up early  tomorrow. eww, thats gross. it doesnt  feel like summer at all cause i have to  wake up....<br />
<br />
Etc.<br />
<br />
i must have been thinking about  everything in existance, except for  science.<br />
<br />
Attention: as of tonight, there will be  no form poetry dissing allowed EVER.  violaters will suffer early death. very  very early death.<br />
<br />
Update, in case anyone cares: Sadly,  the score has reached a tie, Marty: 4  Me: 4. but it isnt over yet. (and it  only counts on aim. not on DA or Live  Journal, or anywhere else.)<br />
<br />
my back hurts due to my ghetto desk.  and i had a hazelnut coffee coolata  today. and that was very very  caffinated. which is very very good.  caffine high=really fun.<br />
<br />
I LOST MYY PEEEENNNCCCIIILLLLLLLL<br />
<i>suicide</i><br />
I CANT SEEM TO FIND IIITTTTTTT<br />
<i>suicide</i><br />
IT WAS VERY YELLOOOOOOOOWWWW<br />
<i>suicide</i><br />
IT HAD A PINK ERASEEERRRRRRRRR<br />
<i>suicide</i><br />
PINK IS MY FAVOURITE COOOLLOOOORRRRR<br />
<i>suicide</i><br />
BECAUSE I AM SO FEEEEMMMAAAAALLLEEEEEE<br />
<i>suicide</i><br />
<br />
I wont finish. good times,  good times.<br />
<br />
You're Crazy if you think im crazy. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Warning: This Journal May Cause Nausea.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Jun 2004 15:07:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The 3 poems that were missing have been  found. they somehow ended up in my  scrapbook.<br />
<br />
Attention: <b>anyone</b> who wants to talk to  me (or anyone for that matter), but  thinks they shouldnt, or isnt sure if  i'll stab them to death: go ahead and  i/m me. because school is almost over,  and people move away, and you never  know when your next chance will be.<br />
<br />
Im going to see ~<a href="http://allmoogledout.deviantart.com/">AllMoogledOut</a>'s drama  final tonight...its going to be great.  Know Why? Because he= my kindred  spirit, and kindred spirits=teh  Greatest thing ever in existance.  equationation doesnt lie.<br />
<br />
I'm gunna miss my school friends, i  feel like im moving away forever or  something, even though its less than  three months. i best be hanging out  with all of you people this summer, or  ill go into friend withdrawl or some  such other crazy thing.<br />
<br />
*on the last day of school, im going  back to being me. old, ghetto me from  way back when. maybe for a day, maybe  for longer, i dont know. but i cant  wait*<br />
<br />
I feel special. for lots of reasons:<br />
<br />
School's almost over<br />
Vacation is soon<br />
I'm Happy Like Woah<br />
People Like me.<br />
I like people.<br />
I Love my friends<br />
<br />
                                   I'M  HHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYY YYYYYYYY<br />
<br />
and its all thanks to you people. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>Jesus Walks with me</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Jun 2004 19:55:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i heart grapefruit.<br />
<br />
ITS NOT MAKING ME HAPPY HOW 3 OF MY  DEVIATIONS JUST SUDDENLY WENT MISSING.  see cause that thing on my userpage  says 26...but theres only 23 things in  my gallery. i dont like that. I WANT MY  POEMS BACK <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/c/cry.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":cry:" title="Crying" /> <br />
<br />
im s'posed to talk ghetto tomorrow, cus  eric's a loser and anastasia thinks im  not ghetto. so yeah, tell me how that  goes.<br />
<br />
tomorrow=Grapefruit Re-allowence day.  everyone eat grapefruit in honor of ~<a href="http://allmoogledout.deviantart.com/"> AllMoogledOut</a><br />
<br />
I hate Kappy.<br />
<br />
State Tests Should Die.<br />
<br />
Everyone go see October rust on the  13th. or there will be mass murder in  the near future <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/m/mwahaha.gif" width="29" height="15" alt=":mwahaha:" title="Mwahahahahahahaha!" /><br />
<br />
ADIEU<br />
<br />
You're Crazy If You Think Im Done With  This Entry. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>I Got Friends...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 May 2004 21:12:00 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This Journal Entry Is For The Sole  Purpose of telling you all to watch my  friend Marina ~<a href="http://krypticspirit.deviantart.com/">krypticspirit</a> because  she's super duper cool and I LOVE her  and anything she does is great, so if  you dont all watch her i'll have you  murdered.<br />
<br />
i know you love my run-on sentence.<br />
<br />
how come i never get to be the black  ninja? ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>If i could Find You Now, Things Would Get Better..</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 May 2004 19:56:34 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate my hair. because it isnt  straight.<br />
<br />
my friends are the most wonderful  people on earth, because they care  enough to put up with me. thank you.<br />
<br />
i think i need a shrink. i have self  loathing issues. either that or im just  as ugly as i know i am, and my friends  are being nice to me. thats what im  afraid of.<br />
<br />
my monologue is being presented on  tuesday. all i know is the 1st  paragraph. im going to fail because im  lazy.<br />
<br />
<br />
ew my wrists were all itchy the other  day. <br />
<br />
if it doesnt matter weather or not im  skinny. and it doesnt matter whether or  not im smart. it doesnt matter whether  or not im loud or quiet...what the hell  matters?<br />
<br />
you know the McDonalds thing how it  used to say "over 200 Billion served"  well at least 65000 of that 200 Billion  was me. so hush.<br />
<br />
god i wish i wasnt so skinny. its not  as much fun as it looks.<br />
<br />
im sorry to all my friends who i was  with tonight. i was in a bad mood, and  a bad mood for me is extra perkiness.  its a nearly unbreakable habit. im  sorry. i was annoying. more than usual.  im really sorry. i am.<br />
<br />
<br />
fuck boxer shorts. fuck sluts. fuck  plans and ideas and talks. i wish i  could say fuck it all, i wish i could.<br />
<br />
<br />
~bleed My heart. it cant get worse~<br />
       ^ i changed it for tonight. ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>The longest survey ive EVER taken.</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 29 Apr 2004 18:24:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i figured id post it on DA  insted of  LJ..why not?. i swear i wasted like 3  hours doing this. and im not  exaggerating at all.<br />
<br />
<br />
001. What is your name? Jade<br />
002. Spell your name backwards. Edaj <br />
003. Date of birth: October 21st<br />
004. Male or female? Female. No iz. Im  origial like that.<br />
005. Astrological sign: Libra<br />
006. Nicknames: Jadeums, Jadeicus,  Stick, Blankyta, JadeFace¡Kthere was  another¡Koh, according to my father, im  the Apple.<br />
007. Occupation? Forced Education<br />
008. Height: 5¡¦6¡¦¡¦ or something.<br />
009. Contacts? Sadly, no.<br />
010. Hair color: Brown. Plain, boring  brown.<br />
011. Eye color:brown and green<br />
012. Where were you born? SpringValley<br />
013. Where do you reside now? The  whitest town EVER<br />
014. Age: er...14<br />
015. Screen names: Babiiblankyta<br />
016. E-mail addy:  babiiblankyta@yahoo.com<br />
017. What does your screen name stand  for? Blankyta means white girl¡Kin  spanish. <br />
018. What is your Blurty name? I give  up¡Kwhats a blurty?<br />
019. What does your diary name stand  for? I have a diary?<br />
020. Pets: My cat¡Kwho seems to be  missing.<br />
021. Number of candles you blew out on  your last birthday cake? 14..then one  more, blah blah blah<br />
022. Piercings? Two holes in each ear.  My mom wont let me pierce my  bellybutton.<br />
023. Tattoo's? I don¡¦t like needles.<br />
024. Shoe size: 9<br />
025. Righty or lefty? rightie<br />
026. Wearing: jeens, a blue shirt¡Kmy  moms ring.<br />
027. Hearing: Styles P., ¡§My Life¡¨<br />
028. Feeling: rushed<br />
029. Eating/drinking: nothing at the  time<br />
<br />
. . . F r i 3 n d S t u F f. . . <br />
Which one of your friends is the....<br />
030. Craziest? Leysuh<br />
031. Loudest? Leysuh<br />
032. Nicest? Marty<br />
033. Bitchiest? Maura<br />
034. Life of the party? Uuhhh¡KLorriane<br />
035. Jock? Lorraine<br />
036. Prep? Lauren D.	<br />
037. Rebel? Leysuh	<br />
038. Cutest? That type of question  ruins friendships.<br />
039. Best friend of the same sex?  Leysuh	<br />
040. Best friend of the opposite sex?  Marty<br />
041. Most popular? Christine<br />
042. Rudest? Maura<br />
043. Most shy? Lauren D.<br />
044. Dumbest?...i cant say me, can i?<br />
045. Smartest? Marina.<br />
046. Weirdest? Marty<br />
047. Has the best hair? Marty¡Kfor now.<br />
048. Best personality? Marty<br />
049. Most talented? Lorraine<br />
050. Most ghetto? Leysuh<br />
051. Most spoiled? Alysha<br />
052. Drama queen? Alanna<br />
053. Pain in the ass? Alysha<br />
054. Funniest? Azn<br />
055. Best advice giver? Marty<br />
056. Druggie? Leysuh<br />
057. Most likely to join a cult?  Karen¡Kno¡Kkaren would start her own.<br />
058. Have you lost touch with a good  friend recently? Sara.<br />
059. Person you've been friends with  the longest? Leysuh<br />
060. How many friends do you have on  your buddy list? 85?<br />
<br />
. . . GuYs /L0v3/KiSsiNg/AnD 0th3r  StuFf. . . <br />
061. Have you ever been in love? yes<br />
062. How many people have you told? Too  many. Way too many.<br />
063. How many people have you been in  love with? You act as if it happens all  the time.<br />
064. How many people have you kissed? A  bunch?<br />
065. Have you ever kissed someone of  the same sex? Only on the cheek.<br />
066. How many people have you dated? I  think 4<br />
067. What do you look for in a  guy/girl? Sense of  humor¡Kpersonality¡Kintrest in music.<br />
068. What's the first thing you notice  about the opposite sex? Eyes<br />
069. What type of guy/girl do you  usually go for? I have too many witty  answers to put just one, so I shant put  any.<br />
070. Do you have a bf/gf? Nah.<br />
071. If so where did you meet them?  er...no<br />
072.What do you like about them?  Again...no<br />
073. Do you have a crush right now? yep<br />
074. If so who is it? Ooh! Lets tell  complete strangers everything about us,  just incase they plan on stalking us!  (this is all martys fault)<br />
075. Do you believe in love at first  sight? Yes.<br />
076. Do you remember your first love?  yes<br />
077. Who is the first person you  kissed? Dissapear<br />
078. Do you believe in fate? To an  extent<br />
079. Do you believe in soul mates? Yes.<br />
080. If so do you believe you'll ever  find yours? How does one answer this  question?<br />
<br />
. . . F a m i L y S t u F f. . .<br />
104. How many siblings do you have? 2<br />
105. What are your parents names?  Lynne, Jeff<br />
106. What are your siblings names?  Corey, Ray<br />
107. How many siblings does your mother  have? 3<br />
108. How many siblings does your father  have? 2<br />
109. Where are your parents from? Their  parents?<br />
110. Is your family close? Ha! That  made my day.<br />
111. Does your family get together for  holidays? Not really.<br />
112. Do you have a drunk uncle? No..but  I have a drunk Father.<br />
113. Any medical problems run through  your family? Gener... ]]></description>
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                <title>In The Rain, No One Knows You're Crying.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 25 Apr 2004 14:38:11 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My cousin was here this weekend, and i  didnt think about love at all.<br />
that scares me.<br />
<br />
Today is an Eminem day. i need rap. i  might write one, if i can manage to  think. <br />
<br />
ucky is an ucky word, so you can  imagine how it is as a feeling.<br />
<br />
i cant remember why i started writing  this, i think i was going to say  something important, but i cant  remember what it was.<br />
<br />
thank God, my singing voice still  works. long story.<br />
<br />
Im taking Dramatic arts and Creative  writing next year. Yahoo?.  and i get  to skip earth science. never to be  taken by me.<br />
<br />
i feel really weird, like im watchin  myself in a dream, cause i dont feel  like im typing, and im not really  thinking. not about school, or my  friends. well, yeah my friends. cause i  love them, and i worry about them. but  i still feel out of it. its not fun.<br />
<br />
by the way. MARIJUANA IS NOT COOL!<br />
      not at all. trust me.<br />
<br />
((for witty, thoughtful quote, see  title above. sorry, you only get one  today)) ]]></description>
                <author>~LyttleBlankyta</author>
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                <title>haha Im so damn Lazy!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 19 Apr 2004 12:52:02 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I Find it rediculously funny how ive  been on DA for almost a month.<br />
and this is my first Journal entry.<br />
Marty, wheres My LURVE poem? (not  nagging, just reminding <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/wink.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";)" title=";) (Wink)" />)<br />
I wish i couldve gone to the Show  yeterday. damn my mother and her  compulsive urge to ground me. Sorry  Guys <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /><br />
Jimi, Im Starting to love your  signature thing more and more. KNow  why? Cause im a LOOOOOOOOOOser.<br />
now i can stop yelling at myself about  how i need to put in an entry.<br />
I ran a mile in gym. took me 8 minutes,  43 seconds. Moylan made Us run, in this  weather. Marty, add her to the stab  list.<br />
And now i have dance practice in less  than three hours, and its funny how i  can barely move my legs, and i need to  do a hitch Kick. Hahahahaaha so not  going to happen.<br />
Im done.<br />
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Wun Hun, And You Dont Have To Like It.<br />
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