http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:M-A-F&section=today deviantART RSS for by:M-A-F en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Wed, 25 Nov 2009 14:48:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/28523633/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/28523633/ Mon, 23 Nov 2009 07:23:15 PST Right now outside my classroom... apparently this old lady said to the receptionist "Excuse me I don't want my dog anymore" she said "sit" to the dog and just left it and walked out the building....WTF?!

I want that dog... one of my classmates said he told the dog to sit, roll over and whatever, it's a trained dog and it was shivering it was scared (he figures it gets beaten) >,> my teacher says it's a £300 worth dog...and we shouldn't think about taking the dog since it may be stolen and what not I dunno but seriously... how can you just leave your fucking dog like that?

Argh I was gunna go update my facebook or twitter with this message but they're both blocked on these comps and DA is not e.e

Uh...London Weather... is horrible today. Rain was fierce thank crap I was indoors.

Ok cya laters...again. I may be returning to my main DA sooner than I think since again I'm not seeing the point in more than one DA user account... which means people may have to put up with my music stuff

Only thing on ~ChuULTRA worth looking at in my opinion (a photo I shot)

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/28140181/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/28140181/ Wed, 04 Nov 2009 10:14:36 PST A real one?!

Only for a couple of months, I wanna focus more on my works :3 I have one thing to do and upload here but for the most I'ma step out and continue with my class work and promotional work.

If you want to get any updates from me I'm here:

Peace out :3

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/28032922/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/28032922/ Thu, 29 Oct 2009 16:48:29 PDT **might I add Anyone mind suggesting some ideas on what I should draw? I have no idea e.e

I deleted most the useless stuff ._. wtf..uh kay

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27991078/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27991078/ Wed, 28 Oct 2009 14:51:08 PDT [update]I've finally managed to finish the last two sketches today! Check em out :3[/update]

First off, Happy Birthday to ...you are uh...older now ._. lol, I did want to make something for you (and failed the night before) but I thought I'd let you request something from me? >w<

Anyways..

I want to speed up the process of improvements because I just feel like I'm over doing things (though sometimes overdone...ness is quite nice)
I want to set myself a challenge somehow...

I want to simplify my own style of drawing and colouring, not forgetting painting better bgs.

I will use [link] as inspiration and as a general guide to stop me from over colouring/shading anime art.

Wish me luck :] I will work on my drawings first since I have two last free sketches to do >w< I'm so behind on "DA work", thank you guys for being patient >d<


5 Free Sketches Progress

1st -
2nd -
3rd -
4th -
5th -

I'm currently makign a backign track for a song a friend of mine requested me to sing lol...

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27886658/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27886658/ Wed, 21 Oct 2009 10:39:21 PDT ChuUT (phonetic=chew you tea)

5 Free Sketches Progress

I did a karaoke, a really bad one e.e ...well it made me lol a couple of times so why not check it out?

I sang Bouken Desho Desho...currently I'm learning some lyrics to a song that my friend requested me to sing...

Here is ChuUT (me) singing Bouken Desho Desho


[link]

I'm waiting to get some money from the bank so I can buy a wacom graphics tablet.
I already bought a replacement charger for my laptop and it's working fine :3...I still want a macbook shou bad tho.. >.>

On Saturday I'm going to be doing a photoshoot for my friend from my last academic year course.

My other DA...agh I know I have a mental problem with making DA accounts but I promise you I'm only keeping two sperate accounts.

This is more a of a personal account, the other well..I cba to explain lol...but I am going to be singing more often so it's promotional for the more musical me?

If you think you're gunna like ChuUT go ahead and watch :3
ChuUT on DA (sorry it's emptea)
ChuUT on Youtube

And wow...I'll have to finally reveal my identity D:

Myspace

Being the procrastinator that I am == you can pretty much see that I haven't made much of an effort for ChuUT...and uh...I'm fallign behind in class I think ._.

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27701486/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27701486/ Sun, 11 Oct 2009 07:50:34 PDT 5 Free Sketches Progress

(Skip to "imsrsplz" account icon)

This is friggen screwy. Meaning I still can't get to those requests -.- especially because my charger broke and so my laptop is also dead now.///



Does anyone sing/karaoke on youtube or anything? Show me a link to your best or favourite song you've sung, I'd be interested to see e.e

Any producers? As in do you make your own music anything related I would be interested to seeeeee plx....Logic or Fl users teach me lol.

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27577602/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27577602/ Wed, 07 Oct 2009 11:41:52 PDT
***

No more slots left sorry =w=

[No one actually reads the instruction huh lmao]

'cuz I feel so useless and bored Dx [[keeps procrastinating]]

For the first five people to request one...uh...just type [request] in your comment :3

Then I will ask you to note me if you are one of the five.

One character requests only! Beware, I suck at most things like you wouldn't believe!!
Seriously I would feel more at ease if you played it safe and requested a girl in a random dress or something haha :'D

Progress

1st -
2nd -
3rd -
4th -
5th -

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27441950/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27441950/ Sun, 27 Sep 2009 05:45:22 PDT


Uh. Since College...is actually so much more than I exepected...I will remain a happy bunny >D<; <3

Live recorded videos...or just "speedpaints" to come ;D whatever exactly speedpaint is O.o nah just a regular vid I think..

It will be on how I painted shiney or silky looking clothes like in my works (not naruesha because that was extremely rushed and sketchy...srsly believe me sabby) I likez painting silky like D:

And art trade yet to be finished D8< but I don't like it so far because of the lines I made...it's pretty old now but after that I'm trying to go back to some old methods to draw my girls a lil more like in and not ....wut...she has a strange looking head and shoulders e,e

Ah I miss my old ways XD

I forgot everything else I was gunna talk about so...

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27372642/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27372642/ Wed, 23 Sep 2009 10:40:31 PDT
I've started my first day of a new College course...so far it was AWESOME, but scary TwT I'm the new girl for the first time in my life! (since the people in my class started a week ago as an introductory, but the actual lesson was today)

Anyway it's only 19 weeks long...yet I feel like I'm making a lot of progress just on my first day...O.o I really, really want to finish it TwT

I enrolled yesterday, went to 3 different streets to fill out some forms and be interviewed.

I have to go to the actual College on Tuesdays and the other days of the week excluding Thursday I have to go to a Learning Centre...creative centre or something...and let me tell you the Mac suit they have there are naiice *A*

It has those comps...only a tiny slim keyboard and massive monitor are visable on the desks...they have two hard drives, one for Mac and Windows but you have to hold down alt at the start up to be able to choose.

Really clean and decent space...I wish there was more though...e.e...what can I say I just feel so motivated in an environment like that <33 I just hate that a couple people in my class smoke...cuz I was walking with a few of them to the shops at lunch or break...and I felt like I was dying...the kind of smoke was so intense D:
PLUS, they said they were singers...wth, why smoke then e.e stop it now.

I'm not going to talk about the course much @u@ but whoever has my facebook and LJ may get a bit of an insight for what I've been upto; to do with the course and other stuff. (I don't add people on my LJ, only very few are on my friendslist)

There is one picture I need to get done for DA because of a deadline, but I will try really hard to find spare time to finish other stuff I'm supposed to do.

No chance of opening commissions until summer...especially because I'm still not at the stage I want to be.

Also messages...D:..erm if you have my msn try sending me an IM if there's anything important. I will try to check my messages even though there are very few e.e (31devs, 21mess)

Cya byebye!

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27100677/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/27100677/ Tue, 08 Sep 2009 17:48:14 PDT I had to include this, it's so awesoome *-* I =luciole

These guys remind me of how fail I am being, as they bother to put effort in to their artwork UNLIKE ME. *cough*





This is my absolute fav from ~JaneMere BUT SHE PUT IT AS HER WEBCAM INSTEAD.

I'm so far away from my goal *A* althought these images all over DA are great and what not, I've still been aiming for the same thing since 4 years ago that I can't seem to find on DA.

Ah yeah, the guy who requested a painting from me of his fiance liked the painting apparently e.e so uh yeah...I still don't like it though.

Erm I think...IF I do commissions, I will aim on earning for a scanner/all in one?

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26901041/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26901041/ Sat, 29 Aug 2009 17:58:38 PDT WTH WTH WTH WTH...oh and wonderful how my sister keeps coming back into my room again e.e Aquarius+Scorpio=BOOM...or maybe I just want far too much time on my own than normal...nah.

;w; I screwed it up...what is it?

A friend of mine had a cousin who wanted me to paint/draw his fiance as a wedding gift...and I messed it up...

I don't really care about the money (£20...which is cheap enough but I feel like saying "take it for £2!" orz;; )

I'm just pissed I screwed the portrait up...I was water colouring and screwed the hair from the beginning (since my laptop went on standyby because my friggen baby brother stole my charger -.-) when I decided to look at the ref I realised and did a "watercolor erase" technique ._. and basically the whole face looks gray now, glowing red...plus the mouth was too small which I should've resketched....but anyway, it's all down to what he thinks of it...

I'm done with it though ._. I don't want to touch it, I was going to acrylic over it but nah...atleast now I can focus a bit more of my time to DAing again.

Did I mention I'm becoming half-dead on DA?

ONE LAST THING.

What is a really good mic I can plug into my laptop and won't make fuzzy sounds/isn't too sensitive to bg noise?

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26669910/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26669910/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 11:34:21 PDT





Met up with my friend, my sister came too e.e it was hot today my jacket got me all wet ew, then when I opened it I started sneezing XD

My friend got 'DDD' which is equivelent to 3 A's at A level, which is pretty much top marks, can't do any better.

I got MPP, my friend got excited for me...I don't know why e.e she told me congrats and I'm like "No you!"

Like I said before, there are only 3 gradings from highest to lowest:

D - Distinction - equivelent grade 'A' or "full marks"
M - Merit - equivelent grade 'B'
P - Pass - equivelent grade 'C'

So the only way someone fails/ungraded if their work is incomplete/shit...I think.

So apparently I can get into Uni and what not, but I still don't see the big deal XD

Oh did I mention I got stuck inside my room because some random guy was going up and down the ladder to the loft, which is right outside my door? XD

Um...is there anyone out there who can explain this CSS stuff to me so I can do it for myself? ._.;;;

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26549869/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26549869/ Wed, 12 Aug 2009 14:09:50 PDT want to commission me on those £4 postcard thangz? Anyways...(omg...I wrote too much)

Tagged by

Rules:
1. Post these rules.
2. Each tagged person must post 10 things about themselves on their journal.
3. At the end, you have to choose and tag 10 people and post their icons on the same journal.
4. Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
5. No tag-backs.


1. I'm not a Japan fan e.e why should people assume that I am? Some people will confuse races and say I like them "chinese people". Once when I was drawing Seo Taiji in class this girl, a friend asked me "is that a Chinese guy? Oh wait, sorry, Japanese?" XD (he's south korean)

2. I am very short. Blame the genes people...but both my younger sisters are atleast an inch or two taller than me...so I don't get what the deal is...*sigh*

3. I'm not liking the recession right now...I don't even have a job or plan for the future *gunna be thrown out onto the streets TwT*

4. The idea of being "happy", and seeking it out is interesting to me.

5. People who keep touching up my hands always tell me how "soft" they are ==;;;

6. Love love love la la loooove la la loooove makes the world go round LOL.
I hate being pestered, I'm usually always being a loner up in my room doing...stuff (drawing and being a loner) and don't want visitors. e.e;

7 I'm all over the place right now, I keep switching from picture to picture and am nowhere near finished on any Dx

8. I have manga manualscript papers but dun wanna use them...@_@ plus I think they're fake...but my previous idea was to scan a page in. so I'd never have waste money on more.
Which reminds me...I don't have a scanner Dx

9. My desk is a chair with stacks of books and whatever under my laptop and I sit on some sort of bucket thing...>.> long story short. My room is a dump, but I don't have much of a choice.

No. I'm not poor, my parents just don't give me much freedom to do much but stay at home every second of my life.

10. I almost failed Maths in GCSEs...then again I didn't get very good grades on whole e.e;;
I had an interest in Art, but hated Art class, I didn't want to be told what to be interested in. Also English. Artist. Writer. Once I came to the idea of mixing things up, graphic novelist ^^ but no...Now I don't have much of an interest in anything.

Oh and um...whoever han't done this or wants to do this...just...do it e.e

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26467301/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26467301/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 15:34:37 PDT As in my youngest sister...she never leaves me alone, she is as annoying as hell

A while ago she just came in to get "drawing tips"...I really don't think she has a general interest in art or anime infact XD though she copies me A LOT.

I'm actually a bit annoyed TwT I showed her how I drew (because she keeps saying she wants me as her inspiration in drawing anime) and she suddenly...drew so awesomely ._. two faces infact with hair and eyes...the works D: and now a third >.> she just left now...and I haven't been able to touch this journal for about an hour <.<




The one with the blue ring around it is the one I drew...the rest is hers >.> ok so the one in the middle looks retarded, we both noticed, most of the retardness was down to the flash >u< *doesn't have a scanner*

Anyways...>.> yeah whatever she annoys the crap out of me -.-

:/ I need monies bad. Lulz, and I don't mean ...she doesn't bother with her DA much.

I actually convinced her joining DA underaged is bad >u< haha so she's waiting for her 13th to get on... which is this Halloween. =.=;;;; I'm going to die on that day...as if I'm not dying painfully enough.

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26313530/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26313530/ Mon, 03 Aug 2009 17:49:33 PDT
[edit] Is it just me or has my page gone seriously retarded??
This is what I see: [link] It won't go back to normal after refreshing the page TwT lol.

Anywayyys goodnight for now >w>.

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August 1, 2009


A lot, even though it's from my noob days where I barely knew how to use photoshop (always trying to find shortcuts, that's how noobie I was and still am) and felt privileged to get 5 favourites (very exciting lol) I miss it.

A year ago I told everyone I was going to try adopt a more shoujo friendly style, and I've kinda done that.

I hid a lot of deviations on my old account (would you believe I had an older one from 2005 that I barely remembered using?) I do still have a bit of my old style amongst this account...

Though some people say I'm improving, I'm beginning to like my old stuff more and more.

What do you think?

Though it was easy doing a shoujo style I still want to stick by my rule of changing until I'm satisfied with my stuff..

One last thing, I think I'm gunna go back to animekaki :3 depends if it doesn't lag like always

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26000479/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/26000479/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 06:39:28 PDT Yayyayaya click me

I keep forgetting to mention, not that it's important, I has twittart; MaffyTaffy, follow for randomz earaches galore.

Listen Listenz: [link] I only just found out it was a pokemon theme tune for a film like a month or two ago ==; someone must have shown me and I think I know who...er many more months ago...but I found this artist after and...I dunno...yeah, strange lol. I heart Crsytal Kayz XD I heard One so many times now

Agh, now I shall rollout my list of to do's for DA *drops into a dark bottomless pit*
Damn you college for taking away so much of my time =.=


Anything interesting happen to anyone lately? I'ma still trying to get round to fanart...and I still don't watch anime no more TwT but I want to watch them animations like Coraline etc. and the new Ice Age 3 film.

I heard they were making another Toy Story animation too, can't wait for the end credits lol >D<

I collected some new stuffz in my favz yayyyy

wowz old DA stuffz

These are super cute:


I love that darn anatomy

Ok so my favs aren't exactly that new but ya =d=;

On the 26th July I'ma go to the funfair thangs behind the townhall here called the "Mela", I told my friends to go e.e;; so that means I should probably actually go this year XD;; last year they hosted it in Llyod Park instead of behind the townhall...I don't really remember what it's like at the townhall...not as fun I guess and for some reason I remember a red octopus floating in the air

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/25644977/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/25644977/ Tue, 30 Jun 2009 06:46:14 PDT


That dude Naruto is having another competition on DA!


For all the rules and info check out his official journal entry


=naruto regularly hosts contests each year (though he did two last year) to bring the community of Naruto anime and manga lovers together.

Why not check out the previous collections of entries?



Last year's winner recieved a 1 Month subscription!

Would you like to take part in another way?

If you would like to help some way or another, why not advertise the contest, or maybe offer to donate prizes, subscription to the winner?

Note =naruto to donate/offer prizes asap!

It's worth a try, loads of other Naruto fans will be joining in and it should be fun kaez ;3

Gewd Luck.

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/25559098/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/25559098/ Fri, 26 Jun 2009 04:59:22 PDT
Yeah, I found out last night, where straight after my internet was stopped e.e;

It's just so wrong

RIP Michael Jackson, the news travelled so fast.


There's only one more week left for college...far too much work to do and I'm still procrastinating...great.

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/24891070/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/24891070/ Mon, 01 Jun 2009 05:15:08 PDT 3-5 weeks left until the end of College apparently, at the end I either pass or fail pass

There are only 3 grading criterias in my course

Pass
Merit
Distinction

From the lowest to the highest you can get, a ' Pass'...well anyone can get it, you just have to give in relevent work.

I understand that the whole of my class will be awarded a Merit, second highest which is an alternative to the grade 'B'...the only way someone can actually fail is to not get a grade at all...from...not giving in their work at all?

I'm not really aiming for anything, I've pretty much half quit. Meaning I will just aim on completing College really.

So...not like I've been updating, but I'm definitely not going to think about submitting to DA until I've finished my work...eurgh, please bare with me.

Just comment if you need anything~

Holy crud it's the 1st of June?!

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/24127739/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/24127739/ Wed, 08 Apr 2009 10:59:02 PDT ..............................................................................
.........................

Works that caught my attention recently

~asaake

Digital Painting, Pencil

I thought I'd reset now, "Kiriban" was 10k previously. Not caught.

If there is anyone out there set on getting a request of some sort from me, that would be an option I guess

New Kiriban will be 25k

Yeah, it would be a very long wait since I'm half dead @.@

I don't have a drawing tablet at the moment, but a bigger problem is I don't have a scanner neither, sketching and cging can be hard with a mouse...and time consuming >_< especially after a really long time of getting used to a pen

I got a letter from College telling me about an interview for the Art Course, I need a couple of art work to bring in and show D: and started drawing stuff like Nana Kitade from her PV "Kiss"

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/23845282/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/23845282/ Mon, 23 Mar 2009 08:28:45 PDT
MUSIC

I listened to loads of new one :3 Hikaru's latest is "Come back to me" (I hate parts of it but like it as a whole) if you don't know yet, you can watch it on jpopasia and find a list of her music in one place~

What else...New Gazette song...New Vidoll...bah well if you'd like to know what I've been up to feel free to comment ;>

Latest artist/s I've watched






Latest Fav



Latest friends gallery I Fav'd







I was tagged by ._.

He sounded moody so I sent him scary moozicz

A. Post these rules.
B. Each person should say at least 8 things about himself.
C. When you finish the journal will need to choose 8 people and tagged.
D. Then go to their pages and say they have been tagged Easy eh?
E. It is not worth returning the tag to whom you sent.



1.

I go here to listen to my music

Feel free to add me to your friends if you have a JPA account there, I'm 'MaffyTaffy' ;3



2.

I love doing loads of things ._. my interests are too wide...music, art, dance, singing DAMN it kills my brains because I can never get to the bit where I settle for a certain career path -.-

3.

I have multiple personalities...and can come across crazy sometimes XD I have a massive wonderful human nature at one time then I'm a psycho freak bitch who will destroy you harharz

Seriously though I'm very friendly :3 if I like you that is...

4.

For those of you who may ask in the future...or even Teruchan me_
I'm a GIRL, I'm 18 since 12th February, 2 days before valentines! ...and I'm Bi....lingual ;D

Proof? You can't have any :3

5.

I wear a lot of black...I try to wear some colour...but then I'm like "all these other people who wear black...they don't seem to care, why should I?!" nah I don't want to look like a goth...not my thing, I really don't like blending in with labels...


6.

My "skills" vary, haha thanks all you guys who big me up D: I'm not that great. I have never been able to redraw a character identically...not as in recreate the same image, the... ]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/23326934/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/23326934/ Sat, 21 Feb 2009 15:23:37 PST
Deviant:
From: United States Deviant for: 3 years
Found: Randomly searching through DeviantART's browse list
Personal Opinion

What I like about this artist's work is his style of strong and vibrant colouring and also sleek lines.

(from old to new)





Do check him out X_x he has faaaar better skills than myself yet far little attention than expected!

Uh about an average of 30

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/22856381/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/22856381/ Wed, 28 Jan 2009 03:45:30 PST
I've been hesitating on the idea of starting my own mini project while I was still in college, and I've finally told my main lecturer...couple of weeks ago I told a different one :>

So I'm even more interested, I can be extremely panda (shy lol) about these kind of things

I...do have a photography account on DA since last year...but don't use it much, and a couple of the pictures I took weren't meant for anything, so maybe I will share that account with you guys sometimes in the future


My lecturer has been so helpful D: he's asked the fashion/makeup department about stuff for me, he also told me about this photographer who comes here regularly to photograph the students/models who participate in the hairdressers show, this year is punk theme. So I might end up helping him! It's an exciting thought, I hope I get to do it, and hopefully shyness will not rape my chances of learning more on the photography side of life (it's really tough competition as a career no doubt)


What do I know about photography already...beh I just taught myself basic crap >.> I'm used to my camera, like what does what

I know quite a lot of other things but have to put them into practice

I really hope my two friends who said they'd like to help, will actually...help? XD


So much to learn @w@ really have to take a chance D:

Ah's...remind me to complete my sketchbook XD

I'm mostly looking forward to being able to work with the photographer next month although I'll have a try at doing things on my own for a while



One last thing, thank you all for the recent support you've given me ;u; I never would've expected anything like it, 100+ fav's on bu nana pai, and 50+ new watchers!!

Not letting you down D:< Have some PAI!

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/22229083/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/22229083/ Sat, 27 Dec 2008 15:59:18 PST I feel tired and stressed out ._.

The new way I'm deciding to draw i.e. more "shoujo"...I feel like I'm just starting all over again and I don't know I think just drawing anime all the time is stressing me out <_> aaand I don't know what to do.

Finishing in a day or two with the last 4 deviations isn't necessarily a good thing...must mean I can't be bothered to spend more time on things

Break from drawing anime and submitting to DA, or just break from drawing

I wish I had a sub to use the "I hate my art" stamp.

I recently watched Kaze-hime, I love her colouring style, that's how I actually want to colour but can't

You know whenever I complain like this I end up spamming your inboxes with more journals and deviations XD so I'll be very careful not to this time :'D



this gallery is full of phail

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/21499894/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/21499894/ Sat, 15 Nov 2008 11:24:43 PST Random: [link]

What kind should I do?

I've rarely ever done fanart, that's why I'm thinking about it.

I've had two people encourage me to do Enma Ai from Jigoku Shojo, I want to do that but don't know how O.o I've rarely watched the series but remember that journal I made about when I foudn it :'D then a few weeks after I noticed gaiaonline showing dubbed clips.

I deleted whatever came after this XD



this gallery is full of phail

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/21215731/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/21215731/ Fri, 31 Oct 2008 16:40:14 PDT I thought I forgot something...scroll down please! Happy Halloween for 14 more minutes XD

I'll be busy.

I'm still thinking about stuff like anime whether I should continue with it or not, I don't want to give it up because that would personally be some form of failiure for me. So I'm not going to make any sudden decisions.

I've found 2 things which may interest some people and if you'd like to know what I've gotten up to read on:

If you like asian music; Japanese but including Chinese/Korean etc. this is the number one site you should look out for updates and crap: JPA

I use it quite a lot to become fans of the jrock band Nightmare non stop @w@ and I've made a couple of new friends, especially with a super Nightmare-tard who always ends up grabbing "#1" on the list of "True Fans" XD

If you really want to learn a new langauge and you've tried youtube videos and podcast downloading, give BYKI a chance. I installed a few languages on my software, it's free and it's great to use whenever you want without the aid of your internet connection ;> (mine always messes up Dx)

Haha I'm sorry I forgot the purpose of a journal since I haven't written one for over a month Dx

I've made use of Facebook to release a bit of my hyperactivity :'D Livejournal...I still don't know what to do with it XD

Oh now I remember!
I really want to get back into Digital painting soon, I may not use my pencils or tradtional stuff too often, but I'm preparing a manga page (yes a single page lol) it will be good :]

Watch out for my yet to be released series named "Pieces of Suicide".

I haven't had chance to get onto laptop much because of certain people playing runescape for hours and hours...>_> so it was easier at time to use tradtional.

One more message I'd like to give to friends and watchers...

Please, I can see some people are getting upset on DA and people around them and I try not to say anything, I would just like to see few of you feeling so down lately!

***
(I'm still not doing tags or anything so no worries but if you like you can do these and maybe if I answer to your journal I won't mind getting a letter from you. I will only send updates once for this journal and not again if I do more letters k?)

If you comment I'll give you a letter of the alphabet and you have to make a journal and list TEN THINGS you like starting with the letter I give you.

Letter R from: ~sabriel (er...most of it is random and I just listed them to fill up 10 slots...)

1. Ranma 1/2
2. Ruka
3. Roses
4. Red
5. Rain (like...the rain)
6. Raeping yuu (LOL)
7. Rawr
8. Road Rash (it's on my profile)
9. Rette (~Misao-Flower)
10. Reality (I like the oposite to this O.o)

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/20536480/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/20536480/ Wed, 17 Sep 2008 12:15:43 PDT I'm a bit upset right now. At the mo' only current watchers may take part. Sorry it's v long!

Flash as in; this in, I'm going to give a free pencilled request to one lucky person. Man I stopped drawing because I came up with this idea >_>;; note, I am actually VERY busy.

Why should you participate rather than wait the next time I do "10 free sketches"?

Reason: this will be different from "10 free sketches" thing, where I draw simple messy sketches. This will be a fully sketched, shaded professional piece of artwork (or as near professional I can do) I may even get it coloured if you really want me to.

Request: You can request anything, no fan art please, I will allow oc requests if you ask. Yes..I know I always draw anime, I will also do that, if you want to give me references that will be fine.

Sorry: I will not draw artistic nude, yaoi or yuri, hentai, excessivley violent or gorey images etc. since I want everyone to be able to see the piece when I'm done, please do not make me violate any copyrights also.

How to take part: All you have to do is answer all the questions as best and accurate as you can: (If they say "name atleast one", try to name as many as you can incase other people have gotten it right, this helps me decide the winner and don't worry the answers aren't hard to find)

Question about music

1. Which artist or band do I obsess over the most? (name atleast one)
Nightmare, Riyu Kosaka
2. What is my most favourite music genre?
Jrock

Question about art

3. Recently which artists have I constantly mentioned on DA and consider my most favourites? (name two)
Getty, Hitsukuya
4. Aside from anime and manga, what other genre of art have you witnessed me take interests in? (name atleast one)
Realism, Photography
5. What would you like me to do more often in my submissons/journals? (whoo freestyle ;D lol)
6. Can you convince me to a piece of artwork I may not have seen before? (provide link if I fav it you get this point, no points if I've fav'd the piece before u_u)
Mei Misao Cloudy
7. Can you convince someone to one deviation of mine? (ask them to comment mentioning your name )
Mei

Question about randomness and life

8. What are my views on Yaoi? How do I react to it? Choose options:
a) Absolutely hate it, wish it would all go away.
b)Can't be bothered with it, but find it annoying with all the non canon fan art/fics etc. that keep rushing to front page, and believe it is unoriginal and unfair
c) Absolutely love it, will yuri for yaoi
9. I am in:
a) "hows college @w@"
b) school
c) work
10. How long ago did I make my very first DA account? (what year)
2005


Prize:

Fully sketched and shaded piece, with background, detailed, signed and dated drawn using pencil.
Maximum of 5 characters (I may ask to draw their hair/clothes differently), please specify or provide reference.
Leave the rest to me (unless you have an idea for the bg)

Go ahead, I will review answers later, I will not tell you if you're right until the 5th October, then I will note you asking for your request. Please allow a couple of weeks for me to work on your request depending on whether I'm busy or not it may take quicker/longer.

Thanks, goodluck.

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/20267890/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/20267890/ Mon, 01 Sep 2008 09:03:30 PDT

lmao

Found these off missy-random @w@





=M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/20017210/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/20017210/ Mon, 18 Aug 2008 06:38:28 PDT I had a deviation I was supposed to submit, a poem sort of lyrics thing...but stupid DA wouldn't load properly and in the end it got deleted.

It was a full lyric, it was actually pretty decent but I'm never going to get it back now since I didn't write it up, only on the text section of submission and well it was supposed to be for Haru in my failed attempt of trying to cheer her up...I guess there was a reason I couldn't post it maybe, it wouldn't have helped one bit I guess...

I'm too tired I'll do a few charas, and if you can manage, read on. (I wouldn't bother)

Ok this took much too long to complete...I'd like to request people not to tag me anymore.

Tagged by ~oni-ramen-fox

1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag at least three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add (a) question(s) yourself!!


CHARACTERS:

Katie Day
Xing Lulu
Acacia
Shadow Kei


Who/What are you?

Katie Day - I'm the lead role of manga series 'Show Me the Way'! (Which may get changed to a different title) People think I'm a tom boy, but it's not my fault I don't have to wear makeup to look pretty
Xing Lulu - I'm an experienced Death God and am also from 'SMTW'
Acacia - I'm an unknown character from a Manga which has no name, and may get canceled at any time.
Shadow Kei - I'm a special character from the Manga 'Ania', I'm a severed hand.




YOU WANT A HUG? XD

Katie Day - What are you on...
Xing Lulu - Sure, do you have a death wish or something?
Acacia - ...
Shadow Kei - I couldn't even if I tried, I could maybe hold your finger...or shake your hand?


You got any bad habits?


Katie Day - I'm very rude and I often ignore people
Xing Lulu - No, I think I'm alright don't you? Don't you?
Acacia - I torment people.
Shadow Kei - I'm over protective and well...I accidentally grope people, for crying out loud I'm only an innocent hand.




Are you a boy or a girl??

Katie Day - Girl, at least I hope so. *checks* "JOKE! AHAHAHA!"
Xing Lulu - I'm miss Death.
Acacia - Why don't you stick around to find out, nosy bitch. Here's a clue...I bleed.
Shadow Kei - I'm a masculine hand

Do you have any brothers or sisters?

Katie Day - Um...I'm not sure I can't remember
Xing Lulu - No, they're still alive, I can't have mortal siblings now can I? They're not up to my standards.
Acacia - *stares in to thin air*
Shadow Kei - I doubt it


Are you a virgin?

Katie Day – I like Virgin cola?
Xing Lulu – I died before I could reach puberty.
Acacia – No.
Shadow Kei – Ahem?



Who's your crush/mate/spouse?

Katie Day – Mate as in friend right? Not as in make out? Animal channel...don't ask. I don't know.
Xing Lulu – Distractions.
Acacia – They're all dead.
Shadow Kei – I...I like...*hand faint*


Do you have any kids?


Katie Day – Ya! Meet Paco and Bello! My lil finger puppets *draws friendly faces on to index and middle finger* -> |'@w@'| |,@o@,|
Xing Lulu – No.
Acacia - 2
Shadow Kei – At the risk of sounding redundant; Ahem?




What's your favorite food?


Katie Day – Uh...hold on just a sec...uhh
Xing Lulu – I don't eat, I don't need to...at least I don't have to watch my figure I guess...
Acacia – Your flesh
Shadow Kei – I love spring rolls...at least...before I became what I am now...I remember eating them when I was much younger



Have you ever killed anyone?


Katie Day – I doubt it, not that I remember...
Xing Lulu – When I was still mortal...
Acacia – Life. To exist. Raison D'étre. It means nothing. To live you must kill.
Shadow Kei – In the world I live in, it's the only way to survive.



Do you like to destroy things?

Katie Day – Um destroying things will just make a mess. I don't like cleaning up mess -.-
Xing Lulu – I'm a Death God, I'm not retarded.
Acacia – That's why we exist, to destroy.
Shadow Kei – It's not something I can control. Destruction is apart of me.



Do you hate/dislike anyone?


Katie Day – Goths...wanna be goths...people who call me a 'chav' and goths -.-
Xing Lulu – There could be a posibility.
Acacia - .
Shadow Kei – Anyone who is a threat to me or Ania



=M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/19771631/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/19771631/ Mon, 04 Aug 2008 13:15:27 PDT _{Oh how I love to toggle with my deviations in DA management thingie :'D Yeah you'll see stuff disappear and reappear in my gallery from time to time...}

My drawing tablet won't work...I tried using the pen with another tablet of the same model...but nothing. Second time my tablet stopped working...

*bubbles and squishes on to floor* Laziness =W= I can't function without giving requests, it's all I do.

Are all in one fax scanners a problem? normally does traditional art so I asked her what model her scanner was I can't remember what she told me but the quality of her work is pretty good, either that or I'm not doing something that other people are...

Encyclopedia Dramatica is scary...anyone can make it on there...the stuff about Amuria is really harsh... but I admit I found a few things funny and shocking...strange bitchy place where people rant and cry about stuff?

I will no longer use the '@W@' face...*shudder*

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/19165788/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/19165788/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 12:57:28 PDT The Character Contest! ~2008

Are you the kind of person who gets stuck on what to draw? What pose? How to do it?

Well guess what I created a Figma devoted account!!



It's not really a club sorry :/ BUT what you do is watch that account, and just watch the glory unfold @w@

I will allow only certain figma owners to help me out, I use my Haruhi Figma doll, so no one else needs to use haruhi to take picz of cuz it's my job, and I will hire a few other ppl to take picture of 1 of their figma's. Yuki is taken. Also you can sometimes request a pose or two and we will try do that...get it? *bad at explaining*

Just trust me lol if you're the type who needs to use references!

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/18429350/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/18429350/ Sat, 07 Jun 2008 07:01:24 PDT
Series 1
_{This first batch contains an extra sketch request.}

Boss' Request
Request_01
Request_02
Request_03
Request_04
Request_05
Request_06
Request_07
Request_08
Request_09
10


If you would like a free request say so, I will draw you anything I guess, apart from artistic nude, yuri/yaoi, hentai or erotic picz, sorry. Oh and those of who already requested a sketch may not request another right now C: who knows, if I like the sketch I may try to cg it.

_{The second series won't be starting anytime soon, so sorry about that, but look forward to it. If things get to busy I may have to postpone the regular 10 free sketches, or even give it up.}

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/18286806/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/18286806/ Mon, 12 May 2008 09:54:29 PDT here

Man my head hurts, teachers and their boringnisms...I made a 'formal complaint' about one teacher in particular and apparently me and a few other people have to talk to the head...wtf? So yeah boring and pointless.

I want to do commissions and stuff but dunno how to, apart from traditional art, I can just send that by mail after being paid fully for artwork and shipment I think...but none of you will buy my stuff, at least I think not because of payment issues and giving out address.

How on earth do you work Paypal? Apart from buy stuff on ebay XD ah well

I apologize for the constant updates full of crap D:

The next time I update for contest reasons is when it ends.

BTW entries will be judged based on which best portrays the theme.

Oh and, yeah I'll carry on with those 5 last free sketches, but not anytime sooner

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17897384/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17897384/ Sat, 19 Apr 2008 11:15:16 PDT Make a Wish collab by the most tallented sisters I've ever met, ~Minyatto and *hitsukuya dammit! Check it out NAOW :>

--

I'm going to host a contest, and of course offer prizes, this is my way of giving back to the world...I guess, and for teh fun. I really wanted to start selling prints before I did comps though

Anyways I need one or two people to help on this comp, like featuring a certain winner in their journal for a certain period of time and stuff, oh and 1 person to feature entries so far and stuff like that, so I can link to the page. Anyone interested Note me please :>

I'm not quite sure if I should let just anyone participate in this comp, I would hate it if someone was just paying attention to me for a measly prize and stuff, so we'll see how it goes. Any suggestions on who I should or should not allow to take part in the comp maybe, that would be great.

The comp should start soon, >_> great time to start when most people are studying for exams...how stupid can I get...

I will not be judging the entries on my own, I will be getting my sis to do that, (or maybe not) she can be extremely horrible and criticizing...unless something is perfect...I guess I might not be good at judging because I can be a bit soft sometimes...

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17592366/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17592366/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 15:28:37 PDT Mp3 download just for 15cent, get 15 cent free when you register

Second journal today wow :0

Okay, my anger isn't as deep @w@ but none the less I was real pissed off at the time, because of what my "brother" said.

Right I'll just write up what said basically:

_{I bet you, no one in this family, in this country will ever get a job}

I'm so furious about this

I wish he was dead, this might sound retarded, but I'm so glad you don't know who he is >_> well...neither do I *cough*, he is the main reason why I HATE men, especially those of his kind. I only have like...one or two male friends...who aren't total b******s

I'm very sorry for writing two selfish journals in one day btw.

I just need to know will you guys help me? ;_; I'll sell online >_>;; it could be to do with prints in a few months maybe or other things such as Manga and such...I would appreciate it so much if you could help either by advertising or buying a few of my products :0

Just now my sister wanted me to draw for her Textiles work...-.- I told her if she wanted me to draw for her she has to pay me, and I was dead effing serious about it too, we had a verbal fight too. There is no such thing as being credited for you illustrations for coursework/homework >_> ¬.¬

I'm ruthless o.o I can see you all running away from my page, and un watching me as you go @_@

Will update later, thanks.

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17585556/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17585556/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 08:01:40 PDT this for example.

Now...I'm not afraid to be truthful and sure I can be constructive at times...but wtf?? What the hell does that image have that makes it so popular?? Oh...Sasuke killing Sakura -.- which is just sick, and just because of that it's so popular...don't get me wrong...a lot of fanart that has been in Popular section are great...before this new sytem thing came along.

I don't even like fan art that much yet I believe the previous fan art desearved to be in the popular section unlike the hate art, which doesn't even looks that great, and all these people make fun of the name 'Sakura'! Do these bitches even understand that it's a real damn name, and there are many girls who have it as their own names. Oh and lets see, what was the best insult they could make of this name...'Suckura'. WTF?

I really hate a lot of the attitudes in this community, these don't seem like artists to me -.- friggin fanatic fish heads, those are the type of people who make me sick to be someone who draws mostly Manga.

I'm really pissed off >:[ I wish I could burn that image, and not just because of it's ' popularness' it's because of the artist's imiturity and thoughtlessness even in the artist comment section. You don't see me going round drawing things full of hate between other peoples characters, I try so hard to create things that actually have more meaning to it, and truthfully I believe Sakura would pwn Sasukes ass, just like Tsunade sent Orochimaru's ass flying >_> but that story is NOT for us to decide.

>_> I'm just so angry *sigh* it's just upsetting to see something loved so much by imature people, when I can see more of my friends art in the popular section instead...cuz they really are WAY better...

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17441924/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17441924/ Fri, 21 Mar 2008 12:03:43 PDT
(Note: To be added to this list we must be friends in the first place, you should be watching me as well as me watching you in order to be DA friends, I may not add you to my list if I don't feel you should be there.)

1. Are
2. You
3. Ready??


January

~Misao-Flower - 1st
~xxlilevilangelxx - 21st



February

~Viichu - 12th
~cloudylemonade - 24th
~DarkenedOnez - 25th
~xCaramia - 29th


March

~Miichie - 7th


April

=whitepearlvoice376 - 18th


May



June

~Declan46 -22nd
~sabriel - 29th


July



August



September

=hitsukuya - 3rd

October

*NightmareOtakuNyappy - 27th


November

~oni-ramen-fox - 2nd


December

~Kamiruchan - 20th
*getty - 29th
~Mei-moon - 30th

]]> =M-A-F http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17392622/ http://M-A-F.deviantart.com/journal/17392622/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 09:55:38 PDT _< I still wanna learn Aikido XD Nina's style, it was the next best thing to learning Hikka Ken (Piguaquan-Ling's style) and Taekwondo (Hwoarang). Should be useful for a weak lil girl like me D:

***

We all knew the day would come...not exactly >_<

I have avoided learning Chinese for god knows how long D: I always had this feeling that I shouldn't.

If you know me, you should know I learn none stop languages =__= all at the same time LOL, jus kidding but you know.

You guys got to help me :3 I found one site, but I'm gunna need alotta help. I decided to look up Chinese lessons years ago but was majorly put off...main reasons because I was afraid XD and it looked way too hard...and I'm just talking about the Roman, hell no was I gunna learn Kanji for Japanese so why start on Chinese D:

You name it lol I've attempted learning all kinds of languages, but not ALL languages xD

The most I've learnt is French _{and Japanese} lulz...can't actually be bothered to learn Japanese, I was learning it but quit after I started watching anime XD

Anyways, I suck don't I xD I haven't submitted anything and it's not because of procrastination or blocks or whatever...but yeah I do still do a lot of Assignments and Projects for College...

I'm sowwi >_<

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Yes, very plain name....but I was just too attached to my old nick, I've had it ever since...I don't remember >.< literally, if you want me to explain...just ask xD

You guys may know me as Maf or ~Maf-Mafeya0291, technically I've been a member of Deviantart for almost 3 years, my first account is ~mafeya0291 I still use it, but my main account used to be ~Maf-Mafeya0291, but I've now switched it to dun da na na! This account :]

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Ok...please refrain from clicking every link one of them I've almost finished the other I haven't started and the rest...well yeah I haven't started...long way to go.

10 Free Sketches
100 Themes
Children of the World
Ele-Mental
Seven Deadly Sins
Crystal Light
Royalty
Nightmare
Kaki Kids

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