http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:M-Fox&section=today deviantART RSS for by:M-Fox en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Fri, 11 Dec 2009 23:23:43 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/28836838/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/28836838/ Wed, 09 Dec 2009 00:08:35 PST So thing is, that I changed the job just again. But for over 2 years now, since I keep living in this sweet city, I have not yet found a job which I like and want to keep doing. Till now. I found a great job, where I am delivering medical gadgets. I am driving through entire Europe all day, meeting a lot of people, bringing and taking mentioned gadgets, seeing damned nice places, and last but not least - the payment is damned good. All these facts together let me say, that I am definately gonna keep this job to the day I will move out to the USA. Only little disadvantage of the job is, that I am rarely home, which I why I am rarely online at the moment. But I have a plan for this. The coming weeks I will get me mobile internet with a new netbook, also buying an adapter for the car to load the netbook there. That will enable me to finally go online daily again and to stay in contact with you all. Cause honestly, sometimes it can be boring staying around in a foreign city, when you don't have enough of entertainment with you. Well I actually do with my multimedia player, but sometimes I don't feel like watching videos XD But even more important is, that I need the possibilities to keep on working on my important project even when I am on tour.

And that's it for the moment again. Let's see if next journal will be an audio one. I am having an eye on you, never forget XD Alright then. Gotta prepare my next tour now, gotta be outta city again in not even 5 yours, and much to do till then still. So see ya!

]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/28192183/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/28192183/ Sat, 07 Nov 2009 06:20:59 PST This journals is basically intended to replace the old one :b
I was surprised how many messages I was getting for the last image, Foxy Angel. Seems like you people like it I was working long time on it, with my entire passion. At latest now you people should be sure, that I'll never quit what I do now :b If there is a reason given for you why you are actually watching me, it will never disappear XD

]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/27777393/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/27777393/ Thu, 15 Oct 2009 09:45:23 PDT
Also, für alle Interessierten, die in mein letztes Audio-Journal reingehört haben - die Folge von "Richterin Barbara Salesch", in der ich mitgespielt habe, läuft am Dienstag, den 20.10.2009 um 15 Uhr auf Sat.1. Ich spiele den total durchgeknallten Deppen mit Namen Olaf Wensing, damit ihr bescheid wisst :b Aber denkt dran, ich bin durchgeknallt, aber nicht auf so eine verzweifelte Weise, wie der Typ XD Das ist reines schauspielern! :b Würde mich auf Feedback freuen, wenn ihr die Folge gesehen habt ^^

]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/27534825/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/27534825/ Fri, 02 Oct 2009 07:31:33 PDT You know the deal now, people. My first official audio-journal can be found here again: [link]

For the ones who don't care to listen, here it is in normal written form:

Hello back there, fans of the good taste! There he is, the major, the magic, the magnificent M-Fox!!! ............... Well could also be the mad, meaningless and most insane M-Fox, so... nevermind!

Okay, so there we go with my first official audio journal. Since the response to my first audio file some time ago was purely positive, this is how it goes from now on. Coming to you with a load of trashtalk, entertainment and information about myself.
Some of you know, it generally takes quite a while before I write a new journal. I only do so when I got a bunch of new information, otherwise a journal doesn't make that much of sense.
So for the begin, a quite funny, but also expensive story. I was proud owner of a 4GB Creative ZEN, a genious and beautiful little gadget which I adored. Like 2 months ago I was taking a bath, and just laying around there in the water is boring. So I put the Simpsons movie on the player to watch it in the tube. I was thinking "man, just don't let the player fall into the water or you'll be screwed"... Like 10 seconds later, the player was taking a dive...... I was like "holy shit!!!" while the player was like "warning, warning, system is not compatible to clear liquid, identified as water".... After taking it out of the water immediately, it was still working - for another minute, then everything turned off. After days of drying and a few handmade repairs, I seriously got the player to work again!! Just only with several malfunctions, but it worked good enough for still enjoying music. Few weeks later, after more and more malfunctions popping up, the player got to a level where it always crashes after turning on, no matter what I do. That was the time where it counted as totally broken.
From there on, I used this one weird player I bought some time ago. The player from the weird company Entryx has the same space and functions as the ZEN, but everything was way worse. So rather than listening to my sound with this player for a while, I rather listened to nothing, and this should make you know how that player was like.
Anyway, I wasn't too upset that my ZEN was broken now, because some time ago already I made the decision to buy me the exact same player new - because ONE, my 4GB player had an evil big scratch in the display which really bothers me, but mainly, those 4 Gigs began to be too little space for me. I wanted to have the 32 GB version. Sadly this version isn't sold in Germany, and getting it from somewhere else would mean extreme costs. So I looked for the 16 Gigs version. After some time of searching online at a buddy and only finding used gadgets, I took him with me and we were going to the 2 biggest electronic stores in my city to watch for the player there. The first store didn't have it, and first we didn't plan to go to the second store, but then I just thought.... Ahhh, screw it, we go! And even though I never expected the other store to have the player, since it was kind of a somewhat older model, they really had it! And even with 16 GB!!! I was surprised that they had it, but sadly the price was slightely higher than I could have afforded that day. And there was the moment where you can use damned good friends in life! I wanted to say "fuck, I don't have enough money with me", and before I could finish the sentence, my best buddy Chris, handed me over a few pieces of paper without me even asking for it! He seriously knew that I wanted it and just said "fucking take the thing!". I hesitated but then I did! So now I am proud owner of a 16 GB ZEN! I love the gadget, and for days already I am working to get all my video files encoded for the player, Hahahaha. Gladly I have that old laptop which can run all day and night and code the videos.
Man, that was a long story... So if you are in the status of buying a great multimedia player, I seriously recommend the Creative ZEN to you. Not the Zen MX, the original ZEN. Awesome player with perfect sound quality and good bass, much of space, great menu and controls, magnificent display, integrated radio and SD card slot, sweet design, many good other functions and one of the best features for me: sharp and perfectly fluid running videos which don't take much of space! You have to encode every video with the ZEN-software which takes quite some time, but then you have totally perfect mobile video, which is a joy to watch. Critiques said that the Creative Zen is the heaviest competition to the iPod, and even having a few more functions!

Alright. Enough of the commercials now. There are other things which happened. Monday the 28th of September, I was having my first TV shooting ever. It w... ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/26645946/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/26645946/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 09:08:18 PDT
Because of special events I created an audio file, where I am talking to you. You find it there: [link]

Give me feedback and your thoughts ^____^

]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/25874977/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/25874977/ Sat, 11 Jul 2009 07:09:55 PDT
On the other hand, because of the financial hardness for the beginning, I will wait getting me an internet contract there. Means, for some time, I may not be online daily. I will go internet cafes or use the internet of a friend, but you know, that can't be done every day. I won't die of that, hopefully you won't, too ^^ For the first days - and maybe even weeks - I will be too busy for caring about being online all day anyway.

However, ask me whatever you wish. For the moment, I'm out. Have a good time, I'll be sure I will have some XD

]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/24230561/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/24230561/ Mon, 13 Apr 2009 23:26:14 PDT Sorry people, only for the German people, since it's something that happens in Germany...

Wie ich in einem früheren Journal schon angedeutet hatte, will ich diesen Sommer ein kleines Filmprojekt hier in Krefeld durchziehen. Da es stark von Daniel P. Schenk's "A Gamer's Day" inspiriert ist und die gleiche Zielgruppe bedienen soll, musste es logischerweise was mit Gaming zu tun haben. Aber ich hatte keine Lust auf PC-Games oder irgend sowas, es musste etwas sein, worüber noch nie wirklich was gemacht wurde. Tja und als leidenschaftlicher mobile Gamer habe ich mich entschlossen, ein Verarschungsfilmchen mit dem guten alten Game Boy zu machen! Hoffentlich kommt mir jetzt keiner mit "dafür bist du zu alt" oder sowas, denn zu alt ist man für gar nichts. Vor einem Jahr habe ich mir einen Game Boy Pocket auf eBay rangeholt und baue mir langsam wieder eine kleine Spielesammlung auf, und aus den ganzen kleinen Alltagserlebnissen beim Zocken mit einem Game Boy lässt sich ein herrlich prodistisches Filmchen machen!
So, und da kommt ihr ins Spiel. Ich werde in Kürze eine kleine Webseite erstellen, mit der ich weitere Teilnehmer an diesem Projekt gewinnen will, aber ihr DA-User habt das Privileg, noch vorher eingespannt zu werden. Anfangs plante ich, dass ich selbst die Hauptrolle übernehme, weil es sicher voll spaßig wäre. Aber ich habe mich umentschieden, weil ich lieber die Produktion führe, anstelle viel im Bild zu sein. Denn die Kamera-Arbeit ist sehr anspruchsvoll. Jedenfalls heißt das nun, dass ich einen Hauptdarsteller suche - jemanden, der gut eine Person darstellen kann, für die es nichts wichtigeres gibt, als ständig mit diesem kleinen Teil zu zocken.
Außerdem brauche ich auch Leute, die ein bisschen mit Material aushelfen können. Seien es GB-Spiele, alte, nicht funktionierende Game Boys, die im Film zerlegt werden können und weitere Konsolen und Spiele dafür, da mehr als nur der Game Boy auftreten wird.

Insgesamt kann ich es noch nicht sooo genau sagen, wie alles aussehen wird, da ich im Moment noch kein Script habe, das will ich schnellstmöglich zusammen stellen. Und sobald die Webseite steht, lasse ich es euch hier wissen. So viel erstmal dazu, ihr könnt mir gerne jedes x-beliebige Feedback zu der Idee geben, ich würde mich freuen

]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/24069922/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/24069922/ Sun, 05 Apr 2009 06:03:01 PDT

I wanna do a new movie project, and for doing some commercials about the soon coming production, I seriously need a tiny website where people can look for all the info. It would be the best way, and since I will get my first money from the new job at the end of the month, renting a server doesn't work out. If anyone of you got a server and could lend me a bit of space and a simple domain, I would be very thankful - and of course a big mention in the credits would be in there for you Oh, and this movie will be produced in German and English as well.

So, I would be thankful for server offers as well as for infos where I can get a bit of server space. Thanks for any info ^^



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/24050030/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/24050030/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 23:15:37 PDT

In my job as some kind of a postman, ya know I have to bring packages to people. When they are not home, I gotta ask neighbors, if they would mind taking the package for THEIR neihgbors. Sometimes, in that case people are dumb like hell... Some people are just thinking of their own, if it's not a package for them, then they don't care taking it. They seem not to care for other people... I hate these idiots!

Not so with japanese people! First, I was wondering about the fact, that many japanese people are living in the place where I'm working. Now I really like it, because those japanese people are always so happy and friendly! The same like their country is known for. They are always smiling and they never mind taking a package. I love japanese people! One day I really have to visit their country, I always wanted so already.

Kay, that's it. Just felt the urge to write a journal about it, even though it may be totally meaningless to the crowd :b



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/23934370/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/23934370/ Thu, 02 Apr 2009 23:32:09 PDT

(Edit is down there, you'll see it)

Now seriously, I wonder how many if you ONLY came here for the title. Always wanted to do this, had to do that bad joke one day. So, I will NEVER draw porn, just to make that clear :b


So, one thing is, that I got a new job - and finally one I like and I will stay with as long as there's nothing clearly better. I am kind of a postman at the German parcel service company "Hermes". It's not the most special job, and I don't earn enough to die, but... I like it! Finally no freaking job anymore, where you have to go around in a suit, or where you have to sell crap to people >_> I am pretty much sick of this!



I am planning on a new video project. Not a big movie again, but something you might like as well. Like 3 weeks ago, I found some passion for the hobby movie "A Gamer's Day" from Daniel P. Schenk, some of you may know the movie. After watching it a million times, I finally thought, I might do a similar movie. I don't care for doing something original this time, I just do what I currently like to do. And if you know "A Gamer's Day", you might guess what could come out. Just with more of action and the like ^^
Drawing-wise, I can never tell. I draw when I feel for it. But also I am planning on beginning that 100 hours image soon. But don't expect it to get done within a week XD



I am exploring my upcoming passion for E-rock music. Can you name me good bands of that sound?
Also, today I was supposed to participate at a TV-casting. A shame that I missed it because I came a bit late and also because of weird information about the location... However, I'll get a new date, and we'll go.



I have contact to the creator of a Gamer's Day, Daniel P. Schenk, and also to the Gamer himself, Alex Roth. It's always taking long until they can reply to my E-Mails, but since they are only living away like 30 miles now, I wanna meet them as soon as possible

Also, I have a job and earn money...



...but it's eating damned much time. Almost no time for being creative, but I really wanna do this video ^^ Gotta do something more than just images. Wanna do some more filming stuff XD



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/23035045/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/23035045/ Fri, 06 Feb 2009 06:16:10 PST

Weeeehhhhh, this weekend I finally see ~KonnaYasha again ^____^ Packing my car with =KrystalCroft, =Kiljaden007, ~Dantes-X and his new girlfriend, damned, I hope it's gonna come through this weekend XD
I bet it's gonna be first class fun, also, two of my best buddies (non-DA-users) will visit us there at Sunday too! Awesome! And I've got a nice present for the sweety! I'll upload it after she will have received the original. Surely the receiver of a present should get and see it before others do XD
However, nobody will care, but I'll probably write another journal after the weekend, how it has been. Probably I will add a few photos to it. And if all will allow me to, I'll post a group shot with all of us on it, and all will be named ^^ Woah, I am more than excited about it :b Only thing that bothers me: I guess where Konna lives, there is still much of snow and probably cold like ass XD

Till afterwards!



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/22574591/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/22574591/ Wed, 14 Jan 2009 09:02:16 PST

I guess the least of you know the voice meme thingy going on on FurAffinity. Since I wanna do one with more interesting and funny questions, I ask you here to give me some ideas for interesting questions. Once I will have done the voice thingy and uploaded to FA I'll update this journal and you'll get to listen to it. It's good fun XD At least for me, but I think for you too.

So, come on, lemme hear what you've got :b



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/22481381/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/22481381/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 03:14:19 PST

So, my insurance job doesn't offer enough cash as expected (but it's no fault of the company, I just don't have enough people to contact) so I decided to do a second job - which is no problem with the insurance job. I told this to my partners, who immediately had sort of a perfect job in hand for me! Some sort of promoter job, I'll take place in a big electronic store (like MediaMarkt or Saturn in Germany) and will be there the day for any thing that customers would want to get done with the company I am there for. It's like being the girl for everything, making contracts, dealing with information, dealing with arguements of customers, and doing consultions for the products I am working with/for. Don't know how easy or how hard that job is, but thing is that chances are good that alone with that job, I will always earn enough money to pay for my life. The insurance job can't ensure this detail at the moment, but it can't anyway, it's my task to get the thing rolling.

However, I'll have a few training days, before I can start up there. But I have damned good hopes. Also because this would be a job I would like to do. I enjoy being a service power! Hehe. Okay, that is it. Time will get way better I think. Have fun, till next journal ^____^



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/21925037/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/21925037/ Thu, 11 Dec 2008 02:53:47 PST

I remember it's quite some time since I've last time written a journal. Almost two months XD

Anyhow, I am not the one who writes daily journals. So I only wanted to tell that I've got a new job. I'll be working for one of Europe's biggest insurance companies, generally as a pension plan specialist first. Will enable me to earn some damned sweet money :b But anyhow XD
Good things is; when I'll have found my place in the job (means when everything got to run smooth soon) I am thinking about finally beginning to draw my story again. The story I have been asked many times for, where it is visible yet. It is not, since I have no public version of it yet. But that could probably come.

So, doesn't look bad at all currently, and I'm out now. I will keep you informed.



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/21073383/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/21073383/ Mon, 20 Oct 2008 02:22:01 PDT

I finally lost my job, yes ^____^

Okay, some of you may ask me something like "why the fucking hell are you happy for losing your job?" And I might answer something like "well I didn't like the job and I am damned happy being rid of that one certain guy who's just a plain asshole".
Another reason is, that I won't get poor because of that. I got enough money in the back hand, and my girlfriend is supporting me.

I will enjoy my new free time, the new almost-life and looking forward to getting a way better job with hopefully more money ^_____^


On the other note, the movie which I have previewed in the last journal is finally >>completely<< finished. A website is gonna go online soon where you all can watch it. With German language of course, but subtitled for my international audience ^____^ You gonna have your fun, I bet so!

Anyhow, gonna write a bit more journals now, since I got more time, and also there is something more to get drawn soon ^o^



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/20916606/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/20916606/ Fri, 10 Oct 2008 06:51:21 PDT


So, when I was submitting my recent images, I got a few comments like "wow, you're still alive" or the like, meaning, that I have become somewhat inactive over the last year. There is a simple reason, I told most of you already: I have been working on our 5th movie all the time, giving my attention to almost nothing else. Now, it's finally damned close to being finished what wll be a giant and very important step for my future, as well as letting me having some attention at other things again ^o^ Like drawing, for example.



So, movie is almost done, and to prove you there is one, and also to let you have a little glimpse to the movie, I prepared a little animated GIF for you people, with original images out of the final movie, how they originally will look like. Lookit here (I am the guy with the black vest):



Surely you can't see THAT much of the movie only because of this tiny graphic, but anyhow... It's gonna be a damned freaky movie, totally insane quite often, but also full of action the closer it runs to the end. And we are proud of the scenes, and especially I am proud of the production of the movie - since it is only me, who is responsible for everything after the general recording of the live scenes. I did the cutting, the optical effects, audio effects, and whatnot... That is why it took me so long. Still, I can be proud because I did it all alone.


...will improve much when the movie will be done. Why? Because I am gonna promote it in every possible way. With that, maybe to get into movie business, working in TV or at least getting a media job with good payment. Who knows (to my German fellows: Stellt euch vor, Stefan Raab gibt mir ein paar Minuten Auftritt in TV Total ^o^).



So though there a few downs, my life goes pretty upright now. At least in my mind already, getting closer to finishing the movie makes me feel better and better. Can't wait till it's done, but I am pretty sure I will complete the movie at least within this month.



None I can or want to think of right now. My mind concentrates on the good things which will be happening when I will begin on promoting the movie. Oh and, be sure I'll promote myself as M-Fox with this movie, including a vixen somewhere in the credits Let's see.



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/20752839/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/20752839/ Tue, 30 Sep 2008 02:12:41 PDT

Having seen this journal from another buddy. I seriously think, there were people gone, I think were good friends. Basically since I don't have that much time anymore to make much art. I think some of them were no friendship but only the interest of my art. Since there isn't much anymore, people may think "to hell with him" or something...
This one journal for example where I wanted your meaningful suggestions for an application video... ONE person, which I don't know that much really, has given me a real good advice, while nobody else had anything meaningful or useful to contribute >_>

However, the basic idea that "fake friends" journal is to see who really cares about a person. So the rule says, you gotta do your own "fake friends" journal, or either just copy this. Meaningful comments to this are welcomed as well. I really think most of my internet friends will not get a better status than a basic one.



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/19349501/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/19349501/ Sat, 12 Jul 2008 06:36:00 PDT

Well some time ago I decided to do something special for getting rid of the McD-job. I will tell you my idea:
I do not like writing general applications for jobs. I want to be seen as someone special, and also, it's sometimes hard to find companies where you can and want write to. So I thought about a multi medial solution for this. Solution is: I am gonna record an application-video, which I will upload to the German video site MyVideo, as well as YouTube and maybe a few other video sites. As far as it goes now, this is my plan, and I will do it like I planned it. If it will bring me the succes I am looking for will be seen afterwards, first gotta do it. I am someone who has many abilities, like video editing, picture stuff and all the media-like, you somewhat know me. This will be my trump card for it, of course I am gonna do it as presentative and professional as I can. So I want your opinions! Or rather not your opinions, I am looking for ideas!
Imagine you would do this video. Tell me what you would like to do, which would make employers think "wow, that guy's interesting". Doesn't matter what idea you have, TELL ME! Your idea could have essential effect on the final video.
I am sick of freaking McD. I want something better. And if I do it right, this will wonderfully work out. I gotta start somewhere for getting closer to my actual targets.

So to get it to one line:
I wanna do a general application-video and I want your ideas for it!



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/19193228/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/19193228/ Thu, 03 Jul 2008 22:55:44 PDT


Wow, I am totally out of my mind, because I finally reached one of my smaller targets in life! Means, I got my car. Not did I get A car, I got MY car. The car I ever wanted! Look it!

Most of you may say now, what's the special thing about it? Well that's rather ironic, since the type model name is "special", really XD Volkswagen Golf IV Special. My life has become better with the car, even if there would be the knowledge to just own the car. But it is way more. It's awesome, genious, wonderful, beautiful, just... plain great! Not only that it looks awesome, I've also looked for the right electronics. It does have:
4x electronic windows
central locking with remote
air conditioning
sweet VW-rims
and some thing more I can't remember because it has too much of them XD
I love the car, but of course not like my beloved ones, like my girlfriend. If there would be any needing to decide between my sweet =Strickmiez and the car, the car would have to go. Not that I hope so XD
Anyhow, in a few months, I will give it some foxy color to the exterior, means, I'll let print out some foxy images on foil and stick in on the car. You'll see it, photos will definately come when I do this ^^



I am not very active currently, I told you already. But my girlfriend is ^^ So I wanna promote one of her sweetest images lately. Go there and give her some feedback! =3




We both are very fine currently XD Seriously, the work is really exhausting me, recently I got even less time for things, gotta work much. Well I can use the much money for the car, but still it's hard to deal with all. Every day working 9 hours, plus almost an hour taking way (at least no needing to take all those ways by bike anymore ^o^). I definately need to go on with the 5th movie of ours.



Easy to guess, no? If you can't, you are too stupid that I'd tell you anyway XD



Nothing serious, just the work somewhat. But I am going more and more up, I can allow myself more and more to be critic to the people. Telling them what's alright and what not.

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That's it for now. You excuse me? Gotta go for a ride



]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/17868157/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/17868157/ Tue, 15 Apr 2008 16:41:01 PDT


Hey there people, I am sitting here at night, waiting for my hair to dry that I can to bed and thinking about what I can tell you to make you know that I am not dead yet XD I know I've gotten damned low on doing anything here, but well... Life begins to include more and more things that need my attention. For example work @___@


Tomorrow begins a period of two free days from work (horray), I'll use this time for many things, just like beginning a new, sweet image. Certain people will play a meaningful role in this one I will surprise you ^o^

Work on our movie #5 is also going on, I've passed the first barrier of 20 minutes - all high quality visual stuff Well not all, but the technology has to carry the shame on this XD Since we didn't have any sort of professional camera for shooting the movie. Anyhow, I am close to submitting movie #4 to myVideo, but without English subtitles, 3 1/2 hours are too much for me to subtitle right now @____@ If I should submit it to YouTube too, even without English subtitles? >_> ...


Damn it, in the mid of May, there is a genious convention in mid Germany, which I cannot miss, it'd be hell, but at the same date, there is this talent show I just attended to - and I got accepted! I have to call the supervisors of the show now that I can't take that date - let us see, if there is something to get handled...

Before you get me with the "what's more important, some fun or a show which has effect to your life"-crap, I have just gotten through a load of trouble for finally having the ability to being part of that convention, this one is only one time per year, I am there the first time, there will be another talent show. However...


Well, for the moment the coming two days ^^ as well as the mentioned convention the coming month. t's gonna be a genious time, I swear

Also, tomorrow I'm gonna get Mario Kart for Wii ^^ Time for some racing ^o^ And also for a new game - wait, I've just got me Metroid Prime 3 like over one week ago... Wow, that game makes you melt, not only because of great graphics, but also because of a genious story and scenery. Damn it, all three Metroid Prime games are all genious! Though in my eyes, the first one is gonna stay the best. Metroid for the win, hell yes!

To go on with "the ups", I am finally beginning to lose weight Over the last 6 months, I have not looked for my weight, and it increased too far. Finally I got my mind back on eating less and moving more - and I'm gonna hold it that way! I've already lost 5 pounds in the last 2 to 3 days =3 When my mind is gonna hold it, that will be no hard way XD


..................................my sweety is ill XD And maybe I am the one who made her ill, since I've been a little ill too XD Shame on me :b What the anyway, illness will pass by, she's gonna be fine soon again.

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Let it be so far for the moment. Maybe soon I am gonna introduce some new images to my journal. Until the, have some nice time ^^ See you, folks!



http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/17389276/ Tue, 18 Mar 2008 02:27:54 PDT

Alright, my last Journal made a few people care about my situation, and they were sort of scared because of that.
I can tell you, that journal wasn't entirely serious, it came out of a moment, and just only a little phase - I feel pretty fine and enjoy life

I thank the people who cared about me, they were very few. So this journal was also good for finding out who the real caring people are Makes me see better, who is worthy of having as online friends ^^
Anyway...



A friend showed me there is a contest in TV, contest for talents. I am really fancy of attending to it, I will need to take the category "comedy" since there is nothing like acting or so... But who cares, I just gotta write a comedy program, it will be a hard job, but I'll get it done That's one very good opportunity to finally find a way to TV. ^____^

I also had a free weekend from Saturday to Monday, now it's over and I got to work again - Who knows, maybe I can break through in that show and finally get rid of McDonald's XD In any case it's gonna be a great event If you have anything you can offer me for a nice comedy show, hand it over


Well you haven't seen much from me recently, and it's gonna get even less :b You know, current art was almost stopped because I gotta work on our movie first, which will take quite some time. Now also THIS comes to it, this talent show, which I need to invest some time into for writing this comedy program. It's not like writing two jokes and it's done. It must be unique and amusing. You know :b
Anyhow, I can't promise when I'll be back with art. And I recognized, since my art went down, I have a rather low commication traffic on my site. I think slowly it's not so important to me anymore with all this online stuff. I have to concentrate more on the important things, like my multimedial future and projects the like. I'm sorry for you people who really enjoy my art, especially for the ones who are so honest with all this, but well... Online being has developped to be more and more unimportant, especially since the communication with my friends goes down more and more... I'll not hesitate to give a few examples:
Term-The-Schmuck
He used to be a very dear friend to me, I enjoyed the times when we were communicating. Over the past months the possibility to get in contact with him went almost to zero. He's like not existant to me anymore, cause he's never on the messengers, comments on sites like DA totally went to zero >_> I wonder what's happening, I don't wanna say anything bad, it's not even his fault I suppose, but it goes like it goes. There is no real contact anymore.
FoxAvo
Same thing with him. We do chat here and there, and sometimes you throw a little comment to me, but generally, this does not seem like a real online friendship anymore. It rather looks like some little general contact like I do have with many people...

To me it looks like all my international friendships went to nothing. My friendships with my german fellows work as always still, also with the ones I rarely see. So, this is the central point why being online doesn't interest me so much anymore. There is nothing strong that catches me on here. I can see all the real friends I still have in Germany when I wish to. At least the most. Others I can call. I do have one real good american friend, who I am talking to very rarely too, but it doesn't seem to take our friendship down. I dunno how that works, but she's a sweety

http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/17167856/ Mon, 03 Mar 2008 16:26:07 PST

English
Dear Journal (damned, talking about clishes Oo")

Everybody of you may know it... The feeling, that people wish you death for something you just said. Doesn't matter, if they really did anyway...
You think, you can be honest to your dear friends, and then it ends in nothing but chaos... Aversion and ignorance are the results, and then it happens... That you want to end your life!

But me, I mean this in a different way.Yes, pretty often I'd like to end my life... But this doesn't mean suicide, it means quite often I had the wish, to end this life within a glimpse and start a new one far away, make a new beginning when it seems, that in this life so much crap has come up which you hate to have to deal with...
Just leave everyone and everything behind you, to care a fucking shit about what is gonna be left in this old life... But for this, I am lacking one thing: The total, and absolutely pure egoism... I'd like to leave all this crap behind me, to start a new, maybe better life with the current knowledge of things. But it can't be done... Why? Because of my beloved people. My friends, especially my best buddy, the few parts of my family which I still care about, and really not to forget... my beloved girlfriend... If I'd be gone from now to tomorrow, leaving this life in the dust, the thoughts would eat me, they would totally destroy my mind, how much sadness and loneliness this little, wispy woman had to go through. Not to know, if she's fine or what she has to fight with...
What is it good for, if I had a great new life, if I'd be all the time assured of, that I would be betraying the human spirit...

I am someone who wants to do the right things in life. While I anyway do not try to be a perfect person. I do accept my negative sides, everyone has some, but only because you are aware of those negative sides, it does not mean that you are automatically a bad person.
I am egoistic. Somewhat. But it doesn't hold me back from trying to do the right things.

Currently I am at a point where I am not satisfied with my life. There are many reasons for that. Maybe it's just a temporary phase, caused by a certain moment. I am at a point, where I'd like to simply end this life. Where everything gets too nerved and to complicated for me. If you are an A-grade optimist for 365 days the year, there are pessimistic points here and there in your life. Mostly, those moments pass by without a real effect , but if there is something... or someone... who sends out the "right" signals, my psychological feeling can go far down undergrounds.

I've often thought about how interesting an alternative existance could be. But it's also simply the case, that a few important people are part of my ego, whom without... an existence isn't worth of being lived. Those people, I only do have in one existance, so I'm gonna stick with this one.

I'll catch ya....



Deutsch
Liebes Journal (oh Shit, voll das Klischee @___@)

Jeder von euch kennt es bestimmt... Das Gefühl für eine gesagte Sache gleich den Tod gewünscht zu bekommen, mal völlig egal jetzt, ob das auch wirklich so gewesen wäre...
Da denkt man, man kann zu Freunden ehrlich sein, und dann endet es im Chaos... Abneigung und Ignoranz sind das Resultat, und dann passiert es... Dass man sein Leben beenden will...

Allerdings meine ich das jetzt anders. Ja, ich würde so oft gerne mein Leben beenden... Aber das heißt nicht suizid, das heißt ich hatte schon sehr oft den Wunsch, dieses Leben einfach mit einem Schlag zu beenden und irgendwo weit weg ein neues Leben zu beginnen, einen zweiten Anfang machen weil es scheint, als hat sich in diesem Leben so viel Zeugs angesammelt, was man einfach nicht haben will...
Einfach alles und jeden hinter sich lassen, sich einen Dreck drum scheren, was im alten Leben zurück bleibt... Da fehlt mir zu nur eine Sache: Der absolute, und vollkommen reine Egoismus... Gerne würde ich die ganze Scheiße hier hinter mir lassen, mit der aktuellen Kenntniss ein neues, vielleicht besseres Leben beginnen. Aber es geht nicht... Und warum? Wegen meiner Lieben. Meine Freunde, besonders mein bester Freund, die paar Teile meiner Familie die mir noch was bedeuten und nicht zu vergessen... meine geliebte Freundin... Wenn ich einfach so von heute auf morgen weg wäre, dieses Leben im Nebel zurück lasse, dann würden mich die Gedanken auffressen, innerlich absolut vernichten, mit welcher Trauer und Einsamkeit ich diese kleine, zerbrechliche Frau in dieser großen Welt alleine zurück lasse. Ungewiss ob es ihr gut geht, womit sie zu kämpfen hätte...
Was bringt es, wenn ich ein tolles neues Leben führen würde, wenn ich immer der Sache gewiss wäre, dass ich Verrat an der menschlichen Seel... ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/16564619/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/16564619/ Fri, 25 Jan 2008 10:55:13 PST

Finally, my new journal design is done ^o^ Tho that's not all I've been working on. Let me point everything else under the new, folloring points:


First, this journal is new, ya know? XD
No, seriously. New is, that I got a



Wii for a while already, you couldn't know because I didn't ever mention since I was not writing serious journals for a rather long while, also I wanted to keep such informations until now Anyway, Wii is a genious console, and of course I wanna have my buddies on it You will find my Wii code at the bottom of this journal, and it will stay there. I have no online games yet, but those will follow, and you can trade mails and pictures still anyway. Sure, you might ask "why the hell to send messages and images with that console with hard limitations when you can do this unlimited on the net?" Well, honestly this would be right logically, but it's still fun and interesting, seeing the Wii light and you know, there is a message XD It's somewhat special And when you got a simple USB keyboard for it, writing doesn't take ages like it does with the remote XD
And not to forget, if you are someone who likes to talk about Wii and all such things much, I wouldn't mind at all Come on ^^
I'm gonna buy Resident Evil 4 soon, have played it already though - genious game ^o^ Though I am not sure if to buy the Wii-version, or the general one for GameCube (this target icon looks like shit, the laser was cooler). Well, give me your ideas XD

Next new thing is my sweet 240$ mobile multimedia player, and no - it is no iPod! I bought myself a sweet



Creative Zen. Now you may ask "why no iPod?". Well simply because the iPod does only support little formats. Nice that it reads mp3 and AAC, but what's about my many WMA-encoded musics? I don't want to re-encode them again seriously, so I need a WMA player as well. Also of course the video function is important to me, and also though you have to re-encode like every video for the Zen, it's okay because the videos do have a sweet quality on the actual player. Also since it has a damned sweet display with 16.7 Million colors! And for me such things are really important. The display of my old camera for example really turns me off!
One thing I must admit: I've never personally used an iPod, but I think the sound quality might be better than on my Zen. The clearity of the sound is no problem on my machine, but the equalizer isn't sooooo nice... It has less bass than my old mp3-Player, my



Trekstor iBeat. That's the only fact that I don't find so nice, but well... I won't die of that detail XD Oh, sweet connection to my Wii: The battery of the Zen can only be loaded through USB, and since I hate to leave the computer turned on, it's very sweet that the Wii offers energy through the USB-connections when in Stand-By. So I can load the player without a big machine to waste much energy.

Also, have I ever mentioned that I work with a twin monitor system for a few months already?

Bought myself a new graphics card a while ago, and also when it's just a PCI-card, which has the barely doubled power of my damned bad graphics chip, it's okay. I at least can use up to 4 monitors :b


You'll see one new image in my gallery, and also I am drawing on a few others currently - a few of them, I am working for ages on already Oo" You know Fox Amoore? I owe him an image for almost 1 and a half year already -___- Because it's a big image, the sketch is done, and the inking has begun, but still -o-" ... Well with the new free time it might work out soon :b
You can also give me suggestions for new images, I'm always open for ideas


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From Saturday morning to Tuesday, I'll be away from home for a while, being at my old home, seeing my mother, meeting my old friends, having some last fun, before the coming month begins with a hundred asses full of work Oo" I planned so many things to do, also on the internet, but partly I have to work 7 days a week and 9 hours long... From 12pm to 9pm. Really awkward times >_> The work at McD isn't so evil, but the times are! I really wonder how much - or little - I can do within that month... I don't promis anything. So many things, also for others, I won't be able to do -__- For example to ages old promise of finishing a peice for Fox Amoore Oo" Evil evil...
Well I like to say it this way: Expect me to be rather quite the coming time, but after that period... I will grow up again like fire :b I'll take care of this! See you later people! I have to head out...

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My dear sweet love;
You'll be mad to her only once, and you'll regret it this much that you hardly dare to talk to anyone once again!
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Oh my dear God, ya expect how surprised I was, when I today got to know that my extremely exhausting image received it's DD!!! You know which one is meant, don't you? XD

So I have reached an important target for me on DA, and this motivates me much to do another really high leveled image in some time ^_________^ Thank you all for your support, and looking forward to the coming faves and especially comments ^o^

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My dear sweet love;
You'll be mad to her only once, and you'll regret it this much that you hardly dare to talk to anyone once again!
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------------------------------------------------------ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14980106/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14980106/ Tue, 09 Oct 2007 03:14:50 PDT


Wow, I just realized I got 15.000 pageviews!!! Damned Oo"

You know, I am not such a guy, who likes to draw "special images" for every 10 pageviews he gets... But now where our damned movies are finished and my concentration will go back to drawing, I will soon give you all my dear watchers something special to enjoy As said, there will also be a complete re-styling of my page, including avatar, ID, Journal, whatever! Can't write so much now, just be informed that your watch on this dude will soon be good for something really sweet

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My dear sweet love;
You'll be mad to her only once, and you'll regret it this much that you hardly dare to talk to anyone once again!
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------------------------------------------------------ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14824189/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14824189/ Fri, 28 Sep 2007 08:04:44 PDT


I want to let you people know... I'm gonna be back... I will not go, but compared to my activities in the last 4 months... I will be back!

The last months the major priority was on getting our 4th movie done with digital work, and finally, it's almost done. You will get to know of the new website, which will be created only for our movies.
Anyway, when this is done, I'll quit media work for some time to get back to the freaking essentials: I will draw much more, you'll see much of stuff coming from me, there'll be a completely reworked journal-design, and other things to come... Stay tuned, people. The foxes will rule this profile again!

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My dear sweet love;
You'll be mad to her only once, and you'll regret it this much that you hardly dare to talk to anyone once again!
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------------------------------------------------------ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14737061/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14737061/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 00:56:24 PDT


Wohoo, finally we have TV in our appartement ^o^ After I moved away from home, I was like 3 months totally without TV. Thanks to the free support of my great friend and his great father =3 They were installing the entire digital-satellite-TV system for us, without charging anything =3 Damned great friends ^o^ So, not only that I have TV, I have it in the best broadcasted quality possible ^___^
After those freaking cable companies crapped around and weren't able to get our cable working >_> They can kiss my ass seriously :b

In other news, I got me a job finally And nobody should dare to say something bad when I say; I got a part-time job at McDonald's =3 That has several reasons:
1) I need some time for some major applications for graphics jobs or whatever - I wanna put something together what will the employers definately blow away :b I can create a damned freaking expert application, but it needs time, and there's the second point:
2) For all this time, I can't sit here and let my girlfriend ~Strickmiez pay everything of our needs Oo" Until I can and want to apply to a "real" job, I need some money, so I took the McDumb-job ^^
3) I first need to finish some private creative projects, before I can jump into such a job.
Yeah, so for the first point; I wanna do an applying video for example, and that needs really some time, can't be done from now to later, an that I can only do, when at least our 4th movie is done - while there's waiting the 5th one for working on it. So, 4th movie will still take a few weeks at highest, I can't let her pay for everything, that would look like "I wanna have my free time, I don't care if you have everything to pay... You go working and stay here getting amused". That doesn't work with a person you love, so... To say it again, you know where I work :b And I am actually excited what to see and experience there :b Since I've loved to eat at McDonald's for always, and now I can get there backstage :b Oh, and another fact: I get there free meals ^o^ I can eat McDonald's stuff for free in this job Oo" Damn it, and also all the extra working times (night work, holiday work, and such things) get payed extra =3 McDonald's doesn't pay so bad anyway, I'm gonna have almost 1.000€ per month at 6 hours daily working ^o^ That's not a bad job, is it? :b

Okay, let it be that way, our cats are also very fine, and they are getting cuter and cuter ^o^ is gonna upload new picture material of them in time, so if you like to see cats, go watch her for some damned sweet cat photos ^___^

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My dear sweet love;
You'll be mad to her only once, and you'll regret it this much that you hardly dare to talk to anyone once again!
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http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14631596/ Sat, 15 Sep 2007 15:27:18 PDT


Edit's down there!

Okay... Neglecting one little incident with my graphics card long ago, my Computer has been working perfectly for almost 3 years now. But now... It seems like my sweet Celeron is getting tired of all my high-fidelity work with Videos 'n stuff. I have the real guess, that my processor has malfunctions.
See, two days ago, my Windows XP began to work a little strange... Active windows were changing to inactive ones without me doing anything, and also my internet connection decided to act like an analogue connection... I actually have a 6 MBit connection, and most of the time, the browsing software (IE, FireFox, whatever) loaded as fast as an analogue connection >_> ... Downloads, where just a file was downloaded on the desktop, worked as fast as usually...
I thought my Windows had a Virus, and I ran every virus scanner over the OS which I knew, nothing but a little spyware was found and immediately terminated. I restarted, but the bugs were going on. So, I decided to do the heaviest step, completely formatting my entire HDD and reinstalling Windows XP. I thought that NEEDED to take that failure away, and for the first hour while using the Computer after reinstalling, it seemed so... Now this moment, while I write this like 2 hours after reinstalling everything, The same problems occur again... Like every minute, I need to click this FireFox-window where I write this journal-text because it is turing inactive without any purpose.
I figured out, all the work processes which are done by the graphics card work normal, everything which is processed by the actual processor works damned slow... >_> So there is my guess, that the processor is about to die or something like this... T__T If you know better what it could be, let me know please!

I am gonna use the computer on like this for a few days more, if the problem is not about solute itself or somebody can surely tell me the real problem, I need to head for a replacement machine. I could buy a new processor, but once I am not really sure if it is exactly that part, otherwise I only need a slightely powerful tower, which is very cheap today without all the additional hardware (monitors etc). Like 300 to 400 € should give me a great machine, at least more powerful than my old one... But there are two certain facts which make this not so easy >_>
1) --> Where to get this money from? If my girlfriend had it, she'd give it to me, but currently she has to pay for everything already, because the fucking company doesn't call me for a job where they actually wanted to do this like 3 days ago >_< Damned, Jessy is paying everything and I don't get some work for earning money >_> Damn it...
2) --> I actually thought I could use my reliable machine for a few years more... Today there are way more powerful computers, but I like my computer... It is my first one, it was all the time extremely reliable, and I don't see it as a simple piece of hardware which has no meaning for me... I'd feel a bit bad replacing it, I got a relation to it. But well, if it is going to go down, there is no possibility for keeping it there... I could take out the still good hardware pieces of it and put into the new machine, if I get one. Like I have two drives (DVD player and DVD recorder) which work perfectly for 3 years already, a card reader, 3 great working HD drives, a sweet TV card and well, those 760 MB of memory, depending on how many DIM-plugs the new machine would have, that I could get them in there.
I don't think a laptop is the right thing for me already... If I bought such a one, that would mean:
*** lower working power
*** I can't put the good pieces of my old computer in there
*** cost way more than a tower
Well, the ability to work mobile would turn me on, but as the only advantage over the other disadvantages that is not enought to buy such a one.

Crap... I don't know a quick and effective solution for this problem, but you better don't expect me to be online so much here and on ICQ, since my connection speed often goes down to 56K analogue modem oo" I'm scrapped >_> Let us see, I anyway need to draw more attention to finally get a freaking job... And I WANT one! I am freaking around for way too long already, I need to get... ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14198279/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14198279/ Sun, 19 Aug 2007 16:27:10 PDT


Whohoo, it is ma birthday ^^ Getting 22, actually I would not make such a big deal out of it - but the first time again after several years, I can celebrate it with people who care about it ^_____^ Since my family didn't care at all about it anymore >_> But the new friends here in Krefeld do so pretty much! There is an image from ~KrystalCroft which will prove this, coming half a day after this journal here (as I hope at least, lets see) ^^

So uhm... happy 22nd to meeeee XD Anyway, let us see who cares about it of you anyway :b This will be a special day once again after many years without birthday fun... :b Till later, dudes ^________^

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Not to forget, this Thursday, we went getting two of our coming three cats ^___^ They are damned cute, but most little kitties are ^o^ We love'em already, and they will have a good time here, we swear!
So say, would you like me to submit one or several photos of the sweet little kittens? :b I wanna know XD So then ^^

EDIT: Okay, we finally got our cats, two healthy little thingies, cute and sweet, even if they are totally nasty when jumping around in the entire appartement XD Right now they walk around on the laptop of my girlfriend and make her go mad while playing XD Rather funny, until they are crawling around at the back of my computer, between all those cables, then I go mad XD
Anyway I was doing many very sweet photos of them, and took one to work out. My girlfriend loaded it up, so you may just look here and enjoy the kitty-like cuteness XD Look it! (all three the same image, I just messed around XD)

Aren't they lovely? Click on the image to get to the original, say something or fav, whatever XD Enjoy ^^

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My dear sweet love;
You'll be mad to her only once, and you'll regret it this much that you hardly dare to talk to anyone once again!
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<... ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14130012/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/14130012/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 07:59:47 PDT

...Fox Amoore, this guy ---> ([link] <-- his main site)
As he featured me, I'll do so too, as it will be good for him, it will be way better for you to know him and the music! Cause you have never seen a high end popular guy who is this kind and nice =3 That's better be good, you should not hasitate to check out the coming links and add him to your list =3 Here ya go:

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I do have three of his tracks, which I love most. You do need to listen to those!!! Here they are:
[Dreaming of you] --> [link]
[Ballad of the Windfish] --> [link]
[So long Steve] --> [link]

If you miss this, that is your own fault, cause he's not only a good musician - he can mess with any musician on earth, his music is pure beauty in the form of sound waves. Check it damned out =3

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My dear sweet love;
You'll be mad to her only once, and you'll regret it this much that you hardly dare to talk to anyone once again!
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------------------------------------------------------ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/13996599/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/13996599/ Fri, 03 Aug 2007 05:20:05 PDT

Okay, finally we put up a DA-account for my girlfriend ^____^ Here comes the catiness:



Go give her sweet comments, but you know what could happen, if you "go too far" >=3 Then there comes the Media-Fox to visit you and smashes you down with a 4GHz Computer Tower XD
Seriously, she also draws very sweet images, she's an anthro cat nerd, and I do like her images very much =3
Stop by her, support her by improving her drawing talents, and her pageviews will raise damned quick!

That's from me now, enjoying my personal 6.000 KBit connection. Good days, people ^____^

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My dear sweet love;
You'll be mad to her only once, and you'll regret it this much that you hardly dare to talk to anyone once again!
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But I love the USA ^___^ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/13900179/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/13900179/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 11:40:55 PDT

Alright, time to write a new journal. Also to clear a few things. Listen people;

You may have recognized that i have been rather quiet the last weeks. That is because I finally moved 500km from mid Germany to West Germany to my good buddy and all the other great friends. ^___^ Things are, that because of the move I have almost no time, and in addition I need a new internet connection, which I will hopefully get next friday. At least things with our appartment and all the paper stuff are done and I am not that busy anymore. There are only a few details to clear still, and to find a job. Or rather a place for doing the freaking civil service, this does annoy me >_>

Yeha, but anyway I feel things to be quite sweet, I have my cutie on my side, I live in a way better place than before, have some changing in my life, and whatever else ^o^ Driving a 3.5 tons VW Crafter truck to get our stuff from the ex-home to here was quite nice, tho I do not recommend to drive a Diesel as your general car - standard gas cars run way better :b

Hm... brings me to the thought... Our reliable car did totally break, one of the cylinders did simply burn away - it's unsure if it is our own fault maybe because of to little oil, but then again, the oil warning light had some kind of bug. Anyway, economically the car is dead, makes no sense of repairing it, it would cost over 1.600 Dollars. But well, it's the car of my girlfriend, and she rather wants to repair that old thing, than buying another one for 2.000 Dollars. But well, I don't mind that much, that car ran smooth, had no big problems and is reliable. And it has a more special meaning for her. Let us see.

Other than that, as said I probably I will get back my internet back end of the coming week. And I do so pretty much look forward to speaking to all my friends over the net again ^____^ For example to FoxAvo, FantasyStockAvatars, Term-The-Schmuck (if he will be online anytime anyway...), and many more, to many to say now here =3

Also I hope to find some time to draw soon again, I hate not to be able to take the time to draw currently >.< Also I will join a German contest for Manga art, drawing a 16 sheet story. You will all get to see this as it is done ^^

Dunno how to go on for now, so I let this stay as it is ^^ and see you soon again. Stay tuned, ciao ^o^



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But I love the USA ^___^ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/13524023/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/13524023/ Thu, 28 Jun 2007 10:36:04 PDT

I dunno if I have to destroy the fucking computers in this nasty internet cafe here, or if it was freaking DAs fault again... I wrote a big journal and everything was gone as I wanted to submit it... I hate this, I fucking hate this!

I just wanted to give a big thank you to my dear friends who I joined this week, I wrote much about this time, it's gone -__-" I wanted to thank , I've had a genious time with them - and there will be much more to come! That's what I wanted to say, and I actually know why my journal was erased...

FUCK THE FREAKING GOD DAMNED INTERNET EXPLORER!!! That shitty software refreshes the site even when I click the back-button, so the text I had in the journal window typed, was gone... The wonderful FireFox does not refresh then, it reloads the data as it was when you left the site, that is wonderful, I only use FireFox at home, need to use IE in this internet cafe here... Damned... I might like to say it again:
Fucking Internet Explorer is shit, Windows Vista is big shit, I slowly begin to think that Microsoft is shit!!

Man... Who knows if one day I will rather use a Mac finally, since Microsoft seems to screw up everything from now on >_>



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But I love the USA ^___^ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/13381134/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/13381134/ Sun, 17 Jun 2007 12:57:09 PDT

Alright, I think there needed to come another journal, the old one was rather old and not up to date anymore.

So, my girlfriend bought a new laptop a little time ago, containing Windows Vista of course, cause you can't buy new laptops with XP anymore... So me, as someone who pretty much loves Windows XP, as wondering about so many new and "senseful" things on Vista. Why does this dumb OS needs to ask you all the time again and again, if you are so damned much sure if to really confirm an action you tell the computer to do. Means, as an admin, if you wanna change something in a certain folder, you everytime again get asked, if you REALLY want to do this action... it is going on your nerves, isn't it? XP was asking you the first time when you wanted to change something on such a folder, then it shut up and let you work. Damned Vista always again asks you for this crap. One time I wasn't even able to save my game because I opened it from the folder of another user, as admin!!! Damnit... Anyway, also some standard programs you used on XP don't run on Vista anymore - I mean, not even Nero 6 runs on it... Wanted to burn something, and freaky Vista had some "standard and well known problems" with that software. Huhuhu, how funny! So for the moment I have to use one of the improved functions of Vista. Burning DVDs with the general Explorer works fine, XP was only able to burn CDs over the Explorer. The DVDs seem to work fine. Still, I need a working burning software, can't do everything with the Explorer...
Anyway, to keep it short; Vista has a few Advantages, and many disadvantages. With my home computer, I will stay on XP, and even if it will be much extra work - when I will buy my personal, own laptop within the coming half year, I will immediately erase Vista from it, and put on my beloved XP, I just have to carry together drivers and other data-stuffs. But I am working now for over 3 Years with XP and like it so much, and all the time I work with Vista, I everytime again find other things to argue about. It is true, Vista is not really an advantage over XP, it has a few shinier surfaces, does a few things here and there different and Microsoft sells it as the new revolutionary operating system. I can tell you, you don't really need Vista. I will stand with XP. Was all the time trustably, reliable and well working without nervy functions.

And as a little tip for the ones who are getting pretty mad with worms and viruses; now where Vista is out, the evil programmers will not really develop new worms and viruses for XP, they always concentrate on the current OSs. So if you stay with XP, there probably won't really be coming new evil software to destroy your computer, while the Vista users are kind of fucked. But still, don't forget to use good antivirus-software - I do recommend F-Secure, it costs money, but in almost 2 years of internet usage, I did not have any worm or virus ever! Never had problems in any kind, impressivly reliable.

Alright, that was my little rant, as an all time Windows user, needed to give my opinion on it. Comments are appreciated. Have a good day, and greetings to the staying XP users ^____^

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But I love the USA ^___^ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/12952447/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/12952447/ Mon, 14 May 2007 11:38:25 PDT

This is not gonna be something bad, I just tend to say "kiss my ass!" when I am kind of surprised. And I am by what happened.... Oo"

I do have a new girlfriend, FINALLY, and this now is actually my first real working relationship! And it DOES work!

I am pretty much sure, that except for a few people who really care for me, this here doesn't interest anybody. But when good things happen, I need to talk about it, I want people to know it ^^

I think this thing with my cutie will last for at least a long time, who knows if not forever ^^" While the story with SweetFoxMimi didn't really work out, I did so much need somebody to be with me ---> Keine Sorge Mimi, du weißt ich habe keinen einzigen negativen Gedanken mehr wegen dir ^^ Es ist alles bestens.

Man, the last WE was like heaven, and when we gonna meet for the entire next (holiday) week, this is gonna be........ simply genious.

Uh.... if anybody likes to see a photo of this new pair, I will do so. ^^ I anyway needed to load up one or more photos of me actually. My ID shows me in RL, but it is different to normal RL images. Okay? Tell me if you're fancy for a photo =3 Hm, who knows if I will upload that one then as a new ID, or whatever XD

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But I love the USA ^___^ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/12638921/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/12638921/ Wed, 18 Apr 2007 09:07:33 PDT

Okay, the recent journal entry was rather meaningless XD So because of that, and that the circumstances around me have changed, I'm gonna write about it =3

First, I am pretty much looking forward to moving away from home faster than I thought. So as it looks currently, I will move out the coming August, thanks to the ideas and support of my friend , possibly he will hand over his appartment to me - or if not, we're gonna live in there together for some time, just that I have a place to live far away from the area I have been using to live in for way too long time - more exactly to West-Germany, where my great buddy lives. So then, I will work in a part-time job only for a little time until I get a right place for civil service. I will be searching for a Kindergarten to work in - why?
Well the great thing is (now listen, my american fellows and fellas) I will take part of an Aupair-action, means right after the civil service, I will come to my most beloved country in the world, for one year ^o^ Later then someday, I will finally move to there, you know this already =3

So, the last days I was kinda depressed, because I thought I had to stay here for long time and no perspective of life, and also because I have nobody to love ._.
But well, at least the thing with perspective has cleared, and with this could probably come that I finally find a woman for me, because I make this region here responsible fpr my lack of meets with girls :b I do honestly think so, and even if I will not find a woman for me here in Germany, who knows if finally the beloved USA will offer me a female angel I can be together with. It still hurts to be alone, but at least my view has changed, that I now will get more chances for getting to gether with soebody.

Somehow... what happened today feels like fate :b Look what stands in my sig, and look how I have changed my journal a short time before I got to know about those great events. Kudos to the fate XD

Okay that should be it now for - oh, and how would you native americans rate my English? Cause I need good English for this trip - I know my English is very good (no showing off, honestly) but I would like to know it from you =3

So anyway, written enough for the moment, M-Fox out so far. Stay tuned, people ^____^ I love my life



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But I love the USA ^___^ ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/12519248/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/12519248/ Mon, 09 Apr 2007 03:07:06 PDT

I am save back home from my trip to Krefeld (far West-Germany) where I met a load of new, way awesome friends!!! And if there is anybody who'd like to have some new friends, here I may say a word about them:

That guy is called "Eule" (owl in English), it's of course his nickname XD That one is very cool, tho he likes to act a bit assy, he is totally great =3 And he is kind of a womanizer XD Currently I may say he looks really good (like Leon in Resident Evil 4), but in the past, he looked.... well let's say, he looked strange XD
---> Wie dem auch sei, Grüße an dich Eule, wie ich immer sage, du bist voll korrekt =3 Da hat Kevin den richtigen Kumpel gefunden XD

He may be only 14, but he is a smart dude =3 And I like him pretty much ^^ I was pleased that he was there most time of the week, and he is very friendly =3 For his age, he knows many things =3
---> Du bist echt gut drauf Rob, und ich hab lieber dich als 14 jährigen um mich, als die 20-jährigen und älter hier...

He was so kind taking the commission from me, that I can travel home (vielen Dank nochmal, freut mich dass dir das Bild gefällt ^___^). He is also totally correct, and unfortunatley I could not meet him this week again (met him two weeks ago at the CeBit-fair - by the way, check his webcam picture on his page XD).
---> Ich hoffe ich treff dich nächstes mal wieder, wenn ich eine weitere Woche zu Kevin fahre, das wäre nicht schlecht =3

And of course not to forget, the most important person there anyway - Kevin ^______^ To have a friend, that guy is the ultimate adress for a trustable person, a funny person, a cool person, and.... a lovable person, for the girls XD So guys, keep distance to him XD He's not violent at all, but still... He's almost 2m tall, and not weak XD He is just definately one of the greatest people I ever met, possible THE greatest, and I do want to know him forever =3
---> Mit dir ist echt voll der Hammerspaß, Kevin =3 Ich kann nur hoffen, dass ich in die Nähe von Krefeld ziehen kann, um öfter Mist mit dir anstellen zu können XD DAS ist die Region, in der ich Leben will, mit den Leuten, mit denen sich was anfangen lässt =3 Auf jeden Fall werden wir noch 'ne Menge coole Sachen gemeinsam machen, und wir werden geniale Zeiten haben ^___^ Für dich ist derzeit eine kleine Überraschung in Arbeit =3 Sie wird dir gefallen ^^

Viel Spaß und Glück und Erfolg noch, mein Freund =3 Eine Freude dich zu kennen, und ich denke das wird auf Dauer oder auf ewig sein ^___^

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Sorry ma English fellows and beliked fellas, but this is only something for the German brothers and sisters of me here! ^^"

Okay ich bin diese Woche bei meinem guten Freund in Krefeld, und ich mache es kurz: Meine Rückreise am Sonntag wird mehr kosten als erwartet, und jetzt brauche ich etwas Kohle! Also ich fasse mich kurz: Ich biete eine bis zwei Commissions an in kürzester Zeit (bei bester Qualität), damit ich möglichst ohne die Belastung meiner Freunde diese Kohle rein kriege - wenn möglich, falls etwas mehr als die benötigte Kohle rein kommt, würde ich auch gerne meine Kumpels etwas unterstützen, da z.B. einer einen job hat, der echt wenig Kohle abwirft, und die ganze Zeit mit einem so ziemlich komplett leeren Kühlschrank rumvegetiert... Also so sieht das aus, ich nehme daher eine bis zwei Commissions, je nachdem, was Preis und Aufwand angehen wird. Ich habe die Motivation und die Zeit für ein komplett digitales Bild - und nach langem mal wieder die volle Motivation! das heißt, greif jetzt zu, es ist alles gegeben für ein hervorragendes Bild! Die Überweisung würde logischerweise im Vorraus stattfinden, aber wer mich kennt, kennt meine Zuverlässigkeit und Qualität =3 Deshalb geht das hier auch nur für die Deutschen Kollegen, weil das hier nur mit Banküberweisung geht, da ich kein PayPal oder so habe.

Also wie gesagt, wenn du Interesse an einem so richtig guten Bild hast, und mir und meinen Freunden auch eine finanzielle Unterstützung nicht verwehrst, dann schlag zu =3 Wer zuerst kommt, mahlt zuerst, ich nehme wie gesagt nur eine oder zwei, je nach Aufwand der ersten Commission, die von einer Person kommen wird. Wer zuerst kommt, hat sozusagen alle Optionen offen =3
Möglich sind fuchsige oder fuchsartige Bilder, auch menschliches ist kein Problem, für alles andere, einfach nachfragen, aber lasst euch nicht zu viel Zeit, sonst kommt euch jemand zuvor =3 Besonders schön wäre es, wenn ich ein Krystal-Motiv machen könnte, da ich noch nie Krystal gezeichnet habe (was aber nicht schwer wäre), und besonders da es meinen Freund hier auch sehr freuen würde ^^ Der ist voll der Krystal-Fanatiker XD
Das heißt im Klartext: Der erste der kommt, kann sich alles wünschen, auch komplexeste Inhalte - ein komplett digitales Bild, auch mit vollem Hintergrund, komplett nach deinem Wunsch! Guck einfach in meine Gallerie und sieh, was machbar ist =3 Nebenbei hat Krystal Croft voll das geile Dual-Core Notebook, was eine hervorragende Arbeit ermöglicht X3 Das nur am Rande :b

Also, ich weise noch ein letztes mal drauf hin: Im Verhältnis zu anderen Zeichnern verlange ich annehmbare Preise, was natürlich vom Aufwand abhängt, nebenbei ist es wahrscheinlich, dass der Commissioner das Bild innerhalb weniger Tage erhält und er eine spitzen Qualität erwarten kann. Das ist deine Chance, also wenn du sicher bist, dass du eine Commission willst, beeil dich, schreib mich auf deine Art nach Wunsch an, und händige sofort alle nötigen Informationen aus, da ich diesmal nicht ´hundert mal nachfragen werde, jemand eigentlich von mir will. Konkret sein, dann haut auch alles hin.
Aber machen wir am besten Schluss, zu lange Journals öden die Leute an XD Haut rein und sorgt dafür, dass ich und du von der Sache profitieren

M-Fox ^^

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No, I am not gonna ask people for free hugs online, or to give some, this is not the thing of this journal. I just say one thing:

Do watch this YouTube Video! [link] Now do watch it!

I was really moved by this. Almost tearing, no lie. I was also especially moved by the description, talking about sociality and many things like this. In times of war, of idiotic, not necessary and stupid wars no matter what reason for, this is something wonderful to see - the total ability for one single person, to give many others a smile without anything but his hands...

M-Fox
This is me, and I wanna use this point for honouring my friends and close people I know - here on the site, as well as anywhere...


Marcel M.
Big thanks to my best real life friend. Don't dare to joke about his look, he is a great friend! We've been through many things, and always do new things together. I just wanna tell in public, he is my great friend! My big appreciation.
--> Dicke Kumpels, wir sind auf ewig ein Team! <--


KonnaYasha
I won't show a photo of her without her permission or telling her real name, she is very sensitive about this, but she is such a sweet woman, and had had hard times in life. I want to see her happy whenever it is possible, and if anybody dares to be mean to her, you have to deal with ME!
--> Ich hab dich sehr gern Konna, und wenn ich an dich denke, fällt es mir schwer, irgendwann hier weg zu ziehen... <--


KrystalCroft, aka Kevin Weiner
The awesomness when it comes to people who do know what friendship means. His slogan: I might be crazy, but I am a damned good friend!
--> Ich glaube, wir werden auch ein Leben lang Kumpels bleiben, Kev =3 <--


SweetFoxMimi
Long time I was under a really bad mood because of this girl, as we split up... It fits good with this topic, that after long arguements we made friends again, and tho we cannot be together again, she deserves to be treatened good. She has many people who protect her, here is one more!
--> Ich wünsche dir Glück... für alle Lebensbereiche, und ich bin für dich da! <--


FantasyStock/Avatars
Both accounts run by the same woman, who does not like her name or look to be known randomly on the net, so I keep it that way =3 Just to say, I talk to her regularly over voice-chat, a... ]]> ~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/12088831/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/12088831/ Wed, 07 Mar 2007 02:19:50 PST
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Damned, now I have passed this magical border without having any time for some special artwork >.< I hate it... I wanted to do something really kick-ass, but well... I can't think of any serious art currently, I have to do many things, such as:

*** Still the personal video projects, which need a load of work...
*** Working out meaningful projects with a good friend, projects which will take effect on our fate.
*** Many things going around with upcoming business, and moving and other thingies - I am somehow losing overview @.@

I think there were more reasons, but I am not sure of the million things I have to do...
I am so sorry for no special art, but when it will come that I am no busy anymore, you'll get something that totally blows you away XD
Received 10.000 pageviews, without any kind of cheating, every pageviews is a real and honest one. Thanks to you all so much, the art will go on =3

http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11997044/ Wed, 28 Feb 2007 06:51:25 PST
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Finally, I will come to make one of my little dreams come true. With the simple but great working website composer of the Mozilla browser - not talking of FireFox, I say Mozilla - I will be able to create my site. That's about it what I gotta say, site will be in English and German - and I am thinking about doing it also Spanish, but only by request and with help, cause my Spanish is way too low that I'd be able to do the site Spanish on my own XD
You know, I take my M for Media very serious, so this site will be a great looking one, and full of media. I'll try to mention what I plan the site to contain:

*** All mentionable facts about myself as a person
*** Containing of course all my art, the foxy one as well as almost everything else I do
*** Will have connections to the sites I like so much (for example DA and FA) - I don't talk of simple links, I talk of some kinds of making a little advertising for them XD
*** Will contain guest art. Everybody who I'll put up guest art from is also kind of featured as an artist. You can ask for getting featured, other than that I will ask certain people for featuring them. But well, still will take some time :b
*** On every single page of the site, you will be allowed to open an audio file, where I will tell you things, maybe about the page you have open, or whatever makes sense there.

I would appreciate every suggestion of what I can put into the site as well, but remember: This Mozilla composer is actually very simple, I am already pushing out everything it offers for an optimized experience. But some things are only possible to do if you can program, HTML for example, which I can't. But still, mention everything what comes to your mind, the more people tell me what they like to see, the better the site will get ^___^

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~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11971341/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11971341/ Mon, 26 Feb 2007 07:55:49 PST
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Another journal thingy, tho at least not the general shitty one >.< Taken from who already took it from elsewhere XD
I am NOT responsible for the questions, I only copied them XD
Ah and, please give me sentences with answers =3 Not only signing the answers, I want to get to know better what you think ^^

WOULD YOU?:

[_] Come to my house to do nothing at all but chill?

[_] Fight me?

[_] Make love with me?

[_] Kiss me?

[_] Let me kiss you?

[_] Watch a movie with me?

[_] Go out to dinner with me?

[_] Let me drive you somewhere?

[_] Take a shower with me?

[_] Drink with me?

[_] Take me home for the night?

[_] Let me sleep in your bed?

[_] Sing car karaoke with me?

[_] Re-post this for me to answer your questions?

[_] Hold my hand?

[_] Let me make you breakfast?

[_] Help me with homework?

[_] Tickle me?

[_] Let me tickle you?

[_] Instant message me?

[_] Greet me in public?

[_] Hang out with me?

[_] Bring me around your friends?

[_] Be down with me no matter what?

[_] Go to prom with me?


D0 Y0U...

[_] Think I’m cute?

[_] Think I’m serious?

[_] Think I’m a good person?

[_] Think I’m conceited?

[_] Want to kiss me?

[_] Want to cuddle with me?

[_] Want to hook up with me?

[_] Want to *Do* me?

[_] Think I would do you?

[_] Love me?


AM I...

[_] Smart?

[_] Cute?

[_] Funny?

[_] Sexy?

[_] Cool?

[_] Romantic?

[_] A *freak*?

[_] Gangsta?

[_] Loveable?

[_] Adorable?

[_] Trustworthy?

[_] Compassionate?

[_] Great to be with?

[_] Attractive?

[_] Mean?

[_] Well known?



HAVE Y0U EVER...

[_] Thought about hooking up with me?

[_] Found yourself wanting a kiss from me?

[_] Wished I were there?

[_] Had a crush on me?

[_] Wanted my number?

[_] Had a dream about me?

[_] Been distracted by me?

[_] Wanted to see my private part?

[_] Looked at my page more than ten times?


ARE Y0U...

[_] Happy you know me?

[_] Horny?

[_] Thinking about me?

[_] Wanting to call me to talk about these things?

[_] Going to repost this?

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~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11869876/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11869876/ Sun, 18 Feb 2007 15:20:34 PST
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No, the title doesn't count for me, it counts for my story, I was planning on for long. I cancelled it for some sort, cause I was not able to get a good script, I suck at writing meaningful stories... I knew I needed support from somebody who knows how to do stories - I guessed would be a good adress, and I think he wuold have been, but that dude is one with a load of work to do, you haven't ever seen this! He didn't even have time to get on with his own story, so no way for me that he could be able to center on my stuff.
But just shortly before I got to write this here, my relatively new friend got on in ICQ and we talked a bit. He is a story writer, I am a drawer. This guy has two desires: Writing a story for somebody (as meaningful as possible), and that his own story writings get drawn. So with me, as someone who needs a story to be written, we both got together that he wants to write my story (with many of the things I already planned on it), so that I finally can draw it, when the script will be done. Damned, I desired THAT! I always wanted to make my story my lifework, but I'm not any good enough for a good script, so I thought it only can fail.... Now whatever, I give the parameters of my story to this knowing guy, and I'll be seeing what he can do out of it - I'd say, it can only get better than when I was "trying" to write my story on my own XD This is gonna be working geniously, and finally... You'll be coming not to see only more or less meaningful foxy images from me anymore, now there'll be a serious comik/manga-story to be published!

I am thinking about, if to publish his writings before I draw it... On the one hand I wouldn't want to, that you experience the story first time in visual ways, on the other hand, if the story is gonna be really good as he'll be writing it, he owns the respect that I have to show you this what he will be doing for my hopefully lifework. Tho, I do wonder if I would have the time to translate the writings for you english people out there... It takes much of time, and I have no idea how to get this done... But well, these are things I can concern about when time comes =3 For now, I am more than excited that my story finally will be coming together, and I got a load of information making ready for my friend. Means writing much, and drawing many sketches. Phew, but well... A lifework is not supposed to be something you spend a few hours on or something you know? Yes, big plans, but I need serious work to do, and this will be my biggest job, to make this story to be something serious! Actually that is his job XD but I mean I have to come up visualizing it in the best ways possible, and also I am looking forward to improving my skills more again, since drawing a constant thing all over time is the best way of improving at drawing - I did so when I was doing comik and mangas some time ago. Recently I didn't improve really, as I see it.

Anyway, I am writing romans again XD Don't wanna bore you to the end, so I'm out for now, see you later all! Cheers!

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Arrrgh, the evil tagged me XD I must follow my master @_@

PROTOCOL:
~The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged must write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours~

1) I am so lazy... For example my room here looks like a bomb field Oo° Computer is ripped apart, like somebody wanted to steal something out it XD

2) My wearn clothes are laying around on the ground until the end of the week, when they are going to be washed XD

3) I have a driving licence, and I drive pretty good - still I prefer the bike ^^ Especially in times of the year when it's not cold and wet XD

4) I am talking fast sometimes - and I am talking crap sometimes XD And I can be totally crazy when I want ^^

5) I am not really picky with food. Also the cheapest food from the supermarket is tasty to me. Though, I am not such a big try-outer with food thingies XD

6) I am a quick and powerful guy - it's very rare that I do something slow and relaxed, though it's not like I am hectic XD I just have the speed, many people are missing, and then they come too late XD

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Oh, and let's see... has tagged me too... What can I write about? Hm... You people decide =3 Let me know what kind of things you wanna know XD

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Okay, that's it. I will not be tagging somebody, cause I know you don't like it ^^ Who may like such things is welcome to do a tag journal, but I do not force somebody to =3 Have a nice time ^^

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http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11709166/ Tue, 06 Feb 2007 11:37:04 PST
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Okay, first off, I've lost my girlfriend, and it's only my fault ._.° I'm an idiot, but well... Can't be supposed to be smart all the way =3 Don't be sorry, it was supposed to happen, I'll stay happy and optimistic, and I want you to stay so too ^^

So, life will go on as usual, containing the freaking apprenticeship XD But it's very close to the end already, and when it's done... It's time to turn over my life finally =3 I will be moving out of this region of Germany, I don't think it is the right place for me. First I've got to move to somewhere else in Germany, since I am forced to do civil service... So 9 months of.... going on with things XD Even without a girlfriend, I am curios how this time will go =3 Still, it will be a final crack in my live - I begin to hate it here >.< I need to be away from the people, I am living for 21 years with... I need to finally find my own ways.

So, after the civil service, I wanna as soon as possible move to the USA. Immediately, if possible XD But I don't think it will possible immediately =3 But anyway, I will be moving to there. I hope somebody can give me feedback, my good friend already gave me much. ^^ Well, I also have to do much of research on my own, I will have the time in the civil service.

So, und für meine deutschen Freunde: Im Sommer beginnt mein Zivildienst, und ich werde auf jeden Fall weit von hier weg ziehen. Was könnt ihr mir für Anregungen geben, wohin ich vielleicht ziehen könnte, was seht ihr als gute Gegenden in Deutschland? Immerhin habe ich noch großes vor =3 Also mein sehr, sehr guter Freund wird sich sicher nicht lumpen lassen, mir seine Gedanken mitzuteilen. Hau rein, Kevin ^o^

So, that's from me, to clear everything up and to get some feedback and ideas from my friends on here ^^ Have a good time you all!

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~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11478175/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11478175/ Thu, 18 Jan 2007 05:06:51 PST
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This circumstance deserves an own entry: After already got me one month of extra subscription on DA, my dearest online friend took the money to give me a full year of subscription ^o^ I think that shows the best way that you are a real online friend, since friends prove their face when it comes to their money =3 So here the people who proved this already:

bought me my first 6 months of sub
another month
bought me a full year!!!
looking into future, my sweety plans to buy me one for my next birthday ^___^ I you my sweety ^____^

So that's it, FoxAvo rocks! Thank you much my friend, we'll meet one day, take it for granted =3

Damned, I actually wrote this yesterday already, but DA was so freaking down, by refreshing the site a million times, it didn't want to work anytime >.<

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http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11393732/ Thu, 11 Jan 2007 01:56:23 PST
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Well the last journal didn't seem to interest many people XD So I'd like to state, my subscription is running out soon, and even if I had money to buy a new one, I have no possibility to pay it with these online methods. My sweet mentioned she'd buy me one for ma birthday ^___^ but that is half a year away - so I do ask if somebody could buy me 3 or 6 months of subscription, since I am getting used to it and wouldn't like to resign the advantages. My last half year of sub was bought me from my very good american friend but now it comes to run out slowly... Of course I would draw you some really nice gift art!

Not to write another roman again, let's finish it here and I do really hope somebody is kind enough to do me something good ^____^ Ah, not to forget you'd land in my journal under a special sign :b



already bought me one month of extra sub ^____^ Thank you dude, this here will last for this one month!

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-1 chance.
-1 answer.
-100% honest.
-That's all you get.

-You get to ask me 1 question about 'anything'.

-HOWEVER! You must send the question to me through a Note.

-Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly.

-The catch is...
-You have to repost this in your journal!
-So you can see what people ask you.

-No cheating, put it up in yours!

-Have fun and don't waste your question~!

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http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/11360436/ Mon, 08 Jan 2007 09:45:41 PST
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TEN EMOTIONS. Another nice quiz thingy =3

1. are you missing someone right now: You bet I do T-T
2. are you happy: Kind of, looking forward to February
3. are you talking to anyone right now: Nope, not good at talking and writing the same time =3
5. are you German: Yup ^__^
6. are you Irish: No
7. are you French: No
8. are you Italian: No
9. are your parents still married: Nope
10. do you like someone right now: I do like a few people... Only one person really =3

TEN FAVORITES.

1. store: Media Market
2. flower: bundles =3
3. color: blue
4. sport: Power Sports
5. mall: Not sure...
6. music: Trance
8. season: Summer
9. animal: Fox
10. state: New York XD

TEN FACTS.

1. hometown: Zeitz, SA, Germany
2. hair color: brown
3. brains: Only one, working well =3
4. hair style: Something simply short
5. eye color: green-grey
6. best friend: "Ente" (Duck in English, nickname)
8. skin color: White
9. in love: Damned freaking yes >.<
10. lefty/righty: Means hands? Then lefty


TEN THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

1. Have you ever been in love: So totally yes, just right now @_@
2. do you believe in love: Does this really need an answer?
3. why did your last relationship fail: I didn't have one yet before this one, I was waiting for the right girl.
4. Girls/Guys: I do not love guys, that's for sure.
5. have you ever broken someone's heart: I don't think so.
6. have you ever fallen for one of your best friends: I am not sure what this means, but I think I anyway can only answer with no.
7. have you ever liked someone but never told them that you did: I think I always did tell them.
8. are you afraid of commitment: Should this mean dependence or addiction to a person? Well I am then >_> Seems so
9. has someone ever kissed your hand: No, why hand anyway?
10. have you ever had a secret admirer: Who knows... That's why they are secret XD

TEN THINGS: THIS OR THAT.

1. love or trust: Love
3. night or day: Night
4. one night stands or relationships: Relationships, no question!
5. television or internet: Internet, oh yeah!
6. Pepsi or coke: Taste same to me.
7. wild night out or romantic night in: Romantic, pretty much!
8. pink or blue: Blue
9. phone or in person: In person
10. msn or myspace: None of both

TEN HAVE Y0U EVER.

1. have you ever been caught sneaking out: I don't remember...
2. have you ever skinny dipped: Someone told me once what that means, I forgot XD
3. have you ever done something illegal: Yeah, who did not?
4. have you ever thought about marriage?: Clearly, decision is: I'd rather not marry.
5. have you ever been on a house boat: Nope
6. have you ever finished an entire jaw breaker: Huh? Oo° I'm rather peaceful XD
7. have you ever wanted someone so badly it hurt: Right now >_>
8. Have you ever danced in the rain? I don't remember I ever danced <_<
9. have you ever desired a person's body only: Well I see many well looking women, but I only want a girl entirely =3 Soul must not be missing ^^
10. have you ever done drugs?: Nothing what hurts health =3 Well that one person is my drug ^o^

>>> Du weißt natürlich, wen ich meine, mein Schatz ^____^ <<<

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Okay, what I do here happens rarely, but right in this moment I sit in my freaky apprenticeship (horror) and have nothing to do but sitting on the computer, not being able to open my FA-page because all the freaking eyes of the asses of my class are behind me and would see what they are not supposed to see... So, I am writing this one, possibly a journal only the people are interested in, who care about me XD So, what is new recently? I've actually nothing much to tell, as usually on me XD Just, at Saturday the 23rd I finally can travel to my sweet cutie ^o^ and will have 2 weeks of pure joy ^_^ Actually the two vacation weeks for christmas and new years's what we have here. I don't think you people are interested in photos to show which I will do in that time :b but possible some cool art will come out in that time, since we are both drawers and both have our personal skills =3
Other than that, means everything around it, it's not so great. Weather is ass like hell, we have winter, but the weather acts like being beginning of fall Oo Rain, too warm (not that me or my girl prefer coldness :b) and generally not likely to go out for a walk -.-° Also my legs hurt, whatever might be the reason, but I guess this will pass by =3
Oh, I remember Oo I haven't yet uploaded 's birthday pic, she had her birthday this Monday on 11th (happy birthday again, dear =3) and I always again forgot it >_> Hehe, but she knows about my forgetfulness XD And it's anyway not the most magnificent piece of art XD but anyway, she will have other birthdays where she will be gifted with possibly better art - and who knows if other things XD
Where we are at birthdays currently - has her birthday one day after mine XD While her best buddy has it one day before mine XD What a miracle, know what that means? A three days party for us all XD Man, is that a coincidence :b I am looking forward to the next August - but well that month is anyway going to be one big, meaningful event, because of the birthdays and the beginning of a new time for me =3 Up to that time, I have to stay strong in this fucking school >.< and be unpationtly waiting for the end of it :b
So now I guess I should come to an end, boring all you poor people XD You know I wish you all the best, so stay nice and you gonna receive something great for christmas - but strongly remember, the best presents for christmas are not the ones someone buys :b

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Something I copied from someon on FA :b

Truth or Dare? Okay, here's the deal........ You get to ask me *THREE QUESTIONS*, no matter how crazy, inappropriate, or just random, and I promise to answer it 100% truthfully (thats the "truth" part) ..........now I dare you to repost this and see what people ask you!

Well I like such things :b

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http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/10811712/ Wed, 22 Nov 2006 13:20:45 PST
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Okay, recently I read something what's beyond any fun or such things on DA. Somebody was telling about a real terrible story about her. A girl, having skin cancer. It is not dangerous for life yet, but if she can't get started the treatment soon, it can become very dangerous. The point is, by all the circumstances, she cannot afford the money for the treatment. Creepy enough that her insurance DOES NOT pay this pretty much important treatment.
So, the thing is, I don't even know her closely. But as I read this bad story, I wanted to help. Since this is the most serious thing I ever read about in a DA-journal.
The deal goes as follows: I will do commissions for you, 15$ each, the money for them goes straight to her without any break stopping at me (since I don't even have a possibility of receiving the money, have no PayPal and things). You can choose from the following aspects:
++ I will do traditional images
++ Choose of pencil work, colored pencils, felt pens
++ full inked linework (with coloring and shading as mentioned above)
++ Character with a easy background
++ You can also choose crosshatched work with ballpoint pen
Of course you can combine these media, for example if you only want a pure linework (probably in manga-look or something). Be aware, that I am a fox artist. I don't think other species would work well. Well, humans work very well, too =3 Also, I am good with SciFi stuff. If you have something in that direction =3
So now come on, gimme something to work on for helping a person with her very life! Tell me in a note or by comment here what you are thinking of.
After the money for a request is confirmed by her to have come in, I'll start on a commission. The PayPal address is chocophox@gmail.com
Now get your asses off, I am the one who has the work!

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http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/10610314/ Sat, 04 Nov 2006 05:12:26 PST
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Yay ^^ I finally got one of the certain numbers ^^ Sorry that I have no special art for this, but I won't do that anymore only for such numbers, I often don't have the time. For a long time already now, I didn't work on our videos, but that is work that needs to be done. As well as two certain requests/commissions, which need to be done within this year.

I do promise to do some special art for 10.000 pageviews =3 But I am sure this will at least take 6 months ^^

Anyhow, thanks to all who give me always comments and support ^_^ I do appreciate it much and will serve you on with more foxy art =3 Have a good time, and stay nice!

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~M-Fox http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/10538866/ http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/10538866/ Sat, 28 Oct 2006 14:57:28 PDT

Well nothing much I guess... Though, I do have 101 watchers on DA ^^ Nice number I guess, though I know my art is more appreciated on FA. But that has clear reasons. On FA, smaller community, but centered on anthro art, what I do, while DA is a giant place for all kinds of art.

My work on the contest image is over, most of you have seen it, so now I will have more time to work on other things. I have some requests I still have to do, which I was not able to do before my image was done, so please don't ask for something currently. I finally found some time to tidy up my working room here, it looked like a dump, and moving was hard. Well as said did I use all my free time for the image, I was some sort of a prisoner of my computer XD But anyhow, work can get back to usual.

Finally, I also want to show you a special version of my recent image - I didn't upload that as an own image, because people could think I want to get artificial recognition, but I don't. So anyhow, look here [link] and please read the desc as well.

Stay happy, people!




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I saw this journal somewhere on DA, and thought, it is so sweet and also true, I have to copy it...
This journal is obviously about love, why do I post such a journal? One reason is my current drawing I mentioned in my last journal, the contest I do it for has the topic "first date" so it will be about love. The other reason is the one woman I am somwhat interested in, she knows who I mean. And I won't tell you her name :b

Anyhow, as said I loved this journal as I saw it. I have a very dignified view on girls and woman. And this journal just says some of the most wonderful aspects about them. Please read it. You don't even have to comment, just look on it. Treat your girlfriends well, all you who have the luck to have one.

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Why do boys fall in love with girls???

(This was written by a guy)

1. They will always smell good even if it's just shampoo.
2. The way their heads always find the right spot on our shoulder.
3. How cute they look when they sleep.
4. The ease in which they fit into our arms .
5. The way they kiss you and all of a sudden everything is right in the world.
6. How cute they are when they eat.
7. The way they take hours to get dressed but in the end it makes it all worth while.
8. Because they are always warm even when its minus 30 outside.
9. The way they look good no matter what they wear.
10. The way they fish for compliments even though you both know that you think she's the most beautiful girl on this earth.
11. How cute they are when they argue.
12. The way her hand always finds yours.
13. The way they smile.
14. The way you feel when you see their name on the call ID after you just had a big fight.
15. The way she says "lets not fight anymore" even though you know that an hour later....
16. The way that they kiss after you have had a fight.
17. The way they kiss you when you say "I love you".
18. Actually...Just the way they kiss you...
19. The way they fall into your arms when they cry.
20. Then the way they apologize for crying over something that silly.
21. The way they hit you and expect it to hurt.
22. Then the way they apologize when it does hurt (even though we don't admit it).
23. The way they say "I miss you".
24. The way you miss them.
25. The way their tears make you want to change the world so that it doesn't hurt her anymore...

Yet regardless if you love them, hate them, wish they would die or know that you would die without them it matters not. Because once in your life, whatever they were to the world they become everything to you. When you look them in the eyes, traveling to the depths of their souls and you say a million things without trace of a sound, you know that your own life is inevitable consumed within the rhythmic beatings of her very heart. We love them for a million reasons, no paper would do it justice. It is a thing not of the mind but of the heart.
A feeling.
Only felt.

This chain started in 2002.

It is a love chain letter.

In an hour you are supposed to repost this.

Now here comes the fun part.

You then say the name of the person you like or love and then the person will say "I love you," or "Will you go out with me?" NO JOKE!!!!!

NOW THE CONSEQUENCES!!!!!

The consequences are:

If you break the chain letter, you will have bad luck in future
relationships.

If you don't break the chain, then you will be a happy camper!!!

Congratulations!!

You have been chosen to participate in the LONGEST and the LUCKIEST chain
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Once you read this letter, you must IMMEDIATELY (meaning within the hour)
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http://M-Fox.deviantart.com/journal/10444931/ Thu, 19 Oct 2006 12:32:29 PDT

I know not many people care, but I anyway want to give out some status info. Currently I am working on my heaviest image ever, this work will have taken approximately 60 hours when it is done - I only guess so, could become more. This picture will be done until the end of the month, I am working with all my time on it, it is for an important German contest. I hope as many of you as possible will give me comments on this, I've never worked so hard on one image. I also wanted to offer it as a print, but I won't pay the 25 bugs yet, though... I consider using this "offering as a purchasable item" option, I don't care about the money, it would simply be such a good feeling, knowing people having my image on their wall...

As we say in Germany, I put all my heart blood into this image, and I am still working like mad. I count on you to give me a comment, and if you do, please no one-word-comment, I hate these things, then rather nothing. It would simply be wonderful to see more people than usual recognize all this effort I put into this one. You see it's important for me. It's actually important for any artist - well not any artist, recently there was someone who does not seem to appreciate any kind of comment... But I do so, and if I had any control over you, I'd force you to write a 10-liner XD

Okay, don't wanna bore you so long with this journal, just wanted to give a status report ^^. See you soon, and stay nice!




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I dunno, but the last days, I start to like such quizzy things. Well it's a good way for trading (not too) personal details, I find such things much interesting at the people I really care about, and still sometimes like to read at the people I care a bit =3 XD I blabber crap, let us go:
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Taken a picture naked?
Oh no, it's not like I am a photgen model or something, and even if was, without a purpose I would feel veeeery strange by this XD

Danced in front of your mirror?
I never even danced XD So it would be even more emberrassing to myself if I'd see me there XD

Told a lie?
Oh yes, lies are part of life - but I'd like to call them positive lies, because it mostly is not to make someone sad >.<

Gotten in a car with people you just met?
Yes, just recently

Been in a fist fight?
Not really, I am a peaceful person. Though many years ago, someone wanted to "fist" me, I just looked strange for a second and then had to laugh, I dunno why XD But you should have seen the stupid face of that prick =3

Had feelings for someone who didn't have
Well.... there is currently a similar situation... Though I have no real clue how the person I mean thinks about me Oo At least no complex one.

Been arrested?
Nope, as said I am peaceful.

Left your house without telling your parents?
I actually never do, my parents know that I can take of myself, sometimes I stay away until late times, they never needed to bother.

Ditched school to do something more fun?
Sure did, but that is past.

Slept in a bed with a member of the same sex?
Well, if you'd like to call nightening at a friend so, or a camping trip. But to clear all misunderstandings, I am not gay.

Seen someone die?
Well not really somebody, I saw die a dog we had some time ago. He simply slept away, he was old... I never saw a person die.

Kissed a picture?
Not really. I prefer looking on a picture for some time if I love it, kissing is good for nothing >.>

Slept in until 3pm?
Yeah, once or twice XD But I recognized you can't waste so much time of day and so from now on, 11.30 am already is late if I don't get up earlier.

Laid on your back and watched cloud shapes
Not exactly this, but similar things, like in the night going out for a second, seeing the very clear night and all the stars and spontaneously stand still and watch into the night sky...

Played dress up?
I don't really think so. A nice fursuit would be nice ^^ but for general, nope. I still remember one nightmare, it was carnival, I was like 11 years I guess, and I got dressed as a clown >.< I hate clowns... Creepy, today I'd more go as a SciFi character, but anyway, I don't dress up.

Fallen asleep at work/school?
Yeah XD That is cool, I think such things should really make a teacher recognize that he should change something on the content of his lessons XD

Felt an earthquake?
No, Germany doesn't have many natural disasters XD

Made out with a total stranger?
Made out? Like having a date? Well, either way, no.

Touched a snake?
I am not sure.... At least I wanted to do so, I can't remember anymore if I did once... But snakes are no bad animals ^^

Ran a red light?
Probably, yes... But it simply jumped from yellow to red like a half second ago, so whatever... Germany traffic can't compare to NY traffic, but it's also a bitch sometimes >.<

Had detention?
I am not entirely sure, but I can say "no" to all suggestions the disctionary gives me XD

Been in a car accident?
Yes, as a little child I was in a heavy one in the worst car what exists on this earth, and like a years ago I damaged the head light XD because of damned sand on the streets X3

Pole danced?
No XD I anyway don't think this would be the right thing for men XD

Been lost?
Possibly... I can't remember such things exactly...

Sang karaoke?
No, I like to sing songs when they play on my mp3-player, but I never did so that someone could listen to me...

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