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                <title>Back (though most of my friends know this)</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2010 16:42:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I came back to DA on whim of most of my msn friends. Anyway. I'm on vacation right now down in Charleston, SC. It's on the southern coast for those of you not familiar with it. I'm rather enjoying the trip, I learned a lot of cool things so far and I'm going to be taking some ghost tours and stuff. The food is really good here too lol. I went to the aquarium, took a water tour, took a carriage ride, went to the slave's market, bought some cool stuff. Although I have yet to rest at the hotel pool xD. As well there are no jacks for audio/video in the room so I brought my ps2 for nothing. :/ but I have my psp, books, and other things so I'm good. At least they would be had I not just gotten rejected by the most beautiful, most amazing, most perfect girl I've ever loved in my life. Normally I can be ok with not being loved, but this...feels...like I'm going through all 9 levels of hell at once. It's really insane for me right now. I can't even focus on this journal so I'll post another up when I get back @.@. (Is in a hotel lobby 8D)<br/><br/> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Back (though most of my friends kow this)</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Jun 2010 16:40:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I came back to DA on whim of most of my msn friends. Anyway. I'm on vacation right now down in Charleston, SC. It's on the southern coast for those of you not familiar with it. I'm rather enjoying the trip, I learned a lot of cool things so far and I'm going to be taking some ghost tours and stuff. The food is really good here too lol. I went to the aquarium, took a water tour, took a carriage ride, went to the slave's market, bought some cool stuff. Although I have yet to rest at the hotel pool xD. As well there are no jacks for audio/video in the room so I brought my ps2 for nothing. :/ but I have my psp, books, and other things so I'm good. At least they would be had I not just gotten rejected by the most beautiful, most amazing, most perfect girl I've ever loved in my life. Normally I can be ok with not being loved, but this...feels...like I'm going through all 9 levels of hell at once. It's really insane for me right now. I can't even focus on this journal so I'll post another up when I get back @.@. (Is in a hotel lobby 8D)<br/><br/> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Farewell?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 31 May 2010 09:39:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="leftcolumn"><div class="rightcolumn"><br/><br/>no idea how many people will even see this journal but I'm leaving DA. And yes I'm serious. I've technically already left being that I haven't been on in over a months but still, figured I'd put a journal up for the hell of it. Twas' nice to have joined DA at first but now there's no one even left to talk to. So I've gotten bored with it. Bye and farewell DA~!<br/><br/></div></div><br /><div class="footer"><div class="footerleft"><div class="footerright"></div><br /></div></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Char Posting Requirements</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 06 Apr 2010 00:46:38 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub>For posting a character you will need to meet a few criteria. These criteria will be judged by a Mod or Room Owner. After we read over it, we will get back to you and tell you if you need to edit it, or if you pass. <br />----------------------------------------------------<br /><b><u>Criteria:</u></b><br /><br />-Name<br />-Age<br />-Race<br />-Appearance (no pics)<br />-Weapon(s)<br />-About him/her<br/><br/></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Rules for FinaruFantajiXIII</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 05 Apr 2010 23:27:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub><b>1)</b> No Spamming - Spamming is the repetition of a message. It will be decided upon by an mod whether you are spamming or not. I will give some lee-way though and set the limit at 3. Anything above 3 words or phrases repeated, can be considered spam by any mod in the room. They will also have a right to silence you, and report it to a room owner if they wish you to be banned.<br /><br /><b>2)</b> No Trolling - Trolling is the act of entering a room and causing trouble amongst people in the room, or just the annoyance of someone. To help narrow it down; anyone who enters the room and starts trouble shall be considered a troll, and will be banned on spot for trolling. If they can not be banned due to lack of room owner, then they shall be silenced.<br /><br /><b>3)</b> No Sexual RPs - Although showing affection is ok, do not start a sexual roleplay. It is against dAmn policy and you will be banned/reported if you do so.<br /><br /><b>4</b> No advertisement - you can ask someone specifically to go to your room if you want to show them something, or need to have a private conversation. But don't ask the entire room to go there or just randomly post your chat's name.<br/><br/></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Dead</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Mar 2010 00:41:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ My cat died last night. We don't know how, or what happened exactly, but it was while we were all asleep. Well, my mom was awake but she didn't hear anything so she couldn't have known. I've been crying as well for the past hour or so. She was a great part of my life. Even for an animal i loved her. She meant a lot to me and to have her taken away? Well, we all know what it's like to lose something. Something dear to you. I'll be morning today by wearing all black to school, and being fairly quiet. <br /><br />We didn't even give her a name you know? Had her over a year. She was a tabby who was fat and meowed a lot. But she was also weird. You had to have actually seen her and been with her to know that she was really sweet though. Honestly, i blame myself for this too. I should've taken better care of her, i mean...I was so irresponsible....But it's too fucking late now.<br /><br />I'm going to write a poem as well, to kidn of help you all understand what she meant.<br /><br /><b>Nameless Fur We Adore</b><br /><br /><i>You were always there, with that look.<br />A look that we all knew so well.<br />Meow meow, you'd always say.<br />You even had that furry tail.<br /><br />When i saw you, sprawled on the floor.<br />I simply had to smile and adore.<br />You had that uniqueness, that we love.<br />I just could not get enough.<br /><br />Nameless Fur, we all love.<br />Have fun in cat heaven, wings of a dove.</i><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Bye all...Have a nice day...<br/><br/> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Rules</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Mar 2010 23:20:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub><b>Rules For #CuteFurriesRoom</b><br />1) No Trolling.<br /><br />2) No spamming.<br /><br />3) No flamming.<br /><br />4) Obey Mods.<br /><br />5) Follow dAmn rules.<br /><br />6) Be Polite.<br/><br/></sub> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>10K</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 21 Feb 2010 23:52:09 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I haven't posted a journal in ages so imma start now! I finally reached my goal of 10K page views and i am happy to say that im ecstatic! I mean 10,000 people at some point decided to come and check out my awesome page on DA. This makes me feel so special because it's only been a year and not too many people i know have 10K and they've been on here over a year and more. So yay for me and all of you who helped! Speacial thanks to: ~<a class="u" href="http://undeadincaptivity.deviantart.com/">undeadincaptivity</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://beyblader-mariah.deviantart.com/">BeyBlader-Mariah</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://zakkai.deviantart.com/">Zakkai</a>, ~<a class="u" href="http://shadowfoxmaster.deviantart.com/">ShadowFoxMaster</a>, and last but not least, ~<a class="u" href="http://lionthatwaits.deviantart.com/">LionThatWaits</a>. And to many many others as well!<br/><br/> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Rules for ShujoutekiJutsu</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 30 Dec 2009 02:06:21 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <sub><b>Rules:</b><br />1) No Spamming. Spamming is against DA policy and will not be permitted in this chat room. If you spam you will be kicked three times then banned. It will be determined by the admins of the room on whether or not you are spamming so listen to them and if you argue you will be silenced.<br /><br />2) No Trolling. Trolling can be any kind of harassment/bullying/disturbing of the peace related type thing. Also to be defined by the admins of the room. You will be kicked twice, then banned permanently from the room for this.<br /><br />3) No advertisement. You may not ask people to go to your chat room unless it is for private matters. Advertising can be related to, but not limited to: posting the chat room name in a general message, asking people if they would join your room for any kind of event, linking your room in a general message, etc.<br /><br />4) Respect Your Elders. A lesson that should be learned soon if you want to be in this room and/or succeed in life. Always give your superiors respect and obedience. Failure to do so will result in immediate ban.<br /><br />5) Absolutely No Tabbing everyone in the room. This causes a lot of problems and only the admins of the room should have to tab everyone to alert the room of something important. Tabbing everyone in any kind of way will result in an immediate kick and possible ban.<br /><br /></sub> ]]></description>
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                <title>Christmas Wish</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Dec 2009 01:31:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey guys, there's something i'd really like to have for christmas if you all would do me one favor. Get as many people to view my page as you can so i can get at least 10K page views. If i could get 10K page views then i could be a very happy sailor. Tell your friends to view it, view it yourself, idc what you do. But this is what i want for christmas.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>FantajiOukoku</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Dec 2009 01:23:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ -----------------------Rules-------------------------<br />Â Â Ok, to start off this journal i will explain the rules of the chatroom and the way things will work. I have given certain ranks the ability to kick people, and they will decide how to kick based on their own judgment. I also give them permission to ban at will if i have allowed them to.<br /><br /><b>Rules:</b><br />1) No spamming. This includes, but is not limited to, text wall posting, repeated message sending, repeated words in one message, etc.<br /><br />2) No trolling. This includes, but is not limited to, starting a fight, causing drama, being uncooperative, etc.<br /><br />3) Brackets if you are RPing. I know that other chatrooms have you use brackets for OOC but since most people don't RP in a chatroom with people in it im going to do it vice versa. If you're RPing then simply add a bracket after your post. Brackets are ]})>.<br /><br />---------------------------------------------------<br />Punishments will range from kicks, to silences, to bans. These are based on the moderator/admin who decided to deal the punishment. You will need to respect them otherwise i give them permission to absolutely slaughter you. Other than that have fun.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Bad Deccision</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Dec 2009 22:54:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Yeah yeah i've heard a lot of things fro mmy last journal. I don't ask for advice you know. I mainly post my journals based on that particular moment in which i write them. Don't sweat on it too much. Right now i just got done smoking a cigarette and well, it was pretty stupid to do so. Do i feel good for it? no. Do i want someone to try to sympathize with me or say anything about it? Hell no. But meh, what'dya gonna do. I don't even know what the fuck im writing into my journals these days....<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>*sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Dec 2009 13:00:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What do you do when your own "friends" aren't really your friends and you feel lost? Honestly, i wouldn't know. I have a good feeling that when they read this they'll make fun of me for it tomorrow and make me all fucking sad again, like they fucking did today. I mean so what if i met my gf online and if we planned for the future? I mean does it really need to be stressed to the point of this? I can't decide whether to just walk away from school or to suffer in silence like usual...I can't exactly ask anyone in real life because non of them know how to treat a friend...and just to give them something else to make fun of me for, im about in tears right now...fucking assholes...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Role Playing Rules</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Dec 2009 22:34:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The rules for my chat room are below. Please note that only specific mods are allowed to take action for these.<br />=======================================================<br />1) You may use requests but please bold them and put a bracket on the end of it.<br /><br />2) Whenever you post in an RP put a bracket on the end so people know it's for the RP and not general chat. If you do not do this, then you will be kicked/silenced/banned on spot depending on the moderator's judgment.<br /><br />3) Use journal links for your characters, or if you have one, use a bot in a different room. Either way, no one wants to see any information on your character inside of the room.<br /><br />4) You may take the role play to another room if you wish, but do so in a way as to not have the mods think of it as advertising.<br /><br />5) No role playing out of your rank. If you are a human then you can't change form and if you are a Currsahhnian than you only change into furry things or plants. Remember this or be kicked!<br /><br /><div class="credit"><div class="subcred"> Journal Design by =<a class="u" href="http://druidwu.deviantart.com/">DruidWu</a></div><br /><b>PS Brushes:</b> ~<a class="u" href="http://wyckedbrush.deviantart.com/">wyckedBrush</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://darkresources.deviantart.com/">Darkresources</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://shad0w-gfx.deviantart.com/">Shad0w-GFX</a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Moderator Race Guide</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Dec 2009 22:22:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This is to explain about the moderator Races.<br />=======================================================<br /><b>Dragons</b> - This race was inevitably killed off. They were like the reptilian version of Currsahhnians but didn't transform into reptiles. They instead had basic general details. Two wings, horns, sharped teeth, tails, and claws. Everything else was based on clan and/or personality. They were eventually brought back by a human who knew re-animation and resurrection techniques, so they are still alive and well.<br /><br /><b>KuroHana</b> - Machzieightoh's best friend. Smart kid, knows just about everything to know about Mach, is married to Mach's sister, and is all around the next to best character.<br /><br /><b>HigherUps</b> - These are the elite fighters of Currsahhnians who serve under the Elders. They all have white auras and are generally from noble families. Do NOT piss these guys off.<br /><br /><b>WhiteWolves</b> - A race of white lycans that was started by Mach himself. He is their alpha-male and they follow him respectively. They eventually all die out, leaving Mach to be the only one left of his kind.<br /><br /><div class="credit"><div class="subcred"> Journal Design by =<a class="u" href="http://druidwu.deviantart.com/">DruidWu</a></div><br /><b>PS Brushes:</b> ~<a class="u" href="http://wyckedbrush.deviantart.com/">wyckedBrush</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://darkresources.deviantart.com/">Darkresources</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://shad0w-gfx.deviantart.com/">Shad0w-GFX</a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Character Race Guide</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Dec 2009 22:04:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ This journal will explain some things about the races that i have in my story for my room. You get into these if i think you fit in the category, most will be human though.<br />=======================================================<br /><b>Currsahhnians</b> - This race has survived many years since the beginning of Adonai by blending into the land and species of nature with their ability to change their form. When they change however, they adapt every single thing in that form, behavioral habits, thoughts and feelings, all of it. And eventually, they started to grow in intelligence about the way things worked. Soon enough, they grew to be the most powerful race in all of Adonai. <br /><br /><b>Hannidarnians</b> - These people are the warrior race. They are the most talented fighters in Adonai and are not easily defeated. With many thousand years of training they have learned all about pressure points, how to unjoint their bones, and hematology so that they can fight as elites. They are the second most powerful race in all of Adonai.<br /><br /><b>Humans</b> - Not a very strong race but they have amazingly thrived very well in Adonai. They live on the underside and have managed to become the third most powerful race in Adonai regardless of their selfish, greedy, and completely disrespectful attitudes. So here's to all of you humans who have these qualities. =_= yay.<br /><br /><div class="credit"><div class="subcred"> Journal Design by =<a class="u" href="http://druidwu.deviantart.com/">DruidWu</a></div><br /><b>PS Brushes:</b> ~<a class="u" href="http://wyckedbrush.deviantart.com/">wyckedBrush</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://darkresources.deviantart.com/">Darkresources</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://shad0w-gfx.deviantart.com/">Shad0w-GFX</a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>AdonaiMachzieightoh</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Dec 2009 19:06:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <u>Rules:</u><br /><br />1) No starting drama with anyone or starting fights. If i see you causing any kind conflict with anyone in the room me or one of my moderators will kick you out.<br /><br />2) Spamming is disallowed past 3 posts of the same thing. Spamming can also be defined by me or one of my moderators in any form they wish so watch out for them as well.<br /><br />3) No trolling. Trolling may also be defined by me or my moderators so if they ask you to stop, then you stop. Back talking will be considered trolling and you will be banned on spot.<br /><br />4) No flame wars or any other kind of wars unless it's a role play war. Even if you are role playing though, try not to cause problems with it.<br /><br />5) No advertising other rooms. you are allowed to ask a friend to join a room, but you may not advertise everyone in the room to go there. Advertising may also be defined by moderators or me.<br /><br />6) No one except the moderators may idle for more than thirty minutes. If you are away, make sure to have an away message set and be back within one hour. Failure to do either of those will result in a kicking. My moderators may idle however, so long as they do their duties.<br /><br />=======================continued=====================<br /><br />Hey everyone, check out my new room i made. This is a room i made for my storyline; Adonai. Adonai is also the name of a song by Brian "Head" Welch. He is one of my favorite artists and i think you all should listen to him at some point. Anyway, you can choose one of the ranks to be in as well as par-take in RPing my story with me. You can also ask me questions, or even help me with it. Thank you all for reading, and have a nice day.<br /><br />link: <a href="http://chat.deviantart.com/chat/adonaimachzieightoh">#AdonaiMachzieightoh</a><br /><br /><div class="credit"><div class="subcred"> Journal Design by =<a class="u" href="http://druidwu.deviantart.com/">DruidWu</a></div><br /><b>PS Brushes:</b> ~<a class="u" href="http://wyckedbrush.deviantart.com/">wyckedBrush</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://darkresources.deviantart.com/">Darkresources</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://shad0w-gfx.deviantart.com/">Shad0w-GFX</a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>confused</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Dec 2009 11:38:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="leftcolumn"><div class="rightcolumn"><br /><br />I don't know what to type for my journal right now except the fact that i don't know what the fuck is going on. My brother molested our 6 year old sister and he's autistic. Where the fuck did he learn to do THAT and WHY!?!? Not to forget my dad's in jail for forgetting to pay child support and i fucking hate that he's having to pay it since my mother doesn't need it. Im having trouble staying happy in school because of both third and fourth period english and gym. What the fuck is going on with me...It's like...so weird....not to forget that im digging up my past somehow, everything just seems to make me think of my childhood and im wondering what the fuck happened to me....i used to live such a different life...and now,...this? I mean what the muther fucking hell...oh well, not like it matters right? I mean....right!? I don't know...i don't know who i am, what i like, what i want to do....im just lost point blank. Confusion is all i have left now and im going to hold onto it like it's my own pair of testicles...<br /><br /></div></div><br /><div class="footer"><div class="footerleft"><div class="footerright"></div><br /></div></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Emotions</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Nov 2009 00:32:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <div class="leftcolumn"><div class="rightcolumn"><br /><br />God man...im so tired of all these fucking adults and older people thinking they know everything. I mean geezes fucking God! I get it, im a teenager, and im fucking hormoanal but God dammit it don't help that i have some fucking asshole shoving it my face whenever i decide to let it out. Facts are that everyone at some point in their life was a teenager and that they did this same thing. So i have one thing to say to ya'll hypocrites, shut the fucking hell up and let us live our God damn lives already! God made teenagers like this ok? And all you're doing is pushing us to actually do what we said we were going to do but never really meant we were gonna do. Yes, it might be fore attention sometimes, but teenagers are like that ok? But when you say the things you say to use and we're emotional like that, we might actually end up doing it for real. Do you even stop to think about all the suicidal teenagers and why they actually commited suicide or have tried? I gurantee you it's not for attention. I know that i have felt like doing something just to prove someone wrong or to just escape someone, so no, im not looking for attention. I genuinely feel that way about it. But i can't even think straight on a lot of occasions because my thoughts are too fucking wild for me to think...and it makes life hard when i want to help someone but i myself need help. At least i try though...right? i mean...that's good, right?I hope it's good....i really do...cuz' i've spent all my life wanting to do ntohing but good, and every time that i get in the way or that i mess up it just makes me want to crawl into a hole and cry. I can't go to my friends because im scared of what i might say, and i can't be myself anymore cuz' i lack the confidence to do so, i mean geez...i'd really like to have those back you know? Friends should be everything you need. They should be your encouragement and your confidence. But i guess if you don't have any of it within yourself, you can't get it from anyone else...oh well, i guess i'll end it here...goodnight peeps, and remember that i love you all, and i wish you all a good life. I thank all of my friends out there, and i wish everyone else a nice life.<br /><br /></div></div><br /><div class="footer"><div class="footerleft"><div class="footerright"></div><br /></div></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>New Membership</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Nov 2009 14:01:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone, just like to say that i am now a beta tester/premium member on deviantart and it feels good. I'd like to thank my friend =<a class="u" href="http://zakkai.deviantart.com/">Zakkai</a> who deserves more deviant art watchers. I'd like to ask that all of my friends who read this please watch his account for me, and if you do, thank you for doing so. I am aiming for 10K+ views on DA now!<br /><br /><div class="credit"><div class="subcred"> Journal Design by =<a class="u" href="http://druidwu.deviantart.com/">DruidWu</a></div><br /><b>PS Brushes:</b> ~<a class="u" href="http://wyckedbrush.deviantart.com/">wyckedBrush</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://darkresources.deviantart.com/">Darkresources</a> ~<a class="u" href="http://shad0w-gfx.deviantart.com/">Shad0w-GFX</a></div> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Random thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Oct 2009 16:47:33 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well tonight has been a dramatic night for me. i know it's only DA, but the people are real. I lost two friends, and i probably hurt them. strongely, i don't feel anything. but part of me does. i know why i act liek this and i know why i don't feel any sorrow. but you know, i guess the only reason for me to come on DA, is because of the few people who still want me on. but even they can't stop the inevitable...goodbye people, i'll miss you.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Bye</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Sep 2009 13:43:48 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ guys, after today i will no longer be joining DA. My brother Cody just stabbed himself in the chest and is in the hospital, it seems all my friends don't seem to care, and i don't know exactly what to do. So for now, i am going to leave DA so i can try to calm down...im on the verge of stabbing myself in the chest too, which...really seems like a good option right now. I want everyone to know why it started though, Cody's gf left him for another girl, and cody went into depression. He loved this girl so much that without her, he died. So goodbye DA, cya when i feel better.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Screwy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 17 Aug 2009 00:43:57 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright, so yeah, life has all sorts of turns and corners, but honestly..this was pretty wacky. First, i get to see like my long lost brother who didn't even know about me till like..earlier this year, and my dad got two new kittens, i get to see my step siblnigs again, and all this great stuff happening. My gf gets her phone back, i get my DA mother back, but all amongst this, there is a lot of shit happening too. Me and my gf pretty much have a fight and make up, then almost fight again, i smoke my first cig in about 12-13 years (i was two when i had my first), i find out my step sister is doing shit, and i don't want to tell anyone, and im pissed off at one of my friends for lying to me then just..not caring about it, she had me trusting her, then she just completely killed me inside...i am hurting right now because of that fucking bitch...to tell you the truth...she's why i was smoking, and now my chest feels weird, and i have a headache...damn this fucking mess...anyway...so my weekend has been shitty and screwy as hell...one last message...FUCK YOU *<a class="u" href="http://skittlesmadness.deviantart.com/">skittlesmadness</a> I FUCKING WANT YOU TO JUST ROLL OVER AND DIE!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Failure</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Aug 2009 16:34:17 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ alright..no one's perfect..i get that..but how come i have to be so much like i am..? i mean first, i lose my DA mother to her jackass bf..she doesn't care that i left, everyone misunderstyands my whole purpose for what i do, all i try to do is help, and not even that is good enough because no one believes me in that. i feel very empty and i feel rejected, like i don't belong anywhere, i want acceptance, and i want friends...but of course im just being selfish aren't i? i also hate being called a hypcorit, because im not actually a hypocrit. i just happen to come off like one because i happen to have a slight personlity disorder which makes me be one way one day, then something else the next. so i'll come off very hypocritical because of this...it sucks. i also hate being banned from all the big populated rooms because they're jackasses, all i really want is to be accepted..to have friends..to have fun..and to be liked....is that really so wrong? i mean i am a teenager you know....and im only 14....and im sure there's going to be several people that read this and are gonig to be like "man, this kid is just whining" or "wah wah wah, so what? life sucks, get over it" or even "this kid just wants attention" and you know what, those people are just ego-tistic smartasses who think they're the only ones ever right about anything. i guess im kind of done..although i still wanna leave DA and i still feel like major shit...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>New Chat</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 10 Aug 2009 17:17:40 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok everyone, some of may or may not know the already made chat Heaven4WolvesII. Well, my friend ~<a class="u" href="http://darkanggel.deviantart.com/">DarkAnggel</a> wanted to make a new chat called Heaven4WolvesIII, but that one was taken, so we made Heaven4WolvesIV. This chat is identical to Heaven4WolvesII, but has new ranks, and is run by me her and her boyfriend. Feel free to come in and RP, hang out, or just watch. Below i shall list the levels of ranks, and i shall list how to get into them.<br />--------------------------------------------------------------<br /><u><b>Highest</b></u><br /><br /><u>White-Wolf:</u> <b>This rank is my rank, no one but me is alloud in it.</b><br /><br /><u>LoverWolves:</u> <b>This is for DarkAnggel and her bf, no one else.</b><br /><br /><u>EliteWolves:</u> <b>These are the ones who the owners believe to be truly worthy of the chat, they have to be skillful in RPs, skillful in Admining a chat, and have to show great care and respect.</b><br /><br /><u><b>4th level</b></u><br /><br /><u>LeadGuardianWolves<br />LeadAlchemyWolves<br />LeadFighterWolves<br />LeadHerbWolves<br />LeadPeaceWolves<br />LeadMagicWolves:</u> <b>These are the specific ranks for those who aren't fully elite, but still deserve some power. These people have mastered RP skillz, and are pretty good in Admin skillz.</b><br /><br /><u><b>3rd level</b></u><br /><br /><u>GuardianWolves<br />AlchemyWolves<br />FighterWolves<br />HerbWolves<br />PeaceWolves<br />MagicWolves:</u> <b>Okay, these have shown mastery in RPing well enouch to make it past apprentice, but still have yet to show the admin part.</b><br /><br /><u><b>2nd level</b></u><br /><br /><u>GuardWolfApprentices<br />AlchWolfApprentices<br />FightWolfApprentices<br />HerbWolfApprentices<br />PeaceWolfApprentices<br />MagicWolfApprentices:</u> <b>These people have started on their quests to become the elite, and to challenge all. You just pick if your skillz are in magic, fighting, herbs, alchemy, guarding, or keeping the peace. The you note whoever is in the Leader classes or above and then you'll be put in the appropriate class.</b><br /><br /><u><b>1st level</b></u><br /><br /><u>Puppies<br />Lonewolves:</u> <b>Puppies and Lonewolves are mainly guests, the LoneWolf class is for really new people, and Puppies is for the more recent to haven't chosen a path.</b><br /><br />------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />And these are the ranks, i'll be making a journal soon to post the rules, but other than that these are what you'll find in there, please join in and have fun.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Goals</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Aug 2009 02:31:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alright people and friends, recent have made me come to a new light. I am seeing things more clearly, and i want to set some goals while im in the light. Some are for the real life, and others for DA. If all goes well, i shall accomplish them all.<br /><br /><b><u>Real Life</u></b><br /><br />#1) Stand out more in School and at home.<br /><br />#2) Do more work around the house and try to becoem a better person.<br /><br />#3) Do more to help others.<br /><br />#4) Make more friends.<br /><br /><b><u>DA</u></b><br /><br />#1) Post more artwork.<br /><br />#2) Help more people with HeCares and BotsGalore.<br /><br />#3) Become a Senior member on DA.<br /><br />#3) Do more for the DA community.<br /><br />#4) Learn more programming as to make a bot.<br /><br />#5) Be more useful.<br /><br />---------------------------------------------------------------<br /><br />These are my goals, please help me achieve them, thank you all who have stood by me for the past 5 months, i hope you continue doing so in the months to come. Goodbye for now, love you all, and i hope to see you soon.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>*Sigh*</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2009 04:10:18 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok, life has kind of sucked for me in the past few months...or shall i say years. I've discovered i was practically not meant to be born, litterally, because my mother tricked my dad by telling him she was on the pill, and that's how she got pregnant with me, and i also find out the when i was born i had to be born a month early because my mom's body was trying to kill me, and i also found out that my mom and dad didn't really care much for me and my brother when we were little becuase they were too busy with their own problems. They also divorced when i just barely 5 years old, i hardly saw my dad after that, it screwed me up emotionally, and now i might possibly have ADD. My school life sucked and still sucks because kids don't generally like me, and those few that do, i get close to, and then something happens to separate me from them..so now i have hardly any friends, and possibly ADD, and i have another reason to very much dislike my own mother. As well, i have natural talent in a good number of areas but someone always has more and i suck at just about everything i try: art, music, cooking, math, science, literature, computers, anything...i fail miserably at..so what's the point? even my own mother chooses my brother over me. She tells me every time about how bad i am and how much i fail, and im sure you've all heard it before but i don't give a damn because it's my journal and i don't care what you think about it. In this journal im just saying stuff about my life, and how i feel about random things.like gay people for instance, why in the hell, under any circumstance, did it ever occur to anyone, that being gay is ok? i mean honestly? since when does the gender matter? in not saying that makes being gay right, im asking, why are you going to be in love with the same sex? cuz' i mean, that's basically saying you don't care who they are, so long as they're the same sex as me, yah? i mean would you honestly love your lover, if they were the opposite sex? is the answer is yes, why not find someone then, if no, then what the hell is wrong with you, you should be ashamed. what in the hell is wrong with you, honestly, should it make a difference if you're with the opposite sex? i mean in all honesty, the woman was made for the man, in the bible, the holy word of god, it even says that god made eve to be adam's partner to rule earth, and from adam's rib, was eve made. and to prove this fact, women have one more rib than men do, yes? it's fact! so this states, that men AND women should be together in love, no other way. also, gay people can't have true meaningful relationship because they're missing the important part of it, sex. sex is the highest absolute way of showing your lover you love them, no other way around it. and the only true honest way to show it, is through man and woman, no other way. gays can't feel the love that straights feel with sex, and that my friend, is a loss. also, sex can bring children, which in turn, is also another way of showing love. raising children with your lover is something you can never replace, and adoption is alright..but having true honest kids, that's unforgettable. ok onto something else now, i bet people didn't really know this, but i am like...and really gay person, but i also have more balls than any man you'll find. i want to be a girl really badly, and yet..i also want to be able to sleep with guys, and i find them attractive, as well as girls, so im basically a bi-sexual, although i hate gays with my ever flesh and bone, so i guess im saying. no matter what you think or believe, you do have contraol over who you love, you don't just <i>love</i> someone, you choose who you love. onto another subject now, who i am as a person, i have been called cute, funny, charming, romantic, as well as annoying, a jerk, a smartass, and above all else, a failure. ok...hmm...what else shall i talk about? i have no clue..how about my many bike wrecks? nahh. my failed gf's? nah. how about how im such a damn noob at everything, at anime, DA, bots..everything, i am a noob at. I was kind of hoping for at least one thing where i wasn't such a noob, but i guess not...oh well, i'm going to my pitty hole..goodbye now..oh..before i go, i think i might have a few more things to talk about. no matter how much i try to motivate myself to do things, i always end up not doing them, even if i realyl wanted to when i thought aobut it, yah? but you know, life's funny that way, i guess im just a lazy-ass teenager who doesn't know how, or even want to work, i was always spoiled anyway so what the hell does it matter huh? in fact, most of you who read this are going to say shit about me, or try to sympathise, or even hope i get better or soem crap i don't want..so what's the point of even posting this shit huh? im going to say there is non, none at all...i can't even see myself honestly believing most of this crap. another thing, i'ev been excluded so many times, had so little friends, hardly ev... ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>HeCares Updates</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Aug 2009 01:53:58 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so i've been into the chat and done some remodeling and what not. I've changed some ranks and demoted some people, maybe promoted some. But the new ranks are as follows:<br /><br /><b>HeCaresFounders</b><br /><br />This rank is speacial for the Founders of HeCares and the HeCares bot.<br /><br /><b>MaleUnion</b><br /><br />This rank is for our male admins who have proven themselves worthy of it's high authority, you have to be very skilled in helping and listening to others, give great advice, and have a good ear. This rank, is very deserving of those who make it.<br /><br /><b>FeMaleUnion</b><br /><br />This rank of course is for our female admins who obviously deserve it, by showing great care and skill, you have deserved this rank. (this rank is also for my gf, and soon to be DA wife!)<br /><br /><b>AdminBots</b><br /><br />This rank is for bots that the admins have, only one bot per admin allowed, and of course im going to have a limit on how many bots can actually be in the rank, im deciding between 2 or 3 bots, and that is all im probably going to decide about. <br /><br /><b>Listeners</b><br /><br />This rank is for those who have proven themselves moderate listeners and can listen well to others, as well as help. This rank, is deserving of those in it as well.<br /><br /><b>InTraining</b><br /><br />This rank is for those few people who need to prove themselves to us that they can listen well and help others out. Obviously by it's name, this is our training rank for those wannabes who want to become a good Listener.<br /><br /><b>AdminFriends</b><br /><br />This rank is for the friends of our admins, obviously they get to decided who goes here, other than being friends of the admins, there's not really any requirements for this rank.<br /><br /><b>Welcome</b><br /><br />This is our guest rank, no requirements obviously, except maybe to join our channel lol.<br /><br /><b>Silenced</b><br /><br />This rank, as you can see by it's name, is our silenced rank in which you will be put if we find you annoying and/or can not, or will not ban you. However long you stay in here is determined by whoever put you there, no one is allowed to take you out but a HeCares founder or the admin who put you there.<br /><br /><b>HeLpBoTs</b><br /><br />This rank is just for the bots we'll have, i generally own most of them, but if you have one, it can go in here. No limit to how many bots are in this rank.<br /><br /><b>TroubleMakers</b><br /><br />And last but not least, this is our banned rank, if you prove to be trouble in our chat, as in troll, spammer, or do not really follow our rules and by-pass them or whatever, then this is where you'll go. It can be pretty easy to get in here, but also, very easy to stay out of it too.<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------<br /><br />Other news, HeCares shall have two partner rooms, one called HeWeddings for DA weddings and one called HeChristians for christians on DA who would like to have a chatroom to hang out in.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Done...</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 27 Jul 2009 22:21:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im so fucking tired of screwing up, all i do is make peopel pissed off, im a jerk, i can't do shit without something bad happening and i've hurt people because of it..im leaving DA now, for sure, because i have hurt two of my ex gf's, SpazzyChick is pissed, im on the edge of hurting other girls..im done with it...im not going to be able to keep living like this...im so fucking tired of it..always someone hurting because of me..and there's nothing i can do to stop any of it..im not strong or smart enough to do any good on DA..this last journal is just for venting, i don't want people feeling sorry for me, or even trying to get me to stay, im leaving because i've grown tired of DA...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 21 Jul 2009 22:19:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Why the hell do we have our world, a world full of adults, a world where kids get treated like you don't know anything, or like you don't belong. I get told all the time by my fucking mother, i don't know anything, im too young, and all the shit. Teenagers have no place in this world, we're moody, we're going through puberty, and no one wants us around. I honestly try to be good, nice, and honestly..i still get the teenager treatment. I want respect, I want to be treated like an adult, cuz' i sure as muther fucking hell aint going to get shit by acting like a kid. I am tired of all the stress, all the shit, all the fucked up times, all the damn hell i get. World, i don't want to live by your fucking rules anymore ok? I'm only fucking 14 ok? I can't deal with all the shit you give me, i don't know how, so get off my back, stop pushing me, and let me manage myself. You have taught me a lot, you taught me that i can't have a life untill i can get out of my parent's hold, and you taught me that the only way i can deal with shit, is to complain. It's the only way people listen, so fuck off and let me live my life, trying to survive...im fucking tired of it..i cry too damn much, i want to run away, you're killing us world, you are sending all of your teenagers to god damn hell and it's really pissing me off, all teenagers in the world should slit their throats, hang themselves, or take an overdose or something...the god fucking damn world doesn't care, no one does..the only people we have are ourselves, and im tired of it..i even just got told to shut up cuz' they didn't care, i made my chat to give peopel a place to go, but im seriously starting to think...maybe it was worthless...everything...the fucking god damn world....and all of it's shit..im tired of it...god fucking damn tired....just cut me off and bury me like im the worthless piece of shit-waste you know you have....so fuck it..im going to end it, and do the fucking world a favor by taking out one of the teenagers that's filling up their space...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Char Posting</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Jun 2009 15:13:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok i won't make too much of this journal seeing as how inexperienced i am at it. But you will need to know our rules for char posting. There aren't too many, but a few basics you know.<br /><br /><u>Regular Char:</u><br />Name:<br /><br />Age:<br /><br />Race:<br /><br />Appearance:<br /><br />About him/her:<br /><br />History<img src="http://e.deviantart.net/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" />optional, although it is wanted)<br /><br /><b><u>Ex. char</u></b><br />Name: Ryokuai<br /><br />Age: 928<br /><br />Race: Dorakin<br /><br />Appearance: Big and broad, shoulders are bulked up and wide. His arms go down to his waste and are half the size of his shoulder. He has no shirt but wears rags for his bottoms. they go down to his knee and are very torn up from fighting. He is 6'8"  and weighs about 253 pounds, all muscle. He wears no shoes on his feet which have very dirty and untrimmed nails. His weapon of choice is a two sided, wooden, axe.<br /><br />About: He usually walks around carying his weapon on his back and arms crossed. very ill-tempered and will throw a guy into a wall for just looking at him. generally has no time for love, and is always trying to fight. he is the type of person who is all brawn and fire than anything.<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------------<br />that is how you should mostly do your chars. and if we happen to like your char, or take an eye to your RPing skills, we shall promote you to the honors class which is a class for the most talented. If you do not liek it you can make your own class using the /admin create privlcass command. other than that though, have fun RPing 8D.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>=.=</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Jun 2009 22:41:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ what is the point of staying on deviantart? all i get is a run-around. people want inside my head, they want to be my friend, they want to help. or at least they say they do. but here's what i've come to, they just say they do cuz' that's how they feel right then at that moment. they aren't going to feel that way days, weeks, maybe months from then, but i know exactly how they're going to feel when it comes. they're going to feel im just selfish, like i won't listen, or that im shutting them out. but they just fail to see who i am and what i do. i wanted to help others with the #HeCares chatroom but it seems to me that i can't help anyone. i have done nothing right since i joined DA...first day i was banned about 7-8 times, made no friends, and i am still making new enemies. every gf i've had so far minus the one i do have right now i've made pissed off at me.  know what..im not even going on with this journal cuz' i can think of a lot of people who are just going to call me selfish, tell me other people ar worse off, and then cus me out. so fuck DA im probably going to be gone soon anyway...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Bots</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Jun 2009 02:26:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I've come to the conclusion that bots aren't the thing i can do in life. saz08 and Blaze-R0Uchiha almost made me believe that. but thanks to my friend tharglet and Omasaki i've come to realize that i can be more than what saz08 and Blaze-R-Uchiha are. even though they depress me a lot, i just have to stay away from them at all costs. ban them from all my chats, and not join any chats they can stalk me in. i want to be one of the best bot programmers so i guess im going to have to start learning right? i already know a good bit of PHP i think and i can learn other languages too, but it really sucks when i end up not knowing where to go and who shows up to point that out? why mister saz08 and Blaze-R-Uchiha! them remind me of some kids i used to know back in elementary school named Brandon Gerow and a few other's whos names escape me. but brandon and these kids always did what saz and blaze do, treat me like im dirt you know? and it is fucking annoying, espeacially when i know that on so many occasion i have owned those two straight down. i believe without a doubt i am better than those two because for one thing, i can actually look into the code and rewrite it into my own personal one to do what i want, while they just simply copy and paste a few things..and i might just be venting at 5:21am to let out frustraightion but it don't mean this journal isn't partially true. i can't wait till my RP bot is up and running because i feel it'll be a good success some day, gawd..i really feel like suicide right now. just taking a knife and sliding it across my wrists sounds real good...feeling the sensational pain and sting of the cold blade run across my skin, making a nice thin slice. the blood running down my arm, warm and filled with iron. oh such a sweet sweet way to enjoy right now. but i won't, i am really depressed though, fucking saz is the one that just fucks everything up i swear. he is the biggest jackass i have ever met. for one thing, he always acts like a child when something like a joke is toward him, he always lies, he treats me like an enemy or a fucking kid, i swear..snobs like him are what really depress me...i'll just fucking end this journal right now with a, i hope i live and if i die don't miss me...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>My Life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Jun 2009 01:27:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my parents are split, i have no siblings i can talk to, no friends to talk to, no teachers to talk to, no parent i want to talk to, no one will listen online, i have tried for so long to talk that now i can't open up enough to even tell people what's wrong, i want to tell them but i just can't find the right words and i get a feeling of hurt trying to think of how to, no one understands what i say when i do find the words, people misunderstand me a lot, people hate me for things i've done and/or do, i want friends but can find none, no one talks to me, the friends i do have in real life aren't really close friends so i just basically hang out with them, my mom hates my dad, she takes her anger out on me, i want to cut myself, i want to run away, i want to leave, i just want to go to sleep and never worry about life again, i've thought about running away and being a hobo since i don't want to worry about life, i have everything planned out to run away, i want to have a gf i can hold but no girls like me and i like none of the girls, there are no nice people really at school, im naturally a jerk to people, i am anti-social, i am shy, i am a perv, i have a love of music that comforts me when im sad but no one likes listening to me, i've cheated on past gf's and i feel really guilty about it, i cheated on them without really meaning to because i was having bad days and i was weak to my emotions, i have a disability that puts my emotions running amuck, i have hurt a lot of people, i want to help people but i can't, i am lost and confused, i am seeking help for my problems with no luck, i want to turn my life around so i can be better for god, a lot of people just don't like me cuz' i complain about a lot of things and they don't want to hear them, i have been accused of things before even though i did not do them and i still got the punishment, i have lost all of the friends i got really close with, i never seem to do anything right, i get scared trying new things even though when i was younger i loved doing them, i am more in my shell now than i used to be, i miss the happy child i was, i want to show myself to others but i am too shy to do so, idk how to keep my lovelife straight, i am against the gay lifestyle but i do accept a gay person, i make no sense a lot, i am weird, i love computers although i am still very confused about things and get laughed at for it, people think i think im better than everyone else when i dont, people assume untrue things about me, i make enemies easily, i have talent that no one sees hardly, my teachers tell me how good i am and i don't believe them, i tell people my problems and they give me an answer i already tohught of, no one understands anything i say unless i explain it like 5-7 times, im selfish, i hurt people a lot of times, i am drowning in emotion as well, i want to be accepted, but people are just going to call me emotional and tell me to cut myself, and everytime someone tells me i lie when i tell them they'll act a certain way it always ends up they act that very way, people don't take me for knowing what im talknig about even though i always do, i make people mad or sad a lot cuz' of how i say things and they come out wrong, a lot of people are probably going to read this and think im trying to make people feel sorry for me when it's not true, i wrote a whole page worth of my history in life and it was only a small portion, no one really knows who i am as a person, they don't know what i like or how i am or anything really...and it really sucks cuz' the only person i can honestly expect to be able to tell me exactly what im felling or exactly what im going through is my dad who i don't even feel i can talk to cuz' i can't open up enough from my shell to tell him something's wrong and my mom pounds me with hate all the time so i always am stressed out and hating life, i want to feel like i am better than people at some things but i just don't feel like i can cuz' when i try i feel guilty for thinking like that, i play guitar pertty well but a lot of people when i say i play guitar are suprised and the only person who i really love is my grandpa cuz' he's the one who started everything having to do with my guitar which i am very glad for i mean he bought every guitar i've ever owned, payed for the first lessons, drove me, listened to me play, and i freakin love him cuz' i can actually talk to him about life and have it be meaningful...i think im more like my grandpa than anything and i wouldn't be able to live life without him cuz' he's the only thing at my mom's house that keeps me from suicide or runing away, he's the reason i can live life at my mom's house. at school my friends always tell me something's stupid or that im being too emotional, and i know you are going to think they're not really true friends, but they are because i can still have fun with them and we always make up after fights. my dad is someone i love too, he tells me stories and he's real... ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>#HeCares ranks</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Jun 2009 19:07:27 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ We have a new ranking system now. I have devised an awesome way to enjoy the #HeCares even if you do not have a personal problem. We have two types of members, the plain ones in the "Members" rank and the ones taking our admin challenge. They start at a level 1 rank and go straight up from there.<br /><br /><u>Levels and Ranks</u><br /><br /><b>Level 1:</b><br /><br />GuardianAnimal<br /><br /><b>Level 2:</b><br /><br />Union<br /><br /><b>Level 3:</b><br /><br />Listeners<br />Teachers<br /><br /><b>Level 4:</b><br /><br />MenOfFire<br />LadiesOfWater<br /><br />You will have to make it to the level 3 to access our new admin chatroom. I wish you luck in doing so, have fun. And remember, you don't need to do this, you can settle for being just a plain member too. ^^<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>jupi...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2009 12:20:51 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im sorry i didn't relize what all you did for me, im really sorry...i know im an idiot and i know you probably won't care about this but i have to do it to show how sorry i am. i didn't think you honestly thought much of me, since i kept screwing up..but now i see that reguardless of what i did you still did something for me..and i want to apologize for not seeing it and i want to apologize for not listening to you...i thank you for all you've done..and i say farewell to anything i may be missing in your wonderful chat..im not sucking up either, this is in all seriousness.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Rules for HeCares</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 12 Jun 2009 05:22:30 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Alrighty now that the chat has progressed and i have changed some things let's update our rules for the new people to come. These are what i have so far.<br /><br />1) No swearing, yeah i know we all swear but honestly since we have christians here we must not swear. christians wouldn't talk to you that way and you wouldn't talk to them that way. Also if you are christian, think about it. would oyu talk to god that way? your parents? seriously, it's unneccesary.<br /><br />2) No spamming, not really my rule but i do feel it necesary. When our chat gets a good number of people it does come to life, so please do not try to kill it with spam. We wouldn't go into your chat and spam it up so pleae don't do it to ours. also, it might cause coimps to lag and/or crash so don't do it.<br /><br />3) No trolling. We have had a few trolls around and im going to say that we don't really like them. Trolling is a really bad way to live your life and it's a bad way to to tick people off. No one likes a troll so don't do it please.<br /><br />4) No flooding either, even though we'll allow icons, don't over do it. We don't really need a bunch of icons cause it can still be considered spam and what-not.<br /><br />5) No chat stalking either, people come here to be in a safe place, not to be stalked by other people. So do keep it a safe haven or be silenced and/or banned.<br /><br />6) Spread the love man, Makes our chatroom known. We need people to know there is a place on DA that cares for their problems, that will help them out. We also know the troubles of when you are new to DA so we also help others with some tips and what not about DA itself. <br /><br />This is all for now, do check it out cuz' it's a really nice place to be.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Fuck my life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 11 Jun 2009 09:38:13 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have screwed up so many damn times you know that i honestly don't think i cant not screw up...it's justi mpossible ot me to do anything cuz' you know my emotions are too damn strong and im too damn weak...i always thought if you relized your wrong and you honestly and sincerely wanted to fix it then you could fix it but damn wrong was i....i have wanted to fix wanted my problems all my damn life and you know what, i haven't been able to do a damn thing except screw it all up again. so fuck my life, if it's just going to make people hurt and make them hate me then why the hell do i live it? i tell the truth all the time when i talk to people...all the time...but it seems that the truth is never the answer...i think people just want me to lie to them about everything and you know..i just can't do that.. at all...but i can thank god for one thing...my gf...cuz' now i have somewhere to go, someone to go to...who can forgive me and who can lovbe me for who i am no matter how damn badly i screw up...and i thank god for that cuz' without her i would be fucking dead right now, i'd have a knive in my neck...i told her how i screwed up and instead of just flipping out she understood that i knew my wrong and that i was damn willing to fix it...but right now it seems that even the one person on DA i was hoping to be friends with hates me..and i knew she would but i was still hoping she wouldn't...so screw it im just done...fuck you DA cuz' you've screwed my damn fucking life up.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Someone</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 08 Jun 2009 13:04:22 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I wish i knew who i could have that would be able to explain my mind. It seems as though people have friends who know them like really well and all just fit in my categories. I have no friends who know me really well and i refuse to let anyone get close enough ot me cause all i've gotten is hurt. so all im saying is i'd like someone who i could talk to..someone im close to..but i just don't have anyone and no one knows how to get close to me...im really confused right now but oh well...i really want a friend and i really want some love...but i have neither so im really lost<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Fuck this</title>
                <link>http://Machzieightoh.deviantart.com/journal/25127208/</link>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 04 Jun 2009 14:59:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok i've had enough...my day has been fucking rough and im just so damn annoyed...im not coming on for a LOOOOOOOOONNG while cuz' it seems to me that DA is just going ot drive me to suicide...i leave my chatroom to LionThatWaits and the site as well...so fuck life im done<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>What The Hell</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 21 May 2009 13:34:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I live my life alone, in the dark and cold.<br />No one sees me they only tease and now i call home.<br />If i had a home i would be there now but it is lost forever.<br />I leave only my single will and letter.<br /><br />Poem by ~<a class="u" href="http://machzieightoh.deviantart.com/">Machzieightoh</a> <br /><br />My life is a wasteland of hurt from everyone i know at school....today when i had to sit in bus holding i kept hearing them mess with me saying i need to shower or im greasy or theat i smell like dog shit. i also get rpped on by other people saying shit like that and it gets so damn annoying...all i want is for people to shut their fucking mouths and leave me alone. if they honestly had brains and took the time ot know me before saying shit like im an asshole/jerk/greasball and stuff like that then maybe for once i might actually have the will to make myself a better person and i might actually be friends with them but you know...i really don't like the fact they judge me before i get a trial...i have more friends on the internet than most people have in real life and that's because the poeple on the internet don't get to judge me, they only get to see who i am so im going to say that if people in real life knew me better, they'd love me more than they do now...so let this be known i will not do anything for those assholes because they get what they give and if they give me shit then they get shit!!!!!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>"not too late, never too late" ....yeah </title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 26 Apr 2009 19:06:25 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ that's what TDG says in that song...i say it's too late for me...i came close to slitting my throat tonight...my life has become to much for me..im drowning...with no one to turn to...and the scary part is...everything i keep saying to people is actually true...honestly it's true...everynight i cry...everyday i hurt...eveytime i walk in my own door...im alone...my own quote is "in times of light and dark, who do we turn to? who CAN we turn to? no one, nothing...that is all" and so...i have concluded that leaving the internet comepletely is my only choice...i'll be coming on until april 29th when my ban from Heaven4WolvesII is finally lifted...i won't be online anywhere...and i won't ever come back on...i swear by all the things i hold good to me...if any...that i won't<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Confusion</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 16 Apr 2009 21:34:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am in a mixed world right now where i don't know anything. I have lost myself and i don't know what to say. Things keep happening people get mad people say they're not mad i am confused. What do i want..what do i like...who am i...what are my features..i can't answer these questions...i just want someone who will listen and help me...that's one thing i know i want...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Mistake</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 15 Apr 2009 14:15:21 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have made the mistake of doing something to a friend that i should've had control over...i thought i wouldn't leave but i have a reason to now...I doubt it matters but I am serious this time...I am gone for good...Goodbye all...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Thoughts...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Apr 2009 12:28:52 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I don't know...I'm really wanting to leave DA...but...honestly I don't know if i should...people obviously can't stand me...I apparently can't do anything right...I just need to leave right? Well...I would like your imput...not me to have your imput heard...if I do leave...It'll be next week...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>HeCares</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:18:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have a chat for christians and people who have questions about the lord our God saviour of all to be. These are our rules:<br /><br />1:No swearing watsoever (need to keep it a safe place)<br /><br />2:No spamming (we have services and stuff, we'd like to have the lord's word spread thank you)<br /><br />3:No trolling (the lord only asks for fighting when it's necessary)<br /><br />4:Sorry RP lovers we only do friendly RPs here<br /><br />5: Bring pie and you'll do fine <a href="http://policeplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/p/o/policeplz.gif" alt=":iconpoliceplz:" title="policeplz"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>My Chat</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Mar 2009 01:43:05 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hello one and all!! My Chat holycowrp could use some new people. I would like you to join it and start RPing to your heart's content. You can also talk bout anything. Drama is allowed but try to keep it down to a level that's respective of others. I have but 6 RULEZ.<br /><br />#1) Listen to my MODS<br />#2) No Spamming<br />#3) No Strectching to the extreme<br />#4) No Trolling<br />#5) No God-Modding<br />#6) Welcome to hell and enjoy your stay<br /><a href="http://danteplz.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/d/a/danteplz.jpg" alt=":icondanteplz:" title="danteplz"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Im Sad</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Mar 2009 16:26:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The one i love can't call me or talk to me and i rally want to talk to her...i swear it's makes me so mad...if you get this journal plz pray that she can contact me again soon...i really want to talk to it kills me that she can't...i just wanna hear her voice again...im...alone and...scared...i want to talk to her but she can't talk to me...plz pray that she can contact me in some way some how...plz...im begging for help...i have nothing if i don't have her<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Lost</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Mar 2009 13:48:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What do we have in this world? When we turn to things to give us happiness, what have we become? Do you think your TV, Cell phone, or your Car will care if you die or if you're hurt? I think not. In this world of materialistic happiness...we are blind. We need love more than evre and i mean true love like you get when you find the one person of your dreams. I have come to relize in my life that material is only a substitute. If you want true happiness and love then find the one person in your life who will love you no matter what. Go find your light in your tunnle, go find your happiness in sad times, go find your way through a thicket of problems.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>How Have I changed?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Feb 2009 08:01:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I just remembered my life and how it has changed. Iuse to be some spoiled little kid who was full of energy. Then i made some friends and i started to become a little less selfish and a little more likable. I started going to school and i found some enemies. Then as time went by i became more hated by everyone around me with only a few friends. When i changed schools i had to start over even though adjusting wasn't easy for me. Life began getting harder for me as i ended up being different than most people. These people judged me and i failed...i ended up being the enemy of everyone i knew. But, there was still hope because a few of those people saw me and they became my very close friends. Then came middle school when i had been taken away from my dad. I was hurt and i had no one to turn to in my time of need. I became the enemy of myself now. Anger led my way and the way it led me was a way i don't want to go through again. I made another friend in 6th grade that is still my very good friend today, he helped me through middle school. Now we're in 7th grade and i still have no friends really...everyone hates me more now. I drew a lot in 7th grade and people hated me for it. I don't know why they did but they hated me for my art they hated me for what i liked...they hated me point blank. Now we're in 8th grade and life is starting to get better...im happier thanks to my dad and his forcing sense into me. I find friends and we hang out a lot. My grades are all A's and im at the top now. I am even happier now because i have someone speacial to me to help me stay away from the world i knew. She helps me get past all the hate and anger. I'm looking foward to my life now and im saying," You better be ready because i'll kick your ass if you're not!" This is to those that care, Machzieightoh's life.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>My Life With EmoGirl...</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 26 Feb 2009 14:59:25 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I would say that my life with EmoGirl is a happy one...I can't go one second without her ending up on my mind. If she were a video game....i would be addicted to it. I can't express my love that well via comp but...I hope words are good enough for now. EmoGirl..my next work of art will be us together under the moon...I hope you'll enjoy it. <i> Forever we wait by moonlight; by moonlight we wait. If we are to enfoy life; then life must never quake. I hope that you and I; will see the light again. EmoGirl and me; shall be...forever till the end.<br /><br />~Machzieightoh<br /><br /></i> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>EmoGirl and Me</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 25 Feb 2009 21:05:00 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Kuro Bara is what EmoGirl is in my eyes. I love to see her on DA everyday. She makes me feel like i can escape the hate-filled horror i call "home". EmoGirl...i will love you to the end!!! I have dedicated my new song "not yet complete" to you and hope you accept it as my gift. <i> For a long time i see; it is my destiny. i have drifted away for my life; and now my life i will live. EmoGirl is the only reason; that hell i have never been. May EmoGirl and i see; what shall be ahead, in our destiny.<br /><br /></i> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>Machzieightoh</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2009 18:53:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well...according to prophecy i am Light and Dark;or "Shiro" e "Kuro" in currsahhnian. I must live through time eternally and protect the humans from the fate of the Never-ending war. Emogirl...i have chosen you as the one to go through this with me and through shall we go...please accept this for i have little time to give. I'm growing old over these years and I have very little left to age. I luz you Emogirl and see ya' soon!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>EmoGirl</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Feb 2009 00:52:38 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ As we have started out pretty rough im happy to say thank you for finally talking to me and that you have made me happy again. If i could touch your skin and see your face...I would be so overjoyed. You are the black to my white...well...actually that line's been used so much it's older than the earth is...i guess i should say that...without you i would be lost and with you i will always be able to see my way...EmoGirl forever and always...Mach<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>XxXEmoxXXxGirlXxX</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 23 Feb 2009 03:17:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Well...I cried for the first time in I don't know how long...but i don't want to do it again. I'm sorry if i made you feel that way but...i can make it up to you...if you'll let me. I need to talk to you in private though... Trust me when i say that if i lose you it'll be like losing myself. I love you but...I don't know if...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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                <title>The Fira-rider</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 16 Feb 2009 15:56:27 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ At last the fight is over. Fira has won and all of the riders can rest. "How are we going to live on like this?" asked the Thundara-rider.<br /> "Well, we can lways just keep on training till we get to the point of little fatigue." The Fira-rider was always suggesting that they should train and it was getting a little annoying. But of course he didn't care. His son Machzieightoh flew in and decided to ask about what was going on.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Machzieightoh</author>
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