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-Kenneth
93 out.

]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/27125240/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/27125240/ Wed, 09 Sep 2009 23:56:13 PDT Life has been really hectic lately, I've gotten to hang out with friends alot which I enjoy greatly. But, I'm working a real 40 hour a week job, which I've never really done, I used to always call in once a week at other places. I am trying to start a vending machine business, I just bought my first machine and am hoping to get it placed within a week or two.

On top of this, there is this chick I've been seeing, and she's flaked out on hanging out with me like four times. It's really frustrating. Normally, I'd say fuck it and not even talk to her anymore. But, I really want some fresh pussy, so, I'll let it go. Life is kind of kicking my ass.

This journal is a little more candid and down to earth than usual, of this I'm aware.

-Kenneth
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]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/26006676/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/26006676/ Fri, 17 Jul 2009 13:00:44 PDT I have just reached 3000 pageviews. I just want to say thanks to everyone who has taken the time out of their busy schedules to give my work a once over.

On to other things...
I have been doing quite well lately, I got a fantastic job (quit the old one), met a great girl, and am beginning to feel ambitious once again. I am soon going to venture into a medium that I as of yet have no experience with (suggestions welcome.)

At the moment, I've just begun to feel hungry, I've been eating fast food for every meal of the day and I am really getting tired of it. I just want a home-cooked meal.

Last point, has anyone ever met a girl who was just a total tease? It's quite exhilarating really, although frustrating at the same time. I don't believe I've ever experienced such an interesting blend of desire/disappointment. Yet, I can't stop wanting more. Strange stuff.

Everyone of y'all have a fantastic day!

-Kenneth
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]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/25444585/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/25444585/ Sat, 20 Jun 2009 23:46:19 PDT Ah... What an exciting time. My last post being rather drab and dreary... I must update. This time is better, it is a good time. I do have a rather low paying job, not even making minimum wage really. But, I thoroughly enjoy it, so I'm okay with that. My grammar and syntax will not be correct in this post, that's just how it is. I'm starting school soon to become an aircraft mechanic.

Now, onto the insanity. I'm finding myself a bit crazier than I previously ever remember being. Obsessing over small details and becoming strangely attached to insignificant phenomena. The universe seems as though it is not always such a happy place. I am trying to reconcile this of course with a bit of throat singing (my new hobby.) It's enlightening.

More soon to come.

Alex

P.S. If anyone has any art of Thelema related writings of any type or sort they would like to have published in the upcoming journal in San Antonio, TX, give me a shout.

Love is the Law, love under Will.

]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/22485928/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/22485928/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 11:15:58 PST Unfortunately at this point in my life things are not going well. I have been in a situation with another individual for the past 6 months and am now more sure than ever that it needs to end, and end now. The terrible thing is that we are engaged, and she is psychotic. My fears of retaliation are vast and unlimited. This must end.

If you will notice, my descriptions of the current state of affairs in the blanks above is completely empty. For the entire duration of this relationship, there has been no leisure, nor activities stemming from it. If I am not at work, it is her demand that I be with her. Of course, I have let myself fall into this but, it is definitively my personal hell.

I wish you all a better day than I'm having,
Alex
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]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/20586817/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/20586817/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 14:34:28 PDT I'm headed to work. Death has a name, that name is Domino's. lmao, a bit melodramatic. Anyway, more poetry coming soon!

-Alex
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]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/20182339/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/20182339/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 10:41:04 PDT
Life is interesting. I am getting married. I have a touch of illness at the moment, nothing much, it will subside soon. I have decided that I will return to college in the spring of 2009. Big changes are here, yet it feels natural. I haven't produced anything in a while, but I think that will change soon as I settle back into that once familiar place of Balance.

Love is the law, love under Will. ]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/18501951/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/18501951/ Sun, 25 May 2008 21:31:02 PDT It's may. How wonderful...

Anyways, I have made some major decisions recently, my life has been changing. I am going to be uploading some new poetry soon.

I have been involved with the Gurdjieff foundation for a few weeks now. I am finding it enlightening.

93,
Frater Magosgruss

]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/17546408/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/17546408/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 18:09:46 PDT So, it's been a month, it feels like a year. I'm back in the same spot. Well, almost I've got more options than ever before, but I suppose those are the fruits of the struggle. I need to be getting more sleep...

]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/17095890/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/17095890/ Wed, 27 Feb 2008 20:50:20 PST I suggest you check out Sikth.

-Kenneth
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]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/16823378/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/16823378/ Sun, 10 Feb 2008 19:36:02 PST Not much is new, still trudging along slowly with my study group. We have selected a name for it though, The Neptunium Study Group San Antonio. Interestingly though, Some things have changed.

I have never really seen myself as attractive, but in the past couple of weeks I've been doing things to take care of my skin and my face especially. I am finding myself very attractive and what's more, finding it far easier to get phone numbers.

There is no law beyond do what thou wilt.

-Kenneth
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]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/16252520/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/16252520/ Fri, 04 Jan 2008 09:19:54 PST I have come down with bronchitis for the third time in one year. I must be doing something against my nature, I think that is most likely the strong lust for result that I have had. But to be sure, the project I have devoted myself to for now is building a Float Tank.

I think that once the float tank is constructed it will allow to peer into the deepest valleys and subtlest nuances of my mind. I propose to discover my True Will in this manner.

-Kenneth
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]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/15909374/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/15909374/ Wed, 12 Dec 2007 20:07:54 PST I am calling out all Thelemic artists! We need more of an influence in this world. The people must know of the present Aeon. Let us fill their minds with glory and crown them with our wisdom. Be not afraid!

93, 93/93.

]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/15854269/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/15854269/ Sat, 08 Dec 2007 20:53:14 PST
I just broke up with my girlfriend a few minutes ago. I don't feel very good at the moment emotionally, but it was the right thing to do. I have much to do on my own for now. But I have also decided today that I would get married. I had been debating on this for some time.

I hope life finds you all well. There shall be more poetry soon. In the past few days I have been communing with the earth and learning to manipulate it's energies. I have also been observing the stars to a small extent. My work with nature and the elements have lead me to feel like a Jaguar Priest. Not that I have a great amount in common with them.

]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/15618184/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/15618184/ Thu, 22 Nov 2007 09:35:25 PST
Besides this, I've been busy propagating the 93 current. Our thelema study group here in san antonio has been gearing up to produce our first publication. Not to mention we are preparing to put on mass here in the city. I'm quite excited about this.

I am also getting my Minerval initiation into the Ordo Templi Orientis soon. This is some of the best news I've gotten in a while.

Thelema is the path of the new aeon heralded in by Aleister Crowley in 1904. Soon the world will feel our love.

Love is the Law, love under Will.

]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/15121801/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/15121801/ Thu, 18 Oct 2007 21:12:14 PDT Hey guys, Been a little while since I've written an entry, been busy out of my mind with work and my friends, girlfriend, etc. I feel pretty good with her especially, I'm in love, this is only the second true love for me. It's pretty nice, quite nice.

So, I'm enjoying life right now, Just uploaded a new poem yesterday, I need to take more pictures. I'm seeing the portraits, but the camera is at home. How terrible this is.

93
-Kenneth

]]> ~Magosgruss http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/14770814/ http://Magosgruss.deviantart.com/journal/14770814/ Mon, 24 Sep 2007 10:53:52 PDT
I crawl out.

At work, I am being played. I was told by a manager that the GM had suggested giving my job to another. He tells me he told her to give me a second chance. In reality, I find out that he is trying to force her to accept this other employee for my job. The GM is hesitating on it because I am a good employee and she doesn't want to see me lose my job.

Today and tomorrow I am off from work. The politics are too much, If I wanted a drama I would write it out of mine own genius. I am going to look for a new job...

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