My laptop was damaged, so I can only get online from the library till I can figure out what to do. I guess my only options are to get it fixed or buy the cheapest netbook I can find and load Xubuntu on it. I don't know what else to say.

How am I gonna complete my finals now?

I can't stand her. She's never treated me like her son. She refuses to get close to anyone, not even making contact in any way, much less showing any sign of affection or caring. After always treating me like some object that she has to put up with, just some nuisance, she expects me to give her $115 at the drop of a hat. This is how she raises me, and she says I'm an idiot for being reclusive, and a fucking bastard for having no people skills.

When I point this out she tells me to go to Hell.

I had a bad day last week. It was so bad that it was ungood, and it was so ungood that I haven't been able to talk about it till now. It started off good, I saw Batman the Dark Knight. I'm not going to give any spoilers, so I'm going to be vague. My favorite scene was when the Joker set off a bomb. I feel that's safe to talk about to people who may not have seen the movie yet, because if you are surprised the Joker has a bomb, then you are an idiot and have never seen any of the flood of previews for this movie. The funny part was that the Joker was trying to act cool and blow the place up with an RC car remote as he walks away. He flips a switch on the remote and there's a small boom that does superficial damage to the building. The Joker turns around wondering what went wrong. He toggles the switch and then starts shaking the remote out of frustration.

Suddenly the remote works, there's at least a half dozen explosions that send parts of the building into the sky and levels half of the building. The Joker has this brown trouser look on his face like he went on a twelve change of underwear trip with only eleven pairs, and runs away. One thing I can't get off my mind is the Joker's pencil trick.

That night I went over to my mom's house to do some work for her. She had a bad power outlet, burnt out light, and needed her air filter replaced. Since gas is so expensive, I decided to spend the night, which meant sleeping in the couch. Well my Stepdad's kids decided to go to all night skate which doesn't end till Midnight and that's when this ungood day started. I couldn't go to sleep till after I picked them up. I tried to get some sleep but my stepdad's daughter passes though the living room, and turns on the overhead light, waking me up and blinding me. She then turns on the washing machine. After that, their four dogs start jumping and barking because they need food, they need to be walked, and their owners are to lazy to get out of bed and do it themselves.

After I walk them, I decide to take a shower and go to the apartment where I could get some rest. I was wrong. As soon as I laid down, I didn't even have he sheets pulled up, and Kelly comes into the room and says I can't rest now because she can't sleep, so she wants me to do some things around the apartment. Finally it gets time for her to go to work, so I'll be able to rest. I was wrong. She get's a call about someone wanting to meet with her, so she tells them she's busy but JR can come instead. I was going to just sit though the meeting, but apparently everyone wanted to take advantage of me being there to ask me questions. Finally it was over, but I was wrong about that too, because as I got up to leave, I was asked to preview a DVD. At this point, I've given up, so I agree, but it's not that easy. The DVD won't play on the computer, so I had to fix it first, then watch the DVD.

At this point I am too tired to go to sleep, so I stop by Wal-Mart to pick up a sleeping aid on my way back to the apartment. Since it's only one item, I get in the Express Lane. The person in front of me had their buggy filled over the top with party supplies. Here are some of the items I remember seeing in the buggy in front of me in the Express Lane: At least a half dozen two litters of soda, paper plates, plastic spoons, plastic knives, plastic forks, plastic cups of different sizes, at least a half dozen bags of chips, sunscreen, charcoal, lighter fluid, tin foil, hamburger meat, hotdogs, buns for the hamburgers and
hotdogs, mustard, ketchup, mayonnaise, pickles, onions, napkins, corn, green beans, baked beans, and everything you need to make picnic salads. Those are just the things I remember which was by no means everything because I started day dreaming while I was waiting in the Express Lane. The day dream was when my uncle gave me an impromptu crash course in flying. He owns a small plane with a wheel for the pilot and one for a co-pilot. As he is flying and I'm enjoying the landscape below, he says "Captain, take the wheel or we're going to crash." and he let's go of the pilot's wheel. I grabbed the Co-Pilot's wheel and learned how to fly. I quickly came to the conclusion that even though planes are going very fast in any direction, they do not crash because they fly at a different height depending on which direction they are going. Finally I got to buy my one item, and since it was less than a dollar, I used change. When the guy behind me saw I was paying in change, he gave me this "You S.O.B." look even though I had been in line long enough to calculate tax and had separated my change so I was able to give the cashi... ]]> =MahaPanta http://MahaPanta.deviantart.com/journal/19209843/ http://MahaPanta.deviantart.com/journal/19209843/ Fri, 04 Jul 2008 21:32:48 PDT

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I went to the fair tonight for the 4th. My mom was talking to her friend and she brought up the time at the beach when she hit me with an umbrella so hard she broke it on me.

The fireworks were nice, I liked the green ones the best because they looked like a swarm of intelligent creatures. They looked like a swarm of Fireflies slowly rising up from the ground, and then quickly zooming off, each on a different random path. I then had a Caramel Apple, I caramel apples!

On the way home a guy was going 35 in a 45 in the other lane with 3 cop cars chasing him, slowly. We turned around to watch and he pulled into a gas station where his car was surrounded by 3 sheriff's cars, a highway trooper car, and an unmarked police car. Overkill?

Then we passed a church, and my mom thought she saw someone trying to break in. I realized it was a Sacred Heart Jesus statue.

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They are making me feel faithless, I don't mean spiritually, I mean I have no faith in the human race. They won't tell me what they're expecting of me, and every step that I make is another mistake. They have none of this answers and they don't know why I don't know either.

Every second I waste here makes me even more depressed. I want to move as far away as I can. I don't understand these people.

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