http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Maine0819&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Maine0819 en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Sun, 20 Dec 2009 03:17:45 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/27039888/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/27039888/ Sat, 05 Sep 2009 17:28:26 PDT But never was HE
I was about to give in
But never did HE

HE believed
Whle I faltered
HE stayed
While I wandered

I've really been down and out
Though I look up and about
Trying to forget the pain
The consequences has lain

Through all the wandering
After getting so lost
HE finds me lingering
Suffering at the cost

HE has HIS ways
For me to notice
The truth I have to face
So I could find peace

HIS message was sent
And I have received
HE got me on track
And now I'm back

Who would've thought
After all I've brought
I'd still be on HIS watch
Still ready to catch

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/26765438/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/26765438/ Sat, 22 Aug 2009 23:39:45 PDT Put on a dress
Be on the run
We're gonna have fun

Out with the frown
Make it upside down
Light up and smile
We'll party in style

Be Classy, Sassy & Sexy
Not Bitchy, Nasty & Skanky
Girls will go party
Until the time gets tardy

Its The Night!
For the GIRLS to RULE!
and for the Boys to drool



XD

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/26477713/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/26477713/ Sun, 09 Aug 2009 05:29:19 PDT Here I go making the same mistake.

Just when I thought I'm already happy.
Here I am so sad and lonely.

Just when I thought I've already given up.
Here I am struggling to try again...

Such a tiring cycle.....
But that's how it always is....

You live your life,
you make a choice,
you face the consequences

Good or Bad the consequences might be,
You just face it head on.

Because sooner or later,
It will be all over

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/22912166/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/22912166/ Fri, 30 Jan 2009 20:11:57 PST
]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/22809171/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/22809171/ Sun, 25 Jan 2009 17:43:25 PST
Ever since I've bought my own computer, I've been looking all over the net for a freelance job. Who would've thought that trying to find a freelance job is harder than trying to find a permanent job? I said that its harder cause its riskier. There's no actual assurance that you'll get the job or that you'll get paid for you work. You would have to trust yourself and be a lot smarter. So what if you have so many questions about the work? YOU HAVE TO! Or you'll end up nowhere!

Anyway, I've been cautious since the first day I started to do this. There was one that never called me, next was someone who is starting to be a bit shady for me, because she not trying so much to keep in touch with me, considering that she told me she needs the design ASAP(good thing I never sent them any hi-res graphic >). And therefore, I decided not to go to that certain website again (coz that's where I found them)

So I'm off hunting once again, there some that requires you to be full time which of course I can't be so that's out. Others are looking for artists who can do programming stuff, that's out as well. And some that I'm not too sure I'll be capable of doing, I don't want to commit on something if I'm not a hundred percent sure that I can do it.

But Lo and Behold! I found one job that I can actually do, already had my evaluation test with them and just waiting for the result. Found one that's not yet contacting me and one that found me!

I already had a talk with the guy, I don't need to go full-time online and pay is good enough. I just hope that my skills would satisfy him very well.
So, here goes nothing! Wish me lotsa luck!

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/21374684/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/21374684/ Fri, 07 Nov 2008 15:21:20 PST Flirtation
Something that came
To my attention

So unknown at first
And surprised me at last
Yet I stayed and wait
Instead of running fast

He who is...
Such a stranger to me
But somehow it felt...
I'll be safe with thee

I turned to wait
while he leaned to take
Without hesitation
A kiss he was about to make

But as quickly as it was
Just when our lips were to touch
My brothers, noisy as ever
And me, awake and grouchy like never!

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/20464473/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/20464473/ Sat, 13 Sep 2008 00:35:30 PDT Just two more hours....
Two more hours to wait...
How long can still I take?

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/19051652/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/19051652/ Thu, 26 Jun 2008 06:26:27 PDT Try to run like "The Flash"
Then go wet and wild
To play like a child

I've made a wrong turn
When I should've known
That the "Splash fest was" on
On that very morn

June 24th! Oh poor me!
This just couldn't be!
I got stuck on my ride
And paid with my pride

Doused with water I walked
Until my father called and talked
Warned me about the happening
In San Juan's "Water Feasting"

But alas, its too late
To right the mistake
I went on with my journey
Looking wet and silly

To my home I came finally
To my room I changed quickly
In my bed I lay tiredly
And closed my eyes sleepily

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/18395855/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/18395855/ Mon, 19 May 2008 09:08:31 PDT For days I have dreamt
For days I have traveled
In a world where I'm baffled

A world so mysterious
A place for the curious
Where fantasy & reality
Are merged ridiculously

Animals, Faces and Places
Some I know, some I don't
Are they telling me something?
Or is it just simply nothing?

All in all, I'm unsure
If it tells past, present or future

Yet some are worth dreaming
While others are worth forgetting
But others I wish I can remember
So that I can dream it again later

Like one of that about a man
Who has always taken my hand
Many times he has rescued me
And plenty a time he has kissed me

He's no knight in shining armor
Ready to save his endangered lover
He's no prince, that's so sweet
Ready to sweep me off my feet

He's a rogue with a heart
That I have fallen from the start
He lets me fight my battles on my own
But does not leave me all alone

He holds me when I'm weak
And strengthens me in a blink
His warmth touches me
And keeps me safe securely

When I shall see him?
I will never know
Where I shall meet him?
Fate will never show

But someday I wish
That once more we will meet
In my dreams where I cherish
His loving warm kiss

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/18098657/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/18098657/ Wed, 30 Apr 2008 08:51:55 PDT Braving the cold
Not wanting defeat
Hoping not to fold

I sit in the corner
With the lights dim
I sit like a loner
'Til I start to dream

I sit, I stand, I walk
Stand, sit and talk
My nose is frozen
How long has it taken?

Too early, too soon
For me to take a break
Hope I get through
Until Apollo is awake

Damn this cold!
Why does it have to be here?!
Of all places in the office!
We end up in here!!!

Here, here, so damn near!!!
The aircon just had to be here!!!

T_T

]]> ~Maine0819 http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/17471602/ http://Maine0819.deviantart.com/journal/17471602/ Sun, 23 Mar 2008 09:18:50 PDT Is it so hard to ask not to yearn
For something that I'll never be
Or for someone whom I'll never see

My skills have been criticized
Yet I still keep on going
My heart keeps breaking
Yet I still keep on falling

I've been hurt, beaten and bruised
But I keep on healing
I've fallen, toppled over & tripped
But I keep on standing

I've been pushed & pulled
By others going downwards
But I keep pushing & pulling
Myself going upwards

With or without friends at my side
I walk towards my goal alone
With or without enemies from behind
I still go forward on my own

Never once did I ever learn
To give up and never yearn
Am I just full of determination?
or am I just simply stubborn?

A fighter or a fool
Which one could I be?
A fighter or a fool
Which one should I never be?

]]> ~Maine0819