http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Makeesha&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Makeesha en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Tue, 15 Dec 2009 17:46:57 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/28763079/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/28763079/ Sat, 05 Dec 2009 09:52:19 PST
1.: Put "[Your first name] needs" in google.com
"Ashley needs you like water in her lungs"

2. Put "[Your first name] looks like" in google.com
"Ashley looks like a stripper mermaid!" {O_o}

3. Put "[Your first name] says" in google.com
"Ashley says shes ready respond states concerns"

4. Put "[Your first name] wants" in google.com
"Ashley wants to have "Vampire Sex"" *gasps* How do they KNOW?!?

5. Put "[Your first name] does" in google.com
"Ashley does the bikini thing" OHMAHGAWDNOWAI!!!

6. Put "[Your first name] hates" in google.com
"Ashley hates Walmart" (umm no)

7. Put "[Your first name] becomes" in google.com
"That's right Ashley finally fulfilled her dream and became the local weather woman"

8. Put "[Your first name] likes" in google.com
"Ashley likes your face" ((Why not?!))

9. Put "[Your first name] eats" in google.com
"Ashley eats a lot of salad but has a great time along the way" (sure)

10. Put "[Your first name] wears" in google.com
"Ashley wears a printed floral dress from the Gilles Street Markets"


I tag Lone-wolf-of-silver
Pyronixicore and
Deadrosebud

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/25200668/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/25200668/ Mon, 08 Jun 2009 15:33:21 PDT
I am now 22! (I know old)

My daughter Elithien is 20 months old, is walking, talking, climbing, running, shouting and being a general little hellion (like anyone would expect otherwise being my child of course) but she is my world and I woudn't change her for the world. She is also going to be a big sister come September as I am 27 weeks pregnant with my 2nd bundle of joy (and another girl) due 09/09/09!

I still write when I get the chance to, have just recently wrote a poem for my best friend who sadly lost her daughter last month. ( She was 19 weeks pregnant and due 5 days after me in September) Will add that later.....

I'm in good health, this pregnancy has been fabulous, thankfully no bleeding, my blood pressure has been steady throughout and Dakota has been growing and developing as she should at each scan. The morning sickness was horrific for the first 17 weeks, I lost 15 pounds and a dress size and was put on anti sickness tablets then thankfully that eased off about 19/20 weeks only for the heartburn to kick in but I kneel before the might that are Rennie's Fruit Flavoured Chewable Tablets! They have been a godsend to me!

I have a 4D scan on the 24th of June for an update as the last scan we went to Dakota slept thru the entire thing! heheh Will add pics later. I feel massive and whale like and the heat is really irritating lol!

Umm don't really know what else to put but hope everyone is doing good and if not hope things pick up soon!

Love,
Makeesha, Elithien and Baby Bean Dakota


]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/19167082/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/19167082/ Wed, 02 Jul 2008 14:10:07 PDT It's been awhile since last journal so I thought I'd see how you all were lol

I'm doing really well, turned 21 back in April, my daughter has learned how to wave and says dada, has mastered her playwalker, has 2 teeth and 2 more coming in She's trying to walk and pull herself up and is a big cheeky moose when she wants to be

Looking forward to my dad coming over in August as I haven't seen him since 2002 and he has yet to meet his granddaughter

Also can't believe that I'm already starting to plan Elithien's 1st birthday! How time flies

Wishing all of you the nest and big hugs and smooches to all mai hunnies

PS: I'm coming to get you Ozz! There is no escaping me!! (unless of course you have to work! )

Love,
Makeesha
:ninjapunksai:

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/16326883/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/16326883/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 08:39:26 PST Just wanted to pop on to give you all a quick update.

Elithien is now 13 weeks old, is 2 1/2 feet tall and weighs 13 pounds 8 ounces. She is coming along in leaps and bounds and is an absolute delight

Myself and Fraz have moved into a 2 bedroomed house and are currently getting everything organized and trying to turn it into a home for our daughter.

Things have been a bit hectic over christmas and new year and we are still trying to get phone and internet sorted at our new house, so hopefully I will be online soon.

Hope 2008 brings everyone happiness and good fortune.

Love,
Makeesha


]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/15083295/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/15083295/ Tue, 16 Oct 2007 05:56:35 PDT I would like to announce that my daughter Elithien arrived into the world at 12.37 pm on the 9th of October 2007 weighing a lovely 9 pounds 5 ounces. She is an absolute angel and both daddy and me are in love! :^D

Lots of Love,
Makeesha


]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/14177808/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/14177808/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 09:40:56 PDT
I'm tired, uncomfortable, in some pain and I just want to hold my baby in my arms.

But before I can do that , I still need to sort both rooms out at either house as the chances of getting our own place before baby arrives is pretty slim to none, so the next few weekends will be spent gutting out, redecorating both rooms and rearranging furniture so we can fit the cot in.

*joy*

Everything else is going well, bar the writer's block but I think thats intertwined with the whole pregnancy brain, so hopefully I'll be writing again once baby is here. M
Sending out big and and to everyone and hope everyone is doing ok!

Lots of Love,
Makeesha


]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/13512806/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/13512806/ Wed, 27 Jun 2007 13:42:46 PDT Just an update for you:

1) I got married to my wonderful partner on the 23rd of April 2007!! The ceremony was beautiful and I will put some pics up soon!

Heres one tho:
[link]

2) I am now 20!!

3) I am now 25 weeks pregnant and roughly have 12 weeks left with a baby girl on the way!!

Here's a photo from my last scan:
[link]

I am doing really well and looking forward to having my baby in a few weeks time! Hope everyone else is doing well and that everything is going good!

Love and Light,
Ashley,Frazer and bump Elithien


]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/12425620/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/12425620/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 03:40:23 PDT
1) Can people please comment some of my newer poetry?

2) Countdown 1- I am getting married in 3 days!

3) Countdown 2- My birthday is in 10 days!

4) Here is a pic of my baby from my 11 week scan:

[link]

5) I am now 14 weeks pregnant and expecting my first baby on the 14th of October 2007!

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/11807661/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/11807661/ Wed, 14 Feb 2007 02:01:09 PST Hope everyone is doing well! Today is a *very* special day as I have found out I am pregnant again!!



Fingers crossed that this time we will actually be able to have a child! I see the midwife next Friday so let's stay positve!

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE! slap:

Loadsa Love,
Ashley
xXx

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/11119225/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/11119225/ Tue, 19 Dec 2006 17:26:46 PST VERY Merry Christmas and a happily DRUNK New Year!!! Best Wishes to all!



*mwah*

Loadsa Love,
Ashley
xxxxxx
xxxxx
xxxx
xxx
xx
x

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10944846/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10944846/ Mon, 04 Dec 2006 06:17:51 PST


*mwah*



Loadsa Love,

Ashley

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10514449/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10514449/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 06:57:32 PDT Now that I have had confirmation, and my first appointment booked, I would like to let you all know something:

As of June 23rd 2007(roughly) Myself and my partner Frazer will be parents!

That's right guys- I am pregnant!

We are over the moon and excited at our (rather unexpected) news and I promise to keep you all updated and of course put up pictures of my scans and obviously the first pictures of the Bairn(s)

Hope you all are as happy as we are!

Loadsa Love,
Ashley and Frazer
xxxxxx
xxxxx
xxxx
xxx
xx
x

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10514430/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10514430/ Thu, 26 Oct 2006 06:55:46 PDT Now that I have had confirmation, and my first appointment booked, I would like to let you all know something:

As of June 23rd 2007(roughly) Myself and my partner Frazer will be parents!

That's right guys- I am pregnant!

We are over the moon and excited at our (rather unexpected) news and I promise to keep you all updated and of course put up pictures of my scans and obviously the first pictures of the Bairn(s)

Hope you all are as happy as we are!

Loadsa Love,
Ashley and Frazer
xxxxxx
xxxxx
xxxx
xxx
xx
x

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10356630/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10356630/ Wed, 11 Oct 2006 09:30:32 PDT
[link]


Loadsa Love,
Frazer and Ashley

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10239417/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/10239417/ Sat, 30 Sep 2006 17:30:04 PDT

I'm sorry
That I'm not enough of a slut
to sleep with you on a first date


I'm sorry
That my ass isn't big enough
to "satisfy" your needs


I'm sorry
that I'm not anorexic
and skinny enough for you to see my ribs


I'm sorry
That I'm not pretty enough
to be "your girl"


I'm sorry
That I'm not a Playboy model
so I can't act like a porn star for you


I'm sorry
I don't have a dream body
that turns you on


But most of all


I'm sorry
That you can't accept me
for who I am

If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry"

If You're one of the few guys with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I appreciate you"

]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/9944169/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/9944169/ Sat, 02 Sep 2006 19:22:16 PDT I'm glad we found each other and that everyone actually seems to be happy for us as well! ( I even think my mum likes him!) I can't stop smiling and I never want to!

*mwah*

Loadsa Love,
Ashley
xxx ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/8800465/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/8800465/ Wed, 17 May 2006 17:14:27 PDT [x] Do you have long hair?
[x ] Do you like Beer?
[x ] Have you ever been in a Moshpit?
[x] You don't believe in God?
[ x] You got a Pentagram/heartogram on some clothing article etc.?
[ x] You own some spikes?
[ ] Can you play guitar?
[X] Can you growl?
[] Do you own Boots?
[X] Do you rock out?
Total X: 8

--DRAMA DORK--
[X] Ever been in a play?
[ ] Have you ever seen a Broadway show?
[ ] More than 10 Broadway shows?
[X] Have you ever been/are you in school shows?
[ ] Does your current job involve theater in some way?
[ ] Want to end up working in/for theater
[x ] Can you recite all of the lyrics to your favorite play/musical?
[X] Do you break out into random songs whenever/wherever!!
[ ] Do you like the 'Sound of Music'?
[ ] Did you like the Broadway show you saw?
Total X: 4

--REDNECK--
[ ] Do you have a couch in your front yard or porch?
[] Do you drive a four-wheeler?
[] Do you ride four-wheelers?
[X] Do you like to get dirty?
[] Do you like country music?
[] Do you have a broken car in your back yard?
[] Do you own a cowboy hat?
[ ] Do you have more then 4 different animals at your home?
[] Do you watch Larry the Cable Guy videos?
[] Do you live on more than 1 acres?
Total X: 1

--GOTH--
[x ] Do you wear black eyeliner?
[x ] Is most of your clothing dark?
[X] Do you think about death often?
[ ] Do you want to die?
[ ] Are you a social outcast?
[] Are you pale?
[ ] Do you like Hot Topic?
[x ] Do you enjoy Tim burton movies?
[ x] Are you mean?
Total X: 5

-SKATER/PUNK--
[ ] Can you skateboard?
[ ]Do you wear Skateboarding shoes?
[X] Do you do stupid stuff with your friends?
[x ] Have you gotten in trouble with the Cops?
[ ] Do you watch the x-games?
[x ] Do/did you have any piercings other than your ears?
[ ] Do you like/wear a mohawk?
[ ] Do you wear Band t-shirts?
[ ] Have you called someone a poser recently?
Total X: 3

--PREP--
[ x] Do you say the word "like"
[ ] Do you shop at Hollister/Abercrombie&Fitch/AE/Aero?
[ ] Do the people in Hot Topic scare you?
[ ] Do u giggle alot when your'e with your friends/girlfriend/boyfriend?
[ ] Have/do you watch(ed) LAGUNA BEACH?
[] Do you like pop music?
[ ] Do you want/have a little dog?
[X] Do you laugh a lot?
Total X: 2

--HIPPIE--
[x ] Is your hair long?
[ x] Do you own a tye-dye shirt?
[ x] Do you want to save the animals?
[ x] Do you think war is unnecessary?
[X] Do you like classic rock?
[ ] Have you ever participated in a protest?
[x ] Have you ever been overcome with a desire to hug a tree?
[ x] Is your idea of fun sitting around one person playing a guitar and singing along?
[x ] Do you see someone playing frisbee and automatically ask to play?
Total X: 8

--GANGSTA--
[] Do you act ghetto sometimes?
[ ] Do you wear do-rags?
[] Do you like rap?
[ ] Was Tupac truly the greatest rapper in the world?
[] Do you like afros?
] Have you ever said "Fo Sho"?
[x ] Do you like to dance?
[ ] Do You own 40 cd's...
[ ] Are you colored?
Total X: 1

--EMO-
[ ] Do you cry often?
[x ] Do you wear hoodies?
[X] Do you like soft music?
[X] Do people not understand you?
[X] Do you write your own poems?
[X] Do you dye your hair red, black, or any dark color?
[ ] Do you cut your own hair?
[X] Do you sometimes feel very lonely?
[ ] Is "Ohio is for lovers" by Hawthorne Heights a good song?
Total X: 6


--SURFER--
[ ] Do you surf?
[ ] Do you wear flip flops all year around?
[] Is your hair shaggy/layered?
[ ] Do you wake up before 6 every morning?
[ ] Do you own any pairs of shorts?
[x] Do you think the ocean is radical?
[x ] Do you want to be at the beach right now?
[ ] Do you hate tourists?
Total X: 2

--GEEK--

[] Do you wear glasses?
[] Do you get good grades?
[ ] Do you use an inhaler?
[ ] Do you stick pens and calculators into your shirt pockets?
[ ] Does your mom pick out your clothes?
[X] Are you on the computer often?
[ ] Do you ever get picked on?
[ ] Do you look forward to going to school?
[] Are you shy around the opposite sex?
[] Do you play video games?
Total X: 1

hahahahaha!! I'm a hippie metal head!! *rock!* ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/8461203/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/8461203/ Thu, 13 Apr 2006 16:54:12 PDT 19
Female
5'11
More to love
Bubbly
Outgoing
Up for anything
Funny
Smart
Sensitive
Not afraid to get down n dirty

So any offers?? Lemme know!!

Loadsa Love,
Ashley
xXx ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/8282101/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/8282101/ Mon, 27 Mar 2006 07:37:31 PST
2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if its just for a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead/ neck.

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell her how much she means to you.

6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usually mean the most.

7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang out with.

8 . Write her notes. (she loves them)

9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as your girlfriend.

10 . Play with her hair.

11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle with her.

12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, or just tell her jokes.

14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16 . Give her piggyback rides.

17 . Bring her flowers

18 . Treat her the same around your friends as you do when your alone.

19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as she wants.

21 . Kiss her in the rain.

22 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.

Guys repost this if u would do it.....or no girls will ever like you again.

Girls repost this if u think its sweet......or you'll never have a good relationship.

Repost this as "22 Ways To Make A Girl Smile" ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/8090299/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/8090299/ Tue, 07 Mar 2006 04:42:47 PST


]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7979147/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7979147/ Thu, 23 Feb 2006 09:07:23 PST Hows everyone doing? Thought I would write in here cos Im feeling better ( I have a lower respitory tract infection) and Im looking better...Or so I think Going out next weekend with Malganus and Bancroft and I cant wait! Should be a laff as all my other friends are going too! ^_^ Everything seems to bve sorting itself out and in my benefits and Im learning tosmile and have fun again Hope all is well for my friends on DA.....Love you all SOOOOOOOOOOO much!!!

Love
Makeesha ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7969629/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7969629/ Wed, 22 Feb 2006 08:27:36 PST
[url=[link] ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7961394/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7961394/ Tue, 21 Feb 2006 10:58:01 PST [link] I have been tagged so hear you go:

10 people/things you like (no particular order):
1. Viciousphil
2. Wolves
3. Bancroft
4. Devils-Jazz
5. Chocolate
6. Comedies
7. Sex
8. Drinking/Going out
9. All my adopted big bruvs....all 6 of em
10. Being with my friends

5 things that make you happy (no particular order):
1. My friends
2. My rat
3. Chocolate
4. Laying in
5. Writing

10 things that you hate/dislike (no particular order):
1. Chavs!
2. Arrogant people
3. Rapists
4. Not being able to have something I want
5. Beans
6. Mushrooms
7. Being Single
8. My brother
9. People who hurt one another
10. Being ill

3 facts about your name:
1. Is the name of my animal spirit
2. Who is a large female white wolf
3. I want to name my firtst girl this.

4 random thoughts:
1. I need a pee!
2. The cupcakes are gonna eat me!
3. So want to get laid soon
4. Ah dog!!!


Ok for this bitches I tag Viciousphil [link] Doolally [link] ummm Bancroft [link] and uhhh...finally... Skrribles [link]

Love
Makeesha ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7770522/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7770522/ Thu, 02 Feb 2006 05:07:02 PST [link] Loads Love Keesh ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7599580/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7599580/ Sat, 14 Jan 2006 08:06:52 PST And I met this really lovely gorgeous girl called Lucy and walked her home at like 1 am and ended talking to her for an hour before she kissed me!!!!! *BIG GRIN* And I got drinks brought for me like all night by random guys who all said I looked sexy/gorgeous/beautiful...And you know what?!?! I FELT sexy!!! (for the first time in like aaaaaages) Going out again tonight and cant wait...Going to the cinemas next Friday to go see Underworld Evolution..It will be tricky tho cos Lucy is going to be there as well as Sheepy (and I really like him as well) But Im not sure if he likes me in THAT way...Im gonna find out and then the hardest part..Make a decision between either Sheepy or Lucy....But I'll leave that til then..Cos Im still grinnign from last night...It was SO awsome! ^___________^
Anyways Ill be off....Cos Im off to grab a bite to eat and then a shower and then will have to get ready to go out tonight!

Love loads,
Makeesha ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7561464/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7561464/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 06:20:52 PST
Loadsa Love
Makeesha ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7485112/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7485112/ Mon, 02 Jan 2006 02:33:53 PST Stability |||||||||||||| 56%
Orderliness |||||||||| 33%
Accommodation |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Interdependence |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Intellectual |||||||||| 36%
Mystical |||||||||||| 43%
Artistic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Religious || 10%
Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Materialism |||||||||||| 50%
Narcissism |||||||||||||||| 63%
Adventurousness |||||||||||| 50%
Work ethic |||||| 23%
Self absorbed |||||||||||| 43%
Conflict seeking |||||| 30%
Need to dominate |||||||||||||| 56%
Romantic |||||||||||||||||||| 83%
Avoidant || 10%
Anti-authority |||||||||||||||| 70%
Wealth |||| 16%
Dependency |||||||||||| 43%
Change averse |||||||||||||||||| 76%
Cautiousness |||||||||||||||| 63%
Individuality |||||||||||||||||||| 90%
Sexuality |||||||||||| 50%
Peter pan complex |||||||||||| 50%
Physical security |||||||||||||| 56%
Physical fitness || 10%
Histrionic |||||||||||||||| 70%
Paranoia |||||||||| 36%
Vanity |||||| 23%
Hypersensitivity |||||||||||||||| 63%
Female cliche |||||||||||| 43%

Stability results were moderately high which suggests you are relaxed, calm, secure, and optimistic.

Orderliness results were moderately low which suggests you are, at times, overly flexible, improvised, and fun seeking at the expense of reliability, work ethic, and long term accomplishment.

Extraversion results were very high which suggests you are overly talkative, outgoing, sociable and interacting at the expense too often of developing your own individual interests and internally based identity.
You are:
messy, outgoing, open, self revealing, ambivalent about chaos, unpredictable, not good at saving money, social, likes large parties, likes to stand out, risk taker, quick to make friends, does not like to be alone, rash, fame seeking, sarcastic, craves attention, social chameleon, low self control, food lover, not rule conscious, weird, assertive, not a perfectionist, anti-authority, thrill seeker, likes to fit in, reckless, emotionally sensitive, leisurely, trusting ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7352812/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7352812/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 08:53:39 PST
I was tagged by[link] Damn you sorrow!!


First, recommend to me:
1. a movie
2. a book
3. a musical artist, song, or album

(B) I want everyone who reads this to ask me three questions, no more, no less. Ask me anything you want. No kidding, ANYTHING, I'll give you the absolute honest truth, to the best of my ability.

(C) Then I want you to go to your journal, copy and paste this allowing your friends to ask you anything. ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7236753/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7236753/ Tue, 06 Dec 2005 09:27:49 PST » I committed suicide:
» I said I liked you:
» I kissed you:
» I lived next door to you:
» I started smoking:
» I stole something:
» I was hospitalized:
» I ran away from home:
» I got into a fight and you weren't there:
WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:
» Personality:
» Eyes:
» Face:
» Hair:
» Clothes:
» Mannerisms:
[1] Who are you?
[2] Are we friends?
[3] When and how did we meet?
[4] How have I affected you?
[5] What do you think of me?
[6] What's the fondest memory you have of me?
[7] How long do you think we will be friends or enemies?
[8] Do you love me?
[9] Have I ever hurt you?
[10] Would you hug me?
[11] Would you kiss me?
[12] Would you fuck me?
[13] Are we close?
[14] Emotionally, what stands out?
[15] Do you wish I was cooler?
[16] On a scale of 1-10, how nice am I?
[17] Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it.
[18] Am I loveable?
[19] How long have you known me?
[20] Describe me in one word.
[21] What was your first impression?
[22] Do you still think that way about me now?
[23] What do you think my weakness is?
[24] Do you think I'll get married?
[25] What about me makes you happy?
[26] What about me makes you sad?
[27] What reminds you of me?
[28] What's something you would change about me?
[29] How well do you know me?
[30] Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
[31] Do you think I would kill someone?
[32] Are you going to put this on your journal and see what I say about you? ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7209733/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7209733/ Sat, 03 Dec 2005 06:48:45 PST Stayed there til 2 am getting drunk with him and some other mates from high school that I havent seen in 4 years. Who all also brought me drinks....As well as a couple of random guys at the bar......Then went back to my friends house til 4 am...gotta taxi to another friends house and stayed up til 9 this morning.....Ended up falling alseep on Briggzy and then came home about 12......I havent been this happy in months or laughed ad hard as I did last night. Then to top it off I'm going to the cinemas tonight....And I'm seeing Briggzy next weekend....as my mum wants to meet the guy who made me smile and took care of me last night.... Gonna go now and get ready for tonight....I need to get over this hangover and this smile otherwise my friend Annie may suspect something else happened last night and that is not thecase at all I can't wait to see him again......I wanna smile again Love you all!

Love
Makeesha
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]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7183829/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/7183829/ Wed, 30 Nov 2005 08:42:33 PST


Mood: Yay!
Listening to: With Arms Wide Open- Creed

Woo! So its getting better...Got paid today....getting my rat on Friday.....Goingout with friends Fridaynight....Going shopping on sat'day....then going to the pictures to see Harry Potter sat'day night with friends. *YAY* Hope everyone is doing alright...Loves you alls

Love
Makeesha

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This is absolutely fantastic......Please read! Damien-Thorn has done me proud! ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6908006/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6908006/ Sun, 30 Oct 2005 15:35:58 PST ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6808387/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6808387/ Wed, 19 Oct 2005 10:31:24 PDT
W0ULD Y0U...
[] go out with me?
[] give me your number?
[] call me?
[] screw me?
[] kiss me?
[] let me kiss you?
[] hurt/rape me?
[] lie to me?
[] watch a movie with me?
[] take me out to dinner?
[] drive me somewhere
[] cut some rug with me?
[] take a shower with me?
[] be my bf/gf?
[] have a fling with me?
[] buy me a drink?
[] take me shopping?
[] give me a good massage?
[] take me home for the night?
[] Would you let me sleep in your bed?
[] go to a concert with me and get our asses kicked together?
[] serenade me?
[] sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
[] re-post this for me to answer your questions?
[] travel with me?
[] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere


D0 Y0U...
[] know me?
[] want to get to know me?
[] think im cute?
[] want to kiss me?
[] want to cuddle wit me?
[] want to hook up with me?


ARE WE...
[] aquaintences?
[] friends?
[] friends w/ benefits?
[] in a relationship?
[] gonna have kids?


AM I...
[] smart?
[] cute?
[] funny?
[] cool?
[] weird?
[] a dick?
[] a bitch?

HAVE Y0U EVER...
[] thought about me?
[] thought there might be an "us"?
[] thought about hookin up with me?
[] found yourself wanting a kiss from me?
[] wished i were there?

ARE Y0U...
[] going to repost this so that i will return the favor?
[] happy you know me?
[] mad at me?
[] thinkin bout me?
[] done with this survey? ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6773696/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6773696/ Sat, 15 Oct 2005 09:57:45 PDT
I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I did not have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

I am the person who is afraid of telling his loving Christian parents he loves another male.

Re-post this if you believe homophobia is wrong. Please do your part to end it. ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6745474/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6745474/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 05:12:36 PDT [link] I now have to tag 6 people...Hmmm...Who shall I pick as my victims......
1. Closet Monkey [link]
2. Alcohol-user [link]
3.MapleBerrySmoothie [link]
4.Dysfunktionill [link]
5.Cuddly-Bunny [link]
6. CardinalPsycho [link]

Now for the 20 things about me
1. Im sat in college
2. Im talking to Briggzy
3. Im wearing a pink Piglet top
4.Im supposed to be doing work >_<
5. I have a fractured middle finger
6.I have arthritis in my knees and wrists
7. Im going for acupunture in December
8. Im arguing with Briggzy over which hand a wedding/engagement ring goes on (left)
9. Im eating skittles
10. I have four tatoos
11. A friend of mine is designing my final tatoo
12.I cant remember what I was on about
13. <---Is my favourite number
14. My star sign is Taurus
15. Im engaged
16. Been with my fiance ^ for 3 years
17. Am doing a BTEC In Early Years as my college course
18. Im actually enjoying it ^_^
19. Im nearly done
20. Finished! ^_^ ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6692376/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6692376/ Thu, 06 Oct 2005 04:37:13 PDT Nicknames: Evasa
Birthday: April 30th, 1987
How old do you look: 20 something...
Glasses/contacts: Wore contacts last Halloween but thats it
Braces: naw
Eye color: hazel
Hair color: black
Tattoos: 4
Piercings: Ears Pierced
Siblings: younger brother
Pets: two rats and a dog
Smoke: Smoke what?!
Drink: I enjoy a tipple now and then

FAVORITE....
Band: Metallica
Song: "Crash and Burn" Savage Garden
Food: chinese
Movie: Interview with a Vampire
Color: Purple
Actor/actress: James Marsters (Spike)
Sport/extreme sport: Horse Racing

LAST...
Movie watched: The Guru
Show watched: The Simpsons
Song listened to: "Change (House of Flies) -deftones
Song stuck in your head: "Momma Said" Metallica
Person talked to: Kyle (my bro)
Wish: To have my hormones back to normal!
Heartthrob: SPIKE!!!!!!
Time you talked to your mom: About 20 mins ago in the phone
Compact disk listened to: My Savage Garden CD
Compact disk bought: You can buy them?!?!


FOR OR AGAINST...
Gay relationships: For - Their Choice not ours
Long distance relationships: If you want to deal with the heartache
Online dating: Hmmmmmm......>_<
Explicit lyrics: If it gets a point across.....
Suicide: Against.......Talk to someone first.............
Killing people: No!
Using someone: Never!

DO YOU...
Have a crush on someone: yes
Think about suicide: Not really....Not for me..Maybe for my poetry
Hate yourself: Sometimes
Wish you could live somewhere else: Yes.
Stand out: Like a mosher in a gang of chavs
Write in cursive or print: Print if I can....
Skateboard: Kneee injury and no balance....
Snowboard: Wanna try it
Surf: Where?!?!
Want more tattoos: I want 1 more.....

HAVE YOU...
Ever cried over a friend: yeah
Ever cried over a girl/guy: yeah
Ever cried at a chick flick: duh.....
Ever lied to someone: yes
Ever broke a compact disk: yes

WHAT...

Shampoo do you use: NU:U
Toothpaste do you use: colgate
Shoes do you wear: Anything that fits
Do you want to be when you grow up: Social Worker for disadvantaged Kids
Makes you happy: writing and my fiance
Makes you sad: People Arguing and people not accepting others becos they are different

NUMBER...
Of times you had your heart broken: A few
Of times you have been in love: Twice
Of times you had your name in the paper: A couple of times
Of things you wear on your wrists: 5
Of belts you have: 0

PERSON WHO LAST...
Made you cry: Kyle (my brother)
Saw you cry: no one
Went to the movies with: Lots of People (for my 18th)
Sent you an email: Annie
Yelled at you: Kyle (mybrother)

THIS OR THAT...
Apples or bananas: apples
Red or blue: Blue
ASDA or Morrisons: ASDA
Halloween or Christmas: HALLOWEEN!!!!!
Mouse or rat: Rat ( I have 2)
Lord of the Rings or Harry Potter: LOTR!
Care Bears or Telletubbies: Care Bears
Black or white: Black

HAVE YOU EVER...
Said you loved someone and meant it: Yes!
Gone out in public in your pajamas: yes...
Been on stage: yup
Been to New York: no
Been to Hawaii: no
California: no
China: no
Alaska: no
England: I live here
India: no
Canada: Lived there for 13 years
Mexico: no
Brazil: no
Wished you were older: not really

FRIENDSHIPS & LOVE...
Believe in love at first sight: yes
Want children: someday
Most important thing in a relationship: honesty and trust and love
Best friend: I have a couple
Longest relationship: Dominic

FINISH THE SENTENCE:
I miss: Laura ( shes gone to Uni)
I wish: for normal hormones!
I am: feeling poorly
My style is: what makes me comfie
People describe me as: loud and bubbly
I am tired of: people's ignorance
I want to be: Ruler of Kansas
I will always be: friendly ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6639845/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6639845/ Fri, 30 Sep 2005 05:15:35 PDT Im gonna curl up back on the couch....bye............
Love
Makeesha
]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6551415/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6551415/ Tue, 20 Sep 2005 01:58:33 PDT *Grumbles*...Gonna go scavenege for food....Laterz.....
Love
Makeesha
]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6439638/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6439638/ Wed, 07 Sep 2005 09:19:28 PDT Otherwise its been pretty cool...Gotta go...Need to sort stuff out for College on Monday..Laterz/.......
Love
Makeesha
xoxo ]]> ~Makeesha http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6325454/ http://Makeesha.deviantart.com/journal/6325454/ Thu, 25 Aug 2005 13:54:03 PDT Im a playworker with the NHS looking after children......Today we did tye dye tshirts and tomorrow we are going to the Cinemas to watch the new Herbie movie and it wont cost me anything to get in! Its ace!!!!!!Going straight up to my fiances after work as some friends from Kent are coming to stay for the weekend................Right Im off my friends just signed in and I havent spoken to him in 3 months......Love Makeesha ]]> ~Makeesha