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sorry! :[

[link]



thanks!

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/17097697/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/17097697/ Thu, 28 Feb 2008 03:54:59 PST Please blame this on a very immature and hypocritical person.
I guess I'll just have to deal with it.

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Not much else has really happened.
I'll update when something more important happens in my dull life..

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16742355/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16742355/ Tue, 05 Feb 2008 16:48:23 PST
Things are sort of better, not quite all the way, but it's getting there. I really need to schedule my ACT date. The fact that I'm procrastinating that is bugging me. Eh, oh well. I'll get it all figured out eventually.

I have a crapload of homework, but I'm almost 99% sure there's going to be a snow day tomorrow, so I'm not going to do it. Smart, huh?

I'm extremely tired, I think I might take a nap. I took one today in physics and accidentally hit my head on my desk. lawl, woops?

Anyway, the whole boy subject for me right now is kind of crazy. I like a couple guys, one of which is out of reach. I think I'll just focus on the one thats close to me right now. I think thats a good idea. I don't think I can stand to be hurt anymore. So, good then, I've made a decision. Only boys in Kenosha. yes.

I'm off now, perhaps to take a nap. Maybe I'll start my homework. Who knows? Who cares? I sure don't.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16633495/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16633495/ Tue, 29 Jan 2008 18:15:40 PST It's something more personal I decided to share.

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secondly..
I think I give up!

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16525783/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16525783/ Tue, 22 Jan 2008 17:30:54 PST
At least he got to finish The Dark Knight.
It's incredibly shocking.
I don't really know what to make of it.
Now my dream is crushed.
I can never have Heath babies =[

HE WAS ONLY TWENTY-EIGHT !

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16497004/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16497004/ Sun, 20 Jan 2008 21:03:00 PST I just hung out with mandy and JESSIEEEEE.

but anyway, i signed up for this website called JPG mag.
Its a magazine, and you can submit your pictures to it for them to use.
and if they pick one of your pictures, they pay you 100 dollars.
it's pretty sweet.

honestly, i know im not good enough for them to choose me.
I need a lot of improving.
but im young, so ive got time to get better
I'm just overall excited.

theres a shitty part though.
all of my pictures posted on here have been resized.
and in order to submit onto the website..
your pictures have to be at least 2200.
and mine are like 500.
haha, so i have to take new pictures with my camera.
which wont be so bad.

we'll just have to see.
this week is gunna suck.
tomorrow i have a half day..(MLK day...wtf?)
and then finals tuesday.
day off on weds. driving lessonnnn...
thursday and friday i get my new classes.
and ive got no clue where to go.
fuckfuck. haha

whatevs. ill manage.
I just wanna focus on my photos.
which ill be able to do once i start photo on thursday


oh, and im hungry.
and miss Criss.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16323497/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16323497/ Tue, 08 Jan 2008 23:32:20 PST im getting annoyed.

and ive been doing WAYYYY too much homework lately.
hopefully once the new semester starts itll be different.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16210925/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16210925/ Tue, 01 Jan 2008 17:04:44 PST
im so not looking forward to this year.

ACTs, senior year, applying for college
ugh
poopy.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16143626/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16143626/ Fri, 28 Dec 2007 19:17:14 PST im in SO much pain.

im drugged and tired
bloody and stitched.

i just want to be better =[
back to bed for me.

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]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16086986/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16086986/ Tue, 25 Dec 2007 01:34:24 PST because you know, i AM getting a new camera for christmas.













at least, i BETTER be.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16066204/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16066204/ Sun, 23 Dec 2007 22:00:48 PST and im SICK.

seriously, what the fuck is this.
Out of all those days i took off of school pretending to be sick
my body chooses NOW to actually be sick
what. the. fuck.

My throat is on fire
my nose is like a waterfall
im coughing up my lungs
im tired and sore
no signs of a fever yet.
i bet my body's waiting for christmas.

maybe its strep?

fuck.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16001555/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/16001555/ Wed, 19 Dec 2007 14:15:12 PST not that bobby isnt a good choice.
but poor Dani. =[
She actually cried, it was so sad.



My heart is crushed.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15991593/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15991593/ Tue, 18 Dec 2007 18:48:04 PST and im almost 99% positive im getting a new camera.
if i dont ill be surprised.






and majorly dissapointed =[

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school is a drag now
im getting senioritis and im not even a senior.

uhm, and not too much longer until i get my camera
so, hold your pants on!

=]

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15672403/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15672403/ Sun, 25 Nov 2007 22:34:36 PST DEFINITELY

getting a new camera for christmas.
im excited =]

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15608900/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15608900/ Wed, 21 Nov 2007 17:10:20 PST 8 inches off

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i got to see my old bestie

laughed over the stupidest things

and had diet coke!



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it makes my life juuuuust wonderful

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15336215/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15336215/ Fri, 02 Nov 2007 18:46:42 PDT and my knee hurts like a bitch

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4 days off.
how exciting

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15132224/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15132224/ Fri, 19 Oct 2007 16:53:04 PDT time to actually relax a bit.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15108284/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/15108284/ Wed, 17 Oct 2007 21:11:54 PDT
fucking dick pieces of shit parents.

wanting to move again.

except FARTHER.

theyre out to get me. to ruin my life.

i hate them, thats final.

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and I'm withdrawling from diet coke. fuck.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14971610/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14971610/ Mon, 08 Oct 2007 13:53:11 PDT
i had an awesome weekend.

Friday -
i went to alex's house and we watched moviesss
and drove around blasting musicccc
and went to hoffmans gameee
where i saw an ex boyfriendddd
and it kinda made me happy, cause
him and his girlfriend broke up
so i didnt have all those gross images in my head anymore. haha
after the game HE texted me =]
it was nice. so i think things are starting to look up with that subject!

Saturday -
alexs mommy picked me and alex up..
then from alexs house i went matts house..:-P
that was fun. hah.
then after matts house..
me, sarah, corey, jake, brad, and this kid kevin..
went to Dream Reapers haunted house.
scariest shit of my life. oh man
there was a clown room in it
and im afraid of clowns
and i was closing my eyes and squeezing jakes hand
and burying my head in sarahs back..
The clowns could CLEARLY tell i was scared as hell
so they all surrounded me and started laughing and screaming at me
gahh. haha, i cried a little. fucking dick piece of shit clowns.
so after that i went and slept over at sarahs house.

Sunday -
ehhh, this day was okay.
i walked to this guys house. i dont even know
but then mandy picked me up from walgreens
and then we went to alexs
and then i saw jessie, i love her
then i went home and did my math homework!

im kinda bummed that i had school today, but oh well
i have drivers ed in about 2 and a half hourss...
and then no school on wednesday =]
half day friday!
and then illinois for the weekend AGAIN! (@)($@*$
weeeee

oh theres a story behind that one too.
my mom 'forgot' that the diabetes walk was this weekend
so she told me that i 'tricked' her into taking me two weekends in a row?
haha wf, freak?
anyway. shes sitll taking me.
im uber excited =]]]]]]

hopefully the ex keeps talking to meeee.
he makes me days so much better, even if he only says hello
gahhh, im totally in love with him and i hate it.
ANYWAY.

my camera is still broken
so HOPEFULLY...i can get a new one or something =/
otherwise im stuck with my mommas camera for now..
and i dont get to use that often.
poopy.
but on the plus side...
theres a thing in art im doing, so i might take a picture of it and put it on here.
im kinda proud

so yeah, thats it for now!
byeeee

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]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14829700/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14829700/ Fri, 28 Sep 2007 16:18:06 PDT no more being depressed

its a stupid boy
ill get over him
and im gunna do it RIGHT NOW.
NOW NOW NOW NOW NOW. =]

Why hello there,
how was your day?

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14748482/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14748482/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 19:46:24 PDT
i keep being like
'okay, things arent that bad, just forget about him..'
and it works..

...for like a day.

and then I'm in the shittiest mood and I think the worlds going to end.

what the fuck?




and no. its not 'that time of the month'.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14739839/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14739839/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 07:42:54 PDT i cant start to look up when things just keep going DOWN DOWN DOWN.
boys seriously fucking suck.
ALL of them.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14721360/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14721360/ Thu, 20 Sep 2007 21:02:48 PDT so its time to look up
right. fucking. now.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14693285/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14693285/ Tue, 18 Sep 2007 19:57:16 PDT the bf broke up with me.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14561933/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14561933/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 13:29:08 PDT i started as a junior in my new school.
my ex boyfriend/best friend fucking died.
i got into a major fight with my current boyfriend.
ive been fighting with my parents a shitload.
and just basically this whole moving situation sucks big asshole.

NOTHING is worse than seeing someone you love and care about in a casket.
nobody should have to deal with that.
its just so hard to believe.
its something i dont WANT to believe.
its so unreal.

RIP Alex Crowley.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14139248/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/14139248/ Sun, 12 Aug 2007 20:17:05 PDT it was nice to get away from this icky house.
but now im back, and mucho tired.
tomorrow i get to register for my new school
yuck.
andddd i start the 4th
so thats awesome =]

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/13940683/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/13940683/ Mon, 30 Jul 2007 11:45:20 PDT
and its going to fucking suck..


for the rest of my life.

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]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/13268111/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/13268111/ Fri, 08 Jun 2007 16:56:26 PDT cept, one can't really be excited













...when they're moving to a different state in 2 weeks.
but for once I'm actually in a good mood and I have no clue why!

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/13130573/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/13130573/ Mon, 28 May 2007 20:19:23 PDT Goodbye Illinois.

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]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/12983584/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/12983584/ Wed, 16 May 2007 21:47:48 PDT so until my parents actually get up off their asses and take me to fix it or get a new camera..
no more pictures =/
bleh.

staying up till midnight writing a speech thats due tomorrow
plus
being in a fight with one of your best friends and possibly losing your friendship with them over something incredibly stupid
plus
stress from moving
plus
not being able to see your boyfriend
plus
wonderinf why your boyfriends parents hate you
plus
failing two classes
EQUALSSSSS



COMPLETE SHIT.

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]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/12684853/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/12684853/ Sat, 21 Apr 2007 23:06:22 PDT
manda has a new boyfriend..

manda will be out of her current house by may 31st.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/12418458/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/12418458/ Sun, 01 Apr 2007 15:19:13 PDT yeahh, i didnt like them very much. but yeah
and i added one more to make it better. haha woo.
im not feeling so well. not at alll.
and i have school tomorrow. gross.
yucky ew nasty bloop .

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just cuz someone said they didnt like ours
WTF.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/12245609/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/12245609/ Mon, 19 Mar 2007 14:05:50 PDT
things are starting to look up!
its about time..damnit.

my parents ripped down one of the walls in the house in hopes of selling it faster. desperate jerks.
Last night i stayed up till like 1 trying to finish an essay about a book i didnt even read. wuh duh fuh. I tried hard so if i dont get at least a C I'm telling my mommy >.< I still have two tests in spanish to make uppp, but that isnt really my biggest worries. Im gettin better at geometry..kinda. Well, whatev, the point is, is that things are starting to get better. thats all that matters to me right now =]

mehbeh now that im caught up I wont be so sad and stressed anymore. cuz i dun like that.

on the brightttt side, im seeing brand new on wednesday!
weee . thatll be dandy
but then i have finals on thursday...
but no school friday!
so yey.
then spring break!
it just keeps gettin betttterrr!!!

this week is gunna go by fast, i can feel it...
i still want the school year to be over though. =/


and my freakin house wont sell.
im getting kind of annoyed because im sick of my school.
fklgjklsfsdfgknf;dhj;ldfhk
hopefully my new school will be better
and i can meet myself a nice boy =]
dunno, life is unpredictableeee

tah tah*&#$*( =]

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]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/11934899/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/11934899/ Fri, 23 Feb 2007 13:20:10 PST i think its because ive just stopped caring
and im not that kind of person..
i never was
so i dont understand why i cant just care about it anymore

im becoming this person i never thought i would become
im thinking things i never thought id think
im confused as i have ever been
im always sad
and i always find myself in a fight with someone.

im probably the cause of all of them
but whatever.
i need to clean up my attitude
i need to start caring
and i need to stop thinking so hard.

hopefully things get better.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/11775962/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/11775962/ Sun, 11 Feb 2007 16:23:21 PST


although im sort of pissed at the moment.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/11738409/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/11738409/ Thu, 08 Feb 2007 17:32:39 PST and im so sick of doing bunches of homework and cleaning the house
im sick of not having enough sleep and worrying about how much im going to get the next night
i wish i could concentrate more in class
and i wish people would stop looking at my house.
i wish my house will never sell
but most of all
i wish i didnt have to move to wisconsin

i had an old 'friend' text me last night
but i didnt even read it. i just deleted it.
so im happy about that

things are just so shitty right now and its freakin gay
i know like the last 5 entries or whatever are all about me complaining
but really, i have nothing good to write about
it just feels like my life just keeps getting worse

and as of right now, i can only trust/tell a couple people about what i'm feeling. I'm slowly losing the ones who i thought i could trust. Theyre just becoming exactly what they said they wouldnt. Theyre becoming the people they make fun of. And its not cool. Its not cool having people ignore you, or talk about you behind your back. Yeah, blah blah its so highschoool. but whatever, It hurts.

I hope things get better, because it looks as if they wont.
someone give me a hug.

]]> ~Manderzzz http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/11664898/ http://Manderzzz.deviantart.com/journal/11664898/ Fri, 02 Feb 2007 21:34:10 PST everything is gay
save me

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