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Other than that, life's going by like usual. Should be able to drive within a couple of months now that I'm back from holiday, going for an intensive course to get it all done quicker, then pedestrians won't be safe from my car-window wrath.

In a never written about section of journals, 'Mobium News'; unbeknownst to the creater I have been mocking up designs and layouts for the website, with the near completion of the first chapter of Mobium, the whole thing should be up and running before the year is out. Now the same thing was said this time LAST YEAR but that is completely down to Mr Green, I intend to keep pelting the blighter with rocks until his story is brought out into the public eye.

Well, that's about it. Say something, give me a response.

]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/12376615/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/12376615/ Thu, 29 Mar 2007 14:15:07 PDT
Things are generally going alright, work's slacking cos of the turning of the financial year, but its no big deal.

Noticed I've gotten a bit fitter recently, only marginally though, but its still an improvement but I've still got a fucking long way to go yet.

Really trying to put money away after dipping in too much with my holiday and general purchases that were bad of me, but I like my games so...

I dunno what I'm gonna do with this page as I haven't drawn in quite a while and the last attempt just didn't work out, perhaps my artistic days are over. We'll see...

Well thats it really. Leave no comments to let me know someone read this. Or better yet, do leave comments so that I DO know. Make a game out of it or some shit.

- PA-PA-PAPAPA-PATRICK!

]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/10856213/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/10856213/ Sun, 26 Nov 2006 12:06:11 PST
Im set up working now, interior builder/decorater, fun job and pays well, getting on with that well. Getting driving lessons, won't be long now before I'm road-bound.

Thanks to my lovely job I bought myself an XBox 360 which does indeed 'own harsh ways' and have got Phantasy Star Universe all set up, enjoying that aftern waiting ages for it.

Social life seems to be rather dreery really, certain people seem to be screwing me around amid the absence, which frankly bewilders me as to why... I swear I must be the only person I've ever known who actually cares about the people they meet and actually forms real bonds with people, not ones that are just easily thrown away.

Well when I'm driving I'll be able to see people more often, and maybe track down the "missing" and see if I can't resolve the apparent issues, atleast I'd know where I and they stand, which is as it should be.

Well thats about it. If you read this and have XBox Live yourself, Gamertag is Master Semaj 86.

That's all.

]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/9278541/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/9278541/ Wed, 05 Jul 2006 07:04:47 PDT ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/8641194/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/8641194/ Mon, 01 May 2006 12:45:40 PDT
I met with 3 other firends and we made the long walk up to the cinema, played about in the arcade for a while before going in to see the film.

Now when I first heard about this i thought to myself "uh oh... are they gonna cock this up like all the other game-to-movie conversions?" despite being impressed by the few trailers I'd seen, trailers can be deceptive indeed. I'm looking at you, Slither!

The film contained many reappearing items that make silent hill what it is; the radio static, the fog, the urban decay and infected textures of the "dark-side" lets call it. The existing characters and creatures were all recognised easily and remade in such a great way, I was thoroughly impressed with Pyramid Head, impressed indeed.

The story was very good and loosely followed the plot and events of the original game, the very end though like I have read from many people was rather "WTF why is it like that!?" for my liking but it does mean a big topic is there to be discussed after the movie.

I was glad that this movie wasn't a disappointment like those Resident Evil films, really glad. I will be looking to buy this on DVD/UMD when it is released, I'm not much of a film person and don't watch them much but I can definately say I will be seeing Silent Hill again.

Uh oh, it's getting dark. Better run... ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/8537594/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/8537594/ Fri, 21 Apr 2006 04:26:24 PDT
1: The skin on my fingers is falling apart, I have yet to find anything to cure it.

2: I enjoy making things out of wood, primarily weapons like swords and axes and stuff. I want to be a blacksmith.

3: I once pushed a car up hill at 2am while half asleep on my own.

4: I won a 1 against 5 street fight, I sent one attacker down with a single punch, I'm sure I broke his nose.

5: When ever I have to pick from a choice of races, I have always picked Human.

6: Umm... I'm right handed?


I ain't bothered about the tagging, its just another journal to fill more time before I do something worthwhile on here. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/8261803/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/8261803/ Sat, 25 Mar 2006 05:03:44 PST

LAYER ONE: ON THE OUTSIDE
Name: James
Birth date: Sept 16, 1986.... Older than the "Old Man"
Location: Croxley Green, England
Eye Color: Grey with blue hint, mainly grey
Hair Color: Blonde
Righty or Lefty: Right Handed
Zodiac Sign: Virgo
Chinese Zodiac: Tiger, I'd like to know more specifics about it.

LAYER TWO: ON THE INSIDE
Your heritage: Fully English to my knowledge.
What Shoes Did You Wear Today: Haven't worn shoes yet
Your perfect pizza: Chicken Feast on a Margarita
Goal you'd like to achieve: Fight Chuck Norris... alongside other things.


LAYER THREE: YESTERDAY, TODAY, TOMORROW:
Your most overused phrase: "hmmm..."
Your thoughts first waking up: "God damn my life is dull..."
Your best physical feature: Um... my physical strength?
Your bedtime: Ranges between 10 - midnight usualy.

LAYER FOUR: YOUR PICK:
Pepsi or Coke: Don't mind.
McDonald's or Burger King: Burger King, though I hate them cos they stopped doing my Rodeo Triples...
Single or group dates: What's a date?...
Lipton Tea or Nestea: Don't mind, don't drink it much though.
Chocolate or vanilla: Depends on what type of Vanilla
Cappuccino or coffee: Both, or Esspresso

LAYER FIVE: DO YOU?
Smoke: No
Cuss: If I'm angry
Sing: Nope
Take a shower: I have too, crack in the bath tub means no baths
Think you've been in love: who knows
Like(d) high school: Only a few little things
Want to get married: Yes
Believe in yourself: When I feel like it
Get motion sickness: Nope, I have an Iron Gut
Think you're a health freak: Nope
Get along with your parents: Yeah
Like thunderstorms: I don't mind, I prefer blizzards though
Play an instrument: Not yet

LAYER SIX: IN THE PAST MONTH
Smoked: No
Been to the mall: Yes
Been on stage: No
Eaten Sushi: No
Been dumped: no
Gone skating: No
Gone skinny dipping: No
Dyed your hair: No
Stolen anything: No

LAYER SEVEN: HAVE YOU EVER
Played a game that required removal of clothing: Yeah, years ago.
Gotten beaten up: I made the mistake of turning my back on my opponent, thats and being left outnumbered.
Changed who you were to fit in: Probably back in primary school, I've been my dorky no-body self since secondary school.

LAYER EIGHT: GETTING OLDER
Age you hope to be married: I dunno
Numbers of Children: 2 idealy
How do you want to die: Porbably doing something protective, but I don't want to drown or suffocate.
What do you want to be when you grow up: A medieval warrior
What country would you most like to visit: America and Japan are my main two.

LAYER NINE: IN A GIRL/GUY
Best eye color?: Colourful eyes stand out more.
Best hair color?: Not fussed
Short or long hair: Both can look good
Height: Probably shorter or same height as me, I never really thought about it.
Best first date location: Somewhere with a nice view of something.
Articles of clothing: Don't mind really, not too fond of garish things though.

LAYER TEN: IN THE NUMBERS
Number of people I can trust: I have my few selected people, as the years go on the list of untrustworthies grows ever longer.
Number of CD's I own: Not many, I burn most of my own.
Number of piercings: One; Left Ear Lobe, may get it re-pierced
Number of tattoos: None, yet.
Number of times been on T.V: Twice, for 3 seconds and for about 7 seconds.
Number of scars on my body: About 6 or 7
Number of things in my past that I regret: There are things... ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7856608/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7856608/ Fri, 10 Feb 2006 14:14:15 PST Birthday: September 16
Location: South East England
Occupation: Currently a handyman for the company that's going to make me an Electritian (Booya!)

Likes:
Comics - Books are ok and all, but nothing emphasises writtings like an accompanied illustration.
Snow - Rarest of the weather changes we have here, but it just appeals to me for unknown reasons.
Traditional Lemonade - Nothing else can compare to it, a real Drink-an-a-half.
My true friends - My comrades on the battlefield of Life I fight alongside.
Videogame Music - Stirrs feelings and emotions in me better than lyrical music.
Games consoles and Videogames - Blood doesn't flow through my veins anymore, blood cell sprites and pixels flow and my brain is replaced with a console operating system, a memory card slot and controller socket can be located hidden on the back of my head.
My bed - because nothing can give me a bigger hug than my douvee (spelling?)
Good times - Don't have enough of them but people need to have more, more memories.
My art skills - What shallow skills I have I intend to improve.
My cat - The old man makes me feel better and makes me laugh.

Dislikes:
Thieves - The scum that leach off of others, I'll gladly break their fingers personally.
Betrayal - What kind of person does these things? One that doesn't deserve to breathe the same air as everyone else
Garage Music - WTF?? Leik hardcore banginn choons!!1
Bee Stings - I don't react well to the venom, thankfuly my reactions have never been fatal... yet.
Todays Youth - What is wrong with these things? It's like they escaped from the zoo behind those steel bars they belong behind. I'll gladly do some game hunting, bring me back some chav skin rugs to sell to their parents.

Favorite Color: Greyscale, Red, Navy Blue, Steel Blade Silver
Favorite Country: n/a
Favorite Musician/Band: None really, I just like some. It's actual songs rather than bands that I can fave.
Favorite Movies: KUNG FU!, Comedy, Robin Williams films, Jim Carey, Horror/Gore.
Favorite Cartoon Characters: Eduado - Fosters Home for..., Hermes - Futurama, Nyu/Lucy - Elfen Lied, Beavis and Butthead - LOL
Favorite Games: Where to begin... Street Fighter series, Beat em Up genre, RPGs, Action Adventure... just too many!

Tools of Trade: Paper, Mechanicle Pencils 0.3 and 0.5, Eraser, Musical acompaniment.


Spell your first name back wards: SEMAJ! ROAR!
3 words that sum you up: Selfless, Solem, Gentleman

DESCRIBE YOUR
Wallet: Brown, old and full of anything but money
Hairbrush: What's hair?
Jewellery you wear daily: n/a
Pillow cover: Currently - Beige top, White underside.
Coffee cup: X-Large blue/lightblue patterned mug I made.
Shoes: Brown hiking boots are my most often weared, then there's my Black Smart shoes and my old Steel Cap work shoes

If you could have any animal for a pet: Tiger, the best creature of all!
What's something you wish you could understand better?: Love, Luck and other Languages.
Anyone you miss that you haven't seen in a long time?: Hmmm...

Are you center of attention or the wallflower: I'm a wall smudge that stands out at times.
Would u rather be with friends or on a date: Depends...
Do you attend church: I tried knocking on Gods door but he didn't answer so I left, end of story.
Do you like being around people: A few, some crowded places make me feel uncomfortable, having little noise and ample space around me is much better.

Favourite Movie Quotes

"Shut the fuck up Ronnie!" - The Big Lebowski
"AaaaAAH!" - Jumanji (As Robin Williams opens the cupbaord Judy and Peter are hiding in shortly after his arrival in the present world.)
"You have offended my family, and you have offended the Shaolin temple." - Bruce Lee in Enter the Dragon
"Did I catch you fuckers at a bad time?" - Whistler in Blade ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7626581/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7626581/ Fri, 20 Jan 2006 15:19:35 PST
1. Spell your name backward
- nostaW semaJ... "Nostaw Semaj" kinda sounds mythical.

2. Story behind your name
- Not much, name of great grandad James and my family name Watson...

3. whens your birthday
- September 16th

4. Where do you live
- South East England

DESCRIBE YOUR:

5. Wallet
- It's a plain brown leather wallet, rather worn. It looks deceptively full, it's got more coupons and tickets than it does actual money. The back compartment contains a London Underground map and a Local Area map.

6. Eyes
- Grey with blue hint, rather dull and very flat colour.

7. Toothbrush
- White electric, small cyan band on the end of the removable brush head (my brush head)

8. Jewelry worn daily
- Nothing, I'm plain...

9. Cell Phone
- An NEC 333, built in video/picture camera of decent quality, MP3 playback, MP4 Video playback, Memory Stick Duo compatible (currently contains a 32mb stick) Wallpaper is of the zombie hands from Resident Evil: Outbreak game cover, taken with the camera.

10. Pillow cover right now
- Top side: Tan, Bottom side: White

11. Car
- None yet, but I've got my eye on a Rover...

12. Bedroom:
- A medium sized room with 2 beds either side, dressers on either side of the room between the beds, a multiple shelf unit that is completely lost under masses of game discs, the consoles and TV that are on it. Underneath the beds are even more junk. It's pretty cramped with everything in it, but that will change soon.

13. Sunglasses
- Rimless outter reflective shades, rounded rectangle shape lenses, now broken and unwearable. I need to get a new pair, but nothing will compare to them...

14. Computer
- An old piece of junk created a few hundred years before the locomotive and steam engines. Some believe it is older than this and was once used by cavemen to track down their next meal.

15. Cologne/Perfume
- Rightguard Xtreme?

16. CD in stereo right now
- Stereo? What's a stereo?

17. Piercings
- Left ear lobe, minus a stud/ring for years now, will get it re-pierced eventually.

18. What you are wearing now
- A white t-shirt, navy blue baggy jogging trousers, underwear.

19. Wishing
- To see more of those few friends close to me.

20. Wanting
- Dynasty Warriors 5 XL (PS2), Breath of Fire 3 (PSP), Computer of my own.

21. After this
-

22. If you could get away with it and murder anyone who would it be
- The people on my black list. If they don;t know who they are then they're more stupid than they let on.

24. Some of your favorite movies
- The Last Samurai, Most Jim Carey Films, Most Robin Williams films.

25. Something you're looking forward to in the coming week
- Going to cinema with friends to see 'Fun with Dick and Jane'

26. Something you just ate
- Toast, Buttered Toast.

27. Something you are deathly afraid of
- The inevitable, the decline of true people in the world (unfortunately the latter is becoming all too true)

28. Do you like candles
- Yeah I guess.

29. Do you like incense
- I don't mind it but I rather not have it.

30. Do you like the taste of blood
- I dunno really... no real nice or nasty taste to it.

31. Do you believe in love
- Yes I do - sigh

33. Do you believe in love at first sight
- Can't say

34. Do you believe in Heaven
- Something like that.

35. Do you believe in God
- Something like that, a higher power...

39. Can you eat with chopsticks
- Kinda

40. What's your favorite coin
- Psht...

41. What are some of your favorite candies
- Milk Chocolate, Love Hearts, Lemon Drizzle Cake (not a candy but still sweet)

43. What's something you wish you could understand better
- Some select foreign languages

44. How many people have you kissed
- No one properly.

47. Are you shy around your crush
- Not really, crushes died off in secondary school.

49. Do you know what it feels like to be in love
- Maybe, kinda good and horrible at the same time.

50. Would you sacrifice your favorite possession for your best friends
- Yes, if they don't end up respecting it they'll be making the biggest mistake of their now dramatically shortened lives.

FASHION STUFF

52. Have a... ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7564324/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7564324/ Tue, 10 Jan 2006 13:00:50 PST I've been telling people what I've been told, about growing up and getting ready to face becoming a full adult. With what I have no about to happen in front of me I can see that from it I will be prepared and well set up for; getting my own car, having my own financial support and eventually having my own place.

Art wise, my "restoration" has been on hold due to lack of equipment and money to buy equipment. But this weekend I am getting money to buy equipment, thusly I can get back down to de-rusting and cutting down the creeper vines from my fingers and get back the skill I once had and then improve. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7382929/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7382929/ Thu, 22 Dec 2005 13:47:56 PST
::: Fucking long quiz-x0rz :::

What is your name?: James Micheal Watson... The 4th

Are you named after anyone?: My great granddad James Watson

What's your screename?: Master Semaj

Would you name a child of yours after you?: probably not

If you could switch names with a friend who would it be?: psht

Are there any mispronounciations/typos that people inflict on your name constantly?: Is it really that hard to misspell jhaymz?

Would you drop your last name if you became famous?: na, why would I wanna do that?

Your gender: Male

Straight/Gay/Bi: Straight as a fork!

Single?: N.R.F.B

If not, do you want to be?:…

Birthdate: 16th September

Your age: 19

Age you act: Fuck knows

Age you wish you were: psht

Your height: 5ft 10 or 11 i think

Eye color: grey with blue hint

Happy with it?: meh...

Hair color: Dry Straw Blonde

Happy with it?: never concerned me

Lefty/righty/ambidextrous: Right with slight ambidexterity

Your living arrangement: my hovel

Your family: mom, dad, brother, sister

Have any pets?: Cat

What's your job?: soon to be Electritian Apprentice

Piercings?: Left ear

Tattoos?: not yet

Obsessions?: The Videogame World where I was really born.

Addictions?: ....

Do you speak another language?: Basic German

Have a favorite quote?: "Get Fucked!" "You don't deserve to live!"

Do you have a webpage?: Not a personal one

Deep Thoughts About Life: You don't wanna go there

Do you live in the moment?: When the moment comes...

Do you consider yourself tolerant of others?: Possibly

Do you have any secrets?: A few

Do you hate yourself?: No, but I don't like how I am

Do you like your handwriting?: It has degraded ever since leaving school

Do you have any bad habits?: Some

What is the compliment you get from most people?: I dunno...

If a movie was made about your life, what would it be called?: Sphinctar: Life in Tangable Form.

What's your biggest fear?: The inevitable

Can you sing?: No not really

Do you ever pretend to be someone else just to look cool?: I gave that up, many still havent.

Are you a loner?: Pretty much yeah.

What are your top priorities in life?: I can't put things in an order

If you were another person, would you be friends with you?: If you were another person, would YOU be friends with YOU!?

Are you a daredevil?: Can be

Is there anything you fear or hate about yourself?: You're stupid

Are you passive or agressive?: Passively agressive normaly

Do you have a journal?: Not really

What is your greatest strength and weakness?: That's something for someone else to tell you.

If you could change one thing about yourself, what would it be?: My build

Do you think you are emotionally strong?: Over the years I have strengthened

Is there anything you regret doing/not doing in life?: Yeah.

Do you think life has been good so far?: No, full stop.

What is the most important lesson you've learned from life?: Never let your guard down on the majority of people today, even the nicest ones can be secret scum. Make sure you know who they are first.

What do you like the most about your body?: My general muscular build and bone structure

And least?: My fat

Do you think you are good looking?: Beauty is in the eye of the beholder; and no one's ever been interested. Question answered.

Are you confident?: At times

What is the fictional character you are most like?: Daigo Kazama - Rival Schools

Are you perceived wrongly?: and Underestimated... you fool!

Smoke?: no

Do drugs?: no not really

Read the newspaper?: Yeah

Pray?: Meh

Go to church?: Haven't been in a long time

Talk to strangers who IM you?: I get IM's?

Take walks in the rain?: When I'm walking and it rains, yeah.

Talk to people even though you hate them?: Tolerence... then Vengence, fucker!

Drive?: Soon... Soon...

Liked your voice?: Meh

Hurt yourself?: Not on purpose

Been out of the country?: Yeah

Eaten something that made other people sick?: A few times

Been in love?: You use the word too loosely, grow up and realise wh... ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7351869/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7351869/ Mon, 19 Dec 2005 06:20:56 PST
Well other than that there's nothing to comment on really, drawing's been postponed again, I'll get back to it once I stop getting badgered about house work.

In other news, here's a quiz I got that I've filled out about one of my characters, Jeo.

1. What is your character's name?:
"Jeo"...

2. What kind of character is it? (furry, anime, etc) and any particular race?:
Anthro, Feline

3. What is the first thing your character would think of when he/she first wakes up?:
"Just another day..."

4. Your character's favorite outfit would be?:
As he's drawn: Black clothing, Torn off sleeveless top, baggy trousers, thick heavy boots, hand wraps

5. When your character looks into a mirror, what's the first thing they would notice?:
His stern but also emotionless facial expression

6. Does your character have the same tastes in food as you?:
Yes

7. How is your character similar to you?:
Personality, fashion sence, likes, dislikes, etc...

8. How is she/he different?:
Better physical shape, taller, NOT REAL.

9. If your character could speak, would they have the same voice as you?:
Yeah, thats about it really, maybe a bit deeper/flatter tone

10. If you were to suddenly become your character, what do you think would be the first thing you would do as them?:
Have a sit down...

11. Is there something about your character that you don't like how others think of them?:
No one comments on him, just like me in real life, so I'm not bothered

12. What advantages does your character have over you?:
Better physical shape and condition, thats it really.

13. What disadvantages?:
Same one's I have in my life

14. Do you have any secrets relating to your character that only you know?:
No

15. Do you have any secret drawings only you know about?:
No

16. Do you have any plans for your character or are you working on something big relating to him/her?:


17. What misconception(s), if any, do people have about your character?:
Again, no one's interested

18. If you could have just ONE characteristic from your character, what would it be?:
The build

18. Have you made any characters that go along with yours, based on real-life people, that have the same relationship with your character as you with the real-life person?(such as, you and your mom, your character and its mom):
There are a couple connected with him, bot based on real people

19. Have you written any stories about your character?:
Yeah, not much though

20. How has your character changed since his/her first creation?:
Outfit, hairstyle, thats it. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7246637/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7246637/ Wed, 07 Dec 2005 12:02:11 PST TAX and M.O.T, Mint Condition...

.: x Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
The curtain

.: x What is the last thing you watched on TV?
Home and Away

.: x Without looking, guess what time it is:
20:00

.: x Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?
20:02 - 'ave it!

.: x With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?
The TV in the other room

.: x When did you last step outside? What were you doing?
Going to town, trade some magic beans, clear an overdraught.

.: x Before you started this survey, what did you look at?
Computer moniter...

.: x What are you wearing?
white S.T.A.R.S t-shirt, navy jogging trousers, black socks, underwear.

.: x Did you dream last night?

Yeah, was a barrel o' laughs...

.: x When did you last laugh?
Today, when I killed Ivy in a great way (Soul Calibur 3)

.: x What is on the walls of the room you are in?

A double shelf, wallpaper, paint tests.

.: x Seen anything weird lately?

Ya Mum! People protesting against Christmas - Fuck off outta the country!

.: x What do you think of this quiz?

Not that great actually, I've done better.

.: x What is the last film you saw?

Jumanji "AAAAAGH!"

.: x If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy first?

A Dairy Milk and a bottle of Fanta

.: x Tell me something about you that I don't know:

When you fuck with me, Karma ALWAYS comes round to fuck you up!

.: x Do you like to dance?

Like a rhino?

.: x George Bush:

Couldn't care much less.

.: x Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?

I'll leave that for when it ACTUALY happens

.: x Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?

See above.

.: x Would you ever consider living abroad?

Yeah, but somewhere I can understand the language easily.

.: x What do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates?

"Dude! I got Soul Calibur 3 and I made my son in CAS mode! LOL!" ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7167140/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/7167140/ Mon, 28 Nov 2005 12:16:44 PST
Nothing to report really, haven't been up to much; sitting around, odd job work, ps2, tv... I need to get some new drawing tools and equipment, I haven't drawn properly in a while.

In other news, Soul Calibur 3 kicks major ass! It's just a shame no one else is here to put up a satisfactory challenge for me, the AI just isn't enough for me most of the time. I need human challengers like Nightmare needs souls!

Sky+ Rules!
NTL Digital sucks extremely! ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6955030/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6955030/ Fri, 04 Nov 2005 15:49:20 PST The 'group' of friends I once had has steadily broken apart into smaller factions, and there was me thinking things would be good for a little while longer.

I thought things were good the way they were, no one ever really complained about our group (then again people still have the need to keep things from even friends, maybe tell one or two people but live in secrecy around the rest) but now it appears the once seemingly close group has disbanded and each seperate faction does their own thing, only meeting all together in lesson and even then I couldnt feel any of the 'unity' that once existed...

Its part of the reason why I decided it be best to take my leave, though I have left my faction one man down they can still survive as three has become two and neither is truely alone. One of them said to me that it's different without me there and that it sucks... all I have is those words but no real proof of it, then again there has'nt been much chance for that, but if it really did matter as much as it seems too, wouldnt they have made a chance to proove it? It seems the only thing that is different to them is that I'm not blocking as much of their view of the classroom.

Why should I kid myself into thinking people will want to stay the same when I thought things were good? I couldnt afford to be on the course properly anyway, I wanted to stay because of the people I'd have around me... but they all have just drifted away, leaving me and my faction behind.

I guess it is to be expected, some people say that the cool thing about me is that I don't change... it's just a shame that when others change around me they change 'away' from me.

I would like to be proved wrong really, I'd like to think that in days to come I will still be able to see most of these people outside of college, within a social life... but to be frank, past experiences with "friends" have left me rather doubtful that I ment enough to most of these people to actualy last outside of their day to day life...

People change... people continuely change... and almost always for the better for some... and the worse for more. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6916010/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6916010/ Mon, 31 Oct 2005 12:39:15 PST
On another note; Ultimate Spiderman for PS2 is pretty sweet, and Venom kicks ass as he always has... I wish I had a parasytic sybiott (sp?) of my own. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6874488/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6874488/ Wed, 26 Oct 2005 15:23:07 PDT
1. Death
2. Spiders and numerous other insects
3. Going up ladders...
4. The loss of my bodily sences
5. n/a
6. n/a
7. n/a

Seven things you like the most:

1. Those who genuinely like me...
2. Snow and Winter
3. Traditional lemonade
4. Chicken
5. Family and TRUE friends
6. n/a
7. n/a

Seven important things in your room:

1. My PS2
2. My PSP
3. My Gamecube
4. My games for the respective consoles
5. My junk
6. My rare items
7. My childhood items

Seven random facts about you:

1. I look under my actual age
2. I have a need to dedicate myself to the people I feel for.
3. I enjoy martial combat; fists & feet, swords, anything.
4. I am actually disgusted by many people in my social life
5. I haven't been truely happy for a very long time now...
6. I believe in the dead traditions of Honor, Chivalry and the way of a Gentleman...
7. Everyone under estimates me

Seven things you plan to do before you die:

1. Physicaly hurt those who have betrayed me and screwed me over.
2. Learn/Master/Create a martial art.
3. Create a videogame
4. Learn a language properly
5. Visit the countries I've always wanted to go to.
6. Get into better shape and look better
7. I'd like to settle down and have a family... psht...

Seven things that attract you to the opposite sex:

1. Facial appearence: Eyes, nose, smile, etc
2. Personality: How are they or whether they have one or not.
3. Whether they can stand me and my likes/dislikes and vise-vurser
4. Funny noises
5. Trust, and if she can get along with those closest to me
6. Truth and honesty
7. Looks in general; body, fashion, attitude

Seven things you say the most:

1. "...."
2. "hmmm..."
3. "Get fucked!"
4. "____ (insert name) actually sickens me, I can't stand breathing the same air as him/her"
5. "Stop lying, I'm not handsome"
6. "I'm outta here..."
7. "C'mon... let's move out / let's keep moving"

Seven celeb crushes (whether local or foreign):

I got over crushes a long time ago.

Seven people you want to see to take this quiz: ( in no real order)

To be honest I'm not that bothered, where as I can swear on my word that I answer these things truthfuly and all, alot of people just put crap and some may believe I'm putting crap on here. Well I know what I've put and I couldnt care what anyone else says about it. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6748307/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6748307/ Wed, 12 Oct 2005 12:41:47 PDT
It's quite a relieving feeling when you recover from viral infections or certain illnesses that leave you weak, when you can feel that strength coming back to you... I won't say I'm a world league strong-man, but I can confidently say I am strong... and it's good to get that strength back...

But... as it is ment to be, I have to trudge on in the mundane life of mine. C'mon Fate, haven't you thrown enough shit at me for now, bring something better along my way...

Well, let's press on... shall we? ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6668156/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6668156/ Wed, 05 Oct 2005 11:46:38 PDT
Not only that but my brother has been infected with some really strong cold for the past day or two... and I'm feeling the early symptoms... If this carries on... urgh just SHOOT ME NOW!

EDIT - Oct 4th

Had another outbreak of hives again, this time on my thighs, arse and more annoyingly; my hands...

It's cos of that fucking MMR jab, I thought it was only the young and new borns that were having problems with this jab from years back... Fucking NHS and their bullshit

EDIT - Oct 5th

Doctor tells me I now have Tonsillitus which is why I'm feeling run down and crap, and gave me anti-histamenes for the Hives, so they should stay down... But it means I'm off for another week... ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6607187/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6607187/ Mon, 26 Sep 2005 11:40:55 PDT
which IS LOOOOVELEEEEYY!!

Now I gotta have drops and ointment around the eye to try and get rid of it, but the drops have to be kept in a fridge and I gotta take them 4 times a day... so thats nice and conveniant.

Dunno when my artistic...skills.. will spring up again, inspiration has been short for some time now.

Well that's about it, remember your green cross code and all that shit... ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6187667/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/6187667/ Wed, 10 Aug 2005 12:09:08 PDT
Besides this, while my friends, close friends and acquaintances fight with each other, I stand amidst the war zone in absolute wonder… what is it that I have or am lacking that stops me from doing what they are doing? I have had all parties come to me to vent their frustration or disappointment with their ‘opponent’, I will and have given my view on their situation or their ‘plans’ but one thing I have always (from what I can remember) said to them and myself “just… what is the point in it all?” I tend to remain unbiased and stay on my own separate side when I get involved with two sides, only when something has been done to me personally, something bad enough to make me take a side is when I join the fight… but more importantly I have my own battles to fight, where as some of my friends will support me, a little or a lot, I still have those who oppose me, mostly secretly… whether they know that I know or not I am unsure, but one thing is for sure is that I know, I am not a newbie when it comes to deception, deceit, treachery… I’ve been through it numerous times from childhood to present day, this is (I see) one of the reasons I tend to stay aloof from everything, because even when I trust myself in someone, I have been stabbed in the back at some point…

But while I continue to fight for myself, I find myself becoming increasingly tired, weak from the constant punishment of survival. What I seem to be lacking seems to be a very selfish goal, something that I long for that I have never had. So many people say I am better off without it and that it brings nothing but pain… but really that is all a lie, because they don’t mention the goodness of it all which makes it worth while and has been proven by these people that the good does out way the bad, I do not want to be lied to in order to feel better… I’ve had enough lies to be utterly disgusted by them.

While I continue to labor on, steadily running low on will and energy, I look to the future and what lies ahead of me and all I see is the same long, punishing battered road, I am walking this road… praying that there will be something to pick me up and give me the energy to carry on, to make this long monotonous track more bare able, and while those around me continue to attack each other I am hit by the shrapnel and the debris of their attacks to each other and it doesn’t make things any easier on myself… then again, I can’t remember the last time my life was truly ‘easy going’… something has always been there to cast a cold black shadow over me.

I think I’m done now, I shall continue to walk… until I drop, or until the dreamt angel will come and help me up and give back to me the strength I once had that has been deteriorating for so long. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/5596407/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/5596407/ Thu, 09 Jun 2005 07:58:40 PDT ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/5493723/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/5493723/ Sun, 29 May 2005 14:13:01 PDT
I can't keep up with all this, its all grown so mundane and stale... I'm running out of steam... I've gone on for so long now without a boost of revitalisation... I'm getting tired... tired of it all.

COMING SOON: I don't know... sorry ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/4980228/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/4980228/ Sat, 02 Apr 2005 14:21:12 PST
COMING SOON: I dunno really, I have'nt really drawn since this projects been going on but now that I'll not have to worry about it anymore, I can do some more drawing. So uh... a new deviation, thats what's coming soon! ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/4603636/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/4603636/ Thu, 17 Feb 2005 03:16:15 PST
nothing big has really happened over the time, nothing great.

one thing that has bothered me though, a little quote i picked up a while ago but never gave it much thought until now:

"Those who do not change are dommed to be forgoten" - Oda Nobunaga (Samurai Warriors)

kinda means alot to me based on my life over the past 3 to 4 years... think about it.

COMING SOON: seems funny how ive hardly actualy followed what i say is coming sonn, but this is different.

The first installment of a side story linked to Breakspear's comic 'Mobium 4' featuring my character Jeo. Just a few pages that will give some sort of depth and infomation about Jeo for when he appears in Mobium ^^

Well thats about it really...

"Those who do not change are doomed to be forgoten" ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/3994203/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/3994203/ Sun, 05 Dec 2004 10:48:20 PST
COMING SOON: an update on my avatar picture is coming and possibly some colab-artwork. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/3833055/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/3833055/ Sun, 14 Nov 2004 12:34:09 PST
COMING SOON: i am doing some more Gogeta pics, spawned from my waiting for B3, and maybe some more stuff from Eternal Champions... ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/3768997/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/3768997/ Sat, 06 Nov 2004 14:20:22 PST
COMING SOON: stuff... nothing in particular, my drawing ideas are kinda scattered, numerous pieces unfinished due to another new idea cropping up. ]]> ~Master-Semaj http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/3663465/ http://Master-Semaj.deviantart.com/journal/3663465/ Mon, 25 Oct 2004 08:03:14 PDT
it just gets to me, why people give this false self to other people, how one day you think you know this person and the next theyre someone totaly different. what is with that?

comments or relations to this are more than welcome.


COMING SOON: currently working on a series of Street Fighter Artwork which includes "Q" which is already up, trying out some cross-over pictures too. Also there is another Grandia 2 pic in progress. ]]> ~Master-Semaj