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                <title>Holy friggin'... Sh*t. She's not dead.</title>
                <link>http://Matse.deviantart.com/journal/28500558/</link>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Nov 2009 02:22:11 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ - there will be some swearing, if ya gonna whine 'bout that, don't read, 'kay? <3 -<br /><br />HAHA! Screw you guys, I'm still around! Oh no way for me to disappear for the eternity!<br /><br />Man, I kinda moved and it was kinda hassle and I'm kinda living far from anyone I know and kinda busy. Work is a bitch when it doesn't leave me any time off. And I don't have a friggin' car. Sucksssssss.<br /><br />I have no internet connection at my house. That's kinda... shitty. Man, would I like to have one. But thank God my lovely boss lets me take over his office every once in awhile. I bet it's kinda nasty for him, since it's pretty damn hard to kick me out after I get in. HAH.<br /><br />Insomnia is driving me crazy. And I'm doing very good job at gettin' an eating disorder. Fuck me sideways.<br /><br />I want to draw a weird comic with tons of flesh showing. MAN. That would be.. nice. C'mon, think about it! Weird clothes and huge melons! No hentai, just.. something weird. Too bad I suck at thinking of a story. *sigh* I did ask my brotha to help me, but I doubt he will. That bastard...<br /><br />The point of this journal? I'm still alive. Well, half-alive. Just wait, I'll start submittin' some stupid shit soon again. Yay.<br /><br />Truly yours,<br />Matse<br /><br />-------------------------------<br /><br /><br /><br />Gotta do list:<br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://zinanah.deviantart.com/">zinanah</a><br />-Tres x Abel<br />-4 x 7<br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://iaikaa.deviantart.com/">Iaikaa</a><br />-Ossian<br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://sasuko.deviantart.com/">Sasuko</a><br />-Kaname Kuran x Yuki Eiri<br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://snizok.deviantart.com/">Snizok</a><br />-Eiri<br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://vilenn.deviantart.com/">Vilenn</a><br />-Tom<br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/">gaikotsu91</a><br />-Hisoka x Killua<br /><br />~<a class="u" href="http://wini89.deviantart.com/">Wini89</a><br />-692718<br /><br /><br /><br />-------------------------------<br /><br /><br /><br />e-Mommy<br /><a href="http://sachiroyurei.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/a/sachiroyurei.png?2" alt=":iconsachiroyurei:" title="sachiroyurei"/></a><br /><br />Been with me a bit longer than forever<br /><a href="http://napero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/n/a/napero.png?3" alt=":iconnapero:" title="napero"/></a> <a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/z/e/zerwolf.png?1" alt=":iconzerwolf:" title="zerwolf"/></a> <a href="http://wini89.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/w/i/wini89.png?1" alt=":iconwini89:" title="wini89"/></a> <a href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/g/a/gaikotsu91.png?3" alt=":icongaikotsu91:" title="gaikotsu91"/></a><br /><br />Other weirdos<br /><a href="http://iaikaa.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/i/a/iaikaa.png?3" alt=":iconiaikaa:" title="iaikaa"/></a> <a href="http://sasuko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/a/sasuko.jpg" alt=":iconsasuko:" title="sasuko"/></a> <a href="http://snizok.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/s/n/snizok.jpg" alt=":iconsnizok:" title="snizok"/></a> <a href="http://vilenn.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/v/i/vilenn.gif?1" alt=":iconvilenn:" title="vilenn"/></a> <a href="http://diiri.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/d/i/diiri.gif?2" alt=":icondiiri:" title="diiri"/></a> <a href="http://zinanah.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.net/avatars/z/i/zinanah.gif?1" alt=":iconzinanah:" title="zinanah"/></a><br /><br />I love you all <3<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Lazy, lazy..</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Apr 2009 11:52:10 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Man, I've been so lazy lately. I guess it's time for me to shape up and submit something. ..but not today, oh nonono. Maybe on Monday.. Hmm... Nah. I'll think about it.<br /><br />OH. I've started working on a site. ..well, I had Homotiainen, but I got sick of it.<br /><br />>><a href="http://www.deviantart.com/users/outgoing?http://www.smileifyouaregay.com">Smile if you are gay</a>. It's still taking the first steps of it's life so I'll gladly accept ideas of what to put in there. *is keeping a site just for the heck of it*<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>lol awesome</title>
                <link>http://Matse.deviantart.com/journal/21960685/</link>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 09 Feb 2009 00:32:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! OH GOD. I had the theoretical test (for my driver's license, ofc) today. And I actually passed it! 8DDD Damn. I was so fucking sure I would fail. Only driving test left~. >w<<br /><br />I wanna get <b>legally</b> drunk but I gotta be in shape for working and training every day. Dammit. |8<<br /><br />...ye, this entry was kind of random.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>'coz I can.</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 Nov 2008 10:45:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>edit</b><br />LOL my comp broke down several days ago. Again. Meaning you're saved from my works for a while longer.<br /><b>/edit</b><br /><br />I think I will start submitting a comic on my account. Now is the only time to stop me from destroying this world any further. After I've submitted the first page I will NOT listen to anyone who wants me to quit. You have from 2 to 8 days depending on how lazy I am. AHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.<br /><br />BL is good.<br /><br />And then on the random talk.<br /><br />I was wednesday-friday at <a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/e/zerwolf.gif?5" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzerwolf:" title="zerwolf"/></a> 's place. We watched several horror movies. It was simply awesome. Atm I'm at <a href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/a/gaikotsu91.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaikotsu91:" title="gaikotsu91"/></a> 's place. Drawing SAHS is cool.<br /><br /><br />...why do I think that writing this journal was just something random to amuse me while I'm slacking off? Oh well. Let's wait and see what is the comic like.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>rampage, rampage ... not</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 16 Sep 2008 14:20:07 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ AAAHHAHHHAHAHAHHA.<br /><br />Wanted that last entry outta mah frontpage. Or something.<br /><br />Urrrgh. Lately I haven't been able to draw without laughing. It started with that 8059 pic. It's really troubling.<br /><br />Im grinning when I even think about drawing. Like now.<br /><br />.<br />.<br />.<br /><br />My gallery is gonna become a victim of fantardism! DDD8  I wanna draw 6918 and 44Bel... Yayaya. I wanna also do some HisokaKillua(I'm actually workin' on HisoKil pic already by request of ~<a class="u" href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/">gaikotsu91</a> ). And YoiteMiharu. The list is endlesssssss. ... I GOTTA DRAW BETTER PIC OF GOKKUN. I'm ashamed of that 8059 pic. u____u''<br /><br />Next work I'll submit is a colored pic of Jo. I changed his looks sligthly. Yea.<br /><br /><br /><br />... For some reason I keep forgetting that I don't have time to play around.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>HOLY SHI-..! ....... Finnish cons</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jul 2008 10:05:53 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I'm alive. |8<br />.<br />.<br />.<br />Ha! Too bad for you guys. >DDD<br /><br />... Right. *takes a deep breath*<br /><br />OH GOD MY DRAWINGS ARE SO DULL.<br /><br />... Kk, into the actual subject. Sorry guys - I'll write in english even though it's about finnish occassions(is that even the right word for it?). My english sucks, but my finnish vocabulary has a huge lack of words, so... English it is. *cough*<br /><br />Nekocon was quite amusing. Too bad I didn't met with anyone else than <a href="http://iaikaa.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/a/iaikaa.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconiaikaa:" title="iaikaa"/></a> . Let's hope that Animecon will be more lively for me. If you're coming to Animecon (Tampere, 26.-27.7) please tell me. I want to meet up with everyone I can. >D I'm also thinking of going to the Ropecon (Espoo, 8.-10.8).<br /><br />At Animecon I'll probably spent atleast some of my time (if not all) with <a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/e/zerwolf.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzerwolf:" title="zerwolf"/></a> and at Ropecon I'll probably be with one of my IRL friends and his brother, so no need to be scared - I'll behave.<br /><br />If you think you can handle meeting me and maybe even hanging around for a moment, I'll happily sketch something for you at the con. Or before it, if you'll get the pic from me in there.<br /><br />...quite much pointless journal, but who cares. I didn't force you to read it.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>10 free sketches and tagged</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 23 Feb 2008 01:50:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/journal/14070038/">Art status and friends</a><br />--------------------------------------<br /><br />From <a href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/a/gaikotsu91.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaikotsu91:" title="gaikotsu91"/></a><br />The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches, simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.<br /><br />01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.<br />02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw.<br />03 - Only one character per person- Remember, this is FREE.<br /><br />Have fun with this, it's a great way to pass your talents to your fans!<br /><br />1. <a href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/a/gaikotsu91.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaikotsu91:" title="gaikotsu91"/></a> - Tauski<br />2. -<br />3. -<br />4. -<br />5. -<br />6. -<br />7. -<br />8. -<br />9. -<br />10. -<br /><br /><br />----------------------------<br /><br />... <a href="http://napero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/napero.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnapero:" title="napero"/></a> tagged me. Damn you!<br /><br />Quiz Rules<br />1. Choose a few of your own characters. Five at the most.<br />2. Make them answer the following questions.<br />3. Then tag three people.<br /><br />Characters Chosen:<br />- Ayas<br />-Keenan<br />-Kaona<br /><br />1) How old are you?<br />Ayas - 16.<br />Keenan - 19.<br />Kaona - Same.<br /><br />2) Height?<br />Ayas - ..dunno.<br />Keenan - He's short.<br />Kaona - Keenan is around 180cm and I'm a little shorter than he is.<br /><br />3) You got any bad habits?<br />Ayas - Nope.<br />Keenan - He does. Alcohol, drugs, sex, forcing.. Thank god I don't.<br />Kaona - ..yes you do. Women.<br />Keenan - They don't count.<br /><br />4) You a virgin?<br />Ayas - Hell naw. <3<br />Keenan - Nah.<br />Kaona - *cough*<br />Ayas - He is. >D<br /><br />5) Who's your mate/spouse?<br />Ayas - Keenan.<br />Keenan - Shut up, brat. I'm a ladies man.<br />Kaona - ...you're just a playboy.<br /><br />6) Have any kids?<br />Ayas - I dislike women.<br />Keenan - ...he's gay. And an uke, on top of that. Oh, and I don't have any. ..I hope.<br />Kaona - No, I don't.<br /><br />7) Favorite food?<br />Ayas - Does semen include as food?<br />Keenan - You're disgusting.<br />Kaona - ......<br /><br />8) Favorite ice cream flavor?<br />Ayas - Vanilla.<br />Keenan - Chocolate.<br />Kaona - Same with Keenan.<br /><br />9) Killed anyone?<br />Ayas - Yeah.<br />Keenan - Well, duh. I was a soldier. Killing was my job.<br />Kaona - ...you still are. And so am I.<br />Keenan - Being a bodyguard isn't the same as being a soldier.<br /><br />10) Hate anyone?<br />Ayas - Kaona.<br />Keenan - Humen.<br />Kaona - Ayas.<br /><br />11) Any secrets?<br />Ayas - Naw. I'm quite.. open.<br />Keenan - Your body is open for men.<br />Ayas - ..that's true.<br />Keenan - ......faggot.<br />Kaona - Uh.. Um.. Except that I like my own brother in _that_ way...? ///._____.///<br />Ayas - Too bad he didn't hear you.<br />Keenan - What are you guys talking about?<br /><br />12) Love anyone?<br />Ayas - ...love? Sounds troublesome. "want" sounds more like me.<br />Keenan - Any hot chick who'll have some xxx with me. <3<br />Kaona - ..My bro.<br /><br />13) TACOS?<br />Ayas - ta... cos?<br />Keenan - Eh?<br />Kaona - ...?<br /><br />14) Ever slept in all day?<br />Ayas - =w=<br />Keenan - He always does that. It's tons of trouble for me to get him up. ... I feel like I'm a maid, not a bodyguard.<br />Kaona - ....maid....costume.... *blush*<br />Ayas - What the hell are you thinking?<br /><br />15) Favorite show?<br />Ayas - ..show?<br />Keenan - ..<br />Kaona - ....<br /><br />16) Favorite movie?<br />Ayas - ...movie?<br />Keenan - ...?<br />Kaona - .....<br /><br />17) Favorite band?<br />Ayas - I dislike music.<br />Keenan - I don't listen to anything.<br />Kaona - Neither do I.<br /><br />18) Eye Colors?<br />Ayas - Blue.<br />Keenan - Quite close to red.<br />Kaona - Same.<br /><br />19) Skin?<br />Ayas - ..wanna touch?<br />Keenan - stfu.<br /><br />20) Fat/Average/Slim?<br />Ayas - Slim.<br />Keenan - Average, I think.<br />Kaona - Between average and slim.<br /><br />21) Rain, sunshine?<br />Ayas - Rain. ...with some drugs and a forest.<br />Keenan - Sunshine.<br />Kaona - ..neither. I like cloudy weather, but not rain.<br /><br />22) Pool, beach?<br />Ayas - Beach.<br />Keenan - Beach. ...what's pool?<br />Kaona - Same.<br /><br />23) Camping, staying home?<br />Ayas - Depends on my mood and where Keenan is.<br />Keenan - Quiet, brat. I like staying home, but when I... ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>-spam and thanks-</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 10 Feb 2008 13:25:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ...! 8DDD<br /><br />Oh god. The last week has been way better than good! My schedule is a lot easier to deal with now.<br />-I got the laptop I've been trying to get for some time now >w<<br />-I have some extra munny ... I had way more, but ofcourse right after I got some, I went to the city with Rappe. Dammit.<br />-Filming session is cancelled (mnyaha, my horsie was supposed to be in one finnish movie, but there isn't enough snow so they can't film it. : D)<br /><br />Aaaand.. I was at YpÃ¤jÃ¤ (for training, ofcourse) with <a href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/a/gaikotsu91.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaikotsu91:" title="gaikotsu91"/></a> . Taneli was with us too. He made some great memories for us. ...poor boy.<br /><br />And then te most important thing!! 8DD<br /><br />Check out some lovely art I got;<br /><a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/e/zerwolf.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzerwolf:" title="zerwolf"/></a> <a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/art/Horse-Vault-76742146">[link]</a><br /><a href="http://snizok.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/n/snizok.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsnizok:" title="snizok"/></a> <a href="http://snizok.deviantart.com/art/Hitsu-and-snowflakes-77010022">[link]</a><br /><br />Thanks guys, ILU <3<br /><br />Very sorry for spamming like this, but.. I'm just so happy right now. Had to show you guys that I _can_ be something else than emo. >DD<br /><br />Now I'll continue my dA break. I still have some fuckin' studying to do and I'll probably leave to Urjala (...for training...) after a week or so. I need to sleep as much as possible so I can deal with many hours of training every day for almost a week. ..haha. I'll have 2 own horses with me and I'll probably ask my coach to lend 2 or 3 of her horsies for me while I'm at her stable. I'll die.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>Away for awhile.</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Feb 2008 10:48:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/journal/14070038/"><b>Art status and friends.</b></a><br /><br />--------------------------------<br /><br />Khyu~. The time is disappearing. D8<br /><br />I won't be in dA for some time now. But I'll still keep my comp on and I'm in MSN. Don't hesitate to add me (janne-seta[at]hotmail[dot]com) if you want to ask or talk about something. I'm not the type to care who adds me. .. And I won't start conversations with people, so you'll have to do it yourself. I might be quite far from my comp, but it usually doesn't take long for me to notice that someone's talking to me.<br /><br /><br />I'll list the reasons why I'm keeping a break below 'coz it makes me feel better. =w=<br /><br />- I've become more serious about being a trainer and I still need to concentrate on my own training.<br />- I want to get rid of some of my fobias (they eat too much of my energy)<br />- I need to work > I need money > 'coz I want my fishies and soon-to-be hermy to live happily <3<br />- I want to figure out if I have an Asperger or not (I probably do, but I want to be sure)<br />- ... And the studying, ofcourse. Haven't seen my teacher in more than 3 weeks. It's hard to do this all by myself.<br /><br /><br /><br />Suomalaisilla teineillÃ¤ ei ole elÃ¤mÃ¤Ã¤.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>Random.</title>
                <link>http://Matse.deviantart.com/journal/16411561/</link>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 15 Jan 2008 00:58:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/journal/14070038/"><b>Art status and friends.</b></a><br />
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Mnyaaa. I have to thank all those who introduced some anime to me. <3 But I have a question.. Why all of 'em were full of blood and/or fighting? D8 Mnahaha, who cares. I like it that way. =w=<br />
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KHYAAAAA! /// >w< /// Hibari is so cute in the new ending! And Gokudera looks good with his hair tied. <3 Maybe I should try to draw some fanart of Hibari some time? .. Yes, I'm talkin' about KHR.<br />
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Just wanted to get the old entry out of my frontpage. =w=<br />
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Oh. Sadaharu grew bigger.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>Oh screw it.</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 07 Jan 2008 09:51:55 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/journal/14070038/"><b>Art status and friends.</b></a><br />
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Sowwy, Sachi & Emju. I'm still not ready with your bday cards. u____u'<br />
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But there's actually a better reason than "I'm just too lazy" for that. I had quite many pics with me on the laptop when I was Emju's place. When I got back, I transferred 'em onto a memorystick so I could continue with my own comp.. Well, ofcourse I deleted everything from the laptop. And then - surprise, surprise - almost all of the files stopped working. I lost those 2 bday cards, Susilapsi pg2, Susilapsi character pictures and other random stuff. Pisses me off. n______n<br />
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*sigh* Looks like an allnighter to me.<br />
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<b>Heeey. Does any of you know any good anime I could watch?</b><br />
You can find from <a href="http://www.freewebs.com/eitueta/animelisto.htm">here</a> what I'm watchin' atm and what I managed to stay with 'til the end.<br />
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I want there to be more. It really isn't fun when there's a day when you have absolutely nothing to do and you don't feel like drawing, sleeping or even playing and there isn't any good anime that you haven't already watched. =w='<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>random - not important =w=</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 30 Dec 2007 15:10:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/journal/14070038/"><b>Art status and friends.</b></a><br />
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Oh yay. I'm supposed to keep that break from net, but screw it. I'll start it tomorrow. Or something.<br />
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ARGH. I can't stand my bro anymore. He hogged the laptop I've been using. Every time I ask to get it for a weekend, I get the same answer. "I will use it this weekend." .. And in the end he doesn't use it for anything. Now that I got angry at him and said that I will take it with me when I'll go to Emu's place.. "It doesn't work, you broke it." What the fuck? How the hell can I break something if I can't touch it? And it was fine just a moment before I said I wanted it. Screw everything. |8<<br />
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.... The point: I need to start working hard so I can get a laptop that's my own. And I need to get some stuff for Jymy.. Urr.. *counting* Random stuff for my kiddo will be from 700Â to 1000Â... And the laptop.. Altogether it will be propably from... 1500Â to 2000Â? Holy shit. I'm just a brat. How the hell am I supposed to get that much "extra" money?<br />
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If I work hard and skip school and training.. I can probably make it in 3 or 4 months. Hahaha. I'm going to die. : D<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>Sachi, Emu - 3000 - break - wacom</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Dec 2007 22:14:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/journal/14070038/"><b>Art status and friends.</b></a><br />
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Once again I'm going to write something useless. u____u<br />
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<b>Sachi & Emu</b>... I'm very sorry, but looks like it will take a while before your bday cards are finished. I know they're late already, but.. Will you forgive me if you get 'em after a week or so? .____.'<br />
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<b>3000</b> pageviews! \o/ I thought I wouldn't reach it until next year. D8<br />
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<b>Break</b>, come here! Good boy, I'll give you a finger. *omnomnom* .... I'll be leaving once again to somewhere I'm probably not wanted to, but who cares. 8D .. So I'm off to Zer's place. I'll be there from Friday 'till Sunday. When I'm back I'll keep a break from net. Maybe a week or something would be good?<br />
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<b>Wacom</b>.<br />
I asked for a Bamboo Fun A5 about a month or two ago. Not long after I asked for it, I said I didn't want it. I got a new aquarium and few (6) new fishies after begging. Ofcourse there was quite annoying condition.. I wouldn't get any presents at Christmas. Bday presents would be a no-no too. And I had to act nicely - no yelling, annoyed faces, answering "no" to requests.. That was the worst possible condition. But anyway. I ended up doing some random stuff so I could get something nice. And I got something 'nice'.<br />
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Wacom Intuos3 A4 Special Edition. Damn. This thing is way too big and expensive for me. |8 I feel so bad. I'm still just a beginner with drawing, so why did my parents buy something like this for me? ... So they could say: "Train more, you must be worth of the things you have." Argh. It's the same thing with my other hobbies. x____x' They get a good horse for me and after that they keep telling me to train and train and train, 'coz my horse is way better than me.<br />
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It's kind of stressing when people only keep telling you to train since you're not good enough. Anyone wanna change place with me?<br />
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.... Sowwy. I really had to say things out loud. =____='<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>It's coming. - vacationnnnn</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 21 Dec 2007 19:13:30 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/journal/14070038/"><b>Art status and friends.</b></a><br />
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Christmas is coming. |8<br />
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So, anyway. I really don't like that akgdngvkwen(...the hell?), but I'm still going to draw something for my dearest friends in net.<br />
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YAY! All finished! >w<<br />
<a href="http://iaikaa.deviantart.com">Mimiko</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-mimiko-71204111">[link]</a> )<br />
<a href="http://zinanah.deviantart.com">Amigo</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-amigo-71900496">[link]</a> )<br />
<a href="http://wini89.deviantart.com/">Wini</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-wini-72406744">[link]</a> )<br />
<a href="http://sachiroyurei.deviantart.com/">Sachi</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-sachi-72525082">[link]</a> )<br />
<a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/">Zerry</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-zerry-72532816">[link]</a> )<br />
<a href="http://sasuko.deviantart.com/">Sasuko</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-sasuko-72534581">[link]</a> )<br />
<a href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/">Emu</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-emu-72612937">[link]</a> )<br />
<a href="http://napero.deviantart.com/">Napero</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-napero-72671573">[link]</a> )<br />
<a href="http://snizok.deviantart.com/">Yuki</a> ( <a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/art/xmas07-yuki-73057898">[link]</a> )<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>No scanner and.. a break?</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 04 Nov 2007 11:39:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b><a href="http://matse.deviantart.com/journal/14070038/">Art status and friends.</a></b><br />
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As the title says.. No scanner. Comp I've used for scanning doesn't work. Bro's scanner doesn't work. Shitty thing. |8<br />
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So.. 'coz I didn't scan 3 of the 5 pics I was working on, I'll submit only 2 of 'em. Oh the pain. *annoyed*<br />
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Oh, and.. I think I need a new break from net. I need to take care of horses at almost every morning and evening. I have like.. 1 morning per week off. It's tiring. Let's remember that I have to take care of school too. It's really tiring.<br />
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Dammit. I'm gonna go to sleep right after I've submitted those pics.. Yes, it's only 9:34pm, but I need to get up at 6am and I didn't sleep enough last night... x____x'<br />
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Wah. I almost forgot to say! I was at <a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/e/zerwolf.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzerwolf:" title="zerwolf"/></a> 's place at Halloween! 8D It was the first time for me at there and it was totally awesome. .. Thought I bet Zer was relieved that I spend only 1 night at her place.. Â´|D I'm quite good at being the one who talks. .. It's hard for me to be quiet. Yesshu. I had tons of time at her place, but I didn't get anything done. I'm so damn lazy. |D<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>Nya? Unya!</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Oct 2007 10:01:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
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.. I wanted that last entry out of my frontpage, so.. Dhoh.<br />
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I think I should write more than that. Let's see..<br />
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Oh, yeah.<br />
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<a href="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v351/matsuli/nuhhuh.jpg">[link]</a><br />
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Two of the pics I'm working on now. 8D<br />
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There's 3 other pics I'm doing, and I'm going to submit all 5 of 'em on the same day. .. We'll see how long it will take to finish 'em all. Â´|D<br />
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Oh yay. I went to Niihama to train with Tumppu and Josse today. I started with Tumppu('coz I like her more). It was quite nice and I started to wonder why I didn't train at all in 2 weeks. Then I gave her to mom to hotwalk and started with Josse. First I just fought with him 'coz fe was pulling. After a while (about 15 minutes) we started to get along and mom went to put Tumppu into the trailer. After Josse lost the sight on his wife he started to be a real ass. Running and bucking like crazy. What a bastard..<br />
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Well, there was this oxer and we were going at it. And before I even knew what was happening I was on the ground in the middle of it with all those poles. For a moment I just laid on my back while still keeping the reins in my hand. .. Then I realized that I couldn't get up and the horse was a stallion (it's not good to let a stallion on loose at a place like that :'D ) so I asked mom to take him. After a bit of fighting with myself I managed to get back on my feet. I couldn't land any weight on my right leg and mom looked like she wouldn't mind if I would stop training for the day even if it's really important (yess, if you just go away, you might start to fear riding). Well.. I just said "give me few minutes, I would like to be able to use my leg before I continue".<br />
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Ahh, such a sad story. TT^TT ...right. Thanks to milk (.......) I didn't break my leg. Thought my muscles got injured quite nicely. It doesn't hurt at all anymore(well, at least if I don't try to walk), but I can't move my muscles too much. It feels like they're almost paralyzed. :'D ... btw I ended up to keep training without being able to use my leg properly. I managed to handle it 'coz mom went to get Tumppu so Josse could see her. Usually it's not good to keep Tumppu any more than necessary in anywhere where she can make some damage. She's quite a beast if she doesn't like something. .. And she doesn't like anything when she's separated of Jymy.<br />
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... I'm not sure of all of the terms, so please don't poke me with those straws. *slaps everyone who's holding a straw*<br />
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.. Oh, I did have something more interesting to say. Or not. ... 'coz of my injured leg I can't go to work tomorrow('coz it's mostly physical labour), so I have time to draw. Yay. We'll see if I can submit some stuff tomorrow. o3o<br />
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                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>I'm back, you freaks!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Oct 2007 12:56:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
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Fufufu. I'm back. Oh yes. I really am.<br />
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.. I was away only for a week and couple of days, but I feel awesome. I have a break from studies! Whoot!<br />
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Saturtay, 9:58pm.<br />
 Ahhh. My brother's friend has been here since yesterday. He'll probably leave tomorrow. I don't want him to leave.. TT^TT<br />
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.. No, I'm not a weirdo who's into young kids. .. Well, I might be, but I don't any kind of desires for that one. Uh, um, I mean that.. ... What the hell am I talking about?<br />
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Ugh. So, anyway. Back to my bro's friend. I really like his hair. Well, uh, I mean.. His haircut. It's interesting. Not weird or anything, but.. I like it. I've been thinking how should I ask him to let me touch his hair without sounding like a perv. u____u'<br />
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.. A! I'm pretty sure you had some weird expression and you thought that I'm a perv. That's not nice! I'm interested only 'coz he's.. How should I explain it? Dhuh. Well, you know these short, underage boys in yaoi stories? He's a perfect uke. Slim body, nice hair, not even a bit manly.. Even his face is good. He's everything I would like to an uke to be. Hmm.. I wonder what he would say if I asked him to model for me a bit..? For a drawing or photos.. *evil laugh* Bad me. He's underaged. Can't ask him to strip and take a nice pose. u____u<br />
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Ah, don't worry, my dear Emju! You're still the one who I like to watch most! Come here and I'll treat you veeery nicely. <3 *out of control*<br />
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There was no point today. .. Well, there never is.<br />
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Yosh! Time to go and ask if I can touch that kid's hair! MWAHAHAHAHAHA!<br />
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.. No, way, not yet. *got an idea*<br />
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<b>Today I'll say something for my friends!</b> (since I got a break, I don't have anything better to do)<br />
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<a href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/a/gaikotsu91.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaikotsu91:" title="gaikotsu91"/></a> - Lookie, lookie! An elephant! Let's shoot it down! .. Wait.. Elephants can't fly, can they? Wahh. It's so depressing to think that you've been whoring around while I wasn't here to keep you company. What? Ofcourse I know you've been whoring. I'm so cool (......) that you started to feel desperate and then you just slept with everyone and.. 'kay. I'm drawing Thomas, lookielookie! *pokes a paper*<br />
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<a href="http://zinanah.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/i/zinanah.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzinanah:" title="zinanah"/></a> - Mmmmh. It's not going too well, is it..? I mean Dante. He's way too feminine. u_____u I just can't get him to look like himself. ... Hoe, Vergil. You wanna pose for me? Let's just change your hairstyle a bit and you look just like your bro!<br />
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<a href="http://napero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/napero.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnapero:" title="napero"/></a> - Sorry I didn't answer into your message. I was doing something almost important so I forgot. I'll draw you something small for an apology, 'kay? And then I'll force you to come over (and play with teh bunnie) since we haven't been in touch anywhere else than in net lately.<br />
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<a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/e/zerwolf.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzerwolf:" title="zerwolf"/></a> - Zewwy~! It's been so long since I drew something for you. That trade doesn't count. Wahh. I really want to see you again.. I'll come over to check your place! >8D .. Or maybe not. No way. I will. When I have time. .. And you have time.<br />
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<a href="http://sachiroyurei.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sachiroyurei.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsachiroyurei:" title="sachiroyurei"/></a> - Can I eat you brains? Please? I beg you~. I'll give you a bishounen! That kid.. my bro's friend.. I'll give him to you, if you let me eat your brains. Thought he's such a nice kid to look at.. Maybe I'll keep him to myself. I wonder how your brains would taste..? Hmm.. With a good cooking they would be perfect, I think. <3<br />
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<a href="http://wini89.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wini89.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwini89:" title="wini89"/></a> - Hey, Winske.. Can you see that? Yes, I mean that. It's the gate to the real world! We are in imaginary world right now. We are here only 'coz we think that we are here. If we stop thinking like that, we aren't here anymore. And we can't come back, since if we aren't here anymore, we can't think of being here. Teach me how to draw ears and I'll tell you how to open that gate int... ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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                <title>Art status and friends.</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 08 Aug 2007 04:36:36 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <b>ART TRADES</b>  - open<br />If you want to do a trade with me, please <b>note me.</b><br /><br /><a href="http://sachiroyurei.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sachiroyurei.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsachiroyurei:" title="sachiroyurei"/></a> - still doing it. n___n'<br /><a href="http://zinanah.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/i/zinanah.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzinanah:" title="zinanah"/></a> - finished (didn't submit in here), waiting for her half<br /><a href="http://iaikaa.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/a/iaikaa.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconiaikaa:" title="iaikaa"/></a> - scetching<br /><br />-------------------------------------------------<br /><br /><b>Slave</b><br /><a href="http://gaikotsu91.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/g/a/gaikotsu91.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":icongaikotsu91:" title="gaikotsu91"/></a><br /><br /><b>e-Mommy</b><br /><a href="http://sachiroyurei.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sachiroyurei.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsachiroyurei:" title="sachiroyurei"/></a><br /><br /><b>Been with me a bit longer than forever</b><br /><a href="http://zinanah.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/i/zinanah.png" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzinanah:" title="zinanah"/></a> <a href="http://napero.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/n/a/napero.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconnapero:" title="napero"/></a> <a href="http://zerwolf.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/z/e/zerwolf.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconzerwolf:" title="zerwolf"/></a> <a href="http://wini89.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/w/i/wini89.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconwini89:" title="wini89"/></a><br /><br /><b>Other important weirdos</b><br /><a href="http://iaikaa.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/i/a/iaikaa.gif" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconiaikaa:" title="iaikaa"/></a> <a href="http://sasuko.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/a/sasuko.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsasuko:" title="sasuko"/></a> <a href="http://snizok.deviantart.com/"><img class="avatar" src="http://a.deviantart.com/avatars/s/n/snizok.jpg" width="50" height="50" alt=":iconsnizok:" title="snizok"/></a><br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~Matse</author>
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