http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Matt-E-Blade&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Matt-E-Blade en-us Copyright 2010, deviantART.com Fri, 01 Jan 2010 11:24:40 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png http://Matt-E-Blade.deviantart.com/journal/15747858/ http://Matt-E-Blade.deviantart.com/journal/15747858/ Sat, 01 Dec 2007 10:36:36 PST
However I do have a few things that I would like to say before I take the nap of all naps. 4 Days without sleeping can do this to you. But the only reason why I am writing this and not resting my eyes, is because it is something that I have noticed for sometime and it's time to start this on one of my own "rambling journals" (as Robb likes to call them), and say what it is I really think, making no sense in the process.
Now this does pertain to one individual in particular and I'm pretty sure she will kick my ass for saying this over an internet connection that can reach over millions of people everyday, and 2 thousand every 10 minutes; but none the less it will be stated.

You've given the world what it had to offer, only to have it thrown back in your face. You smiled when you were sad, and cried when no one was there. Your'e thought if you just let it go then no one will see how sad you are. You are the one they call fallen, yet they never remembered your name. Your the one they left broken, but you volunteered to pick up the pieces until someone came. You say you want acception, yet you test those who try and give it to you. Your a dance to no song, yet you bring people to the beat. You are my best friend, yet not mine to keep.
Now I'm only going to tell you this once, so you better listen up. When you gave the world everything, it gave you nothing because your more pure than what the world has to offer. When you smiled and were sad, a angel from above cried that day. And when you cried and thought no one was there, the one who cared about you was, even if you didn't see them. Letting things go helps, but memories are the things you need to remember for life experences. If you fall you know I'll help you pick up your pieces. If you break, you can bet I'm going to beat the guy who broke you, then listen when you call. Don't test those who care, test the ones who are worth caring about. And don't you worry, one day you'll have that special song, with that special guy and everything will go into place, until then, be happy knowing how many people you helped get to that point. Your my best friend, my greatest alli, and the closest person I have to call family. I love you as a sister, I love you as a friend, I love you as a person. There's no need to cry anymore....

Alright so yea don't you all get sappy on me now I was just worried about my best buddy. She's been going through some pretty confusing times and is just still hurt about a few things. But she's tuff, I have hope that she'll be ok. Alright so onto nap. oh and my new goodbye phraze "lateNbye" LOL. Dont ask.

LateNBye
-MJI

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From what I hear from most of you are doing well. That's good. And I apologize to every one of you for not responding back to your messages. I will when I get in some time. Especally sorry to Robbs. But I can always call her like I normaly do anyways. So yeah, Just an update. Talk to you all soon hopefully.

]]> ~Matt-E-Blade http://Matt-E-Blade.deviantart.com/journal/12463284/ http://Matt-E-Blade.deviantart.com/journal/12463284/ Wed, 04 Apr 2007 21:52:25 PDT About You

Full Name: Mathew J. Ishidia
Age: 18 almost 19
Brithdate: August 4
Birthplace: Los Angeles
Current Location: New York
Heritage: Irish, german, italian, japanese
Religion: lunist
School: GHS
GPA: 3.8
Grade: A
Tatoos: none
Piercings: none
Hair Color: Dark blond with light highlights
Eye Color: Blue and Green
Height: 5'7
Shoe Size: 12

Favorites

Food: Cheeseburger
Beverage: Water
Pop: Coke
Movie: 300
TV Show: The Class
Ice Cream: cookies-n-cream
Restaurant: Elephant Bar
Sport: hockey and basketball
Hangout Spot: Ice Rink in Bakersfield
Store: Virgin Records in Orange
Book: No death, No Fear


In a Guy/Girl

Eye Color: blue or brown
Hair Color: It has to be well taken care of.
Long or Short: Short
Height: Shorter than me
Personality: Not stuck up.
Age: At least a year younger. Older girls are ok too, but I prefer a year younger than me.
Muscular or Skinny: i dont date muscular girls.


This or That

Family Guy/South Park: family guy
Cartman/Kenny: kenny
Peter/Stewie: stewie
Pepsi/Coke: niether
Sprite/7-Up: sprite
Mountain Dew/Red Bull: red bull
School/Church: school
Love/Money: love
Homework/Test: Test
Movie at Home/Movie in Theater: I can go both ways
Comedy/Romance/Horror: Comedy
Pants/Shorts: pants
Summer/Winter/Fall/Spring: Winter
Christmas/End of the School Year: Christmas
Warm/Cold: Cold
Italian/Chinese: Chinese

Love Life

First Love: Christine. I still love her
Longest Love: Christine. No matter how far away she lives I will always love her.
Person you like now: Christine.
Do you believe in the one: My religion doesn't allow it. But even if I was not with that religion I would have to say no anyways.
Do you believe i love at first sight: At first site no. But I did love Christine the moment I spent some time with her.

First thing that comes to mind

School: over
Banana: split
Apple: eat
Red: Wine
Winter: Hope
Church: Won't go in.
TV: Waste of time
Food: Full
Pop: Your head off
Cat: ( Robin Response: kill lol ) LOL. Same
Magazine: models

Miscellaneous

Bedtime: When I'm tired
Bed Size: King
Have you smoked: nope
Have you drank: Yes, but only Wine at my father's banquets.
Been stoned: No.
Last movie you watched: TMNT with Robin
Last song you heard: Childlike Wild by Jason Mraz
Last person you talked to: Isaik
Last thing you said: Fuck That's awsome!
Last thing you ate: Steak
Why are you taking this survey: For a friend

]]> ~Matt-E-Blade http://Matt-E-Blade.deviantart.com/journal/12445365/ http://Matt-E-Blade.deviantart.com/journal/12445365/ Tue, 03 Apr 2007 14:31:57 PDT The 1st player of this "game" starts with the topic "6 weird habits/things/hates about yourself" and people who get tagged MUST write a journal about their 6 weird habits/things/hates as well as state this rule clearly. In the end, you need to choose the next 6 people to be tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment that says "you are tagged" in their devpage comments and tell them to read yours...
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down to business:

1. I can't bathe without listening to music in the background.

2. I wash my hair at least 3 times a day.

3. I know what it is you put into your hair from just looking at it.

4. I have a bit of ADHD but it doesn't seem to bother me.

5. My best friend in the entire world is a girl. Guys get over it.

6. My dog's name is Lamb-chop

I wont tag anyone considering the fact I'm sure many wont tag back. But I hope you enjoyed the Read none the less.

]]> ~Matt-E-Blade http://Matt-E-Blade.deviantart.com/journal/12431126/ http://Matt-E-Blade.deviantart.com/journal/12431126/ Mon, 02 Apr 2007 13:26:10 PDT
LOL. So the reason for my joining is my Best Friend Robin. AKA Kadachi, but I call her Rob, though ONLY I may call her that. I've known her since pre-k so I have rights over all of you! LOL. Yeah, So Robin asked me to come here and check it out. Found out I know alot of you from the stories Robin Tells Me about this place, as well as those she knows on a more personal aspect.

I'm really a nice guy once you get to know me. I apologize now if I appear in any way to be a jackass. It's just my nature to be when first upon meeting new people over this wireless enternet.

*sigh* Alright well lets see, well basically if you like Robin then you'll learn to like me. We are pretty close to the same extent that we nearly and ridiculously think alike. Like the same stuff, Music, Games, all that stuff.

So Yeah, if you want to get to know me more just send me a ring. Or Message, or what-ever it is you do here. I'm sure I'll learn more from Rob later but for now, this is all.

Jing-lou!

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