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                <title>NEW LIGHTING</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 07 Jan 2009 09:52:44 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey everyone I just got some new studio strobe lights for my future shoots. I am very excited about my future work using them and I hope to shoot before months end. I appreciate everyone's support thus far and I hope to have more stuff up in the near future. I have been looking at everyone's work and you have been inspiring and impressive. All that to say keep up the good work and I'll try to offer you the same in the near future.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>A Lost Friend</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2008 12:36:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I recently lost a friend and I thought it was only appropriate I vent a little to you all. My friend Doug passed away last weekend and with the news I took it as I do most bad news. I say to myself well that sucks, shrug and continue on my way, but for some reason this has hit me harder. His drive in all things he did, even involving me in photography oppotunities I think I took for granted. He went out of his way to never judge or waver from making sure he treated you with more respect and kindness then those in the past. All of this to say I feel the world lost a great man this week. Here is a link to his flickr account with his pictures I hope you all enjoy.<br /><br /><br /><br /><a href="http://flickr.com/photos/dugfotoz/">[link]</a><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />-Alden<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>First Wedding</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 29 Jul 2008 06:47:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I am taking my good friends wedding photos in a few days and I think with the prep and experience I have it should go very well but just as any mortal man would feel, I'm a touch nervous. So to my good deviant friends (the ones who actually read/ look at my work) offer some advice on this. I appreciate any and all. Other than that wish me luck and I'm sure we will all be pleasantly surprised how these turn out.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>First Gallery</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 02 May 2008 12:16:42 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Ok so my very first gallery is going up this weekend so wish me luck I am very excited/ nervous. I hope it turns out well.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bring Back</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Apr 2008 11:22:35 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ After going through what I would call an unfortunate relationship change I hit a wall of booze and self pity and I feel usually in situations similar to my own those responces are not to uncommon. In recent days I have realized that the feelings that I held to were ghost of what once was. I tried recently to reignite one of those warm feelings and found I had forgotten exactly how it felt. Not too different than the way a face in your memory fades. I think this progress in my forgetfulness has helped in whatever healing I needed. Given nothing seems to fill that void but that void seems a lil less defined now. I would think with age and experience those feelings of betrayal would not be as vivid as they were in youth and I think that was an ignorant presumption. I think I will quote a movie Cashback to end this. <br /><br />"I could feel a faint shift in a faraway place. A current of unknown consequences was on its way, moving towards me like an unstoppable wave of fate.  "<br /><br />::Side Note::<br /><br />One of my preferred lenses is at Nikon for repair so be patient and hopefully I'll be putting out some more work soon.<br /><br />-Alden<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Knock Knock</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Mar 2008 15:43:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Not to be persistent with down trodden journals but gotta keep the thoughts flowing. I feel as though my inability to pursue a life greater than one limited to that provided by Nashville will be something that in my future I will wonder over. If the door of opportunity stares back at me now like a spot light and I lack the manhood to knock if not open what will it say about me. As I mentioned before I feel there is something within me that is adventurous wild and untamed bound only by thread. Maybe it would be this sudden sink or swim, move to something greater moment that will catch those few strands in the  door letting loose something that was meant to be so many years ago... Now i have voiced a desire to run from responsibility but to be honest i think it is becoming more and more clear that my responsibility cant be to anyone else but myself... time to finish school and pursue what I will become. Knock Knock<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>God Im fucked</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 22 Feb 2008 08:06:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I feel like an empty shell of a person unable to connect on any level past a strictly social one. I am curious if it is my own action that prevents that or the people I have talked to. The inner workings of me are a mystery to even me. I feel like their is something in me not even I have discovered and I think that scares me. The fact at my age I really have no idea who I am and what place I fit in society. I think in my photography I try to capture that spark in people not for artistic recognition but to feel as though I am some how apart of it. Like a pervert I observe and try to capture what I can not hold myself. Just some self realization recently.... Maybe I will see something greater in the future.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Do Ya Get the Feelin?</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 18 Feb 2008 08:01:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Do you get the feeling that kids drawing there favorite Anime character is flooding dA? I can appreciate art in most forms but... Jesus show some creativity and draw something using your imagination not what someone else did 100 miles away. I know you have your own inspirations show them. ugh sorry I'm really sick of seeing anime.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Bonnaroo</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 07 Feb 2008 09:01:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Have you seen the line up for this year? Holy Shit !!!!!!<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>I'm back</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 10 Jan 2008 11:40:22 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have rehatched my photography you might be seeing some work from me now. sorry i have been slackin off.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Canvas Room</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 21 Feb 2005 09:47:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Rebuilding the virgin spine in the  neutral canvas room. ]]></description>
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                <title>liers</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 19 Jan 2005 19:42:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ All women are lieing worthless things  sent to make man's life dramatic and  complicated. Women are nothing more  than children that repay their  emotional and financial drain with  sexual favors. Just an observation. ]]></description>
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                <title>True Confessions</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 05 Jan 2005 22:48:34 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Information too good and too sad to be  true. Take time and enjoy every second  as if it could be the last. ]]></description>
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                <title>fun events</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 28 Dec 2004 16:34:59 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fun events keep on unfolding and I dont  know which direction to turn. ]]></description>
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                <title>no more</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Dec 2004 22:49:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ No more need for hate or disgust. Kill  me where I stand because I have never  known I could loose this much. ]]></description>
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                <title>fuck it all</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Nov 2004 23:26:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Fuck that bitch, fuck her desire to see  me crumble, fuck her where she thinks  she is most strong, break her where she  feels she was unbreakable, fuck it all<br />
<br />
amen ]]></description>
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                <title>What If</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 19 Nov 2004 13:51:20 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ What if this situation will not come to  a peacful end. I have prepared myself  for what could unfold but no  preparation could prepare me for this  cold darkness. Bring me back to warmth  because I miss that warm touch. ]]></description>
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                <title>Rewind</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Nov 2004 02:31:13 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Please rewind that moment of pure  nirvana. It is care free happiness  untouched by todays complex and  ignorant problems. Rewind it again  because it might only last in memory. ]]></description>
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                <title>Blue Like Jazz</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 06 Sep 2004 22:10:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "It is hard for us to admit we have a  sin nature because we live in this  system of checks and balances. If we  get caught, we will be punished. But  that doesnt make us good people, It  only makes us subdued."  -Blue like  Jazz- ]]></description>
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                <title>Im on the road</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 12 Aug 2004 16:17:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im at the point where I am actually  seeing how the way I act and the  choices I make influence my future and  the way my life will impact others.  Through this understanding and  appreciation I have concluded that  expressing simple emotions in responce  to other peoples actions is childish.  It also encourages me to present art  (in all of its forms) as  interpretations of the sum of my  feelings that make up my life. Bursts  of passion from single situations does  not adequately present a realistic  representation of my life and how I see  it from an artistic perspective. To sum  all of this up I hope to soon present  work that more acurately shows my views  on life, society, and other happenings  in the world and not single burst that  more often then not shows a depressed,  angry, and lonely side of life that is  too cliche and single minded. I hope my  art despite it being fewer and farther  between will offer a better  interpretation of life and not what  spurs inspiration at that moment. ]]></description>
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                <title>Sorry</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 May 2004 20:24:32 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Sorry everyone I am working and spend  so much time there or asleep I am  unable to contribute any of my crap for  you to laugh at, but good news the  deviant jester will return upon  motivation or lots of adderol. ]]></description>
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                <title>Holy Crap</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 08 May 2004 18:50:46 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Oh My God I have passed school and I am  off of probation everyone join me in my  drunken celebration... ]]></description>
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                <title>Failing</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Apr 2004 21:48:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Failing to bring success...A future of  avoiding one tragedy after another.  Bound by my own choices, bound by my  own failures, bound to be but a grain  in the sea. ]]></description>
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                <title>self pity</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 29 Mar 2004 10:00:50 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I have recently realized how much I  loath self pity. It is by far the most  pathetic and worthless self development  in the world. In this day and time  where it is thrown around like the  latest fasion is disgusting, and to me  surely marks the decay of generations  to come. ]]></description>
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                <title>no one cares</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 27 Mar 2004 01:24:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ no one cares ]]></description>
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                <title>So Bored</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 25 Mar 2004 08:56:05 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The lack of influence and motivation  has made me doubt the ability to  contribute to this web site so we will  see if I am able to contribute later. ]]></description>
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                <title>Whatever</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 23 Mar 2004 12:48:35 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I hate when there is a lack of  creativity and my art dosnt change or  grow. Maybe someday soon my creative  motivation will be resurrected. ]]></description>
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                <title>Train Wreck</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2004 22:10:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I feel the heat.<br />
Metal on metal,<br />
no stoping it now.<br />
Train Wreck is coming.<br />
Full reverse, brakes, change tracks.<br />
<br />
Train Wreck is coming, <br />
can you feel it?<br />
I can. ]]></description>
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                <title>Old Art New Art</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Mar 2004 11:08:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hey I am resurrecting some older work  and posting it. I hope you like them  because the certainly were fun to look  back on. ]]></description>
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                <title>killer within</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 27 Jan 2004 12:37:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ One well made noose composed of a  furure unkown and the hopes and dreams  of an inocent infant. Riping off my eye  lids that play like a 24-7 broadcast of  my hate. Sweat dotted bodies joined by  a spiteful hate, a general comedy, and  a lustful eye. Bring about my  resolution all powerful God or leave me  here to bow to MTV, HBO, and percky  tits placed on an unachievable standard. ]]></description>
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                <title>Christmas</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 13 Dec 2003 01:20:47 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Present the present. I will I do I  love. Hope you all have a great  Christmas. ]]></description>
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                <title>Get me out</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 03 Dec 2003 12:48:24 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Get me out of this. Get me out of this  failure. Get me away from this ruthless  spiral of decay. What you have pulled  yourself from I surounded myself with  and I fear that will pull me lower than  I could have ever imagined. ]]></description>
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                <title>CIRCLES</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 01 Dec 2003 08:52:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Every week is a perpetual cycle that  tries to give reasons not to drink and  sleep it all away, but with no success.  Huddled over the computer monitors warm  glow I can muffle out the world. I can  muffle out it all. I dream for complete  loss of all senses. <br />
<br />
Bring on the change the pain the  happiness the tears just bring it  before I lose this passion this mind  this perception of my reality. ]]></description>
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