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                <title>LIve From dJ Stalks</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Jul 2006 16:55:19 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/j/jsenn.gif" width="20" height="20" alt=":jsenn:" title="jsenn the beloved" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Italia</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 10 Mar 2006 18:31:42 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well we leave for italy at 1:30 in the afternoon tomorrow, and after a long ass flight o'er da oceanic expanse, we reach italy...ten days of meditteranean, large volcano haunted bliss. WHOO!....when in rome...<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>THEATRE!!!!!</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 11 Feb 2006 07:40:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yay....im NOT sick guys, i really aint, *cof cof* last night was our techno dance, and twas moi rockin. ive found a new favorite techno song entitled 'i love my sex' oh boy do we.....ciao folks be well....rock onward ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>JeanFrancois</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 03 Feb 2006 07:48:43 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ok...thats the name of thsi deviant who is FUCKIN AWESOME as hell....check check check him out folks....hes inspirationelle ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>l'update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 28 Jan 2006 11:39:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ im getting to like this whole no math classes thsi semester. thankfully, it takes one more hassle out of my work load and allows me to focus a bit more on my art and designing and such. high times. i need to get more sleep, i am mad tired, as one tends to be after staying till teh wee hours all conk headed and such...WOOOO! be well yall. love you ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>New Findings</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Jan 2006 17:24:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so my 10 year old little brother came home today eager to share his newest find with me. it went as follows: "hey bri, do you know what a dildo is? (i respond with a hesitant blush accompanied 'yes' and he continues) well, its like, you know how when people get shot in the war, and they lose their leg, they get a fake one to repalce it? well its just like that, except its for if you lose your penis." yeeeeeeeah, that was a smile and nod moment, i felt bad insisting that it wasnt so, but refusing to tell him what it really was, i didnt deem it fit to explain what the device is in actuality, but hes kinda along the right track....jeeeeez, the lil baby is growin up <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>Die Spanish and Have a Big Ass</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 24 Jan 2006 06:22:54 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ yo peepopelies..(pee-pop-uh-leez)(orders of ben) da roof da roof da roof is on fiah! so i hoep yall are doin well, i had a spiffin weekend, unfortunately school is back in progress. drama is going encroyably well and our new fandangled OBERON is kickin arse. well cheers yall, be well ]]></description>
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                <title>Thank you Alex..</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 22 Jan 2006 17:53:36 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ 1. Grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18, and find line 4.<br />
"that had risen with the ceasing of the snow" -Ethan Frome<br />
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2. Stretch your left arm out as far as you can.<br />
dammit.....it hurts to move....too much excitement for one weekend<br />
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3. What is the last thing you watched on TV?:<br />
Family Guy....? i cant quite remember.<br />
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4. Without looking, guess what time it is:<br />
8:23<br />
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5. Now look at the clock. What is the actual time?<br />
8:32...so the reading came in all dyslexic-like<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
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6. With the exception of the computer, what can you hear?<br />
boogeymen coming to get me, and "Again" by HIM....(who is teh most gorgeous being on earth....f all of your i's)<br />
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7. When did you last step outside? What were you doing?<br />
1:30 ish AM....i wasnt being a bad girl.....not me....*picks halo hastily up from off the spinning floor*<br />
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8. Before you started this survey, what did you look at?<br />
your mom? i donno....my email<br />
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9. What are you wearing?<br />
black lace and socks....among various other articles of clothesness<br />
<br />
10. Did you dream last night?<br />
yeah..(now ill pretend that it also asked what the dream was)..so i was at a music awards ceremony and the Gorillaz won an award, and instead of the two artists themselves coming up to accept, there were hollograms of the four characters aproaching the podium...twas amazing<br />
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11. When did you last laugh?<br />
this afternoon when i saw myself in playboy outfit on the news<br />
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12. What is on the walls of the room you are in?<br />
pictures of me and my sis, some paintings and drawings done by my artistsic lil bro<br />
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13. Seen anything weird lately?<br />
hahaha....weird trippy people dancing in bras and blacklights<br />
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14. What do you think of this quiz?<br />
its taking up my invaluable time. YAY!<br />
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15. What is the last film you saw?<br />
"Anchorman" at 3 in the mornin<br />
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16. If you became a multi-millionaire overnight, what would you buy?<br />
world peace.....haha..um, an ipod, tons of happpy, awesome clothing, and a jaguar (the cat), for the hell of it<br />
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17. Tell me something about you that I don't know:<br />
He eats his nails!!!!...me too...i mean, who are you!? well, i have a bruise on my left bosom <br />
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18. If you could change one thing about the world, regardless of guilt or politics, what would you do?<br />
id make a cow president....shut up, its not REALLY politics....its Bovine Affairs<br />
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19. Do you like to dance?<br />
fuck yes....fuck......yes<br />
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20. George Bush:<br />
MONKEY BUTT!<br />
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21. Imagine your first child is a girl, what do you call her?:<br />
Zechinna<br />
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22. Imagine your first child is a boy, what do you call him?:<br />
Dirk<br />
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23. Would you ever consider living abroad?<br />
japan, england, ireland, germany, yes<br />
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24. What do you want to say to God you when you reach the pearly gates?<br />
why the fuck did i go through all that just to get here? i dont even LIKE pearls<br />
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25. 4 people who must also do this in THEIR journal:<br />
Spinmenson<br />
poo<br />
pappylilac<br />
poo<br />
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my memory fails me......:wOOt: ]]></description>
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                <title>Moving On...</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 15 Jan 2006 16:21:29 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ as i am quite partial to quotes, and ones that pertain to my life, heres my newest find. <br />
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"The love of children is a fleeting thing. Sorrowful experience has taught me that the affection of most "children" is in exact proportion to the amount of pleasure they recieve or expect, from anybody: It is in fact identical with self-interest"<br />
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that is my most recent application of a quote to my life. alas, it is time to part ways. leave behind my old memories, box them up and go away to find other things, other obsessions, other habits, other loves. <br />
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and soon go we to italia! ]]></description>
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                <title>Reinforcement</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 13 Jan 2006 19:43:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Recalling our many drama meetings at the end of a long day...id like to reinforce Dependance, Trust and Love. <br />
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:bows:<br />
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"this is Moi, reporting live from my computer board" ]]></description>
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                <title>Aiden mon amor</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 11 Jan 2006 18:42:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ araight so pretty much i love thsi picture in great ways...it is a creation of my beloved megadeath, who has put out her kindness and given it to me...which makes me happy beyond anything...sooooo yall shoudl take a look at it, just because...im taking it upon myself to promote its sexy evil ass.<br />
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<a href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/27568044/">[link]</a><br />
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*cheers* ]]></description>
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                <title>What I Think of You</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 08 Jan 2006 06:25:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so this babey is being passed around, to me by *FuneralofJoy* :cheers: and i figure i can submit to these things once in a while, i cant help myself, sooooooo     <br />
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Post a Comment in this Journal (anything you want) and I will reply to it with...<br />
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1. I'll respond with something random about you.<br />
2. I'll tell you what song/movie reminds me of you.<br />
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle with you in.<br />
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.<br />
5. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.<br />
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.<br />
7. I'll ask you something that i've always wondered about you.<br />
8. If i do this for you, you must post this on your journal. ]]></description>
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                <title>Barry Pepper</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 01 Jan 2006 17:27:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ perhaps i have found a male actor hotness whatev....ive never submitted to that whoel thing, though angenlina jolie might go under teh celebrity crush title...nonetheless, i saw 'knockaround guys' at which my dad said "another oen of those? you seem to be into teh mafia these days" well yes dad, theres one way to put it. anyhow....Barry Pepper....the new Johnny Depp... ]]></description>
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                <title>Man, a mere Insanity Complex, of which I am a part</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 30 Dec 2005 18:51:45 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Time, the fifth dimension...an addition to the four dimensions that preceed it. traveling in time, thats what we are doing, and we are so small, to think that we coudl possibly have the power to go back, to go forward, to take it all upon ourselves, to fix things, to change things, to preserve and to destroy, yet we are mere beings, just liek all teh rest. and we have no fucking right. no declared superiority, we are merely just another race, another species, and some day we'll die, but it will have all been worth it, to appease our starved minds, our need for importance, the constant striving to make it all worthwhile, our ego's and our emotions, the things that we were gifted with, through mere evolution. man....o great wonder we are. ]]></description>
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                <title>hate people......</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 26 Dec 2005 20:56:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ bad mood bad mood....YAY..you knwo what is outrageously obnoxious? when people tell you that youve done something, that you havent, told you that you told them you did it, and you f*in didnt. bad scene really. doesnt make for a chipper person. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> and they have ultimate nerve to laugh it off while your steaming out your ears, like their just trying to get your goat. makes me want to stab sumthin. on that cheery note...peace folks... ]]></description>
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                <title>concepts on the brain</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 23 Dec 2005 19:00:18 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ spent the day writing and painting....bored outta my goard, peopleless and stuffless. *tear* ah well, i am working on a new writing piece. kinda wacky. see, a few nights ago, i stayed up into the wee hours of night, first watching 'a beautiful mind' immediately followed by 'butterfly effect'. that said, i was busted out of my head, in a ver strange state of mind, walking around the house in a kind of a trancey state, all of a sudden i had this thought :: what if i am not real,and am making myself up? what if...i am a mere figment of my own imagination :: of course, after two seconds thought and saying it outloud, i encountered a big mental slap in the face somewhere along the lines of :wow, that was incredibly dumb and quite impossible: but anywho, ive decided to write a story about the life of a college druggy from the perspective of his friend, who, it will turn out, is not his friend, but his alter ego or whathaveyou. it sounds blunt and dull, but is going along quite well. so cheers to that, and cheers to people who lul me to sleep with sweet parting words. <br />
walk with peace<br />
yeah, thats the one. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>yo yo yo</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 22 Dec 2005 08:50:40 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ jeeeeeeeezus. i woke up this morning to all too warm an atmosphere, and have been feeling rather lightheaded since. of course, my immediate thoughts of curing for that was to take a shower then run aroond neked in the snow. but dammit all, the snow isnt pretty and puffy as i wish it to be. damn hard ice shit. haha, o well. so im excited cuz i got soem great cds from a friend, including oakenfolds 'ibiza' which is the shit. its like night long sex drugs and techno in two plastic discs. well cheers mates, happy hollydays. ]]></description>
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                <title>in a rather small handbasket</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 13 Dec 2005 17:34:56 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i am far to tired these days, ive been programming myself to the 'be sleepy all day and not be able to sleep at night' thing. not really good seeing as i need to keep awake during school. i really wish i had a punching bag right now. or arching equipment. o despair has taken over me again. i must merely live through this last week of school, and then onward hoes through the next half of hell. WHOO! hope yall are having as much fun with life as i am ]]></description>
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                <title>tired</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 11 Dec 2005 16:44:52 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so model un went quite well....loony teens running around and deciding the fate of the world....we went to see teh blue man group which was fucking awesome, i walked out with two blue kisses on my hands from two of the members and a thumbprint from the fourth. that show was most fucking amazing and i suggest yall go see it. *snap* just like that. anywho, now im mad tired, what with the caffeine and the hotel rooms and o so much to do and explore, i didnt get much sleep. lets not mention the hours on end in the meetings. BLAH! ah well, im home now, one more week of school then holiday. its 8 o clock and im off to bed man, damn....i cant belive im giving into the force. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Model UN</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 08 Dec 2005 05:11:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ off to Harvard Model UN for a few days...hope it blows over well and i dont get TOO incredibly sick of freakin dressy professional looking clothes. cheers mates! ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Finally</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 01 Dec 2005 18:19:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Im feelin good...thats the least i can say. I think ive finally slipped back into my groove, my clothing randomness is back again, and im pouring out magnificent artwork. Absorbed in happiness I am. Few things are still missing, but life is as such, there is always something missing. I think Ive found a new philosophy for myself. My prior thoughts on life pretty much consisted of: <br />
"Why the hell do/should we work for anything in this life, love people, try to obtain things, when we are only to die and lose it all? Why not die now, get it over with; there is too much to gain which will inevitably be lost" <br />
Now I say:<br />
"Live life to its fullest, just like they say, regaurdless of the ripple you may or may not leave behind, f*ing live it up, do everything you dream of doing, see the sights, meet the people, get so full of it all that by the time its your turn to check out, youre f*ing sick of it all, your bursting at the seams, the good times have been had, the candy no longer tastes as sweet...and your ready to go." ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>mini rant</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 28 Nov 2005 15:57:12 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i hate little siblings sometimes. lets put it this way, i come home after school, walk in my room, glance at my desk where i had an incredible drawing of an eye i had sketched last night, and instead saw the sketch pad upsidedown...upon turning it over, i saw that someone of the obnoxious child variety had taken a permanent marker and outlined it, etc etc. ARGH!. anyhow, i just had to get that out. of course im not gonna go on a killing spree, im getting good at keepin it in, but i HATE when people when people f*ck with my art. any sort. nuff said. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Giving of Thanks et all</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 26 Nov 2005 21:26:19 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so thursday was thanksigiving, pumkin pie and various yummy etceteras. friday i was fortunate enough to head out a la the movies to see 'Rent' with a bunch of friends, which was spectacular. we ended up all taking a swing at the low key candle coverd streets of Shelburne falls, which was, aside from freezing, great fun. On the way home, jack looked out the window at the stars, and we decided to pull over and take a good look at the beauty of it all...and surprise surprise....SHOOTING STAR! it was fucking amazing, its trip across the atmosphere took up half the sky. lord knows i bust a huge wish on that one, lets only hope that the whole 'wish upon a star' thing actually comes around. the granting of the wish that is. ive more or less spent this saturday taking on the nature of a hotdog eating, quilt covered Buffy addict. quite fun. i hope all you are doing well, having a great thanksgiving, weekend, life etc. ]]></description>
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                <title>Lava Lamp</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 22 Nov 2005 19:14:08 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Hypnotized by the rain splattering against my windows, i spent an hour of my today sprawled across my bed, face to glass with my lava lamp. just watching graceful orgies of wax bubbles, slipping alongside eachother, merging and splitting, they almost seemed alive....perhaps i am far too amused by the simple pleasures and beautiful light sources. nonetheless, i thought you all should be informed of my escapade in spaced out mode. i also have started up on creating a pair of boots, well, truth be told, i took apart a pair of combat boot sthat didnt fit so that i could analyze the situating of 'the shoe' i ripped it apart, straight down to bare rubber soles. now im redoing them with leather and shoe goo which i got off of dad. im just waiting for a nice day so i can be engrossed with the assembly without diing of shoe goo fume overdose. anywho, i hope you all are well, and if not, be well. that is a polite order. *curtsies* OH! on the note of curtsying, i have one more random thing to say....yesterday i had this incredible urge to be wearing a marla singer-esque crinalin ballgown with hightop allstars....random, i know, but anyway, i guess ill have to get the both of them, and my spirit will be at rest. fare well mes amies....or however you say that in italian...to please the anti-french italian folk <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Classic Update</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 19 Nov 2005 20:46:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so today i pulled out the sketch book and a charcoal pencil and made some sketches...i hope the goddam colleges will be happy <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /> ill have to post them, theyre not half bad...one page full of various hand poses, and one a rough self portrait. im pretty proud of them, considering the obvious 'when using charcoal, you cant erase, and must merely go with the flow of teh lines you make, right or wrong' so yah. we academy students have this next week off which I deem awesome. i plan on taking some of my most recent clothing related designs and putting them to fabric. speaking of clothing related...lederhosen...RJ and i were talking about them the other day, and ive decided to make a pair. theyll be godawful fun. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> well folks, be well, i love you and have a great etc. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>LOVE!</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Nov 2005 14:11:33 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ YAY! love is good...im feeling random, happy, shoeless, and appreciative of my friends and those close to me.....<br />
<br />
non sequitur:<br />
<br />
ANGELINA JOLIE IS SEXXXXXXXY! <br />
<br />
just thought id put that out on the table <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";P" title="Wink/Razz" /> ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Quotes from Boogle</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 17 Nov 2005 13:03:48 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ The night has a thousand eyes, And the day but one; Yet the light of the bright world dies, With the dying sun. The mind has a thousand eyes, And the heart but one; Yet the light of a whole life dies, When love is done.<br />
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Security is mostly a superstition. It does not exist in nature.... Life is either a daring adventure or nothing.<br />
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The enemy is anybody who's going to get you killed, no matter which side he's on.<br />
<br />
<br />
It's easy to stop making mistakes. Just stop having ideas.<br />
<br />
<br />
so we all knwo im a sucker for quotes, and theres some you can think on or not...its all up to you folks, everythang......i love you all. love is what i live for i realized the other day....if i had a religion, it woudl be love. i would be a missionary for love...i will practice for that by saying this....if you really care about someone, tell them you love them...yah know? cuz i mean theres the "its good to do that" and the "you never know when it will be too late" and the "its good to do that" so yeah...just in general. im not asking for your 'i love you' s...really really, i am merely saying. perhaps some of you will understand ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>?</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 16 Nov 2005 08:43:23 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ CAN YOU SAY COWBELL!??!?!??<br />
 woot...embrace your inner core lesbian love for flowers, happy thoughts and images...<br />
<br />
frogs will take over in five....four....three....two......<br />
YOULL NEVER EVER DIE......! ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Furs and Fuzzy</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 14 Nov 2005 17:13:16 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i finally bought fur today, stopped in the sheepskin place on route 2 and got some worthy, pretty black furs. perhaps i will commence to make a 'Thompson Fuzzy' and proceed to exhibit the true beauty that is an undergarment made of fur. what a concept! ah well, one will do so much for humour. i also want to make a fur-esque coat much like the one our dearest beautiful A.J. wears in Tomb Raider 2...ive always wanted to create a gaudy inpractical coat which i could flounce royally about in, wherever i pleased. on that note and pleasant image...adieu. have a good day, night, life, death (i must include it on prinicple) or whatever may stand in your immediate future. kisses to all my lovelys!! ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Photography</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 13 Nov 2005 19:20:51 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ i have officially completed my first role of film. i am anxious to see how good or horrible it turns out. perhaps ill post any that are possibly worthy of my viewers high class eyes. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> love you all...peace ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Trial</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 12 Nov 2005 18:59:31 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well folks...wish me luck. my ex mothers trial is on monday, i will be testifying, and hopefully not diing under her glare. looks can kill man, i know too well. as cruel as it is, i hope she rots in jail, though im sure at least some of you may agree, that sometimes merely jail is not enough to drill into someones head the pain and shit they have put people through..as consolation to myself, i must loosely quote someone in saying "well, she'll probly end up being someones bitch" to that i toast...let her see what its like from the other end of teh gun. anyhow..i look forward to all this being put in hindsight, one less thing to worry about really. aaa, worry, that which consumes my life as it stands, currently. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>I Could Not Agree More</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Nov 2005 20:06:49 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "I shared a dark suspicion that the life we were leading was a lost cause, we were all actors, kidding ourselves along on a senseless odyssey. It was the tension between these two poles -- a restless idealism on one hand and a sense of impending doom on the other - that kept me going." <br />
                                                                           -Kemp<br />
                                                                      'The Rum Diary' ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Shotgun</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 09 Nov 2005 19:08:07 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so katia, maddy, risa jack and i had a whopping good time this past few hours of the night. we hitched off to WRSI to record the jingle that we were to sing for a friends' dads spa company. it was intense amounts of fun, and we didnt sound all that bad..so at some soon point in time, our fantastical voices will be heard on the radio WHOO! this session happened to include meeting a cool recorder guy and seeing pictures of his incredibly cute little son Atticus...we hit Paradiso for dinner, bringing in our intense laughter, giddy spirits and perverted stories, which was just plain awesome...and to top off that sundae was the payment in free time in le hottubs....*does a happy dance* so all in all it was a happyness boosting night. and as for the shotgun? *laughs at katies face of recognition* aw yes, gotta love the random facts that spew from guys mouths. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/w/winkrazz.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=";p" title="Wink/Razz" /> ]]></description>
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                <title>To Thee, My Audience</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 08 Nov 2005 17:54:37 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so ive finally obtained 'Fear and Loathing In Las Vegas' the book that is...with thee most charming picture of Mr. Thompson on the cover *swoons* with it came 'The Broom Of The System' by David Foster Wallace, a similarly themed book, which is quite good, and i suggest reading it. so anyhow....these two books have made my day...on the note of the books themes and life and the like, here is a quote i came across<br />
<br />
"You are not a human being having a spiritual experience, rather you are a spiritual being having a human experience."<br />
<br />
*bows* i bid thee all a fine farewell. may your upcoming hours be joyous, and full of happiness, of human experiences, or not, however you find your happiness most desirably attained. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Boston</title>
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                <pubDate>Sun, 06 Nov 2005 16:03:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i spent today in boston at 'portfolio day' at massart. pretty cool. they basically told me the requirements for an art portfolio for aplying to colleges and the like. so ill be spending the next few whiles sketching "real" stuff that surrounds me...no more surrealamabobs or character art..<img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/f/frown.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":(" title=":( (Sad)" /> ah well. im workin on the whole liking boston thing, its just so not ney york city if you know what i mean. nonsequitur, while i was in line for some college or other, i saw this guy...and well, you know how sometimes you think you see someone you know, someone you fancy or something like that? well yeah. i thought he was someone i know, and man...i forgot how high my heart and gut can jump at the same time. twasnt him though. ah well. these things sometimes dont happen. <br />
cheerio folks! ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>For the Wise</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Nov 2005 23:52:41 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ perhaps a word or two regarding nothing of importance....i'm fucked. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>two in a row</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Nov 2005 09:08:46 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ sooooo im going to a Spoon concerto tonight a la pearl street. should be fun....have a great weekend all yalls ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>yay</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 04 Nov 2005 08:57:10 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ well i have officially exceeded 666 page views, i was hoping to catch it when it said that, but now its 669.....happy days ]]></description>
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                <title>I love the word 'cute' *gags*</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Nov 2005 16:51:26 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ once upon a time there was a little pink cutesy capable of love, and she fell in love with this big blue cutesy also capable of love. and etc. came to etc. and now the little cutesy fuzzys dont talk anymore. one little fuzzy can merely say to the other, i love you? and get a cutesy fuzzy response of something or other. <br />
and the little fuzzys indulge in other cutesies.....but this cutesy isnt blue, nor is it fuzzy, nor is it capable of the same love. and hence the moral of this pathetic cutesy story capable of love....<br />
<br />
ambiguous set aside, try to remember. in heart and in mind ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Just Do It</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 03 Nov 2005 09:13:53 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I dare you,<br />
to be real.<br />
To touch<br />
a flickering flame.<br />
The pangs <br />
of dark delight<br />
don't cower<br />
in night-fright.<br />
<br />
                      -Bauhaus<br />
                    "Double Dare" ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>true</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 02 Nov 2005 08:54:14 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ Every time you take a liking to someone, there is a potential for you to come to love them.<br />
<br />
Every time you meet someone you run the risk of losing them.<br />
<br />
Love as you see fit. Hold on for your life, lest you lose them, and your love is no more. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Trip</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 01 Nov 2005 11:58:28 PST</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ araigh...so im back from my trip to d.c. and it was lovely. i went on my first plane ride on saturday morning, twas quite lovely, sailing above the clouds and all. almost unreal...i could say more, about the trip itself, but ill leave you with that image...sailing above the clouds...ascending heaven in one hulk of a manmade bird ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Le "20 tag" plus one</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 28 Oct 2005 15:25:37 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ so i was tagged...and i was bored, so i submitted to the authority that is meredith, and wrote up some lil facts and the like....<br />
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<br />
1-In my time of living, i have gone through two first names, two middle names and four last names....yeah, the name has changed a lot, due to etc. and etc.<br />
<br />
2-I have been known to indulge in self destructive acts, however i have not been known to suck someones blood....(keywords 'been known' )<br />
<br />
3- My favorite color is black, YES its a color folks...<br />
<br />
4- They say that silence is golden, but im really more of a silver person, i only accept gold on rare and more meaningful occasions<br />
  <br />
5- I often wonder what it feels liek to be dead, but the right oppurtunity to find out has never arisen <br />
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6- Snakes arent scary.....*kisses Apsu on his incredibly cute head*<br />
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7- I am in love with an alternate being, as well as one of my dearest friends' characters *picture Aiden NAKED*<br />
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8- I can say things better on paper, whether in words, or in pictures, though i can talk up a rather violent storm and leave all those around me scratching their heads in the process<br />
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9- I made a vow to myself long ago to never turn into a  prissy, blonde, teenybopping, go with the trends, giggle with my posse, average jock loving highschool girl<br />
<br />
10- hence my: i dont really give a f* attitude, dirty blonde previously pink soon to be darker hair, random, make my own fashions, burst out in hysterics at my crazy friends, not average, 'out of this world God like being' loving, highschool girl...whoo <br />
<br />
11- I fall asleep every night to my Tiesto Album 'Nyana'<br />
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12- I have broken two bones, my arm, after getting run over by a boy 5 years and 90 pounds bigger than me...and my nose, after going of a jump in stowe and deciding that my face should be teh first thing to hit the ground. <br />
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13- Someday I am going to go on a cross country road trip in an pastel half dead vw van.<br />
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14- I am a sucker for the sexy BAMF's *bad ass mother fuckers* (curtesy of dane cook)<br />
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15- I prize myself on my bodies flexibility, my mind just isnt as leniant<br />
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16- I am currently sick with some strange cold that first makes my head groggy and my body achey and sore the first day, and then (going on for three days now) makes me feel like i am numb/high/giddy in the oddest way ever *looks around for the person who spiked my tea and laced my butter*<br />
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17- thats how old i look forward to being...though i still agree with david bowie...<br />
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18- David Bowie once said It means it doesnt matter about the age-its about intention, integrity and the power to move people<br />
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19- I am a lover of rings..currently i wear three, my snake, my mock pretty that i constructed myself, and my prize celtic knotted spinner...around my neck <br />
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20- I love the concept of love, i am puzzled by the concept of life, and i am still contemplating that of death.<br />
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21- I hate to lose....especially people i love. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Indigo Shift</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 26 Oct 2005 17:20:03 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "In our time, we ahvea  red shift, as teh stars and teh galaxies head away from us, in a universe that's expanding. Now teh universe is endingm and youre seeing the blue shift, as everything returns to teh center" -Neil Gaiman<br />
<br />
something i found and thought interesting...these are the signs of the 'indigo children'. <br />
<br />
1.) They come into the world with a feeling of royalty.<br />
2.) They have a feeling of deserving to be here.<br />
3.) Self-worth is not a big issue. They often tell their parents who they are.<br />
4.) They have difficulty with authority by ritual or without explanation.<br />
5.) They simply will not do certain things.<br />
6.) They get frustrated with systems that don't require creative thought.<br />
7.) They often see better ways of doing things (at home and at school).<br />
8.) School is often difficult for them and they can seem antisocial, turning inward, unless others of like consciousness are around.<br />
9.) They will not respond to guilt-based discipline.<br />
10.) They are not shy about letting you know what they need. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Thinking Again</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 25 Oct 2005 17:08:24 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ It is said:<br />
"Your body is a temple", implying that one should treat it as such.<br />
<br />
To that i say:<br />
"Well if my body is a temple, it is one of sacrifice, and I will pleasure myself as I would a God, and sacrifice as i see fit, right here, in this temple." ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Amor</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 24 Oct 2005 11:04:56 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ il·lu·sion<br />
Pronunciation: il-'ü-zh&n<br />
Function: noun<br />
1: a perception of something objectively existing in such a way as to cause misinterpretation of its actual nature<br />
<br />
Taking that definition into account....is it therefor safe to say that love can merely be an illusion?<br />
<br />
I am not saying that were that the case, that it means nothing, for obviously, it does, we all feel it, or think we feel it, in one way or another, i just thought i'd bring up this point. just one of my many little random thoughts that i dont necessarily agree with, but come up with anyway. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Seven</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 22 Oct 2005 10:37:41 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ So last night I finally got around to seeing this movie...for those of you who havent, do. For those who have, you'll know what i'm saying here...I cannot help but seriously think on what this murderer character (John Doe) is saying. While I am not a killer, nor a God fearing/loving soul, as he is, I cannot help but see some sense in it all. Like I said, my overall nature is not the same, I do not claim to be innocent or comply with all the rules. Frankly I, just as so may of us do, fit under his generalization. Nevertheless, here are some quotes to think on:<br />
<br />
"We see a deadly sin on every street corner, in every home, but we tolerate it because it's common , it's trivial. We tolerate it morning, noon, and night."<br />
<br />
"Apathy is a solution. I mean, it's easier to lose yourself in drugs than to cope with life. It's easier to steal what you want than to earn it. It's easier to beat a child than it is to raise it. Hell, love cost, takes effort work. Detective Mills: Yeah, but we aren't talking about people who are menatally ill. We are talking about people who are fucking crazy. John Doe: No, no we're not. We're talking about every day life here. You can't afford to be naive."<br />
<br />
"What sick, ridiculous puppets we are, and what a gross little stage we dance on, what fun we have, dancing and fucking, not a care in the world. Not knowing that we are nothing, we are not what was intended." ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Everyone, Anyone</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Oct 2005 18:40:14 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ "We're designed to be hunters and we're in a society of shopping.  There's nothing to kill anymore, there's nothing to fight, nothing to overcome, nothing to explore.  In that societal emasculation this everyman is created."  ~David Fincher, director of Fight Club ]]></description>
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                <title>Hypocritical</title>
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                <pubDate>Tue, 18 Oct 2005 10:08:45 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ She smiles<br />
and laughs.<br />
<br />
Then sober faced, the tears pour. <br />
And they don't know any reason<br />
<br />
What of love?<br />
nevermind love.<br />
What of death? ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Inkblot</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 13 Oct 2005 13:56:55 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ its the inkblot trade now...inkblot lingo...."hey, we got 5 kilo's of magazines in the back" -F.A.R. out ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Mountain de Holy joke</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 07 Oct 2005 12:10:01 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ araaaight, so we had "mountain day" yesterday, being what, thursday? yah. mount holyoke is among teh shorter of mountains though it has some pretty impressive views and drop-offs going on along the trail. some of us were fortunate enough to see the coolest fungi shiat EVER. its this bright neon orange mushroom that is edible, according to Mr. Schmit, so obviously i tried it. pretty cool. anyhow, the day was good, earlyer on it was very gloomy and hazey at teh top of teh mountain. Meredith and I commenced to title it "heaven" and were later fortunate enough to meet 'God', some guy who was painting the outside walls of teh big white building. Needless to say, he had a goatee and looked more like the devil, but pish, thats how i do. <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/s/smile.gif" width="15" height="15" alt=":)" title=":) (Smile)" /><br />
when the skies cleared the clouds could be seen chasing eachother across the blue, which was gorgeous. <br />
<br />
WE INTERUPT THIS MESSAGE WITH BREAKING NEWS!!!!<br />
<br />
bri just obtained a camera......bring it on world, time to capture...<br />
<br />
*screen goes black, and i'm gone* ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Effete</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 03 Oct 2005 09:03:15 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ my new favorite word....effete........that is all i have to say. WOOO! ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>Led Zeppelin</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 16 Sep 2005 18:32:26 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ araight, so recently, well like, a few minutes ago, i watched the "Led Zeppelin DVD" for those of you who are fellow fans, peace. for those of you who arent, or dont know them well....man im sorry. before today (god i speak of it like its a miracle event, but hey it kinda is) i had only seen pictures, heard the music in its tamed and recorded form, on cd's and vinyl. watching this dvd, i am left with a big fat "WOW" flashing in front of my eyes. i mean, these guys are fucking genious. each of the four. Robert Plant, Jimmy Page, John Bonham (rip) and John Paul Jones, who i think deserves more recognition than he gets. hes got these dug out base lines, and come on, the guy plays mandolin and the fucking organ like its a playstructure. *claps for Paul Jones* theres Bonham, who is just crazy, hes liek an animal playing the drums, his whole body is slamming them. the man is the most impressive sort of insanity placed behnd a drumkit and let loose. as for Page, my all time idol, hes just crazy amazing. i always vaguely wondered how he got all the amazing effects out of his guitar, and go figure, hes whipping it up with a violin bow. never before have i seen someones fingers move that fast, with that much ease, and skill. inspiration is my tag on him. and last, but not atall least, Robert Plant. god what crazy hair, i swear it has a life of its own. and his voice.....aaaaah his voice. how amazing. i do believe it was my first 'addiction'. a couple years back when i first started listening to them, there was not a day taht went by for three months that i did not listen to their music. it was like i had found jesus or something, but far better and completely different. i continue to be amazed by their talent, not only in the way they perform, but the sheer knowelege that they actually wrote all that stuff. feckin crazy. and now they are growing old.....and teh music is still here. these guys are genious as i know it best, they are sex machines in music form, how many more times will we get a band as great as they? bah, we wont. secretly, us fans want to be them....duh, who doesnt want to be able to scream like robert plant? musics orgasm. all there is to it. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>fork in the road</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 10 Sep 2005 17:50:28 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ here lies my destiny....one of these two roads, which to take, i dont know. trying to find the drive, the confidence....its all i can do, the best i can do, but ive yet to do it, whatever it may be ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>shitbitch</title>
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                <pubDate>Mon, 22 Aug 2005 19:29:31 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ mmm, right about now, with all due respect to the happyish things that are going on, i kinda want to scream my head off. alright, thats a little dramatic, but i'd love to do something drastic. i am quite "teed off" at this point in time, yearning for someone that i cant have. ive yet to find an alternate reality where all will be well, where there are no goodbyes. im trying my darndest to play along with the rules right now, and stay behind the lines that have been drawn, but its all i can do not to burst out of my confinements with a big FI. but these things sometimes dont happen. to top it all off, school starts soon, mixed feelings on that one. on comes homework, agravating papers, driving soccer practice, early mornings, and all sorts of people. woot, see me jump with joy. yah, aboot that.....well, to end on a slightly happier note, let me just say something to randomized male/god/phantom love/sexiest thing ive ever laid eyes on,  whoever you may be, wherever you are, i love you. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>my fallacy</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2005 19:35:43 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ A lovers pain,<br />
felt by no other person.<br />
seen only in the dents in the walls,<br />
in the traces of tears on the pillows.<br />
<br />
Smiling face deceives all<br />
Fasads provoking ignorance<br />
Fallacies for the oblivious.<br />
Light disappears the shadows of fear and doubt<br />
Illuminates rosy cheeks<br />
only so because of the sadness that coursed down them<br />
only hours before.<br />
<br />
At peoples questions, lies must become the truth<br />
the truth at heart must remain false<br />
to all those that care to know.<br />
<br />
Days grow longer,<br />
the woods more trodden.<br />
The dark hides the downcast eyes,<br />
Shadows, the curled shaking figure in the grass.<br />
No relief comes,<br />
The words of forever are the only reigns<br />
that pull tomorrow into today<br />
Yesterdays fall behind,<br />
yet the memories are stored,<br />
known by noone,<br />
seen by none.<br />
<br />
Thoughts become temporary reality.<br />
Reality transforms into the unwanted<br />
it is not this life, but that that is unreachable,<br />
that is craved<br />
<br />
Days between now and then,<br />
uncountable,<br />
unfortunate events transpire previous knowledge<br />
dependance deceives.<br />
<br />
Bold expressions,miles apart<br />
awaiting someday,<br />
a parallel forever.<br />
<br />
Seeing the truth;<br />
Thoughts overwhelm,<br />
stepping into the shadows,<br />
broken winged,<br />
falling for dreams and memories,<br />
Bright eyes dimmed,<br />
a shot rings out<br />
<br />
Farewell Love<br />
It hurts no more...<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>pain</title>
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                <pubDate>Wed, 10 Aug 2005 14:45:09 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ id like to send a shout out to love. but what is there to shout? through glazed eyes and choked sobs i cannot make my words clear. nonetheless, they are words that cannot be spoken, actions that cannot be performed, contacts that cannot exist.. i wonder why i fall i subject to the whims and wishes of those around me, those who, in love for me, deprive me of the love that i need. such a complicated emotion that. love and loss run hand in hand, pain is ever present, i live the days as though they do not exist. all i can do is think about what i do not have, i was once told that too much thinking will get me in trouble. it isnt even a matter of trouble now, it is not thinking that has gotten us here, only love, and now that we are here...all the trouble ive gotten myself into is the crashing shores of pain. staying afloat is my only concern, rain falls, levels rise, but i will not drown. love prevails.<br /><br /> ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>random thoughts</title>
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                <pubDate>Sat, 06 Aug 2005 13:24:29 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ I know you believe that you understand what you think I said, but I am not sure you realize that what you heard is not what i meant to say<br />
<br />
Not all men are anoying, some arrre dead, never go to bed mad, stay up and fight, growing old is mandatory, growing up is optional.<br />
<br />
Did you hear about the dyslexic, aghostic insomniac who stays  up all night wondering if there really is a point to living.<br />
<br />
The object of war is not to die for your country, but to make teh other bastard die for his.<br />
<br />
The probability of someone watching you is proportional to the stupidity of your action.<br />
<br />
The drowning man is not troubled by rain...life is a succession of moments, beginnings and ends, ever nearing death. ]]></description>
                <author>~MayhemFemme</author>
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                <title>fact of life...</title>
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                <pubDate>Fri, 01 Jul 2005 21:34:39 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ GUESS WHAT!??!? ...........150 years from today, everyone who currently occupies this planet will be dead...all gone...iteresting thought hmm? ::turns with a flip of the hair and skips off into the sunset mrt mrt mrt....:: ]]></description>
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                <title>cant believe i did ANOTHER one o these question th</title>
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                <pubDate>Thu, 30 Jun 2005 09:22:12 PDT</pubDate>
                
                <description><![CDATA[ ~~~Have you ever...<br />
<br />
[+] kissed a member of the opposite sex? da<br />
<br />
[+ ] ridden in a taxi? mhmm<br />
<br />
[+] been dumped? sad fact of life...<br />
<br />
[-] shoplifted? nah......ok, yes, when i was little....i REALLY wanted the kitty<br />
<br />
[-] been in a fist fight? nope<br />
<br />
[+++] regretted something? of course...many things<br />
<br />
[+] secretly hated someone?.....i think they knew<br />
<br />
[...+ ] had sex? HAHAHA! ahem.....i cant remember<br />
<br />
[-] snuck out of your parents' house? yeap...just to go for a walk *smiles innocently*<br />
<br />
[-] snuck out of your parents' house to have sex? ...hehe, vaguely...<br />
<br />
[-] been arrested? nope<br />
<br />
[+++] cried over a guy? yeap, a few<br />
<br />
[ew -] made out with a stranger? mmm, nope<br />
<br />
[-] stolen something from your friend? no, wull once, but they werent my friend<br />
<br />
[+] lied to friends? (only if it is to save them pain) yes<br />
<br />
[+] had a crush on a member of the opposite sex? a DUH!<br />
<br />
[-] thrown up from drinking? nope...didnt get to that point<br />
<br />
[-] lost your sibling? many<br />
<br />
[+] been hurt? (uh.. I fell and scraped my knee a lot when I was little...) um, yes....duh.<br />
<br />
[+] played Clue? (we found the weapon! ..but what room?) AH! shoot me, ive never ever played<br />
<br />
[-] had a sleepover party? mhmm, only two....<br />
<br />
[-] had a car? (I use the busted van <img src="http://e.deviantart.com/emoticons/h/heart.gif" width="15" height="13" alt=":heart:" title="Heart" />) mmm, my favourite matchbox car counts....?<br />
<br />
[+++] driven? mhmmm!<br />
<br />
[-] been tanning? (but I got a nasty sunburn that infects basically my entire torso when we went to the scottish highland games yesterdaaaay) no, i dont been tanning i just go about my summer activitieness and get tan in the meantime<br />
<br />
[-] dated someone of the same sex? nope<br />
<br />
~~~Do you...<br />
<br />
[...?] have a boyfriend? *slaps you*<br />
<br />
[-] have a girlfriend? many....<br />
<br />
[god dammit +] have a crush? mmmm, NOT THAT WORD AGAIN!!!!!!!!! noooooooooooooooooooooooo<br />
<br />
[+]feel loved? mmmm yes<br />
<br />
[+] feel lonely? always<br />
<br />
[+] feel happy? ....sometimes<br />
<br />
[-] think you're attractive? meh.....ok fine,....yes, NO yes yes i think so...<br />
<br />
[+] have a dog? nope<br />
<br />
[+] have your own room? yep<br />
<br />
[+] have more than one best friend? i think so<br />
<br />
[-] get good grades?....bleh..most of teh time<br />
<br />
[+] play an instrument? and what do you mean by instrument....<br />
<br />
[-] have slippers? YAY! how coudl one live without them<br />
<br />
[-] wear boxers? (cause dem black undies kick yo ass any daaay! ,\,,/ )<br />
HAHA march of teh green silk boxers<br />
[-] wear black eyeliner? (iss make up! fuck it burrnss!!) always, cept for when im goin vampire stoned style<br />
<br />
[+] like the color blue? ...mmhmm<br />
<br />
[...?] like the color yellow? YES!!!! *bows to teh yellow master*<br />
<br />
[+] like to read? yep<br />
<br />
[-] like to write? yep<br />
<br />
[-] have long hair? ...medium, iss gettin long agin...no worries<br />
<br />
[+] have short hair? on legs...BLEK! yes...rigth now<br />
<br />
[-] have medium length hair? yep i guess so<br />
<br />
[-] have a cell phone? (I don need one really... I probably will when I drive aboot on meh own and get in trouble... buuut...) nope...but when i doo....<br />
<br />
~~~What is your...<br />
<br />
* name - Brianna Saphire Leue<br />
* name backwards  Euel Erihpas Annairb<br />
* age  16<br />
* gender - the only kind that can get pregnant *bursts out laughing*<br />
* B-day  may 9<br />
* school - Charlemont Academy<br />
* grade  rising junior<br />
* boyfriend or girlfriend's name  .....<br />
* AIM - PseudoNoxSquad......must get new one...<br />
* xanga - duh, always<br />
* yahoo  google!<br />
* MySpace - nope<br />
* MSN - nope<br />
<br />
~~What is...<br />
<br />
* the date - June somethingth<br />
* the time  11:57<br />
* is wrong -  hmmmm, cre to read a story.?<br />
<br />
~~~What is your favorite...<br />
<br />
* color - black is king...yellow, aquamarine...pink...red...<br />
* food  hotdifggety ogs.... and pizza<br />
* day - i donno, but when it comes, ill let you know<br />
* holiday - it hasnt been announced yet...<br />
* number - 69...why not<br />
* name  alex wrigone......*smiles affectionately*<br />
* song  babe im gonna leave you....and sooo many others<br />
* female singer  gwen stefani<br />
* male singer  robert plant....manson....wheeeeeeeee<br />
* band  zeppelin....and my future band<br />
* tv show  dont jive me<br />
<br />
~~~How many...<br />
<br />
* siblings do you have?  shush...<br />
* piercing do you have?  4 in one ear, two in other<br />
* classes do you have? - no schedule..no classes<br />
* friends... ]]></description>
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