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Here is the new one

Yes, no icon yet. But please rewatch me there if you will. Also, some pictures have been moved to there while being deleted here. I will send separate notifications to people who aren't my watchers/don't watch me actively, but the rest will just have to go check.

It's not much, only 8 pictures and a few scraps, so please drop in to refav or something.




http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/26665792/ Tue, 18 Aug 2009 07:14:51 PDT Here you can stop reading if you want. Not time for a small rant, thank you for attention.

I kind of broke up with YGO fandom, I bet it's visible. I still love YGO and GX, and I still doodle from time to time. But the series just... I noticed I thrived mainly off the fandom for it. And the fandom is currently sqealing over 5Ds mostly, and it's just... it lost the feel. My tastes also changed. Even the diversity in YGO series doesn't quite fill the need now.
Main fandoms as of current? DGM and Touhou, really. Oh and Pokemon, can't forget about that, though in a bit less of a degree than the other two (gotta work on my fic)
DGM hurt me a lot now though. I wish it was different... and all the people spazzing over hwo awesome the new chapter is... no offense. But do you have EYES and BRAIN!? The art. The plot. The characters. WHAT THE FUCK IT ALL SUCKED BOTTOM ROCK LIKE IT WAS THE FINEST COCK. No, it was NOT good. Not even remotely so. Stop fucking spazzing over superficial things, over how Jasdevi are back and Tyki is alive and how we get shitloads of crappy fanservice. Look at the clothes before you look at the flesh underneath, and look at Jasdero and Devit before you just spaz that they're JUST there.
I'm too tired to even truly rant.
I don't even want to touch Tokusa's topic. I want to throw it out of my mind. I wish I can just pretend it's NOT there.

Oh, and I have a job interview in a moment. Like, 45 minutes. Wish me fucking luck with a downbeat mood I'm in now.

Please reply to my question regarding changing accounts, it's really important for me.
Thank you for the attention and see you after I'm back.

Also, those from THRP, and all other fellow roleplayers, I'm sorry for my absence. Dealing with shit both online and IRL plus internet issues (it keeps shitting more than usual, more and more often I can't even log out from an account o-o), I should be back to you today evening more fully, or so I hope.

Thank you for your patience with me.

~Mazeru/Olivia/Yuka/Meira/Roron/Tokusa/whatever else you want me to be.

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Small update because, well, why the fuck not.

My freedom time is over, parents came back at 4am July 19th, and now I'm back to the delightful nightmare of living with them again, ugh. It was cool, for the most part. But obviously, The Bitch wouldn't be The Bitch without bitching at every fucking thing. Oh well, gotta live on. Worst thing is, she wants to confiscate my pc just to play games. HELLO SHITWIT I HAVE TO WORK ON COMMISSIONS, BUGGER OFF, YOU HAVE THE LAPTOP. Orz. hopefully, it's just empty teasing =A=

Aside from that, they want me to clean up the entire bloody house. AGAIN. I've had enough, seriously, and I can't touch the pc until I'm done (I keep spending time here anyway, hehe )

Also, there is a chance for DGMRP to finally revive, which makes me really really happy. And maybe, just maybe, I'll have KaguYuka again, Sai mentioned talking to Rex... so who knows. ;u;

I've been spending too much time on Tegaki lately orz. And random Japanese sites. And rpying. And drawing crap. Half the time I can't even focus on the commissions (the first one is especially a bitch, ugh, just proves me yet again that I fail at chibis), since Crows keep distracting me. Especially Tokusa, damn that bastard and his smile to hell, I swear, he'll kill me D<
Oh, and speaking of Crow, I made a club. BECAUSE THIS LOVE NEEDS TO BE SPREAD.
It's still not finished, I gotta write more stuff for it and make an ID and all that crap... but yah. At least it's there, rest can just take its time.
I know a few people love those freaks as much as I do, and it makes me rage that I found a whole damn total of 2 pictures with any of them besides Link :/ This has to be changed. Seriously. Roron has more fanarts on DA than they do (even not counting mine), so it's really... D<

So yah, those damn Crow closet lovers out there, GET OUT OF YOUR CLOSET, JOIN, AND FRIGGIN' DRAW, YA HEAR ME!? D<

That is all, thank you for attention, Master Disciple <3

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Okay, so, like.... I got my final exam results. So those who don't give a shit about how I did and what I feel like about it and what my parents reacted to it like, should just delete the fucking journal right away as a proof of not giving a shit. Thank you.

So, for starters, a few words of explanation. In IB, subjects are graded 1-7, one being lowest mark possible, 7 being highest. Additional stuff are graded in the A-F scale, with A being the top grade. That out of the way, subjects are divided into High Levels (HL) and Standard Levels (SL). Grade that lets you pass for HL is 4, for SL - 3. But there are conditions like you can't have more than one such a grade and total of points you have has to be 24 or something. Clear so far? Good. Here are my results:

Polish HL - 6
English HL - 7
History HL - 4 (!)
Philosophy SL - 5
Mathematics SL - 3 (!)
Biology - N/A (you guys should know why from previous journals)

Extended Essay - B
Theory Of Knowledge - C

Needless to say.... I'm really disappointed in myself. I mean, the results are what I thought they would be, I knew I sucked the finals (spare for English and Polish - though I wish for 7 in Polish OTL) but I still had this tiiny tiny hope that they will be better. I mean, I actually thought I'd fail maths, like, getting 2 or something... but I hoped for 5 in history. And seriously, 5 in PHILOSOPHY!? I fairly thought I'd get a 7! :/ This said, since I have to retake biology anyway, I'm going to retake at last maths and history too. Because hell maths - okay, I'll live. BUT I LOVE HISTORY TOO MUCH TO HAVE A BARELY-PASSING GRADE D<

Seriously though, those results got me... way down. For a few days. And resulted in some vomiting out of stress of telling parents @u@b In the end, I just texted them to them, asking not to call me. And they didn't, luckily. But dad phoned me today, and not even to ask about the results, just about one movie, whether we have it on DVD or not. And like... after that went all "Well, and are you still alive?" and then it went towards the exams, but not exactly. What got to me the most, was that... that he told me that he and mom talked about it yesterday, and they actually concluded that they were kind of UNFAIR towards me. Seriously, folks, WHO ARE YOU AND WHAT DID YOU DO WITH MY PARENTS I was shocked. More so when he said that it's probably actually for the best, because this way, I learn more than I would through any of their lectures (!!!) and he gave me a few final advices regarding looking for a job. I should get my medical tests results today so I can finish making my CV and stuff @u@ As ridiculous as it might sound, I wanna go to work ;v; Like, at bakery or a restaurant or something ;v;

That's all for the rant for now. Oh, and if some of you people didn't know yet, I'm posting some of my art on the RP profiles (though only on Yuka Mima and Roron for now). Just so you know XD

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Before I go to the worse part of the journal, I wanna ask if anyone here requested a picture from me and didn't get it yet. I'm a bit on the lazy side to check all the old journals and msn logs, so if you could please remind me what it was... I'd be really grateful. I'll try to get to them as soon as possible.

Also, random, but I'm on rp spree. Meaning that aside from the three accounts I already have, and one I have to make for Blackfire today, I applied for Cell Roron in DGM, V.V. in CG,Zolf J Kimbley in FMA and will send application for SecondAlice!Miharu when Ran's done with her FirstAlice!Yoite for Crack RP XDD; Yes I'm fucked up like that. Now if only the rps would finally reply to me...

<sub>Now the worse part of the journal.

I bet you're already tired of my neverending rambling. So I absolutely won't mind if you just go ahead and delete this shit and ignore the entire deal.

In big short, I'm royally screwed. In smaller short, we have money problems now. I had to get things sorted out with documents in my school, and I come to get all the signatures that I have everything clear (like you know, that I don't keep any books from school library etc), and then BOOM. What happens? Well I find out that apparently, we didn't pay for most part of this year, we only have 900zl paid and 1350zl more to pay. Which we simply don't have. I'm already looking for work and all that jazz... but eh. Situation is bad, especially that it affects my parents like hell too. And if anyone tells me that my mother does NOT hate me, I'll laugh in their face. She can't even look at me, eventually sends a glare. Unless there are other people around or she's in good enough mood to play a happy family. Dad is visibly stressed-out and it just makes me feel worse and worse. As if that was not enough, my mental stability decided to just go and finally fuck itself, go me. I have some weird sort of nausea since Sunday evening, nearly beat the little shit (aka the younger dog in this house) and by the end of the day I just regretted that I didn't record my fucking LAUGHTER. Because it was epic. At least according to Jester. Not like it's the most reliable source of information, it was the part responsible for the laughter after all. It's kind of scary, because the new personality and Ohm - emotionless one - go out more and more often, and I don't know which of them is worse. And if they're not in control at the moment, then it's Olivia, who is just depressed most the time and ready to give up control to either of the beforementioned two personas at any event that would cause a mood swing.

I'm tired. Where is Little Dream when you need it... I wish I could never wake up, but I never dream at all recently.

At least I have my old old~ clown toy that you turn the screw to max and it plays a melody.... I love it <3</sub>

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Another yet update on the shit called life. I didn't send the application after all, the portfolio was way too shit. Go me~

But I'm gonna either to try applying to the college in Warsaw I initially wanted to aim at, or more preferably, will apply for second semester at NSCAD. I'm not sure which option I'd prefer anymore, it's all up to a very certain person, really... lD

Aside from that, I'm absolutely free now, as in, I don't have the damn exams anymore. It... feels odd. Like fuck. And makes me spend my days on reading fics, mangas and watching anime. Yeah I fail at life, whatever, shut the fuck up, dipshit.

Still working on the first commission too... otl. I have at least the initial sketch done, but just in time my pc decided to be retarded. Half the programs refuse to work, including my scanner. Bloody hell. And I'm still not really satisfied with how the faces turn out but that's something that can be fixed, now most of all I need to SCAN the thing, ORZZZ

End useless journal entry.

....me wants money

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Gaara Kaguya

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
her OC

For people:
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UPDATE UPDATE~<3 Because I totally gotta share.

I WANNA FEEL MY PARENTS. FOR FUCKING PUTTING ME THROUGH ALL THIS CRAP LATELY. I waster6 days emoing and being uncertain if I should go on and apply for NSCAD despite their disapproval or just suck it up and practice till next year. I wasted my nerves, my precious rests of emotional sanity and mentality, shitload of time, and gods know what else. AND ALL THAT JUST BECAUSE THEY FUCKING TESTED ME. GODSFUCKINGSHITDAMMIT I WAS DOWN, SHOULDN'T IT BE OBVIOUS THAT THAT TOGETHER WITH ABSOLUTE LACK OF SUPPORT FROM THEM IS ONLY GOING TO DISCOURAGE ME!? LSFRBOIKLUSWNHRUILWBTGR
But yeah. Nooooow I'll be busy. I have time till Friday to finish the portfolio, finish the application, put everything together and send. I'll be REALLY busy. So don't expect me much on msn, even though it will keep saying that I'm online =v=

Oh and as if to add to it, right before dad came upstairs and ruined-lifted my mood by saying that maybe they will let me go to NSCAD if I get in, I got... first in my life commission. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT!? A BLOODY COMMISSION NYAAAA DLAJHFMWSD

Not to mention around midnight I finished making myself a picture. With colour pencils, on A3 black paper. "Walker". Those who watched DGM might know what I'm on about, the picture of a joker carrying a coffin, it was around the end of volume 1 of manga and ep 2 of anime, with Mana's words in the background "Don't stop. Keep on walking." Welllll I have it on my wall now, that picture that is. I like it <3 And it makes me feel better <3 NEW LIFE MOTTOOOOO~ Kinda funny that it goes along with part of lyrics from Lamento... "Vive, vive, ne hesitas curre." "Live, live, without hesitation, run." FFFFFFFF YUP NEW MOTTO ALRIGHT <3

Wish me luck people... and sorry for teh spam XD'

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
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A-hahahaha three time's the charm as they say, isn't it? Well there you fucking bloody have it. I failed. AND THIS TIME I'M NOT KIDDING YOU.
I
HAVE
FAILED

Well, not entirely, but yeah. In this situation here, I won't officially finish highschool, get a diploma and all that shit. And why? Because the life hates me, obviously <3 Screw the fact that I noted down the hour at which I start my biology exam today (third bio exam, just this one more and... AGH), and when I woke up at 5am, I DID notice that the hours seemed off, because there was no break between maths and biology. And sure as hell, just for the sake of it (and eventual time on better internet if I was early after all) I went to take the bus that departed at 6:31, and would bring me to Danzig at about 8am. Or at least, I went out to take the bus, froze my ass off by waiting for it, and the motherfucking son of a bitch never came. Next bus? Yup, it was at 8:59. Exams started at 9:00.

Isn't life fucking PERFECT?

Oh and what it means here... is that I'm not going to college. Even if I get into NSCAD, which I still can do even without highschool diploma and all, parents have sticks up their asses and hold my money captive.

I figure you can guess how pissed I am.

And worst of all?

Three times' the charm. THIS TIME IT'S FOR FUCKING REAL.

PS. I made a new LJ, hopefully will update it more regulary than the last one =w=;;;;
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Okay SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO the thing is, I'M NOT A HIGH SCHOOL STUDENT ANYMORE. YUP JUST A BIT LEFT TILL EXAMS AND YET THEY DARED KICK ME OUT OF THE SCHOOL.

No, just kidding. I'm just officially out XD We have no normal lessons anymore, today was the ceremony of end of school year for the senior grades ;v; So yeah... I'm no student anymore. This is.... a very weird feeling, really. Because I know I should feel something special but I... don't. Maybe because I still have some "lessons" next week, and the final exams are still before me... I probably will only feel like it's really over when I write my last godsdamn exam and will be able to let out a sigh of relief that it's over. With whatever grades it would be, it's over. And with my application to NSCAD sent. Yes I have to sent the app... damn I still didn't even finish the bloody cauliflower. E-hehe... FAIL.

Sooo ummmm... what else. Well, I'm into Pokemon, it's quite obvious. If anyone here is interested, they I'd realyl appreciate some comments on my fic to it:
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I enabled anonymus reviews if I'm not mistaken, so feel free to tell me what you think. As in concrit, I really need it lD No offense but dont' bother writing if all you have to say is something along the lines of "oh, cool."

Hurrrr what else. Umm... OH right. I got into a small mess that is VERY typical of me a while back but now I'm out of it. Haha, a bit too bad that I can't do a shit when it comes to my bad habits, apparently, and so instead of saying things like that straight I block and ignore people >3 Well but a cut is a cut however it looks like, I got called a bitch for that but XDDDDD Yeah I'm sick in the mind 8U So now just to get to Canada.... to Canada....

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/24002981/ Fri, 03 Apr 2009 14:49:46 PDT
One chara or two charas without interaction (as in, physical contact):
*sketch (in pencil) - $1
*lineart (digital, colour up to choice) - $2
*full colour without a bg or with a simple one (digital, technique up to you) - $4

Having more characters or having them interacting would need specifying to me just what exactly you'd like so I can assess the difficulty of the pic =w=;;;
Format of picture is pretty much up to you, it isn't all that much difference to me, really....

Payment: Anything goes, really. Paypal, transferring money to my bank account, anything but sending money in an envelope? XD;;

I guess that would be it.

Oh and guess what? My sick mind produced yet another story idea... ugh if I ever become a manga-ka, get published and stuff, at least I won't be out of ideas too soon =A=b

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
her OC

For people:
~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/23999412/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/23999412/ Wed, 01 Apr 2009 06:34:21 PDT
I was terrified at first. Then I thought it was just a joke - April Fools Day and all.... but no.

I'm sorry everyone, but this might be a goodbye... my parents were already called, so I might get a total ban on the internet...

I hope everyone will fare well, and that I'll manage to get here at least from time to time...

I'm sorry everyone. Goodbye...

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Okay so like, I know I've been neglecting my account here a lot... I swear, the rp is way too addictive, I spend most of my time on it now ;w; I has two charas now~ And am a Co-Admin of it, too 8D;;; Anyway, if some of you might be interested, I put some of the arts I make for Touhou on my charas accounts:
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As for other news, I'M DONE WITH ALL THE SCHOOL CRAP HOLY FUCK YEAH ALL HAIL ME Or well, at least with all the most troublesome stuff, like the essays and presentations and crap ;w; So now... yeah. Sleeping instead of drawing No seriously, I'm tired out no matter how much I rest. It was epic when last week I fell asleep on... both the tests I had. Biology and maths. Crap I fail XD;;

Ummm what else is there to say.... aside from the fact that TouhouRP is awesome... Ummmmm oh right I totally gotta add a few pairings to my favs list... and for whatever reason, they're crack again lol. What is most worth mentioning among those though is YukaIku because I might end up making a doujin for it based on an rp with Sai-chan and Anon. Anon is helping me with the script for it 8D So yeah ummm... damn I just fail okay? lD; < dies>

Random side note is that I seem to grow in popularity among the opposite gender. Srsly wtf o-o; This means three guys in the TouhouRP and at least one at my school. WTF YOU PEOPLE ARE OUT OF YOUR MIND, I'm TELLING YA!

But I has my Hikari, so <3

And for an ending note... got matching icons with my rp waifu <3


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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
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Meme from

Comment and:
1. I'll respond with something random about you.
2. I'll tell you which song or movie you remind me of.
3. I'll pick a flavor of jello to wrestle you in.
4. I'll say something that only makes sense to you and me.
5. I'll tell you my first memory of you.
6. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
7. I'll ask you something I've always wondered about you.
8. I'll tell you my favorite thing about you.
9. I'll tell you my least favorite thing about you.
10. If you play, you MUST post this on yours.

If I'm slow with replying to you guys then sorry, I'm busy and not a lot on my main recently, my Yuka profile is absorbing XD;;;;

SPEAKING OF WHICH, SATURDAY/SUNDAY NIGHT WILL BE GOLDEN ;w; WE'RE HOLDING A WEEEEDDIIIIIING~<3
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OKAY THE PROMISED FEATURE OF MY B-DAY GIFTS~<3 If I didn't get one someone drew, then please link it to me, I'm slow with checking deviations~ ;A; (order alphabetical <3 ))

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I TURNED LEGAL, OR IN SLANG TERM, FUCKABLE.
_{(yes Rex I will use this sentence all the time now XD; ))}

In general, I'd just rant at how my parents suck and crap, but bleh I don't wanna spam you people with some emoness here. Which won't change the fact that they do suck >.>

I'll collect the presents I got after my classes when I will have some more time, but for now, THANK YOU ALL PEOPLE SO SO SO SO MUCH~~<3 I LOVE YOU ALL ;w; I honestly didn't really expect to get anything much, the thing in the previous journal was just a joke ya know... XD;;;; BUT THANK YOU ;w;
I will feature the lovely works as soon as I can <3

Thank you once more, all you guys, and lots LOTS of thanks to those who brightened my b-day up when it came <3 http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/22945398/ Wed, 11 Feb 2009 02:45:03 PST STATUS:
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_{slow DA is slow so I can't change the mood icon. Will do later.}

COUNTDOWN: 2

EDIT EDIIITTTTTTTTT

I'M SURE SOME OF YOU NOTICED ALREADY BUT I HAS A NEW ICON <3 ALL BOW TO THE GREATNESS OF MY BELOVED HIKARI ;w;


Now I will have to get down to making a few icon projects I wanted to do for my journal <3 I might not have a subby, but it doesn't mean I'm out of ways of making my journal layout as i want >8D MWAHAHA yes I'm that stupid =w= But first, gotta draw something else~<3

Oh and yeah all Photoshop/SAI/etc users can start laughing at me now =w= I ONLY DISCOVERED THE CLIPPING MASK OPTION YESTERDAY. ALL HAIL ME lol

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HIIIIIIIII THERE EVERYONEEEEEEEE~

Okay so like, there isn't that much news, but I just wanna share because I'm hyper and on crack and high with painkillers W00T! <3

So, generally, just 4 new things.

1. Starting from the worst. I'M SIIICK~<3 LONG LIVE PNEUMONIAAAAAAAAAAA~ no srsly I don't know why this is kinda fun to me, I think it will pass though, me feeling good with the sickness that is, the rest holds on rather tight
2. For now the fucking best thing that happened to me in the last couple of months, I guess.... well totally since the beginning of the year, lol. I joined AND IT'S MADE OF AWESOME, HOMG <3 Ya know people (although most of you probably has no idea just what the hell Touhou is),I love crack pairings. That's a fact. And I was really anxious about joining because I had all those bad memories about rp communities and shit.... but hell I CAN'T REGRET JOINING THIS <3 The people are so awesome, oh gods and they all like crack pairings (even if canon ones are the OTPS in most cases) BUT HOLY CRAP KAGUYAYUKA IS JUST TOO EPIC FOR IT'S OWN GOOD <3 As Rex said, it'll be impossible to ever look at those two the same way again. Crack pairing, but it works just SO GOOD <3 Reminds me of how I loved Meanieshipping - and still do <3 - because hell it's more or less on the same basis. Crack. But it just FITS. Orz. I'll shut up now.
Oh, I'm Yuka in the rp btw - You'll find the logs from the KaguyaYuka rps in there if you're bored <3

3. lol it's already getting lengthy.. oh well. POINT THREE. I'll PROOOOOBABLY do a journal (in one of older ones) about prizes for my commissions and put up the link by the commission status. So if anyone would be interested, then yeah <3 COMMISH ME PLEASE <3

4. BWAHAHAHA for those who made it to the end, although this is rather something that should go on top. PEOPLE PEOPLE THOSE WHO AIN'T TOO LAZY AND DON'T HATE ME (too much), YOU HAVE 12 MORE DAYS TO MAKE ME A PRESENT! After all, 13th Feb is my b-day, so yeah <3 I'M TURNING LEEEEEGAAAAAAAAAAL and MAAAAAATUUUUUREEEEEEEE and I totally don't feel that I am orz ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/22058921/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/22058921/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 00:56:27 PST [link]
It's really important to me >x<

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STATUS:
Commissions: open (note me for details)
Art trades: temporarily closed
Requests: closed
Collabs: closed

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Noticed the new layout? (how the hell would it be possible not to lol...)
Well I found this petition.... if you don't like the new layout or you want to help those who don't like it by just making DA give the choice of the layouts, then please PLEASE sign this petition:

[link]

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Gaara Kaguya

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
her OC

For people:
Chibi Haou and Celtic Guardian XD

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Hikari&Yami <... ]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/21974397/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/21974397/ Sun, 14 Dec 2008 04:25:12 PST STATUS:
Commissions: open (note me for details)
Art trades: temporarily closed
Requests: closed
Collabs: closed
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Huhh~ looks like my journal entries are turning more frequent... 8o Sorry for that people ^^'
Still, PLEASE READ THIS ONE!

I have two questions to ask, because I have quite the dilemma there. I already said that till the end of December I wanna finish up all the requests art trades and such that I have tekn up this year. Well after that period, I still won't open up for requests and art trades - sorry. But it's because I wanna start working on my own projects. Manga or doujinshi projects. It's about high time I finished something.
So, my problem with this one is, I don't know which project should I take on first. I'll add at the start that Embracing the Darkness is currently on total hiatus for I can't deal with part 1 STILL, and part two needs to be redrawn =_=
So the options for this one are:
Manga about Yumie and Risa (those two:[link] )
about Kokoro and Taikaku (plus later on also Olivia and Lactis will PROBABLY make appearance 's manself meme)
Final Fantasy Tactics Advance doujinshi (MarcheMewt)
Meanieshiping (HellKaiser/Bakura) AU doujinshi

You can vote for two if you want, I'll count votes for each. Oh, you can also tell me to fuck myself and not make any of those because I'm too lame for making own projects XD

Second of my problems. More stupid. I wanted to make the Fanservice meme. But I dunno which chara to pick. You can choose among those:
Olivia
Kokoro
Risa (the one from the Yu-chan and Ri-chan picture again)
Kurt (will upload him to scraps since he's not finished on that pic..)
Okinata (anyone remembers her...? hidden character (one I didn't put anywhere yet, though I did mention him: beware, he's a cute boy too XD; )

...well yeah. Don't blame me for making only uke charas ><;

Oh, also, my doughter got a name finally >w< named her Kaguya XD; Yes, kill me. But she's already reacting on it! I call out "Kaguya~!" and she immediately comes! *w*

I guess that would be it for questions and news. Now behold, even longer part. Meme. LOOONG meme ahead. Because I'm bored while waiting for my internet to work properly. :/
IMPORTANT NOTICE: THIS MEME IS NOT ABOUT BASHING, IF ANYONE TAKES WHAT I WRITE AS BASHING, THEN I'M SORRY DX

SIX PAIRINGS I LOVE:
1.- MEANIESHIPPING <3 (HellKaiser x Bakura from YGO/GX)
2.- Lelouch x Rolo (Code Geass)
3.- C.C. x Karen (Code Geass)
4.- Ryo/HellKaiser x Edo (YGO GX)
5.- Yusuke x Edo (YGO GX)
6.- MarcheMewt (FF:TA)

THREE SHIPS I'VE ABANDONED
7.- Johan x Juudai (YGO GX)
8.- HellKasier x Darkness (YGO GX)
9.- Marik x Bakura (YGO)

THREE SHIPS I NEVER LIKED
10.- Lelouch x Shirley (Code Geass)
11.- Yami x Anzu (YGO)
12.- Juudai x Asuka (YGO GX)

TWO SHIPS THAT HAVE PICKED MY INTEREST
13.- Cartman x Kyle x Stan (South Park)
14.- Hao x Haou (Shaman King/YGO GX)

1. Why do you dislike #11 so much?
Yami x Anzu...? Ehh... I guess I just have the thing for hating main het pairings, that's one thing, and another is, I can't see them working out at all :/ Sure, Anzu was sometimes of support to Yami and stuff, but they totally don't match personality-wise, and it's not even in the meaning of "interesting pairing" where the contrast makes it more interesting - they just clash in negative way in my mind, and would not be able to work out. Plus Anzu's "head over heels" with Yami was getting on my nerves a lot XD;

2. Who do you know that ships #13?
Uuhhhh... I know I saw quite some arts for them.. though it's mainly usually Cartman x Kyle and Kyle x Stan separately... but I don't remember nicknames of people around here atm =_=;;

3. What would be your ideal scenario for couple #3?
You had to ask for that couple exactly? Damn, there was a lot. My imagination ran wild with... ]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/21916096/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/21916096/ Wed, 10 Dec 2008 14:29:25 PST STATUS:
Commissions: open (note me for details)
Art trades: temporarily closed
Requests: closed
Collabs: closed
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SHE'S BLACK. AND CUTE. AND WILL BE A KILLER FOR SHE ALREADY HISSES AND WANTS TO KILL MY DOG!

AND I LOVE HER! <3 <3 <3

We are yet to name her though... oh in case someone would be confused, I'm talking about a kitten we got today =w= SHE'S SOOO ADORABLE LBJKSBFMNSBD <3 Srsly >w< And only about two months old <3 <3

And she's already totally asking for a gijinka
On less personal note, for the upcoming time I will most probably busy with doing old works that should have been done long ago, so w00t all the people who had art trades or requests or gifts with me... and also will be obviously working on X-mas gifts d=w=b

Pray I don't get overwhelmed by the work.
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Gaara ???

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>
is waiting for me to get my schedule a bit loosened XD'

Collabs: (closed)

For people:
Chibi Haou and Celtic Guardian XD

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Hikari&Yami http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/21766857/ Tue, 02 Dec 2008 01:00:47 PST
May the Omnipresent take her in....



...I wanted to make this journal entry about the last week, so the con and my Nee-chan's b-day party... but fuck it all, it will have to wait (if will happen at all that is). For a very simple reason.

My little daughter, my cat... got hit by a car. I was informed of it already on my way home, a couple of hours after she was already taken home from the vet. My parents found her on seriously fucking blind luck, they just heard her mewling... she had inner damages, broken leg with moved bones and a concussion. She's home now and kept warm after tons of injections and we are... just waiting.

Waiting to see if she makes it through the night.

To see if she will actually fucking live till morning.

We don't even know when it happen, how long she's been laying in that grass, nor from how far she crawled to that place... she could have been hit somewhere by the time parents came home (5pm) or somewhere in the early morning (we left at 8am dammit)...

I can only bloody hope she lives. She HAS to, dammit... she can't... leave me now, that fucking stupid bitch, if she dies....

They didn't even let me stay by her through the night, ordering me to go to sleep instead, what the fuck... I don't think I'll be able to sleep. Not when she's in that basket, not moving, only making small whiny mewls from time to time...

Gods please protect her....

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>
is waiting for me to get my schedule a bit loosened XD'


Collabs: (open)
Touhou GX (lines, halfway-lined)
~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/21443760/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/21443760/ Tue, 11 Nov 2008 18:12:51 PST STATUS:
Commissions: open (note me)
Requests: closed (sorry >< )
Art Trades: closed (unless you're a really close friend of mine >w> see: list of friends lol)
Collabs: maaaybe...

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SAI download: [link]

Writing this pointless journal to inform that I shall be gone for three days starting now. Well, make it three days minus 4 hours or so. So yeah people, no communication with ya for the time, unles you can call me, but even then there is no guarantee that I will pick up/reply =v=
Pray that I live through the thing, ugh, I'm tired.... fell asleep while looking for my old CD with refs to Kyuuzo from Samurai7 (I'm talking about the anime here, mind you), I fail hard....
There were lots of things I wanted to write here about because damn gods know how much I need another rant... I guess it will have to wait till after the trip. So you will know - the next journal, if ya don't feel like reading another freakign rant, IGNORE IT.

Hikari.. You know it anyway but meh. I love you~<3

Also, Itami tagged me to this thing so ehh... doing it now =_=

How much of your teenage life have you "messed up?"

[x] gotten kissed
[ ] gotten a phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[x] gotten caught chewing gum
[x] gotten caught cheating on a test
Total so far: 3

[x] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[x] didn't do homework over 5 times (i never do my homework!)
[x] turned at least 3 projects in late.
[x] missed school just because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud you got kicked out of class
Total so far: 7

[x] got your mom, dad, etc to get you out of school
[x] text people during class
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
Total so far: 12

[x] been in a fight at school, fist or verbal
[x] took pictures during school hours
[x] called someone during school hours
[x] listened to iPod, CD, etc during school hours
[x] skipped a class period
Total So Far: 17

[ ] threw something at the teacher
[x] went outside the classroom without permission
[ ] broke the dress code
[ ] failed a class
[x] ate food during class
Total So Far: 19

[x] gotten a call from school
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip cause you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school
[x] given a teacher the finger when they weren't looking
[x] curse during class/school
total so far: 23

[x] faked your parents signature
[x] slept in class
[x] cursed at your teacher
[x] copied homework
[ ] got in trouble with the principal-the vice principal
total So Far: 27

Multiply by 3

grand total: 81%


post as "i screwed up __% of my teenage life" and tag 3 people!
lazy, so no taggy =v=

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Because I owe it to too many people ><
The first 13 people who comment on this journal will get a feature slot, with 3 pieces of their art. After you've commented and I've featured you, please make a journal entry like this of your own, and feature me there ;3
(also please note that I can only check out galleries when I'm in school, so if it takes me long to update the feature, then that's why =w= )

1
[link] - I can't help but love this picture to pieces. Probably has something to do with me liking cute cat boys, but... ehh. Seriously. To sketch like that~
[link] - ....composition. This is the first thing on my mind there. The pose, the colours~ I wish there was really a manga like that XDD
[link] - ...couldn't resist. Damn. This must be one of the very freaking cutest TimcampyAllen pics EVER! >w<

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http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/20719399/ Sun, 28 Sep 2008 08:36:57 PDT STATUS:
Commissions: open (note me)
Requests: closed (sorry >< )
Art Trades: closed (unless you're a really close friend of mine >w> see: list of friends lol)
Collabs: maaaybe...

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Because I owe it to too many people ><
The first 13 people who comment on this journal will get a feature slot, with 3 pieces of their art. After you've commented and I've featured you, please make a journal entry like this of your own, and feature me there ;3
(also please note that I can only check out galleries when I'm in school, so if it takes me long to update the feature, then that's why =w= )

1
[link] - I can't help but love this picture to pieces. Probably has something to do with me liking cute cat boys, but... ehh. Seriously. To sketch like that~
[link] - ....composition. This is the first thing on my mind there. The pose, the colours~ I wish there was really a manga like that XDD
[link] - ...couldn't resist. Damn. This must be one of the very freaking cutest TimcampyAllen pics EVER! >w<



PLEASE READ THIS.

Okay. Sorry for making another journal so soon, I hope it wont' happen again... ehh... but I just have things on my chest a few infos and one thing in reply to my friend's journal to write, so better get started =_=

First of all, just so you people wouldn't complain about it. I'm still in an art block, but as soon as I get out of it... I won't post that much YGO/GX stuff anymore. I'm getting a bit back to my old love series, so Shaman King and Sonic, plus there is my beloved Touhou <3 So expect those to appear much more often now. Starting the season with a Renjaku picture from Kannagi no Tori <3 I guess it's time to see how many people actually like my works as my works rather than just the fact that I draw what they like in YGO/GX....

And here we come to another issue. My art and people's attitude towards it. I'm sorry but I just have to say this, I know I already did on my last picture but... people. Seriously. I'm really glad that you take those fucking few seconds on scribbling 'cool pic!' 'aww cute' 'woah pretty' etc, but DAMN STOP IT. Stop wasting my time and your time, I will NOT reply to comments of this sort as there is nothing to reply! I'm really grateful for everything, but it's enough if you express your admiration in favs, such comments are just useless and won't let me improve! So if you comment, and please DO comment, but just leave me something I can base on for future, I need some constructive criticism for my works, so if you like the piece - then tell me WHY, and if only possible, try to pinpoint mistakes! I'm sorry if I sound mean or anything, but it's just really getting on my nerves. Sorry folks.

I guess I have just a really downhill mood lately... I'm all about doubts and angst deep inside... and it concerns pretty much everything possible. Starting from (most at least) relations with people and going all the way to my drawing. Especially the latter. I guess everyone has moments like that if they aim for being more into pro in it... I just can't seem to keep up with others when I compare. And I can't help but compare because people undoubtedly will. I don't expect you guys to go all 'aww you're really good' or comforting me in any other way or denying what I say. I just... need to let it out of my system, okay? I'm scared. Frightened. That I'm simply not good enough and this year, my final year, isn't giving me much time to work on it all. I hope I will pass at all... and then enter the NSCAD. It's my dream. My aim. I can only see myself drawing, and only can see myself living with my Hikari. Those are two things that give me courage and let me live nowadays. Without it... and without my dearest friends who still support me no matter how fucking annoying I am.... I thank you. Because that's why I'm still alive. That's why I even want to live. Thank you....

Well, one last thing to deal with. Because don't you freaking think that I'm ignoring you, Kat-sama D<
LUV YA MEOW-NEECHAN!
Sorry for not placing it in a properly named journal D:

I guess that's all for the rant... it was long I know but thank you, those who read it >w<

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~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/20589869/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/20589869/ Sat, 20 Sep 2008 18:21:22 PDT STATUS:
Commissions: open (note me or comment on the journal)
Requests: closed (sorry ><
Art Trades: closed (unless you're a really close friend of mine >w> ee: list of friends lol)
Collabs: maaaybe...

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Umm...well.... yeah. As you all probably noticed, I totally failed in writing a report about what was it like on the con I went to at the end of summer holiday... now it's 3 weeks into the schoolyear So far it's not all THAT bad... could be better but could be worse... I'm pretty busy though, and to top it, I got a freakign art block... oh yes, life, I love you so fucking much, no joke...
Last two weeks were/are for me a total emotional hell. Stupid reasons, private at that, people who should know know anyway. It's over in general but I just need to let it out of my system. I want it to end for me. I want to forget, move on from those... events.... I want to stop feeling like shit for every tiny bit that is connected with this period...
Well, on more positive note, LOOKIE HERE~<3 Think of it what you want to, I'll only give one hint - you people seriously should know what Akai Ito is, a Red Thread. If not, then good luck looking for it! XD

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_{love you~}

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>
is waiting for me... ]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/20185333/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/20185333/ Wed, 27 Aug 2008 13:57:12 PDT STATUS:
Commissions: open (note me or comment on the journal)
Requests: closed (sorry ><
Art Trades: closed (unless you're a really close friend of mine >w> ee: list of friends lol)
Collabs: maaaybe...

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I'll start with two memes I found and since I'm random today, I'll go with them first XD

1)To each letter add a word related with you.
2)Tag 6 people
<sub>A-Anime (well duh
B-Bakura (I don't think anyone needs explanations here XD)
C-Creation (because I like doing creative stuff lol. Dunno whatever)
D-Doodling (<3)
E-Ethics (something I don't give a shit [or even so-....okay I won't end this quote D)
F-Flowers (YUKA~! <3 But I really like flowers. I do! X3)
G-Gods (what you know? I'm a polytheist ^^)
H-Hikari (yes, my love, it's you I'm talking about here >3)
I-Insanity (Kukukukukukukuku~ )
J-Juice (I only drink juice or tea lol)
K-Kisama (for some reason, I use this word pretty often O.o Especially playing games L-Loli (but you just try calling me that....! D< )
M-Mean~ (I'm a meanie, I love Meanieshipping....fits perfectly XD)
N-Naughty (because I am o,-)
O-Outcast (I usually feel like one)
P-Practice (that's what I do lately the most)
Q-Queen (so bow down and licky My feet! >D jk, but I do sometimes act all queen-like, not like people listen anyway >.>' )
R-Random (/b/, and everything is clear XD)
S-Small (yes I do admit it, but just as with loli - you just fucking try calling me that, motherfucker and I'll bloody rip your eyes out! D< )
T-Tsundere
U-Uke (I don't even know how the hell I ended up as one =A
V-Vampires (I loved them even as a child >w< )
W-Wings (love of life, all kinds of wings~<3)
X-Xinef (she was my very first OC 8D)
Y-Yandere
Z-ZUOOOOOOOOOO~ (joke for Polish people, I guess it would be equivalential with "EVUUUUUL" as a noun XD)


1.THREE NAMES YOU GO BY: Olivia, Maoki, Oki-chan
2.THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU'VE HAD: Mazeru Okinata, Karasutsuki Emiru, Irouel Arias (^^'
3.THREE THINGS YOU'VE DONE IN THE LAST 33 MINUTES: rp'd with Sam, doodled, talked to my Hikari <3 and Nusa-chan <3
4.THREE THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF: ....uh...I'm mean insane and manipu8lative? OwO' (what, the question was about what I like, not what is deemed good D<
5.THREE PARTS OF YOUR ORIGINS: ...I'm not sure what is this about, but I'm Ukrainian-Tartar-German mainly >.>
6.THREE THINGS YOU'RE AFRAID OF: being left hurt and hated by someone I care for, be it love or friendship; being in romantic kind of love; my mother
7.THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW: lilac panties, dark night shirt (i'm not sure if I can call it a gown, it's only reaching to my mid-tights... oh and Nusa-chan should know which one I'm talking about ^^), black ribbons I used today to tie my hair
8.THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS: eating sweets, drawing and talking to my friends
9.THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS AT PRESENT: Help Me Eirin!, Bad Apple (Graph Tech Remix) and Prison Sex
10.THREE NEW THINGS YOU WANT TO TRY IN THE NEXT 12 MONTHS: passing my final year, finishing a doujinshi, getting a commission? 11.THREE THINGS YOU REGRET: they are not things I want to bring out in the public, people who are supposed to know about them know.
12.THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP: acceptance, warmth, mutual understanding
13.TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE : I'm short, I'm a brunette, I'm cute
14.THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX: uhhh.... there aren't really things I like in the opposite sex, but... I guess eyes are important to me in general... ]]></sub> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/20060420/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/20060420/ Wed, 20 Aug 2008 13:27:23 PDT Commissions: open (note me or comment on the journal)
Requests: closed (sorry ><
Art Trades: ...maybe
Collabs: maaaybe

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SO SO SO guess what? I FINALLY GOT LET OUT FOR A CON! W00T. First con in, like, what, a YEAR? Oh gods I WANNA GOOOO NOOOOW~!
I'm going after tomorrow, so this Friday, and I'll be away most probably till monday evening/tuesday morning OwO Yup, 4 days on a con~<3 I think I'll have some time to sketch out during the con though, and there is still the train ride (about 3 hours or so? If not more) so for that occasion, go and kill me, I'm opening 6 slots for free sketches <3 I need to practice anyway, so ALMOST anything goes ^^' So go ahead before you run out of slots or I go away, I'm closing the slots on Friday morning right before going away! >D And consult me about the sketch in a comment, pretty pretty please? ^^'

MIIII~~~ I wanna go and siiiing and play DDR~~ <an'd> Orz...... COOOON

Sorry, I'm really hyper about itttt..... damn damn damn some awesome rps around I have are not helping me in calming down ORZZ

Well, I'm back to mindless doodling of NALL and Sion (Hikari, you're just genius with OCs <3 ) so if you excuse me~



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Stolen from...a lot of different people =_='

Leave a "COMMENT" and I will:

a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>
is waiting for me to get my schedule a bit loosened XD'

Collabs: (open)
http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/19653969/ Tue, 29 Jul 2008 03:30:23 PDT So um....

THANK YOU ALL SO MUUUCH~! 10'000 HITS OVER! =^.^=

Also, on this occasion (since it can't hurt, not can it?) I decided to make myself open for commissions =w= I don't have any rules just yet, I'm open for all offers X3 So if anyone wants it, then go ahead ^^


I might write more about it later, but at the moment I am just busy and tired.... so you guys probably expect an EDIT spam
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Stolen from...a lot of different people =_='

Leave a "COMMENT" and I will:

a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal

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I'd like to remind that my art trades and requests are temporarily closed, just because I don't have time enough to take new ones =_=

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>
is waiting for me to get my schedule a bit loosened XD'

Collabs: (open)
Touhou GX (lines, halfway-lined)

For people:
YusuJoha (sketched, started lining )

Memes:
http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/19201962/ Sat, 05 Jul 2008 04:38:00 PDT First of all, jsut because I'm bored and a certain person earlier seemed to be curious as to hwat I look like, here you can have my two damn pictures. Done with cellphone, so don't blame the quality on me =w= To view the photo, click on it.
--> [link]

about the questions meme: IF YOU WANT ME TO ANSWER THOSE QUESTIONS, WRITE "COMMENT" IN YOUR COMMENT~!


Okay, so, a journal entry just to let you all know a few things =w=

First of all, I'm leaving tomorrow, and although I will reply to comments and such, the probability of me uploading something new is REALLY low....unless I manage to sneak the tablet with me, then maybe I'll be able to finish something and post it =w= 'cause yeah. I'm taking the lappy with me~ But I doubt parents will agree on taking tablet so meh =_=

Hm... aside from that, I have to announce that I'm goign to work on another doujinshi.... and possibly my own manga, too. Of course, I will finish Embracing the Darkness first, but it;s seriously a pain in the ass (UGH ALL THOSE HAAANDS AND HAOU'S ARMORRRRR DX ). But no, I'm not giving up on it, so wait patiently and you shall get it.

Well, and last but not the least, two random stuff 'cause I'm bored while packing my stuff =w=


Stolen from...a lot of different people =_='

Leave a comment and I will:

a) tell you why I friended you,
b) associate you with something - fandom, a song, a colour, a photo, etc.,
c) tell you something I like about you,
d) tell you a memory I have of you,
e) ask something I've always wanted to know about you,
f) tell you my favorite user pic of yours,
g) in return, you must post this in your journal



Top 5

Animals
1. cats
2. snakes
3. wolves
4. ravens
5. lizards, mantises, bats and scorpios (equality here, sorry ^^' )

Comic/Cartoon Characters
1. YAMI NO BAKURA <3
2. Edo Phoenix and Ryou Bakura
3. Hell Kaiser
4. Knuckles (YES YOU HEARD IT RIGHT)
5. Xellos

Tv Shows
1. YuGiOh (all the three <3 but without Capsule Monsters)
2. Higurashi no Naku Koro ni(a new love lawl)
3. Hellsing and Suzumiya Haruhi no Yuutsu
4. Elfen Lied and Love Hina
5. Lucky Star and Noir

Hobbies/Activities
1. DRAWING, ROLEPLAYING AND TALKIGN TO LACTIS
2. Singing
3. Writing and reading
4. Playing computer games (especially Touhou <3 And YGO and Sonic games <3 and RPG)
5. Taking baths (YES I KNOW I'M WEIRD)

Band/ Music Artist
to make up for the abuse of other categories, I unfortunately do not have strictly distinguished favorites here -w-

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I'd like to remind that my art trades and requests are temporarily closed, just because I don't have time enough to take new ones =_=

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Picked it from ^^

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.

Slots~
1. (Comfortshiping ^^ )
2. http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18886753/ Tue, 17 Jun 2008 06:16:19 PDT 3

Also, this picture is a kind of a signal to some of you out there. So watch the signs, I'll soon be done with requests and shit like that and will take care of what I put away for a while >3

AAAAANYWAY THANK YOU ALL SO MUCH FOR THE 8010 PAGEVIEWS~! ^.^

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I'd like to remind that my art trades and requests are temporarily closed, just because I don't have time enough to take new ones =_=

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Picked it from ^^

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.

Slots~
1. (Comfortshiping ^^ )
2. (Idolshipping ^^' )
3. (Asuka as Lucy from Elfen Lied 8D )
4. (Outcastshipping >3 )
5. (me sayign that I hate YuGiOh >.>' She's obsessed, I swear ><' )
6. (her OC with Johan XD )
7. (DaichiEdo XD )
8. (JuudaiYubel ^^ )
9. (Selfshipping ^_^ )
10. (Manjoume ^^ )

I accept pretty much everything XD

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18744756/ Mon, 09 Jun 2008 08:53:40 PDT Umm... okay, I guess this would need some clarifying...
SO. THE THING IS. I'M NO MORE ENDANGERED WITH FAILING 8D SO YAY EVERYONE WHO LOVES ME SHOULD GIVE MEH A HUG! T^T
Sorry, it's just.... you guys know what it means? I GET MY TABLET BACK NEXT WEEK! OwO
So sorry to spam your inboxes, but I randomly feel like sharing my happiness with the entire world X3

On a side, I snatched this from I hope she won't mind (she won't even notice, it's not like she is even talking to me anymore despite being my 'friend' once T^T Yes, although I'm happy I feel kinda bitchy... orz... )
// RULES: Go to google and type in your first name and the phrase. Copy and paste the first sentence/phrase you get that makes sense. Tag 3 friends. Please be mature and use you REAL 1st name. //

Here goes


Q: Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search:
A: "Olivia needs to awaken old fans interests and win over new fans." THIS IS A FUCKING EXACT QUOTATION OF WHAT WAS THE FIRST THING THAT POPPED OUT XDDD

Q: Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search:
A: "Olivia looks like one of those primitive toys poor farmers used to make with a stick in the back of a wood person, that you tap on your knee and it appears to “dance"." (that was the first thing I got, and it's still not so bad... the rest was "like a drag queen" "like a dude" "like an alien in her pictures" etc... ^^' )

Q: Type in "[your name] says" in Google search:
A: "Olivia says... come back soon!!!!" (.....lol no don't come back ever again! D< )

Q: Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search:
A: "Olivia wants Natalia to leave" (....who's Natalia? O.o )

Q: Type in "[your name] does" in Google search:
A: "Olivia does everything well" (lawl, now that 's a shameless lie! >< ...oh, and the first full sentence I got that made sense was "Olivia does her uproarious imitation of the ceiling of the Sistine Chape." WTF)

Q: Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search:
A: "Olivia hates getting her picture taken!" (....damn straight right >
Q: Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search:
A: "Olivia asks Malvolio what he thinks of the Feste" (...I ask who of what? O.o )

Q: Type in "[your name] goes" in Google search:
A: "Olivia goes to Reckling Park." (....what's that? O.O )

Q: Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search:
A: "Olivia likes Dr.Pepper" (...never had it, but I'll trust Lactis that it's pretty good XDDD ...though the rest of that link was kinda... weird. "She's playing with a 6 pack of Dr. Pepper... why buy toys?" LOL)

Q: Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search:
A: "Olivia eats and eats and eats" (LOL damn right, I eat sweets all the time XDDD )

Q: Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search:
A: "Olivia wears dresses." (....that's a rare case, actually :/ )

Q: Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search
A: "Olivia was arrested for chaining herself to the door of the Bush Cheney Administrative Headquarters, and tresspassing as apart of an AIDS awareness protest." (LOL WHAT! XDDDDDDDDDDD)

I tag..... and 'cause I'm evil like that >3 Also, if anyone else wants to do it, then take it ^^ Just link it to me then, I wanna see how random it got for others XD

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I'd like to remind that my art trades and requests are temporarily closed, just because I don't have time enough to take new ones =_=

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http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18627167/ Mon, 02 Jun 2008 12:53:07 PDT 's journal and it caught my interest so I decided to do it.
And what am I, bi-polar or what? O.o

Paranoid: Very High
Schizoid: Moderate
Schizotypal: High
Antisocial: High
Borderline: Very High
Histrionic: High
Narcissistic: High
Avoidant: High
Dependent: Very High
Obsessive-Compulsive: High

[link] <-- that's the test itself

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I'd like to remind that my art trades and requests are temporarily closed, just because I don't have time enough to take new ones =_=

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Picked it from ^^

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.

Slots~
1. (Comfortshiping ^^ )
2. (Idolshipping ^^' )
3. (Asuka as Lucy from Elfen Lied 8D )
4. (Outcastshipping >3 )
5. (me sayign that I hate YuGiOh >.>' She's obsessed, I swear ><' )
6. (her OC with Johan XD )
7. (DaichiEdo XD )
8. (JuudaiYubel ^^ )
9. (Selfshipping ^_^ )
10. (Manjoume ^^ )

I accept pretty much everything XD

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first DONE, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^... ]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18487806/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18487806/ Sun, 25 May 2008 01:08:57 PDT 3 I have just caught my kiri and you guys missed it. So yeah. YOU SUCK >3 MWAHAHAHAHAHAHA.

Now jsut to wait for my dad to go out and take ym tablet out and DRAAAAAW~!

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I'd like to remind that my art trades and requests are temporarily closed, just because I don't have time enough to take new ones =_=

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Picked it from ^^

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.

Slots~
1. (Comfortshiping ^^ )
2. (Idolshipping ^^' )
3. (Asuka as Lucy from Elfen Lied 8D )
4. (Outcastshipping >3 )
5. (me sayign that I hate YuGiOh >.>' She's obsessed, I swear ><' )
6. (her OC with Johan XD )
7. (DaichiEdo XD )
8. (JuudaiYubel ^^ )
9. (Selfshipping ^_^ )
10. (Manjoume ^^ )

I accept pretty much everything XD

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first DONE, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18298204/ Mon, 12 May 2008 23:32:36 PDT
Now, on the fail side. I fail. I mean.... okay, that was obvious. The point is, I'm in a deep shit (well, okay, happened to be in deeper, but... ) because my grades at school suck and it wouldn't bother me all THAT much if not the fact that my parents have been informed about it. So basically, they're pissed. And the natural consequence of that is me having a few punishments. Or rather two, to be more precise.

First of.... Seda love, Lactis dear, Imouto, Sam honey, Kit sweetie.... I won't rather get online any more on MSN, because it is being uninstalled. So yeah. I'LL FUCKING MISS YOU AND DON'T YOU THINK I'LL GIVE UP SO EASILY! But it might take some time. ALSO ALSO if anyone knows a site when you can talk online on MSN without having it installed, please give me a link! IT'S A MATTER OF LIFE AND DEATH! Seriously ><

Second thing.... I'm having my tablet taken away. They'll only let me use it on weekends and holidays after confirming that I have done all my homework. So.... the work on all the art trades, requests and others like that will go even SLOWER (if possible). Please forgive me everyone, I'll try to do my best still! ><

Well, I guess that would be it for now... Wish me luck people, I have to get out of this shit before I lose the rests of my sanity (as if Bakura didn't take them away by now >.>' )

LOVE YOU ALL! ><

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I'd like to remind that my art trades and requests are temporarily closed, just because I don't have time enough to take new ones =_=

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Picked it from ^^

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.

Slots~
1. (Comfortshiping ^^ )
2. (Idolshipping ^^' )
3. (Asuka as Lucy from Elfen Lied 8D )
4. (Outcastshipping >3 )
5. (me sayign that I hate YuGiOh >.>' She's obsessed, I swear ><' )
6. (her OC with Johan XD )
7. (DaichiEdo XD )
8. (JuudaiYubel ^^ )
9. (Selfshipping ^_^ )
10. ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18145250/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18145250/ Sat, 03 May 2008 08:53:45 PDT
Also, I'd like to remind that my art trades and requests are temporarily closed, just because I don't have time enough to take new ones =_=
________________

Picked it from ^^

The first 10 people who comment on this journal will get a sketch, free. However, in return, you must offer 10 free sketches in your own journal. If you've already done 10 Free Sketches (in a single page), simply link the journal entry in your comment... You still qualify.

01 - I will NOT draw your request until I see this in your journal.
02 - In your comment, include a link to a reference picture of the character you want me to draw. Or write me a description.

Slots~
1. (Comfortshiping ^^ )
2. (Idolshipping ^^' )
3. (Asuka as Lucy from Elfen Lied 8D )
4. (Outcastshipping >3 )
5. (me sayign that I hate YuGiOh >.>' She's obsessed, I swear ><' )
6. (her OC with Johan XD )
7. (DaichiEdo XD )
8. (JuudaiYubel ^^ )
9. (Selfshipping ^_^ )
10.

I accept pretty much everything XD

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first DONE, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18068164/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/18068164/ Mon, 28 Apr 2008 09:41:07 PDT 3
You only have 1666 views more and it will be 6K! ^.^

Anyone's gonna hunt for it? XD

Well, which reminds me. Updated lists of to-do and all that jazz - if I missed anyone/anything, tell me please! X3 Also, I have to close my requests and art trades - I just don't have enough time for all of it! >< Of course, if you want me to draw something for you or make an art trade, note me - just mind that I wont' get down too it anytime soon for all I know. ><

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Art Trades: (temporarily closed )
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first DONE, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>
is waiting for me to get my schedule a bit loosened XD'

Collabs: (open)
Family(?)portrait o,- (DONE)
Touhou GX (lines, halfway-lined)

For people:
Fubuki with Ryo for (sketched )
EdoRen and RyoRen (sketched )

Memes:
YuGiOh meme (GX version) (4 panels left )
YuGiOh meme (normal version) (two panels done =_=' )
http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17841990/ Mon, 14 Apr 2008 01:54:46 PDT
I only hit 3333 on 5th April. 9 days. Over 700 hits. I LOVE YOU~!



I won't make a special pic for that though (and I could... I mean... I loaded my page and it was 4040, so... XD; ) Be cause this would be too ridiculous XD I mean... if I pictured every number like that... ^^' )

My next kri is 6666 XD Hunt for that people! If the speed I get pageviews keeps up like this I should reach it in a month time XD

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Art Trades: (open)
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first DONE, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>

Collabs: (open)
Family(?)portrait o,- (DONE)
Touhou GX (lines, halfway-lined)

For people:
Fubuki with Ryo for (sketched )
EdoRen and RyoRen (sketched )

http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17709947/ Sun, 06 Apr 2008 05:18:41 PDT tagged me so I'm doing this again, why not XD Only that this time I'll break the rules and wont' tag anyone T^T

Post these rules.
Each tagged person must post 8 things about them self in their journal.
At the end, you have to choose and tag 8 people and post their icons on the same journal.
Go to their pages and send a message saying you tagged them.
No tag-backs!!

1. I have almost too many things oin common with Lacits-sama to my comfort XD (like... 5/8 of her answers in this tag ^^' )

2. Het IRL freaks me out like hell >< I do tolerate the idea of sex between a guy and a woman, but only in manga and anime >.>'

3. I can get turned on by fictional characters. Like, really turned on. By just seeing them. No, seriously, I do.

4. < pointing up to pt.3. > Usually it's guys, though in general I like girls. But in anime guys are what mostly influences me.

5. I'm not of any existing religion. What I believe in is a mixture of different ideas and theories, blended into one polytheistic raving.

6. I tend to search for venting in thigns like rp r watching my fav anime. This usually means I need GX, and LOTS of it, when I'm down.

7. I don't' really have any life outside the net. I just don't' really have people who I could talk to, 'cause I'm an annoying bitch that ten to babble about GX and that isn't something people in Poland like or even understand

8. My secret life mission is to slaughter the entire staff of 4Kids. BWAHAHAHAHAHAHA!

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Art Trades: (open)
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first DONE, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>

Collabs: (open)
Family(?)portrait o,- (DONE)
Touhou GX (lines, halfway-lined)

For people:
Fubuki with Ryo for (sketched )
http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17693516/ Sat, 05 Apr 2008 04:30:56 PDT
Anyone up for the challenge? x3

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Art Trades: (open)
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first DONE, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>

Collabs: (open)
Family(?)portrait o,- (DONE)
Touhou GX (lines, halfway-lined)

For people:
EdoRen and RyoRen (sketched )

Memes:
YuGiOh meme (GX version) (4 panels left )
YuGiOh GX meme (...too busy right now >.> )
Music meme (have to find the meme itself first >.> )

Other:
HaouJuu doujinshi (sketched 6 pages, 2 lined)
100 themes challenge (working on 6th, 87th and 100th )

Requests: (open)

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my dear uke
My Nee-chan's: http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17584073/ Sun, 30 Mar 2008 05:11:28 PDT
Anyway, here's the deal. As probably most of you know I'm currently working on a doujinshi (not a one I'll release though >.> ) with HaouJuu and I'm totally obsessed with it X3 I mean... Haou is just LOVE ~<3 And I kinda like the concept and stuff. So yeah.

Writing this only to let you know. Oh, and yeah. If I happen to get even slower (if you think it's possible) with Art Trades and such, then now you know the reason X3 I'm still open to anything (requests, art trades, collabs). I will just take more time with doing them ^^'

)
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Art Trades: (open)
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first DONE, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^' )
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start >< )
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>

Collabs: (open)
Family(?)portrait o,- (DONE)
Touhou GX (lines, halfway-lined)

For people:
EdoRen and RyoRen (sketched )

Memes:
YuGiOh meme (GX version) (4 panels left )
YuGiOh GX meme (...too busy right now >.> )
Music meme (have to find the meme itself first >.> )

Other:
HaouJuu doujinshi (sketched 6 pages, 2 lined)
100 themes challenge (working on 6th, 87th and 100th )

Requests: (open)

... ]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17535622/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17535622/ Thu, 27 Mar 2008 04:08:20 PDT
IT'S OVERRR~!

Just as I thought, yesterday, I was neutral about it, but today I actually got to watch it, and now I'm crying, squeeling like some goddamn fangirl and being all "OMG OMG OMG WHAT NOW~! ><" over the 180th episode of GX.

I have mixed feelings. I mean... gods, the ending really WAS lame. And I would realyl expect at least some special ending theme here. I mean... THE SERIES LASTED DAMN 180 EPISODES! IT DESERVES A SPECIAL SONG FOR THE END! Orif not a special song, let it be the "Endless Dream" ...but I really wish they actually showed, dunno... maybe at least some small glimpses of what others were doing after all this mess ended and stuff like that.... This lame one note was not enough! ><(though I have to admit, Manjoume's pretty good at drawing XD) And they really could have showed at least SOMETHING about people beside Manjoume, Shou, Asuka, Fubuki, Kenzan and Rei. Ryo and Edo and Johan were all very important in the series, too, after all!

But yeah. For all of how lame the ending was... I still really got squeeing all around it. And... is it just me or can I see a growing relationship between Juudai and Daitokuji? XD' ...okay. I guess it's just me But seriosuly, Daitokuji appearing just like that there was just a real source of me emittign weird noises, which served me a few really odd looks form people in my school's library XD'

But I still think, that, whatever it would be, GX is eternal. At least for me. It shall never die!

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Art Trades: (open)
FubukiManjoume (DONE! ^____^ )
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first kinda done, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^'
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start ><
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>

Collabs: (open)
Family(?)portrait o,- (sketched )
Embodiment of Hell Kaiser (colouring, DONE~!)
Touhou G... ]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17469012/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17469012/ Mon, 24 Mar 2008 04:35:32 PDT I hope this day (and all the following ones) will be happy and bunny and SQUEEE XD

Perhaps I'll try making a pic... but I don't promise a thing ^^ I do have an idea, but I still have to draw it right? XD

Other than that... yeah. Yay for screwed-up lives and relationships XD

EDIT:
DEVART OFFICIALLY FAILS! >< I'VE BEEN TRYING TO FREAKING UPLOAD MY EASTER PICTURE SINCE 2am, IT'S 12:32 NOW AND I STILL CAN'T DO IT DUE TO "SYSTEM MAINTENANCE"! >< Does anyone know what the fuck is going ooon? ><

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Art Trades: (open)
FubukiManjoume (DONE! ^____^ )
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first kinda done, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^'
Her OC with Juudai (have to finally start ><
waiting for his idea on what he wants me to draw >.>

Collabs: (open)
Family(?)portrait o,- (sketched )
Embodiment of Hell Kaiser (colouring, DONE~!)
Touhou GX (lines, sketched)

For people:
EdoRen and RyoRen (sketched )

Memes:
YuGiOh meme (GX version) (4 panels left )
Music meme (have to find the meme itself first >.> )

http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17358520/ Sun, 16 Mar 2008 07:03:26 PDT .> ...AND WHY AM I EVEN WRITNG THIS IN MY JOURNAL? >< ...yeah. Anyway, I kinda missed writing stuff <3 I haven't written a thing since the second chap of Nothing Is What It Seems on fanfiction.net.... and now I ended up writing a story yesterday and one today... adn I feel like writing one more today lol.

Wish me luck guys. I still have homework to do apart from that

...but drawing, writing, StepMania and Touhou are kinda stronger ;o;

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Art Trades: (open)
FubukiManjoume (DONE! ^____^ )
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (first kinda done, the other sketched )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^'

Collabs: (open)
Family(?)portrait o,- (sketched )
Embodiment of Hell Kaiser (colouring, DONE~!)
Touhou GX (lines, sketched)

For people:
EdoRen and RyoRen (sketched )

Memes:
YuGiOh meme (GX version) (4 panels left )
Music meme (have to find the meme itself first >.> )

Other:
St.White Day pic (sketched, will be rather pretty late >< )
100 themes challenge (working on 6th, 87th and 100th )

Requests: (open)

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... ]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17326142/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17326142/ Fri, 14 Mar 2008 05:09:31 PDT
Not that it is celebrated here, in Poland, and I doubt it is anywhaere outside Japan or so, but still I love the idea of it and thus:

HAPPY ST.WHITE EVERYONE~! =^_^=

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Art Trades:
FubukiManjoume (DONE! ^____^ )
HaouJuudai or FubukiJuudai (sketched the first one >.> )
Trueman (will work on it as soon as I learn to draw him well ^^'

Collabs:
Family(?)portrait o,- (sketched )

For people:
EdoRen and RyoRen (sketched )

Memes:
-YuGiOh meme (GX version) (4 panels left )
-Music meme (have to find the meme itself first >.> )

Other:
-St.White Day pic (sketched, will be rather pretty late >< )
-100 themes challenge (working on 6th, 87th and 100th )

If anyone wants me to do something for her/him, feel free to ask! ^__^

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17176823/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/17176823/ Tue, 04 Mar 2008 08:34:35 PST
On one hand, I'm down, because I'm a fucking idiot who makes all the people I care for hate me.

On the other, I'm HELL OF HAPPY! But... I DON'T GET IT! WHY ARE AWESOME PEOPLE BEGINNING TO WATCH MEEE! ;o; This is seriously too awesome to be true... >.>



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You can ask me THREE questions.
No matter how crazy, inappropriate, or random they are.
I will answer 100% truthfully or as close to the truth as I can.

Now here's the dare.
You must put this in your journal.
See what other people will ask you.

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16928441/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16928441/ Sun, 17 Feb 2008 11:28:38 PST So yeah, no picture for that one T.T

The next thing was this afternoon, when I found out that I got third place in 's contest, so I was, like, hyper. Hehe... let's think, what do I want to get drawn by you, KatGoddess-sensei...

Well, but for now, I feel a bit tired. It was a long day, I had to find a few things for tomorrow's biology lab, and I was on a walk with my dad and dog to a forest not so far from home... it was fun, 'cause it's all snowy around, and I really like snow. So yeah ^^

And now I'm sitting and working on the 4.Heart - VALENTINE picture... hehe... I think you'll be pretty surprised with the outcome. ...or maybe not. Whatever, I'm tired nyan...

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16892431/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16892431/ Fri, 15 Feb 2008 01:18:31 PST
I gotta give special thanks to a few people who made my yesterday not so lonely! I LOVE YOU ALL GUYS!


This was for the beginning, and now, the person I have to thank the most, for both talking to me that day and making me really laugh at times, and for the AWESOME gift from her for my birthday! NOW YOU ALL GO AND SEE IT! T^T


And as we;re talking about xJohan, I have been tagged by her to do THIS:

1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random (hopefully interesting) facts about themselves.
3. Tags should write a journal of these facts.
4. At the end of the post 8 more bloggers are tagged and named.

Random facts:
1. I'm.... small. YES IA DMIT IT, I'M A CHIBI DAMMIT SO FO! ><
2. I'm a MAJOR PERV! I act all shy and all... but those who know me can say it: I'M A PERV SO BEWARE! T^T I can dig weird things out of EVERYTHING!
3. I like small girls even since I was one myslef
4. I like beating crap out of people. Hey, why did think I was in a Knighthood? To just wear an armor and pose with a sword?
5. I usually get deressed about random things and things that don't realyl matter or are minor or aren't even true at all
6. I'D LIKE TO BE AN ASSASSIN! There, I said it. But I'm too small and fragile for that...
7. ... I like sweets. Like L. I live off sweets and mangas and anime.
8. I LIKE RANDOM SURVEYS! THEY'RE SO COOOOL! =^^=

YES, that was my first DA tag! WOOHOO! =^_^=

Now, I tag: (oh, I don't know who did it or who didn't, so yeah, I might tag someone who did already - just link it to me then)



Hm... well, actually, whoever wants to, he's welcome to do it ^^ So yeah ^^

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16858315/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16858315/ Wed, 13 Feb 2008 03:45:31 PST
]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16841900/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16841900/ Tue, 12 Feb 2008 00:50:03 PST I'm being watched by three of my favourite artists here! ^____^ So yeah, MUCH THANX!



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1. Blink [link]
2. Wedding ver.1 [link] ver.2 - in progress
3. Fantasy
4. Lock and Key
5. Heart
6. Poison
7. Fairy
8. Panties
9. Stitch
10. Manga/Comic Strip [link]
11. Dragon [link]
12. Mario
13. Edgar Allen Poe
14. Mask - in progress
15. Sword
16. Web
17. Vampire
18. Zodiac
19. Bones
20. Phoenix - in progress
21. Deviantart
22. Eygptian - in progress
23. Anthro
24. Cosplay
25. Chains
26. Action
27. Chibi
28. After A Battle
29. Art Trade
30. Original Character
31. Realitic
32. Moonlight
33. Holiday
34. One Shape
35. Fruit
36. Midnight
37. Elf
38. Pageviews
39. Henshin (Transformation)
40. Fear
41. Under Water
42. Future
43. Mascot
44. Wings
45. New Art Medium
46. During A Battle
47. Vortex
48. Progress
49. Upside Down
50. Unseen
51. Flag
52. Princess
53. Prince
54. King
55. Queen
56. Sharp
57. Fading
58. No Color [link]
59. Censored
60. East Meets West
61. Hologram
62. Tattoo
63. Dirt
64. Dinosaur
65. What If...
66. Portal
67. Lace
68. Envy
69. Study
70. End of the World
71. Graffiti
72. Silhouette
73. Robot
74. Tutorial
75. Death
76. Movie
77. Bird
78. Fun
79. Teeth
80. Jewelry
81. Anniversary
82. Fav TV Show
83. Chaos
84. Fashion
85. Wood
86. 86
87. Circle
88. Bunny
89. Ice Cream
90. Goth - in progress
91. Scar
92. Redesign
93. Fast
94. Stamp
95. Sparkle
96. X
97. ID
98. Buttons
99. Space
100. Rocket

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16706138/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16706138/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 11:58:10 PST
I'll be probably putting first pics of it tomorrow. ^_^

'until then!

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16652310/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16652310/ Wed, 30 Jan 2008 23:56:38 PST
... great. Another number over lol ^^ You people don't give me time to make any special pics wtf ><

But... yeah. Yesterday was shock. Wish got 45 views 4 comments and 7 favs in twenty minutes. WTF O.O

I love you all guys, like seriously (but one person the most, hehe... ) You make me feel better. Your comments make my day ^__^

Lol, no I feel really cheered up. Especially that yesterday was realy shitty. Until I got to my dev, that is ^^'

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16536266/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16536266/ Wed, 23 Jan 2008 12:36:02 PST
And no, not telling why! ^^

Sore wa hi-mi-tsu-desu! o,-

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16498770/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16498770/ Mon, 21 Jan 2008 00:06:12 PST
Don't think people missed it, though. Hm.

Anyway, yes, here I am again, with uh... how many was it? 13? 14? Anyway, quite a few new things. Some of them are old like hell and I feel a bit ashamed of showing them, and some are brand new, even drew a few hours before uploading, while I was on the 8-hours long way home on a train. ^^

Hope you enjoy all of them, though.

Oh, and yeah, don't you guys ever think I'll only upload GX things! I have far too many other ideas - being it mine own projects or fanarts - to focus on just that ^^ So yeah.

eot.
MaOki

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16373665/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16373665/ Sat, 12 Jan 2008 14:20:33 PST
Not that I have anything against it, I mean... I actually was a volunteer, but why does it have to be during holiday? >.< Couldn't we do I, I don't know, during classes or something?

Oh, and yeah, I'll be away for a couple of days, or more precisely - from Tuesday to Saturday. Five days. I'm going to my grandparents and they kinda don't have computer.

On the other hand, that can mean loads of new pictures here on Sunday... ^^'

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16358004/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16358004/ Fri, 11 Jan 2008 13:44:46 PST
I love you guys! I just love you! No, seriously, you're making me feel better than I am! ^_^

Much thanks to everyone once more!

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16339460/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16339460/ Thu, 10 Jan 2008 05:27:09 PST

Thank you, thank you, thank you everyone! >.< I really appreciate that you cared enough to visit my profile and leave a trail of your presence here!

Oh, and special thanks to JyunHwa! I love you! ^.^

]]> ~MazeruOkinata http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16323681/ http://MazeruOkinata.deviantart.com/journal/16323681/ Wed, 09 Jan 2008 00:06:36 PST .< and I was looking for the opportunity of showing my crap to the world! BWAHAHAHAHA! ^_^'

Uh, yeah, I guess you'll know the rest about me from my account, so no need adding anything more here.

Oh, just one last warning. Or rather three.

First: I'm a total manga freak! Lock me up, I'll still love mangas!

Second: I'm a pervert. Seriously. I can think of almost every possible combination when it comes to pairings (or more -ings), though my favourite is obviously yuri and yaoi. Oh, I don't actually like beastiality. And I'm not too keen on hetero. Yeah.

Third: I'm a cold bitch and a liar. It's just in case if any of you people and humanoids/demi-humans out there got the foolish idea of becoming friends with me. Not that I like being a cold bitch - it just always turns out that I am one... T_T

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