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It's Not Worth It

~McFaiild — Sun, 18 Oct 2009 10:36:08 PDT

_{Now my friend is oficially gone. He is now at the other side of the ocean, and do you know what? I'm not sad, I'm actually happy. And that is scary.

But the truth is that if it hasn't ever happened, now I wouldn't know that it's not worth liking someone. And I'm not just saying it because I'm frustrated or mad or sad. Because I'm not feeling any of this things. I feel happy. I'm saying it simply because it is the truth.

That was the best thing I have ever found out. I feel much better than I ever felt before now.

People who waste lifes trying to make someone love them are crazy. Or maybe the crazy am I.}

i am such a idiot.

~McFaiild — Wed, 14 Oct 2009 13:29:45 PDT

_{life is so unfair. and think that i just found it out now. humpf.}

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~McFaiild — Sun, 11 Oct 2009 16:50:48 PDT

_{I'm sooooo bored. Ideas?}

We Got It!

~McFaiild — Thu, 08 Oct 2009 18:02:48 PDT

_{Well, I'm sooo happy!

My science project have been accepted into an technology inovation contest!! Of my school more than 200 projects tried to enter the competition, but just 7 got it, and mine is one of then!

My project is about a luminaire that doesn't use electrical energy or any kind of battery. But I'm not gonna put any kind of specifiction here, I don't want to make you all bored with quimic stuff.

So me and my group (Nick, Bia, Fernando)are really excited!! We have just invented a name for it, which will be Lilium Luminaire (Fernando hated the name, he said it's too girly ).

And I'd like to thank =mossawi for the help! Really, you saved us!

Kisses,
Bela

Ps. Wow, I've done my first watercolor painting!! I'll upload it here when I get some time}

Any idea ?

~McFaiild — Sun, 04 Oct 2009 15:59:50 PDT

_{"In the just darkened sky, stars began to emerge. They yawned and sparkled, always buzzing softly, to don't wake up the beings down there that were already asleep. They waved happily when they saw me, and I waved back, saying a brief 'hello' and continuing my way back home".

Way Back Home
by me...

Wow, it makes so long that I don't update this journal! The last entry was on June. Wow.

Anyway, I don't have many news... But here is a little list:

NEWS

First of all, I'm oficially back to DA! Sure, I've never been really gone, but I wasn't really using it anymore... But now I'm here again!

I'm moving on December to the place on this photo. I'm so happy! This is totally my favorite place ever!

Hmm... My best friend (and my future ex-neighbor)is moving to another country I will miss him soooo much!!

How you must have seen, I'm trying this literature thing... But it appears I'm not very good at it. I mean, my english is not that thing and I'm not so creative. But I'm trying, and I'm not going to give up on it so early, so, some oppinions would be really appreciated

I cut my hair at my shoulder's height, but I hated it... At least now it is completely in it's natural tone.

And I'd like to say sorry for all my DA friends for have been far for so much time without any explanation and I hope you all can forgive me... But I didn't forget about any of you, ok?

Love you

Sinceraly, Bela}

DD!!!

~McFaiild — Wed, 10 Jun 2009 09:15:52 PDT

_{Hihihi I won my first DD!!

Here it is: It's Killing Me

Really, I never thought it would happen

So, thanks to ^RockstarVanity for featuring me!!

And thank you for all favs, views, watches and comments!}

Lalala

~McFaiild — Sat, 30 May 2009 18:58:27 PDT

g a l l e r y | n o t e m e | w a t c h m e

Trying this CSS thing

So, I finally gave up and resolved to try this CSS thing. But first I'm just trying to learn the basics
But I think I'm a bit too late My sub is ending this week, so I don't know if I'll have time to do my CSS...
But I will do my best!!

Posters!

This week I started with this posters things It's really cool, I loved it But I'm trying to improve. In the moment I've just done only 3 posters:

I like them. They will be on my wall really soon... Hihi

Forever Gone, Forever You

About my butterfly poster, what's written is part of something...
I've put it there really scattered, because I don't wanted it to make much sense... But you all will see something relationed with it soon... So, be curious!!

PaperAiplanes

She has an awesome style and a lovely gallery with delicated and expressive really beautiful pictures!

Has an amazing gallery full of a variety of styles of art, all marvellous!

~McFaiild — Sat, 30 May 2009 14:56:24 PDT

Watch me Note me Journal Instructions

CHOOSE WHAT WILL BE FEATURED!
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t h a t you w a n t to s e e featured b y note.

s p e c i a l thanks t o:

~McFaiild — Thu, 28 May 2009 14:17:21 PDT
CHOOSE WHAT WILL BE FEATURED!
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So, I've been sometime a little bit away of DeviantArt, but now I'm totally back

I'll try to answer all the comments, but anyway, thank you all for the comments, favs and watches! I really appreciate this You're all so kind!!

See ya!

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c o l d

~McFaiild — Mon, 04 May 2009 10:18:51 PDT

McFaiild's
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"This is your life and it's ending one minute at a time."
- Chuck Palahnuik

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o p h e l i a

~McFaiild — Sat, 02 May 2009 08:30:53 PDT

McFaiild's
journal

"words do not sound like her own"
Hamlet

McFaiild's
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Oh rainy day...

McFaiild's
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*Looking for the magic...*

Coded and designed by kjherstin Â© 2008

t h i n g s

~McFaiild — Wed, 29 Apr 2009 09:45:12 PDT

McFaiild's
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Ok... Another CSS... I wanted something colorful I think i'll start trying this photography thing But i don't know... Anyway, I'll just try... So, whatever Some inspiration:

Gallery

Journal

Store

Note me

Hello! New journal CSS
Do you guys have Facebook?? If so, you can add me: Bela Mayer

New Project!

~McFaiild — Mon, 30 Mar 2009 17:50:50 PDT
Hey, so me and my friend decided to do collab on a new project: Ipod Skins!

You can take a look about this here:

There are many Free Ipod Skin Stickers

I hope you all like it!

Here are some skins:

Take a look there to more skins!

We'll be uploading the gallery daily

Journal Design & CSS by =blissart

Feature: Tears... or Smiles?

~McFaiild — Fri, 27 Mar 2009 14:44:48 PDT
:: Tears ::

Feature: Winter... or Summer?

~McFaiild — Mon, 23 Mar 2009 09:17:30 PDT

:: Winter ::

Journal Design & CSS by =blissart

:: Feature :: Soap Bubbles ::

~McFaiild — Wed, 18 Mar 2009 10:25:29 PDT

My Last Feature: All my Umbrellas

~McFaiild — Sun, 22 Feb 2009 04:12:32 PST

So, my last feature

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Feature: Milk... or Coffe?

~McFaiild — Sat, 21 Feb 2009 08:59:47 PST

My sweet friend is holding a contest, take a look here: [link]

Milk

Feature: Magic

~McFaiild — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 20:40:13 PST

My sweet friend is holding a contest, take a look here: [link]

It's Over

~McFaiild — Fri, 20 Feb 2009 13:57:08 PST
Wow, I can't believe. Since I was 6 roller skating is my passion, but 2 years ago I had to stop, 'cause of some problems on my knee. Today I was returning after a long time, and I was roller skating really well, doing everything alright... But when the the class was ending, my leg started to hurt a lot, and so, felt down, and between tears, I knew, It's over to me...

Broken dreams... They persecute me...

My sweet friend is holding a contest, take a look here: [link]

Photography - People and Portraits

My sweet friend is holding a contest, take a look here: [link]

Photography - People and Portraits

Feature: Dance!

~McFaiild — Thu, 19 Feb 2009 14:31:16 PST

My sweet friend is holding a contest, take a look here: [link]

Photography - People and Portraits - 1 Month

My sweet friend is holding a contest, take a look here: [link]

Photography - People and Portraits - 1 Month

Dreams

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Feature: Some Great Works

~McFaiild — Wed, 18 Feb 2009 13:59:10 PST

My sweet friend is holding a contest, take a look here: [link]

My sweet friend is holding a contest, take a look here: [link]

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Feature: Sunrise... or Sunset?

~McFaiild — Mon, 16 Feb 2009 10:52:07 PST
Sunrise

Feature: Paint It Black

~McFaiild — Sun, 15 Feb 2009 11:41:29 PST
I look inside myself and see my heart is black
I see my red door and itÂ´s heading into black
maybe then IÂ´ll fade away and not have to face the facts
itÂ´s not easy facing up when your whole world is black

Vanessa Carlton

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Feature: Valentine's Day!

~McFaiild — Sat, 14 Feb 2009 04:29:18 PST
It's not valentines here, but... Happy Valentine's Day!

Feature: Ice... or Fire?

~McFaiild — Thu, 12 Feb 2009 11:54:25 PST
Fire and Ice

Some say the world will end in fire,
Some say in ice.
From what I've tasted of desire
I hold with those who favor fire.
But if it had to perish twice,
I think I know enough of hate
To say that for destruction ice
Is also great
And would suffice.

Robert Frost

Ice

Feature: Pink... or Blue?

~McFaiild — Wed, 11 Feb 2009 10:17:33 PST
Pink

Feature: Alone... or Together?

~McFaiild — Sun, 08 Feb 2009 10:37:15 PST
Alone...

Feature: Cat... or Dog?

~McFaiild — Sun, 08 Feb 2009 07:28:17 PST
Cats:

Feature: Black... or White?

~McFaiild — Sat, 07 Feb 2009 15:54:29 PST
Black:

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Feature: Happy... or Sad?

~McFaiild — Sat, 07 Feb 2009 04:10:15 PST
Happy!

Feature: Portraits

~McFaiild — Thu, 05 Feb 2009 12:00:26 PST
One of the photography styles that I most like

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Blue by

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Snow Princess by

Congratulations!!

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Winners Feature!

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And the finalists are (in no special order):

Tag

~McFaiild — Mon, 26 Jan 2009 08:01:02 PST
I got tagged by

RULES
1. You must tag at least 6 people.(let them know they've been tagged)
2. No tag backs.
3. Tell the truth.

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1. What is your DeviantArt name and what does it mean?
It's about someone...

2. Why did you join this site?
I just joined to see what is and I liked

3. What fandom were you obsessed with when you joined?
None

4. How many watchers are currently watching now?
101

5. Your first gift ever was to?
*DemonMathiel

6. List five things you are a fan of?
.Piano
.DA
.Music
.Art
.My friends

8. List four people you look up to the most?
"look up to the most?" what it means? sorry, I really don't know...

9. How many pets do you own?
1, a dog called Marshmellow

10. Who is your most played character?
I don't know

11. What do you prefer, Red or black?
Black

12. Name 3 aspects of your personality?
.Impatient
.Worried
.Dreamer

13. If you could have a power what would it be?
Stop the time

14. Who was the last person you talked to?
my brother

15. Who was the last person you said "I love you" to?
my dog?

16. Write the first five things that pop into your head?
.ok... just more 100 questions...
.street noises
.how i'm missing someone
.where's my dog?
.i don't want do something today -.-'

17. What are the things you wish you could do better?
play the piano

18. Do you like who you are?
Yes

19. Summer or winter?
Winter

20. Rain or sun?
Rain

21. List 2 odd things about yourself?
.I ever bring my camera with me
.I like paint my hair of different colors (the last one was dark blue)

22. Pop or Hip hop?
the two?

23. How many scars do you have?
7 (I'm a very unlucky person... I'm ever in the hospital)

24. Do you wear spiked wristbands, Collars & belts?
Not much

25. Do you own anything from Hot Topic?
???

25. Windows or Mac?
Windows

26. Nyc Trpp or Lip Service?
Huh?

27. What brand of stereo/Amp do you own?
what???

28. Steak or Chicken?
Steak

29. Favorite Color(s)?
Blue, I think...

30. Anime or Manga?
Manga

31. Beer or wine?
I don't like them... But wine is better than beer...

32. Goth or Emo?
None

33. How many pairs of shoes do you have?
About 15 including flip flops

34. What is the most amount alcohol you ever drank in one day?
1 glass of champagne and 1 of vodka with I-don't-know-what in the new year, just 'cause it is a tradition

35. Cold or Hot?
Cold

36. Favorite pair of pants?
my old jeans

37. Do you like your user name?
Yes

38. Have you tried any drugs?
no, I have alergy

39. If you have? what drugs?
none

40. Do you have a myspace/Facebook page?
no

41. Pizza or Kebabs?
Pizza

42. Are you are nice person?
Yes

43. How old are you?
13

44. Spikes, studs or eyelets?
Huh?

45. Do you like your music loud?
Yes

46. Kind hearted?
Yes

47. Holden or Ford?
what?

48. Annoying?
Maybe

49. Do you like PLZ accounts?
A little

50. Do you own a car or motor bike?
none

51. Do you like The Presets?
I don't know what that is.

52. Do you keep secrets?
Yes

53. Should they release criminals from jail if they have killed someone?
Absolutely not

54. Are you a liar?
No, I'm a horrible liar

55. Have you tried to kill yourself before?
Never

56. Do you like your avatar?
yes...

57. Have you ever thought about killing someone?
sure, i'm thinking about it right now

58. KFC, Subway, McDonalds, Red Lobster or Burger King?
McDonalds

59. Do you love yourself?
Yes

60. Do you cut yourself?
No

61. Do you get depressed?
Sometimes...

62. Do you have many friends in real life?
Yes, sure

63. Hardcore or Darkcore?
I don't know...

64. Should stalkers get a second chance?
what's it?? my english is horrible...

65. Imports or muscle cars?
huh?

66. Gay, Bi or Stra...