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deviantART: by:Megumi-Tobiluvr http://search.deviantart.com/?q=by:Megumi-Tobiluvr&section=today deviantART RSS for by:Megumi-Tobiluvr en-us Copyright 2009, deviantART.com Thu, 31 Dec 2009 08:34:33 PST deviantART.com http://blogs.law.harvard.edu/tech/rss http://s.deviantart.com/minish/widgets/apple-touch-icon-precomposed.png Life is... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/29080254/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/29080254/ Mon, 21 Dec 2009 10:09:12 PST
Before everyone goes insane, let's get something straight. I'm not leaving DA. I just don't go on as much anymore.

Well it's out in the open, yes I like someone, and no I'm not completely stalker infatuated with them. They just make me feel happy, and stress free. But anyway, so I'm pretty much enjoying life right now, probably better than I have in a long time.

Many life lessons and trivials were thrown at me from over the summer to now, and I know that there's more to come. But...I'm not going to let those bring me down. I think it's pretty pathetic how we all seem to turn into backstabbing bitches when we need a reason to breathe. Just fucking breathe. Go get away for a bit and clear your head, and don't take it out on the people who've been there for you and cared for you for so long.

But besides that, I'm not complaining, and I'm there to listen. But there's a new motto.

You don't deserve me at my best, if you can't handle me at my worst.

Tala Milli<3

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr I Want My New Moon http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28514800/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28514800/ Sun, 22 Nov 2009 17:34:13 PST
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The sophomore slump is an uphill battle
And someone said that ain't my scene
'Cause they need a new song...<333

Wordplay by Jason Mraz has been on my mind forevverr. It makes me think about a lot of things. Well... here we go!

Lately I've been going through pretty much... life. If you can put it plainly. THe ups downs lefts rights and even sometimes a step backwards. Although I have been trying to excel in school, friendships and other things have been on my mind. Other things? Well...<3 hahaha. It's hard to believe that I fell for someone whose such a dumbass. Normally I can't stand stupidity. But he's innocent. So I guess there's a cancel in there somewhere.

I came back from New Moon not too long ago, and I gotta say they did a hell of a lot better job with this one. Although, there is one twist in there that I don't remember ever happening in the second book. But hey, not my concern. Although the Twilight Saga always makes me think, which floods thoughts in my head like crazy. Expect to see some chapters up soon ;] (I like ) better but it turns it into an ugly face -.-)

Taylor Lautnerr.... Mmmm hahaha he is gorgeousss. and In New Moon it was heaven. Sadly enough my dad was sitting beside me so I could shout "FUCK YES I LOVE YOUU" But hey, in my head it sounds a lot less fanatic. Or crazy...whichever.

I GOT MY GOAL KICKS DOWN! Thank you D-Rae!!!

I finally can send that sucker in right!

I'm hoping this week off will give me a chance to clear my head of a few things. I really hate how I overthink so much shit. I mean hell I can't go a day without wondering if he notices something I do. Guys don't notice things like that do they? They don't really notice all the attempts girls make to get noticed. So why do I even go for it? Well maybe he might one day see something. I was recently informed by a friend that at homecoming, he didn't want to leave me. He wanted to stay and dance with me, but his friends pulled him away. My heart was fluttering the whole damn day, and when he complimented me a good 3 hours later I lost my head.

Whatever, I'm not gonna disregard and deny so much, but I'm not exactly going to turn into a fan girl over something that may or may not last. I'm just glad life is at it's best at the moment.

Expect writings, expect smiles, and expect a lot of expressed thoughts. Sophomore year seems to be something big. I'm not sure what yet... but it will be. I can feel it.

~Keep It Alive~
Talah Milli <333

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr The Way We Talk <333 http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28324115/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28324115/ Thu, 12 Nov 2009 22:58:31 PST
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Let's Hear It For America's Suitehearts! XD

Well I got that last thing off my chest, and I said the last pieces I had to. There's nothing more I can do now, but just be optimistic. Lately I've been through some harsh realities, but I've been taking them and using them to improve myself, and right now, I've got confidence beyond belief! I feel great!!!

Yeah, there's a guy on my mind right now... <33 I've been back and forth between him, but I realized I was being oversensitive. (One of those life lessons Talah...) What else can I say? He's not drop dead gorgeous, but he makes me laugh, and feel happy. That's what it's sort of about right?

So lesseee *runs through list* AHA! Last soccer game is on Saturday, and I gotta say I'm gonna miss all my girls! I love them all and they were the best! They made my first season fantasticaaalll!

Oh, and I can't forget the helps and tips of D-Rae. Without her early practices I'd still be stumbling on the field like a dumbass...

Lately I've been craving Disneyland... I think it's time to go again. Group and goooo hahaahaha

It's kinda cool to see everyone back on DA again, after our long ass break. Seriously...it was long. Like I said, I've gone through good and bad (a ton of it) since summer and this early year, so I've got a lot of inspiration and thoughts to put down on paper, along with my stories. And lately, I've been singing a lot. So there's a bunch going on with me.

Outside of all, Life is really good. *knocks on wood* Rock itt with meee hahaha

So about schooollss? I think I'm doing decent in classes! Well, Chemistry's okay, but what do you expect? English is pretty vague, Spanish is psychoo, and history is a mas o menos sitiation. (Kat and Michi are there to help

) I've got dance which I'm definitely getting a workout in, and I love iiitt. Math is AH-MAZING. Nooo Katherinnneee not just becauseeee hahaha. I don't really talk to her there, which is a bummer, but I do get a ton of laughs. Our teacher PMSes a lot, but hey, I'm doing good.

So let's see how this sophomore year of 2010 pans out babyyyyy.

Fresha than a Mutha lemme tell ya. Keep dem posas off my back ya heard meh? (Now that's ebonics ;])

Keep it Sweet~
Talah Milli <333

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr I Got Your Back http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28280570/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28280570/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 21:05:50 PST
I'm still going through the thoughts and trivials of life itself, you know, highschool stuff. But That's not what this journal's all about. NEW SKINS HOLLYYYY!

Hahaha I'm sooo excited. Now, about my story. I'm not gonna stop the story, but I am gonna stop posting about people in the story. After a small truffly scuffle, I've come to see that it is kind of hurtful when you post, even if you are venting. Now I'm not trying to preach to the world and say it's wrong, I'm just not gonna do it.

Chapters soon! And I'm even thinking about posting things I have in my head. Just little stories here and there. I did try and start that one, but a friend of mine told me it was too close to Sarah Dessen. I really do need critiques, since I'm trying to find my writing style.

Other than thaattt, I'm gonna go watch V! Eat ice cream and enjoy lifeee

Read and Comment my stuff! And if you want these Journal Skins, please make sure to respect the creators rules and look at their page for info. Thank you :3

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr NEW JOURNAL BETCHESSSS http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28273580/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/28273580/ Tue, 10 Nov 2009 16:06:11 PST DDDD

Well I don't have much to update rght nw but I'll be backwith more when I'm at myhouseand not Michelle's!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Cleaning Up http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27950768/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27950768/ Sat, 24 Oct 2009 22:58:39 PDT
Party was fun, I had a lot of laughs. Looking forward to tomorrow with a soccer game

Monday is school, and the rest of the week till homecoming! I'm pretty excited, so I don't want any problems when I get there that day. Till then...?

I"M OUT.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Just...Stop http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27136683/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27136683/ Thu, 10 Sep 2009 16:50:22 PDT

Whatever, I can't stop them, or tell them what to do.

Besides that... things have been going pretty decent at school? I've seen a few people I hang with, been with my friends, classmates bladiblahh. I didn't miss the bus today! ^-^ my classes are super hard @.@ well okay not super hard, but English is killer. lmfao. That's what I get for choosing acc. But its alllll good. Spanish is pretty fun lmao. I sit right by this one kid I had last year, and this senior is behind me whose incredibly random and funny.

My chem teacher is psychotic. No joke. Weird. o.o I WENT TO CADIZ!

HES AMAZZINNGGG!!! he teaches Marine ecology so senior year cadiz class HERE I COME! hahaha well lets not go too far I'm just a sophomore for now

Can't wait to see whats neexxttt

AAAAAAANNNNDDDDD????!!! Goodbye!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Mix n Match. REQUESTS BEING TAKEN?! NO WAY! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27006650/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/27006650/ Thu, 03 Sep 2009 23:04:42 PDT
So I haven't shut down my sprint account (thank the heavens) and I'm eligible for an upgrade. But you see.... I got a new phone. On verizon! Now my mom is all well I don't want to pay the charges verizons sending us (which is why we left in the first place) so she's thinking about cancelling the phones. Which meansssssss, I might just upgrade my sprint phone and la di da on with that. So Keep that old number guys! It may not change to verizon! lmao

Besides all of that... *throws paper out* IM EXCITED FOR THE GAME TOMORROW!!!!!!

So here's my schedule!

Wake up
Get ready
Eat breakfast
Text and watch tv (maybe play a game...?)
Go to sisters teacher meeting and text while there
Go out to lunch with fam (and text)
Hang out at shey Milesss

Teeeexxxttt
Get on comp
Get ready
Head for TESOROOOOOO
LOCKERS AND FOOTBALL GAME!!!!

(if I didn't put text next to something, I'm probably still texting... lmao)

Oh, and I have thought about this long and hard, and I made a decision. I need to broaden my topics of writings. So to help with that, I need YOUR HELP! I'm willing to write something for anyone who wants it. Anyone at all!

I'll do fanfiction, your life story (if you really want it...? lmao sure!), your OC's, anything. Here's the rules:

I know everyone's seen the romance side of things, straight or gay. (I don't have anything against sexuality, so lesbians, gays, or a straight couple doesn't matter to me) If its going to get sexual, I'm not doing any pornographic kinky stuff. Got it? No Lemons, no limes.

Violence? I'll try my best to do it, I hope I get it down right! lol

Cursing? Eh... I hear it everyday. I don't mind the words.

If I know the characters from the story (being that it's fanfiction) I'll just need the plot. (if you are adding OC's to your fanfiction let me know)

If I don't know, I'll need a rundown of everything.

If there's anything you don't want to happen in the story you request (such as a mini fight or kissy scene) please say so. Otherwise, it might be stirred in there somewhere.

OH ONE MORE THING! The length! Let me know if you want a one shot or chapters. The farthest in chapters I'll go is 3 as for requests. Sorry but past 4 makes it seem like a starting of a novel. These are just little tales

Now that I've stated my businesssssss, I think I'll head back to other projects I'm working on.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr What did she say? http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26716537/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26716537/ Thu, 20 Aug 2009 15:30:51 PDT And My ID looks suaavveee. Good thing I can do something with this curly mob of mess... lol.

I'm excited for a loooottaaa things comin up! and I'm gonna need some artists... if they want to of course. I'm working on Sunless. I've been slacking of course but I reaaallyy have a good feeling about this.

Comment if you'd like to help.

Teehee I just watched the second Aladdin a few days ago! I had no idea there was a second one! It's cuuutee

Another chapter on Inochi Should be here soon... if I get the time? I've got the time! When I'm not lazy I'll do it

Other matters: Alright... *looks around* Did I happen to piss someone off? I'm gettin those vibes... this just keeps goin and goin....

SCRIMAGE SATURDAY!

:iconfiredanceplz: I think its against Stoners team so Oleeveee? >:3 Can't waiiitt! ^-^ But of course... I'm praying they make me fwd. I'm better there. I need work on defense... lol.

has anyone heard that song Watcha Say by Jason DeRulo? It's kinda stuck in my head -.- and its gettin somewhat annoying.

I think that's it for now! Keepin it updated cuz I gosta! <3

Tala Kay is oouutt

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Karma's BeeIIITCH http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26661486/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26661486/ Mon, 17 Aug 2009 23:19:53 PDT
But besides all that dramatic stuff, I have decided! *stamps foot* I AM WATCHING PONYO! It looks cute... and I like the lil fishy! ^-^

I said in facebook, and I'm sayin it here. Join meh! I dun wanna watch a Miyazaki golden film alone! (They're all golden...

)

I scored again in soccer! :3 I feel accomplished. Sempai said not to get cocky, so I'm keeping level headed. Coach gave me some things to practice with, and I need better ball control. all in the work of progress pupil... yes yes...

SCHOOL IS SOOON!! And I get a locker with the bestest persoonn in the worlllddd

(wait...I've got 3 of those. She's one of them!) You guessed it, MICHI! Though I prolly wont see her at registration since my mother decided to go for a pedicure at that time... -.- We'll plan another day to check out our lockers.

Watcha! *-* The gaaammee. Oi the gaaaame. I had some er... conversaciones (is that a word?) con la amiga de mi, and now it got me thinkin. *taps foot* hmmm....

Alright, now for my last question. I heard somethin about a tournament? *blink* I have no idea. It sounds fun... but uh... what? Heeelllppp *claws at the glass*

I think that's about it... *runs through list* Is there something I didn't cover?

Oh yeah! I have a question for-- *pause, thinks* confirmation? Sweet 16? Oh sweet sweet 16? Lmao it's not for you guyyysss dun worry.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Saaaayyy Whaat? http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26578806/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26578806/ Thu, 13 Aug 2009 21:30:17 PDT

I might as well come out and say it. Since I'm trying to get viewers and all. I got an account on Fanfictionnn. You can look it up if you want, but don't get all pissy with me if you don't like what I post. I find a topic, I write something for it. That's how it goes

Equals.Love is the account. Oh yeah and I take requests on fics. If you want one done lemme know and I'll explain how it works.

But bessiiiddes that!

School starts soonnn. The first game is on the 4th! Wow before school? Chiilll...

I'm excited and nervous for soccer lol. Met peopless had a good run. But I need worrrk -.- I will so work hard! >

I've got to!

I get my new phone Sep 1st! and we've got to name it. But not until it gets here lol. What else what eeelllsee? *looks through list*

I'm pretty sure that's it noo? Ooohhh HEY MICHI TEXXTTT! We gotta meet up for registration we're at the same time lol.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Well Then... I'll Go This Time http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26473327/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26473327/ Sat, 08 Aug 2009 21:51:21 PDT
You know, I was once told to never hide what you feel. Well... I hope that this some how works. *breathes* I'm annoyed. Quite honestly, I'm really, really annoyed. Sure I may be ranting, and droning on and on.

ANd I for sure know that many of you are tired of it. But I'm saying it anyway. If you don't like me, and you think I'm overrated, a flirty slut, follower, black bitch... whatever it is? Don't say it behind my back to other friends of mine. That just shows you don't have a pot to piss in, led alone a fucking secret to keep. If you don't like me, then don't hang out with me.

But if you tell me repeatedly we're good buddies and we're bff's, lying with a plastic smile to my face? Well hell yeah I'm gonna be pissed! I specifically know for a fact I'm trying to be replaced. By what? Did you really think I didn't see it coming? All those best buddy! Let's chill out! You're so smart and cool! was there when someone else wasn't. I'm not last resort material.

Bullshit. Sorry guys, but I'm done being lied to. I'm not an idiot. I haven't told a single breath of anything you guys have entrusted me with. Yet I say a word to you, and the whole god forsaken country knows my gosh damned business. I've got accusations piled on one another. No, I'm not going to do the revenge shit and reveal all your dirty secrets and whines about other people. I'm not like you. I'm not manipulated.

ALl I'm saying, is this year, whether you like me or not still? I'm going to find people who like me for who I am. You know what's really fricking sad? The people that I met last year? For about maybe 6 months or more? I feel that I can tell them more than I can tell you. Because all I know is how everyone else somehow found out about my business. I know who I do and don't tell.

Sorry if you think this whole thing is full of shit, and I'm just being a depressed and angry bitch, but if you think that, then you know who you are.

I'm not going to say thanks to whoever read this and who didn't. I honestly don't care right now. I feel just to sad and betrayed to even care. But thanks for putting me down. Really. I appreciate finding out from an innocent bystander that I can't trust you. That's every "bff's" dream.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr One Step Closer! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26391680/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26391680/ Tue, 04 Aug 2009 22:46:59 PDT
So I just started my new story Sunless by: well me duhhh!

I'm really excited for it and hope it turns out great! Great great great!

Alsooo I just got my coach for soccer. I start monday EEEEKK!!

I know I'll prolly get my ass kicked the first part of it... okay maybe the whole thing, but I'm willing to try and be a strong willed team player! *stamps foot proudly*

Neextt.... EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEPPPPP P!!!!!!!!!!! alright short burst of excitement. Someone will know what that means.... *looks around* lol

So text me for all who have my number. If you don't... well... er that's too bad D: Just kidding, if I know you comment. If I don't, comment so we can talk!

Alriggghhttt

I'm really excited and tired at the same time. Maybe that's why this journals so random... O.o

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr So Baby Keep My Heart B-b-b-b-beating! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26293078/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26293078/ Fri, 31 Jul 2009 08:27:03 PDT

today I've got plaaannsss

Excited for them tooo hahahaaa and next week EEEEEEEEEPP!!!!!

I wrote a piece that I'd like to compliment for myself. I really think it gets to the down and dirty truth about reality. or...that's the drift I caught.

Read n Review my stuffff hahaha

love all of you guys.

Wow short journal... -.-

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr New Stufff http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26220512/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/26220512/ Mon, 27 Jul 2009 20:38:25 PDT So read my stufff

Tell me what you think.

Short journal I know but I had to change it.

9 DAYS TILL THE ADVENTUREEE!

Next Chapter: Competition of Manipulation

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr So I guess... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/25870863/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/25870863/ Fri, 10 Jul 2009 23:06:29 PDT

I dunno, maybe I will stick around. I have been. I never left lmao. I faved and commented stuff, looked through some old deviations, blablabla...

Maybe this is a fresh start? I mean, hell, everything drastic is over!

*Knocks on wood*

So uh, I'm open for the usual like I was before! message, question, request. BUT I WRITE NOT DRAW

If you have something you would like me to do, I'd be more than happy to do it! I'll try my best to work the scene. If you want it emailed before posted let me know.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Ok..... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/23024538/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/23024538/ Thu, 05 Feb 2009 16:33:16 PST
I'm much better now though. I can still smile and laugh at things, I can sort of be like I used to. Minus the scars left from things happened. And the worst part is...everything fell apart once this event happened. I won't name things or people... but I somewhat feel selfish. I cried over some person who for 10 years i thought cared, (how foolish was that) and how they made me feel weak and smile. Meanwhile I'm not there to listen to anyone else! I felt...terrible.

I'm NOT moving to a new account. Because I dont feel I have to.

I know you all are going to say (in which i've considered outcomes)

"Won't they just come back? Whoever did this?"

My answer? I really could care less. Because To me...my work is far more precious than those people put together. So...if they find me again great. They can read and weep.

What now!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr I'M LEAVING! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/22893859/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/22893859/ Thu, 29 Jan 2009 20:25:44 PST
*sobs* I never meant to ruin anything. My words are my words. I posted these because i thought it was safe! I thought people would read just to read! They found it! ANd they made fun of it! I can't do this anymore! THEY MADE FUN OF ME!!!!!!!! THEY DONT CARE AT ALL THEY USED MY DREAM MY FANTASY AND MADE FUN OF IT! Why can't I just be like any other person and be normal!?! have a crush!? is it that hard?!??!!

Well that's it! i'm done with deviantart. Obviously a certain someone seems to find it amusing to toy with my feelings. SO F him and everyone else! I thought I could trust...

AND FYI THAT DREAM WASNT ABOUT YOU! IT WAS ABOUT SOMEONE ELSE! WHO ACTUALLY GIVES A DAMN ABOUT HOW I FEEL!!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr I've returned! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/22764054/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/22764054/ Fri, 23 Jan 2009 16:13:11 PST yaaay! Alright well now i'm sort of... OH WAIT!

I'm having issues with some friends.... <.< note if you MUST know and swear to the oath of secrecy. (just kidding!)

I have this amazing friend whose gonna make me a bracelet! IT's not just beads and string danie! It's classic art! they break! and shatter!

A real cutie is gonna help me with math *flutters* amaaazinngg....

And because of my damned horomonal menstruals i'm relapsing with an ex. Help help!

Soooo...everyone who said it was absolutely right. Freshman year is the fastest, and the worst.

I'm working on stories i'm gonna post. No more anime based. I haven't lost interest, but i'm just tired of stories made with characters not mine. (so basically fanfiction in lengthy terms)

The first one:

FIVE DAYS...

is all it took for me to realize how much he meant to me. To realize how absolutely crazy he made me feel. To understand why I never made him go away, or said anything to hurt him. Was it really love? Or was it just that false feeling you got when your crush acted interested?

Alright the second... is in progress. Ciao for now!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Sad times.... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/22491138/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/22491138/ Fri, 09 Jan 2009 16:24:25 PST

DANG IT!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Ifsh Meh Brffdaaaiiizzz!!!!! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/21769611/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/21769611/ Mon, 01 Dec 2008 16:04:02 PST
Well... i'm sort of not and sort of am pleased to be back at skool. I saw friends and friends and more friends and enemies, and life was good! And my inbox flooded with text messages!!!!!!!

*breathes* But...there was a point when i felt my hair stand on end (as if it could let's pretend). I'll put it in a dev if i get time. But i was walking to the lunch line, and someone was walking behind me. I got the same feeling i always did, and to find that it was the person i'd wanted to see all day. I hadn't seen him since the friday before break, and I was almost...sad. (almost being i'm still CONFUSED!!!) I grin happily to hear Sizzle call out my birthday, and yet...no words from him. I wanted to bad to just turn around and stand there rubbing it in his face. All the times he called me a young shorty, lil youngin, midget, crazy, hyper (hey, it's...it's him.)...he could remember that years ago, but not my birthday?! After lunch I stormed into math and dropped into the chairs between Miri and EJ. I rattled off to EJ about how excited I was. He listened intently actually...or so it looked. He even wished me a happy birthday! And he didn't know! So I told him. I felt the words burning my tongue, so I told him. "You can tell me that and you've only known me for this year! They've known me since 1st and haven't said a word!" he grinned awkwardly and didn't give much a response but, "really?" So later after school I'm going home with Danie, and he passes by, but I swerve around EJ sharply without a glance. "so...?"
"He looked at you, like he was going to say something," she said after we'd planted ourselves underneath the limited shade.

...

You're kidding right? Whatever...I'm tired, I want to sleep. I enjoyed a frickin crazy great day as my birthday!!!! I couldn't be any happier!!!

DDDDDD

Oh yeah...what did i want to say? OHHH Anyone who wants to see twilight i'm planning to see it friday night with Rachel!!!! Text me if interested!

Wish you could put more than one mood..... >.>

Oh yeah this was supposed to be my sig but DA doesn't let it be that long. Dammit...

I cut out my heart to say the least, to show how much I love you. I know it's bleeding and hurt, but I'll wash it all off and bandage it. Tell me why you look so sad? I gave you what hurt me so bad! You're crying and holding my heart so tight...it's what you always wanted right? No that's not right, I'm not seeing you, I'm seeing just what I've always wanted from you.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr November... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/21410806/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/21410806/ Sun, 09 Nov 2008 18:58:07 PST
Ok kill the crap. So last night was homecoming, and the night before was the homecoming game! FUN ON BOTH! Which was better? the game... the dance was iight. not enough people if you ask me. and I saw some stuff... o.O it'd make molesters run the other way. Lmao.

I SAW HIM FOR THE FIRST TIME IN *counts* 5 months! He showed his face on our territory! Gotta say it took danie some convincing but it happened! And another note, the fagget who we so called someone is so out of the picture. (These will be posted in a chapter coming up. When i have time -.-'

Skittlez fix your comp, get back heeerrreee!!!!

Alright well i'm finito for now. And i found a song... once again *grin* Switchfoot is amaziinnnggg.....

Meh Oleve would know!!!

she told him she'd rather fix her makeup
than try to fix what's going on
but the problem keeps on calling
even with the cellphone gone
she told him that she believes in living
bigger than she's living now
but her world keeps spinning backwards
and upsidedown
don't say so long and throw your cellphone
don't spend today away
cuz today will soon be

gone, like yesterday is gone,
like history is
gone, just trying to prove me wrong
and pretend like your immortal

she said he said live like no tomorrow
every day we borrow
brings us one step closer to
the edge (infinity)
where your treasure, where's your hope
forget the world and lose your soul
she pretends like she pretends
like she's immortal
don't say so long
your not that far gone
this could be your big chance to makeup
today till soon be

gone, like yeterday is gone,
like history is gone,
the world keeps spinning on,
[ Find more Lyrics at [link] ]
your going going gone,
like sumemr break is gone,
like saturday is gone
just trying to prove me wrong
you pretend like your immortal your immortal

we are not infinite
we are not permanate
nothing is immediate
we're so confident
in our accomplishments
look at how dark it is

gone, like Frank Sinatra
like Elvis and his mom
like AL Pichino's cash
nothing lasts in this life
my highschool dreams are gone
my childhood sweets are gone
life is a day that doesn't last for long

life is more than money
time was never money
time was never cash,
life is still more than girls
life is more than hundred dollar bills
and oh the town fills
life more than fame and rock
and roll and thrills
all the riches of the kings
and up in wills we got information
in the information age
but do we know what life is
outside of our conveinent Lexus cages

she said he said live like no tomorrow
every moment that we borrow
brings us closer to the God
who's not short of cash
hey Bono I'm glad you asked
life is still worth living, life
is still worth living

bye for now!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr GO TESORO! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/21005790/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/21005790/ Wed, 15 Oct 2008 17:30:17 PDT
Life's been grand! I've got.... *counts* three big events coming up in the next few days! my grades are amaaaazzziinnng!!! and i've met tons of new people. But aside all of this...freshman year does suck.... like everyone said.

Danie I expect a cupcake *holds hand out* PLEASE AND THANK YOU.

SKITTLEEZZZZZZ 0_0 He made you look short....and you're taller than me! I'm a midgett!!!! *weeps*

Um...what else can I say? *grabs list of things* that was said...not important...dunno why thats there.... I can say the texting levels have dropped to dangerously low. You know who the record holder is now and I haven't talked to him in forever? you can guess it... -_-' This is pathetic people. I should just shut off my phone.

Oh and I found a song! Its a song that I think fits meee... aside the fact its used for twilight. Its by Paramore so I could care less who the hell its used by.

Decode by Paramore

How can I decide what's right
When you're clouding up my mind?
I can't win your losing fight
All the time.

How can I ever own what's mine
When you're always taking sides?
But you won't take away my pride.
No, not this time.
Not this time.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

The truth is hiding in your eyes
And it's hanging on your tongue.
Just boiling in my blood.
But you think that I can't see
What kind of man that you are,
If you're a man at all.
Well, I will figure this one out
On my own.
(I'm screaming, "I love you so.")
On my own.
(My thoughts you can't decode.)

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I think I know.

Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.
Do you see what we've done?
We've gone and made such fools
Of ourselves.

How did we get here?
I used to know you so well, yeah, yeah.
How did we get here?
Well, I used to know you so well.
I think I know.
I think I know.

There is something I see in you.
It might kill me.
I want it to be true.

Look it up on Youtube! Or reject it by all means. ISH MINE! Adios for now!

(On side note... whoever guesses what this song means to me (or has the closest idea) Will win POPCORN!!!) <--- trust me thats a big prize. good saltyness crunch yum!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Elementales de la Confusión http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/20845003/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/20845003/ Sun, 05 Oct 2008 15:42:07 PDT
I had my first uh...pep rally last week. That was interesting. Although we were booed as expected. Timing was perfect too. Kaaaat! Elijah! lmao we love that name!

Danie and uh...amiigo is it? Yes amiigo. *chews gum* My eyes are sharp. Too sharp!

Um...who wants to be my date? No i'm just kidding. Everyone at school is already bragging/brooding over homecoming. Sheesh...its a freaking dance for cryin out loud. I think the only dance to be worried about would really be prom wouldn't it? and I don't have to worry on that for another 2 years.

Well i'm still debating with myself and the rentals about a facebook. I'll have my decision soon enough. Whether you've got zoe wanting to add you or not.

I think that's really all the updates I have to give. I needed a new journal. Goodbye for now! READ THE DEVS!!!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr OCTOBER IT IS!!!! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/20394157/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/20394157/ Mon, 08 Sep 2008 16:03:55 PDT
Alrighty then! (that was gay corny and everything in between)

Danie, Kat, now that you have passes, we are on our way to dland! Danie i need to discuss dates with you.... pleeeaaaassseeee text meeeee! Kat you too! I'm talking to everyone about it, and i've come up with what i think is an ok date for the... disneymatic adventure.

Tala: She's had some crack earlier...and 2 shots of tequila.

Anyway! I think the date's ok! It's not a saturday danie, and its on the weekend, and its not interfering with stee stee's knotts thing. IS ALL CHILL!!!!! Tho....one person can't come.... or won't come... *grumbles* I'll bug him later for it don't you worry danie.

WEll this journal was insignificant and unimportant at its best.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr So I herd U liek... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/20349358/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/20349358/ Fri, 05 Sep 2008 23:10:35 PDT D

Ok real stuff nows...

I HAVE NO CLASSES WITH ANYONE. SERIOUSLY. (Tala: exaggeration

)

Michi is in my math class which is coo. I've got Mia in my english class she's a savior from my pervert teacher. I've got Sweet Alec in gym! And I DID have Skittlez in spanish but she ditched me so now i'm all alone with my teacher and druggies and bitches. THANK YOU SKITTLEZ.

Well schools been pretty good so far. Although i liek someone i've seen plenty hot dudes around. One guy next to me in health omg... and in math omg!!! i've seen them EVERYWHERE lol. I've got some weekend homework to take care of so if i disappear from deviantart for a while you will...NEVER KNOW im on invisible Muahahahaha!!!

Ok mah peeps who know what i mean when i say it what i mean when i speak it what i mean when i roll my head like i do steestee pissed the hell out of me tonite!!! I COULD FREAKING BURN SOMETHING! *burns voodoo candles* If you wanna know...ask. if you don't care (and i mean this truly don't care) don't bother. and if you don't know him, hes a person. whose a person. whose a person. thats here. xDDD

And uh...i'm sorta...tired? so ima hit the cama! Oh yeah danie i'm pickin up the spanish! Alright well uh...text me peepolz!! Im kinda bored n stuff. N school dont help none. So uh...peace!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Updates? I need Max... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/20104926/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/20104926/ Fri, 22 Aug 2008 22:38:49 PDT
xDDD

Now the real stuff. I went to registration!

It was so easy and fun! i saw all meh friends! ok well most. And meh id pic looks SMEXY! seriously. I love it! I got the work done and finito! now i have to go meet my...mentor? His names Jared! Anyone else got Jared? Tell me plz tell me tell me! lmao friday i think i meet them. oh well. And my classes! Ok lesse...i have all classes with... Danie! except for...what don't i have with you Danie? I forget. ^-^ my bad! i got science with almost everybody! yaaay! and now i'm in an easier math class so i can kick some ass with rockin A+'s! *cough* regular algebra didn't serve me justice* *cough* And wtf is advisement for? Everyone says we spend time with our... "mentors" No offense to the senior people, or whoever's helpin us. They don't give a *bleep* as much as we don't give a *bleep* about them as long as they show us our classes. Do we have to do activities with them? Someone plz explain.

Now that i have that out of the way... UPDATES ON RECORDS!!!

Texting Champ Award to: Danie

Stats:

*= major increase

Danie - 335*
Olive - 220*
Steph - 230
Michi - 150

Omg a guy made it on the text list. <.< Olive & Danie xD Stefan! Stefan! October! Meet us at the castle man! bring firebrick! xDDD

Hot dog! I want my hot dog! Those brownies were so good they were disgusting!

HAT! HAT! Give me my HAT! HAT! HAT! HA-- holy you've got two fones. *stares*

I lurvzh you guys to death <333

I only had the Diet Pepsi Max and I opened my eyes. What would happen with Pepsi Max? >D Lets find out! Muahahaha!

F*** Bees! Horses are some scary shit!

Reality is Better than Fantasy if you Open your eyes. Just...Live

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr >.> Dude... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/19898985/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/19898985/ Mon, 11 Aug 2008 14:19:22 PDT
I just went to Knotts yesterday!!!!! And...I got on riptide! Dude i felt like i was freaking going to fall out. And I got a blood rush to my head from all the screaming upsidedown. Is it possible for me to turn red? *checks self* And I also got to see the Chargers and Cowboys pre season game! Daammmnnnn was that fun! But i gotta say the charger girls suck! xP F u girls f u!!! Uh...Linz i know i've been tagged. I'll post that next. ^-^ its gonna take me some thinking to make it good.

WARNING! IF YOU HAVE NOT STARTED BREAKING DAWN DO NOT CONTINUE
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IF YOU HAVE NOT STARTED BREAKING DAWN DO NOT CONTINUE

IF YOU ARE NOT IN BOOK THREE OF BREAKING DAWN DO NOT CONTINUE!

Uh...well I finished Breaking Dawn a while ago, 3 days after its release. I won't spoil any secrets, endings, hints, nothing. But here's my opinion. *breathes* The book had a different appeal in comparison to the others. It wasn't...the same vibe. I gotta say, it's nice to know that they're uh...married and all? But it sort of kills the meaning. It started out with this guy *points to edward* and this girl *points to bella* who share a love that no one can compare to (or so as said). Bella's a danger magnet Edwards a vampire. Happy couple no? NOT MARRIAGE. it doesn't feel right! And on top of that...*grumble* there's some...venom and some...slicing and some...ppl... I won't say anything more. It just pisses me off. Marriage! *points to Jacob* did anyone think of him? *points to secret person* I won't even go there... Love the person but...again, it goes with the marriage. *sigh*

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr ._. It's life.... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/19680545/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/19680545/ Wed, 30 Jul 2008 12:45:26 PDT
Record Holders (for one day of text)
~Stephen - 225
~Danie- 215
~Olive- 195

Back to normal stuff. I went to an angel's game and at the grove i hear metro station. and i saw the door open and there is Trace on the side. O.o i almost cried. I had to sit in a stadium full of boston haters and boston fans and listen to them yell, "CUT UR HAIR!" over Kelsey and Control. T_T shoot me. But i lasted. and now i get to go to a late football game Cowboys vs. Chargers! I dun care which team i mean, i like em both. SO... *flips a coin*

ANd i get to go to KNotts the next day! YAY! but i can't bring anyone...or only like one person. So i'll have to decide...... or maybe not. Ima be hella chill. You guys stay fresh. <--- If anyone that's not trained in ebonics says this you are truly queer.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr I'm back...and leaiving again http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/19074131/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/19074131/ Fri, 27 Jun 2008 11:17:53 PDT
Tala? Middle name (Credit to: They know who they are)

Lost? Fave energy drink (Thank you dickwad, you did something useful)

So yes, I will be giving up my 3,000 pgs. T-T however hard this may be. SO PLEEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAASSSSEEEEEEE read this like a bajillion times if you have to and get it through your head.

And btw the mood thing is kinda um...*cough* f*cked up. SO i can't change it. It should say lazy. If it's not just me and you know why please say so! *stabs emoticons* damn you...

REDBULL GLOMP!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr ATTENTION ALL WATCHERS http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/18584837/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/18584837/ Fri, 30 May 2008 21:56:14 PDT
IM PUTTING THiS OUT TO EVERYONE!

SO DONT THINK THAT MEGUMI-TOBILUVR DIED SHE JUST SWITCHED. (this is me talking in third person)

I WILL MOVE ALL OF MY DEVIATIONS TO THE OTHER ACCOUNT. HURRY BEFORE EVERY JOURNAL HERE DIES.

THE NEW ACCOUNT IS...

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr ...Life? http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/17256275/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/17256275/ Sun, 09 Mar 2008 13:12:30 PDT
Well here we go! *clicks pen*

I congratulate my buddeh on her new fone! Keyboards rulez! Let the new era of texting begin! :evillaughter:

Skools going good so far, cept for math. Yayerz Michi's gonna be in Tennis wit me! And Danie will be in spanish wit me!! *jumps for joy*

Lol Lawren i love the posts! Keep em coming!

Olive I wish you luck on P.E next year. I'll pray for you!

Tala: *cough* yup yup!

And... I have a message for SKittlez Senpai. *breathes deep*

I'M SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY SORRY!!!!!!!

I've been totally behind on skool from that stupid week i missed and now i'm working my F*ing ass off to catch up! I'm sorry sorry sorry! I'll make it priority to call michi and tell her about fridays! SO that our lazy asses (sorry Michi) will go friday! We really want to we really do dont think we don't!!!!

*coughhackcoughcoughhack* Glad i said all of that.

Lately i've been thinking over things. (and those who know what i'm talking about will understand)

My L*ve L!fe has been entirely turned around for me. It's sooo awkward. ANd my ass was sitting in science class crying my eyes out for some reason. Partially because i failed my math test and now have an F-----. (and thats tru)
Tala: You know Rae said he asked why--
Me: SHUT UP! *strangle*
Tala: X.X

Well I gosta go eat some food and hopefully get on the PS3! Txt meh my friends! Lawren Danie all ya'll!!!

Tala-Kiwa's

OUTTA HERE!

Iight Biotch! Peace out wit meh Shawties!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr I STOLEDDD IT! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16761756/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16761756/ Wed, 06 Feb 2008 21:08:44 PST

Naruto
[x] You're stubborn. (When it comes to certain things, yes)
[x] You like ramen.
[ ] Are foxes your favorite animal?
[x] You're afraid of ghosts.
[] You're jealous of your best friend.
[] Are you a hands-on kind of person?
[x] Do you have a crush on someone who isn't interested in you? (boohoo)
[x] You want people to respect you.
[x] You never give up.
[x] Are you tan? (Caramel BABY!)
[ ] Were you born on the 10th of October?
Total: 7 (OH SNAP!)

Sasuke
[x] You don't care about other people or their opinions. (My opinion matters to me XD other people's opinions count SOMETIMES. I do care bout others, just not ones that're annoying. *shiver*)
[ ] Are you left handed?
[] You prefer being alone.
[x] Are you cold, cruel or withdrawn? (Cold, withdrawn. Cruel in my head. But not directly to people, or to people who don't deserve it. I'm involved!)
[x] Are you talented?
[ ]Have you had to work on your social skills? (I NEVER INTEND TO!)
[x] Do you practice your skills? (in skool yes)
[ ] Do you have a motive in your life that you live for?
[x] Do you feel like you're cursed? (Mmhmm, who doesn't at one point or another?)
[ ] Were you born on the 23rd of July?
Total: 5 (He's hot but i'm nothing like him! DX)

Sakura
[ ] You like the color pink.
[ ] Do you feel like something inside of you is ordering you?
[ ] You and your friends have a crush on the same person. (I like somebody who those screaming fan girls don't consider "hot, popular, yummy.." all that bullsh*t)
[x] You're smart. (Eh, somewhat)
[ ] You have a five-finger forehead. (I really do! Plus people tell me I have a big one, too)
[ ] You usually repress your emotions.
[ ] You insult people just to annoy them.
[ ] You're aiming for a medical career.
[ ] You grew long hair because of your crush.
[ ] Were you born on the 28th of March?
Total: 1 (Sorry Billboard brow! Grow up a lil! Maybe we got stuff in common then!)

Kakashi
[x] You read romance novels.
[x] You like to spend time in the fields.
[x] Have you been separated from some group? (I am forever being seperated)
[x] Is your personality hard to describe? (in some ways..)
[x] Are you often late?
[ ] Do you like to use something that covers your mouth?
[x] Do you use the sayings: "A black cat crossed my path..." or "I fell into a sewer..."? (not as extreme... but yes)
[ ] Is one of your eyes a different color from your other one?
[ ] You only have one hobby.
[ ] Were you born on the 15th of September?
Total: 6 (Yes! My love we're so close!)

Itachi
[x] You like red and black.
[x] You wear purple nail polish. (its ok...)
[x] You paint your toenails.
[x] You've been the leader in a group. (science class yes... got to order around ppl bwahahahah!!!)
[x] You're a lot more advanced than others in your age class. (I'm the youngest an one of the smartest 8th graders! HELLOOOOO!)
[] You're unforgiving at times. (I can't do that, i always forgive them. even if its real bad, well maybe...)
[x] You judge people. (Everybody judges people. I guess I'm not a cruel judge of character, I can just tell when somebody is bad news..)
[] You hang out with a certain crowd. (MY FRIENDS! I DONT DO CLIQUERS!)
[ ] You have a little brother.
[] You dress in overly long clothes.
Total: 6 (YES! MEH SEXAY MAN! XD)

Gaara:
[ ] You like sand.
[] You couldn't care less.
[] You're alone a lot of the time.
[] You've made some sort of a symbol of love on your skin.
[ ] Your name means death in Japanese. (I WISH - I want my name to be japanese!)
[ ] You have one reason to live.
[x] Your life has had a significant turn.
[ ] You have red hair.
[ ] Is you birthday on the 19th of January?
Total: 1 (sorry dude. i'm not psycho jkjk... *cough*)

Lee
[x] You believe in hard work.
[x] You're decisive. (sometimes)
[x] You have large eyes. (Proud of them, too!)
[x] You're a unique person.
[ ] You've seriously decided to do something.
[x] You have a huge crush on someone.
[x] You have a person who you share a warm relationship with.
[ ] You have a black bowl-cut.
[ ] You've been in an accident where you were had little chance to survive.
[x] You like green. (Yuppers!)
Total: 7 (Yay! Go saggitarius! Yay LEE! *glompers* I Like Lee ok?! He's an awesome an ubercute kid! IN his own way!)

Jiraiya
[ ] You write and sell romanc... ]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr TIME FOR NEW JOURNAL http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16707985/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16707985/ Sun, 03 Feb 2008 13:42:21 PST
So my weekends been packed with action, i got to hang wit danie michi n olive. An we played rock band! -funfunfun-

Oh and guess whatz???!?!! I GOT MEH DLAND PASS!

Happeh now Danie? we can go a lot more with no fuss. So slow da roll.

an btw, i been meanin to show ya'll the icons i found. Somebody asked me where i gotem and i said i'd post it. SO if you know about em? SHADDUP!

Here we go:

click on any o dose and ur bound to find the milllion more that theze ppls created. THESE ARE ICONS AND NOT EMOTICONS!!!!!! CLICKA!

So now i'm waitin till monday so Danie can bring me the first set of my humongo stack of manga i been wantin to read. Cuz i dont go to borders a lot. I can't -opens wallet- i'm broke. XDD

Also I'm beginning to wonder. At first i said screw it, but now i'm thinking, monday's gonna be real awkward. A CERTAIN FRIEND OF OURS (can't list my certain friend or my partner in crime. ITS CONFIDENTIAL) was acting like a total ass on thursday and THEY did something to MY CRIME PARTNER and it made me more mad than ever. So i told THEM to go jump in a ditch (that's politely phrased ppl) and THEY got mad. So now monday is gonna be real weird for teh both of us.

WHO IM TALKIN ABOUT WILL KNOW. if you don't well then you're just retarted. >.>

ANywayz, i'm being random. Guess superbowl excitement got to me. And the fact that i'm starting up with the whole Greii thing again. Help Danie help! Save me form another world of torture from that sexy ripped psycho!

Yours Truly,
Tala-chan

YA DATS RIGHT BIOTCH!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr ....Title? http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16221827/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16221827/ Wed, 02 Jan 2008 10:17:32 PST
Ok, well The winter break is almost over, and because i'm in cali there's no snow. Doesn't that suck. ANd i have to go back to face those idiotic and horrific teachers, not to mention all of the stuck up b*tches at school. *STabs YODA* I'm kinda glad that i can see my friends again because i haven't once stepped out for some fresh air, and i'm trapped in this house. CRAP! I haven't gotten a present for my mom, and her b-day is Friday. And i have to go shopping for Pattycake cuz she got me itunes and i got her nuthn. I feel so ashamed.

So last night I get this freakish dream that my friends and I are strolling through a mall casually, and we saw The perverted teacher from 6th grade. I can't say his name. But its wolverine MAN!!! *runs*

Sat up screaming, and went to listen to my ipod. Fell back asleep to the song Be Without You.

Oh how i talk and talk.

Ok, so Happy *late* New year to all ya'll out there, have a great 2008.

BE Without You- Mary J. Blige:

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
(Oh, oh, oh, oh)
Oooo (oh, oh, oh, oh) oooo

Chemistry was crazy from the get-go
Neither one of us knew why
We didn't build nothing overnight
Cuz a love like this takes some time
People swore it off as a phase
Said we can't see that
Now from top to bottom
They see that we did that (yes)
It's so true that (yes)
We've been through it (yes)
We got real sh** (yes)
See baby we been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz
I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

I got a question for ya
See I already know the answer
But still I wanna ask you
Would you lie? (no)
Make me cry? (no)
Do somethin' behind my back and then try to cover it up?
Well, neither would I, baby
My love is only your love (yes)
I'll be faithful (yes)
I'm for real (yes)
And with us you'll always know the deal
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz
I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

See this is real talk
I'm always stay (no matter what)
Good or bad (thick and thin)
Right or wrong (all day everyday)
Now if you're down on love or don't believe
This ain't for you (no, this ain't for you)
And if you got it deep in your heart
And deep down you know that it's true
(come on, come on, come on)
Well, let me see you put your hands up (hands up)
Fellas tell your lady she's the one (fellas
tell your lady she's the one, oh)
Put your hands up (hands up)
Ladies let him know he's got your love
Look him right in his eyes and tell him
We've been...

Too strong for too long (and I can't be without you baby)
And I'll be waiting up until you get home (cuz
I can't sleep without you baby)
Anybody who's ever loved, ya know just what I feel
Too hard to fake it, nothing can replace it
Call the radio if you just can't be without your baby

Hey Oh
Hey Oh

I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you
I wanna be with you, gotta be with you, need to be with you

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Devious Journal Entry http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16126821/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16126821/ Thu, 27 Dec 2007 16:31:11 PST

1 . YOUR REAL NAME:

Zoe Miles

2 . YOUR GANGSTA NAME: (first 3 letters of real name plus izzle)

Zoeizzle? How about this... ZOIZZLE. much better.

3 . YOUR DETECTIVE NAME: (fav color and fav animal)

Black Pup! >.> what?

4. YOUR STAR WARS NAME: (the first 3 letters of your last name, first 2 letters of your first)

Milzo

5. YOUR SUPERHERO NAME: (Your 2nd favorite color, and favorite drink}

Red Coke to the rescue!!! *cough* gay *cough*

6. YOUR IRAQI NAME: (2nd letter of your first name, 3rd letter of your last name, first two letters of your middle name, last two letters of your first name then last three letters of your last name)

Oltaoeles. Try pronouncing that. Good luck!

7.YOUR WITNESS PROTECTION NAME: (both parents middle name)

Sorry that's classified (no i just dont know)

8. YOUR GOTH NAME: (black, and the name of one of your pets)

Black Sam, Black Charlie, Black Angel*, Black Coco

I like Black Angel*

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Stolen from KibousHope >D http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16080416/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/16080416/ Mon, 24 Dec 2007 16:08:45 PST 1. Choose a few of your own characters.
2. Make them answer the following questions.
3. Then tag three people.
4. Feel free to go ahead and add some questions yourself!!

I choose...

-Megumi
-Hanyu
-Daisuke
-Kenji

A. Are you a boy or a girl?
Megumi: Girl
Hanyu: Girl
Daisuke: G..boy! I meant boy!
Kenji: a boy. Daisuke dont stutter.

B. How old are you?
Megumi: just turned 17 today! And no one wished me happy birthday... *cries*
Hanyu: Who knew you were born on Christmas Eve?! Oh... i'm 13! AND A HALF!
Daisuke: I'm sorry! Happy Birthday! I'm 19.
Kenji: I knew. I'm Her brother. and i'm 20. C'mon November! I'll be 21!!!

C. YOU WANT A HUG?? xD
Megumi: YES!
Hanyu: Hell no!
Daisuke: Depends.
Kenji: Allergic to idiots...

D. You got any bad habits?
Megumi: Overreacting. >///<
Hanyu: I wouldn't call it a BAD habit. Just a habit. Playing pranks o' course!
Daisuke: can't handle seeing blood. Makes me freak.
Kenji: Being too kind. 'specially to Meg-chan...

E. Have you ever saved another persons life?
Megumi: Er...yeah. But i'm mostly being saved. hate it.
Hanyu: Yes. My idiotic Bro.
Daisuke: its not my fault! Megumi nearly killed Sasuke! What the hell do i do about it?!
Kenji: Yes I have.

F. Do you use people to get your way?
Megumi: *blush* >///< only for important reasons.
Hanyu: Yeah right... like the time you tried to make that doctor treat Kenji earlier than before.
Daisuke: Er... no.
Kenji: No.

G. Do you play an Instrument?
Megumi: Piano!
Hanyu: Piccolo
Daisuke: no
Kenji: Nah...

H. Do you consider yourself creative?
Megumi: In an idiotic way yes.
Hanyu: When it comes to pranks! XD
Daisuke: No.
Kenji: you really don't have any talent at all do you? Yes i'm very creative.

I. What's the one thing on your mind now?
Megumi: Christmas! And my ultra cute necklace! *huggles Mosuko*
Hanyu: Naru- *cough* what prank I'm gonna pull next.
Daisuke: Liar!
Kenji: Be glad i'm not alive Meg! Or there would be restrictions on this boy you know!
Megumi: oh calm down...

J. Are you ever attracted to members of your same sex?
Megumi: I'm sorry, but are you stupid?
Hanyu: Yes they are. ANd NO!
Daisuke: NO
Kenji: NO

K. Have you ever intentionally given bad advice?
Megumi: To make Hanyu look like an idiot? Of course! *dies of laughter*
Hanyu: It wasn't funny! He wouldn't look at me for a week!
Daisuke: Who wouldn't?
Kenji: idiots...

L. Favorite season?
Megumi: Winter!!
Hanyu: Spring!
Daisuke: Summer.
Kenji: Dont care.

M. Who's your best friend?
Megumi: Sanni!
Hanyu: Keiko. AS stupid as she is...
Daisuke: Neh...
Kenji: Yashahiro! Good times Bro good times...

N. Any Regrets?
Megumi: Not being able to help mother... I'm so weak...
Hanyu: None so far. Now stop asking questions you!
Daisuke: Attacking Hanyu.
Kenji: How can you say it so plainly?! You're heartless!
Quiz: YOUR REASON?!?!??!?!?!!
Kenji: O_o... Losing my life. I was careless. And now i've ruined her life...

O. Favourite Drink?
Megumi: Juice!
Hanyu: Soda!
Daisuke: Cola
Kenji: dont matter

P. When's your birthday?
Megumi: TODAY YOU DORKS! NOW I WANT HAPPY BIRTHDAYS!!!
Everyone: Happy birthday to you... happy birthday to you *sing song*
Hanyu: April 7th
Daisuke: August 10th
Kenji: November 30th

Q. What age did you die and why?
Megumi: I'm still alive! Helloooo...
Hanyu: Still alive
Daisuke: Wish i was dead...
Kenji: Hey! age 15. Mission went awry. Came back to hospital, died two days later in Meg's clutch.

R. Are you nice or mean?
Megumi: Depends on mood
Hanyu: I'm a prankster. There is no nice and mean there.
Daisuke: Whatever! I don't have to answer that!
Kenji: Tell me you are gay O_o

S. What's your greatest ambition?
Megumi: Be the best of the best! I won't need to be protected any longer!
Hanyu: pull the best prank in the world!
Daisuke

ont got one
Kenji: I'M DEAD!!! What can I do?!

T. How many kids do you have?
Megumi: >///< None yet. We're still having that discussion.
Hanyu: Sorry but i'm only 13 and a half
Daisuke: No... ]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr ...Devious Journal Entry... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/15839364/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/15839364/ Fri, 07 Dec 2007 19:19:35 PST
Ziwi on teh P.I.E watch m'am!! Full reports daily!!! Lmao dont worry i've got a close eye XD

Two words for you Michi: ONE FIVE! Get ready, set, SCREAM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! lol it'll be hilarious!!!

And salute to Skittlez Senpai, the note was delivered and given to all the ones that you know. (which was a bunch lemme tell you

Ms. popularity)

I can't wait until I'm done with this project i've got. Or two projects... no big they're petty. and then its ONE FIVE!!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Stolen from ccaatt90 http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/15547532/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/15547532/ Sat, 17 Nov 2007 11:52:59 PST
1) How old are you?
Megumi: 17!
Hanyu: 13...and a half! *cough cough*

2) Size?
Megumi: Um...
Hanyu: what're we talking here?

3) Wrong habits?
Megumi: Er... freaks out, jumps to conclusions...
Hanyu: its not wrong. Its just not right. I play pranks by shapeshifting!

4) Are you a virgin?
Megumi: ....should i really answer? Hinting i cant say yes.
Hanyu: WHAT?! I'm 13?! What do you think?!?!

5) Married or single?
Megumi: Well... *blush* In a relationship. *tilts head*
Hanyu: I'm single. And staying that way for now.

6) Do you have children?
Megumi: When I do, they'll be extremely adorable!! *squeal*
Hanyu: O_o no i dont. and Meg? WTF are you talking about?

7) Favorite food?
Megumi: Onigiri and sweet stuff!
Hanyu: Ramen! XD Plus Dumplings...

8) Do you have any secrets?
Megumi: Eh? Like what? This thing? *points to mark* Not a secret since it so visible. Takes up half my entire body. Oh yeah i can't control it, and when it y'know, triggers and what not my hair becomes silver and my eyes are a topaz color. And i get wings.
Hanyu: Nope... besides the fact i gotta huge crush on Naruto. *gasp* I said that aloud! EEP!!!!

9) Are you in love?
Megumi: Absolutely! And he's the best in the world!
Hanyu: *cough* dumbass *cough* I mean, yeah sure!

10) Favorite band, singer, or CD?
Megumi: mmmm...dont have a favorite.
Hanyu: Same

11) What's your eye color?
Megumi: Ruby red! curse these eyes though, everyone says they can read me like a book.
Hanyu: Lavender. And yes we can.

12) Do you prefer the swimming pool or the beach?
Megumi: Doesn't matter. I like water!
Hanyu: Beach. I'll join the dolphins!

13) Camping or staying at home?
Megumi: I live at home. ANd I've got Mosuko And Haruko here with me. Not too much trouble. I enjoy company! ^^
Hanyu: I live with Daisuke. My bro. Do sleepovers count?

14) Were you born naturally or cloned?
Megumi: What makes you think i'm cloned? Do you find anyone else with this hideous looking dragon thing on them?!
Hanyu: Hell to the no! I'm Natural!

15) Favorite ice cream flavor?
Megumi: Chocolate!
Hanyu: Strawberry

16) Have you ever killed someone?
Megumi: *shiver tremble* Did you have to bring that up? Its not the best memories I've been scarred with...
Hanyu: Not yet. close to though. Pretty funny Story actually...

17) Fat or slim?
Megumi: *glares* WHAT?!?
Hanyu: just say slim. it was a simple question. And I'm slim for the record!

18) Something strange about you?
Megumi: No. But I just saw Sasuke shopping at Claires!
Hanyu: No way! Lemme see!

19) Favourite movie?
Megumi: Dont got one. But if its sad I'll have to watch it with Mosuko. I wouldn't last...
Hanyu: Baby... Bring on the Horror films!

20) Dreams?
Megumi: Eh? Haven't really considered that... Maybe to find a way to get rid of this hideous thing i can't contain?
Hanyu: To pull the most awesome prank in history!

Both: That's our Interview!!! Not GTFO!

Ok well there you go. Now guess what. I'm in Virginia! I'm visiting family for a week so i'll be here in this cold weather for quite a while. But i'm having fun! Well actually I just got here. But its still cool!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr DONT READ! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/15262064/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/15262064/ Sun, 28 Oct 2007 17:31:20 PDT
DONT READ! like i said, you will have wasted two minutes of your precious time reading this crap filled journal that has no importance or special meaning. please continue with your evening, and leave this journal be.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Devious Journal Entry http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14930899/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14930899/ Fri, 05 Oct 2007 18:08:04 PDT
THEY TAKE TOO LONG!

1. Talk to a boy/girl you like?
Every day!

2. Learn anything new?
outside of Mr. Shicks passion for chemistry no!

3. Talk to an ex?
er...i have an ex?

4. Miss someone?
yes

Last Person Who-

5. Laid in your bed?
Me

6. Made you cry?
uh...idk actually...

7. You went to the movies with?
I forget! been forever...

8. Went to the mall with?
My mom.

10. Made you laugh?
Danie

11. Said they loved you?
Sizzle

General stuff--
18. What are you most scared of?
losta stuff.

19. When do you want to get married?
I'm 13!!! What would I know/!?!! actually... somewhere in my 20's

21. Does anyone like you?
yes

22. Do you like being around people?
I'm called a frickin social butterfly!

23. Have you cried recently?
No.

24. Are you lonely right now?
just a lil bit

25. Song stuck in your head?
You wouldn't believe it..... Ayo Technology!

26. Ever been on radio/TV? .
almost. i got sick before the auditions. darn...

28. Ever liked someone who treated you like crap?
Yes, and i know now... that i HATe ThAt PeRsOn

29. What color shirt do you have on now?
shades of brown with colorful specks all over (sounds bad but really cute)

31.Name Five things that you do every day?
Talk to meh friends, homework *gag* sleep, listen to teh music, and computer

32. How much cash do you have on you right now?
about 80 I AINT LOADED

33. Are you bored?
Not really.

34. Whats your favorite show?
I got too many! i think...

35. Who got you to join deviantART?
Skittlez Senpai!!!

37. Wish someone was next to you in the morning when you wake up?
Why do you wanna know you stupid quiz?

38. What web site do you visit the most?
deviantART,youtube, saiyanisland not sure why. *shrug*

39. Do you have any plants in your room?
no.

41. Who was the last person to hug you?
Danie!

21 SECRETS
WTF?!??!

1.WHAT IS YOUR USERNAME ABOUT?
My OC. AnD hOw MuCh I lOvE ToBi!!!!!

2. WHERE WAS YOUR ID PICTURE TAKEN?
er... well i dont got one.

3. WHATS YOUR PERSONAL QUOTE MEAN?

4. HONESTLY, IF SOMEONE WERE TO TELL YOU HOW THEY FELT, WOULD YOU LISTEN?
Yes

5. WHATS YOUR CURRENT MOOD?
Content, hopeless maybe...

6. WHATS YOUR MOST VALUED POSSESSION?
FAMILEH AND MEH BUDDEHS! PERIOD

7.HOW ARE THINGS GOING IN YOUR RELATIONSHIP?
teh shizt. but i aint in a relationship. and i wont be. not yet.

8. IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, AND CHANGE SOMETHING WOULD YOU ?
i have to say that i would

9. IF YOU MUST BE AN ANIMAL FOR ONE DAY, WHAT WOULD YOU BE?
i have to say.... i'd be a really awesomeness fox! O_o dk why.

13. HAVE YOU EVER SANG IN FRONT OF A LARGE AUDIENCE?
if you call my entire family large. (my family is large!!) and i'm going to soon! damn you quiz now i'm freaked!

14. WHAT'S THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT THE OPPOSITE/SAME SEX?
I'd have to say... their personality. sometimes its features first though

15. WHAT DO YOU USUALLY ORDER FROM STARBUCKS?
DUDE!!!! Grande double chocolat chip frap!!! SUGAR HIGH!!!!!!

16. DO YOU STILL WATCH KIDDY MOVIES OR TV SHOWS?
um...like teh brave little toaster? hey that aint kiddy. i'd watch it anyday. so yes.

17. DO YOU HAVE BRACES?
*takes out bazooka* quiz, do you have any last words?

18. NAME SOMETHING THAT HAPPENED TO YOU TODAY?
Er... I almost got my phone taken from Jake... and er.... nothing big.

19. DO YOU SPEAK ANY OTHER LANGUAGE?
2! espanol and... er... i can't really recall exactly what the name is right now but i can kinda speak it!

20. WHO'S YOUR FAVORITE SINGER? .
Dont ask. I've got way many...

21. WHAT HURTS YOU RIGHT NOW?
the fact every person at school (boys i'm reffereing to) is a dingbat! cept for J and the dude who thinks my friends AC. Dont hurt meeeee!!!

p.s. the mood i just liked it.

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Music... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14815828/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14815828/ Thu, 27 Sep 2007 15:44:52 PDT

we've got the frickn dance tomorrow and i cant decide between sandals or shoes. i feel like one of those girly girls who go through 50 outfits. (not to be rude) but it scared me. O_o

i ran the hellish mile today!!! and it wasn't that bad really. I started coughing my lungs out but i survived! now it hurts to breathe...

You know what i find very weird? How you earn so much candy from an activity, and when you get home half of it is gone. WHy? BECAUSE OF DANIE AND HER LOVE OF LAFFY TAFFY!!!! *cough* done with that...

well i'm off to listen to more disturbed!

rock out!!!

H-E-L-L to the N-O

I must have dreamed a thousand dreams
Been haunted by a million screams
But I can hear the marching feet
They're moving into the street

Now, did you read the news today?
They say the danger has gone away
But I can see the fire's still alight
They're burning into the night

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go around
Can't you see this is a land of confusion?

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

Oh, superman, where are you now?
When everything's gone wrong somehow?
The men of steel, these men of power
Are losing control by the hour

This is the time, this is the place
So we look for the future
But there's not much love to go around
Tell me why this is a land of confusion

This is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth living in

I remember long ago
When the sun was shining
And all the stars were bright all through the night
In the wake of this madness, as I held you tight
So long ago

I won't be coming home tonight
My generation will put it right
We're not just making promises
That we know we'll never keep

There's too many men, too many people
Making too many problems
And there's not much love to go round
Can't you see this is a land of confusion?

Now, this is the world we live in
And these are the hands we're given
Use them and let's start trying
To make it a place worth fighting for

This is the world we live in
And these are the names we're given
Stand up and let's start showing
Just where our lives are going to

Land of teh Confusion!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Stolen from Bri-Angel-Shigure http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14739222/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14739222/ Sat, 22 Sep 2007 06:39:50 PDT 2. Are you happy?: yes!
3. Are you bored? kinda
4. Are you sad? No
6. Are you German? No
7. Are you Asian? : No
8. Are you Mexican? : No
9. Are you Irish? : yup!
10. Are your parents still married? Yeah!

Ten Facts
2. Hair Color : blacl/chocolate brown
3. Height: 5'4" (i grew senpai! bwahahahahah!)
4. Hair style: long
5. Eye color: Deep brown
6. Birthday: December 1
7. Mood: Idk, a mix between bored and hyper

8. Crush/love's name: Jake <3
9. Available: No XD
10. Lefty/righty : Righty

Ten Things About Your Love Life
1. Have you ever been in love?: er...idk. it was something like that ^^
2. Do you believe in love at first sight?: Yes
4. Have you ever been hurt?: Yes
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart?: Not that i can recall, no.
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them?: Yes
8. Are you afraid of commitment?: No
9. Have you hugged someone within the last week?: Yes <3
10. Have you ever had a secret admirer?: yup!

This Or Thats
1. Love or lust?: Love

2. Hard liquor or beer? well...beer. IF ITS GOOD!
3. Cats or dogs?: Both *leans more towards dogs*
4. A few best friends or many regular friends?: A few best friends
5. Television or Internet?: Internet DUR! get wit it!
6. Pepsi or coke?: Coke all teh way. (unless you bring Dr. Pepper in)
7. Wild night out or romantic night in?: both, depends on meh mood
8. Black or white?: Both!
9. Night or day?: Night

Have You Ever
1. Been caught sneaking out?: No...not yet.. kukuku...
3. Done something you regret?: Yes
4. Bungee jumped?: No. dont plan on it
5. Been on a house boat?: Yes! It was HUGE DUDE!!
6. Finished an entire jaw breaker?: yeah 4 of em!
7. Wanted something/someone so badly it hurt?: well...what're we talkin here?
8. Cried because you lost a pet?: havent lost a pet. *sniff* i dun wanna!
9. Wanted to disappear?: Yes

Preferences.
2. Light or dark hair?: Dark
3. Hugs or kisses: Both <333
4. Shorter or taller: depends

5. Intelligence or attraction: Both
6. Romantic or spontaneous: Both XD
7. Nice stomach or nice arms: dude... both! Hell yer!!
8. Hook-up or relationship: Relationship
10. Play the guitar or into sports: both

Ten Lasts
1. Last phone call you made: Teh Sanni Chan!
2. Last phone call you received: er...Skittlez senpai!
3. Last person you hung out with: Jake <3
4. Last person you hugged: Jake <3
5. Last person you IMed: NO ONE!!! *sniffle*
6. Last text message you received: Sanni Chan
8. Last person you missed: AL!!
9. Last song you heard: Let the flames begin (paramore)

10. Last drink: Iced tea!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr ....??? http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14662000/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14662000/ Sun, 16 Sep 2007 15:32:47 PDT
but it's overall fun cuz i got meh friends in some o me classes. cept for michis and er......... lj and.....i think thats it. but they stick awesome! ^^ i hang wit em at lunch and stuff!!!!

well i'm gonna go sleep cuz i'm tired and i think this is like the 3rd random useless journal i've posted so expect more of these cuz i really got nothing to say. oh yes, and skittlez...?

VISIT YOU WRETCHED WOMAN!!!!!!!!! *sniffle*

ok i'm done! g'night!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Stolen from Bri-Angel-Shigure http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14567785/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14567785/ Sun, 09 Sep 2007 20:38:00 PDT I kissed you?
I lived next door to you?
I stole something?
I was hospitalized?
I got into a fight and you weren't there?
I ran away from home?

WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:

Personality?
Eyes?
Face?
Hair?
Clothes?
Family?

WOULD YOU:

Be my friend?
Lie to make me feel better?
Spread rumors about me?
Keep a secret if I told you one?
Loan me some cash?
Hold my hand?
Take a bullet for me?
Keep in touch?
Try and solve my problems?
Love me?
Date me?

put an x in the () for each you would do for me.
then reply to this post

() go out with me?
() give me your number?
() let me kiss you?
() watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one?
() let me take you out to dinner?
() take a shower with me?
() be my bf/gf?
() have a fling with me?
() Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends?
() buy me a drink like a sobe or soda?
() take me home for the night?
() Would you let me sleep in your bed(not sex)?
() Sing car kareoke w/ me?
() sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone?
() re-post this for me to answer your questions?
() Let me give you a piggyback ride?
() Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Skoolz started http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14523594/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14523594/ Thu, 06 Sep 2007 21:36:28 PDT < ask even Alec and he'll tell you how loud i screamed. i was totally psyched!!!! XD

i'm hoping to get the pic of Meg scanned on here, though the damn scanner aint working. *bangs scanner* work work work!!!!!

*cough* ok well i'm over teh sickness, in school, and come next friday i've got my first report due!!!!!!! how fun is that? yeah and come september 28th i've got my first dance!!! Whoa talk about fast. i just got in school. Well i'm off to... do more math homework (nah i finished already) and finish up my Naruhina oneshot!!! its squeaky clean and very cute! ^^

alright i'm off to bed. gotta go to school tomorrow ya know. Ja ne!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr FEELIN BETTA!!!!! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14476436/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14476436/ Mon, 03 Sep 2007 17:54:22 PDT

BUT HERE COMES SCHOOL!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Skool =D= http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14413485/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14413485/ Thu, 30 Aug 2007 16:30:39 PDT
ANYWAY...........

I can say I'm kinda excited to go back cuz all meh buds are there!!!!! I'll get to see everybody!! ^^ so skool isn't all that bad.

I'll deal with the teachers and the homework! I'll pass this year for sure!!! HELL YEAH!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Decisions decisions... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14337008/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14337008/ Sat, 25 Aug 2007 16:18:55 PDT I need a hug!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Avatars!!!! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14284604/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14284604/ Wed, 22 Aug 2007 08:11:37 PDT

I want to thank very much for making the icon/avatars of her pics. They're very awesome!!! >< All credit goes to her for making these! They were so temtping i had to use one. And again, all credit goes to her for this. Teh art is by

Thankies!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Devious Journal Entry http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14224299/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14224299/ Sat, 18 Aug 2007 10:28:51 PDT

The rules are:
1. Post these rules
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves
3. Tags should write a journal/ blog of these facts
4. At the end of the post 8 more persons are tagged and named
5. Go to their page and leave a comment telling them they're tagged

Alright!! Let's do this!!! XDDD
1. I'm a video game and computer addict. Can't function without them both.
2. I dont like people touching my things. (Stay back!!!)
3. During the holidays i never really sleep in (weird)
4. My fingers move faster than i can think (usually turns out good)
5. I tend to hide the fact i'm a huge anime fan everywhere i go
6. I dont like going outside the house
7. I'm close to my buddies
8. ILOVETEHWATER!!!!!!!!!

lesse... i'll tag

Alrighty then!!! Go!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr My Fwends!!!!!!!!!! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14179087/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14179087/ Wed, 15 Aug 2007 11:23:05 PDT
buddehs in meh real life:

buddehs online:

XDDD Yup dis meh list o buddehs!!!!!!

*blink blink* If I'm forgetting you i'm very sorry. lemme know ASAP!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Back to school... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14146644/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/14146644/ Mon, 13 Aug 2007 09:42:33 PDT
But i'd like to see my buds again it'd be nice. Just them damned teachers... also the homework load picked up again, especially in math they say. I"m DoomED!!!!!!!! That's my worst subject!!!

I dun wanna go, but i do wanna go. How awkward. well not that awkward considering others feel it to.

*cough cough* ahem... I HAVE FINISHED ECLIPSE!!!!!! >< such an awesome book!!! well...actually i expected something different at the ending but that's ok, it was still really good! ^^

I wont give any spoilers cuz i feel you ppl! I hate when people give spoilers! It ruins it all. But i must say it was REAL awesome!!! And Jake teh kewtness!!! ^^ plus Edward, not forgetting him. Me likey Alice too!!

Finished it in 1 and o' half days!!!!!!! Half a sat. and full of sun.!!!! now all dem fans read!!!!!!!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Almost Home!!! XD http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13900359/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13900359/ Fri, 27 Jul 2007 11:53:17 PDT

Yeah thats all great. I've got my August so packed i wont have time to do anything else! I've gotta get a passport, and i gotta go to Dland twice. and KNotts, and I gotta go to Canada! I Also got SChool Orientation!! Woo talk about packed. Well for my lazy ass anyway.

btw dont mind the mood. I just liked that one cuz it was funny ^^

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr I'm Leaving! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13780891/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13780891/ Wed, 18 Jul 2007 10:52:32 PDT Me and planes dont connect very well. I'm better with driving. and now to sit in an airport for 4 hours. get on a plane for 2, another hour in another airport and another 3 hours on that plane to get there! its frickin austin texas! I want to stay home =.=

I'll be sure to txt ya Daniekins!!!!

I'll call ya Michi!!

Luv My Buds Bunches!!!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr HAPPY B-DAY ALEC!!!!!! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13696369/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13696369/ Wed, 11 Jul 2007 13:59:31 PDT

Yup, well thats my shoutout to him! ^^

ok, now i must say.........

Im going to be leaving DA for a while. i hopefully can come on soon when i get the time... but...
1. I'm goin to Texas very soon.
2. Goin to Havasu
3. Goin to DLAND w/ my uberawesome buddie Daniekins!
4. Goin to Canada
5 Orientation

So much to do.......... and i've been scolded that i hav to spend less time on the comp! i only go on DA for a good 2 hours! WTF?!?! anyway, thats all for now. *sulk*

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Devious Journal Entry http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13682749/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13682749/ Tue, 10 Jul 2007 10:29:02 PDT Siblings: 1 little sister
Eye color: a really really dark brown, some ppls say its pitch black. they idiots tho. jk jk i luv u still!
Shoe size: 7 or 8 in womens, depending on cut of shoe.
Height: 5 foot 3 inches
What are you wearing right now?: A black t-shirt an some blak shorts, and all other neccessities i need
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FAVORITES
Kind of pants: comfy ones, not tight jeans, i like em comfy fit!
Number: 12. i dunno, its brought me luck in the past like yesterday XD
Animal: i like many animals, especially dogs! and ring tailed panda.... but i hate bugs!!! and no i do not like spiders ><
Drink(non alcoholic): Dr. Peppa!!!
Drink(ALCOHOLIC): uummmmm......i do like Pino Grigio, a white wine. its realy good!!! for me anywhos x3
Sport: I likes swimmin and uh volleyballs. tennis too, tho i suck. ask danie its true.

Month: December , cuz its the month of my b-day and its partial winter! : D
Juice: I like cranberry... but ruby red grapefruit rules!!! ><
Favorite cartoon/anime character: Tobi! sometimes sasuke, cuz i guess hes cool... and i like courage! and also i like Edd!!! dont ask. -_-
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Have You Ever...
Given anyone a bath: My dog's.
Bungee Jumped: i dont think im that big on thrill.
Made yourself throw-up?: I tried to so I wouldn't have to go to school, the moms scared me and... i think u can figure out the rest.
Gone skinny dipping?: Umm, no? no pools that r clean, no lakes nearby... xD
Eaten a dog?: A Hot dog. I'd never eat a real dog thats a horrid thing to do!
Loved someone so much it made you cry?: No, im not sure that luv exists for me at this moment. if it does then hell, who was it?
Broken a bone?: yuppers, both arms.
Played truth or dare?: All the time! with my buds of course.
Been on a plane?: Many times!
Came close to dying?: Yes i hav, at a rather young age. Its been scarred into my memories. *shudder*
Been in a sauna?: Yes, when i came out i passed out xD
been in a hotub?: gots one in my house and backyard! ><
Fallen asleep in school?: yes, and the teachers didn't mind
Broken someone's heart?: I dunno... if i hav then im sry. if it was TRULY my fault.
Cried when someone died?: YES! IM NOT HEARTLESS!!!! R U SERIOUS??!?! i've already lost enough, too many tears hav been shed! *runs away crying*
Cried in school?: Yeah... boy was it embarrassing. he wiped my tears and held me close...
Fell off your chair?: Hahahahahahaha NO! this idiot nicolis pulled the high chair from beneath and i sat down too fast, hit the floor and bruised my ass!!!! *sniffle* it wasnt funny. i couldn't sit down for almost a good 5 and a half days!
Saved IM conversations?: Never. cuz i dont got one! ><
Saved e-mails?: No, cuz i dont got one yet.
Used someone?: Not for anything bad.
Been cheated on?: Somebody cheated off my math test, if that counts as cheating....

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What is...
Your good luck charm?: This bracelet that i got a while back, and it broke but i still hav it cuz it bring s me luck.
New fav. song?: i dont hav one fav song. i hav many!
What is beside you?: A pen... and paper...
Last thing you ate?: Um, pizza?i believe.
What kind of shampoo/conditioner: i use pantene pro-v

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Ever Had... ever had what?!
Sore Throat: Yeah, from me yelling and screaming from 9:30 a.m to midnight!
Stitches: no, i havent had an incident that bad. the sight of blood makes me woozy.... *faints*
Broken nose: Close.
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Do You...
Believe in love at first sight?: i guess not, since i say i do, but then i inspect and make my final decision so.... ????
Like school?: It's where I see all my friends and stuff, but the teaching? pff!
Who was the last person that called you?: My bud sizzle!! don ask about the nickname ok? anywho, i think she just got a deviants so ya know.... im still tryin to find her!! and i helped make the name!! how sad is that?!?!
Who was the last person you slow danced with?: Um, well i didnt slow dance with him, but i will never dance again with him. hes such a jerk i hate him! i wont say his name, it makes me sick!
Who makes you smile the most?: Umm, well, that's kinda hard. my idiotic self sometimes, and my friends! plus my family!!! ^^
Do you like filling these out: they tak... ]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr My day... http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13637370/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13637370/ Fri, 06 Jul 2007 17:30:29 PDT
"What favor?" i ask, knowing it couldn't be something good.

"You need to go to work with me."

"That's a favor..." i think to myself, but glad none-the-less. i like going to work with him. free lunches and more computer time!

"yeah i can get into the carpool lane this way. so hurry up and get dressed."

(at the office)

i'm set up with the computer and internet and all, eating corn pops and drinking ice tea. "hey dad can i get on DA?"

"try it."

i try, and i can't log in.

"Oh, the work internet connection blocks it. sorry."

"wut about AIM?"

"that too."

"The lounge?!?!"

"yup."

Wut the heck i supposed to do??!?!?!?!?!?!?!

i sat in a chair playing the impossible quiz and listening to music for a good 3 hours. little did i pay attention to i had it stuck on repeat and eneded up listening to Bohemian Rhapsody by Queen for that period of time! it drove me crazy!!!

lunch was good, my freedom from the office. but going back i shuddered in thought. please don't make me.

No jacket, short sleeve shirt and shorts in a freezing cold office. listening to music again i began to type for some ideas on my next few chapters. came up with something good, but the rest was too cheesy. "ok kiddo we're outta here at 1 sharp. so be ready."

i rolled my eyes. wasn't he paying attention at all? it was already130!

"oh nevermind, then 2 be ready."

i sighed heavily

hes really gotta plan better timing.

We left at 310.

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Wut a day for me eh?! i had loads of fun!!! and i've learned my first lesson. never ever ever go to his office without setting the ipod to shuffle songs no repeat, and have wireless internet connection to log in and do what i want!

]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr I DID IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13590819/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13590819/ Tue, 03 Jul 2007 10:18:19 PDT
At first i was chickened out like usual, but after some encouragement it's on and readable!!!! i'm not sure when i can post the next one since i'm limited with time on the computer, due to those damn chores, but i'll make it happen!!! ><

so if u wanna, go ahead and read it! but i'll tell you this...

If you don't like what's been posted, then don't comment.
If u do, please comment! i'd luv u a million for it!

soooooooooooooo happy!!!!! ^^ ]]> ~Megumi-Tobiluvr Devious Journal Entry http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13560567/ http://Megumi-Tobiluvr.deviantart.com/journal/13560567/ Sun, 01 Jul 2007 06:52:58 PDT hn, maybe that's just me. but i've felt that way.
its weird how it works. i look around at all my friends who smile and laugh, and then to myself. am i really laughing?
i feel like i display a fake person, someone that's not me.

gah this sounds crazy! makes no sense! nah forget it! *walks off* no, i am the real me, then why don't i feel that? why can't i truly laugh and smile like they can? is there something wrong? its not them i know it. they've always been good to me. they've always had my back. have i? have i given back what i should return and more?

Or do i walk away, and leave them when they're in need?

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